๐๐ข๐บ 22: ๐โง๏ธ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ข ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ: ๐๐ข๐ณ๐ด๐ฉ๐ข ๐. ๐๐ฐ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ
๐๐ข๐ณ๐ด๐ฉ๐ข ๐. ๐๐ฐ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ, ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐จ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ด๐ต, ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐บ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ช๐ท๐ฐ๐ต๐ข๐ญ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐บ ๐๐๐๐๐+ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฏ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐๐ต๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ด. ๐๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ถ๐จ๐ถ๐ด๐ต 24, 1945, ๐๐ฐ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ง๐ช๐จ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐๐๐๐๐+ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด, ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ถ๐ญ๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐บ ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ต๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ 1969. ๐๐ด ๐ข ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐จ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ, ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ-๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ข๐บ ๐๐ช๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต ๐๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ท๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ฐ๐ญ๐ถ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด (๐๐๐๐) ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐๐บ๐ญ๐ท๐ช๐ข ๐๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข, ๐ข๐ช๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ท๐ฐ๐ค๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ-๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐จ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฅ๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ด. ๐๐ฐ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ด ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ด๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐น๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ข๐บ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต, ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ด๐ด๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ด๐บ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ค ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ค๐ณ๐ช๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐บ. ๐๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐จ๐ข๐ค๐บ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ณ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ด๐บ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ, ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐จ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐บ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐+ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ช๐ต๐บ. ๐๐ณ๐ข๐จ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ, ๐๐ฐ๐ฉ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ด ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ค๐ถ๐ต ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ 1992 ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ถ๐ฅ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ญ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ข๐ป๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐จ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฆ.
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look. it's incredibly important to use gender-and-body inclusive language with regards to people with uteruses, people who can get pregnant, people who menstruate, etc. that stuff is great! we love to see that!
but i promise you that transfems and amab nonbinary people are not the people creating anti-abortion laws and not listening to the people affected by these laws. you can say "cis men" when you mean cis men.
if you are finding yourself saying shit like "AMABs need to stop legislating AFAB bodies," please ask yourself: what are you actually saying? why are you so comfortable equating the political oppressive position of cis men to that of trans women? what sort of rhetoric are we potentially tapping into when you say that?
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Hey, can we talk about the violence against queer natives for a second?
Nex Benedict was a 16 year old nonbinary student who was brutally murdered by three of their female classmates. Not only that, they were a Native American living on a Cherokee reservation, though not enrolled in the tribe, and their actual heritage is that of Choctaw.
Their death was not properly reported on until the blog post that genderkoolaid shared was made. Their nonbinary identity had remained unacknowledged, and it took even longer for their native one to be.
They were a victim of the rising anti-trans rhetoric spreading throughout places like the US. They were beaten in a bathroom after Oklahoma had banned trans people from restrooms, designating them to only use that of their assigned sex. Nex was attacked in the girls bathroom.
A native, two-sprit, nonbinary teenager. Whose identity and the actual circumstances behind the incident, a hate crime, wasn't even published beforehand. They died tragically, a death that could've been easily prevented.
Do you know how scary that is? I'm just like them. A native, two-spirit, nonbinary teenager. I have to keep on hearing stories of people my age, who live in the same country, who share my identity, getting murdered. Not even just murdered, but erased.
I know for an absolute fact that if I died tragically, who I am will not be remembered. My deadname will be on everything. I would not be counted in trans statistics, nonetheless statistics on transmascs. My identity would not be respected. My native heritage wouldn't matter. I didn't get to be enrolled. And Nex had supportive family and friends, people who stood up for them. Not all trans kids get to have that.
I've had to think about this before many times. From the other trans youth deaths I've seen. From nearly becoming one of them. When is it enough? Why do the people in power do nothing to stop kids like me from being killed? Why do they only want to make our lives worse?
I'm very lucky to live in a state that has not wavered on it's protections on LGBTQ+ residents. Though I am reminded often that that can easily change, if things keep going like this.
I could've easily been them. I can still easily be them. There are many other kids who can be them. Everyone should be doing more to protect trans youth, and protect queer natives. We're so often forgotten about. I'm part of small tribes, and tribes who barely even exist anymore. My elders desperately trying to keep it alive. Please do not erase us. I'm queer, I'm native. Nex Benedict should have been protected, youth like me should be protected. I wish the best for their family and I hope their memory is never forgotten.
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Idk why calling transmasc people "cunts" & "bitches" in an insulting way is so normalised by fellow transmascs and trans guys in the Anti-Transmasculinity and transandrophobia tags.... like you realise you're just doing toxic masculinity and transphobia right?
Trans women never asked you to do this and it's pretty transmisogynistic and chauvinistic to claim you're doing it on their behalf or to fight for their liberation when it's actually the same self centred bullshit that predatory cishet men do when they go "I'm a feminist and all men are trash (but not mee I'm one of the good ones)"
the tone of many of these kinds of posts is very "I'm not like those other guys I'm one of the cool guys who is better than all the whiny boys who are behaving like girls (Derogatory) for talking about Anti-Transmasculinity and I'm gonna prove how feminist I am by calling them cunts and bitches and telling them they aren't real men because IMO 'real men' (white pericishet abled men) don't face gender based oppression or talk about facing it"
it's just very thinly veiled truscum "you're a transtrender for talking about Anti-Transmasculinity " BS trying to hide behind "I'm defending trans women & fighting transmisogyny by calling out these whiny bitchcunt tboys who won't man up and suffer in silence for the good of trans women like I do" when you're not even centring trans women in this kind of "advocacy";
you're just doing the classic thing of making it all about your own insecurities with masculinity and attacking other trans people for not being 'stoic' enough about transphobia and violence they face & claiming that trans women benefit from our erasure and silence .
Like you realise most trans women don't see you hurting trans dudes, misgendering them or mocking trans survivors of DV & SA and go "woo yeah this helps me fight transmisogyny & SA and DV against trans women please tell another guy that he deserves to be SA'd or detransitioned for being whiny"
and it's pretty telling of your unexamined transmisogynistic assumptions about how this behaviour must somehow benefit trans women that your first go to for "how can I be an ally to trans women? " is apparently to seek out trans guys and tell them they deserve sexual or domestic violence while calling them bitches and cunts and misgendering them to try to threaten them into silence on issues that effect them
... Just yuck behaviour like how to say you agree with terf rhetoric about trans women being pro DV and SA MRAs without saying it.
Seriously if you want to advocate for trans women and trans fems (and trans neuts) try to actually listen to them and stop trying to use them and their struggle for liberation (which is inextricably entwined with our own) as an excuse to play out this tired self obsessed "I'm more of a real man than you" dominance paradigm BS
And also maybe while you're at it listen to some of your fellow trans men and transmascs talking about their own issues and don't be so quick to assume without cause that they're blaming trans women for Anti-Transmasculinity existing in the first place or that they think trans women as a group are oppressing them.
Like there's a HUGE difference between talking about societal violence from cis people, lateral in community violence and anti transmasculinity and going into terf GC & radfem BS that claims that trans women are "using mAlE pRiVeLeGe to rule the trans community and oppress the poor TIFs" & listening to the good faith discussions and understanding what people actually mean when they talk about Anti-Transmasculinity and transandrophobia actuall helps you to quickly identify and discard BS terf rhetoric that tries to pretend to be pro transmasc rather than just writing off anyone speaking on these issues as "you're just a detransitioner (Derogatory) in waiting you're not a real trans man because real men don't have or talk about problems"
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(this post doesn't apply to my mutuals because this is something I block super easily over, dw)
For all of the performative "I hate terfs" this website has, none of you actually know the signs of terf rhetoric, and will unironically say and do the most terfish/radfemish things I have ever seen.
If you say you hate terfs and you do any of the following things, I'm gonna assume you don't know as much about terfs as you think you do.
Disclaimer: Trans people can and do parrot terf rhetoric.
"Men are trash" (and its subvarients, Straight men are trash, cis men are trash, and white men are trash)
Lesbian ships (by which they mean WLW ships) are inherently morally pure and fluffy. As a (nonbinary) lesbian, stop it. Please. WLW ships can be tragic and fucked up and gut-wrenching as any other ship.
Being overly curious about someone's AGAB when really its only relevant to their doctors and maybe long term sexual partners. The division of "AMAB trans people" and "AFAB trans people" (which completely ignores intersex issues, but thats another, longer point) isn't as big as they what you to think. Whatever genitalia I was born with changes upon what is more comedic in the moment, don't ask again.
The idea that certain traits that are perceived as masc/femme are inherent to humanity rather than cultural.
The idea that men (AMAB people is more accurate.) are always stronger than women. There are some cis women with higher testosterone levels than cis men, just due to natural human variation!!!
The idea that each LGBTQ identity has a unique and separate culture with little to no overlap. Nah, we are friends :)
Honestly, the idea that its unfeminist to point out any flaw a female character has. Female characters are flawed and thats why I simp for them. Hope this helps!
Anti-sex work. A lot of terfs are anti sex work, so its a red flag. Yes, even if its just anti those kinks.
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Iโm genuinely so tired of the anti-trans rhetoric and trans hate on this website of all fucking places. Like please get a grip. Do you know where you are? ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ๐ณ๏ธโ๐
Itโs extremely fucking hard being openly trans on the fucking internet. Yโall need to learn to stop and actually do something with your lives.
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you only said "no" to "are you a terf?" because you've bought into the "it's RADFEM" bullshit smh. you're not slick. literally half your posts are filtered for me because their original tags contained "radfems do interact", "radfems please interact", "radfems please touch" etc. Well, here are some excerpts from a former radfem's take on radical feminism in a trans person's inbox:
"Radfems are just TERFs who wonโt say tr*nny, but the rhetoric is the same, and the ideology that backs it is the same.) and so womenโs oppression is based on [a dyadic view] of biology. [...]
"TERFs also like to say that they donโt want trans people dead, and lots of them probably donโt, actively, want trans people dead. again, this doesnโt matter; they support and hide and protect the ones that do, and their rhetoric and the things they want to achieve do that whether they say they want it to or not, and they know this, but their allegiance to female-ness and sex-based oppression is simply more important. [...]
"I left TERF-ism because Iโm black, really. I couldnโt stomach watching black trans women dying, and I didnโt really see how they were hurting feminism or infiltrating womanhood. All I could see was those womenโs victimhood and I couldnโt be a part of that anymoreโbut even after I stopped associating with those people, stopped reblogging and liking their posts and stuff, I agreed with them, deep down.
"And it wasnโt until it was explained that way that I could easily sort through what was 'fascistโ and what was 'non-fascistโ. I could use that to measure up my anti-racist activismโฆ not fascist. LGBT/queer rights? Not fascist. Disability activism? Inherently leftist, actually. But TERF-ism? There was no way for men or trans women to ever be entitled to live and thrive in a TERF world, which made me realize that TERFs are inherently fascistic."
idk how aware of it you even are, but you are neck-deep in radfem ideology, and it's really not okay. i hope you eventually have the courage to see that and change.
filtering tags like that is for weenies
anyway yeah i remember that post, it was hot nonsense throughout, but you handpicked the worst parts
massive citation needed for that first point (but that would require you to define what a radfem is beyond "person i've decided i disagree with" which i know you can't so we'll just keep going)
"women's oppression is based on a dyadic view of biology" yes, unequivocally true, observing this doesn't make you any kind of bigot
i could just as easily turn this point around on you, we point out violent misogyny and homophobia constantly but we get #notallmen'd every time
"i left because i'm black" is really where the cracks start to show. "i couldn't stomach watching black trans women dying" at whose hands? and are they dying in such huge numbers that they're overwhelming other women dying? and are they getting harmed by things that maybe feminist activism is trying to address? can you even answer those questions in detail? the constant implication that feminists are responsible for the murder of trans women is a little tiresome, maybe look into what actually happened instead of using murder victims as props
"easily sort through what is fascist and what was nonfascist" when their working definition of fascism seems to be "things i'm told i don't like." crazy enough, men thriving is not a primary goal of feminism! if you can articulate why "all lives matter" is stupid and racist then this should also be easy for you to grasp (and if you can't articulate that, that's on you). why do racial minorities, sexual minorities, and people with disabilities warrant an activist movement but women don't?
but thanks for your concern, i'll change my ways immediately
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๐ค ~ About Me ~ ๐ค
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Hey there! My name is Korvella Starlight, but you can also call me Kody or Korv. I'm in my 20's and I use both he/him and they/them pronouns interchangeably (I'm a non-binary trans guy).
This is a blog dedicated to Progressive Daemonolatry, Theistic Satanism / Luciferianism, Daemonism, and Paganism. I first got into Paganism when I was 14 years old. Throughout the years, I further expanded my beliefs and eventually got into Theistic Satanism. From there, I later got into Daemonolatry. Nowadays, I consider myself a Progressive Daemonolatrist/Daemonist (a form of Daemonolatry that respects closed practices and doesn't engage in cultural appropriation), Daemonologist, Polytheist, Panentheist, and Eclectic Pagan.
Please keep in mind that I am neurodivergent and mentally ill, and this severely affects my ability to function. I may take frequent breaks in between posts and I won't exactly be consistently active here all the time. I try to post as much as I can though!
+ Why I Made This Blog +
I made this blog so I could provide a safe space for people seeking resources and information on the Infernal/Daemonic Divine. If you have any questions, please don't hesitate to ask!
There's a lot of appropriation and antisemitism in some "demonolatry" spaces nowadays, and I had the unfortunate displeasure of being brainwashed and indoctrinated into thinking that cultural appropriation was completely fine at the beginning of my Daemonolatry path in 2022, because of an echo-chamber subreddit I was a part of. When a friend of mine explained to me how harmful it was, I vowed to change my perspective and I educated myself, changing for the better.
I wanted to try and counteract some of the appropriation and make up for my past mistakes, as well as help prevent others from falling down the same pipeline I did, by blogging about my personal experiences and providing info and resources that don't appropriate closed practises.
+ DO NOT INTERACT +
โง Exclusionists of any kind.
โง T3RFs, SW3RFs, m1s0gyn1sts, s3x1sts/ tr4nsm3ds, etc.
โง Anything anti-LGBTQIA+. I'm a non-binary trans guy and a demi-grey-pansexual. As a queer person, I won't tolerate any bigotry or hate directed towards my community.
โง Anything involving H3lluva B0ss and H4zb1n H0tel. I highly dislike the series as it portrays daemons (beings I have a lot of respect for) in a very poor light. No disrespect or anything, I just personally don't want anything to do with it.
โง Appropriators of any kind. This especially goes for gentiles who appropriate Lilith from Judaism. She's not a "Mesopotamian Pagan Goddess" and she's not the same as Lamashtu. Stop making excuses for stealing shit from closed practices.
โง Racists, antisemites, islamophobes, n4z1s and neo-n4z1s, xenophobes, anti-BLM, anti-ACAB, white supremacists, etc.
โง M4Ps, p3d0ph1l3s, z00ph1l3s, b3ast1al1ty, etc.
โง Right-Wingers, Conservatives, etc.
โง P0rn0gr4ph1c and/or NSFW content that fetishises or objectifies Satanism, Luciferianism, Daemonolatry, and the Infernal/Daemonic Divine.
โง Religious extremists/radicalists. If you're a regular old religious person and progressive, that's completely fine and I have no problem with you. It's just the extremists that I want absolutely nothing to do with; For example, those Christian radicalists that try to shove their beliefs down everyone's throats, or the ones who try to justify bigotry in the name of God.
โง Ableism of any kind. This includes ableism towards mental illness, neurodiversity, and all personality disorders.
โง New Agers. That shit contributed to my Schizotypal psychotic-like experiences and mental illness when it leaked into my spiritual practices as a teenager. Plus it's just highly problematic in general. I want nothing to do with it whatsoever.
+ IMPORTANT NOTICE +
If you see any old posts of mine (specifically posts made prior to November/December of 2022) spouting antisemitic rhetoric regarding demons and/or the occult, please understand that it's not who I am anymore and that I have changed and educated myself since then. I sincerely and deeply apologise to the Jewish community for my blatant ignorance and antisemitic takes.
I used to be part of an antisemitic "Demonolatry" group back then (r/DemonolatryPractices, a terribly cultish space that I advise everyone avoid), and was brainwashed and severely misinformed on the amount of cultural appropriation and antisemitism that exists within the occult community. However, it is no excuse, and I am deeply sorry for the things I said and did in the past.
If you feel uncomfortable interacting with me and my content because of my past, that is 100% valid and completely okay. You are in no way obligated to forgive me if you are Jewish and/or were negatively affected by my previous content.
I have deleted my old posts, however some of them may still exist in the form of reblogs and reposts across Tumblr, hence why I've written this disclaimer to set things straight. I just want it to be abundantly clear that I am not like that anymore and I have changed. Thank you for taking the time to read this, and once again, I am sincerely sorry. ๐
Hope you like what I post here! I wish you well on your spiritual path, and may whoever you honour/venerate bless your soul. ๐ค
โเผป Ave Satanas เผบโ
+ Decor Credit + . . . Bat Divider . . . Blood Moon Divider V1 . . . Blood Moon Divider V2 . . . Ram Skull & Horns Divider . . . Baphomet Image . . .
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unpinning my nice fun positivity post because I want to talk a little about this space that I've created. I think a dni is stupid because people never listen anyways, which is why I haven't had one, but I still see the value in at least telling people who this little corner is for.
also YELL AT ME ON DISCORD I'M woahits_alex.mp3 IF U ASK ME ABOUT FIC RECS FOR MY FANDOMS I'LL CRY WITH HAPPINESS
you are welcome here:
- ALL queers. trans men, trans women, nonbinary, intersex, xenogender, "contradictory" labels like mspec gays/lesbians lesboys/sapphileans (omg it's me!!), slur reclaims, detransitioners who are not transphobic, mspec lesbians, aro/ace and all variations thereupon, unlabeled, questioning, etc. I love all of you. I love the community that we have. we are family, whether or not some of us want to be, and exclusionism is Not Funky Fresh!!
- pro Palestine!! I don't rb posts as much (I am scared of spreading misinformation) but I think I'll start doing that again! (don't forget your daily click guys)
- jewish people. I am specifically adding this one to say that because of the shitty Everything, I sincerely hope I have never spread any antisemitic rhetoric in support of Palestine, reblogs or otherwise. it is not your guys' job to educate me, but I hope it's clear that I'm operating in good faith.
- disabilities/cluster b disorders/systems/AAC users. I am not any of these things so if I say/do something out of line please tell me! but I love you guys and you're absolutely welcome here.
- proshippers (if this bothers you block and move on)
- furries. not personally one of y'all but I think you're neat :]
- literally, like, anyone, as long as you're not a dick
you are not welcome here:
- terfs, transphobes, exclusionists, anti-mspec, anti-lesboy, and people who think transandrophobia is "fake" or whatever. go away I don't like you (or at least be prepared to be blocked or yelled at)
- similarly to last, anyone who starts queer infighting or hates on less visible queers/strangers who don't "look" queer (I don't care if you think someone is cishet. you have no way of knowing that. let's stop hating people for immutable characteristics and start having thoughtful criticisms of people's actions thanks)
- ZIONISTS. BYE BYE
- (but also antisemites because come on now let's not do this. judiasm โ zionism)
- ableists, fatphobia, general dickheads. also if you're the kind of person who would tell me irl that I'm a failure for dropping out, I don't want you here!!! surprise!!!
- antis (again, either leave now or expect to be argued with)
other stuff under the cut bc this is already too long:
- I accept anonymous asks! and also non anonymous ones. ask me shit idk
- I am autistic and VERY gullible. if I reblog a "bait" post, or something that's clearly fake or a joke with a genuine reaction, I'm probably not playing some 5d irony chess I'm probably just stupid. y'all I'm sorry I'm trying :\
- I don't rb nsfw. not as, like, a rule, I just don't see the value in doing so lol. if I ever did I'd tag it and probably update this
- I argue with people!! I enjoy arguing with people!! usually it's in replies and not reblogs but still. if you are allergic to discourse maybe don't follow me? I also rb "discourse" posts, mostly transmasc support stuff, general solidarity stuff with the trans community or lgbt community as a whole, politics, current events, that kinda thing.
- this is, shockingly, supposed to be a fandom blog (I got carried away). current fandoms include: Ace Attorney (the one this blog was supposed to be about), Doctor Who (childhood hyperfixation come back to bite my ass), and Splatoon (no excuse). also MHA is basically my abusive boyfriend at this point but I'm trying to get better (not). you can find the records of my failing recovery at @alex-is-losing-sleep-over-krbk /hj (I also shamelessly rb my own posts over there lol)
and I guess since I'm mentioning fandoms, here my fav ships: wrightworth, klapollo, franmaya, thoschei, pearlina, agent 24. also somehow, completely inexplicably, cuttletavio. listen I read like one really good fic and I just thinkโ
anyways, that's about it. love you all :]
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Hi! Will you stop taking T before you reach a point where you cannot be perceived as a butch lesbian anymore or is that not something that would be a problem for you ? Because when I think about it my dyke ass would be mortified to look just like your average grown straight man. And even when comparing it to my attraction to women (which doesnโt really include straight women anymore) I would understand them all not being into me because Iโd look too much like what they arenโt into, so thereโs a balance here to find. But maybe thatโs not the case for you?
iโm going to assume that this is asked in good faith, so letโs engage - because I feel like this is some rich queer theory to dive into
first off: itโs not just transmasc lesbians that struggle with the straight man dysphoria (yes, anon, thatโs what youโre describing, dysphoria: an unhappiness with society and oneโs perceived place within it). iโm sure you can imagine that tma lesbians must particularly struggle with this - and perhaps a way to ease that dysphoria a little for the trans dykes in your life is to refrain from admitting your disgust at the idea of looking like a huge percentage of the worldโs population. and instead remember that straight men have the capacity to love and uplift women just as lesbians have the capacity to hurt the women in their lives. perhaps it would be easier to then recognize straight men as potential collaborators in the fight for womenโs liberation.
And itโs not the end of the world to be mistaken for a straight guy. no one can take my dyke card away, I know who I am and where Iโm coming from. And hey, I think I would rather be mistaken for a random straight man than be mistaken for Ellen, and I would rather be mistaken for a random cis guy than Buck Angel. Every identity group has their annoying fucks no one can stand.
So to address your question anon - will I stop taking hormones? the answer is I donโt know! So much of the anti trans rhetoric right now revolves around the โirreversibleโ changes of HRT and the โregretโ that may follow. I worry that we, as trans queers, have taken some of that propaganda to heart; I sense this fear amongst other trans people that our future selves may rue and lament the ways we build our bodies today. What if I want to detransition later and hate myself for what iโve done/become? And Iโm all for being cautious and making sure you truly want something before diving head first - but I want trans people to extend grace towards themselves, to practice loving ourselves in the here and now and not worry what a future version of ourselves may want. Regret is an unavoidable emotion in life, itโs okay to feel regret, I know that if I end up one day regretting taking testosterone I will survive.
So for now I have no plans on stopping testosterone. I donโt have any benchmarks I want to hit before I know itโs time to stop or anything. Iโm just going to keep taking T for as long as it feels good to do so. That may be for as long as I live, that may be until next month - I have no idea. I know that no matter what, I am a working class queer latino butch anarchist. I am very secure in that identity and I donโt need anyone to validate it for meโiโm living it every day.
and as far as attracting other lesbians - iโm mainly t4t so itโs not much of a problem, other trans people get it, and weโre all horny for each other. and thereโs definitely no shortage of queer cis women who are into me (albeit a little fetishistically). really who iโm struggling with is the femboys! let me take care of you and buy you cute lingerie PLEASE I swear iโm butch enough ๐ซ
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I've learned in my many years of human interaction that bluntly telling people "the thing you like/do/believe is bad, stop it" is rarely effective and can in fact lead to them entrenching themselves more in the Bad Thing. It's just some quirk of human psychology that being confronted like this makes you less likely to actually logically think about the issue and consider why you're being criticized.
I'm trans, so I'll use Harry Potter as an example. JK Rowling is a horrible transphobic bigot and we should try to diminish her wealth and power as best we can. However, proclaiming that anybody who buys the new video game coming out soon is doing pure evil is 1) at least a little bit of a stretch and more importantly 2) unlikely to actually get someone to not buy it. Not to mention that placing praxis in the hands of consumer power ("vote with your wallet") is often if not always ineffective in the first place.
Now, I understand WHY this sort of rhetoric occurs and spreads. People are emotional, deeply hurt by these issues, and personally invested in their resolution. If you hear from someone "I know about JKR's shit and it sucks, but I'm still gonna play the game," it hurts. In your mind the video game and her awfulness are intimately connected by material capital, and hearing that awfulness dismissed or downplayed? Why can't the other person understand? And it's easy in those moments to believe the other person just doesn't care or is even malicious, especially when it's your own identity or sense of being interwoven into the topic. It's really difficult to be calm in these situations.
And that's just the thing - emotion is good! Anger is motivating! Caring is important! We can't and shouldn't expect people to engage in all discussion like detached robots. But learning how to use that passion and rage constructively. Are you going to direct your ire at internet randos who want to play a video game (if tauntingly so sometimes)? Or are you going to direct your efforts towards lawmakers, the rich, the powerful, those who actually profit from these systems and this bigotry?
Don't trash the bathroom. Trash the penthouse that the wealthy have parties in.
P.S. Please don't take this post as permission to buy Hogwarts Legacy if you want. Instead I implore you to examine why you would want to play the game in the light of JKR's transphobia (and a plot that appears to echo with unfortunate anti-semitism), or why it would be important to have it. If you must play it, just pirate it.
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Love it when I report a post by a terf that is visibly transphobic and then get a response back from Tumblr saying "actually, transphobia doesn't violate our community guidelines uwu"
Even though in their community guidelines it says "don't encourage the hatred of, or dehumanizing of individuals or groups based on [...] gender, gender identity [...]. If you encounter content that violates our hate speech policies, please report it."
Obviously it's a well known issue that Tumblr doesn't do much of anything to stop terfs and the spread of their anti-trans rhetoric on Tumblr, but this is just. Well. It frustrates me that Tumblr support doesn't seem to even know what their own community guidelines say.
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Making my own post to avoid distracting from an important conversation:
The sheer volume of people saying things like โkysโ or โcommit suicideโ or โplease go dieโ on this website is horrifying. I just saw post where someone said in the replies smth to the tune of โall TERFs should kill themselvesโ, and another person responded โI agree TERFs are awful but Iโm not comfortable w/ telling people to kill themselvesโ, and the first person responded to stop with the โrespectability politicsโ.
Respectability politics is about enforcing morally-neutral standards to appease reactionaries. Respectability politics is being anti-AAVE. Respectability politics is โno kink at prideโ. Respectability politics is policing peopleโs physical appearance to ensure they โpassโ. Respectability politics is NOT taking issue w/ an action on moral grounds.
I take issue with telling people to kill themselves bc I spend a good portion of my teens suicidal. I take issue with telling people to kill themselves bc Iโve known people who have, and so many more people who have tried. โCommit suicideโ should NOT be a normalized part of discourse, or a stock response to people w/ shitty beliefs. I firmly believe you should never tell someone to kill themselves unless you would personally be comfortable killing them, bc you just might be.
There are people in this world who it would be morally grey (or even right) to assassinate. That group is relatively small, and does NOT include all people who have fallen into believing a harmful ideology. There are politically-active public figures out there intentionally spreading TERF misinformation to hurt trans people, and if a trans person wants to assassinate them, okay thatโs not really my place to judge.
But there are also people, like an aunt of mine, who fall into the rabbit hole of misinformation because of a lack of access to resources like educationโand who, when someone sits down w/ them and counters that misinformation and explains to them why that way of thinking is harmful, will be swayed and often then join the fight against the same rhetoric they once fell for. If someone had assassinated my aunt during the couple of years she spent as a TERF and a homophobe, before myself and my mother managed to get her out of that and before she became an active supporter of queer rights in her community in rural Kentucky, I would have a major problem w/ that.
So it really bothers me how many leftists on this platform tell people to kill themselves, and I donโt feel like โthey have a facist beliefโ is a justification for that. No one is obligated to do the work of rescuing people from alt-right rabbit holes, and I have no problem w/ blocking/banning people or shouting at them not to interact bc of their beliefs, or even w/ lobbing all sorts of petty insults at them. But it should NOT be considered acceptable to encourage people to commit suicide, and that should NOT be treated the same as other sorts of online insults because it is absolutely not. And thatโs not respectability politics; thatโs caring about the basic value of human life and believing most people have the ability to be rehabilitated, and death is not an appropriate retribution for incorrect and harmful beliefs.
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Not the other Anon, just trying to shed light on what they're asking about
today Edgy-Magical-Girl made a post that said:
I wasnโt sure if I should say anything or not but itโs been bugging me for a while now
If youโre close to ironpines, please unfollow or just outright block me
Iโm not gonna go into it if you want dirt, just want this off my chest
For some reason, it was tagged solely as 'RWDE,' presumably to make sure it was seen by anyone who had already unfollowed her after the transphobic stuff she said last month, people like me (she apologized afterwards, but I was already getting uncomfortable with a few other posts she made containing RadFem-leaning rhetoric, so even though she took back what she said and claimed to be learning, I'm just done and don't want to be around for that journey) <.<
I wasn't planning to say anything about this post today, because I don't know the situation, it's not any of my business, and like I said, I was already growing increasingly uncomfortable with her posts and unfollowed her a month ago, and I'm kinda annoyed that she tagged her post as 'rwde' when it has nothing to do with rwby criticism like she was specifically trying to reach people who already stopped following her, so I obeyed her DNI and blocked. :/
But yeah, I don't care about the history and I'm not asking for an explanation, but since somebody else already brought it up, I felt you might want to know the answer to 'what's happening.'
(Feel free to delete this instead of posting, if you want to. I'm just trying to give you some context, not trying to platform any drama or anything lol.)
wait bruh she said transphobic shit?? ๐ญ like totally feel free to send us more on this & it won't be answered but. the hilarity of her being an anti & a shitty transphobe yet going at us for whatever we've apparently done besides not like a creator's hypocrisy & defending against their diversion tactics.
the anti to terf pipeline is real bro, they all follow the same mentality & all this has enforced is if you're even "in the middle" between anti & proship just. don't interact with us lmao. y'all show your true colours eventually & we're two trans people, we don't want that around us.
also "if you want dirt" like she came to us with dirt on lilith? they're as bad as each other lmao.
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can we please cancel ricky gervais already? his anti-trans rhetoric is sickening and his shitty justifications for it are getting old real fast. making jokes about trans bodies is invasive and creepy, furthering the idea that trans women want to hurt cis women/that trans women are somehow dangerous to cis ones? it's all bollocks he's using legitimate issues women face from (usually) cis men as a strawman to justify his attacks on trans women and it needs to fucking stop.
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can you please stop talking about trans and detrans people we do not need you to spread half truths about us
First off I'm merely responding to the radfem/terf rhetoric that is currently infiltrating my recommended feed and the patterns I see within the community which is currently casing me brain damage.
Secondly what half-truths am I spreading about trans people? I made an observation about a certain sect of terfs and radfems that are vehemently anti-trans themselves and use their former trans identity to justify their transphobia so using some bazaar argument that I am spreading harmful beliefs when they are spreading significantly more harmful beliefs is frankly... ridiculous.
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