#saix x reader

[cinnbar-bun]

NSFW HCS- Larxene, Marluxia, Saix, Xemnas

Posted on my AO3: Right here

Warning: Unlike most of the other ones, this is a bit more intense (that's kinda what you get for including Larxene and Saix lol).

There are mentions of pain, bloodplay, electrocution, berserk form, and choking. If those topics are uncomfortable, I would suggest skipping this one.

Larxene 

Larxene is not for the faint of heart- but I’m sure you already knew that 

Canon sadist- she loveees inflicting the pain on you

Unlike some of the other ones who don’t wanna hurt you- Larxene revels in it; bloodplay, knifeplay, electrocution, asphyxiation- if you didn’t know any better it’s almost as if she’s trying to kill you

She enjoys being on top and hates the idea of relinquishing control freely at first; it makes her uncomfortable and she just isn’t about that life 

She WILL however have so much fun if you try to fight back and take charge- then she knows she can really break you 

Big on humiliating you and telling you all sorts of mean things. If you’re into that, she’ll definitely keep it up 

Loves teasing you in public- after all, you’re so disgusting to like what she’s doing to you, it’s almost like you want the others to see it. 

Big on toys and other items, she totally could do things with just her hands but honestly, she finds it hotter to use things to make you feel better. 

Loves when you’re loud, she gets really disappointed if you’re quiet, and it makes her go harder to get a reaction from you 

Despite her ahem lovely exterior, she’s a very ride or die kinda girl and doesn’t wanna include others in this. She’ll totally get off with the chance of you two getting caught- but someone actually seeing you two? Big no. She hates that and absolutely doesn’t want any of the other org members to know this 

I think the only one she’d ever really consider to join in is Marluxia but other than that, they all can piss off

Like I said, she’d really hate to give up control and doesn’t wanna feel powerless, however, I think after a while of you two being together, she might try and bottom (or at the very least, be a power bottom) but that’s a big maybe and it’s gonna take a lot for her to even try 

Her aftercare is not all that good, but compared to how vicious she can be, it’s a huge difference. She’ll prolly just make you both shower (“ugh, it reeks in here now”) then have you locked in a deathgrip when you both lay down. Occasionally you’ll hear her teasingly whisper, “you’re not so bad, you know…” and just pepper a few kisses over your bruises and neck before she falls asleep next to you. 

Totally possessive and doesn’t take kindly to the other members tryna make jabs at you

Marluxia 

Saying Marluxia “has sex” or “fucks” is such a detrimental understatement. This man makes love to you. 

Despite having no heart, he could almost fool you into thinking he did with the way he just effortlessly makes you melt with a touch of his finger 

He’s a switch- he will pamper but he’s kinda a narc so he thinks you should pamper him back, it’s just fair. (Although how could you resist with how amazing he is) 

He’s the kinda guy who has a bottle of champagne and roses on the bed- THATS the kind of experience Marluxia gives. 

When he’s domming, he’s very thorough- almost no part of you goes untouched. He just has to touch you and feel you all over, whether with his mouth or his fingers. 

When he’s giving you the reins, he is a spoiled brat. He practically is begging for your attention and demanding you touch him all over. 

Loves your hands and fingers. Stroke him gently and he’ll be sighing and whispering some praise or dirty talk 

He’s willing to experiment and be a bit crazy- depending on his mood. He’s very open during sex and he’s also a bit of a wild card when it comes to you. Not as crazy or experimental as say, Axel or Larxene, but willing to get down. 

Definitely would put him as one of, if not the, most romantic member of Organization 13. He cannot feel or have a heart, but he does put effort into making sex somewhat more intimate than the others. He just isn’t too trusting nor is he someone easy to become intimate with, so he takes it seriously. 

Really into oral, both giving and receiving. He also is just big on his mouth on you, or yours on him. Your lips are like his favorite part of your body and he goes nuts for them. Consider adding some colorful lipstick or shiny gloss and watch him lose his mind

Honestly, sex is a pretty talkative time with the both of you. When he is not dropping expletives or whispering dirty talk, he does like to praise your body or discuss the future he wants with you. He does talk a lot though so shut him up with some kisses. 

Aftercare is a must, but honestly he wants you to spoil him and complains if you don’t. He likes both of you sitting in the bath or quietly talking in the bed after you finish. He gets really introspective sometimes and likes to talk about his plans. 

Saix 

Let’s get something out of the way real quick. He REALLY fears having sex with you because he knows if he goes berserk on you it will be an unpleasant experience all around, and he worries greatly that you will be hurt. 

He is a possessive lover and his berserker side makes him actively refuse to see you at night or anytime leading up the moon rising. Straight up will lock himself away because he can’t trust himself. 

It takes a long time for those barriers to be broken down, and Saix is a stubborn mule who is unwilling to argue when it comes to your safety. 

A compromise is made though- sex only during the day (at least right now). It’s definitely not as romantic but at the very least Saix can relax knowing he’s not gonna switch. 

And trust me, with this agreement, Saix takes full advantage of it. Be prepared to memorize the details on the desk, because that’s what you’ll be seeing from now on every time Saix calls you to his room or office. 

He tries to control himself but you’re just so pliable and soft, and it’s so much easier to take his aggression and stress out on your ass instead of the others. You aren’t complaining too much with how he handles you, and it’s almost a bit fun to get the others to rile him up to give you attention

Very much a dom and does not like being submissive or in a position where he is weak. He just doesn’t like giving up control. Course, that can be worked on another time when he eventually feels more relaxed with intimacy. 

Big sir kink. You only refer to him as sir or master or whatever other term he deems you call him. Big on power struggles and dynamics where he is on top

Humiliation kink for you. He might try and have you humiliate yourself in front of the other Organization members (like maybe forcing you to sit on his lap or call him a name) but in general he kinda wants that kept in private. He both loves and hates the fact that the other members know, and a part of him finds it untoward, but another part thinks its all too amusing to watch you get flustered. 

He’s… really selfish at first. There’s no other way to put it than selfish. He really only saw sex as a way for him to feel something of an emotion, and an extension of his control for you. He doesn’t focus too much on getting you off or satisfying you since he already got off. He treats you like a cum dump at first I’m sorry

It’s only after an argument or discussion where you bring it up that he confronts himself and recognizes he has to actually put in the effort beyond just being physical. He’s gotta make the time to make you feel special and enjoy it too. 

And that’s where you’ll see the best version of Saix, the slow, methodical beast of a man who will quietly murmur praise and orders, or just tease you in that nice voice of his. This new awakening in him makes sex more pleasurable, fun, and just way more intimate than before. 

He can still be a beast in bed, and trust me, sex with Saix is anything but gentle, but it feels way more loving when he tenderly kisses your neck while going to town on you. 

Run your fingers over his scar. Oh my gosh, the man is so WEAK for it, it’s crazy. He finds it revolting and the fact you can just look at him, touch him, and love him so unconditionally is indescribable. He gets even more urgent and needs you to feel how you make him feel. 

He doesn’t talk much during, or after sex. His aftercare is pretty shit at first too, where he’d either order you to get out or just leave. But after a while he gets into the groove of things and likes to stroke your head or wash you and then cover you in a blanket so you can rest. He expresses himself more with physical actions and he hopes you understand that he loves you so damn much even if he doesn’t have the heart or the words to say it honestly. He really wants his heart back so he can stop being a coward and truly express all that he wishes to deep down. 

Xemnas

Take what I said about Marluxia and multiply it by a thousand. This is not fucking, this is not sex, this is not even making love- no, it is an experience

It is earth-shattering, world-breaking sex with a bronze god

We already know his voice is hot. And he knows how much you love it. He likes to give you orders and whisper sweet nothings in your ear, all to watch you crumble and melt in his arms

Sex with him is slow. Very slow. But its purposeful. Every touch, word, breath, is done precisely to have you wailing for him. He likes be thorough and make sure every inch of you has been touched and loved. 

Frankly speaking, he adores your very being. If you get to the point where the Superior is in love with you- he is obsessed. Everything about you is entrancing and he can’t resist it. 

One thing he loves- no, needs- is eye contact. He is gravitated to your eyes always, it’s one of his favorite parts about you. Your eyes are gorgeous orbs, the windows into your soul he wants to drown and melt in. He will even remark during sex for you to look at me. Look. Don’t break away. Let me see you in all your glory

Sex to him is a way for you to be as one. He wants to break both of you down- mind, body, soul (heart)- and experience the thing he’s been wanting to for so long. He wants to be overwhelmed by your very being, and have you be overwhelmed by him in return. He wants his thoughts to be only of you, to feel only you, to touch only you- he is obsessed with you and wants you to be the source of his light. 

Pet names- “dear”, “darling”, “my heart”, “my love”, “my light”, “my everything”. 

Despite his exterior, he’s actually willing to let you take the reins (provided you two have been doing this for a while and he is comfortable with you). But he’s condescending as heck. He’ll let you do your thing, but he’s cooing praise at you that sounds like he’s belittling you. It makes it as if you’re just his prey, and he’s toying with you before he gets the power back. Maybe. Maybe not. 

Loves when you run your hands through his hair, it makes him shiver when he feels your hands rove through his body. Compliment him too and he’ll be happy. 

He likes to “show you off” and remind everyone that you’re his. Sometimes he’ll just ‘steal’ you away in front of others to satisfy his obsession and have it be a warning to the other members not to mess with you. 

He loves breathy, light moans. Something about you trying to catch your breath and being too wrapped up in the pleasure he’s giving makes him feel such a rush. He can’t describe it and his thoughts trail into wondering what other sounds you can make. 

He often just gives way to his thoughts when he’s having sex with you. It can be fun or veer off into almost making you actually see heaven. He’ll wonder how you feel if he bent your body that way- and he’ll hit a spot you didn’t know he could and you’ll melt. Then he’ll wonder how you’ll behave if he stopped your breathing, and then it goes a bit haywire. His need to answer his obsession with you as well as his curiosity as a researcher makes him liable to actively hurt you. If you’re cool with that, he’s down and willing to continue. But if you’re not, he retracts immediately and stops. This is supposed to make you both one and if it doesn’t, he won’t do it again (or at least without a warning). 

Loves blindfolding you and discussing exactly what he’s going to do, then make you beg. It gives him such a power trip and he loves how you crumble underneath him and beg for him to touch you. He likes to rip the blindfold off when you two are getting closer to reaching the end and watch your eyes. 

Aftercare is also god tier- but in a different way. Yeah he’ll clean you and whatever, but it’s after when you two are sitting together that it becomes like a whole new thing of its own. 

He’ll caress you, pepper small kisses onto the crook of your neck, and hold you close. Sometimes he likes to talk too, and his voice is so good you quickly fall asleep. He’ll continue to stroke your head then whisper how much he adores you and how you’re his heart. Xemnas also feels calmer hearing your heartbeat or seeing your chest rise and fall in time with your breathing. All these things make you so alive and he can’t help but crave to want to have that as well. Soon. Soon he’ll become whole again. And soon, he can truly be yours.

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[tonberry-yoda]

I Remember You - Saïx

Pairing - Saïx x f!reader

Warnings - none!

Word Count - 899

Notes - i am currently in a kingdom hearts brainrot rn, i dont know if anyone reads kingdom hearts fanfics, but i dont care, this is for me lmao. i think it's super cute and it's really making me wanna replay the whole series lmaooo

And don’t forget, REQUESTS ARE OPEN! So if you want to request any writing, please don’t hesitate to ask, but please read my pinned post before requesting! Please enjoy!! Don’t forget to stay hydrated! <3

Saïx jerked awake in a cold sweat. He had that dream again. The one that always had him shaking in the dead of night. He would forget it by morning, though. He always did.

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“Woah, Saïx, are you alright?” Axel giggled, throwing his arm around his best friend. “I'm fine.” “You look like shit!” “You say that every morning.” “I mean it this time though. Did you get good sleep last night?” “Do I ever?” Axel thought for a moment, pulling a random ice cream bar out of his pocket. “Good point. Bad dream?” “I don't remember.” “Sounds about right. Get it memorized, dude,” Axel tapped the side of Saïx’s head. “Well, Xemmy has decided to send me out on a couple missions today, so if you don't mind holding down the fort, that would be great. Though, I've heard Vexen’s cooking up something super fun in his room today, so I would avoid that entire hallway. Hell, block the damn place off. See you, Saïx. Take care, okay?” “Sure.”

Axel teleported away, leaving Saïx alone. Just like always.

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“Holy shit! Coinkydink, much?!” Axel had a huge smile on his face, seeing Saïx teleporting right where he was doing his job. “Did Lord Xemnas send you here?” Saïx nodded and got ready for battle. “Boss had a good call, this is a group of a bunch of little assholes. Thanks for the help, buddy.”

Even if Saïx was working there in Twilight Town, he couldn't help that his brain felt miles away. It's like he was on autopilot. Just fighting. Always fighting. It felt like it was getting them nowhere, but he just had to believe. He had to believe that he could one day… feel something again. He wanted to smile like Axel did. He wanted to be like the people he couldn't be around. He wanted to… remember.

“Good fight, dude!” Axel ran up, giving Saïx a high five. “I think I'm gonna grab some ice cream. Want some, Saïx?” “I'm okay.” “I'll take that as a yes then! I'll be right back.” Saïx sighed and slumped down on the ground, hugging his knees, squinting at the bright sun peeking through the trees above him.

“I already told you guys no!” Saïx immediately looked up to find a girl being trailed by a bunch of teenagers. “Oh, come on!” A boy with curly hair and a vest ran up and grabbed her shoulder, turning her around. “Just a couple bucks. Please!” “Hayner, Pence, Olette,” The girl put her hands on her hips, turning to the kids. “You know I would love to give you a couple of bucks so you can go to the beach, but I need you to listen. I’m going to college soon. It's my sophomore year and I really need to focus on my funds for the upcoming year. I cannot spare anything, alright?” The kids looked pouty, but understanding. “Well, thought we’d ask. Thanks anyway.”

The kids ran off and the girl giggled to herself, walking towards where Saïx was. She gasped when she saw him, taking a step back. He looked up at her and tilted his head. “Can I help you?” She took another small step back, tears forming in her eyes. “Y-You’re dead.” Her voice was soft, almost a whisper. “Do I know you or something?” “I-Isa… you died.” “I- I don't know what you’re talking about.” He stood up, taking a step towards her. She stepped back again, almost as if she had seen a ghost. “Isa…” “Who are you talking about?” His voice was shaky. He obviously knew what she was talking about. Memories were slowly and surely coming back, but they were stuck in the back of his head, barely visible.

She took a small step forward and Saïx felt a memory hit him like a brick. The dream. She was there. She was always there. He took a big step back, grabbing his head. “Isa?” He fell to the ground and she ran up, but quickly stopped herself, not wanting to overwhelm him. He sat up swiftly, his eyes misty. “Y-You’re here.” She kneeled down next to him, immediately being pulled into a hug. She quickly wrapped her arms around his shoulders, melting to his freezing cold touch, while his tensed shoulders immediately relaxed the moment her warm hands touched the back of his neck. “Isa, I've missed you.” “I looked for you everywhere… I just… forgot what your face looked like.” Saïx began to sob audibly, breaking down in her arms. He was hurting. He doesn't remember the last time he had felt so… full of emotion.

“Isa,” she cupped his face, smiling into his tear filled eyes. “I can't believe it's really you. I thought that you and Lea had died and-” “I'm here now.” He held her tighter, his lips curling into a small smile as he pressed his forehead to hers. “Please don't leave me again, Isa.” “I'll try.” “I wish we could stay like this forever.” “We can for now… if you’d like.”

Bonus:

“Saïx! Look, I finally managed to get your favorite! Rocky Roa-” Axel paused himself, finding Saïx fast asleep with a very familiar looking girl in his arms. Axel smiled softly, sitting next to the two sleeping souls, eating his ice cream, waiting to surprise Saïx with a Rocky Road ice cream covered in his favorite toppings.

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[xehanora]

"It wasn't me" - ISA X READER || KINGDOM HEARTS.

Genre: angst/fluff

⚠️: contains swear words!

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"I... i swear, that wasn't me" Isa's eyes were big, his gaze fixed onto the ground. It was obvious, his nervous body made it clear. And you knew it all along. It broke you, finding out.

"Isa, stop lying to me" you stood up, hands set on the table the two of you were sitting at. You were done at this point, and all he did was deny it. "Y/n..." He stuttered, as you knew for sure now. How could he? You loved him so much, and you thought it was the same for him. You almost broke down, but you knew it only made you look weaker, like he had a grip on you that you couldn't bare to lose. "Isa, how could you do this to me!?" Tears started forming in your eyes, as you accepted the fact that you were furious, and let the tears flow. "How could you fucking do this!?" Isa shrugged his shoulders as he avoided your eyes, looking at his lap. How childish.

"Look, i'm sorry okay? I didn't mean to. Please just-" you didn't let him finish as you scoffed while whiping your tears.

"A 'sorry' isn't going to fix this. Isa, i really thought we would work out, just tell me why, without avoiding my fucking question!" You yelled out. It annoyed you that he was avoiding your question every single time. It started to get to you.

"I just really wanted to win..."

He still had his eyes focused on his lap, his his watery.

"That doesn't mean you get to disconnect my fucking joy-con!"

He nodded as he apologized many more times. What a child. "its MY nintendo switch, remember? You smurf" You flipped your hair as you sat down again, giving him a kiss on the cheek. "But i forgive you, idiot"

God, what an evening.

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[theladyheroine]

Kingdom Hearts Playlist 🩷

❥ Another Valentine’s Playlist!

Sora

Kiss the Girl from The Little Mermaid

Kiss Me Again by We Are The In Crowd

Hot Air Balloon by Owl City

Riku

Tale As Old As Time from Beauty and the Beast

Angel Pt 2 from Fast X

Strange Magic by Evan Rachel Wood & Alan Cumming

Ventus

Once Upon a Dream from Sleeping Beauty

Hold Me by Casey Tutton

Butterfly Wings by Owl City

Roxas

A Whole New World from Aladdin

Let Me Love You by DJ Snake & Justine Bieber

Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

Saix

I See The Light from Tangled

Now I See by Lou & SQVARE

Broken Melodies by NCT Dream & JVKE

Axel

Can You Feel The Love Tonight from The Lion King

Sucker by Jonas Brothers

Fire by JVKE, YUQI, & Alan Walker

Terra

So This Is Love from Cinderella

Perfect by Ed Sheeran

Princess Peach by Ruth B.

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[hayisins]

"i have wanted to kiss you every time i've seen you smile."

"then why haven't you yet?" ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১ ⊹˚. ♡

yippie a writing prompt !! this features lea and isa from kingdom hearts !! ♡ contains : fluff + implied nsfw ! a liddle smidge of angst and a whole lot of loveeeee ♡ enjoy !!

the worlds left lea’s mouth faster than they intended too. both men found staring at each other in a stand off, a violent silence coming between them as they both processed what exactly these words could mean. immediately he cleared his throat, scratching his neck awkwardly as he tried to diverge any kind of idea as to why he’d even have such a rebuttal. that sentence tossed around in his mind. was this a confession? did his childhood best friend feel the same ??

shaking his head slightly, lea went to push his way past the other male. he wanted to run. he knew he’d had the confidence to quip back but the lost expression that plastered isa’s face was enough for him to understand that the feelings were probably negative to him. not a positive thing to want to kiss your best friend of almost 20 years. however something willed his feet to plant firm before walking away almost completely. another small moment of silence washed over as the two dared each other to speak.

“are you going to say anything ?”

lea was the first to break the silence, as he usually was. isa’s heart clamoured a bit before nodding, swallowing dryly he grabbed the wrist of his former best friend. in a switch motion the red head was pressed right up to the chest of his closest companion, both their faces burning hot as finally after all this time their lips had made contact.

inevitably this notion brought a smile to lea’s cheeks, one so wide their tender kiss had been broken. they both had no idea what this meant. they both had no idea what this meant for their future. however — wrapped in his arms, they both felt a warm sense of security and bliss. lips connecting once more as isa finally whispers to the heavenly man in front of him,

“that smile . . never failed to convince me of how beautiful your heart really is.”

a small chuckle from lea is what brought them back to reality, his hand tracing up isa’s back to gently grip the back of his hair, dragging his mouth closer,

“how ‘bout you come see just how beautiful all of me is?”

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[tenshiscientia]

Upon the scape of Saix's mind, he was running, chasing after someone. Saix stretched out his hand, reaching for the person as they stopped momentarily.

"Wait! Who are you?" he asked out of breath.

"Oh you know who I am, Saix. You've known me ever since I first came to the Castle. Now, come catch me!" the figure smiled over their shoulder, throwing him a sly grin.

Saix hadn't caught a full glimpse of the figures face, but that smile...that smile. He knew it from somewhere. Saix just couldn't place it! Continuing to run after the figure, the blank landscape of his mind changed into a modern city that seemed familiar. Though Saix was sure he had never been to that city himself.

The figure stopped suddenly, like they were surprised, and looked up at the sky as if they were looking at something. Then suddenly the figures head jerked backwards, then the they began to slump to the ground. Saix ran forward quickly and made his way to the figures side. He found that they were wearing a hood, and as he pushed it back, horror gripped Saix's entire being. It was Amaterasu that he had been chasing.

However, what had made her head jerk back was what made horror rush through Saix's body. A bullet had shot itself through her forehead, clean and clear. It was as if Xigbar had sniped her off a rooftop high above. He looked at all the high rooftops all around him but saw no one on top of them. Then, softly, Saix began to hear clicking footsteps.

They slowly began to get louder and louder over a short period of time. Soon, they were right behind him. Then, all of a sudden, they stopped altogether.

"Who are you?" Saix ground out, rage coating each of his words.

"She shouldn't have left us." the words were silkily uttered, but there was anger still harshly laced into them.

Saix drew Amaterasu closer to his chest and stood with her in his arms. Whirling around, Saix bared his fangs at the person.

"I said, who are you?" Saix growled out, anger starting to get the better of him.

If this person didn't answer soon, damn knowing who they were, Saix was going to tear them to shreds.

"She belonged to us, yet she left us. She left us to be somewhere else. Somewhere where she DIDN'T BELONG!" the other person retaliated, the calm leaving their voice as well.

However they didn't seem to care that Saix was starting to lose his cool, they were in their own world of rage.

"She belonged to us! WE are her FAMILY! NOT YOU! WE are the ones that she is SUPPOSED to be with! SHE WAS NEVER SUPPOSED TO LEAVE US!" a man with long silver hair and cat-like green eyes started to rant, slowly starting to pace back and forth in front of Saix, the gun he was carrying hanging limply at his side, "Brother is WORRIED SICK about her. HAS BEEN GOING INSANE because she hasn't been WITH US! And now look what's happened. I'VE HAD TO GO AND DO THIS, JUST SO I CAN BRING HER HOME! No matter, though..."

At this, he smiled a bit insanely.

"Sister can bring her back from the Lifestream and wipe her memory clean of her ever leaving this place. And then she'll never even REMEMBER that you existed!! Then, none of this will ever have to happen again. Although..." The silver haired boy stopped his pacing and turned to look at Saix, a sadistic gleam coming to his eyes, "You, will have to go. Just to make sure she doesn't remember. Ya know, just in case you come back and try to lure her away again. Can't have that now can we..."

Another insane smile lit up the boys face as he leveled his gun at Saix.

'Shit...' was the last thought that went through Saix's mind before the boy pulled the trigger and Saix heard the gun go off.

*Bang*

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[plisuu]

Fanfic Writer Questions

Thanks for the tag @the-rebel-archivist! I think I might have been tagged by someone else a while ago but??? sorry ahahha

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

12! But two of those are art and one of them is the abandoned version of my long fic. I... don't post much ahahaha

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

71k

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Just Dragon Age :)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

In Flame Forged Anew - my long fic! DA: I, Cullen/m!Trev except not really because it's insanely slow burn. Deals with a lot of guilt and also tranquility. ㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ What You Want - My oldest work (barring my abandoned long-fic). Pavelyan, from when Connor used to be a Dorianmance. A lil confession one-shot. ㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ Battle of Attrition - Dead-dove whump for whumptober. Red Templars and torture ahoy! ㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ The Healer's Hands - Solas/Blackwall gay awakening and pining, ft. a little bit of hurt/comfort ㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ On Broken Wings We Fly - A lil friendship fic I wrote for @rosella-writes of their Lavellan's interactions with my Inquisitor and the start of their strange friendship.

5. Do you respond to comments?

I try! I also forget and get so caught up trying to write "meaningful replies" that I tend to fall behind on them ahaha

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Hhhh well it hasn't ended, but probably Battle of Attrition (since it's all just whump) or Never Say Die, a tiny thing about some of the OCxOC lead-up to the Conclave.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Most of my writing is pretty bittersweet at best, but probably Shrike, a lil Cullen PoV fic about his and Connor's relationship.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I have in the past.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Only privately, and of the heavily character focused kink variety. Trust and emotional vulnerability through physical intimacy my beloved.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

Not off the top of my head, no.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I'm aware, but I mostly write OCs so probably not lol

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nopeee

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No, it seems difficult?

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

... All time? Axel x Saix, probably ahahaha for Dragon Age though I'd say my favorite romance is Iron Bull's.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I have yet to finish anything ever soooo

16. What are your writing strengths?

Banter and character voice! The transcript project mostly means I've heard and read so much character dialogue that their voices are ingrained in my skull. I'm also told that I'm pretty good at grounding things in physical sensation.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I've always really struggled with head-hopping and under-explaining, I think.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I've never needed to, but it depends on the fic/language. If it's something the reader would already be familiar with like or a word or phrase, I'd write it in the language, but for longer lines or a full conversation, I would either summarize for the reader or write the conversation in italicized English.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Naruto!

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Definitely my long fic, I'm very proud of it, but I love all my writing! I write very specifically to my own tastes ahahah Though my whump fic has been so indulgent it's definitely near the top.

tagging: @rosella-writes, @inquisimer, @dreadfutures, @broodsys, @blarrghe, and anyone else who wants to join! Question template under the cut :)

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

3. What fandoms do you write for?

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

5. Do you respond to comments?

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

8. Do you get hate on fics?

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

16. What are your writing strengths?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

19. First fandom you wrote for?

20. Favorite fic you've written?

#tag game #long post #my writing

[atomic-taco-muffin]

Have you done Saix NSFW Alphabet?

The Axel one was so good!

I gotchu!

Saïx NSFW Alphabet

Warnings: What the title says

Rating: NSFW under the cut

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

This man’s aftercare is too simple. Clean, drink, sleep. That’s it. He needs to work on it. A lot

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

On him, he really likes his abs. Even though he doesn’t show them that much, he’s proud of the work he put into. On you, he likes your ass. He doesn’t want to admit it but he loves laying on it. 

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Thick. Like buttermilk thick. And there’s so much. From just one round, your stomach is distending from the amount of cum in there. 

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He secretly wants to do it in Xemnas’s office but he’s afraid of losing his position. So that will forever live in his head. 

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

For only being with one person (you) he knows a lot about sex. He knows all the right spots and how to make you squirt.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Mating press. He’ll force you into that position a lot. 

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Nope. Not happening. Ever. Don’t even think of making jokes. He’ll shut you up the second you mention a joke

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

His pubes are like a navy blue-ish color and he is shaved. He shaves every week. 

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Intimacy with him is difficult. He’s not used to romance. But he definitely tries his best.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Jacking off? Never heard of her. No seriously. He doesn’t jack off

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Breeding kink

Feral kink

Size kink

Degradation

Bondage

Master/sir kink

Brat taming

Hair pulling

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

It’s gonna be strictly in the bedroom for now. Keyword for now

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Just be a brat and see what happens. Go on. Try it. 

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

No threesomes (except with the possibility with Xemnas), and no bodily fluids. 

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He loves being in between your thighs. But he much prefers to see you choke on his fat cock. 

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

I think this explains it all

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

They happen a lot but he’s not a fan of them if you catch my drift.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Yes! To both of them! 

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

This man can last for a LONG time. If you wanna stop, you got scream the safeword. Otherwise, he’ll keep going.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

So many. Vibrators, plugs, whips, you name it.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He will tease you to your screaming for him to fuck you. 

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He’ll growl, yell, the whole mean dom shebang. 

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He’s broken so many bed frames. Like seriously. A lot

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He is PACKING! Like 12 inches and a fat girth. 

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Surprisingly he has a low sex drive. Just do your missions and go away. Or don’t. Y’know, your choice

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

This man falls asleep at 8:00 like Bakugou Katsuki. I’m serious. He goes to bed at 8:00 

#Saix #saix kingdom hearts #saix/isa #saix x reader #saix imagines #saix smut #organization xiii #organization xiii imagine #organization xiii x reader #organization xiii headcanons #org 13 x reader #real organization xiii #organization xiii smut #kingdom hearts #kingdomhearts #kingdom hearts imagine #kingdom hearts imagines #kingdom hearts x reader #kingdom hearts x reader smut #kingdom hearts headcanons #kingdom hearts smut #kingdomhearts x reader #kingdomhearts imagines #kingdomhearts headcanons #kingdomhearts smut

[kingdomheartsmarts]

Um, how about a Siax x autistic fem!reader ficlet where saix is taking care of an overstimulated reader. -🐢

you know i was gonna write something like his without a request but this made it happen faster. so yes.

i wrote this with my personal experience of being overstimulated, just a little note for the mannerisms in this one.

rest. | saix/reader.

There was too much. There was too much noise. There was too much feeling. There was too much of everything. There was too much light. Everything was too much. A disorienting pain clouded any ability for you to talk yourself down from this- it was too much.

you wanted to cover your ears. It was too much. But that wouldn’t do anything. Then you’d be touching your ears. Every bit of clothing is making itself well aware on your skin. It was too much. It was too much. It is too much.

Scurrying down the hall, you fought the urge to scratch your skin- that wouldn’t help, that would just make another thing bother you- quivering without a reason other than to release this tension. There wasn’t anything to pay attention to, nothing in the hall anyway, no one stayed in the halls-

You stopped, leaning against the wall, trying to breathe through the discomfort; the noise now gone as your brain decided to replace the noise with some noise of its own, keeping your tension high as your skin itched. But nothing was itchy. It was hell. This is hell-

“Why are you leaned against the wall?” A cold question pulled your attention to the man in front of you, unsympathetic eyes melting at the sight of your face.

“Are you alright?”

Quickly nodding no, you quivered again before Saix opened a corridor in front of you, motioning you to go through, following behind you. Upon entering the room you ripped off your gloves, skin on fire as you discarded them somewhere out of sight.

“Did the meeting bother you?” Saix asked, a whisper of care somewhere in his voice, turning off the lights as it dawned on you that you were in his bedroom, not yours.

Nodding yes, you tried to brush your hair away, just for it to land on your neck, worsening the sensation.

“Here,” His voice was much quieter, his room almost silent as motioned you to sit on the bed, pulling off your boots, “Are your clothes too tight?”

Yes, you nodded, some tension alleviated, but not enough to be relieved. Saix stood, looking down at you for a moment, before turning to his desk, letting you pull off your coat as you tossed it on the floor. He turned back to you, holding a t-shirt in hand to be tossed on the bed beside you, motioning you to stand up as he helped you pull off your pants, kicked off in the pile of perpetrators.

Saix sat beside you, notably not wearing his own coat or gloves, laying you down on his bed, the sheets at the foot should you need them.

“Rest.” A simple but comforting command. Closing your eyes, you let your body relax as the tension slowly but surely left, the silence of the room removing any sort of unwelcomed stimulation; the bedsheets were soft, very soft, to where nothing was bothering you with the touch of the fabric. Your hair rested on your neck and shoulders, making the muscle twitch, a gentle hand moving the hair away from you.

A quiet sigh left you as you curled up a little more on the bed. The darkness of the room was comforting; the dull headache slowly left as Saix watched you.

“Is that better?” He deftly asked.

“Mhmm,” You quietly responded, opening your eyes to look at him for a moment, snuggling back into his bed, letting him pull the sheets on top of you.

“There you are. Just rest.”

buy me a coffee!

#saix x reader #kingdom hearts #saix #saix kingdom hearts #saix kh #kingdom hearts 2 #kingdom hearts fanfiction #kingdom hearts 3 #fluff #kingdom hearts saix #kh saix #x reader #kingdom hearts 358/2 days

[glowingbadger]

Axel/Lea, Saix/Isa spicy HCs

while I'm on my KH kick, I figured I'd take a shot at general nsfw headcanons for Axel and Saix. Maybe I'll work with more specific concepts and kinks with them someday, and maybe I'll get to some other Org members in the future~ 18+ NSFW v

Saix/Isa - Saix is a serious kind of guy, so he might not have sex on the brain very often. When the mood strikes though, he's direct and focused- he'll grab onto your hips and pull you to him and press his lips and teeth up your neck and along your jawline. He might not say a word, but he makes his desire extremely clear.

- I'm definitely into the common head-canon that Saix goes a little feral on the full moon. At least once a month, you can expect that he'll need you much more often and handle you more forcefully than usual.

- He is definitely rough, but not necessarily in a violent way- more in a forceful, dominant way. He'll direct you by hand into the position he wants, and when he thrusts into you, his pace is steady and regulated, but very deep and firm.

- Saix tends to "do most of the work" by default, so he'll be pleasantly surprised if you decide to take the initiative now and then. He's so used to having to brute-force his way through situations that when you ease onto his lap and spoil him with gentle, loving brushes of your lips and fingertips, he absolutely melts. He won't want it to be like this every time though- he prefers to be in control, in general.

- He actually doesn't like having his ears or hair messed with too much, but his chest and stomach are real sweet spots for him. He loves feeling your nails down his torso while you ride him, or along his back when he's pounding into you.

- He responds well to a vocal and expressive lover- someone who will unabashedly moan and cry out for him, only to be pinned down and silenced with a deep, intense kiss. Axel/Lea

- This man is a slut, and a lot of fun in bed. To clarify, he does prefer to sleep with someone he's deeply connected to, but once that connection is there, he can have them anytime, anywhere, and any way they want.

- He's willing to try anything at least once, so feel free to get as freaky with him as you like. In general though, he's a service-top. He talks a big game and uses all kinds of pet-names, but in the end, he'll be on his knees between your legs, absolutely obsessed with your pleasure.

- There's no such thing as over-stimulated for Axel. He wants you to pull his hair, scratch and bite him up, wrap your legs around him, the whole nine yards. Sex with Axel is energetic and enthusiastic, and he'll be whispering absolute filth into your ear the whole time.

- Speaking of dirty talk- he can dish it out like no other, but if you turn the tables on him, he is weak- especially to compliments and flattery. Tell him how incredibly good he makes you feel, how you can't stop thinking about him when you're apart, how you touched yourself thinking about him last night, and he won't be able to keep himself under control.

- He loves to watch your expressions, especially when you cum. It's a bit of an ego thing for him. When you're close, he'll lace his fingers with yours and look you in the eye as you come apart beneath him, and his own climax won't be long after.

#kh axel #kh saix #kingdom hearts #not sfw #not sfw text #spicy headcanons #kingdom hearts headcanons #axel headcanons #saix headcanons #axel x reader #saix x reader

[atrashsith]

cozy prompt number 3 for our favorite over working blue moon prince!

Exhaustion (Saïx x Reader)

wow, this has been sitting in my inbox for a few months and just now i got the inspiration to write this short bit now at 2am because i can't sleep. i hope you like it!

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3. “Don’t be nervous, you can come closer”

“Good morning, VII.” I murmured without looking up from my book, “Are you alright?”

“Why wouldn't I be?” The blue haired male snapped as he looked at me.

“You’re up later than usual.” I grinned as I met his golden eyes. “I know, I wanted to stay in bed too.”

“I…” He sighed and turned away. “I wasn't sleeping.”

“Ah,” I nodded. “Don’t need details.”

He groaned and walked toward the window, probably to gaze at Kingdom Hearts. I tried to get immersed in the book Zexion let me borrow about one of his experiments again, but my eyes fell on the man’s tense shoulders once again.

“It was a joke, Saïx.”

“I know.”

I pursed my lips. “You could go back to bed if you’re that tired. It’s a free day afterall.” I closed my book and stood up.

“I don’t just have free days, XIII. I have so much work to do, I can’t waste my time sleeping.”

I looked at his side profile as I slowly neared him to not startle him. Underneath his almost closed eyes were bags that I didn't recall he had before. I touched his shoulder and lightly nudged him until he let me turn him to face me.

“Have you gotten any sleep at all, VII?”

He hesitated for a moment. Well, there was my answer.

“Come on, let’s get you to bed.”

“I have some mission reports to–”

“Frankly, I think you’re an asshole because you’re sleep deprived, so I’m not scared of you like the others are. I won’t hesitate to drag you to your room if necessary.”

He stared at me emotionless, as if he was still trying to process what I was saying to him.

“You don’t have to kiss the Superior’s ass all the time, Saïx. I guarantee you he doesn't give a shit.”

I held his wrists and he surprisingly let me pull him a few feet away from the windows until he just wouldn't budge any more.

“I don’t like quiet Saïx.” I pouted. “You have to at least sleep for a couple of hours so you can yell at Demyx for not completing his mission tomorrow."

His dull eyes stared into mine. He was hearing me, but he wasn't listening. I bit my lip as I looked at the couches, they wouldn't be as comfortable as his bed but it would have to do.

I circled around him and gently pushed him toward the couches until he sat down at the biggest one. He seemed tense as he probably searched within himself some strength to fight me off.

His gaze fell on me when I sat down on the other couch and grabbed my book again with the intention to resume my reading, but his eyes just didn't look away from me even as I turned my attention back to him.

“Do you need anything? A blanket?”

He shook his head.

“I really hate quiet Saïx,” I murmured to myself and moved to the same couch as the golden eyed man. “Come here.”

His eyes widened but he stayed put. “What?”

I extended my arms out to him and he shifted the slightest toward me.

I grinned, “Don’t be nervous, you can come closer.”

He leaned toward me and kicked his boots off to pull his feet up on the couch. He rested his head on my shoulder after some hesitation, wasting no time in falling asleep.

I slipped my glove off to touch his warm face with my bare fingers. He held onto my arm as he leaned further into me, making me freeze as he shifted in his sleep. After a few moments his breathing was still even so I kept tracing his face with my fingertips.

“Good night, Saïx.” I murmured and leaned my cheek on his head as I continued my lecture until I eventually fell asleep with the book still open on my lap.

#kh saix #kingdom hearts #kh #saix kingdom hearts #saix x reader #saix is a: baby #change my mind

[simpleandsanctuary]

may I request Isa with an affectionate fem s/o who is very patient with him after being completed. soft fluff

 iabsolutely love the idea of isa being a nervous, soft, ptsd-riddled mess after being recompleted. not bc ptsd is cute by any means, but it does make for some easy headcanon & fic ideas. also, these got a little out of hand but re-completed isa gives me so extreme feelings.

Isa isn’t used to affection, and hasn’t been for a long time. He’s used to nasty, scathing looks and whispers behind his back as he passes. Everyone at this point recognizes him because he caused so much hurt and destruction in so many worlds, and he can’t blame them for their hatred.

So when you come along, he expects much the same. Lea has slid back into normalcy easily, but he had the help of the lightwielders to do so. Everyone knew he had been involved with the Organization but had switched up and ultimately helped save the worlds. Isa couldn’t boast as much.

He’s as softly polite as he always is, trying not to scare you or upset you. More than once, he’s been chased out for just seeming like he’s a danger, even though he was doing nothing. It takes him a while to really notice that you don’t treat him like everyone else, and suddenly he’s nervous, afraid even that you’re trying to trick him.

It takes you quite some time to earn his trust. You’ve seen the way others treat him, but you also know from Lea that they didn’t know anything but the Organization for a long time, and Isa never knew there was another way. 

There’s a lot of time spent in silence with him, while the two of you do your own separate things. He spends a lot of time reading or writing in his journal (he’s found writing down memories and dreams, and then describing his feelings about them helps him to process his traumas). Lea, Xion, and Roxas are often around as well, being their usual selves, and Isa begins to gravitate towards you more naturally, finding your calmness soothing whenever they get to be too much. 

Eventually it gets to the point that he seeks you out, usually without even realizing he’s doing it, whenever he needs quiet but doesn’t want to be alone. He doesn’t tell you that’s what he needs, nor does he speak to you about what’s troubling him, but you somehow know and allow him to just be. He appreciates that, even if he can’t vocalize it.

A lot of affection comes from little things at first. Like seeking you out, he doesn’t realize that he’s doing them-- or you’re doing them-- until it becomes routine. At that point, he’s so used to it that he can’t become nervous or worried about it. Bringing him a book you’ve just finished reading, reminding him to eat, bringing him tea and water when he’s been zoned out for a while, all without prompting or asking anything in return. 

He realizes things have changed a lot more when he wakes up from a nightmare one night and immediately thinks of you. Without hesitating, which he surely would only a year ago, he gets up and knocks on your door. He doesn’t really know what he’s going to say or what he wants, but you open the door wearing a look of bewilderment that immediately changes to understanding and you pull him into your room.

He doesn’t fight it as you drag him down to your bed and falls asleep to the gentle sensation of you running your fingers through his hair. Just like that, you become his safe place and he’s both happy and terrified, because he knows if you pulled away it would destroy him. He places a lot of the remaining trust he has in you, and you come through marvelously.

Physical affection becomes something he actively seeks out after that, and Lea and the others often find him in your room, napping with his head in your lap or laying on your chest while you read or do whatever. He enjoys the comfort immensely and he’s especially grateful for it when he can’t get out of his own head or after a nightmare. 

He still flinches when you do something as simple as brush his hair when he isn’t expecting it, but you’re patient and never do anything more than he’s comfortable with. He appreciates your gentleness with things as simple as that. He especially enjoys the way you cup his cheeks and smile softly before pulling him down for a kiss, as if letting him know you’re going to do it before you do.

Above all else, he’s grateful that you gave him a chance at all to experience normalcy, something he hasn’t had since he was a child.

#isa #isa x reader #saix #saix x reader #kingdom heart #kingdom hearts headcanons

[getbacktoworknovice]

💙Cuddling H.C’s; Saix

He’s a bit dense when it comes to affection 

But don't hold it against him 

He really adores you 

He’ll be working or reading when you curl up next to him

 maybe even laying your head in his lap to be super obvious

He’ll chuckle and only then can he guess what you want

offering open arms for you to jump into

He likes to massage little circles into your sides 

Running his fingers up and down your arms

gently grazing his nails against your skin 

He likes to have your head pressed to his chest so he can kiss you there as it's his way of showing his affection and that he adores you 

#saix #saix x reader #saix hc #saix tag #kingdom hearts saix #kingdom hearts hc #kingdom hearts 2 #kingdom hearts 3

[kingdomhearts-rewrittenarchive]

I need some Isa fluff. Sorry if this was already done, but how would he react if his SO offered him a Paopu fruit?

if they offered it to him too soon then he would reject them, and depending on their reaction to it, he might even straight up break up with them

if they offered it to him as a joke, he might take it as such and laugh or jokingly agree, but if it wasn’t presented in a nice way, he would be really hurt bc that essentially says that they don’t take their relationship with him seriously

if they offered it to him as a consolation or comfort thing, he could react with anger or by just confessing his love for them which is my personal favorite headcanon and why i wrote a scenario under the cute to go along with it

It had been Lea’s idea to travel to the Destiny Islands for a little vacation. Everyone was in agreement that, for as much as they loved Twilight Town, they wanted something a little different. And seeing Riku, Sora and Kairi wasn’t going to hurt them either.

As far as you were aware, everything was fine for the better part of the day. Everyone was having fun playing in the water, and there wasn’t a quiet moment to be found. Maybe that was the problem. Not long ago, a couple of hours before sunset, you realized that Isa was nowhere to be found and, thinking back to the day, you hadn’t seen him in quite a few hours.

You admit, you panicked a little, because it was unusual for him to just pop smoke like that. Usually, he would just let you or someone know if he needed a little solitude, but he knew better than to disappear without a word. The first, and last, time he had tried it, Lea nearly got arrested for disturbing the peace in his panicked search for Isa.

That being said, Lea was too preoccupied to notice Isa missing this time. Hell, you hadn’t even noticed for who knew how long, and you couldn’t help but feel guilty, even if disappearing without a trace was a specialty of his. You decided that you were going to look for him, but you were going to do it alone. There was no real need to upset Lea; the island wasn’t that big and Isa couldn’t have left the island without the rest of you.

It took the better part of an hour before you finally did find him, though. He was on the direct opposite side of the island, hidden in a copse of trees atop a cliff, hidden from the direct light of the setting sun. You had passed it by at least twice before realizing that you could actually get in there, and were surprised when he was actually in there.

“You jerk,” were the first words out of your mouth when you saw him, sitting as calm and pretty as could be on the worn rock perched near the cliff edge. Clearly someone knew that the view was gorgeous and had managed to position it just perfectly for sitting and relaxing. He had to have heard you stumbling around out there and hadn’t said a word to alert you to his presence. “You could have said something. I’ve been looking for you for at least an hour.”

He snorted, glaring at you before turning back to face the ocean. “Only an hour? I’ve been gone for at least five.” He sounded unusually petulant, and his mouth was set in a hard line, giving him a sour expression.

Okay, that was weird. Was it your imagination, or did he sound hurt that it took you “so long” to find him? In fact, he sounded almost sullen.

“Isa?” you asked, taking a seat next to him. You took his hand in yours, locking your fingers together and just gazing at him. His mouth was twisting, like he was biting his tongue, and you knew it wouldn’t be long before he started talking.

True to form, it only took a minute before he was spilling, and you couldn’t tell if it was more sadness or anger in his words.

“Everyone else is so happy together. They all went through so much together, they saved the worlds together. Hell, even Hayner, Pence, and Olette helped. And it shows. I just feel so out of place.” His voice dropped to a whisper, and he wouldn’t look at you, not even a glance from the corner of his eye. “I don’t belong with them, not after what I did to all of them. I don’t deserve to be happy.”

You pursed your lips, turning to face the ocean, watching a wave roll up and break against a rock protruding from the surface of the water. He had told you some time ago that he was part of the group that had caused all the chaos, and had even gone back to them after his defeat at Sora’s hands, but it wasn’t something that you had actually talked about. Sometimes, he got into a funk of sorts, and you knew that it always had something to do with his past, but this didn’t feel the same. He had never acted like he didn’t want to be with you or the others, and had definitely never expressed such a negative sentiment before. It worried you that he was hiding just how badly it effected him on a daily basis, and you would have to address that later.

For now, you had this to deal with. “Isa, I know that’s how you feel, and I don’t want to diminish that, but the other’s already know what you did. You did it too them. Don’t you think if they were holding it against you, you would know it?”

He snorted again, a cross between annoyed and amused. “They’re all just too nice to push me out. They think I wasn’t myself. But it was me, _____. I can still feel it, sometimes, trying to rear back up. It’s easier to push it down now, but sometimes... I’m afraid I’m going to hurt you.” There, he’d said it. It had been sitting in his heart for so long that it felt like a weight was lifted physically from his shoulders, even as a new fear replaced it. But the new one, the one that feared you wouldn’t know how to handle his, admittedly deep, well of issues was easier to handle, if only because now you at least knew.

Your silence stretched out, and he couldn’t find words to ease you, even though everything in him screamed to console you, to lie and say he wouldn’t, he would never, that he was strong enough to reign it in, because he couldn’t be sure of that. And it wasn’t fair to you to claim that.

After what seemed like forever, you stood up, letting go of his hand. Fear lanced through him, a steady diatribe of negative words building up in his head as he watched you turn towards to the hidden opening of the grove. Then you turned back, a warm, if not quite tight, smile on your face and promised to be right back. And then you were gone.

The sun seemed to be so much brighter, the air so much warmer outside of the dense cluster of trees and, as much as your mind tried to attribute it to the conversation, you were beholden to no such ideas. An idea you were willing to give into, though, was a much better one, a legend you had been told by the natives about a certain star-shaped fruit that only grew on the islands. They were in abundance here, and it didn’t take you long to find one. It was heavier than you imagined it to be, bigger too, and surprisingly it did make an impact on your return back to Isa.

By the time you made it, the sun was nearly gone and you were out of breath. Isa was staring at you, sitting in the same spot you had left him, and you had the feeling that he had been watching the path the whole time, waiting for you to appear again.

Skepticism swept across his face when he caught sight of the fruit in your hands, followed by confusion. “What is that?”

“Oh, the others didn’t tell you about these?” you asked, looking down at the bright yellow star in your hands. He hadn’t been around when you were told, but you had assumed someone would tell him, given how popular the legend was here. You blushed a little as you sat down next to him, close enough that your thighs touched and you could feel the warmth radiation off of him. It had sounded cute in your head, but the idea of explaining it was less appealing. “The islanders have a superstition about these. They’re called paopu fruits, and supposedly if two people share them, their destinies will be bound together. They’ll always find their way back to each other.”

You could see Isa’s eyes widen, flick to your face for just a second, before they landed back on the fruit. He took it from your hands gingerly, as if he was afraid it would bite him, and examined it, like he was looking from some sign of magic in it. He set it down in his lap, still just staring at it without a word, and you half-expected him to start laughing and reject it.

But to your surprise, he sounded almost hopeful as he asked, “Do you want to share it with me?”

Without a word, you took the fruit back and split it as evenly as you could down the middle, handing him half and without hesitation taking a bite out of the other. Wonder filled his eyes, and they never left yours as he took a bite from the center. The both of you waited a few seconds for a sense that something had changed, for magic to swirl around you, for something. The seconds turned into minutes and...nothing.

Your lips twitched before spreading into a grin, and then you started laughing. “Well, that was anticlimactic. I don’t know what I was expecting but...” you said, looking down at the piece in your hands. It still looked like just a regular piece of fruit. “Well, at least it tasted good.”

Isa chuckled as well, but he was still staring at you in awe. You had been willing, with no hesitation whatsoever, to tie your destiny with his. His sense of worth had never been tied to what other people thought of him, but as he sat there and watched you laugh, it made him realize that you, of everyone, treated him the most normal. The others never meant to, but they always made him feel like he was outside of their little bubble of friendship, like he was only ever included because he was there, like he was an afterthought and could disappear without notice. When you appeared and weaseled your way into his heart, he had been reluctant to let it go any further, afraid that you were going to turn on him when everything came to light.

But you hadn’t. You had taken him by the hand and brought him into the fold, made him feel like he could belong.

Warmth towards you filled his chest, and he took the fruit from your hands and flung them into the water far below.

“Isa?” you said, watching him turn back towards you. Your hands were sticky from the fruit juice, as were his, but it didn’t seem to deter him as he pulled you up from the rock and into his chest.

His voice was a deep rumble and full of wonder when he said, “Thank you, _____. I don’t know what I did to deserve this, but thank you.”

All you had time to do was squeak as his lips covered yours, warm and sticky and sweet. Your eyes fluttered closed and you wrapped your arms around his neck, preventing him from moving back as you opened your mouth to his. It was bliss in it’s purest form and you never wanted it to stop.

But from a distance, you heard the sounds of your names being called, and started to pull back.

“Not yet,” Isa said, keeping you pressed close. “It’ll take them a minute to find us. Let’s just stay here for a while longer.”

jesus christ this is so long now askdhfa;j i’ve no idea how it got so out of hand? somehow it’s 2k words??? well enjoy the fluff anyway lol

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Imagine sharing a sea salt ice cream bar with Isa.

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[kh-imaginings]

Hello! 💖I know your blog is fairly new, but you’re doing an amazing job so far! I can’t wait to see what else you post! Would I be able to ask for some sweet domestic moments with the Org XIII kiddies? (If that’s too many people, I can be more specific and ask for Xigbar, Axel, Saix, Zexiin, Xaldin, and Luxord) Best of luck! 💕🍀🍦

Hi there anon! So i only do 5 characters at a time but you’re welcome to keep sending them in if you want to see more characters! I’ll start with the first 5 on your list. I’m also assuming you want some headcanons, if not send this in again!

Xigbar: 

xigbar has a love of being in the kitchen with you. Not really cooking, but he likes spending time with you doing domestic things. It’s nice to be able to smell a nice meal on the way, and also be able to talk to you about your days. 

Another thing he’s not particular on movies, but if you’re there snuggled into his side, he’s good with watching just about anything. 

If you can’t tell already his love language is quality time. He just likes being in the same space with you for a while, without any worries and leaving the daily stress behind.

Axel:

You can probably already guess that this guy is a human furnace. He’s really warm to lay next to. What you might not know is that he’s prone to tossing and turning. You’ll never wake up in the same position that you went to sleep in, because when he moves, he takes you with him!

He always remembers your favorite foods to buy from the store. Once he learns this about you, he won’t forget and will regularly keep some stocked in the house for you (whether you live together, or just visit his house, there’ll be your favorite soda or ice cream available).

Is a fan of reminiscing. Of course the guy’s catchphrase is “Got it memorized?” being able to remember the good times is important to him. Along with remembering little tidbits about each other. It shows that you’re attentive about each other. Every time you remember something about him, his favorite foods, or games, or a funny joke he told you, he falls more in love.

Saix:

Saix is the kind of guy who is proficient in housekeeping. Everything has its place, and he keeps everything clean and tidy in his home. That being said, he also helps motivate you to keep your own space tidy as well. Maybe you’re not feeling well, or you’re just naturally cluttered, he will tidy up now and again around your room. He might reprimand, but he means well. An organized room, leads to an organized life, and decreases stress. He just wants you to be in a place that is conducive to other healthy behaviors and mindset.

The first time you fell asleep on his shoulder, he had to try SO HARD not to just start blushing like a tomato! He might seem like this somber and strict dude, but you show him that you trust him and are comfortable to just do whatever with him and it gives him the warm and fuzzies inside. It will take a while for him to do the same, he is kind of defensive, but once you gain his trust like that it stays there.

Sometimes he’ll sneak a little post-it in your coat or in a book with a little heart drawn on it. He’s really shy, but it’s his way of letting you know you’re on his mind and that he loves you. You don’t have to bring it up (he’ll probably get embarrassed) but just give him a hug or a note right back, and it’ll make his week.

Zexion:

You know you’ve gotten into Zexion’s good graces when he comes and sits around you to read. Unprompted and won’t say anything, he just shows up, and sits down next to you and continues doing his thing. It’s very comforting and ideal that you’re both able spend time together even if you’re doing independent tasks/hobbies.

Has a secret list of books he wants to recommend to you, he even puts little notes/letters inside them telling you why he thought it would be a good read for you. They’re not all interesting, but it shows that you were on his mind.

In his notebooks, there’s little doodles of you, or notes about things he wants to tell you. Sometimes he’s written down grocery lists, or foods he wants to try with you. Really he thinks about you all the dang time, he’s not outward all the time with his affection but he is absolutely smitten with you! who would’ve thunk this guy would be such a sap ;)

Xaldin: 

Okay so Xaldin, is a gym buff, he likes going and meal prep, and all that jazz. When he preps meals he goes ahead and makes extra for you as well. To make sure you’re getting your daily nutrients and you’re taking care of yourself. He might try to drag you to the gym, you can say no (even though he thought it would be cool to be able to train with his love), and he’ll leave you be, but you make sure you eat the lunch he makes! They’re surprisingly delicious (which he’s only really gotten good at making yummy meals, after meeting you and realizing that he wants you to enjoy the food rather than just have the fuel)

Another tidy fellow. He actually finds cleaning relaxing, and although he make a little fuss if you’re not (once again not too serious, he’s got a case of the tsundere is all), he’d be happy to clean your room. Then after a hard afternoon’s work you can offer to cuddle with him, and it’ll be SOOOO nice in clean sheets!

Enjoys going on walks at sunset or after work with you. Just strolling around town. If you see a particularly new flower he might pick a couple, one for you and one for him to press into a bookmark (which he will then give to you). 

BONUS~ You can get him to do all kinds of cutesy hobbies like that, he’s up for trying new crafts if you suggest them. He might say they’re a waste of time and resources, but the time spent and also the finished product is a treat for him. It’s nice to see you smile when you create something new, even if it doesn’t turn out like the pinterest board’s, his always turn out perfect (even when it’s a scam!) and he’ll give his to you, because it makes you smile.

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