I should have been born 15 years earlier just so that I could get pharma opioids easily & not immediately fucking die from fent infested dirty 30s & xylazine laced everything that rots your skin off on contact. god the drug market is sooo bleak in north america particularly atm I wanna cry. and all the deep web markets I trusted have been nuked by interpol. is this how those "I should have been born in the 70s!!" gals feel bc if so I get it now. I wasted the early stages of the opioid crisis by being a child/teenager and now doctors have overcorrected and barely even give them out to cancer patients it's so unfair
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I'm not sure if you do more modern day things but if you do, would modern day eva be more relaxed in herself and able to let her hair down a bit? I don't know if your eva went through arthurs punk era lmao, but surely by modern day shes at least taking vitamins for what i imagine are many deficiencies and having an audience with the sun at least every now and then, right? For evas sake at least, it might be a good thing that tubercolosis/heroin chic went out of fashion.
Ha! England is much healthier, in my mind it comes back to in snaps and bits and pieces.
First, with that Clement Attlee Labour government and their care into ensuring her people would have some state protection. She's at her poorest and arguably most broken and yet her people have never been so optimistic. Things will be better than before. She lives up to the Land of Hope and Glory, just this once. Her optimism returns.
Then with each colonies independence an elastic band snaps back into place in her head. Her mind is hers and hers alone, and those that do stay with her are largely the ones that want to. She can properly hear her people, and connect with them once again.
Finally, and I love historia-vitae-magistras for this headcanon regarding nations' health being tied to the health of their land, so post WWII there's a whole host of conservation and restorative works undertaken for nature which are continuing still through to today.
Like if you want a feel good video look at the RSPB "re-wriggling" a river in the Lake District and how immediately it improves the land. I mean, you still couldn't pay me enough money in the world to swim in the English channel (so dirty), but it's just so much better than what it was. Like there's fish in the Thames now. Actual fish. It was biologically dead in 1950.
England is beautiful. It may not be the dramatic fjords of Norway or the Alps of central Europe or Ukraine's great fields... but those gentle green hills are worth protecting. Very much.
Also, as someone who is personally forever on monster Vit D pills (healthy levels of vitamin D is between 50 and 125. Mine is 16. LIKE A LITTLE SAD VICTORIAN CHIMNEY SWEEP CHILD AHHHHH T_T) due to an inability to properly process sunlight, I love the idea of nations pulling a Cousin Oskaar and sitting in front of UV light and chugging cod liver oil.
She does have a bit of crisis that you find that over-protected and sheltered kids go through sometimes once they go to college or live alone - all that freedom... now what? But she settles back down again by the time the 90s rolls around, seeing the millennium through quite merrily.
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Visited hengelo (nl) with train 2nd time now together with a Friend today. Came with speed benzos sugar ~ h first stop bi + methadicct 40mg one for each and 2 tenner Age. Weed Hash Speed/amphe and Pills yeah Ich 👻🤍🗯
Not sick at moment ! 🔥💯❗
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And of Course speed last night in Train in nl and so on.... soon one last shorty line
Now nice 5g of a Good hash not the 3€ cheapest one, 7/g , but of course not the cfazy 40€/ 1/2g bubble hash or wax (70-1xx€ - dabbing)
Took 60mg (i think so) of metha middle of day yesterday 160mg, and normal 40-100 is enough with halflife addicated blood concentration 80mg enough for day Zero heroin but with no too big Cash Problems best 4 days meds only 24h+ no metha H, and 20mg after that and 40mg befpre sleep.
Having 1g good Brown sugar ('Stein' /stone called in germany on street 99% powder stone mixed with mannitol Paracetamol Coffein katma so it looks different comparing plugs of a small town City 140k LOL
🔻Urban Legends...😑 :
~ Stone is not better than powder
~ Darker stuff is #
~ When smorting it must burn. (...)
Bin in Bielefeld Hbf warte auf Zug nach fzcking home sweet paderboring.... Gestern Abend spontan zu kollege weil kp wo sonst nacht verbringen kalt Regen usw war so lieb lies mich rein Couch mein Reich heute nacht auxh... Fuck The hamsters Born Raised / Pushed in normal Rules / working when your body works your brain your Psych hlpefully for money status family pls die young and no long sick Phase (not for you for the Healt care system...)
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Question for junkies/ pill heads, I accidentally mixed like 5 g of klonopin with hydrocodone and google has me freaking out that I’ll OD, but is it probably fine??
how much hydro...but regardless you should be fine
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nothing like waking up dopesick, popping your morning dose of opioids, starving yourself while chainsmoking a pack of cigs and taking a shot of vodka & chasing it with a red bull first thing in the morning, I'm totally gonna live long ✨
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