#ok im ok now

[bliss-unmuzzled]

i can't forget luke's little sprint

#ARAAGSTATAGARAFAAAAAAARAAAAA #RAAAAAGWWHAGWGAAAAAWE #star wars #dad vader #luke skywalker #THEY ARE SO CUUUUUUUUUUUTE #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ok im ok now #lego

[pitchdarkhook]

[ GUYS MY HEART CANT TAKE IT, I WOKE UP TO BLADE AM I DREAMING IS THIS REAL DID I JUST SEE MY GUY AND VISIONS OF MR. DANIEL FIGHT AND HIS RED MARKING ON HIS OTHER EYE AND THE FLAME?????????????????? OH GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I AM HAVING A MOMENT Oh MY FOODNESS IS THERE ANTYHING STOPPING THIS MAN FROM BEING AT THE Top O MYF YLIST ALSO HIS LAUGHT?? WTF WAS THAT MAN THAT LAUGH DID THINGS TO ME WOW YUH JKAFI AM IN LOVE?

ALSO HE GOES FROM A CHUCKLE AND THEN DEVELOPS INTO HEAVY GASPS OF AIR LIKE HE'S SUFFERING WHEN THE SCENERY FLIPPED INTO HIS PREVIOUS SELF BRO I AM SHOOK

THE MUSIC SCREECHING IN THE CLIMAX AND BEING CALM AT THE END TO SHOW THE CONTRAST OF HIS CHARACTER??????????????? ]

#hHElp #ok im ok now

[florenceisfalling]

and it just isnt fair, right? and that's something you hear a lot after death, it isnt anything new. except it isnt just the death that isn't fair. its its everything, its the expectations and assumptions that come with it - you say "cancer" and they hear "had it for months, went through treatment, fought the fight and didn't make it, a doctor walked out and told us the news solemn", when it was actually more like "after the agony and panic of trying to leave the house my mother fully slumped in my arms unbreathing unresponsive and hazy-eyed and i had to beg her to wake up while shoving an oxygen mask into her mouth days before she got to even have her first appointment." thats something i will never be able to walk away from. my entire life is just gonna be that moment looping in my head, and the moments that followed of begging God to save me from this before i drove into the ER and saw her corpse. and jesus fuck maybe itd be easier if i didn't have to feign personhood immediately afterwards, if i didn't have to go back to responsibilities and failed classes and put off my grief until timing was acceptable. to deal with people telling me what i should do about it or assuming she smoked and ignoring me begging them to get their house radon-tested so they wouldn't have to get their lungs drained of liter after liter of fluid - or even the person who implied i was lying about my mom, my best friend, being fucking dead, because they'd rather side with an abuser than me. it just isn't fair and i wish the world would at least bend a little for me, if not to bring her back then at least to make this a manageable level of hurt, because believe it or not help doesn't actually help when you have to file appointments and fill out paperwork and email 8 people and make meetings just to get extra accommodations

#ok im ok now

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[nonebinary-leftbeef]

DEVASTATING the lyric you've been mishearing is better than the real one

#i've been listening to icarus by bastille #and for some reason my brain fills in 'this is how it feels to take a fall' as 'this is how it feels to take off all your skin' #and like fuck man #and I KNOW that’s technically not a misheard lyric but my post my rules cope #anyway my line now #also probably phrased this poorly but its ok #im allowed to be incomprehensible #as a treat #and then fuckin #from we sink by of monsters and men #the original line was 'please look away dont look at me' #and i kept hearing it as 'please learn a way to look at me' #anyway #shoving this post in the queue but please be aware that i am writing it very late at night #q

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire #'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem #the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted #also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out #so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my #notifs page cleanish lol #also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3 #secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because #of investors bankrolling everything #and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest #however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point #once again. so many murder dollars #so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction #anyways . love yall 💕 #origibberish #bigger gibbers

[roppiepop]

Who’s coming to the cookout?

#bruce wayne #tim drake #damian wayne #cassandra cain #batman #red robin #dc robin #batgirl #dc comics #batfam #batfamily #roppie tries to draw #WE ARE GOING TO IGNORE that comic where bruce seems to be able to cook now #bcs this has been in my drafts for literal years lmao thats how slow i am w these #this comic is also known as ‘wordless communication: how well your family knows you’ #dont think too much abt the particulars abt any aspect of this ok 😃👍 #i had fun playing around w how i color thinngs i hope its not too messy!! #WAIT DOES THIS SAY COOK-OFF I MEANT COOKOUT!!!!!!!! #(its not a roppie piece without a typo but please OTL read that as i intended im on the ground

[girlstressed]

well i may not be the prettiest person in the room or the coolest person in the room i think im at least the third funniest

#scheduling this for a month from now im at a party rn and I’m feeling silly (Dec 19) #text #ok to rb #^

[seaquestions]

this is getting dangerous, wouldn't you say?

[ID: a black & white painting of a man smoking in a bathtub & a robot sitting on the edge of the tub, tucking the man's hair behind his ear. the man's eyes are obscured by the robot's arm. he also has his hand on one of the robot's thighs. End ID]

#illustration #robot #personal art #artists on tumblr #niksartstuffs #nyaaaaahh i finally finished this piece!!!! bet you thought you'd never see this one again huh #mmn. im hungy now i havent eaten since i woke up but its ok i got fish baking in the oven rn

[inktho]

tentacle whiskey?

#the leather jacket is based on one my dad owns. my dad had so much swag before he had kids. #chilchuck #dungeon meshi #full illust #ok bye im going to watch my bf play ff7r now

[transbeeduo]

STOP DISCOURSING MATPAT IN MY NOTES STILL

#im so fucking tired of matpat fuck you. now its tubbo pregnancy #I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MATPAT OK #pregnancy tw

[hartro-owns-my-heart-ro]

”getting thicker skin” is great in theory but I think for some people “get better at handling your thin skin” is gonna be way more helpful advice. I have strong emotional reactions to criticism and they might never go away, but i can continue to try and handle each situation maturely and that’s the important part. Sometimes irrational feelings are chronic and living with them is better than trying to beat yourself up into not having them.

#ive cried over completely minor critical discussions so many times this year that im starting to think it’ll just always be a thing #so now i wanna work on living with it #mental health #ok to reblog

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

so how about that update, huh

#this is all i have to offer rn </3 #im working on Actual Art but for now all you guys get is Half Assed Meme #eddie dear. eddie. eddie dear. Eddie Dear. EDDIE DEAR- #oh man. oh boy. oh fuck. its so over (we're so back) #scribble salad #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #eddie dear #i feel like i just walked into a disaster recovery group a week late w/ a smoothie #heely-ing in here Whats Up Fuckers #ok that was a creepy glitch #for a second every button i pressed created a new tag that said #'Who Else Is Traumatized!!!' #a little unnerving and Very on brand! one could call it WHcore... or somethn...

[favoure]

"do the opposite of what people tell you to do"

#desert duo #grian #goodtimeswithscar #secret life #mcyt #trafficblr #favourarts #ok to tag as ship #so i posted this to twitter first right #and the amount of people i have in my replies saying that they'll kill themselves is honestly Very funny #anyways im back :)) #i missed drawing these two GOD #okay life update in the tags for this piece is: something about finals season just makes you want to draw more #<- has been saying this for 4 days straight now #YAAAAAAYYYY i got another desert duo sketch cooking fellas and this one is a Bit more self indulgent if yk what i mean hehe #<- SEE U IN THE SIDEBLOG

[gayvampyr]

this might be a hot take but i actually don’t think humans were meant to know what is going on in everyone’s lives all over the world every second of the day and constantly be available for conversations or collaborations or call-ins for work and texts and phone calls and social media posts without end. i think we were supposed to just help the people around us and spend time with our family and friends and eat yummy bread and berries and relax

#‘did you know x celebrity did this thing and now they’re getting cancelled?’ no. why does that concern me #idgaf about celebrities #and like. mental exhaustion and guilt are not good or sustainable substitutions for real help and activism #sometimes it’s ok to just. unplug and worry about your own life #im not saying you should stop caring but you also shouldn’t guilt yourself to death over something you have zero control over #text post #top posts #5k #20k #30k #40k #50k #60k #70k

[xrnoodle]

after the big surprise party

#for the law man's bday #ok im gna go disappear for another 3 months now hashtag uni life #one piece #trafalgar law #heart pirates #xrdoodle