hell-is-a-teenage-girll

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

disabled studs, mascs, and butches are incredibly valid and deserve love

(Y’all are also hot asf)

#Yes you are #Much love to you all #From a disabled femme ❤️

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

wdym mutual masturbation isn’t when you jerk off to your tumblr mutuals…?

#I'm sorry but this made me giggle 😂

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

TOOLbelt (2022) by Martha Summers

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

I will answer to it properly tomorrow (well technically today) 😅

Yes I do suffer from insomnia/painsomnia that’s why I am always up at night! 😂 Ngl when I figured myself that you were the same I was like “bingo another person who is like me!” 🫣

And also same for me. Well, I’m your person to talk to from now on 😉🩵

Hahaha yes, I love it!

Painsomnia buddy's 😎

Like my social side also always comes up at night but then everyone is gone 😂

So it's like... What do I do 😂

So this is great 💙💙💙

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

I do know. I don’t question your gratefulness don’t worry 😊 I’m sure you are x

Not too long then. We can always meet up next time and do something that we will be able to do without triggering our pain too much. 😉

Travelling can be difficult and exhausting so I understand. Hopefully you are going to have a lot of fun in August 😉🩵 You deserve to be yourself and please don’t ever hate your body because it is not your fault. You never chose to have pain and as I said pain will never define who you are! It wont make u any less special. So, please.. please, know that no matter how bad pain can make you feel don’t hate your body for it.

After all look how strong and beautiful it is. It carries pain every single day and it keeps battling something that hurts 24/7 and yet it keeps you alive. But again, your feelings are valid and I totally understand your side. 🩵

Yes it would be super nice to meet up! So if you ever end up in Belgium hit me up aswell haha

And yeah I think more often I feel betrayed by my body. If that makes sense.

It just feels like it doesn't belong to me, I'm stuck in a body that can't do alot of things and is in pain, but I want to do things! And I bet it's the same for you. It's like our body doesn't always belong to ourselves. Which is weird. And sometimes it just hits you. And I just know you will fully understand this

I hope you are not in to much pain today btw! Well tonight by now 🥲 is it fair to say you also suffer from insomnia/painsomnia? Since you also mainly respond at night haha

Which is nice cause it makes me feel less alone. I normally have no one to speak to so 💙

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

No need to have words. I wrote it to lift you up not because I expect you to say anything in return 🤗

How you feeling now? 🩵

It is far from me and sadly no I’m not going to the bludfest. How long will you be staying in the uk? x

That is so sweet. I appreciate that alot

I'm always worried that I don't seem grateful enough. But when I'm really touched words don't seem to explain what I feel you know?

And aww it would have been so cool to meet there!

I'm only staying from the 10th of August til the 12th.

But most likely I will be back in the UK at other times, for my favorite singer, concerts are the one thing that I can kinda release my emotions of sadness and anger about my body and forget for a bit who I am on my bad days.

I actually would like to see more from the UK, I often see such beautiful video's of places there, but the traveling always seems super difficult.

I like to travel and see places, specially cute little towns or nature!

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Hey Miley it’s okay to not be okay. It’s okay to question your life and it’s okay to wonder if this is ur life forever! Your feelings and emotions are valid! You are valid, your thoughts are valid! But know that you are hella of a brave fighter because the battles you have to fight every single day aren’t easy!

And guess what? You made it! You made it through another day, you made it thru your dark thoughts and I’m so freaking proud of you honey!

I know pain ain’t easy, I know thoughts aren’t making it any easy for us but I also know and can see how brave and strong you are even if it doesn’t feel like it right now. I know it hurts and I know how hard it is but I promise you are not alone and it will pass just for a while. I truly only want the best for you, an okay day.. a day when pain is not being a bitch and let’s u rest for a bit.

Just know you are important, loved, cared about and this pain and everything that comes with it doesn’t define you or make u any less of a great person! Sending you a virtual 🤗 to make you feel better 🩵

You are?? For vacation or? We should meet up 🫣

This truly touches me and means the world to me

Thank you so much..

I'm a bit out of words, but this is really nice.

The fact that you took time to write all this means alot and makes me emotional and thank you for that 💙

I'm going to Bludfest here:

I don't know if that's far from you. Or perhaps you're going too, would be a great coincidence!

Last summer I went to the eden project in Cornwall. It was so pretty there! But hard to get to damn haha

Again, thank you, you are truly lovely 💙💙

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

The Cat Lady

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Disabled people should be allowed to exist in public. Yes, I mean all disabled people.

That includes people with tic disorders.

That includes people who smell ‘bad’.

That includes people who can’t help being loud.

That includes people who move ‘strangely’.

That includes people with bulky mobility aids.

That includes people who drool.

That includes people who struggle with incontinence.

We all should get to exist, however that looks, and go out in public, use public transport, do activities outside our homes. And we should be allowed to do those things without being glared at or having ableist things said to us.

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

guys please, I cannot answer all 0 messages

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Good morning, I’m sorry I’ve gone quiet I had quite a few bad days.

How are u? How is your pain? I hope you are doing okay!

Also Belgium? That’s pretty cool! x

That's alright!

I'm having a rather bad evening. Idk I all of a sudden have a '' is this my life forever '' moment again and I hate it. I feel bad.

I just got to hold on. But I'm sad and it's hard.

Also I'm gonna be in the UK in August btw! Just thought to tell you ❤️

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

“Grief, I’ve learned, is really just love. It’s all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.”

― Jamie Anderson

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Then.. How was it meant?

'' I hope she's bad at sex, a pillow princess''

I can't see how this is meant in a good way but OK.

Why is there literally a song being made about how they wish a pillow princess on their ex?

Why are we being used as an insult?

I'm 30 and until about 4 to 5 years ago I thought I was a broken lesbian because of things like this.

There is nothing wrong with stone identities or pillow princesses.

I see people asking '' is it bad'' or if they are bad, and some people just answering yes. Like??? I just know some are gonna feel wrong, just like I did. Just like others do or did.

Sid Dorey, you should be ashamed of yourself. (they are on tiktok with this song, I'm not putting a link as I refuse to promote them on my tumblr but it's awful.)

How can you claim to be a part of our community and ridicule us in such a VILE way.

I hope many of us stand up to this and show how wrong this is because I legit feel like crying. This internal little part of shame I will always carry just got hurt all over again.

But we ARE valid. We DO belong. We are NOT wrong.

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Thank you for this text!

I like when people can give such interesting and well explained answers, so I appreciate this alot! I liked reading it

And I agree a 100%

Thank you for the support, really lovely ❤️

Why is there literally a song being made about how they wish a pillow princess on their ex?

Why are we being used as an insult?

I'm 30 and until about 4 to 5 years ago I thought I was a broken lesbian because of things like this.

There is nothing wrong with stone identities or pillow princesses.

I see people asking '' is it bad'' or if they are bad, and some people just answering yes. Like??? I just know some are gonna feel wrong, just like I did. Just like others do or did.

Sid Dorey, you should be ashamed of yourself. (they are on tiktok with this song, I'm not putting a link as I refuse to promote them on my tumblr but it's awful.)

How can you claim to be a part of our community and ridicule us in such a VILE way.

I hope many of us stand up to this and show how wrong this is because I legit feel like crying. This internal little part of shame I will always carry just got hurt all over again.

But we ARE valid. We DO belong. We are NOT wrong.

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

I think for me it's more of a feeling that I wanna show other people like me who felt like me that they truly aren't wrong.

I also found out through tumblr by accident actually that people like me existed and were accepted. And I remember I cried when I found that out, like a release from years and years of feeling.. Wrong because everywhere you were told by other lesbians '' are you sure you are into women? "." if you can't do this and this, how can you be gay"

And I feel like paying it forward you know? Just incase someone by accident like me sees this and also finds peace. So I felt I needed to speak up.

Just like how you identify btw, you are also absolutely valid, I just wanted to let you know ❤️

Why is there literally a song being made about how they wish a pillow princess on their ex?

Why are we being used as an insult?

I'm 30 and until about 4 to 5 years ago I thought I was a broken lesbian because of things like this.

There is nothing wrong with stone identities or pillow princesses.

I see people asking '' is it bad'' or if they are bad, and some people just answering yes. Like??? I just know some are gonna feel wrong, just like I did. Just like others do or did.

Sid Dorey, you should be ashamed of yourself. (they are on tiktok with this song, I'm not putting a link as I refuse to promote them on my tumblr but it's awful.)

How can you claim to be a part of our community and ridicule us in such a VILE way.

I hope many of us stand up to this and show how wrong this is because I legit feel like crying. This internal little part of shame I will always carry just got hurt all over again.

But we ARE valid. We DO belong. We are NOT wrong.