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oyesmendes · 2 years

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love is just a word - 7

a/n: holy shit. i actually managed to get this out... not proofread at all please dont come at me, i’ll edit later HAAHHA now i need to get some sleep or im going to die at work... as usual - love and comments are much appreciated. oh and, remember to reblog!

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Monte Carlo, Monaco

“Ma belle! Oh how I missed you” Pierre hugged you as he walked through the doors, nuzzling his face into your neck. He was intoxicated, you could tell, the blush on his cheeks and alcohol breath were the telling signs.

“Are you drunk?” You pulled away and he frowns, “I just had a few, it was Nadri’s early birthday celebration on the plane.”

“So you’re drunk.” You muttered, silently cursing that this was ruining your time to confess to him.

"I'm nottttt." Pierre slurred, intertwining ur hand with his. He kissed you on the forehead softly, patting your shoulders before stumbling over his own feet and into the bedroom. He immediately crashed into the fresh sheets, soft snores escaping him moments later. You shook your head at the sight, pulling off his clothing and tucking him into bed. This will have to wait till tomorrow.

The whole night, your guilt ate you up inside. Countless of times you contemplated waking Pierre up, but whenever you laid eyes on him sleeping peacefully, you retract your hand. You couldn't catch a single hour of proper sleep, constantly waking up when a dream (or nightmare) of either Carlos or Pierre flashed across your brain.

Until the next morning, when you couldn't even wait for the coffee to brew before the words started falling out of your mouth.

That's how you got here.

"So you're telling me, you kissed him in my house? You cheated on me, in my home?" his voice is low, head buried in his hands. You move closer towards him to touch his arm but he shifts back. That stung worse than acid on your skin.

"Yes, Pierre. Look- I know it sounds and looks bad but I-"

"I trusted you, chérie." He took a breath. The nickname burned a scar on his tongue. He felt hurt and anger, but most of all, he felt betrayed.

"I know you did, and I'm sorry I broke your trust. But I chose you, mi amor." You said defeatedly.

Pierre raises his head, his voice booming through the room.

"And that's supposed to make me feel better? That you chose me after you realised his lips don't make you feel the way that I do? What do you think this is, Y/N - a fucking tasting platter?!"

You raised your brows at his words, a sudden agitation washing over you. A mixture of emotions and the lack of sleep from the past few days.

"No of course not! I admit, this is partially my fault. That I had unresolved issues with Carlos, that I never considered him and his presence after all these years. But you can't put this all on me, Pierre. I chose you because I love you, more than anything else in the world." you kneel down so your eyes meet his, your hand cupping his cheeks,

"I'm sorry for what happened, and I would do anything to take it back; but I am here now. I fought for us, and we won. I'm telling you that I want to be with you, I chose us."

"Big fuckin deal," Pierre spat, his eyes turning dark, "you think you were selfless by choosing us after you placed your lips onto him? You must be joking, Y/N."

You retract your hand and kept quiet, allowing Pierre to vent his anger. You deserved it anyway.

"I should've have known what I was getting into with you. I saw the way he looked at you.” He lets out a sad laughter, "I should've never let it get this serious. My family love you, my friends adore you-"

"But do you love me?" You look at him in the eyes - now dark, a shade you’ve never seen on him before. He doesn’t know where the venom he’s spitting is coming from, and he knows he should hold himself back. Don’t say things while you’re angry, you’ll regret it. His mother always repeats. But in the moment, his mind is emptied from any logical thinking. So he speaks, and the words hit you like a bullet.

"Not enough to forgive you for what you did."

This was it. You saw it coming, though half of you foolishly hoped for him to forgive you. You get up and got around to get your luggage, pulling open the wardrobe, and grabbing arms full of your clothes to shove them into the bag. You hear the front door open then shut. Pierre didn't stay, and neither did he want you to stay.

Guess leaving was the better choice after all.

You're standing at the airport, waiting for staff to check on the next available flight out. Your phone had been going off non-stop, Daniel texting you over and over again to get you to come back. Finally, the counter staff looks up at you after an excruciating ten minutes, "we have a flight in about two hours to Madrid."

"Perfect." You tell her. She hands you your passport and boarding pass, and you make your way through the airport. Your phone rings- it's Daniel. You decide to pick up before your phone blows up from his messages.

"You can't just leave like this, Y/N." He says immediately once the call goes through. You're in Starbucks, pulling a sandwich from the shelf and heading to the counter.

"You're the only one that wants me around, Danny."

"That's not true!" He shouts, and you pull the phone away from your ear.

"Soy latte please." You tell the barista, ignoring whatever Daniel was saying on the other end of the line. After paying, you press the phone to your ear again.

"Did you tell Carlos you were leaving?"

You mutter a soft 'no'.

"He would want you to stay, you know that."

"He wouldn't Danny, we've been through this. I'm not putting myself through any of that anymore." You heard Daniel sigh.

"Will you be coming to the race?" He asks, still hopeful that you'd work something out. You let out a sad chuckle.

"Why would I?" This would be the first race you were away from Pierre this year.

"Because you want to support your favourite McLaren driver." You can hear the soft smile on Daniel's face, an attempt to get you to laugh. The barista calls out your name, and you're thanking them for the drink before walking to your gate.

"Oh you mean Lando? I'll think about it." You quip back, taking a sip of your drink. You wanted to make a joke, wanted to tell Daniel you were okay, wanted to convince yourself you were going to be okay. Daniel pretends not to notice.

"Shut up, I'm your favourite driver. But seriously Y/N, I would love to see you at the race.”

You shake your head, thankful he couldn't see you the distraught look on your face now.

"I gotta go, Danny Ric, I'll see you when I see you."

Madrid, Spain

This was the town you grew up in. The street you ran through countless of times, playing catch on the front garden, walking from one house to the other for dinner. The iconic cream coloured house and blue door belonging to your family; less than two blocks away from the Sainz family home.

You knock on the door lightly, and take a step back. It was almost dinner time, and you could smell the aroma from your mother's cooking. You hear the ruckus in the house, knowing your mother was grumbling at your father for not getting the door, and Matteo was shouting something from upstairs. The bright blue door swings open, and your mother is surprised and shocked all at the same time. Then she sees the look on your face and she knows exactly why you're here.

"Mija..." Her brows are knitted together. She can feel your pain with just one glance. Your bag drops to the floor.

You crash into your mother's arms immediately.

Your father and Matteo come to the door immediately once they hear that you're home. They take your bags, settling you down into your childhood bedroom - just as you left it, the walls dusted pink, countless of trophies, helmets, lining every inch of your room. The simulator you built with Matteo still sitting in the corner of the room. It was like a piece of your life still frozen in time, always welcoming you with open arms. You run your fingers along the fresh sheets your mother had just put on two days ago. She changed them regularly, even after you left home.

"Dinner will be ready in ten." She tells you, squeezing your shoulders to get your attention.

"Oh and, Reyes and Carlos Sr will be here as well. Sunday traditions." Right, of course. The tradition that had been going on forever. You take in a sharp breath and nod.

At least you know that Carlos won't be there.

You go downstairs in exactly ten minutes like you’re told. The Sainz family arrived at the same time, and the front door swings open, the family filing in one by one. You can hear them from the kitchen, chattering and greeting one another. You're setting up the dinner table just like your mother told you before heading out to greet them as well. But you hear a voice that makes your skin crawl.

"Castaña?" What the fuck was Carlos doing here? The utensils you were holding drops to the ground, causing a loud clanging sound which makes your family run into the room. You quickly pick them up, Carlos scrambling to help you as well while your mother is nagging at the both of you for being clumsy. Then his hand brushes past yours as you pick a fork up, and you're dropping it onto the ground again. He stops moving, both your heads too close to one another, then you see it - that necklace, that god forsaken pendant, swinging in front of your eyes. It felt like a taunt, as if the inanimate object was making fun of you.

"Fuck it." You mutter, exiting the room to the backyard. The cool evening breeze blows and you shudder, the temperature dropping outside a comfortable range. Tears are streaming down your face, and soon enough you're sobbing, shoulders shaking not only from the cold.

"Castaña..." You hear again, this time, your head doesn't turn. You're sitting on the lounge chairs, hands pressed to your face. You feel a blanket being placed on your shoulders.

Carlos sits across you, dipping his head so he could see your face. He grips your wrist gently, but you push him away, wiping the tears using the back of your hand. You're well aware of the audience standing discreetly behind the doors, staring at the pair of you.

Finally, you look up at him, your voice laced with hurt, "you broke us."

His hand reaches out, then he hesitates and pulls back.

"I know, I'm sorry."

"Are you really? Are you really sorry for ruining my relationship?" Carlos furrows his brows, "what are you talking about, cas-"

"No! No more castaña! You broke us, Carlos. Me and you, then me and Pierre. You ruined everything good that I had in my life. EVERYTHING!" You shot up from your seat, the blanket flying to the ground.

"Castaña!" He grabs your arm, pulling you towards him. You're trying to squirm out of his grasp, hitting his arms with all your might.

"Fucking let go of me cabrón!"

"Not until you tell me everything." Was he really playing dumb right now?

"Tell you everything? Like what Carlos? You want me to stand here and declare to the whole fucking world that I cheated on my boyfriend with you? That the guilt ate me up inside, that I told Pierre and he told me he didn't love me enough to forgive me? Is that what you want to hear, Carlos- IS IT?!" You raise your hand, so close to slapping him in the face when you hear your father shouting your name.

You storm your way back into the house and into your room. Opening the closet, you shove the clothes you had just unpacked moments ago into your luggage. Tears are dripping from your chin, sobs choking you with each breath.

It seems as if life has its ways of playing tricks on you. Three years later and you're here packing again, getting ready to run from the same person. There's a knock on your door, but you don't answer until it slides open slowly. You're zipping up the luggage when your mother walks in.

"What are you doing, mija?" There’s a slight panic in her voice, just like three years ago.

"I'm going to New York."

"Again?" You don't reply her, continuing to gather your stuff in your bag.

"Y/N," She places her hand on top of yours, "whatever happened between you and carlitos, can't it be forgiven?"

You shake your head, zipping up the backpack.

"I kissed him mama," her expression drops. She didn’t hear the entire ordeal with Carlos, only a short snippet when your father saw your hand raised and he pulled the doors open.

"In Pierre's house, I was wearing his shirt; Then Carlos showed up and I- I kissed him." You sigh, everytime you say it out loud, your disappointment in yourself grew. Your mother strokes your cheek, drying off the stray tears that had fallen. For the first time, she didn't have the words to comfort you.

"I need to go." You whisper under your breath. If this house couldn't give you the protection it did all your life, you have to go the one place you could escape to.

Monte Carlo, Monaco

Pierre is stumbling through the streets of Monaco like a lost puppy. His muscle memory brought him through the roads and up the building he was all too familiar with. He doesn’t knock on the door when he arrives at his destination, only opening the shoe cabinet and lifting up a pair of black nike Jordans to take the dull silver key. Turning the lock and pushing the door open, he’s met with a string of French curse words, and his best friend Charles.

“What the fuck? Mate, you look like shit.” Pierre pushes past him, plopping himself onto the sofa.

“She kissed him. You were right, she always belonged to him.” Charles frowned at his best friend, pulling out two waters to replace the alcohol that they would much rather be having right now. He hands one to Pierre, who holds it tightly in his hands.

“What happened?”

“He- he came over, kissed her, she kissed back.” Pierre repeats to Charles.

“That’s it? What else did she say?”

“She chose me.”

“Huh?” Charles was shaking his head, trying to make sure he was hearing him right.

“She chose me!” Pierre exclaimed. “After she tasted his lips, she chose me. Does she think this is a fucking game show? Choosing who she wants to be with by testing out their lips?”

“Pierre…” He finally looks up, their eyes meeting. Charles can see how broken his best friend is, and for the first time, it was because of a girl. A girl he fell in love with at first sight.

“I hate to say this mate, but you’ve done worse.” Charles states. A

“You know I came here so you could comfort me, right?”

“You know I have a duty to tell you the truth, right?” Pierre doesn’t answer, his eyes fixated on the piano in his best friend’s apartment. Charles walks around the coffee table, standing in front of Pierre and blocking his view. Pierre knows exactly what he was talking about. The track record that he had stuck on his back had caused so many speculations throughout their relationship. It felt as if they were just waiting for the next article to come out, the next big story about him having his arms around another girl. So many times things have blown up in front of him, but you never wavered, always trusting him with your entire heart.

“Remember in 2014, when we saw her at the race? When you first set your eyes on her? I told you not to bother trying because I could see the way she looked at Carlos - the way it was filled with love? Mate- look at me.” Pierre forces himself to turn his entire attention to Charles.

“She only looks at you that way now, mate. From what I’ve seen, Carlos doesn’t mean anything to her anymore. Sure, they’re childhood best friends, but Y/N no longer has that look in her eyes. In fact, I’m pretty sure I saw her scowl at him at every race.“

“But she kissed him.”

“You’ve kissed many girls at the club, how many of them were you in love with?” Pierre stays quiet again. Fuck logical best friends.

“Right, I thought so too. My point is, forgive her, because god knows she deserves just that little bit of fight from you.” He pats his friend on the back.

“And maybe,” Charles walks back to his simulator, turning just before he walks in, “it’ll help you make up for all the sins you’ve accumulated from screwing around.”

Pierre knows that Charles was right. So he pulls out his phone and calls the only person in the world who would know where you are.

“Hey Daniel, how are you?”

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selfindulgentsillinessbracket · 11 months

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A Huge Update Post!!!!!!

Hi everyone, @thattoastygecko (your moderator) here. It is me.

This bracket has been quiet recently but now it is time to resume it. But I have a buncha changes to make bc let's face it, this bracket? It's an unorganized mess lmao

Congrats to our last winners!

Also I was thinking of going back to doing 2 groups of contestants at a time again, y'know 8 votes at once. Because let's face it this bracket is huge & honestly some of the entrants I kiiiind of wish I didn't put in.

Example of what I mean: Hanamusa. Don't get me wrong I love that ship, they've brought me so much comfort. But honestly they got like 600 votes. & Something about seeing them bring in THAT MUCH ATTENTION but none of the other polls got anywhere close to that kind of attention & knowing they'll probably just completely sweep the entire thing makes me think putting them in was not a great move. If only because it's gonna be super unfair & also makes me a bit sad that none of the other parts of the bracket are gonna get that much attention. I SWEAR IF I EVER TOOK THEM OUT IT'S NOT BECAUSE I HATE THEM IM HAPPY IF THEY WIN ITS JUST

seeing the rest of the poll get ignored so hard in comparison just makes me sad bc i feel like it means i did a crummy job on the rest of the tournament when it doesnt involve them, it's entirely my fault & just how my brain is, so pls understand that

But ultimately I am gonna avoid doing this, because I also don't wanna remove anyone. I mean if any character is in this poll, its because they damn well earned the right to be in this poll. They all mean something to me even if its just very very barebones like "they look cool"

I mean I put my own OCs in this fucking poll ffs & I know all of those guys are probably gonna lose. I love Oddworld but that series is obscure & I know they won't win.

LOOK AT POOR BLINX. I LOVE BLINX BUT LETS FACE IT YOU GUYS PROBABLY DONT KNOW WHO THIS IS & HES PROBABLY NOT GONNA WIN THIS NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT HIM TO.

Please pray for this poor cat guys, he's gonna need it. Because he's struggled to get the love he damn well deserves & by god I want him to win at least one match on this poll. He deserves at least that much.

I'm gonna try to not remove them tho bc I would feel bad if I did too, bc it's my fault for not realizing how immediatley biased this site is gonna be in their favor. I think it's just on me for not thinking that through, but I promise you guys

I PROMISE YOU AINT GONNA BE LIKE THE MODERATOR FOR THAT SAPPHIC SHIPS BRACKET THAT CANCELLED THE WHOLE THING BECAUSE THEY WERE WINNING & THEY WERE IDK SALTY OR WHATEVER???? LIKE OK BRO BUT IF YOU DIDNT WANT THEM TO WIN YOU SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF THAT BEFORE PUTTING THEM IN BUT IM AT LEAST ADMITTING ITS MY FAULT FOR PUTTING THEM IN HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE KNOWING HOW BIASED IT WAS GONNA BE GIVEN ALL THE CONTEXT BEHIND WHAT THE SHIP WAS BUILT WITH. Aka being kickstarted by a well known popular storyboard artist with a big following & being yknow on here of all sites and etc. Like yeah it's gonna instantly be a landslide in their favor to some degree. It's like putting Rise Donatello in this bracket & being angry when he is gonna start sweeping too. Because we all know Donnie is gonna be winning several rounds at least. I know he will. & I love Rise Donnie so I'm okay with it. Donnie Nation strong. I AINT GONNA BE A BITCH LIKE THAT OTHER POLL THO NO MATTER WHAT. Like No I aint gonna cancel the whole bracket over them, if Delia & Jessie win? Fuck it I mean I put them here I knew it was gonna end up this way the second they were in the limelight. But no matter what happens I ain't gonna disqualify them for existing. I guess it's more just the fact that they got so much more attention & I cvan't help but put myself down for it.

I just kinda wanted to vent about it a bit because I was being overly mean to myself & I know it's just my brain being a jerk. So I'm gonna keep my spirits up

Also I mean heck the attention picked up a bit. Rayman fans apparently felt seen in my statements so thanks rayman nation for that. I too am salty about ubisofts treatment. Speaking of:

Thanks to your votes: MURFY IS BEING PUT IN THE BRACKET!!!

AND THANKS TO ANOTHER BONUS

MIKU IS BACK!! & After discussing it with some friends in group chats, they told me I should team her up with one of my OCs. So I went with my MAIN OC ZOEY!!

Speaking of Zoey:

1. My blog @thornsboroughcomic is a thing Zoey is the protag also thanks for voting her it means a lot to me I cried a few times ngl

ZOEY GOT A FULL REDESIGN A BIT AGO: Behold Zoey's current design. :]

And now Hatsune Miku has been brought back from elimination after you guys voted her to come back!! And Zoey is a huge Miku stan so she's very excited to team up with her.

And while I'm here: I'm gonna reveal to you guys some of the new contestants entering the bracket!!

I might also consider bringing back more old contestants who got eliminated via voting & maybe I'll start having team ups happen periodically that you guys vote on. I want this bracket to be just, I'm gonna embrace what a total mess it is. It's unorganized, chaotic & nonsensical & I think we just gotta embrace the pure chaos of it all. So that's what we're gonna do!!

A FEW OF THE MANY NEW CONTESTANTS COMING IN!!

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cloudcountry · 9 months

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ISAACS ROUTE MADE NE SI MAD TODAY

fuck this was so sad i hate it here. like i don't even know what to say?

PLEASE....PELASE JUST LET YOURSELF BE HAPPY. ISAAC PLEASE I AM BEGGIHG YOU.

SAYING YOU HATE ME AGAIN WOULD HAVE HURT LESS HELLO

LITERALLY!!!! STOP TRYING TO GUESS WHAT I WANT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT

oh wow the lights cut out how convenient

AND NOW IM GETTING KIDNAPPED HELLO????

YEA ROBERT WHAT THE HELL WAS THIS???? THERE WAS NO REASON TO DO THIS????????

oh past besties ofc ofc how did robert fuck this up because i know isaac would NEVER

ROBERT........ROBERT WHAT ARE YOU PLAYONG AT. YOU HURT HIM BADLY AND NOW YOURE ACTING LIKE HE JUST WALKED OUT??????? YOURE THE ONE THAT STOLE ALL HIS WORK AND CONSTABTLY PUT HIM UNDER FIRE FOR PLAGARISM WHAT.

imagine.... "i want to understand this person and their ideas so i will literally drive them out of the place where we communicate our ideas" WHAT KIND OF LOGIC

gahhhh that's not fair at all :((( he's so fucking sweet he deserves the WORLD

SWUANDERED.??? BITCH WHAT!!!! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT !! AS LONG AS ISAAC IS HAPPY THATS ALL THAT MATTERS???

also i don't think you can waltz back into his life and claim to know more about his purpose than he does. that's for isaac to find out, not for you to decide for him.

anyways yea then robert GRABBED ISAAC and i got so angry and i started screeching and forgot to take a screenshot BUT JUST KNOW I WAS PISSED!!!!!

#anyways teehee haha silly #i was PISSED #🍎! isaac ikevamp gushing real #auburn talks ikevamp <3

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a-wondering-thought · 8 months

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i'm listening to speak now(tv) and i had thoughts

so hear me out, but what if instead of it being another women who wanted to marry the man like in the song, its a story abt two queer women and the woman who is marrying the man is a closeted Lesbian/Sapphic woman who was marrying the man because idk family/peer pressure but in reality was in love with her best friend(who is openly bi/pan/ommi/sapphic? idk which one, but she likes women) and doesn't realise until either like a couple of days before or the day of the wedding and by that point doesn't feel like she can cancel the wedding so she just go's along with it, and its the man who uninvites the best friend bc idk maybe a grudge or smth but the best friend go's anyway bc she's in love with the bride and doesn't know the bride loves her back but she go's anyway bc it her bff who's getting married and she's gonna support her regardless and wants her to be happy, so then its the day of the wedding and they are all getting ready and i have two different endings but the first one is that like the mother of the bride/bridesmaids has to go get something/meet someone or something and so the bride and the best friend are alone and the bride sort of tells the best friend how much she doesn't wanna get married(and maybe tell her she likes someone else???, i haven't decided) but then they are interrupted bc the mother/bridesmaids has come back and the bride go's with them to idk finish getting ready and the best friend is very worried and confused for her friend bc she doesn't want her to get married to a man she doesn't love and be unhappy (up until this point the best friend had thought the bride was in love with the man) but she go's to the venue where the wedding is happening(probably a church but i'm just gonna put venue bc idk it might not be a church) and sits down and then fast forward to when the preacher says, "Speak now or forever hold your peace" and then the bride looks at the best friend and the best friend is like i'm in love with this woman and i don't want her to be stuck in a marriage with a man she doesn't love and if she will have me i'd like to marry her and spend the rest of my life with her There's the silence, there's is my last chance so the best friend stands up her hands are shaky and all eyes are on her and the best friend says " i object, *brides name* if you really wanna do this i wont stop you but you are my best friend i have seen you laugh i have seen you cry i have seen you angry, happy, anxious every emotion and the one i dislike the most is sadness so if this is going to make you unhappy then i beg you reconsider bc you deserve the world, if only i could give it to you and being in a marriage with a man you don't love is not going to make you happy, and what i'm about to say might make you hate me and if you don't want to see me again after this i will listen to you but you need to hear me out because the truth is.. i love you. i love you more than words could say, but you are my light in this dark miserable world and you understand me in a way on one else ever has, even when i don't understand myself and i'd like to think that even if there are oceans between us we would find our way back to each other, so please don't wait, or say a single vow run away with me and i'll marry you even if we only have paper rings because you are the best thing that ever been mine", the best friend looks around and see's Horrified looks from everyone in the room but she ignores them all and looks at the bride, anxious for what her reaction might be, and the bride is staring right at the best friend open mouthed and is looking like she just won the lottery but also like she might have a mental breakdown, and then she looks down at her bouquet and then back at the best friend before dropping the bouquet and rushing towards the best friend and smiles "i could never hate you, it would be like hating the best part of myself because the thing is, you're right i dont want to get married to anyone but you because, i love you. and then they run away from the venue and live happily ever after.

#what be even better is if they were secret lovers in the 1700/1800s who where forced to marry but then eloped together #welp its so long #how did it get this long #i think i got possessed #idk anymore #anyway #this all came from me listening to speak now #and took like 2 hours to write #so yeah #taylor swift #speak now #speak now taylor’s version #vi screams into the void

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winderlylandchime · 7 months

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(1/2)The man came inside after a cigarette break, jumped right into 2x14, saw Justin dancing on the bar, paused the episode and went outside for another smoke. So i think he is handling it well. He is now back and his immediate reaction is ‘THIS IS BULLSHIT! Why are they making him do this, i know its his own doing BUT COME ON.. OH SO THEY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED? My dudes, my bros, my mens..why aren’t we throwing punches yet?..oh Brian is pissed off! Why doesnt he say something? what is that freak of a fuck giving him? JUSTIN DONT TAKE ANY DRUGS FROM HIM’ *pauses the tv on Brian* ‘see the problem is that he looks very pretty when he is in a bad mood’ *throws his hands up in the air* ‘PICKLE GUY!!!!!!!! Oh pickle guy and Emy are going on a world trip!! I can’t wait! Theyre gonna have so much fun…oh she’s still being a bitch to Ben? Man fuck her, i thought she was better with him?’…’oh Brian knows about his classes! I swear i am totally normal about this! But like, i didnt even know my own classes but Brian knows Justins? Oh Brian is angry.. good for him! I like this! I mean I don’t like the Justin part but i do like Brian being all for his education and shit. That’s nice! I want more of that but less of that other shit.’ ‘I thought we wrapped up with cop bullshit? Why the hell is he here? Yeah, what are you doing her- SAY WHAT NOW? HE ASKED WHAT NOW? exactly debbie! Tell him! WE *points to her and himself* do not date or fuck cops!’ He high fived debbie on tv bc he’s happy she turned doen the cop..’brian actually showed up for Emmetts going away at work? I LOVE EMY AND BRI BRI!!! Oh for fucks sake justin! Just take the fucking money! You arent doing a very good job at looking out for yourself right now, that man is an evil evil little freak! And Brian clearly knows it!’ And the scene with Vic and Debbie is up. ‘exactly Debbie, he is a homophobe!! VIC MY BOY WHAT? HE DIDNT MAKE A TINY JOKE HE MADE A BAD JOKE! He doesnt need enlightening, what he needs is my foot so far up his ass his own mom can feel it! Why is vic being dumb? At least debbie knows he’s a homophobe. VIC STOP THIS MADNESS!’ ‘Oh look Justin remembered he has a school! Its Brian! I like this, i would like more of them hanging out. Justin doing his homework and Brian being with him. AFTER HOURS PARTY?! Absolutely not! Oh Brian knows this is bad news. Brian please stop this madness! *pauses tv on Justin* dude, me and Brian are trying so hard to get to you and you won’t listen to either one of us and honestly, it’s not cute!’ And now he is groaning loudly because Debbie is going on a date. ‘The problem i have is, this would be a cute moment if he wasn’t a…you know *said in a very disapproving way* a cop. OH THE FUCKING IRONY OF MIKE AND OH MY FUCKING GOD I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE IT OH MY GOD OH MY GOD SHE IS A HYPOCRITE OF A WHOLE NEW LEVEL. Oh fuck her times 70.’ And now the plane scene is up and i am not ready ‘AHHH PICKLE GUY AND EMY ARE ON A TRIP!! I need them to give me a cute little montage of them having cute moments all over the world! Like some italian music that’s upbeat and just random snapshots of them! YES I WANT THAT! Ohhhh they are gonna get down and dirty in the bathroom!! Gross but have fun babies, you deserve it!’ He is currently scoffing at everything Carl says ‘Debbie.. come on. You cant even look at Ben and say hi to him and you see nothing wrong with Car- oh thats why she said into him, theyre the same. Assholes!’ I am not ready for whats about to happen, i always get sad but i am not ready for this. ‘Oh look at them going at it! Hell yeah Pickle Guy and Emy live your best lif-*he is genuinely on the verge of tears* pickle guy?..pickle..? Is he. noooooooooooo PICKLE GUY! *he is actually crying at this point* PICKLE GUY NO! What about the world trip! And italy! And cute montage! Pickle’ He is genuinely sad and honestly same.

OH POOR BROTHER ANON, mourning the loss of Pickle Man (do not let him eat a pickle in his memory).

Your brother is right - We Do Not Fuck Cops in this house. ACAB. He’s going to be very disappointed in Debbie (again)

I love that he and Brian are now a team trying to get Justin to listen to reason.

Okay… let’s get to the next one because a couple of us have been wondering how Brother Anon was going to respond to Justin topping…

#ask winderlylandchime #dear sweet anon #queer as folk #a straight man watches qaf us 2000 in the year of our lord 2023

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abyssal-cryptid · 1 year

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Still thoughts about Tears of the Kingdom (SPOILERS)

The Great Fairies look like they want to eat the small man when they first emerge

Zonai Zelda is so cute

The memories bro the memories

THERE IS A SECOND GIANT HORSE

Why cant I put flowers in their mane

Please let me marry Zonai Zelda

Rauru is like lmao Zelda I wont die *dies*

Rauru dont give Zelda more trauma she has been through so much already

Rauru is like "we will put this all on Link"

HE'S BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH

I will write angry fanfic about this

Gleeoks are so terrifying what the fuck

You can upgrade your horses

What did they do to my beautiful dessert

They let me in as a man??? Noooo I was waiting to enjoy the complicated feelings of Link's gender again

Riju looks so good in this new look

Its so hot everywhere

Nooo my coins my coins!!!

Again doing shrines because I need hearts and stamina

I am a well enthusiast

I caught the golden horsie

Trying to find a perfect colored 5* speed horse is hard

Why are there gleeoks everywhere

IVE BEEN COLLECTING HORSE GEAR

Outfits my one true love

My horses are so cute

Let me customize the big horses pleaseee

I need to murder more deer for coins

Need to go deal with the Lurelin Village Pirates

DID I FREAK OUT ABOUT GIBDOS YET

I HATE THEM

Sorry I write these while Im not playing so I dont always remember to go in order

Im also writing fanfic because of course I am look at me

YOU CAN MAKE PICKAXES FROM THE MOBLIN HORNS

Im having so much fun

Shrines are becoming less awful

MY GOD I HATE GANONDORF

NOT SONIA

NOOOO

Wait how is Zelda the descendant of Sonia and Rauru if Sonia died without children

I saved this man's goats

Satori mountain is said to have endura carrots. I need them please

THE STICKY ARMOR LOOKS SO COOL

Im pro-all armors that show off Link's cool arm

I looked up how to get to Hestu and

I know what I need to do but I dont have the strength to do it

No joke theyre evil for this

How do I get gloom resistant armor

Playing the Zora main questline

The sky island has moon gravity!!

Where is Kass

The new dragon is a Light Dragon

Finally some good fucking food (All the apples on satori mountain)

Me: oh shit blood moon should be soon

Literally the next night: blood moon

Im a psychic

You are correct Roman there is so many apples here you do deserve some here you go baby boy

The checkmark you get for caves is if you killed the Bubbulfrog in there

I need to kill more

I want the full mystic armor

I have one friend who isnt into LOZ and I could tell all this to her but its no fun if she knows nothing about it

She does send me Zelda memes tho. 10/10 friend

Finally endura carrots

WAIT HOLD ON YIGA CLOTHES

OMG FINALLY

I love Malanya so much

Best god

I love Sidon but my god is he just in the way during the Water Temple

On the way, making me waste my bubbles, why do I have to be next to him to get the bubble

GET OUT OF THE WAY LET ME HIT THE CROCODILE

Useless

Hearing Zelda being referred to as the Sage of Time >>>>

Also I will not shut up about how pretty Zelda is

I have to draw her

Im a simple lesbian

My switch camera is full of screenshots of her

Every cutscene has her be so pretty

Sidon made me my own copy of him

And this man isnt marrying me

KING DOREPHAN DIDNT DIE

YAY

I dont think I could have handled that

WAIT SIDON'S BECOMING KING???

My camera roll is also full of screenshots of Sidon

NOO YONA BECAME QUEEN

DONT CALL HER BELOVED SIDON

SIDON STOP CALLING HER ENDEARING NAMES

SIDON

Yona is actually really sweet Im just having a moment

A sad day for Sidon lovers everywhere

King Sidon is handsome

He literally got on his knees to swear a vow to me and gave me a ring and married Yona

Yona is cute and I love her

Like her voice too

She's adorable

Maybe we can do a triad

Political(ish) marriage + one crackhead who attracts all the trouble

No because I still actively avoid spots where there used to be guardians

I was at a stable and went "no cant go that way there's guardians"

Nightmares wont give up ever apparently

ALSO HAVE YALL SEEN THE TIKTOKS OF LIKE

PEOPLE ABUSING THE BACKBAG KOROKS

There has been so many crucifications. The Korok Space Program. Fire is involved

I've also seen people build bombers and mechs

I love it

It seems so wild to me because I dont build in this game

If I can avoid it

I do use the dispensers but thats because its gambling

But all the material spots just get ignored

Nope

Dont care

Im going on Roman (my horsie)

But I love everyone is vibing

But still. I need easy mode

These posts are how I process the game btw. Been surprised that people have liked them. I will keep going because I have to process what I feel about things (doctor's orders)

#tears of the kingdom #legend of zelda #spoilers

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who-is-shades · 8 months

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raz dnd 15

before we even started we argued if spaghetti are a dish or the noodle. send ask to chara and frisk blog please xD

last time, wheatley shared feelings and senna didnt handle it well!

android 'well that went well' thanks buddy. wheatley is making pathetic noises behind a tree hes so upset. 'you'll just make fun of me!' 'your not wrong, but tell me anyway.' 'i told them how i feel please dont make fun of me right now do that later.'

zen sighs and goes after senna. parsley and teya are still blue screening lol. he barely finds her curled under a tree, head in lap. he tries to get her attention. 'you good dog?' she muffled tells him to leave her alone.

zen sits by her patiently. sennas crying slowly dies down, lots of sniffling. she rubs her eyes and apologizes for running off. he says its fine and it was a lot from wheatley.

meanwhile parsley goes to talk to wheatley. 'you alright?' 'i feel better now that-' he points to android lol. parsley squints at android 'you feel better because android talked to you?' wheatley nods lol. parsley keeps squinting at him. 'do we mean the same person?' 'i want to be friends with all of you. as im sure you can tell.' but he retracts in on himself. he apologizes for violating their boundaries since people dont get so attached so fast. parsley feels awkward. 'its fine?' hes so awkward lol. parsley says nice talking to ya and he walks away lol. SP is so sad 'family broke?'

back to zen and senna! zen says 'it mustve been a lot knowing how much you mean to wheatley. i know you didnt react very well to it but i want your thoughts on it.' senna sighs. 'its not natural, not to organics. i know he wasnt lying, and that scares me the most.' 'it scares you how much he cares about you. do you feel you dont deserve it?'

senna looks at zen surprised, then looks down ashamed. 'i dont think wheatley fully understands whats happening here.' 'you can try, hes very willing to listen.' senna buries her face in her hands. 'i feel like were taking advantage of his...naivetity. he might feel compelled to be our 'friends' because of his loneliness.' 'that invalidates how he feels. he sees you as friends, being alone doesnt make his feelings anymore valid than someone you've known for longer. perhaps in time we will see how he feels later with compansionship once hes in the network. for now, dont disregard it so quickly. give him the chance, if for his sake not yours.'

senna sighs and stands up 'i know, its not fair to him.' 'what will you do now?' 'i must speak to him. its important to speak to him about. hes worth speaking to.' 'hopefully we can be friends as well!' senna snorts at this, cheering up a little.

meanwhile, wheatley and SP are pacing lol. zen and senna run into teya! she came looking for senna awww. he says teya is a good friend. senna looks so guilty and looks down she feels so bad sksksk. teya walks back with us. they get back to the path pog. parsley is patting SP on the head nice.

android asks senns if shes done with her little fit. teya sends a message to senna but she doesnt respond. wheatley hits android telling him not to be mean to senna. wheatley looks at senna but then looks away. 'h-hello, are you feeling better?' senna chews on her lip, thinking. wheatley steps back. senna takes a deep breath and steps forward. 'you and i need to talk.' she motions for him to follow and they step from the group a little.

wheatley looks so scared. 'im not angry and it was very sweet of you to share your feelings with us.' wheatley nods. 'i dont think you love me, not truly. love for me takes time, patience, work.' wheatley is stimming oh no. senna begins pacing. 'i am uncomfortable with how you feel. we havent known each other very long.' wheatley shrinks a little so senna walks forward and softens her tone. 'i do wanna be your friend, i promise. i wanna work on that with you.' senna opens for a hug and he does. 'if your ever unsure where our friendship is, im willing to connect to the network and you can feel my true feelings.' wheatley says she doesnt have to reciprotrate but she says she wants too one day.

SP trungles over and hugs senna's leg. senna smiles softly and pats them on the head. wheatley picks up SP and they go rejoin the group. (wheatley is taking the worse mental options about this oh no)

something glowing blue is coming toward us from the forest! battle positions! its spingledorf! or something that looks like him? see-through and glowing blue? he looks exhausted and asks for our assistance. senna pokes him but it goes through him. a projection! he says hes stuck oh no. he goes from super old to super young then back to normal. 'that artifact i went looking for? doesnt like me very much.' android groans and doesnt want us helping him cause crazy shit happens. lead the way spingledorf!

in a clearing is an old ruined temple. big square pyramid temple with an hourglass on top. 'i disabled the traps dont worry.' in the opening theres a bunch of broken traps lol. goddamn indianna jones. parsley teases wheatley with a dead snake. then he throws one at teya.

we get to the central chamber. a giant hourglass surrounded by giant stone rings. spingledorfs body floating next to it, glowing blue. a stasis? before spingledorf can say anything, parsley walks up and tries to smash it. it glows brightly and parsley starts floating. dumbass. spingledorf needs us to get near it as well. teya's like okie dokie. parsley is still conscious lol. teya starts glowing and floating.

zen shrugs, grabs android, and drags him into it! wheatley noticably steps back, hesistant. spingledorf assures him its safe, depending on where we end up. senna and wheatley hop in. the artifact emits an expanding field and the world changes around us. we drop to the ground.

its a burning town! people impaled on spikes! the symbol from the fish villiage! senna is gritting her teeth hard unhappily. then the world warps. its another burning place! someplace teya recognizes! firbolgs running! then scene change! suddenly in a nice wheat field. a bunch of old rusted constructs. wheatley makes a loud noise and runs forward a little. 'this is where i woke up!'

spingledorf is out of statis too hes just exhausted but normal. 'the artifact is currently looking through our personal historys for somewhere to hide. it had trouble with me since im not from here.' it cuts out of the field and now its a magical forest. the feywilds. a castle. parsley goes 'ah shit.' we see parsleys mother come out! before parsley can act the world changes again. it shines bright enough to blind us then disappears.

were in a BIG kingdom. wheatley is established to some sort of connection? just people talking not like the network. wheatley is making concerned noises. 'um hello, who is this?' someones talking to him! the city is pretty advanced. sci-fi meets medieval. bunch of constructs that look like wheatley! wheatley grabs the nearest person and just starts dragging them out of the street. its parsley. 'i dont think you should use my name here' oh no wheatley. 'follow me.'

spingledorf says this isnt wheatleys history, this is someone elses, cause he wouldnt be here if it was. time for a head count! android is gone oh no this is his history. spingledorf says nothing we do here will affect the future its in a seperate bubble. but the person whos missing will be doing their normal role as they were here and they probably wont remember. we gotta find the artifact. android wont know or remember us. wheatley says hes probably beyond our reach, cause he wasnt made here.

we hear a voice 'who are you?' oh fuck baby android. hes wearing robes. 'are you new to the city?' teya used hidden step to hide lol. senna stammers for a moment then says 'y-yes i am.' 'welcome to the holy city of the god of constructs!' senna is bewildered and shakes his hand. parsley also greets android and tries to get his name. android still knows fey trickery lol and says no. but he does tell us his name anyway. Gen. Short for Genesis.

senna side eyes zen who just shrugs. he wasnt here for this. he looks at the both of us and is surprised to see zen. 'ah another one to add to the family!' oh no! BIG HUG AAAA!!! 'theres only a handful of us right now but its good to have another to the family. and your so advanced!' zen is so awkward. gen likes the additional arms lol. senna and wheatley are blue screening lol. teya pops out, hiding behind senna a little lol. 'oh i didnt notice you! pleased to meet all of you! what are your names?' senna introduces herself and teya. wheatley manages to say his name is wheatley and says he chose the name himself.

android gives wheatley a questioning look and asks his designation. oh no. wheatley stutters he had a malfunction and cant remember anything. 'you should seek out repairs immediately, why are you out here?' 'i am a support unit, to aid my unit mates by casting spells to help their offensive abilities.' 'ah your one of THOSE units arent you?' he says he knows they need these units thanks to THEM but he doesnt like it. 'i am right here sir.' 'dont call me sir im not one of your commanders.' android says to take wheatley for repairs and to give us the tour.

SP rolls up and hugs androids leg. 'its been too long since ive had repairs.' The City Of Novis. spingledorf whispers to us that we can still die here, so behave. wheatley gives parsley a stern glare. android also tells us to behave or else security will interfere. senna asks him to tell her the history of the city.

he doesnt know much before his god took it, but it is very advanced and technological. god took a liking to the people here and decided to guide them and teach them. they made robots like wheatley, not android. theres a great church where the organics worship the god. its nice for him to watch their achievements. he was ecastatic to see them make robots. he doesnt consider them alive though. wheatley angrily shouts that hes RIGHT here. parsley comments hes an asshole.

he says they only mimic. wheatley is vibrating in rage. senna stands defensively in front of wheatley. teya switches subjects and says god must be happy to have made android. senna grabs wheatleys hand. 'so what is your god like?' android of course starts gushing. wheatley speaks up he wants to get repaired soon. we see robots like wheatley just doing various jobs. and some humans!

as we pass we hear conversations. a construct is badly damaged and is being going to be fucking scrapped. 'understood i will shut down immediately.' wheatley has a thousand yard stare. his eye has a new pattern. its fuzzy. teya sends a message to wheatley reminding him this isnt real. senna has a super fake smile plastered on. 'does it matter?' says wheatley.

android points out a big bulky robot like wheatley saying its an enforcer. 'unregistered personal detected. identify yourselves immediately.' android says they are with him. it stands down and goes back into patrol mode. yep dont cause trouble. spingledorf reminds us its not an illusion. wheatley is still watching the enforcer.

we get to a massive building. he wants to just leave wheatley here. wheatley says he was escorting us and wants to stay with us. android says he should just explain his objective, unit. wheatley says his memory got messed up. 'i cant believe they let a damaged unit escort them, but fine.' bunch of humans repairing robots and stuff.

android approaches and says wheatley needs repairs. he says wheatleys design is unusual. newer. cant believe its already damaged. HE SHUT HIM OFF! senna is gripping the wrists of teya and parsley. he hooks something into wheatleys head. 'wow thats a lot of corrupted memory wtf has it been through.' android shrugs and says it was escorting us. the human asks if we registered yet. android says were with him so its fine.

teya says he came to us this way. 'who was his handler?' hes only been around for 9 days now and id prefer if he wasnt altered too much.' parsley speaks up 'we brought him to be repaired. and its classified information.' senna speaks up and appears elegantly noble. parsley and teya are her underlings and that the info IS classified. accepted good. 'what are these time stamps?' so much is wrong. most is corrupted beyond repair. 'i would prefer you did not. any changes could make him less useful to me.' 'so your his handler?' teya speaks up that shes keeping it on the downlow. 'im surprised the military isnt on the field but whatever.'

he fixed what he could without a reset and offers to fix the eye. senna goes and inspects all the eyes. senna scoffs and says none of them are good enough. one has circuits goddamn. senna looks over at zen but he shrugs but a small thumbs up. we take the circuit eye. all done! he offers to clean it but senna says itll get dirty again anyway.

turned on! now we go on our way. teya tries to ask about artifacts but parsley elbows her in the ribs. too hard. teya gets shoved way back but senna catches her. the guy says parsley is really strong. 'handlers will you please act more professional.' wheatley is so done with us. senna gives parsley a death stare 'i will see you in my office later.'

he notices SP. parsley says its a classified experiment. wheatley says its a prototype and picks up SP. senna says he cant look at it as its not for public use. parsley tries to get the guys name goddammit. android steps in 'stop causing trouble.' senna messages wheatley what happaned.

as we walk we see cafe's and stuff. android asks why we lied, why are we here. wheatley says he didnt wanna be reset. teya says he shouldnt have to know. android says if were here to harm his god itll be a problem. wheatley pulls out his token and shows it to android. he knows his god touched it somehow but isnt sure what it is. wheatley says god gave them to us. parsley says were on a mission from god but were not supposed to talk about it. teya says were not here for a fight, we just wanna go home.

he tosses the token back to wheatley and just looks pissed. he says he would know about it. now hes circling us. parsley says we have to finish our mission first and its top secret. wheatley asks android to connect him in. oh god. but theres no connection here. welp were fucked. he pulls out a device to speak to his god. wheatley clicks his own token. it makes a ping and a projection. its a man in a lab coat. oh god robot god it works here wtf.

'who is this how did you get this connection, this isnt registered.' 'will you allow us to explain?' android is baffled. 'ill give you a chance to explain.' teya says he will know us just not yet. yep from the future, on a mission from him. wheatley keeps speaking. us champions. to fight a threat. controlling robots. he stops him. 'wait, zorbolt? your accusing the king of these crimes?' king?! wheatley says he has no memory of a king. WHEATLEY DISAPPEARS!

hes standing before robot god! parsley presses his token but no response. teya holds her crystal and faces android.

robot god asks if wheatley is speaking the truth. yep. wheatley says he doesnt remember this place at all and we got sent here by an artifact and we have to find it so we can go back home. if we dont go back then zorbolt will win and hes turning robots against him. he grabs wheatleys hand. way more intense energy. the will of god as he looks through his being. he finally lets go 'so what you say is true.' he hasnt seen the artifact but will have gen help us. wheatley thanks him and he gets a fond look awwwww. HE HUGS WHEATLEY AWWWW. and asks him to forgive android.

wheatley is back yay! senna asks if hes ok and he says he feels a little better. he turns to android and says 'well?' androids device ping and god tells him to help us. hes told its complicated and to just help for now. wheatley tells android he can believe what he wants, just dont say it to his face.

android says were gonna ask the king for help. spingledorf says it has a giant hourglass and a bunch of disks. he also says he wanted the device to help teya. and to help stabilize that rift. going back there made him realize how much he missed them awww. he will reward us for the trouble when were done.

were heading toward a big castle. a big ass antenna. android gets pinged by another robot. it says the king ordered an assault on another kingdom! the army was defensive only! against the noble ember?! we head toward the castle.

parsley turns to senna and squints at her but shes right behind android. teya and zen try to make wheatley go forward. hes freaking out. 'you cant stop this it already happaned.' he says he needs to stop her? zen tells him whoever it was they died long ago. he looks off into the distance and starts walking.

we barge into the throne room. the king looks like cave johnson lol. android yells at zorbolt. teya whispers to parsley if killing him now counts. 'oh you mean zorbolt not android.' guys please.

zorbolt is caught offguard a moment and says he has to expand his kingdom if he wants to combat the noble ember. android says the robots were for defending novis only. 'why shouldnt i dammit?! we need to take the fight to them!' 'you wont be using the constructs god showed you how to make to kill innocents!' 'the winners decide who the innocents are.'

android is pinged again. its god and hes pissed. parsley: is that god? holy shit. god yells at zorbolt. he yells back. 'im done working under you! im the damn king and we dont need you anymore! our robots are better!' parsley thinks their exes. his strange crown pulses and he commands his royal units to seize us!

android immediately manages to kill a bunch of them?! he points a sword at the king. 'how dare you defy our god?!' roll initiative!

teya sets a robot on fire. the king says their fire resistant and he calls us idiots. senna witchbolts the same robot. no effect? darn immune to lightning too. he pulls out the fucking artifact goddammit. spingledorf says he can totally use it but parsley makes him shut up. zen punches the same robot. we made raz lower the ac cause he didnt fucking see it before jesus. only one hits. parsley enters a rage and uses wild magic! whenever something hits him they take psychic damage, then he chucks a javelin into its head. missed. then sword.

the king keeps trying to make the artifact work. a blue beam goes out and hits teya and she looks smaller and alive. oh god is she a kid?! senna gets shocking bolted dammit. but they miss lol. teya is under attack! frick. wheatley casts sanctuary on teya. teya is back under attack dammit. missed tho! the king orders whoever built the robots to miss to be executed. he also asks why wheatley and SP are defective. wheatley yells he will never be one of his again. the crown pulses again dammit. wheatley resists whatever the crown was trying to do to him. 'fuck you!' yeah get his ass wheatley! spingledorf splashes acid on a robot pog.

teya does big psychic damage nice then she turns invisible. senna uses frost but its resistance. zen hits once and gives them some dents. the king crowns again dammit. wheatley resists again fuck yeah. he fiddles the artifact again and hits senna but she looks the same. elves live a long time lol. android yells at the king to cease. the king orders the assault goddamn. parsley reckless attacks cool. hit one.

spingledorf gets multiattacked but he reacts and uses multishield. android charges the king and shoots the crown! all the constructs in the castle seem to break free. the robot android is stabbing is afraid and says it doesnt wanna die. the robots we were fighting stop and drop. 'its going...dark.' android is in disbelief. senna is covering her mouth shes so sad. his regret. android is freaking out. the crown kept them alive. now android is fucking enraged. no wonder he hates organics. 'why give them feelings only to supress them?!' he wanted them to think but not freely. 'you damn organics.' oh no its starting.

wheatley picks up one of the robots greatswords and starts screaming and charges at the king! the artifact blasts at wheatley but parsley flies in to block it! failed! wheatley is rusting away FUCK. he keeps moving forward. 'this is for chell!' bits are falling off as he keeps trying to get at him. android cuts the kings hand off, refusing to let him kill another robot. a giant hand comes from the sky and all the constructs stop moving.

wheatley....also shuts off. if we get the artifact, it will be undone. but...the king vows revenge. he pushes a button and disappears. theres a big boom. theres a big army with the noble ember symbol. their assaulting the city. people screaming in the streets.

spingledorf grabs the artifact. wheatley is back to normal but hes still off. senna scoops him up, horrified. were back to the temple. android is there shocked. wheatley finally comes online. wheatley asks if we killed him, even if it didnt matter. senna lies and says yes. android is having a moment and grabs wheatley and asks if hes ok. wheatley tackles him in a hug and sobs. android apologizes to him for the words he said. then he realizes where and when he is and cuts all of that off.

senna kneels down by wheatley, unsure how to help. wheatley suddenly clicks his token. he lost connection with android and zen. wheatley is just sobbing and tries to explain, to ask about his friend. 'slow down wheatley.' zen walks over and brings wheatley into the network. god is very confused and ashamed.

'so you saw.' wheatley finally breaks down. his handler. his friends. all gone. god says he had to or more would have died. hes also frustrated that zorbolt somehow survived. the place were going is the old ruins of that kingdom. 'i hate that place.' wheatley says he will kill him with his own bare hands, then hes coming home.

god apologizes for lying to us. senna barely restrains her sobs and shakes her head. teya nods in understanding. he asks if we will continue the quest. parsley says someone needs to kill the bastard, might as well be us. teya says consider him dead. senna gives a hearthy thump on the front of her armor. 'take care of him' wheatley and gen. wheatley asks android if he wants him to forget his name. he doesnt wanna be called by that old name anymore. 'were all dead anyway.' yowch. zen goes to comfort android. he tells him to forgive himself. he asks us to be kind to him. then hes gone.

parsley says he will go set up camp and walks out, kinda awkward. spingledorf puts the artifact away and says they can use his magic mansion if needed. wheatley is hesistant. turned down now hes sad. wheatley totally distrusts him sad! he leaves in the doors. teya goes to fuck off in the woods. senna says a prayer for the long departed.

elder your time is come now I am filled with sorrow weary eyes need resting heart has become grey and slow in waking sleep is freedom

we sing, rejoice we tell the tales we laugh and cry we love one more day

#senna #dnd #dnd adventures

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goremet-chef · 10 months

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we're leaving for vacation today (its like 3 am rn) and i cant stop cryinh 😭😭 i had a bad dream about miko while i slept and shes fine obviously but like. im missing her and we havent even left yet

the cats will be alone for 5 days total, but my aunt is coming by 2 days in to refill their food and water and make sure theyre okay, so they WILL be fine but it still makes me sad

like.. what if something happens to miko while im not home? im not gonna enjoy this trip cuz im gonna be sad missing her the entire time. thats generally how it goes for me tho. i like the drive up to where we go and then i sit idle and want to go home again to see her

i just feel like... miko used to be my sisters cat, but my sister pretty much abandoned her like she does with all her cats (i.e. riley, he was her cat too and once my grandma rescued him from our childhood house, my sister never cared about getting him back)

because of that like. it made me cry thinking she was just alone all the time (worse now knowing shes mostly blind) and i dont ever wanna do that to her, i love her too much

i cant even trust my fucking family either. i was at my grandmas house for like.. a week or 2 since i was at out hometown fair to see my friends and when i came back to my house, yknow i insisted SEVERAL times to my mom please check on my cat make sure her food is full etc and you know what i came back to?

she had mold in her food bowl. i almost cried i was so fucking angry. they put WET FOOD in her bowl and then left it, and it molded over. she couldve gotten REALLY SICK and my mom was like "ohh calm down it was just for a day 🙄 shes fine" wet food doesnt mold in ONE DAY mf

i was so mad man.. like. i pretty much BEGGED you to take good care of her like how she deserves, and you spat in my face essentially

they dont understand that she is my entire world. they think im joking when i say that but im not. shes my best friend, shes the love of my life. i want her to be well fed and loved and taken care of, i dont want her to be alone

i just get scared like, what if she thinks im abandoning her like my sister did? thats what really scares me, i dont want her to ever think im not coming back because i always will, but you cant exactly explain that to an animal

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floralseokjin · 2 years

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⤑ 9 months to fall in love 16 replies.

@cherryblosom73 replied: I just started binge reading this the other day you write the best jin stories and my heart is breaking for these two

oh thank you 🥺 my heart broke a little too in this chapter, but I have every faith things will be ok!!!

@nanied93 replied: Whoaaaa was not expecting that reaction. What an asshole. And now he’s just gonna be physically gone for a whole week? No chance to talk this out? They’ll make it through this ✊🏾

They will! we have to have faith!!!!

@hobiiiiiworld replied: No. No. What? No. I can’t go to bed like this, my feeble heart is too unstable… 😭

😭😭 I’m sorry!

@talkyoongitome replied: I love these series so much

thank you so much :’)

@ohsokisshimagain replied: If Jin trays to distance from her to protect her just as Edward did to bella in new moon, imma k*ll someone. Hope he doesn't date to give the cold shoulder to a PREGNANT woman

THE NEW MOON REFERENCE, I’M LAUGHING SO HARD! Don’t worry, he won’t be giving her the cold shoulder AT ALL, especially after being compared to Edward lmaoo

@vicki1031 replied: I swear he better not do something stupid like distancing himself 🥴🙄🙄 but gosh, i swear these two can never catch a break 😭 why cant they just be all lovey dovey with each other and glob

At least this time it’s an outside issue and not one to do with them personally. But I agree, they were so happy and lovey dovey lately, it’s not FAIR 😭

@allorareverz replied: i'm at hospital and lord..this hurt more than my organs do

omg, I hope you’re okay?! Sending lots of love 💕

@xtatyh replied: Jin loves his girls so much, why can’t her father see that! I mean, he could be in shock but that was too much, so rude! I just hope that they work it out, I want them to enjoy the pregnancy and have peace 🥺

He was so, so rude! Totally uncalled! Oc and Jin deserve a plain sailing pregnancy from here on in! Let’s hope that happens 🤧

@jjkdnlemoni replied: the angst is 😭😭😭😭😭 it hurts how to see seokjin like that all of the sudden i know he's overwhelmed but the fact that they both need each other's presence right that time and he drifts away like that is 😭😭😭 i dont want to judge but i feel betrayed 😭

I understand how you feel. I think he has issues dealing with intense waves of emotions, which is totally valid, but he needs to remember this is not only about him now 🥺 he has a pregnant girlfriend he needs to be there for! I’m sure Hoseok will give him a lecture!!

@ihavetitanium replied: 🥺🥺🥺 this whole chapter hurt just like i knew it would 😭 like i get where her father is coming from it’s just so frustrating and sad to see!

His worries are valid but the man went about expressing them in ALL the wrong ways 😬

@bri-mal replied: Wow wow wow. I mean dad is justified to be concerned but that doesn't validate treating them/her/him that way. So condescending ton question a grown woman and assume she's blinded by money and glitz. Does he know his daughter at all? I would be so angry if my dad, no matter how distant, just assumed I was easily wooed by a rich guy and didn't think for myself. More so I am sad for the effect this has on OC and Seokjin's relationship; their poor happy bubble was popped😔

He did come across very condescending, you’re right! Everything he said just came out so wrong 🥴 I think he just rolled with it, making all these assumptions because he was blindsided by the news, and it didn’t add up with what he knew about his daughter. In turn, it made it seem to Oc that he didn’t know or understand her at all. Oc and Seokjin’s happy bubble definitely got popped 😭

@hauntedskies replied: Please tell me the dad doesn't have cancer because seokjin acted like he has😭

Ah, no! He’s perfectly healthily! Seokjin just meant that Oc should ask her dad what they spoke about because her and him need a heart to heart.

@rvluviewendy replied: 🤚🤚 I doubt it but will get a chance run in with Taehyung? I know it probably isn't where the story is going since it seems that MC gets a lot of "distance" from her family. But since he is the reason she struggled early on with trusting Jin in the beginning, will he pop up at all even if it's a minor run in?

Taehyung will appear in season 3 briefly! He was supposed to in season 2 but I changed things up a bit. It won’t be very important to the story, I just wanted to write him into it. He has played an important role in her life, despite not being in it for nearly 6/7 years, so I want to bring her some final closure!

@liz3056 reblogged and said: God ocs dad was horrible I expected more of this reaction with Jins family I'm glad atleas yeonja supports them. I feel like because of her dad their relationship took two steps back why did he do that to them I can't stand to see them upset . I hope they can fix everything soon.😭😭😭 Anyway amazing chapter I loved it as per usual you did an amazing job !😍 Now i have to wait 2 weeks but it's gonna be so worth it you give me something to look forward to every other sunday thank you!😊

I think because of her father’s reaction, it would be very easy for Oc and Jin’s relationship to take two steps back (possibly more lol) BUT they have come a long way from season 1. It’s really up to them how they want to deal with the issue that has arisen. I have every faith in them! Thank you so much for reading! I’m really happy you enjoy this story, it means a lot to me! 💖

@jjungcookie reblogged and said: Whyyyyy the timing to this was awful... I am hurt but I have faith they are going to get over this because you have kind of promised hahah. The mc and her father really need to talk, by the way. I feel like he will come around eventually but until then Seokjin's just going to be feeling a bit awkward, I guess. And I really really hope that the mc doesn't close herself off while Seokjin is gone and that he doesn't close himself off either... And I will be very eagerly waiting for the next chapter 😊

LOL I did promise! I did say every season ends on a happy note after all! I think Oc and Seokjin have grown a lot, so there will be no closing off from one another! (Even if it seemed that way in ch16 - emotions were just running very high!) It was just terrible timing that Seokjin had to go away for a week. I hope you enjoy the last chapter of season 2 today 💞

#fic:9mtfil #replies

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littlefreya · 2 years

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Hi Freya! How are you? I was wondering if I could have an advice?

I come from a very religious and close-minded family but have always supported me in my studies/work, I was living with my parents and even was still a virgin until I got the opportunity to travel to another country for work, the company I work needed someone with experience who could speak the language so I took it, here I met a guy, he was married but his wife passed away and they had a son (who is 8 now), this guy also has a daughter who is 3 but he never married his mother, they weren't even dating they were a "we are both horny so we keep f*cking but bot committing to each other" kinda thing, he gave his daughter his last name and takes care of her, this guy and I started dating (without my family knowing) and after a while he took me to meet both his children and they are wonderful, his son asked permission to call me mom and I swear it's the cutest thing ever, his daughter calls me by my name but is very sweet, I honestly hated my life and myself and since Im with this guy I feel happy, free and loved, I don't have those sad thoughts I used to and for the first time in my life I dont feel like I have to be perfect but then I decided to tell my parents about it and they went absolutely insane, completely against our relationship and said that if I stay with him they won't talk to me or let me stay at the apartment I'm living (that belongs to them), my boyfriend doesn't know, also the mother of his daughter absolutely hates me and every time we see each other other she insults me nonstop because she says she should be the one in a relationship with Michel and the once he wants to live with and someday marry not me, as she has always been a friend of the family all of his family support her and prefers her over me (of course they are just mean to me when he's not around, if Michel is with me they act as the sweetest people in the planet), his aunt (who raised him and his siblings and is like a mother for him because his parents died in a car crash when he was little) always tells me that Im too young for him (I'm 28 and he's 43) and that a relationship like this is not normal, so now I'm confused, should I talk this with him and try to find a solution or do you think it's just not worth it? I love him and who I'm when when Im with him but everyone (except his son, and his daughter who doesn't understands anything and just wants to play) is against our relationship.

Hey there, my darling. First thing first, apologies it took me a few days to answer, I wasn’t in the right state of mind and wanted to take the time to properly answer.

You said it yourself, you’ve never been this happy in your life, you hated how things were before and since you met him, you feel free to love yourself and to be loved. This is a thing worth cherishing and protecting and it sounds to me that you have a good man right there.

I advise you to be honest and tell him about what you are going through because you shouldn’t keep things bottled up and as your partner, he should know of what you are going through to avoid having any stress between you.

As for your family and his ex… Lao Tzu said it best “Care about what other people think and you will always be their prisoner”

It sucks that they have to react this way, especially since you are 28, an adult woman who is in a happy loving relationship. I wouldn’t bother with his ex because it sounds like she is just jealous and angry and people like that won’t come around but as for your parents, I would tell them politely that this is it; this guy makes you happy, he is a good person and you love one another. They should he happy for their daughter.

I hope things work out, but also please remember to always prioritise your own happiness rather than trying to fulfil anyone else’s demands. We only get one shot at this life make the best out of it and be kind to the ones who deserve it.

#ask freya #anon asks

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idontwanttospoiltheparty · 2 years

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if u want to talk any more about ur fic PLEASE go ahead <3 i mean this lightly bc i dont want to hurt anyone but kind of THE only valid beatles rpf imo!!! (this includes all biopics)

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Anon this made me LAUGH OUT LOUD and is also insanely kind and I love how it says Fuck Nowhere Boy rights to top it off. So thank you, you just made my evening with that <3<3

Anyways OKAY FINE. I'LL TALK ABOUT SOME BITS IN MY OWN FIC WHICH I LOVE. But I'll put it in a read more both for spoilers and because it's ridiculously self-indulgent (and I'll label bits in order by chapter so if someone's interested but not up to date they can stop reading dgdhjklhgj)

Chapter 1

I think the moment I was sure my story was worth telling, was after I wrote this bit:

This bit legitimately encapsulates SO MUCH of the entire essence of I'm Looking Through You to me. The plot sounds like a goofy, cartoonish gimmick, but at its core, I write it as a character and dynamic study and a huge part of the story is a reflection on the situation John, Paul and George found themselves in by 1966 and how drugs specifically played a role in it. I think it's generally a super under-talked about period of theirs, because there weren't any full-on fights yet, as there would be two years later, but a lot of the tension that eventually led to their fall-out is already sown by this point. Also, with Yoko and Linda not yet in the picture, more focus can be put on the way they interconnect, instead of it being sidelined for competitive Bringing-Girlfriend-To-The-Studio, if that makes sense (not that that wasn't a major factor IRL)

Chapter 2

Okay, so a thing I've discovered that I ADORE writing is John/Cyn scenes. And I don't even ship them, like I'm not writing it cause I find it especially cute, I just think there's so much THERE and we don't talk about it! I love this part so much:

The DEFENSIVENESS y'know? Mouthing off from shock but accidentally implying something low-key terrible. I feel like adding any words to it will do it less justice than it deserves because it makes me feel a type of way that John feels the need to insist that he loves Cyn but I can say no more…

Also when he nearly faints upon finding out about Julian and is entranced by the pic but ALSO Paul being a Little Too Into John's child. GOD!!!!!!!! (I've said this before but: the way Paul passively participated in the Kenwood family dynamic is insane and we should talk about it ALL THE TIME actually!!!!!)

Chapter 3

There's something tender about the moments when the rest of band get to see John wide-eyed with wonder at things they've long taken for granted. Not all of it has to be sad.

Also Paul, always focusing on the music, not only for the sake of itself and because his priorities aren't quite straight though, but also as his main tether to John as a person. I legit find it so strange when people talk about their musical connection (and their musical disagreements as well to some extent!) as if it was just a sexual proxy of some sort, when it was in fact their entire world since they were sixteen. "We could always sing."

I also actually love the entire Cyn-narrated bit in this chapter because I think it really balances her feelings for John well. (I love when she is first angry at him for having been neglectful for years, but then suddenly misses the old him, when John asks to see Julian though Julian's obviously in bed by now and even neglectful old John would know that, because he wasn't totally inconsiderate and oblivious!) One of my favourite bits from her perspective though is this one, when she bargains with herself about how John feels and felt about her. IDK it's so real and also interesting to think about the parallel she draws between her and John & Paul and Dot (one I've thought about a lot while thinking about John's feelings for Cyn tbh).

Chapter 4

(also the moment I remembered Tumblr sets an image limit lmaooooo so I'll try to tone it down with the screenshots)

The entire beginning of this chapter, with Julian and later also Paul is so *gestures vaguely*. There's just so much going on, and even though it divolves into John feeling like an inadequate parent, forced to rely on his best friend who doesn't even have kids of his own, I think the most touching part is when John realizes Julian genuinely doesn't care that he's forgotten things and how that radical acceptance is the moment he falls irrevocably in love with his son. I just 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

Also this is the first chapter that incorporated a really elaborate interpolation of song lyrics with the plot and I was so NERVOUS to get it right and soooooo happy to see people responding positively to it, because I've always known it was a more fringe thing to be writing about. Also, I love John just... Appreciating that he gets to play on nice instruments now. Playing on nice instruments is Everything in fact.

Chapter 5

I really like the crowd scene in the beginning of this chapter, and capturing a true mob mentality; how John giving them one second of positive attention tips everything out of control, how the fans burst into tears the moment they do reach him.

Also, I truly adore Paul at the beginning, feeling helpless in the face of John's grief driving him to madness, but snapping back out of it the moment he believes John to be in danger, while not being able to shake his sense of responsibility as a Beatle for the sake of his friend. Helping isn't always easy. Doing the right thing can feel like an impossible option.

And then, there's this John/Cyn moment:

I really didn't write this to be cute. There's so much going on under the surface here; Cyn is in complete control – and very desperate to keep it that way – and John is only vaguely aware of it and has no idea of the extent to which she's in control. But he doesn't care because he's just that torn up about everything, so he's more than willing to let it all happen.

Also, in a way the heart of the chapter is John's debate-turned-fight with Paul over the reverse guitar solo. I talked about John's perspective already here, but Paul's view on it is so dripping with… dare I say it? Grief, where he's not only deeply in love with the idea of Lennon-McCartney – Genius Duo but also desperately trying to carry out the wishes of a "recently departed". (Paul is an ass in this scene towards the end, but CONSIDER he is also a meow meow.)

Chapter 6

Paul is so often just… At a loss of words and I love pushing him into the uncomfortable position of having to find them. But it's tragic, too; that John used to be so in sync with him that it had never been necessary before. And also Paul, always teetering on the edge of a mental breakdown and hating himself every time he shows it.

I love how he realizes that smoking weed with John is in a way a betrayal of Ringo and George, because at their root, friendships are all about the experiences you have together. And it makes perfect sense for him to rationalize it away, thinking about how being "locked out" of the first LSD trip damaged his relationship with John.

Also the little tiny nudge at the less sunny side of Paul's childhood (and how John was very much to some extent at least aware of it, as we know from interviews he gave in the 70s) and how he somehow had to reconcile that with how John treated Julian. I just … :(

Chapter 7

The little hints that maybe John Was Not Fine before he hit his head either.

Yeah. Also, also, also John throwing himself into something he thinks is the one-size fits-all solution ag– I'M GETTING AHEAD OF MYSELF!!!!!

Also, John's Paris lament was conjured out of me OUT OF NOWHERE and I was sooooooo genuinely upset after writing it. I think it really encapsulates why the story is relatable to me despite having a ridiculous plot; it really drives home how confusing life can get during young adulthood, when everyone else seems to be dealing far better than you.

And the other relatable side of this, to me, is Paul at the end of this chapter, because I have felt real anguish like his, when people close to me failed to share in a passion I was so sure they would love. It seems silly but it's genuinely one of the most upsetting and alienating experiences imaginable to me.

I think I'll stop now because GODDAMN what the fuck lmao, and also I believe I've run out of screenshots but TLDR: this story means the woooooooooooorld to me!!!!!!!!

#my fucking god this is as long as the fic itself #anyways im literally.... like i love all my characters in it so much #ask #anon #fic #fiona.docx

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