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jubileemon · 22 days

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Why Ichigo And Rukia Ended Up With The Right People

In Bleach, Ichigo ends up with Orihime, Rukia is with Renji. Since it's part of the shonen genre, it doesn't center around romance and would be unlikely to focus on romantic relationships, as there were other interesting and exciting things happening.

The Problem With Ichigo X Rukia

Even though he becomes a Shinigami, he isn't technically a soul. He was not born in Soul Society and never died to go there. If he wanted to be with Rukia, he would either have to wait and die from old age or die right away and part with everyone else way too soon. Rukia is a soul who ages extremely slowly and will probably never die. Their families are in different worlds, so their priorities are incompatible.

This might be the single biggest factor in Orihime's favor against Rukia: she won't outlive Ichigo by hundreds of years. After all, Ichigo is a substitute Soul Reaper, but not a full-fledged one. It was only ever touched on vaguely because the shinigami are all spirits/souls, and things like time and age aren't something that hold much meaning to them anymore. Roughly in the beginnings of the series, Rukia mentions that she's 10 times older than Ichigo (who was 15 at the time).

Ichigo also looks like Kaien Shiba, Rukia’s mentor and the man that she admired. Due to this, even Byakuya himself understood why Rukia would feel a connection for Ichigo. Rukia realized the parallels between Kaien’s last fight with Ichigo’s battle against Grand Fisher, the Hollow that had killed Masaki Kurosaki. As such, she views them as similar and so would be unlikely to have romantic feelings for someone resembling her late mentor. In fact, she keeps comparing Kaien and Ichigo throughout the Soul Society arc.

Rukia and Renji

Rukia and Renji grew up together as orphaned Soul children in Soul Society. They shared the same experiences, jointly discovering the gift of Reiatsu that earned them a place in the Shin’o Academy. Their mutual goal was to become Shinigami, gain higher ranks, and grow stronger. When Rukia tells Renji the Kuchiki clan wants to adopt her, he acts happy but is deeply upset because he predicts they will grow apart. Still, he tries to hide his sadness because Rukia finally has a family. Unfortunately, Renji falsely believes that he's not important to her anymore.

While this saddened Rukia, he only reacted in the way he believed was best for her, and that ended up making him feel guilty about her potential execution. Chapter 98 was devoted to how Renji considered Rukia an unattainable “star” that he, a “tramp,” could never reach. If he just wanted friendship, why did he feel he had to stay out of Rukia’s way? If she just wanted friendship, why did she expect him to protest? The answer is simple: Her adoption didn’t get in the way of friendship, but in the way of the “something more” that they wanted.

Renji's feelings towards her have always been apparent, as far back as when they were kids. As they originally met around several years ago in the Soul Society, they've been around each other for quite a while. One evening, the two of them were unsuccessfully attempting to catch fish when Renji finally managed to snare one. When he turned around, he saw the rest of his friends staring at Rukia longingly. As anyone with a crush themselves would do, Renji admonished his friends for looking at her with love-struck eyes.

Renji's feelings for Rukia are crystal clear, even when he doesn't acknowledge them. On the other hand, Rukia finds it difficult to express her emotions, especially after joining the Kuchiki clan and her stranied relationship with her brother Byakuya. However, there are several instances that prove her love for Renji beyond the shadow of a doubt. In fact, Rukia obviously cares for Renji even after he attacks Ichigo in the Agent of the Shinigami arc. Although Ichigo and Rukia also love each other, their friendship is considerably less intense than her lifelong attachment for Renji.

Ichigo and Orihime

Orihime’s crush on Ichigo was evident from the first few chapters. She even had trouble being articulate in front of him, although part of her character development was how she gained confidence in herself. As for him, he was ready to sacrifice his life for her from the very beginning, when he put himself between her and her brother Sora (who became a Hollow). He almost always singles her out, speaks up for her and he even defends her.

When the Espadas allow Orihime to say goodbye to one person before she is taken to Hueco Mundo, she picks Ichigo even though he's still unconscious from an earlier fight. She explains how she could have picked one of the others, but Ichigo was the person she needed to see one last time. Orihime says how there were so many things she wished she had gotten to do and how she would like to live five times to try multiple different things, but that she'd always fall in love with the same person... Ichigo.

Ichigo literally came back from death for Orihime during his fight with Ulquiorra, all because she pleaded him not to die. Orihime also places her body between Ichigo and Acidwire to protect Ichigo. Ichigo puts himself between Grimmjow’s Ceros and Orihime without hesitation. Orihime more than willingly goes to fight Yhwach alongside Ichigo, serving as the latter's defense. Even Ulquiorra, Grimmjow, and Nnoitora all mocked him for wanting to protect her and underlined how she was the motivation for him to fight more fiercely.

In the early chapters, Orihime knew that Kon wasn't the real Ichigo when he was running wild inside Ichigo's body and being his perverted self. He jumped into Ichigo's classroom, made a move on Orihime, and then kissed Tatsuki before being forced to flee. Orihime knew right away that wasn't the real Ichigo, forgiving him of actions that would have got him in hot water with any other girl. It's a testament to how much Orihime cared about him. That said, Ichigo would have never acted that way in the first place.

Ichigo & Rukia Contributed To Each Other’s Relationships

It's kinda interesting to note that both Rukia and Ichigo have worked to boost each other's relationships. Remember, Rukia was the one who dragged Ichigo to apologize to an injured Orihime. Rukia was the initial reason why Ichigo and Orihime came closer together and were more expressive of their desire to protect each other. At the same time, Ichigo was the catalyst for Rukia and Renji to become close again after decades of avoiding each other. Ichigo was not meant to interfere in their relationship as a third party, but to help them realize the complete range of their feelings for each other.

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ace-of-fairytail · 4 months

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I made another Mashimaverse AU

I haven’t thought it out throughly yet, but here’s Minerva.

Inspired by “One Piece,” and “Dead Rock” Ish.

Basically, The God of Life and Death was the only thing that lived throughout the entirety of time. Throughout every period he would gather 12 guards/subordinates that represented different races and territories.

There’s was different ways this was picked, for Dragons it was the ruler of Dragons who’d become the next subordinate. They usually roamed near the eastern region which would one day become “The Kingdom of Dragnof.”

Demons lived among humans in the neighboring kingdom, and instead of the next king of demons ruling. The rulers would pass down “Gods favorite angel” E.N.D.

(I’m not sure about the other 10 but i imagine it’d be revealed within the story or else this would just be Oc insert)

The point is I changed the magic system and made it rooted in lore. I’m not gonna explain too much but changes to remember are-

-Erza has Belserion sealed inside, and her father is acnologia. Which technically makes her Queen of Dragons.

-Wendy is also the child or Irene and Anologia. Making her their second child.

-Not a change, but yeah Natsu still END.

-The god of Life and Death died 400 years ago during the war with Irene and the dragon kingdom. (Well he’s just not alive atm)

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-The magic system has three different types of magic users. Those who have genetic mutations (Inherited Magic) ,

Those who are taught a “maker magic” (A type of magic that cover regular magic energy into a specific type of magic while casting) Anyone can learn.

Or “Holder Magic” Those who use magic Items that already have lacrimas that create their own magic. Anyone can get.

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Minerva’s name is associated with the Roman godess of wisdom, who’s commonly associated with owls, not as commonly with snakes. I was think about Erza and Minerva fighting together what would take Fairy Tails Magic system to One piece level. And ofcourse that would be an “awakening” of some sorts. So I took the Idea of snakes and ran with it.

Guildarts was in an entirely different league than the entire main cast at the beginning of FairyTail. But why if (by fairy tails magic system) anyone can learn the same magic. So I’m my scenario Guildarts has a genetic magic, Cana learned the holders magic from a young age since she never knew she could have Guildarts magic. Her awakening would be Guildarts magic since you can’t awaken and holders magic. Another example is Mira using satan soul and transformation magic which would mean that you can learn more than one type of magic in Fairy Tail which doesn’t make sense cause what’s stopping everyone from being zeref?

With Minerva I thought what if her history had anything to do with snakes. I decided her ancestors (on her moms side) would be snake charmers, much like the dragon charmers that existed before Irene became dragon queen. Though they used to play flutes to charm dragons it was actually just a ritual of swine sort and the instruments weren’t needed. This was lost when Minerva’s mom passed away while she was too young to learn.

Durring the battle with Erza I imagine somehow she’s presented with the opportunity to meet a Dragon Snake (idk a name yet). It sounded far fetched until I found out about the Dragon snake Xenodermus Javanicus. A nonvonmous serpent that assists Erza and Minerva in battle due to being under both of their titles.

(Basically character building for storyline)

In reality these snakes usually pass away in captivity, are small and only live for a few years.

I’d imagine this snake would be around 400+ years old, and survived the “war” 400 years prior along side some other creatures and dragon variants like the water dragons (that remained secluded under water). Because Dragon snakes don’t have as long of a life span as water dragons, the the serpents dwindled down to a few, while water dragons are still plenty in numbers.

Minerva can’t preserve the serpent in her pocket dimension. (Which is good for throwing enemies in every once in a while). Ofcourse the serpent can fly, that why it was recognized as a dragon in the fairy tail world. Because the snake has dragon ancestors it would’ve been recognized as one because the addition of flight that other snakes didn’t have. (Debatable weather or not Erik’s snake Cubellios is one aswell).

Storyline wise, what connection the Dragon Snakes has with Minerva or her ancestors, why Minerva’s mom was the last one with the magic, and all is really up to a story to tell. I don’t want this to sound fanfic-Ish but more the and actual au that takes a different turn in story. It would also explain why Minerva dad was really trying to exploit her, thought there’s no excuse for dv, and dv can start without cause or reason. Just an anime explanation type of thing.

I also have Ideas for Jellals “Tattoo/birthmark”, the Tower of Heaven, Sho’s “Tattoo”. Kagura and Ikaguras swords. And more. Even some Ideas about old Fairy Tail, and characters from before the 400 year skip. Like Anna and Acnologia.

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symphonic-scream · 8 months

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More detail about Makoto(and haru possibly)?

Oh absolutely

Especially since a lot of facts about the two go hand In hand. Or paw in paw-

Get it cause. Cause

I'll tell you about Makoto

She's a turned werewolf. That means she was bitten and gained the curse of lycanthropy through a. Pretty traumatic event. Her bite mark scar is still there, near her right hip. It's just higher, like. Right at that gap between hip and rib

Every full moon after that first one, Makoto is locked in the boiler room of their apartment complex, in the dark, alone. There's one ratty blanket, for when she transforms back so she doesn't get cold before Sae wakes up and brings her a change of clothes

She doesn't go out for a minute after the sky starts to darken, from age 13. Well. Until one fateful night when she became acquainted with the Phantoms for the first time. Through. A bloody accident

Cause the solution for Kaneshiro? Death :) He doesn't give up his power to return it back to Morgana. No. He dies

See. The Phantoms are tracking him down completely separately from Makoto. They're after him for the magic, she's after him cause he's taking advantage of her fellow students

And on the next full moon, Sae has to stay late working on a case and decides to trust Makoto to lock herself in the boiler room. With a promise that if she's not down there when Sae goes to fetch her in the morning, all trust will be taken back.

Does Makoto stay home? No, she goes to confront the Mafia, believing she'd make it home in time. And. She does not. The Phantoms turn up just as the sun rises, to see Makoto transform back from a beast that had killed the entire Kaneshiro mafia

Like. All of them

It's then a race to get her cleaned up and back in the boiler room, where Sae does find her. Saving Makoto from having to be chained up every moon, and giving her a big reason to trust them

Also. That's the night she finds out she's gay.

Makoto joins the gang, helping them get away with more things at school, helping them study better, and making Yusuke no longer the only member with an animal form at that time

Until then she was using a leather belt to keep her tail in place, leading to chaffing on her thigh and leaving her tail sore. Ann's parents design clothing for monsters, and she has them create a softer tail bind for her

And now for some Haru too

So they are dating in this au. As of the end of the Okumura arc. They're sweethearts, with Haru sneaking into the boiler room on full moons to comfort a frightened Moonkoto. She brings little nightlights, blankets, pillows, stashing them behind a boiler before she leaves in the morning. And just

The mental image of big full moon wolf Makoto being all kind and gentle as she receives a nose rub from this ragdoll cat, the two curling up to sleep on a little blanket nest

Ragdoll cats are quite big, so Haru's cat form is still large despite her not being fully grown. She's practically like a little weighted blanket for Makoto, when she lies on her. A very cute weighted blanket

Haru is also monumental in getting Makoto to accept her like, inner wolf stuff. Theres that

Oh and. A little thing about them in Strikers. The day Zenkichi approaches everyone is the same day there's an illegitimate lesbian wedding in Leblanc. Gay marriage isn't legal and they're technically only like. 18. So. They have a mock ceremony with Morgana officiating as they perform a soul bond ritual

So they're literally Soul Mates.

#persona magic au #makoto niijima #haru okumura #okujima

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lumiereandcogsworth · 13 days

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ALSO regarding Belle and Maurice, they live in that village, does that mean they were also technically cursed along with everyone else ? do they remember anything after the curse is broken, or did they move to the Villeneuve after and live somewhere else first?

based on my own headcanon and hints from different books from the movie and such, it’s more likely that maurice brought belle there right from paris when she was a baby. so she grew up there. (and that’s where all my beloved little belle fics take place 🥹)

i think that journey took a while, as paris is northern france and they’re in “the heart of france” which i guess is the center? though i still picture them more south than not. southern center… anyway it’s a multiple days’ distance from paris, to say the least. so they still would have stayed in different towns and inns along the way (if i think about how Depressed and Numb maurice was in that journey, i’ll lose my mind) but i think villeneuve WAS where he landed. it was also a tricky journey because the plague was,, happening. so some towns were also closed off to outsiders. it wasn’t easy to stay just anywhere. but eventually, villeneuve let the weary traveler and his baby in. and maurice was too scared and traumatized to ever leave again. plague seemed to sort of evade the village, and he took that as a sign that belle would be okay there, and safe, as he promised maria. which leads him to his mantra that he tells belle in the movie: “small also means safe.”

but to answer the first part, yes!! i mean technically, it seems as though the entire world (or at least all of europe) was under the curse. not a damn soul was sending letters or visiting the french monarch ??? they simply all forgot. my interpretation is that agathe just kind of put everyone in a blissful state about the topic. like, french citizens just never found a reason to wonder/think about their prince. (even though they were DEFINITELY thinking about him A Lot before the curse, lowkey freaking out about the fact that he wouldn’t marry and get an heir in the works.) but in this state they just didn’t worry about their governance. and of course, anyone related to any of the staff members had the same blissful minds. we know that it does leave an odd feeling though, as monsieur jean says at the beginning of the movie “i feel like i’ve forgotten something. problem is, i can’t remember what.” (the thing he forgot was his wife. and his son. sjdksjdk) so it’s not a Total blissful state, but obviously the memory never returns, and in general people don’t seem to be too distressed by the feeling of having “forgotten something.”

as far as maurice and belle are concerned, they’re living like the rest of the world, simply not worried about who’s in charge. Before the curse, i do like to wonder what maurice & belle’s opinion of “the prince” was though. they’d probably hear rumors that he was apparently selfish and maybe a bit reckless. villagers aren’t gonna know all the tea, but they are the LOCAL village, so they’ve definitely seen many a carriage come through, as well as probably heard the loud parties that would occur so frequently. belle probably didn’t pay it much attention, honestly. she was probably aware that prince adam was around her age, but when she heard of his awfulness she was probably just like >:/ imagine having all that power and just Squandering it! but maurice would point out that “well maybe he doesn’t know how else to be. i don’t recall his father being much better.” and belle says “what about the rest of his family?” and maurice shrugs “well, the queen died years ago. when he was a child. i think he’s the only one.” and belle just feels… a hint of sympathy for him. but only a hint, because ultimately it’s not like SHE could do anything to help him… RIGHT?

side note, but i have this old wip/scene/thing set when belle is around seven. and news spreads that the queen passed away. maurice is reading the news like 😟 and belle asks what’s wrong and he tells her and she’s like oh that’s so sad!!!!!!!🥺🥺🥺 and he says yeah:( and tells her that “the prince is just a little older than you. he’s probably quite sad to lose his mother.” and belle’s like “🥺🥺🥺 well he’s still got his papa, right?” and maurice is like [screams internally because stop this feels too real] and says “yes, he still has his papa 🥹” and they carry on with their day, never really thinking about the prince again (until he’s older and in the news more), and not having any idea how awful it is that the prince is now stuck with his father, of course🫠

BUT YEAH ANYWAY, after the curse, memories all come flooding back, and she is suddenly able to connect the dots. she thinks it’s crazy how she could be IN the castle, SEEING portraits of the late king and the current prince, and not recognizing them at all. and adam’s just like “yeah well. the enchantress really had her fun with this one:/“ lmao. and she literally did??? she’s so powerful. she made the whole world forget about a centuries old monarchy. you gotta hand it to her, she really goes all out for making assholes learn their lessons 😮‍💨

#OUGH!!! such good questions today dude i LOVE!!!!!!!!!!#i love Diving in🤌🤌🤌#this was also incredibly fun to write >:3 thank ya kindly #alex tag #answered #batb 2017 #batb headcanons #papa maurice #belle

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sincerexsiren · 3 months

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Drabbed || @darkhearthorns @xseen2muchx & @deepseawarlock

Trinity watched the girl that her godson had brought to her, her translucent eyes watchful. She knew that Maverick hadn’t brought the girl because he wanted her approval. Trinity wasn’t the kind to have a single bad thought about anyone. If she could tell that Alexandra loved the young Fae king, she would approve. And seeing as she hadn’t even known about the fae, not really anyway, it didn’t seem like she had any designs on taking power. Though she had seemed concerned when Maverick had said that he was going back.

One of the things about being very old and stuck in one place was that you didn’t have a great deal of entertainment, so when people came, you tended to listen in. Which is what he had done, even though she knew it was rude when Alexandra had pulled Maverick to the side when he’d left.

“Please don’t go back?” Alex’s fingers were gripping into his shirt at his sides like a life line.

“I’ll be fine Alex.” He’d told her but there was a long silence.

“You’ve just…this has become normal for you Maverick. They are up to something. In between that and the egg and everything else.” She had clearly been about to go on but Maverick was sushing her, calming her down, assuring her. “Just…remember that you’re king alright? You don’t have to do what they’ve told you you have to.” She reminded him softly, playing with one of the buttons on his shirt as though it would distract her enough. “If you wouldn’t let them do it to me, don’t let them do it to you?”

His hand came up to her cheek, fingers running across it with a tenderness she had never seen from him before. “It's going to be alright. I just need to know you’re safe. And Mother Trinity, she’ll keep up safe for me for a few days alright?” He lowered his head and tilted it so that his eyes caught hers. “Alright?” He asked again until the human girl nodded.

Though now, Trinity had to wonder if calling her a human girl was appropriate. It was like saying that she was a human. Yes, she technically was. But there was something else inside her too. Something old. Something that could easily be construed as dark. But the truth was that it was too old to be dark. Once something was a certain age, and went back far enough, good and evil didn’t really apply anymore.

She watched the younger woman through the kitchen window, sipping her tea. None of the powers that Maverick had told her about had come out, but that didn’t mean much here. No magic could happen here without her go-ahead. That’s why this was a sanctuary. But there was something…

She felt a shiver roll down her spine as one of the little lights of a soul came into the corner of her vision. She waved it away but watched as it actually zipped through the glass of the window toward the girl.

…and she flinched. As if she knew it was there.

Trinity slowly put the tea down, focusing, leaning forward and paying more attention to the brunette. Her lips were moving, like she was talking to it. Trinity knew that there were cases of humans who almost died or died for a few seconds coming back and being able to remember, sometimes even to see things. But this was something altogether different. It wasn't something out of the corner of her eye that the human girl was seeing. This was a conscious knowledge. This...this was a path interrupted, a destiny derailed.

Still, she knew that there was a very very thin line in between the gift of life and the gift of death. They were partners really, two actors on the same stage working on the same play.

She should have asked more questions when Maverick and brought her, but she hadn't wanted it to cloud her perception. Now she had to wonder if she had been alive, or truly claimed by Death when the fae king had found her. She wished Ulysses was here...maybe he could tell her more. In 200 years Trinity had never seen anything like it. She would need to look back far longer and talk to someone far older.

Alex rubbed her temple, trying to get it out, the voice out. The worry about. The things she saw but didn’t speak of out. This wasn’t the time or place. The witch Maverick had brought her to meant a lot to him and she didn’t want to come off as crazy or hearing things or seeing things. She didn't want to make this worse on him and seeing as how she didn't know why she was brought here, she was even more determined to hide it. Maverick had only said a few days after all and while his godmother seemed....nice, she could feel those translucent eyes on her. Even now when she was outside.

She had tried to keep herself busy, to not be a pain in the ass but she was worried. Worried about Maverick, about her egg, about what was going on in the Moorlands. About wondering what the plot was. Now that she had stepped back she was able to look at the big picture and see it even more clearly. It was easier to think about those things than to think about that amber goop that had seemed to come from her when she'd been afraid and angry.

And why should she be worried about it? There was so much magic in the Moorlands and so much shady shit happening with those council members that it probably hadn't had anything to do with her...right? (No she didn't actually believe that.)

"Oh my god sush!" She finally swatted at the little pebble of light, sending it flying back into the woods as if on an order.

Trinity's lips parted. Oh, Maverick didn’t know how in trouble he was in. Then again, could she really be surprised that he’d fallen for something….no, someone who straddled worlds?

#drabble #when he brought her to Trinity #darkhearthorns #xseen2muchx

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potiontale · 4 months

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Here's some random infos about PotionTale i've written:

In this timeline, Alphys died at young age so undyne became a scientific for a short time. She then thinked it was boring and trained to become the captain of the royal guard. Undyne don't use any potions or long ranged attacks: she says she would be a coward if she did so so she attacks directly with her weapon, a spear

Monster are still made of magic but the humans magic is not stored in the soul: It's stored in their bones, so technically, with enough determination, a skeleton could live independently of the soul that was in it.

When we press on "talk" and then "Skeletons" in the shopkeeper of snowdin, she'll says

"Oh ! Do you mean sans and papyrus ? These two skeletons are always doing funny things in snowdin, everyone love them. They are even nearly the only monsters in the underground that can use magic. Amazing, right ?"

Then, the button "Skeletons" is replaced by "Their family". When we press on it, this dialogue appears:

" Their family... the only person that is related to them is their mother, Undyne. I know it's surprising. Plus, she never gave explanations about where she found them. Talking about strange things, the royal scientist, alphys first appeared at snowdin. Nobody knew her. It's like if she came from another universe."

Then, Sans from Potiontale knew something wasn't right about alphys and found out the truth. They did experiments together after that

Papyrus and sans can use bones, but can also use potions

Potions or other physical objects are used to change someone's soul type. Soul type can also be changed by a strong feeling

Every monsters has magic, deep inside their soul. By the way, monsters are still made of magic.

If a monster would have enough determination to fight, they could use magic

I'll start to write things that would happen in the potential fangame from now on

There's 3 undyne's battle that can occur.

-Papyrus is alive

-Papyrus is dead (not genocide)

-Genocide

In the battle where papyrus is alive, if we attempt to attack undyne, papyrus will go in front of undyne, taking the hit.

Mettaton love creating robots that he use for his shows. He also created the one shot liquid, a red potion that kill any person that touch it. Instead of the yellow soul gimmick, he transform your soul into the shockwave soul(If you wonder how mettaton exist without Alphys, you will understand later)

Mettaton love mechanical so he asked alphys to make him have his own tv channel. It happened pretty much the same things that in undertale (alphys create a robot, mettaton goes in it, but this time, instead of making a robot to kill the human, the robot is "made" to be better in mechanical than anyone. Asgore is promoted to royal scientist after that.)

Throughout hotland, mettaton present us puzzles linked with mechanical

In mad mew mew fight that occurs in new home (the town), The soul will be in the wire soul. In the wire soul mode, we move between intersections of a grid.

In some attacks, mad mew mew will cut some wires with an axe, restricting your movements

#undertale #potiontale

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mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune · 2 months

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Hazformers Ship: Sarimily or EmiSari (And Theory About It's The Boy Ars Goetia That Has The Baby...)

[Note: Reading This Is Optional, The Hazformers AU is thanks to Blitzy-Blitzwing. also references to some episodes of Hazbin Hotel Season 1 will be brought up, so make sure to watch all the episodes first before reading this. also will talk about a theory that has to do with possibly about Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, and it reminds me of Cosmo from Fairly Odd Parents when Poof was going to be born....so yeah, Male Pregnancy will be mentioned.]

yeah, it might be a weird idea for a ship but what if Sari did end up going to the Human's Heaven because well, her spark is also a hybrid between a human soul and cybertronian spark, so it is like a techno-organic spark.

and during her time in Heaven, and besides noticing the corruption and not fully trusting The Exorcist Angels, Adam or Sera.

she ended up becoming close with Emily, and if Heavenborns do age but stop at a certain point but still carry some form of Elder Wisdom.

it could be possible that if Sari died at 18 or like late 19 and early 20s, and Emily is 18 or late 19 early 20s in a biological way but could be like 120 years old, like late 190 years and early 120 years.

Sari still being able to age, could have to do with the celestial powers of the allspark, maybe.

but like picture if Sari did meet with her Autobot Friends again after running away with Emily from Heaven and going to the Hazbin Hotel and not knowing the Autobots and Decepticons are there.

both the Autobots that are her friends are in the same room as The Decepticons and even Charlie, Vaggie, Angel, Niffty, Husk, Sir Pentious, Cherri Bomb, Alastor and Lucifer.

and Sari introduces Emily in the same way Charlie did when introducing Vaggie to Lucifer as her girlfriend.

Bumblebee being well himself, might not understand the whole "girlfriend" thing....he might misinterpret it meaning that Sari found another friend that happens to be a girl...

Bumblebee you precious clueless adorkable honeybee...

even Ratchet, Prowl, Blurr, Optimus, Megatron, Blitzwing, Shockwave, Soundwave, Lugnut, Lockdown and everyone else would understand the meaning of what Sari was saying when introducing Emily as her girlfriend.

Sari could be Biromantic and Demisexual.

I mean it can be possible for some people to be Heteroromantic & Demisexual as well, as well as being Heteroromantic-Ace or Heteroromantic-Aceflux but try telling that to both sides who have some problem with Aces...

if Sari's friends never came back and she had to discover new things about herself alone, like the whole Megatron technically being the one who gave birth to her through budding that happen in Sumdac's Secret Lab.

the other parts Sari would of figured out could be that she is romantically attracted to both guys and gals.

like before meeting Emily, and falling in love with her, which by the way would be Fanon Timeline only and it isn't canon.

Sari could of suspected she might be on the Asexuality Spectrum, but wasn't sure.

even if Megatron (who I'm still gonna Crossover OTP ship him with Carmilla Carmine making them Megamilla) has no idea he is Sari's Cybertronian Parent, he could be supportive.

plus if it was like in Steven Universe, if Sari and Emily ever fused their fusion would be a embodiment of their love and would be a relationship.

but fusion, both romantic and platonic isn't just a Gem thing.

because Tigatron and Airazor forming into Tigerhawk, even if at first it wasn't of their free will and choice, but they took their fused body back when their sparks became one and went into their now fusion body.....so yeah, Tigerhawk is a romantic fusion and came way before Garnet, but both Garnet and Tigerhawk will be my favorite romantic fusions.

I think if Sari and Emily did fuse, they would be what Steven would describe as a Giant Woman, who will have wings, four eyes, but there being a fifth that is closed and possibly other eyes, and there being four arms but still two legs, but the fusion form being able to use a default form where they can appear with just two arms along with just having two legs.

the ship name for Sari x Emily, can either be Sarimily or EmiSari.

also even if Clara from Season 1 and Pilot are the same but difference design, I like to view the pilot version as being a third daughter and being possibly the middle child, while the Clara that shows up in Season 1, is the youngest.

like we could call the Pilot-Clara by a different name while the Other version is still called Clara...

like Carmilla's Three Daughters are Odette, Clara and Clarice.

Clarice being The Pilot-Clara, and she could be in The Fanon Timeline, the middle sibling, like Odette being the eldest sibling and Clara being the youngest.

if Megatron and Carmilla did get married, even if it was only in Fanon.

Soundwave (who I'm still gonna view as being separate from the Other one who was born on Cybertron and is also known as Soundblaster...) would not only have Sari as a big sister who he shares a birthday with, but he would get more big sisters...

and if Carmilla did have three daughters, and Sari did end up marrying Emily....that would give Soundwave three step-sisters and one sister-in-law, which adding Sari that would give Soundwave about....Five Older Sisters.

like it be interesting if Sari felt guilty about how she treated him before and may understand he might never forgive her or want to form a sibling bond, because they were both technically made by Megatron, even if the situation of their creation from him was different.

but it would still be interesting if Sari got really protective of Soundwave, like in a protective big sister wanting to protect her baby brother way.

like just because he might not want anything to do with her, and she can respect that, but it doesn't mean she will stand by and let anyone mess with her baby brother and if she forms a sisterly bond with Odette, Clarice and Clara, who could end up bonding with Soundwave and viewing him like the baby brother they never had...

well anyone who dares try anything with their precious baby brother, would have to answer to those four...who could be way scarier than Shockwave, for all we know.

I wasn't sure about the name Clarice for the Pilot-Clara, but I think I'm starting to like it a bit more as well as the Fanon idea about Clarice being Odette and Clara's sister and Carmilla's third daughter.

anyway besides the whole ship idea about Sari x Emily, and Sari coming out to her Autobot friends that she is Biromantic and the whole her introducing Emily as her girlfriend, and the only one not getting the full meaning of that would be Bumblebee...and it has to be explained to him, because he might only understand some romantic relationships that seem similar to cybertronian courtships.

so he could mistake the whole Sari saying that Emily is her girlfriend, meaning she is a Gal Buddy and thus platonic friend...

Bumblebee might not be 100% naive and he could understand some form of romantic relationships, but might not get some stuff right away.

so Sari would have to help with explaining in a way that Bumblebee will understand, and that is by saying that in Cybertronian terms, Emily is her Femfriend, which then Bumblebee will finally understand.

ya know like Mechfriend would be similar to Boyfriend, but if a Cybertronian is Nonbinary, they would be Partner, but only some who go by She/They or He/They would end up going by both Partner and Girlfriend or Boyfriend.

anyway as for the whole Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss Theories...

it could be possible it is The Boy Ars Goetia that has the baby...

you know like how it is the Boy Fairy that has the baby like in the Fairly Odd Parents, but oddly enough it is the Girl Anti-Fairy that has the baby.

like in theory, it can be like the Asari from Mass Effect who can have children with any species or gender.

so Stella may claim she had the egg, but she likely didn't and only thought she did and her brother and the rest of her family NEVER gave her the talk.

Stolas was possibly the one to have the egg in the first place, meaning he was technically pregnant.

it could be possible that Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel, was the one who was pregnant with Charlie, not Lilith.

while he could end up turning out to be possibly Cain's Bio-Dad, even if it is a Hazbin Hotel version of Cain and possibly ending up being Charlie's Older Half-Brother...

him causing Eve to become pregnant, while still ending up pregnant himself, could mean that Charlie's Dad is able to make someone else pregnant but also become so himself...

Lucifer likely had mood swings and was acting in a way that drove Lilith a bit crazy but like also made her tired.

and before Stolas laid the egg that would hatch and become Octavia, he likely got mood swings as well, and would be very aggressive to Stella one minute but then crying and apologizing the next.

the reasons why Fizz and Ozzie hadn't end up in the same way, and Fizz having to deal with Ozzie's mood swings and weird food cravings, could be because they are careful...that and Ozzie may not of told Fizz about how he can get pregnant, but he makes sure to prevent it.

so it could be possible that Blitz and Stolas could become parents, and giving Octavia a half-sibling....

Stella could of been asleep when Stolas had the egg that would hatch and become Octavia.

Andrealphus you cold heart himbo, ya need to give your sister talk, and I don't mean the other talk ya had with her, about calling off Striker. but telling her the truth that it is the Boy Ars Goetia that has the baby, NOT the girl...

if it is possibly true, then Andrea not giving his sister the talk could of been well, because he never really considered he had to be the one to give it, and may have thought that it would be his parents who would explain to her.

plus it could be possible the female Ars Goetia could get pregnant as well, but something happen to cause them to become not able to and the only thing left was for them to get a male pregnant.

and in theory, the only female and well nonbinary-gal ones who are technically Demi-Goetia who can still possibly get pregnant, but are half-human, live on Earth...

(feel free to skip some of this and keep a eye out for the bold letters...) yeah if it truly turns out the Phenex from this universe makes up one of my angelic parents (even if I still am biologically my human dad's daughter) and one of my soul-parents is another Earth Angel...and well anyway it could be possible that some angels and well even half ones who are human, come from a type of egg that the soul is placed in, well a small soul orb that would end up growing in the egg and then hatch.

if Phenex did break off a piece of themselves, it could be the part that faced the truth that they aren't returning to heaven anytime soon or in the years they believe...

and even if some might tell me I wasn't a accident, I know technically I was...and yeah for all I know it could be possible that the Stolas from this universe had to watch over and protect me until someone finally got me, which might of took a lot longer than it should have...

and if that whole thing is linked to a certain part in one of my past lives, which I'm lucky I don't have full memories of...

I am not going to forgive the group of humans that were involved...

forgiveness can't just be well, as fast or as easy as some might think, plus one thing is that the ones who need forgiveness would need to feel true remorse and understand from the other person's point of view not just there own, even if they might not fully understand it but could try to.

but there is just some things that can't be forgiven, even if your told you have to, and my past life selves had been hurt more than once possibly and it might be a good thing I don't have full memories of it, and it can be possible some memories could be copies from my Earth Angel Mom, who may have fragmented a part of herself which would become me.

there were some videos that talked about a Soul Resetting, didn't really watch the videos, only read the names about it...

it makes me wonder about what would happen to me if my Soul Resets, will I end up breaking and falling apart, like how Ruby and Sapphire started to fall apart when Garnet learned the truth about Rose or the time when Pearl tricked Garnet into forming Sardonyx.

will I cease to be me, or will I still be me but something will feel off.

I don't want to cease to be myself, I can accept that I'm some kind of soul fusion, and I guess it could be possible I am a relationship, possibly...not sure.

not everyone has to agree about that, plus it could be possible that some who recall only small bits and pieces of past life memories but not fully, they could end up remembering memories that aren't theirs but belong to their soul-parent or soul-parents.

anyway back to the whole theory about Stolas and Lucifer being the ones who became pregnant and having Octavia and Charlie...

and if you think about it, if Megatron is Sari's Other Dad and he did have her in the secret lab when he was in some kind of stasis coma.

Megatron was technically pregnant as well, of course in the Shattered Glass Universe version it was Optimus who had went through the budding stage.

meaning that SG-Sari is SG-Optimus's Daughter, while in the timeline where Sari is from, she is the daughter of Megatron.

maybe sometime I will do a ship drawing of Sari x Emily, not sure if I will add that to "Falling For The Angel In Disguise" but if I did, that would mean that Swindle would get a rival.

that story is still going to be on a bit of a hiatus, along with the "Spinelluva Boss: Home Is Where The Spinel Is"

if I do decide to Cross-post some of the chapters from those two stories on here, I will but no promises.

(editing this in to say that those two stories, I had posted them over at Quotev, and even if "Spinelluva Boss: Home Is Where The Spinel Is" and "Falling For The Angel In Disguise" isn't well 100% perfect, it's okay that not everyone reads it, but I'm happy some seem to like the story even if those two stories I wrote aren't 100% perfect, and well it might be a while before I start to write the next chapters of them so for now they will stay on hiatus...and if I do decide to, I might cross-post some of the chapters of each of those two stories on here maybe, but once again no promises...and it really is okay that not many are interested in those stories, I'm fine with it being only a few that seem to enjoy those two stories so far. oh and both stories are for mature audiences only, because of what can be like 18+ scenes that aren't fully graphic probably, but I think some scenes in both of those stories will be kind of around 18+ but still in a different way...)

I still plan to have Sari use the Asmodean to disguise herself in the story "Falling For The Angel In Disguise" which once again the story did start out slightly different and the original female heroine was replaced by Sari.

the original female heroine still plays a part in the story, but she might be a side character or supporting character now at this point.

also is weird to get the idea about wanting to lock Adam from Hazbin Hotel, in a closet.

and if Lute, Emily or Sera or even Charlie, Vaggie, Lucifer or anyone else asks...

I would say that "Adam is in the Closet." cause he would really be in the closet, cause he was put in there on purpose.

it can also reference to a theory that Adam may be in the Bi Closet...

even if he finds some kind of attraction about finding Charlie and Vaggie's relationship to be hot...

but besides him being attracted to females, and nonbinary-women.

it could be possible Adam from Hazbin Hotel, could be in the closet, and not just because I want to push him in there and keep him in the closet possibly to give him a time out.

like even if he does come back as a Sinner, he would probably end up having a hard time hiding the fact that he likes guys as well, and that he is bisexual, I mean if it does turn out to be true...

if I made a bet with Alastor about it, and if I turned out to be right, he will have to give me all the strawberries I can eat, with melted chocolate to dip the strawberries in, he will have to pay up in strawberries with a bowl of melted chocolate. XD

it could be possible that Adam could be in the closet and was always in the closet but never fully realized it.

and as strange as it is, it could be possible as much of a Peepaw Dirtbag that he is, he could likely become a bit better and less of a heartless jerk if he came back as a Sinner, sure he wouldn't change much, but he could possibly become a bit more caring, maybe.

it could be possible that even if Adam and maybe Lute became better, and reformed in some way, it might not be the same for Lilith.

even if we might not want to admit it, it could be possible that Lilith from Hazbin Hotel, isn't a good person, I mean she might of been at some point at first even when she and Lucifer fell into Hell.

the Lilith from that universe and this one, might have slightly same backgrounds, but there are still some experiences that they had that are different.

Lucifer in the show, seemingly only did the whole stuff that was mentioned in the book that Charlie was reading.

and that would mean that Lucifer didn't have the same type of rebellion as the one from this universe, and the two are different as night and day.

I still want to give the one from this universe the cold hands to face punishment...and he probably freaking knows why.

as for Charlie's Dad, I just want to glomp the Adorkable Apple Goober and protect him, he is such a sweetie apple dumpling that needs to be protected. XD

I'm a Weird Earth Angel, who I think the whole weirdness runs in the family....The Embodiment Of Weirdness can be some form of silliness and laughter, and well having your fun weird side out might be helpful at times when you felt a bit sad or mad before.

not sure if many have experience that very much, or get what I'm trying to say about it.

anyway if it is true that it is the Male Ars Goetia that has the baby, and well the Female Ars Goetia were once able to, but can't anymore.

it could be possible that Stolas may have already given Octavia the talk about the whole how she was really born, so Octavia would know that it was Stolas who was pregnant, not Stella.

as for the whole if Lucifer ever gave Charlie the talk, it is possible he didn't and she only knows about some info about how babies are made and it has to do with the Moms being the ones who are pregnant.

and what could of kept him from giving her the talk, might have to do with his depression and the divorce with Lilith.

he could of made plans on how to explain about the whole him being the one to be pregnant, not Lilith...like him having to explain it using the ducks or puppets.

it be nice if we turn out to be wrong about Lilith from Hazbin Hotel, that she isn't some two-faced, toxic-feminine, selfish and egotistical as well as self absorbed person...

we will have to wait and see and hope for the best.

but her being in Heaven instead of Hell, and her not calling Charlie back despite the fact Charlie had probably been calling her for 7 years...who knows why she never told her own daughter why she was off in Heaven, and making her daughter believe she was just off doing something important.

if it turns out Lilith left for selfish reasons, and not the understandable kind, if it were possible, I would want to punch her.

even if I may be shorter than her, and well I could find a way...

at least the Lilith from our universe had reasons why she fell, one of them being that during Adam's younger days, he was a selfish and full of himself and didn't truly treat her like a person and didn't give her the space she needed to heal properly, and the three angels involved in trying to force her to go back to him, aren't off the hook either. yeah even if they are doing some good now, but if they truly hurt Lilith past a breaking point, it wouldn't just be Adam who is partly responsible.

one can only hope they feel some form of remorse and Adam had matured and became less selfish and no longer so insensitive.

anyway we can only hope that Lilith isn't going to be some nonredeemable villain, while it might only be Lute and Sinner-Adam who get redeemed, and end up working together with Emily to help Charlie.

but even if we do hope that Lilith wont be some villain, it doesn't mean it wont happen, so it is possible she could end up being one and Charlie might have to face some tough truths about her Mom.

one of them being she is a Toxic-Feminist and makes herself out like she is the good and better parent, even if she may have did some good for Charlie, it doesn't mean everything she has done for her was truly for her.

we know that both Greg Universe and Isaac Sumdac are Gray-Parents, not really being 100% good parents but not really bad either.

but it doesn't mean that their children, Steven and Sari wouldn't figure out there was some things they did wrong when trying to raise them.

just because Steven is Half-Gem and Sari is Half-Cybertronian, doesn't mean they aren't still human.

so they would still need to go to a doctor, and Isaac could of programed a robot with some medical knowledge and learn and adapt to how to take care of Sari who was half-human and half-cybertronian.

Greg might still be a beloved character, but he still made some mistakes that some fans may have called him out on, like still liking him but not really liking that he never used that money he got from Marty, to use to pay for maybe a home tutor for Steven, or using it to pay for Steven when he has to go to the hospital.

parents don't need to be perfect, but even if we can still like Greg and Isaac, it doesn't mean they wont end up showing their bad parenting side.

at least Steven was able to get some form of education from Pearl, Garnet and Amethyst.

Pearl is like Steven's Mom, even if Rose is as well, but it was Pearl, Garnet and Amethyst that basically raised Steven.

even if Greg did only kept Steven when he was baby and until he was a bit old enough to live with Pearl, Garnet and Amethyst.

plus there were times when Greg was being selfish, like faking still being hurt, I mean it is nice he wants to spend time with his son, but it still doesn't mean he was in the right with those actions.

even if Isaac did some things right when raising Sari, it doesn't mean he didn't make some mistakes as well...

and well in a Fanon Timeline like in Hazformers, Sari may have never got the chance to tell her Dad, Isaac Sumdac that she is Biromantic.

so if someone hired I.M.P. to take care of Isaac, he would possibly end up as a Sinner in Hell, but not because he was helping Megatron when he was held captive.

it would be because he took some parts and reverse engineered a living being that wasn't truly dead/offline but was in a stasis coma.

so while Sari could end up in Heaven, her Dads Isaac and Megatron would be in the other place.

and if Sari did run away with Emily, and end up meeting Isaac and her Autobot friends in the Hazbin Hotel.

she could introduce Emily as her girlfriend and finally coming out to her human Dad, who would be a Sinner at the moment, about her being bi.

Charlie and Emily could of formed a sisterly bond, and if she did find out that Emily is dating Sari who is half-cybertronian, she could be happy for her and that she found someone that will always be by her side.

the idea of Sari x Emily is just well a ship idea that pop into my head, and the chances of others liking the ship idea is likely very small.

anyway, I'm not really sure what else to say about that or the whole Lucifer and Stolas being the ones that were pregnant with their daughters, and Stella and Lilith were NEVER pregnant at all, only took full credit possibly.

anyway I'm just gonna check out a few more stuff on here and then I will log off...so yeah, maybe next time I will make a second poll that is even weirder than that first one that has to do with Adorkable Apple Goobers. XD

#not for kids #mature audiences only #do not reblog without permission #hazformers #crossover ship #sari sumdac #emily hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel #helluva boss #hazbin hotel theory #helluva boss theory #male pregnancy #stolas helluva boss #lucifer hazbin hotel #charlie hazbin hotel #octavia helluva boss #march 2024

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fyrefrostanimus · 5 months

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Even More Everyone Lives AU Character Stuff

Honestly I had fun writing the last one so I'm doing it again. You probably won't need the previous character overview post to get this one but I'll put it here in case you want it.

Behold, Evan and the MCI kids all getting their own character stuff for this AU (sorry Jeremy Fitzgerald, Vanessa, and anyone else not mentioned here: I either have no idea how to fit you in the post-FNaF 6 story or I'm saving you for later)!

Evan

He's near completely blind, with his right eye missing and his left eye extremely blurry. Sometimes he has a bad day with his vision and can't see at all.

Technically, he's the second oldest in the main group of ghost kids (that being him, Charlie, and the MCI kids). Evan just looks on par with most of the other kids younger than him because he died at around the same age as them.

He's very upset he can't physically touch most things without phasing through them, poor little guy can't hug his plushies :(

Unlike the MCI kids, Evan prefers to move around outside of Golden Freddy/the old Fredbear animatronic. Ever since Charlie reminded him exactly what killed him, he doesn't like to be inside it. Plus it's way harder to teleport around without Cassidy there, so he's basically stuck in one place.

Him, Cassidy, and Fritz were (still technically are but Cassidy's not there) a three-kid friend group.

When Evan's finally at the house with Mike and the rest of the FNaF 6 gang, he's really confused because Elizabeth's greeting him by name. That's right, he completely forgot he had a sister. Evan immediately asked if she was adopted since she doesn't look like any of the family members he remembers.

The MCI Kids

Once again, there's a multi-character entry, so I'll color code it: pink for Susie, orange for Gabriel, red for Fritz, blue for Jeremy, and yellow for Cassidy.

Susie has/had a dog of course, but would never answer when asked which breed it was by the other children. The dog is a pitbull named Sprinkles, and she's actually really nice around kids. She just knows everyone's not going to react to it well.

She wasn't actually the first to gain control of her animatronic body, as everyone really just woke up at the same time. Susie was the first to die of the MCI though.

Gabriel is the only kid in the group not to ask what breed Susie's dog is, because she invited him over to meet Sprinkles. Sprinkles was very excited and tackled him so she could lick his face repeatedly.

He's Jeremy Fitzgerald's brother, not much to say other than that.

Fritz died while he was 9, putting him in third place of the oldest in the main ghost group. He thought he was in second until Charlie informed him that Evan died in 1983, not 1985, meaning he was actually older than him.

After Cassidy left, he became a lot more defensive of Evan. The other MCI kids were fine, but if anyone else came into the building he was watching them. This came to a head when Michael was checking out Golden Freddy while Evan was inside, and he got mauled by Foxy until Evan told him that was his brother. Luckily Mike has the molten soul metal on his side and recovered pretty quickly. Fritz was still a bit untrusting of Mike after ending up there (he does look like William again after all), but no one got hurt again after that.

Classic Bonnie gets his taste in puns from Jeremy, who's definitely a bit of a class clown. He made a ghost pun and Cassidy tried to beat his ass for it. (the same goes for the willingness to fight, basically the older animatronics gain sentience from being possessed and get little bits of personality from their ghost)

Jeremy and Gabriel didn't know each other before they died, but you wouldn't be able to tell (especially after years of them being friends).

Cassidy stuff mentioned in past posts: she was springlocked, is vocally mute as a ghost and talks with the glitchy floating text we all know and love.

Charlie actually waited for a few days after most of the murders happened because Cassidy wasn't dead yet. It wasn't a good situation for both of them, since a mercy killing by this point could be seen as hostility, but dying slowly like that isn't great either.

UCN of course happens, and that's where she is for a while after FNaF 6.

#fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf au #fyrefrosts fnaf au hell

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rays-of-fire-and-ice · 1 year

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Maybe you already saw it but actually that translation about Hitsugaya is wrong. That translator you referred to has since changed the answer to 'he's older'. I don't say this to offend, just thought you'd want to know.

Sorry for the late reply anon, I've had a busy week and barely enough time for Tumblr. I noticed a few days ago someone pointed out in the forum that the translation was incorrect and I was waiting to see what the original poster was going to say before I brought it up here.

So, as you said, the translation I had relied on was incorrect. Usually these translation are accurate (as far as I can tell) but the poster said they made a mistake and corrected their translation of the question about Hitsugaya's age (they say as much on page 70 of the forum).

So, it seems that Kubo has said Hitsugaya is older than Hinamori. This lines up with the reaction from the Japanese Twitter fandom and with other translations I have seen.

However, as far as the translations have gone, they haven't specified how much older Hitsugaya is or if they mean he's older in terms of either a) actual Soul age (eg. Hitsugaya is 150 while Momo is 145, for instance) or b) in terms of how long he has existed in the Soul Society (eg. Toshiro was a young child (let's the equivalent of a 6 yr old in human years) for several years when Momo arrived to the Soul Society (let's say at 8 years old), meaning while technically older than her as a Soul, she is older than him in another regard but can still be considered younger than him).

So, what does this new bit of info mean? Well, it's confusing to say the least, because everything up until now has led us to believe the opposite, including:

The way Hinamori treated him as someone who's younger than her (calling him 'Shiro-chan' (albeit, from what I understand '-chan' can be used as a term of endearment for young children, close friends, babies, and grandparents), "I'll call you by your real name when you're old enough to go to the same school as me!" (Viz Media translation), patting his head, berates him for talking about her needing to grow up - "You're one to talk about growing big, Toshiro!", etc),.

The fact that Hitsugaya is still physically growing (Kubo did a sketch at the end of chapter 466 where Hitsugaya says "What's different about me? Can't you tell? I'm taller!" and has said he grew 1cm between the end of the Arrancar arc and the beginning of the Lost Agent arc which would indicate he's a teenager)

As I've said, for me personally, while it doesn't change how I view Hitsugaya and Hinamori's relationship, it does change how I interpreted their childhood together. Does Hinamori know he's older? Why would she treat him as being younger than her if she did know? So until Kubo comes out and says exactly how old they are or in what regard Hitsugaya is older than Hinamori, my new interpretation of their childhood together is this:

Hitsugaya was either born in the Soul Society or died as a baby and was taken to the Junrinan. He's raised by Granny, who's either related to him or took him in and adopted him as her grandson after he arrived.

It takes him a while to age up, but he's the equivalent of a human 5 or 6 year old when Hinamori arrives in Soul Society.

Hitsugaya's lack of physical growth is a combination of his own powers having a sort of cryogenic effect on him and Soul aging just being really freaking weird (there are countless examples, but just look at Yamamoto and Unohana from their Original Gotei 13 days vs the Thousand Year Blood war arc...Yamamoto got A LOT older looking while Unohana didn't age a day).

Hinamori died in the World of the Living at age 8 or 9. Not long after arriving in the Junrinan, she meets Hitsugaya. Perhaps not knowing how aging works for Souls yet, she assumes he's younger than her and this sticks.

Hitsugaya continues to insist he's technically actually older than her, but Hinamori doesn't see it that way due to how young he looks and who old she was when she came to the Soul Society.

It's been interesting to see others peoples' takes on this new info in fanart, so if nothing else it's led to some creativity from the Hitsuhina fandom. I've seen quite a few where they assume Hinamori was very young when she met Hitsugaya (taking the literal 'he's older than her in age' angle), but my personal favourite has to be this piece of fanart, it's very sweet.

I know some of the fans have hard opinions on this topic, mainly that they were hoping Hitsugaya was the younger one of the two, for a variety of reasons. Please know I didn't make this post to upset anyone who holds this hope/view. I also didn't post this to endorse the idea of Hitsugaya actually being an adult either (I assume Kubo wouldn't have created the Completed Form's appearance if he actually had Toshiro as being an adult in mind, and again, it's canon that he's still physically growing, so I doubt he would if he was an adult). I can understand why some would be upset by this development, especially when we've only know the opposite for years. Kubo knows how to stir up the fandom, and dropping this fact at Klub Outside sure did just that. I usually find these antics amusing at most, but this time I'm just left bewildered really. I plan to reblog posts about this new info, so if that makes you uncomfortable, I can create a tag so you can add it to your block list.

Honestly, at the end of the day, this has been a bit of a rollercoaster! It's up to you what you do with this new info, whether you choose to accept it or reject it. While I will be following this 'new canon', it will be my own interpretation of it until something more specific comes out. Since I first read BLEACH as a teen, I always saw these two as being teenagers who, based on all the trauma and everything they've been through, don't likely realise their feelings for each other until they're in their young adult years. I continue to hold this view, but now it's just I have to swap their ages around really.

#toshiro hitsugaya #hitsuhina #momo hinamori #bleach #asks

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lumilasi · 1 year

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Since I am doing a story revamp, and noticed I haven't made a separate bio for Karuna, decided to just put the sisters together now. Also came up with a new origin for Moth Spirits for this new story that's simpler.

Their info below:

Moth Spirits: They are said to be born from the souls of unborn/children who died very young before their lives even started, often manifesting in areas where such death has occurred sometime ago. Typically, they never appear as babies, but around 3-4 year old children. People who adopt them tend to still count their first appearance as their "year one"

Names: Mari & Karuna (Karuna's means "hunt and drive away evil spirits" roughly translated)

Heights: 160 cm (Mari) 182 cm (Karuna)

(Karuna was initially just known as Karuna, but after Mari joined them, she wanted to be called with the same surname. Neither could take on their mother figure's surname, as technically the head Priestess is not allowed to have children of her own, so they got around that by giving the two different surnames from Erena's.)

Ages: 23 (Karuna) 16 (Mari)

Family: Adoptive mother figure Erena Mizuka

Friends: Yago (A chimera), Shizuka (A water spirit) Milo & Silas Chiba (names pending for change), Karuna also often hangs out with Akiko, who's closer to her age than the rest.

Love interests: Mari has a crush on Milo and vise versa, but they're also somehow too dumb to realize they have said crushes.

Abilities:

Mari:

Basic moth spirit abilities; flying, poofing into butterflies, pocket dimension to store stuff, glow-in-the-dark wings, sleep inducing vibration from her antenna, spitting webs. Screeching loud enough to shatter glass and break eardrums.

Spells: Some basic water-based magic healing spells her adoptive mum taught her.

Singing: Mari can sing well, and can use it to calm scared kids or lull babies to sleep

Kicks: Mari has very strong legs and can kick you across the room if she wants to.

Karuna:

Levitation: She can't fly but she can hover using her wind magic. She can also levitate other people and objects with it.

Wind magic: She can use strong gusts of wind to slice through and break things or create strong shielding bubbles that most physical attacks can't go through. She can also create air bubbles underwater. She typically creates strong gusts of winds by either slashing with her claws or kicking with her legs, or just blowing air out of her lungs.

Physical strength: She is insanely strong due to being a dragon, able to tear up trees from their roots, breaking thick walls with her fists (accidentally sometimes) and kick things to the stratosphere

Dragonic form: She can turn into a dragon, though she can't stay in this form for long due to her birth defects.

Weaknesses:

Mari

Mari struggles to form connections with new people, and for the longest time her only friend was her sister Karuna. Even nowadays she tends to act suspicious towards anyone new, creating lot of awkward situations. She is also quite naive, so once her trust is gained it can be easy to trick her into doing something stupid.

Karuna

Karuna is self-conscious about her lack of wings and doesn't really like it if people point it out too much and question if she is a proper dragon at all. She often underestimates her strength, causing her to break things without meaning to.

Personality:

Mari is a very curious person and easily excitable, often getting involved in harmless mischief or even causing it by herself. She’s very protective of her home temple and will be on the front-lines defending it (even if it might not be the greatest idea.)

Because of the stigma around her kin, she does have some self-esteem issues, and tends to take comments from visitors really hard, those who believe in the myths that her kin are bad luck and bad omens. When this happens she tends to hide away and it can take hours to find her.

Because of this, she ultimately doesn’t trust “outsiders” that much and tends to spy on any guests to determine what kind of people they are, rather than coming to say hello normally.

Karuna is very friendly and quite expressive despite being mute. While she mostly comes off as goofy, well-meaning but clumsy person, she's more intelligent than people think. When push comes to shove, her sharp mind and ability to anticipate attacks and sense danger shines through.

She can be quite aggressive and scary if she wants to be, something natural to all dragons. Mostly Karuna is pretty chill, going along with Mari and her friend's shenanigans while subtly making sure everyone is safe.

BG Story:

Karuna appeared first, her egg having been found abandoned by some of the priestesses, who decided to take her in. She has become kind of a Guardian for the place under Erena's guidance. Mari in turn was found by one of the shrine maidens wandering around in the nearby woods when Karuna was 7, where it was said a child had died sometime ago during winter storm couple years ago.

Erena took her under her wing as well, giving her the name "Mari Haruko" as she wasn't allowed to officially adopt her and give her her surname Mizuka. Sometime after this, Karuna asked if she could also be called "Haruko" too, having become a big sister figure to Mari.

Fun Facts:

Karuna often lets Mari ride her shoulders

Mari has never seen Erena's true Water Woman form, but Karuna has and understandably finds it scary.

Karuna has never shown any interest towards romance, nor attraction to anybody, though there have been visitors who've found her attractive, mostly Bi/Pan/Lesbian women.

Karuna and Akiko can be quite the scary pair to fight against, given both are quite the heavy hitters, and both use wind element.

They often go on adventures in the forest surrounding their temple, or follow along the river that eventually reaches the lake where the Kureshima bathhouse is.

They actually met the Murasakis the first time by accidentally crashing on their island, as Karuna lost concentration and fell on Mari, causing them both to plummet into one of the hot springs there.

The meeting was initially a bit hostile as Karuna sensed these people were soul eaters, but the lake's spirit Shizuka helped ease the tensions and make the sisters trust her that these people weren't dangerous to them.

Mari and Karuna were both initially a bit sus towards Ayame, the snow woman who lingers around the mountain the forest leads to, who becomes close with Erena.

As it is revealed that Ayame was the one who led the shrine maiden to Mari however, the two warm up to her.

#artists on tumblr #digital art #character reference #lumi’s chaotic creations #lumi's chaotic creations #lumi’s art scribbles #lumi's art scribbles #kureshima bathhouse #Mari Haruko #Karuna Haruko #my ocs #oc ref #sisters #siblings #chibi

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Spoilers for guardians of the Galaxy vol 3

So...I was able to go into the movie with no spoilers.

I got what I always wanted...which is Rocket Racoon’s wonderful Otter girl friends......

but also not what I wanted because TRADGEDY.

Someone better get the gauntlet or something, or dead pool better make his girlfriend the embodiment of death because i’m not sure how healthy it is for me to endgame ship Rocket with a deciesed otter.....i’m still gonna do it because they are ADORABLE together...but STILL. be careful what you wish for.

I swear to god if Thor being added to teh guardians for a throw away joke threw off the final volume so Peter and Gamora don’t get together I’m gonna kick em.

Very happy that James Gun helped on this movie....kindof worried Mavel will mess up the Guardians while he’s gone....but maybe theres a buffer so he can come back and wrote more later.....?

Over all I love the jokes and I love how it actually lets the emotional moments to BREATH. I cared for all of the characters so I felt basically all of them.

also question if I’m over thinking stuff.......did the volume try to ship peter with Nebula over Gamora and also fail at it?

On one hand I feel VERY weird about Gamora becoming a ravager? She is mean and definitly talented but her joining a team feels a bit odd to me...especially when I know nothing about that team aside from the fact he was the semi dad figure to Yandu who was willing to give Yandu a proper buriel? after(understandably) cutting him off for child trafficing. On one hand that can imply he is at least a better leader than Yandu with slightly stricter moral so she is in good hands...on the other it feels odd because Gamora before was working to do good across the galaxy to make up for what she did under the command of Thano’s and she was lowket trying to sabotage or keep infro from Thao’s hands before the first Guardian movie right? Which they implied in the lead up to the snapp.

On one hand its a living...and I get her creating a life different from our Gamora to try to avoid comparisons...but I’m also confused why they think I should feel as satisfied seeing her having happy moments with strangers who I have no idea how they opened her up to smiling that way, rather than just see her with the Guardians.

I mean..she technically is the same Gamora that becomes our Gamora right? SO it feels like shouldn’t she reap the harvest that she sowed?

On the other hand I also get why Peter and Gamora can;t be together right now. first all the moments that led to them bonding and falling in love hadn’t happened to this Gamora yet..and that love took years and ages to work up to the same level where they both started on the same page. Expecting her to fall for him just like that isn’t going to be easy and isn’t exactly fair to expect since love is hard work. And there is still alot of pressure that she’s gonna feel because they remember a Gamora with different character development. AND while she is their Gamora...it also doesn’t change that the Gamora THEY loved and had all that time with died/became a soul stone. So it wouldn’t exactly be a good look if they could easily forget that and just replace her with the ‘new’ her....even if it IS technically still their version(and not like a alternate version of her)(since this is technically one timeline)(as far as I know...I haven’t looked into loki the tv show yet helping to smooth the ruffles).

So them not getting toegther is a way to remind us that the Gamora we built memories with is gone and we have to mourn her. and just because we love someone doesn’t mean they’ll love us back or that everything will just work out.

on the other hand....it does feel a bit odd because why wouldn’t she take advantage of the relationships that ‘she’ had built up already? did they not try to get her to stay? and wouldn’t she have tried to help out the universe after what her...thanos did? They did help fight side by side in that final battle with Thano’s right?

Does Nebula miss her in the same way that Peter does? like Nebula grunts a her though maybe because Gamoura didn’t go through the same developement of softening up and being more understanding and having that heart to heart with Nebula that that the first Gamora did...theres still a kindof disconnect.

Also..anyone else get the weird vibe she was trying to ship Peter and Nebula a few times...on one hand....that makes no sense? Peter and Nebula didn’t really hang out or connect on a personal level as far as I knew except that they both cared about Gamora. So them both missing Gamora in odd ways made sense...and since Nebula is the only one this new Gamora really knows...they could think of Nebula as responsible for Gamora stuff on trying to fix that...but new Gamora saying that what Peter was saying(all these nice things about the first Gamora) describes Nebula...I was kindof confused...because Nebula can’t fixate on her revenge anymore and did help convince the new Gamora...but I’m still a bit confused because she wasn’t exactly nicer.

There was the weird vibe peter had after Gamora brought it up where he brought up Nebula’s eyes and that Nebula told peter to not look at her like a sad puppy...which I can’t tell was it supoused to be a shipping moment or was it supoused to mock the idea of that couple or who people might backupship and its just peter being sad and desperate for comfort?

I’m just saying we did see Peter and Gamora still have a odd moment at the end saying their goodbyes...which I think hinted she might have picked up feeling at least something towards him...but then she kept looking at Nebula and back at Peter and even seemed to cut it short a little after Nebula started walking towards them...so does Gamora actually think Nebula likes Peter like that?

because on one hand Nebula DID try to save Peter...but she is also part of the team now and she KNOWS Peter is someone who was very dear to the Gamora who she had the heart to heart with...so it kind of makes sense she would be protective over him?

I mean I was sensing some build up between Peter’s bro with the whistle arrow and Nebula before...but a passing joke in Thor love and thunder kind of cut off that potential build up.

Over all definitely still love the movie. just a few thoughts(and not even all of them.

also does everyone else miss gamora?

I still am kindof confused...because on one hand...peter taking time to process alone and maybe close his earth chapter a bit makes sense...but we just found out rocket had almost died. and most of teh guardians were dead for literal YEARS due to the snap. and we found out Rocket had his entire family die and leave him before....why woudl leaving him alone after all that be the right move instead of reassuring him they’ll take care of themselves more for his sake?

Also...i love Rocket being his best friend...but I kindof wish we saw them talk about stuff more? or just...how she was one of the permanent losses of Thano’s?

someone gave me a theory that Gamora might be avoiding the team because she doesn’t think she deserves them because they seem so good? especially since she doesn’t have the context of being in the same jail at the begining.

I really hope this isn’t the end for Peter and Gamora though...

#guardian's of the galaxy #guardians of the galaxy vol 3 #peter quill #gamora #rocket #rocket racoon #nebula #groot

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Mizutori’s bakudeku fanfiction master list [complete works]

Really really good writing by these incredible authors. In no particular order! These are all Top!Bakugou and Bottom!Deku. If A/B/O dynamics then it’s Alpha!Bakugou and Omega!Deku. Yes, I have preferences.

Canon World – until 15k

What The Fuck Did You Just Call Me? by reading_raindrop | 8,303 | Izuku starts calling him Bakugou and it pisses the explosive teen off a lot more than he thought it would.

Oh right, you were a little sh*t by SaysiWrites | 5,653 | When Midoriya Izuku gets hit by an age-reversion Quirk, the last thing anyone expected to find out is that Toddler-Izuku is a little shit. Except for one Bakugou Katsuki, who has seen this phase one too many times already. (Bonus+ the entire Little Sh*t (Kidfic) series)

Do Not Disturb by surveycorpsjean | 10,010 | Apply enough force, and something is bound to break.

And Atlas fell by supercrunch | 15,185 | They move in together, after a while. Katsuki joins Best Jeanist and Izuku trains under Gran Torino. They still take comfort in each other every day, curl up in bed and kiss and talk about how life is going. Their live are tumultuous, after all, what with villains and training and rescuing people every week. It’s nice to have something certain. At the end of a day filled with violence and adrenaline, Izuku knows he can come home to someone concrete. It’s perfect. Being a hero is scary and grueling and uncertain, but this part is just right. And then, one day, a child dies in Izuku’s arms.

be loved by bonnia | 5,403 | The kidnapping incident leaves bakugou traumatised about being touched on the back of his neck, and midoriya decides to take matters into his own hands.

Big Protein by Mysecretfanmoments | 13,683 | Bakugou Katsuki has a thriving hero career, an agent to manage his famous attitude, and absolutely zero romantic interest in anyone. With the exception of his favourite health food joint refusing to expand to his city, his life is pretty damn perfect—so why does a viral video revealing Deku's stash of dirty mags involving him and Deku together turn everything upside-down?

Chocolate cake and resin preserved flowers by Anoksun | 11,396 | Izuku loses his memories. Katsuki struggles not to lose Izuku too.

Twin Stars by theperksofbeinglarissa | 8,435 | When Deku saves a woman's life, her quirk is accidentally activated. Her quirk? She reveals a person's soulmate. A star-shaped mark appears on Midoriya's left arm... and on Bakugou's as well. Kirishima is the only one who knows that Bakugou is Midoriya's soulmate, and Bakugou isn't taking the news very well. Can the twin stars of class 1-A work out their differences and find their happy ending?

Unhealthy Fixations by Thesis | 12,522 | Izuku is an adult who knows better than to crush on his childhood bully. AND YET.

Like the Moon by osakakitty | 14,781 | Katsuki Bakugo is having constant, erotic dreams about Izuku Midoriya. He isn’t sure why, but they won’t go away. In order to make them stop, he needs to figure out what Izuku Midoriya means to him.

Worth a Second Shot by cinnabee | 13,080 | Katsuki and Izuku celebrate registering as a Hero Duo together with a big party. What could go wrong?

Like Something Out of A Shoujo Manga by Merrywetherweather | 2,971 | Deku ends up in a rather interesting quirk accident, one that triggers flag events as if he were the protagonist of an otome game.

Canon World – 15k++

Blood Moon by lalazee | 94,860 | The Thank-Fuck-We-Aren’t-Dead Sex had started then, and had never really stopped. Then came the feelings and the fights. The ego, the pride, the jealousy. And then there was Us.

The Way You Used To Do by edema_ruh | 669,463 | During a battle, Midoriya gets hit by a villain whose quirk detaches his soul from his body. Stuck in a ghost-like state, the boy enters a race against time in order to save himself from permanently dying. Much to his luck - or lack of it -, the only person who can see and talk to him in this state is no one other than Kacchan.

Just Like Breathing by MD_Daydreamer | 35,423 | Izuku got engaged. He didn't mind. If that made Uraraka happy, he could do it. He thought his life wouldn't change much.But then, Kacchan went to live in the USA.

briar roses (and hundred years of sleep) by vannral | 15,951 | In which Izuku is hit by a ‘Sleeping Beauty’ Quirk, Class 3-A tries to find his True Love and get them to kiss him, and Katsuki’s very angry about it all.

"what's your type?" by sapphicflower | 20,192 | In order to increase their popularity rankings as up and coming pro heroes, Izuku and Katsuki participate in the most popular late night talk show for hero duos - ‘Heroes Rising!’. They’re killing it, obviously, because they know each other from inside and out. Until one question stumps the two of them: “What is your hero partner’s type?”

and it was Just Right by cinnabee | 23,759 | Katsuki spends two years post-graduation in a furious one-sided competition with his childhood friend and rival's promotional photos - until they finally run into each other, and, well. You shouldn't believe everything you see in magazines. A love story about size differences.

Notice Me, Nerd by useless_donut | 40,000 | Bakugou is in love with Midoriya. He doesn’t hide it, in fact it’s so painfully obvious that the entire class of 3-A has him figured out in a matter of months (days, in some cases). Too bad Midoriya is the most oblivious motherfucker out there, and Bakugou is too damn stubborn to actually ask him out. A love story as witnessed by the class of 3-A.

in your dreams, nerd! by sapphicflower | 37,639 | In a strange and unexpected set of circumstances, Izuku and Katsuki find themselves sharing their dreams together whenever they happen to fall asleep at the same time. Being hopelessly in love with each other, they don’t mind it all that much. What better way to spend time with your crush than in a stupidly vivid dream?

Hear Me by my_name_is_Levi | 22,419 | It wasn’t as if nightmares were uncommon for the freshman class of Yuuei. They’d seen plenty of things, heard and felt and witnessed enough travesty in their lives to last them a lifetime. But Midoriya Izuku was screaming, and no one, not even Bakugo Katsuki could ignore it.

Bridges by supercrunch | 18,018 | Bakugou is signed up for a Calvin Klein modeling gig. The thing is, they really do need the money. And Katsuki's technically the leader of this bunch of morons, so he finds himself taking the job even though his pride will never recover. And even though nobody thought to tell him that he'd be working with his ex-boyfriend. You know, the cute freckled guy from high school who went and broke his heart. So, yeah. This whole situation kind of sucks.

objective truth by mamalade | 15,390 | Izuku gets hit with a truth quirk, as one does. He seems to be handling it well—until Katsuki shows up.

catharsis by dollcewrites | 15,071 | It's been six years since Izuku graduated.It's been six years since he confessed to his childhood friend; his classmate and his inspiration. It's been six years since he deleted Bakugou's number, asked his friends not to mention the name, spent every last effort of his heart turning off the TV and averting his eyes from the newspapers. It's been six, long, long years since he gave up on Katsuki Bakugou ever loving him back.

Here here, my friends and me (You are my familia) by Jeka | 128,832 | Bakugou Katsuki has made a great job of ignoring the fact that he is tragically in love with Deku, someone who could never love him like that and let's face it, he doesn't deserve. Now that he can't ignore it anymore, he has to find a way to keep his childhood friend and move on for his own sake. Or so he had thought, maybe he can have Deku, after all. Izuku has everything he always wanted in life. But suddenly he has to navigate the most important relationship in his life through different eyes.

Canon World – Jealous!

Hands Off by SaysiWrites | 7,140 | When a new girl at school starts flirting with Bakugou, his friends quickly become invested in the idea of their friend experiencing love - even if he doesn't seem at all interested in her. What they don't see is Midoriya fuming in the background. But how can he get rid of her when they've spent so long keeping their relationship a secret?

Surfaces by surveycorpsjean | 25,225 | Katsuki has a new girlfriend, but something isn't right. As impossible as it is, Izuku can't help but wonder what it'd be like to be called Katsuki's girl.

Green-Eyed Beast by SecretKiwi | 4,721 | Everyone wants a piece of Katsuki Bakugou, but they should beware of the Green-eyed beast always lurking close behind him.

Green with Envy by Sol_Morales707 | 2,611 | Izuku Midoriya is not as innocent and pure as everyone thinks he is. The truth was he was very jealous and willing to do anything for a certain blonde.

Happy Camper by Arysa | 7,074 | Wanting a break from the stress of dealing with the rookie Pro Hero grind, a handful of students from Class A decide to go on a camping trip. Izuku's excited to relax and catch up with everyone, especially Kacchan. But, well, Kacchan's... Kacchan. And dating Kirishima.

How to stop time: kiss by Teddingtons | 31,693 | Deku finally asks Uraraka out. Everyone's supportive except Bakugou who can't even look him in the eye. Deku seeks him out after and is hit with truth.

What I Deserve by s_the_queen | 16,671 | When Izuku starts dating a student in General Studies, everyone is happy for him. She's super sweet and really caring. But something doesn't sit right with Katsuki.

Deku's Already Fucking Taken by asdfjkl129 | 20,704 | 5 times people don't realize that Deku is already in a very happy relationship and try their hand at asking him out, and then in Bakugou's unique and special style, get very firmly corrected, +1 time where no correction is needed.

His by sister_elric | 6,206 | Izuku would like to consider himself a pretty level headed individual. Sure, he had the occasional tunnel vision, especially when it came to training. And hero work. And Kacchan. But, overall, Midoriya felt as though he typically kept his cool. Well, maybe that was a stretch. But, at the very least he could understand his own emotions. So, it surprised even him when an unfamiliar emotion coursed through him as a first year approached his boyfriend, Katsuki.

Down the Red Line by MinervaHope | 7,804 | Izuku has been able to see the red strings of fate since birth. It's no surprise that his is connected to Katsuki.

Canon World – Fake Relationship Goes Wrong

how he should’ve known (and how it turned out) by vannral | 43,918 | In which Katsuki and Izuku pretend to be a couple to avoid journalists, the plan backfires magnificently because of course it does, and the act goes on. Includes feelings, pining, domestic fluff and jealousy.

Vicious by feelslikefire | 105,173 | Midoriya and Bakugou wind up in the very last position either of them thought they'd be in: Hero Partners. It's not fun, but they learn to cope. Their first big assignment together takes them undercover to infiltrate a cult, but the situation turns out far more sinister than they first thought.

What I can never tell you by Mikacrispy | 27,067 | After living in the US for 5 years, Izuku returns to take care of a concussed Bakugou who believes they're engaged. Now, Izuku has to pretend he's in a relationship with the man he's loved for most of his life, knowing that it's just a matter of time until Katsuki gets better and realizes it's all a lie.

Not-Dating by MiraChaDoodles | 14,290 | Katsuki takes Deku on a not-date to save his career, only to find himself wishing it were real.

we'll do the things that lovers do by ethereals | 29,544 | Izuku gets an invitation to Shouto's wedding and Katsuki is PISSED that he asks Kirishima to be his date (also he wasn't even fucking invited

Canon World – Friends With Benefits (?)

Four Times Bakugou Katsuki Doesn't Intend to Sleep With Midoriya Izuku (And the One Time that He Does) by fallingraine85 | 17,601 | He hadn’t planned for any of this. He isn’t about to go delving into the ball of yarn that is Midoriya Izuku’s heart; he isn’t equipped to try and untangle and make sense of it all. He isn’t about to try to analyze how he’s feeling about all of this, either.... How many times can you repeat the same mistake?

We Wear Chains on the Weekend by surveycorpsjean | 35,086 | Well, in a day of revelations, it turns out that Izuku isn't as vanilla as Katsuki previously thought. Unfortunately, that fascinating discovery is overshadowed by Izuku's dumbassery, because he has zero concept of aftercare."Don't go to anyone else," Katsuki says, because screw it. He can do a better job anyways. Or; Katsuki finds Izuku on a bad drop.

Just for Now by Shiro_Kabocha | 48,135 | Katsuki's parents are out of town over a school break and to keep him from getting up to any shenanigans, they ask Izuku to house sit with him. What are two teenaged boys to do when left alone to their own devices? (Bonus+ the entire Just for Love series)

safe in the darkness by yoonskisses | 20,855 | Izuku and Katsuki had been meeting up secretly for months, with absolutely no feelings involved. Or so Katsuki thought at least. The dorm gossip about Ochaco and Izuku's new relationship seemed to set a spanner in the works for their arrangement.

Alternative Universe – No Quirks

Bluebird by EtherealBeing | 53,108 | Dialing a wrong number was no unusual occurrence. Everyone did it once in a while, and Katsuki was well aware of that fact. However, possessing this knowledge made it no less aggravating for him to discover — a full two minutes into his rant about his day — that he’d been venting his frustrations to a complete stranger. As if that wasn't enough, said stranger was also inexplicably determined to hear his story to its end.

Someone Borrowed by mynameis152 | 138,996 | It felt like hours that he stared at Izuku, coming to terms with the fact that a man, his childhood best friend, whom he hadn’t seen since their senior year of high school, was there in front of his very eyes. Then his brows furrowed and his jaw clenched before he uttered through gritted teeth the very name Izuku had longed to hear for years. “Deku.”

Dark Side of the Sun by Synnie | 51,598 | Staying up too late playing video games, Kirishima wasn't expecting to get an urgent call begging for help. Next thing he knew, he was letting his classmate Izuku Midoriya take refuge in his apartment - without consulting his always angry roommate.

Manage Me by Justaperson1718 | 10,756 | Izuku becomes Katsuki’s model agent.

Don't Set Your Drink Down by Crandberrycrush | 88,424 | With sudden clarity Izuku realized he had broken the first rule of going out. Never leave your drink unattended.

Livewire by pretty_rekless | 18,160 | Per Ochako's request, Izuku downloads a gay dating app in hopes to finally find a partner. Except every single one of his leads keep ghosting him or standing him up... That is until one hot, fiery blond enters the chat. Grindr/Tinder AU fic.

Drinking Watermelon by warschach | 8,906 | Katsuki works as a camp counselor, and Izuku is a boy made of summer heat and sunlight.

Precious Pet by Mikacrispy | 6,379 | When broke college student Midoriya Izuku found a job that offered lodging, food, and good pay for four hours of work each day, he thought it was too good to be true. But he called anyway. Turns out all he has to do is to be the spoiled little puppy of a rich businessman.

Our Eleven Summers by Dark_Mage_Ayumu | 34,472 | The first time Katsuki met Izuku was when he was eight. For the next eleven years, Izuku changed his life, and no one even knew. Their relationship was something they shared in secret.

sticky note crushes by ladyofsnails | 3,239 | Katsuki hates his roommate. The green-haired, freckled, artsy son of a bitch with his dumb pun t-shirts and paint-stained hands he can’t fucking keep to himself. Katsuki can’t leave a single assignment or paper out in his room because that idiot will just grab anything to draw on it. He’s like a shark that can’t stop swimming else it’ll die – he can’t stop drawing. Ever.

Don't Play Pretend by SweetSide | 10,103 | Actor AU: Deku and Bakugou get the leading roles for an upcoming TV Drama. They weren’t aware that they would be working with each other for who knows how long. It would’ve been completely fine if they weren’t exes.

97.6 FM by jamjars | 32,249 | Izuku can’t stop listening to the radio host with the deep voice who sounds like he’s stuck in 2010. It’s a harmless crush. That is until he starts calling into the show under the pseudonym Deku.

Read {between} Your Lines by greatcloudninja | 52,252 | Midoriya Izuku, up-and-coming actor, has finally hit his big break (...), Bakugou Katsuki, who has been acting for over twenty years.However, Bakugou seems to have it out for Izuku, leading to tension both on and off set. When some incriminating photos surface, the studio suggests (...): having Bakugou and Midoriya fake a relationship to get ahead of the rumors.

I’m not looking for somebody with some superhuman gifts by PassingShadow | 5,522 | Izuku is a professional cuddler and Katsuki is his new client that’s just a little rough around the edges, and needs a natural healing touch.

Alternative Universe – Quirkless Deku

A Good Old-Fashioned Tattoo AU by lalazee | 14,437 | After their paths had split, Bakugou & Deku meet again as adults. While Bakugou begins to repent for the kid he used to be, he also starts to prove himself as he the man he is now.

Call Me a Safe Bet (I'm Betting I'm Not) by WTTTD | 10,803 | He wished he had some sort of heads up before seeing Deku again for the first time after nearly two years, looking like the essence of a lazy Sunday, smiling and surrounded with brand new, adoring friends. It was a little fitting that Katsuki burned for him so badly. (Support Department Deku)

In Which Kacchan Has a Ruff Time by OneshotPrincess | 14,511 | Bakugou Katsuki gets quirked into a dog, gets adopted by an unknowing Izuku and generally has a very rough few days full of realizations

While You Were Sleeping by Belkacaramelka (annabelleg) | 71,197 | The one where quirkless fanboy Midoriya Izuku rescues Pro Hero Todoroki Shouto, gets mistaken as his fiancé while he is in a coma, and gets caught up in the most unlikely fake engagement... until his childhood enemy and Todoroki's classmate Bakugou Katsuki tries to catch him out, and they both end up discovering a lot more about each other than they'd expected.

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Ezra

Mikey x Reader

This is a Star Wars/Mcu Au

Summery: You and Mikey are perfect for each other. You learn each others secrets, and keep each other afloat. Mikey gets to know you. He opens your heart again, showing you care and love, making you happy. The universe however, has other plans.

»»——⍟——««A/n: Yes, I’m aware most of the Star Wars info is probably not 100% accurate. I’m more of a Marvel Nerd, deal with it

»»——⍟——««A/n: View Mikey how you want, but this is meant to be him age-up of course but also still with his blonde hair

Summery 2: Time waits for no one. It’s brutal and cruel. Your whole reality changes, and you can’t get the space you want. Maybe it’s all ok, maybe it’s only in your mind, but who’ll convince you of that? Its out of your power to change anything, but what happens when one boy heals your soul?

(That one was more of a joke. See what I did there ;))

Series Warnings⚠️: Fluff, smut, angst, talks of suicide, somnophilia, non-con if you squint really hard, blood, bitting, not technically vampires but vampires, violence

Chapter Warnings⚠️: talks of suicide attempt

Wc: 4,603

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Chapter 2

People never describe sibling dynamics as perfect. They never think siblings could love each other enough to get along, but you, you proved them wrong. You loved your family, your siblings, your life. It was perfect. It was, it was perfect, you loved it, past tense. It was all past tense. It wasn't like that anymore. It all changed, and you still couldn't deal with it.

Something you hadn't told Mikey, you had a brother. Not Yuki, but an older brother, Cole. You and he were inseparable. Anyone who thought you and Yuki had been close would know it was nothing compared to you and Cole. You were like two halves of the same whole. If you weren't siblings, you would've been soulmates. It wasn't weird or unnatural. You loved each other as any siblings would.

The friend you had mentioned was traveling, the one with the sister who died. She was dating Cole. She and Cole were in the house during the storm. After that day, you never saw him again. He died with her. When you found out, it was like you went numb. You were distant from your family. Nothing was the same. You hated the house, how quiet it was without him. You hated Kori's room, looking at where Cole used to sleep, all his things still there.

Your family wanted to help, tried to make you feel better. They loved him too, and they were hurting, but it was nothing compared to what you felt. None of them were as close as you two were. Your family thought moving his stuff from the house would help. So it wouldn't remind you of him, but it didn't. After a week, when they finally got you to leave your room, you cried when you saw no sign of him. It was a nice gesture, but whether you saw his things or not, it hurt, knowing he was gone, forever.

After that, you didn't talk to people much. You didn't try to make friends, and you stayed to yourself. It was depressing. You were short with your family, having outbursts or yelling at them at times, so they walked around eggshells, not wanting to upset you, not wanting to make things worse. You had cut off the world, not letting anyone in, and not having any more hope.

When Kori finished explaining what happened to Mikey, he was speechless. Emma starred at the ground, a tear escaping her eye as her lip started to tremble. "It's like she's a stranger in our own house. I can't remember she let any of us even touch her," Kori signs, "The fact that she even let you in, that Y/n willingly stayed with you, that she invited you here, it means a lot. Please, stick with her, be a friend."

Mikey nods, his mouth feeling dry, his hands almost shaking. "I promise I will. I won't leave her I'll- I will stick with her. I'll do my absolute best to make her happy." Mikey sounds determined, he'll stick to what he says, and he means it. Emma whips her face, looking up at Kori right as you enter the room again. "Hey, Kori," you say.

Kori smiles as if nothing happened, Mikey doing the same, but Emma, she jumped up, running to you and wrapping her arms around you in a tight hug. You stiffen for a second but play it off and place your arm on her back. "You ok, Emma?" you ask. "Yeah," she says, "Just wanted a hug."

She pulls away, smiling up at you and then returning to her spot next to Mikey. "I was introducing myself. Nice to meet you guys," Kori smiles and leaves the room. You could tell something was off, something was weird, but you let it go. From outside, you can hear a quiet rumble of thunder. Mikey got up, looking out your window. "Must have only passed for a moment," he says with a frown.

"You can stay!" you say it louder and quicker than you meant to, "I mean- if you want. It wouldn't be safe to leave." Mikey nods, knowing why you're so eager. You weren't sure why, but you felt drawn to him. You didn't mind being near him, having him as a friend. You wanted him to be safe.

Mikey stands at the window, turning to look at you and Emma, but out of nowhere, his face scrunches up, turning to a pained look as he leans back against the wall. "What's wrong?" Emma asks, quickly getting up to walk closer to him. "I'm fine," he says, his voice hollow. "Mikey," Emma whines, "No secrets." Mikey sighs in defeat, pushing off the wall and sitting on the bed. "I was out earlier with Shinichiro. I got hit, but it's fine," he says. "Out?" you ask, confused. "Mikey goes on missions with Shinichiro sometimes," she gets up and closes the door.

"You're hurt?" Emma asks, confusion lacing her voice, mixed with worry. "You remember that special gun we told you about a few weeks ago?" Emma nods, "It was that. It'll be ok, Emma." Mikey tried to sound reassuring, but there was still the sound of pain in his voice. The gun he got hit with was different. If it hit someone from his species, they wouldn't heal as fast. The guy who shot him, of course, didn't know what he was. However, people who don't know what they are, are still using them. It wasn't uncommon for Mikey and Shinichiro to be extra careful when on a mission. When someone of his species got shot with the gun, it'd heal slowly and leave a scar. It was the only time a person of his species would get one from an injury.

"Could I see? Maybe I can help?" you ask. Mikey looks reluctant, but he reaches for his shirt, turning his back to both of you and tugging off his shirt. On his back, there's a big gash. It almost looks like it's slowly healing, but you can't tell what he was hit by, and it wasn't bleeding. "Um, I'll get some bandages," you say. You leave the room, coming back in seconds with medical supplies.

"Lay on your stomach," you say, "And here. You can bite into this pillow. It'll hurt." You show Mikey the bottle of alcohol, signaling you plan to pour it on his back. He nods, laying on his stomach and his head on the pillow. You sit down, Emma standing on the other side of the bed, and you open the bottle. You take a breath, turning over the bottle on his back. Mikey tenses up, his fangs growing from the pain, and he bites into the pillow, grunting and shutting his eyes.

You stop, grabbing a towel to dab at it before telling him to sit up, wrapping the bandages around his body. "Ok, you're good," you say, stepping back as he sits up. "Thanks," he says. Your eyes wander to his chest, looking at his scar again. You snap out of it, looking up at his eyes, noticing him starring back at you. "Sorry," you say, turning your head. "It's ok," he smiles. "It was really great what you did for Draken," you say softly, "Saving his life." Mikey smirks, looking into your eyes, "I'd do it for anyone."

A light blush goes across your cheeks, and you turn your head. "I'll go get our dinner. I'm sure my mom finished it by now," you say, walking to the door. After you return and eat, it starts getting late, so you tell Mikey and Emma where they can sleep. "I'll share with Yuki. You and Emma can sleep in my bed," you say. "You sure? It won't be weird sharing with your brother or anything?" he asks. "Yeah, it's fine," you assure him. He agrees, and you lay down in bed, Yuki not being in the room yet.

During the night, you struggle to go to sleep. The storm had grown and gotten louder, making it impossible for you to fall asleep. Eventually, you slowly got up, walking out of the room quietly, not wanting to wake anyone. Unknowing to you, Mikey was still awake. He quietly follows you.

"Hey, you ok?" Mikey whispers when you're both in the hallway. You hesitantly turn around, looking at him throw glossy eyes. Even though it's dark, he can see that you are crying. "Sorry," you whip your face, "Did I wake you?"

Mikey shakes his head, "No. I was already up." He walks closer, there barely being a few inches between you. "What's wrong?" he asks lowly. "It's nothing," you sniffle. He pressed his lips into a thin line, not believing you.

He pulls his arm out, wrapping it around you and pulling you into a hug. You tense up and freeze, not expecting the sudden contact, but eventually, for a split second, you surrender to him, wrapping your arms around him and burying your head in his chest.

"I-I'm sorry, I-" you sigh, "I'm fine. You can go back to sleep." You try to pull away from him, but he doesn't let you go, holding you tighter. You break down. "I-I hate- this stupid storm," you sob, "I wanna forget. I-I w-wanna- I' can't. I hate it." Mikey leans his head against yours, rubbing his hand down your back and one on your head.

"Maybe, you should turn those bad memories into good ones," Mikey says softly, slowly pulling away from you and looking into your eyes. "Do you trust me?" he asks. You whip your eyes, nodding slowly.

Mikey pulls you toward the door, motioning for you to put your shoes on. You do, and he opens the front door of your house, stepping outside in the rain and turning to you. "What are you doing?" you ask, a mix of a terrified and confused look on your face. "It's ok. Trust me," he smiles, stretching out his hand for you. You take it, letting him lead you out of the house, into the rain, getting soaked in seconds.

You walk close to him as he leads you down the path. You squeeze his hand, looking around as you walk through. "See, not so bad," he speaks soft, "Just a little rain." You nod, your eyes trained down on the ground as he walks with you. "Where are we going?" you finally ask. "You'll see," he smiles.

Eventually, you see the market coming into view. You continue walking and go inside, standing confused as Mikey lets go of your hand and looks for something. You can tell when he finds it, picking up what looks like a fruit. He walks over and pays for it, then goes back to you and hands one to you. "What is it?" you ask, looking at the thing in your hands. "Just try it," he says, pulling you back out in the rain.

He stands in front of you, smiling at you ad watching as you lift it up to your lips, taking a bite. You smile, tasting the sweetness of it, feeling it make you feel happy and warm inside, despite standing out in the rain. Mikey smiles and puts his arms around your shoulders, tugging you back toward the house as you eat in silence. You both finish, and he looks at you, seeing your sleepy eyes as you walk.

Mikey stops, leaning down in front of you with his back facing you. "Hop on. I'll give you a ride on the way back," he says. You do, climbing on his back and wrapping your arms around his neck, leaning your head on his shoulder. He walks, and your eyes start fluttering close as you drift to sleep on his shoulder.

Within minutes, he returns to your home. He stops at the front, looking over his shoulder to wake up, but he stops, seeing your peaceful state. He smiles and lets you sleep, walking into the house and removing both yours and his shoes, using his strength to keep you still on his back. After, he takes you back to the bedroom, quietly walking through the home.

He reaches your room, looking around and seeing Emma and Yuki still asleep. He lowers himself to the ground between the beds, not wanting to put you on the bed since your clothes are still wet. He leans you against the wall before sitting next to you, letting you lay your head on his shoulder. He sighs, his head leaning against the wall as his eyes flutter shut.

Hours later, in the morning, you wake. You sit up and rub your eyes, looking around the room. You notice your wet clothes and how Mikey set you both on the ground. So the beds didn't get wet. You push yourself up, seeing that it was still early cause Emma and Yuki were asleep. You get clothes and dry off, leaving Mikey a towel before you leave the room, going to the kitchen to make breakfast.

It doesn't take long before Yuki and Emma wake up, joining you in the kitchen. You play with Emma and talk with her a little, laughing and getting to know her. Soon, Mikey wakes up, joining you in the kitchen and grabbing food. You could tell he had dried his clothes, his hair still slightly being wet. "Mikey, were you out in the rain last night?" Emma asks. "Yeah. Just a late-night walk," he says.

After the storm calms down, Emma and Mikey decide it's about time they get going. Emma gives you a big goodbye hug, saying she hopes to see you again. You walk them to the door, saying goodbye to Mikey as he and Emma put on their shoes. She notices two pairs of muddy shoes but doesn't say anything, only smiling up at Mikey as you both talk.

"I'll see you around," you say as they start to walk out of the door. Emma walks out, but Mikey stops, turning to you before he walks out. "Hey, um, are you doing anything tonight?" Mikey asks. "No, why?" you say, oblivious. You can see Mikey blush as he looks down at his feet. "You wanna hang out later? Maybe go to eat?" You're surprised, but it doesn't seem so bad hanging with him. "Sure," you say, a small smile spreading across your lips. "Great. It's a date."

It had been so long since you were friends with anyone, and something about Mikey made you feel comfortable, safe. You liked being around him. For some reason, you wanted to be around him. When he took you out in the rain, trying to help you get through the night, it was the funniest you'd had in months. He made you feel good. You were happy with him and didn't mind going against everything you'd been feeling if it meant being with him.

You tell your family you're going out for the night, them being surprised that you're even going out. Mikey said you could pick where you went, and later when you tell your family, you only tell your mom where you're going. She asks if it is a good idea, you shrug, saying you wanted to, you didn't know why, but you wanted to. You also tell Mikey he can bring Emma to hang with Yuki and Kori for the night.

Later, you see Mikey and Emma coming up to your house, and you meet them at the door. "You look nice," Mikey smiles. "Thanks," you say shyly. You lead Emma into the house, leaving her with Yuki, and meet Mikey back at the door. "So, where we going?" Mikey asks as you walk from the house. "Well, it's a place further in the city. You'll see." The walk is pleasant. Mikey speaks softly, not grilling you or making you uncomfortable. It feels nice to have someone to talk to again.

"We're close. But before we go up, let's pick up some food first and take it with us. Mikey goes along, following you to a shop you seemed to know well, watching you order and then ordering after you. Once you get the food, taking it to go, you lead him to a large building. It was taller than the rest, and it looked old, but it didn't matter to you. You knew it like the back of your hand. You led him inside and went all the way to the roof. "Well, we're here," you say, looking back at Mikey as he looks over the edge. "Wow, this is beautiful," he says, admiring the city and the view.

You smile and turn from him, walking to a pocket that was off to the side on the roof, pulling two folding chairs, handing one to him before setting yours done, about 4 feet from the edge. Mikey unfolds his chair, setting it down close to yours. "The view really is beautiful," he turns his head and looks at you, "Everywhere I look, I see beauty." You smile, trying to hide your blush. "That was really corny," you laugh. He smiles, leaning back in his chair and looking at the view again.

You both start eating, leaving it silent for a few moments. 'So, how'd you find this place?" Mikey finally asks. "My siblings and I used to come here all the time when our parents had business in the city," you look out to the view, thinking about all the time you spent on this very roof, all the memories, "The 4 of us would spend hours up here, playing games, talking, eating, having fun. That's why these chairs were here. We left them for any time we came."

You talk, not thinking about what you're saying. You don't think about how you were reminiscing about your time with Cole, saying four instead of three. You finish talking, slightly tensing up, realizing your mistake right after you say it, hoping Mikey doesn't notice your slip-up. "Wait, 4 of you?" he asks, technically knowing the answer, but wanting you to say it on your own. "Oh, um, well, my friend's sister, she had a boyfriend, and he'd hang with us sometimes." You hope he buys it. He has no reason not to. "Oh? What was he like?" Mikey asks.

"He was funny," you smile, "Really funny, and he always would have some type of adventure for us to go on while up here. He was super nice to everyone, and he had the greatest laugh. He could make someone happy just by laughing."

Mikey smiles, looking closely at you as you speak of the person he knows is your brother. "Wow, he sounds great. You guys must have been close." You nod, "He, um, he's not around anymore," your smile falters, "Since she died."

He nods, turning his head, letting you drop the conversation if you wanted, and you did. Silence overtakes the roof again, a comfortable silence as you both look over at the view, watching the sun start to set. Eventually, you both finish your food. "Here, I'll throw the bags away. There's a trash a few floors down," you get up and take his trash from him, "Be right back."

Mikey sits back, continuing to ogle at the view, but the buzzing in his pocket pulls his attention. He pulls out his phone, seeing the number he doesn't recognize but answers. "Hello? Mikey?" It was Kori's voice. "Yeah? Kori? What's up?" He asks.

"Where are you right now?" Her voice sounded frantic like she was worried.

"Y/n took me to some building in the city. Why?"

"Oh god- where is she right now?" Kori asks. "Throwing our trash away a few floors down. Why, what's going on?" Mikey asks, a little more worried.

"Ok, ok, don't freak out, but that's the place we used to go with Cole. It was her favorite place, and after he died, we thought maybe going back would bring her good memories and get her out of her hole. But, um, it didn't go as planned." Mikey frowns his brow, "What happened?"

Kori pauses, "Mikey, Y/n tried to jump off the edge."

Silence. The loudest silence anyone has ever witnessed, yet Mikey had so much to say. But he couldn't, his heart sank, his mouth went dry, he couldn't bear to think you'd try something like that, you'd do something like that. He had so much to say, yet he was speechless.

"Yuki caught her before she fell, but she did try. I'm not saying that's what she'd doing now, it was a while ago, and things change, but please, watch her."

"Ok." Mikey's voice is low, shallow, 'ok' was the only thing he could think to say. After a second, his face turns, turning to a more determined look. "I'll keep her safe," he says, "Don't worry."

He sees you coming in from the hallway, a slight smile on your face, not a care in the world. "Gotta go, bye." Mikey hangs up the phone, stuffing it back in his pocket as he stands, smiling at you as you walk up to him. "You ok with hanging up here a while?" you ask. "Sure," he nods.

"Anything specific you wanna do?" Mikey asks, the slightest hint of a flirting tone in his voice, but you don't notice it, pushing it off as innocent. "I've never been on a date before," you laugh, "Up to you."

Mikey smiles, looking out to the city once again before looking back at you, turning his whole body to face you. You look at him, your eyes innocent and oblivious as he places his hand on your back, pulling you close to him as his other one caresses your cheek, and you sit there. Neither of you says anything, neither of you even want to blink, thinking it could ruin the moment, and finally, he pulls you in, connecting your lips in a kiss.

His lips are soft, moving passionately against yours. He's not aggressive, and he leaves any moment for you to pull away. You place your hands on his shirt, your fists lightly balling on it. Eventually, you have to take a breath and pull away, but you lean your foreheads together and close your eyes.

You'd never felt anything like this, the connection, the love in your heart. You'd felt love before, and you'd feel it get ripped away, but this, it was more than love. It was a feeling of happiness, of finding the thing you wanted for so long, of feeling whole again. You weren't sure why him, why Mikey was the one to make you feel like this. Maybe you were soulmates, or it was just your way of finally opening up again, but either way, you wanted it, you wanted him. He made you feel safe.

You pull away, leaning your head on his shoulder, his arms wrapping around you as you both stand there. "I don't think Yuki likes me very much. He wouldn't like this," Mikey says. "That's his problem," you say, pulling away and looking at him and smiling, "And I don't care." Mikey laughs, looking at you as you turn your head, looking over the city again. You look out, your eyes scanning the buildings, and you finally get the courage to ask the question plaguing your mind.

"Kori told you about Cole, didn't she?" you ask, not turning your head to look at him. "Yeah, yeah, she did," Mikey says. You nod, letting silence fall between you again.

"She called while you were gone," he pauses, and his voice gets lower, "She told me about the last time you were here." You stiffen, and your gaze falls to the street in front of the building. You look over the edge at how high up you are. Mikey notices, noticing your shift in deminer, the way you look at the edge of the building that's barely two feet in front of you.

The grip his arms have around your waist tightens a little, his eyes scanning you, watching your movement. You feel it, feel the way he holds you tighter, feel his eyes watching you, and you don't know what to say. Before you even think to say anything, your eyes weel with tears, quickly spilling over onto your cheeks. "I- I'm sorry," your voice is shaky, "I'm not- I wasn't-" You shake your head and turn to him but keep your head down, staring at his chest and not looking into his eyes.

"Hey, hey. No, I'm sorry," Mikey's grip loosens, "I didn't mean to- I didn't think you were- hey," he puts his hand on your cheek, turning your head to him, "The past doesn't matter. What matters is now, right now. You're here with me, everything ok, you'll be ok." Mikey leads your head to his chest again, his hand resting on your head with his arm around you, keeping you close, comforting you.

"Could we get down now? Head home?" you say after a few seconds. Mikey nods, pulling away, giving you one more kiss on the forehead before helping you put the chairs away, and then you both walk hand in hand out of the building. You decide to take the long way home, taking time to be in each other's presence and talk more.

When you arrive home, it's dark and quiet in the house. At first, you both are confused but then look at the time, not realizing it was after 1 am. You walk further in, stopping at your bedroom door and seeing Emma sprawled out on Yuki's bed asleep. You look down the hall onto Kori's room, seeing her sleeping in her bed and Yuki asleep on Cole's old bed. Usually, it'd hurt, but this time, you smile at Yuki's sleep face, the bad memory not immediately surfacing.

You walk back to your room, Mikey not far behind you. "You can stay the night if you want?" you tell him, a small part of you hoping he does. "Sure," he nods, "Probably better to let Emma sleep anyway." You walk into your room, getting clothes to sleep in and watching as Mikey takes off his pants, having shorts on underneath, and goes to climb in your bed, but hesitates. "Uh- is it ok if I sleep here? Or I can sleep on the floor-" You smile, "Yeah. It's fine."

Mikey nods, settling in the bed as you excuse yourself to the bathroom to change. You come back in your sleep clothes, setting your others off to the side and climbing next to Mikey. "You mind if I take my shirt off? I get hot quick," his voice was barely above a whisper. You could tell he didn't want to make you uncomfortable. "Yes. It's ok, Mikey."

Even in the dark, you can see the light blush on his cheeks as he sits up and removes his shirt, tossing it to the side. He lays next to you, scooting closer before slowly wrapping his arm around your waist. When you don't protest, he keeps going, pulling you closer and sliding his other arm under your neck, cuddling you against his chest.

"Goodnight, Mikey," you say as your eyes start to flutter shut. "Goodnight, Y/n," he responds. You curl up into him, drifting to sleep. He feels your body relax and your breathing steady. Mikey leans in, kissing your forehead one last time before closing his eyes, pulling you slightly closer one last time before he also drifts to sleep.

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bonny-kookoo · 4 years

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Charming Girl (J.JK x Reader) 🎀☁️💜🔞

Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader

Genre: Good Girl!AU, Angst (a bit), Fluff, Smut of course because I can’t write anything normal these days smh

Warnings: Koo has a fight with his GG and says some mean things, Taehyung has a brief appearance and it’s actually all sfw and fluffy but he curses a lot so beware, smut, usage of toys (a vibrator to be specific), manhandling/restriction of movement, GG swallows because y’all should empty the plate when the meal is good, Mentions of past infidelity and overall toxic relationship, there’s a scene where Jk spits in GGs mouth, pls don’t judge lmao

Summary: Jungkook really didn’t mean to say the things he did. He’s not even sure how his brain could even come up with such hurtful things; yet he did, and now, knowing that you’ve taken shelter in Taehyungs apartment out of all places, he’s forced to clean up his mess- and for the first time he can’t ask you for help.

Good Girl || Sweet Girl || Smart Girl || Brave Girl || Pretty Girl || Charming Girl || Enticing Girl

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You had everything planned out. You even thought about making an entire PowerPoint presentation on why this was a good idea, why this should be done immediately; yet you decided against it, simply planning on explaining it to him the traditional way instead of overdoing it. This was technically his apartment after all, you were simply living with him and sharing rent and space.

Ever since you were small, your family had pets. Your parents had a dog that died sadly when you were young, later on you got your own pet; a guinea pig named Harold, whom you had all throughout your childhood. Harold died of old age when you were barely 14, and you felt as if your heart had been ripped out and buried in your yard instead of the small Tricoloured body. Ever since then you had promised yourself to get another pet when you were older.

When you had your first relationship, it lasted for a year or so, your ex had never wanted a pet. He'd complained that it was as if he was getting a child- and that he wasn't ready to be a dad yet. So you never got one during that time, even though time and space were there.

Now at 22, you had the space and time (and money most importantly), yet you didn’t have the approval of your dear housemate and boyfriend living with you. You didn’t really think it would be an issue honestly; he’d always been an animal lover- so you couldn’t quite understand the situation you got yourself in.

„But look, I’m gonna do all the work, I’ll only have them in my room, you won’t even notice they’re there!“ you whined, walking after him out of the kitchen. You knew you were being a little childish; he’d said two times already that no, not right now, and no, because no. He couldn’t quite give you a full answer that could satisfy you, and you had already noticed that he was grumpy, but you had grown so safe around him that you didn’t spot the warning signs.

„God y/n can you please sh-...“ he inhaled, rubbing a hand over his face, trying to calm himself. „Please, not now. I’m really not in the mood.“ he said, and you pouted at him. Usually he would find it cute, but right now he was too riled up to really let his vision lead his thoughts. He’d recently started to get more and more agitated whenever he came home, always tired and frustrated. And he didn’t tell you what it was, so maybe that had fueled your pettiness towards him.

„Well tomorrow you’re gonna be grumpy too!“ you said, raising your hands, before facing him. „If you can’t tell me why not then I’m doing it anyways! I’m not just going to blindly do what you want just because-„ you said, but he suddenly snapped, voice way more forceful than yours, making you back off a bit.

„Yeah well if you would do what I said you wouldn’t be standing here throwing a tamper tantrum like a fucking toddler!“ he yelled, taking your opening mouth as another attempt in trying to persuade him. You actually however, wanted to apologize. Those words died down inside your throat when his next left his lips. „Can’t you act your age just for a second? I’m really into fucking you, but also acting like a father isn’t on my list of favorites, thank you very much-„

It was almost comical how his own voice slowly lost volume and tune at the end of his sentence, as soon as he saw the way your eyes widened, face evolving into a look of something he never wanted to see, let alone because of him; it was a look of betrayal, hurt, and even shame- because deep down he knew there was a spark of honesty in between his words, but he also knew that this was you, this was something you couldn’t control. And he’d just used these insecurities and flaws against you.

Your delicate hands suddenly clenched, creating small but angry fists, unraveling just to weakly Push his chest, eyes suddenly swimming with frustrated water that trickled down your cheeks. He just stood there frozen, forced to watch how you stormed away into your room, not even his bedroom you two had been sharing these nights, and he still stood in the exact same spot when you emerged again with your small pink sportsbag, rushing past him and leaving his apartment with nothing more than the lingering scent of you, and the suffocating feeling of his own voice still heavy in the air. A chuckle escaped him, lacking any form of happiness or humor as he began to sob into his hand trying to keep his emotions inside. The wall next to him cracked loudly as his knuckles came in contact with it; breaking skin and wall the same, yet the pain he felt inside his soul was greater than the sting of his scratched up hand.

Right now, Jeon Jungkook really hated himself.

You didn’t have high hopes honestly, and as the door opened, you only looked at the mismatched socks of the older friend of Jungkook. Alex didn‘t have an own apartment, and you honestly didn’t have enough money to stay at a hotel, so Taehyung had been the only option left. You had his number still, and he’d answered to your text that he was home; yet you still had some worry down your throat that he wouldn’t let you in. He simply opened the door fully, leading you inside, and showing you were to hang your jacket and leave your shoes.

His apartment wasn’t huge, but it was nice; you didn’t expect what you saw at all. It was warm, it smelled nice- not like your own home of course, but you’d expected his living space to be a bit more.. chaotic. He was quiet, walking into the kitchen and pouring two cups of something, before placing them down on his living room table. Here and there you could spot small things that showed he lived there; his Juul on the windowsill next to his balcony door, polaroids taped onto the wall, or his sweater halfheartedly thrown over the couch. You sat down on the edge of said seating place, your pink socks running over his light wood laminate. It was scratched, showed that he’d moved the furniture a couple of times since he lived here. Your eyes snapped towards the soft looking slippers he tossed next to your feet, shoe size way too small to be his. „My uhm-„ he scratched his head a bit before actually looking a bit shy. „My girlfriend she.. her feet get cold easily on my flooring so uhm, you can use these.“ he said, and for the first time you actually looked at him. His red hair was gone, dyed pitch black, a little curly too- it suited him well, you decided. „Ah yeah I- Guess I wanted a change.“ he said, going into the kitchen to shut down the lights before sitting down, looking at you. „So.. trouble in paradise huh?“ he said, taking a sip of his cup, eyes watching you.

You felt your eyes sting again, and Taehyubg Shuffle around in his spot. “I just..” you said, before reaching for the mug, hands uncaring of the hot temperature seeping into your skin, taking it as a punishment in a weird way. “I didn’t think About him you know? I mean, he told he he likes to take care of me but.. maybe he changed his mind?“ you said, shrugging your shoulders and sighing. „Sorry to invade like that too..“ tryout mumbled, back arching as if to cower. Taehyung clicked his tongue, crossing his legs.

„You’re Not, don’t worry.“ he said, setting his cup down with a crack against the table. His hands were so different from Jungkooks you noticed; fingers longer and thinner, nails wide. He was a tall person, so it made sense. „Jungkook can be.. difficult.“ he said, leaning his head on his hand. „He doesn’t show it but he’s clumsy. That combined with his usefulness when it comes to apologizing doesn’t really make a good mix.“ he admitted, smirking a bit as his phone lit up from the table, showing a notification from Jungkook, before vibrating a bit again and again, stopping at the count of 12. he didn’t comment on it, but continued. „I don’t think he meant what he said in a bad way. I guess he’s having a bad day, which doesn’t make it better honestly.“ he shrugged, and you bit your lip. „Also lean back a bit will ya? You look like you’re about to break a bone.“ he said, and you sat down more properly.

„I’m worried Taehyung.“ you said. „He.. I really like him, but I’m so scared he’ll get tired of me.“ you mumbled, finally taking a sip, hot chocolate swishing over your tongue, liquid warming your throat as you swallowed. „They all do.“ you whispered into the cup, and Taehyung got serious.

„Have you’ve been in a relationship before?“ he asked, and you nodded.

„Hmhm.. he cheated when he noticed I wanted to wait longer than he did. He stayed with me though because I paid for dinner. His words by the way.“

Taehyung laughed humorously, giving you a look of empathy. „Dickhead.“ he said. „Listen, Jungkook doesn’t know how relationships work. He’s horrible at it honestly, worse than me.“ he said, laughing a bit. „He doesn’t know jackshit about stuff, so you gotta teach him.“ he said. „I’m honestly surprised you both are together at all. Cause he knows this, and he never continues in things he’s bad at.“ you nodded at this. Though he knew Jungkook way longer than you did, you also knew this small detail about him. You'd wondered several times before, but you've never asked him openly about his actual dating history. If you were honest you didn't even knew if he had one to begin with. Maybe he'd always been like he was before you? You couldn't know. "What I'm trying to say is-" Taehyung said, breaking the silence, before standing up and patting your head a bit playfully to cheer you up. "Give it time. Don't try and fix things this time; let him do the work for once. God knows he needs a slap in the face once in a while, you've been babying him too much." He laughed, and you actually smiled as well. Maybe you really did need to wait. After all, his words had hurt deep down in your soul, leaving you embarrassed and insecure- he should get his cut of the cake as well. Sharing is caring, and all that.

Whatever the fuck that was he did that night, it definitely hadn't been sleeping, that much was clear to him. He honestly looked like shit, he'd been told at work, and after several hours of snapping at his coworkers because of his headache, he'd been sent home for the rest of the remaining day, leaving him to visit his local doc and calling in sick for the last two days of the week. He highly doubted that he'd gain enough energy to really get anything done- having made mistakes over and over again today, leaving him with a feeling of uselessness. And the worst part?

Coming home.

Now usually, this would be his favorite part; he'd lay his head onto your lap while you looked at something on your laptop in the living room, or he'd get to catch you silently humming along a song on your phone while you cooked something. But he'd fucked things up these days, so his apartment had gotten a stale aftertaste as he walked through his door, nothing greeting him but silence. The lights were off, darkness swallowing the rooms until he switched them on. Has his lights always been so cold? He never noticed anymore whenever you were there.

He knew he was supposed to do something, but exactly that was the issue. He didn't knew what- because even if he asked you for forgiveness, it wouldn't make up for the crack that he'd seen in your eyes, not to mention how he didn't feel like he deserved it at all. He knew you would accept his apology as soon as he'd say it to you, and that made it so much worse for him. He couldn't even start to imagine how easy prey you were for men- and not in any way good.

This had become an issue over time. He felt like he had to protect you from everything it seemed, yet he also wanted you to become more independent- but there was the issue. He was actually scared. Because if you started to become less and less dependent on him,

would you still want him, if you didn't need him?

This had been a question riling him up greatly. It popped up randomly in his head, making it hard to really think of anything else- because deep down there was this voice, telling him that no; as soon as you found the amount of confidence you should have, considering your angelic character in his eyes- you'd start to see what an actual asshole he was. He'd never understood what exactly you saw in him to begin with. Sure, he had the looks kind of, he knew that from the amount of flirty comments he'd get, but character wise he was an absolute garbage can. He was picky, needy of being held in high standards, he craved praise and recognition. He was selfish, wanted everything for himself, and hated sharing anything. He was too honest, swore way too much, and had a chaotic way of keeping track of things.

He'd punched the poor wall in the living room again last night, the remnants still lingering like a bleeding wound, white dust from the broken material scattered over the dark carpet. After he'd heard you went to Taehyung out of all people, he'd completely lost it- eventually falling asleep on the couch, crying like a toddler after a tantrum. Ironic, since he'd called you one, when in reality it seemed that he was the immature one in this relationship.

This time he simply let himself fall onto the couch, a stray blanket still crumpled up pathetically on the cushions, looking almost how he felt. He knew he should do something, but he couldn't get himself to- simply falling onto his side, just to fall asleep, dreams haunting him much worse than before without you there to soothe him.

After staying with Taehyung and his Girlfriend for two days, you felt like you were intruding, in a way. You also didn't like to run away anymore, deciding to face whatever would be waiting for you at home. Jungkooks friend had driven you, asking if he should come upstairs with you but you had declined- this was something you needed to do by yourself.

To say the apartment was a mess was an understatement. Empty noodle cups on the kitchen counter, sink filled with dishes. The bathroom door was open, showing that he'd been showering just recently it seemed, yet the clothes on the floor made you wonder if it was in a hurry. Even though he was chaotic, Jungkook was never really messy in a way. But the way everything looked told a different story.

You also noticed just how dark it was. The curtains were closed, room stuffy from not airing out like you did every morning, and the couch looked like he slept on it. But why? Even if he felt bad, he could at least sleep in his own bed, you wondered.

But you also noticed the lack of the person in question.

Worried, you crept into the bedroom, not finding him there. What helped to ease your mind however was, that his open dresser was still filled with clothes- he didn't leave.

So wherever he was, maybe at work? You decided to clean up, and get things a bit more comfortable around the small apartment. He did tell you to be mature, after all.

Opening the apartment door with a bit of struggle considering the items in his hands, he instantly noticed something different. Maybe it was the fresh air, the amount of light in the apartment, or the fact that soft music played in the background, dishes clattering in the kitchen. He slowly set down everything he'd bought, almost tip-toeing into his home, eyes widening upon your form standing in front of the sink, hands occupied inside soapy water. You didn't turn around, but he could see in the way you bit your lip that you'd noticed him already, yet chose not to look at him. You feared one look would be enough to set you off, make you cry, and you knew this would probably end up as something new he could complain about. Okay, maybe not, you knew he wouldn't, but you were so unsure how to act around him now that it just felt.. awkward.

And Jungkook hated it.

He chewed on his lip as well, moving to get the stuff he'd bought set up inside the living room, wordlessly working on setting down the doggy bed, placing the other bags filled with food and toys down as well. You couldn't help but peak around the corner, almost comically leaning behind the wall between the kitchen and living room, only showing a fraction of your face. Jungkook actually chuckled at the picture you posed to him as, although it did sting a bit that you seemed too cautious around him now to actually get closer. "Can you come over here for a second please?" He timidly asked, and you looked a bit hesitant, before eventually walking closer to him, sitting on the floor in front of him, with a bit of space keeping you both apart. He sighed, before lowering his head. "I.. You can't imagine how fucking sorry I am for what I said. I didn't.. I had no right to talk to you like that, and I really fucking regret it." He said, making you nod, not looking at him either, occupying yourself with a stray string of your sock that you'd accidentally put on inside out. "I'm just.. I dont know how to actually explain it without sounding like an ass, so I'll just.." He started, running a hand through his rather long hair. "I've been noticing how you started to change like, you're becoming so much more confident and I love it, I really do, but at the same time it absolutely terrifies me because-" He sighed, scratching his neck and hand reaching out to you, not really grabbing or anything, but simply brushing against your smaller hand with his finger. It was a pathetic gesture really, but he had to clear his throat again before he spoke. "The more you can stand up for yourself, the less you'll need me, and I.. I know I sound like an asshole but I need you to need me, I just.. I need to have you lean on me and like, make me do shit for you because I'm selfish, yeah, I'll admit it. I'm a fucking dick who needs to get his ego stroked and-" Suddenly your hand grabbed his, both hands running over his tattooed skin on the back of his, and he looked at you with the eyes of desperation written in capslock. You smiled at him, so understanding and warm that he felt like crying.

"I'll always need you Jungkookie." You said, scooting forward and straddling him, burying your head into his chest, inhaling the familiar scent of him as he wrapped his arms around you, his head in the crook of your neck. "Who's gonna kick someones butt when they bully me in PvP games?" You said, and he chuckled, laughing, and pulled you even closer for a moment before you pulled away from him, brushing his hair out of his eyes and intentionally messily wiping his eyes, making him grin and laugh before grabbing your wrists, kissing your nose, cheeks, your entire face before you gasped for air from laughing so hard, begging him to stop. "What do you-" You said, catching your breath. "What is all that though?" You asked, and he pulled out his phone out of his back pocket, sniffling still a bit as he tapped away on his cracked screen, before he showed you a picture of a small white puppy, pink tongue peaking out of its mouth as it looked at the camera. You squealed, before connecting the dots. The dog toys. The bags filled with food. "No way.." You said, eyes wide as he became a bit shy.

"I know you wanted something small, but.. I found her on our local shelter's website, and I met her yesterday. I thought, a dog could be a good addition-" He said, before you hugged him again, squealing into his chest and making him chuckle. "Don't let yourself be fooled though." His eyebrows raised as he playfully looked at you in a serious way. "She's your personal bodyguard- an absolute killer machine if someone gets too close, we already talked about that." And you had to snort at the image in your head, imagining Jungkook all serious talking to the white fluffy dog about guarding his owner. "We're getting here on Monday, so we got two more days to go until then." He said, and you nodded, not letting go of him. He ran his hand over your head, suddenly more serious again. "I really mean it though." You raised your head at that, looking at him questioningly. "I.. I really like how you are. Deep down I guess I know that you're actually the mature one in this, so I guess I at least want to feel as if I have the upper hand, you know?" He said, and you smiled at that.

"Well, you do though." You said, leaning your head to the side before toying with the hem of his shirt. He looked at you now, before you answered. "I still.. trust you." Your voice got a bit breathier, before you said your next sentence. "You can do all you want with me. I'm yours after all." And he groaned, letting his head fall back. "What?" You questioned amused.

"Don't say shit like that right now-" He whined, trying to force the image of the cute puppy into his head instead of you, lying underneath him in all your glory, ready for him to- nop, no no no, cute puppies, cute puppies. But you didn't understand his standpoint it seemed.

"But why though? Don't you.. you know, want to?" You said hesitantly.

He shook his head. "No, you know I kind of always want to but.. I don't want you to feel as if that's all I want." He said, looking stressed. You smiled again, leaning into him.

"I mean, that's not true. I know that." You answered, before getting a teasing spark inside your eyes. "Either that, or its so good that you go as far as to get me a cute puppy." You chuckled, and his eyes got just as impish as yours, hand smacking your behind in a playful way.

"Careful. You could charm anyone into buying you a dog with those eyes." He said, smirking. You grinned proudly, and he suddenly attacked your neck, lifting you up and throwing you over his shoulder, the sound of your laughter music to his ears. He actually hadn't slept in his own bedroom solely because of the reason that he'd be tormented with the memories of you both, showing him almost mockingly what he'd almost lost. Now he didn't feel pressured anymore, he felt as if he was worthy enough to be in here, as weird as it sounded.

Letting you fall onto the mattress, you giggled as you jumped a bit on it, making him grin as he crawled over your form, immediately attacking your lips in a searing kiss, not even asking for entrance at all, simply taking. He slowly grew more and more impatient, hands grabbing and running over your skin almost possessively as he growled out his displeasure about your choice of shelter. He didn't say it out loud because he had no right to talk about it, plus he was deep down grateful that you've spent the night there instead of somewhere else, but he hated the fact that you slept over at Taehyungs place. He knew you'd never be unfaithful, yet he couldn't help but feel insecure when you left, knowing that you could easily find someone else, someone better in his eyes than him. The time apart made him cherish you again in a new way, teeth biting your skin gently, leaving marks on your skin that would soon blossom beautifully in different shades. You mewled at that, his grin reappearing, before he opened his infamous drawer under his bedside table, taking something out that seemed to be still packaged. You looked curiously, yet turned all shades of pink when you saw what it was.

"Hm.. you like it princess?" He asked, opening the plastic and cardboard packaging of the device as you began to grow a little more restless at the sight of it. It appeared to be a vibrator of some sorts, coloring just the way you liked it- soft pink with white details, making you wonder how on earth something so sinful could also look so pretty. You'd never really cared for toys like that, but Jungkook had talked about maybe using them before. "Thought you'd like it." He said lowly. "You're gonna love it once I'm done with you." He promised, glad that he saw the small green LED light up- it luckily came pre-charged, so he could use it right away after he'd cleaned it with a babywipe. "Hm, lets see what it can do, yeah?" he huskily proposed, sitting on his legs in front of you. "Strip princess. Lemme' see my gorgeous baby." He said, and you started to undress just as he told you. You've long stopped feeling self-conscious around him after all the times he'd seen you, and he also always made sure to make you feel good about yourself, so you didn't hesitate anymore when it came to things like these.

As soon as you laid there, bare as the day you joined humanity, he used the tip of the toy to gather your slick between your legs, nudging against your very center, making you jump a bit at the foreign feeling. He smiled like the devil himself as he covered it in your own personal lubrication, before it entered you, making you sigh. It definitely couldn't match up to his own length, that was something you immediately noticed, but once he clicked a button, your whines started to sound in the room, making him smile at the view of your squirming form. Oh how long he'd imagined about this exact moment, the way you moved even more bewitching as he could've imagined to be. His mind tried to burn the image into its memory, the way your toes curled, your hands grabbed the sheets, or how your hips moved in a rhythm only you seemed to feel. "hmm, so sweet. You look absolutely divine like that pretty baby." He hummed, before turning the intensity up, making you gasp a bit. He chuckled, moving the vibrator around a bit so the additional small detail close to the switches and buttons pressed against your clit, making you huff out deliciously. He'd always been addicted to your sounds, the way you responded to him oh so well- he felt like he was watching a goddess unravel in his bed, as cheesy as it may sounded. The way you trusted him, gave yourself to him, let him control you like this- it made him feel as if he was on drugs, higher than he could ever get from any substance people used to cloud their minds with. He didn't need anything illegal or toxic to set himself free and let his mind reset back into place. Not when he had someone like you at his mercy, ready to be played with however he may wanted.

As his free hand moves to fondle your breast, kneading the flesh in an almost massaging way and kissing you silly, you yelled out his name as you came undone, breaking apart just to be put together by him later. Your mouth was open in a silent scream, and as he spotted the small strand of saliva still connecting you both he couldn't stop himself from letting a drop of his own fall onto your tongue, pupils dilating at the way you simply swallowed, uncaring how just plain dirty this entire tiny gesture just was. God he'd buy you an entire kennel full of dogs if it meant he'd get to see you like this, all his and his only. He decided to not enter you as you still whined from overstimulation, taking the toy out of you as you weakly reached for him, asking him to help you sit on a little. He helped you as you clumsily tokk him into your mouth, eyes closed and pace steady as he began to groan under his breath, brushing his hand through your hair as he fondly looked down onto your head, lips around him so perfectly that it didn't take him long to suddenly gasp out, giving him no time to warn you. Yet he only felt you swallow before letting him go, his tip sensitive making him hiss a bit, breathing heavy. "God you're perfect." He breathed out, kissing you feverishly as he slowly calmed down, laying on the bed, toy long forgotten on the floor next to the mattress.

You woke up as you felt something cold and weirdly damp against your inner thighs, spotting Jungkooks naked torso as he took out another babywipe, cleaning you with gentle movements. The soft smell of the wet tissues made you smile a bit, as Jungkook used one to clean himself up as well before joining you in bed again, pulling the covers over you. "I really mean it you know." He said, and you hummed questioningly. "I know I don't say it very often if at all but.." he looked at your face with fondness, before he pulled you closer again, letting you rest your head on his bare chest. "I really love you." He said silently, and you smiled, kissing his skin as he placed one to your shoulder, his hand running along your spine.

"I really love you too, Jungkookie." You said, before falling asleep, content and happy in his arms.

"I can't wait to see you holding the pink leash of the cute little princess."

"Do you mean the dog or you? Because I wouldn't mind holding eithe- OW, WHY DID YOU HIT ME?!"

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vyladromeave · 3 years

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SHADOWKNIGHT HEADCANONS MASTERPOST

This is how Shadowknights work in my brain. It just is.

(Warning this is super long. like really long. its literally like 3k+ words im not kidding. i did include a couple pictures to help break up the text though. so. good luck.)

Becoming A Shadowknight

There is only one requirement for a person to become a shadowknight: they have to die. Anyone who dies has the potential to become a shadowknight. Whether they actually become one or not depends entirely on whether they would be of use to the Shadow Lord or not.

The Shadow Lord picks new knights from many factors, such as if they were an important person when they were alive, are already skilled in combat/magick, are generally vengeful, or have unfinished business making them more willing to follow the Shadow Lord’s will of destroying the Overworld and its inhabitants. (For this reason, ghosts have become less common in the Overworld, since many souls who would normally become ghosts when they die are recruited as new Shadow Knights instead.)

Not everyone who dies is able to become a Shadowknight. The Shadow Lord, especially without a physical form, is not strong enough to reach out to all dead souls. Souls that are more vengeful/angry in death are easier for the Shadow Lord to locate, and so are souls of those that die in the Nether. There are also specific rituals that can make it easier for Shadow Lord to reach out to a specific soul, but these are uncommon since they take a lot of time and effort to do successfully. Only very valuable potential Shadowknights get this kind of treatment. (This is what happened to Laurance.)

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Shadowknights and Immortality

All Shadowknights are immortal, as in immune to aging. They can’t die of natural causes, and because of this they can hypothetically live forever. Some Shadowknights choose to take this to the next level, becoming virtually unkillable. This next stage is referred to as becoming a “full Shadowknight,” and can only be achieved when a Shadowknight kills a specific target.

This target will be different for each Shadowknight. The only requirements of this target are that it has to be someone the Shadowknight cared about during their life, and that the Shadow Lord is the one who picks the final target. (So if you were a guard of a village, even if you cared about someone else more, your target would probably still be the lord you were protecting, since the death of a lord would cause a lot more chaos.)

A Shadowknight who has reached this next level of immortality is virtually unkillable. Their physical body can be destroyed, but they will reform in the Nether in a new, identical body if this ever happens. (Their new, reformed body will be identical to the first one that they reform as, not identical to however they currently look. So if they lost a hand as a Shadowknight, died, and reformed, they would reform with their hand back. If they lost a hand before becoming a Shadowknight, they would always reform without that hand.)

This next level of immortality is the expectation for all Shadowknights to achieve, although not many of them do. Shadowknights who do not are often looked down upon, and may have to prove themselves more rigorously than other Full Shadowknights. Shadowknights who are not Full Shadowknights are often referred to as “Premature,” “New,” or “Lesser” Shadowknights.

However, besides being unkillable, becoming a Full Shadowknight has no extra benefits. It is very possible for a “Lesser” Shadowknight to be much more skilled or powerful than a Full Shadowknight, since becoming a Full Shadowknight doesn’t actually increase your strength at all.

A Shadowknight who can reform can still be killed under very specific circumstances. If a Shadowknight’s soul is destroyed, the Shadowknight is killed permanently. This can ONLY be achieved through magical means, and even then can be difficult to achieve.

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Shadow Souls

Even when a killable Shadowknight dies, they don’t truly leave. When you become a Shadowknight, your soul is permanently bound to the Nether. A Shadowknight whose body has died becomes doomed to roam the Nether as a Shadow Soul for all eternity.

With no body or mind left, Shadow Souls lose themselves quickly. They lose little pieces of themself until there is nothing left but a mindless, vengeful soul. Even the strongest, most collected Shadowknight would lose themself as a Shadow Soul in a matter of days. They have no desires other than wanting to be alive and have a body again.

They have the ability to possess Shadowknights, although usually only ones who are newer or weaker. Most Shadow Souls are imprisoned in the jails of the Shadow Lord’s fortress to keep them from harassing and possessing Shadowknights.

(This possession is what happened to Alexis. A lot of weird, special circumstances had to be met for her to be possessed since she wasn’t (and still isn’t) a Shadow Knight.)

Even without possession, Shadow Souls can feed off the power and emotion of Shadowknights nearby. The most effective way to deal with a Shadow Soul is to use as little magic or power as possible, since they will feed and grow stronger on the excess, and can prevent abilities from being used by feeding off the energy that would be used to activate it. The Shadow Souls that are imprisoned in the Nether’s jails stop imprisoned Shadowknights from being able to use any of their Shadowknight abilities that might help them escape.

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Consuming a Soul

Although it is done very rarely, a Shadowknight can consume another Shadowknight’s soul. This is INCREDIBLY taboo, since it can permanently kill a Shadowknight who has the ability to reform. This fear of permanent death ensures that any knight who consumes other Shadowknight souls will be killed, or treated as an enemy/exile if they can escape with their life.

Consuming a Shadowknight’s soul can give the Shadowknight a small, temporary boost in power, both magickally and physically. The more souls they consume, the more powerful they can become, and the longer this temporary boost will last.

Most Shadowknights will fight back against being consumed. Shadow Souls are easier targets. Full Shadowknights are much harder to consume since they are much more sentient/mindful/powerful/motivated by the will to reform, and often flee instead of being consumed. Also, their body must be destroyed before their soul can be consumed, which adds an extra step to the already tiring process.

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Loss of Sentience

Some Shadowknights become nothing more than a puppet for the Shadow Lord, a creature with no thoughts or will of their own. This usually occurs immediately upon being reborn as a Shadowknight due to the trauma of the event, but can also occur over time in Shadowknights who have lost a sense of self or sense of purpose.

Some think that this happens because the soul of the Shadowknight tries to die or move on, but is unable to do so because of how it is bound to the Nether/the Shadowknight’s body. As a result, the knight is left with nothing but a mindless husk of their former self. Ultimately, there is no definite answer as to why this happens, although this is the most popular theory among Shadowknights.

Shadowknights who have lost their sentience can never regain it, presumably because parts of them have already passed on and do not wish to/are not able to return. A Shadowknight without their sentience has eyes that are permanently cloudy-looking and less reflective (like how eyes cloud over on death).

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A Reformed Body

When a person dies and becomes a Shadowknight, the new body they reform into is not the actual body they died in. The grave of a person who became a Shadowknight would still have a body in it. The body they reform into is a near perfect replica of the one that died, but it doesn’t “feel” the same.

The only exception to this rule is if the Shadowknight died as a child, and their body wasn’t already fully grown. All Shadowknights have fully-grown bodies, regardless of what age they died as. This is simply because a fully-grown body is stronger and more fit to serve as a knight. This can be very disturbing to Shadowknights who died younger, since they have to adapt to a body that they can only vaguely identify as their own. (This is what happened to Vylad.)

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A Sturdier Body

The body of a Shadowknight is different from the body of a human. All Shadowknights are naturally stronger, fastier, hardier, and heal quicker than the average human. They are literally made for the sole intention of being mass-killing soldiers, so it only makes sense that their new bodies reflect that.

When they heal, no scars are left behind. The only scars a Shadowknight will have are ones they obtained previously, before or on death. The only exceptions to this rule are if they lose a limb/eye/etc. If the Shadowknight is able to reform when they die, then their lost limb/eye/etc. will be back when they reform.

Any scars associated with the Shadowknight’s death might be a bit more prominent than a normal scar. They usually look bright red and angry, almost closer to an open wound.

All Shadowknights are completely immune to fire and heat. They can still feel fire and heat, but it doesn’t harm them. It can be a bit overwhelming to get used to at first, but most Shadowknights have to learn to grow used to it, since the Nether is like, 60% fire and lava. (Shadowknights actually take baths in lava in the Nether to stay clean, since there is no water.) (Also, technically they aren’t immune to fire on the INSIDE. If they like, ate fire, it would hurt pretty bad. Probably not as bad as it would hurt a normal human, but it would still hurt.)

Shadowknights don’t require the same things as humans do to live. A Shadowknight can survive without food, water, or sleep, and can go without these things longer before feeling any negative effects. However, a lack of these things can definitely make them weaker, and more miserable. Seeing as water cannot exist in the Nether, and nothing else naturally lives there, the lack of food and water is pretty agonizing for any Shadowknights stuck there.

Shadowknights aren’t completely exempt from natural human needs. They still need to breathe air, and they still need to keep their blood inside of them.

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Natural Abilities

When a person becomes a Shadowknight, they gain new abilities. All Shadowknights have the ability to summon Shadow Armor. This armor is an integral part of a Shadowknight, and the form it takes is unique (but similar) for each knight. It’s a bit like porcupine spikes or pufferfish in that many Shadowknights will summon it instinctively when they believe they are in danger. It also summons instinctively while in the Nether. It’s fairly sturdy, but is better at protecting against physical attacks than magickal ones. Destroying the armor won’t hurt a knight, but it can tire them. Armor that is destroyed/damaged can be resummoned, but it takes a bit of time to fix.

All Shadowknights also have the ability to summon a Shadow Weapon. Shadowknights can only form weapons that they are familiar with. They can only form tools that would be used in combat, and can only summon one at a time. (You can’t have your bow and arrows AND a sword AND a shield all summoned at once. Shadow WEAPON. Singular. No plural. Pick One.) They can also change the form of the weapon in between summonings, and in combat. Quickly switching between weapons can take some practice to perfect/get used to. Similarly to the armor, destroying the weapon won’t hurt a knight. It also won’t tire them, since a Shadow Weapon isn’t as much of a “part” of a knight as the armor is. A destroyed/damaged Shadow Weapon can be resummoned, but it takes a bit of time to fix.

All Shadowknights have the ability to sense other Shadowknights by their aura, tell if the Shadowknight is fully immortal or not, and suppress their own Shadowknight aura from being detected/identified. This ability has to be practiced in order to become effective. A knight who neglects this ability may only be able to sense large groups, or only sense a knight that is extremely close by. They also might not be able to suppress their own aura at all. A knight who practices this ability can sense another knight from, at a maximum, 350-ish feet away. They could potentially identify a specific Shadowknight from their aura (and this becomes easier if they have spent a lot of time around this Shadowknight before.) They could also potentially suppress their own aura for hours at a time, with only a little effort. These are extremes, and most Shadowknights don’t perfect these abilities to this extent.

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Additional Abilities

Some Shadowknights gain new abilities in addition to the ones all Shadowknights gain by default. Oddly enough, Shadowknights who already have a preexisting magickal/witchcraft affinity are less likely to receive one of these abilities. Most gain only one from the following list, but very rarely can gain two. From most to least common, the list is as follows:

•Dimming lights - They can blend in easier into shadows by dimming the light around them. They can also dim or put out lights, or make any light less bright for a short amount of time. (This obviously doesn’t work on stuff like The Sun, but I do think that if you got really good at using this ability, you could maybe make the moon appear dark or the stars disappear for a bit. They wouldn’t ACTUALLY stop shining, it would just appear that they did, if that makes sense?) (Sasha is a notable Shadowknight with this ability.)

•Teleportation - They can only teleport to places they know exist, and they can’t teleport between dimensions. The further the location, and the more people they are teleporting, the more energy, effort, and concentration it takes. Most Shadowknights who can teleport aren’t able to do so while in the middle of combat because it takes too much concentration to do so. Hard to teleport while you are also trying not to get stabbed. Who would guess. (Vylad is a notable Shadowknight with this ability.)

•Shapeshifting - They can change their own appearance into another. If you get really good at using this ability, you could look like someone else entirely. However, normally this ability is just useful for changing clothes/hair color/disguises. Maintaining a shapeshift also takes focus/concentration, and normally can’t be maintained for very long periods of time depending on the complexity of the shapeshift. If you just changed your clothes, you could maintain it for a couple hours. If you look like another person entirely, probably 1-2 hours max. A shapeshift is also hard to maintain in battle for the same reason as teleportation. (Zenix is a notable Shadowknight with this ability.)

•Shadow Manipulation - They can create solid forms out of shadow, and manipulate these forms as they see fit. This is probably the most difficult ability to use, and also the most difficult to master. The larger/more complex this manipulation is, the harder it is to maintain. This ability is different from the Shadow Weapon in that it can’t really be sharp, and can’t form extremely defined/specific shapes. Shadow manipulation lends itself much better to blobs. (Gene is a notable Shadowknight with this ability.)

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Overwhelming Emotions

Shadowknight’s abilities strengthen when powered by emotion. For any Shadowknights who don’t care about the danger and destruction they cause, this is only a plus. For the rest, it is a curse. The link between emotion and power can be extremely overwhelming, making it much easier to get worked up and much harder to calm down. Death and destruction is a part of a Shadowknight’s nature, making these fits dangerous for anyone who dares to get in the Shadowknight’s way.

Because of this, there are two paths that a Shadowknight must choose between. Either they make the effort to suppress your emotions, cut off friendships, family, and other bonds. Or, they let their emotions control them entirely, weaponizing their existence and becoming a tool of pure chaos. Neither choice is very appealing.

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Seeing Red

One of the most iconic and identifiable features of a Shadowknight is the eyes. Whenever using any of their abilities, wearing summoned Shadow Armor, or even feeling an emotion that is too strong, a Shadowknight’s eyes will glow red. Depending on the strength of their emotion or intensity of their action, this red can spread from their eyes to the skin around it.

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The Nether

The Nether is the home of all Shadowknights, although not by choice. The Nether was never meant to be inhabited by anyone, which is clear from the lack of food, water, and habitable land present there. However, since the Shadow Lord is trapped in the Nether and not strong enough to leave, the Shadowknights he creates are bound to the Nether in strange ways. Shadowknights feel a natural draw to return to the Nether whenever they are away, and in extreme cases can even feel ill if they are gone for long periods of time. This urge is called The Calling. With time and practice, this urge can be suppressed, though it never completely fades.

On the other hand, Shadowknights are somewhat stronger in the Nether, both magickally and physically. Fighting a Shadowknight on home turf is generally a bad idea, and it’s best to fight them in the Overworld instead.

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Lost and Altered Memories

Although it isn’t inherently a part of becoming a Shadowknight, many knights find themselves without their memories from when they were alive, or unknowingly have had parts of their memories changed. This has become much more common among more recent Shadowknights. (Vylad and Zenix are some of the last notable Shadowknights to not have their memories altered.) This is largely because of Gene, the Shadow Lord’s most trusted knight. His magicks let him manipulate the memories of others, and the Shadow Lord encourages him to use his abilities to create a more willing army. Many knights who might’ve originally questioned the Shadow Lord and his goals have their memories altered so that they are more willing to follow the Shadow Lord, and kill in his name. (Sasha is a notable Shadowknight who this applies to.)

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