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hanjisungslag · 1 year

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attack on titan headcanons #5

## - kisses

genre - fluff

pairings - aot x reader

word count - 2.9k

warnings - none!

notes - tell me how it’s been half a year since i last posted? i’m crying

- EREN JAEGER

your first kiss was very out of the blue. it was a super intense moment filled with raging emotions from both of you - it happened right after the whole incident of eren turning into a titan, you rushed to his side immediately being the one to go rescue him after you thought you had lost him forever. all you could do as soon as you pulled him out of the steaming titan was hug him. you tightly gripped his shirt, nails digging into his skin so much so that you probably could’ve ripped his clothes. after he gained consciousness again, he pulled away looking at you all teary eyed, but nonetheless those eyes were filled with gratitude. he was so incredibly grateful that he could see you again, so much so that he kissed you, for the first time! it was a kiss to remember, it was like a movie kiss - full of compassion and full of fear that you nearly lost eren but as the kiss came to end, reality hit you both. you guys.. just kissed. for the first time. although the situation eren was in now was bad, you guys were more freaked out that you kissed. (cutie patooties)

-MIKASA ACKERMAN

oh girl. you both wanted to kiss each other for a while but you’re both awkward fucks so it wasn’t gonna happen anytime soon unless someone grew some balls! obviously, mikasa is the most confident out of the two of you but, she’s confident in everything else apart from romance. so you guys were hanging out, and you just did it. out of NOWHERE while you guys were sitting down on a hill soaking in the sun rays, you slapped lips on her. it was a very quick peck on the lips but even just that got mikasa soo flustered :( she was covering her lips in pure shock, she couldn’t even stand to look at you with her face looking like a tomato. after she composed herself, she did it right back at you! and then that obviously led to both of you being extremely flustered. you’ll stick to cheek kisses for now until you both stop blushing over lip kisses.

- ARMIN ARLERT

he wanted to make it super sweet & romantic!! after your third date, this man was like i wanna kiss this mf rn. i wanna SMOTHER THEM IN KISSES! so.. he started to plan it? although he wanted to so bad, he was still super nervous & he felt like having a plan would be his best bet. reiner tried telling him not to plan it out but armin was determined on making your guys’ first kiss like something out of a movie. however, in your daily life this man.. could stop staring at your goddamn lips😭HES STARVING PLEASE. anyways, of course you start to notice this and you’re thinking ‘well.. i mean i wanna kiss him too, so why don’t i just do it?’

2 days before the date.

it’s your guys’ day to go & buy groceries, you’re out and about in town and of course, you stop by the flower stall! while admiring some of the flowers, you guys find yourselves under mistletoe.. and oh my days, armin is freaking out.. like what about his date he had planned? but after he finally looks back down at you and takes one glance, seeing you blushing profusely while looking at him with such pure love in your eyes, how could he resist? you guys go onto share a super sweet kiss and both go home very giddy. (and you forgot the apples so, nice one lovebirds 😒)

- JEAN KIRSTEIN

let me tell you, his mum taught him well! she always told him to be a gentleman to ladies and oh, how he was such a gentleman! you guys were just chilling, hanging out together in the girls empty dorms - he was staying with you since you had injured your ankle (bunking off training for you🤧) anyways, you guys were playing a card game when he thought now would be the perfect time to initiate a kiss.. no training, no one around and no annoying connie! he looked up with a sparkle in his eye while staring at your lil’ concentrated face for a while, he chuckled to himself making you raise your head in confusion & suddenly he just popped the question, so confidently as well (he was terrified though) “y/n, can i kiss you?” YOU WERE TAKEN ABACK, literally.. like pulling away, blinking your eyes, processing what’s happening kinda shit. as soon as you snapped back into reality you gave him a coy nod of the head. the kiss was so tender and romantic, i could sob. he looked away all flustered and you giggled to yourself hiding your face behind your cards. eventually, you both came back down to earth and started getting ready to play again but then jean said “hey, whoever wins gets a kiss” you questioned his logic and said “wait.. but then, whoever loses still gets a kiss?” he scoffed sarcastically and said “okay and?🙄” you giggled, “you’re only saying that so that when you lose, you still get a kiss.” “WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHEN I LOSE??” you laughed hysterically and continued playing. (he did lose btw)

- SASHA BRAUS

it was your turn to make dinner for the corps and of course, sasha had to be there to ‘make sure everything is okay’ in her words smh. so, after putting your blood, sweat and tears into this scrumptious dinner - sasha was right beside you literally DROOLING but, since it was done and everyone was about to eat it anyways, you grab a portion for sasha and she’s literally jumping for joy while you’re putting food on her plate. while (un)patiently waiting she goes to give you a give kiss on the cheek but as she is you turn with the full plate of food in hand and her lips land on yours instead of your cheek… you both freeze. literally frozen for a good 2 minutes EVEN WITH FOOD IN FRONT OF HER?? eventually you both shake your heads, waking yourselves back up into reality and sasha is actually way calmer about this than you are and she’s even the first one to speak “hehe i liked that. you’re a good kisser y/n!” and then you burst into flames because why would she say that?? literally giggling and kicking my feet.

- CONNIE SPRINGER

you and connie had just finished playing board games in his dorm - you guys were just chilling and chit chatting, when you started getting all romantic and cutesy (vile creatures). his hands roamed onto your thighs, arms and hands giving you gentle caresses and you decided this was the perfect moment to kiss him. as his hands laid on your thighs, you brought your hands up to his cheeks and pulled him into a kiss. he was very caught off-guard and it took him like two whole minutes to realise what was happening and ACTUALLY kiss you back. after you both pulled away, bro just straight up froze. you had to wave your hand in front of his face and just be like “connie..? connieeee?” and he JUMPED back to life and you jumped too because what the fuck, why did bro jump💀. anyways, he was as red as a tomato!! and you thought it was the cutest thing evaaa. when the other boys started piling into the room, you decided it was time for you to take your leave. connie waved you off by the door with literal love hearts in the eyes.

the next day in the canteen, all the boys were coming up to you patting you on the back almost making you spit your food out saying stuff like “way-hey! good job y/n, heard you kissed connie” you were so flustered like please it’s 8am, you don’t need this right now😭. THEN CONNIE comes strolling in like he owns the fuckin’ place, he’s just so happy & feeling so confident after you kissed him; he wholeheartedly believes he’s a god. and now you get to enjoy the next few days of him trying to get kisses off you 24/7, literally like trying to swat a fly away.

- REINER BRAUN

reiner decided your guys’ spot was not only a casual hangout spot but also, a private and romantic place for you lovebirds. since he confessed there, he thought it’d super sweet & sentimental if you guys had your first kiss there too :).

you stroll up the hill heading to your spot, hand in hand, giggling the whole way there. as you were talking about some gossip you’ve heard, reiner just stares at you in pure admiration. all he wants to do is grab you and kiss you already!! before he can actually initiate anything you turn your head and ask with a silly grin, “why’re you staring at me like that..” he wakes up from his daydream and stares EVEN MORE and eventually, goes onto say “i really want to kiss you right now.” AND OH MY DAYS.. you were so flabbergasted like - he just outright said it, so confidently, so full of passion and lust. you confidently (trying to match the energy) said “well, why don’t you?” and that’s when he gently takes your cheek in his big hand and brings you closer, slowly but surely.. then you kiss. you guys kiss for a very long time, you both want to take in every last second of this moment. as the kiss progresses he pulls you in by your waist, so that you’re even closer to him. you bring your hands up and hold onto his muscular biceps. after a few minutes, you both pull away looking a bit messy and a bit.. sloppy. but you literally couldn’t contain your giggles and shy smile, reiner went on to tease you about it for the rest of the evening.

- ANNIE LEONHART

annie had forced you to come work out with her even though you really weren’t feeling it. you were just feeling super lazy and honestly, your limbs felt like noodles. but nonetheless, you’re there in the training arena ready to work out with your girlfriend. you guys did warm ups which even those, almost killer you and when you go onto actually working out and sparring, oh my god. you were DYING and you kept complaining and whining to annie, who wasn’t having any of it. as you began to do sit ups, you whined once again “ughhh, i don’t wanna do this. i could’ve been sleeping still” you said as your back hit the floor, giving up. annie pulled you right back up, looked you dead in the eyes with a tight grip on your shoulders and said “you’re gonna do this work out, okay?” you wiggled your way out of her grasp, hit the floor again and whined even more “nooOo, annie c’mon! i just want to be done already!” annie just sighed with her hands on her knees, staring at you as you laid there eyes closed, clearly frustrated and upset. she was going to let you go but then had a breakthrough. she said with a sigh “hey. if you do these sit ups now, i’ll give you a kiss everytime as a reward.” WHAT?? DID YOU HEAR THAT CORRECTLY?? you shot up IMMEDIATELY in shock and excitement, you could quite literally feel the adrenaline rushing through your body, “YES OKAY ABSOLUTELY, LETSGOLETSGOLETSGO” you wiggled excitedly at this opportunity ��jesus, calm down.. it’s just some kisses.” (deep down, she was shitting herself but the girls got a reputation to keep up) that’s where you guys had your first kiss! although it was only a peck. and there was lots of them. little did annie know though, from this day forward you would refuse to work out UNLESS you got kisses as a reward.

- BERTOLT HOOVER

you were just about to go out with bertolt on a lovely little stroll on a fine summers day but you forgot your bag! and you didn’t have time now, you promised you’d give historia her earrings back in time for her date with ymir but don’t worry, bertolt being the lil’ sweetheart he is, offered to run and grab it for you. so, you both set off in your opposite directions - bertolt found your bag with ease and grabbed it but, as he was picking it up, he hit a vase. YOUR vase.. and it smashed all over your dorm room floor and bertolt just freaked the fuck out. he started getting really sweaty and started heavy breathing, honestly he was having a panic attack. and to make matters worse, you had just opened the door and walked in on this mess. bertolt just looked at you with such genuine fear in this eyes. he felt so so so terrible about breaking your vase that he (very anxiously) started rambling straight away, as soon as you walked in, trying to explain himself and in the midst of it all, you were trying to calm him down and tell him that it’s fine and there’s no need to worry - but he just cannot stop. he just kept going on and on and on, and eventually you just had to do something. you’ve thought about doing it for a while now and it might not be the best time right now but fuck it!! you kissed him. partially because you wanted to but also partially because he needed to shut up, bless him. and goddamn, you REALLY shut him up, bro was in the middle of anaphylactic shock after that. he shook himself off like a dog eventually to regain his composure but he got superrr shy and said he couldn’t go out that day anymore😭. you still dragged him along don’t worry and he eventually got over what happened, not fully but still enough.

- ERWIN SMITH

erwin kissed you the day he asked you out. he thought it’d be the best, most romantic way to set off this new relationship! he also saw no point in waiting to kiss you tbh, especially since you were together now. anyways, soon after asking you to be his s/o and a very long embrace with one another - as you pulled apart, his gaze softened looking deeply into your eyes and asked “may i kiss you?” you were so shocked at his forwardness! first the beautiful meal, then becoming an official couple and now a kiss?! however, no matter in how much shock you were, you were far too entranced in this romantic moment to even hesitate, you said “of course you can” with a sultry smile. you guys had a very classic, romantic kiss just like in old time films. you both chuckled lightly as you pulled away and went off into the night together, having a final glass of wine before you left the restaurant.

- LEVI ACKERMAN

as per usual, levi was locked up in his silly little office but you weren’t having that today. it’s a beautiful summers day with no worries of fighting any titans so you decided to drag him out. now, when i say drag i genuinely mean you DRAGGED him by his stupid e-boy haircut, m’kay. EVENTUALLY.. he started walking by himself and you took him to a café! this way, he can still have his tea but he’s finally not in his office. you both ordered tea and you ordered some sweet treats for you guys as well! levi insisted otherwise but you were determined to have a lovely day out with your boyfriend.. who you haven’t kissed yet. you also decided that not only will today be a super cute date day but ALSO, first kiss day. after staying in the café for hours drinking multiple cups of teas and many yummy treats, it was getting dark and you guys’ legs were aching from sitting for so long - so it was finally time to head home. on this walk home, you began to get very sentimental which is when levi started to act all stoic🙄 in the middle of your sentimental rant, you stopped him in his tracks, held his shoulders and said “don’t hate me when i do this…” AND YOU JUST SLAPPED LIPS ON HIM AHH. you genuinely thought he was gonna push you off him and throw you on the ground BUT HE KISSED YOU BACK? and even pulled you closer to him?? literally what the fuck is happening?? after some time, you both pull away and he said “why would i hate you for that? idiot.” and with that, you guys went off into the night as you giggled at your silly actions.

- HANGE ZOË

hange uh.. you guys have already kissed a lot. hange is veryyy affectionate even when you were friends and was especially more affectionate after they realised they liked you😭. so, because of this you got a lot of cheek kisses and light pecks from hange when you guys were just friends. however, as soon as you agreed to being hange’s s/o, they gave you the biggest fattest smooch eva!! a proper first kiss for a proper couple :). remember how they nearly proposed? and you had to be like “ayo hange, d-don’t propose right now, please…” well after they got back up from being down on one knee, they grabbed you by both your cheeks immediately and kissed you. they kissed you for so long, so passionately like they’ve been craving to kiss you like this, kiss you like they really mean it.

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i4bellingham · 1 year

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Hiii! I love your writing and was wondering if you could write something for Trent where you don’t really get along with your parents and you have an argument with them and he comforts you afterwards?

comfort in you : trent alexander-arnold x reader

warnings: toxic family dynamic

note: not proofread 🤧 this took me so long to write omfg i apologize for the drag anon! i hope you can still see this request or remember it even wksjsksk i hope you have a good day/night! mwuah <3 also lol, me??? posting multiple reqs/pieces in two (?) days 🤯 shocker

It's not exactly a secret but you don't get along with your parents well. Unlike the relationship between your friends and their parents, your's is more complicated than it should have been.

It's one of the reasons why you decided to move out of the house when you were barely graduating high school and had lived alone since then. Well, until you and your now boyfriend, Trent, decided to move in together just a little over a year into your relationship.

The rocky relationship between you and your parents wasn't also a secret to Trent. It was one of the many things you told him firsthand before agreeing to go on dates with him. Seeing as how family-oriented he is and the close bond between him, his siblings and his parents, you didn't want to give off the impression that the same was happening in the very household you already abandoned years ago.

But Trent was fine with that. It wasn't necessarily a touchy subject with you but you do limit yourself from mentioning anything about your parents in front of him, and he does the exact same.

Though not in the best of relationships, visiting your childhood house was still an occurrence happening 1-2 days every 2 months. A week if you're feeling extra generous despite knowing how every week would end up before you're taking your leave. Arguments, stemming from from nonsensical disagreements was a normal scene in your house that gets you leaving earlier than your supposed departing time. It all ends the same, so really, you're only waiting for that point for everything to blow over and you're in your car, breezing past the streets to go back home.

This visit ended in the same fashion.

Your parents think it's not wise of you to be dating an athlete moreover someone with a big name like Trent. You, of course fought for your relationship, knowing how your boyfriend is over the course of a year of making him wait for you to make it official, all the efforts, all the love and care he never once forgot to show you, all that was not disregarded as you stood up for your boyfriend and your relationship.

Your parents think you're being disrespectful when you answered back, retorted in a way they've never once heard you do before you're rushing out of the dining area, hastily picking up your things before you're out of the door and out of the house.

You made it home in just under 10 minutes. A record if you will.

Trent was already anticipating your return despite it being just the second night without you, or so he thought when the door to the front of the house was pushed open by your jingling keys.

You threw your bag on the doorway, a frown on your face as Trent approached you, lowering his gaming headphones before he's wrapping both arms around you and pulling you close to him.

“How bad was it this time?”

“Horrible.” You told him with a sigh, walking out of the embrace before plopping yourself on the couch. Trent follows after you. “They claim to want their daughter back in their lives but then they pull shit like this and they expect me to come back willingly? How stupid do they think I am?”

Trent plants a kiss on your temple, mumbling against your skin. “You’re not stupid pretty girl, that's for sure.”

“It’s just so tiring going back and forth in circles with them... I don't even wanna try anymore. It's so tiring and honestly incredibly irritating.”

Trent places both hands on your chin, tilting your head up so you can look at him properly. “No one is forcing you to go back to them baby. If they can't find it in themselves to put minimal effort in finding a common ground with you so they can have you back, it's just not worth it. You've been trying to reconnect with them for what? The last 5? 6? 7 years? But they're the ones who's also pushing you away, nitpicking every flaw they can find in you. You don’t have to try anymore if you don’t want to. You've survived living almost a decade without them, nothings gonna change that now.”

A heavy sigh leaves your lips before you lean your head down on Trent’s chest. You were just drained from all the back and forth with your parents and you're relationship isn't even progressing. It's just such a dreary thing to do. You're exerting effort and trying to reconnect but when you're there, all efforts just go to waste because you're back in ground zero with them again.

You just wish you have parents who actually cares about you more than just having to put up a front because they're being talked about not being the best parents in the neighborhood.

As of almost feeling your thoughts and emotions going haywire, Trent rubs your back soothingly, planting soft feathery kisses all over your head as he lulls you to sleep.

“You don’t have to think about anything for now. You've just gotten back home from a dinner that I envision to be a disaster.” He mutters underneath his breath, prompting a chuckle to leave you as you close your eyes, leaning more of your fatigued weight against him. “You can talk some more tomorrow or the next day or the next or whenever you're ready. You don't have to this now.”

“I know...” You reply with a yawn. “’m so lucky to have you, do you know that? You're such a wonderful boyfriend to me and I'm always gonna be grateful.”

Trent shakes his head, kissing your cheeks one last time and before you succumbed to the sleep that's clawing at you, you hear him reply.

“I’m the lucky one... I love you baby, always.”

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not-goldy · 7 months

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Tumblr please bring back my update.

It was a long ass post too and Tumblr jx sweeped it under the rugs damn

So Re my gf's dialog of doom- FALSE ALARM😭😭😭

Sis jx wanted to know what I wanted to do on my birthday💀

But like why did she say it like that cos I peed pooped puked pivoted ALL THE BIG P's at the same time😭😭😭😭😭😭

Sis don traumatized me in this relationship 🤧

Anyone who knows what's been going on between us last year. weve been going through this process close to and near my birthday that ends with us breaking up- and then getting back together.

It's very simple, she missed my birthday last year ND the year before that. No post no greetings no calls nothing. So what did I do? Nothing. Didn't complain didnt ask questions. NOTHING.

And it hurt cos I used to do everything for her on her birthday to let her know I be feeling her like that- and honestly I just think it's nice to do nice things for people you care about and her birthday is jx an excuse for me to show her I care and give her experiences and moments ya know?

I don't know. May be it's my mistake I keep giving her the love I want for myself and I keep loving her in ways I never had.

Anywho, I had had enough of her analysis retentive attitude so close to her birthday, I got her all excited, called up her friends to let them know I was planning something for her. I even asked if they wanted to come cos I knew they would tell her either way. they a bunch of clowns really🤡

On her birthday, she cleared her schedule and seemed in a really good mood- I cleared my schedule too( we worked together then, she's my boss so she definitely knew I cleared my schedule that day)

Then on her birthday, I took myself out on a nice getaway staycation got me some nice lingerie pampered my back and toes, had those feet fetishized and love kissed by them cute weird freaky feet eating fishes with foot fetish, strolled through long halls naked under the robe with a glass of wine, and let my phone ring on silence.

Came back n acted like I'd been out with people and had the time of my life.

You can't stress me out and expect me not to love myself.

I'LL LOVE MYSELF ON YOUR BIRTHDAY😘

This year. I totally forgot she's a March born like I stopped caring bout her birthday n I wasn't even trying to be petty or nuin😭😭😭😭😭

I just don't care anymore 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

So when she said we needed to talk, turns out she just wanted to talk about that and call it truce cos she says she can't keep going through that year after year.

And frankly I can't either cos I be having my entire heart ripped out of my chest it be looking like a homicide inside my ribcage- but it doesn't stop me from returning the energy on her birthdays too cos I'M PETTY AS FUCK DUDE

I'm a Libra don't mess with me. I'll take the L, go through all the motions, feel that hurt and pain and betrayal and when I'm done- RUN

ILL GEAR UP AND SERVE YOU HOT STEAMING PILE OF LAVA BOILING REVENGE COOKED STRAIGHT FROM HELL'S COLD KITCHEN😌

She asked me what my plans are for my birthday and I honestly have nothing planned at all- I jx want to be quiet and alone and watch Netflix.

She's hurt cos she says I used to want to do things together with her on my birthday.

I don't know if I've changed like she says but frankly as much as I love her I don't enjoy being with her anymore.

I'd rather spend my birthday alone, do things alone- I love her want her- it's just I'm scared of another fight and yet again another break up and if us being distant is the only way we can have a semblance of a normal relationship then I'll take that.

And I'll rather have this than not have her at all.

Chilee I don't know anymore.

Also yall quit complaining bout me bringing my drama to your doorstep. Like yall have audacity hanging around my blog for free 99 and expecting relative peace and drama free services😹😹😹😹😹

Say it after me, We all in this together

Mi drama is su drama adios 😘😆

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butyoumakemesohot · 11 months

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hmm maybe 💣🌻 for steddie?

thank you for your request! i also included the 🤧 prompt because i had a few requests to write that one as well - i hope that's okay :) also, this was inspired by my own post hehe

As promised, Steve calls as soon as he and Robin arrive in Nashville during the first day of their summer road trip. It’s a yearly tradition, or so they explained a couple months ago - right around the time Eddie and Steve finally crossed the line between friends and something more. Eddie was quick to assure them he wasn’t the jealous type, and Robin was quick to assure him that she was, in fact, 100% gay.

It was a revelatory week, to say the least.

“Munson residence,” he now quips as he picks up the phone, twisting the cord around his finger. His ears pick up on the muffled sounds of city traffic and what must be the static of the TV in Steve and Robin’s hotel room.

“Eds, hey,” a garbled voice greets, followed by a small string of congested coughs.

Eddie freezes. “... Steve?”

“Yeah?” he asks, confused. A couple more coughs, then the younger man clears his throat, his voice emerging a tiny bit smoother than it was before. He still sounds awfully stuffed up, though. “Everything okay?”

“Yeah, sorry, just… didn’t recognize your voice at first,” Eddie admits, listening to Steve breathe through his mouth into the receiver. After a few seconds, he cuts himself off with a sniffle so congested that Eddie’s chest tightens in realization. “Still feeling a bit hayfeverish, are we?”

“It’s dot so bad,” Steve insists. He sniffles again, and Eddie swears he can hear the other man’s sinuses squeaking in protest, as if no matter how hard he tries, no amount of air is able to pass through them. “Just deed to get - hH-! … ohhh… snnff! Sorry, mby dose is… hheh, snrf! really itchy.”

“That’s okay, sweetheart,” Eddie says gently.

“Adyways, I just deed sobe mbedicide, thed I’ll be good. Robid a’d I are about to head to the store, but I just wadted to – hHH’SSCHHHIEW!”

He’s interrupted once more, this time by an abrupt sneeze that rattles loudly in Eddie’s ear. He tries not to wince, not wanting Steve to hear it in his voice.

“Gesundheit,” he says lightly, keeping the phone a couple inches away from his ear in case Steve surprises him again.

“Thhhhank you,” Steve replies, his breathing soft and shallow. Eddie waits, knowing that his boyfriend is gearing up for another sneeze or two. “Fuck, sorry, h-hang od - ahh-! AAESSCHHOO! ESSCHHHH’uhh… hh’snnnnf! SNF!”

Steve manages to move away from the phone this time, but Eddie can still hear how monstrous the sneezes are despite his boyfriend's best attempts to muffle them into what Eddie assumes is the collar of his shirt.

“Goodness,” he says once it seems like Steve has caught his breath. “Bless you, Stevie.”

“God,” Steve mumbles in complaint, sucking in another hard, squeaking sniffle. “Sorry. Doe mbatter what I do, I cad’t - snrf! - cad’t stop sdeezi’g.”

He pinches and rubs at the ever-present itch that’s buzzing around in his nostrils, emitting a wet, squishing sound into the receiver. Eddie’s chest aches again.

“The medicine will help,” he promises, feeling utterly helpless against Steve’s allergies and the miles of distance between them. “I thought you packed some, though? I could’ve sworn I saw it sitting on the counter this morning...”

“... I forgot,” Steve admits, letting out a sharp, sudden gasp as he moves away from the phone again. “ahH’ASCHHHHhiew! ‘TSSCHHHH! … Guhhh... snnrf, snngk!” He sniffles thickly, rubbing his nose a bit more desperately this time. His voice sounds far away when he speaks again, and Eddie realizes he must’ve set the phone down in his lap. “Robs, could you pass mbe the - snF! - the tissue box?”

Eddie hears a hard click as Steve moves the phone to the table, accompanied by the sound of Robin’s voice. She’s too far for him to make out what she’s saying, but whatever it is must be funny, because Steve’s response is another enormous sneeze immediately followed by a laugh. He blows his nose before picking up the phone, still sounding miserably congested.

“Hey,” he says, panting slightly. “Sorry about that.”

“You know that’s the third time you’ve apologized since we started talking?”

Steve pauses. “I… kind of wadt to say it agaid.”

“Don’t you dare,” Eddie says with a chuckle, shifting the phone to his other ear. “Buckley cracking jokes over there?”

“Huh? snnnfg! … Oh, yeah, she, ub - sNf! - she said mby sdeezi’g is goi’g to rupture both of your eardrumbs by the tibe allergy seasod is over.”

Eddie laughs again. “That is if it doesn’t rupture yours first.”

“Ha,” Steve deadpans. “Shit, h-hhhhang od - AHH’SSCHHIEEW! … hh! hihHH! GGKTSSCHHhh! Oh, mbad… sngk! That ode kinda hurt...”

“Sounded like it,” Eddie says, pouting sympathetically. Steve sighs, sounding so run down that Eddie wishes he could eradicate all the pollen in the universe.

He opens his mouth to say something else, but he’s cut off by a stuttering gasp as Steve succumbs to another dreadful itch in his sinuses. The sneezes are even louder this time, scraping painfully against his throat. Eddie moves the phone even further away from his ear.

“HH’EESSCHHHH! snrrf! ehhhh… EHH'SSCHHHOO! sNNf, snrrk! Jesus…”

“I know,” Eddie murmurs, pressing the phone all the way against his ear so that his soothing voice carries properly through the receiver. “Allergies are a bitch. I’m sorry, honey.”

“The bitchiest,” comes Steve’s gruff response.

The longer haired man scoffs, hearing a faint scraping of cardboard as Steve pulls out a few more tissues. He waits patiently as the younger man blows his nose, seemingly too tired to move the phone to the table this time. Eventually, the drenched, gurgling blows start to taper off, and Steve lifts the phone back up to his ear, sounding absolutely exhausted.

“Better?” Eddie asks softly.

“Mm… kind of. snngk!”

Eddie smiles, shifting the phone to his other ear. “Hey. What did you want to do?”

“Hm?”

“You were saying how you and Robin were about to go to the store, but you wanted to do something first.”

“Oh,” Steve says, clearing some more congestion from his throat. He audibly rubs at his nose again, sniffling. “I, uh… wadted to hear your voice, ‘s all.”

Does he sound… embarrassed? No way. Eddie bites his lip to keep from grinning too hard, making a mental note to check in with Robin later and ask if she saw Steve blushing at any point during their conversation.

“You did?” Eddie finds himself asking.

“Of course,” Steve says genuinely. Like he can’t believe anyone would think otherwise.

Shit. Now Eddie’s blushing, too.

“I… I missed hearin’ yours, too,” the longer haired man says eventually, nearly cringing over the cheesiness of it all.

He half expects Steve to tease him over it, which is why he lets out a breath of relief when Steve’s response is accompanied by a wide smile in his voice. “You wod’t mind if I - snrrk! - call you agaid later todight, thed?”

Eddie laughs softly, hoping he doesn’t sound too giddy. “I think I can probably pencil you in, babe. Now, why don’t you go take a shower, see if you can wash some of that crummy Indiana pollen off? I bet Robin won’t mind going to the store by herself. They probably even have some medicine down in the hotel lobby.”

“Yeah, okay… L-Let me just, ohh, snNF! AH-! AAEEESSCHHHOO!”

Eddie does wince this time, the deafening sneeze still ringing in his ear even as he lowers the phone. He shifts the speaker to his other ear again, just in time to hear a rough scratch and a brief, muffled exchange between Steve and Robin.

“Sorry about that,” comes Robin’s voice, a shining display of health in comparison to Steve’s. “Dingus will be right back. I’m afraid he’s currently incapacitated.”

“What, did that last sneeze rupture his spleen or something?” Eddie jokes, although they both know it’s not completely out of the question.

Before Robin can reply, Steve bursts into another fit of sneezes. Although it sounds like he’s now on the other side of the room, they’re loud enough that Eddie can hear every syllable, every frenzied, hitching breath that comes in between them.

“hHH’TSSCHHHHIEW! Oh mby fucki’g Gohhh- AHH’SSCHHHH’uhh! -ESSCHHh!” The sound of another extremely wet nose blow filters through the phone, followed by even more robust sneezing that makes Eddie start to feel bad for the people in the room next door.

Robin’s amusement is evident in her voice. “No, but those surely did.”

#is anyone even online..... probably not slfjslkfj #st/ranger th/ings #st/eddie #sh #snzblr #snz kink #snz fic #sneezefic #snzfucker #sneeze kink

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luvvsoft · 3 months

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hi ml 💘 okay idk if ur requests are still open + this is my first time requesting but i’m dumping this here,, anyways

could u possibly do another connor lassiter x reader? preferably slow burn angst with a very fluffy ending but honestly idgaf atp i’m starving 🤧

notes: hi!! tysm for requesting and yes, my requests are always open at any time! i’m always open to suggestions from my readers, especially concerning unwind since i love it sm<3

ᰔᩚ connor lassiter x reader, angst with a fluff ending, slow burn!, insecurities, misunderstandings, love triangle, childhood friend reader, connor can’t choose lassiter, ooc connor probably, sweet confession near the end!!, some post undivided towards the end as well !

word count: 1.9k,, longest fic yet !!

I think I made this way too angsty and long, but bear with me guys :’) I also kind of switch a bit between POVs to include some of Connor’s thoughts, hope that’s fine! Honestly, I just wrote and let the ideas flow, but I hope this is what you wanted, dear anon<3

You’ve known Connor since you were little kids. You grew up together — as neighbors, always playing together. From all the time spent together you considered him your best friend, even if you knew he didn’t think much of you.

In your heart, you knew you were not enough to consider him your friend, but you were selfish. You wanted Connor to see you as more than the annoying neighbor who constantly wanted to hang out with him, more than someone who was just pleading for an ounce of attention in his eyes. You wished he was happier with you than he was with fighting his parents.

Maybe if you tried hard enough to keep him away from fights — from meaningless arguments with peers, with his mom and dad — you wouldn’t have to hear his parents talking about an unwind order. Maybe if you dragged him away whenever he caused trouble for no apparent reason, you wouldn’t have to watch as Connor did everything in his power to make his parents regret their decision.

You watched as Connor studied to get that B+ in his science exam, as he gave his mother flowers. You silently watched as he turned into a shadow of the person he used to be, but it wasn’t enough. When was it ever enough? When could parents ever change their mind after they signed off on their children’s lives?

You watched as the time neared for Connor to go. You watched as he grew fearful, as trepidation crawled up his spine as if it could happen at any moment. You watched as he made the plan to leave— as you never crossed his mind even once.

You watched, that was all you ever did. You watched as the one you loved pleaded for his love to run away with him. You watched as she agreed, and wondered would you? You were sure you would. You’d trade the world to have Connor in your arms.

Finally, you watched as Ariana told Connor she wouldn’t go with him— she had a life — he no longer did. You watched as Connor crumbled, as he fell into the deep ends of his pain: the pain inflicted by the very people he called “parents.” Then and there, you decided it was fine if Connor didn’t love you, as long as he was happy.

You came up to Connor after Ariana revealed she wouldn’t go with him.

“How about you and I?” you asked softly, kneeling down near him.

“What about that?” he answered, taking a moment to throw you a look before resuming what you assumed was his spiraling. You couldn’t blame him, you would react similarly.

“I’ll go with you, Connor; wherever you want to go,” You brushed a stray hair out of his eye. “Just say the word.”

“What if I say now?”

You didn’t lie to him when you said that, quite the opposite. You followed him, did as he wanted while trying your best to keep him out of trouble.

You followed him as he got captured and tried to free himself. You followed as he met Risa, as he met Levi too.

Oh, how you hated the day Connor and Risa met. You hated it all: how she slowly started replacing you while he forgot you, how she became the glue that kept the group together, how she was, just to put it simply, better than you.

You slowly went from being part of his life to once again becoming a spectator. You were watching, again.

You saw how Connor looked at Risa. The softened eyes, the small tug at the lips you longed to kiss, the calmness and serenity that he exuded when she was around. You saw it all, of course you did, and you wished, oh you wished, you were her.

You wished just once he’d pick you. You were there since childhood, since you were kids. And yet, as soon as some other girl comes around, he’s interested.

Why? Why could he never see you? Why were you destined to yearn for a soul that did not reciprocate? Why was kismet so cruel? Why did it torture you so?

Why were you forced to watch as the one you loved fell for another? Why would your hearts never intertwine?

Even if you thought the opposite, Connor saw you. He’s always noticed you in his shadow, as if that was all you were meant to be.

Connor saw how you were always the first willing to help him— always willing to clean his bloody knuckles and nose after he just fought. You were the first one to actually try, and not give up on him after the first sign of him being, well, him. You were always there to help him study, to keep him out of trouble.

Connor liked you, he did. He just had no idea how to show you, not when you were always lingering, but never fully present. He had no idea how to take you out of your shell as a kid.

The brunette had been making progress to get to know you, even if most of it was just you scolding him. He used his fights as a way to push you towards him, to get you to open up when you were so mysterious.

Connor thought he liked you until he met his then girlfriend, Ariana.

After meeting her, all his feelings for you evaporated, never given a chance to come to light. He became fixated on her, just her, with no room for you. Soon, you reverted back to that shadow he worked so hard to get you out of. But he didn’t notice, not when all his attention was on her.

Following the fallout with Ariana, you two became close or as close as he would allow you. You became a constant in his life: a pillar of support. But that’s all you ever were, a continuance— never to become a change.

If only Connor noticed how you looked at him like he had crafted the skies, the earth, the stars, by hand. If only he realized his feelings weren’t unrequited — quite the opposite — you loved him. If only he realized the tightening of his throat and sweaty palms whenever you were around weren’t anxiety.

If only he gave you his focus once again. But he wouldn’t, not when Risa was in front of him, and all he could think about was her. Her pretty green eyes that reminded him of the grass blowing in the wind, her brown hair — almost like his, but not quite, her charming yet tough personality.

Everyone saw the signs: Connor was a fool in love. And you wished to be the one the fool loved.

They knew Connor was in love, but did they know it was two people? Did they know he laid awake at night wondering, questioning why his feelings came back for you?

Was it the sickly sweet domestic sight of you helping the kids in Sonia’s basement? Was it how kind and pure you remained despite the world you were dragged into? Was it that you were always there every step of the way for Connor, but he didn’t bother for you?

Maybe it was everything. Maybe it was the longing for someone who understood him. Risa understood Connor, but only to an extent, where as you, you knew Connor.

You knew who Connor was and what he stood for, even if those morals had been slightly fractured. You could recognize Connor amongst a sea of Connors. You, it was always you.

Connor couldn’t fool himself now. He understood the feelings that brewed inside him before. He understood what the tingle he got whenever you touched him was. He understood what the fastening of his heartbeat around you was.

Connor understood so much, yet so little at the same time. But, did it really matter when he knew he wanted you? Did anything when all he saw was you in his dreams? Laying there while he reached across to touch your hair and bring you close. While he inhaled your comforting scent. Waking only to find you across the room, leaving him with a soulful ache.

He came up to you while you were with the kids. “Can we talk?” he whispered into your ear, tickling it in the process and leading to goosebumps dotting across your skin.

You silently stood and nodded, promising the children vying for your attention you’d be back.

You both stood in silence for what seemed like an eternity before he spoke up. “I..I don’t know how to tell you, but I just wanted to say I’ve always noticed you. Despite what you think, I appreciate everything you’ve done, how nurturing you’ve been. How you still care for me even if I just toss you aside.”

“Connor, if this is you telling me you don’t want me around anymore, I get it. It’s fine, don’t drag it out,” You interrupted, your tearing heart begging you to put an early end to the conversation.

“What? No, no. Don’t think that. I would never want that from you, ever.”

“Then why did you bring me here? Please, tell me. The children want me back and I don’t think this is a good idea, your girlfriend is looking at us,” You tilted your head behind him, directing him to look at a staring Risa.

“Risa’s not my girlfriend, and why should I care who’s looking?” Connor stopped in the middle of his sentence, as if he was thinking before continuing on. “Let’s give them a reason to look.”

He then grabbed your head, pulling you closer to his body and crashing your lips together.

You were in shock, but soon melted into the kiss. It was slow, passionate, and full of hidden emotions, by both you and Connor. The kiss revealed things you wouldn’t dare say out loud before, until now.

As much as you wanted it to continue, as much as you wanted to indulge in your daydreams becoming true, you pulled away.

“Why..why would you do that?” you whispered out, watching the string of saliva that connected you both.

“I thought actions spoke louder than words.”

“You’ll be the death of me someday, Connor.”

“I just want you to know that I have loved you since we were kids, even if I didn’t show it,” Connor slowly said, like he was a sailor out in uncharted waters. Maybe this was uncharted waters, you’d never done anything of the sort with him.

┉┉┈◦ೋ•◦❥•

You heard the door close, signaling that Connor was home.

You heard his soft sigh next, with accompanied shuffling until he stepped foot into the living room. Connor laid down next to you, setting his face on your shoulder and his arms around your waist.

“Long day?” you whispered out before flipping the page of the book currently keeping you occupied.

“Mhm, so many things to do, yet so little time,” Connor responded before pressing a kiss into your shoulder.

You set your book down then looked at him, “How about I run you a bath?”

“Join me.”

You gave him one last kiss before getting up, “Come on then. I made your favorite.”

#x reader #unwind angst #unwind fluf #unwind x reader #unwholly #undivided #unwind series #unwind connor #unsouled #connor lassiter x reader #connor lassiter #unwind connor x reader

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allfortzu · 2 months

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okay bc i loveeee datzu fluff but ngl your datzu smut fic is not leaving my mind... unnie!hyun and exhibitionist!tzu i need them like..

i can imagine them as a duo (sexually wise speaking) that are interested in trying new things out, maybe doing them even more openly bc ngl ngl i think tzu is pretty shy about it but she thinks about it even more than dahyun..

idk if you write like kinda mean/degrading things (if you dont then ignore this) but i can imagine tzu wanting dahyun to be a little meaner (ofc without hurting her bc ngl she seems kinda sensitive) bc i think degrading tzuyu is connected to praising her bc that makes her melt right on the spot if youre being mean and nice at the same time???

but yeah this is kinda my request im feeling silly

oml sorry, I forgot to post my answer 😭 I got too excited posting the fic and forgot everything else 💔

I absolutely agree with the trying new things part, and I lovedd figuring out where that area between praise and degradation would be!! I rlly do hope it met your expectations and I'm so happy you requested this 🫶🫶

if youre curious, here's a snippet of what my original idea/draft was before I decided to rewrite it 🤧 I wanted it to be softer and jealousy didn't quite feel like the right trope for that (nor for datzu either),, but I'm certain I'll write another fic along these lines in the near future (though maybe for a different, more jealousy-prone pairing!)

#asks #nr1chaedickrider #i love revealing all my abandoned wips as if i wont shamelessly recycle them for other fics next time 😴#i think ppl love the jealousy trope but what if i give it to the most underrated tzu pairing of all:#m.....mi....t...zu........#EXPLOSIONS GUNSHOTS CAR CRASH #but if i enjoy it then what else matters anyway 🫂🫂🫂🫂

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weskerssunglasses · 2 years

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RE Girls General Dating HCs

Sorry for the delay and shortness in posts, college is beating my ass

Characters: Claire, Jill, Rebecca, Ada

Rating: SFW

TWS/CWS: Gender neutral reader

Claire:

Chris gave you the shovel talk and she wanted to kill him for it

Speaking of Chris, she'd prefer if you got along with Chris. She's very close with her brother and if you don't get along then it might be a deal breaker for her

She's so playful all the time. She'll make a competition out of who can carry more grocery bags or who can run up the stairs to your apartment faster

Also pretty mischievous but it’s in good faith. She likes pulling silly pranks on you like moving your keys or stealing your clothes from the bathroom while you’re in the shower

Her favorite dates are picnics or movie theater dates. She likes putting her head on your shoulder and holding your hand during movies 🤧

Super cuddler, she'll cling to you like an octopus if you let her

Really family oriented, but she's also very understanding if you aren't close with your family

Invites you to all the Redfield family holidays

Can't cook to save her life. Despite this, the way to her heart is through her stomach, especially if you're good at baking

Would probably prefer if you were in the same line of work as her, she wants to be able to vent about work to someone who understands what she's talking about

Jill:

I totally forgot this gif was from Jill leaving Nikolai for dead until I replayed it recently LMAO

moving on though

Chill gf

Prefers at home dates, or simple dinner dates if you go out

Teaches you how to shoot a gun if you don't know how; she's been through a lot, and she wants to make sure you can protect yourself

She doesn't really care about who you do/don't get along with, she doesn't see what bearing it has on your relationship

Actually communicates like an adult (as she should)

Really trusting, she doesn't think you'd cheat, and hopes you think the same of her

Steals the blankets

Y'all would need to be together for a while before she would be comfortable with moving in together

Wants a relationship built on mutual trust, but trust takes time to build which is why she wants to be together for a while before moving in together

Rebecca:

She's the best 🤧

So sweet, she just wants to see you happy

Fantastic baker, her cookies are something to die for

Gets immediately upset if anyone says anything bad about you

Please let her cook for you she loves it

Favorite formal dates are at home like Jill, but informally she really likes spending time with you outside. Hiking, going on walks, and camping are things she loves doing with you

Demands that she can do everything herself to a point of just being stubborn. You will come upon her struggling to open a jar or reach something short people problems because she didnt want to ask for help

Not really the jealous type, but if she does get jealous its a little unlikely she'll say anything

Sometimes thinks she's not good enough for you but bottles it up until you find her crying from stress about it :(

She gets in her own head sometimes but your presence and comfort always makes her feel better

Ada:

Tbh I don't think Ada would commit to a long term relationship BUT if she did her partner would have to be okay with not only her work, but also with her being away frequently

She's like a cat, she needs her independence and freedom but will come home to you because she loves you

Kind of aloof but in a ~hot and mysterious~ way

Likes buying things for you/paying for things sugar mommy Ada

Favorite dates are dinner dates in fancy restaurants

Not a big cuddler; she likes her space

Honestly she's not super physically affectionate, but she shows her love in other ways

You're one of the few people she fully trusts and will be completely honest about anything you ask

Brings you home jewelry a lot if you wear jewelry, she likes seeing you in lavish things 😳

Gives you forehead and corner of the mouth kisses 🤧

#Capcom give the girls some more love please #I would pay good money for another game with Jill in it that isnt another revelations game #claire redfield #claire redfield x reader #jill valentine x reader #jill valentine #rebecca chambers #rebecca chambers x reader #ada wong #ada wong x reader #resident evil #resident evil ask blog #resident evil x reader #resident evil fanfiction

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misspeculiar-principe · 9 months

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(Draft)

10:04:33 = 47 or 11 = 2

August 9, 2023 at 10:04pm PHT: I deliberately waited for the time. For Pedro's sister. It has "I love you" numbers in it. ❤

I realized the reason why I wasn't able to take screenshots right away was because I double-pressed my other (aka "this") phone's power button which activated my camera and lagged things even further. I was so desperate to catch the time, so I decided to pull the charger.

For the seventh screenshot, the posts that appeared on my Instagram Explorer page was from an earlier time. I forgot that I took a screenshot of it a split second before I dragged it down to refresh for the current time.

In-Yun

Grandma Had a Plan

8 Reminders to Keep Holding On to God When It's Hard

Taxi Driver (1976)

Mr. Morgan's Last Love (2013)

Psalm 119

Everything I Thrifted For My Wedding

We're a Duo

Famous Signature Shots of Film Directors

Take a Notebook on Your Next Trip and Meet Strangers

Secrets to an Awesome Marriage

Heathers (1988)

How to Live Set Apart

Some of the Best Films in Film-Noir Genre

Oppenheimer (2023)

Alphaville (1965)

My Favorite Films of the Decade So Far

Your "No" Is Just as Much Worship as Your "Yes"

10 Mind F*ck Films You Must Watch

The Bear (1988)

Films to Watch, Part 2

Waltz With Bashir (2008)

Upcoming Movies in 2023

Big Cousin Duties 🤧

Titus 3:4-5

Trust God

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youngeditor1999 · 1 year

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I posted 5,843 times in 2022

17 posts created (0%)

5,826 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@natashatrace

@boasamishipper

@spongebobssquarepants

@anything----and-everything

@chilewithcarnage

I tagged 1,423 of my posts in 2022

#love - 473 posts

#babes - 451 posts

#bradley rooster bradshaw - 450 posts

#jake hangman seresin - 426 posts

#top gun: maverick - 420 posts

#hangster - 336 posts

#sereshaw - 285 posts

#pete maverick mitchell - 198 posts

#natasha phoenix trace - 154 posts

#bradley/jake - 133 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#also in my mind they silently told each other that they can fly with the other anytime and and that they are both glad that the other is ok

My Top Posts in 2022:

Ok!! So now that it's officially fanon that Jake "Hangman" Seresin is indeed the biggest Swiftie out of the group, what do y'all think are his top Taylor songs??

The correct answer is ✨obvisouly all of them✨ but if you could only pick 5-10 (😩), which ones are they (and why, but you don't have to say why if you don't want to/don't have the time, effort and energy to)?

I'm choosing:

1) Gorgeous

2) All Too Well 10 minute version

3) King of my Heart

4) Style

5) Love Story

6) Out of the Woods

7) Fearless

8) Red

9) Cardigan

10) You are in Love

BONUS: Our Song, This Love, Mary’s Song (Oh My My My), The Best Day, Better than Revenge, New Romantics.

I am begging all of you to let me and the rest of us fans know!!!

(Also, Glen Powell needs to 👏🏻get 👏🏻on 👏🏻it and add some Taylor to his official Spotify Hangman playlist! We are more than ✨ready for it✨. 😏😉😝😍)

P.S-I know that these are numbered from one to ten, but in my mind, they’re not actualy ranked that way. Especially because I can see Jake loving and appreciating all of these songs equally. 🤗😌 The numbers on this list are more for pratical reasons than anything else!!

33 notes - Posted June 25, 2022

I love how as a fandom, though we ship Jake "Hangman" Seresin with different people, the one thing that we all agree upon is that he is so totally not straight. 😊

(And to those of you who are seeing the connection between Hangman and Phoenix...you are valid and accurate; there was definetly something there that was/had been happening between them...👀)

35 notes - Posted June 16, 2022

I was so excited to see Top Gun: Maverick that though I have in fact seen the original many times before, I didn't rewatch it before I went to the theater.

Last night I rewatched it again after seeing TG: M three times (so far!!). I'm embarrassed to admit this but here we go: I totally forgot about the part where they're in the bar and Ice comes over to Goose and Mav and greets Goose by saying, "Mother Goose!" 🥺🤧

It's an important part and means so much to me, especially because of how broken up Ice later is when he's telling Maverick how sorry he is about Goose. 😭

43 notes - Posted June 16, 2022

Y'ALL:

This is from a Buzzfeed article (read it in full here: 17 Times "Top Gun: Maverick" References "Top Gun" https://buzzfeed.com/evelinamedina/top-gun-maverick-then-vs-now) and when I read the above I literally screamed out loud because basically, this article is confirming that yep, all of us did indeed see what we saw when it comes Hangman and Rooster. 🤩

Look, interpret this piece of information (that we all knew anyway lol) however you want, just know that I am loosing my fangirl mind right now.

Addtionally, on a somewhat related but also kind of random note, I would like to point out that I personally see Hangman as an Ice-Maverick hybrid because he kind of looks like Ice, but he follows the rules like how Maverick did (or didn't, rather...). Looks aside, I also get Ice vibes after he saved Mav and Rooster at the end of the movie!!!

And Bradley is very much his father's son, but still makes sure to follow the rules, always and of course (as we all saw!) is the first to point out whenever people are being unsafe and leaving their wingman when they aren't supposed to (Ice vibes for Rooster, anyone?? 🥺💙).

70 notes - Posted June 17, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Thinking about how Jake would call Bradley "baby" as a pet name has me going absolutely feral.

Not to mention all of the different ways he can say it and the context of when he uses it.

Just imagine them waking up next to each other and Jake's usually unheard southern accent slips out when he utters, "Morning, baby," because it's still early and he hasn't had time to adjust quite yet.

Or when he gleefully shouts, "Hey, baby!!" from across the room when he sees Bradley again for the first time after either one of them has been away on an assignment.

And of course, when they are in the heat of the moment and Jake pants out, "Yeah, baby, right there, that's the spot."

Yeah. 😌😍

Bradley is Jake's baby for now and for forever. ❤️

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envirae · 3 years

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TXT accidentally forgetting your anniversary

genre: fluff, angst, established relationship

pairing(s): txt x gn!reader

warnings: swearing

request: txt realizing they forgot your first anniversary?

choi yeonjun

so we all know he's super extra

so surely he couldn't forget your anni!! right?

he even told you he had the day off that day!!

at first, you think he was PRETENDING to forget

like trying to fool you so he could surprise you

and you were getting ready to act all surprised 😒😒

but you wake up

and no flowers, no greeting, he isn't even THERE

you look in the living room and he's just there on his phone O_O

"hey!"

"oh yeah hey"

he doesn't even look at you

you think he's trying to pull the surprise a little longer

but now it's like six pm

and NOTHING

so you go up to him all 🥺🥺

"did you really forget..? 🥺🥺 "

and he's confused

"your birthday isn't until- OH MY GOD IT'S OUR ANNIVERSARY"

"yeah thanks for noticing"

he immediately hugs you really tightly

"I'M SO SORRY I FORGOT I'LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU ANYTHING-"

buys you a really fancy dinner and cuddles you 🤧🤧

you're a little upset but he really does make it up to you!!

rest of members under the cut !

choi soobin

i feel like he isn't really one to do over the top dates

so you didn't expect TOO much

but at least like a card or a kiss or something 😧😧

he had work that day

which first of all :/ but what can he do about it 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

and when he got home

he just greeted you normally

"hey y/n, i'm home!"

and then went to take a shower and go upstairs

you: 😦😦

after he's out of the shower you're siting there like 😶😶

and he's like "is everything okay...?"

"binnie, what day is it?"

"uhh if i remember correctly its- OH NO TODAY IS-"

he just looks at you super super guilty

"i'm really really sorry i forgot. forgive me?"

you're a little 😔 but you know he's been really stressed recently

"you better not forget again, or else i'll be really mad!!"

gives u tons of hugs and kisses and love 🤧

choi beomgyu

he's a little forgetful sometimes...

although

you really didn't think he would forget your anniversary !!

but alas, once more, you wake up alone

you were a little bit O_O but kinda brushed it off bc 🤷‍♀️

you kinda gave him little hints all day

because you really REALLY wanted him to remember on his own

"did we have any plans for today?"

"none that i remember"

"today is such a wonderful day, isn't it?"

"it's raining outside"

O_O

eventually you give up 😔

and now ur a little sad

and he notices but he doesn't really wanna bother you

so he waits until the next DAY

he sees a post from yesterday on his phone

and is like "that date seems familiar 🤔🤔"

literally cannot remember

so he goes through his calendar

literally face 😶->😨

"Y/N YESTERDAY WAS OUR ANNIVERSARY I'M SO SORRY I FORGOT HOW CAN I MAKE IT UP TO YOU"

you: 😕

him: 🥺

he had to agree to do anything you want for the next WEEK so you would forgive him O_O

kang taehyun

i feel like he isn't too forgetful

so you didn't expect him to forget

he always prides himself on his good memory too 😒

so the day before

you strolled in like "so what's the plan for tomorrow~"

"what's tomorrow? i have work"

you: 🧍‍♀️

you just nod and walk away

he's probs pranking you right?? right???

but alas, he actually goes to work O_O

he spends the WHOLE day away from you and doesn't even text you 😔

and you literally rant to beomgyu over the phone bc ur so sad

and taehyun JUST SO HAPPENS to be passing by

and you're so loud he hears it 😭😭

he literally PANICS

RUNS out of the building and rushes home with flowers in his hands

"taehyun aren't you supposed to be at work wtf-"

"I'M SO SORRY I FORGOT"

"you never forget things tho..."

"I KNOW I'M SORRY I DON'T HAVE AN EXCUSE"

you: 😕😕😕

"let me make it up to you?"

takes you out for a city date and buys you a fancy dinner and just showers you with affection nonstop 😭😭

huening kai

i feel like he's another forgetful one??

idk gives me that vibe 🤔🤔

honestly, you expected him to forget ://

like you didn't EXPECT EXPECT it

but you aren't that surprised

but you're tired of spelling things out for him!!

so you leave little hints

"we've been dating for a while now, haven't we?"

"today is so nice"

"KAI KAMAL HUENING IT'S OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY"

yeah, you snap

he's a little dense 😭😭

literally goes

"huh what"

and then your words register

"HUH WHAT"

ur just there like 😐😐

"ACTUALLY?? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME"

"YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO JUST KNOW"

"AHHHH I'M SORRY"

i feel like he gets all apologetic 🥺🥺

like he feels really really bad for forgetting

and gives u a bunch of kisses and cuddles and just apologizes for the next WEEK 🤧🤧

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key201303 · 3 years

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Word count: 9k

Warnings: mentions of a car accident, mentions of medicines, mentions of hospital and being hospitalized, slight angst in the beginning, brief hints of sex but nothing explicit

Pairing: nonidol!boyfriend!Chani x amnesiac!fem!reader

Genre: slight angst, extra fluff, kind of strangers to lovers

Plot: You always had a perfect life. Good family, amazing scores in all your exams, a perfect group of friends and a perfect boyfriend with who you shared a perfect life and now a perfect little apartment. But everything was too good to be real and the perfection that always described your life was about to tumble down when you and Chani suffer a terrible car accident while going back home after a perfect date for your 3rd anniversary. Now, a month later from that accident and after waking up from a coma, product of the said accident, you'll have to learn how to live with and love again the boy sitting in your hospital room. Will Chani be able to revive all the memories you had together?

Taglist ->@staysstrays

Special thanks to -> @msmadness99 for beta reading this and crying with me over the plot and Chani being all sad 🤧❤ thanxx bro 🙏❤

A/N: I'm so excited for posting this fic and I really hope you guys enjoy it as much as I did while writing it ❤

A/N 2: The parts written in pink are memories from the past and the ones written in black/white are part of the present day 😉 Enjoy!

4 weeks. That's the amount of time you have been in a coma and the amount of time Chani has sat next to the hospital bed praying to any God that could hear him for you to wake up savely. But before we can start this story, I should make you a reminder of what has happened until now. After all, you've lost your memories and have no idea of what I'm talking about, right?

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It was a beautiful sunny day, one of those you have always loved. The summer breeze Chani always complained about whenever you went to the beach, was smoothly moving the colorful curtains from your bedroom. Chani always hated the excessive colorful pattern the curtain had but he had to admit he couldn't say no to your excitement about buying that specific one. "We're a happy couple with a happy life, we need to express it through our new curtains." You told him to convince him. And he completely fell for your nonsense excuses. But, what was new? He always fell for every single detail about you and your personality, even if it was the most insignificant or the most stupid detail. He just loved you with all his heart and so you did. That was exactly the reason why you two were considered the best couple.

"Good morning snoring beauty." Chani said, making you open one of your eyes, still sleepy. "I don't snore." You complained, turning around to face back your boyfriend who was already sitting on the edge of your shared bed right beside you. "You want me to play the recording I took a few minutes ago?" He said, mocking your cute little snores. You two always had that kind of relationship where you would mock each other just for fun. He would mock your snores and you would mock his nonsense sleep talk and so on.

"Get ready, Youngbin is already waiting for us." He announced, slightly slapping your butt and running away giggling like a kid. You really loved when he acted so childish, like an innocent kid that the only thing he harbored in his heart and soul was love and pure feelings. You wanted to treasure those little moments when you forgot about adult life and you two just acted like kids playing around. With so much love for each other, like there was nothing else to worry about in this world.

Just like Chani said, once you were ready and went down the stairs of your freshly new little apartment, you could see Youngbin's car parking in front of it and already waiting for you two to get out. "Let’s hurry up before he changes his mind." Chani said, grabbing a jacket for later and opening the front door. "Finally, I thought you guys changed your mind about wanting to borrow my car." Youngbin said, getting out of the car and smiling at you. "Never." Chani said, already taking the car keys in his hands. You still couldn't understand the blind trust Youngbin had in your boyfriend about letting you two borrow his car to go on dates but, after all, you never complained and were more than thankful for it. "Have fun and be careful on the road." Youngbin said before you two got in the car and waved goodbye to him.

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"Good night Chani." One of the nurses said, right before checking your vital signs and adding some more medicine and serum to the dropper placed above your head. "Good night…" Chani answered, almost asleep. It was hard for him to keep his eyes open, the skin under his brown eyes were now decorated with dark circles which you would have mocked saying he resembled a cute panda, and the beautiful gleam that you always loved from his eyes has slowly disappeared as days went by. "You can go home and rest a little bit. I promise we'll take good care of her and let you know as soon as she wakes up." The nurse said, looking at him with pitiful eyes. In all her years of nursing, she could tell he was the most loyal family member one of her patients had. He would spend 24h sitting on that chair next to your hospital bed, trying his best to not fall asleep in case you woke up but completely failing from time to time and feeling so guilty for falling asleep and not being all energetic and happy, just like you loved to see him. Just like you were supposed to remember him.

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"Do you like it?" Chani asked, grabbing your hand tightly. "Are you kidding me? I love it!!" You said, jumping into his arms and hugging him tightly. For your 3rd anniversary, he has booked a table in an amazing restaurant you have always loved, right beside the sea with an amazing view to the ocean which he always claimed to be your hometown. You've never been the type of girl to like getting nicknames and really cheesy stuff but you had to admit getting the nickname 'mermaid' from Chani because of your unconditional love for the oceans was a detail that made your relationship even better.

"The views are so beautiful." You admitted, admiring the perfect reflection the sun made on the sea and how the few trees that gave you some shadow moved peacefully with the same summer breeze from that morning. "I have more beautiful views." He said, sipping from his drink and staring at you with wide eyes, waiting for you to cringe at his comment like you always did. And as expected, you shrugged off his cheesy comments as you tried to hide your red cheeks.

"I have one more surprise but I'll give it to you once we arrive home." Chani said, as you two walked down the beach, admiring the beautiful sunset. You were full of curiosity and all you wanted to do was arrive home so you could see that extra surprise he had prepared for you. But destiny is mischievous and it had completely different plans for you two. A challenge to prove your true and perfect love.

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"Good morning! How did you sleep?" The doctor cheerfully asked, entering the room and opening the blinders, waking Chani up from his short snooze. Do I look like I slept well? Chani thought to himself, rubbing his sleepy eyes. "Sure…" He said, not wanting to be disrespectful to the doctor responsible for your recovery. "Good! How about you (Y/N)? You okay?" He asked but nobody answered. "Good… Chani, can we talk outside for a moment?" The doctor asked, turning to face your boyfriend who was still sitting on the chair and grabbing your hand, just like he has done for the past 4 weeks. "Can't we talk here? Maybe she wakes up…" Chani said, moving his gaze from the doctor back to your sleeping figure. "She's in a coma but she can still hear us. I wouldn't like her to hear what I have to tell you." The doctor said. His tone turned from a friendly one into a serious one which made Chani's heart squeeze in fear.

Just like the doctor said, Chani stood up from the chair he hadn't left for 4 weeks, placed a soft kiss on your forehead followed by a soft 'I love you' and then headed out of the room followed by the doctor. "Look, I don't want to scare you and maybe we're wrong which I deeply hope but (Y/N)'s state is not as good as we would like it to be." The doctor started. "What do you mean by 'not as good as we would like it to be'?" Chani asked, clear fear reflected on his trembling voice. "She suffered a really difficult trauma on her temporal lobes…" The doctor added, getting ready to give the news to the boy standing in front of him. "What does that mean?" Chani said at the edge of tears. He couldn't stand when something bad happened to you. He wished a thousand times to be the one laying on that hospital bed instead of you. He wished a thousand times to be the one suffering all the damages of the accident instead of you. "She might have lost part of her memory…" The doctor finally said with pitiful eyes. Just like the nurse from last night, the doctor could feel the pain Chani was feeling because of your health condition right now. "Are you telling me she might not remember me once she wakes up…?" Chani asked, completely frozen by the sudden news. "We can't know how much of her memory she has lost until she wakes up." The doctor announced, making Chani feel a little bit more relaxed knowing that there was still hope that you would remember him. "And what will happen to the memories she won't be able to remember?" Chani asked. "The trauma is fortunately not that serious so she might recover 99% of her memory as days go by." The doctor explained. "But I can't tell you how long it will take for her to remember everything." He added, warning the boy about the possibility of you taking a few years to fully recover your memories. "She'll be okay soon, I promise." The doctor said, placing a reassuring hand on Chani's shoulder. That was all Chani hoped, that you would be okay soon.

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Days kept going by as nothing changed. Chani kept sitting on the same chair, you kept resting on the same bed, the same doctors and nurses entered the room a few times in the day to check on you and on Chani. It felt like you and Chani were trapped on time, like days didn’t go by and like time stopped in that hurting moment when Chani had to wake up to see you laying on a hospital bed.

At the moment, Chani has lost the count of the times he has prayed for you to wake up and remember him. He has lost the count of times he has cried because he felt like his prayers weren’t listened to at all, making him lose the slight amount of hope that remained in his heart. He was desperate and he had no idea of what else he could do for you to wake up from that eternal dream and go back into his arms.

“Who should I pray to wake you up?” Chani asked your sleeping figure, eyes already teary and with a trembling thread of voice. “What do I have to do to change places?” He added, feeling how small tears started to run down his soft cheeks. “I’m sorry… You know I don’t like when you see me cry… But actually, I wished you could see me and hug me the way you always did… And stroke my hair and tell me everything will be okay… And then mock the smell of my hair because you never understood why I like using your conditioner…” He started to explain, tears streaming down his face at the memory of that day.

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“It’s not the end of the world babe, it was just an exam.” You said, hugging Chani tightly and stroking his soft hair. Ever since you met him a year and a half ago when you started highschool, he has always let you know how much stroking his hair would relax him. Good thing you remembered that detail the moment you saw him getting out of class with red eyes and tears running down his chubby cheeks. He would have told you everything was fine and would have hid his tears because he never wanted you to see him crying but today he was completely devastated after finding out the score for that specific exam you’ve helped him study for the last 3 weeks. “You helped me for nothing.” He said with so much sadness and frustration reflected on his voice. “It wasn’t for nothing! You’ll get the best score in the next exam I promise.” You said, hugging him even more tight if that was even possible, trying to reassure him the way he deserved. “Did you use the same conditioner as me again?” You said smiling down at him, changing the topic so he would show you his bright smile once again. “You got me.” He said, a small smile appearing on his lips. “I will never understand why you like that conditioner so much.” You said laughing a little, waiting for him to join you. “It smells good.” He said, hiding his face back in the crook of your neck like it was his favorite refuge.

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“I just want you to wake up and remember me… Please…” Chani said, lowering his head to rest it next to your hand. “Please…” He begged once again as the tears stopped streaming down his face little by little and as his eyes started to close as he drifted off to sleep a bit more.

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Your body hurts, it is hard for you to move easily but the feeling of someone grabbing your hand so tightly and protectively somehow makes you feel safe. Your eyes finally start to open after what felt like ages, and the dim sunlight that goes through the room curtains makes you feel a bit dizzy and doesn’t let you see well in the very beginning. You feel weird, like if some part of you doesn’t exist anymore, like if you had a huge emptiness in your being.

Slowly, you started to get used to the small font of light that illuminated the weird room you found yourself in. Once your eyes were able to see a bit more clearly, you noticed a boy sitting next to the bed you rested on, with his head resting on the edge of the bed and grabbing your hand. “Who are you?” You asked with a thread of voice, waking the boy up. “Babe!” He said in surprise, standing up immediately and embracing you in his arms. Do I know him? Why is he hugging me like we have known each other since forever? And why did he call me babe? You started to ask yourself. “Do I know you?” You asked the boy. His face changed completely from a happy one to a sad one the moment you asked him if you knew him. “I’m Chani… Your boyfriend…” The boy said with sad eyes, already at the edge of tears once again. You could tell he has been crying in the last few hours just by looking at his red and puffy eyes. “I have never had a boyfriend…” You answered, trying to move away from him slightly scared of his words. You didn’t know who he was and you didn’t understand why he would say he was your boyfriend when you have never had a boyfriend. Of course you had crushes while you were in school but you never had a serious boyfriend.

“I see you finally woke up.” A man with a white medical gown said, entering the small room. “Why am I in a hospital? How much have I been here?” You said, getting more and more nervous as seconds went by and you had no idea of what was going on and you were in a room with complete strangers. “Calm down. Everything is going to be okay. Do you know who you are?” The man with the white gown asked you. “Of course I know who I am. I’m (Y/N) Choi.” You answered, not really understanding why a doctor would ask you if you knew who you were. “And how old are you?” The doctor asked. “I’m 17.” You answered, convinced about your answer being right. You saw the boy that claimed to be your boyfriend sitting back in the chair next to your bed, bringing his hands to his face in complete disbelief. “What year is it today?” The doctor kept asking. “It’s 2017, isn’t it?” You said, already doubting your answers being right. “Okay… Chani, can we talk for a moment? You’ll be okay, don’t worry. Another doctor is going to come and check on you so we can determine when you can go back home.” The doctor said, leading the boy out of the room and giving you a soft smile.

“You met her 4 years ago, right?” The doctor asked. “Yeah… we met when we started highschool.” Chani answered with his eyes glued to the floor and trying so hard to hold back his tears. He couldn’t believe you didn’t remember him. He couldn’t believe you didn’t remember all the things you have done together. He couldn’t believe you forgot all the love you both shared. “Don’t worry too much. She will recover her memories soon and you’ll be able to go back to the life you had before the accident but you’ll have to work slowly with a psychologist to help her recover her memory.” The doctor said, reassuring Chani. “I’ll do whatever it takes to bring her back.” Chani said determined. He couldn’t admit you were gone that easily and he would do whatever it took to bring you back.

A young girl left your room which Chani assumed was the psychologist that would determine when you can go back home. “You should explain to her who you are and bring her home. Right now you are the only one her old self would recognise and it would be good if you were the one explaining everything to her. Also, if you can, try recreating the moments you lived during these four years, that might help her recover her memory a bit faster.” The girl said before leaving to prepare the documents you needed to go back home.

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“Ready to go home?” The doctor asked you. You just shyly nodded, not wanting to be too honest and hurt Chani’s feelings. After he explained everything, the only thing you could do was accept going to your apparently shared apartment with him and act like nothing happened when he was a complete stranger to you. “Don’t worry, I won’t force any situation.” Chani whispered to you, making you feel slightly relieved.

You had to admit even though you didn’t remember the boy walking next to you as you exited the hospital, you felt kind of sad about him. After all, you also tried to wear his shoes and think you would be also sad if the roles were the opposite. “That always characterized you.” Chani suddenly said with a small smile appearing on his lips. You looked at him with a confused look, not really knowing what he meant and not really believing he could actually read your mind. “Being so empathic. Getting in others' shoes and understanding their point of view. You have always been like that.” Chani said with a proud and nostalgic smile. He really knew you well and he has just demonstrated it.

“Can you tell me more about these four years?” You asked him, curious about the past four years of your life with him. “Sure! What do you want to know?” Chani asked, his eyes finally filling up with the gleam you used to love. “I don’t really know.” You said, slightly awkward, not really knowing what to ask him. It was weird asking a third person about your life but, after all, he was the only one who could tell you about your life. “Well, if you want I can tell you how we met.” He said, smiling down at you. “Sounds great.” You said, smiling back at him. Somehow, after walking back home with him for a little while made you feel comfortable with him.

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“My friend says you look cute.” A curly brown haired boy said right after approaching you, pointing at a boy behind him who was red like a tomato probably in embarrassment about his friend’s behaviour. You could only laugh at the sudden confession and talk with the boy in front of you. “And why did he send you instead of telling me personally?” You said, loud enough for the boy behind the curly haired boy to hear your words. “He’s too shy, do you like shy boys?? Because if you do, he's perfect for you.” The curly haired boy said. “Dawon!! Stop it already!!” A blond haired boy said, removing the curly haired boy from in front of you. “Don’t listen to him, he’s just messing around. I’m Jaeyoon.” The blond haired boy said. You have to admit those 9 boys were actually really funny and the orange haired boy that was supposed to think you were cute was actually pretty handsome and cute as well. “Guys stop, Chani should be the one talking with her.” A black haired boy that seemed to be the oldest said, defending the orange haired boy who was trying so hard to hide his face from you. You could tell embarrassment was eating him alive and he regretted so much doing that comment about you in front of his friends. “Well, then let him talk with me.” You said laughing at the oldest’s statement.”I’m (Y/N).” You added with a huge smile plastered on your face and extended your hand waiting for Chani to stretch his hand with yours. “I’m Chani…” He shyly said taking your hand in his and smiling as well.

His eyes gleamed with a beautiful light the moment he finally met your gaze and his cute cheeks lifted up in a really cute way when he smiled at you. You could tell you definitely fell for him the first time he smiled at you, like a shot from cupid.

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“And who are those boys?” You were confused when Chani mentioned your friends. “They are my friends and after that day they became your friends as well. You used to love hanging around with them even though they were sometimes a pain in the ass.” Chani said laughing and making you laugh as well. “We have changed a lot in these years though so you will meet completely different boys.” Chani said, slightly sad that you couldn’t remember for now those amazing days the 10 of you shared before you two started dating. “Which I think is better. I mean, Dawon is not as loud as he was back then and Rowoon has gotten less annoying.” He added, joking and making you laugh a bit more.

You really enjoyed the walk you had with him going back home and as soon as you arrived home, your mood went back down. As you entered the small apartment you felt like you were in a stranger’s house, you didn’t feel like you were home and that hurt you and Chani. You scanned the rooms, trying your best to remember even if it was an insignificant detail about the pics hanging on the walls but it was impossible. It felt like watching strangers' photos even though your face was in there. “I will go to sleep at Youngbin's house for now, I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable in your own house.” Chani said, packing a few things he needed to get ready and leave. “You can stay if you want, I would feel so bad if you had to go out of our house just because of me.” You said with pitiful eyes. It was true you would feel uncomfortable sleeping beside someone you considered a stranger but you would also feel bad if Chani had to go to another house just because of you. “It’s okay, I promised I would do whatever it took to make you feel good and comfortable until you recovered your memories. When you feel ready, I’ll come back when you feel you’re not living with a stranger.” Chani said with a sad smile appearing in his lips. It was hard for him to leave you all alone in your apartment but if that made you feel better and if that helped you to recover your memory, he would do that and anything else.

“Do you want to hang out tomorrow? We can go to some places we used to go.” Chani asked you before leaving. “Sure, that sounds great.” You said smiling at him. “Great, I’ll text you in the morning then.” Chani said, opening the front door. “Can you also text me when you arrive at Youngbin's house?” You shyly asked. “Sure.” Chani said with a huge smile plastered on his face. Even though he was now a stranger, you also knew you shared a life with him and still worried about him a little bit. Maybe it was that you felt attracted to him because some things never change or that your subconscious still remembered him.

About 30 minutes passed when you received a message from who you guessed was Chani. “I arrived safely, don’t worry. Sleep well and remember tomorrow we have a meeting 😉 If you need anything you can text me even if it’s late at night.” You read the message and a small smile appeared on your face.

“So she doesn’t remember anything?” Youngbin asked with sad eyes. You always had a really beautiful friendship with all of them but Youngbin was a bit more special. He was your confident, the person you would always go to whenever you had a problem. He was even the first one to know you were in love with Chani and the one that convinced Chani to ask you out. “Yeah… She has forgotten everything about us… But doctors say she might recover her memory at some point.” Chani explained, admiring his lockscreen. It was a pic you both took the day of the accident. You always loved taking aesthetic couple pics and since it was so sunny you wanted to take a pic of your shadows reflected on the floor. “Hey, don’t be sad. At least she is okay.” Youngbin said, trying to cheer up his friend. “Yeah but what if she doesn’t fall in love with me again?” Chani said worried. “Come on, you both loved each other with all your hearts, she will fall for you again.” Youngbin said. “How can you be so sure?” Chani asked in disbelief. “Because you are going to recreate all your dates. You are going to win back her heart like you did 3 years ago.” Youngbin said. Chani didn’t think about it but somehow Youngbin’s idea wasn't that bad.

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The dim sunlight entering through the colorful curtains from your room, the soft sound you missed from some birds chirping next to your window waking you up like in those old days of summer. You had to admit you missed listening to the birds early in the morning, like when you were younger and lived with your parents.

The night was weird. You felt like a 17 years old teenager trapped inside the body of a 20 year old girl, spending the night all alone in that apartment. For some reason, your mind kept thinking about Chani. How did he spend the night, if he had slept well, where did he planned to take you. Tons of questions involving him clouded your mind as you prepared yourself for the meeting you promised you would have today with him. You didn't even understand why you worried so much about him when you didn't remember about his existence a few hours ago.

You were now ready waiting for the boy to pick you up and take you wherever he had planned. As you waited sitting on the couch, a photo placed next to the TV caught your attention. The photo captured a moment you guessed was one of those dates you and Chani had before the accident. You both looked so happy, so in love.

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"Why don't you want to take a pic???" You complained as Chani complained as well. Chani was never the kind of boy to take too many pics, for him it was useless to capture moments with a camera. It was more useful to capture moments with your own mind. "Just one, please." You begged, giving him the best puppy eyes you could make. "Fine." He finally gave in, rolling his eyes and pulling you close, already ready for the photo. "It never fails." You said laughing and taking the picture. You were right, giving him puppy eyes would fail if it was anyone else but when it was you he just couldn't resist your cuteness.

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You stared at the photo, trying to remember something but it was impossible. It felt like the field that had those memories had been locked and didn't work.

You moved your eyes to another photo in which you found yourself surrounded by people. The only one you could recognize was Chani and the rest of the boys were completely strangers. You noticed you were wearing a school uniform so you guessed the rest of the boys were part of your class. Little did you know how important the rest of the boys were once to you.

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"If you stand in the middle it will look funnier!" Dawon said, grabbing your hand and placing you in the middle. "But why do I have to be in the middle??" You complained, looking up at the boys. "Because you're the shortest and it'll look cute." Rowoon said, patting your head. You had to admit it would definitely look cute and ridiculous if you stood in the middle of them. You all always joked a lot with your heights because being best friends with literal trees when you were a tiny flower was always funny. "Chani, get next to your girl." Rowoon demanded, leaving some space for the boy next to you. "I don't want to be in the middle either." He complained, standing next to you. "Guys stop complaining and just take the pic. It's not like our favorite couple graduates everyday." Inseong said, gathering everyone around his arms like the dad he always claimed to be even though you all said he was more like a mom. "Ready?" Taeyang asked, grabbing the selfie stick ready to shoot the photo. "Cheese!!" You all screamed with one voice.

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A soft knock on your door knocked you out of your hard task of remembering something about the moment reflected on the photo. As soon as you opened the door, a smiley and radiant Chani appeared, widening a bit more his smile the moment his gaze landed on you. "Good morning! Did you sleep well?" He said cheerfully. His smile radiated happiness and it was as bright as the sun. You could tell, even though you couldn't remember, that was one of the details that made you fall in love with him 4 years ago when you met in high school and you weren't that wrong. "Yeah I slept well, how about you?" You asked, mirroring his wide smile, curiosity eating you up for knowing how he spent the night and answering all the questions that have been clouding your mind ever since you woke up. "I slept well too. Ready to go?" He answered, shyly looking away from your gaze and slowly reaching his hand out waiting for you to take it. "Sure." You answered, mirroring his shyness and taking his hand in yours. You thought you would remember something by holding his hand, like those scenes in romantic movies, but unfortunately nothing happened.

"Where are we going?" You asked curious. "Our high school." He said, keeping his eyes forward, too scared of looking at you and receiving a reject look. But instead of rejecting his offer of going back to the place you boht met, you felt just as excited as he felt to revive those memories. "You said we met there, right?" You asked, trying to figure out the reason why he would take you to the same place you met. "Exactly." He said finally looking down at you as a small smile slowly appeared in his lips. He felt relieved that you accepted his offer and he perfectly knew it was a big step to continue with his plan of reviving all your important dates in order to help you recover your memory. "I would have wanted to bring the rest of the boys and do it the same way we did the day we met but I knew you would have felt too overwhelmed." He explained, already letting you know it wouldn't be the same way you both met. "Are they the boys in the photos we have at home?" You asked, finding some coherent in what you were saying. The way you referred to the apartment you were living in as 'our home' made Chani's heart skip a beat, knowing there was still hope that you would fall for him once again the same way you did 4 years ago. "Yeah, we took that photo when we graduated. They kept being all annoying about us getting in the middle because we were their favorite couple and they thought you would look cute being in the middle of us." He said with a nostalgic gleam in his eyes. You could tell he missed those times just by the way he looked at you while telling you that little story. "They were so tall." You said laughing, remembering how tall they all looked in the pic. "And they still are, trust me." Chani said, laughing as well.

A long 30 minutes went by when you finally arrived at the entrance of what used to be your high school. "Welcome back to high school." Chani said, pointing at the huge building. You had to admit you were mesmerized by it but unfortunately no memories were unlocked. You saw through the corner of your eye Chani positioning himself next to you, looking straight forward into your mesmerized figure and holding his hand out. "I'm Chani, nice to meet you." He said with the same bright smile he wore when he picked you up from home an hour ago. You could finally understand what he was trying to do and you couldn’t help feeling extremely flattered by his actions. You couldn't help feeling grateful to him for doing such things to try and help you recover your memory. "I'm (Y/N)." You said with watery eyes and stretching his hand. "Don't tell me you're going to cry! We can't do that! If we cry you will remember our first meeting like something bad!" Chani complained, mocking you the way he used to do and, once again, it didn't fail to put a smile on your face.

You didn't know if you would recover your memories but you had to be really grateful to that boy called Youngbin for having such a great idea. Even if you couldn't recover it, you would make similar memories with the boy you were supposed to love and, fortunately, you will be able to live a normal life even though those four years were completely lost somewhere inside your brain.

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Days went by and before you could notice, weeks were gone and soon they turned into your first month being the new you. Little by little, Chani grew more and more close to you, making him feel almost the same way he felt before the accident took place and, even though you still didn't remember anything, you were able to recreate those lost memories.

Tonight, you found yourself getting ready for a small surprise Chani has prepared for you. You had no idea of what it could be and you couldn't help feeling slightly nervous as you tried to tie the necklace he told you he gave you on your first official date. Maybe it was destiny, the one making you wear that necklace tonight for the surprise he prepared for you.

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The night was extremely beautiful. If it weren't because of the bright lights of the busy streets of the city, you were convinced that you could see the stars perfectly, like if they formed a beautiful ocean of blinking little lights. You didn't even know why but it made you remember one specific scene from the Lion King when Simba, Timon and Pumba talked about what they thought the stars were. You couldn't help smiling at that little stupid memory of one of your favorite movies.

A knock on the door of your room knocked you out of that memory. "Honey, Chani is here." Your mom said with a small smile. Chani told you a few hours ago to go with him somewhere he had planned once his first day of college was over and you couldn’t resist his offer. Through the year you have known him, little by little you have fallen in love with him and all you wanted to do was be near him and spend time with him. It didn't matter if it was hours or just 5 minutes.

Not wanting to make him wait any longer, you grab your small bag and run down the little stairs of the house, full of excitement to see the boy that has been the main reason for your daily smiles. "Ready to go?" He asked, holding his hand out and waiting for you to take it, a slight pink tone appearing on his face as soon as your hand came in contact with his. "Don't come back too late." Your mom said from the kitchen. "I promise!" You answered before exiting the house and closing the door right behind you.

"I tried my best to convince the boys to let us alone but you know how annoying they can be." Chani said, pointing at the group of boys waiting in front of your house that you immediately recognized as your group of friends. "You look great baby!" Dawon said, a bit too loud for what you would have liked to admit but definitely drawing a huge smile on your face. They were annoying, yes. They never let you spend some alone time with the boy of your dreams, yes. But they were the best friends someone could ever ask for and you were so sure that if it wasn't because of them you would have never grown so close to the boy holding your hand. "Ready to go to an amazing place?" Chani whispered into your ear, not wanting the rest of the boys to know where he was taking you. "Yes? But where are we going?" You said, confused. "You'll find out when we arrive." He said in a playful tone, winking at you and making your heart skip a beat. This kid is going to be the death of me. You thought to yourself as a small laugh left your lips.

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"I swear to God if you don't shut up I'm going to kill you." You heard Chani's voice from outside. The moment you heard those words you couldn't help laughing, knowing he came with the company of his and your friends. Even though you didn't remember them, after listening to all the stories Chani has told you through the entire month and after the very first meeting you had a few days ago, you could finally understand why you used to have so much fun back in those days.

After a few seconds of silence, you heard a soft knock on the door. More than a soft knock, a shy knock. A knock you wouldn't have listened to if it wasn't because you were sitting on the sofa. You hurriedly went to open the door, impatient to see what was the surprise he had prepared. "Hey!" You cheerfully said, greeting the boy and the rest of his friends. "Hey." Chani said, shyly looking away from your fierce gaze full of energy. "You look great baby!" Dawon said full of excitement, getting a nudge right after from Chani. "Not yet, idiot." Chani said under his breath. Everything seemed so weird and you couldn't really understand what was going on. "Ready to go?" Chani said, holding his hand out waiting for you to take it. Just like he did 3 years ago.

After walking for a little while and laughing at your friends' jokes, you felt Chani getting closer to you. "Ready to go to an amazing place?" He whispered in your ear, trying his best to wake up the memories from that night. "Yes? But where are we going?" You innocently said, looking around and trying to find any hint that could reveal what was your special destination. "Cute… there really are things that never change." Chani said letting out a soft giggle as he passed his arm around your shoulder the same way he used to do when you went to high school.

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"You guys are staying here." Chani announced once you arrived at a random building. "No way we're waiting here, it's cold." Youngbin complained. "Then you should have stayed home the way I told you to do. Bye." Chani said with a fake smile and dragging you inside the building and closing the door right after you entered. "Finally alone." He tiredly sighed, making you laugh.

He could finally reveal the surprise he prepared for you. "I know how much you wanted to have a stargazing so here we are." He said, opening a metal door that led to the rooftop of the big building. Just like you imagined an hour ago while you waited for him at home, thanks to the lack of light you had on the rooftop you could perfectly see the stars dancing in the beautiful dark blue from the night sky. "It's so beautiful… Thank you." You said, mesmerized, walking towards the little tent he prepared with some blankets so you two could watch the night sky comfortably.

His eyes were gleaming in a different way tonight. Like if his dark orbs were a beautiful mirror that held the power of the stars hanging on the sky. "Aren't you getting Lion King vibes?" He suddenly said, laughing at his own joke. "Can you read my mind?" You said, laughing as well. You were always so amazed by how many things you two had in common. Like you were born to fit each other and nobody else. "Then, what would you say the stars are? Ancestors? Gas balls burning billions of miles away?" Chani asked, looking down at you and making you remember the scene of the movie once again. "You know? I think they are more like memory holders. Like if you could save beautiful memories on them and whenever you look at the sky you can see those memories again. And memories are like the stars after all… They're always there even if you can't see them." You said, moving your gaze from his beautiful eyes back to the sky above your heads. "What about you?" You asked, curious about his answer. "You." He suddenly said. "Me?" You asked confused, letting out a small laugh. "My star is you." He finally confessed. Finally, everything made sense and you could finally join the puzzle pieces. All those questions he has been asking you about you dating someone. All those questions he asked about your perfect first date. All those times he asked you if you were in love with someone. All of that finally made sense.

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"Ready to go up?" Chani asked you, holding your hand to reassure you that you would be okay. "Aren't they coming?" You asked, pointing at the rest of the boys. "If you want them to come they can come but they will ruin the moment." Chani said with a nervous laugh, praying for you to tell him you wanted to go up to the rooftop alone with him. "Okay then, let's go." You said, entering the building.

When you arrived, you saw a beautiful blanket of stars decorating the night sky and you could finally understand what was going on. Chani has told you about your first official date and how he asked you out and you could tell today was the day of recreating your first day as a couple. "Remember anything?" Chani asked, knocking you out of your own little world. His eyes were full of hope that turned into sadness as soon as you told him that you couldn't remember anything but that you were still grateful that he took you there and that he was working so hard to help you recover your memory.

"Ironic, you're wearing the necklace I gave you that day… Maybe you were right back then and stars really are memory holders." He joked, looking at the sky. You tried to remove your gaze from him but it was impossible. It was like you got trapped in his eyes. He held so much love, so much passion for you in them and you couldn’t help feeling a burning feeling in your chest tonight. A burning feeling you have never felt or, at least, you didn't remember you ever felt.

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Time went by and you had to admit that the little time you spent alone with Chani on that rooftop felt so refreshing even though it didn't work out the way he thought it would. "I'll walk you home, it's late. Youngbin, I'll go as soon as she gets home." Chani said, not letting you go alone. "There's no need… If you want… You can stay home." You shyly said, looking away from his gaze knowing your face would turn into a tomato if you had to meet his eyes after saying that. "Are you sure? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable." He said. His voice reflected worry and happiness at the same time and it was hard for you to decipher if he was happy or if he didn't want to stay with you. "It's okay, after all, it's your home as well." You said with a small smile, finally meeting his eyes and feeling that burning feeling once again.

The walk back home was refreshing as well and even though Chani has told you he was happy that you let him come back home, you still saw his sad eyes. Once you arrived, you told him to get himself at home while you took a warm shower before you two could eat dinner.

He missed his bed, he missed his house, he missed his room and, most importantly, he missed you. Suddenly, the light of his phone lit up, signaling an incoming call from Youngbin. "Yo what the hell is wrong with you?? Why do you look all sad?? She told you to go back home with her!!" Youngbin shouted against the phone speaker, making Chani put his phone away in order to protect his eardrums. "Can you stop? This is hard for me, okay?" Chani said, defending himself. Suddenly, completely out of the blue, he started to feel a bit overwhelmed by the fact that you don't remember anything. He started to feel like all he had been doing was for nothing and all he wanted to do was to give up and just accept that you will never recover your memory. "Youngbin, I have tried everything the doctor's said. I have done everything exactly the same way things used to be back then and nothing has worked. It has been a month and she still treats me like I'm just a friend and all I can do is stand there acting like I was doing fine. It hurts me, okay? I love her so damn much and I can't stand seeing her not loving me back. Youngbin I'm so fucking afraid of not bringing her back. If she doesn't love me in the end… I don't know what the hell I will do." Chani finally blurted out all the feelings he has been keeping for himself for the last month. He could finally show his tears to others and not only to the reflection of his own self in the mirror after taking a shower. Finally he could stop lying to his friend about his red eyes being because of some champoo getting on them instead of telling him it was because he has been crying. He could finally let all of that pain out.

"Why didn't you say anything…?" You said from the door frame. Hearing his words really hurt you and seeing him crying broke your heart. "I gotta go, Youngbin… I'll text you tomorrow, good night." Chani said, letting a small sob out as he hung the phone up. You slowly walked towards the edge of the bed where he was sitting and sat next to him. As soon as you sat, your hands went straight to his so you could hold them tightly. "Why did you keep acting like everything was right?" You asked drawing soft patrons on the back of his hand, looking at his crying figure while his eyes kept glued to your fingers that were intertwined with his, too scared of looking at you. He hated letting you see him in such a bad condition but he couldn't help it anymore. "I love you too much to let you go (Y/N)..." He whispered with a trembling voice. "If you leave… I really don't know what I will do…" He said, still looking away from you. "Look at me." You said, placing one of your hands on one of his cheeks and turning his face so he could finally look at you, while your other hand still held his. "I don't like it when you see me crying, I look all ugly." He said, slightly laughing and covering his eyes. "Don't say that, you're as handsome as always, idiot." You said, removing his hand from his face so you could admire the features you have always loved. Even now. "I love you too Chani, you don't have nothing to worry about. Just like you said, there are things that never change." You said, small tears of happiness forming in the corner of your eyes as you caressed the boy's cheek and looked into his eyes ever so fondly. "Are you sure?" He asked, now unable to remove his eyes from yours, getting trapped in them the same way you did when you were on the rooftop. "I have never been so sure. I guess there are souls that are meant to be together forever, doesn't matter what." You said, pressing your forehead with his and right after, finally closing the gap that separated your lips for the last month.

It was a soft and gentle kiss but full of the love you had for each other. You swear it was the best kiss you have ever had and Chani completely agreed with you. He couldn't tell if it was because of how much he loved you or because of the amount of time it has been since the last time he tasted your soft lips, or maybe it was a mix of both reasons, but he couldn't help melting into your lips. And soon, things got heated up, just like the day of your first official first date.

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You woke up and as soon as you opened your eyes you met Chani's figure still sleeping. So peaceful, the same way he always slept… The same way he always slept. "Chani! Chani, wake up!!" You said, shaking him full of happiness. "What, what's wrong?" Chani said, getting up scared, believing something bad happened to you. "I remember!!" You said jumping from the bed and running down the stairs. "Wait, you what?" Chani said, sleepy and confused, following you around the small apartment. "I remember you and everything about us and Youngbin and Dawon and Rowoon and everyone!!" You said excited, holding the photo from your graduation day, the one he had to explain a month ago. "I even remember the accident." You said, looking at him with fearful eyes for remembering that terrible moment. "And do you remember what I said before the accident?" Chani asked, hoping you remembered his words.

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"The surprise!!" You excitedly said, jumping into his arms full of joy. And finally, the true bright smile you missed from him finally appeared plastered on his face as he searched for the surprise he had prepared for your 3rd anniversary but that he could never give you. "Happy anniversary, my love." He said handing you a small box. You had to admit you missed hearing him calling you cute couple nicknames and he also had to admit that he missed so much calling you them. As soon as you opened the box, you found a ring matching a pair of earrings with a small star on them. Engraved on the ring, there was the date you started dating and inside the box there was a little note that said: "You will always be my star. Love you, Chani."

Tears started to stream down your face and your chest felt heavy due to the happiness you were feeling. After all, stars did hold your memories and once again, both of you proved to the world and destiny that the love you both shared was always true love and that nothing on earth could separate you. Not even losing all your memories.

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