#okay i dont like hate it hate it i just. blegh

[pineappleciders]

This mostly isn't a request but your works are so good I'm just reading every post you do it's beautiful

HEY. TW FOR DEATH. AND FASCINATION WITH IT.

(here's the actual request

(also take your time I like your posts enough to read them all

One of the main four(dream or real world doesn't matter) with somebody who has like an almost morbid fascination with death(they aren't weird I swear)

-glass anon

A/N: i decided to do the realworld main four, hope you dont mind!! also thank you it means a lot <3

TRIGGER WARNING: lots of death mentions and mentions of violence, reference to MARI incident

SUNNY, AUBREY, KEL, and HERO with a reader who has a morbid fascination with death

SUNNY

he understands tbh. like i dont think he necessarily is fixated on it but i think BASIL would be and BASIL is his best friend so he hears a lot about death,, specifically the decomposition process

he doesn't think you're weird for it, but he's a little scared of death and what it means so maybe it helps if you talk about it with him casually

i think SUNNY is the type of fella to want to just. be in the frozen meat section at the grocery store because he had a weird obsession with raw meat and butchery n knives and stuff. so he understands the fixation

if you tell him little facts and things about death and decomposition he's probably a little unsettled but he'll listen nonetheless. he likes listening to people even if it's about rotting corpses

honestly since the incident he's kind of scared of death, and hates thinking about dead bodies

AUBREY

she's definitely thinks ur a lil weirdo but you're her lil weirdo

doesn't really get some aspects of it but she has her own weird little interests,, like violence. and stealing. she's weird herself so she has no place to talk

if ur ranting or freaking out about your fixation she'll listen intently and kinda nod her head and wait for u to finish before she says anything. honestly she thinks anything ur interested in is cool

she appreciates it if you come with her to MARI's grave. even if it has nothing to do with death, she knows you won't be unsettled or weirded out being in a graveyard and u two leave flowers for her

i'm imagining her like coming to your house and saying "i saw a dead animal on the way here" and when u take her to go see it she complies but she looks away from it and goes blegh

she thinks ur funky but that's one of your best traits :3

KEL

idk i feel like he'd just go oh okay :D like he doesn't mind

he's kind of worried that ur like mentally unstable or something but he's used to being around unwell people atp,, look at his friends

he doesn't really like to think about death. thinking about what happens afterwards and all that just gets him anxious so he tries to avoid thinking about it. he'll probably appreciate if you tell him not to worry about that kinda stuff or something

if you like. idk want to visit a graveyard or a morgue or something like that or if your eyes spark when you hear about someone dying on the news he'll be again a little confused but he knows you mean well and always tags along wherever you go

he's kinda worried about u but he doesn't say anything. everyone has their own little interests and sometimes weird aspects! it's what he likes about you, how you go along so casually as if you didn't just say the most horrific fact he's ever heard

HERO

like KEL he's a lil worried but he calms down if it's just a weird interest and not like. mental illness

he likes seeing your eyes light up whenever your interest is mentioned, even if it's strange,, and he'll politely listen and talk to you about death even if it's not his favorite thing to chat about

HERO prefers id you don't talk about decomposition or any body stuff around him,, he has a weak stomach but he's up for chatting about the afterlife and psychological things about death

he's kinda scared of what comes after death but he just ignores it,, no need to worry about that anytime soon! hopefully

he's great at accepting flaws and weird parts of people, so while he does think it's a little weird to be fascinated with death he doesn't mind :D

#omori #omori x reader #sunny x reader #aubrey x reader #kel x reader #hero x reader #sunny omori x reader #aubrey omori x reader #kel omori x reader #hero omori x reader #omori headcanons #sunny omori #aubrey omori #kel omori #hero omori #omori fandom

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DISENCHANTMENT PART FIVE SEMI-SCRIPT DOCTOR (ig)

Ok so, I would like to begin with the character deaths. I’ve got a lot of points but I’d like to start with death. (Also I might forget some stuff don’t kill me (also also forgive me for my lack of gifs n pics :( ))

Luci dies for seemingly no reason other than to make him an angel and bring mora back, two exceedingly stupid reasons in my opinion. We have already been served the point that Luci is a really good person- for example, WHEN THEY SENT HIM TO HEAVEN THE FIRST TIME. The only thing he does in heaven is be there when jerry kills god, which does practically nothing besides -now getting into my second point- bring mora back. Now, I know that sounds mean but if you think for more than a second you may realize we already have a pretty available means to bring mora back, THE ETERNITY PENDANT! It’s pretty apparent that this last part was rushed and since we already know where the pendant is we could use that pretty useless b-plot time for things much more important AND we KEEP LUCI ALIVE! Then we could also make bean choosing to bring mora back with the pendant a direct parallel to the whole Elfo death debacle! A GIANT BEAUTIFUL FUCK YOU IN DAGMAR’S FACE! Now, in terms of Elfo you may already know I do not enjoy the Elfo-Miri relationship, but I swear I have good, non-gay propaganda reason.

So, as you may remember, Elfo is already the heir to a throne. The ogre throne. And as we see at the end, Miri would’ve ended up queen no matter what. (And I do think giving the kingdom back to the elves and having Miri be one and rule was a good idea btw) so why the hell did we get a very rushed and ,supposedly, very important relationship with one of our MAIN CHARACTERS. Them being together does fuckin NOTHING and once again WASTES MORE TIME WE DONT HAVE! We could’ve made even more time for more important plot lines and Elfo still ends up a royal. SHABAM another problem solved!

Okay, now I wanna talk about characterization. Starting with Luci.

Luci is, through provided evidence, a really genuinely sweet thing. So why thE FUCK is he so into being satan’s son and extensively, torture, this season? At the very least they could’ve given him SOME hangups! He has grown so much since the first season and yet they continue to ignore that. It’s very frustrating :(.

Alright, elfo’s turn. I don’t have much to complain about regarding him this part but, blegh. I think my biggest hangup about him is how he reacts to luci’s death, the whole thing just feels eerily wrong. Though I suppose with my rewrite we don’t have to worry about anyone’s reactions to luci’s death so,,

WEPA! Bean time! I DO NOT LIKE THAT SHE LEFT WITH NO GOODBYE! I HATE IT ACTUALLY! bean is so incredibly attached to her boys and they have changed her life for the better, literally reigniting her WILL TO LIVE! She would never in a million years abandon either of them. I do support her decision to leave dreamland and I do find that in character but everything else just feels wroongg,, also why push the whole ‘choose love’ thing if she ends up abandoning her best friends?

This one’s short but zøg one billion percent should’ve had a proper goodbye with bean and I don’t understand why he didn’t.

Also get rid of all the ‘I’m gonna destroy the magic’ stuff. Still have bean be pretty irked towards magic but also have her be all “ magic ruined my life but I kinda need it for the whole killing my mom thing”.

Probably also retcon alva’s whole plan cuz It doesn’t really make sense. AND NOW WE’VE GOT EVEN MORE TIME!

I know I definitely missed some stuff but this stuff irks me the most 100% hope you guys like this strange not very well put together rewrite :) 👍

#love them hate how it ended #they deserve to be close forever #disenchantment #disenchantment netflix #script doctor #i guess #disenchantment part 5

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[MAJORLY uncoherent anecdotal storytine:]

entertainment value: mild

cw: blood exams (not described in detail), vague mentions to struggles that aren't elaborated on, tmi personal rambling written by someone who is loopy from blood loss aka bad grammar/syntax/morphology/yeah also this got long whoops

im feeling mega loopy cuz blood exam (dundnt faint!! how outstanding of me. iamcurrently instanding. batumtssk!!i lie down now.)

but AT the blood exam a newer nurse stopped by and my usual nurse was like "PIVELLA meet [redacted <- (me. im redacted.)] this kid is a STAPLE in this department bla bla" and wow mom look im famius!! it only took me getting my blood displaced and stared at medically and faintinf a lot very often hshahahaah

the usual nurse is so NICE she's been doing my blood check traslocations since ive been like 15 i think maybe earlier?? idk idk i love her she's so nice and a kickass lady and she bullies all her coworkers and also me a lot!!! bully as in teasing she's nice yeah anyway yeah

me having to get my blood checked often is really inconvenient and kinda sucks!!! because i get koed and fuck if i can do anything for the next 24hs blegh but but BUT this lady has seen my grow up and seenbthe fuck up my life became and is seeing me pick up the peices abd whenever she sees me in the waiting room she shouts "its YOU" very dramatically and the staff has inside jokes about me and my dumv unoptimezed blood stats and thats REALLY NICE SOBS

like i dont wanna make a fable moral out of it like live love kaugh kindess uwu because realistacally, when i was fucked up previously (in the way that was bad compared to how i am fucked up now. funny joke. laugh.) i didn't gove two shits about people being nice to me because i was a massive hater and hated myself most (loser behavior!!!! the world hates you already love yourself out of SPITE!!!!!!!!!!) so people going out of their way to make a horrible situation slightly less horrible for me COMPLETELY went over my head "broom broom autopilot kill crush destroy ourselves!!!" (<- that's what my head looked like.ew there's no whimsy and silly in there, gross!! jk baby me gets the reatroactive love myself treatment bc noone els ecan do that for me!! what was i saying) and yeah i wasn't neurobiologically capable of giving two shits about anything, especially some random nurse going out of her way to crack jokes but idk i appreciated now!!! and she realizes i appreciate it now!!! and it's nothing big or grandiose i guess the world is still turning and nothing in the essential state of things changes bc i did a navelgazey testimony of WOW SOMETIMES THINGS CAN BE OKAY OCASSIONALLY HOLY SHIT?? but also!!! if i don't do it!!!!!!! who will!!???????

aesop would prolly write about foxes and grapes and terracotta pottery and crows and things being okay with time, but ME, a certified "just some guy", is gonna ramble about " it's gonna be okay" semantics because its!! been!! bullshit!! BUT THAT'S OKAY!!!!

shit got SO MUCH worse than what i could've imagined in my catastrophation!!!!!! id wasted my life preparing and planning for all the plans Ds and Gs and Js and Zs because my situation was FUCKED and i didn't have power to fix it, and too bad!!! SHIT HAPPENS AND IT SUCKS!!! time isn't gonna fix SHIT!!!!!! time is just a tracker of when!!! time does no good time does no harm!!!! what time did give my stupid fucking idiot idiot lovely self was time to change!!! not in just "omg change your perspective ✨" (which can be really really really important!! but you shouldn't take anyone's shit just because you see their perspective!!!! no you don't deserve to be treated like shit!!!!!! they don't deserve to get away with treating anyone like shit!!!!! what makes you so special that the world's evil needs to converge upon you?? you're just some guy!! they're just some guy!!! you be nice to you!!)

time is just there!! what does get okay with time is being!!! your enemy is no longer gonna cause you stress once you outlive them!!! you can be better than your yesterday self at any time!!! life goes on if you fuck up everything and you CAN do whatever you want with the peices!!! FAIL!!! FEAR!!! if we're scared we do it scared!!! it's not gonna be okay because its gonna be perfect, it's gonna be okay because it CAN be different!!

im still not """""fixed""""" , im still screwing things up and i still don't really understand what exactly is """""wrong""""" with me and that's okay for now, and hey!! i am capable of having a nice interaction with someone!!!! that's progress.

massive tangent lmao

local tumblr user gets some blood consensually stolen, has a positive interaction with someone, goes home and starts preaching at [unidentified recipient] jesus fucking christ maiora go to sleep this isn't the time for monologues

tl;dr: someone was nice to me just to be nice and im happy because i wouldn't have been able to appreciate it previously and it's nice to see people being nice for the sake of it

im nap now buh bye thanks for reading have a night or day!!!! be nice to you i can't do that for you!!! /lh

<3

#incoherent #absolutely incoherent #shut up maiora #shut the FUCK up maiora #affectionate #ramble #anecdote anthology #illbregret posting this but also itd be funny to have my rambles out there and people can read my woozy rambles at my funeral/pos #like if it stays in my brain noone can see it. if i get it out my brain it's a sign i existed in whatever capacity and idk that's fun #not that im dying anytime soon #what's death gonna do?? stop me???? pathetic. #/j #i really need to sleep

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Oh no! I'm so sorry that you are feeling so poorly :( Is there anything i can do to make you feel better?

Do you have anything at all to take to lessen the symptoms until you get to see the doc on Monday? Ngl i dont blame u, I'm the same when it comes to other illnesses coz then I'm thinking "nah that's just my stupid body" so i totally understand but I'm also glad u get to see someone soon and hopefully u will get some answers and feel better soon.

You should rest and try to drink some tea. Maybe try to eat some soup or something you will be able to swallow so you still get something to eat and also stay hydrated by drinking plenty of fluids.

I know you dont but you will get better soon.. this is just a little obstacle but once you get proper treatment i promise it will be all better. *hugs you* 🤗

How is your mind? are you okay?

I'm okish.. pain has been so bad but still here even tho i have loads of things on my mind. 🤍🤍

The thing is, I absolutely hate warm liquids 😩 autism be like haha

And pff I tried a bunch of things and nothing helps for now.. So I'm just hoping time goes by fast and it'll be Monday soon, so we can check if it's sure and I can start with medication..

I'm drinking mainly cold drinks for the swelling but through a straw. It just sucks. Blegh

Giving a big hug back!!! ❤️

Atm my mind is really focused on '' I wanna calm the symptoms, I wanna calm the symptoms''

I'm so sorry the pain has been bad, and I hope you have something that helps you cope 🥺💙

[thegeminisage]

doing some more zelda. my goal today is to fight kohga but i can't resist grabbing a few more korok seeds while i'm here. farosh flies SO close here, it's really tempting to go up and get another dragon part, but i don't wanna lose focus again...

the other reason i wanna get the korok seeds is that there's a hudson sign along the path. i think i have only 9 left! it would be nice to get them all.

also, i'm sort of working ym way down towards the labyrinth - i only have one left, so it'd be nice to do all those too. but UGH, more hands...maybe today, but maybe i'll save it for after pikmin lol

love and light. i really hate having mineru along. i hate to turn her off because i like all the help i can get in fights but like...she gets in my way in fights! she's constantly trying to be close to me so i can hop on her back, but the problem is if i accidentally activate sidon or riju or whoever it's nbd, it's just annoying, but if i accidentally activate mineru i'm up on a fucking mech when i was in the middle of trying to flurry rush or whatever, i hate itbut she's gotta go. sorry mineru :(

ok, the three big things i wanted (aside from all shrines, which will not be possible) were kohga, the labyrinth, and the hudson signs.

i have 7 signs remaining...not too many, and 4 are very close to each other out near hyrule ridge/satori mountain, but the others are in the highlands and blegh. also i'd be crossing some hands to get there

i spoiled myself for kohga by looking up a walkthru. apparently he has FOUR locations?? jumping around everywhere smh lol. if i go the long way i get a lot of depths exploration in, and if i go the short way i get to see what became of the old yiga hideout. also it helps since i'm pressed for time

meanwhile, i know there's hands in this labyrinth, but i'm pretty close to it relatively speaking and i could snag some seeds on the way from the mountain between me and it........

sigh. labyrinth it is

yo wait wasn't this mountain SNOWY in the last game?? now it's all hot and deserty.......that's so wild lol

h!! i found an underpants guy

oh, no, wait, this is an endurance contest minigame thing! im gonna see if i can cheat with food lol

LMAOOO i dont even need food. i can wear my trusty ruby rod

oh boy this is gonna take forever. im BOOOOORED

i wish the view from up here was better. at least then i'd have something to do

FINALLY. jesus christ

oh my god ANOTHER ONE IN THE DAY.......come ON

luckily i have a frost talus heart on one of my weapons lol

taking so long my controllers fell asleep lol

FINALLY!!!

oh boy okay Here I Am at the spooky maze of hands

annoying as he is, calip is a pretty tough cookie. i mean he makes it all the way through all three of these mazes, and the only reason he can't solve the riddles at the center is because he doesn't have a zonaite arm

uh oh i made it to the middle. hand time...?

ruler of BOARS this time!! oh man, like, ganondorf! like obviously but wow

huh this area doesnt seem to be where the hands on the map are...maybe i dodged them by not walking on top of the maze...?

now the big question is how tf do i get up there...

i'm not doing that hot air balloon shit again. i'm gonna warp to a nearby island and take my bike lol

havent ridden the bike in ages. missed it! so pleased at how far it can get without needing a recharge now

fucking DISASTER strikes. so there's one of those tiny zonai relief islands way out there between me and the maze. decided to go to that. landed. DROPPED the bike. managed to cast recall on it but i didnt cancel in time so it flew up into the air and dropped back down. and off the side AGAIN. in my haste to get it, i stepped on the middle of the island which fell out from under me. so i wasted that entire fucking trip

landed on a shrine next to a molduga. might as well lol

wait...i found the piece of the island that fell down...could i ride it back up...?

BOOOOO i can't BUT at least i can grab my pic lol

i'm still mad that idk how to fight molduga in this game lol. last time arrows worked, but not this time...? maybe i need bomb arrows, but i'm running really low...

oh yeah it was bomb arrows lol

did a korok since it was right here. i guess i'll also go ahead and jump in the quicksand holes...rip my bike

this is why i never get anything done lol

oh bad theres redeads down here

i saw a video where someone got close to a redead and nothing happened. do they truly not jump you in this game...?

i regret this already. this is so tedious. i'm gonna have to manually discover every fucking entrance

oh no wait thank FUCK if you just walk over the sand piles it counts

ok. gonna see if i can bike straight up to the labyrinth

MISTAKE. this is gonna take forever. shoulda just started over from that island again

wasnt watching my energy, fell halfway. used a BUNCH of charges to top up and then fell off the bike entirely. today is a comedy of errors

im just gonna make a new bike at the old island. this is so stupid and such a huge waste of resources. that one island, which i tried so hard to complete my first time there so i wouldnt have to GO BACK......

FINALLY amde it

oooh it's that low grav shit...

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

oh my FUCKING god that was delightful

ok, so this shrine at the maze, it looks like a rauru's blessing shrine but it has fire fruit trees. which i thot was weird but whatever. but THEN when i tried to go up the stairs they like fucking slide down and revealed a puzzle. this game is fucking with me!!!

genuinely had no idea that could happen. i wish i had been able to be surprised by more of it

the shrine is called "unlit blessing" but i wasn't paying attention and they got me >:)

all right...finally, down i go..........

good news is i checked and no hands.

NO FUCKING WAY LOL i caught a star piece on the way down!!!!!!

god i fucking LOVE. the music in these joints

damn i think i just heard a dragon lol am i on farosh's path? but i can't get out to check til i kill this flux guy. bet i couldn't catch her rn anyways but i'd love to see her

got his ass.

and FINALLY got my phantom ganon armor fr!!!

all i need to do is snag this lightroot and then i can finally do something else with my day lol

luckily i ascended and popped up right under it

i don't see farosh...

OH MY GOD THERE SHE IS...SO COOL.........................

oh my god there;s something else big flying in the dark......GLEEOK?

COLGERA!!!!! OH MY GOD...so cool so cool so cool

i literally can't fight colgera rn. i don't even really have time to farm this dragon. i'm gonna grab one piece and take a break, i have stuff to do - i can get the second piece when i come back!!!

#personal #loz blogging #totk lb #totk spoilers

[wp100]

pokemon let's go is so frustrating to play

either that or I Suck and need to "git gud" as the cool kids say it these days.

Idk if it is me or the game design really is just... Not that great. I'm going to start Shield now lol. Turns out I have to catch a number of different pokemon to progress forward (up to fuchsia city gym, I don't even know if I'm doing the gyms in the right order). I got pretty frustrated trying to catch some pokemon earlier so I lowkey kinda give up for now (and that's okay... I dont wanna rage at games like I used to as a teen, not worth it)

I don't hate the game but man... blegh

#ramblings #just my two cents idk #i wish this game could be done without that catching system. design #motion controls are like my worst enemy esp like this #wows dragonriding with no glyphs is less frustrating LOL

[scrunkl3bunk1e]

Desc: oh god here we goez. my 12-year old ass with my blorbo. man i’m gonna be a donk to deal with.

Insp: crossoversaga <3 ur reader/docf fic is quite fancy!! muy bien :) (im sorry i dont speak a lot of spanish :’D)

Here I go.

(this is in my pov if I had a diary bahah. it gets switched so dw! anything in purple is diary stuff bahah)

And so hey!! On vacation in supposedly what’s called the Chipper Grove, it feels familiar. Meh, but big sis is up at her college for now, so yeah! Just me and my parents, along with a long road trip. Man this is gonna be a while.

As I got my stuff out of our truck and into the cabin we got, I felt peace for once. “Maddy?” Mom called me. “Yeah?” “Me and Dad are going out for a bit, okay? We’ll be back!” Mom said. “‘Kay!” I said joyfully. I hadn’t been left alone in so long, I always had to have someone there to keep me company.

So I decided to go out, get some air in me. Even though I’m not an outdoorsy kind of person. At least two hours passed, and all I got was the feeling of being watched and several doodles of my persona with her boyfriend. I kept chuckling to myself, trying to make sure I didn’t get too nervous about my situation.

But I couldn’t keep myself awake, and fell asleep up against a tree nearby… And when I woke up, I was just floating, and I was er… Barely clothed to say the least. I awoke slowly, realizing my eyes were fine within the fluid I was encased in… But I’m not a swimmer! I actually REALLY hate having water on me!

So I tried breaking the glass in front of me, just smashing it clear open and getting whatever breathing muzzle was on me off. “Uuughhhh, finally!” I sighed in relief. Something still felt like I was being watched, but I didn’t know what. I went and got my journal back…

So I just woke up in a chamber! Don’t know what’s going on but I haven’t been picked up by my parents yet! :(( Hope they’re okay and I survive! D:

I managed to get my spare outfit from my bag, which was open somehow. At least my Switch stayed. I sighed again in grumpiness then went through into a hall, carrying my bag. I was still really confused about this place, but I got all my stuff in my bag and wandered until I came to a room. “Dandy Chillspace. Intruders out.” the steel door’s text read. “Well, that’s not gonna stop me because I don’t CARE!” I said, opening up the door.

A suited creature jolted up and looked at me. He was surprised but also looked angry. “Oh for f!cks sake. YOU GOT OUT?!” he yelped at me, enraged. I was startled but I was fine. “Hell to the yeah I did b!!!!tch! Name’s Zayden, how you doin sexyyyy?” I tried to introduce myself. The suited creature just facepalmed and stood up.

He was about 4 inches taller than me, and was an embryo in a jar. He peered down at me before clearing his throat. “AHEM. I am Dr. Fetus, insolent child. You’ve been taken by me. Never to see the world again, you fool.” he said. I kept nodding like a dumbass. “‘Kay, ‘kay, cool. You corrupted or something man?” “What.” “Corrupted, like these guys!” I said, bringing up an image of Boss and his cohorts, Barracuda and Lycanthropy. “Blegh. Pink.” Dr. Fetus muttered. “Oh my god, you don’t like pink either?” I asked him. Doc nodded. “It’s an atrocity to this wretched planet.” My eyes shimmered as I hugged him, ever so tight it was a “hug of death”. “DOOGH-“ Doc squeaked. He’d never been hugged before. Not by anyone he ever knew.

Maybe this is the first person to care about him, for a long time.

As I let go of him slightly, still gazing at Dr. Fetus, I felt such happiness. I thought we’d get along great, but then I started my question storm… “Where am I gonna be put? You got food? Ya like jazz? You don’t have any plans of hurting me right?” and so on.

Dr. Fetus just picked me up, and carried me over to his room. He set me down on his bed. “There. You happy kid?” he asked me, grumpy. I just stared at him as I got out my Switch and began messing with SSBU. Thank god I brought all my games. Dr. Fetus just looked at me with questions in his mind. “What… what are you playing.” “Smash bros. Wanna mess with me?” I said, inviting him into a challenge. “Dare I even ask what slang you’re using, kid…” I sighed. “I’m asking if you wanna play some Smash with me or not, man.” “…Fine.”

And so it began, a little game. I was Ganondorf (fun fact: I main him. Warlock Punch ftw man), and he chose Bowser, the shadow one. “Ah. Looks like you, except as a turtle-dragon!” I chuckled. Doc didn’t bother, and we just got through our match.

Of course I won, being a person who’s beaten a Lv. 9 CPU once. “WOOOOO!! Haha, good game man.” I said in joy as I hugged Doc. Dr. Fetus was just left puzzled. He sighed. “You know, I suppose that’s nice. Just another game where I destroy things. Like you, kid. Eeheeh…” I looked at him, staring with concern. “Oki! So then I got moar!!” I said cheery as I got out my other games.

Pokémon Shield and Sword, Let’s go Eevee and Pikachu, Minecraft, Mario Kart 8 Deluxe, Super Mario Odyssey… I had some demos as well, but they wouldn’t really work out. “Ooh! You wanna go off with some Mario Kart? I’ll let you play DRY Bowser!” I told Doc, happier than I should be. “Heh. Sure kid, but after this I have crap to do. Got a busy life…” Doc said, his speech turning into a bit of a monologue.

We then proceeded to go for a bit of a Mario Kart course run. It went on for 4 races, I was pretty tired and it seemed to be getting late. I was Pink Gold Peach, and Doc of course was Dry Bowser. He won apparently, man had a Bullet Bill. Didn’t even notice! “Ah, good game man…” I yawned. “But dang I gotta get my sleep…” Doc nodded. “Mhm. Get yourself settled down, kid… I’ll be in my lab…”

And so my first night with an embryo in a jar who somehow kidnapped me, it went well. I think I charmed him, I kept dreaming of my persona and him just being lovers… Didn’t know why but I smiled at the thought.

When I woke up, there was suit folded up on the bed… All black with a top hat and a tie. “Mmm… Doc F?” I called out. There was a note next to me.

“Morning, kid. Got you a special outfit. I’m over in the chillspace, lil kid. Meet me for food.”. The note had a drawing of what seemed to be a hat with a monocle. I smiled at the note. “Aw, doc…” It was sweet of him to do all this! I mean it’s only my second day!

I got on the special outfit Doc got me, but I didn’t know how to tie a tie… So I did it in a bow instead! I looked really dandy, and I hopped down to the chillspace. As the door slid open I saw Doc, half asleep. He saw me, and looked to me happily. “Morning, child.” he said, slightly tired. “Morniiiiinggg!” I scampered over, like a crab as if I was just nuts… Doc sighed.

“So kid. How’d you sleep? Well, I suppose?” “Hell yeah! I think I even have some silly drawing ideas in my brain!” I squealed as I went back for my journals. Doc sighed… Was he being a father or a lover?

I raced back into the chillspace and flopped onto the floor, folding myself into a veerrryy harsh position. I kept chuckling to myself as I started drawing Doc F in so many ways it was crazy. I then showed it to him, and he just looked at it. He adjusted his monocle for a second, then slightly chuckled to himself. “You did draw me good, kid. I’ll give you that.”

“You don’t have to call me ‘kid’, Doc! You can call me Z too, or my name? Zayden? Didn’t I tell ya?” “Uuugghh. Sorry, Z… Just been up in the lab, catching up with old creations…” I gasped, in absolute joy. “YOU MAKE STUFF?!” I squealed. Doc got up. “Hell yeah I do, Z. Come along, I can show you what I do… My son’s back too, he was locked in bismuth…” “Whoa… Wonder what he’s like!” I said cheery, as we just kept walking along to the lab…

And then I saw him, just sitting there asleep. A brownie in a beige trench coat and fedora, and he seemed really nice. Doc tried to wake him up… “Brownie. Brown. Son!” he yelped to him. Brownie woke up. “Yep, hey dad…” he said, still a tad drowsy. “So, the kid I told you about last night. This is them.” he said, looking at me. “Her name is Z, and she-” “Hell-LOOOO?? I forgot to say I’m non-binary! I use they/them pronouns thank you!” Doc sighed. “My apologies, child… Ugh… “

Brownie got up and smiled at me. Tipping his fedora to me, he seemed chipper and lovely. “Pleased to meet ya, sibling! Ah’m Brownie, world-renown world traveller!” I tipped my hat to him. “Ah, glad to meet you too, good sire!” I said, medival-ish. Doc just wandered out. We both followed along as he went up to the roof…

There were mechanisms all around, and I was still gazing at it all… It was so pretty, I didn’t even know where I was. Then Doc went and fell off the roof, backwards. “DOC!” I yelped. “NO WORRIES! I’M PERFECTLY FINE!” Doc said, flying back up, as bat-like wings held him up. They had warm, stringy membrane and talons, they seemed to have been in his coat. Brownie went off the roof too, and floated up as a bismuth hand connected to a vortex held him up.

I was so excited that I went and ran off the roof, happy and cheery. I tried to spread the wings in my suit, assuming I had them. And lo, I began to flutter… “Oh. My. F!cking god!” I swore. Doc was proud of me. Flying over to me, he smiled. “Very amazing, Z… A natural flyer for sure. Wondrous use of ‘f!cking’ too.” he complimented me, happy. Brownie just clapped from over on the bismuth.

We then just got back in, and I was in so much satisfaction. But questions still flooded my brain, ideas too! They were all so amazing I wanted to draw them all! I made another journal entry, and let my new buddies write in it:

I have a brother AND a father!! This is so amazing, and I can fly! Oh my god this is so amazing!! CALM DOWN CHILD. NO NEED TO SCREAM. C’mon Dad, Let Them Be Fun If They Want To!

I was so excited for what was to come, but little did I know it wouldn’t be fun.

#📝 // Poetry and Hearts… #fanfiction #fanfic #my fic #canon x self insert #self insert fic #self insert #dr fetus #dr fetus x self #self x canon #canon x self #drfetus #dr. fetus #dr.fetus #doctor fetus #super meat boy #super meat boy forever #super meatblr

[nuclearuinter]

research assignment instructions: your essay needs to have a clearly-stated thesis that the essay follows coherently the whole way through

me, who has never had a coherent, cohesive thought in their life, who is an english major and hates essays, and who is absolutely bullshitting it because i don’t know what i’m talking about. like straight up just faking it until i make it because i realized my thesis doesn’t make sense but it’s too late to turn back because i’ve already put so much work into it but i’ve looked at it for so long that even the points i thought made sense don’t make sense anymore but again it’s too late to turn back or fix anything so i just try and convince myself it’s because my brain is fatigued of looking at it: yeah of course

#bruh moment #school #school essays are blegh #i'm an english major and i hate essays #yes we exist #like there is actually nothing that makes me hate myself more than an essay #it's putting my heart on a paper pretending like i know something when i dont #i am really awful using my words to describe things so then even when i DO get a good point i don't know how to communicate it #and then i say something super incorrect or just straight up not what i meant #anyways im complaining so i don't have to write another half of a page to finish this 7 page (double-spaced thank god) essay #but then i have to get straight to work on a DIFFERENT essay that's 5 pages #and i just remembered that i don't know if it's even double spaced this time..... fuck #i think i have girlbossed too close to the sun #my (undiagnosed) adhd is really kicking my ass if it IS adhd #i also literally can't focus on anything related to essays until it's midnight #my brain switches out of day mode and it's like okay! night time :) no time to self-care or anything else. sleep time is traded for work!! #it's really fucking me because that wastes like an extra 8 hours i could've potentially worked on school stuff because i can't settle #ALSO when i DO get a good point i just. i don't have the brain strength to follow that point #if that makes sense? #like... im like oh that's such a good idea!! but then as soon as i try and dig into it it just... stops? and / or i forget it. like bro

[dinahbtw]

black friday was okay but i really didn’t love it. i wish i loved it more because of how much starkid does but i felt it was just. bland :///

#black friday #starkid #like the connected universe was just confusing. #the references weren't fun #i didn't really love lex and the whole casts' voices felt off #the songs weren't IT #tgwdlm had fun and fucked up this was kinda just boring and fucked up #uGH. i hate that i don't like it more i just dONT LIKE THE CHARACTERS!!! #all of them have rewatchability except this one #blegh okay sorry rant over i just needed to rant

[fandom-monium]

I JUST READ KITCHEN CATASTROPHES OMG ITS SOOO CUTE UGH MY HEART SO SOFT CAN YOU PLSSS DO A PART 2? THANK YOU KEEP DOING WHAT YOU DO

AN: thank you, anon! i dont plan to make a sequel to KC. But if i did:

For Valentine’s Day

Summary: In which you throw a wrench in Spencer’s plans: you don’t like Valentine’s Day. “If it’s with you, I guess it’s not so bad.”

WC: 2.9k (whoops)

Tags/Warnings: Spencer Reid x GN!Reader, fluff, cussing, semi anti-valentines day, Spencer tears up but dont worry were there to fix that, established relationships (blegh), Garvez if you squint, post-For the Holidays

Fuck cooking, Spencer thinks one day.

It's an irrational thought. The kind that strikes through his mind in a flash of irritation like a scrape of the knee as he is perusing the internet. Yes, he is using a computer willingly. He has to because he's desperate.

Cooking is stupid. Who really needs it, right?

…

He needs it. God, he needs it so bad.

His need to learn cooking wasn't as incessant until recently. Until you came along.

Spencer is a meticulous person and a romantic if you'd ever met one. Makes sense considering how he grew up, reading the classics and all that. He's read all the gooey literary shit old people write and while he never understood those meanings it all dawned on him one day. Quotes written like 'the stars in their eyes' and 'sunshine glowing off them like a halo', suddenly makes sense once he meets you. Or at least, after coming to know you, months into your newfound friendship.

It's because of this he plans accordingly the weeks leading up to Valentine's day! Because again he's meticulous and a romantic and a genius so he plans every step and makes a back up plan in case A, B, and C fall through.

Is he going overboard? 

… Nah. No way. Not when it comes to you.

But fuck with a capital F, man.

It's your third date. Or what is supposed to be your third date if you would just stop being you for a second.

Then again, he loves you a lot and he wouldn't love you if you weren't, well, you.

Although—pardon his french—what the fuck. 

Spencer knows he needs to learn to cook. You've tried plenty of times to teach him and he loves learning and he especially loves it when you are the teacher (wait, does he have a teacher/student fantasy? Maybe. That’s something he'll look into later. Preferably with you). 

Unfortunately, he's terrible at it.

He's made progress and he knows it's true because you said so but the miniscule progress he's made is. Not. Enough. And it's all your fault! Because he gets so distracted by you during your lessons, like when you put your hands over his to show him proper slicing techniques—holy fuck, he wanted to combust right there—or just watching your deft hands at work, lips and brow scrunched in concentration in that adorable way. And you smell like cooking oil or whatever you're making and you're hot.

He's so into you it physically hurts. Ugh. How is he so lucky? 

You're also the first person he's been this into since Maeve. And everyone knows how well that turned out.

So he tries to dial it down for Valentine’s Day. Morgan told him once he tends to throw himself into everything he does, including love. And when you two got together, he promised the universe he will not fuck this up. He ends up combining Morgan’s advice with Luke’s, trying to be casual like Luke says because apparently you're just as into him as he is of you. 

The thought makes him grin uncontrollably. Luke says it makes him look like a clown but a lovesick clown. A lovefool, Luke hehs.

Spencer doesn’t get the joke, but it does nothing to deter him.

As Luke advised, Spencer does “not” make a dozen back up plans and does “not" plan weeks in advance. Because that wouldn't be casual, would it?

But now the day’s come and as Valentine’s Day turns to Valentine’s Night, Spencer wants to pull his hair, rub his frustratedly stinging eyes but he can't because he's in the middle of work, in the middle of the bullpen, in the middle of his desk and he refuses to be that guy. Not again.

Why does he feel like sobbing? Like a loser? 

Because you don't like Valentine’s Day. No, you abhor it.

It happens in the middle of the work day. It's like he tried to open a door only for a bucket of ice water to be dumped on him and now he looks like a drowned rat. He definitely feels like one.

You're talking with Garcia about her Valentine’s Day plans as you multitask, switching between putting together packets and stacking them aside. Then taking them under the hole-puncher and stapling them together because the BAU isn't all kicking down doors and catching freaks. 

It makes sense that you’re chatting with Garcia during your break. The two of you have become two peas in a pod after you came out of your shell. Now you're inseparable. Only you make Garcia leave her batcave as much as she does now.

Out of sight, he catches tidbits of your conversation when he hears distinctively: Fuck Valentine’s Day.

Okay, you didn't say that verbatim but you might as well have, grimacing as you three hole-punch a packet and his heart. Then a nail on his coffin only it’s with a stapler. 

Thump. Chick.

Spencer winces; there goes your his Valentine’s Day plans. 

It shouldn't sting as much as it does. You've been dating for over a month and Valentine’s Day is definitely not his favorite holiday either. It's not even top 3. And as you rant he can’t help but silently nod in agreement, all the facts straight: yes, it's an eyesore. Yes, it's a capitalistic holiday. Yes, people should do nice things for their significant others no matter the time and not because it's expected on a specific day. Yes, it doesn't compare to Halloween—

The thing is, you two aren't that “couple-y”, at least in a traditional sense. Not like Will and JJ who got a babysitter so they could go out or like Luke and Garcia as they plan to go to a special Valentine’s Day event she wants to check out (she vehemently denies anything going on between them but he doesn't need to be a genius to see the affection they have for one another. Just kiss already, damn).

So yeah, Spencer hoped to spend the romantic holiday with you. For once, he'd have Valentine’s Day plans, aside from exchanging cards with the team and his mother.

But apparently you hate Valentine’s Day! So there goes plan A, B, C, and D!

Spencer feels the tears spring at the corner of his eyes. He sniffs as subtly as he can, raising an open case file to his face. Of all the plans he hadn't thought through this was not one of them. IQ 187, his ass.

He should've known. Or at least ask your thoughts on Valentine’s Day. That was inconsiderate on his part. He blinks back tears, withdrawing into himself despite his hurt because he is a lovefool and only for you. He just wants to impress you, make you happy even if that means canceling your first Valentine’s Day together.

Now if you'll excuse him, he has to call off a few reservations and make some returns. Several actually.

Can you return a dozen donuts in the shape of hearts?

… Yeah, he better ask Emily for the rest of the day off.

—

"Hey Newb, have you seen Spencer? I haven't seen him since his break," You ask, resting your chin in your hand as you squint at another form. Your eyes are beginning to tire. 

Spencer asked you several times over the course of the last week, checking to see if you were free today. You are, so you planned to hang with him after work, but he hasn't returned from his break and he wasn't answering your calls or texts. Not unusual but still odd for your boyfriend (you still can’t believe you get to say that).

Luke sighs, his smooth voice reaching over your shared divider, "You know at some point I'm just not going to respond. You guys can’t call me Newbie forever."

"Keep telling yourself that," You snort without looking up.

Another sigh and you smirk: you win.

"For your information," Luke grumbles, words punctuated with sass, "Doc went home."

You pause. "Home?" He didn't tell you.

"Yeah, probably to get ready for your date."

"Our date?" You frown and stand up, leaning over the divider to see if Luke’s fucking with you.

He isn't. Luke shrugs, humming wistfully as he rests his cheek in his hand, "You should've seen how excited he was, being it your first Valentine's Day and all. I told him to chill out because you'll love whatever it is no matter what but I'm sure he ignored that and planned something spectacular for you guys." Sitting back, he twirls around in his chair.

You grimace, recalling your earlier conversation with Garcia. 

Shit.

"Meanwhile, I have to spend Galentine's Day with Garcia because all the ladies of the BAU are taken and I have nothing better to do—" Luke comes to a full 720, catching the tail end of your coat as you whip it on and make for the door. "—um, excuse you?"

"If Emily asks, I had an emergency!" You manage to call back, throwing open the glass door.

"Okay?"

"Thanks, Newb!"

As the elevator door dings shut with you inside, leg jumping because you have a sneaking suspicion you fucked up, Luke slouches in his chair and grumbles.

He's not a newb. Or a newbie.

—

You rush over to Spencer's, catching your breath as you stumble to his front door. There's shuffling from inside, the faint sound of clanking and crashing and your heart swells because this is the man you’ve fallen for, the first one you've ever felt this way for. Here he is, being all considerate and romantic. And here you are, fucking it up when your relationship’s barely even started.

God, you're an asshole, you berate yourself as you turn the doorknob and push open the door. You're an asshole you're an asshole you’re an asshole—

Then your eyes widen and your jaw goes slack. 

Immediately, you slap a hand over your mouth and nose as your favorite scented candles hit you like someone shoved a bouquet in your face. The description isn't too far off considering there's a lovely bouquet of your favorite flowers still in its wrapping, haphazardly set next to a dozen donuts on the coffee table like no one's business. Its petals are strewn across the floor, a few in tiny piles like they were hastily swept to the side. Red and pink and dark green fill your vision.

Who gutted Cupid and tossed his organs around, holy fu-

"(Your name)?"

Startled, you crane your head to find Spencer, beautiful hair askew and his tie hanging loosely around his neck. His sleeves are pushed up to his elbows as he clutches flowers to his chest. In his other hand, he grips the colored strings of several shiny red and pink balloons in the shape of hearts and—fuck—your heart might actually float up from your chest and into your eyes.

This is your man. Your partner. Your boyfriend.

Your boyfriend panics, fumbling for a second before stuffing the balloons and trimmed flowers back into the room behind him and slamming the door shut. He turns back to you, eyes wide.

"What-what are you doing here?" Spencer stammers, wringing his hands together.

You blink at him, dumbly holding up your phone. "You-uh-you left early and didn't return my calls."

"I'm sorry. I think I left my phone at work," Probably because he left in such a rush, Spencer groans, looking anywhere but you. The petals scattered over his floor are quite pretty in this light. "And I was a bit busy."

"I'm sure you were," You gawk openly at the strings of fairy lights hung around his living room. It's a clash of aesthetics. Spencer always rocked dark academia, but despite how ugly the combination of red and pink decorations with his nature green walls and dark wood is, it leaves his apartment a little brighter, a little cozier, and you love it.

You love everything about this.

But as you take in the ugly beauty of it all, Spencer fidgets at the doorway, mistaking your awe as shock and disgust. Wiping sweaty palms on his trousers, his eyes dart around, trying to focus on something, but every place he lays his eyes on makes him cringe. He catches all the things he couldn't clean up or put away in time. No doubt you do too. All the leftover flower petals, the donuts he can’t return, candles that haven’t blown out because he has the lungs of an 8-year old asthmatic. 

Spencer can't imagine how appalled you are.

And the longer your silence stretches on, the more nervous he gets so he blurts out, "I'm so sorry, (Your Name)!"

Your brow shoots up as he begins to ramble.

"You must hate this. I'll put everything away."

"You really don't have to—" You stop him, and your heart nearly crumbles as Spencer's does when he finally meets your worried gaze. 

His eyes gleam with unshed tears. He swallows, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have—"

"Doc—"

"At least not without asking you—"

"Doctor—"

"I understand if you want to break up—" His voice cracks, as if the idea itself will destroy him (it definitely will). 

"Spencer—" His voice, wobbly and dripping with unnecessary guilt, draws you to him.

"But I want you to know that I—"

With an exasperated sigh, you grab his hand as yours finds the nape of his neck, pulling him into a soft kiss. 

For a second, Spencer doesn't respond because who kisses the person they're about to break up with? Strange, really. But then he kisses you back. His hands remain frozen, unsure of where he stands, but he tilts his head to deepen the kiss. He figures this is a new social cue he has yet to learn. And if this is the last time you kiss him, he'll treasure every second of it, take whatever you'll give him because again he's a lovefool for you. 

And when you pull back, he's too dazed he nearly misses the look you give him. Suddenly, he can’t breathe.

You look at him like he hung the stars instead of cheap fairy lights around his apartment. 

Spencer’s confused. "I-I... Wha—"

"I'm not breaking up with you," You chuckle, and you nearly burst out laughing as genuine puzzlement takes over his face. You tug him behind you, plopping yourselves on his couch. You smile, appreciating the way he organized the cushions and throw-pillows; there's now space for two people to lay down.

You take a breath. "You wanna know why I don't like Valentine’s Day?"

Spencer slouches, though his body is angled towards you so you suppose that's good. He sighs, "Because it's a capitalistic holiday that reinforces the idea of doing the bare minimum…"

He begins listing your reasons, and your eyes soften. Of course he listened and remembered even if you mentioned it offhandedly.

You nod once he finishes. "Yes but before that—and I can't believe I'm telling you this—back when I was a little kid, I didn’t get any Valentines."

Spencer's brow furrows at the newfound information. You continue, "I'd get some from my friends and stuff but that's not what Valentine's Day is about. At least not when you're a kid. When you’re a dumb kid, it’s about couples and romantic shit, and I didn't really have any of that growing up." You purse your lips and glance away, face flushed with embarrassment. It's really not that big a deal, but putting it into words makes the idea seem more intimate and personal.

It takes a moment for your words to sink in as Spencer can't believe his ears. How could you not have been showered with love and affection and presents on Valentines Day? It's like water doesn't make things wet or fire doesn't produce heat; it just doesn't make sense. Because you deserve that much and more.

"So every Valentine's Day, I lowered my expectations and eventually I stopped caring. I'd tell myself those things and I started to believe them," You bite your lip, eyes crinkling as you give Spencer a sheepish smile. "But now I have you."

At that, Spencer returns your smile, letting you take his hand. Any tears he had seem to evaporate instantly.

“So, I'm sorry that I hurt you. I stand by what I said before, Valentine’s Day sucks. But if it’s with you,” Blushing deeply, you play with Spencer's hand, large and veins defined compared to yours, shrugging, “I guess it’s not so bad.”

Spencer’s smile broadens, and he intertwines your fingers together. "So what you’re saying is, you don’t hate this?” He looks around his living room.

You shake your head, unable to stop the grin crossing your lips. “No. In fact, very much the opposite. Honestly, thank you for this, it’s beautiful. I have no words.” You breathe it all in; the candles, the flowers, the— Your nose wrinkles and you snort, “Did you burn something?”

Bashfully looking down, he scratches his chin. “I-uh-tried to make your favorite dishes. Though, I was hoping the candles and flowers would mask it.”

You giggle and pull him into you, snuggling into his side. “That’s okay. I’d much rather have you anyway.”

With Spencer a blushing, stuttering mess in your arms, head resting on your chest, you press a kiss to his hair and conclude; yeah, you don’t like Valentine’s Day. 

But you sure as hell love Spencer more.

—

AN:  FtH status: finished - 7/5. yes 7.

I realize this was not what anon requested but oh well i wrote this at 2 am 

I’m not that anti v day but i stand by the capitalistic aspect.

yes this takes place after For the Holidays.

also included luke bc hes my bro and i honestly think he deserves so much more than what the show gave also garvez ftw

happy post valentine’s day!!

Song: Lovefool by The Cardigans

#spencer reid x reader #mgg x reader #matthew gray gubler x reader #criminal minds x reader #spencer reid imagine #spencer reid x y/n #spencer reid fanfiction #spencer reid #mgg imagine #mgg fic #mgg x y/n #mgg fanfiction #mgg #matthew gray gubler x oc #matthew gray gubler imagine #criminal minds x y/n #criminal minds x oc #criminal minds

[pinkjeanist]

“daydream.” || hizashi yamada

     ⇥     You wore heels on the wrong day, and your legs pay the price. Luckily, Hizashi is there to help. [1.6k words]

a/n: i hate feet. i hate feet SO much. this fic SUCKS because every time i had to write the word “feet” i CRINGED. i would NEVER let hizashi or anyone else touch my feet. my feet dont exist. i hate them so much im denying their existence. [navigation]

You so desperately wished you could walk in someone else’s shoes. These heels were killing you. 

It was a teacher’s development day, which meant you had to dress up, and you felt strange in anything other than heels when you wore a pencil skirt. But what Nezu had failed to tell you in his little email was that the meetings would go on for six hours. Of course, you got to sit at the meetings, but between them, you’d have to walk from building to building, and up and down stairs to get to the rooms you were assigned to. You’d worn a tall pair of heels expecting to have three meetings at most. Now, your legs were practically about to fall off.

You passed Yamada a few times during passing, in which he pointed out your struggling on the very first occurrence. 

“Yo, Miss Y/l/n! What’s going on?” You quickly checked your watch to see how much time you had, and decidedly stopped as he approached. You would have been overwhelmed by the feeling in your chest if the feeling in your feet wasn’t nearly cut-off from agony (okay, maybe that was a bit of a stretch). 

“Oh, it’s just these heels…” You replied, letting him take your elbow as he often did. His brow furrowed in concern over his glasses. “Nezu didn’t tell me how long the day was going to be, and I decided to wear these, and now I kind of regret it.” 

“Yeouch! I’d give you my shoes if I could, but I don’t think those heels would fit me! Not that I mind wearing heels, though.” 

“I know,” You smiled, looking down at your feet though not so much from the pain, now. “I appreciate the sentiment. It means a lot.”

His hand moved to gently squeeze your shoulder. “Don’t get too down about it, Y/l/n! It hurts now, but you’ll be off your feet soon enough! I’ll see you back at the dorms later, okay?”

You nodded, and his hand moved quickly to pat your head before letting go of your elbow. “I’ll see you later, Yamada.” 

You parted ways, and you tried not to reminisce on how his hand felt on your elbow and head as you near-stumbled to your next meeting. When he passed you twice in the hall after that, he asked if your feet were hurting any worse, and when you said yes, he gave you enough kind encouragement to not just take off your shoes and walk to the next meeting barefoot. He hugged you both of those times, and you tried not to hold him as tight as you wanted, even though his arms pulled you close like a two-armed octopus. He’s wearing a different cologne today, you thought to yourself as you continued to your last meeting. 

When you finally made it back to the dorms, you collapsed on the couch with your heels tossed to the side (you didn’t even want to look at them), still in your dress clothes. Your feet hurt too much to go up to your rooms and change. 

You said hi to the other teachers as they trudged in wearily after you, just as drained from the training that they knew wasn’t going to help anyone (you were only heroes, after all). You could tell Ectoplasm was near his limit with his prosthetics. Eraserhead looked like a dead man walking. But Yamada seemed more than happy as he came through the door, spotting you and rushing immediately over.

“Heya, Y/l/n! Feeling any better?”

“Oh Yamada. My feet are gonna hurt forever,” You cried with a grin. He came to sit on the floor next to the couch, by your head. “I’ve been laying here for five minutes and they’re still practically numb. This is it. This is how I die.” 

“Aw, don’t talk like that! Who’s gonna jam with me to my mixtapes when you’re gone?” Your face heated up when his hand moved back to the top of your head. However, this time it stayed, and he started to almost play with it. You had to look away from him to keep your heart from imploding. 

“That’s true. You do have pretty good mixtapes. They’d be perfect if you put Africa by Toto on all of them,” You smiled, thinking back to the countless arguments you’d had with him over the song. 

He groaned dramatically. “It only fits on the classic rock mixtape! Do you really think it belongs on my screamo one? Or my jazzhop one? Or the Carly Rae Jepsen-and-Gaga mix?”

“Africa by Toto is a timeless classic that fits any and all situations. A day at your mom’s house. Your cocktail party. Your wedding. Your funeral. Your goldfish’s funeral. It’ll fit right in with Asking Alexandria on your screamo mixtape, I swear.” 

“I’ll take your word for it, but I’m still not adding Africa to any other mixtapes.” 

You frowned, trying not to smile. “Please-”

“No.”

“Pretty please-?” 

“No!” He giggled, standing to his feet. His hand lingered for a second on the top of your head. 

“You’re leaving?” You asked, your frown not very fake, this time. 

“Well, I was gonna go grab some lotion to rub your feet for you, but if you want me to go-”

Your hand shot out to take a gentle hold of his wrist. “No- I mean, uhm.” You cleared your throat. “I mean, you don’t have to rub my feet. I’ll be fine.” 

“Do you not want your feet rubbed? Is that what you’re telling me?”

“Well, it’d be nice, but-”

“Then I’m gonna go grab my lotion. I’ll be right back, hon!” He sped off before you could protest any further. You sighed as your head hit the arm of the couch. Looking into the kitchen across from the living area, Kayama eyed you with a smirk as she made herself a sandwich. You flipped her off. She was the only person you’d told about your little thing for Yamada, which was probably a mistake, since she’d been talking about you around Yamada fairly often every chance she got-

Wait a goddamn minute. Yamada called you hon.

Your face heated up almost immediately at the thought. He gave everyone nicknames (except you), usually based on their quirk or their hero name or something like that, but he never called anyone hon. Not honey, not darling, not sweetie, not any of that. Hell, the most he would call Eraserhead was ‘Zawa, and they’d known each other since their schooling days. You’d only ever called each other by your last names, sometimes a similar abbreviation of them, but you’d never dared to go further.

It couldn’t mean anything, you told yourself. It was just a slip of the tongue-

“I’m back, sugar! You ready?” You choked at his voice. Uh. Not a slip of the tongue, then?? “Alright, I’m gonna touch your feet, now. Is that okay?”

“Uhm. Yes.” You coughed. “But you really don’t have to, I mean it- ugh…” 

You fell short of words as he put his hands on your right foot, kneading into the sole. The deep ache was still there, but it felt a whole world better than it had just a split second ago, and your senses were only heightened by it being him touching you, caring for you.

“Is this alright?” He asked, and if your eyes weren’t closed, you’d probably see that shit-eating grin he always wore when he teased you, even if his voice was gentle and warm at the moment. You melted into the couch.

“You could say that, yeah…” He hummed in reply. You could feel him moving to sit on the opposite arm of the couch, putting your foot in his lap as he worked. After a while, you let yourself sigh and feed into it. The lesser part of you imagined for a second that he was your partner and doing this because he loved you, not just because he wanted to. You usually whisked away thoughts like those almost as a reflex when you were around him, but for once, you let yourself bask in it.

After a while, Yamada set your feet down on the cushions and moved to your side. You didn’t realize he was done until you felt him kneel by your head. “Does that feel any better?”

You opened your eyes, glancing briefly at him before moving your feet. There was still an ache that would only pass with time, but…”It feels amazing. Thank you.” 

You tried to stand, but once you were on your feet, you nearly toppled over at the strange feeling that came from the foot rub. He was quick to catch you, and kept an arm wrapped around your waist as he led you to the stairs, even after you’d regained your bearings. “Just take it easy tonight, okay? And maybe ditch those heels. I think they’re causing more pain than they’re worth.” 

A heaviness came over your chest as you tried to turn back to the living room. “Oh, my heels-” 

“I’ll bring them up later. You just need to lay down, hon.” 

You let yourself lean into him as he led you up to your room and into your bed, sitting at the edge for a moment to put his hand on your cheek. You swallowed, but didn’t shy away. “I’ll go get your heels. But really, you should ditch those shoes. I mean, they look really good on you, but so do those black boots you wore last week.” 

The familiar heat returned to your face. “Well, uhm, I can’t really wear those to meetings…”

“I’m sure you’d look gorgeous in flats, then. Or any other shoes. You’re just gorgeous.,” He smiled, then standing as if he hadn’t just said something you’d only dreamed about ever since meeting him. “I’ll go get those heels, hon.” 

You blinked as the door shut behind him. Okay, maybe you’d allow yourself one more domestic fantasy with Yamada while you waited for him to come back. 

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[overly-ironed-waffle]

alright so my husband woke me up the other week saying he felt like he might be getting sick, so I should start taking my immune boosting stuff just to be safe (cause I have a much weaker immune system)

then my youngest daughter went to bed with a cough around thanksgiving. woke up the next morning with a really bad phlegmy cough.

my oldest has been mildly congested but not too bad.

i started to feel sick around, idk, 11/29? maybe? it was just a few days after my youngest. it came on pretttttyy quick once it started to set in. 

two days ago i was in bed delirious, fever, just death. awful headcold. chest was meh but wasnt bad.

yesterday, head started to feel better, mild headache tho. but my chest was beginning to feel worse. every time i would move, i felt like i was gonna pass out. i kept crying cause i hated how my lungs felt (and then trying not to cry cause it obv made it so much worse)

today, my head feels totally fine but my lungs are still awful. if i don’t move, i think i feel okay. but as soon as i change position or get up to pee, i’m like “oh god what happened to being capable of breathing???” (i have weak lungs anyways, so being out of breath is not new for me but it’s not usually this bad.)

anyways, idk. i really don’t think i have covid, esp cause how weak my lungs and immune system are i have a feeling it would be REAL BAD for me if i did, kinda like when i had the flu for over a month and a half earlier this year.

buuuuuut i still have a test scheduled early next week, cause im supposed to start work soon and i figured it would be better safe than sorry, right?

idk. i feel like maybe im overreacting by scheduling one? i keep trying to tell myself its not that bad, but then i cant even get enough energy behind a breath to really talk, let alone scold my kids if they are misbehaving. i even haven’t had the strength or energy to be able to hold my senior (14+y/o) cat down to give him his antibiotics. so like, maybe it is kinda bad? but idk, it doesn’t feel like it cause my head is functional, i’m not feverish anymore (my temp is a LITTLE elevated; normally is around 97, and currently is at 98; so I feel warm but it’s prob fine), I can still taste which is a good sign (my sense of smell sucks anyways, so i can’t say much on that point), and my stomach is always fucked up, so it’s hard to say if any GI symptoms are related or not. its really just my lungs at the moment thats kinda like... blegh. and i have an occasional cough since my lungs feel thick/heavy.

also im super pissed cause somehow my test that i originally scheduled for monday, IN TOWN, got cancelled??? and luckily i went to check cause I forgot what time it was supposed to be, cause otherwise i wouldn’t have noticed. so i had to reschedule, but they didn’t have anymore on monday OR in town, so I had to schedule one for tuesday out of town. the idea of driving is so daunting rn, i dont even have the strength/energy to drive to the store across the street 😩

anyone who’s gotten tested, what should i expect? i can’t imagine it to be any worse than strep testing.

send tea & GF banana nut muffins pls.

#overly ironed waffle #sick #chronically sick #covid test #covid #head cold #personal #stressed #stressy and depressy #i need sleep #nervous #uncomfortable #questions #story #i know i type out long things and over explain #im so sorry

[xserpentlife]

50 questions tag !

Tagged by no one but I saw @romanticgumchewer do it and thought it was cool so

1.) What color is your hairbrush?

so like i have bout 5 probably but now i only use one in the shower ad its this turqiouse bue color cause ya’ll if you got frizz or curls dont brush ya hair really at all just use ya fingers but also do it with conditioner and in the shower

2.) Name a food you never eat

freaking seafood eh blegh

3.) Are you usually too warm or too cold?

warm. all. the. time.

4.) What were you doing 45 minutes ago?

uhm swimming... no dinner and smelling disgusting seafood that made me wanna barf cause thsts whst my aunt/uncle and grandparents were making for dinner

5.) What’s your favorite candy bar?

oo idk uhm crunch noooo a flake bar they are from europe no like ireland i think so fucking good lemme tell you

6.) Have you ever been to a professional sports game?

yeah. Eagles, flyers, and phillies, and the reading phillies if you count them, oh and the 76ers and some college gsmes i think that is it

7.) What’s the last thing you said out loud?

nope i don’t want a smore

8.) What’s your favorite ice cream?

yall i got so many lemme get you on this shit. okay so ben and jerrys we talkin then its gottabe phish phood oj shit, but like all in al my fav is black raspberry tbh but also like i do keto so i do love me some coffee ice cream cause i can usually find that in “keto” ones. i like keto enlightened ice cream bars they are decent and low carb

9.) What was the last thing you had to drink?

crystal light or it may have been turkey hill diet green tea

10.) Do you like your wallet?

i mean yeah its a black michael kors it does it purpose lol, mostly i like it cause it has a lot of space for cards which like all my gift cards go there the only thing i don’t like is that the bitch gets hela heavy when coins get in it like jesus

11.) What’s the last thing you ate?

ham and cheese roll ups for diner cause they had fuckin seafood lol boutta be carots, but also wasn’t that hungry lol

12.) Did you buy any new clothes last weekend?

nope!

13.) What’s the last sporting event you watched?

i believe that it was UFC

14.) What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?

butter or white cheddar

15.) Who’s the last person you sent a text to?

my best friends so my friend from vegas and @wayward-river

16.) Ever go camping?

yep!

17.) Do you take vitamins?

i take a probiotic

18.) Do you go to church every Sunday?

nope

19.) Do you have a tan?

yupppp

20.) Do you prefer Chinese or pizza?

oooo uhm depends on what type of piza but ima say pizza... i have a cheese addiction

21.) Do you drink soda through a straw?

i don’t drink soda anymore

22.) What color socks do you usually wear?

vans socks in literally any color usually not black i try to get colored ones cause if i get the black i can never tell te old from the new unless they are like streched out or somethin

23.) Do you ever drive above the speed limit?

uhm yes lol. its my downfall but also like either go the speed limit or go 5 miles over do not go under becuase that is just not an option

24.) What terrifies you?

many things.

25.) Look to your left, what to you see?

flowers

26.) What chore do you hate the most?

vacuuming the sound drives me nuts. or no putting away laundry like hanging it up idk why i hate it but i do lik ill wash shit and fold it but actuly putting it way drives me nuts

27.) What do you think when you hear an Australian accent?

uhm hiiii but also adelaide idk why

28.) What’s your favorite soda?

dont drink it i drink ice drinks instead or the safeway brand sparkling water

29.) Do you go in fast food or in the drive through?

drive through

30.) What’s your favorite number?

24

31.) Who’s the last person you talked to?

in person? my little cousin

32.) Favorite cut of beef?

chicken just so many things can be done. chicken parm, grilled chicken, bbq chicken need i go on

33.) Last song you listened to?

welp i checked spotfy we were at the pool and it was me and my little cousin i was playing ehr playlist so it was did i mention from descendants hahah

34.) Last book you read?

oh god uhm i have no idea 

35.) Can you say the alphabet backwards?

no unless i go throguh the whole thing letter...... by.... letter

36.) Favorite day of the week?

thursday

37.) How do you like your coffee?

Iced with heavy cream i prefer cold brew or espresso tho, but usually cold brew

38.) Favorite pair of shoes?

Vans

39.) Time you normally wake up?

10- 10:30 sometimes 9

40.) Sunrise or sunsets?

sunsets

41.) How many blankets on your bed?

usually just my comforter sometimes my comforter and one or two otehrs dring the winter cause i like to be cold and keep my window open i keep my bedroom door closed and the heat in my room off

42.) Describe your kitchen plates?

i live with my aprents im still in college but when im at school rndoms hit that is cheap 

43.) Describe your kitchen at the moment?

tiny dorm kitchen or it will be first on campus apartment that looks like an insane asylum checkkkkkkk

44.) Do you have a favorite alcoholic drink?

i mean its not legal to sayyyyy

45.) Do you play cards?

yes omggggg my grandma s from the south i grew up on card games 500 rummy, oh hell too, i played poker with my grandpa to and 21

46.) What color is your car?

dark blue... kiki

47.) Can you change a tire?

yeppp!

48.) Your favorite state, province, country, etc.?

uhm idk i live in pennsylvania but I wouldn’t say i have a favorite state at least not yet

49.) Favorite job you’ve had?

I worked at this axe throwing place and honestly it was my favorite job i had. I was an axe master I basicaly taght people how to throw axes and like led mini games for hour long sessions it was hella fun, but my college scheldue and doctors appt got in the way so i got let go but it was fun while it lasted. or my own business i do photography on the side so that is also amazing and i absolutely love it and ned to do more of it.

50.) How did you get your biggest scar?

oh god i don’t even know.. i have huge scards from my chronic skin condition so either that orrrr maybe the scar on my leg it is not that big though like size of a nickel where a kick stand went into my leg, a lot of my scars are smaller or like blend into my skin fairly ell cause of my other scars or honestly i forget about them cause. i hae so many so i realy am not sure.

i tag @wayward-river @the-gargoyle-queen @whenallsaidanddone @riverdalebingo @theangriestpea @southsidevixen-blog

[huntsman-ash]

RWBY V7E3 LiveWatch

And here we go again. New week, new episode. Things are starting to look interesting, lets see where this goes.

Right off the bat; Elm is basically how I imagined my character Olivia Drabe looking, with Olivia having far darker skin but about the same height and body-build. Everyone seems to like her. 

Ohhh. Dropship formation. Remnant equivilent of Fortunate Son plays in the background.

Clovers giving an ACTUAL TACTICAL BRIEFING. Or, at least, as much of one as a Huntsman can. So thats pretty cool. Least they got that right.

Alright lets see what this here floating info sign says.  Looks like a Huntsmen network report, the place people get jobs from.  Ahh, Petra Gigas...thats a Giest Grimm, something using rubble. RNJR fought one in Vol 4. 

Seems their target is named SDC Mine No 2. So...must be one of the bigger mines (if numbered by size) or oldest (if numbered by age)

Multiple Huntsmen posts in the area, I guess they have some kind of permanent defense positions SOMEWHERE in there...and its south of a place called Aurora Pass.

The active operatives screen is pretty cool, it shows all the people involved. I wish I could get a better fucking view of it though...

Wait, how big is this airship?! It looks like they’re inside a fucking BUILDING.  Also why the fuck is Jaune at the command table? Guess its the whole “leader” thing.

Ohhhhh. Okay the airships are just there for show. They’re not actually on them. Hence why everyones there and seeing Piedro.  Huh. 

Oh and we see Atlas Military Huntsmen (not Ace Operatives). They...look like Commisars. NICE HATS YES. Also we see their guns working against Grimm! HEYYY! Also those must be the Huntsmen mentioned in the Huntsmen Posts

Odd, the screen said the Geist wounded Huntsmen, but then Clover says it took lives. Maybe he means someone else. 

Ohhh, UPGRADE TIIMMMMEEE. Fucking NORA. I wonder if that combat footage Peitro saw from the Festival was captured by Penny...

Lots of indications of changing characters...and damn, Peitro made Ruby an ENTIRELY NEW UNIFORM.  Thats pretty awesome honestly. 

Ohhh okay I see how this is. They’re time-jumping. The briefing happened BEFORE they got their weapons, then they got their weapons, and now they’re deploying by fireteam to the mine. By...leaping out of the airship and landing.  Never change, Hunters. Never change. 

Oh, and they sent Hare and Marrow with them too! YES my two favorite Ops (so far).  First look at Marrow’s weapon. Its not a railgun like I thought it was. Looks like he can throw it.

Hare seems to have some kind of mechanical...shoes? Legs? On her back. Maybe its some kind of acceleration system. 

Elm is literally Olivia. I swear to god. 

Jaune is the only person in this entire fucking show with a REASONABLE landing strategy.  Even if he doesnt seem to really get how to do it right. Oh well. 

QROW GOT AN UPGRADE TOO. HE LOOKS SO FLASHY.  Also...Clover and Qrow deploying together. Thats COMPLETELY intentional. They’ll cancel each other out. 

Ayyy he said LZ! Watch as the ENTIRE FUCKING FANDOM misses that...

Bumblebee moment. Blegh. Dont care. MOVING ON.

Marrow and Hare, now THAT is a ship I can get behind. 

That is the thickest, least fluffy snow I have ever seen in my life. It moves like slush. 

“Without heating or a protective aura, the cold of Solitas can kill you in hours.” THE COLD DOES NOT CARE. THE COLD ENDURES. CALLED IT

Also I do not care about your LOOK, guys, for the love of god dont leave shit exposed like that. Yang your gonna get frostbite on your titties. 

Also Blakes jacket is literally busted and held together with belts. I HATE THE NONSENICAL CLOTHING CHOICES OF THIS SHOW SOMETIMES

Also better possible romance; Clover and Qrow. I approve.  Also the tunnel their in glows yellow and red. Raw dust?

Jaune literally just went backwards like 6 seasons somehow. That being said Nora, do focus on the mission and NOT RENS ASS

Accident...ohhh thats what this is, isnt it. This is the mine Ilia’s parents got mulched in I bet.  That doesnt look like a normal cavein to me though. Thats an asset denial charge.

Little bit of Monochrome love too. 

Besides the obvious SDC crate, theres a container that says Mantle Shipping. 

Okay that jumpscare actually kinda got me.

HOLY SHIT HARE HAS AN EXOSUIT!

Hey, Serapeeds. AND WEISS USING HER SWORD AS A SWORD! Actually a lot of Solitas Grimm seem to be really easy to take down...I wonder if the cold makes them weaker. 

New ordinance for Yang; Impact-implanted explosives.  Crescent Rose can spin its head now. Marrows weapon is a rifle of some kind but it turns into a boomerang. A bladed boomerang. Not bad.

And his semblance is making thing...pause? Slowing time, maybe? That was pretty fucking cool. 

Jaune’s shield now has external hardlight barriers, ala the Hardlight Shield from Halo 4.  Ren can now launch his pistol’s spikes as weapons on wires. 

Vine-guy seems he can use his aura to make like...extendo arms or something. 

Elm smiling and thumbsuping Ren. HA

Annnnnnnnnnndddd Hare moves Fast. Im not even surprised. Ruby suddenly has wet panties

Clover’s weapon is a fucking fishing rod. That is both cool and also kind of silly.

Yep. Called it. Clover and Qrow; the only people who can work together without killing each other.

Multiple Dust types active in one area. Interesting.

Now that is how you operate as a fireteam!

Okay I take it back, it looks like Elms semblance is she can root herself in place. HA. Clever. I think Specialist Cross would like a chat with her. 

Harriet: (Launches skyward and uppercuts a Giest in the face) Me: Welp there go my pants. 

Wonder what purplse dust is. Gravity maybe? I thought it was black. 

Atlas Control. Ahhh, the military terminology. I love it.

Fuckin Tyrian. “Do you have a moment to talk about our lord and savior Salem?”

Speaking of him is he just randomly killing people for NO REASON because he can or.

#livewatch

[isa-ghost]

We're always here for you! Maybe this rough night will be drowned out by a better morning tomorrow. Anything we can do in the meantime?

I dunno. Long story--

Blegh I vented under the cut...

Basically one of my cats has renal failure, which my mom has had two cats that lived plenty long with it before, but I get extremely paranoid about my cats when they’re the slightest bit unwell in general bc I lost a cat like a decade ago to the same thing and thinking about it still puts me in tears sometimes so having another cat with it is not going over well, especially with the eh day I’ve already had.

She’s getting treatment for it and I’m sure she’ll be okay, but she’s just trying to rest right now and my other cat is being extremely pissy with her if they get too close to each other, hissing and growling at her for no reason. Idk if its cause she smells like the vet/other animals or what but its upsetting me even more and making me hesitant to go to bed (its almost 1am,,,) in case they fight or smth. So I keep breaking down on and off about it since I got home from being out with friends about 2 hours ago, and the one who’s getting pissy on and off keeps coming over to comfort me but she’s still being aggressive.

All of it is making me anxious and just,,,, I dont want to be alone right now but everyone in the house is in bed now and ugh,, I’ve got those involuntary trembles/teeth chatters you get when you’re upset and I just hate everything about it. It’s not even as bad as it seems, but its stacking on top of stress i’ve already been under lately and adulting has just,, destroyed my ability to handle so much stress.

Even looking at the cat who’s sick rn is making me want to cry, and the trembles from being upset just make me more anxious.

[trashforleo]

DGSHAKDJHSJAJS! OKAY FIRSTLY that all sounds stressful as fuck! Especially having to stand in that God forsaken heat! WITHOUT coverage! Only to go to some place for 5 minutes then have to go back out in it! Is the job network mandatory for all Australians? But hey! At least you go sushi from kind sushi people!! Do you think they'll grant you the suspension?? And my day was good! I was in classes but had fun!

It is really! Especially if I have to pull off a nice facade so I don’t ruin anyone day with the fact I literally want to tear them for making me go, because it’s hot(it’s literally about 30 atm and its f*cking almost 6:30am) and I hate being in public! Blegh! The company I use closest setup is an hour bus ride from me, in good traffic, I spend almost four hours waiting for buses and on the buses to and from, for a five minute appointment? Nuh AH I DONT THINK SO!

No, it’s not really, if you have no problem with finding jobs, you don’t have to go, Job Network is connected to Centrelink which is some government cooperation, they give money to people unable to work or looking/having trouble looking for work and need the cash while they search, basically, so single Mums/Dads, Refuge, Immigrant, Students, Disabled(which is classed as ranging from Physical to psychological) Elderly(Pension) and so on, basically if you’re unable to work, you got Centrelink, do a bunch of boring shit, bleh bleh, they go ‘okay, we’ll give you this amount fortnight as long as you attend your job network appointments’. Which gets you to the Jobshitnetwork, depending on the company you go to, some just make sure you do your job searching, will recommend you places, some will even help with getting you into TAFE courses that will look pretty on your resume, some will even be extra kind that they actually offer to help you with the whole job searching stuff, it is basically a system that helps you find work while they give you money to live on until you can make your own. They are ways to fool the system, unfortunately, a lot of pretty shitty people take advantage of it, faking illnesses and injuries to fool them into thinking you can’t work but they still need to give them money so they don’t die on the streets. It sucks and makes all of us that use it look like bad people, it isn’t uncommon for if you mention getting Centrelink money, they’ll probably assume pretty shit of you. :/

I should get the suspension, cross my f*cking fingers I do! I really need it, I can’t work! I’m in a very horrible head space currently and it’s being going over pretty nasty since I was a young child, as much as I hate the fact I’m living off my mother and government hand outs, I really can’t. It sucks. The basic stuff for me to get it is that I need to go see a psychologist, they go basically ‘yeah she really can’t work, I’ll see her as regularly as i can until I see that she is in a healthy mind set’ and if by three months I don’t seem better, I just ask for three more, that over until I am in the right frame to work like a ‘functioning’ adult, so while I get better to my best ability, I still get the money I need for bills and rent, I just don’t have to attend appointments or jobsearch. So hopefully! Yes! I better!>.

At least one of us had a good day! XD How are you??? We’ve mainly talked about me, I feel like I rambled too muchXDXDXD

#bangstermoon #sorry if i rambled but wasnt much a short way explain centrelink and jobnetworkXD #the sushi was good though until there was a bone in my chicken roll!!!!! #ask #reallly how are you?????? #its always a suprise when I see someones sent me a message or ask! #you're the only one who has so far>.< #thanks for them they made my day to see your asks and messages!>.< #im always to shy to message or send nonanon asks or even reply to people im a nervious wrecknnwondendsndklweawdss #not kpop #besides a few anons