#so I’m gonna focus on that break thru

[itsbeenclaireified]

I finally cracked a break thru in my personal skiing yesterday in carving and it felt absolutely amazing!

I need to figure out how to get a photo or something of me doing it because it felt crazy. And the clinician I was working with is one that I’ve been working with for 10 years so I just really value his input and so it just felt extra special.

It’s just been a while since I’ve felt like I’ve made a big jump in level, and when you’re at my level everything is at such a fine tune that sometimes I gaslight myself and think “you can’t really tell what’s wrong there, you’re just guessing”. But yesterday I really felt like it clicked and it felt amazing.

#of course that means I had a canceling day at my regular job #but here we are #highs and lows #so I’m gonna focus on that break thru #and to think I almost didn’t go to that clinic lol #claireified

[munson-blurbs]

Howdy Ho 👋

Pretty please 🙏🏻 could I request:

Snickers

Kit-Kat

Eddie Munson

Could be 18+ if the mood so takes you, but not essential 😁

You: could be 18+ Me: ooh, they're gonna fuck

Forced Proximity/Artist!Reader/Eddie Munson

Warnings: smut (18+ only, minors DNI), unprotective p in v (wrap it up), kind of enemies-to-lovers but Eddie is basically just a menace,

WC: 832

Divider credit to @saradika

You usually like to do your drawing alone, either in complete silence or the sound of the radio playing lowly in the background. Something soft and melodic that allows you to envelop yourself in your creativity. 

In essence, the exact opposite of the heavy metal blasting throughout the classroom as Eddie Munson sings along.

“Do you have headphones or something?” you ask him, wincing as a guitar riff pierces your ears. 

He shakes his head. “Broken.” One word, and then he’s back to washing paint brushes.

You sigh, trying to maintain your attention on the sketch in front of you. Your pencil glides across the page, while you stay hunched over the table. The face that you’re drawing is starting to take shape, looking less like a blob and more like a–

“TIME MARCHES ON! FOR WHOM THE BELL TOLLS!” Eddie’s obnoxious voice shatters your concentration, and you look over at him with a glare. He’s using a brush as a makeshift microphone, blissfully unaware of the irritation he’s causing you. Or maybe he simply doesn’t care.

“Okay, seriously?” You slam your pencil down, nearly breaking it in two. “Do you have to be here right now?”

Eddie nods slowly. “Uh, yeah. Apparently, manual labor is going to teach me ‘respect,’ or whatever.” He rolls his eyes, and you can’t blame him. It seems like he’ll never learn how to be a decent human being.

“Well, some of us need to focus,” you snap, hands balled into fists. “So, if you would kindly shut up…”

“I’ve never shut up a day in my life,” he chortles, turning off the faucet and flicking water from his fingers in your direction. “And I’m not gonna start now.”

You cross your arms over your chest. “Oh, really?” One foot in front of the other, making your way to him. 

“Mhm. In fact, now that I know it pisses you off so much, I’m—oomph!”

His retort is cut short by you pressing your lips to his, effectively silencing him. His palm instinctively rests against your cheek, the other gripping your waist as he deepens the kiss. 

Wordlessly, he positions you so you can hoist yourself atop the closest table. Your fingers comb through his tangled curls before dropping down to his belt, fumbling with the buckle. 

“Whoa, whoa,” Eddie breaks the kiss with a laugh. “You shut me up, okay? No need for all of this.”

You shrug. “What if I want to?”

He raises his eyebrows in surprise. “Like, here? Now?” He breaks out into a goofy grin when you nod in response. “Well, shit, yeah!”

He unbuttons your jeans in record time before starting on his own. You wriggle out of your pants, showing off where a wet patch is forming on your cotton panties. Eddie sees this and exhales, smile growing wider. 

“Prettiest girl in the goddamn school, all wet for little old me?”

Your hand grazes the waistband of his boxers. “Doesn’t seem little,” you purr, tongue gliding over your lips. “Mind if I see for myself?”

Eddie swallows thickly, his bravado quickly fading. “Y-Yeah. I mean, no, I don’t mind.” He moans as you tug down his underpants, exposing a full-blown erection. Pre-cum pools at the tip, resting against his wiry pubic hair. 

You spit on it, saliva trickling down the shaft as your hand follows close behind. He twitches in your grasp, throwing his head back in ecstacy. 

After you pump his cock a few times, he takes it from you, tapping the head against your clit before running it through your labia. He looks at you with wide, wondering eyes. 

“Please. Need you.” It’s all you can manage, but it’s all Eddie needs to hear. He moves your panties out of the way and pushes into you, gently until he bottoms out. Guiding your hips forward, he begins thrusting, groaning with each snap of his hips. 

Strings of barely coherent words fall from his lios. “Tight—warm—fuck—mmm—s’good.”

You wrap your legs around his waist, biting your lip to muffle your own sounds. Eddie shakes his head and uses his thumb to free your lower lip from under your teeth. 

“Wanna hear you, baby.” 

The same thumb that was just on your mouth is soon on your clit, rubbing fast circles that have you crying out his name. 

“Eddie, r-right there, shit.”

You clench around him as you come, a vice grip on his dick. He spills into you moments later, unable to hold back any longer. 

“Holy Christ, what the fuck was that?” Eddie breathes as he withdraws, tucking his softening length back into his boxers. 

“That was me shutting you up.” You fix your own underwear and re-button your jeans. “And if you can be quiet for the rest of the afternoon, I’ll blow you.”

He says nothing in response, just mimes zipping his lips, and turns back to the remaining dirty paint brushes. 

Now, your only distraction is the thought of how good he’ll taste on your tongue. 

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#trope or treat #eddie munson #eddie munson fanfic #eddie munson stranger things #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x you #fanfic #stranger things fanfic #eddie munson fluff #eddie munson smut #smut

[moodywyrm]

no breakdowns here

college! vi x reader

so I watched arcane,,,, I need vi so so bad. MDNI on principle or I'll cry. I will probably write more of her if I don’t have a colossal breakdown first but ya know. college. 

songs! cariño by the Marias it’s one of my favorite songs ever and it’s just so so soft I'll cry over it 

wc: 1.3k

Thinking about sitting next to Vi in the history class she’s taking for her GE, whereas ur the sweet lil history major that she sat next to on the first day

She thought u were really cute so obviously, she chose the seat right next to u out of the entire class

U two say ur hellos and goodbyes before class, share notes throughout lecture, lean into each other to whisper lil comments, repress the unbelievable sapphic tension between u two. ya know, normal seatmate things.

Class with her is always a fun time, filled with giggles n explanations n overall she is just so glad she sat with u, especially when u get all bright-eyed and bushy-tailed over getting to talk about history with her

so needless to say, she’s more than a lil bit shocked when u come in one day and don’t say good morning or smile or really look at her at all

u just sit down, pull ur supplies out n keep ur head down n she’s just like??? What happened to hello??? How are you???

no but actually she is very concerned bc u r rarely this quiet, at least to her

So she shuts her laptop and turns to u, leaning her head down to try and look at ur face n her heart does a weird little upset flip bc u are holding back tears and u have this lil frown on ur face n she just goes “oh sweetheart”

n u almost break then and there, sniffling extra hard and looking up at the ceiling to make sure u don’t start sobbing before ur 9am topics in world history class bc that would blow

u look at her and give her the saddest lil smile she’s ever seen and her heart breaks bc while u may be quiet, u were always confident n rn u look like ur gonna crawl into a hole and never come out

n then u whisper a lil ‘hey, i’m okay’ to her and she looks at u like oh honey oh no n she asks u ‘what’s wrong sweets?’

n u just Go

“I didn’t get to eat breakfast this morning bc I forgot to set my alarm and I look like shit and I have so so much work to do, like four assignments and that would be fine if i understood the readings but I don’t and i feel like an idiot and i’m just so tired and sad all the time” and Breath  

u pause and look at her, and Vi just hauls her arm around ur shoulders, tucking u into her n u both Pause bc hold up?? Physical affection???? More pls pls pls

It’s kinda an awkward position but nonetheless u reach up to hold the hand on ur shoulder, n lean into her (trying very hard not to focus on the squish of her chest pressing into u thru her sports bra bc she is always in the fucking sports bra)

N then she starts whispering to u n talking u down from a breakdown n honestly u might start crying purely bc she is being so gentle with u

‘Alright sweets, ur gonna sit here and not think about any of that rn. Take whatever notes u think u can, n then u can fill em in with mine. Do you have anything to do after this? No? Ok, we’re gonna go get breakfast, my treat don’t u dare fight it, n decompress n then, if u want to, we’ll find a nice place to sit and do our work, alright? Sound good?’

n ur near tears n ur so warm n u can’t speak bc she’s sooooo perfect that u just give her a lil nod n a sniffle

N she can’t help herself, she presses a lil smooch to the top of ur head and tightens her arm around u as more students start to filter in

“You’re not an idiot, you’re just overwhelmed. Princess, you’re the smartest person I know, but it’s hard to be so smart and so intense all the time. You’re allowed to take a break and ask for help.”

Ur voice is so small and sweet when u look up at her n go ‘thank u :(’

n she smiles at u and lets u both return to ur spots, but right before class starts she leans down to ur ear and whispers ‘n by the way, u don’t look like shit princess, u should wear those leggings more often’ with a lil wink n oh m y god 

yeah u didn’t get like any notes down, u had to use hers after class

Speaking of after class!! She totally helps u pack up ur things, slotting pens into ur lil pen case and holding ur bag up so u don’t have to lean down to put everything in

Even helps u put on ur backpack like the perfect lil gf material she is

So u two make ur way to the main coffee shop on campus, not holding hands but walking incredibly close :(

n to distract u from ur worries, she’s telling u abt how her friend ekko walked in on her just as she fell of her bed n then her downstairs neighbor come up to yell at her abt the thunk

n ur laughing so hard bc girl wtf but it’s so worth it to see u smile, especially in the morning when the sun is hitting u just right so u look downright angelic in ur pretty lil flared legging n tied up t-shirt that fit so so well she just wants to take a bite out of u chomp chomp

n she’s definitely blushing bc this is the first time u two have hung out outside of class n it’s bc she wants to make u feel good and then she realizes she always wants to make u feel good and oh no vi u have a crush! A huge debilitating crush! a gf level crush!

So internally she’s losing it just a lil bit by the time u get to the coffee shop, which is packed and makes u anxious all over again

So obviously, when u get in line and she notices just how fidgety ur getting, she wraps one big strong arm around ur waist and tugs u into her side, whispering to u that it’s okay, you’ll just get ur food and then find somewhere nice n quiet to sit

n ur mind is spinning at this point, but in the good way bc her arm feels so secure n warm around u, u might just have to kiss this girl silly

Ofc she orders for the both of u when u get to the cash register, detaching for a split second to grab her wallet out of her pocket and then immediately clinging back onto u

By the time u two find a nice lil spot in a quiet, tucked away corner of the school to eat ur food, u feel like ur gonna combust with all the yearning ur experiencing rn

Don’t worry so is Vi

Bc she’s sitting there, leaning against a tree, watching u sit in a patch of sun breaking through the leaves, munching on a breakfast croissant and sipping an iced matcha latte

ur practically haloed by the sun dancing across ur skin, looking all warm and content 

she swears ur the prettiest girl she’s ever seen, n she’s seen a lot of pretty girls

That’s the moment, that peaceful silence where she gets to watch you decompress and build yourself back up to your usual self, where she swears to every god in the universe that she’ll make u hers

If she can ever manage to stop freaking out when u lean into her

She;s so cute i need her so bad

#arcane fic #vi x reader #arcane vi x reader #arcane fluff #arcane vi fluff #arcane vi #arcane #vi x reader fluff #vi fluff #arcane x reader fic

[quinloki]

Okay honestly you’re so valid for having Sabo thoughts bc tell me why today I had the thought of like

Ace is your ex hs boyfriend and y’all ended things on good terms you just weren’t that into eachother and made better friends so you’ve stayed friends casually and like

Something happens and you end up needing to call him and he picks you up with his hot brother Sabo (or Marco passed my mind too ngl) in the car and you’re like shit I can’t date my ex’s brother… but then situations ensue and >>

I wish I was better at putting my thoughts into words so I could enable you more, tbh 🫡

(The shiny ace made it so hard for me to take pics or wouldn’t focus!!!)

Also I just dug thru all my extra cards that I’m gonna pass along to my cousins and I don’t have any Sabo?? This is a travesty I must correct.

Listen I’m so glad you’re on the Marco/Sabo train cause let’s be real. Not many people are. And I’m glad I can come into your inbox and talk about them bc I have absolutely too many brainrots with them lately.

i can see it though.

Sabo ends up learning details about you from Ace, once he admits to Ace he's interested. You and Ace had a clean break, mutual, no real drama - there was a relief to it, honestly, you were both relieved the other was okay with stepping the romance into friendship without breaking any hearts.

You missing your bus was an unexpected windfall for Sabo, when he decides to tag along with Ace to get you home. The blonde's smitten, the fact that you and Ace get along so well is probably part of it. Observant and far more detail oriented than Ace or Luffy, Sabo picks up on the fact that you're at least physically attracted to him.

He's sure he knows how the chat will go with Ace, but he asks anyway. Ace is for it - Sabo's a good dude, and Ace won't have to worry about you. Not that he can yay or nay who you do date, but as his friend he wants you safe and happy.

This got long, more under the cut!

With Sabo there's no chance you'll be calling him crying cause some jerk wad beat you up (or tried to, you've got a solid hook, much to Ace's dismay).

Sabo doesn't hold back - he's not getting down on one knee in public or anything, but he does break the ice with a single flower, his number written inside the paper bow wrapped around the stem. Putting you at ease and letting you know he's already talked to Ace about it, as long as your comfortable with it, he'd like to see where things go.

He's such a perfect gentleman it almost makes your head spin. Pulls out your chair, opens doors, helps you in and out of your coat, offers his hand when you're stepping down or up from something. Even with every fluid action, he's still right up against you in the club.

You can feel every taut muscle just beneath his clothes as you move with the music. Actions full of silk are coming from fingers that could shatter stone.

You're not going into things completely blank on him either. Ace talked about his brothers a LOT. You haven't met Luffy yet, he's finishing school abroad, sometimes his grandfather insisted on, but you feel like you already know him.

You don't know all of Sabo's secrets, but you know there's a beast beneath the tailored clothes and well-kept hats. Not that that's a deterrent in the slightest, as his club styled dancing has ballroom dancing steps woven into it, you can't help but wonder what weaves its way through his moves in other settings.

There's no rush - you enjoy one another's company on many levels and most of your dates end with a sweet kiss that grows deeper and deeper as time goes on.

When you invite him inside, you can hear the leather of his gloves creak as his fingers flex. He accepts, letting you lead the pace and vibe of the night. There's no strain in his voice, no urgent need in his actions, even though your heart's about to beat out of your chest, your own nerves making you a mess.

The smile that slips across his lips when you ask him to be a gentleman and help you out of your clothes is one you hadn't seen before, but most certainly would again.

#quin answers #kazieai #sabo the revolutionary #portgas d ace #x reader #reader insert

[hausofmamadas]

MURDER HUSBANDS | Wind them up and watch them go (love letter to NBC’s Hannibal)

♫ To the tune of Climbing Up the Walls by Radiohead (with overture by Bruno Battisti D’Amario) ♫

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Wow

So I feel like I say this every time. But Mary mother of god, this was a behemoth. By a mile the hardest vid I’ve ever made joke’s on me bc I’m the fucking crackerjack who decided to tack on an whole ass other song as an overture bc why in the name of all cocks would I decide to make anything easy like it’s funny bc I always have an impression of how easy a vid is going to come together when I get the idea, right. And this duo with this song just pbj. So ngl I thought the shit was gonna edit itself. But guess what yall? Radiohead like … makes some intricate, complex-sounding shit stunning revelation, almost as if that’s what they’re fuckinfjsbs known for

HOWMEVER, the day has come, it’s arrived and I’ve looked at this thing for so long now, I sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, cannot tell if it’s good anymore. My last vid, I took a long break so by the end, I had enough time away from it to remember it was at least good. This? This could be visual gobbledygook, mush for your eyes, the equivalent of that shit brown shade you get when you mix too many water colors together.

But likehopefully it’s not and you can pls enjoy this love letter to one of the greatestqueer romances in modern media, which is a bold statement whatever fight me but I can’t think of a queer ship before this in tv/movies where the romance unfolds like any other hetero relationship and queer identity isn’t the focus, which even though I think is important, lbr there’s more to gays than being gay. Like it’s kinda visionary, despite the fact that neither character is explicitly queer, when it becomes clear that they’re in love with each other, no one, in-universe, is pearl-clutching all: EGAD! But Will’s never been with 😱a man😱 before?? How in THE DICKENS could he be in love with Hannibal when I don’t have definitive proof he’s even touched tips with another man let alone been balls deep!!!!!!!! How dare he not have this big, gay awakening for us all to gawk at applaud for!!!!” ?

No, literally every character: Jack, Alana, Bedelia, Margot, Mason, even Will’s wife god bless I cannot remember her name but she deserved better *shakes fist at Will* etc., all acknowledge the transcendent romantic bond btwn them and no one questions it. Well, no one questions it thru the lens of performed queerness. Tbf ppl had a lotta questions about the like probable impending multiple murders which validsisjwh

These are just 2 ppl who’re in love with each other to the point of being uncontrollably homicidal Which like … goals? Like I’ve really wracked my brain and can’t think of another queership that unfolds like every other hetero ass love story. That is to say, where fluidity is more the default, at least to the extent that no one talks about the orientation of either players within the show’s universe. Regardless of whether Bryan Fuller intended that from the start which tbh I don’t think he did but I also don’t think it’s fair to call it queerbaiting. I think he let the story unfold and realized kinda with the rest of us that this was a magical!realism romance and not a crime procedural and by S3 leaned tf into it doesn’t really matter bc the universe in which these two exist to truss each other up like Christmas turkeys aka foreplay symbolizes so much more to me than whatever it was initially invented to be. And if it’s not art, folks, idk what is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Ofc I mean the show is art, not the vid. Vid=potential gobbledygook

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taglist: @tofuwildcard @narcolini @ashlingnarcos @drabbles-mc

#Hannibal #will graham x hannibal lecter #hannigram #nbc hannibal #fan edit #fan trailer #also I know it’s been said before #but these two walked so Louis and Lestat could fly #except Lestat could already fly but like ygwim #mine #tribute video #y’know what I realized Xena is another undercover gay experiment #but I would argue they’re more queer coded since their gay love wasn’t confirmed until well after the show was over #but they deserve honorable mention bc the writers didn’t shy away from the subtextual gay love #or spend a ton of time dangling it in our faces only to turn around and punk us …. Supernatural you know who you are

[chicken-fifi]

Right Person, Wrong Time | Yunho (TVXQ) Imagine

Pairing: Jung Yunho x Reader

Requested by anon: Heyy fifi, so i have this idea in mind where yunho(tvxq) and the reader were a highschool sweetheart but they broke up because they got busy with their own life and they just shifted apart. But somewhere in the future they meet again thru some friends, the sparks are still there, but it's not the right timing for them. Im gonna leave the ending up to you^^ im down for any angst or fluff ending ((just dont leave me hanging please(⁠´⁠°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥⁠ω⁠°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥⁠｀⁠))) thank you❤️

Genre: angst

Word Count: 1,565 words

A/n: i immediately thought of three different taylor swift songs to inspire this writing session (slut!, right where you left me, and New Year's Day). the urge to just have made this a three-part installment, based on the three songs, was there, but i resisted it (unless you guys have other plans.....). anyways, please enjoy!

Tunes: slut!, right where you left me, New Year's Day by taylor swift; favorite crime by olivia rodrigo among others

“The divorce rate rate for high school sweethearts is 54 percent during the first ten years of marriage” (Tenn and Tenn, 2022).

The second you got the notification you were filled with immense relief as you felt you’d dodged a bullet in becoming a statistic. Though you and Yunho had been high school sweethearts, slowly but surely coming to terms with the idea of marriage being the end goal as your relationship progressed into adulthood, things did not stay that way. When he’d debuted with TVXQ, you had been thrilled to hear the news, it had been his dream after all. That happiness only lasted so long before he began drifting, needing to focus on the group - you yourself were also busy, getting ready for college entrance exams, eventually started studying, and picking up a part-time job to make ends meet as you were far away from home. Over the course of three years, the two of you had grown accustomed to seeing each other less and less. 

Then 2009 happened. 

If you were used to seeing less and less of your boyfriend before then, he was practically a ghost once that year hit. It was hard, you’d admit that much. Between the legal issues brought up both upon and by the group and the recent full-time position you’d taken shortly after your graduation earlier in the year, it was a miracle the public even found out about your relationship to begin with. That certainly hadn’t helped your relationship. Between being busier than you two had even been in your lives and being scrutinized for dating, it was no wonder the two of you began drifting apart until eventually, just two weeks shy of what would have been your seven year anniversary, the two of you decided to break things off.

So while you hadn’t become a high school sweetheart divorce statistic, why did it feel like you had some other statistic?

~~~

“Come on, it’ll be fun!” your friend begged, trying to reason with you to come to a meetup. “I promise it’ll be fun and if you don’t like it after thirty minutes, you can leave if you want.”

Why can I not go to start with? you wonder without voicing, not wanting to upset her. She was trying so hard to get you to take a break from working so much, and you weren’t having it. In all honesty, you would rather not go, but what can you do sometimes? 

“Please?”

Letting out a breath, you agreed, “Fine. But I’m only going for thirty minutes regardless of if I like it or not.”

You watched as your friend jumped for joy, immediately rushing to your closet and beginning to pull out various articles of clothing attempting to make an outfit that was fit for a nightclub.

“Woahwoahwoahwoah” you rushed out. “I’m not wearing something that short and skimpy. No way in hell.”

She pouted, dropping the mini skirt you hadn’t seen in years (  that you haven't even worn in much longer than that ) onto your bed. “But I want to introduce you to someone! I really think you like him and that he will like you just as much but you need to make a good impression too!”

“A good impression by leaving little to the imagination of my body?”

There was a split moment of silence.

“Okay, maybe not the right idea from me, but you can’t just go wearing jeans and a t-shirt! You have to dress up! Look nice!”

You deadpanned, blinking slowly at her as she folded her hands in front of her, batting her eyelashes at you as if it would make her point more valid.

“Fine. But I’m picking my outfit.”

~~~

You were certain you were going to wake up with a pounding headache tomorrow morning - and not from a hangover but from the loud music the club had playing. While your friend and some of the other people of your group were clearly tipsy or flat out drunk having had shot after shot within the first hour of your arrival, you were only just beginning to nurse your second drink of the night four hours into the outing. Turns out you can't go home on your own when you get a ride from someone else. Oh how easily you fell into that one.

“Oh!” you heard your friend call out as she looked in your direction but looking past you. “There he is! Come on!”

She grabbed your hand tugging you away from the group and towards the entrance of the club. You were confused as to where she was going until your eyes landed on a man who had just entered the club. A man you were very well acquainted with.

“Yunho!” your friend called out, waving her hand up in the air and grabbing his attention. For a split millisecond, his eyes widened in recognition as he saw you before he quickly recovered waving at your friend as he walked over. “I almost thought you weren’t going to come!”

“I got caught up with something,” he explained, before looking at you and extending his hand. “Is this the friend you were telling me about?”

“Oh! Yeah,” she giggled, introducing you to one another. “This is Jung Yunho. He’s a dear friend of mine and I think the two of you would be perfect for one another! Oh! I love this song! You have fun and get to know each other!”

She rushed off disappearing onto the dancefloor of people crowded together.

“Did you-” you began.

“I did not,” Yunho answered before you could finish speaking. “She only told me she wanted to introduce me to a friend. She does that a lot honestly and I usually just say that something came up at the last minute and don’t end up coming to these things.”

You nodded, sitting in the awkward silence between the two of you for a split second. “So how have you been?”

Yunho made a noise of unease, “Pretty good, all things considered. I, um, she told me you work at a law firm?”

“Oh, yeah. Just recently got promoted to associate attorney. I passed the exam and had enough experience at the firm to get the new position. You and Changmin recently celebrated the 20 year anniversary of the group from what I remember, congratulations on that. 20 years is a long time.”

He nodded, giving you a quiet thanks before the conversation went stagnant once again. There was clearly an elephant between the two of you that neither of you were willing to address, whether it be because of the public location or the pure awkwardness around it you weren't sure. You weren’t going to lie and say you didn’t find him attractive even after all these years. There was something magnetic about him that drew you in, like a moth to a flame. And it was clear that there was something drawing him to you as well. Your eyes scanned every inch of each other’s bodies, noticing the differences since the last time the two of you had crossed passed all those years ago, the signs of aging and maturity much more prominent and present than ever before. Neither of you would deny that the year had done wonders for you both.

“You know,” Yunho began before drifting off a split second, before speaking again. “You know I never wanted to break up with you. I never wanted what we had to end, ever.”

Neither did I, you thought to yourself looking at him closely.

“Is it crazy for me to want to give us another shot?” he asked. “I don’t think I’ve connected with someone and been as happy with another person as I have been with you.”

“Not crazy at all,” you replied mindlessly. “I think we’re the case of the right person, wrong time…”

Yunho looked at you without saying a word before taking a step closer to you, “Do you really believe that? Do you really, honestly, truly believe that? If we were to start over, today, do you think we would still have the same connection we had then?”

You faltered momentarily. You were certain that there would be some form of a connection between the two of you, but you weren't entirely sure it would be the same. The two of you had grown and changed since then. You were two different people who have learned and adapted throughout the life you had lived apart from one another. But deep down, you old selves were still there, just different.

“I think we’d have a different connection that suits us more.”

The two of you stared at one another in silence for a hot minute, letting your words settle in your minds. The silence ended when Yunho nodded and looked away from you in the direction of the dance floor, deep in thought as he sighed.

“Okay.”

Okay? That’s it?

“Dinner tomorrow night at 8pm. Just the two of us. I can pick you from your place if you feel comfortable enough for that,” he added, pulling out his phone and handing it to you. “I don’t know if you changed your num-”

“I haven’t. Have you?”

He shook his head.

“Tomorrow night then. I’ll, uh, text you my new address.”

“Alright. It’s a date?”

You smiled, “It’s a date.”

It’s a date!

#kpop #kpop imagines #kpop scenarios #tvxq #tvxq masterlist #tvxq u-know #tvxq yunho #tvxq jung yunho #tvxq imagines #tvxq scenarios #u-know #yunho #jung yunho #u-know imagines #u-know scenarios #yunho imagines #yunho scenarios #jung yunho imagines #jung yunho scenarios

[dadvans]

okay the longfic from 2018 I am dying to know more

haha WELL. as it sits right now, i have it running from 2011 thru 2018. it's mostly about sid being terrible at relationships. i ended up creating several docs to accompany it, essentially a timeline of everything sid, nate, and sidnate-adjacent from those years, as well as color coded spreadsheets to track wins, losses, locations, and notable events for both the avs and pens across those years. each scene has been rewritten probably 5 times. it's truly a labor of love and so i will probably finish it when i'm 90.

here is the opening:

People wouldn’t shut up about Nathan MacKinnon. He was unavoidable like a well-aimed hit to the head, and Sid would know. The concussion symptoms had continued past the post-season and Sid still couldn’t get around without throwing up sometimes. He didn’t feel in control of himself, and there were days he would get so mad he would break something, or he would try to drive somewhere by himself and just end up crying at the wheel before going back inside, and he kept forgetting things. Like Nathan MacKinnon. Everything that first year was scattered and he remembered only a handful of things about Nate, like he was reading testimonials on the back of a book.

People are saying about Nathan MacKinnon:

“...been at Shattuck the past two years on my recommendation, but he’s been working with Dee mostly. Thinking if we can’t get him with Halifax this year in the draft, he might go the college route, but I’m hearing good things. This kid is hot as shit right now.” -- Pat Brisson, Agent.

“Oh man. He’s intense. And a great kid. But God.” -- Alexi Pianosi, Trainer. 

“...like, we maybe had one class together, but I don’t think we ever talked, and now he’s not even going to be going there next year. He’s not a creep or anything, if that’s what you’re worried about. He didn’t hit on me. He didn’t even talk to me. He’s not even cute. And if we ever practiced together I could have shut him out for sure.” -- Taylor Crosby, Sister.

“...yeah, just a couple blocks away from your mom and dad’s, I was there last week! Great kid, fast as a bullet, lotta heart…” -- Dee Lizzo, Agent.

“His form is terrible, but it should be early enough to train him out of it. If we get him as fast as he is with the right form, he’s gonna be a nightmare.”  -- Andy O’Brien, Trainer.

If circumstances were different, if Sid had his usual focus or attention, if Sid wasn’t a fucking mess all the time, maybe he would have had a better understanding of Nathan MacKinnon before they ever met. As it was, Nathan MacKinnon was a patchwork specter of several facts and figures Sid heard ad nauseum about speed and point totals and good hometown boyishness. Sid didn’t really see Nathan MacKinnon for what he was. He never saw him coming. Like a hit to the head. Perfect aim. He never stood a chance.

#sidnate #hockey rpf #dadvans replies

[thatbitchsimone]

(Trigger warning for anyone struggling with their relationship with food!!!)

I know this probably isn’t the best place to ask this question, but I don’t know where else to go to get an honest opinion and I’ve read your replies to a lot of messages and they’re really insightful and honest!

Do you have any advice on how to deal with weight gain in recovery from a ed? I’m struggling to find reassurance that’s it’s okay and normal and a good thing. I want to keep going in my recovery but I’m finding it really hard the further I go.

i cant fully grasp that dread anorexics feel about gaining weight since once again i havent experienced it but i can however ofc relate to the uncomfortableness u feel when ur body goes thru changes so thats the perspective im kinda gonna use here

the way ur body looks in the process/beginning of gaining weight isnt really the way ur body is gonna look once the weight has been stabilized and ur body has kinda ”settled down”. like ur gonna get bloated. ur gonna have water retention. theres gonna be puffiness. but thats not how ur gonna look forever like ur body is just trying to get accustomed to ur new intake and lifestyle. ur body has probably been deprived from A LOT during ur ed and thats gonna play into the way it first reacts to and handles the increase in food and weight as well. ur also not used to it yet. like ur brain needs to catch up. the goal of weight gain in recovery is also not to go from underweight to overweight. like ur not gonna get actually fat. the goal is to get u to normal weight. rn that may look fat to u but thats ur disordered brain distorting things like ur very blinded by ur disorder when it comes to whats normal and whats not like ur brain isnt even fully functioning rn bc its starved. idk what else to say like its gonna be hard but u just gotta ride it out. its like quitting smoking or drugs. u gotta ride out the withdrawal period like thats the first and hardest obstacle and then it will kinda even out and u will get some confidence out of the fact that u got thru the first trial like ur gonna be like yeah i did that i could do that like ur gonna feel strong and proud and thats whats gonna motivate u even further. overcoming hardships builds ur confidence more than anything and thats the sort of confidence that goes above and beyond the superficial like ur gonna gain this new appreciation for urself and ur body that is way more solid and real then just ur body looking a certain way or whatever like ur gonna start gaining true confidence. ur gonna be happier. focus on that like focus on the end goal here dont let temporary feelings and thoughts stop u from evolving. u already know this is what u want. ur gonna feel like shit sometimes but thats part of it like thats what recovery is u are recovering from bad shit and its a messy and sometimes terrifying exhausting road but u stay on that road. maybe u will stop and sit down at a bench on the sidewalk just to recharge and get a bit of a break but then u get up and keep walking again like u know u can do it and i know u can do it too

[hattrickprincess]

F1 prompt #7 (I’m back since you’re gonna start writing this one)

Lewis invites kylian for the silverstone race (that’s his home race) and kylian happily goes. But since the invite is from Lew, he needs to hosted by the Mercedes folks but he really wants to visit Ney at Ferrari. So he tries to sneak around. Usually he has his entourage with him, guiding him. But because he wants to meet Ney 1-1 and doesn’t want anyone to find out, he ventures out on his own and gets really lost (there are so many areas in the paddock, so many people - it’s quite easy to be lost in his defence). Ney is texting him the entire time on where he is because they need to be quick. It’s race day and typically drivers are super busy that day because if the race is in the afternoon, the morning is spent doing prep, going thru data and strategy with the team and even giving some interviews etc. it’s busy busy busy. Ney is in the middle of a strategy meeting but he can’t help but peer at his phone time to time wondering where kylian is. They only have a 15 min break where Ney can sneak him into his driver room before he needs to somewhere else.

So eventually Ney has to venture out in the paddock and try to find the footballer himself. It’s not very hard because he just goes to a group of people gathering and wanting photos with kylian. He feels bad because he is being hounded by at least 20 people around him and he didn’t even come with his bodyguard. Ney quickly intervenes and the focus turns on him. But this is nothing new for the Ferrari driver, he can handle fans in the paddock. So he politely takes some pictures and gives some autographs himself before dragging kylian away to the driver’s room in the Ferrari hospitality.

Firstly he makes fun of kylian getting lost because how hard is it to find the Ferrari hospitality. It’s literally brightest red thing in the whole of the paddock. Then he proceeds to kiss kylian senseless because he needs his lucky charm kisses before the race. It’s about to get more steamy but a knock on the door interrupts them as Ney’s PA tells him that he needs to get ready for the driver’s parade.

They part reluctantly. But Ney ends up winning the race later. Lewis comes second. So as they gather below the podium for the ceremony. It seems like kylian is standing there amongst the Mercedes folks cheering for Lewis’ podium but really he is cheering ridiculously the moment the trophy is handed to Ney. Ney winks at him from the podium and pretends to blow a kiss at the crowd below but it’s really for Kylian.

Later on, kylian demands his reward for being such a good luck charm for Ney and the driver makes sure that kylian is rewarded generously ;)

aww i love these prompts so much i'm so happy you're back!! with how many ideas we have this story is going to be so long so please never stop with the prompts, they're amazing <333

#f1 prompts

[weird-dere-fics]

I think it might be time to retreat a little from tumblr n soc media (including discord) again…

Dunno lately I haven’t been feeling great and i think it’s time I really try to focus on me for a bit. I’ve just been struggling with that and struggling in general, y’know?

Uh… Yee. This feels like it’s different from the last time I took a break. I def think I’m better as compared to then, but there’s some stuff I think I still really need to figure out. Rough out here. Like things don’t feel necessarily,,, unhealthy like that last time I needed a break. It’s just, different right now. I think it’s me more than anything. But I’m still not sure. Just thinkin’.

Could just be me in my feels rn after journaling but Imma be finking about tingz. Could be depression???? Possibly. But idk for sure.

Don’t expect me to completely disappear just yet. But I might either be lurking or just be a lil quieter than usual. Still gonna try and support as I should thru reblogs n stuff if I so feel inclined, tho. But uh, not sure about much more than that rn. We’ll see.

Love you all 💜💜💜.

#I’ll be here vibin ig #kithes 💋💋💋 #dere musings #dere talk time++

[bigboobyhalo]

obviously disregard this if you want etc etc you dont need me to tell you. but as someone who fell out of dsmp a while ago but still loves c!sam as a character. can you briefly sum up what happened or at least why it was so terrible?

okay okay let me see if I can try. I couldn’t do it last time cuz I was so pissed off about it and knew that my bias would drag it wayyy down but. well I’m still gonna be really really biased against it cuz it sucked but maybe it will be more coherent ? I’ll probably miss some stuff too cuz I have actually been trying my hardest to NOT remember this stream

basically c!sam and c!philza were friends way back in the day, which is already really confusing and weird and unnecessary and ultimately kind of stupid, and sam showed phil that he made a way to create multiple bodies (yep the alternate bodies lore is the focus here) n that it could maybe be used to cheat death and phil was like “nope. fuck that. death is awesome and I’m not you’re friend anymore” and flew away and then they were never friends again. which like. what was the point ?

then there was a way-too-long recap of the egg lore finale which contained lots of stuff that was completely unnecessary for understanding the events of this stream (honestly this isn’t even crit on the content of the lore itself, it’s just like … we didn’t need it!)

and THEN this is where it gets REALLY BAD. boomer is at his house and then he gets visions of the egg and some frog statues and a castle and he’s so so so scared or something that he runs away and he runs for literal years and years and years and then he reaches the castle from his visions and he goes thru a cave under the tunnel and finds a secret laboratory where sam’s body is floating in a tube and he breaks it and sam is like “ahhh boomer ?? what happened???” and sam slowly starts remembering everything and it turns out that he’s been in that tube for years ever since ponk killed him in the egg finale which means this is a fucking timeskip to YEARS in the future and apparently there’s been a fucking eggpocalypse that we literally don’t get to see or learn anything about and maybe everyone is dead but we don’t fucking know !! absolutely fucking ABYSMAL way to reveal that an eggpocalypse happened it pisses me off sooo much. we had just reached the climax of the crimson storyline. something that has been gradually built up for nearly TWO YEARS NOW. the egg LITERALLY JUST HATCHED. and now we’re skipping SEVERAL YEARS INTO THE FUTURE ?? thru POVs of characters who are now COMPLETELY DETACHED FROM THE EGGPOCALYPSE ITSELF ??? and THAT’S HOW THEY WANNA REVEAL THAT AN EGGPOCALYPSE HAPPENED ????? LIKE ?? HELLOOO ??? THIS SUCKS. IT WASTES ALL OF THAT WONDERFUL CLIMACTIC BUILDUP THAT THE EGG HAD GOING ON. THE EGG FINALE HAD BEEN SO FUCKING GOOD AND THEN THIS SHITSHOW COMES ALONG AND FUCKS IT ALL UP !!!!

and as if it couldn’t get any worse, CC!boomer apparently said that this is actually an alternate timeline and up to interpretation or whatever. which initially sounds like it makes it a lot better because oh well it’s just an alternate timeline it’s not necessarily canon to other storylines but then you realize that these motherfuckers just introduced ALTERNATE GOD DAMN TIMELINES into the ALREADY RIDICULOUSLY COMPLICATED STORY that is the DSMP. like what the actual fuck is WRONG with you ?? also, since the eggpocalypse happening is apparently an “alternate timeline” thing, then it probably won’t happen in the actual canon timeline or whatever the fuck. it’s just completely garbage

some other shit happened after boomer broke sam out of the tube or whatever. they went to a swamp and boomer jumped in a hole or something but I honestly could not even be bothered to care at that point. the best outcome here is that this convoluted, nonsensical garbage gets retconned and no one ever speaks of it again. UGH.

#ask #neg #critical #I hate thinking about this lore it makes me so sad #the egg finale had been SOOO GOOD. WHY DID THEY HAVE TO DO THISSSSS

[maerenee930]

random thoughts.

kinda like venting/mostly just getting some thoughts and feelings out that have been bothering me lately 😣

i do talk a lot about anxiety, btw! and i mention panic attacks and i talk about my depression. just wanted to give a heads up incase anyone does actually end up reading this rambling nonsense lol.

ooh, i also do swear quite a bit.

my anxiety is so unbelievably high 😖 like holy fuck!!

i feel like i’m actually crazy 😞😭

i mean like between my new job and just my generalized anxiety and some other things, i just feel like a damn mess lol.

but like for real though 😓

my anxiety keeps making my chest tight regularly.

during work, when i’m on my way home from work and when i get home. i’ll just be trying to breathe and relax and my anxiety says “NOPE!!” and makes me feel so very close to having a panic attack.

i feel so fucking stupid 😭

i feel so goddamn fucking dumb for letting my anxiety get the better of me. and because it’s happening regularly/so often! it’s like just fucking get your shit together for fucks sake!

and then because my anxiety has been so bad/getting worse, it’s starting to mess with my depression and making it worse and i just wanna run away and need a break from my brain 😭

i do like my new job, btw! like i do. it’s just so different and not like anything i’ve done before and it’s really far out of my comfort zone so it’s just still an adjustment, you know? 😣

and what’s not helping my anxiety at all is that after this week, i’m not gonna be with the person who’s been training me. they’re moving to another department 😣

and i’m very happy for them! i mean they’re going to somewhere they’ve wanted to be for a while now so that’s so awesome for them! i just have gotten so used to like being with them or having them by me and i’m not ready to not have them by me, watching over what i’m doing or reassuring me/reminding me that what i’m doing is correct and i’m doing everything in order or right.

i’m not ready to like not have them there right by me and can remind me what step comes next or help me when i’m still very unsure of myself 😓

but at the same time, it will be kinda nice to not have someone watching over my shoulder 😅 i mean i will have someone watching over my shoulder next monday cause one of my supervisors will be with me and helping me out cause monday specifically is supposed to be pretty busy, but then after that i’m on my own.

i’m very fucking terrified, extremely nervous, and kinda excited to be on my own. i just really wish i wasn’t on the front line 😅 i don’t like it, like at all lmao! i much prefer being in the back/in the drive thru lol! but all next month i’m scheduled to be on the front line 🙃 i’m really not looking forward to it 😣😓 but hopefully my supervisor will schedule me to be in the drive through more soon 😅

i have so much more i want to say, but my head is all over the place right now and i feel like i can’t focus on each of the thoughts long enough to get them out. if that makes sense? so maybe i’ll add more to this later or i’ll make a new post. idk lol.

fuck i feel like i’m gonna have a panic attack 😖😭

i really fucking hate this feeling 😭😭

#tw/cw anxiety #talking about depression #talking about panic attacks #also i swear quite a bit #just a heads up.

[elena-fishr]

If they do remake 5 (which I feel like is potentially coming), I hope they beef up every single personal arc/storyline. Go more into Sheva's backstory, give Jill WAY more to do and her own arc, focus more on Chris grieving/expand out his arc, show more of the relationship between Chris and Jill, show us more of the build up in Chris and Sheva's partnership/friendship etc etc. IMO there's a lot of room in the og for more story, so I hope they utilize that in the remake.

💯💯anon!!

the way they could destroy me emotionally if they get it all right 😭😭😭 re engine versions of those heartbreaking scenes, just imagine the re engine clarity of Chris and Jill’s eyes bro….

I ranted on below the cut way more than I should’ve, sorry anon! I think re5 did great with the story but we know capcom has the power to do even more now and much more experience to fine tune everything, so I hope they put as much love and care into re5r as it looks like they gave re4r

I firmly believe they’re gonna remake all the games up to 6 now, these remakes are like capcom’s guaranteed success no matter what else they do lol

I think they’re beefing up the AI in re4r, friendly AI like Ashley and Luis seem to help more than they did in the og, that focus on AI bodes very well for a re5r and we can get a lot of character building stuff during gameplay too.

I love re5 and how it handled the heavy emotions of the story, I would actually be afraid of them dialing it down. The way my heart breaks EVERY SINGLE TIME TO THIS DAY at the specific way Jill cries “NO!” And then takes the fall for chris in Lost in Nightmares. That line delivery was so powerful. Having it be different will be hard

(I can’t wait to see if re4r will be doing the separate ways dlc because then I can rest easy knowing lost in nightmares is secured for re5r😌) I can’t imagine them not doing LiN tho, it will even work if it’s a section in the main game like in the original concept of it.

ANYWAYS I agree anon!! This game is about not having to do things on your own, not giving up on one another, partnership, teamwork, the relationships HAVE to be solid. It’s the core of the game and the story. I’m feeling insane for even saying this but I feel like capcom can pull thru 😭😭😭 (this re4r excitement really has me like🤡)

Everything you said I want lmao! Particularly with Jill. If they could find a way to have a jill playable section or something that’s not separate dlc. I want her actually in the game.

#Re #Actual insane ramblings #watch re5r never be confirmed lmao

[fandom-imagination-ss]

Dumbledore’s Secrets review.... thoughts..... It’s a mess

I just watched Fantastic beasts and where to Find them Dumbledore Secrets. I have thoughts,  and I have ALOT of questions. Under this Gif, I shall be Spoiling EVERYTHING I can remember So If you do not Like spoilers Please. Do not read. 

First, what I thought this movie would be about, Credence learning how to use magic. and Getting all angry at Albus and Going after him for abandoning him (which kind of happened) And about the How to Break the Blood Vow thing. Albus and Grindlewald made.

-I Knew about the change of Grindlewald I wasn’t a huge fan of the change, (( I am completely Justice for Johnny But if they had to Change the actor.. a Charming Guy would have been better. I get this guy is supposed to be Evil. But he’s supposed to be also Charming to Woo people into agreeing with him. Mads. Didn’t do it for me. Personal opinion. 

Tina 

I knew Tina wasn’t going to be in it (those I was HOPING For more scenes than just 2!)) I am Hopeful for the next movie. she is Fully Back! it made NO sense she would jump and focus on her career after her Sister Joined the Dark side and basically just ignored it? 

-Credence in general

. With the Actors behavior for almost 2 years now with assault etc. Makes sense that they would kill him off, Just so they wouldn’t have another thing to Deal with like what is happening with Amber Heard (( the petition to Kick her out of Aquaman 2 is Now at 4 million!)) the writers, producers, probably Killed him off Due to that. cause they already Knew they were dealing with Bad Press by firing Johnny. One less hassle. that being said, the way they just had him dying (And Not really Showing him Sick until halfway thru when he fought Dumbledore, and then after that fight, he looked like Death was on his door. could have been better. they should have shown Him Ill and Unwell sooner. and what happened to his BFF Voldy Snake? Wtf happened to her?? the Big secret is that He wasn’t actually a brother of Albus but his Nephew. I won’t lie. that surprised me. 

-Newt and the Creatures

, For a Movie series.. about Fantastic beasts. there aren’t many creatures in this movie. I did enjoy watching ppl recognize him Over his brother, and that scene where the brothers are holding hands was cute. Also, the scene where Newt had his hand on Tina’s waist for a second was cute. Newt seemed more open and Huggy and touchy in this movie. which I will Say I enjoyed! 

-Jacob 

I Loved that he got a wand. Does it make Absolutely ANY sense that a Muggle has a wand? Hell  No. Did I enjoy those? Yes. That Being said. Excuse me! you had Jacob a Muggle. who’s been watching his friends play with magic for years now (or however long it is in the movie) We don’t have a scene of him playing with the wand trying to make things Float, or explode Ect we were ROBBED Of seeing him playing with the wand! For a man who just got unlimited power, he didn’t play with it! it was the most unrealistic thing in the movie!

Queenie 

It took me a solid second to realize she was Even Queenie when she was on the other side. she looked so different. I wished they plaid out More that she was regretting her choices. and that she didn’t turn back too Good till the next movie. But still, seeing her Pining for  Jacob and saving him, etc. it would have made the reunion better for me. 

things that Didn’t make sense in the movie  ((If I’m wrong please correct me!))

they probably mentioned it in the harry potter books But Dumbledore’s sister was an Obscurial... while her brothers were both wizards.. who attended Hogwarts. How is that possible? She knew the existence of power, her parents Knew the existence of magic. and let her brothers go off but ignored her? (( i was reading quickly on a wiki page that she hurt some muggle boys and she just.. felt so ashamed she stopped using magic? if that was the case. wouldn’t her family be like “your gonna die if you don’t use your magic!!” and try to fix the problem? IDK that’s my thoughts 

the magical elections? 

So In the original HP movies, we see that England has their own magical Government, Same thing for FBAWTFT ....we even are introduced to both leaders. But in this movie. it’s one person to rule ALL of the magical worlds? 

wtf is the point of the magical ministry if it is One Ruler to Rule ALL of the magical worlds. Why would England vs America have different Rules (( Like in America you can’t marry a muggle? but in England, you can)) Please explain that to me! Did I miss something? or is that how it goes down? they even showed a German Ministry! 

the blood promise in general they made SUCH a huge deal about this thing last movie. to this movie barely being mentioned? they set it up that we would be trying to Figure out How to break it to just be “Nah can’t break it mate” to Kaboom. with the power of Love, I break the Blood promise?

I’m sorry about the “Voting” If for years you actually voted and all of the sudden you’re going to go back to an old tradition where a creature doe thing picks.. wouldn’t you idk Ask questions? like Why? Speaking of that cute little Creature. 1) Clearly Jacob is Prue of heart and Gold wtf didn’t it bow down to Jacob? 

2) Or Newt cause let’s face it. those boys are Pure Goodness 

3) YOUR TELLIN’ ME! THE MAN WHO RAISED HARRY POTTER JUST TO BUTCHER HIM AT THE RIGHT TIME! who internally was Only invested In harry to have him Killed off at the right time is Prue of Heart? I Love dumbledore but he isn’t “pure of heart” he’s Cunning and Brilliant and he makes sacrifices but Pure of heart? No. Sorry No. I’m not saying he isn’t a great Guy. But no. that man allowed Harry to live in a house where he was mentally, and physically abused and slept under a staircase for years. and Turned his head on it. a person pure of heart would have Snatched Harry out from his Aunts and uncles and given him a good life. a happy life! 

4)In the first movie they mention that No Maj and witches and wizards cannot interact in America that which was against the law, the second one. Queenie and Jacob are in love and Queenie wants to get married. but Jacob is scared they would take her away and refused. that’s why she turns to the dark side? but now they can just get married in Queens? without breaking any law? wtf was that about 

5) the excuse for Tina not being around is awful!. Did she get a promotion? her sister turned evil, and her boyfriend / and friends are fighting the big Bad but let’s stay focused on work? Even theasus was there helping out. Other its the excuse she had Covid throughout the entire movie process (( or was scared idk..)) Or the fact she spoke up against JK Rowling and JK was pissed and cut her almost completely out am annoyed. I’m Sorry I love the series but I watch 70% for the magical creatures 10% for the magical world and 20% because Tina and Newt together are adorable as HELL and I felt cheated out of the corny cheesy scenes with them! 

6) How did Credence Now how to 1) use that spell to write to the dumbledore’s 2) Know about Albus’ brother? 

7) I know they said the girl Albertius (Albus’ brother) was taken away. for some reason.. but ... Did he know about the child? did he just let his baby and love dash off without fighting to get them back? wtf expected better from a dumbledore. 

8) I already mentioned this. Jacob getting a wand. Just..as comic relief and Fun and ect I enjoy him having a wand.. but realistically.. shouldn’t that just be a stick to him? how the Heck can he use magic he’s Not magical. he’s a muggle. No magical being it’s in the definition! lol, I loved seeing him in Hogwarts and interacting with the Kids. and I slightly wished the doe creature bowed to Jacob at the vote. President Jacob! lol 

All in all... this movie... this was a movie. I’ll buy it I have too to complete my collection but honestly... wasn’t this movie delayed due to covid? IDK I expected More. and better I guess... especially with Jacob having a wand. I wanted Newt to try to teach him a simple spell and it just blows up on jacobs face like in the first HP movie when the kids are learning how to use their magic. Miss opportunity! 

My rating 

4/10

#fanastic beats and where too find them #fbawtft #dumbledore secret #Albus Dumbledore #dumbledore albus #young dumbledore #newt scamander #jacob kowalski #jacob x queenie #queenie goldstein #tina goldstein #Credence #credence dumbledore #gindlerwald #harry potter #harry potter movies #spoilers

[golbrocklovely]

I’m gonna say it here, because i know for a fact that it also has been or even still is a problem in this fandom too.

I genuinely have never understood why many people no matter in which fandom focus way more if someone ships someone with another someone, but let slide actually over sexualizing their so called “favs”. No matter what fandom i do not join i see people being pressed just by even simply someone admitting that they think that some 🚢 is “real” , but majority of those people don’t see for example a problem of talking about possibility of d*ck size, zooming into private parts, using p*rn videos to create so called “POVs” or even 18+ art that people have even audacity to let people pay to see it.

I’m not saying that shipping is good, but I think it’s atp some kind of weird obsession with people you stan if you see a problem if someone thinks that your fav might be in relationship ( doesn’t matter if straight or not), but this kind of stuff is ok? Well sorry to break it to you but that kind of stuff is even more hurtful and wrong! Many times i see people in various fandoms attacking shippers for crossing the lines, because as they say “you are sexualizing them by shipping them” and while i agree that there is many shippers who actually do that and try so hard to create any kind of weird “tension” between two people that they ship (which ofc is wrong), but I feel like you guys forgot that sexualizing is not only shipping people. And many fans actually do sexualize their own idols, while hating on others for doing the exact same thing!

It’s kinda sad, but nowadays there is so little normal fans that just are there to enjoy either it’s content on yt, music etc etc. Fandoms have stopped being the real fandoms as they used to be. They used to bring people together, but nowadays they divide people. You cannot feel safe and good in any fandom. I am beyond disgusted of how fans treat their own idols that they are supposed to protect and support. Especially when it comes to male idols. When it comes to sexualizing men, many MANY fans genuinely do not see any problem in it. They get mad when it happens to female ones, but when they do it to men , it is seen as “HOT” or “SEXY”. It’s just disgusting on both sides.

I know that this random af rant might sound as I am protecting shippers, but believe me I am not. I am aware of how shipping might get out of hand for many fans. Over analyzing everything, trying to make everything as “sexual tension” , making 1s eye contact as something “more” etc. etc. But my point was that people who find sexualizing individuals ( esp, males) fine and protect it for their own pleasures, but will be mad when they will see someone commenting something about a ship are just hypocrites and are no different from those shippers who cross lines…

i think you make a lot of valid points, and i agree with you for the most part.

here's what i think about all of this.

i think that overall, the internet and society at large has gotten more sexual and that's why boundaries more often than not in fandoms gets crossed a lot. i think back in the day, it was a bit harder to find ppl talking about ships or sexual stuff directly. you had to go thru old forums and messages and it was a longer process. now, ppl are a lot more brazen to say things directly on your tl.

i think it's a mix bag and not just one solid issue, if that makes any sense. i think some ppl overshare (both fans and idols alike) and when idols do that it makes fans think they can talk about them in this type of way. i think some fans use idols as escapisms and in those fantasies they're together so that's why talking about them in a sexual way doesn't seem wrong. i think fanfics play a huge part in that, for sure.

but on the counter side, i also think that some fans are a bit sensitive to sexual things (not saying that's a bad thing, just stating an observation) and so anything past "i think so and so is hot" is deemed oversexualizing, when that really isn't the case. which is also why, controversial opinion, i don't think anyone under the age of 17 should have social media. as someone who grew up with every iteration of social media, i don't wish for teens' brains to work the way mine does.

the internet is a blessing and curse, but on the mind? more the latter than the former.

and as for ships, i think they can go south equally as fast as oversexualizing, depending on the person. sometimes they go hand-in-hand with one another. i think if you honestly ship two ppl together, sure. do what you want with that feeling. but you gotta remember that they're real ppl with feelings and lives outside of you. hell, you're not even included in any of that in the first place. you don't control your idols. they are not dolls for you to do what you want with.

so when they go against what you want, don't be upset about it. or don't fight tooth and nail to make something happened that is completely out of your control regardless of what you do.

be respectful for those you look up to, but don't be offended on their behalf if they themselves don't care.

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