#but it oof ouch too much :

[dudethatsmyundeaduncle]

Y'all heard that song "one of your girls" by Troye Sivan its Pining TimKon coded. Cuz like:

"Give me a call if you ever get lonely I'll be like one of your girls or your homies Say what you want, and I'll keep it a secret You got the key to my heart, and I need it Give me a call if you ever get desperate I'll be like one of your girls"

#LIKE SOZ IS THE COMPULSARY HETEROSEXUALITY IN THE ROOM WITH US RN? #just think about it ok #cuz like up until DC pride event with Bernard Timmy wimmy was “straight” as hell right #and kon is like a play by play 90s ladies man/girl crazy atm too so #so like in any pining situation both the homies are like “oh no he's straight” and like damn! they mooning! Pining! sad! #also just the language used in this song is so like viscerally funny and yet oof ouch my heart cuz like you like this person so much you- #want them to use you and you'll be whoever they need u to be #i'm just thinking ok! #none of the cannon girlies come for me rn this is the sad pining au corner #To be fair I don't think either of them would cry over their feelings for eachother #it's more so that I think this song would reflect like pit of their soul/ never gonna admit this shit to anyone feelz #Tim and Conner are one thing and thats emotionally unavaliable! #but also...the gender convo...“do I wanna be a girl or do I just want him to like me like one....” #food for thought #more like food for the looney tunes am I right lads #TimKon #DC #Batman #Tim Drake #Conner Kent #Kon-el #superboy #red robin #this is not about sad meow meow tim keep ya'll man away from me I don't want him

[faereun]

i will be back so soon my loves ... in the meantime freaking out because i have a sort - of - date - not - date tomorrow and i really like this dude but i am so off - putting and strange i have no idea how i'm going to pull this off without immediately alerting him to my inherent freakishness (aka my nd swag)

#wehhhhh ronnie brain mush #i miss u all btw like #sauuuur much #i miss my kiddos too rolan and gen esp oof of ouch #╰ * ooc : ⧽ out of charisma .

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hour 14 of taking a break from art for the sake of my tendons: i am Wailing and Keening and Scratching Forlornly At My Tablet

#i dont know if im strong enough but i Need to be strong enough #cant continue doodling if ya wrist doesnt work #clenching my fists and chanting 'this is necessary this is necessary' #ive been going way too hard lately. unfortunately #curse this mortal body and its stupid bullshit mechanics that dont even work half the time #gonna cope by eating overly spicy soup and crochet #well no. i cant crochet. ten minutes of that hurts worse than scribbling for eight gay hours #to put it quite simply - but with feeling: FUCK! #absolutely unprompted #howling and sobbing and baying etc etc #i was gonna finish that commission tonight. then i was gonna start on something else i promised Days ago. #maybe get some doodles done for asks. #work on vines part 2. #but it oof ouch too much :/ #what the hell am i supposed to do now #fold laundry? clean my room? read? WRITE? ha dont make me laugh #i havent written in 2 months and im not about to start now #(said immediately before screaming into a pillow) #maybe ill like... go through my replies for once... see if people are trying to talk to me... #see if im brave enough to Directly Interact outside of asks...

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

Ken Jeong making Michael Sheen cry hearing others read as his fictional representation of himself and David Tennant which straddles the line of truth replacing them but no one else including their life partners and friends and no one understands their friendship everyone thinking they hate each other constantly dunking on David and having a full blown existential crisis because he realizes David is the only person who loves him unconditionally and is on his side

I miss people getting too close to me

#staged 2 ep 5 got me fucked up ngl #went from haha cringe comedy to actual despair real quick #the m e t a #how they never met because they were considered too similar so usually michael sheen got roles #arguing and yet being the only people on their side #whoopie goldberg being terrifying lol #srsly ken jeong bringing the heart?? bringing the pain?? legendary #also i get how this is a love story now lol #not really first season as much but this one is just so oof ouch my bones #staged #bbc staged #staged 2 #staged bbc #david tennant #michael sheen #simon evans #ken jeong #whoopie goldberg #simon pegg #nick frost #ewan mcgregor!! my love

[romanceyourdemons]

i’ve got my grow light set up for my beautiful lotus children and it’s great they’re loving it. only problem is the blue glow hurts my eyes. and i’ve set up a bookshelf to screen me from most of it and it wouldn’t be a problem if i didn’t always feel compelled to look into the pain light

#i want to gaze on my children is that too much to ask #oof oobh ouch #ryddles

[punkalope]

i should document my awful bedroom cleaning adventure on here tbh thats what blogging is for right

#burrow.html #i just finished clearing my desk to take a picture of it . and then putting everything back #my bones oof ouch owwww #i have a corner desk whcih has made moving everyhtiing super hard and it takes up too much space lol

[coffee-bat]

hi not to vent again but you ever been so overwhelmingly injured that you actually feel like crying

#(tl;dr: ouch oof owie my bones) #sorry for venting here again i dont really have anyone to tell this to i dont wanna be whiney #but hghghghghhh #turns out the possible broken foot was the least of my problems #yknow how sometimes after you get multiple injuries you hyperfocus on one and dont realize the severity of others? yeah #i DEFINATELY sprained my right hip. #hurts when i move my leg. cant put any weight on it or it just buckles. my muscles spasm and my knee buckles down #both my knees hurt. or rather the ends of my femurs. it feels like i crushed the tips of both femurs #my toe(??) still hurts but i cant bother to focus on it anymore #my elbows hurt too. like ends of my upper arm bones #everything fucking hurts i can barely walk i want to cry everytime i move my bones itch like when theyre broken #i see no purpose going to the hospital. theyd just give me xrays and do nothing but keep me for 10 hours in the waiting room #i know they wont help. hell theyll probably laugh at me as usual. its just not worth it #but everytime i move i want to fucking cry. i need to complain a bit ig #sorry ignore this im just ventibg #vent #personal #and its frustrating bc im USED to this. i get injured SO often. i should be dealing with thisbetter. but rn its just too much #i have a developed high pain tolerance but this is just. too much. i cant focus on ignoring one thing bc multiple others hurt

[ernestinapickman]

Me on my way home: wow I can’t wait to get home and eat

My stomach as soon as I walk through the door:

#oof ouch owie my tummy #lying in bed bc standing hurts too much #stella out

[overdevelopedglasses]

Tojoctober Day 8 - Score

(...You Better Throw the First Punch.)

Alt title is the second half of a lyric from “The Good, The Bad and The Dirty” by Panic! At the Disco.

Saejima confronts and assists Majima with what's been on his mind.

A continuation of the story from Day 2!

(Yakuza 4, 5, and 6 Spoilers)

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The morning sun, despite being in the sky for a while, shines a soft light on the courtyard of the Tojo Clan Headquarters. The only people outside, sitting on the stoop of one of the outdoor buildings are the Sixth Chairman's advisors: Saejima and Majima. Majima is slowly smoking a cigarette, watching the clouds he creates drift into the light blue sky. Saejima is nursing himself, as during their fight, he did get nicked by Majima's blade a couple times. 

For a while, the two are silent, each engrossed in their respective activities, but appreciating that they aren't alone. 

Saejima speaks up, breaking the silence and the somewhat weird air that has started to manifest.

"Somethin's been botherin' you, brother."

Majima lets out a long sigh, his expression ridden with melancholy. 

"Whadya mean?" Majima asks, clearly dodging whatever topic was about to be discussed.

"It's been ages since we've fought like that. Not to mention the funk you've been stinkin' the office with."

Majima's head spins around, expression wild with disbelief. He gives Saejima a light shove in the shoulder.

"Haw? Ya sayin' I smell?"

Saejima gives Majima a glare.

"Have you been washin' up?"

"The fuck!? I have great hygiene!"

"So ya know that's not what I meant."

Majima's gaze moves away from his brother, and looks back at a rising smoke cloud that he made. 

"Brother… ya know I trust you."

"Of course, Majima."

Majima swivels his gaze back to Saejima, this time hard and fierce.

"Not a peep about this to anyone, not even Daigo."

Saejima's expression remains unchanged by Majima's tonal shift. He's one of the few people who's unfazed by the Mad Dog's whiplash of personas. Comes with the territory, when he's been your sworn brother for over 3 decades.

"Whatever gives ya peace."

Majima drops his cigarette onto the ground, putting it out with his shoe. He picks up the butt and pockets it to throw away later. He takes a deep breath, and with his next words, Majima's tone and voice soften. His brother has to lean in close to make sure he hears him. Most would think Majima’s fallen quiet so he's not heard; Saejima thinks it's out of fear. Whatever this was, it was something the Mad Dog kept close at heart.

"...I don't think he's dead."

Saejima lets out a chuckle. Could he be any less specific?

"Majima, there's a lot of de-"

"Kiryu-chan."

Saejima stops short. Kiryu’s name had not been uttered by either of them since Daigo read his letter. Saejima had missed the man, sure, but Majima saying that name carried so many emotions with it that he couldn’t decipher all of them.

"There's no way that Kiryu-chan is dead."

Saejima starts to speak again, hoping he has the right angle on this situation. 

"We weren't at that fight, so we don't know how-"

"Saejima. Please."

Saejima sighs, the reason for why he was playing devil's advocate was lost on his brother. But he knows he hasn’t heard everything, so he shoots Majima an apologetic look. 

"The thing is, I've seen Kiryu-chan survive fuckin' everything. Brutal fights, gunshots, stab wounds, stab wounds I made, any attempt made on his life. Fuck, he even survived bleeding out in the snow!"

Majima glances at Saejima, and he gives him the nod to keep talking. Majima holds his gaze. A beat passes, and he continues.

"Here’s the kicker for me… Ya remember when I faked my death?"

"Yeah. You fooled everyone in Kamurocho and beyond, except for those who were in on it."

"But who did I fail to fool? Who knew me inside and out and didn't believe for a second I was dead?"

"....me." Saejima responds. He remembers everyone talking about how Goro Majima was killed a few years ago, but not for a second did Saejima believe the news. There would only be one way that he’d believe Majima had kicked the bucket, and that would be the gruesome sight of his corpse. 

"Exactly. Ya see, it's not in the same way as you, brother, but I feel like I know Kiryu-chan."

"You also stalked him for a good long while, according to him."

"That's not my point." Majima responds with a chuckle. Saejima had a feeling that Kiryu and Majima had a relationship that was more complicated than on the surface, but Saejima only heard word about their first antics from Kiryu. He had been meaning to broach the subject with his brother sooner, but since he went back to prison in 2010, they hadn’t had much time together, let alone just the two of them. 

"I think of Kiryu-chan's death announcement, and just… somethin' doesn't sit right."

"Is it because you see the similarities between your situation and his?"

"Maybe? But I always intended on coming back to the living. When it was safe to, ya know?"

He swears he hears his brother’s breath start to shake.

"But, I'm not sure he intends to return." Majima's tone shifts into one of sadness, and Saejima doesn't need another signal of what Majima's wellbeing is. He starts to feel really shitty. His brother had been suffering for a while, and Saejima only thought to speak up when he was about to be pummeled by the man. And Majima’s issue was not the denial that Saejima thought he'd have to combat. Majima had very good reason to believe that Kiryu still walked among them. It goes to show just how wicked smart his brother is. Underneath the mad dog persona is one of the sharpest brains Saejima has ever known. But with a sharp mind comes even more intense emotions, which was what Saejima excelled at, at least when it came to Majima. Not to mention from the way he was speaking, Kiryu must’ve been his closest relationship. His death was making Majima crack, and he had become too good at hiding his problems with laughter and violence for something so simple to be plaguing him this much. 

No, the problem was that Majima was so confident that Kiryu wasn’t dead, he feared that no one would believe him.

Better late than never, then. Saejima thought, before breaking the silence that had briefly fallen between them.

"Majima… I know he meant a lot to you. So I won't try to hit ya with any weird reasoning."

"But yer still thinkin' it. Ya probably think I'm crazy. I mean-I know I am, but crazy in a bad way." Majima's voice wavers.

"That doesn't matter. Ya think it'll change anything? Hell, I thought you had betrayed me for 2 decades, and that still didn't change anything."

Majima's eye flickers away briefly. Saejima continues, unrelenting.

"If you ever see him again… what do ya think you'll do?"

For the first time in a while, Saejima sees not anger, but sorrow, reflected in Majima’s good eye. 

"Well… that'll be a score I need to settle with the man himself. Why he did this," Majima gestures to the air, "Why he put his friends and family through anguish. Why…" Majima's expression changes, and Saejima knows that look better than anyone: while still traces of sorrow remain, Majima was looking into his memories.

"Why he would make me think that he broke our promise."

The two advisors fall back into silence, nothing left to be said. They gaze out at the blue sky and the clouds drifting by, some birds starting to chirp in the trees. After a while, Saejima scoots over, touching shoulders with his brother. He makes eye contact with him, the one eye wrought with a bit of confusion. It's out of character for him to initiate physical touch. With what Majima had laid out in front of him, it’s like the answer was staring at him in the face. 

Kiryu could still be alive. No… he is alive.

"If it's worth anything… I believe you."

For the first time since their fight, Majima smiles. A genuine smile, not one of the Mad Dog, but of Goro Majima. 

"Thanks, brother. Ya don't know how nice that is to hear."

A beat passes. Majima sighs, and Saejima gets the feeling that he had been holding that in for a long time.

"Ya mind if I rest my head? It's been a while, and emotional shit is fuckin' exhausting."

Saejima lets out a small laugh, any fucks he was giving about appearances being thrown to the wind.

"Sure."

Majima lets his head fall onto Saejima's shoulder, and shuts his eye. Saejima watches him shift his body until he's finally comfortable.

"Felt good to let that all out. Thanks, brother. For… everything."

Saejima smirks, "Thank you for everything, Majima. I don't know what I'd do without ya."

Saejima still has many questions, and a desire to learn about Kiryu from his brother, but now isn’t the best time to talk about it. Instead, Saejima looks back at the clouds, and in that moment he could swear that one of them looks like a very familiar dragon.

#tojoctober #yakuza #ryu ga gotoku #saejima taiga #majima goro #kiryu kazuma #majima is too smart for me to think he'd believe kiryu kicked the bucket from the final fight of 6 #just the plot point of Kiryu's death -> resurgence is so interesting to me #especially from perspectives that aren't Kiryu #can you tell I'm excited for Gaiden? #next time we see these two it'll be much more lighthearted and less... oof ouch. I promise

[unproduciblesmackdown]

and so real it takes timing and talent persistence and pluck but nothing does the trick like a little luck; speaking of november 15th snow and passing time looking at fics & leaving comments & then some other stuff happened; speaking of sometimes serendipitously you smack into someone and both drop your kleinsen ao3 fics and pick each other's up and then also learn you've been studying all your lives to be scholars of [whoa! kompenso!! there's winston billions & taylor mason autistic and nonbinary icons respectively in there!!!] and give it some Zing with earnestness effort yet ease and enthusiasm over and over and be like gosh this pwns like fuck and shoutout to we're Not gonna be stuck at the manor shoved toward marriage & children besties and we Are the non cishets and funny little guys and undeniable forces of one's own tastes and personality and talents and interests and spontaneity and idiosyncrasy and isn't it all just a delight like it's just like they sing it's just like they find some more breathing room and their personhoods inevitably bloom & thrive further & better. gold ring on the merry-go-round midbarn collisions serendipitous talent, timing, persistence, pluck, a little luck

#and Gee I'm Lucky like i said back in the day originally i was like oof ouch double edged sword discovering kompenso #felt it was too long a shot i'd see all of s4; ever since kept having to go [aarrghh] but damn if i haven't made it thru All Of Billions!! #and everything else that's been a treat & a delight. like things shaking out like [seeing summer stock (vid boot)] lol Hell yes hell yes... #i'm very appreciative =) of this that & much more. & will continue to be

[orcelito]

Chapter 5 of Sentido more like Vash Is Continuously Touch Starved

#speculation nation #me writing this like god Damn lighten up man #it's... probably the angstiest chapter. probably by far. but itll be sweet by the end #oof ouch ow vash has dealt with TOO much

[aldercaps]

First attempt at spinning vs my second! :^) haven't plied it yet but I'm already a lot happier with how it's coming out

#fibre craft #hand spinning #drop spindle #Most of that second one was done today and oof ouch me fingies #My hands really can't handle too much of anything repetitive/with tension but I just want to keep spinning >:( #Homepost #Delete later

[kakashihasibs]

ANDOR is so good and so painful

#the leftist in fighting killed me #the argument that the crack down in response to direct action will cause too much harm #oof ouch #sometimes star wars can be good

[miasma-of-fear]

when do you gaze at your soulmate?

when they're sleeping

it's not just the way they're at rest. it's that they're at rest with you. it's not just that they're safe but that they feel safe enough to let you see them like this. it's trust and it's intimacy. and you're not sure you're ready for them to see the emotions in your eyes right now. they've been through enough. you both have. sometimes it scares you just how much you love them. it terrifies you that you feel happy as they lay there, eyes closed and hair a little messy. their features twitch and you know they're dreaming and it scares you because if you fall asleep too you won't have a nightmare tonight. you'll dream of them. or nothing at all. and either way it will make you need them more. and you're not supposed to need anyone but it's them. you want to hold them in your arms and never let go. you want to protect them but you know they want to protect you to. this is the kind of love you long for and it's the kind which will hurt if you lose it. but here you are anyway. it's too late now. you're glad it's too late to go back.

Tagged by: @celerem

Tagging: @boyish-drinks (Fitz), @lilaxwine (Oli), @tucker-vision

#No Time for Such Dawdling : memes #[ OH OW? OH OOF? OH OUCH? ] #[ so much of this applies to Jon being able to sleep around his s/o too ]

[age-of-moonknight]

“Age of Khonshu: Part 1 - Moon Knight vs. The Avengers,” The Avengers (Vol. 8/2018), #33.

Writer: Jason Aaron; Penciler and Inker: Javier Garrón; Colorist: Jason Keith; Letterer: Cory Petit

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 616 #The Avengers #Avengers vol. 8 #Avengers 2018 #Moon Knight comics #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #Steven Grant #Jake Lockley #Mr. Knight #Khonshu #ouch oof my bones #“the road to hell is paved with good intentions” and what not #which is ironic seeing as they go to what is essentially the deepest circle of Hell next #but yeah I’ll probably be wrestling with this endlessly #with how much I can blame Khonshu for this #because I do believe that /Marc/ believes that he’s trying to avoid a horrible fate even if he hates the means he stoops to #but Khonshu’s noxious influence is undeniable too…so yeah

[squisheebugdoodles]

I'd think archie sleeping on top of me or by my head was sweeter if he didn't only ever do it to try and mind control me into waking up to feed him tbh hsnsbsnsn

#he tries to gently brute force it too bc he kneads at my face and head and throat which is not ignoreable #since his claws are made of razors and very very long so he barely touches you with a delicate paw and it pierces skin #so ill be sleeping soundly when suddenly oof ouch gotta hide my head bc my darling baby boy thinks 6 hours between meals is too much #he bites me too sometimes if kneading doesnt work #not hard he does very firm but gentle nips its kinda funny but bad #and that occurs constantly. all night. #and i know its not just affection bc as soon as he's eaten again he goes back to his cat tree an arms length away #he is precious and bastard and very spoiled #love my lil babyman