#my characters kill me

[lilybug-02]

Pain is a great motivator…

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Meanwhile Toriel:

(Loud noises don't wake her up usually.)

Artist note: I’m so proud of this :))) I know it’s a lot of dialogue and reading, but dialogue is grueling work for me. I’m glad with the art and for the amount of pages I made in such a relatively short time span -w- page 5 was super fun to work on. A lot of blood, sweat, and hours here... :) The backgrounds were a big bore tbh, but I finished them! Yippie!

#CHARA WTF DO YOU MEAN “COMPUTER”???? #lol i hope you guys dont hate me for what im doing in the next update. #IS THAT A MAC OS??? #Yes......owo'' #Kris and the Gang are LITTLE now. I've pixelated them and turned them into little game characters! #FINALLY!! #I never thought I would be going so far in the story to explain WHY Kris pulls out their SOUL and opens Darkfountains even when they killed #Berdly in Chapter 2. Pain can make people do horrible things. #Uhhhhhhhhh anyways. :3 I hope you liked it! I made this post a little too long for my liking and didnt get it out when i wanted too- #but thats okay! As long as people enjoy it :) #bread #art #deltarune chara timeline #deltarune chara timeline comic #seriously though #long post #man am I glad I switched over to the limited color palet! It helps me feel alot more relaxed uwu #This is....way over 16 hours of work q-q #chara #asriel #susie #kris #asriel dreemurr #kris dreemurr #kris deltarune #susie deltarune #deltarune #comic #my art

[mrsandman42069]

#Yes my comfort characters are real people #They're real to me #Drawfee #drawfee fanart #Comfort characters #were gonna have to kill this guy #i think were gonna have to kill this guy steven #Karina farek #nathan yaffe #Karina Drawfee #nathan drawfee

[egophiliac]

just thinking about hair and faces

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #i don't THINK this counts as face horror but just in case #face horror #for your daily dose of me losing my mind over anime characters #i don't know why the hair thing surprised me so much. i think because i thought it was funny that lilia named silver after his hair color. #like ha ha lilia is hilariously bad at names how cute and silly! #oh. oh it's kind of a Thing. #anyway i am excited to see where the heck all of this stuff with silver's various dads ends up! #we still don't actually know who killed meleanor! #we still don't know literally anything about dad draconia! (dadconia? dradconia?) #we don't know what happened to the macguffin gem with its magical dad-saving powers! #(surely this will not come back to save a certain dad at a later point. of course not.) #man i was not expecting episode 7 to be all dads all the time #i mean i'm here for it but #hey remember when the highest stakes were who was gonna win the big talent show #then robots started kidnapping people and now we've just escalated from there #episode 8 our cat is going to turn into a drippy ink kaiju and we're going to have to mecha battle him to save the world or something #each member of diasomnia pilots a limb and we gattai into a giant robot dragon and hold on i gotta submit this spec script to aniplex brb

[stil-lindigo]

prodigal son.

a sort of epilogue for God of War Ragnarok, since I miss these two so much.

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#these two occupy so much of my brain space and will continue to do so forever more #the way cory barlog managed to transform kratos from your standard killing machine into a layered loving father #whose character is centered around bettering yourself for the sake of your children #absolutely magical #and ragnarok #good god that game made me cry so many times #i miss kratos and atreus so much #and apparently ragnarok was the last of the norse games? #so this is how i deal #i give myself closure by manifesting it into existence #they have great stew btw #kratos atreus and mimir #two dads and their teenage son #god of war #ragnarok #gow ragnarok #kratos #atreus #mimir #comic art #i have so many feelings ugh #thank you for reading #stillindigo art

[umblrspectrum]

hi heres art so you pay attention to me now go read the tags

#ive been rewatching episode 7 like its the only thing on youtube and made note of many things #first off. the solver can only have one host. nori mentions skyn wants to kill off all the other solver hosts (with the dds) and disregards #the idea of both uzi and doll being its current host when they get chased #plus the main solver possessions only occur when skyn is out of the picture (the fightt in ep 7 is only after n decapitates “tessa”) #solver uzi is possible too but i dont count her cause she doesn't have the yellow #personal theory is that its more an instinctual response to overheating or something and not full on possession #second off nori calls the solver cyn. how does she know that name #cyn was on earth and only showed up to copper 9 recently and i presume nori's been here her whole life #it probably wasn't the other dds cause none of them made it down and they're all more savage beasts #since cyn specifies n's team retained their personalities and that makes me think the other teams didnt #also also we should've immediately questioned tessa arriving in the same type of pod as the mds when they were revealed to not be sent by j #im running out of characters also the people who dont like when i use tags like this can bite me #murder drones #murder drones nori #artori? that sounds cool #ill probably just stick with nori though #i have so many solver heart refs now #art #episode 7 #murder drones episode 7 #murder drones episode 7 spoilers #using the same black for shadows as my lineart doesn't work when i have to draw thin things over it #murder drones spoilers

[chihirolovebot]

on a real note that bit near the end of the video was genuinely haunting. hearing somerton talk about how gay writers are erased from history was one thing (with all the irony being that he stepped on the backs of numerous underpaid, underprivileged and uncredited queer writers to build his youtube channel) but when h revealed it wasn't even somerton's quote in the first place? the worst, most crushing sort of irony. how do you lament about the erasure of gay people and gay writers in history... whilst erasing a gay writer and taking his words as your own?

#it's genuinely unconscionable and its given me a lot to think about #i found somerton through his video essay on killing stalking #one of my favourite psychological horrors #i was overjoyed to find someone who seemed to recognise it for the dark character study of trauma and abuse that it was #and not a love story #now all i want to do is go back to that video and search up the phrases in google #to see who really wrote those words and phrases that got to me so deeply #fuck man . what a disappointment #james somerton #hbomberguy #veetxt

[thatonetransguyincanada]

Character Writing Snippet:

Strawberry Kisses

Characters:

Blaine: A Rogueish young man whos lived on the streets his whole life and doesnt trust easily because of it. Except for Silas. He trusts his boyfriend wholeheartedly.

Silas: A sunshine boy whos favourite thing to do when not training is spending time with Blaine, his boyfriend.

(Warning: Spelling mistakes)

It feels like a dream.

The black and dark blues of night slowly edging away as the sun rises to bathe its warm glow over the land, painting streaks of pinks and oranges and yellows across the few clouds in the sky.

A chilling breeze tussles the grass on the ground, along with the leaves of the tree behind us.

Though the cherry on top of it all, is being able to be this close to him without worry of someone seeing us. Having his fingers play with my hair while soaking in his radiating body heat is just… there’s no other feeling out there that’d I want more. Well… maybe theres one.

“Ive… been thinking-“

“Uh oh.” Silas’ fingers still, “Should I go get someone? Do you feel okay? How many fingers am I holding up?”

Four fingers appear in my view, Silas’ face dressed in fake worry right beside them. I smack his hand away and scowl. “You asshole!”

A big toothy grin pulls Silas’ lips apart, a bark of laugher following after I push his face away. “Never mind. Forget I said anything.” I sit myself up right, his hand sliding off my scalp.

“Awe come on!“ Silas pleads while trying, and failing, to fight back that grin, “Im sorry. What were you thinking?”

“Nope. You lost your chance.” I try to scoot further from him, keeping my head turned so he wont see me struggling to keep my own smile at bay.

“Love Im sooorry! Please! I promise I’ll listen.” Silas tries again. “What if I gave you kiss? Would that be enough of an apology?”

Every cell in my body wants to crawl back onto his lap and try to taste how sorry his lips really are. But I dont. “No. You have to learn that your-“

I don’t get to finish my scolding when two python thick arms snake around my waist and pulls me back. A knee digs into my lower back, forcing me to arch my body so the position is semi confortable. I try to get out a “hey!” but my lips are captured in another pair, soft and warm.

Eyes flutter shut, a hand slides behind Silas’ head and tangles within his long hair. The taste of fresh strawberries is a pleasant surprise.

Silas smirks into the kiss, unfortunately breaking it. I try not to pout as my hand lulls free from the golden ocean and we pull away. “See? I’m really sorry.”

A small breathy laugh escapes me. “And apparently sorry tastes like strawberries. I wonder, do all your emotions have a different fruity taste to them?”

“Guess you’ll just have to do some tastes tests to find out.” Silas’ gives me a lazy smile with half lid eyes and I drown in his effortless intoxication.

This man is going to be the death of me. And I think im okay with that thought.

The smirk on Silas’ lips softens to a gentle smile to match his eyes, his hold on me loosening but not letting go. “What was on your mind Love? Im all ears this time, I promise.”

“Oh it’s…“ Heat rushes to my cheeks all of the sudden as my train of thought from earlier comes back. I shake my head and look off to the side at the sparkling dew drop grass. “It’s nothing. Just a silly dream.”

In my peripheral I spy a small frown where his smile used to be. “Dont say that. If it’s important to you, it’s important to me.”

My heart swells when I meet his gaze, and more blood runs up my neck to my cheeks and the tips of my ears. “Well, when you put it like that.” I readjust my body to be more comfortable on his lap and not have his knee digging into my spine any longer, pulling my gaze back to the rising sun. “I was thinking… I was thinking about what our lives would be like in the future. What our lives could look like because… I think I’d like to spend the rest of my life, with you.”

Only the morning calls of early birds and the occasional rustle of leaves catch my ears. Im torn between watching the sun and waiting for a response or to look at Silas and see for myself whatever expression he’s making.

“Are you…” Silas starts slow, his tone careful not to fluctuate, “Proposing to me?”

My eyes go wide, head snapping to Silas to see his own owl like expression. “No no no! This is not- I wouldnt- I mean not like this- not that I would out of the blue! I just-“

I want to board up my mouth so it’ll stop spewing the word waterfall that just wont stop. I want to find a hole so deep that I find diamonds waiting at the bottom while I die of embarrassment. Instead, I run a hand over my face and let out a groan.

A small nervous chuckle bounces Silas’ legs. “Phew! Okay just- just want to check cause thats what it was kinda sounding like. Not that theres anything wrong with that! We’ve just never… uh, the subjects never come up before.”

“I know. I just- I dont know.” My hand slides off my face, “You know how my lives been. Between stealing to survive and making sure I dont get stabbed in some back alley I never… I never thought love was in the cards for me.”

I sigh, cocking my head a little to look at Silas better. “Then when you walked into my life, you turned everything I thought I knew upside down. And I dont know how I’ll ever thank you.”

Silas’ perfectly kept brows pull together a little, a tenderness in his eyes that just says, ‘Awe Love,’ in them. “Blaine, you dont-“

“Yes, I do. I thought I was going to be alone forever and I thought I was okay with that.” Prickling begins around my eyes as my hand reaches up to cup my loves face. “You have no idea just how great of an impact you’ve made on my life and you probably never will. But I know. And I love you so much because of it.”

The tenderness stays in Silas’ beautiful eyes, a smile growing to match it as one of his hands rests on top of mine. He lets out a small breath, “You know, I could say the same about you.”

“Sure you could.” I offer him a smile.

“Hey. Im being serious. Before you found me that night-“

“Oh I found you did I?” I cant hide the smirk at hearing him FINALLY admit to the truth we’ve been debating for years!

“Yes okay you found me! Now shush! It’s my turn to speak.” Silas rolls his eyes with a bright smile that only seems to grow in shine within the morning sunlight. “Now, as I was sayyying. Before you found me, my life was stressful and… and lonely. Ive had all kinda of people walk into my life trying to get close to me for one reason or another, and ive probably had just as many walk out on me. Sometimes without even a word.”

My heart breaks seeing just the echoes of pain flood Silas’ features. He’ll never admit to himself how deep his hurt truly runs. He’s always let people in instead of keeping them at a distance like I have. And when those people finally showed their true colours in whatever way that was, Silas beats himself up over not realizing sooner, or even convince himself that somehow he was the one at fault.

“All except you. You’ve stayed with me through thick and think, even when I probably didnt deserve it.” His smile turns bitter, so I lightly run my thumb over his cheek. “You didnt see me as the son of some rich merchants or the star pupil of the academy. You just saw… me.”

“To be fair, I saw a lone guard in dire need of someone to mess with them.” We both start laughing, his light and rich and music to my ears.

When we catch our breath, Silas has his grin again. Some smaller pieces of hair slide over his shoulders to frame his face. His head is tilted at just the right angle to catch the sun light, giving him an ethereal golden glow.

“I love you Blaine. I love you so much.” Silas starts to lean down.

“I love you more than words can every explain.” I lift my head to meet Silas’ as we share another kiss in the early morning sun.

#dnd character #dnd characters #dnd snippet #writing snippet #canada #canadian #trans #lgbtqai #baby boi #gay boys #fluff #dnd ocs #ocs #my ocs #dnd oc #oc tag #writing #my heart #my characters kill me #my writing

[cappycodeart]

CONCEPT DOODLES for an AU I dabbled in with a few friends after the winter king episode but kinda forgot about after the Fionna and Cake finale... I decided to revisit it and explore a little more after coming to terms with everything LOL... So, it's another "Winter King doesn't die immediately after his crown gets nuked" AU, but THIS TIME he's just dying really slowly (like Simon in the Betty episode) and ALSO joins Fionna, Cake, and Simon on their search for magic crowns. There's no logic behind this tbh, we just wanted to put him through The Horrors. And make them all friends. But mostly The Horrors. :) (he only gets to live as a treat, because I think he's funny).

Bonus (old screenshot), because this is still funny to me:

#adventure time #atimers #fionna and cake #winter king #simon petrikov #fionna campbell #cake the cat #shared custody au #winter stowaway au #fan art #digital art #flat color #2023 #this is my blog so whatevers man... ima just post what I want now... and what I want rn is silly simon AUs LOL... #so expect more of me releasing my stash tomorrow #this AU makes the story like 500x more messy but it's fine it's funny that's the point don't think too hard about it #this is their fault for killing him now I gotta make up scenarios where he is alive #his design is inspired by some doodles my friend crayon did #ALSO I wanted to keep some of his features different from default simon so they're easier to tell apart... #like YEAH they're the same character... but also I just think it'd be fun... if they had subtle differences... because alternate universes #ALSO HE'S PALE BECAUSE HE'S DYING. JUST MAKING THAT DISCLAIMER... HIS SKIN TONE IS KINDA CLOSE TO DYING SIMON IN THE BETTY EP #BUT IN NORMAL CIRCUMSTANCES HE'D BE CLOSER TO SIMON'S COLORS

[the-red-planet-mars]

500 notes on this and you write that angsty mars fanfic

JKDHGHOIJWEHBGEHUIWO FINE!

sigh im making the deadline to 5th May despite knowing this will reach half the goal in under an hour

#reblog attack #notes attack #mars #smarti-marti #ive never written a fanfic b4 and i have original story ideas but school killed my motivation i trust this to motivate me now- #starting off with a fanfic is good coz ion need to make up a whole ah character yk #ahem- anyways go forth and blast my notifs folks

[catsharky]

I'm sobbing and clawing at the screen begging Larian to just let my Tav give more hugs because so many of these characters need it.

WIP cause this is getting colours, I just like how the lines look

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #astarion #bg3 astarion #my tav #sharky's tav #she's a tiefling bard #also surprise! I'm not dead #Baldur's Gate just has me by the throat and it's not letting me tap out until I see the end credits #there's a new tattoo on my brain next to the Mass Effect one #I'm hopefully gonna do a 'BG3 characters get the hugs they deserve' series #Astarion was obviously first because. yeah. #Rolan's likely next cause I'm fucking gone on him too love him would kill and die for him would rip the heavens and hells apart for him #If Astarion hadn't swooped in and snatched my heart first I'd be real pissed that Rolan wasn't romanceable because hhhhhh #sharky art #tav: ember #oc: ember

[taxinealkaloids]

horrible children who are. so so mean to each other

#tlt #the locked tomb #my art #precanon griddlehark dynamic is SO funny. the way they are just no-holds-barred absolutely AWFUL to each other. #the fact that harrow made fun of gideon for saying 'i love you' over her dead mother's grave so gideon nearly choked her to death #and then when gideon recalls this story in gtn she's just like 'yeah lol we were wild kids' #also remember when gideon responded to harrow being kind of bossy with 'your parents must have been so relieved to die' like #imagine saying that knowing full well her parents killed themselves in front of her when she was ten!!!! insane!! #there's no sense of going 'too far' between them. they casually hit what would be considered by most ppl to be 'too far' and then keep going #anyway i don't usually go in for characters-being-kids-together stuff but i will admit that childhood gid+harrow #following each other around absolutely terrorizing each other because they're desperate for each other's attention but also full of #hatred and vitriol #does compel me #like...2 very lonely very traumatized children with only each other for company. what will they do? ENDLESSLY TORTURE EACH OTHER!!! #and yet they are each other's emotional support person. its so good.

[relaxxattack]

people will really write rose as a badass girlboss as if her main character trait isn’t hubris. as if her main story arc wasn’t her fucking things over for everyone time and time again by assuming she was better and wiser. oh you think rose is a girlboss? rose who intentionally allowed herself to be corrupted by morally ambiguous terrors because she thought it might give her a slight mental advantage on the game? rose who willingly went along with the manipulation of a groomer because she thought his idea of putting a tumor into the universe was smart? THAT rose? that rose??? why don’t you ask her where the green sun is. since she’s such a competent and intelligent boss bitch

#rose lalonde #homestuck #this isn’t to say she’s not a bad bitch because like. she is. she did let herself get corrupted to kill jack and it was sick as fuck #she looked cool doing it and i would probably let her step on me or whatever #that doesn’t mean she’s smart or knows what she’s doing ever though #rose is a petty and emotional mess #and a silly little freak too #i say this because she is literally my favorite character by the way. this is not haterism #im just tired of the Perfect Smart Alt Girl Trope #have any of you seen beetlejuice #hsmeta #my meta #op

[unproduciblesmackdown]

Lackadaisy Enrichment

#in our enclosures!! #video linked as source; which i'm glad to see already has a million views and is trending. That's Right #lackadaisy #WHICH i have been reading since at least '07 when i was thirteen my god b/c this animation is based on the ongoing webcomic #like does its influence show up Directly in some Discrete way i can point to in my art? not very easily probably. And Yet. #the inspiration....i wasn't able to be Regularly Only for at least another year / art done Nonprofessionally Online was novel to me #like wow ppl can make & post fanart of w/e they love huh....didn't know webcomics were a thing & i never really read that many since but. #good god the quality of Lackadaisy at its onset is like this is superb?? this person putting in all their talent and effort??? #and Then you get years & years more art and i don't even know what superlatives to throw out abt its quality as it evolves. obsessed w/it.. #if i see a new lackadaisy comic page i Will be acting out. obviously this animation is a delight & also stunning. and fascinating to also #juxtapose as a Translation / Interpretation of the comic in a different medium & standalone snippet of Story #and that we're not even quite there in the comic timeline; Taking Notes abt character info we get distilledly here....genuinely love like #take it back to '07 i'm like oh boy can't wait for the dream team to assemble. then a decade later when it did? Oh Boy. that is payoff lol #namely hooray for stitches and mudbug at the field office for every passing gangster. killing one marigold associate but not the other #which seems like a promising start to shootouts w/the other dream team triumvirate. i adore that in canon so far mordecai freckle & rocky #have met but only over a nice brunch. re: all intentions anyways. anyways i'm like Gifs Must Be Made while i'm also so riled afresh abt the #comic that i've been sooo hype for for over fifteen yrs now babeyyy Deservedly. i've done a couple of rereads & ought to do another.... #For Interest it'd probably take a few sittings to catch up from the start but there is much to be engaged over....this ongoing story that's #historical fiction prohibition bootlegging cats with plenty of focus on characters & several Mysteries. which i'm better at parsing now lol #like one of the more recent rereads like Oh Of Course x (probably) accidentally killed his y & z took the fall & that's a binding secret... #Not [oh of course] abt the circumstances surrounding a's death & how b & c were involved. nor the ''what's marigold's damage'' mystery #which is great. love to not know things. love that we can readily follow all the emergent drama everyone's wading in nowadays. hell yeah #anyways admire my organized approach to gifs here. four shots each Expressions Atmosphere Action Groupshots #sure might've muddled through gifmaking for this anyways but fr being a huge lackadaisy comic enjoyer for now most of my life helps #and its very Overall Inspiration like. just really getting the [you can really just draw stuff out here] going. fr the art's detail & skill #and that enrichment like i'm gonna have a great time following this. And I Have #you don't expect a crowdfunded indie animation in the mix back then but hell yeah fellas #SIGH ok removing a 4th gif that's broken / not displayed despite reuploading then entirely remaking it. if it's a bug i'll try again later

[egophiliac]

swipes everything else off of the table to yell about diasomnia flower bookmarks

(I gave Silver one too :D)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #white rabbit festival #me: oh boy i wonder what excitement will happen in this new part #characters: now it is time to buy souvenirs :) #me: oh god #jk jk even when the filler is kind of painful i do enjoy the little character moments #like everyone screaming as loud as they can into silver's watch #deuce busting out his suzy izzard impression #SMASH IT WITH A HAMMER! #and of course silver assigning flowers to the other dias and getting all sappy over lilia. god. delicious. #you don't understand this ten second long scene is everything to me #though we all know the real highlight #the knowledge that 1) deuce used to have an extremely silly edgy badass nickname #2) he almost certainly gave it to himself #3) he harassed epel's extended family to the point that they told horror stories about him and he was briefly epel's personal idol #epel: i heard he once killed three men with but a look #deuce: what no i never...i mean...ha ha sounds weird nothing a model student like me would know about #also deuce: if you fuckers don't apologize to my mom right now i'll fucking kill all of you (sees dilla) uhhh i mean #deuce: i challenge you to a children's game #black bunnies leader: (strapping on his duel disk) i accept #meanwhile silver is running full speed at a group of children screaming to them about donuts #we aren't going to talk about what ortho did with that fantasy-gregg's sausage roll #so glad that we've reached the 'what the heck is even happening' portion of the event #anyway i completely screwed up the resolution of these so here's hoping they don't look terrible! #whoops!

[gros-chat-fait]

Just six normal teens hanging out in the woods. --

100th post and final drawing of the year. Happy holidays and new year, everyone <3!

#animorphs #just some normal teens who don't have ptsd or have ever killed or lost a family member to an alien invasive army #me: i'm gonna put everyone in shoes so i don't have to draw feet #also me: anyway here's human!ax and it wouldn't make sense for him to wear shoes here...... oh #they said ax lived in a shack in the woods right? anyway my headcanon is they found this bushcraft shelter and commandeered it #been practicing backgrounds because i wanna start working on a graphic novel next year #so this style might pop up more from now on #less characters floating in white voids yay #art du chat

[athina-blaine]

I'd like to take a moment to point out to detractors of ships involving Laios who feel that "Laios wouldn't take any interest in people!" that he'd hyperfixated on Shuro so badly it was ruining the man's life lmao

#dungeon meshi #dunmesh spoilers #not even discounting that he'd be aroace or anything just that laios is perfectly capable of taking an interest in people #labru #this one's for labru nation #laios stating the reason that (alongside with having a genuine interest in shuro's home) #he was so excited because he thought shuro considered him a friend #could you even IMAGINE how he'd be with a person who went c o m p l e t e l y out of his way to be his friend on purpose #venturing into the dungeon putting himself in danger dying over and over again just to get close to him and his party #can you #i can #none of this even mentioning how the series ends with laios developing a genuine desire to take a bigger interest in humans #but i wont hold that against the anime onlys #side note it just kills me how laios (who is so painfully trusting of people) to immediately think kabru is lying to him here #god #top 10 characters who absolutely rot my brain