#need to clean my room to start

[vcnom]

going to make an effort to have a really productive but also relaxing and healing week

#do a few spells #few mediations #get some morning yoga in #drink tea #sit in the garden more #just soul healing things really #I’m fed up of being messy lol #need to clean my room to start #clean the house #do what they call a weekly reset #idk #what that even is but I’m doing it #wash my sheets #get my tarot out #do some painting #*meditations #I don’t mediate lol

[becca-e-barnes]

Cannot stop thinking about making a really submissive Bucky cum until he can't anymore 😵‍💫

I love the thought of working load after load from him and the way that he'd go from being pretty quiet and composed to whimpering and writhing, unsure if he needs more or less of your touch.

Getting him to a stage where he feels empty. He feels like he has nothing left to give you. You've made him watch as you jerk him off with a delightfully lubed hand, squeezing and tugging until his cock is twitching and throbbing and shooting thick, messy stripes of cum against your palm. You don't stop after he's finished though. His release only makes the glide of your hand smoother and the sight of his own pearly cum being worked back over his cock makes him hard again in no time.

"Please." He groans, throwing his head back, exposing his beautiful throat. Your hand tightens around his cock involuntarily and you find yourself almost wishing you had your other hand around his neck. "Please don't make me cum again. I-I can't."

Bless him, his strong thighs are twitching, his muscles tense, trying to force his body to listen to his brain for just a second.

"Sweetheart, I don't think you're empty yet. You gave me so much cum just a few minutes ago." You let yourself give in just a little, leaning over and kissing along the column of his throat, enjoying the light salty perspiration against your lips.

Bucky rolls his hips but it's hard for him to tell if he's trying to lean into your touch or away from it. In truth, he loves feeling like this. He loves having his cum milked from him and having no choice but to enjoy the mind numbing pleasure of your body.

His thighs are streaked with evidence of his own lust and he's almost ashamed that he's still hard. Not just as hard as he was when you started though.

"F-Fuck." The slick sound of your hand pumping him quickly is overwhelming. Your grip is tight on his shaft while you cup his balls, squeezing and teasing them gently, encouraging them to work overtime for you.

"I can't cum again. I can't." Bucky pants, whimpering when he forces his eyes to meet yours again.

"You told me that last time. I'm not sure when you decided it would be a good idea to lie to me but I promise you, it isn't." Your tone would make him tense but he's tense already, trying to hold back an orgasm he truly doesn't need.

"This is the last orgasm I want from you. You can manage it for me, can't you?" You sound so sincere this time, he can't help but agree.

"Good boy. Now cum nice and hard for me. I want to hear how pathetic you sound."

For the next few minutes, there are no sounds except the delightfully wet sound of your hand working lube and cum against his dick and the frantic moans of a man reaching a level of pleasure that verges just nicely on painful.

When he does cum, you let it splash against your palm once more and you notice how little he's able to provide you with. He's entirely empty, legs shaking but babbling how grateful he is for the way you touch him.

Now that he's spent, it feels like your turn to enjoy yourself while he watches and nothing sounds better than touching yourself with the hand that's covered in his cum.

#becca's thots #becca writes spice #subby!bucky #sub!bucky #it's official #I have the keys to my new house!! #I went over really early this morning and got started on my unholy deep clean #If it can be bleached I will bleach it #if it can't be bleached I will scrub it until it wishes it could've been bleached #and it's silly because it's really clean already #it's nice to get in and start planning my projects though #I'm thinking a little log burner in my main living room #my bedroom only really needs to be repainted so I'll do that by the end of the week #and then I'll move on to the kitchen but that'll be a bigger project

[emails-i-cant-send]

cleaning my room is insane with adhd. real life game of if you give mouse a cookie.

#este.txt #if you give me a room to clean... #I'll ask myself “where do i start?” #nightstand -> wait no bed -> theres stuff on my -> poster i havent hung up -> I need to hang it up -> wheres my tape? -> backpack -> etc.

[s0fter-sin]

because i need to hear it

needing accomodations for “little things” isn’t laziness

if it helps you, you don’t need to justify it

#if you need three bins to keep your room clean have three bins #if you need a bag to take out all your cups and plates get one that matches your aesthetic #have charger cables and lights on both sides of your bed #put multiple toothbrushes and soap in different parts of your bathroom #sick of trying to explain shit to people that just fundamentally dont understand #and answer with well just start doing it #i dont care if you can do it #its not for you #it doesnt impact you #so just take my damn word for it that its helpful and get over it #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #spoonie #pots #autism #neurodivergent #mental health

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hour 14 of taking a break from art for the sake of my tendons: i am Wailing and Keening and Scratching Forlornly At My Tablet

#i dont know if im strong enough but i Need to be strong enough #cant continue doodling if ya wrist doesnt work #clenching my fists and chanting 'this is necessary this is necessary' #ive been going way too hard lately. unfortunately #curse this mortal body and its stupid bullshit mechanics that dont even work half the time #gonna cope by eating overly spicy soup and crochet #well no. i cant crochet. ten minutes of that hurts worse than scribbling for eight gay hours #to put it quite simply - but with feeling: FUCK! #absolutely unprompted #howling and sobbing and baying etc etc #i was gonna finish that commission tonight. then i was gonna start on something else i promised Days ago. #maybe get some doodles done for asks. #work on vines part 2. #but it oof ouch too much :/ #what the hell am i supposed to do now #fold laundry? clean my room? read? WRITE? ha dont make me laugh #i havent written in 2 months and im not about to start now #(said immediately before screaming into a pillow) #maybe ill like... go through my replies for once... see if people are trying to talk to me... #see if im brave enough to Directly Interact outside of asks...

[fandomchokehold]

foaming at the mouth cuz I wanna draw Gale as the guy on tiktok who makes meals for his wife who’s an ICU nurse but it’s Samson who opens up an independent clinic in Waterdeep post-game

#I need to deep clean my room and get a bigger desk #so I can set up my partners tablet with my pc #and FINALLY start drawing again #fair warning !!! #the drawings WONT be good #I’m very out of practice and even when I was drawing occasionally it wasn’t good lmao #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #bg3 tav #samson silversten

[satans-knitwear]

THE BESTIES ARE COMING TO VISIT ME THIS WEEKEND!!!!!

#im so honoured and so blessed that they even want to hang out with me holy shit #i need to get my shit together so fast omg #where do i even start #meal plans so i can get the necessary groceries in. maybe sort out an asda delivery for that. #deep clean+vacuum so no ones allergies flare up. #make the beds up in sisters room and office??? #try and convince giant golden fluffy beast that she remembers these guys from when she was a tiny puppy #2 whole besties!!! plus the 3rd who will also pop in for an evening!!! #i can do this. i can people. im gonna do this so sexily.

[cetoddle]

everyone!!!! i've been too depressed to care to take the trash out in my room for months now so its just been piling up in the corner and today i finally cleaned it all up!!!

#it looks a lot nicer now :] #i still need to actually clean my room but #this is a good start i think #snow.txt

[lemoncholy-stars]

i need more stickers immediately

#got distracted and started decorating my debate stand #and i need more stickers bc this isn't cutting it #mars rambles #god im supposed to be cleaning my room but nope i look at its been an hour-

[bunnihearted]

📓🖊️🌧️🌫️

#just... ugh! im so frustrated nd need to vent a bit #sadly.. smth i havent accepted yet is that having avpd will be constant thru my life and it will have ups and downs #i had a pretty long run of not being *that* avoidant #for 2 weeks now i'm back in that suuuuuper avoidant place #like super avoidant. i dont even go for walks or go to the grocery store. or send emails to my teachers (important!!!!) #i cant look at anything thats important. i dont even clean my room T-T #this is the 2nd week im skipping school which is v bad. nd i havent done anything on my assignment in the course i need to finish in march #i dont open messages or reply to anyone bc i just cant it gives me too much anxiety #im simply avoiding EVERYTHING #and it's such an awful place to be stuck in i hate it so so so so much #worst part is I HAVE NO FKN IDEA HOW TO BREAK FREE!!!!!!! #i've never gotten any treatment for my avpd nd there is actually no information or research online so idk how to handle it #i just wait and simmer in this fkn.... sucky ass soup mess nd wait nd wait #until suddenly it just loosens nd i can start doing things here nd there #the problem is. i dont rlly have time #i dont have time to sit and wait!!! i have time sensitive responsibilities that i risk ruin if i dont do them #i just have no idea HOW to do anything rn. bc it doesnt work to just force myself to do them #it doesn work to make lists or schedules #it suxxx that there isnt rlly any treatment or accessible tips for how to deal w avpd bc im rlly... #im alone... out in the open sea... no one around as far as the eye can see... no life raft. no help skskksks #anyway #ig all i can do is wait nd *try* to do small things as much as i can nd hope i'll get less avoidant soon #i just hate this so much. i always feel so awful nd terrible nd it's so bad ugh

[choccy-sippy]

lunar new year rush is beyond the horizon im gonna draw so much gay people bc i just KNOW i won't be able to touch a pen then

#text #I still need to re-clean my room and organize everything eats glass chew on a bottle #And start setting up for the plushies announcement/pre-order

[manaosdeuwu]

very grateful that grandma's house which I live in used to be a small factory. when I'm angry I can just fuck off to the backroom

#i dont want to see my brother again until tomorrow afternoon #so i moved my mattress to where my aunt used to teach yoga 👍 #debe tener media cuadra de largo la casa (no continuo) (hay patio de por medio) (estoy en un galpón remodelado basicamente) #need to get my shit together clean up my room fix my walls paint them #start regularly practicing to tattoo get the stuff im missing and use the free space to bring clients (friends) #^ guy who rambles bc he can't sleep #nero habla

[wizardnuke]

crouched on the floor eating my sandwich like a maniac

#my desk is covered in Stuff. i took my meds 40 mins ago. okay uhh today i need to #1) im helpin mom with the wood splitter bc it's stuck in a block lol 2) gonna tidy my room and actually get my school supplies together #3) laundry. i should #4) valorant...it calls to me.. #oh i should also take the trash #key word is TIDY room. i need to do a large scale laundry operation today and possibly tomorrow. so many got damn clothes just laying aroun #a lot of them r clean but they're in The Pile and not in the dresser #been Workin. #so. corral clothes. put up what i can. start laundry. play valo. get laundry. put on cr while folding laundry which i might do in one big go #after all the loads are done so i can actually find pairs of socks and shit #the adhd demons.

[jacksprostate]

my cats causing constant trouble is keeping me up... Love those guys but Oh My God

#reduced sleep rage simulator #i can sleep through most of it usually but if they start Before ive fallen asleep im fucked #and one has been obsessively pawing the walls of the litterbox which i unfortunately am sensitive to because when i first got them he had #such rancid poops that i needed to clean them instantly lest it leech into the very pores of the room and take hours to dispere #like i was straight up opening a window and using a fan #and ive worked with plenty of bad smells #it was kind of impressive #his poops are normal now #but the instinct is still there #so. my sleep. interrupted #these fucks can open doors

[creaturefeaster]

wire….. why does one need so much paprika I’m both concerned yet curious LMAO

i loooooove paprika i put it on every macaroni/noodle-type dish i get. or with shrimp. or with vegetables. i used to be a lot worse about it like i'd cake my food in paprika so much it was just a hellish red. hence, the need to have so much of it in my room. if i sat down to watch something on my laptop and i had a bowl of macaroni i absolutely needed to have my bedside paprika, else i'd parish.

#like i said i used to be worse about it #so i tried to stop using it SO much #not that it was a bad thing or anything i just figured i shouldn't need to depend on something like that lmfao #so they kinda started getting lost in my room as a result as i would pick them up to clean and put them down somewhere else #but then i'd think. well. i still use it of course. so i want to keep it SOMEWHERE in my room #and then they'd just get hidden and stored away. #over and over and over again. it seems. #there's 3 more jars in the kitchen too

[qeyond]

L smokes from some maddeningly complex rig set up that is custom blown and nearly impossible to clean

while B is smoking pure microplastics from something like this

#qeyond sucks #drugs #weed #beyond birthday #L Lawliet #death note #okay so I only started honkin that bobo 2 years ago but when I made my first Gatorade bong so i needed references on what to do #and i saw this photo and i think i saw a video of them making it and its so wild #anyway B in his room taping this shit together and hot gluing it and strings everywhere #theres finger prints melted in the glue #it works so amazingly and its a feat of engineering truly #but theres no cleaning it and also hes gonna be so full of microplastics #and you know what hes sooooo fucking proud of it too #A helped draw up the schematics for assembly but B had to teach them how bongs work in the first place #im sorry i talk so much idk where else to vent my energies about death note LOL #but also im not sorry cuz i need yall to know this