𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆
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2:27am.
I couldn't find my vein at first which is weird.. The second attempt worked though.. I like using pretty items for all of my dirty drug related shit <33.
How are you?
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i wish i could find a h dealer id relapse in a heartbeat
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Btw how was your first time on heroin? When? Where? Why? With whom?
I think I have told this story before on my blog but here’s the loooongggg version. So in 2016 I started a new job and one of my coworkers was a friend from high school I used to “party” with a lot back in the day. I don’t wanna blast her business all over the internet so I’ll just call her R. R & I rekindled our friendship quickly, we would get off work late, around midnight, and I would always go back to her place to hang out. She lived a house with a bunch of roommates, I think there was like seven maybe? It was like a mix between a trap house and a hostel, people were always coming and going and there was lots of drugs around. Her and I had done pills together in HS, and started dabbling in them again. For about a year both of us were able to keep somewhat of a handle on things but one of her roommates was a heroin addict and she tried it a couple times with him. I knew what she was doing and initially told her it was a bad idea but I was also using pills more and more, to the point I would have very mild withdrawal symptoms ( I wouldn’t even call it dopesick because I could still function, I was just super uncomfortable.) For some background, I was living with a long term partner who worked at the same place as R and I, despite this R & I started hooking up on a regular basis (yes, I’m a terrible person and I do not condone cheating) This is what I consider the start of my so called “spiral into addiction.” I kinda knew it was inevitable that I would end up trying dope but I held off for a few months after R started using it regularly with her roommate. I can’t remember why I eventually gave in but it was around October that I told R to get a couple bags for after work. We went back to my apartment as my partner was working a night shift and wouldn’t be home until morning. I think I started with half a bag, sniffed it then waited a half hour and sniffed the other half. It felt amazing but I also got extremely nauseous and threw up several times. I don’t know how to describe it because I felt simultaneously the best I had ever felt in my life but also like I could puke at any second. R and I stayed up until 5 am talking about who knows what, just dumbass high rambling probably but I remember thinking at the time she was my soulmate(she most definitely is not) then she went home and I sniffed another half a bag. By the time my partner got home I was puking again but I claimed I had “food poisoning.” I nodded out for a few hours before meeting up with R and getting another bag before work. Within a few weeks I was physically dependent on heroin, I used IV for the first time on NYE and by February I was a full time IV user.
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finally able to cop some good quality h (or so I've been told by the plug and my new dopehead friend💕) & more fent in a few days 😍 can't waaaiiit
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In the original script for ep 1 it was written that Louis climaxed after the petit coup, it's something that can happen to a human when a vampire drinks his blood or did Lestat induce it like he did to Lily?
I mean, he would make damn sure Louis would have the best sex ever, right?! (And he did 😅, Louis was still calling it the best he ever had decades later and after Armand and all that… ahem.)
The bite itself is already ecstatic, but Lestat canonically pushed it to Black Tar Heroin level ;)))
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my heart is aching for heroin, i feel so nauseous without that comfort despite knowing it will be my demise
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💋💯💞VANESSA MARIE BOMBSHELL 💯💯💯💘
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okay so this is for the road but why is it packaged like THAT
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what happens when you take all of the drugs
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