#so unhealthy

[victorie552]

I headcannon that after 3rd Kinslaying, and especially after Elrond and Elros left them in whatever fashion, Maedhros was a total dick to Maglor.

You know how sometimes old or sick people are nice to neighbours/nurses/strangers, but are horrible to their primal caretakers? That's them.

People aren't dicks to their caretakers just to be dicks - it's because they are often frustrated with themselves or their situation and don't know how else to deal with it or they can't deal with it the usual way. It also happens because, paradoxally, they feel safe around their caretakers - you can be a dick because you know they won't leave just because of that.

And boy, did Maglor cast himself in a role of caretaker (let's not kid ourselves, he wasn't qualified, and with his own problems to boot), and BOY, did Maedhros resent him for it. He did not NEED help, he did not DESERVE help, he's not another kidnapped child MAGLOR, I'M the older brother, I should take care of YOU YOU WRECK, WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BABYSIT YOU GROW UP ALREADY and leave me Nothing is EVER your fault, even when you left me to Angband as you should Why would you care now, it amounted to NOTHING before, it's WORTHLESS

And about half the time Maglor just takes it, actually likes it even. Mostly because of his guilt complex about how he deserves it, but also because Maedhros is only like this with him - he's trying his best to pretend to be fine and be a leader to few followers they have left, because they deserve better and that's the only thing he can give them now, and their brothers are all dead and would always be Too Little to act like that around them anyway. Maedhros would behave himself even around Fingon, to make him think rescuing him was worth something. So by being a dick to Maglor, Meadhros sees him as an equal, a safe haven. Maglor basks in that.

But obviously no one could just take such abuse like it's nothing, and Maglor is a Feanorian too, is prideful and stubborn, with his own laundry list of complains about Maedhros, and also unwell, and also thought of a new insult while lying awake at night and just wants to yell too. So half the time Maglor yells back and their yelling matches would bring orcs to tears, with hate and blame dripping from every word. I don't have enough imagination to picture it realistically, and actually I don't want to, it's too heartbreaking.

And sometimes, one or the other just starts crying. They don't talk about these times.

After some time, their arguments and insults are just a noise, something to repeat endlessly to the point of boredom.

By then, what actually hurts are the words that were not meant to harm.

Example 1:

Maedhros: 'did an all-night inspection of their stores cause he couldn't sleep' I found a herb you always liked to wash your hair with.

Maglor: 'doesn't remember last time he washed his hair, no less scented them'

Maglor: 'choked up' Appreciated.

Example 2:

Maedhros: 'feels like he's dragging Maglor to damnation with him' You could go with the twins, you know.

Maglor: 'doesn't want to upset Maedhros today so decides to pretend as if that was actually an option' Vanyar would probably like my singing but you know they would get mad at you for having better battle plans than them.

Maedhros: 'now KNOWS he's dragging Maglor to damnation with him'

Maedhros: 'dying inside' Of course they would.

When love hurts, it's easier to be a dick.

#maedhros #maglor #silmarillion #silm #barely related but it plays into my headcannon that when nerdanel didn't went with them and feanor died #maglor and maedhros became New Mom and Dad for the rest of Feanorians #not even with any creepy context from them it was an automatic process #oh Mom left Dad Maglor is similiar to her guess Maglor is New Mom #oh Dad's dead? Maedhros is New Dad #boom problem solved #when Maedhros was unwell after Tears Celegorm got to be Dad for some time #it's so unhealthy when you look from the outside #it's unrelated to anything except Maglor as New Mom resents any mentions of abandoning the others #Maglor is NOTHING like Nerdanel #THIS mom won't leave anyone thank you very much #and then Maedhros stays in Angband for 30 years lmao #so unhealthy #angst I guess #I feel it went in different direction than it started but eh

[productivityacademia]

2am yup, this is unhealthy…

#So unhealthy #gotta love them fishies #goldfish #evening snacks #2am snack

[filmdhorreur]

I am so obsessed with tragedy

#it’s so bad #so unhealthy #personal

[cowardlycowboys]

girl who needs to ask for reassurance would rather be stabbed than admit they have needs

GIRL GENDER FUNNY‼️ POST MADE BY MOST FEMININE HE/THEY SHUT UP‼️

#omg kiera no one cares #admitting u have needs and stuff is so embarrassing like I'm literally an adult grow up #like I'd rather go crazy then ask if you still like being around me and love me #unfortunately that's unhealthy and i gotta work on that but until thats complete i will think about being gutted like fish instead

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’ #who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field? #like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it. #it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks. #that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀) #liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

[sheepydraws]

The secret Dungeon Meshi sauce that's getting people to eat better is that it's so non-judgmental. Senshi and the rest of the gang never talk about what not to eat besides things that taste bad and literal poison. They don't even talk about "health" that much besides the importance of a balanced diet. It's so much easier to eat well when you think of food simply as something your body needs, and that it's often worth the extra effort to make it taste good, especially when you understand how to connect "things your body needs" with "things that taste good"

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #idk I just think a lot about how no one talked about hot fatty pork was unhealthy #or even scolded Maricelle for wanting something they couldn't afford #Senshi just said 'you haven't been eating fat so your body needs some. let's make something rich and delicious!'

[words-writ-in-starlight]

listen I expected literally Nothing from the D&D movie okay, like I can't make it clear enough that I expected the most soulless money grab with a good cgi budget imaginable, I went in having already gone through every stage of grief and landed on acceptance and LISTEN

I fucking CRIED during this dumb RPG movie. it wasn't just "not terrible" it was objectively good with a clever plot and compelling characters and sincere emotional beats. this movie loves D&D so fucking much and it NAILS the "a bunch of goobers try to be cool and accidentally discover The Power Of Friendship And Also Great Violence" classic D&D party vibe. their barbarian's last name is fucking Kilgore and my entire family cried in the theater.

I hope they make twelve of these motherfuckers.

#honor among thieves #dnd #dungeons and dragons: honor among thieves #holga kilgore #she is a BARBARIAN whose name is KILL GORE like who among us has not been in a party with this exact character #some new player who picked whatever they were told was the easiest class and gave them a name that is 98% a joke #and just piggybacked their backstory onto the most experienced player's as like rp training wheels #and then smash cut 60 sessions later and we're all getting choked up over john dingus or whatever #do you motherfuckers know how rarely i cry????? about ANYTHING????? #god it was so good #i am going to watch this an unhealthy amount #i want a separate movie for every red wizard and also one about xenk's backstory #his name is X E N K with an X these writers have played some fucking DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS #do i have to buy dead in thay now?????? i think i have to buy dead in thay now #i literally ran dnd on friday and this movie put me in WITHDRAWAL i want to play some dnd Now

[nuditorium]

i am just so beyond tired of talking and being with people who have anger problems and have little to no emotional regulation. those are the worst fucking people to talk to because you simply CANNOT. and what’s funny is that i have only two ppl in my life who aren’t like that and they’re my online friends 🙃 not even here in my area and so it feels like i am stuck with that i have. my home life: most of my family members are like that. at work: i deal with people with anger problems/lack emotional regulation. and what’s funny is that even in my leisure (friend) it’s the same shit. there’s no escaping. i just want to talk and be near someone who doesn’t make me so fucking frightened to fucking speak. or to feel guilty. i’m sick of it. i’m so sick of it.

#txt #over it #text #tired #so unhealthy

[hakiscoffeeshop]

mm. cozy (wip)

#wenclair #wednesday #wednesday addams #the addams family #wednesday x enid #enid fanart #enid sinclair #wednesday fanart #they are so comfort ship #i enjoyed drawing this to an unhealthy degree #it took 10 tries to draw cuddling #worth

[blended-ice]

they have plans jsyk

#peas n guac #I am SO exited for the Barbie movie it’s unhealthy #divorced parents seen taking their feral gremlin son to watch a movie heartwarming truly #this is the second time yuri is watching it the first time he went with his dedushka and Otabek #YES YURIO SAYS PLEASE AND THANK YOU TO MINIMUM WAGE WORKERS BECAUSE OF COURSE HE DOES #yuri on ice #yoi #yuri plisetsky #yakov feltsman #lilia baranovskaya #fanart #id in alt text #barbie movie

[jaylee-is-here]

all eyes.

( god the books are so rough im sorry 😨 )

#chainsaw man #chainsaw man fanart #csm fanart #art #artists on tumblr #csm denji #csm #miri sugo #fumiko mifune #csm fami #csm barem #csm nayuta #csm yoshida #csm asa mitaka #csm yoru #whip devil #csm spoilers #csm part 2 #i need to stop drawing so much its getting unhealthy #this kind of looks bad now that im lookijg at it oh well

[emderperq]

i just realized i havent shared any of my toh art on here so take some old art *throws at you*

#the owl house #the owl house fanart #ignore the fact none of these are recent #toh #toh fanart #hunter toh #guess whos my favorite character challenge #(impossible) #pittwins #huntlow #art #digital art #artist #digital artist #fanartist #i love this show #an unhealthy amount #WHY IS TUMBLR QUALITY SO BAD #SOBBING

[caspervi]

Nothing like drawing starchaser while hearing Phoebe Bridgers the entire time

#james x regulus #jegulus #regulus black #james potter #marauders #the marauders #starchaser #I love them so much it’s unhealthy #they are my canon event #my roman empire actually #in my head they are soft and happy and alive #fck u jkr

[descendant-of-truth]

Obsessed with Sonic's plan to live with multiple "Tailses" at once and have them all be buddies, he didn't wanna replace anyone he was just like "oh heck yeah, more of the people I love?? Sign me UP"

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic prime #sonic prime spoilers #nine the fox #memes #He may be projecting to an unhealthy degree but his heart is so big okay #I actually had another version where he said 'two Tailses' but I thought that made him sound too mean #Even if it's also accurate

[treahollow]

A little jrwi riptide animation!

#this took 5 weeks but it was worth it #i love these sillies so much #it is actually unhealthy #jrwi riptide #jrwi fanart #artwork #treart #art #jrwi #jrwi chip #chip jrwi #animation #jay jrwi #jrwi gillion #jrwi jay #jrwi show

[phoenxwright]

heated gaming moments at Mordhaus

#toki wartooth #he has braces bc an oomf on twitter suggested it and I'm obsessed in an unhealthy way #metalocalypse #dethklok #he's my discord kitten u wouldn't get it #i genuinely want to squeeze him so hard he cant breathe #phoenxwright art