#otp: you got your kicks everyday

[flyfish1999]

For the character thing P3PHeroine?

thanks elle-p !!!!!!!!!! good luck with my character too ^_^)/ !! i feel like i totally don't talk about her (or tbh anyone outside of ryoji ...) as much as i should .. ! im gonna work to change that \o/ ! starting here :]c putting this one under a cut because it actually got suuuper long ^_^;; whoops !

favourite thing about them: she exists !!!!!!!!!!!! and she's so cool . she's like, devastatingly cool . both in her concept and just .. herself .... move over chad narukami losers !!!!!!!!!! especially in her exclusive links, her kindness and kick-ass-ness and depth comes out in full force and i love her so much for it. i know i'm a ryominahead, but i miss her everyday !!!!!!!!

least favourite thing about them: not her fault AT ALL . but aside from how underrepresented she is, i am still a firm believer that she should've received her own ryoji ... it's so sad, because i absolutely adore how they open up to each other, but i've talked to others before about how ryoji in her story as seemingly HER mirror just feels wrong, like he's transplanted from another place (which he literally is .. he's created in minato's image). i would've loved to see how her ryoji could've been more specifically shaped and changed by her quirks + her approach to her trauma

favourite line: "but, when i first saw him... he didn't feel at all like a stranger to me." "i can't explain it well, but it was almost like nostalgia.... or some kind of closeness." "i'm him, and he's me...?" it's criminal that q2 left it at this.

brOTP: junpei and hamuko is especially special to me ... more so than minato and junpei really . they bounce off of each other so well, + the extended/enhanced arc where junpei is kind of misogynistic to her alongside the leader jealousy and how that develops is so cool T_T

OTP: HAMUAIGIS 4EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aigis im so sorry yr girlfriend is still in the vault . can you imagine femc the answer . would destroy my soul .

nOTP: her + junpei . .. maybe im a little hater but the GAME doesnt even let you do it lmao ...! it means a lot to me that they're best friends . other than that, i'd say she fits cutely with nearly everyone else just like minato does !

random headcanon: okay lets be real . am i stupid ? where does her mp3 player attach ? it just kind of hangs out in midair while minato obviously hangs it on a lanyard . i like to think she's a bit more crafty with it !!! clipping it onto the zipper of her uniform or her scarf or keeping it on a wristband etc ^_^

unpopular opinion: gwa ........... i should just own this i think, even if people disagree !! in my opinion ... femc is supplementary content. and that means you should not be playing her route as your first experience in persona 3. just like how i believe you shouldn't read the manga or watch the movies before playing the game. you need to play the male route first. the way she presents the game's themes through her character and modified story is designed to be in direct opposition and contract with minato's route, and enhances both routes to that effect and can totally change your experience when viewing your previous playthrough of the male route and your current route as her through the lens she teaches the player. in a sad sort of way, i am kind of happy reload hasn't enforced this idea that femc is just one of two ways to experience p3 . this isn't a character select .. she's more like a perfect ng+ to me .

song i associate them with: back to the lighthearted stuff ! cop car by mitski ^_^ easiest answer so far !

favourite picture of them: either this [below], the cover of persona compilation II, or either of the persona music live/tour 2009 and 2010 artworks ! i'm a shin apologist though, so take that with a grain of salt ;] i really love how she's shown in opposition with narukami here, how he's looking straight at her but she's not meeting his eye . i would really love to see these two together more !

#thank you as always elle-p !!!!!!!! #this was lots of fun !!!!!! #please don't come after me everyone ehehe ^_^;;

[binaryeclipse]

tell us about your Star Trek boys for the ask game

Hi Honey, thanks for giving me the opportunity to spread the gospel of AOS!Mckirk 💖

002 | Send me a ship and I will tell you:

When I started shipping them: My dad dragged me kicking and screaming to Star Trek Beyond in theatres for his birthday and I came out a fan of the series. But I started out shipping Spirk at first because it's Star Trek and Spirk is the name of the game.

But then I read one gen fic, where Jim is stuck on the planet and he can only receive messages and the person who keeps sending their thoughts out to the planet, not knowing if they'd be heard, is Bones. And it completely shifted my perspective and changed the course of everything. My third eye was opened.

My thoughts: It's about two people who meet at the lowest points of their lives, look at each other, and basically imprint like ducklings. They both have trauma (Jim's are grand horrifying events, Leonard's are private everyday human tragedies) and they're picking themselves up and they see each other at their worst and see value there. They see the person behind the armour they both constructed. They choose each other time and again. Bones goes into space, his greatest fear, to remain at Jim's side. Bones was Jim's second champion after Pike but he was the one who was always by his side, even before Spock. Bones risked his career to take his safety blanket with him into Space when Jim got suspended and ended up saving the galaxy with that selfish choice.

If Obikin is my grand and mythic OTP, McKirk is my human one.

What makes me happy about them: I love that Jim is a literal human ray of sunshine that is also dtf (down to fight/fuck) and has this dark gritty core to him... and Bones is the exact opposite. Bones is the friendliest misanthrope to ever walk the earth. He's thorns and sharp one liners and the tenderest heart. He's a BITCH. They are both such massive bitches. They both believe so much in humanity in their own little way and they both project very specific characteristics to the world to protect themselves. They can remove their armour in each other's presence.

What makes me sad about them: That they both suffered so much over their lives. But Starfleet saved them.

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: If you have Jim using pet names. Jim only calls Leonard 'Bones', capisce? (and his actual name for very serious moments, maybe)

Things I look for in fanfic: The ✨banter✨

My wishlist: I WANT A FOURTH MOVIE THAT FOCUSES ON THEIR RELATIONSHIP THE WAY BEYOND FOCUSED ON SPOCK AND BONES PLEASE

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: [dramatic sigh] I mean, Jim can end up in a polycule with Spock and Nyota like his biggest non-Bones-related wet dream come true. And Bones... I don't know if there's anyone I ship him with asides from Jim but I can definitely see him sowing his wild oats. Man has big southern daddy vibes. He'll take good care of you for a night 😏

My happily ever after for them: I want them to have fulfilling careers in Starfleet before they retire to Georgia so Bones can finally rest. The command crew visits them every year for the holidays.

#ask game

[bleep-bleep-richie]

grad school losers club celebrating finals with dinner at richie and eddie's off campus apartment.

richie, mike, and bev in the eat-in kitchen cooking an actual feast and drinking wine while eddie, ben, bill, and stan sit at the kitchen table playing poker or something

stan's playlist is on eddie's bluetooth, richie has been criticizing pretty much every song until one comes on and his eyes light up. mike laughs while he sings and slinks towards the table.

"let's marvin gaye and get it on, you got that healing that i want."

eddie side-eyes him warily, cards in his hands. "richie-"

richie drapes himself over the table, touches eddie's arm. "just like they say in the song. until the dawn, let's marvin gaye and get it on."

"rich, it's my hand-"

richie circles the table and pulls eddie out of his chair. everyone's watching them, amused. "we got this king size to ourselves, don't have to share with no one else."

"richie, seriously-"

richie ignores him, pulling him into the more open space of the kitchen so he can spin them both while he sings. "there's something in your eyes that pulls me closer. it's so subtle, im in trouble."

bev joins in, pointing at ben, "but id love to be in trouble with you!" ben, card game completely forgotten, just grins. she saunters towards the table, singing along. "and when you leave me all alone, im like a stray without a home." she moves around the back of ben's chair, dragging her hand across his shoulders. "i just want you for my own." she grabs both his hands and yanks him up.

"i got to have you, babe," mike sings through a laugh.

"not you too," stan gripes, biting down on a smile. bill says nothing, grinning, not even hiding how much he's loving it.

mike snaps along with the music, moving towards his boyfriends. he sidesteps richie spinning eddie. "i got that healing that you want," mike sings to stan, pulling him up. bill gets to his feet when mike turns to him. "like they said in the songs, until the dawn, let's marvin gaye and get it on." he holds bill's hand and twirls him, then brings them both in, one in each arm.

"you got to give it up to me. im screaming, mercy, mercy, please."

the sun is setting, the apartment is warm and cozy, the food smells amazing. theyre together, theyre safe, theyre happy.

when eddie pushes replay, no one argues.

#not me posting this super old draft instead of working on part 4 of my reddie long distance fic #it 2019 #reddie #benverly #hanbrough #stanlon #stenbrough #otp: i'll show you a staph infection #otp: January embers #otp: i hate you #otp: you got your kicks everyday #soft boyfriends #the losers club

[sweet-dining-car]

I don't feel like choosing so for the OTP-ask: anything you want (all of them is absolutely fine)

🖤🖤🖤

ALL, YES ALL IS VERY DO-ABLE 

💚 First off, who is your OTP?

GreaseDinah, Dining of Champions I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!

💐 Who tends to worry the most?

Greaseball, he’s very protective and treats Dinah so well and always wants to make sure that she’s ok

💋 Who is the most physically affectionate?

Again Greaseball, he’s very hands on and will not hessite to smother Dinah with kisses and affection in public

⛈ Do they enjoy dancing?

Yes, they swing dance

🌹Who has the most nightmares and how do they deal with them?

Dinah has nightmares more often then Greaseball but typically deals with them on her own and Greaseball doesn't know about most of them. Greaseball’s nightmares are mainly about passed crashes or Dinah leaving him, to deal with them he usually wakes up Dinah to talk to her about it

🌺 Do they go to sleep at the same time as each other?

It depends on shifts but typically yes 

⚡ What are their nicknames for each other?

Dinah nicknames Greaseball just about anything she's cooking or is planning to cook, because that's just how she is, her other nicknames for him are GB, Greasey, Lover Boy, Honey and other typical nicknames

Greaseball on the other hand is rather creative but very silly with his nicknames and would name the color of whatever she's wearing and like some random cute animal (blue kitten for example) but he still does us the more common ones in public like, Darlin', Dear, Babe, Angel

🍃 What do they do when the other is stressed?

Cuddles and kisses, for both

🌻 How do they spend time if the other is gone?

Dinah cooks up a storm, but this is only when they’re gone from each other for a long time. Greaseball sulks, he just mopes around and sulks until they’re together again 

🎮 Do they have a favourite video game they enjoy playing together?

Animal Crossing 

💍 Would they ever get married?

Yes, in my hc they get engaged after the race

✨ Who proposes?

Greaseball

👑 Who is the meme lover?

Both of them, they send each other like 40 everyday

📚 Who likes to read?

Dinah ofc, she reads to Greaseball sometimes

🎩 Who bothers the other person while the other person reads?

Greaseball, he likes to tease her

🌼 How do their personalities complement each other?

Tol and Smol(yes it’s a personality trait now), Greaseball is more aggressive and Dinah is more soft, Greaseball has become more gently and Dinah has learned to speak up for herself even if it means she needs to be a bit aggressive 

🔥 Who will punch someone out if they are rude to their partner?

Surprisingly Dinah! That whole “Back off girls he’s mine!” Idk why but I have an image of her drop kicking one of the sleepers if they got a little to touchy with her mans

💀 What would they dress up as, for Halloween?

Captain America and Peggy Carter

🌈 What are their favourite colours?

Blue and white for Dinah, black and gold for Greaseball

🌹 Who is the hopeless romantic?

Dinah, that sweetheart

🎭 Who is the dramatic one?

Greaseball, he will dramatically drape himself over Dinah’s lap if he’s not getting enough attention  

🎈 Who makes jokes during inappropriate times?

Greaseball, all the time he chooses the wrong times during smexy times

💝 What do they love about each other the most?

Dinah loves Greaseball’s muscles and his protectiveness, Greaseball loves Dinah’s cooking and her kindness

👓 Who googles everything?

Greaseball, poor boi is a lil dumb

🌙 How do they comfort each other when they are helpless to do anything about the situation?

Cuddles and a safe space to vent or to cry

🍂 What is an inside joke they have?

Dinah doesn't get that affection in public but does use code words if she wants Greaseball to know that she's going to be affectionate at home. This gets him very excited and ppl watching just go "Wtf are they talking about?"

💟 What do you think makes them perfect for one another?

Tol and Soml, Big Stronk and Lil Chubby, Bad boy and Cute innocent

🌷 Are you nervous to talk about your OTP? Why?

Yes, it gets some backlash because of how it portrayed in London but I choose to ignore the early London days except, "No Comeback" cuz that song slaps, I just don't like drama

🧵 Is your OTP Oc x Canon?

Nope, it's very canon

🎵 What's a song (or songs) that remind you of your OTP?

Your the one that I want from Grease, Honey (I forgot who sings it)

#starlight express #stex #greaseball the diesel #dinah the dining car #dining of champions #greasedinah

[magnumdays]

OTP PROFILE GAME!

rules: answer the questions about your favorite ship (all time or current) then tag other people to do it too!

SHIP AND FANDOM: So I’ve shipped a lot of things in my life but my most constant for the past two years or so is Thomas Magnum x Juliet Higgins from CBS’s Magnum PI. So shockingly, that’s what I’m going with!

MOMENTS:

What were their first impressions of each other?

Juliet: Obnoxious, freeloader who has no money or brains or prospects. 

Magnum: British, stuck up, beautiful, kick ass...annoying her is going to be so much fun. Too bad her dogs are evil. 

A moment you think that both/one of them will remember forever about each other: 

For Magnum, I’d say when Juliet "drowns” in the ep. “Blood in the Water” and he brings her back. I think that moment and what his life would have been if he hadn’t been able to resuscitate her will always haunt him a little. (But that’s just my shippy brain...)

As for Juliet... I think she remembers everything but maybe Magnum telling him _he knows her _when she’s about to go kidnap/ torture/ kill the guy who might have intel on her (dead) fiance’s killer and then talked her down when she was about to kill him.

A moment you think that both/one of them wishes hadn’t happened:

 Weirdly the first thing that comes to mind is Higgy’s face when watching Magnum hold his dead ex. I think because she knew sort of what that felt like (to lose someone you thought was going to be your future - even if Hannah betrayed him long before the start of the series) one of her big regrets might actually be that she/they weren’t able to prevent Hannah’s death. Writing that, it sounds kind a messed up but I think Juliet just wants as little pain as possible for Magnum and that moment was definitively painful for him.

I think Magnum just regrets not asking Higgy to be his partner sooner...

What is Their Moment for you?

_Their Moment _as in the moment I began shipping them or their moment when the characters “knew”? Because I basically shipped them from the pilot. 

As for their most shippy feel-y moment... maybe from the crossover episode. It’s for sure one of my favorites. When Magnum proposes a toast to "us” for having saved the day and she tells him that it’s not a competition and if it was “McGarett wouldn't come close” and he points out that not all office romances fail. The looks and feels in that scene is just off the charts.

Then again, most scenes with them are so IDK, it’s hard to pick one moment!

LIFE QUESTIONS:

Marriage? If yes, who proposes?

Maybe. They both have been engaged to other people pre-series so having them at least get engaged by the end of the series would be the best. I’m hopeful for a proposal in the Ferrari, maybe Magnum has it all planed out and Juliet figures it out and he has to do it on the fly... 

Magnum. It’s canon now.

(Well it was for two episodes).

Children? If yes, if one had to stay home with them, who would do it?

I hope we’d at least one kid this in-show, be it an actual Miggy kid, just some nephew coming to stay or a case related ‘take care of the baby’ one but I’m not sure. Both of them are pretty great with kids so they’d have one at least. As for childcare, I’d think they’d take turns or just recruit Kumu as a nanny so they can go off solving cases and saving the world together.      

Housing? Where do they live together?

I’d love to see Juliet moving into the guest house after much debating on where they should live. It would also be interesting to actually see them get a place outside of Robin’s nest to really call their own. At the same time, who’d give up living in a beautiful mansion for free? 

Pets? Do they get a pet together?

No. I mean, they do have a goat for like five minutes (Ellie, you are missed) but I think they’d just stick with the Lads (even if they occasionally try to snack on Magnum...)

PERSON A & B…

Who would kill/remove the spider and who would leave it under a cup and leave the room?

   I think both of them would be too busy saving their latest client, bickering or just all around not caring to pay attention to the spider. If it got too up and close with Juliet she’d def. take care of it though... 

Who sings all day long and who gets so used to it they don’t even hear it anymore?

I think the singer has to, predictably, be Magnum. Even if we did get Juliet doing a karaoke number... 

Who can cook a gourmet meal for two and who can maybe use the toaster?

Higgy can cook it but would probably never do it. Magnum makes breakfast everyday and with impressive skill (he can use much more than just a toaster, as long as it’s breakfast foods being cooked).

Who wakes up before the sun rises and who would sleep in until 2pm if they didn’t have an alarm?

This one is easy. Juliet is the early bird and Magnum sleeps the day away.

Who is more affectionate/touchy?

I want to say neither and both. But I’m going to say Magnum because... well just because. But I feel like outside/ in public / even among friends, they’d be pretty low on the PDA. They’d both ‘cuddle’ like pros in private though...

Who wears the other’s hoodies/shirts?

OMG now suddenly all I can think of is Juliet in Magnum’s favorite Hawaiian shirt. 

Wait! 

I'll be right back...

Give me just one second...

There we go...

Oh no, why do I suddenly have the need to go write a fic in which this actually is a thing?! Urg. No. I’m just going to put it in one of my WIPs. We’re not starting any new fics this week. Nope. No.

Who said/ will say “I love you” first? 

Maybe a little controversial, I’m going to say Higgins. Because she has more baggage, her actually being the first to say it fits better and would be more satisfying. Also I think they’d be together a good bit before any I <B U are spoken...

#otp #miggy #shipping #Magnum pi #my otp #Thomas Magnum #Juliet Higgins #Can't wait for December 5th #Magnum x Higgins #Season 3 here we come

[lunnamars]

Hello! I heard you wanted prompts ~~ "winter" with Ichiruki please?

Oh hello! So, although IchiRuki is my otp and forever will be, it's been a while I haven't actually read anything about them and there's the fact I have never written anything related to mah pretty babies. Actually, it turned out a little bigger than I expected, but well, I hope you like it! :) 

Ah, a quick reminder that English is not my first language, so forgive me for my mistakes. 

The cold had never been a problem to Kuchiki Rukia, which meant that the winter would never freeze her. After all, she's cold and snow herself. But the loneliness and the melancholy of that particular season had always affected her.

And there was something about the winter of those 17 months she spent locked in Sereitei and away from Karakura Town that had left her frozen inside. And even after all was said and done, when Ywach was gone and he and the others had gone back to his mundane life, she still felt kind of cold.

It has been a year she hasn’t seen him. And it was really fucking cold.

Rukia doesn’t know actually why she had not followed him through the Senkaimon to his world and why she still prevents herself from going to visit him and his family. Karin and Yuzu must be bigger now and way smarter than their thickheaded brother. Their father probably is still the same and she hoped he was, Rukia has always been very fond of him.

He probably was in his first year of college and she is happy for him. Rukia just wanted to tell him herself.

And when the snow is falling and the winds of winter are freezing her bones, she longed to talk to him. She really wanted to hear his voice, he's her best friend, for fuck's sake! Her partner in crime, her ride or die, the one who could actually make this cold go away. 

Rukia knows she had decided to stay, it was not his fault. She decided to stay because her life was actually there, in Seireitei and he deserved a normal life — that's what Rukia has always believed and he knows that. So she stayed behind and started to train harder than before so she could become the next Captain of the 13th Division. In all honesty, she did want to continue the legacy of Ukitake and Kaien, Rukia wanted to guide those people under her command. 

But she also wanted to be with him. 

Why the hell didn't she follow him? Why the hell didn't he ask her to go with him? Why the goddamn fuck did she tell him he should go, so he could still have the life he should have, and that she should stay?

Those 17 months were one of the hardest, with summer or winter. 

She heard from Renji that Inoue finally got to go out on a date with him and that did not sit well with Rukia. It left a bitter taste in her mouth, but she was somewhat happy for her friend.

But did he enjoy it? How did he feel? What was he thinking? She really wanted to know, like the old times. Maybe he wouldn’t tell her, but Rukia knew that just a look into his eyes would tell her everything. That's how they are. And she's pretty sure that if he walked through the doors of the Kuchiki mansion (in this goddamn cold) right now, she would still know him. Like, really know him.

Rukia had no words for the hell they were — just friends, best friends? Lovers? Something that transcends the ordinary idea of lovers? Soulmates?

She did not care. She just wanted to see him, give him a quick hug and then kick him, hear his voice, tell him that it doesn’t matter who he was hooking up with, she'd always be by his side because Rukia had lived a long and lonely life after death and he was the one who changed everything. 

The only thing she was sure it was that there have always had some unmistakable glint in her eyes when she looked at him and Rukia is a closed person, but he would forever break through her walls, baring her soul.

It was fucking cold, the winter was unforgiving this year and she missed him. 

To hell this idiocy of mine, stop being a goddamn coward, Rukia.

"Byakuya-ni-sama, I'll be off for two or three days, but don't need to worry about me", Rukia walks into her brother's office and says, absentminded while reading some reports. She has made her decision, but Kuchiki Rukia does not neglect work.

"I don't think that will be necessary, Rukia", comes the deep voice of her brother.

"What— why—"

And she stops midsentence and dead on her tracks. Her eyes widen and her heart actually skips a lot of beats.

"Ichigo."

"Yo, midget",  he smirks and suddenly, Rukia could not hear the wild winds of winter.

"Well, as I'm sure I'm not needed here, I'll let you both talk in private", Byakuya says with his usual stern demeanor.

Rukia is speechless (and for the record, she is never speechless) and barely pays attention to her brother's departure. He's here. Why are you here?

"Because I was a dumbass a year ago", he mumbles with his everyday frown. She had missed that too. But the fact he basically had read her mind didn’t go unnoticed by her. "I shoulda stayed with you."

She blinks and swallows hard. Rukia wanted to hear that so badly a year go. Heck, she still wanted to hear that, but her instinct to protect him always kicks in and always will if they ever meet again in another life. "No, you shouldn’t have. Ywach's words were not meant to be taken lightly, you moron."

Is it weird that she missed calling him a moron?

"You're unbelievable. I don’t see your sorry ass in a whole fucking year and the first thing you call me is moron?", he was fuming and she sneered.

"Haa… did you expect me to jump right to your skinny arms?", she raised an eyebrow, mocking him all the while.

"Hey!! My arms are not skinny anymore!", he poked her head really hard.

And then Rukia kicked him. Just like she wanted. But Ichigo was Ichigo and he didn’t even let her savor the moment, their moments of the good old days — he grabbed her wrist and pulled her closer. It was so easy for him to tower over her, especially when he catches her off guard, both things never ceased to make her feel somewhat fragile and protected at the same time. It made no sense in her head. 

Then he muttered, “I was a dumbass. I really was.”

And she responded in the same tone, “Me too.”

Rukia knew she already had the distinct spark in her eyes that only Ichigo was able to spurt out of her. It has been a year and he still does the same thing to her, he’s still completely effective against her — the smirk, the softness in his eyes, his unquestionable handsome features.

Those 17 months were the worst of my life, I’m sure of it. The worst winter, I was cold all the time.

But Rukia is stupid sometimes and always so so worried about him and she suspects she forever will. So she blurts, "Inoue is better for you."

Hurt dances in his eyes and a twist of his mouth scream to her how disappointed he was. But Ichigo never backs down, no, not Ichigo. Just a look into his eyes and expression and Rukia knows why he was there. After all, she had said before and will say it again — they know each other so well that it seems almost some kind of witchcraft someone cast on them in another life.

He pulls her closer, really close, and one hand is around her waist and she’s trapped, almost giving in—

"I don't want to be with Inoue", his tone is final, certain.

Then Rukia whispers with a trembling voice as if she doesn’t believe a word that was flying out of her mouth, "Inoue can give you so much more."

"I don't want whatever she can give me."

Ichigo leans in her brother’s desk behind him and they were almost on the same height. He was too tall and she was too short, so she rarely had the chance to be that close to his face to the point of drowning in his brown eyes, see clearly how he had marks from frowning so much and his well-shaped mouth.

He looked frantically at her, orbs moving fast, piercing her own big eyes, expecting some reaction from her. 

I don’t want to be cold anymore. I wanna go home.

"That'd never work. I'm literally a ghost, stupid boy. And you have an entire life ahead of you. Why waste your life with someone who's already dead?", she starts stumbling over her words and her expression was pleading for him to understand, it was almost pitiful, full of the longing of a whole freaking year. “Besides, what about Yhwach? I know I’m assuming you’d be happy with this predicament, but—”

Now he was truly close, looking at her lips, seeming to not listen to a word that was leaving her mouth; deciding, in the end, to swallow her pleas and doubts, “Then I’ll fight him again and again and again.”

Ichigo mumbled in her mouth and then she comes undone when he rests his hand in the back of her neck, his lips meeting hers. They had never kissed before, but somethings stirs inside her, some old memory and then she’s not frozen anymore. Any argument she had, dies in her throat, dies with her gasp and with her eyes closing ever so slowly, dies with Ichigo flushing her body to his, locking and embracing her, with the intensity of a year apart. 

She finds usage for her hands, resting one on his back — feeling the muscles, the spine, everything — and the other gripping his shirt with all the longing she had inside her. Then she had no idea how, didn’t even see it coming, but his tongue found hers and he tilts her head slightly, kissing with all the fierceness he possessed and Rukia caught her breath. With every nip of her lip and any tease of his tongue, he’s asking her to choose him. 

Asking her to stay with him. 

Like she had any control when it comes to Ichigo. So her answer overflows with every bite on his lips, with her hands running up and down his back, with the soft moan she let it slip. 

They part an eternity later so Ichigo could rest his forehead on hers, both panting for breath and she had never felt warmer in her life — no cold and lonely winter is able to break her now. He whispers again, his mouth brushing against hers, "You don't want it to work, Rukia?"

She closes her eyes and mutters, “I don’t want you to die, Ichigo. Everything I did from the moment we met was to make sure you wouldn’t die.”

“Please, Rukia”, a kiss, “It was really hard—”, another kiss, “to keep up with the speed of the world on those 17 months”, a tug on her lips, “Don’t do that to me again.”

“Ichigo—”, she whimpers.

"Let me stay. Please, midget."

Another kiss.

"Are you trying to convince me by kissing me?", she scoffed.

He decided to leave her lips and trail her jawline with slow-dive kisses, then basically purred in her ear, "I don't know, is it working?"

She could feel his smirk. Bastard.

Rukia rested her head on his temple and whispered with the affection she normally keeps to herself, "I want you to stay."

He stops kissing her and holds her tight in his arms, resting his head on her shoulder. "I missed you, you know? It was raining too much already", he says in a strange strained voice.

She answers with one of her own, but with sincerity, "Me too. The winter was almost unbearable, Ichigo."

He moves away just enough to look at her and then has the audacity to grin at her face after so many confessions, "So… is that an order, Captain Kuchiki?"

"I'm still not a Captain, Ichigo!"

"But you will be, so might as well start training", he shot her his lopsided smile that always lets her wondering how someone was not able to fall for it. She did, but no way in hell she would tell him.

She puts her hand in her chin and actually considers his suggestion, Ichigo just laughed. "Mmm, from that point of view, I guess you're right", then she arches an eyebrow and says in a mocking tone, "That's a first, huh."

Ichigo presses his lips in a thin line and she was almost sure there is a vein pulsing in his forehead, "Oe, you damn shorty—"

Before he finally snaps, she dives in and steals another breathtaking kiss and decides that she loved to hear him gasp. In the end, he had convinced her and she knew danger would always be lurking around, hunting them, trying to tear them apart, to sever their red thread, but Ichigo said he'd fight over and over again. So she'd do the same, over and over again.

"Just shut up and stay, Kurosaki."

Winter will never freeze her again.

#IchiRuki #ichigo x rukia #rukia kuchiki #ichigo kurosaki #bleach fic #fanfiction #fic prompts

[thelittlepalmtree]

I have such a desire to make a blog for all the rp drama I've experienced. I was recently in a rp server (because this will be confusing I'll just say it was Harry potter) this server was marauders based, I prefer golden trio era. The admins in the marauders server had tons of characters and there was really one clique and everyone else was pretty inactive so I tried to be nice and make friends. This will be important later but I often felt my characters' words and actions were willfully misinterpreted to always make them the bad guy. For example I had a character constantly be called judgemental because she would say "the slytherins are being dramatic" but other characters were fine to say things like everyone in your family is trash. I had a ton of trouble plotting with anyone let alone doing something shippy. And for some reason the entire roleplay happened in the dm channels (a lot of rp servers have them, it's supposed to be like texting) and there were almost no threads. I posted many starters and got a total of two replies in the 2 months I was there. These problems were overlooked though because I'm chill if I have characters that I like.

So I decided to start a golden trio era rp, that's my favorite era and it's rare to see people in it. The two admins of the marauders server and a few other active members joined my server. It was fine at first and the two admins (as we'll call them) decided to play Harry and Draco respectively with the internet to ship them. This surprised me because I'd had a long conversation with the new draco mun about how fandom unfairly simps over him and he's never been held accountable for his crimes and we agreed. We were feeding off each other even.

Now I play Ginny since I love her and Hermione because she's a major player in the plot. Before I knew about Drarry I approached part 2 of our destructive duo because they had applied for Harry. I said what I would say to anyone. I have a lot of love for hinny but it's not my otp for ginny so we can do whatever you want and I'm good. Their response was "Harry's not good enough for Ginny, but I'm also going to apply for Michael Corner and maybe he could ship with Ginny" (more or less). This was deeply weird to me because if Harry, the person who saved Ginny multiple times and always treated her kindly and respectfully is "not good enough" for Ginny why is the guy that dumped her for being good at quidditch better? Like if she had just said "i Don want to do it because I have something else planned" I would have been fine with it but I wasn't interested in a consolation prize and I certainly didn't feel comfortable with the way it was discussed as though I was being done a favor. But okay,I'll let it go.

As we open the rp there's a death eater element and Ginny, who I'm playing as an auror,suspects malfoy of being one and says so publicly. I felt it was a foregone conclusion she would hate Malfoy,his dad caused the single worst thing to happen to her in her entire life. Is it fair to blame Draco for his father's actions? Maybe not but Ginny doesn't need to ve rational.

So as things go along there is no attempt to plot with people outside the three that came from the other server even though we're getting new people everyday. And I've had complaints about people trying to plot with them and feeling really left out. Meanwhile in character Harry publicly goes out for a drink with Draco and gets tacos with him. And Ginny and Hermione are like "wtf you're going out with someone who used to be a death eater, bully, and is seemingly still a racist (because at this point he indicated he still believed that purebred were better)?" And pushed Harry on this. And Harry (ic) got defensive like how dare you judge who I keep in my life!!

Hey guys, if my best friend started dating the high school nazi who let all his nazi friends into our school, supported them as they beat up my remaining friends, guarded the door while their aunt tortured me, called me a slur, and never once apologized for any of their actions, I would end that friendship. Yes. Even if we were close.

So this whole thing blows up when each of them.loses their mind at these in character attacks. Keep in mind, my characters have faced much worse attacks in their servers. Absolutely no responsibility is taken for the fact that there are all these intricate little plots they've supposedly crafted without telling anyone. The issue is just that Draco is being attacked in character for what he did at Hogwarts ( you know when he was committing acts of terrorism for his nazi cult) and Harry was being judged for dating him.

The conversation with the draco player lasted for HOURS and my co-admin who was acting purely as a mediator and had no dog in this fight was shaking because of how stressed she was and how badly this person behaved. I was ready to kick them as they'd clearly violated the rules, but she did her best to give them a chance. If I were to post the dms believe me you would feel the same but we're not there yet.

So we kick the one and the rest of the clique follows. Okay, whatever. Fast forward to tonight and they've started their own server clearly copying my idwa, they've even copied my ad. I wouldn't be surprised if they jut cropped out my name and put in theirs.

Y'all really think you're good guys here? Have fun jerking each other off I guess

[rational-mastermind]

Chzo Mythos Headcanons: Chris x Claire / Quinnvoyant

I’m sure Chris must’ve pursued Trilby for a bit of time, be it for serious reasons or shits and giggles but regardless if he ends up with Siobhan (like I headcanon) Chris would probably respect that and just...agree to move on. He doesn’t like to make things complicated. Just keep it to friends. It won’t stop his antics, but he understands Trilbs’ bounds.

Meanwhile, Claire’s been kinda just there. And while she and Chris are just happy for Trilby, happy that he’s got what he’s wanted, and that he’s doing well with life and..

Claire: ... You wanna..?

Chris: ... Platonically fuck?

Claire: Yeah?

Chris: Yeah, why not?

Claire: Cool.

And they kept it to that for a while. No strings, no emotional attachment, nothing personal, just.. two co-workers, letting off some steam- Just friends with benefits. Just a couple of fuck buddies. Yup. Absolutely...not...feeling anything more.

Claire may try to get him into talking about something more but Chris likes to keep things simple. Cause then you get into a relationship, like a serious relationship and it’s quick to get messy and feelings could be hurt and she’ll probably get tired of him anyways, and then she’ll wanna leave him and then it’s like, “Well who gets the dog??”

Cause the thing is... Chris isn’t unaware of himself. He knows he’s messed up..in some way or another. He kinda just knew Trilby would put up with him, cause that’s the kind of guy he is, but it’s not a guarantee for everyone. He knows he’s a bit of a manic, a bit sadistic, and that’s really not gonna be easy on Claire. And the truth is he actually has enjoyed being with her more than most anyone else.

But being in a more “serious relationship” always comes with those expectations of “Well now you‘ve gotta be serious” and suddenly you should treat them differently and then he’ll mess up, and she’ll leave him, and it’s like “Well what was the point?” and why bother saying “I want this” if you don’t actually want everything that comes with it?

But this is Claire. Spending a little time with him, just reading his vibes, she knows what she’s getting herself into. And it’s not like she doesn’t understand crazy. She’s a psychic. Crazy’s kinda always been a part of her life.

To which Chris rebuttles with how cool and amazing being psychic is, cause you know he digs it. But regardless, she may be a little absent-minded, but she knows what she’s getting herself into.. She wouldn’t want him to change

But if it makes things easier on Chris, they take it slow.

And just like that they immediately go from fuck buddies to just the fluffiest fluff nuggets you could possibly fluffin’ imagine

Everything from holding hands to cuddling and all the sweet little things that make a relationship so wonderful, it’s all new and tentative and they love every single minute of it

Chris actually has a hard time putting more complicated emotions into words. Claire’s solution to this is to sit together and rummage through his brain a bit.

Which can be taxing, so Chris is always happy to make up for it by doing whatever to help her feel better. Even if it means giving her space.

This is how they first say “I love you”.

Cause you know Chris wouldn’t half-ass something important like that. It’s LOVE. He’s not gonna throw it around willy-nilly. But actually acknowledging that kind of emotion for her is probably one of the more intimidating things he’s experienced (which tickles Claire to know)

So they end up cuddling on the couch while she probes his mind, and can feel his love and it’s one of the most romantic moments she’s ever experienced <3

And fucking? You better believe it’s a whole another ballgame.

Which unfortunately doesn’t make things so easy on Trilby. Between listening to Chris’ insisting need to OVERSHARE and Claire projecting too many vibes, it’s a miracle he didn’t just seclude himself into a closet for the whole day.

And as if that wasn’t bad enough, nor the fact that Trilby has to use everything in his power to not question Claire’s sense of self preservation, they’re just...embarrassingly sweet.

Now the thing about dating a psychic is, they are going to get tired. And poor Claire already goes through so much it’s a miracle she doesn’t collapse some days.

But Chris has actually been paying attention to all her psychic talk and has helped come up with a solution. Rather than probing his mind and having to filter through all his manic energy, he tries to take it more relaxed. He tries, so very hard, to keep as still, and calm, and relaxed, as possible, and let her just feed off those vibes

Which surprisingly helps a lot and quickly becomes their new favorite thing to do. Especially Chris’. (Just, Otp “Vibe-Check”)

What’s especially fun is that Chris, like Trilby, is pretty tall. Like, 6′3″. And Claire, unfortunately, is very short. Like.. 4′10″. So it makes vibing even more fun.

For Chris at least. Sometimes it’s really really frustrating being the short one in Claire’s mind.

“Whoa, Claire, are you okay?”

“Yeah just a little morning sick.”

“What? Why??”

“Well cause I’m pregnant. Duh.”

“Oh.”

“.......OH WAIT CHRIS-”

“Well I guess this means I have to marry you.”

“?????”

“Well I mean- If you want. Wait, do you wanna marry me?”

“Well yeah but-”

“Awesome! Wait, shit, I have to get a ring. I have to ask this right.”

(*audible confusion*)

After the initial...moment passes, the excitement is really there

Maybe Chris was a little too excited some weeks...

“Do you think it’s going to be a psychic?”

“...Would you still love it if it wasn’t, Chris?”

“Well yeah, of course. You can’t hate babies. But like.. What do you think?”

“...Probably.”

“Hell yes.”

Maybe Claire shouldn’t have encouraged such enthusiasm..

Maybe she still would’ve had the child..

To be fair, Chris didn’t actually get to hurt her. He snapped out of it. But the stress still got to Claire

She may have hit him

It would’ve been a huge strain on their relationship..

Chris would get real help and tried harder than ever to set himself straight after that. If for no one else, than for Claire.

Eventually, with time, patience, love, and careful, careful steps...they’re back to where they were

They have one daughter

Her name is Hope

You better believe Chris was in fucking tears, holding that child

And you better believe that baby is psychic (that’s what Chris likes to believe).

This child is going to grow up learning how to kick ass and probably concern some other parents with how proud she makes her dad for doing so

Also it’s always so much fun to visit Uncle Trilby

As far as keeping each other safe while working a horrible government issued job that involves cults and demons and ghosts and shit, yeah you better believe Chris is gonna be keeping Claire as safe as possible

But when it comes to everyday assholes? Claire’s got it covered. And it’s about the hottest thing Chris has ever seen her do.

If Claire ever ended up dying, Chris... would never be the same.

He would try to laugh it off...at first... But it wouldn’t be the same. He can’t laugh it off. It’s too...real.

Suddenly pain isn’t funny. It’s very real. And very scary. And he’s very much, alone. He would be hollow, depressed, stoic, and serious. Not even Trilby could cheer him up.

If Chris died and Claire was left behind, she wouldn’t take it easy either.

She doesn’t cry. She doesn’t fall into depression. She doesn’t rage. Or go into denial. She just...accepts.. But you know she’s hurting.

She withdraws away from everyone. She’s not chipper anymore. She doesn’t rearrange her cats anymore. She doesn’t make a fresh pot of coffee for everyone anymore. She doesn’t do all the cute quirky things around the offices because why bother?

It’s not a first time a guy she fell in love with died, and that’s what really hurts.

Trilby can’t talk her out of it, and neither can anyone else around the office...

Except Jim Fowler. From the morgue. Who just so innocently, gives her some comfort food, in consolidation. He talks about it. She mentions it’s not a first. He consoles her, telling her it’s okay to still hurt.. It’s okay if this still hurts.

“That’s how you know you love him.”

And she finally bursts into tears.

And after helping her cry it out, she goes home, drained, exhausted, nauseated, and worn.

She collapses on the couch.

And wakes up the next morning, with a blanket from the closet pulled over her.

Okay, I’m done now. XD;; Over all I just see these two as this weird “your crazy matches my crazy” kinda couple and it’s wonderful.

#chzo mythos #chris x claire #chris quinn #age of evil #rambling mastermind #quinnvoyant

[unbreakablejemmasimmons]

Dear Yuletide Writer

Thanks for signing up for this superfun exchange! This is the sixth year I’ve participated now, and I’ve always enjoyed it– I hope you do, too.

Below you’ll find the following:

General Likes/Kinks General DNWs Fandom Specifics/Prompts

Crazy Ex-Girlfriend - Rebecca Bunch, Greg Serrano

Legally Blonde (Movie) - Elle Woods

Mad Men - Peggy Olson, Stan Rizzo

Superstore - Jonah Simms, Amy Dubanowski

I’ve tried to list some varied prompts for each fandom, but please don’t feel like you have to stick to what I’ve come up with. If the rest of my letter gives you another idea you’d like to write, I’d love to read it!

a little about me to start:

My AO3 name is SuburbanSun; you can also check out my Tumblr if you’d like, and my tags for each of my requested fandoms here:

Crazy Ex-Girlfriend | Legally Blonde | Mad Men | Superstore

general likes/kinks:

I’m a big trope fan in general– faves include rivals/enemies to lovers, friends to lovers, bed-sharing, trapped in an enclosed space, mutual pining, secret dating/sneaking around, slow burn, FWBs that turns into something more. Subversions of tropes are also great, so don’t feel like you have to go the obvious route if you choose to write something tropey!

I have a great love for Secret Service/bodyguard/witness protection AUs and private eye AUs, and these days I’m (perhaps unhealthily) invested in US politics/news in my everyday life, so if you want to have any of my requested characters run for office, I’d never turn that down.

Epistolary fic, either as part of a story or as all of it, is always fun to me, if it’s up your alley. Phone calls! (Phone sex?) Emails! Letters! I love it all!

I love strong-but-flawed-and-realistic female characters in general. Ladies kicking ass through cleverness and wit and competence is the best, and I love it when they’re allowed to make mistakes and fuck up and dig themselves into a hole, too.

Smut is cool and fun and here are some kinks that I like to read: Teasing. Phone sex/sexting. Semi-public sex (not actually getting caught though). Workplace sex. Dirty talk. Oral sex. Playfulness/joking around during sex.

general dnws:

Superangst and sad endings. Babyfic/kidfic/pregnancy in general. Self-harm/abuse. Noncon/dubcon. A/B/O, mpreg, incest, bestiality, hard kink. Poly/threesomes/orgies. Members of my ships being paired romantically with other people (unless it’s just briefly, on the way to an OTP-happy ending). First person POV.

fandom specifics/prompts:

Crazy Ex-Girlfriend Rebecca Bunch, Greg Serrano

I loved this show from beginning to end. It’s clever, it’s feminist, it’s funny, it’s real (even as it features elaborate musical sequences!), and the characters are so flawed but so great. 

I shipped Rebecca and Greg so hard in the early seasons, before he left. When I read that they were bringing the character back but recasting, I was naturally a bit suspicious-- how would that work? Would it diminish my love for the ship? Reader, it did not diminish anything, and in fact made me kind of love them even more. Skylar Astin’s performance of Greg, a little grown up and a little more put together, made me swoon. And I began to see how they could make an adult relationship work. Naturally, things went awry during the course of the final season, but I think the finale left us with so much hope that they would find their way back to each other.

I love all the other characters, so feel free to mix them in-- especially Paula!

Prompts:

Rebecca and Greg find their way back to each other! How does it happen? 

Rebecca/Greg + any number of tropes– stuck somewhere together; inconvenient bed-sharing; fake dating, the works.

Maybe West Covina has run its course for both of them, and they decide-- together or separately-- to move somewhere else. Maybe Rebecca decides it’s time for her to go back to New York to give her Broadway dreams a try? Maybe Greg tags along? Or maybe it’s fate, and just as she’s made the choice to head back East, he gets a job offer there, too, so they’re both moving to NYC but aren’t technically together, and how does that work?

It’s Christmas in West Covina, and Greg gets Rebecca’s name in Secret Santa. How does he find the perfect present that says both “I’m still kind of sort of in love with you” and also “I spent no time on this whatsoever because pssh who cares?”

Legally Blonde (Movie) Elle Woods

This movie is such a classic to me, one I can quote, and one I can’t help but watch when it’s on TV. I love Elle Woods’ determination and relentlessness, and how she’s a shining example of how prettiness and positivity doesn’t preclude smarts and success. I want more about the unstoppable Elle Woods, charging toward her ambitions with a designer handbag and the perfect pink lip.

(I generally dig Elle with Emmett in canon, but I don’t really care much about him, so if you’d rather write her solo or with someone new, go for it!)

Prompts:

Elle Woods for President! Tell me about Elle on the campaign trail. Tell me about the debate between Elle and her opponent. Tell me about how Elle interacts with her campaign staff, or her strategy to win Iowa. 

Elle Woods AS President! Tell me about her first night living in the White House after she wins, or her first big challenge, or what it feels like looking out on Washington and thinking about how far she’s come.

Elle heads back to Harvard– does she become a professor? Is it to mentor young law students? Is it for a case?

Elle the Vampire Slayer AU

Mad Men Peggy Olson, Stan Rizzo

I love and miss this show so much. It was so smart and made me feel so many things, and in truth, Peggy Olson is one of my favorite characters in all of fiction.

Peggy and Stan is such a great ship, to me, and one I was on board with from the very beginning. Omitting his boorish behavior early on, once they established a rapport, they were such equals, and he seemed to respect her so much, and vice versa. They got on each other’s nerves and knew how to push each other’s buttons, but that’s just because they connected so well and really got each other.

Prompts:

I absolutely adore the time period where they’re basically phone buddies. Maybe an AU where they get together earlier in the series, during that time? How their phone conversations evolve from discussing work to discussing everything to falling for each other (or realizing they already had)? Phone sex (or getting ever-so-close to it before realizing they’re in the office and it’s inappropriate) is a-okay here too.

In the same vein, epistolary fic could be really fun to play around with here. Maybe a story told through a series of interoffice memos, messages, notes in the margins of copy pitches and along the edges of spec art?

What are things like now that Peggy and Stan are working together and being together (and possibly living together)? It’s got to be frustrating at times but worth it in the end, right?

NASA/Space Race AU– Peggy’s a NASA scientist/engineer and Stan is an astronaut

Superstore Jonah Simms, Amy Dubanowski

This is such a fun and funny show, one that snuck up on me but that is reliably a show I look forward to every single week. Amy and Jonah’s slow burn was a delight to watch, and I love their occasionally contentious attraction to each other, and especially how supremely dorky, pretentious and pedantic Jonah can be.

I love all the other characters, so feel free to mix them in!

Prompts:

I’m really interested in exploring Jonah’s ambition or lack thereof. Does he have any, at this point? What if he decides to quit Cloud 9 to pursue a dream? Does he get an MBA or a creative writing degree? Does he decide to write a screenplay? Give me all the pretentious but well-intentioned Jonah.

A look at before Jonah and Amy got together, or if they’d gotten together earlier-- sneaking around the store, or UST in the break room.

AU where some kind of scary outbreak (zombies? werewolves? giant bats?) has hit the town and they’re trapped in Cloud 9 while they wait it out.

So, that’s that! I really hope you enjoy the whole process this Yuletide season, and thanks for participating! Happy writing!

#yuletide exchange #yuletide #yuletide 2019 #yuletide fic exchange #yuletide letter

[agirlinhell]

my blog: [reaches 100+ followers]

my eyes: ey yo look like i’m goin for a swim

HOLY SHIT IT’S BEEN A BIT OVER A YEAR AND Y’ALL ARE STILL HERE?? jfc I LOVE YOU GUYS. in all seriousness, though, i met just the greatest people ever while i’ve been here and uuuuuuuugh, I LOVE interacting with each and every one of you, i love seeing you guys on my dash and I JUST AGLGGALJGAGALJGAGLAJ so thank you all so much for sticking with me through this. i probably don’t deserve it and you’re all here anyway<333

before we get real deep into this: thank you. whoever you are, if you’re reading this, i’m thanking you. for being here, for following this trash ass blog and loving this muse as much as i do. also i’m thanking you for waking up today, for drinking water and eating your food, for doing your chores, for taking a shower, brushing your teeth, for taking a nap, for getting through yet ANOTHER DAY OF THIS BITCH OF A PLANET. and even if you did none of those things — thank you. stay with us. this world needs you. all of us are unique. there’s no one like you, 

thank you for existing - i love you.

NOW LET’S GET DOWN TO BUSINESS TO DEFEAT THE HUNS

i hope you’re all ready bitches bc IMMA SHOWER Y’ALL WITH LOVE:

@keptmanners​ / @morefinesse​ / @worldendured​ : I’VE SAID THIS SO MANY TIMES BUT UUUUUUUUUGH, this person right here, ande, is one of the people responsible for this blog being what it is today. no joke. when i was at my worst (activity wise) ande was always here, replying to our shit, plotting and discussing concepts and screaming about our muses and just being nice and kind and understanding to me whenever we talked. the relationship we built between clem and ruby/louis/your muses was one of the things that kept me from leaving this blog altogether, so thank you so much - i honestly really appreciate and admire you.

@taggedbastard​ / @paulklee-guild​: listen to me YOU LITTLE SHIT AKJAJGAGLJGA no jk, i love you so much and that’s so crazy because we haven’t even been talking for that long - we deadass started talking like two-three days ago? like, we fell in love with each other bc we’re cancerians and with the OTP in like 0.2 seconds and it was beautiful??? UGH I LOVE YOU BITCH AND I AIN’T NEVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU BITCH.

@prctecthem​ : TSUKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!! i got you, okay? but seriously, thank you for becoming such a good friend and great person to talk to these last few weeks. i am so glad to have met you <3 AND I LOVE OUR THREADS WHAT THE FUCK?? like we should have hundreds of them, honestly. no jk <3 bUT MAYBE???

@weprevail​ : BABEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!! I LOVE HOPE SO MUCH??? A VALID LEGEND IN THE RPC!! SHE SPOILS ME WITH LEE, DUCK, MITCHENTNE AND VIOLETINE CONTENT AND I CR Y!!! i love when we talk about stuff!! you can do it, you can accomplish your dreams, i believe in you - i’ve got your back okay??<33

@rcdhccdie​ : IRL BESTIEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I’M SO HAPPY YOU’RE GRADUATING AND THAT YOU’RE ABLE TO KICK SCHOOL RIGHT IN THE ASS!! ILY ILY ILY ILY - I’LL SEE YOU SOON, OKAY??<333

the bad bitch brigade:

@dcadrct​, @stillgcod​ & @mortuism​: MY HOMIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. no seriously like, artie, merc and jude are the some of the bestest friends on tumblr/discord that i could have ever asked for and i can’t imagine my life without them anymore. i mean, lmao, i have more verses with them combined than anyone else in the world, artie and merc are just ALWAYS THERE WHEN I WANT TO TALK TO THEM AND I JUST !!!! <#3333 AND JUDE IS DOING HIS BEST AND I LOVE AND SUPPORT A LEGEND!! artie destroys my ass with marlontine / clouis angst/fluff, merc has me crying up in the club about sophietine and jaiko and jude makes me cry like a little bitch with his lee, carl, violet, brody and lilly content  i am truly honored and glad to share this muse with such wonderful people ( or at least formerly in merc’s case ALGJGAAGLAGALJ ) and to just be your friend???? y’all have always been there to call me out on my shit if i ever fuck up and i get my shit together accordingly so i really appreciate it - y’all are also some HILARIOUS ASF PEOPLE

the gay juicebox squad

(or people i love interacting with and want to interact with/talk to even MORE &&& people that i JUST started interacting with and WANT TO KEEP GOING BC YOU’RE PERFECTION – &&&&&&& PEOPLE I HAVE PLOTTED WITH BUT I STILL OWE A STARTER / REPLY TO BC I SUCK, BUT I’M EXCITED TO RP WITH AAAAAAAA ):

@twdgdeadmanwalking, @rcdhccdie @creolejesus, @corpsepaintd, @zombeam, @pyrrhaeic, @weprevail , @crackinthewhip, @youngshct @we-are-strcng @livesrot @reekcd @corpsepaintd​ @forgedvalor @goldenngore @emsorcism @thecomplication @sympaheart @almostskylight @agirlofwinterfell​

the SENPAIS

(bc i stalk you from far, far away and we either don’t talk much/at all and never interacted and i want that to change but i’m too intimidated by your everyday PERFECTION AND FLAWLESSNESS ON MY DASH):

@killthebxy​ @sevenbled​ @plannedahead​ @zaldrczes​ @highhking​ @creaturologist​ @dracharenae​

IF I FORGOT ANYONE: i am sorry. i occasionally suck. plus, it’s deadass late. but i suck. yeah. love y’all <3

now let’s do the giveaway thing!!!

MY APPRECIATION FOR THE GOOD, ACTIVE (some inactive bc i’m trash) & TALENTED PEOPLE THAT I FOLLOW & THAT FOLLOW ME, CATEGORIZED.

THE WALKING DEAD

@twdgdeadmanwalking​, @crackinthewhip​, @keptmanners​ @prctecthem​ @morefinesse​ @stillgcod​ @dcadrct​ @victuus​ @weprevail​ @mortuism​ @shitbircl​ @ofstonerisms​ @worldendured​  @childtroubled​ AND SO MANY MORE

A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE/GAME OF THRONES

@killthebxy, @longmayshereignxcersei @reekcd, @zaldrczes, @dracharenae @goldenngore @mcsttrusted @bcarexiled​ AND SO MANY MORE

HARRY POTTER

@creaturologist​

                      NARUTO

@bitiing​ @cursemcrked​

GANGSTA.

@taggedbastard​ @paulklee-guild​ @forgedvalor​

FANDOMLESS & MUMU & OTHER FANDOMS & FANDOMS I’M NOT TOO FAMILIAR WITH

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[ourmanifestoisfun]

4x16 episode thoughts

I have thoughts! And also possibly a rather unpopular opinion at the conclusion.

Rebecca...no creeping on Dr Akopian!

“I’m retired from stalking but you never lose the skills”

Loving “The Bachelor” shade and that Dr Akopian’s advice is just, no catfights

Also really amused by the “big chairs” thing because, well, yeah. Coffee shops be like that sometimes.

I will forever be confused about how much money Nathaniel is meant to have access to

Shirts stay on LOL - but Skylar is so ripped though! Maybe just the arms.

Mm yeah, taking one dollar off breakfast specials does tend to make people bonkers

Paula’s new job is actually, gasp, A JOB! Must be an adjustment from Whitefeather

Also her and Scott have a four times-a-week marital sex quota? DAMN they’ve come far.

While the gurlgroup’s opinions are definitely just meant to reflect the fandom rather than what they probably would think, I’m still amused

Paula is probably a good example of ‘even when you try to give it up, those damn OTP feels come back’. Also, I can buy that she would be suspicious of Nathaniel re: infidelity

Heather flipping from Team Greg to Team Nathaniel just amuses me. Then again, she did also date Greg. 

Calling him Armie Hammer hot definitely made me laugh though. And I really hope there is a video of Nathaniel singing Etta Mae’s Lament just floating around out there, because that would be great.

Greg being a different actor in a “moral, political sense”, hah, that’s good

And now they’ve actually kicked off a betting pool. Whoops!

WHIJO SONG AND HE’S KILLING IT

God love those outfits. Valencia’s especially, damn

Damn Father Brah, also “priest school” callback!

They finally got Donna Lynn tapdancing! And Valencia’s pirouettes!

...oh they called back to the Group Mind!

God that was some awesome choreography.

Okay, they are lampshading Greg being the underdog already.

That is quite a cut of the number of times that Paula has said she doesn’t like Greg...but on the flip side, she has described him as sexy multiple times as well.

I like that they are trying to make a point that Josh isn’t trying to live in the past with this date, because I could see that as an easy write-off, but the fact that this is the well he returns to is still a little concerning for me.

Oh, they did bang in summer camp! Well, did stuff. I’ve always gone back and forth on that point.

God I am a sucker for stars, that was lovely

Valencia I hope your finances are okay after all of this

Noted: Paula works at Eastbriar Law Group

“So you don’t disappoint your son again” GREG NO BAD you still have not improved on your words.

Also yeah, being in Paula’s good graces is probably still a good thing, but she’s still not Rebecca. Still, that was a lovely gesture, Gregory.

“I’ve been hoping that the San Andreas fault will open up and swallow Nathaniel” aldkfjskdfjdk this was cute

But this is so awkward, with Josh living at the house. I hope that whatever next week’s decision is, that he chooses to move out on his own.

Nathaniel’s date location is gorgeous. Isn’t that the spot where Rachel and her husband got married? I can totally see why.

That is very clever about listening to the concert, Nathaniel, though I do love that his date went a little bit wrong. Going with the flow is part of your new mantra, dude.

GOD THAT WAS CUTE

...Though the fact that the aerial shots came from a drone is prettyyy creepy. Y’all are being kind of scary here.

I do love that Darryl bet on Nathaniel. “Papa’s got a winner!”/“Mama’s got a winner!”

WEIRD AL OMG!

WHERE’S THE BATHROOM REPRISE OH MY GODDDDD

poor Weird Al balloon guy. Do not shit in his balloon.

Rebecca, stop stalking Dr Akopian!

The Love’s a Game reprise is very bittersweet, because it’s too true: everyone is going to be hurt in some way, whether she chooses one or none of them. And THAT’S why people hate love polygons!

The thought of Nathaniel betting on himself really amused me

I like how the theme of games keeps coming up - they are supposed to be fun, they are not supposed to matter, even if you lose you're meant to just shake it off and go back to your everyday life...but those things aren’t always true. They can matter and they can hurt. None of these guys are treating these dates like a game, even if they use the lingo and the people around them are placing their bets, because at the end of the day, they all care.

“Death by lightning bolt. It’s quick, it’s painless. I do like the guy, after all.” - idk I just found this line really, really funny.

I hope Valencia didn’t lose too much money, poor baby.

Greg and Rebecca’s end banter is really sweet.

So...this may be an unpopular and even wrong opinion, but I think that Greg’s date puts him even with the other guys, rather than necessarily ahead of them. Greg being able to tell Rebecca that she is the love of his life is absolutely character development: he’s come full circle from his fuck-up at Jayma’s wedding back in season 1: even back then, Rebecca didn’t need trappings of true romance (at least not by the end of the night) to stay with him, she just needed him to tell her how he felt about her. Given her mental health at that point, there is a very good question as to how long that would have been enough before she tripped back into obsession with Josh, but it would have meant something.

However, I think I will be very annoyed if it is played as the “truest” romance. Neither Josh nor Nathaniel said anything like that admission on their dates because it isn’t something they are afraid of because they have already told Rebecca that they love her - Nathaniel by his own admission has done this several times. Instead, their dates highlighted the qualities about them where they have fun with Rebecca. And it isn’t that Rebecca doesn’t enjoy the dates - it’s the ticking clock at the end that is freaking her out, because love is not a game.

That doesn’t mean that there isn’t the set up for it: they have paralleled Josh and Nathaniel a lot this season in regards to Rebecca, which does make Greg the odd one out and they would be able to have him be the endgame with that justification that he’s different...but given that and the way this episode is structured, as well as the consistent lampshading of Greg as the underdog, that really feels like the straightforward solution and this show...doesn’t do that.

And look at the wording of how the guys tell Rebecca that they care:

Josh: “It’s always felt like someone is writing a story about us” Nathaniel: “I think we’re meant to be together.” Greg: “You know you’re the love of my life, right?”

All of these lines, even Greg’s, with his lowkey, domestic date, are about the incredible narrative importance of Rebecca in their lives, in the past, present, and future. For Josh, it’s how she’s kept returning to his life. For Nathaniel, she made him imagine a new life going forward. For Greg, it’s how just being with her has such an effect on him. And, frankly, those sentiments aren’t exclusive to each guy - you can apply each one to all of them. But that’s also why I felt the dates turned out more even keeled, despite the structure. And at this point, I really doubt they’ll try to pull the ‘oh it isn’t genuine love’ for any of them.

In addition, People have been making the point for some time that having her pick one of the guys might end up feeling weird, because it would turn the show into the “Rebecca & _____” story, instead of it being Rebecca’s story. The most likely scenario to me is still that Rebecca ends up alone/possibly with Jason, while the other guys are shown to have moved on with their lives. Everyone who has followed this blog will know that I very much have my bias, and I always will. This episode did not change that one whit. But beyond that, given the spoilers for next week, I think everyone will get a little fanservice with their favored guys, but that ultimately, she will not be choosing any of them. But I think they will all be happy, and that means a lot.

I love this show, guys, and I’m going to miss it.

#ceg spoilers #season 4 #crazy ex girlfriend #episode thoughts

[jin-guang-ow]

30 day otp challenge?????? can i have me some yin yu/quan yizhen and/or some shuangxuan please

They had seen the days pass by together. Every moment was something new, yet still mundane in the same place. Sitting in the cafe during winter. When spring blossomed, it felt like they did, too. Surreptitiously kissing in the rain during the summer. Then autumn always came, and his lover was no less energetic, taking every chance to jump on leaves or take pictures. Everything repeated.

“He-xiong, give me your hands!” Together, they warmed their frozen bodies.

“He-xiong, come over here!” Together, they watched the flowers bloom and wither.

“He-xiong, lean down a little!” Together, they hid their love under the grey sky.

“He-xiong, you hold the phone!” Together, they recorded a history only known to themselves.

But just like the ice and snow thawed, the petals flew in the wind, the rain came and went, and the trees always became bare, they, too, changed. All things were inevitable, preordained by fate.

Time never ceases.

With this, all things came to an end. Some more beautifully than others.

This was not one of those beautiful ends.

Yet, like a fool, He Xuan always came back to this place so full of things that could only hurt him. He watched everything alone. He watched the winter, spring, summer, and autumn come and go. He watched others hold hands and take photos. He watched others view the flowers and run from the rain together. He watched his own memories play out with the softest pain in his chest.

He Xuan deserved this.

Everyday he was plagued by a sense of loneliness.

He Xuan deserved this.

Every winter he felt his hands unbearably numb and cold. Every spring he prayed for the flowers to disappear as soon as possible. Every summer he was soaked by the rain. Every fall he kicked the leaves away.

He Xuan deserved this.

But as time goes on, as all things come to pass, so did these feelings. All things left and all things changed. Sometimes they’re so small you can’t tell. “How can you not notice I got my haircut?” (Are you even my boyfriend? He chuckled). Sometimes they’re so large the original is lost forever. “How could you do this?” (Are you even my boyfriend? He sobbed).

However, the moments spent here never changed in his mind. Those were his happiest memories. Like a fool he clung to them. To this place and that time.

And, like the fool he was, he stood in the rain. Happy.

“Excuse me, can you hold my umbrella for a second? I just need to grab my phone out of my bag, and you look like you need it more than me, haha.”

Orz I didn’t respond to this for 10 million years (can you believe I really thought I would do 30 days of writing??? LMAO), but I suddenly had inspiration!!! and!!! I wanted to write ShuangXuan!!! I really… am having a lot of ShuangXuan feels lately… SO I HOPE YOU’LL STILL ACCEPT THIS!!! (also I’m not qualified to write Quan YiZhen and Yin Yu, lmaoooo)

I’m sorry it’s v angsty (but like… that’s all ShuangXuan can be... ShuangstXuan... hehe) but I wanted to add a lil bit of hope at the end… I think SQX would need help grabbing his phone because he’s using a crutch (of course) fjoajfosjafosjfoasjojsdffojsfdo

I lost the list of prompts, maybe they were deleted? so I just based it off the song “At Gwanghwamun” by Kyuhyun because… I get big feelies when I listen to it…

I hope you like it uwu (I might write you a second one because I felt so bad about not doing this for so long!!)

#asks #jgo writes #jgo writes bad stuff but I really tried HAHAHAHAHHAHA #I HOPE you like it #sorry it took so long #chiye21 #I really ahhhhh #i'm so #v embarrassed about posting this #i'm sorry it's so angsty #but I wanted to leave just a lil bit of hope #I apologize to everyone on mobile who doesn't get the read more to skip my trash screaming #i'm just like.... not sure it's that good v sorry #but I hope it's okay #v small drabble #drabble #shuangxuan #tian guan ci fu #angst #wahahahaha #shuangstxuan

[bleep-bleep-richie]

I can be myself now, finally.

In fact, there's nothing I can't be.

#like #they're all platonic soulmate #but they have romantic soulmates in the group too #reddie #benverly #stanlon #hanbrough #stenbrough #otp: i'll show you a staph infection #otp: january embers #otp: i hate you #soft boyfriends #my ot3 #mine #my gifs #it 2017 #the losers club #otp: got your kicks everyday

[slytherhell]

Send these to your favorite Authors and let them blab! What is your total word count on AO3? How often do you write? Do you have a routine for writing? What’s your favorite kinks/tropes/pairing? Do you have a favorite fic of yours? Your fic with the most kudos? Anything you don’t like about your writing? Now something you do like! Send it to some of your favorite Authors to spread some love

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Total word count on AO3 : 60634 ( and this is with the 3/4 of my fics still not updated since being posted. i’m not sure how it’s this much already, the word count, that is. the most amount of words i’ve written - for a total fic - was about 5k words; then it went up to 16k+ after the food fair entry . just think of how big my total word count could be when i get my writing muse back! )

How often I write: I used to update regularly, back in about 2015. Every day, I would have a new chapter for my fics (on Wattpad, because that was my first main writing platform, but Wattpad’s dead now so we’re here.) 

In fact, I used to have a full writing plan; I had about ten hp fics on my account. I picked out the top ones I had the most muse for - which was three, two drarry and one wolfstar - and told myself I would update those fics whenever I felt inspired to. 

In the end, I ended up updating those fics three times every week for a good two months, and I had about 24ish chapters for the drarry fics, and close to 20ish chapters for the wolfstar ( I started that fic at a later time than the other two. )  

I kept this pattern up, and made sure that everyday after school, I would clear a writing space for myself on my bed so I could write. That helped me a lot and I had so many creative juices...it was insane how much I wrote.

Now, however, I write only whenever I feel inspired to and have enough time + energy ( aka, when I don’t pass out from exhausation and not working on too many things in school - I had and still have a lot of /art/ projects. )

I try my best to write all of my ideas down, but I usually don’t have much inspiration to turn them into longer fics, or anything beyond a simple idea, so most of those get chucked and forgotten.

The ones I do manage to keep around, I usually scribble down the idea on a piece of paper, and write a starter line and/or paragraph to see how it would look if I were to continue it as an actual fic, then determine what I do with it when I get home.

There’s no true definition as to how much I write. I would just say I write depending on my current mood and situation.

Writing Routine: 

It used to start in either a swivel chair in the corner of my room, or at the wooden dining room table with a hot mug of fruit-flavored tea. ( It now varies from sitting upright on my bed with music blasting out of my headphones, on the living room couch with the low murmur of the t.v. in the background, or laid sprawled out on the floor with a Kubz Scouts video in the background. )

I try to take a few minutes to write the beginning paragraph on paper, or at least attempt to outline the story ( this usually lasts for about five minutes because I CANNOT sit still, and I’ll fidget a lot if I’m required to sit still for a while. ) 

I’ll usually look up fics of the similarity to whatever I’m writing, and get further story inspiration from them ( I’ll usually keep those fics up in a seperate tab to read back over when I need help and/or a burst of writing  inspiration )

If it’s something I‘m not quite sure about, or something I’m not properly educated on, I ALWAYS do a good bit of research before even remotely writing about it. ( This is something I do NOT skip over, like at all. )

I’m almost always blasting music or video audio through my headphones whenever I write ( I search and listen to music when I write, depending on the theme and the feel of the story. If I’m writing fluff, you’ll probably catch me listening to beautiful piano music. If it’s a dark story - gods, I love dark stories - I’ll be listening to dark music, be it dark piano versions of songs, ambient horror music. And lastly, if I’m writing something emotional, I’ll usually stop by songs that made me cry and sad as child, or that cause me to zone out of reality in present day. )

I try to set a timer whenever I write. ( While it intimidates me, it also pushes me to write more because me eyes are constantly flicker over to the timer, and the closer I see it move down to zero, the faster I write and edit. I kick in about a good twenty words at the very start of the countdown. )

( And unless you wanna hear me rant about how much I get off task and procrasinate writing whenever I can’t figure out how to make a scene work or something of the sort, then this is pretty much it. Oh, and I do a few read-overs and editing when I’m done with the first rough draft. )

Kinks in Fics:

I really like a good ‘ol leather kink in a fic ( specifically when the second half of the pairing, *cough, cough* draco in a drarry fic* is pulling on and stretching on leather gloves, and I blame @mzuul for that because the minute I saw her Draco Malfoy Bad Boy series art, that kink was developed and I’ve loved it since. ) 

Another one, this is gonna sound really gross + suprising for those that know me, but watersport kink. ( This was first developed when I read my very first fanfictions, and I found a few good drarry fics with this in them so this kink is here to stay )

Hair pulling kink. ( It started out with reading fics fics where Draco would either accidentally or deliberately tug on Harry’s hair, and Harry ended up loving it - but now, I read fics were both Draco and Harry have this kink because it’s actually really good. )

Praise Kink ( Started out with only Harry, but I also like fics where Draco has this kink. I blame @goldentruth813 entirely )

Hung! Harry ( Hung! Like! A Horntail! - this, this fic, is all i’m going to say..) 

Parseltongue Kink ( When! Draco! has! this! and! Harry! somehow! still! keeps! his! ability! to! speak! Parseltongue! and uGH,, THIS IS SO GOOD. ) 

Tropes in Fics:

Legitimate! Enemies to Friends to Lovers

sLOW BURN

Sectumsempra angst

Bi Harry

Pansy is a lesbian

Draco finding out how the Durshleys treated Harry and becoming absolutely lIVID at the news

Dark! Drarry

BAMF! Harry

BAMF! Draco

When they cross paths after a few years and get to know each other + proper character developement + when they clash and they have their ups and downs, causing people to wonder how they’re even comptaible but in the end, they make it work and are able to settle down with each other and enjoy the rest of their lives.

wHEN! THEY ANIMOSITY! STAYS!

Long-haired! Draco

Bearded! Harry

aUROR PARTNERS

Raising a kid together ( tEDDY-! )

pINING

mUTUAL PINING

Sassy! (Canon) Harry

Flustered! Draco

When they’re equally sassy and equally ruthless + being able to get their shit done, and staying on top of their game

When their kids become friends and that forces them to become friends as well and hang out with each other more often

When their kids wants their dads (Draco and Harry) to end up together and make it happen

when it’s hella fluffy

when it’s hella aNGSTY ( haha, chaotic neutural )

Top! Harry!

Bottom! Draco ( I can see them both as either or both being versatile but I really love when Harry tops )

Realistic first times 

Their friends setting them up ( I love when Draco, Pansy and Blaise are best friends in fics like this !! )

The constant switch of calling each other by first and last names, depending on the(ir) mood

When they are eQUALS

When they still have bANTER AND STILL ARGUE BUT W/O THE PREVIOUS HATE

When their relationship is real and raw that you can pratically feel it

hURT AND COMFORT ( real heavy on the hurt, just a bit on the comfort bc not drarry all fics have to have happy endings )

Anything involving them both working on a case together

Auror! Harry x Unspeakable! ( or even Healer! ) Draco

Jealous! Draco x (Still) Oblivious! Harry

Oblivious! Draco x Jealous! Harry

Protective! Harry ( Protective! Draco as well )

Beauxbatons! Draco x Hogwarts/Gryffindor! Harry

fORCED PROXIMITY

Multilingual! Draco

French speaking! Draco

Wandless magic ( for both )

POC! Harry ( This is my number one things in fics...I just love POC! Harry

Proper mention and represenation of Harry and/or Draco’s PTSD; following the war

Power couple! Drarry

Pairings:

Drarry ( OTP )

Pansmione

Linny

Blaico 

+ a few hundred more ( for all of them, but the kinks in general ) , but you’re probably gonna have to ask off anon bc i don’t wanna lose to remainder of friends i still have left on this site, over this post. ( i keep forgetting that not all drarry accounts follow me - i have some rpers, general artists, people following me with their main acounts + multifandom blogs and i feel like every time i get started up about anything drarry, they just...regret their decision to have followed me xD but you can kinda get the gist of my kinks, right? )

Favorite Fic ( of mine ) : While I constantly dog on my own writing skills, I actually do have some of my fics that I love. But my most favorite?  I’d have to say ‘(Fuck A) Silver Lining’

It’s a Draco Malfoy redemption fic I began writing earlier this year ( and yes, it was inspired/influenced by the P!ATD song. )

I mean, I haven’t updated it since I posted it - I began writing it on old Wattpad before I left that hellsite, then I later posted it to my ao3.

It’s my favorite because I really got to explore and go more in depth with Draco’s character, unlike J.K. R*wling.

And I basically filled in all the pieces that led up to the part of Draco’s life  we witness ( well, y’all, bc I never read it, ha ) in C*rsed Ch*ld 

I basically combined in every post-war Draco headcanon I ever thought of into one whole fic and while it takes you into his mind and shows you just how much the war has changed him, it is actually wholesome. I mean, we’ve got angst, hurt/comfort, finding love, and I even had a few scenes that were so fluffy and pure that I was crying as I wrote - which is why I haven’t updated. Other than dealing with shit irl, this story gets me really emotional and I just love it so much..

Fic with most Kudos:

‘just the right addition’ with 65 kudos.

summary :

harry has a leather kink. but draco didn't know that when he showed up on the field in a leather jacket, and suede leather gloves.

What I don’t like about my writing: 

I really don’t like how I transition from scene to scene in my fics. I feel like they’re extremely sloppy and really ruin the story; especially if I had a really good idea/path for the story. ( I also don’t like how I constantly compare my writing, then try and force to change my writing style so it sounds half as good as the author’s writing style of the story that I’m reading )

What I DO like about my writing:

Um, I really like how I start most of my fics off with dialogue. I like how I have a lot on the page, but it still blends in well to get its point across. And also, if it’s a one shot, I like how I have a beginning, middle, and end for the story.

Beginning: Introducing the prompt, and what’s going on with it

Middle: What the characters actions lead to, kinda showing you where it’s going to be heading soon

End : the general idea of the ending/aftermath of it + something like an epilogue, wraps things up in a way.

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Thank you so much for sending me this, anon!!

Again, thank you so much, and I hope you’re well!

-Teia

[fyeahjackward]

Your Edward has a motorcycle, right? Did Jack ever get brave enough to let Edward coax him into a ride? If so, how was his first time? (Motorcycle rides are some great times for necessary hugging, i know personally ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)) Boston countryside would be gorgeous on a bike at night or through a light storm 🤖

 *dusts off the ol’ soapbox for some OTP ramblings* PREPARE YA BUTTS; THIS GETS LONG.

He does ♥ And sort of like the airplane predicament, it’s one of those technological innovations that makes Jack go NOPE. But Edward keeps trying. And trying. And trying some more. And eventually he wears him down, because Jack is finding it increasingly difficult to say no to him and his stupid gorgeous smile and those pretty blue eyes. A well-executed and just-a-little-too-sincere ‘Do you really think I’d let anything happen to you?’ and Jack falls to fucking pieces.

Jack tries like hell to keep a respectable distance once they hit the pavement, much like the rules of dance; hands on the equator, and it’s as awkward and ridiculous as it sounds, but he manages in the fairly slow-moving traffic. But he begins to fuss as Edward breaks away from downtown and begins to pick up speed; it’s apparent that his methods aren’t going to work much longer. “I don’t like this-”

“You’d probably enjoy it more if you’d stop actin’ like I’ve got cooties. I told you you’re gonna’ have to hang on.”

Jack opens his mouth to protest, but a bump in the road is enough to scare him into complying along with a pretty entertaining and undignified yelp. Edward chuckles, and asks if he’s alright. Reassured that he is, in fact, okay, he gives Jack a moment out of courtesy, and enjoys the feeling of his arms around his chest, and his face nestled against his back, before he gives him any flack. “Now’s that really so bad?”

More below because this got so much damn longer than I expected it to lmaoo

When Jack doesn’t answer, he pulls over to make sure everything’s okay, and if he wants to go home, but Jack nervously reassures him that he’s fine. Edward nods solemnly, and reminds him that ‘I’ve got ya,okay?’ This kills the man.

The second attempt goes over a lot better. Jack gradually relaxes, and admits to himself that it’s actually pretty nice; it’s not often he got the chance to enjoy the scenery outside of downtown, atleast not in recent years, and it’s a beautiful night for it. He’s in pretty good company, too, he supposes. A warmth swells in his chest, a smile breaks out on his face, and, unconsciously, he hugs a little tighter and closes his eyes. God he smells nice. Edward would make a comment, but he doesn’t want to be a smartass and ruin the moment. So he keeps his mouth shut as it quirks up into a smirk, and he feels a warmth in his face.

It starts to sprinkle, and it’s not long before Edward pulls off to some recently gone out of business auto shop, but it’s adequate cover for them to wait out the rain. And to maybe encourage a little more UST hon hon hon oui oui. “We’ll rest a while and wait it out. A wet ride makes for a cold one.”

Neither of them really minds the inconvenience. It’s quiet, and it’s peaceful, and there’s not another soul there. They share the lonely old bench that sits outside of the old store front, and Edward spins tales of how he worked there when he was younger, and he talks a bit about his life before his stint in the military, and before Jack hired him, and Jack’s more than happy to listen. He’s always loved the rare occasions like these ones; almost a role reversal of sorts, a much welcomed break in the monotony of their everyday routines, and he enjoyed it so much more than he thought he might.

He beams Edward a big, dopey smile, and it stops his guard mid-sentence because holy shit he gets such a kick out of seeing Jack dressed down, and he loves seeing him when his hair’s a mess, and, first and foremost, he cherishes seeing that goofy, heartfelt smile, and hot damn triple whammy. ‘What?’ He finally musters, unable to resist a similar smile.

Jack shrugs. It was one thing when he’d weasel his way out to lunch with Edward, or when he’d accompany him around the neighborhood on foot. And while he enjoyed those small getaways, too, this was... ‘This is... really nice.’

‘Coulda’ been takin’ these rides a long time ago.’ Edward teases gently. He notices that the rain has stopped, and suggests, not without some reluctance, that they should perhaps be heading back home soon. Jack’s not so sure he wants to, either.

They get back on the motorcycle, and Edward’s pleased when there’s no hesitation on Jack’s part to hold on. He even shyly peeks over his guard’s shoulder as they drive back.

Much to Edward’s surprise, Jack suggests doing it again soon, and he’s happy to oblige.

#give me a good starter and I will blather on and on and on #jackward #you can read this as #pre war #or #modern au #either works really #but it played out in my head as pre war #Anonymous

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Alphabet Question

Tagged by @csjcreativecreator

Age: 19 (I’ll be 20 this month!)

Birthplace: Portugal (Eurovision is in the house!!)

Current Time:

Drink You Last Had: Coffee (it was my 1st ever expresso, actually)

Easiest Person to Talk to: Most of the fictional characters that live inside my head. @inesduartems if we’re talking about living, breathing people.

Favorite Song: Who can answer this question, honestly!?!!? THERE IS SO MANY DIFFERENT TYPES OF MUSIC/SONGS, HOW DARE YOU TO TELL ME TO PICK ONE AND LET ME LIVE WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF THAT CHOISE!?!? With that being said, “Son of a Man” from Tarzan gives me a really good kick.

Grossest Memory: Nothing specific comes to mind but this one time in primary I was walking to school with my parents and there was a dead cat in the crosswalk that had been run over and its eyes had popped out of its skull and were just there on the floor, still connected to the rest of the body by this red “strings”. It’s not a gross memory per say, just a very traumatic one. The visual image of that cat is still carved into my brain. It was an orange cat.

Hogwarts Houses: Slytherin (and I really love it!)

In Love: In love with the concept of being in love. So far the universe has denied me of meeting the other half of my otp..

Jealous of People: Jealous of people who are my age or younger and are more “successful” than me. It just makes me feel that im losing at the game of life and i dont like it. On the other hand, I feel really happy for them coz “YOU GO BOY/GIRL!!” It’s a very odd feeling. It’s the same feeling as when your friends get better grades than you. You feel really happy for them but at the same time “Why didn’t I get that 18/20 too!?!?!”

Killed Someone: My stepfather, in my head, several times. Also fictional characters, although permanently killing my “imaginary friends” makes me cry, a lot. I genuanly grieve the loss of an existing person. 

Love at First Sight or Walk by Again: I got heads over heels over theatre right from the very first play i watched. I was 6, I went with my school. The play was Romeo and Juliet but all the characters were cats, there were a lot of cat puns in the text and im pretty sure it was also a musical. 

Middle Name: Gomes? Thats a Surname. I don’t have a second first name.

Number of Sibling: 2 or 3, depending how you classify a sibling.

One Wish: To be as happy, successful and technically skilled as Lin Manuel Miranda. Also, to have so many cool friends and be so much loved and appreciated by everyone around me. My fellow sly is living the dream.

Person You Last Called: Babe, also know as @inesduartems

Question You’re Asked Most: “Mas tu estás doida?” (translation: “Are you insane?” Babe says this to me if not everyday than 4 times a week.

Reasons to Smile: Knowing that I am loved and that people would think the world to be a sadder place if I were to leave it. This also makes me cry (but from joy!)

Song You Last Sang: Son of a Man (I had to listen to it after answering above)

Time You Woke Up: 9 a.m

Underwear Color: Navy blue (Am I the only one who had to check?)

Vacation Destination: I usually just do this tour from house to house within my family/friends.

Worst Habits: Adhd (lol)

X-Rays: I got my finger stuck on the hinges of a door when i was 6. It practically exploded so the doctor had to take one to access the damage.

Your Favorite Food: Bacalhau!!! lol, just portuguese food in general, i love it very much. But for real, bacalhau (Codfish) is awesome, in almost any way you cook it.

Zodic Sign: Gemini and I really hate how much shit I get from it coz I’m the “two faced” one. Like, descriminating me bcoz of the date I was born is just really stupid and astrology ain’t even a science like, wtf!?

I’m sorry for all this long ass questions, people. Doesn’t matter, really. No one sees my posts anyway. Anyway, i hope you had fun reading this @csjcreativecreator and that you wont regret tagging me in the first place.

Tags: @inesduartems @red-levi  -> I know we haven’t really spoken in years but I haven’t forgotten you yet and your still in my heart, I love your drawings.

#ask me