#love: dark dreamer (luna)

[flowering-darkness]

I FIGURED OUT HOW NOT TO BREAK REBORN'S TIMELINES (MUCH)

TLDR: in my version of events, my self-insert (Adriana) now appears in all three timelines, not just the last two. The first is used for my selfship with Elena, and is reset as normal with nothing bad happening to Adriana; the second is used for my selfship with Luna, and is reset with an extra sacrifice needed due to Adriana’s fate there; the third is also used for my selfship with Luna, and ends in success thanks to the player being an additional presence. Adriana has a different outfit or appearance in each timeline, to help with differentiating them all.

Further explanation can be found under the readmore, if you'd like to know more! ..There will be some spoilers mentioned for the game, but I hope that the things I talk about are helpful for assisting your understanding if you aren’t as familiar with Reborn itself. I'm also more than happy to answer questions if anyone has any!! ^-^

The first timeline (pre-gameplay)

We don't know as much about the first timeline compared to the other two, and it also doesn't get to the same point that the other two do, but it's the one where everything technically kicks off from, so it's still important. In this timeline, Adriana is a Pokémon Trainer of some sort who travels to visit the Reborn region from her home in Kalos, and eventually ends up getting into a relationship with Elena of the Elite Four after bonding over a shared fondness for Ghost-types, gaining a greater appreciation for them in the process. (I have yet to figure out how Corey factors into this; for now, I am saying Elena has two hands.) More details will hopefully come with time.

The first timeline is eventually reset after the continued distortions and earthquakes afflicting Reborn, caused by Solaris wielding the power of Giratina, force Zina to have to fix things, sealing Giratina away in Byxbysion in the process and sacrificing her existence to facilitate the change and reset. Adriana was not a particularly prevalent character for many of the actual ongoing events here.. but this ends up changing after the timeline starts over again.

Anything I make within this timeline - so, anything to do with my selfship with Elena - can be identified by Adriana having a different outfit, and possibly also hairstyle. My first pass for this outfit, made within Pokémon Y, is this:

The second timeline (Episode 18)

This is the timeline seen by Miss Fortune, as well as being the one that has more direct relevance to in-game events, particularly in the postgame. Here, Adriana once again comes to Reborn, but at a slightly different time in her life - specifically, she decides to pick the region’s league as her first league challenge after finding some slightly misleading (in that it’s ten years out of date) marketing for it. From the moment she arrives rather explosively at Grandview Station, her journey goes completely differently to how she was expecting it to, as she ends up entangled in trying to stop Team Meteor while also collecting Gym Badges, eventually succeeding in obtaining all 18 (even if she did have to get two Poison- and Fighting-type ones due to.. extraneous circumstances). She ends up in a romantic relationship with Luna along the way as well, and even successfully rescues her from the Void.

This timeline follows the game’s events as they existed in Episode 18, with two key exceptions - Euphie still exists as Euphie, and Fern either does not join or eventually breaks away from Team Meteor. This is to fit what Miss Fortune sees. It also extends past the gym battle against Hardy, despite the game only being finished up to that point when this episode was the most recently-released one.

In this timeline, Adriana fully takes on the player character’s position as the protagonist, and experiences everything in the story as it existed in E18. The story then continues until she reaches the final battle with Lin, who drags her into the New World and removes its oxygen; Anna summons everyone’s hopes to make a wish to help her, but it turns out to not be strong enough, and she ends up unable to be saved, leaving Anna and others distraught. Fern then steps up to be the hero, working alongside Cal, Euphie, Arclight, and others to try and counter Lin and the havoc she is playing in the region - but he also doesn’t succeed. As a result, Anna ends up following in her mother’s footsteps by resetting the timeline again to fix the problems caused by Lin, with Nostra (her Jirachi) as the sacrifice; however, a second sacrifice is also deemed to be required to bring Adriana back, and this ends up being Euphie’s body, allowing Shade to exist as he is seen in-game in the next timeline.

Anything to do with my selfship with Luna that is set in the second timeline can be identified in two ways. The first is that Adriana uses a wide variety of Pokémon here, with no clear type specialty; examples include Delphox, Roserade, Ampharos, Silvally, Honchkrow, and Aegislash. The second is that Adri’s freckles are an ordinary dark brown colour; while she does become void-kissed in this timeline, I don’t know if I will say that this has any physical consequences on her here.

The third/current timeline (Episode 19)

This is the timeline that you actually are in when you play the game itself, so it arguably has the most prevalence. Here, Adriana’s first journey as a Pokémon Trainer is around her home region of Kalos, before she then decides to go and challenge the Reborn League. On the train there, she is sat next to another person (the player character), and is therefore able to be saved alongside them by Amethyst at the beginning. From there, Adriana travels across the Reborn region in a way that largely mirrors the path of the player; she appears many times throughout the story and experiences many of the same events that they do, so would arguably be counted as their rival if not for how she doesn’t actually push the dynamic in that direction. She once again ends up in a relationship with Luna, whom she is able to spend more time with here due to not having to experience every single story event, and her presence is indeed able to help make Anna’s wish succeed and save the player from suffering the same fate that she did. (I am only familiar with the Anna Route of postgame, so I tend to treat that as the default when Adri is present.)

Before the postgame begins, Adriana becomes the second person to make it through Charous Hall after the player, so she becomes their reserve (or, Shadow) Champion, having not been able to actually battle them for their title because she achieved this while they were temporarily missing. In the postgame itself, she does a small number of the in-game legendary quests, and eventually fully realises her status as the previous timeline’s hero when reunited with the original Giratina. This property turns out to be key to letting the player reach the grand finale.

My portrayals of Adriana, and/or my selfship with Luna, that are set within this timeline can be identified in two ways. The first is that Adri uses almost entirely Ghost-type Pokémon here; the only exceptions are her Shiny Silvally, her Gothitelle (whom she later gifts to Luna), and possibly some of the legendaries and mythicals she catches in the postgame (like Cresselia and Darkrai). The second way to identify third timeline events is that her freckles are white from the beginning, which was a physical consequence of having to bring her back to life and mess with the timeline to make sure she made it back (since.. Nostra ended up choosing another person, the player, to be the protagonist for this timeline - but it was vital that Adriana also came to Reborn as well as them, despite not having their role this time, because otherwise there might not be enough people to power Anna’s wish again if she needed to make it one more time. However, because Adriana is not from Reborn, it wasn’t guaranteed that she would return there after the timeline got reset. So, more meddling than usual had to happen to bring her back, mostly carried out by Shade, but this ended up having effects on Adri herself - this is how I bring in the whole anamnesis aspect). These consequences also get worse after she becomes void-kissed again, as a white star-like pattern forms all across her face and hair, and culminate in the full visibility of a pair of spectral wings on Adriana’s back, resembling the wings of a Reborn-Shiny Giratina.

Bonus: Another Time

This is the name given to the alternate/hypothetical future that you visit during the postgame while doing the Celebi quest, as the player ends up travelling ten years into the future with Celebi during this quest before returning to the present day. Due to the player disappearing from the present in this version of events, Adriana once again fills the role of Champion in their absence, just as she did before the postgame started. However, she is eventually defeated for the first time by Shelly, some time after the cast are able to figure out that the player travelled through time. She continues to hold her role as Shadow Champion when Shelly first becomes the Champion, but eventually steps down to allow her to select a new reserve. By the time of the player's return, ten years later, Adriana has taken over Shade's role as the Ghost-type Gym Leader of the Reborn League; she takes her battles in Iolia Valley, just as Luna did.

Since Another Time is explored after a ten-year timeskip, Adriana's appearance will definitely have changed in it like how everyone else's does, but I haven't quite decided how yet. However, since it is an alternate version of events within the third timeline, her physical appearance will stay the same as it does there (white freckles, etc.)

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this!! Please don’t hesitate to ask me if you have any questions, no matter how big or small!

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[tiny-cloud-of-flowers]

hii ari !! abt the second timeline where adriana was the protagonist .. i remember ur carrd saying that she was in a relationship w luna in that timeline too — would u imagine it being different in any way , compared to the third timeline ? would there be a case where one of them may remember parts of their relationship from the second, or have a 'gut feeling' / 'intuition' that was rly memories from the timeline before ? i hope this all makes sense LOL

Oh!!! This absolutely does make sense; thank you so much for such an intriguing question!

Hmm.. I think that it would be at least a little bit different, by virtue of the fact that in the second timeline, Adriana fully took the role of the player as seen in-game, with no-one else surviving Grandview Station. So, as a result, while I do think that she and Luna would fall in love in the same way - Luna’s feelings appearing quite suddenly after Adri saves Gardevoir and later herself from the sanctum, which was midway through Adri’s own attraction rising slowly over time since meeting her - I also think that Adriana wouldn’t have been able to spend quite as much time with Luna as she had wanted, because she had more responsibilities as the spearhead of the movement to take down Team Meteor. As a result, it’s plausible to say that while we were definitely still close, it was not to as much of an extent (or at least had not developed to that extent yet).

Conversely, in the third/current timeline, Adri doesn’t have to be there for every single event, because there is now someone else travelling the region (in the form of the player), whom she is now mirroring by continuing to collect badges but doesn’t have to constantly be glued to. So, for example, she can spend more time with Luna after returning to Reborn City by not having to go through the Devon Corp raid. By the time the player has done that + defeated Adrienn + explored potentially the entirety of Tourmaline Desert (which is massive) + gone all the way through Titania’s gym, all that Adriana has to do in the same timeframe is just defeat Adrienn, fly from Beryl Ward to the top of Mirage Tower (to pick up Corybantia), then continue north to Never After - because she catches up with the player right before they battle Titania, at least if they’re on Reshiram Route. This (and other examples throughout the story, which I’ll admit I haven’t fully come up with yet) gives her much more downtime compared to the player.

What I haven’t considered as much as I could have is the last part of what you were saying, about feelings and memories of the previous timeline poking through. And I think that is a VERY fun concept to play with - the game sort of touches on it right at the end, but not really to much of an extent. In fact, something that I was considering was saying that Adriana’s experience - so, the second timeline - was closer to Episode 18 than it was to Episode 19, because the game itself was still only on Episode 18 when I myself first played it. This allows for some fun moments in terms of things like Adriana being surprised to hear the name Borealis so early, or being apprehensive to enter Agate until Cain and the player arrive, or suddenly feeling a lot less sure of things after defeating Hardy (because E18 only went up to his Gym battle even though Adri herself did actually get all the way to the end of maingame), or - to bring it back to an F/O-focused perspective - being even more shocked than everyone else that Elias tries to shave off Luna’s hair.

I think that Adriana would be the only one to really have these moments of.. I suppose you could call them anamnesis, but she isn’t necessarily remembering the previous timeline, just getting vague intuitions of things. This is because she’s the only one to have more explicitly been brought back in from the previous timeline - and brought back from her fate in that timeline - because of Anna’s feelings of guilt causing her to intervene more. If she hadn’t intervened beyond the point of a simple reset, it wouldn’t have been guaranteed that Adri still travelled out to Reborn (because she wasn’t the chosen hero for this timeline), defeating the main point of bringing her back - which was to make sure enough people would be present to power Anna’s wish if the new chosen hero, the player, had to be saved like that as she was. I do think there is potential for her to eventually become more anamnestic, certainly moreso than Fern, but that may not actually occur until.. maybe the Giratina quest. Which is late into postgame.

..I think it’s safe to say that I could ramble on about this for ages considering how much I’ve already written here in one go. So, thank you very much for such a question, friend - I am very grateful to have been asked it and it’s given me a LOT to think about!!

#heart of the void #selfshipping #self‑insert: soul‑touched (adriana) #and I did also mention #love: dark dreamer (luna) #selfship: void‑kissed (luna/adriana) #of a city reborn (pokémon reborn) #out of the inbox #selfship asks #clara tag! #something to keep track of #I’m reminded of the time I sent an anonymous ask to amethyst (the creator of reborn) to clarify the timelines #since you hear so many people saying it was just two. but no! it’s three! I was right! she confirmed it! #the only sliiiight discrepancy was about when and how each one got reset which may be something I have to reconcile back with #but that’s probably something I need to talk through with you or anyone else who knows the game #the only other thing that making adri’s experience E18 does is introduce some interesting dynamics when it comes to ace #since they did not exist in episode 18. but unlike rejuvenation’s eizen I don’t think reborn really dwells on that too much #but again this is definitely something I want to explore more now so. thank you so much for this ask you have genuinely inspired me

[void-kissed]

for ur writing ask game, talk abt any of ur reborn fics :]

Clara. My treasured friend. I am going to be here for months. This is one of the best asks I've ever received and I mean that

(source: this post by void-kissed - hey, that’s me!)

Name a piece of writing that I’ve posted, and I’ll give you some thoughts and analysis of it! - I should probably try and limit this to one bullet point per piece, because I'd like to talk about multiple, but.. who knows what will happen, haha

This will probably get VERY long, but oh well! You asked for this! And I am only too happy to provide what you have asked for!!!!

Alright, here we go!!

Okay, so, I believe the first piece of writing I did for Reborn was To Stand Before The Void, back for Sapphic September two years ago. This is the scene where Luna and Adriana find each other within the Void itself, and.. while it covers some pretty serious thoughts of Luna's that I'll admit I wasn't really sure how best to explain in my writing, I like to think it does still hold up.

One thing I do want to point out is that the events shown in this piece are the reason why this selfship's name is "void-kissed"! As a result of being in the Void as they were here, both Luna and Adriana end up with some.. lasting consequences, shall we say. Luna becomes even more one with the shadows than she already was, almost disappearing into any nearby darkness if you aren't looking at her directly, while the white freckles Adriana had across her face spread into star-like marks found all over her hair and body - she also becomes able to see some of the things that Anna can about people, such as Cain's pitch-black eyes and Taka's broken wing. (I'm not sure whether to say she's aware of her wings by this point though - maybe she can start to feel them, but can't see them/figure out which wings they are until the Giratina quest?)

The stars Luna is walking on are "lifeless" and not shining very brightly at the start because of her intentions to escape into the darkness of the Void, as well as to show that the Void is not really a very good place. However, they are still brighter than the ones Cain was running on because of Luna's own affinity with the Void, as shown by how she is later able to manipulate the New World somewhat thanks to the power of her Emerald Brooch.

I referenced Anna a lot in this writing despite never calling her Anna - for example, she is of course both "little Fantasia" and "the little girl with the Jirachi doll" that is the only one not unsettled by Shade's presence at the end. I also used the quote that Anna is shown with on the wiki page for Reborn about falling stars wishing on each other, because I thought it led nicely into saying that "Right now, Luna's wish was to fall". Anna also supports Adriana in not wanting Luna to die, in the form of the "wishes of the starlight" that are present when she makes her decision.

In the game itself, Luna is very associated with Alice in Wonderland - all of her Pokémon are nicknamed after characters from Wonderland, and Luna's adopted parents even represent both the Mad Hatter (Radomus) and the Looking Glass (Serra) respectively. But if Luna herself is Alice, and is a girl who wishes to live in a land of fairytale, then that makes Adriana Wonderland, the place (or, rather, person) she feels truly at home with. This is the conclusion Luna comes to in the Void, and why her story continues even after the point where she thought she was going to end it.

Luna mistaking Cain for Adri mainly just came out of the fact that both have a fair bit of purple in their outfits, but even then they don't really look all that similar (Cain's design is very bright and colourful, whereas Adriana's is a lot more subdued). So it was mostly just to try and pad things out and show that Cain also gets out safely here (which I could retcon now that I know what the full game does, but oh well).

The first line that Shade says at the end - "Abyss is unrelenting.." - is what he says to the player before battling them if they lost to him in his Gym, while the other lines are ones I made up and tried to make fit how he normally talks. He's the one that successfully pulled Adriana and Luna out of the Void, and he's basically telling them to both keep going and make it to the end of the game by experiencing the final episode/chapter together. But in less fourth-wall-breaking terms than that.

Overall: you can definitely tell I wrote this back when Episode 18 was still the newest update to the game. I think that what I changed in it (i.e. Luna and Cain surviving the Void) could still be true to my version of events, since Cain could still become Umbral during or right before the Diancie quest after getting lost in the New World beforehand maybe? I forget when it is that you see him stuck in there, but I know it's quite early, and maybe his having also been void-kissed contributed to higher susceptibility to the Umbral state. And considering Luna comes back to Reborn during the literal first postgame quest of them all, I don't think much is negatively affected by having her just.. have survived the whole time.

Timeline-wise, I think this one can definitely apply to both third and second. You can just explain it as Shade having dragged the player out of the Void before then going back in for Luna and Adri in the third timeline.

Oh dear, that was perhaps a lot for just one piece. Oh well!

The other piece of writing that I've done for my selfship with Luna was Return on Crow's Wings, which describes Luna and Adriana finally being able to reunite after Adri got stuck in the Carnelia region, since Agate City was not safe to travel back through. For context for those who haven't played the game, the last time the two had met was the Gym battle that Adriana had with Luna, where she won her ninth Gym Badge, and they meet again just after Adriana gets her thirteenth Gym Badge. It's been long enough for Reborn City to become very revitalised as well.

This writing is labelled as only being applicable to second timeline, but the only reason for that is because of Adri flying on the back of Kelaino, her Honchkrow; I hadn't finalised her mono-Ghost-type team yet when I wrote this, so any depiction of her with Pokémon that aren't Ghost-types during the maingame story (except Sidera and Argent) refers to second timeline. However, the same events do still happen the same way in the current/third timeline; it's just that Adriana flies back with the help of Drifter, her Drifblim, instead. I rendered that here, incidentally.

The way the end of the battle is described, with Argent knocking out Noivern and so on, was actually how it went when I played through the game after Episode 19 came out! I remember writing down what happened on each turn of the battle specifically for the purposes of this writing piece.

I actually wrote the last lines of this piece first, because I had used them as a caption for a render of the ending that I'm fairly sure I ended up making before actually finishing the writing. If I hadn't have written those lines, I would probably have let the piece continue to show Luna's reaction outright, and probably ended it on Adriana and Luna finally being able to embrace again after so long ^-^

Technically all you said was Reborn fics, so I can mention Tale of a Corybantic Blade here! It's the piece of writing that's all about Corybantia, Adriana's Honedge, going from when she first finds it in the Mirage Tower to when it evolves to stop Titania stabbing Taka. Again, this is a second-timeline-only piece, because Adri doesn't travel through Tourmaline with Taka in the third timeline.

When I wrote this piece, I had two questions in mind: how many references could I put into one piece of writing, and could I write a piece about Pokémon without making it clear that it's about Pokémon? I like to think that the answer to both of those questions was "yes".

I actually have written an entire analysis document myself about all the references I put in, which you can find here! So.. I probably shouldn't elaborate any more here. I invite you to go and read the document if you want the full analysis of that piece, hehe~

I do have one more piece of Reborn writing, technically, but it's very very short, so I don't know how much I'd say it counts as an outright fic. It's this scene, which I wrote out about the concept of Saphira having an opportunity to go and deal with Sigmund like she so desperately felt she needed to, during the Labradorra section, because Adriana had to heal up her Pokémon before battling him and the PULSE-Mr. Mime.

This piece didn't have a ton of opportunity for me to do anything particularly fun, but I did enjoy portraying Saphira as so furious that "a dragon's fullest might could not have held the Gym Leader back". I also managed to slip in both her and Adriana's Trainer titles as part of this, so that was fun.

Rereading it, I have just noticed one fun thing that I did - namely, describing Adriana coming back into the control centre "just as she had done both a few minutes and one clock ago". This is referencing how Noel refers to the previous timelines as being "clocks ago", rather than, say, "days ago", which I remembered thinking was neat! So, in turn, this line is referring to this piece being ostensibly set in third timeline, as Adriana has already gone through the game's events once before in second timeline.

In general, I also just thought the last three sentences built up to a very vivid image. Sigmund deserved what he got.

Okay!! There we go!! Well over one and a half thousand words of my rambles for you, friend!! Thank you so so much once again for this opportunity, and goodnight!

#a call from the void #heart of the void #selfshipping #here we go #love: dark dreamer (luna) #selfship: void‑kissed (luna/adriana) #self‑insert: soul‑touched (adriana) #..I did mention some of the others but I might just leave it there for the tags if that's alright #of a city reborn (pokémon reborn) #out of the inbox #selfship asks! #clara tag! #to look back on when i'm sad #so I can remember how much thought I put into what I do or something #thank you very very much once again for this opportunity friend #everyone who hasn't played the game and probably a fair few people who have may be slightly lost in all this lore oops #sorry about that #I just Really Like This Game

[moved-to-void-kissed]

Luna: "You came back!"

Here is my render for the third day of September! As was the case last year, it's depicting the moment when my self-insert Adriana finally reunited with Luna, after the several months she spent unable to reach her while stuck up in Carnelia. The background is supposed to be Iolia Valley, the area where Luna's Gym battle takes place! When I originally rendered (and later wrote out) this scene, Adri flew down to Luna on the back of her Honchkrow, Kelaino. However, she doesn't have one of those in this timeline of events anymore, so instead she's using her Drifblim, Drifter, as a hot-air balloon. We can pretend the basket's a held item.

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#a call from the void #creations from the void #made using MMD #pokémon selfshipping #luna is from a fanmade pokémon game rather than an official one but it's fine right #this post is okay to reblog! #selfship #selfshipping #heart of the void #love: dark dreamer (luna) #this is actually a new model that I constructed to represent her! i'm a lot happier with the new hair I used now compared to the old one #I am also intending to update her outfit but it's hard to find something that looks nicer but is still accurate to her in-game appearances #(which are a challenge in and of themselves because they're not always consistent - she has gloves in her VS sprite but not her overworlds) #anyway that's an unnecessary ramble. point is: I love luna and I want the MMD model I put together for her to look nice. she deserves it! #selfship: void‑kissed (luna/adriana) #hey look it's the blog URL #self‑insert: soul‑touched (adriana) #adriana's pokémon #because drifter is there! being a hot-air balloon. drifblim are a lot smaller than I thought they were according to the pokédex #eye contact tw #maybe #ask to tag #adri doesn't have the stars in her hair yet because this predates the workstation #and she doesn't have her necklace either because luna gives that to her shortly after this scene happens #sapphic september 2022

[hostilecityshowdown]

see some folks are confused about how a double dog collar match works. allow me to introduce you to this masterpiece

#[ colour commentary ] #i stand by the age old wrasslin' wisdom of ''if you see it on your television it's been done in the dark before'' #always check if ecw/tna/memphis/fmw/njpw have done something because odds are... yeah. #re: iron survivor challenge is just king of the mountain but slightly more sensibly (in theory) #anyway watch my favourite pitbulls match. there's some raven and stevie content in here too #addendum: this match is a technical NIGHTMARE but i love it. typical ecw #I DORGOT JOEY STYLES SAYS ''if luna got her hands on tommy dreamer she'd rip him limb from limb. and i'd buy a ticket!'' SAME.

[esuemmanuel]

¿En dónde quedó aquel soñador insaciable que buscaba entre las olas del mar las palabras que podían descifrar lo que llevaba en la cabeza, eso que deseaba pintar en el lienzo de sus más serenos descansos al pernoctar bajo las estrellas? ¿En qué lugar está ese niño juguetón que aprendía de sus travesuras a respetar el fluir del tiempo, la hechura de la vida, la pericia de la respiración, el anhelo de la imaginación y la querencia de la inocencia? ¿En dónde están todas esas promesas que se hizo el hombre al crecer, al enamorarse de la nada, al sollozar bajo la luna mientras se clavaba en las palmas de las manos las uñas, queriendo tatuarse en su centro la devoción de la oscuridad? ¿En dónde, por dios, en dónde están esos tres amantes de la creación? ¿En dónde están sus corazones? ¿En qué lugar se les perdieron? Porque no los veo... no los veo... y eso... eso me causa un gran dolor. Grandes gotas de sal se derraman en mis mejillas, atravesando mi faz hasta empapar la piel de mi pecho acongojado... Y es que el cielo me llora, tal como yo les lloro a esos tres... que son Yo.

Where is that insatiable dreamer who searched among the waves of the sea for the words that could decipher what he carried in his head, that which he wished to paint on the canvas of his most serene rests while sleeping under the stars? Where is that playful child who learned from his pranks to respect the flow of time, the making of life, the skill of breathing, the longing of imagination and the desire for innocence? Where are all those promises that man made to himself as he grew up, as he fell in love with nothingness, as he sobbed under the moon while digging his nails into his palms, wanting to tattoo in his center the devotion of darkness? Where, by God, where are those three lovers of creation? Where are their hearts? Where have they been lost to them? Because I don't see them… I don't see them… and that… that causes me great pain. Great drops of salt spill on my cheeks, piercing my face until they soak the skin of my distressed chest…. And the sky weeps for me, just as I weep for those three… who are Me.

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[monratarot]

Hey I saw your free reading is open! Can I get a love reading? Anything you pick up right now. I'm Luna and my zodiac sign is Gemini. I was born in June (i don't wanna share the year so I stated the month instead), and also this weeks I kinda feel sick? Like i can't eat (since you said to put what happened last weeks/months) hope that was enough information. If I miss something then please let me know.

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Count of questions/requests and answers 2/30

Without wasting any time, let's get into your reading!

I can see that soon you will deal with a new beginning in love, a situation that will help you triumph over past obstacles. If you have been feeling as if you never going to find someone because life is too complicated or that you can never find your person now is the time to relax, the heavens are clearing the way for you. There is a confirmation that you will be on the right path even though you might be a little impatience. I can see that soon you will have an important relationship with strong communications and clear goals for both of you. You may feel drawn to unconventional people so go out and talk with people, try to make friends and after that, you will decide which one is good for you. You will have more options but I guess you would wait for something better. The good news is that the one that will catch your eye will bring you happiness and will end all the dark situations in your life. It will be a reciprocal love, a happy union, a new life that will break the old patterns and help you build something new and great with your person. You will spend time with your person and they will make you smile. You can also feel carefree, and creative and can nurture your inner child. The relationship will grow, and you can also take a trip to a sunny place to escape every pressure from work, and family. If there are hidden aspects about your partner, rest assured, things will come to light. And now some details about your person: you can deal with an earth zodiac sign(Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn) or someone in a water zodiac sign(Pieces, Cancer, Scorpio). They are pure at heart, a dreamer, creative and artistic person, affectionate and warm. They are good company, funny, and someone who is happy to introduce you to their circles. At his worst, he can become mama's boy or daddy's girl that is never satisfied. This relationship can help you transition and transform your life, go from child to adult but also can bring joy, completion, and success. There is a time for celebration, and maximal expansion, a time that will help you end a dark part or situation in your life in a good way. By ending something that isn't serving you anymore you can help your relationship take a more serious turn. So my recommendation is to go out and try to meet new people because someone good for you will surely catch your eye and bring you happiness.

As for the health problems I guess is because you aren't getting rid of a toxic situation that is also affecting your love life(negative thinking, being attached too much to material things, dealing with domineering people or negative people that may drain your energy). Stop being tied to the past and you will resolve all your problems. Also, I recommend going to the doctor if you continue to feel bad.

Angel message: If you are settling for mediocre, aim for the superb. Find the wisdom within you that enables you to aspire to the great and glorious. Expand your comfort zones so that you can explore your dreams. The angels guide you to never settle for less than your incredible human spirit can achieve or deserve. Affirmation: I aspire to the great and glorious

Wish you only the best!🍀

Moni🧚‍♀️

#tarot witch #tarotblr #tarotcommunity #tarot reading #tarot #tarot community #daily tarot #tarot deck #free tarot reading #free tarot #tarot readings #tarot reader #divination #moni tarot

[emastrangee]

So I heard about Chat GBT a AI chat bot and I got interested and asked it to write a few fanfictions about morpheus, I decided to share them with you.

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First story:

Once upon a time, in the realm of dreams, there was a being known as Morpheus, the Sandman. He was the master of dreams, weaving together the tapestries of imagination and wonder that filled the minds of mortals every night.

Morpheus was a solitary being, content to spend his days wandering the dream world and guiding the dreams of others. But despite his isolation, he was not immune to the pangs of loneliness.

One night, as he was wandering through the dreamscape, he came across a beautiful woman named Lyra. She was a mortal, but she possessed an otherworldly beauty that caught Morpheus' eye.

Morpheus was entranced by Lyra, and he found himself drawn to her like a moth to a flame. He began to visit her dreams every night, watching over her as she slept and guiding her through the world of dreams.

As time passed, Morpheus and Lyra grew closer, and their bond deepened. But despite the intensity of their connection, they could never truly be together. For Morpheus was a being of the dream world, and Lyra was a mortal.

But still, they found solace in each other's company, and their love continued to grow. And though they could never truly be together, their love was a beacon of light in the dark, dream-filled world of Morpheus, the Sandman.

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Second story :

Morpheus, the Sandman, had always been alone. As the Lord of Dreams, he spent his days overseeing the dreams of all living beings and ensuring that they were peaceful and fulfilling. It was a solitary existence, but he never minded. He was content with his role and didn't need anything else to make him happy.

But one day, everything changed.

As he was wandering through the city, Morpheus came across a young woman named Luna. She was unlike anyone he had ever seen before, with bright blue eyes and long, flowing silver hair. She was also the most beautiful dreamer he had ever encountered, and he was immediately drawn to her.

At first, Morpheus was hesitant to approach Luna. He didn't know how she would react to him, and he didn't want to scare her. But as he watched her from afar, he realized that he couldn't stay away any longer. He had to talk to her, to get to know her.

So, he summoned up all of his courage and approached Luna. To his surprise, she was immediately drawn to him as well, and they spent the rest of the day talking and getting to know each other.

As they spent more and more time together, Morpheus and Luna fell deeply in love. They were two soulmates who had finally found each other, and they were happy to spend their days together, exploring the city and dreaming of their future.

But their happiness was not meant to last.

One day, a group of corrupted mortals who were jealous of Morpheus's power attacked Luna. They wanted to hurt Morpheus by taking away the one thing he loved most, and they succeeded.

Morpheus was devastated by Luna's death, and he spent his days mourning her loss. He didn't know how he would ever be able to move on without her.

But then, something miraculous happened.

As Morpheus was wandering through the city, lost in his grief, he came across Luna again. She was alive and well, and she had been brought back to life by the power of their love.

Morpheus was overjoyed, and he and Luna spent the rest of their days together, happier than they had ever been before. And as they walked hand in hand through the city, they knew that nothing could ever tear them apart again.

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Third story:

Once upon a time, Morpheus, the Sandman, was feeling rather lonely. As the ruler of the dream world, he had always been content with his solitary existence, but lately, he had begun to yearn for something more.

One night, as he was making his rounds, delivering dreams to the sleeping mortals, he stumbled upon a beautiful woman named Erebe. She was a goddess of darkness, and Morpheus was immediately captivated by her.

At first, Erebe was wary of Morpheus, as the two of them were from different worlds and had very different responsibilities. But as they spent more time together, they began to see the good in each other and a spark of love began to grow.

Morpheus was enchanted by Erebe's beauty and strength, and Erebe was drawn to Morpheus's kindness and compassion. As they spent more time together, they realized that they were meant to be together.

The two of them began to spend their days exploring the dream world together, hand in hand. They would spend hours talking and laughing, and they quickly fell deeply in love.

Eventually, Morpheus knew that he could no longer imagine his life without Erebe by his side. He asked her to marry him, and to his joy, she said yes.

The two of them were married in a beautiful ceremony attended by all of the gods and goddesses. They danced and celebrated late into the night, and Morpheus was happier than he had ever been.

From that day forward, Morpheus and Erebe ruled the dream world together, bringing joy and happiness to all of the sleeping mortals. And they lived happily ever after.

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Fourth story:

Morpheus sat in his chambers, staring at the holographic display in front of him. He had been tasked with making a difficult decision, one that would change the course of his life forever.

On one side of the display, he saw the image of Nada, his most trusted ally and friend. She had been by his side for many years, and he knew that he could always rely on her.

On the other side, he saw the face of his lover, a woman who had captured his heart and soul. She was the reason he woke up each day, and the thought of losing her was unbearable.

Morpheus knew that he could not have both. He was the leader of the rebels, and he could not be seen as weak or indecisive. He had to choose one, and he had to do it now.

Tears welled up in his eyes as he made his decision. He reached out and touched the holographic image of his lover, and with a heavy heart, he said goodbye.

Nada watched as Morpheus made his choice, and she knew that she had lost. She turned away, her heart breaking as she left the room.

Morpheus was left alone, his soul torn apart by the choice he had made. He knew that he had done what was necessary, but the pain of losing his lover was almost too much to bear.

He sat in silence for hours, mourning the loss of his love and trying to come to terms with the decision he had made. It was the saddest day of his life, but he knew that it was for the greater good.

In the end, Morpheus chose duty over love, and though it may have been the right decision, it was one that would haunt him for the rest of his days.

#morpheus x reader #sandman x reader #the sandman fanart #morpheus #dream of the endless #dream of the endless imagine #dream of the endless x reader

[no-gays-in-russia]

ESC 2023 pre-rehearsal top 37

Places 25-11

25. Cyprus: I was so mad when I found out Andrew was representing Cyprus because I really disliked his song at the Australian NF last year and thought we’d get something like Cyprus 2020 again. I was so so glad when this song came out and it wasn’t at all what I expected! It’s a nice ballad-ish pop song, with good vocals, enjoyable to listen to. 

24. Greece: I am so shocked this entire song was written by a 16 year old. His voice is really nice, rich and slightly raspy as I like it. The lyrics are genuinely amazing, and they really touch something in the depths of my soul. The melody is sweet and nice, just a little boring and could stand out more. 

23. Moldova: Pasha Parfeny is BACK! The issue with returning artists is that you always compare their new song with their previous entry- and the new song doesn’t always win. Lautar is the definition of why Moldova is one of my favourite countries in Eurovision: colourful, fun, playful, catchy. Soarele Si Luna is partially on the same level (catchy, ethnic, plus its in Romanian), and Pasha is a great singer and performer of course, but it lacks a bit of that playfulness and colourfulness that I love from Moldova; it’s a little too serious and dark. Plus I liked the song a lot more originally, but it gets a tad repetitive and annoying after a while. 

22. Australia: same exact thing as with Andrew- I was mad when I first heard they were representing Australia because I disliked Dreamer, but this song really surprised me. It’s a lot more solid, I love the structure and they did a really good job with introducing variations to keep the song dynamic. I really love the guitar solo, for example. It’s a really solid contemporary rock song that I enjoy listening to frequently. 

21. Portugal: same story- I was angry when it won because I was cheering on Claudia Pascoal to win, but this has been growing on me (I still like Nasci Maria better though lol). I really changed my mind when I read the lyrics- it’s brilliant to have such sorrowful lyrics paired with this really fast-paced, cheery music. And Mimicat is such a pleasure to watch perform.

20. Iceland: surprisingly good and so underrated! Dilja’s vocals kill me every time- they are so insane, and they just keep getting bigger and better throughout the song. Her stamina is amazing and the way her vocals grow throughout the song is definitely my favourite thing about it. The lyrics are also good. It’s just a nice pop song- could stand out more, but really strong, and performed beautifully. 

19. Albania: this is so epic and so glorious and so big and so dark AAAAAH. I think it’s so cute that they’re a whole family singing together, and they sing great. It’s really different from anything else this year! The lyrics are a tad cringy, but I appreciate how different the theme also is. It’s such a big song that I’ve sort of gotten tired of listening to it, but it’s still so cool. 

18. Switzerland: this is so beautiful and so underrated. We don’t have too many ballads (or great ones, for that matter) this year, so this really stands out to me. His vocals are beautiful and perfectly fitting to the song, the lyrics are a bit generic but quite nice, the structure is really good and has a nice strong climax. 

17. Denmark: honestly, I hated this initially (because it beat Nicklas lol), but it’s been one of my biggest growers this season. It’s such a cute, catchy song, and while it’s not a masterpiece I always vibe to it and it always puts a smile on my face. It’s a typical pop song, sure, but its really colourful, sugary vibe somewhat sets it apart.

16. Finland: I know me putting this so low is probably a shock to many, as this is a huge favourite- but you have to understand how insanely much this has grown on me. When it first won, I put it last in my top. I just didn’t understand it initially. I still don’t fully- I understand the whole point of it is to be peculiar and shocking, and it definitely succeeds; but I tend to like well-structured, cohesive songs, so I don’t really appreciate this whole two-songs-in-one shenanigan. But I have to admit the second half is INCREDIBLY catchy and one hundred percent gets stuck in my head. I also really like the lyrics!

15. Latvia: this song is an acquired taste- and once you acquire it, there’s no going back. It’s definitely a really artsy song, that you need to learn how to listen to and comprehend and appreciate. Once you do, you realise it is a masterpiece: the lyrics are so eerie, different, captivating, slightly uncomfortable. The part in Latvian at the end definitely adds to it. The music also plays into the same realm, and as a whole the song feels like those weird, unsettling dreams, where nothing really bad or scary or anything happens, but the vibe is just so off. The guitars are amazing, and the structure is really good. This could be my winner if it wasn’t that the chorus is weaker than the rest of the song- that’s its only, but huge vice, in my opinion. 

14. Armenia: once again, a song that I’ve had a really complicated history with. Before it came out, I really thought this was going to be my winner; as I was listening to it, I just felt pure confusion; then I disliked it, and now it’s slowly growing on me again. I think whoever wrote this had a very clear and very winning idea of what to do, but didn’t really manage to carry it out the way they should have. You can still definitely see the effort. The lyrics range from brilliantly poetic to cringy; the structure is good, but a bit forced; the vocals are nice. The part in Armenian at the end is my favourite. I am still really confused about it lol. 

13. Austria: POE POE POE POE POE- bye this is such a bop. I have really complicated feelings about this- I do think this is overrated, but I also moderately enjoy it. I personally feel like the lyrics are overglorified: they are fun and nicely written, but I don’t really see this big important message. I get what the message is supposed to be, but I personally think the way the lyrics are written is confusing and doesn’t really get the point across. But I appreciate the thought behind it, and the song is insanely catchy, fast-paced, earwormy, with good vocals and a nice structure (I love how unexpected the “O mio padre” bit is!). It’s also really original and really different from anything I’d heard before. 

12. Slovenia: STAN JOKER OUT BYE. I don’t know what to tell you I love these guys so much. Bojan is so amazing, beautiful vocals and crazy charismatic. The song is super catchy, super feel good, super nice and enjoyable. The transitions are really nice, dynamic yet smooth. It’s a great pop-rock song, just musically genius. 

11. Lithuania: is it too much calling this a masterpiece? Maybe, but I will anyway. This is definitely one of the most underrated songs this year- it’s just wonderful. The lyrics are really beautiful and just so pretty, and the song as a whole is so so so soulful and heartfelt. Definitely touches the right strings in my heart. Monika performs it beautifully, with a lot of emotion and stunning vocals. It is hearbreaking and heartwarming and also catchy and enjoyable, the structure is amazing, and the ciuto tuto part just absolutely tears my heart. So so so so good and I hope it gets its rightful recognition. 

#eurovision #eurovision song contest 2023 #eurovision song contest #eurovision 2023 #esc #esc 2023

[mothpoem]

hey el :) hope ur finding some small joys with everything. i’m trying to branch out my music taste, can i ask what are the artists/albums/songs ur loving atm? thank you!

hi! yes, yes, i always love talking music and sharing my playlists! the current spotify playlists that i have on rotation are...

• homoerotic tension ending in sudden estrangement (oil on canvas) — which is an ode to "having a toxic competitive codependent friendship in high school that ended with a painful messy 'breakup'" except the added context is that you're coming to terms with your sexuality and realize that a lot of this tension has been misinterpreted as competitive because you don't yet know how to read your attraction to girls. so the playlist tells the story of this friendship from beginning to end (which is why the last 1/4th is noticeably sadder/angrier). i'm very proud of this one!

• deranged, but in a hot sexy vampiric goth twink with a fat ass sort of way — this is my ultimate dark writing playlist, emphasis on hot sexy vampiric goth twink, because we have a lot of dark with gay or poppy undertones going on (marina, rina, lorde) but also stuff for when you want to channel supernatural creatures and their unraveling character development (moses sumney, findlay, perfume genius).

• capricorn moon proclivities — if you have an earth moon like me and/or dismissive-avoidant attachment style issues, this is the pop-inclined playlist for you. fun for when you're riding public transport alone and need a boost of confidence/self-assurance. it's my "i want to be alone but i also want to be perceived as being alone and i have to look cool and uncaring while doing it except i'm a little delusional so sometimes people see through that act" playlist.

• girl pop for scorpios, leos, and sagittarians — this is pretty self-explanatory. my misandry playlist. my female manipulators playlist. my i love women playlist.

• enemies to lovers (derogatory) — for reading, writing, or living the enemies to lovers trope. sometimes a pairing is too potent not to channel into a playlist. sometimes you are grudgingly attracted to someone who you have deemed your enemy. this is the playlist for that experience.

• crybaby, but in a cute indie showering dramatically coming-of-age sort of way — this is my playlist for when i need to imagine i'm in an a24 film. or if i need to write something more serious/literary. good for cinematic visuals.

my top artists of the month are dreamer isioma, rina sawayama, blood orange, luna li, and dua saleh, so i highly recommend going through their discographies! also, "hikikomori rock" by haze is my favorite song of 2022 so far. i love love love it.

#music #answered #anonymous

[soft-serve-soymilk]

Hi! Could you give some information about some of your OCs?

Hello Midnight! Sure!! Hmm I'll do a quick summary of the Flower Fighter Five (that's the dumb name Cynthia gave their friendship group, and you'll see why in a moment)... starting with:

Dism Dandelion: A boy previously kidnapped for 10 years, released back into his hometown of Amonea at 15. Turns out he has magical powers due to the circumstances of his birth, which is what we call a Lucid Dreamer in the You Have No Name canon (YHNN for short). Lucid Dreamers are a mixed race between a human from Byrgir (the non-magic, "normal" world in this portal fantasy) and Oskopnir (the dream world),, they can summon weapons from objects dear to them, shift outfits based on their personality a la the Persona 5 Phantom Thieves, and can have any one of 7 powers (Darkness, Light, Time/Stasis, Life, Decay, Intuition, Spirit-Space) based on the colour of their blood. Dism does the time stuff, because his blood is yellow :) He's very insecure. Cannot read social cues. Also bisexual. He has a hero/white-knight complex because he thinks that’s going to get him the favour of others he thinks he needs (so misguided ;w;), and a naïve, black-and-white worldview. He's also compassionate, earnest, and persistent, as well as positive :). The protagonist, searching for the person who haunts his memory, who turns out to be:

Archus "Archie" Dandelion: Dism's older brother of 19. A run-away from home, he's been searching for his brother ever since the year after the incident, and has currently been whisked away to Oskopnir where he now works in the political scheme to enact protections for the Lucid Dreamers, which are often forcefully taken to research facilities, or wound up in a lot of xenophobia and/or misinformed hatred. Speaking of said research facilities, he was tested in one of those once too. See, Oskopnir is also home to the spiriters, lil creatures that are said to feed off of the emotional energy of other beings, and eventually turn them into eldritch abominations to gain even more, and Archie is a fusion of a human and one of those. Hence, he has a mask on his left that he cannot take off (it kind of looks like the head of the 3rd angel Sachiel from the Neon Genesis Evangelion series).

Immensely traumatised cinnamon roll in desperate need of a hug and therapy. Idealistic, whimsical, playful soul that adores children. Has a really bad inferiority complex, and is quite envious because of it. Selfless to a fault, and emotionally unpredictable. A ticking time bomb for being pushed over the despair event horizon. Seriously stuck in the past; too afraid to let go of anything. 2k12 best actor, parent friend, chef, and storyteller all in one. The token cishet in a group of queers. Has adopted several kids as wards over the course of his life, such as Ewan, Luna, Theon and most importantly:

Inigo Saudade/Valere-Vervain: THE BESTEST BOY FOR 3 YEARS RUNNING. Once a paper orphan, he met Archie on the streets who ended up touching his heart in the worst way forever. Due to certain... incident involving someone's diary containing very important photos being thrown into a river for desperately needed food, and Archie's suicidal ideation/depressive tendencies and him now having no indication of being alive for several years, Inigo now carries the guilt of thinking he's "killed" the first person who ever truly loved him. This problem only gets worse when he meets Archie's brother in the future at 13 years old, who is actually looking for said Archie. You can only imagine the conflict that would arise from this y'know?

Now living with the most loving adoptive parents in the world, he works in their ice-cream shop. An indigo lucid dreamer with intuition powers. Also does archery as a hobby using a recurve bow, and participates in field archery competitions which he excels in. Has nightmares and doesn't eat properly due to his guilt complex. Puts up an icy front with others to avoid getting attached in the same way; really a sweet, affectionate boy underneath. On the aro-ace spectrum. He works very hard, almost unhealthily so, and is very, very intelligent-- he's advanced two grades to be where Dism and Cynthia are. He’s also very snarky and smug, and because of his trauma-induced guilt, self-destructive, self-loathing even. Not to mention impulsive. But for those that can see past the exterior of emotional dishonesty and borderline manipulation, there’s a caring, thoughtful, and most importantly devoutly loyal boy underneath :) (I stole this excerpt from my previous OC ask because he is worth the detail). Gets into a QPR (Queerplatonic Relationship) with Dism,, that's the main pairing in this canon! Also best friends with:

Cynthia Conifer Smith: She could not be a further opposite to her bestie. Completely normal, human, extroverted, media-obsessed lil girl who runs an unofficial daycare/arcade/babysitting service in her brother's garage. Makes sugary mocktail drinks for fun. Absolute reining queen at Mario Kart. Fanfiction author,, and is quite good at it too. She cannot draw to save her life however. She dyes her beautiful bright pink hair herself. Watches far too much anime, could probably quote entire episodes if you wanted her to. Also pansexual!

Moodmaker of the group, she brings out all the inspirational quotes. Not the brightest, but she’s spunky and very confident-- if lacking in the patience department and absent-minded at times. Embroils herself in Dism's circumstances because like most of these characters, she fears isolation and loneliness. There may be some trauma involved over why that's such a recurrent theme with these guys, but anyway. Passionate, and her lack of book smarts leads her to think in out-of-the-box ways in comparison to other characters. Probably has ADHD tbh. Uses Sparknotes and Litcharts to pass essays. And she becomes good friends with:

Ribbon | Idyllia Asteraceae (As-teh-race-see-I) Idyllia was once early childhood friends with Dism and Archus. Clad in white and adorned with navy blue ribbons, she is "the ghost" of Amonea, a shy and reserved figure not many know about in this small town. Has a background of recurrent ME/CFS, so she is homeschooled and lives in a hospice. A blue lucid dreamer who controls life. Was the illegitimate child of the goddess of what is essentially heaven in Oskopnir, and was heavily sought after for her powers, though thanks to a noble sacrifice she made it to Byrgir unharmed. Older than she looks slightly. Gets roped into doing the whole anime thing with Cynthia-- really likes sailor moon. Has a cheeky, teasing side. Makes everyone play monopoly when they get together to play games. A musician, she plays the flute like how Dism plays the piano. Supresses her emotions under her Ribbon persona, lives in full flavour of them in her Idyllia one. She has the Ribbon persona to escape from her past life where she continually failed to protect people, again and again. Inigo dislikes this because it's a harsh reminder of what he's doing. Initially shy and unassuming, bold when she comes out of her shell. Gives Archie a run for his (non-existent) money in capriciousness and tempestuousness-- especially when she's split between both her lives when both of them fail to be pain-free. Completely unflinching when it comes to horror/the supernatural; quite amused by it actually. Really just wants to have a good time and support her friends :). Also Bi! (Shippable with both Archie and Cynthy I'm keeping this open ended bc she works with both)

And that's some quick, easy to digest info for my beloved followers who have found themselves unintentionally invested in my head children <3. See look Shadow easy information to put on the doc you're collating!! Please note that this is not all of the recurrent characters, we also have Daisy, Nio (they/them), Ewan, Luna, Theon, Erk, and Nate of varying ages and roles that show up as well :> But I hope this is valuable for you!! Please feel free to browse my archive and look at the tag-the-oc posts; I do much more than tag the oc and actually add quite a fair bit of elaboration, and if you use the search you can find Dism's and Inigo's OC asks which go into far more depth over how they work (like blueprints). But I hope this satisfies you!!

#just pav things #my ocs #pav's ocs #one day they'll all be in a graphic novel and my life will be complete #also pls leave a like if you read and enjoyed it! that really helps me out y'know!!

[flowering-darkness]

Happy Lunadri day, incidentally

(because of the eclipse

like Luna’s gym badge

^-^)

#heart of the void #selfshipping #selfship: void‑kissed (luna/adriana) #love: dark dreamer (luna) #I’m just being silly hehe #the sun had already set here by the time it happened and I don’t think I’m within the penumbral range anyway #but I hope others can enjoy it ^-^

[tiny-cloud-of-flowers]

Okay! The plan for today is twofold.

Primarily, especially for today in particular, I want to try and make something with MMD again. Today is the 26th of November, which is the day that I headcanon Luna to celebrate her birthday on! So, I'd really like to try and make something featuring her.

Secondarily, as this is for the rest of the month as opposed to just today, my aim is to get through the rest of the F/Ovember asks. I didn't quite mean to have such a gap in posting them, but such was the way of my uni work, unfortunately.

Regardless of what I do manage to achieve, I hope that everyone is having a good day so far!~

#heart of the void #blog logistics #of a sort #love: dark dreamer (luna) #the reason why I picked this day in particular is that it's the day that alice's adventures in wonderland were first published #and note my wording - today is the day that luna celebrates as her birthday #but I believe amethyst said once that she was a pisces or she could see her as a pisces. so I headcanon her to have been born in mid-march #not that anyone except for maybe taka would know that

[void-kissed]

aaaaah…

girls..

#this is All I can muster at this present point in time #I’ve been bouncing between different conversations all day today and I am feeling very very sapphic #a call from the void #heart of the void #selfshipping #I guess I can tag with who has come to mind today #love: a wish for peace (vanea) #love: final memoriate (zero) #love: fire of the aegis (pyra) #love: dark dreamer (luna) #love: crown of clovers (clio) #bit of a mix but

[moved-to-void-kissed]

Luna: "Ah, I need to fix this.." Adriana: "I can help you, if you'd like me to!"

Here is today's render, if that's alright! Last year had a week of prompts set up by sapphicseptemberhub, and the one for this date was "realisation". At that time, I wrote out Adri and Luna's exchange in the Void, where Luna realises she would rather live than die. This time around, I went for a decidedly less ouch-y realisation - namely, that Luna dyes her hair, in order to match her adopted family more closely and separate herself from her past more.

I forgot to save an image of the first view and saved over it to make the second one, so I had to use a much more work-in-progress picture of it (with far too much AutoLuminous) without much time to make it look passable. However, I like to think that the second picture turned out much better ^-^

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#a call from the void #creations from the void #made using MMD #pokémon selfshipping #luna is from a fanmade pokémon game rather than an official one but it's fine right #this post is okay to reblog! #selfship #selfshipping #heart of the void #love: dark dreamer (luna) #I headcanon her to both dye her hair and wear coloured contacts and that's why she has a different appearance to her canon one in my work #selfship: void‑kissed (luna/adriana) #self‑insert: soul‑touched (adriana) #should adri be wearing gloves? absolutely. is she? no. is that going to come back to bite her? probably but it'll be fine #i apologise for how overly glowy she ended up in the first render but as I said I lost the raw file to be able to go back and re-render tha #that* #sapphic september 2022 #eye contact tw #I would like to provide a disclaimer that I have no idea how dyeing one's hair works #so i just kind of went off of what i could find online after a bit of looking things up #ended up cutting this one a *bit* fine time-wise given that it's very nearly midnight but i still got it out on time at least #even if that did mean it was a bit rushed #i feel like i haven't used greenershader for a bit but it hopefully didn't turn out too badly here???

[josemmalaga]

EL LOCO

¿Acaso estaré loco?

Me gusta lo anormal,

lo irreverente.

Me gusta la gente que no sigue normas,

los locos desatados,

los locos ingenuos,

los locos soñadores.

Los poetas locos,

que creen que están cuerdos,

que beben sueños,

y destilan fantasías.

Me gusta lo usado,

lo gastado,

lo desteñido,

lo antiguo.

Me encantan los cementerios,

los Teatros mágicos para anacoretas,

Me gusta Nietzsche,

Pedro Páramo y Hesse,

y cuando la cordura me invade,

busco a Bukowsky como autodefensa.

Me gusta lo tétrico,

lo oscuro y fantasmal,

despierto de mis sueños,

con mariposas negras

revoloteando en mi mente.

Me encantan los lobos

aullándole a la luna,

como si fuera un ritual.

Me gustan las ruinas

de nuestros antepasados,

la Muralla China,

una choza tradicional en África,

o un cuartito de vieja vecindad

en cualquier ciudad.

Prefiero una mujer

que mucho haya pecado,

pero que sepa amar,

a mil vírgenes que solo me juzguen

y me quieran controlar.

Me gustan los niños

que corren y gritan,

los perros pulgosos

que le roban a la vida

trozos de ternura para compartir.

!Yo sé que estoy loco!

Yo sé que no encajo

con reglas y normas,

nací de anarquía,

me críe con mis sueños

de loco progreso,

fui autodidacta,

odio la Ortografía

que le quita a mis letras

la esencia del sueño,

y el gran placer de escribir con faltas.

En fin, si soy loco...

!Si quieren enciérrenme!

Seguiré soñando,

seguiré pensando

que este mundo loco

en algún momento vivirá en paz...

UN POETA LÍRICO

Arturo Gil

02/09/2013

CRASY

Would I be mad?

I like the abnormal, the irreverence .

I like people who do not follow rules,

the Untied crazy, crazy naive,

the crazy dreamers, poets crazy,

who believe they are sane,

who distill dreams

and drink fantasies .

I like the used,

worn,

the faded,

the old .

I love cemeteries,

magic Theatres for hermits,

I like Nietzsche,

Pedro Paramo and Hesse

and when sanity wants me to invade

looking for Bukowsky to self-defense ..

I like the gloomy dark and spooky ..

Awakened One of my dreams,

with black butterflies fluttering in my mind ..

I love wolves howling at the moon,

as if it were a ritual ..

I like the ruins of our ancestors,

Chinese wall

and a traditional hut in Africa,

or mudroom old

neighborhood in any city .

I prefer a woman who has sinned much,

but knows how to love

a thousand virgins who only judge me

and want to control me .

I like children running and screaming,

dirthy dogs that rob life

pieces of tenderness to share .

I know who I'm crazy,

I know that do not fit

with rules and regulations

I was born anarchy,

fledge me with my crazy dreams of progress,

was self-taught,

I hate spelling that takes away my lyrics

the essence of the dream,

and the great pleasure

of writing with faults .

Anyway, yes I'm crazy .

If you want lock me up,

I'll keep dreaming

I still think that this crazy world

at some point

will live in peace .

UN POETA LIRICO

ARTURO Gil

09/02/2013