#not worth the pain

[twinflameawakening]

When someone shows the slightest interest in me, I'm like, nah, I'm chillin!!!!!!!!!!!

#personal #me #dont wanna be hurt #not worth the pain #dont trust #self care #self love

[boueibu-and-budgies]

I've been working on adding materials to each of the model's parts with uwunyaa's mmd to blender add-on.

Eevee vs Cycles

#boueibu #binan koukou chikyuu bouei bu love! #kinshiro kusatsu #my art #3d stuff #cycles took so long just for one picture #but it's worth it #i've also been playing around with the aki model's materials just for fun #the cape has glitter bc i couldn't get a velvet effect i liked so i went ''whatever. i'll just make it glittery then'' #the metal and jewels look amazing up close #however after working for so long i got the biggest headache and neck pain i've ever had #and i definitely haven't slept long enough at all the last two days #i just wanted to keep working bc these models are looking so cool... #not worth the pain

[qiinamii]

we'll do fine.

#fionna and cake spoilers #what hits me a little is how similar fionna and simon's stories are in the case of finding nuance in their lives #when both have gone through their separate but still valid pain no matter the extent it had been #and its that they met each other they get to see how it compares and they're no less worth of the peace and fun they dreamed of #even in the form of simplicity and just being normal #“i wouldn't have met THE fionna and cake” “we wouldn't have met THE simon petrikov” #it hits me harder that after the dandelion scene would've been their last time seeing each other physically #and how assuring simon sounded when fionna didn't know what to do with the literal world in her hands #tho im sure prismo isnt that much of a rule jerk lol i still drew out the revelation anyway with this tiniest addition #also the fact fionna's world is influenced by simon's thought processes and conditions so now things are a little better for both of them #fionna the human #fionna campbell #simon petrikov #qiiarts #the lil flashback of #betty grof #fionna and cake #adventure time

[thedoodlebuggo]

pirate au leo >:D and the prison dimension at a glance

had a lot of fun playing w the rendering n stuff here

separated vers

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt pirate au #that water was an absolute PAIN to render #worth it though #ignore the nonexistent physics going on here jashgdf

[deedadobee]

preschool eggs :)

#qsmp #qsmp eggs #qsmp jaiden #qsmp bobby #qsmp wilbur #qsmp tallulah #qsmp philza #qsmp chayanne #they are so… precious #worth 4 hours of work #better fucking appreciate this or my back pain would have been for nothing #NO T H H I NNVG.

[punchedlines]

"the parallels between Bruce and the robins all becoming orphans young" ok that's nice but the parallels between Bruce and Cass both having lost their innocence after being confronted with death at 8 years old. The way they both have let the grief, the guilt, the impotence haunt them ever since and transformed it into more. The way they both, though in different ways, lost their parent(s). The way that the traumatic instances (and their upbringing until then) couldn't have been more different, yet it affected them so similarly and are the pillars for their current moral code and suicidal tendencies. Can't think about them too much or I go insane

#Batman #batgirl #Bruce Wayne #Cassandra Cain #batgirl 2000 #batfam #I also think its worth noting Cass first realizes about Batmans identity while seeing that tear streaked childhood picture of him #which is so interesting because his eyes are the portion most obscured by the cowl. she'd never seen his eyes before #she really read his grief his pain his loneliness and it clicked immediately because THEY'RE BOTH THE SAME #dc comics

[nova-rpv]

his ass is not listening‼️‼️

drawing without backgroung under cut

#sth #sonic fanart #sonic the hedgehog #im trying so hard to make backgrounds #this one was a pain in the ass #and idk if it was worth it #but yk what? whatever. here you have #nov.aart

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wen ning #wei wuxian #wen qing #jiang cheng #Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile. #This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature. #But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly' #My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out. #Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth. #I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity- #-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly. #Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose. #You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok #Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards. #Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever. #To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss. #Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.

[szollibisz]

the girls are fi- oh.. oh i'm sorry, carry on gentlemen

or alternatively what if we were two butches and we wrestled 😳

#having fun with some new brushes #it pains me to say this but sometimes you should pay for things bc they're actually worth it #art #my art #lesbian artist #lesbian #butch #butch4butch #butch lesbian #butch art #lesbian art #queer #queer art #dyke #butch dyke

[pocketgalaxies]

We want to destroy my mother. (insp by @dadrielle)

#critical role #criticalroleedit #imogen temult #liliana temult #laura bailey #matthew mercer #gifs #* #*cr #cr3 #cr spoilers #angst tag #cr meta #nova shh #scheduled #3h12m c3e88 #18m c3e12 #3h17m c3e42 #3h42m c3e51 #4h20m c3e51 #1h35m c3e49 #i think this gifset might be a little bit unfair to liliana from a third party perspective but #i think it's Very Real for imogen. to feel like she reached out so many times and the loyalty there was so fucking flimsy #barely there to begin with and then gone in an instant as everything turned to red mist #thinking about how laura on 4sd a while ago said imogen is so fucking sick of it she's sick of having that hope #her reality is that her mother no longer has any loyalty to her and the pain of thinking she does isn't worth it anymore #:(((( #'help me.' 'this is for the best.' breaks my H E A R T :((((((((( #and matt's fucking Smile afterward. speaks a thousand words #thanks rj for the discord message that kicked this off!!!

[hotcinnamonsunset]

a knitting pattern you don’t want to chicken out on😉🐓

#knitting #wip #knitblr #pattern is All Cooped Up Sweater on Ravelry🐓and! the designer made a coordinating chicken blanket!! #all over colorwork is a pain but the reward is so so worth it. cam is just happy that it looks like the chicken freed itself from the coop😅 #and yes shhhhhh I know you should wait until there’s a finished object before duplicate stitching the yellow and red but I’m impatient #still not over the fact that this sweater is literal yarn chicken all the way down…

[adamant-hearts]

Hoyo’s dragons are gorgeous as always but these details took years off my life to draw 🥲

#honkai star rail #hsr fanart #hsr dan heng #dan heng #imbibitor lunae #hsr imbibitor lunae #star rail fanart #dan heng fanart #digital art #anime artstyle #husband worm’s art #worth the pain and effort tho my IL luck in game popped off

[desultory-suggestions]

I know that when you’re struggling with your disability it’s easy to tell yourself that you’re acting entitled, that you’re lazy, that none of your peers or friends or coworkers need to rest so much or need so many adjustments to get through the week. Truthfully, no they don’t need to! Because they are not you, they are not experiencing what you are. Try to quiet the comparison in your head telling you to live up to standards set for the abled. You know what you need, and a good first step in dismantling shame is reminding ourselves that we cannot be measured by anyone else.

#disability #chronic pain #chronic illness #health issues #self worth #shame #chronic illness shame #disability guilt #suggestions #positivity #self love #mental health #self care

[qiinamii]

i wouldn't have met you

#guess whats stuck in my head now #i actually havent caught onto any shows or series for several years and to follow up this one i think has been really pleasant #and painful #its been really nice to see closure for simon hes such an old man skrunkle #i dont even watch a lot of AT in the past but i do know enough to feel that pain like Man i almost forgot shows can be Worth it #fionna the human #fionna campbell #cake the cat #simon petrikov #and a tiny dash of #winter king #qiiarts #fionna and cake #adventure time

[labmousegirl]

are you disabled or suffer from other chronic conditions that often leave you bed bound? do you often feel like you’re in the “damn bitch you live like this?” meme because cleaning is too exhausting?

my protip is get yourself one of THESE bad boys and hang it by your bed

it’s an over the door shoe rack and the pockets are perfect for holding a lot of household objects.

you can use the pockets to store trash, snacks, meds, and water bottles. if you worry about hygiene, you can also keep some for dry shampoo, deodorant, body wipes, clean undergarments, or toothbrush materials. on good days, you can clean it out and restock it, or have someone else help you. on bad days, you won’t have to worry about getting food and you’ll be able to feel a little better about hygiene.

it’s also really great if you want to keep your hobbies close by!! i can often only work on my bed, and then i have to worry about putting everything away if i have to lay down. if it’s a hobby that has materials that can be stored in the pockets, it can feel more accessible to jump in and out of and take less spoons to set/clean up.

#spoonie #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #disability #tagging for exposure bc i want this tip to get out it helped me a lot #feel like shit today might as well share this tip so i feel sort of productive #worth mentioning i suffer from chronic illness and fatigue that they’re still testing (altho medicating under the assumption of narcolepsy) #but i have trouble sitting and standing for long periods so i spend a lot of time in bed and so whenever my bed gets gross i feel gross #so this is based on chronic fatigue mostly

[harmonysanreads]

Yandere!Aventurine who proposes an irresistible offer to your debt-ridden father in a bustling casino. Should he win, he'll be forgiven of his liability. However, as the round skids to an end, your father is subjected to further humiliation as instead of money, Aventurine demands you as his prize.

#ah yes. the smug bastards with an air whimsy who hide an ocean worth of pain behind their smiles. i can just sense it. #aventurine is like... a mix of yelan and lyney #.......if he turns out to be an entp i'll lose it #yandere #yandere concepts #yandere hsr #yandere aventurine #yandere aventurine x reader #aventurine x reader #yandere honkai star rail #yandere hsr x reader #aventurine