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markberries · 4 years

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n e v e r e n o u g h┊draco malfoy

anon requested: hi!! can i request an angst/? imagine where slytherin!reader and draco have always been friends and are part of the same group (blaise, pansy, etc) and reader is in love with draco and is always there for him, but draco does not value her or the things that she does and had done for him, and he actually thinks she’s kinda annoying??? idk if this makes sense :(

info: you always did everything for draco, it’s unfortunate that he never realized how important you were to his life until you were gone.

warnings: cursing

genre: angst

word count: 1.3k+

a/n: hiiii everyone ♥ send me cedric reqs because i just watched tenet and robert pattison was so FINE i cannot.. also this was quite short bc there wasn’t much to go off of,, but enjoy!!

people always said that everything you did for draco was crazy, because it was so obvious that he didn’t care. you never listened, draco was one of your best friends. you knew each other since you were in diapers, and your families were quite close.

of course, you had been pining for draco for months now, you never acted on it, in fear of ruining the “friendship” you two had. you were friends with quite a lot of people within your house, you were a very sociable person and being a slytherin didn’t stop you from talking to people in other houses.

most of the slytherins looked down upon your positive attitude, but you didn’t mind.

the clock on the far wall of your history of magic classes ticked loudly, echoing through the silent room. your fingers grazed your notebook sitting on your desk as you watched others around the room complete their written test. people’s pencils danced across their papers, you could hear the sighs of students who failed to study beforehand.

you felt someone nudge your shoulder, whispering a “pst”. you turned your head to look at draco, who was obviously stressed, his pleading face basically begging you to help him, as you were the smartest and quickest person to finish the test.

you weren’t surprised, of course. you assisted draco with all his problems, whether they be small or large. you never expected anything back — that’s what made you easy to be taken advantage of.

draco knew of this, and he knew that you were clueless to his actions. yes, you may have been childhood friends, but draco didn’t care. he didn’t care if he ended up breaking your heart, he didn’t care to lose you as a “friend” (as you call it), and he couldn’t think of a valid reason that could make him care.

“i didn’t study for this test,” he whispers to you, you hold back a grin. in your point of view, this was an opportunity to assist malfoy and to gain admiration from him, but everyone else knew damn well that he was using you.

“okay,” you say in a small voice slightly pushing your paper towards him. he smirks, eyes switching back and forth from his paper to your own, quickly writing down answers. blaise, sitting to your right, gives draco a disappointed look. in response, draco is quick to stick his tongue out and continue to finish his test.

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“why do you keep doing that?” blaise pulls draco aside after the test, but made sure to let you walk off before scolding him. chatter erupted around them, the sound of pansy’s familiar voice ranting about something to you getting farther away.

draco scrunches his eyebrows, gathering his items and placing them in his book bag. “doing what?”

“you know exactly what you’re doing, malfoy,” blaise tells him. draco felt like he was being lectured by his mother, something he also did not like. draco’s foot taps against the hardwood floor, a slight echo following it. he was irritated — it’s not like it was his fault that you liked him.

“what? she likes to help me, anyway. i don’t see a problem here. what are you gonna do about it? tell her? like she’ll believe you.”

draco was blaise’s friend, if that’s what you can even call it. being close with him didn’t mean that draco didn’t know how to push his buttons though. blaise thought for a moment, wondering if he should tell you after all. how would you handle it? would you be in shock? stay silent — afraid to speak, maybe. or maybe you would cry, sob like someone had died. you were a big crier, after all. maybe you wouldn’t believe blaise, maybe you were so obsessed with malfoy that you’d completely disregard anything blaise said.

so he decided to stay silent.

both draco and blaise began walking to the great hall, an awkward aura sitting in the cool air. you sat patiently, waiting for the two, but listening to pansy talk about her boy problems at the same time.

you wanted to tell draco how you felt, you were tired of hiding it. you hated the feeling of holding in the urge to explode and hug him when you saw him, you were confident that this was the right choice.

“go away,” draco’s voice yelled out, followed by a sniffle. you poked your head around the hallway corner, seeing draco with puffy eyes and a frown upon his face. your heart swelled, all you wanted to do was help him.

“draco? are you okay?” you said to him, walking over slowly.

“i said leave.”

“you know i can’t just leave you here, can’t you just tell me why you’re acting like this?”

draco goes quiet for a second, thinking. finally, he turns around with a nod.

you remembered that day ever so clearly, draco had been having trouble at home, disappointing but expected. draco opened up to you that day, pouring out his feelings, but walking away as if nothing had happened after that.

that was the first time he hugged you, arms wrapping around your waist tightly, a quiet sob into your shoulder. you wiped his tears that day, telling him everything would work out in the end.

your face lights up when you see him and blaise walk through the door, the same scowl on his face as always, blaise with a slight smile. they walk over to you, pansy, crabbe, and goyle.

this is it.

telling someone you’re in love with them shouldn’t be that hard, right? guys had done it to you before. they didn’t seem upset when you politely said no, they respected your choice (most of the time).

draco rejects you, that would be the worst outcome. confessing shouldn’t be hard, but it felt hard. the feeling of dread creeping up on you as you stood up, taking steps towards the two boys.

adrenaline pumping through you, anxious thoughts filling your head while you begged your feet to sit back down, yet your heart pushed them further, speaking for you when you asked, “draco? can i talk to you?”

walking with him outside of the great hall is what stressed you out more, steps away from spilling out your thoughts of admiration about him. did he already know? what could happen? does he have a girlfriend that i don’t know about?

soon enough, you were merely feet apart from each other, eyes locked onto one another. you tried to speak, opening your mouth, but no sound came out. you were scared.

draco’s piercing eyes were getting impatient, he wanted you to spit it out already, and soon enough, you did.

“i like you.”

he stays unfazed, careless, and still staring at you. you expected him to say something, anything. he chuckles, running a hand through this hair.

“do you think i’m mental? i already knew.”

your heart stops for a moment, you’re unsure of how to reply, and the only thing you could focus on was the ringing in your head, bouncing from ear to ear.

“you’re just so.. irritating. could you not cling to me, for like 5 seconds? i can’t do this, seriously. i thought you saw already, but clearly you’re as oblivious as everyone thought you were. i don’t like you, y/n. for god’s sake, just leave me be. stop hanging around my friends. they don’t like you either.”

as stated before, you were a big crier. you knew that your eyes were probably red already, tears running down your face. it had taken you a minute to process it as you stood still, no one in the hallway except for you two.

how had i not seen this coming?

your hands stayed by your sides, gripping at the fabric on your skirt, knuckles turning white. you thought draco was your best friend.

“you’re such an asshole. i’ve done so much for you, i’m your shoulder to cry on. i help you out on all your tests, assist with your projects, hell — i deal with your family problems. i listen to you, i listen to whatever you say, and i don’t think i’ve ever heard a “thanks” from you, once! so you know what? enjoy your life without me. i ‘m sure it’ll be fantastic.”

and with that, you walked away, a fresh feeling of hurt lingering in your heart, and a stinging sense of regret in malfoy’s.

#draco #draco malfoy #draco imagine #draco malfoy imagine #draco angst #draco malfoy angst #harry potter

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starry-seongmin · 4 years

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#1 - “I got these chocolates for you”

#25 - “Any normal person would’ve wish you were dead but I can’t because I love you”

a/n: honestly, idk how to feel about this one. i like it but then i don’t...i hope you guys enjoy it.

Songs I Listened to : Pretty Girl - Produce X 101 , Adore U - Seventeen

The school was buzzing with chatter and excitement when the annual prom was officially announced by the school administration. Friend circles were confiding and sharing among themselves about the expectations and hopes they held from the refreshments at the event to the person they wish to attend with.

That was exactly what was being discussed among you and your friends. Nicholas was in the middle of complaining why he wouldn't be able to attend the prom because one of his distant uncles was getting married and apparently he had to be there.

"I don't see why I have to attend the wedding especially since it's our last high school year and we-"

"Your uncle is getting married, you should be there" Heeseung scolded, forever being the voice of reason. "This is his 5th wedding, hyung!!" he exclaimed. "I'm pretty sure, we'll be getting invited to another one two years later" he rolled his eyes, slumping back into his chair with a sulky look.

You couldn't help but laugh at your friend's misery. You patted his hand in fake sympathy, eyes landing on the boy across from you; Jake.

He was fairly popular among his peers mainly for his good looks and rich background. He was also vocally gifted and you thought of it to be unfair to the rest of humanity. God really had His favorites.

You didn't realize but your face went into a pout at the thought of Jake being a talented dumbass, until the boy who invaded your thoughts raised his eyebrow at you, the side of his mouth turning up at having to caught you staring at him. Again.

"Penny for your thoughts, Y/N" he asked, leaning forward, hands supporting his chin. "Just silently complaining how God has His favorites" you scowl at the boy who was smiling in amusement at your honesty.

"I know right? Tell me what's it like?" his smile was seemingly smug but in reality he was a mess inside. He couldn't believe that he actually was smooth for once in his life.

On the other hand, you also were an internal mess. Did he just flirt with you? How did he just flirt with you? Jake gets embarrassed really easily and uses lame jokes but he managed to leave you speechless for once.

Nicholas whistled at Jake's comment, head nodding in approval at the boy's words. "Now you're getting the hang of it. Not long before you can ask them to prom."

"Wait, who are you gonna ask? Why didn't you tell me?" you whined, disappointed at the fact that you were once again the last to know anything in your circle but more so at Jake asking someone else to the prom.

"Someone he's had his eye on for a long time. Our man child here.." Sunghoon thumps Jake's back, making the poor boy let out a strangled voice, "has been desperate to ask out that special someone but held back scared of being rejected"

"And now, we have convinced him to ask them out to prom because it is the perfect time" Heeseung finished. "And you guys didn't bother to inform me? The audacity... I am forever disappointed in you. Friendship with you three is over. Now..." you look around for a familiar face and fortunately spotted Youngbin making his towards your table. "Youngbin is my best friend" you announced as you threw an arm around the clueless boy's shoulder who just took a seat next to you.

"Should I be concerned?" Youngbin questioned as he looked around the occupants of the table. “Y/N is not friends with us anymore and wants nothing to do with us” Nicholas dramatically sighs. “Now who will Jake ask to- “ before Nicholas could finish his sentence he yelped, glaring at a smiling Sunghoon who feigned innocence.

“Ask me what?” you ask, curious about the words that were unfortunately not ble to surface from Nicholas. “Nothing”, Jake cleared his throat and sat up straight, glaring at Nicholas who gave him a sheepish smile. “Your homework so I can copy it” he hurriedly answered.

You were not surprised at his answer, it was a normal thing that he copied your homework, tweaking it in order to not raise suspicion or get caught by the teachers. “Yes of course, you’re only friends with me because I don’t say no to you and hence, you love taking advantage of my kindness” you replied, making the Australian boy click his tongue and wink at you.

“I’m leaving now so I can complete the assignment before the bell rings” you announced, standing up. “See you all later” you left for your classroom, seeing the boys gather closer once you were out of ear shot. You rolled your eyes at the prospect of them discussing something which you’ll be the last one to know.

It was after school hours when you messaged your group chat to ask the whereabouts of your friends when you failed to find them. Turns out they all had some type of emergency or engagement they had to go to. Leaving a few messages with colorful vocabulary directed towards your friends you left for your home.

Upon arriving you noticed that all the curtains were drawn which wasn’t a usual thing. Cautiously, you unlocked your door and peeked in just in case. What you weren’t expecting was Jake bossing around the guys. Telling Youngbin to blow up the balloons more, scolding Nicholas when he almost dropped the banner, scaring Heeseung with his abrupt commands while Sunghoon observed them from the couch, eating something which you couldn’t make out.

Your eyes met Sunghoon’s and he froze in the middle of eating, dropping whatever was on its way to his mouth. The both of you stared at each other for a few seconds more until it clicked in his brain who he was looking at. The boy jumped and ran towards Jake, whispering something in his ear. Jake, turned to face the door, taking in your presence with a panicked look.

“Hey, Y/N...” he laughed awkwardly, scratching the back of his neck. You stepped inside to get a proper look at what the boys were up to in your own house. Nicholas was holding one end of the banner with Heeseung holding the other.

Jake’s words caught the attention of the other guys and now everyone was staring at you, standing frozen as if they had an encounter with Medusa. Before you could ask what the hell was going on inside your house, your eyes fell on the banner which read “PROM?” in big silver letters. “I assume this is for me?”

The boys stayed silent as their gaze shifted from you to Jake. “We didn’t think you’d come home this early.” Jake spoke up. “You know, the first thing to ensure that the person for whom the surprise is meant for, is distracted by someone else long enough to prepare anything” you said, folding your arms.

It was as if a light bulb was lit when the boys realized they forgot to execute an important part of the plan. Nicholas let go off his part of the end and jumped off the stool. “Well, now that you caught us and ruined your own surprise...all of our efforts and money have been wasted. He glared at you playfully.

“At least Jake still has the chocolates he was going to give you originally before we decided to help him with this” Youngbin spoke up, his voice a bit strained due to the few balloons he had to blow. “Wait..” you turned to the embarrassed boy. “You were gonna ask me to the prom?” You couldn’t believe your eyes and ears when Jake nodded to your question. “I got these chocolates for you....” he walked to the table where he left the box of chocolates only to find out it was open and half eaten.

Sunghoon avoided eye contact as Jake glared at him, looking guilty. “Hey, I thought they weren’t needed when we went with the big plan...and I was hungry...” he smiled bashfully. “You ate my chocolates!??” you couldn’t help but cry out, feeling miserable that you were deprived of your rightful treats. “Any normal person would’ve wish you were dead but I can’t because I love you” , you huffed in annoyance. Sunghoon only smiled brighter, showing a peace sign.

“Hey, it’s not fair that I’m standing here with both of my plans unsuccessful to ask you to be my date and you saying ‘I love you’ to another guy, especially to the person who robbed you off your chocolates!” Jake complained, sulking. You couldn’t help but laugh at how adorable he looked while trying to look angry. “It’s the thought that counts, Jakey” you pointed out to make him feel better and not to think that his efforts went to waste. “you guys didn’t have to go through all of this, I would’ve said ‘yes’ with just the chocolates, you know”, you laughed, taking one of the few remaining chocolates and popping it in your mouth.

“You would’ve?” Jake’s eyes were wide, a light blush forming on his face. You hummed in agreement, enjoying the treats. “Besides...it’s not the gift that matters. It;s the person behind the gift” you add, winking at Jake, leaving him speechless for once.

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jrwiyuri · 3 years

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hello i saw your tags on my post and i'm new to jrwi as a whole, i'm only on ep 16 for riptide but i am begging you to infodump to me about riptide tell me everything you've got ping me talk to me who's your favorite character

aHSKjd Okay so honestly I don’t even have a favorite?!!

Like I’ve tried to think about one but I love them all so much equally and they’re so great!!

Chip is such a god damn bastard but I love him so god damn much (he is trans. I know this for sure 100% it’s real Bizly literally told me <3)

He’s so loyal and kind and loving and omg;; his relationship with Ollie?? Fucking lvoe rhat holt shit catch me crying I love the fact he loves kids man ajfkajfksbf

I just rlly like his personality and I also think his morals are a bit interesting. From what I can tell he is very loyal to friends, strangers are a no go and he’s willing to put them in danger over his fitness & himself, and he has a strict no kill rule even with villains (for the most part anyway,)

Plus his entire thing with Arlin? Love that- <3

Gillion is very interesting and I’m so invested into him! Like besides his whole being clueless about the over seas, his entire moral guidelines are very strict and can put the crew into a lot of situations. (But he’s also very self sacrificing so like aha holy shit don’t die 👉👈)

I want to see what happens if a situation presents him with two choices that both seem morally wrong to him and whats he do. I’m just intrigued on his moral guidelines in general

I’m ALSO intrigued on his prophecy and in general culture and I wonder if that’s going to also cause conflict and if he maybe eventually with defy his people / prophecy? Perhaps he feels / realizes that maybe the prophecy is actually shading his moral beliefs or maybe it’s something else Idk!! I have no damn clue but it’s exiting!!!

Also his entire deal with the Dream guy? So god damn scared!!!! (If I had a nickel for every time a dnd character played by Charlie slimecicle made a possibly reckless and not well thought out deal with a more powerful entity & gained a symbol on their body I’d have TWO nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happens twice and based upon the first nickel I’m very scared <3)

But like I do also really like goofy Gill. No serious moral dilemmas, no trying to kill ur friends for honor, just him being him- even if he’s fuckin clueless ^^; (also he’s pangender and Pansexual. It’s real I swear charlie slimecicle sent me a dm I have proof )

And jay!!! The one brain cell (and cannon bisexual?? Fucking hell yea! Also she uses she/he/they pronouns because I condi literally told me on a phone call I had with him it’s totally real I swear)

I feel like I don’t have much to say about jay and I feel very bad but like I’m super interested into her backstory and overall goals more!!!

Her past with with navy is very interesting with the navy and shit?? Like that’s so cool and please tell me more Jay!! You want to open up to ur possible probably trauma and dealings so bad ooOk

She’s is very much a middle child out of the group both literally and physically.

Her dynamic with chip is fantastic and I hope one day she bears the shit out of him just for fun (I mean, Gill already got to- its jays turn now! /hj)

Some other people I’m very excited for are the Lizzie girl who is like the biggest pirate?? I find it very funny that chip is jealous of her but I also just would really like to know more about her 👀👀

And like I already said I want to go more into each of their backstories (well I guess not chips since we know his backstory) & also just to see what the future holds!! Especially with jay since out of the three we know the least about her and what her biggest goal would be (chips is obviously to find the black rose & we can assume gillions is for him to fufill his prophecy)

I think I just- I am excited for the world building snd what other cool secret shit is to come from all of this! I want to know how deep this shit goes and if things like the navy, the thing with the black rose, and gills prophecy could be connected OR clashing in some way?!! (And maybe Lizzie? OH and of course mr Dream daddy- I’m so damn afraid for him)

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ybhanrui · 4 years

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The Gifted Graduation EP5

so i skipped posting abt 2-4 because i had no extra time to go to tumblr (lmao im just lazy af)

DISCLAIMER: this is just drabbles that i wanted to say lmao

anyway let me just say my thoughts on this EP. my friend (she’s based in Spain) and I always stream tgt so both of us can be shookt and cry at the same time lmao.

first, my heart sank when Wave opened up to Pang. Wave is always logical while Pang is emotional. But Wave, after finding the family in XV, realized that one of them was a traitor must be one of the heaviest things he has to bare. We rarely see him open up like this-- he was indeed afraid. From one of the most annoying characters during S1 to just being a person who cares so much, even if he doesn't show it. He was so vulnerable and open when he admitted that he’s fear was losing the people he loves because of him. he already had his heart broken before by that mf teacher which made him build all his walls. And now that finally he has met XV, it must’ve been hard for him to go through that same feeling again. It must have been so heavy for him this time to separate the line between heart and mind. His openness to Pang says so much about the depth of their relationship. He might not trust himself sometimes, but he loves and trusts Pang.

second, Pang. Pang, my boy, i can just imagine the responsibility that was placed in him since the beginning being the ‘leader’ of XV. yall my boy just wanted to live a happy life. and here he, and XV, thought that after bargaining with the Director, all of their concerns would be solved. the weight of not knowing what to do, even clueless to the true intentions of the Director and the Minister, the virus, the internal conflict within the group... Pang is at the center trying to find the right light.

lemme hug my boys T____T

third, korn you mf****. when we knew that he was the imposter i really thought that even if... he wouldn’t do anything to Gifted XV thats why it was only injected to the kids. thats basically his family and friends lmao was I wrong. his face when he stabbed Punn was a face of no regrets. he was smiling maniacally even when the rest of XV confronted him at their place. I have both my theories and questions on why he hates the Gifted so much (we’ve been knew of this when he wanted to remove his potential from S1) but his hatred just seem to extend from just the potential, the administration, even up to his friends. Or maybe he doesn’t hate them personally but they’re a hindrance to his plan. lmao i really thought either Khun Darin or Third would be the leader of the anti-gifted, jokes on me. what Korn did was unforgivable. wasn’t stabbing Pun not enough? he had to put toxic gas even in the room this f**** these people love you. Mon is there your best friend you dimwick you even smiled after what happened like you did just not harm your friends.

fourth, the adults are a f** chaos to say the least. idk who’s right or wrong anymore but im siding with the Director...for now coz i think Khun Darin made Third and the younger gifted students blamed Pang and the XV kids (tho i see redemption arc for Third, no one does that to my boy Pang) for what happened... thats why Third was so mad at Pang. these adults has been the root cause of this whole fiasco ever since and whenever they fought, the children would always be the one to suffer.

fourth, GRACE. the star of the night. my girl got some real potential there. tho i also think about how will she able to manage on finding out (what needs to be find out lol idk anymore) when shes the only one not infected. pls ally with XV kids pls

last but def. not the least, WTF MEK IS IN THIS EPISODE YALL THE WAY I SCREAMED when he appeared on screen.

s** is really going down now that Mek is here.

the past would be uncovered. as it should be. i just hope my XV kids would not suffer.

#the gifted #the gifted graduation #gmm25 #gmmtv #fuck gifted #the gifted season 2 #thai series

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unicamendes · 5 years

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Wandering Romance

Tom Holland, best friend!Shawn x Reader!

A/N: idk just want to put my emotions in a story. I suck sorry. p.s. tell me what to do with my life!! I give u permission! jk plz don’t I already hate my life. Nuff said enjoy! (::

Warnings: angst, heartbroken reader, being a good ass friend, jealous vibes, and language ¿??? Tom being a clueless fuck and asshole :(:

“Uh, wow! Congratulations...,” you felt your eyes get watery and your throat throbbing because all you wanted to do is cry, but you couldn’t, not in front of him, not wanting to ruin his happiness. He had asked you to come over at his place, said he had amazing news and sure as hell it was.

“I’m getting married! I finally proposed to Sarah!”

His voice echoed through your head and pretty sure you felt your heart break into millions of pieces. How are you going to pretend everything is okay while your best friend, the love of your life, is getting married?

“Y/N! Aren’t you excited?” Tom nudge your shoulder, breaking away from your thoughts.

“Y-Yeah. Once again congratulations! I’m so happy for you!” You beamed, knowing you were just faking it.

“You don’t know how much this means to me..to have your approval on such a huge thing.” He chuckle softly.

“Of course! I’m your best friend and I’ll will always be there for you no matter what.” You looked over at Tom, observing him, he was so blissful, this was a different Tom, this is fiancé Tom. You can’t take that away from him. You just can’t.

“Anyway, I would stay, but I got work tomorrow morning. I’ll just see you around.” You quickly got up, the tears were now visible to see. You brushed them off before Tom got the chance to see your state of being.

“Aww, love, I really wanted you to stay so we can celebrate. How about tomorrow after work?” He suggested.

You took a deep breath, clearing your throat. “Uh, can’t, get out late.”

Pretty little liar.

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The past few weeks have been hell and back. Everyone was giving you shit at work and with the whole Tom getting married being plastered in every tv screen, magazine, and social media. You never seem to get a break from it. You didn’t care about work or Tom getting married. Why? It’s life, sometimes we don’t get what we want. It is what it is. That’s until you get a text from a special someone, that can just lure you back into your feelings that you have been trying to push away.

Tom 🖤

come to the bar. drinks on me. (: x

You have been staring at your phone, reading over the text message for the tenth time, debating to text back a ‘okay sure’ or ‘no, thanks, work tomorrow (:’ fiddling your thumbs on the keyboard, to send the text you agreed on, but found Tom double texted you now.

Tom 🖤

you know you have your read receipts on right? if you don’t come I’ll come get you. not taking a no for an answer!

Shit.

Deleting the previous text and sending a new text.

haha, got me there. send me the address and be there in 10 minutes (:

You let out a groan at your dumbass for forgetting that you had read receipts on, getting up from your couch and heading over to your bedroom to change out of your pajamas. This is a bad idea, you will probably see Sarah with her friends, you can just imagine her flaunting her engagement ring whilst her friends gushed and yelled in excitement.

Fuck, you didn’t really think of that one did you? Maybe you should invite someone to go with you, so that you won’t feel left out.

Heading back to the living room where you left your phone, quickly sending a text. Now you wait while you’re getting ready.

——

“So, you’re telling me you only invited me because you didn’t want to face Tom and Sarah alone?” He teased, his eyebrow quirked up.

You rolled your eyes, hushing him up as you guys were getting closer to Tom and Harrison.

“You’re such an asshole.” You whispered only for him to hear you. He laughed, engulfing you into a side hug.

“You love me though.” He kissed your head. You pushed him lightly away from you, breaking the hug. Didn’t want Tom to think your off the market, that’s if he’s even looking at you, of course he’s not he’s getting married for gods sakes. He doesn’t look at you the way he looks at Sarah, with such adoration and love.

Finally catching up to Tom and Harrison who were standing near the bar, ordering some more drinks. Harrison was the first one to take notice of your presence.

“Y/N!” He put the drinks of shots on the marble table. “Didn’t think you’d actually come! How are you?”

Tom snap his head up to the sound of your name, looking over at you. He didn’t like that you brought a guy with you.

“I’m good, didn’t think I’d actually show up too.” You giggled. “How are you?”

“Pretty fucking buzzed, but I’m alright. You must take a shot with us.” He took a hold of your hand guiding you to the rest of the group. You got a hold of your friend’s hand to tag along.

“Look who decided to come!” Harrison yelled out. The group hollered with ‘ay!’ and ‘hello’s’. Harrison patted your shoulder before returning back to the bar.

“Y/N! You’re here! We missed you!” Zendaya took you in for a hug. She looked at the man behind you. “Shawn Mendes. You know him?” She was amused.

“Uh, yeah. The perks of having friends who are movies stars.” You smirked. Zendaya took a look at the two of you, seeing that you were holding hands. She gave you a nod of approval confused as to why she needed to nod at you, then it hits you, you were still holding Shawn’s hand. You let go of his hand quickly. Shawn furrowed his eyebrows at the sudden action.

“Hi, nice to meet you. Y/N has told me a lot about you.” He extended his hand for her to shake, but only met with a hug. He awkwardly chuckled, being let go and for her to admire him more.

“Didn’t know Y/N will bring a famous singer. How long have you guys known each other?” She questioned.

“Since we were 17.” They both said in unison.

“So, three years.” She assumed. “Anyway, welcome Shawn, now let’s say hello to the rest of the group.”

“Z, where’s Tom, I think I should at least say hi to him.”

“Last time I checked he was with Harrison. Ask him.” She shrugged. “Shawn, do you drink?” You heard Zendaya ask, as you were leaving to look for Tom. You roamed around the place, to finally catch a glimpse of Tom..and Sarah.

Shit. Fuck. You can do this. Smile and greet.

Walking over to Tom and Sarah, with a smile on your face. Tom noticed you and took a hold of Sarah’s face, kissing her. The smile on your face disappeared only to feel the ache in your heart, your eyes watery, tears threatened to spill.

What the fuck? It’s like he knows how to ruin every mood of yours. Especially your fake ones.

You took a step back, only to bump into someone. You turned around only to be met with Shawn’s eyes.

“I can’t be here. Can we take a walk, please?” Your voice breaking. Shawn understood what was going on, he saw everything. He thought Tom was being an asshole. He interlock your hands with his, guiding you outside.

“Can’t believe I decided to come. I came here to be supportive and he does that shit in front of me. It’s like he knows that I have feelings for him. Ugh, he’s such a fucking asshole. I hate him!” You rant to Shawn, anger filled your bloodstream.

“I know, hun, wanna walk it and talk it out now?”

“Yes.” You intertwined your arm with his.

It has been 20 minutes since you have walked around the block not too far away from the bar. Shawn and you have been talking about what happened inside. You needed to let everything out or else you’d end up doing something irrational.

“Why do you love him? I don’t really understand that.” Shawn interrupted your rant. You paused for a second, licking your lips, thinking for a bit.

“Nobody has ever asked me that.” You admitted, squinting your eyes. “Hmm, that’s something new.”

“Do you love him? Or do you just like the idea of being in love?” Shawn continued, you looked at him in disbelief.

“What?”

“Y/N, after knowing you for three years-almost four years, all those years were just you talking about Tom, but you never explained why you love him or when you started to love him. So, tell me why do you love him?” He let go of your arm, now looking at you clearly.

“I..I don’t know, maybe I just love him. I can’t really explain, but all I know is that it hurts me to see him with her, it has been two years since they have been dating and it still hurts like a fresh cut, it fucking hurts because he would never love me the way I love him. Now he’s getting fucking married and I have lost my chances with him! Not that I had any, gosh I had hope for us, but that’s gone..and it feels like I lost him!” You cried out, finally letting the emotions out from all the pretending and fake smiles. Tears stained your cheeks, nose red, eyes getting red and puffy.

Fuck.

Shawn’s heart was breaking, he hates seeing you like this, since he was the only one who knew about your love for Tom. He knew everything, you trusted him more than your group of friends.

“I wanna go back home.” You sniffled. “Shawn, please take me back home.” You emphasized, hoping Shawn gets what your hinting on.

“As in, back to Toronto?”

Bingo.

You hiccup, “Yes.”

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lovehatinganime · 6 years

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Koumi/Mishiro headcanons

This is how I imagine the process that lead Koushiro and Mimi to start dating, trying to make it as close to canon as I can. Some, seeing how long and detailed this post is, will wonder why didn't I make a proper fic out of it. Well, let`s just say I'm lazy.

First of all, Mimi and Izzy are the same age thus, they have known each other for quite a long time...

Childhood

I imagine them being in the same grade but different classes.

I am assuming boys didn't leave poor Mimi alone even back then.

In some cases it was the classic `when you like a girl, being a dick and getting on her nerves will get her attention´ (which is hella toxic by the way. I never understood the logic behind this mentality. Nevertheless, it is, indeed, something that happens at a young age).

Others did it just because they didn't like her super girly personality and had a great time playing pranks on her. Maybe they tried to scare her off, hiding bugs in her suitcase or idk, that kind of stuff (is funny how I always think of kids as super awful and annoying little shits).

The thing is, Izzy was an exception because he was always in his own world and couldn`t be bothered by all those childish games. She found him very interesting (Mimi is the most individualist digidestined and it makes sense for her to enjoy people who are out of the norm).Someone not paying attention to her was something completely new for Tachikawa. At first, she used to really like it.

She could just approach Koushiro to have some peace and quiet when she needed it, which wasn't often. Mimi is an extrovert and can totally handle people. However, if someone was just too mean, she did need some space to go and just cry her eyes out. That is when she always went to the room where Izzy used to expend recess on his own.

Even if Koushiro didn't react (sometimes he wouldn't even notice her) little Mimi thought it was better than being completely alone.That`s why she started defending him when others said he was a weirdo for always carrying his computer everywhere.

Eventually, it reached a point where Mimi felt she was going after him all the time, trying to get his attention and miserably failing.

Insert the digimon adventure timeline here, where she gets mad at Izzy for ignoring her.

Of course, the experience in the digiworld makes their bond stronger, as it happens with all the others. However, I believe that, when they finally got back to the real world, Mimi and Izzy parted ways soon after the summer. I mean, in Digimon Adventure she is shown to have her own group of friends. Koushiro would not fit in there and probably kid Mimi wouldn't even try to drag him in.

They used to greet each other and talk a bit more than they did before, but that is all.

Teenage years (while Mimi is in the U.S.A.)

At some point, Mimi went through a really bad phase and felt so lonely over there. She tried to get in touch with her primary school friends but most never answered back, so she decided to try with the digidestined.

Tk and Kari weren't an option as they are younger, probably they wouldn't t even have a phone or own computer at the time.

She didn't rely on Matt neither because, honestly, they are the ones who have less direct one on one interactions and I plainly don't see him over the phone, comforting someone miles away (at least not her. They are so different. Maybe Yamato, who is so perceptive, would indeed notice Mimi is not all right. However, I definitely don't believe he would be able to make her feel better).

Her choice was to contact the three she was more close to, which are Jyou, Taichi and Sora.

Jo-senpai, as she likes to call him; answered every text but had very little time to keep up with the conversation, so Mimi stopped regularly writing him because she didn`t want to be a bother. They would make brief calls in specific ocasions such as New Year, birthdays or to inform the other when they achieved something important.

Tai and her started communicating quite a lot after her initiative. It was in a really random way, tho. Mostly because he is a mess and falls sleep in the middle of a conversation or doesn`t answer messages in ages. It is nice when they do talk, however, he is so clueless and provides 0 help when Mimi is sad or needs some kind of advice.

Enter Sora Takenouchi. She nails it. Mimi and her are best friends in the distance.

One day, while Mimi and any of the aforementioned are chatting, Koushiro`s name appeares in the conversation and for the first time in forever, she remembers about him.

The inflexion point

As a consequence, Miimi decided to write him (I am not sure if this would be in an impulse or after some time of deliberation). Surprisingly, this ended up being a great idea. Izzy was less shy with a screen in between. He becomes the one she keeps more in touch with (besides Sora), their most common contact via being the e-mail.

When she visits...

They spend a considerable amount of time together.

They learn to be very comfortable in each other`s company.

Their friendship is strange yet strong.

Basically what is portrayed in the movies.

When Mimi comes back for good (late adolescence)

Inflexion point number two

Izzy discovers her attraction and feelings for Mimi.

He clearly doesn't believe she likes him back, so he is stuck in between trying to impress her (example: dressing better) and repressing his crush.

He is afraid of rejection and the chance of blowing everything (they share friends, is a bad place for things to get twisted)

As a result, he becomes super anxious when she gets close to him (similar to what we see in the tri ovas) and avoids meeting her alone.

Mimi notices his strange behaviour, tries to directly address it, gets nowhere because Izzy runs away.

She starts asking around, but nobody wants to be the one to spill the super obvious truth.

The Tachikawa girl becomes suspicious and suddenly, one random afternoon hanging at the Yagami/Kamiya`s she just says:

“... I believe Izzy likes me”

Tai (the only one oblivious enough not to know) gets super excited: that`s my boy, let`s make this happen!

But Hikari is all: I don`t think that´s true.

Here the princess gets slightly offended and is determined to prove the younger girl wrong.

That is how the two trouble master minds (Taichi and herself) create a plan to prove the `Kou is head over heels for Mimi´ theory.

The Ishida-Takaishi brothers have oppossite opinions (they were also chilling at the household when all this went down).

Yamato believes nothing good is going to come out from it. Still, does not intervene. “This will keep those two busy and prevent them from doing anything against me”.

Meanwhile Takeru remains silent cause he swore Izzy not to tell. He actually likes the idea and thinks of it as good news because Koushiro will finally get what he wants.

Nobody tells neither Jyou or Sora because they would sure stop all the fun, I mean, nonsense.

All the digidestined have a party, alcohol included (let`s be real) and somehow Tai corners Koushiro into some kind of truth or dare in which he has to confess his feelings for Mimi or kiss her or whatever. It works but...

Mimi looks at Hikari and reacts proudly, shouting: I told you he had a crush on me!

Izzy interprets it as this being all a game for Mimi. He believes she is using him, feels ultra humiliated and leaves the party.

She follows and they talk things through.

Mimi confesses, something in the lines of “you have been my favourite since 4th grade” and kisses him right away.

They give the thing a try and it all flows slowly but smoothly.

As far as I'm concerned, that is how they start dating and have a healthy monogamous relationship (because Koushiro clearly could not handle the social effort of having more than one love interest at a time).

Random notes: I'm actually a multi-shipper and is not like Koumi/Mishiro is my endgame, but I must say it has always been my favourite hetero ship for both of them. I wanted to include Takeru as the wingman because is one of the best shits Tri has given us. Sadly, it didn't quite fit the rest. Taichi takes his place cause we all know he is the second wingman in command.

Feel free to ask for more stuff like this if you like it!

#mimi tachikawa #koushiro izumi #izzy izumi #koumi #koumimi #mishiro #mimi x izzy #mimi x koushiro #digimon ships #digidestined headcanons #digimon

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foresthuntermajrach · 6 years

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I'd be happy to match you with someone! :D tell me more about yourself?

Omg, you want to OwO? Alright!

(So… damn… that wasn’t easy haha)

I rarelytalk about myself so much so idk what I should tell you but…

I’m an introvert, but I do enjoy spending time amongstpeople. I don’t like partying a lot and feel uncomfortable amongst crowds but Ilike meeting new pals and getting to know them (although I tend to get boredwith idle chit chat easily).

I'm rather quiet and spend most of the time in silence but if I get excited about something (or you ask me about something I love), I get super talkative and can drown you in my excitement (lol?)

Big thing, though. I’ve long ago learnt that I haveempathy problems so like… I’m the last person someone should seek to cry ontheir shoulder - and yet people still do that (that makes me feel bad bc Idon’t get them). And I do not pity people. No matter how shitty your lifeis, I still believe you could be happy in some way. And I don’t really likepeople who drown in self pity.

Alas!

My dad once said that our subconsciousness is ourbiggest weapon, so I started thinking positively and strangely enough it becameso natural to me that now I’m pretty much an impersonation of optimism. Nomatter what happens to me, I believe that earlier or later things will getbetter, I don’t hold grudges, even if I may not like someone; and I tend to actvery nice towards people I dislike (and who dislike me back) just to spite themand at the same time feel good with myself.

I’m an egoist but I help people if they ask me nicely.Cue me being the one that solves physics problems then drops them in the groupchat and explain them bc I get it.

I’m against cheating and believe that the hard way ismuch better for your own benefit unless the thing you have to decide uponcheating or not is absolutely useless for you. The latter never happened.Honestly, i’ve only cheated once on a words test on German classes because Icouldn’t cram those for the love of God and I was endangered with not passingthe subject at all. I’ve found a way to avoid doing it afterwards tho.

I guess I do go by some rules, but those are made bymyself and not forced on me, so I may be seen doing stupid unallowed stuff atuni with my friends. Who cares, anyway lmao.

I tend to be mean. To both, my close ones and topeople I barely know. Mostly playfully mean, because I just like to check ifthis or that person gets offended easily (I know, a dangerous game, but it’sfun af).

Apart from this…

I like togain and then show my knowledge about different things. I like to talk aboutthings I do know about and getfrustrated when someone suddenly changes the topic to something I know shitabout only bc they felt like it (I mean here celebrities, manicure, make-up, topicslike those make my skin crawl pls don’t). I really like listening to someone ifthey are passionate about the thing they are talking about, as long as they arenot repeating themselves for the umpteenth time. People are friggininteresting.

My passions(apart from the obvious drawing and writing) are observation, science andnature. I honestly love being outside. I love mountain trekking, swimming (espin the sea), taking walks in theforests, camping and stuff like those. The night sky is like my one true loveand in summer I tend to just lay and look at the sky and tear up at how fuckingawesome light is to be able to go so quick and show us galaxies that probablydon’t exist anymore and omg I would die to fly to space, ok.

I’ve alwaysdreamed of being an astronaut but there was no way of pursuing this dream so nowI’m searching for something else that I would like. So far I don’t know if I’mmaking the right choices.

I also liketo read books, albeit now I do that less and rather watch documentaries (mostlyabout cosmos and physics - I gotta admit that lol).

I also prefer to rest in silence, uninterrupted, either alone or with someone who will not keep on babbling all the time we spend together.

Hmm… whatelse…

I dislikechildren (mostly when they’re noisy and pushy - they exhaust me and I hatenoise omg) and dogs (same reason), am clueless in love, rather afraid of men80% of the times, even tho I get on best with them and not girls; I may or maynot me demisexual (am lmao) and idk about what sex I’d romance but so far I’veonly had minor crushes on men.

I’m cuddlywhen I’m close with someone. Like… I tend to lay on my mom’s lap a lot or onmy dad, or i rest my head on my friend’s shoulder while we sit close to eachother. And honestly I would 10/10 snuggle all day if I could. When it’s someoneI barely know I’m usually very uncomfortable with even things as simple as apat on the arm. I’m not sure what it came from but it’s just there.

I’m ratherafraid of love btw and even though I know boys look at me because I am pretty in a way (if I didn’t knowthat myself, then people keeping telling me that would make it) but because ofmy outer confidence and smarts and just the way I am no one ever approaches me.No one apart from the so called “momma’s boys” who are looking for someonewho will take care of them and honestly? I don’t feel a pull towards suchpeople. I’m secretly dreaming of finding my one true love amongst all thepeople I would manage to get it going with but at the same time I’m so veryinsecure about the matter that one would say I do not think I’ll be ever worththe try? Idk people can make you think many things about yourself and so farthe only likable thing about me the boys noted is that I have a pretty face andnice body (which I like too but… what about how I am lmao). I tend to thinkthat this may be not for me and I’ll just end up alone and doing research forsomething I’ll feel passionate about.

God, I’msorry, somehow it turned depressing at the end even tho I didn’t intend towrite those things. But I won’t delete it cause this can also give informationon me.

#I'm sorry I hope this is what you wanted to know #rip me I don't talk about myself like that often k #even tho i sometimes wish I did so thanks for the opportunity lol #shea-gardienne #about mun #ask

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survivor-tierradelfuego · 4 years

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Ep. 11: “Do you all think I am just floating over here with no one?” - Aimee

Amy A

Ben ☹️. I didn’t play too well with him and it was such a good blindside I couldn’t resist. I wish him well and I just have a feeling I’m next to go

Olivia A

Okay umm we got Ben out but it turns out Kalle gave me a real idol? So I feel weird. The reason we began suspecting her of lying was because Hanuha people knew about Maddison’s safety without power advantage and Kalle was literally the only person who could’ve told them. IDK!!

Aimee

I’m just so tired of crying! Sarah tried to video chat and I just couldn’t. No one knew I don’t think that Ben and I were so close. Gaaaaah I’m gonna miss him so much! He just helped me so much to stay sane in this game. The last thing I need is anyone seeing me as a big hot mess. I can’t catch a break.

Sarah

From two nights ago.... https://youtu.be/uebz8rVKNbg https://youtu.be/xQyiuiGeEpo

Pedro A

when i actually thought i was at the bottom........THERES EVEN A LOWER BOTTOM...THAT IM IN RIGHT NOW......chille ben screwed us BIG TIME....we were in a great spot..i dont even know what to say at this point

Sarah

Wow. Okay. I didn’t want to be a villain but here we are. I will post a video confessional soon but for now, the plan to vote out Ben actually worked. I called Maddison last minute and explained that Ben and Kalle were tight and were all over the place, playing both sides. Maddison found out that Kalle was a rat and was not being completely truthful and we both agreed on voting Kalle or Ben. We agreed on Ben because we thought Kalle was going to play her idol on herself.... turns out Ben was telling the truth in voting out Kalle to old Hanuha and Kalle actually gave Olivia a real idol. More to come... but for now I feel like a villain ahhh.

Kalle N.

Well I said that my only goal was to make jury and not go to the FTC so it looks like Ben really helped me achieve that. THAT FOOL REALLY FUCKED ME OVER ON HIS WAY OUT THE DOOR. This is fine. I will never let him forget that I've beaten him twice now and that's all that matters. Did not see this tribal coming at all. Can't wait to get voted out next

Najwah

If I learned anything today is that we tend to read in and over think and make up scenarios in our head. Ben was actually on our side all along? Who would have thought. All the bits and pieces he told us today just didn't add up and Cody said he was different and everyone was just quiet and Ben didn't talk in the group, he spoke to people individually. I don't really understand what just happened but we wasted so much energy speculating lmao. And now where the hell do we go from here? Cody has become so paranoid also. The minute Ben told him that those people will be writing his name he became soooo paranoid wtf. Then he WASTED an advantage and idol at tribal? Just bc he still didn't trust the plan. I'm starting to think that Cody just can't trust anyone or any process. I really think he needs to chill more. Be more low key. Just try to be calm. If you get voted out, it's not like you're going to die or something. It's just a game after all.

Aimee

Apparently tribe was getting too suspicious of how Ben and Kalle were so close. I still don’t get why I had to be left out of the vote though? Why can’t I get the respect to be told what is happening before the vote, so I have time to process my emotions and have my stuff together a little. https://immunityilol.tumblr.com/post/617448854807298048 Instead I get nothing. I get a call from Sarah right after Ben is voted out. Obviously I can’t answer it because I’m crying and no one knew I was super close to Ben. I’m just so angry right now first Grae now Ben! IS MADDISON NEXT!? FUCK! Like Gah I’m afraid to get close to anyone. But I just love getting to know people. I finally got to video chat with Maddison. Fucking loved it! She is great to talk to and great to have on this crazy skype isolation island. I need some interaction and realness right now. Ok I’m totally drinking. It’s hard enough to process all this nonsense sober. We will see what the next day brings.

Aimee

Sarah I really don’t want us to end up like this Casanova music video. 😢💔 I guess everyone wants to blindside Aimee as a treat. I hope people got their jollies out of it. 🌟 Allie X - Casanova feat VÉRITÉ https://youtu.be/YpVunjboAWg

Sarah

From last night.... https://youtu.be/EirlyVVXDKk

Sarah

Day 21 https://youtu.be/aYiGStuSKDA

Pedro A

Im afraid Kalle will throw me under the bus...just to stay this week cause shes on the bottom....and im also afraid that maddison and olivia will try to convince kalle to vote me out...instead ....since they are coming for me ...GOSHHH..i hate my life...i need immunity...CAN I LIKE HAVE IT?

Pedro A

okay so im excited to see everyone's answers to this challenge...THIS WILL BE INTERESTING...it will reveal a lot of people real thoughts ..IM READY FOR TEAAAA YALL

Najwah

I enjoyed my day today. I think it's the first time I was fully in the real world in 22 days. I'm playing a reckless game right now. There are so many layers in this game but after last night's tribal and learning that Ben was being legit, I just feel bad. I love Cody but he's definitely a loose cannon and can't play low key. Which is definitely bad for my game. He and Sarah are trying to push me into getting Amy on our side, but our relationship just isn't like that. I don't want to make her feel used. I like her. I really like her a lot. I like Sarah too. And Cody. I want to be friends with all these people IRL lol so I don't want to play against them or lie to them. This game just gets harder every time someone gets voted off tbh but I'm at the point where I feel like "if my plan works, then great", "if it doesn't, then whatever. I get to chill on panderosa and get to sleep more and actually spend time with my family and friends who I've been avoiding since this started lmao" Also, I'd be able to work again. I haven't got much work done urgh. I don't know whether my super idol is real. I'm curious to see what tonight's challenge will reveal. I am not going in with any syrategy

Cody wants to go for Kalle and Pedro coz they voted for him? I don't know, I think that's kinda silly and I'm not about revenge. You have to think rationally. And we have made a few irrational choices of late because people read into things. I still wish Ben hadn't told Cody that everyone was voting for him. That's how so much of yesterday's shit started. I have been so tired since yesterday. Tired of the scheming and overthinking and being paranoid over nothing urgh. Aimee also wants to call me after the challenge. I'm kinda scared tbh. I had a dream last night that Aimee killed me lmao this game is haunting me and giving me nightmares. Honestly, I'd be okay if anyone left wins this game. Okay except Kalle. She's the only one I've not interacted with and she just seems dodge idk. Maybe I'm still thinking about Zack's stupid analysis on people. Anyways.

Najwah

I'm happy for Maddison tbh. She deserved that. I just want to scream about Cody though? Why did Cody chop Aimee? Wtf. And that made Aimee chop Sarah before she chopped Amy or Maddison. I'm so confused. Ugh.

Maddison

Apparently I don’t know much about this tribe. Yeet!

Pedro A

Villan of the season?....im honored...but bitter jury?...i didnt like that one..lol

Aimee

I chopped Pedro for Grae.

I chopped Olivia and haha sorry I got so nervous on here that I just chopped the final chop, even though that was savage as hell... I called her a goat and then chopped her right out of the game. Oops hahahahaha. When I watch this challenge back I look like the C word with a capital C.... And that word isn’t “cartwheel.” I chopped Sarah for the Ben blindside. I chopped Amy for my mental health. I can’t lose Maddison! I’m so sick of being tortured that I truly am running out of fucks tbh. Just chop anyone, whatever. Why do I care...

Aimee

Ohhhh Najwah!!!! Don’t worry about not telling me about the vote or accidentally calling me a goat because you didn’t know the meaning. I think I would make a cute goat. https://nunyabizni.tumblr.com/post/615593098008035328 Love that you think I’m actually “the Greatest of All Time.” I adore you and our friendship 💖❤️💞 luv you girl!!! I know you’re truly being genuine unlike others. I’m waiting for this game to tip in our favor so we can run with it. https://youtu.be/TGwZ7MNtBFU This MV is dedicated towards Najwah after Cody swooped in and stole my final 2 with her. No hard feelings; I have my own stuff to sort out after my man Ben was voted out. I’m pretty confident you have a final 2 with Cody and I love that for you. 🧡💛💚 I’m happy y’all got together and are strong with Sarah. But here I am. Do you all think I am just floating over here with no one? Just not playing the game and grazing my grass over here like a “goat?” They really don’t know how close I was with Ben and they got stupid lucky on that one. I’m not as clueless as you all think... it’s in your best interest to reconsider. Also let’s not skip over the fact that Sarah and I both didn’t get an answer on touchy subjects for “who do you trust the most.” Yeah don’t think I didn’t peep that. 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 Sarah didn’t put me and I didn’t put her. I put Maddison. Cody had 2 votes. Najwah and Sarah put him. I’m not dense. I guess Sarah is cool with being that 3rd wheel. Loving the fact that apparently no one has been seeing me reaching across the aisle for damn DAYS trying to play with Maddison.... oh honey, oh girl...oh no no ... that was just Ben right? Yeah. My final 2 with Ben is gone so I’m rogue and hoping I can get Maddison as far as possible with me. Also! Just letting you all know I’m not a damn chump. It’s SO OBVIOUS that Cody Najwah and Sarah have a fucking secret chat that they’ve been in since the beginning of all time, which included Zack. You’ve heard it here first folks. Oh and I’ve known this for at least a week or two. The tells are so blatant, but catch me pretending to have no idea. I’m not the goat that you think I am, but I would LOVE you to continue to think of me of a goat and forgettable. If you knew what I was doing I wouldn’t be allowed to get to the end. If I’m on any players radars then that means I am doing a bad job. So, I absolutely loved what this challenge revealed. I know way more than people think I know, but I am playing up the ditzy card hardcore. I would much rather prefer to be a stealthy sniper that people think is not playing. Give me a chance to explain my game in the final tribal and you might regret that. I have been doing all the same moves as Ben and same exact strategy.... he gets called a big threat and blindsided and yet here I am with identical strategy and totally left alone and tbh a little disrespected but that works to my advantage. Perception is not reality! This could be everyone’s biggest mistake and I honestly love it. I just want Kalle and Pedro out tbh. I got my big boobs and my positivity. I’m mind strong and I’m ready to get this. Your lady is never giving up. If you blindside me again it better be me that gets voted out. Otherwise you’re all in a world of fucking trouble... https://64.media.tumblr.com/0389c791f095d54973543b32d4414577/984582d2a107588c-89/s540x810/c10ec7b961de2fd3b693a886ea7385b04ed3d653.gifv

Najwah

I am still tired. LOL. Amy L still hasn't replied to me. I think she hates me right now and I burned the bridge with her, which I'm obviously sad about because it's the only bridge I really cared about? Like she's the only person who I was 100% sure about and we've always respected each others allegiance to their alliances. Anyway. What does it matter now? I'm going to let Cody and Sarah make a plan with this tribal scrambling. Oh Cody said the reason he chopped Aimees rope is because he didn't want her to win immunity again lmao so he rather chops someone in his own alliance wtf I can't get over that fatal mistake. That and playing the extra vote and idol😭😭 ugh and I think people assume I am his goat or something lmaooooo I absolutely adore Cody but I really hope he doesn't mess things up for himself. Sarah wants me to get coins for them to buy an immunity idol. Do I really want to waste 5 coins again on someone whose just going to get paranoid and play it? I don't know. I need to think on it.

Aimee

Welp I finally told my first lie in this game and hopefully it’s not my demise. I guess it’s my turn to be messy. I’m still coping with Ben being gone. 💔😢😫 Why the nut, did I tell Pedro I want him here. It was definitely too much alcohol and worried if he had another idol I would be the throw vote. Welp we will see if he throws that info all over the island. https://64.media.tumblr.com/d9f98e355c7e9229777fa982551cfd7e/tumblr_nr72mkoPHr1rs8h9do7_250.gifv https://64.media.tumblr.com/d37a2b6f76f83c1beaca2ca2bac6bb72/tumblr_nr72mkoPHr1rs8h9do3_250.gifv I’ve made peace with it though. This lady ain’t stopping, but if this puts me in jury. I’m honestly excited! I’ll finally get to talk to James, Grae and Ben again! And that makes my heart warm. ♥️

Pedro A

I'm probably going home tonight....kinda done with this.....I'm exhausted and emotionally drained from this experience.. I just wanna chill...at the end of the day its either me or kalle....so may the odds be in my favor!!

Najwah

I'm nervous about this vote. Apparently Maddison and co are willing to work with us to get Kalle out. I don't know how legit it is but I'm tired tonight and I just think I should do an early vote before people change their minds.

Amy A.

So we had the game yesterday and there was a question about ‘closest Ally’ and no one chose me. I’m not really bothered about everyone else except NAJWAH. She didn’t choose me! I was the only one who chose her cos her name came just ONCE. Whoever she ended up choosing as her closest ally didn’t even choose her. It’s made me real life sad because I trusted her so much. Honestly, I didn’t even think twice about putting her name down for closest ally. I haven’t even spoken to anyone about tonight’s vote. Idk who I’m voting for but I know it’s not her cos I promised her that. That’s the only reason. Maybe I’m the one going home. I don’t know.

Maddison

Let’s hope for a straightforward vote tonight with no unforeseen twists!

Aimee

https://youtu.be/m4Z0RN_KhK0 A flow mobz - thrill over fear (feat. luna blake) Omg I couldn’t sleep last night and I just woke up being bitchy about Pedro. I don’t think he actually has anyone besides maybe Kalle. My walls are up and I just want this vote to work in my favor and be Kalle. I hope there are no hard feelings after this game. I just want to get to know everyone during all this covid madness and have some fun. 🌈

#episodes

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milkymilk101 · 7 years

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Wanna One as Construction Workers

* Idek I was thinking about Sungwoon and this came up. I thought about everything in my head while my mother and I were going to Rite-Aid. Idk I hope you like it?

Disclaimer: Might be horrible

Jisung

The boss

Gathering everyone in a group hug first thing in the morning

Probably plays slow chill music in the morning when everyone is starting off their daily duties (IDK OKAY)

Constantly trying to make sure everything is done before the deadline

Doesn’t understand why he was stuck with the crew he’s with

Literally has to keep an eye on everyone

Buys them food after a long and hard day of work

“Jisung this is why you are the Boss” - Daniel while stuffing kimbap in his mouth

Always the last one to leave to make sure all his crew is alright :’)

“Guanlin you can’t stand in the middle of the construction zone”

Kinda wants to do the work himself because the others play around too much

Shouldn’t but picks up the slack

When he isn’t yelling and nagging at the others he’s known to do this thing where he just sits there staring off to space

“Maybe he’s wondering where we hid his trailer keys?” -Ongniel :’)

Eats his lunch alone so he can look after the rest of the crew from afar

His mom brings his lunch and he loves it.

Home cooked meals for lunch break

Also another reason why he eats alone

Continiously saying

“Where the hell is Daehwi and Jinyoung?!”

Daniel

Does his work well

Only when Ong isn’t partnered up with him or when Ong comes around

“Daniel and Ong can you both stop trying to glue Jaehwan’s tools to the wood panel” -Jisung

The one that takes off his work attire to reveal himself in a white wife beater

“It’s too hot” -Daniel

“HOT DAMN!” -Ong in the distant

Daniel brings the girls to the construction zone~

“Please stay away from the construction zone. It is dangerous you civilians” - Minhyun with a megaphone

Packs himself sandwiches and ramen

Ends up tracking in cats

They’ve adopted Daniel as their Kitty Leader (LOL KITTY PUN)

Feeds them

After the first couple of times he ended up bringing cat food and treats with him to work

“What does this taste like?”

Looks forward to lunch break because KITTY TIME~

“Maybe if I figure a way to control these cats to do my work then-”

“DANIEL STOP PLAYING WITH THOSE DARN CATS. I DON’T PAY YOU TO DO THAT”

“IS THAT A CHALLENGE”

Ends up apologizing saying it was a joke but everyone knows it isn’t

Jihoon

Kinda does what he’s suppose to do?

No one believes he gets anything done

“Are you sure you work here” -Ong

Woojin and him has this thing that when they pass each other while working they look at each

Drop their equipment

Wrestle to see who flips the other one onto the ground first

Loser has to do a dare

“Go to Jisung and ask him if he dropped his pockets. If he says ‘where?’ throw these at him”

*Shoves a bag full of un-sewn pockets @ Woojin*

“Why the hell do you have this?”

The girls that walk by always call out to him

Shy af but tries very hard not to be (you’re doing great bby)

They probably bring him lunch tbh

“WOOJIN PICK UP THESE FUCKEN UN-SEWN POCKETS”

“IT WAS JIHOON’S IDEA”

“I’M CUTTING BOTH YOUR PAY”

Ong Seongwoo

FUCKS AROUND

But surprisingly gets the stuff he needs done

“Wow I can’t believe you got this part done”

“I know not everyone can be as amazing as me”

*Flips the long hair he doesn’t have*

Shamelessly flirts with all the girls that walks by the fence of the construction zone

Takes lunch from them

Well they offer it to him

He loves it b/c free food

They don’t mind because Ong is super handsome and sweet

“If your man ain’t treating you right, then let that Mango.” *Fruit Pun

“And come to me” ;)

“ONG, IF YOU’RE GOING TO BE SCREWING ANYTHING IT BETTER BE WITH THOSE SCREWDRIVERS AND THAT BOARD”

Dances during the lunch break with Woojin on the metal pole to entertain everyone

“If I were a stripper, my stripper name would be-”

“WE ARE NOT DISCUSSING STRIPPER NAMES” - Jisung & Minhyun

Also

“My favorite weather is rain. I wont be taking hail” (B/c Cash is rain and hailing is coins? Get it? No? Okay...)

Favorite tool is the staple gun because of Sungwoon

Wants to shoot it at Woojin but he knows the company’s insurance would probably go higher

So he throws pebbles at Woojin while he’s working

Woojin is a total clueless dork

“WHO TF KEEP THROWING SHIT AT ME”

“JIHOON YOU ASSHOLE”

Enjoys his job :)

Woojin

Like I said does that weird ass thing with Jihoon

“YOU’RE FUCKEN CHEATING”

“I don’t need to cheat when I can easily win. Now kiss my boot and do your dare”

When he doesn’t do that thing with Jihoon, he’s actually very productive

Probably the most hardworking worker Jisung has

Probably does all the work honestly

Like I said dances with Ong during their lunch break

On a metal pole

They both probably dance to something like Apple bottom jeans or Yeah! by Usher

“ApPle BoTtoM JeAnNnssSSsSs BoOTs WIth ThE fuRrRrrRRRrr” *Drops it down low*

Daniel records it because Ong & him made a bet that he would get carried away

They use it against him to do their work too :’)

Poor Woojin

Steals Ong’s desserts as pay back

“WHERE IS MY PUDDING CUPS”

“DANIEL ARE YOU FEEDING THE CATS MY PUDDING CUPS. YOU TRADER”

“WOOJIN SAID IT WAS HIS”

“FUCK FUCK FUCK”

Jaehwan

Follows around Minhyun

No one really knows what he does

Or why he’s there?

“Good morning Minhyun how was your day so far”

“He doesn’t even go here!” -Ong in the distant

A bat that hangs off of Minhyun’s shoulder

“So what are you doing now?”

“I’M LOOKING AT THE BLUE PRINTS JAEHWAN, NOW GO DO YOUR WORK YOU LEACH”

“Hey Minhyun are you going out for lunch”

“I’M GOING TO THE RESTROOM. LET ME PEE IN PEACE”

Probably sings while he works

Like the seven dwarfs

Okay like all the time

Suggests Karaoke every time after work

Likes beating everyone

“MAIn VOCaL maIN RaPEr iN yOur aReA~”

Wins all the time

No one likes going

“BUT there’s soju and beer”

*finger points snaps*

“You’re too cheap to pay all the time tho” -Minhyun

Minhyun

The pusher

Usually has that expressionless face while working

Everyone is kinda afraid of him

He just nags everyone alot

“This place is so fucken dirty.”

“You work at a construction site Minhyun” -Jisung

Like there’s Jisung and on top of that is Minhyun

“Just do you work”

“JuST dO yUoR WoRK”

Girls come for him too

But he learned to ignore it

“Minhyun! You look so handsome today!!”

“Ong I think those girls are making whale noises for you. You should go see if they need help”

He honestly just wants to get his work done

And go home

To nap? Sleep?

The “Why am I here” worker

Mentally refers to everyone as “peasant” besides Daehwi, Guanlin, Jinyoung, and Jisung

He probably writes poems during his break

Concrete is gray.

Ply woods sucks.

I would hit these annoying mother fucks :)

~ 9/4/17 Minhyun

Sungwoon

Cant do much because of his height

Works hard af to make up for it :’)

When Jisung has the music on in the morning he does a weird dance challenge with Ong

It’s different with Woojin

Sungwoon does it with a staple gun and a nail gun

Inside jokes

“Yeah Sungwoon can definitely NAIL IT together for you Jisung”

“You both are idiots”

*Body rolls with a staple gun*

Up for Karaoke with Jaehwan

The night is mostly spent with them both competing each other

They could sing all night tbh

Probably do high note battles while working

“STOP WITH YOUR MATING CALLS AND GET BACK TO BUILDING THE REST OF THAT SIDE OF THE WALL”

“WE’LL STOP IF YOU SHARE SOME OF YOUR MOTHER’S COOKING WITH US FOR LUNCH. WE KNOW WHY YOU SIT ALONE.”

Daehwi

An inter? Temp? I guess

Does the minimal

“Guanlin why does one of the workers keep staring at me?”

Doesn’t really know what’s happening through out the day

Follows along with whatever Jisung says

Just does random wild goose chase errands that the workers make him do

B/c no one wants this boy to get hurt?

“Daehwi I need you to find Jisung’s pockets”

“Jihoon isn’t his pockets on hi-”

“Look Ik this is life or death situation. The world is now in your hands alright. Now go buy a bunch of un-sewn pockets”

Became best friends with Jinyoung

Disappears with Jinyoung (according to Jisung)

“OMFG HOW I CAN LOSE 2 CHILDREN. QUICK WHAT’S THAT NOISE THAT HUMAN BABIES MAKE TO LET THEIR MOTHER KNOW WHERE THEY’RE AT.”

“Cry?”

“Yeah that”

They get distracted a lot along the way

Goes out to eat

Sight seeing

Buys un-sewn pockets

Then eats ice cream along the way

“Jihoon I got you, your drugs”

“wHAT”

“I’m kidding here’s your un-sewn pockets”

Jinyoung

Quietly does his shit

“Ong why does one of the new kid keeps looking at me?”

They became best friends :’) #JINHWI

Quickly does his work so he could run off with Daehwi

He actually doesn’t have as much work compared to the others

“WHY IS HE GOOD AT EVERYTHING” -Ong Probably

Knows his tools surprisingly

His work sometimes consist of cleaning and unjamming the tools that Daniel, Ong, Jihoon, Sungwoon, and Woojin did :’)

“How tf do you get a carrot stuck in the screw driver Ong”

“Look I was curious okay. Don’t question my validity”

A handy man

Constantly says to himself “How did I get this job?”

Always has dirt and smug on his face

“Where is it”

*Wipes more on his face with his dirty gloves*

The girls fangirl over him too

But he has ear plugs in purposely

He would get shy if he actually hears what they’re hollering

“Jinyoung! Is your voice deeper than the ocean!?”

Guanlin

Inter temp person with Daehwi

They got the job together

Their parents knows Jisung so they got hooked up for the Summer

Their parents said “It’ll be good for your resumes”

He comes into work dressed all nicely but Jisung learned to give and have a spare set of clothes

Comes into work with Starbucks frap in one hand and a chocolate croissant in the other

Makes sure to bring one to Jihoon in the morning

Asks his mom to make another lunch box for Jihoon

Gets upset that Jihoon has girls offering him lunch too

Wonders around the construction site most of the time

You’ll constantly hear “Guanlin you can’t stand in the middle of the construction zone”

Can’t find Daehwi because MISSING

Sometimes he just sits near Jihoon and watch him work and fool around

It’s more entertaining than filing paper work with Minhyun and Jisung

The one that constantly asks Jisung for money because he’s hungry and ate all what his mom packed him.

Ends up seeing Jinhwi together

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ace-take-the-prndl · 7 years

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@emeracco

you asked for it

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?

I’m not suprised

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

Nothing because I haven’t kissed anybody ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

If it was weed I probably wouldn’t care but any other kind yeah..

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

Nope

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?

Still never kissed anybody

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

No?

7. What does your last received text say?

lol

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

09. Where was your last kiss at?

nowhere

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

I saw my oldest sister like 2 days ago, I can’t remember the last time I saw my other sister. She doesn’t hang out with us anymore

11. What do you drink in the morning?

Some nice cool and refreshing H2O. Stay healthy kids.

12. Where did you sleep last night?

My bed?

13. Do you think relationships are hard?

I answered this one already

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

Nah that’s too much work. and I wouldn’t fuck with the past

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

Yeah that I’m alone

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

Answered this already too

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

omfg a lot of people. My middle name is unoriginal for a middle name

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

like pajama shorts

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?

God I hope so

20. Does anyone like you?

idk if they do they better tell me because I’m clueless af

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

Still haven’t kisses anyone

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

there’s a lot of people I CANNOT stand tbh

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

Yes! I want a bunch tbh

25. In the past week have you cried?

Probably I don’t even pay attention to when I cry. I’m an emotional person okay.

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?

Mixed breed

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

Both?

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

Nope

29. Do you think you’re old?

Hell no I’m still young

30. Do you like text messaging?

Yeah its quicker and easier sometimes

31. What type of day are you having?

A chill one

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

I actually just got my nose pierced a few weeks ago! I’ve wanted it for the longest time, both my sisters and mom have theirs done.

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

COLD. I hate the heat so much, I get hot easily and then I get sick. Warm weather, gross.

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

eh not really

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?

A relationship. I’ve never been in one and I want something meaning full in my life and not just a fling

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

I can be both

37. What song are you listening to?

Also answered this already

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?

Of course 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?

Yeah I’m sure my friends do, I don’t keep things from them even about myself if I did it’s because I forgot to tell them or something 40. What made you start liking the person you like now?

???? 41. When did you last receive a text message?

Today 42. What is wrong with you right now?

You got me buddy 43. How well do you know the last female you texted?

I’d say pretty well 44. Does anyone disgust you?

Yes. 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?

Depends I guess 46. Are you in a good mood right now?

Yee 47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?

idk my dad? 48. What color shirt are you wearing?

Like a really dark blue 49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?

No I’m an opened person and I’m always ready to listen to someone even if they’re telling me I’m a shit person I’m like thank you and now I’ll go change myself so I’ll be less of a shit person and don’t cause people trouble or pain 50. Anyone you’re giving up on?

None that I care for 51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

No, I’ve never fell hard for someone

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?

Nope. I know when I need to walk away to better my health I won’t let someone hold me back. 53. Do you like rain?

answered already 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

Nah. Just as long as they’re not an alcoholic I’m cool with it 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

Yeah. Story of my life tbh. 56. Do you like to cuddle?

YES 57. Are you shy?

eh not it depends on the situation like around adults I can be meh… But grouping outings and stuff I’m pretty out and about 58. Do you get along with girls?

yeah 59. Have you dated the person you texted last?

no 60. What do you carry with you at all times?

Money. Hand sanitizer. Chapstick. Basic shit. 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?

For 1 million dollars yeah, I’d fight a ghost for 1 million dollars 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?

yeah 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?

sadly no 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

YES 65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?

I left my sister’s house and my sister texted me a minute later saying how my nephew asked were I was at and she told him I left and he goes “but i didn’t get to say bye..” I thought it was cute. Usually they hate me lmao

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

never been kissed

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?

My nails are shit I’d rather pay. I only ever got them done twice in my lifetime so far. 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?

Leopard print 69. Do you have any stickers on your car?

I don’t have car… 70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?

LUKE BRYAN. I actually really love Luke Bryan don’t hate me 71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?

Well my first smart phone was and Anroid so I’m going with that 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?

God I can’t even remember I hope it’s soon I could go for some PIzza Hut 73. Do you like diet soda?

Ehh.. Yeah I don’t drink a lot of pop to begin with though. Like I hate pop. But I LOVE root beer 74. What color are the walls in your room?

White 75. Are you 16 or older?

I am 76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?

No but I’ve heard of it 77. Do you have a job?

No… I need to get one. I gotta worry about school so putting a job on top of that would suck. and I have no way of transportation so.. 78. What are your initials?

JH 79. Did you ever have braces?

I actually got denied braces a couple days ago which pisses me off because I need braces, my teeth are shit 80. Are you from the south?

I don’t think? I’m horrible with stuff don’t ask me this.

81. What does your last status on facebook say?

It’s just a video I reblogged, I don’t post much on facebook 82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?

there’s a lot of kissing questions isn’t there? 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?

I don’t like to choose though I feel more comfortable joking with my mom on some stuff. It can be a little awkward with my dad because I’m like his little girl and idk.. Sometimes it’s like or this is fine and sometimes I’m like why. It’s nothing ever addressed towards me or anything no, it’s just things you’d like tell a friend and have a laugh about you know? But also my dad does do a lot for me. So I’m close to both of them.

84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?

Hell no 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?

Kong: Skull Island 86. Do you smoke?

No I’d literally die. Asthma my guy, I ain’t taking any chances. 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?

Heels. I can’t walk in heels which I REALLY WISH I COULD. But I hate feet and flip flops is basically just showing you people’s feet and I just want to gag 88. Is your phone touch screen?

Yep 89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?

Straight 90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?

No, I’m a good noodle 91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?

I’ve only ever swam in a pool it’d be fun to swim in a river or lake. But then large body water phobia might kick in

92. Have you ever made out in a car?

No :/ 93. …Had sex in a car?

….. No 94. Are you single or in a relationship?

Single 95. What were you doing last night at midnight?

Probably watching videos on youtube 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?

July 4th :P 97. Do you like the camera on your phone?

Fuck no it’s a piece of shit 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?

No. 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?

Lmao no 100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?

No I ain’t no fake bitch if I hate you why would I add you on facebook 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?

No 102. Name your favorite Kesha song:

Probably Cannibal I don’t know why but I listened to that one a lot back in 2010 103. Do you have any tan lines right now?

No I can’t tan for the life of me. I got 2 shades Larry the Lobster and Casper the Friendly Ghost 104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?

I don’t think I’d ever wear cowboy boots lmao. I’ve worn boots with shorts before they just weren’t cowboy boots

#and finished #now nobody send in any numbers #i literally just answered them all #told you not to test me what #it took me like what a hour i'm tired now #replies #the ghost talks

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twocatskissing · 7 years

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boring tag

tagged by my ❤ @kitkatdana 1. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR CLOSET DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED? usually closed, but i don't have a preference 2. DO YOU TAKE THE SHAMPOOS AND CONDITIONER BOTTLES FROM HOTELS? no they're ugly 3. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR SHEETS TUCKED IN OR OUT? tucked in, but usually they're on the floor because i move a lot when i'm sleeping 4. HAVE YOU STOLEN A STREET SIGN BEFORE? no who tf do u think i am 5. DO YOU LIKE TO USE POST-IT NOTES? yes. Yes. 6. DO YOU CUT OUT COUPONS BUT THEN NEVER USE THEM? no tbh...i should tho 7. WOULD YOU RATHER BE ATTACKED BY A BIG BEAR OR A SWARM OF BEES? a big bear because if a bunch of bees stung me they would all die and i would be the reason bees die 8. DO YOU HAVE FRECKLES? no 9. DO YOU ALWAYS SMILE FOR PICTURES? no 10. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? hearing people CHEW. AHHDHHDHD it's so annoying and pisses me off so much 11. DO YOU EVER COUNT YOUR STEPS WHEN YOU WALK? no 12. HAVE YOU PEED IN THE WOODS? i dont think so 13. HAVE YOU EVER POOPED IN THE WOODS? absolutely not 14. DO YOU EVER DANCE EVEN IF THERES NO MUSIC PLAYING? i guess? i sway a lot when i'm nervous and people take it for dancing 15. DO YOU CHEW YOUR PENS AND PENCILS? i don't think so, unless i do it and not notice 16. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH THIS WEEK? zero 17. WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED? queen sized i think? 18. WHAT IS YOUR SONG OF THE WEEK? secrets by the weeknd 19. IS IT OK FOR GUYS TO WEAR PINK? absolutely 20. DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS? nah 21. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MOVIE? the princess bride!!!! 22. WHERE WOULD YOU BURY HIDDEN TREASURE IF YOU HAD SOME? probably somewhere in my high school, i don't know anywhere else i would hide something 23. WHAT DO YOU DRINK WITH DINNER? water 24. WHAT DO YOU DIP A CHICKEN NUGGET IN? i dont like chicken nuggets 25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD? ramen 😩❤👀💦 26. WHAT MOVIES COULD YOU WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND STILL LOVE? clueless 27. LAST PERSON YOU KISSED/KISSED YOU? i wish i remembered 28. WERE YOU EVER A BOY/GIRL SCOUT? no 29. WOULD YOU EVER STRIP OR POSE NUDE IN A MAGAZINE? i'm wayy too insecure about my body lmao no 30. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A LETTER TO SOMEONE ON PAPER? like probably within the week. i always write letters to people, it's how i vent. 31. CAN YOU CHANGE THE OIL ON A CAR? nooo 32. EVER GOTTEN A SPEEDING TICKET? i cant even drive 33. EVER RAN OUT OF GAS? nope 34. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH? BRO i don't even know. i love sandwiches. probably a grilled cheese though 35. BEST THING TO EAT FOR BREAKFAST? crepes or donuts 36. WHAT IS YOUR USUAL BEDTIME? 11 37. ARE YOU LAZY? more like...unmotivated to exist 38. WHEN YOU WERE A KID, WHAT DID YOU DRESS UP AS FOR HALLOWEEN? disney princesses. it was my goal to be a princess but here people are not treating me like one. 39. WHAT IS YOUR CHINESE ASTROLOGICAL SIGN? a dragón 40. HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN YOU SPEAK? 1.5 41. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAGAZINE SUBSCRIPTIONS? nah 42. WHICH ARE BETTER: LEGOS OR LINCOLN LOGS?  they're both lit but i love the lego movie 43. ARE YOU STUBBORN? um...i'm asking sarahi right now and she says "no, i wouldn't say you were" 44. WHO IS BETTER: LENO OR LETTERMAN? idk they're both white 45. EVER WATCH SOAP OPERAS? my mom used to a lot, so i joined her 46. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? no, i'm pretty wild 47. DO YOU SING IN THE CAR? never really 48. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? yes i love pretending i am talented 49. DO YOU DANCE IN THE CAR? no 50. EVER USED A GUN? yes. rifle and pistol 51. LAST TIME YOU GOT A PORTRAIT TAKEN BY A PHOTOGRAPHER? yes, when i got my braces off, i got a photo shoot. but my friends are also photographers. 52. DO YOU THINK MUSICALS ARE CHEESY? why would i think that 53. IS CHRISTMAS STRESSFUL? yes 54. EVER EAT A PIEROGI? a what 55. FAVORITE TYPE OF FRUIT PIE? berry pie 56. OCCUPATIONS YOU WANTED TO BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? a vet or a singer 57. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? yes 58. EVER HAVE A DEJA-VU FEELING? like once a day 59. DO YOU TAKE A VITAMIN DAILY? no 60. DO YOU WEAR SLIPPERS? no 61. DO YOU WEAR A BATH ROBE? no 62. WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED? sweatpants and a loose fitting t-shirt 63. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CONCERT? hannah montana 64. WALMART, TARGET, OR KMART? target 65. NIKE OR ADIDAS? adidas 66. CHEETOS OR FRITOS? cheetos 67. PEANUTS OR SUNFLOWER SEEDS? peanuts 68. EVER HEAR OF THE GROUP TRES BIEN? no? 69. EVER TAKE DANCE LESSONS? yes. 70. IS THERE A PROFESSION YOU PICTURE YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE DOING? no...i probably won't have a future spouse because i'm ugly 71. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? yes haha ;) 72. EVER WON A SPELLING BEE? i've never participated in one but i used to do really really good on spelling tests  73. HAVE YOU EVER CRIED BECAUSE YOU WERE SO HAPPY? yes 74. OWN ANY RECORD ALBUMS? no 75. OWN A RECORD PLAYER? no 76. DO YOU REGULARLY BURN INCENSE? nah i don't have a stick 77. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? yes 78. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IN CONCERT? frank ocean 79. WHAT WAS THE LAST CONCERT YOU SAW? adele i believe ? 80. HOT TEA OR COLD TEA? cold tea but i also love hot tea a lot 81. TEA OR COFFEE? bro...i love both so much. don't make me choose. 82. SUGAR COOKIES OR SNICKERDOODLES? IDKKK 83. CAN YOU SWIM WELL? i guess i can Swim Good 84. CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH WITHOUT HOLDING YOUR NOSE? yes that's easy 85. ARE YOU PATIENT? i'm so patient it makes me impatience with my own damn self 86. DJ OR BAND AT A WEDDING? dj 87. EVER WON A CONTEST? yes i got free broadway tickets in new york 88. HAVE YOU EVER HAD PLASTIC SURGERY? no 89. WHICH ARE BETTER: BLACK OR GREEN OLIVES? green 90. CAN YOU KNIT OR CROCHET? no 91. BEST ROOM FOR A FIREPLACE? in a living room 92. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED? not really 93. IF MARRIED, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN MARRIED? not married 94. WHO WAS YOUR HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH? well i am still in high school, i've had two crushes 95. DO YOU CRY AND THROW A FIT UNTIL YOU GET YOUR OWN WAY? no! bitch, tf? who do u think i am? i'm 16, not 2. 96. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? no 97. DO YOU WANT KIDS? no. 98. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? blue. any shade of blue. 99. DO YOU MISS ANYONE RIGHT NOW? yes :/ 100. WHO ARE YOU GOING TO TAG TO DO THIS? no one. i'm ugly.

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whatsuppketchupp-blog · 7 years

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these people really made my high school days worth fucking laughing and crying for. (emo post ahead) (ehe)

last night, me and my every beautiful friend, Martina, had a super fun conversation thru iMessage. (kasi wala sya eh oks lang me maw iM nalang) Any way, we talked abt life and shit, and then next thing u kno0w we were both reminiscing how REALLY FUN and how we REALLY LOVED our 3rd yr high school experiences. :(

some may question why my 3rd yr in high school is the most treasured memory ever in my whole high school life. hays ok

on my recent blog post, I had this ~*nainlove*~ ako phase nung high school ako haha puta!! i was in a relationship with my girlfriend (yes) for like 3 years, since nung grade 6 ako HAHA PUTA anlande :(( and then yon she is older than me pala for like 2 yrs, edi when i moved to the high school dept, times spent together increased. omygod di ko nga alam bat di ako nagsawa? HAHA everytime talaga non we were always together. recess, lunch, dismissal time, even on weekends!!!! that resulted to decreased time with my friends talga. like i don't even know if i had like a friend-friend friend talaga that time???? all i know was that i have that “i have her, saks na”, thing going on. (im sweet tbh) those circumstances continued until my 2nd yr, and ended when she graduated high school. awh

tbhhhh i was really nervous on my first day in 3rd yr hs talaga because as i have mentioned before, i dont really have someone na really close as in by heart by boobs by everything. ;( so im like really clueless who can i go home with, go to school with, have my lunches with, or even who can i invite when i needed to go to the restroom. IM SUCH A LOSER puta fak HAHAAHAH :(( and then yon, weeks passed, or like days, when these people really entered and made a big impact in my life na tipong worth it silang kablog-blog even though i have so much work on my plate right now. huhu

ive been friends with monica and martina since 1st yr high school. and sure we spend a lot of time din naman together even though sinasabi ko na i dont have a friend-friend friend. mehe. i think they were the first people that i invited, or like “sabay ako pauwi” on the first day of class. i didn't know that time that they've been also really close with ven and gino. so sabay sabay kami lahat pauwi. hihi. AYUN NA BESHIE. we often talk to each other na after that, always sabay together, lunch together din siguro, swim together ganon etc. and that time, my friend, was my first ever (that i remembered of) “ang saya pala magkafriends” SITUATION IN MY WHOLE LIFE EVER. im not even lying ;((((( everything went really great with this set of friends. so ayon na, sum time together we named our group “Ulupong Family” or “UF”. MEHEHEHEHE wanna know why? secret. haha puta ;(( next blog na joyce ;( we spent most of the time after dismissal at KFC, took lots of pics together even though i cant seem to find them, and we surely laughed together A LOT. idk man im just really happy ive known these people talaga because fak they sure made me GENUINELY HAPPY AFFF. FOR REAL. :((((((((

BUT OK, That was like 4/5 years ago. its 2017 already, and syempre this group doesnt exist anymore. YUN LANG sobrang lungkot gago. we can be this “friends series” set up kaya. HUHU. what amazes me is that, kahit na this circle lasted for like a year only, this is the one of best group of friends ive been into. ;(( IM SO EMOTIOCAL HNGGNGNNGG HUHU. of course i dont wanna blame the reason why this group separated (even though i really want to) i still cant take off my mind the things that could have happened today if this group still existed. oh god ewan ko sobrang saya talaga non. :((( BUT OH WELL people change ok I GET IT. A LOT. i just wish talaga na some people can value a friendship that is obviously constant and will obviously last. (yeah im pertaining to u monica ok I BLAME U) (charot 1/2) UGHHH sobrang emotional ko gago FAK. pero yknow, i just wish na maybe in the near future, things will go back to way it was supposed to be. maybe we will all get back together, idk idk idk but I TRULY hope so :(

I love you martina, gino, patricia, althea and reaven.

I slightly love u mon.

***ENJOY SOME PICS MAH FRIEND***

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medullah-oblongata · 7 years

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May 25, 2017 - 6:19 PM

- Last Tuesday (May 16) he came over for our last in-person meeting together - So he picked me up out front and we drove to LCBO because I had a gift card and I would never use it so I thought we could drink together - We ended up getting peach flavoured ciroc (the big bottle) after much debate and then went to wal-mart to pick up some cranberry-mango juice to mix it with - it was actually really good and he said that that will be “our” mix - and then we listened to jind mahi by kulbir jhinjer and zara and there’s just something about driving with him that I loove. - Then we came home and it was sunny and nice out so he wanted to drink on the balcony and I was like alright even tho I was terrified of bees or other insects and them coming into my apartment - so we’re out there and we see this cracked egg and I was like should I kick it off? and he was like so concerned saying no and that one of the birds would see and come attack me - and then a bunch of pigeons are always flying from building to building and it was sooo fucking funny because he was terrified and then came running in when he thought a bird was coming for him - Then we came in and drank, I had like 3 glasses and was toally buzzed, like I could feel it in my face and I was getting so sleepy - so he came closer and we just started talking and then held hands and I told him how we were talking about lips and how our grandmas like thin lips and us girls were like why? and that I thought of him because I like his lips and then yeah we started kissing - I still had my light jacket on and things started getting heated so I had to take it off and then he came on top, and I took off his pants hehehe - and then he’s like lets get another drink, so we walked over to my computer desk where we had our supplies and I was stretching cuz I was tired and as he was walking to the fridge he like lightly touched my pussy and moved upward to my stomach and I still can’t get over how good that felt and just how sexy the overall movement was LOL - then he poured a drink and I gave him a blowjob while he sat in my computer chair and then he told me to take off my shirt and he played with my tits hehe - and then it got even more heated so he like came leaning off the chair and gently laid me on the floor and like sucked on my nipples and we made out and it was so fucking hot - then we stood up and he was talking to me about how beautiful I was and he grabbed my face and pulled me closer so we made out again and then he rubbed his dick on me and was like he was gonna fuck me so hard tonight and asked if we should take a break to talk or go to my room and we both agreed to talk - so then we ended up talking for soooo long but it was sooo good, like I don’t think we have talked like that before and I just learned more about him, and also felt a greater connection - He was sitting up straight and I was leaning on him with my legs across his lap - so he was telling me about how all of his friends know about me now (cuz someone from his program msged and he said he was in st catharines and i guess they knew he was with me then) - then he told me how his friends talk about me sometimes and ask how things are and he just says its complicated and how his high school friends were talking about this one guy and how he’s with P’s ex but they were like saying how he has a better girl (me) than the other guy lol - and then i guess his friends knew how he was coming to see me but one of them had no clue (the one I prank called cuz apparently he’s clueless) so he asked who i was and for him to send a pic of me, but P just said to look me up on instagram and the guy sent a selfie of me in their group chat and P was like yeah that’s her lol - and then I was like do they say bad stuff? and he’s like there’s this one guy who’s always saying like oh you gonna fuck tonight or something but P just tells him to chill but the rest (I think gopes esp) are respectful, and he said I can even look at their convo to see what he says about me but I didn’t cuz I trusted him - but he did confront me about the comment I made a while ago of him sending my pic, and he’s like I didn’t take a pic of you in the theatre,and I was like I know but you sent one, and he’s like yes I did do that because they were asking who you were and I wanted to show them, and he said it very respectfully so i was glad that he owned up to that - And then he told me how his best friend respects me and I’m like probably not, because if I don’t find out about village thing or if i can’t do long distance and we end it, he’s probably going to think I’m a hoe - and then he explained that that’s not the case because he told his friend how I was a good girl and a virgin and I’m not like other girls. Because his friend just has a bad attitude towards girls and doesn’t trust them, and then I was like omg you told him we did it, and he said yes, but only because he was convincing his friend how different I was and that he wasn’t bragging at all. And then he gave me a deep history of his best friend’s life and what he went through with girls and his own family that made him like that,so yeah that was nice to hear and to have him open up to me like that - he also said I love you multiple times that night and I loved it but kept saying he didn’t - then he asked what I even liked about him because he was like I dont even know how I got you, like I consider myself very lucky - and I was like lol idk, I dont think I answered the question properly or I must have referred to the acrostic I made him lmao - and then I asked him what he liked about me and he said he loves my attitude (i was shocked cuz he always comments on how he hates it and that it’s annooying) and that loves when a girl tells him to fuck off lmao and how I do it all the time, and he said he likes how there’s always other guys wanting me which is why he loves hearing stories of when people check me out or reach out to me after a long time lol, and then how I’ve stuck by him all this time even through all of the uncertainty with us. And then he just like kissed my hair and hands - And then he wanted to know more about the guys i’ve liked and why it didn’t work so I told him everything and about how curious george will randomly snap me after months and that last time I did reply because P ended video call with me and I was bored - and he was like “ohhh so soon as I’m gone you hit up other guys eh” and i was like LOL no i just wanted to see if this guy would address why he snaps me after so long but he didnt and just asked when I was coming home - and then he did his cute voice which i dont think he notices he does but yeah he was just concerned about me seeing other guys and if i’m going to meet up with that guy and I was like probably not since I don’t like him anymore. And then he told me to at least tell him if and when i talk to another guy or like another guy - then I was on his lap and he had his dick out because it was hard and so I was just kind grinding on it while talking or like playing with it with my fingers and some pre cum came out and im like aww, so i was playing with it and he’s like would you put that in your mouth and im like hell yeah and how i’ve been wanting him to cum on me for so long so yack an eah I put it in my mouth then we made out and then he like grabbed my boob with his mouth and then like lifted me to take me to my room but i was like no, so he like put me down but like where my back was to him and then he rubbed his dick along the front of my pussy and then to the back and holy fuck it was so hot then he took it off and started rubbing more but then I was like yo i still wanted to talk about more deep stuff related to us and then he respectfully put it away and sat me in his lap facing him so we could talk - so then I was just like how I was concerned about it not working out and if it does, me not being happy or his family not liking me or something - and he was like he is in love with me now, i am his love and he wants to marry me and that if we can’t then he’s just going to get an arranged marriage - then he asked what happened over the weekend that triggered me asking him a bunch of questions (failed marriage of cousin lol) and I didn’t want to tell him all of my family details so I just said I didn’t want to end up like one of my cousin’s cuz he’s so unhappy and he asked me more so I was going to talk about it but I got emotional so I went and put my head in his neck cuz my voice got shaky and I had tears and he was like aww look here but i said no and he asked why i was crying and im like sorry man i just get emotional when i talk about people i care about and they’re not happy - and then he made me look up and i covered my face and he was just saying how beautiful and pretty i looked even when i cry, and then he made me uncover my face and just looked right into my eyes and said he loves me - and then he continued the convo about my concerns and he was like you’ll be happy, and that if i like him now that’s how it’ll always be because it’s who he is as a person and he’s been real with me - and then he was like about his family not liking me, i dont have to worry about that, as long as i respect them they’ll love me and his mom’s already happy we’re talking. And i was like yeah but you and i already fight lots so what if they always just take your side and don’t understand my side or u just make it seem like it’s my fault, and he’s like he wouldn’t do that, plus his mom and sister-in-law are on a team and don’t talk to his brother when he’s wrong, so whoever is right, that’s who’s side his parents will take lol - and then i was like what about me not knowing how to cook or do anything? and he’s like they dont care about that, the only thing they care about is respect and I said i could defs give it because i have always wanted a good relationship with my in-laws - then he asked if i wanted to really spend the rest of my life with him, and i shrugged my shoulders,and if i wanted to have his kids and i shrugged my shoulders again and we laughed and he was like if we did they would be little soccer players, with good looks cuz they’ll have your looks hopefully, and I’m like we have to put them in bhangra too and he just gave me a look like uhh maybe lmao and we laughed again - And then he got all serious again and was like how he really does like me a lot and wants it to work, and how I’ve helped him a lot with stress relief this year and how he loved talking to me, and I said the same and how he actually helped with assignments and stuff - and then he was like will you ever forget me? and im like lol no because i had all my firsts with you, and he was like oh yeah no one forgets those - then he was like you remember our first kiss? and i was like lol yeah and he asked where it was and i pointed to the spot on the couch and he was like lol yeah and he reminded me how i was all “idk what to do” LOL - oh yeah and when i gave him a bj on the computer chair i had major gag reflexes so i asked what would happen if i actually threw up on it and he was like its no big deal we could just clean it up and i was like damn - and then i wanted to make a snap video for his friend saying hi but he wouldnt let me, so we just took pics of us instead - then we decided to go to bed and i was like i need to wash my face first and he asked if i had any snacks so i showed him, but when i came out of washroom he was already in bed, and im like yo arent u hungry and he kept saying its ok and im like no lets go see - so i made him get out of bed because he aint about to sleep hungry on my watch lol so we made him a veggie burger and he loved it - while it was cooking on stove, he started like hugging me and grabbing my ass and then people in the building in front of me were on their balcony and he’s like oh shit there’s people outside lmfao so he stopped and i was like u pussy cuz i loved that shit - but yeah then we went into bed, and i went pee first, and then i came to lie down and im like why u already sleeping? and then he pulled me closer and was like all i want to do is cuddle you for the last time! and im like lol, and then we kissed and im like “but i saw it on the night table, all ready” and hes like LOL and hes like so what? and im like lets do it! and hes like do what? so he made me say it and then he put it on and went to work. - and then after he was done we were lying on our backs and he started playing with my boobs again with his hands and hes like “i love these tits of yours” lmfao - and then i was still horny so i was like playing with myself while rubbing up against him, and he just slipped his hand down there too and was like “teach me” (i guess how to do it properly or to the point where i climax cuz only i know how) and then it was his hand under mine and we just rubbed it and kissed and it was amazing - then we fell asleep after a while, well he did but i cried on his chest and had to wipe them off and then i turned around because i couldnt stop thinking about how much i was going to miss him - idk if he noticed or not that i was crying, but when i moved he asked if i was ok and i just said yes very quickly - then eventually i fell asleep too, but i’d randomly wake up and then cuddle back up to him - in the morning i was sleeping facing the opposite direction to him, and then he woke up and turned his body and put his arm around me, so fucking cute - then i turned around and cuddled him and watched him sleep some more - then i told him to wake up and that it was a certain time but it actually wasnt because i wanted to just chill and talk before he had to leave - and then he showered and got ready, then i did and we made tea - and then we talked more about him finding out and he said he will - oh yeah, the night before he also showed me pics of his fam in india and they were so cute - then when it was time for him to leave, we did a long ass hug by the couch and made out - then when he had on all his gear i started making out with him again, and that one was amazing, like i wont forget it - i’d pull away to breathe and i’d just look at his lips and eyes and go in for more - also, i felt it get hard again so we did some grinding while making out and i grabbed it but obvs it was too late for another session lol - then he gave me the longest cutest forehead kiss and i fucking loved it, like i could have cried cuz i didn’t expect it to be that hard and long - and then i kissed him on the cheek really hard and he was like have a safe flight back and that i’ll have fun in vancouver and im like no man im gonna miss you, then we hugged one last time and he went :( - it’s been over a week now since this meeting and i cant stop replaying the events and him looking at me or saying this and hearing his voice - and i’ve been procrastinating writing this post because i feel like in a way, i didnt want to finalize this as the ending even tho it is. - i mean we may still talk, but idk when i’ll ever see him again - and we mentioned perhaps meeting in brampton this saturday if he was available and he did say no guarantees cuz hes busy with schol, will be returning late on friday from washington and that he has to pick up his fam from airport, but that we could try...but yeah i dont think its happening cuz i havent talked to him all week (except briefly on tuesday night after 2 days when he was telling me his presentation went really well and then he went to sleep and said we would talk the next day but he never did message and neither did I). - so yeah, its thursday evening, hes gonna be driving back all day tomorrow cuz it took him 12 hours to get there so i dont even wanna mention meeting up cuz i just know its gonna be a no, which means i am most likely not going to brampton cuz cousins dont have anything fun planned either and last weekend i was just very emotional there but couldnt express it - but it would suck if i didnt end up going and he msgs saturday about hanging out (probs not but still lol) and even if i was there i wouldnt have an excuse last minute, whereas if we planned it out then i could have just said i have a birthday dinner to go to - i miss him sooo much though ughhhh - also last week my mom suggested that her and his mom can talk on the phone and she can explain that we just want to know if it would be acceptable but that us kids arent ready to get married right away and that if his mom already knows theres no harm in them talking and that they can see how to find out (like if his mom should ask his dad or if she wants my mom to ask), but then he said his mom is ok with it and that there is no point in them talking...and that he would just ask his mom to ask his dad...and im like u better man but i feel like you wont, and he said he would and that he was just stressed that day cuz he was supposed to wake up at 3 to drive to the sates, so then he thanked me for understanding even tho i just said ok but really did want my mom and his mom to talk lol - then my mom and i talked again yd and shes like what did he say? and im like he doesnt see the point in you talking to his mom and said he’ll just ask himself, but i told her how idk if he will. and then shes like lol just tell him to ask or else she will - so i still have to mention that to him, but idk how to bring it up, but i hope he does ask his mom right away, and my mom said she still wants to talk to his mom, so idk how thats gonna turn out, but i wish he was more open to that - ughh hopefully it all works out and im not broken in the end.

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