#hard drugs

[nachosforfree]

twilight's lesson

#originally the last line was gonna be ''to rip a fat one'' but after i drew the panel i decided. its enough #em draws shit #art #mspaint #comic #mlp #my little pony #princess celestia #princess cadance #princess luna #twilight sparkle #drugs #hard drugs #ms paint mlp

[dizzydrugz]

I know shits getting bad again when I go on drugblr

#drugblr #high #weed #zaza #cough syrup #dextromethorphan #dxm #pills #opioids #meth #smoke meth #heroin #drugs #hard drugs #snort pills #pill lines #xanax #molly #mdma #ecstasy #lean #sizzurp #codeine

[the-drug-addicts-diary]

every time i think to myself: 'this sober shit is boring' i remember there were times, when i was willing to give up anything except my next dose, for a chance to be where i am today.

#addiction #drugs #meth #drug addiction #sobriety #recovery #addictions #methamphetamine #heroin #nodsquad #drug addiction recovery #drug addicts #hard drugs #drug abuse #addiction recovery #addicts #abstinence #sober life #self care #drug addict #recovering

[anaaxiety]

(not mine, found on reddit)

#drugblr #drug blog #drugs #drug addict #addiction #addict #junkie #hard drugs #girls who do hard drugs #girls who do lines #druggie #drug memes #drug abuse #nod squad #nodsquad #substance abuse #heroin #iv heroin #slamming heroin #iv h #dope #opiate addiction #opiodaddiction #opiaddict #opiods #opiates #tw drugs #painkillers #girls who snort #snorting drugs

[death-347]

#narkotyki #dragi #narkoman #prochy #ćpun #twarde narkotyki #drugs #euforia #kryształ #crystal #love drugs #i love drugs #hard drugs #drugstore #high on meth #methamphetamine #methamaphine #metaamfetamina #życie ćpuna #ćpanie #ćpać #uzależnienie #używki

[ivegotliestotellyourchildren]

a shitty untitled poem i wrote about the 3 day crack binge i went on this week

#poetry #poem #poems #tw drvgs #tw drugs #tw #cr@ck #candy #cr4ck #crack #smoking crack #crackpipe #crack pipe #crackhead #crack head #crack smoke #crack cocaine #crack smoker #hard drugs #tw hard drugs #tw hard drvgs

[datguytoad]

#funny #funny memes #funny pics #funnypictures #memes #hilarious #dailymeme #lol #dark humor #darkhumourmemes #hard drugs #drugs

[5tagewach]

young, dumb & numb

#drogen #drugs #amphe #amphetamin #ballern #einsam #german #tekk #drauf #druff #high #speed #pep #pepp #hard drugs #drug blog #drug abuse #line #ziehen #snort #quote #down #depressed #teller #big eyes

[death-347]

"Znów się naćpałem, kręci się w głowie i marze się obraz.."

#narkotyki #dragi #narkoman #prochy #ćpun #twarde narkotyki #euforia #ćpać #ćpuńskie życie #życie ćpuna #ćpanie #przemyślenia ćpuna #nałóg #uzależnienie #używki #stymulanty #drugs #kryształ #crystal #hard drugs #i love drugs #drugstore #meth junkie #demon boy #im bad

[the-drug-addicts-diary]

I would like to say that I'm doing well, but honestly... i was living without any drug or alcohol for over a year, and i was fine, until i decided to quit smoking as well. It went surprisingly good at first.

But one day i didn't feel well so i decided to borrow a friend's cigarette and my mind went... boom?

In 1 week, hookah. In 9 days, L-dopa. In 10 days, random mix of pills. In 12 days, kratom, in 3 weeks, smoking again and sniffing my brothers home made caffeine, however stupid it may seem. Today I had to control myself hard so i wouldn't have a drink.

Now I'm not saying that this is a game over for me, but it certainly doesn't feel like winning either. It's risky. And besides the obvious, relapsing drug addiction kind of risky - I am a bipolar patient with lithium treatment. And since lithium is a poison, it's also very dangerous. But my medication is my safety net. If i'd have to make the choice, i REALLY fucking hope that i would rather decide NOT to use hard drugs with it, than gamble and possibly die.

I know it's not that bad, well, i don't even do anything i would actually like you know... junkie-worthy.

But I went from "i don't want to take this allergy pill because it makes me feel a little dizzy" to "let's do some kratom and sniff this pile of caffeine" surprisingly too fast for me to not be concerned.

I don't really know how to want to stop it.

I guess i just forgot what it feels like... I guess i forgot the rush of losing control.

Ugh shut up and stop romanticizing the very same thing that almost killed you, sicko. (Save it for another post.)

413 days sober

#addiction #drugs #meth #methamphetamine #drug addiction #recovery #sobriety #heroin #nodsquad #addictions #drug abuse #drug addicts #drug use #drugs tw #addicts #drug addiction recovery #addiction recovery #addiction relapse #recovering addict #hard drugs