I want to be able to have an unlimited supply of opioids. Please. I just want to forever feel that calming, blissful warmth. I like feeling all my worries go away. I don't care about recovering at this point. My life sucks and I wanna get fucked up.
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I lost 4 close friends from accidental overdose of Fentanyl, in just about a year, more or less. Funeral after funeral after funeral...
Please have Narcan available, not just for yourself but for other's around you that might be experiencing accidental OD from drugs such as cocaine & xtc.
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what’s up motherfuckers! i haven’t been active in awhile. just wanted to say hi:) i love you all. i switched from blue hair to pink! i’m still sober somehow and still kicking ass at life. just recently got a buncha work done on my teeth and i’m still working on starting a cleaning business. :) if you haven’t gotten your narcan packages be sure to let me know! i am trying to get more organized with my harm reduction advocacy, and i realize i may have missed some of you.😭 don’t be afraid to reach out if you need narcan or fentanyl test strips! i am still here, and my inbox is always open. happy holidays tumblr fam.🥰
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Using fent is crazy to me, I have no addictive personality so I'm glad I can stop anytime I want and not start again for a while. But the only reason I use is because it doesn't show up on my probation test luckily, and I just honestly love the feeling of nodding out and all my worries dissappear. Anyone else feel this way?
My drug usage with my fiancee started off honestly safe and normal. We both always made sure we were careful and were not over doing it. If we tried something new we tried small amounts then redose if needed. We ultimately both wanted to try every drug atleast once. I've came to the conclusion that I hate stimulants and uppers. But I love downers and sedatives.
I've tried almost every drug except like pcp, k2, and a few others I can't remember but if you want to know what I used I'll make a post later with a list on how I felt, and if it's worth it.
We have never overdosed , maybe was close the first time we tried fent powder in missouri we nodded out hard for 2 hours or more in a parking lot and I saw a light (most likely the bright ass sun) and woke up gasping looking at my fiancee shaking her up panicking and saying it's too strong lol. But that's also why we always take small hits of new batches or new drugs just to feel it out and incase it takes a while to kick in.
Please anyone who uses fent or any other drugs, go slow, have someone to watch you, and take care of your health while using. Drink water also to be hydrated, have narcan ALWAYS on hand, and make sure you aren't using alone unless you 100% are being safe and use responsibly.
if you ever need someone to trip sit you, watch you while using to make sure you are okay and not oding me and my fiancee are always available to FaceTime! We also would love to FaceTime and nod out anytime (:
oh and if you don't want to use fent or be laced PLEASS BY TESTSTRIPS OR A TESTKIT AND ALWAYS TEST YOUR DRUGS .
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sleepysleepysleepylittleboy
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Where all my fellow drug users in pdx???? Be my friend!!!♡♡♡
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Enjoy da last pic of my wife 🤞🏼
She took pics of my phone I just noticed now hehehehe she is so fucking fineee I am the luckiest man ever
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Been off fentanyl for 5 weeks now. And it's all been weird for me.
I miss the glowing euphoria I got. I miss the feelings of bliss and warmth I got. I miss how I would gaze into the mirror, absorbed in my high, and love how I looked. I really loved myself and the world around me for a brief period of time. The high was worth dying for in my mind.
But then I remember how I'd have to hide my stash, having to worry about the possibility of getting found out or arrested, how I'd get weird looks, how I'd get called a junkie, how I lost friends, and how I was found overdosing. I felt alone and that my only comfort was fentanyl. I would tell myself that fentanyl would never leave me. But now that it has, I feel kinda lost. Sometimes I still miss it. I found happiness but at what cause.
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just posted abt wanting to kms on my main and some random said "I have fent to live for".... wise words....
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Finally decided to make a new Tumblr to document my life of using Fent, my mental health episodes, life stories, and just shut I wouldn't tell people in real life.
Would love to make like minded friend!! FaceTime or text and nod with each other and just vibe 😶🌫️
Welcome to my messed (and sometimes funny) up life!
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