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i notice that autism and neurodivergency has to come with “a look”. “you dont look autistic”. “you have autism? i didnt notice? are you sure?.” but every mean girl group you encounter in middle school notices before you even speak. You know you cant fit in and nobody is trying to tell you that you do. Maybe a backhanded, un understanding “youll find the right people” is uttered once in a while. but they know. so does your english teacher when she grades your writing. Every one can sense that you, are different. You hate this.
aka, Daniel Johann, a New-Zealand born artist. Publishing his one alternative/indie album, Melanchole in 2013, before he seemingly disappeared off the face of the internet.
(Basically, Craig sees a star (Tweek) and ends up waking up, it all being a dream. Then, turns outtt Tweek the star is real, watching over his little bookie bear <3)
This took like, two maybe 3 weeks? And I'm a little behind on another project but it isn't that hard lmao >:3
Writing an album, posting in depth updates here, once finished will post it on Spotify/maybe bandcamp, then will never talk about it again :)
I play guitar and will be adding in drums, bass, etc, on software (if I can find a good free one, then I’ll have to improvise)
All songs composed will be under a pseudonym
I will not be posting the tabs/chords for my songs
This is a passion project for me that came about when I was faced with the fact that I will be making a really big move away from where I’ve lived for quite a while
While I don’t have the fondest memories here, and honestly am quite lonely, and am in an ongoing with depression, I still want to have some proof that I existed; Which is why I initially began writing songs
Im open to advice or suggestions on how I should record, with what I should record, what app/software to mix, etc.
I’m taking inspiration from Salvia Plath, Marika Hackman and I Hate Sex
I’d love for you to follow along with my progress :)
The way that "I Was All Over Her" perfectly encapsulates this kind of niche aspect of being lonely where you are so starved for affection that you get these brief moments of connection with strangers and you just cling to that person and that moment because you don't know when you'll get that again. And as you observe the people around you not truly knowing them you still grow to love and admire them still. Everyone is so complex and beautiful and you are just lucky to be in the same world as them. Lucky just to share a moment with them.