#oldfeelings

[peaceisadirtyword]

Future fics and taglist❤️

Hello❤️ After a very well needed but also exhausting weekend in Germany (the German Vikings Con was amazing and I could meet so many people and I was so HAPPY! especially to see @naaladareia bc she’s great and I love her) I could rest a bit! These past months I’ve been finishing my thesis, as you guys know and defending it. Then I spent some time in Denmark studying danish and took some holidays to go to Ireland and visit a friend and then to Finland where I also tried to work on a photography project🥰 so I took all these months to rest a bit too and work on the Vikings Big Bang fic (which is out already!) AND to work on another long fic (20 chapters, a long ride) that I plan on start posting as soon as I’m halfway done!. I also got a couple of requests I would like to write, an idea for a small fic for Christmas and the second part to August!.

Also, as I had a lot of trouble with my taglist and many people I tag already changed the usernames I decided to start the taglist again! So if you want to be tagged please let me know (I’m sorry, it’s just easier for me this way😭). I still have the taglists for different works I already started like Heartbreaks&OldFeelings and BackToYou those are still intact! So this taglist would be the general one for all of my works, if anyone is interested🥰

The next fic I’ll post (besides Brísingamen, the one for the Vikings Big Bang) is called Pull The Trigger and it’s a Modern!Ivar/Reader (going back to my roots lol). I will tell you when I have the first 10 chapters finished and ready to start posting!. 

Also if you’re interested on other stories I haven’t finished please tell me so I can work on those first too! 

Thank you so much for your patience and I hope you guys like what’s still to come❤️ Love u!

#vikings imagine #ivar the boneless #ivar imagine #ivar x reader #vikings #future fic #taglist

[somapoet]

Ernest Devlin - Old Feelings (The Graduate

#indie #aesthetics #singersongwriter #the graduate #jacksoncfrank #leonardcohen #music #oldschool #oldfeelings #ernestdevlin

[excitedatthethoughtofliving]

Those crisp and cold sunny winter days make me happy. It's been a crazy few days for me, so many things to do, see to, work on, clean, buy, return, enjoy and learn. It is a whirlwind of a December so far. But I feel as if I am growing again, appreciating the world on new levels of gratitude and reflection. . . Random essay over. This week is going well, let's head on full force into the weekend! You never know what might happen to you. . . . #bonn #bonnliebe #reflection #loveovergold #citylife #mylifetoday #freedom #gratitude #girlswholearn #humanism #lgbtqcommunity #lgbt #chronicillness #studentlife #newthings #oldfeelings #germangirl #toughgermangirl #university #thursday #december #christmasiscoming #love #winter #advent https://www.instagram.com/p/B5r-XxVilTs/?igshid=1dmnanvstfyf6

#bonn #bonnliebe #reflection #loveovergold #citylife #mylifetoday #freedom #gratitude #girlswholearn #humanism #lgbtqcommunity #lgbt #chronicillness #studentlife #newthings #oldfeelings #germangirl #toughgermangirl #university #thursday #december #christmasiscoming #love #winter #advent

[sunflowergawdess]

my dream

He was there,

Holding himself up above me,

His hand reaching down caressing my cheek,

Lips pushing against mine,

I’m numb,

frozen in place,

I wake up,

In my room,

Searching for the remnants of him,

Finding nothing,

I smile in content,

Falling back to sleep.

#heartbreak #oldfeelings #memories #breakup #love #rollercoasteremotions #ex #abusive ex #friendswithex #dreams #nightmares

[ekllipse]

ყველაფერშია რაღაც განსაკუთრებული, განსაკუთრებით კი სიძველეებსა და ძველ მოგონებებში. მთავარი დეტალების აღმოჩენაა.

#photos by me #without an effect #house #old #oldfeelings

[meadowmabel]

Untamable

We started off on the wrong foot From the beginning  You were so good at reminding me just how special I actually wasn’t Pointing out without hesitation who was better Yet we continued to feed this animal that grew and grew until it bit back  The resentment didn’t hold back  the anger untamable   it never stopped until today I was never who you wanted me to be anyway So I’ll fuck off exactly how you told me to.

#rough draft #words #random #tidbits #oldthoughts #oldwords #oldfeelings

[alisawl]

Собирать этот игрушечный домик было сложнее, чем мебель! Мне, чтобы принести в жизнь что-то новое, будь то домик, отношения или увлечение, нужно сначала избавиться от старого. Что я и делаю регулярно, но иногда, как сейчас, особенно активно. Сейчас я разбираю старые чувства, мысли из записей. Местами это страшно, потому что напоминает об ужасных людях, травматичных событиях и даже годах жизни. Местами смешно, потому что я всегда любила взглянуть на привычные вещи под непривычным углом. Иногда мне хочется просто срочно вернуться назад, обнять эту девочку, женщину и сказать: 'то, что происходит, ненормально. И это вполне ок ощущать себя напуганной, разгневанной и потерянной. Это не с тобой что-то не так. Это ситуация безумная'. Иногда хочется вернуться назад к теплым иллюзиям. Но есть процессы, которые нельзя остановить. Нельзя перестать падать, если ты уже прыгнул. Нельзя развидеть истину, если ты ее уже увидел. Нельзя перестать расти. It was harder to assemble this #toyhouse, than assemble a furniture! Before I bring something new in my life, no matter if it's stuff, hobby or relationships, I need to remove something. I do that regularly, but sometimes, like now, it's specially intense. Now I'm cleaning up old feelings and thoughts from my notes. At moments it's painful, cause they remind of awful people, situations and years yet. At moments it's funny, cause I always liked to observe things in a way off the beaten track. Sometimes I just want to come back, to hug that girl, woman, to say: 'this, what's happening, is not fine. It's normal that you feel scared, angry or lost. You are sane. It's the situation which is insane'. And at moments I wish I had warm illusions back. But there're processes which cannot be halted. It's impossible to stop falling after a jump. It's impossible to unsee the truth. It's impossible to stop growing up. #игрушечныйдомик #growingup #perasperaadastra #psychology #психология #травма #trauma #безиллюзий #withoutillusions #oldfeelings #hugmyself #обнятьсебя #очищение #cleaningup https://www.instagram.com/p/CGr-2g4jPk6/?igshid=1b5hudn0aufys

#toyhouse #игрушечныйдомик #growingup #perasperaadastra #psychology #психология #травма #trauma #безиллюзий #withoutillusions #oldfeelings #hugmyself #обнятьсебя #очищение #cleaningup

[itzy-bella-23]

#stopcarrying #oldfeelings #newexperiences #thursdayvibes https://www.instagram.com/p/CEGMXqWDpP0/?igshid=19u13bvjlhmfm

#stopcarrying #oldfeelings #newexperiences #thursdayvibes

[kangwancraft]

Own temple. Studio for me is a peaceful space. #peaceofmind #peacefulspace #soul #oldfeelings #nature #flowers #leaf #craft #myroom #paper #dhamma #ศิลปะบำบัด #ศิลปะ #จิตวิญญาณ (på/i Sweden Lidköping) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBQROP5JzGW/?igshid=1vhbl5vho1wmo

#peaceofmind #peacefulspace #soul #oldfeelings #nature #flowers #leaf #craft #myroom #paper #dhamma #ศิลปะบำบัด #ศิลปะ #จิตวิญญาณ

[carolestars]

#lookingup #downstairs at the #blooming on #somebody 's #windowsill. #oldhouse #oldfeelings #oldschool #oldprofessors #oldme #sichuanuniversity #四川大学 资深教授们的老房子静悄悄，盛开着俏丽春光 #wanderlust #tranquility https://www.instagram.com/p/B-gtm2qJf6E/?igshid=106oc07atgkxl

#lookingup #downstairs #blooming #somebody #windowsill #oldhouse #oldfeelings #oldschool #oldprofessors #oldme #sichuanuniversity #四川大学 #wanderlust #tranquility

[irish6605-blog]

My best friend reminded me today about how important it is to #selfreflect and not go back to the #oldfeelings especially when something #triggers that in you. Sometimes we have to breathe because not everyone understands your journey and that's okay. #kindnesscomesfirst (at Vancouver Island) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8JkPMflUnl/?igshid=j8dhdt2sazha

#selfreflect #oldfeelings #triggers #kindnesscomesfirst

[lunanguyen]

Câu chuyện ngày hôm ấy Tôi đã bước như vậy Một cách lặng lẽ buồn Nước mắt chẳng còn buông Một tôi của ngày mới Ánh nắng lia mái hiên Giọt mưa vương kẽ lá Mỉm cười mỗi sớm mai #lunaisgrowingup #lookdownlow #farfromhome #goneforback #nhamnhistories #oldstory #oldfeelings #thewayiam https://www.instagram.com/p/B6mxCxmJT6rPL7PtXTDNiZSJDArydt3HNeYNxg0/?igshid=x094ezxyom17

#lunaisgrowingup #lookdownlow #farfromhome #goneforback #nhamnhistories #oldstory #oldfeelings #thewayiam

[nitathoughts]

I'm not happy and you know it and you still don't even try.

Broken down, I’ve had enough.

If this is love, then I don’t want it.

#lyrics #superfar #lany #oldfeelings #personal

[thebreakdownofwhatbeeaarbound]

My take on one of my fav #banksy pieces. Gave this to a good friend of mine.. It always good to learn from other artists.. everything is influenced by something.. #love #heart #heartbroken #heartbreak #faith #newcreation #creative #creativity #creativeart #art #artwork #artwork #artistic #life #love #loveart #beauty #sketch #letgo #noregrets #allthingsgo #allthingsnew #romance #oldfeelings #peace #peaceofmind

#art #love #creative #creativity #newcreation #letgo #heartbreak #allthingsgo #sketch #allthingsnew #artistic #heartbroken #creativeart #romance #oldfeelings #heart #beauty #faith #peaceofmind #life #loveart #banksy #artwork #noregrets #peace

[alittlestore]

HAND WORK Ts #alittlestore #okinawa #naha #tshirt #handwork #handwrite #handprinted #vintagestyle #handmadequality #original #oldfeelings #slubcotton #madeinjapan #mensstyle #fashion #thetime #vintagestyle #americanstyle #menswear #south

#madeinjapan #americanstyle #menswear #handmadequality #mensstyle #handwork #original #naha #handwrite #alittlestore #vintagestyle #south #oldfeelings #fashion #handprinted #thetime #slubcotton #tshirt #okinawa

[creationsofagingergirl]

Posting My Old Smut

I’ve decided that I’m gonna repost my old smut. I feel like things are over with the guy I wrote them about. They’re all pretty well written, and I dont really think they bothered him to begin with. Looking back on it, I think it was just my anxiety acting up... so anyway here’s the first one I’m gonna post. I’m not posting them in any particular order. I’m just posting them in the order that my computer put them in. 

*****

Truck sex

Kitty leaned against the truck door as Josh pulled out onto the dark deserted highway.  

Kitty glanced over at him. No matter how much he tried to hide it, She could tell that he was hurting.

"We got a couple hours drive ahead of us." He said when he saw her looking.

Kitty just looked at him for a second before moving over to lay against him and cuddle close.

Kitty could tell that it pained him, but he sat back and put his arm around her pulling her tighter to his side.

"You're hurting." Kitty said as she reached out to trail her hand over his belly.

"I'm fine, baby girl." He said. She giggled at the sharp intake of air when her hand slid past his belt buckle.

Next thing Josh knew she had his pants unfastened and was stroking him through his boxers.

"You're gonna make me wreck." He said as he tried to focus on the road.

Kitty just slipped her hand in his boxers to touch him skin to skin.

"Why don't you pull off to the side of the road, and I'll give you something to keep your mind off the pain." She whispered as she stroked him.

Before Josh knew it, his inhibitions were gone and he was pulling over to the side of the road and kitty's mouth was on his cock.

Josh moaned and swore as kitty sucked and swirled her tongue around the head of his cock.

"I'm gonna cum." He growled as he felt his climax approaching quickly.

Kitty sucked and swallowed his seed as he came hard in her mouth.

Kitty came up to rest against him as he laid his head back and came down from his orgasm.

"Ya know...there are some sleeping bags in the back seat." Kitty said as she stroked his chest once again.

Josh didn't know where she was going with this.

"It would be kind of romantic to make love in you're truck bed under the stars." She said as she nuzzled his beard.

"That does sound good." Josh said as he leaned into her touch. "….but so does a hot shower and a good night sleep in my own bed."

"You can get a shower later." She said as she touched him. "How bout we get in the back. We can make love then I'll rub your back the way you like before we cuddle up and go to sleep."

"Oh, what the hell?" Josh said as he went to get out of the car. Kitty got out too and they got the sleeping bags out of the back and laid them before crawling in to hunker down together.

"Come here...daddy." She said as she moved on top of him. His pants were already unbuckled and her panties were off. She could feel his arousal against her wet sex.

Kitty whimpered as he slipped inside of her.

"God, I never get used to your size." She moaned as she started to ride him.

Josh took hold of her hips and started thrusting his own up to meet her, they soon set a merciless rhythm that brought them soaring towards ecstasy.

Kitty leaned down to wrap her arms around his shoulders. She felt her orgasm approaching and wanted as close to him as possible as they came together.

"God, baby I'm close." He growled as he thrust deeper up into her. Kitty screamed his name as she came hard on him.

The sounds of their breathing mixed with the sound of the Cicadas was the only sound as they lay catching their breaths and coming back down from their shared orgasm.

Kitty lay over him still joined with him, showering his face with kisses and touching his beard.

She moved off him when she felt like he was getting annoyed.

"You still want that back rub?" She asked as she cuddled as his side touching his chest.

"Yeah." He grunted before flipping to his stomach. Kitty dug the Icey-hot from his gym bag and moved to straddle his ass. Josh lay moaning as she rubbed his back and shoulders.

They both got momentarily lost to their own thoughts, both wondering what they'd done to deserve the other. Kitty fell asleep cuddled up to the big man who'd fallen asleep smiling thinking about her.

#smut #trucksex #oldfeelings