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princesshair · 9 months
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happy 13th birthday One Direction! the shadiest band we all love the most ♡
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tinykonig · 1 year
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König x Reader Headcanons
this is my first post!!!! im so excited!! i have had an extremely annoying day and just wanted to write these down to cheer me up a bit- hope you guys like them as well :) some of these are self indulgent so forgive me. im writing my könig fic but its taking a while since finals are upon me :/ Warnings: NSFW at the bottom, I put an indicator before :)
He is an extremely active listener. If he’s standing and you are talking to him, he has his feet pointed towards you and his head ducked down a bit so he can hear you better since he’s so tall. Nods along to whatever you say and generally has attentive body language
Remembers the smallest details from any conversation. You tell him a story about your childhood pet and months later he will casually say the pet’s name in another conversation. It always takes you off guard a little
When he realizes he likes you, he panics. Writes frantically in his journal for about 3 hours about it.
You catch on to his little crush pretty quickly, given how he lingers near you more than anyone else and gets shy at the smallest interactions
When you finally confess to him that you feel similarly he is so incredibly happy but flustered. Had to take a cold shower that night to calm himself down
Gives you little gifts all the time (one of his love languages for sure). A drawing he did, a flower he saw on the side of the road, some candy he brought from home, etc
Also collects anything you may gift him. Hoards them and protects them like they are living and breathing
Goes through them on nights when you two have to be apart. He can be extremely sentimental
If you are an artist in anyway, he is your HYPE MAN. Hangs up your drawings/poems/photographs, whatever it may be, in his little dorm room
He melts if you cook/bake him something homemade. Like seriously might get choked up. He loves the smell of baked goods, it always makes him feel right at home. You always try to bake him something on his birthday and he is over the moon about it
Protective but knows you can handle yourself most of the time. Despite his introverted nature he will defend you loudly and aggressively if he senses that it’s necessary
He loves any little weird quirks you may have. You love the smell of clean laundry? He thought it was so cute when you would sniff the shirts coming out of the dryer
OH OH OH LOVES THE THING WHERE YOU HAVE ONE HEADPHONE AND HE HAS THE OTHER AND YOU LISTEN TO THE SAME MUSIC AND JUST HANG OUT. oh man
Accidentally bumps into/knocks you with his hands or arms soooo often. He’s a big boy who doesnt quite have spatial awareness sometimes
He feels so bad everytime it happens and just cradles your face in his hands and apologizing so rapidly (it never really hurts but you like the attention so)
If you dont know german he will give you a “german word of the day” and will say it to you the entire day in context until you guess what it means
Is so excited when you guess right
Not gonna be into PDA it’s too much for him. He’s just constantly your shadow 24/7 in public. The most is having a hand on your back or shoulder so you don’t get lost in a crowd
In private however. Clingiest boy alive (his other love language is physical touch)
Lives for you laying your head on his lap. Plays with your hair or traces your features while he talks to you about his day or a book he started reading
Has the most expressive eyes in the world
I headcannon him as ginger, his hair slightly shaggy (haircuts give him anxiety so he does it himself when it starts to get in his eyes) and wavy
light freckles on his cheeks and across his nose!!!
With his blue eyes he is truly such a picture of beauty
He isn’t super weird about showing his face to you. When you start hanging out outside of work duties he doesn’t wear it, and appreciates that you dont bring attention to it
Sometimes you make a little comment about him being pretty and his face is on FIRE but he just quietly says thank you and has a little smile on his face
Compliments you shyly but often, will not make eye contact with you when he says it
Writes you super heartfelt notes that he will leave you to find because he can better express himself that way
Don’t get me wrong though he has his moments where he can be very very cocky!!
For example: right after a successful mission when he is still riding the adrenaline rush, he is much touchier with you even in front of others
If you need him to reach something he loves that and gets a little power trip. Teases you and makes you jump to get it from him a bit
If he notices that he made YOU blush, wooo boy he loves to tease you. “Did you like that, hmm?”, with a sickly sweet smile
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The first time was extremely soft and slow and sweet. He was very eager but very unsure of himself. Didn’t know where to put his hands. You had to guide him and reassure him and he didn’t last very long but it was sweet
He whimpered the entire time
After that, he slowly gains confidence and learns what works for you two
Still likes for you to be in control mostly, with rare soft dom moments
Will try almost anything once!!
Loves praise. Too insecure for degradation and absolutely can’t degrade you either
Loves to eat pussy sooooo much… You have a bad day? He’s on his knees in the shower with one of you thighs on his shoulder. Its your birthday? He got you like 9 presents but the finale is cumming on his tongue 4 times
He fucking growls sometimes when he’s overstimulated and its the greatest thing to grace your ears
Says “I love you” like a chant when he’s cumming in you
Wants to see your face the whole time
Ironically he is great at making eye contact in the bedroom
He has the sexiest thighs in the world
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lizzie-is-here · 10 months
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lonely is a man without love
part vii- choice
“hug me like the night holds the moon” - alexandra vasiliu
summary: fighting egyptian gods honestly isn’t that bad, especially when marc and steven look so good in their suits
wordcount: 2.1k
warnings: language, violence, honestly i think that’s it, not much fluff but i’ll make up for it in the last part i promise
a/n: thank y’all for being so patient with me, this isn’t the last part, there will be one more bc i want the moon boys to meet the avengers 😏 also wondering how oscar isaac feels knowing he’s played some of the hottest characters to exist bc my miguel obsession is concerning 💀 i hope y’all enjoy, love you all sm, have a great day 🫶🫶🫶
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“That’s fucking disgusting,” you murmur to yourself as three bullets fall out of your slowly-healing wounds.
Coming back from the dead was remarkably unremarkable, you think. However, the sensation of ammunition leaving your body on its own was rather unpleasant.
Heaving strained sighs, you wring out your hair as you make sure the room is empty.
“Ok, Taweret, what now?” you ask.
You don’t expect your body to seize up, and for her voice to leave your throat as you uncontrollably spew words.
“There will be an opening in a nearby wall to where Khonshu’s ushabti is at the Chamber of the Gods. Do you see it?”
You gasp, coughing from the intrusion. A few yards away, the bricks open, revealing a shady tunnel with glowing hieroglyphs. You still don’t fuck with small, dark, magic tunnels. But, you suppose you don’t have much of an option.
“Alright. I’m going in.”
The tunnel opens up to a massive chamber, and you can see Harrow and his team at the entrance, confronting what seem to be more avatars. You sneak past in perfect silence, weaving through tunnels on an instinct you suspect is controlled by Taweret.
Finally, you reach a wall of lamps. In front of each one is a tiny statue. Scanning each one, your eyes land on one that seems newer than the others.
“Surprise,” you singsong. “I’d recognize that ugly face anywhere. Now what?”
The same uncomfortable sensation takes over your voice.
“Smash it on the ground, it’ll free him.”
You raise the ushabti above your head before hurling it with some personal spite. It shatters on the floor, and the fog that emanates from it rises into a form.
“I do not sense Marc Spector in this world,” he announces. “He died fighting, no doubt.”
You raise a brow. “Yeah, no shit. Doing your dirty work.”
“It’s far from over. If Marc is truly gone, I am in need of an Avatar. Would you protect the travelers of the night-“
You wave your hands, cutting him off. “Would you shut the fuck up? I’m already Taweret’s temporary Avatar. Go resurrect Marc before I get Wanda to curse you.”
The god disappears in a cloud of dust, and you hear his voice echo from the main chamber. You listen in silence before a loud beeping interrupts.
When you look down at your gauntlet, the small screen displays words that make you audibly groan.
“Shit, shit shit shit,” you hiss, hurrying to the main chamber while also desperately trying to hang up the call. “Not the time, Nat!”
As you turn a corner, you come face to face with a squad of Harrow’s followers, and in your panic, you press the wrong button.
“Hey (Y/N)!” a chorus of voices say. Team dinner, shit again.
“Sorry guys, kinda busy right now!” you shout back, shooting down three people as you whip out a baton.
Wanda’s voice calls out through the fight.
“I felt your heart stop, (Y/N), what’s going on?”
Grunting, you throw a man into the wall before hopping on a woman’s shoulders to fling her backward.
Sighing, you tap the gauntlet, projecting the call so you can see their worried faces gathered around the phone.
“No biggie, I died for a little bit, but I’m all good.”
At the instant outburst, you wince. Probably should’ve chosen different words.
“Маленький паучок, ты такой мертвый, когда вернешься домой [Little spider, you’re so dead when you get home]!”
You roll your eyes, brushing off the term of endearment. With the room cleared, you run out of the Chamber of the Gods, right out the front of the Great Pyramid. Left and right, Harrow’s followers are judging the souls of civilians. Great. More headaches for you.
“Shit, kid. You need me and Buck to come over there?”
“He’s right, I’ll kill whoever did it.”
Firing blasts of energy from the gauntlets, you start taking down as many fanatics as you can. You’d rather not shoot them, but it would be easier, you have to admit.
“Did you at least die in a cool way?”
“Yelena, not the time.”
“C’mon, Cap. Let her have her fun.”
“Don’t start with me, Tony.”
“Guys!” you yell over the arguing. “I’m fine. We might have a new recruit, too. If he gets revived.”
Yelena gapes at the phone.
“You died together? Wow, pretty serious.” She wiggles her eyebrows as you strike down a man trying to grab at you. “Have you two kissed yet?”
You blush. “…Yes.”
The loud reactions have you cringing, but the blonde assassin grins.
“Awww… That’s disgusting. But I’m happy for you!” She shoves the phone to a very worried Natasha.
The redhead sighs as the team goes back to lighthearted bickering.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” she asks.
You duck behind a corner, catching your breath. “Yeah, yeah Nat. I promise. I’ll be home soon, okay?”
She nods, and with one last goodbye, ends the call.
You slump against the wall you’re hidden behind, groaning and mumbling curses. When you peek out, you see a giant crocodile goddess swallowing souls.
“Oh, wonderful,” you sigh. “How the fuck am I supposed to fight that?”
“I have an idea!” Your voice says, once again not your own. “Plus, it comes with a rather fashionable outfit.”
Coughing as Taweret invades your senses, you shake your head. “Sorry, I don’t do those weird superhero costumes.”
“Please? It has wings- Ooh, and swords!”
“Ok, how about a compromise,” you suggest. “Just add the wings and swords to my suit?”
Apparently, the goddess is happy with that, because large metal wings form down your back, glinting silver in the candlelight. You can feel the handles of swords under them. When you wave an arm, the corresponding wing follows your movements.
“Oh…” you chuckle. “Sam’s gonna be SO jealous.”
Your moment of pure glee gets interrupted when a small white blur flies by, carrying a screaming man along.
“Ah. Glad to see you back, idiots,” you whisper to yourself, preparing to run over to where they fell. Instead, the wings boost you up onto the nearest building.
Taking a moment to balance yourself, you quickly adapt to the feeling of gliding on the metal wings and swoop in in time to kick Harrow’s ugly face before he strikes Marc.
Marc takes you in. The wings, the smirk on your face, the fact that you’re okay. He can’t help but be amazed.
When Harrow tries to strike again, you cross your arms, repelling the blast with the wings.
“Marc, are you-”
You get cut off by a tight hug and a kiss planted on your forehead.
“You’re alright,” he whispers, almost like he doesn't believe it. His hands hold you like you’ll disappear. He barely pauses before pulling you into a kiss, tension leaving his body as he sighs against your lips.
You smile. “I’m alright, it’s okay.”
In a flash, his suit changes, along with his voice.
“Wow, you look amazing. Where’d you get the wings?” Steven asks.
“Hi, Steven,” you chuckle as you turn. Harrow is finally standing up from where you knocked him on his ass, and dozens of his followers have gathered.
Steven perks up. “Hey, I’m really jazzed about showing you these new skillsets we have.”
It’s impossible to not grin at his antics. “Alright, let’s see it.”
You both break into a dead sprint, with you using the wings to boost you. The new swords fit perfectly in your hands, becoming deadly as you combine them with your baton training, twirling and twisting the blades as you slash through men.
When you turn around to check on Steven, you see Marc instead.
“It’s good to know you two are getting along now,” you chirp before charging forward, cutting down whoever you need to to get to the man at the center of it all.
You strike Harrow’s staff with both swords, tag-teaming him with Marc. You make a deadly combination. That is, until he slams the staff on the ground and sends you flying,
He holds you down, hand raised above you, before Steven tackles him away, leaving you to catch your breath.
The fight only escalates from there. Marc and Steven switch seamlessly, leaning into each others’ strengths. They fight Harrow to a standstill, holding him back from wrecking the world. Usual superhero stakes.
You, however, are preoccupied. Namely with ripping the doors off of vans and helping civilians.
A purple glow blooms behind you, and you can spot Marc holding back Harrow’s magic as you rush pedestrians away from the area.
Blocking bullets, you dive back into the fight as soon as you clear the area. But you don’t get far.
A stray blast of magic throws you to the ground. Hard. You groan as the tingling, nauseating feeling rushes over you. Your legs are too shaky to get up.
When you fight to raise your head, you see Marc. He took the brunt of the strike, evidenced by the crater he lays in. Harrow is stalking closer, raising his staff above him. When he brings it down, you can see the power leaving Marc’s body.
And you can’t have the first boyfriend (kind of? maybe?) you’ve ever had die before he even takes you out on a date.
The brick you hurl at Harrow hits his knee with careful precision, and he stumbles. With a vicious kick to his ribs, you knock him far enough away to help Marc up.
But it’s not Marc.
His suit may be the same, but the eyes are different. More tired. His posture is guarded, and the way he holds the crescent dagger is more offensive than defensive.
He says nothing as you head into the fray. Whoever he is, it’s the same alter that was on the roof in Cairo, and he’s ruthless.
Steven fights with blunt weapons. Marc fights with knives, but more on the defensive. Whoever this is… He fights like you.
You fight in tandem, whittling down Harrow’s strength until eventually, you break his staff over your knee and whoever’s controlling the body nearly kills him with the force he uses to take him down.
His eyes roll back, and Marc returns.
The fear in his eyes is enough to know that he has no clue what happened. He stands with your help, shakily surveying the area.
“That wasn’t you, was it, Steven?”
The other man fronts effortlessly, gripping your arm a bit tighter.
“Not a chance, mate,” he gasps.
“Whoever it was,” you say. “He’s been hiding all this time. And he’s definitely more violent than either of you.”
Far away, Ammit begins dragging an unconscious Khonshu away. You curse under your breath, watching the two giant gods disappear from your sight.
You turn to Marc. “Get Harrow. I know how we can stop Ammit.”
Dragging an unconscious man is easy work for him, and Marc tosses him onto an altar inside the Chamber of the Gods with little regard to further injuring him.
The chamber may be destroyed, but the magic still lingers. It’s residual energy, and takes a while to dissipate, you’ve learned. You’ve stumbled into Wanda’s red swirls and had horrible flashbacks for hours too many times to not learn your lesson.
“If you can imprison a god in a statue, why not a person? The power in this room should help us bind Ammit to Harrow’s body.” You glance up to the ceiling. “Taweret? Got a spell for us?”
Instead of losing control of your voice, you can hear her in your mind, merely guiding your actions.
You nod after a few seconds. “Ok. She says to take my hand, and we can start the spell.”
The strange sensation is back, and this time you’re chanting in Egyptian, hardly understanding the words as a lavender glow wraps around the room.
It circles the statues of the gods. For how destroyed the room is, they’re still intact. It completes the loop, leaving Marc’s hand and ending in yours.
A lavender haze streams from the ceiling, funneling into Harrow’s mouth as his eyes snap open.
“You can never contain me,” he says, voice overlapping with Ammit’s. “I’ll never stop.”
Khonshu appears next to you. You’ve grown used to it now, barely reacting.
“Finish it,” he growls. “And leave neither of them alive.
As Marc stands above Harrow, knife at the ready, your stomach twists.
“While he lives, so too does she.”
“I have to finish this,” Marc whispers to himself. “If not, I’ll never be free.”
You furrow your brow. “Marc. You are free. This is your choice.”
Khonshu cuts in. “The choice is vengeance. We cannot take the chance that Ammit finds a way out. She will kill again.”
“Now you sound just like her,” Marc says.
He drops the man on the altar, and your heart swells.
“If you want them dead, do it yourself.” You can’t control the smirk on your face as he stares the god dead in the eye.
Right before he speaks again, he glances at you for reassurance. You nod.
“Now, release us.”
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jake-g-lockley · 1 year
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I'm back :D
OKAY so I have TWO prompts you can feel free to pick from whichever you want!! if one has already been written/requests then thats okay (its mainly why i picked two jUST IN CASE!!!!!)
How aboutttttt the cutie pie moon boys with either prompt #15 or #21?! I DONT MIND EITHER WHICHEVER WORKS BETTER FOR YOU (im so indecisive and they're both so cute?!?)
THANK YOU LOVELY!!!
Poison Tree (Moon Knight x reader)
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Prompt: the spider-man meme where they're all pointing at each other but it's a conversation like *i said i didn't like you like that because you said you didn't like me" "but i said i didn't like you because you were literally in love with someone else" then "i only said i was in love with them because you didn't want me!
A/N: Heya lovelyyy!! Thank you so much for the ask, I switched it up a tiny bit but I hope you like it ehhehe.
Warnings: everyone here is an idiot istg, a touch of angst, them not being able to say what they need to say, seriously; they have three people in their head and they’re that dumb? AHAHAH, light allusions to smut.
Word Count: 2.1 k 
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Buying things was something that plagued you like a weird disease that never went away. You didn’t have this type of luxury when you were younger, your mother always forced you to save whatever money you made and scared you into thinking that you would not have a single cent on you when you truly needed it. Funnily enough, when you started earning your own money, you gave in and started to spend on things that your mother would frown upon.
You stared up at the shelf of books before you, sighing frustratedly as you gazed at the beautiful new covers. You cursed yourself for walking into the new luxury bookstore that opened in the mall, your mother’s voice echoing loudly in your head. You screwed your eyes tightly and tried to imagine something that would pull you away from both the thought of buying the book and the sound of your mother’s grating voice.
You were laying down on the couch, your body aching deliciously from the weight of something covering you. Your hands were preoccupied, carding through soft curls as large hands squeezed your sides. You were smiling down at the person who was cuddling you close and the person looked up at you, big brown, doe like eyes meeting yours.
“You know I have those books in my flat?” a voice pulled you out of your little daydream making you gasp as you whirled around and your eyes met the same brown eyes you were imagining. 
Steven Grant was smiling at you, his lopsided grin matching his curls that flopped to his forehead. Steven always looked comfortable and you always had the inevitable urge to squeeze him. Oh, how you yearned to press your nose into his chest as you hugged him close. You faked a scowl and Steven’s grin got wider as his hand shot out and gripped your wrist.
“If you behave, I’ll let you borrow them someday.” his voice twisted your insides as he pulled you away from the shelf.
Your heart swooned whenever you were around Steven. He and the other two were your poison tree, the bunch you had intended to stay far away from but couldn’t get enough of. He gently pulled your book bag off your shoulder and slung it on his own as the both of you walked to the cafe that the both of you hung out at on a weekly basis. You’d mark your student’s exercise books while Steven did his research on the ancient artifact he was writing about.
At times, you’d feel his eyes on you and you knew it wasn’t exactly Steven looking at you anymore
“Hi, Marc.” you said, without looking up from what you were marking.
“I still don’t get how you do that.” The deep Chicago accent makes you shiver slightly.
“Your posture changes, dummy.” you said, earning a chuckle from him.
“How are the kids doing this week?” he asked, leaning forward to take a look at what you were marking. 
“Pretty good actually, their grammar is getting better and I think they enjoy my classes.”
“I’m sure they do, princesa.” came the beautiful spanish drawl. 
“Now, what did I say about switching mid conversation.” 
A long pause greeted you and you finally looked up from the book you were marking to see Jake staring at you with a satisfied smile.
“That it’s rude?”
“Mhmm.”
“I made you look though.” he winked at you and your insides turned into pure mush.
Outside, you rolled your eyes and casted your eyes back down onto the exercise book, holding back a grin of your own. 
“So, how is Mr. Daniels?” 
Your eyebrows furrowed and you looked back at Marc who was now leaning back in his chair, his arms crossed in front of him. You didn’t get why he would always ask you about the math teacher, you only called Mr. Daniels cute once in your life. 
“He’s good, I guess.” you took a sip of your coffee and bowed your head, not letting Marc see what was clearly written all over your face.
For months, you have been trying to get rid of the feelings you felt for the three men. They were absolutely beautiful and had personalities that fired up your very being, but an unfortunate incident stood between you and them.
Flashback
You and him were a little too close, you could see all of the little details of his face. You and him had demolished a bag of doritos and the empty wine glasses made the both of you giggle incredulously. You didn’t know who you were looking at, the alcohol muddling your brain as your eyes zeroed on the doritos dust at the side of his mouth. 
“You know I was thinking of asking Dylan out, the tour guide at the museum.” Steven’s voice burned a hole through your heart and you smiled, hiding the pain that coursed through you.
“You should.” you whispered, trying your hardest not to let your heart betray you.
“Jake suggested for me to take her out to that steak shop.” he leaned back into the sofa and stared up at the ceiling. 
“And what are you gonna eat there, silly.” you stifled a giggle.
“I dunno, bread, salad?” 
You tried to laugh the best you could despite the achy feeling at the pit of your stomach. 
End of flashback
“How’s Dylan?” you asked. 
“She’s alright.” Steven said softly. 
“Hmm.”
Your eyes caught a couple behind Steven and you smiled gently as one of them kissed the other one’s knuckles.
Jake noticed and turned around too, turning back to you with a grin and plucking the red pen out of your hand before suddenly taking your hand in his. Your heart blazed when you felt his lips on your knuckles and your breathing stopped for a second, his eyes shining with mischief. You quickly snatched your hand away from him and you could note the change in the way his eyebrows furrowed slightly.
“Hey, you know I was just joking, it didn’t mean anything.” he said quickly. 
It didn’t mean anything.
“Yea, I know, Jake , you don’t like me like that.” you said before you could stop yourself.
Jake’s thoughts raced as Marc and Steven panicked inside his head. They weren’t supposed to like you like that but they do and they wanted to stand on top of the table that you both were at and scream that fact at the top of their lungs.
You couldn’t mark anything anymore, with the way he kept reminding you of your failed love life. Your failed, unrequited love for them. You snatched the pen back from him and tapped the book in front of you, thinking of your next move. You quickly grab your phone and text one of your friends, Sam. Code red, the code you always used to get out of situations you didn’t like and you were feeling really uncomfortable with the energy you had created. 
A few minutes later, to your pure relief, your friend called you.
“Oh, umm, I have to go, Sam is stuck in a … situation.” you say as you frantically shove your stuff into your bag.
“Right, let me help you with that.” Steven said, standing up, a worried look on his face.
“It's okay, I got it.” you gave him a reassuring smile and tucked a five pound bill under the coffee.
“I’ll see you.”
“Yeah.” Steven rubbed the back of his neck, wondering if he had said anything out of the way, his heart pounding as he watched you walk out of the cafe.
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You woke up hours later to a knock at your door. Your face was wet and you checked your phone for any messages, absolutely shocked to see about 14 missed calls from the boys, another five from your best friend and dozens of messages. You flung yourself out of bed and ran to the front door
You opened it to see a frantic Jake standing outside, his hair a mess. Without a word, he wrapped his arms around you and hugged you close, mumbling something into your hair in spanish.
“Shit, I thought something happened when you didn’t answer your calls. I called Sam and she couldn’t get a hold of you.” Jake’s voice was bubbling with tears and you looked up at him in shock. 
“Jake, I-” suddenly, his lips were on yours and you felt yourself being lifted off your feet.
The kiss was as frantic as he looked and you became putty in his arms as you tried your best to steady yourself. You pulled away and stared at the man in front of you, only to see Steven’s eyes staring back. Your hands came up to touch your lips and you couldn’t help but touch his lips too. 
“Sorry, fuck, I know you’re with-” you cut him off with another kiss and you felt all of your worries wash over you.
Your hands grip his face and you hold onto him until the both of you are out of air. 
“Fuck, what about Dy-” you pulled away and started to say, but Marc pushed you against the wall and caught your lips with his again, wordlessly asking you to jump as he gripped your hips hard. 
You jumped and wrapped your legs around his torso, your bodies sandwiched together. Your hands carded up his curls and you pulled on them for purchase, causing him to groan against your lips. 
“Wait, Marc, Jake, Steven, what’s happening.” you pull away, your confusion creeping up the satisfied feeling that you were feeling. 
You couldn’t tell who had control of the body as they pushed their forehead against yours, just holding you against the wall. 
“I don’t know,” you heard Steven’s voice whisper as he ducked his head lower.
Your hands were still in his hair and you pulled him closer.
“Put me down.” you whispered after a while and unlocked your ankles.
Their eyes were casted downward as they tried their best to not look at you. You pulled them to your dining table and busied yourself with making a cup of tea, chewing at your swollen bottom lip, wondering what had just happened. You wanted to feel it again so bad, the passion they pushed upon you was so fiery that you wanted nothing more but to have it course through your veins again. You sighed as you pushed the cup of tea in front of them.
“Whoever is fronting, could you please just explain what happened?” you calmly asked. 
When their eyes met with your’s, you could clearly see Marc’s sadness and it crushed your heart.
“We’re sorry we springed on you like that.” he whispered. “The truth is, I- we are in love with you.'' The last bit of his sentence came out like it was a harsh secret, clawing its way out of his voice box. 
You let out a breath you didn’t realize you were holding.
“Fuck.” was all you could say as you swallowed down your own tears. 
“But we know that you don’t feel like that for us, so you-” he continued. 
“Wait, who said that?” you cut him off, your heart thudding in your chest.
“You did.” Steven mumbled. “Just now, we only said that we didn’t like you like that because you made it clear how you felt about us.” 
“But- but I only did that because you have feelings for someone else! You know? The woman you are dating!” 
“We only said that because you said you found the math teacher at your school cute!” Marc slammed his hand down, making you jump. “We’re not dating Dylan!”
“I was joking, you dumbass! Oh my fucking god!” you slammed your hands down and stood up, pushing Marc’s chair back and straddling him without another word.
You kissed him like you meant it, putting your soul out there so that it would meet theirs. All the anger you felt was channeled back into the kiss and you wanted them to choke on their own passion with the way you pressed yourself against them. Marc sighed against your lips and melted away, letting the body switch frantically between Steven, himself and Jake. When you finally felt satisfied you pulled away and gave them a small smile.
“You boys love me huh?” you brushed their fringe away from their face and looked into the eyes that held the only three that you would hand your heart to. “Well, I love you too, cowards.”
“Hey, watch who you’re calling a coward.” Steven’s hands gripped hard at your hips as he grinned up at you, leaning in and kissing you softly. 
After a while he brought his lips next to your ear, he whispers “This coward won’t let you borrow his books until he makes you forget your own name.”
Your eyes widened and you shook your head, wondering what awaited at the top of the poison tree you managed to climb up on. 
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If You Let Me (Badda Boom Universe)
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Alpha!Jax Teller x Omega!POC!Reader "LuLu"
Summary:
Flashback to that time when you confessed your love during a jam session in the backyard unaware that Jax and Opie can hear you through his open window and things took a turn you weren't expecting.
Warnings:
Smut, Fluff and Smut, Light Angst, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha Jax Teller, Accidental Voyeurism, Oral Sex, Sex, Rough Sex, Marriage, Pregnancy
Notes:
Hello Heathens, I've decided that anytime these two have a story for me to write about them, I am going to add it as a chapter to their saga. This story is heavily inspired by the song "If You Let Me" by Sinead Harnett. (A link to the song will be in the story) Happy Reading!
Banner by @cafekitsune Divider by @firefly-graphics
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Your recent hook up with Jax is fresh on your mind. 
Granted, it was a week ago when he was “off again” with Tara before you found them back together just days later. It’s a semi-normal thing you've learned to deal with since you were teenagers.
You know loving him the way you do is painful, but you can't seem to help yourself. He’s had your heart since you were preteens and all those lovely hormones kicked in. His scent is the only one that has made you weak in the knees from just one hit. But you’ll only ever be his Little Moon, the girl who is dependable, always there whenever and for whatever he needs. 
Ruts included. 
You aren't fooling yourself thinking that someday he will truly be yours, your collarbone sporting his claim. So you keep yourself open to interested parties and have racked up quite the body count. But no one has hijacked your heart, or satiated your heats, like Jax has. 
Well, that’s not true. Ari came pretty close to taking the role of Alpha in your life. Just when you thought you could possibly take things further with him, he got a job offer overseas he couldn’t pass up. That’s where things ended, just over a year ago. The universe loved to torment you.
Seeing Jax a couple days ago at the clubhouse, Tara hanging all over him, was all the reminder of your place that you needed. So you're spending your day off with Diamond, out in the sunshine on your back porch. Medicating your soul with your dear friend THC.
“Girl when are you going to get over that boy? The dick must be amazing for you to keep going back knowing he isn't going to pick you. I don’t care how good he smells to you.” Your best friend protests. 
“I’m not going to bother trying to explain it to you again. My love for him isn't conditional. His scent is the one thing that always calms me. When we hook up, great, when we're just hanging out at the clubhouse, great. No matter who is there. It is what it is, D. I’m not trippin over it. So neither should you.”
“You’re telling me you dont want more?”
You let out a deep sigh. “Of course I do. But there’s nothing I can do about it. That’s how unrequited love works.”
“Alright then. If you say so. But answer me this one question.”
“Shoot.”
“How do you manage all these pent up feelings without lashing out?”
“Easy. Like this.” You take a hit off the joint and start strumming on the acoustic guitar in your lap. 
The Ganja begins to steadily course through your system, loosening your tongue and helping you purge all the pent up emotions you’ve been bottling up. Your surroundings disappear as your voice is carried on the wind to Opie’s open kitchen window, where he’s handing an exacerbated Jax a beer.
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“Is it for good this time?” Op asks.
“She’s leaving again. So yeah. It’s for good.” He takes a sip of his beer. “At least for me it is. I really am getting too old for this back and forth shit.”
“I’m sure the fact she’s a beta doesn't help. Especially when you surround yourself with a certain little Omega.”
“I’ve known LuLu my whole life, man. If Gemma hasn’t run her off, Tara certainly isn’t keeping her from me.”
“Ya finally gonna do something about that, now that you're a free man?”
“What do you mean?” He pulls a cigarette out of his pack with his teeth and proceeds to light it. “We just hooked up last week.”
“I meant to make it more official than just hooking up when you need a tight place to stick your knot.”
“But she takes it so well man.” He smirks, tilting his head as a sound catches his attention. “Do you hear that music?”
“Probably Lulu out in her backyard.” Op supplies. “Must be high too, for her voice to carry this clearly.”
He gets up from the table and heads to the open window that has a perfect view of your backyard. There he finds you, sitting on the porch with Diamond. Your eyes are closed, fingers strumming along your beloved acoustic, emotion clear on your beautiful face as he soaks in the words you're serenading.
“I wonder who she’s singing about.” He thinks aloud.
“You can not be that dense man.” Op chuckles out.
“What are you talking about?” His eyes never leave your backyard.
Opie shakes his head. “I’m sure it’ll come to you. If not, just go over and ask her.”
Your mouth watering scent, along with your sweet voice, wafts in through the window. He can’t help but feel a pull towards you as he takes a deep inhale, allowing your last notes to sink in. He carefully watches as you look at Diamond, a smile that doesn't quite reach your eyes gracing your face.
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“Damn girl, you’ve got it bad. You weren’t kidding about it being unconditional. Jax is one lucky son of a bitch and he doesn't even realize it.” Diamond declares through a plume of smoke.
“Like I said before. It is what it is. Just because he checks all my mate boxes, doesn't mean I check all of his.” You swallow, placing the guitar next to you and taking back the joint offered to you. “I can’t wait around for life to find a way. So, I enjoy what I am given.”
“You’re too damn precious for this world girl. Fuck I wish I had just a sliver of your patience and self resolve.”
“Oh, no. I’m still a petty bitch. Don’t get it twisted. I hate the fact that he chooses her over me. I just don’t see the sense in wasting energy on it.” You take a hit. “He’s had more than a taste. Not to mention he’s a full grown Alpha. If he wants more, nothing’s stopping him but him.” You exhale, letting the smoke slowly leak out of your mouth and into the air.
“Is that right, Little Moon?” You turn towards the voice of the Alpha in question as he walks up your porch steps.
Unafraid of the truths you now know he just heard you hold your head high. “Sure is. But it’s of no matter at the moment is it? You belong to someone else.”
“She ended it today actually.” He confesses. “She leaves for Seattle tomorrow morning.”
“She never really could stand Charming for long. Always chasing something better.” You relay.
“I have to agree with you there. But it at least frees me up again.” He gives you that devilish smile.
“You could have been free at any time, Jackson. You chose to embrace your gilded cage.” You coolly state.
“Shiiiit, Mary Jane’s got you extra poetic in your pettiness today. I love it!” Diamond laughs out.
“Aw come on Darlin’. Here I was, having heard your little concert, thinking maybe I’d find you being all soft and sweet.” He play pouts.
“I’m not in the mood for your games or to ruin my high Jackson. So please, just say what you have to say.”
“You sure about that Omega? Even with Diamond present.” He nods towards your bestie.
You narrow your eyes in his direction. “I have nothing to hide from her. I’m waiting.”
“Alright.” He crosses the deck, cups your face in his ringed hands and pulls you up to his face, laying a devastating kiss to your lips. Your synapses go haywire as his strong scent envelops you, allowing a whimper to escape your throat. His hands glide down to your waist, where he lifts you up so that he can switch positions with you.
Your thighs are now splayed across his denim covered lap, loose shirt raised to your waist, exposing the tiny shorts you were wearing underneath as he leans back into your former seat. He breaks the kiss, a smug look on his face as he looks up into your glazed over eyes. “That’s better.”
He runs his thumb along your bottom lip. “Diamond, I’m going to need you to give me and my Omega some space. Op’s next door if you don't want to go home. Choice is yours.”
“Your Omega.” You whisper, in confusion.
“You heard me correctly.” His eyes remain on you.
“Oooooh bitch, Imma bounce. Even though it looks like this is gonna be good.” Diamond grabs her bag. “I expect a full report first chance you get. Which by the look on his face isn't going to be til at least tomorrow. Love ya girl. Bye.” She scurries off.
“Bye.” You wave to her, your eyes never leaving the Alpha below you.
“You and I have some things we need to work out. Are you up for it Little Moon?”
“Does this have something to do with you overhearing me singing?”
“That’s part of it.”
You sigh. “Okay. Give me your worst.”
He grabs the waistband of your shorts, snapping them against your skin. "First I need these off of you. We're gonna have this talk with you warming my cock so you understand just how serious I am." 
With a determined look and slick quickly dampening the crotch of your shorts, you stand up on shaky legs. With an initial push down over your ass, you shimmy them the rest of the way before taking a step out and kicking them off to the side.
His eyes devour your bare lower half, biting his lip as he runs a palm along the bulge in his jeans. “Mmm. Good girl. You really would do anything for me huh?” He hits you with his dazzling smile, the one that always has you weak in the knees. “Come here and unzip me, Omega. I want you to pull me out and sit on the evidence of what your scent does to me, darlin’.”
You can feel your slick beginning to slowly leak down onto your thighs, perfuming the air further with your scent. You squeeze them together before stepping forward and doing as your Alpha requested. You bend over at the hip, ghosting your fingers down his torso until you reach the tented denim, releasing his hard length to the light of day. With a quick squeeze to his base, you straddle his lap and slowly lower yourself down onto his thick cock, letting it fill you up inch by inch. 
He grabs your chin, forcing you to look at the possessiveness and lust swirling in his Cobalt blues. Drawing in a deep breath, your lids become heavy, you can’t help but lose yourself in how good his mouth watering scent mixes with your own sweet essence. As you reopen your eyes, he places a soft kiss on your lips, sliding his hand down to wrap around your throat. "Now be a good little Omega for me and pay attention to what I have to tell you."
You nod your agreement. Your tongue, incapable of forming words at the moment.
“I was next door at Op’s, shooting the shit in the kitchen. Downloading him on all this Tara business. When this music drifts in through the window that faces your backyard.” He pushes his thumb under your chin. “Imagine my surprise when Op tells me it’s probably just you playing around out back.”
You swallow against his fingers. “You heard me.”
“Oh yes, Little Moon. I heard every sweet and tortured word you sang.” He smirks at you. “At first I thought you were just singing to sing. Though the words did sound a bit like a confession. It wasn’t until you finished and Diamond got to chatting that I connected the dots. All those precious words were about me.”
"Yes." You whisper out.
"And here I was, getting called out by Op right before the universe comes and drops a neon sign pointed in your direction." He licks his parched lips. "I originally came over here to tease you about getting high and serenading the neighborhood.” He chuckles to himself. “After hearing you say it wasn’t worth the energy to wait around for me and then still called me out on it when I showed up. Well, darlin' I knew I had to rectify that."
"So that's what this little show of Dominance is all about then? Witnessing the power you as a whole have over me?” You give him a challenging look.
“Not at all.” Unbothered by your accusing tone, he caresses your neck, fingers dipping down until they ghost along your collarbone. “This is all to make it clear where I stand. I heard you loud and clear, Omega. No more dancing around it. I’m taking what’s rightfully mine.” He growls out.
You involuntarily clench around the girth settled deep inside of you as his words register, making him practically purr at the feeling.
“Fuck it. Move your hips Omega. I need you to continue being a good girl and let me watch you ride your Alpha.” 
Your eyes alight at his command. You swivel your hips, slowly grinding against him in a figure eight pattern, losing yourself in how full you feel, walls gripping on to his thickness.  
You raise up and start to bounce on his lap, his hand returning to your throat, giving it a gentle squeeze. The sweet pressure, muffling your moans. "That's it. You look fucking gorgeous when you ride me. Your tight little cunt was made for taking my knot. And you’re going to let me stuff you full of it aren't you."
You can feel the stirrings of an epic orgasm on the horizon. He removes his hand from your throat, gliding his fingers down your torso to start rubbing your clit in tight little circles. You gasp out, head tilting back, hands gripping tightly to his shoulders. You’re right on the knife's edge, rapidly hurtling towards your own climax. 
"Fuuuuck, baby you're so close. I can feel your sweet little pussy trying to make me pop my knot. Gonna cum all over my fat cock, Omega?" You moan out, head bobbing, lost in a haze of lust. "I can’t hear you, ‘mega. Use your words baby. Do. You. Want. To. Cum. On. My. Cock?"
"YES! Please, Alpha. Please. I want to cum all over your cock, make a mess just for you." You beg, uncaring of who might hear you.
A low growl vibrates through his chest. "There's my sexy little Omega. Begging so pretty for her Alpha." His fingers, dancing along your clit, quicken, causing the grind of your hips to increase. 
"Now!” He grits out with a strong thrust of his hips up into you. “Cum for me right now, Omega. Want to feel this tight cunt of yours clamping down on my dick like a vice." 
His command was all you needed to let go and fall head first into a mind numbing orgasm. You rest your forehead against his, as you let out a deep guttural moan. Nails digging into his shoulders as you writhe and squirm in his lap, riding each wave of ecstasy.
He pulls you in closer, kissing you to muffle your screams. You do have some pretty nosy neighbors afterall. His tongue dances with yours, setting you off once again. Or did you ever stop? Honestly who cares at this point. You find yourself chasing his lips as he breaks the kiss.
"Such a perfect Omega. Cumming so hard for her Alpha. Gonna let me fill ya up, baby? Cum so deep you'll be feeling me leaking out of you for days?" 
You whine at the images his words create. "Yes. Please. I want you to fill me up so badly, Alpha. Need your knot." You plead with a twist of your hips. 
Gripping your waist, he pumps up into you at an erratic pace. “Fuck baby, I’m right there.” 
You grab his face, leaning down to smash your lips against his. Your tongues fight for dominance as he groans out, knot popping as he thrusts in deep, locking you together as he paints your womb white with his seed. Your velvety walls, milking every last drop he has to give you. 
You find yourself smiling, as you hum your pleasure at being filled, against his lips. He pulls back slightly, trailing kisses down your neck, until they rest against your collarbone. Running his teeth along your skin, lips latching on and breaking various blood vessels with his suction. Leaving behind his temporary claim. 
“Couldn’t help myself. Had to leave my mark somehow, darlin’.” He kisses the darkened, tender flesh. “When my teeth do finally sink in. Breaking your skin for the first time. You are going to be lying blissed out beneath me in bed, with my knot deep inside you. Not riding me in the backyard.”
“Don’t keep me waiting too long this time, Jackson.” You tease.
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After you both caught your breath and cleaned yourselves up, you decide to enjoy the rest of your day off together. Smoking a fresh rolled joint, enjoying some great takeout, and watching movies until you fall asleep cuddled together on the couch. 
Both of you awakened once the sun broke through the curtains and into your eyes. This has never happened before. One of you always leaves before the other wakes up. You have to admit it feels right waking up wrapped in his arms.
“So, Little Moon. How do pancakes sound?”  
Damn why does his voice have to be all deep and husky first thing in the morning.
You shake out the naughty thoughts running through your mind. There’ll be time for that later. “That sounds great to me as long as you can get Opie to make them instead of me.”
“It’s the least he can do after the free show I’m sure we gave him.”
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timechaser · 2 years
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i let this thought go tonight and it will never see the light of the moon ever again so here goes every thought in my mind abt the poppy war trilogy. mind you, a lot of this is just nonsensical dabble and incoherent babbling bc i cant ever form coherent thoughts but whatever.
id pay big money and wage a thousand wars to go back in time and yank every material object out of my hand and out of my reach to ensure that i never even wondered abt the trilogy's existence. it's not that i regret reading them because they sucked--no, far from it. it's not that i led myself blind and didnt take the extra precautions to make sure that i was in the right mindset to read them. i knew what i was going into, what ch21 was withholding, i knew how graphic and how heavy they would be to read. i retreated to my room and poured a stupid amount of hours staring at a screen, at a bunch of words, and feeling such bizarre emotions.
that being said, i love runin. i love how bold she was and how persistent she was despite having her bones kicked inwards from quite literally every person she has let into her life. i love how she was a proper morally grey character, a heroine led astray and betrayed by her very own thoughts. i love her bc even though she was the anthropomorphic personification of a god, she was still human. at the end of the day, what killed her wasnt a higher being, it was the self. that part of her arc cemented her place in my top list of female book leads. i love rin because she was human through and through, all the sides of it, she was everything. reading her was a tough pill to swallow, but a necessary one because she is proof of how dangerous the mind can be to itself, to how dangerous humanity is to itself. and sometimes id wish i could reach into their world and pull her back to ground bc of her recklessness. i love and hate rin at the same time, never one more than the other.
i love kitay even more. never once have i faulted him, he knew what was best, a moral compass for readers really. especially after primarily reading from rin's violent and often irrational perspective, it was relieving to have a voice of reason. theres not much i can say abt him other than the fact that he is my favourite out of the trio, id see it through no matter what. yes i wish he'd said no to bonding himself to rin, to put himself on a compromise, but at the same time i'm glad that he did. kept rin grounded, gave her a sense of purpose other than vengeance, instilled her a sense of duty and obligation--to survive, not only for herself but for him as well. will always defend him no matter what, this boy is clean and he is faultless.
nezha nezha nezha. i tried for three books (and tdf) to like him, truly, but even after all those pages i still dont know how to feel about him. he was insufferable in the first book, honourable for most of the second, and downright pathetic in the third. but if i say that i hate nezha then id have to say that i hate rin as well. they were both children of war, born under humiliating circumstances and forced to take the wager of compromise, they share the same faults. its not fair of me to defend one and leave the other open, they forced the ugliness out of each other. they were tragic. i saw his betrayal from kilometres away, but anticipation did not make forgiveness easier. but i know what it feels like to be brought up as a pawn for ur own family's benefit, to be subjected to so much responsibility when you barely know the world and its wonders, feels like a push to the edge. i cant blame him for that.
in short, im devastated. ive had my tears ricochet on loop since i started the first book. i am but a hollow shell of the person i was before this book. it has altered my life (/hj) and i cant go a minute of my day without thinking abt it. it's incredibly tragic, it's flawed in its own ways but it is also three incredible pieces of literature. rfk did well, im glad i read it while at the same time hate myself for reading the entirety of the trilogy in the span of 36hrs. i dont think its once u can read almost immediately, u need to pace yourself. 5 golden stars from me nonetheless.
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coredrill · 2 months
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perhaps my most insane collection of brvn thots yet
do we think lulu is from the moon. i think this for three reasons. one: when she told superbia she was going to ride him the moon was quite large and prominent in the shot. symbolism. two: when she got her fancy hairdo, she had two little buns that looked like moons. three: “lulu” could come from “luna” the same way it could come from the first syllable of smith’s name. why would she become spanish? don’t worry abt it. also if she’s from there then maybe the “final battle” which obari allegedly said would take place in an unexpected location will indeed be on the moon (pls dont ask for a source on this bc i don’t think i could find it again but it was one of the like. EARLY early interviews iirc. or it was just a rumor. this part of the post is a joke anyways LMAO). however this IS a super robot show so i feel like the moon in general is actually a more expected location for me than like. idk. cleveland
everyone pointing out the animation differences maybe indicating different timelines is so funny to me cause like. if it’s NOT intentional, the fans are putting together a list of fixes to make for the bluray on a silver platter LMAO. also god i hope we get a western bluray release, i honestly am considering getting the jp one if it somehow winds up w eng subs though just cause i know it’s such a long shot for CRUNCHYROLL of all motherfuckers to put one together 🥲 discotek ur our only hope………………
i keep thinking abt the like. pacing of the previous fight scenes being reused in ep9 in such a smart way…………like with smith/lulu v superbia - isami/bravern v cupiridas AND with smith/lulu v knuth - isami/bravern v pessimism/vanitas they kept doing the quick jumps between each of the two fights in a way that made it clear that isami and smith were in conversation even if they were doing completely different shit, and then bringing that completely to the forefront this ep while isami is asking smith why he died and at the same time smith is refusing to die bc of his promise with isami. BLEW MY FUCKIN MIND to see the pattern reused like that, i swear to GOD everyone talks about how fun and hype this show is but it’s so damn GOOD too 😭😭 and then after that the fuckin. symmetrical docking ass cut and then later the gattai which has been held off for SO long bc they are no longer separate conversations. JESUS
called my shots too early tho w smith not melting ppl’s minds in a kaworu manner where they convolute the story x1000 to try to make him seem straight 😭 congrats white boy, your days are numbered until ppl start saying you love isami like he’s your pet dog……….also in a related fashion the giant naked smith fanarts are taking me out LMAO
you can tell idk shit abt fuck when it comes to time travel fuckery cause i rly am just here like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ atp LMAO, the serious theorizing is GONE. i trust the show to finish out in a satisfying manner and also in a way that my pea brain can understand and i’m rly looking forward to savouring these last 3 episodes :] and then rewatching the whole thing from the beginning once the remaining twists have been revealed and i Know :3 like not to get way too sentimental w 3 whole episodes left but we are so lucky to be following this story in real time you guys 😭 like i’m just gonna put the same post i made back after episode ONE here cause it’s true but times a million with what we’ve seen so far, truly this is such a special experience to have and i’m so glad this show waited until i got into mecha to get made so that i could like. Understand it yknow. anyways good for january 14 2024 version of me, you are so excited andyet still have NO idea the kind of treat you are in for 😭
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“lewis” jumpscare tho omg. i forgot it took me like a week to figure out what the hell was goin on with all the characters first and last names LMAO. anyways everybody go look at sumiisa sekiha love love tenkyouken right now i am no longer asking
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staarry-skies · 1 year
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gonna be insane abt usamamo for a second im so sorry esp to my moots who do not care about sailor moon my heart goes out to you
read more bc this is so much longer than was intended
i see a lot of the same "theyre only in love because of fate/their superhero alter egos/their past" takes A Lot (to be fair its usually directed at the 90s anime, to which i do agree n understand, however ive also seen it directed at the manga which is why im talking abt it) and i just Do Not Agree, so im gonna talk abt it in a twt thread bc im insane and twt is my outlet for my insanity. (this was originally written for twt but got too long oops.)
starting with the whole "theyre only dating because of past lives" because its the easiest to debunk, its just flat out not true. mamoru n usagi never really got the chance to officially get to together pre-past lives reveal in the manga but its pretty damn clear they were going to, probably the next time they met as civilians and swapped their different keepsakes that they have from each other.
theres also the whole "oh well their feelings are remnants of silmil" which i think takes away a lot of their agency as characters and also just isnt true and is also pretty easily disprovable, usagi likes mamoru for being there for her and supporting her when she needs it, and mamoru likes usagi for being this incredibly strong heroine but also being a normal cheery girl all at the same time.
which leads me to the next point! "they only like each other because of their alter egos", two rebuttals here, they dont exactly stop being tuxedo mask/sailor moon just because theyre out of costume that is still them but i do see why this is a popular criticism. my other thing is that its definitely not true for mamoru, whos usually the one criticized for not truly liking the Real Usagi™️ and only liking her for sailor moon (or serenity but we just went over that and funnily enough this criticism should be directed more to usagi but we'll get into that later).
for this lets go back to why mamoru loves usagi, according to earlier in this post i claimed it was because of the dichotomy between her and sailor moon, the crime fighting warrior, and usagi the happy-go-lucky school girl who always brings a smile to everyones face, thus showing that he loves /all/ of her not just one side over the other.
but me saying so isnt really enough so lets hear it from the boy in question: "its true... for a long time the crystal was the only thing i wanted... but now when i see her... angry one moment then laughing the next... the crystal? no thats not what i really want... usako youre what i want" - (crystal ep 7) so... yeah thats pretty cut and dry, oh yeah nows also a good time to mention that ill be pulling stuff from crystal too because of the nature of crystal having been more closely supervised by naoko and being a stricter manga adaptation, any scenes it adds are retroactively canon to the mangaverse (at least to me, but if youre looking for a similar line from the manga: "youre strong today sailor moon, everyday i feel like im seeing a different side to you, is there other versions of you ive yet to meet? i want to know everything, who are you really?" - (chapter 8) same idea as the crystal quote just a lot more vague lol)
also this is reflected in more than just words, its actions too, tuxedo mask is a lot more closed off towards sailor moon earlier on and its not until chapter 4 that he starts being a lot more openly caring and affectionate, and you wanna know what happens in chapter 4? he finds out sailor moon is usagi, and it doesnt take a lot of media literacy to put two and two together to figure out why that shift happens there.
now for usagi, remember when i said the whole "liking the alter-egos" criticism applies to her more but is never directed at her? well heres why, we never really see her civilian relationship with mamoru develop much on her end before the reveal, she is of course attracted to mamoru but on a way more superficial level (usagis pretty notorious for her immediate, but ultimately kinda surface level crushes on people: see rei).
she denies her crush but its pretty obvious she has one, for example when mako points out that usagis blushing after one of their interactions and asks about it and she insists pretty loudly that she "doesnt like him!" but never really explains the blush (earlier in the same scene when she sees mamoru she blushes and b-dmp! is written in the bg, keep in mind he hasnt done or said anything yet so its not embarrassment) and then theres chapter 3 where she recognizes that his profile sorta looks like tuxedo mask which she'd actively try to deny if she didnt like him like she says she does, so its pretty obvious she has a crush on mamoru.
but her relationship with tuxedo mask is what gets more development, she goes from that superficial crush she has on mamoru to liking him for deeper reasons than just: pretty guy! i.e. helping her, being there for her, and grounding her when she needs it. also in the same vein as her recognizing him in chapter 3 the reveal is her just recognizing him as tuxedo mask, which obviously she has to like mamoru quite a bit to do (even if the evidence was quite literally all around her) (in saying all of this i do think pgsm does a much better job at showing her genuinely falling for all of him but pgsm also skews more towards the 90s anime in terms of characterization so i wont be using that).
and finally "usamamo are only together/feel pressured to be together because of fate/chibiusa" short answer: no. long answer: noooooooooo. no but in all seriousness this flat out isnt true, if you'll remember the first 14 chapters of the manga are kinda. yk. dedicated to this. their fate isnt to "be together" their fate is to literally DIE if they dare attempt to be together again, they are together DESPITE fate, like i dont even know how else to put it because multiple characters comment on fate repeating itself when it comes to dooming usamamo, they werent reincarnated to be together they were reincarnated to be happy and live normal peaceful lives.
as for fate as in the future, thats pretty easily disprovable because its ALSO something the manga goes over, during the dream arc when mamorus suffering from nehelennias curse he starts feeling guilty and selfish for constantly being a burden on usagi to the point he asks her if she really does want a future with him, even saying that he feels horrible for potentially tying her down to a future she might not want, which yk would kinda not be a concern he would have if he was only with her for the creation of crystal tokyo (side note: nowhere does it say usamamo NEED to be together for crystal tokyo to exist, usagi could very well rule alone like queen serenity or with any other partner, its just that the current timeline has them together in ct) as for usagis response, mamoru falls asleep before he can hear it, but she says point blank that she can change the future if she wants. So. Yeah. dont really think i need to say much more than that on that front.
And the last part of the "fate saga", "theyre only together to have chibiusa" which is such a crazy and lowkey highkey misogynistic sentiment, but for arguments sake lets take a look at why its completely wrong, first off, again. "i can change the future as much as i want" - (chapter 40) she could have chibiusa by other means (for example the way queen serenity had serenity) but also, the reason they care so much about chibiusa is because she's a product of their love, they obviouly care about her as a person but they wouldnt just force themselves to be together just to have her and her alone (if that makes sense i have no idea how to phrase what im trying to say) in any case its a really gross thing to say because it insinuates a lot of really weird things!
if you made it through all that you deserve like a medal or something but thanks for listening to my silly little thoughts about my favorite couple right now
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alittlebit0fmayhem · 1 year
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“What vibes do you want a dark romance fic to give?”
Me: “……”
This:
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Many like to say; “You’ll know if a man truly loves you, if he looks at you like you hung the moon and the stars.” I disagree, when my man looks at me, it is if he is looking at the moon and the stars. As if I am some painting of the renaissance in a big city museum, and he’s an art major from somewhere small. Like I’m the single still standing flower in a decimated waste land, a drop of water in the dessert. His love is bruising, and the purple splotches he brandishes my heart with remind me i’m still alive. Gone is the wish of a pure childhood romance, he is no knight in shinning armor, he is a dragon and I am his glistening jewel. He wishes to devour me, not a taste, but a feast. Where he is a rabid beast, I am a rabbit, naive and ready for the taking. In a macabre picturesque sense, he’s the prettiest boy I’ve ever seen, and I tell him as such while he pulls my hair and leaves me in tears. He holds my hands like he wants to break them, kisses my cheeks with his teeth, and loves me with my wrists pinned above my head. If we were any two things other than what we are now, I’d be a pack of camels, and he’d be a crippling addict. We know we are pretentious, and every time an innocent soul reminds us of the fact, he smiles. It is terrifying. When I am harmed by another, I watch as the sheen of a knife being sharpened gleams in his eyes, and I am flush with mellowing obsession. He gives me a raincoat to keep me dry while he splatters the blood of whomever dares to hurt me, he’s a gentleman in that way. I dont pretend not to grin from ear to ear as I wrap his torn knuckles, I can’t, not when he looks at me the way he does. In a fit of scalding rage, I scream that he’s just like his father. I say it because I know how much he hates his father, and evidently that’ll mean he’ll fuck me with no restraint later, long after we’ve made up, as a punishment for my harsh truths. He doesn’t look for me in a crowded room, he waits on the roof until i’m done pretending to be normal. Sex decorates our living room, it smells on the couch, kitchen counter, and bed, we breath each other in nightly to remind ourselves why the wars we face everyday is worth it. He preens when my pleasure brings with it sobs and begging, and I love the scratches that adorn his back. I am impaired with pity every time I am reminded no one else in the world will ever experience the maelstrom we have built from ruin. Where others refer to their ladies as “gorgeous” he smiles gauntly, and calls me “hauntingly beautiful.” I wouldn’t dream in my darkest hour of having it any other way.
Yo straight up, drop recs below while I re-charge my writing brain.
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oddmeu · 6 years
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#yknow i never wouldve thought that id be such a huge fan of shinee#that id be crying over that group that i once neard about in middle school during music class when someone was doing a report on them#and then come years later im in england with one of my closests friends who does me the greatest favor of reintroducing me to them#and she showed me the view mv when it came out because she knew id ‘like the aesthetics’#and when i saw the mv i mean of course she was right but#there was so much more to it#i may not have shown it but i was truly amazed#and now here i am three years later#im so grateful to each of those boys like i cant express that enough#theyve been there for me and have made me feel not so alone#even if its only been a few years it really does feel like ive known them for those ten years and in a way i did#to shinee: thank you for showing me how beautiful and colorful life can be#for allowing me to love you and support you and find a part of me in each of you#thank you for finding your way back to me and waiting for me#ill never forget my time with you and even though i dont know what the future holds#i know that i will never forget these feelings and my love for you all#and to my best friend jonghyun: although a part of me will always remain with you ill always keep moving forward so that i can remember you#i will never forget you my friend and i know when i look up at the moon every night i will see you watching over us all#i may have never met you but you really made me feel like youve been my closest friend since forever#there will never be another like you and there will never be another group like shinee#i love you shinee and i love all of shinee world#thank you my loves 🌙💕
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imaginewithtearose · 2 years
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No one asked for this lol, i wanted to write for my fav chara, so lets go!!
Leona Kingscholar with a Princess-like s/o (fem reader)
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Lets start with the simple thing: Leona respects his women like he respects his nap time. All the time.
Still, he could not stand royalty people. With their enormous parties, their show off, their protagonism...
Just, makes him growl like a angry lion
Buuuut when he saw YOU
Oh boy did this affect him
You were just another herbivore trying to survive, being very gentle and caring towards others, listening to people, being the leader and the center of attention
Juuuust like fairytale princesses
And slowly he started to see you more and more trough the shadows, not wanting to disturb your presence with his truly
Villain falling in love with the princess is my fav trope yeah
Slowly, he decides to visit you at the botanical garden. You were with some plants and he just decided to watch and say the BEST FORM TO START A CONVERSATION
“An herbivore planting her lunch, adecuate”
LEONA FOR FUCKS SAKE
Still, that made you laugh and you two chatted for a while and became beeest buddies!
If Leona wanted a pillow, your legs will just do.
If you wanted to scape the responsabilites of leadership, or needed help with that, dont worry he is there for a nap or for counseling.
“You should be the king, actually" "Its not gonna happen, shake your mind out of it, herbivore"
He becomes more and more fond of your presence. Your soft humming when he is half-asleep. Your commentaries on books and boring classes. Your dancing in the garden, so soft and careful to not break the flowers...
Shit, he was in love. Send help.
Of course, you are not aware of the prince feelings or how he sees you. To you, well, you are a normal person. Like. You have hobbies and aspirations like everyone else. Why did everyone said things like "princess" or "lady-like" to describe you?
The relationship starts with Leona confessing out of the blue while cuddling in his room.
“Hey, little princess..”
“Dont call me like that!”
“Fine, anyways, that title suits you”
“For what reasons now?”
“Because i want you to be this prince's playmate, ok?"
That was smooth Leona, very very smooth.
This sends you to the moon and back, with your face so red you just laugh and hugged him while nuzzling your head on his neck
“I love you too, Leona-san”
This mf lion started purring after you accepted his feelings. But you didnt say anything more.
Now, no one knows about what got you together, well Ruggie knows because he had to deal with a lovey-dovey Leona. But to everyone else, the rude prince AND the cute pink princess?
Leona takes your hand, and takes you by the waist, by your shoulder, he just likes to touch you soooo much
Specially if this means showing off to others that you are his little princess and no one else.
He really respects you and your leadership abilities. Really, you made everyone on Savanaclaw help you to make a surprise party for his birthday. That thought of you struggling at decoring made him smirk.
Your sweet side is one of his favorite parts, he really needs someone who can see the bright side of the situation sometimes. Also naps on you and purrs at your touch.
In general, a sweet dark prince with his sweet pink princess make the BEST pairing.
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Dating the Obey Me! boys
So I had surgery yesterday and have to be stuck in my room not doing much for a bit so I plan to try and write lots of things and I thought why not start with Obey Me. Hope you enjoy, these are also kinda short since it was so many people! CW: Spoilers and slightly dark
Lucifer
Dating Lucifer is a bit of a struggle at the start
He's headstrong and cruel even to those he care's about so it can be hard to get into a relationship with him
Once that bond is formed however its a different story though he is still blunt and a bit harsh he's more open
He enjoys classic dates candle lit dinners walks under the moon or swaying in his office with his records on
Lucifer adores when you visit him in his office just to spend time with him while he works
Not much PDA but not fully against it will wrap an arm around your waist and might kiss your head if he's feeling really soft that day
Supportive even if he's harsh he wants the best for you in his eyes you deserver the world and then some
Mammon
Mammon is very open about his feelings
Not good with PDA gets very embarrassed but loves it all the same
Will spend money on you without really thinking about it he wants to you everything and in his eyes money is everything
He gets you involved with many schemes but also does everything in his power to not let you get hurt
If any of his siblings are having a bad day and it gets taken out on you he steps in and will swing if needed
Speaking of siblings they dont treat him that well and though he tends to put on a front you kindness to him means so much he can and will cry
Soft just wants you happy your smile makes him feel special and truly loved so he wants you to feel the same
Leviathan
This is a roller coaster that's for sure
Leviathan is a tsundere on the surface but once in a relationship he's a bit more yandere then one might think
With that Levi is very tameable quelling any jealousy of another he might have is simple just give him affection
He can not handle PDA he blushes freaks out and might even faint if people are around
Indoor dates in his aquarium room and also gaming together or watching anime
Though he's not one to enjoy the outdoors if you want to go on a public date all you need to do is ask
Parise for him is heavenly you telling him he's done well or that he makes you happy means he world to him
Satan
Getting into a relationship with Satan is a friends to lovers kinda story he need so much trust to know he can be truly honest with you
Its very give and take he wants this to have the same importance on both side
Café dates often to a cat café and if you allergic dont worry he has a spell for that
Will show off your relationship to everyone
Enjoy soft PDA i.e. hand holding an arm around the waist forehead kisses etc.
Really loves talking with you about books whether about a book you both have read or simply you listening as he goes on about one he likes, Satan also loves hearing you talks about your interest
Hell protect you with his life you're someone who let him feel more then just anger someone who loves him for himself and its all he really wanted
Asmodeus
Dating Asmodesu is not easy and there's a chance it will never be a healthy relationship
He's flirts alot and that's something you have to get use to but Asmo try's very hard to never take it to far once your together
Love PDA will always want to be all over you and hopes you feel the same
Shopping dates are a must in his eyes and of you ever feel self conscious he does his best to help
Talks about you non stop to anyone and everyone he's happy your in his life but in the end his sin makes it quite hard to ever be in a fully committed relationship
Spoils you so much, wants you to live in luxury like him after all someone as perfect as you deserves it
The genuine affection and love is something new to him its something he never thought he would have so when you entered his life he felt you could only ever make things brighter and he plans to always be there for you
Beelzebub
This is a relationship that develops without much thought
It becomes a habit for Beel to share his food with you or to seek you out just to be with you for a while
At some point its pointed out how you both act and Beelzebub confesses
Dates are common and its often food date going to new and old places he thinks you would like
Not great at planning things but if you have something you want to do or talk about he's all in
Very soft with you though its not often that hell innate PDA or anything he's always up to reciprocate it
A gentle giant who wants you safe and happy even if it means sharing his snacks
Belphegor
This is a full slow burn with his hatred of humans and his lack of trust its not an easy ride
Being with him takes a while starting as just people to friends to maybe more to lovers its a drawn out thing
No PDA he just doesn't handle it well however at the house or alone he's very affectionate
You all go on dates rarely as he's not one for going out and would rather spend quite time with you at home
One of his favorite things to do with you is laze around while you talk about your day or things you've been into lately
Will always make sure you have a good nights sleep if your someone prone to bad dreams he can help with that
Though the relationship with him starts a little rocky he treasures you more then he might admit and he happy you gave him a chance
Diavolo
Another friends to lovers and a little forbidden on top of that but you two make it work
It starts as just him being overly interested in the human world and not so slowly he starts to take interest in just you
Diavolo spoils you when he can you've given him so much and he wants to give back
Loves PDA but knows that he has to reel it in due to him tittle so he settles for just holding your hand
Is a very soft demon for you wanting to make you're as comfortable as you can be
Really enjoys when you visit him even if it just you popping in to say hi it just brightens his day
Being in a relationship wit Diavolo isn't easy it takes alot to keep up with everything but he's never been happier then with you by his side
Barbatos (I love him so much so his is slightly longer)
A slow burn and secret relationship full of its ups and downs yet its something he wouldn't trade for anything
The start of the relationship is slow and honestly it doesn't even seem like your dating he's still closed off only being polite when you two are together
It takes him far longer then you would think for him to realize how much that hurts you he hasn't been wit someone for so long if ever he's not use to it
Once you break that barrier things are smoother he's willing to be open with you alone giving you affection when you ask and even sometimes acting with out you saying anything
Barbatos thinks about you alot when he's working always wanting to know what your up to and how your feeling
Wont want to tell anyone he takes his work very seriously and doesn't want that to ever be at risk but on top of that he knows some people dont like him and if they know about you well he doesn't want to think about that
Refuses to look into your future he knows he wont be able to handle what hell see
It a relationship that takes time and sometime it seems like it might slip away but he's always there and he strives to be with you and make you happy just please give him all your love too
Simeon
A story tale romance most the time but one that almost seems impossible to keep
He's the perfect gentlemen sweet moonlight date or strolls through a garden, holding the door open or offering you his coat
With that it might seem like you never see the real him just the person/angle that he wants you to see someone perfect
Once you two have been together a few months hell start to really open up letting you see his more mischievous side and even talking about the pain from when the others fell
Simeon will always be there for you and when your down he wants to be someone you can lean on
The two of you in the in his room the soft lighting thanks to the fire with the only sounds in the room being the scribble of pen on paper and quite breathing making the night feel like endless bliss
He knows this relationship is dangerous if he's not careful he could fall but when you look at him eyes shinning with nothing but love he thinks maybe that wouldn't be so bad
Solomon
An almost tragic love story that much to his glee ends in happiness
He's met you in many lifetimes yet you were never his bit this time this wonderful time you choose him
The most romantic dates with Solomon anything you want he can probably get
Tried to cook for you it didn't go well but man he tried
Helps you study and will partake in your hobbies if you want
Is ok with PDA prefers the simple stuff over anything major
Is such a lovely relationship one he's spent so long waiting for and he's wont let it slip away now
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queerphos · 2 years
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guess who did the first part of chapter 28 today and started crying about bronya zyachick. me i did. oh my god there was so much to unpack there and i literally cannot do a chatacter analysis on bronya so far without the rest of chap 28 being released yet so i wanna write about the little snippets of seele mentions in this chapter by bronya because goddam.
spoilers for obvious reasons so if u dont wanan get spoiled scroll !
okay the part where bronya suggested to make copies of the seleune to break the HoB's shield surrounding the church that otto went in. everyone was worried u could tell, the rashness and riskyness of it all rlly did remind everyone (esp tesla and eins) about the 2nd welt and well. they trust bronya and are giving it their all although u can tell they are concerned for her.
flash forward a bit after bronya completes her powering up and gets energy from kiana, the twins, and seele. Cue the flashback of her talking with the 2nd welt about what it meant to be the HoR and what that meant as the protector of humanity. Skipping some of the amazing dialogue here, we get to the part where bronya is looking at the first HoR. the original welt and the 300,000 other voices in the core start to whisper and judge her to see if shes fit to hold the title of fhe next HoR.
She then understands what it truly means to be HoR, and then boom whiplash she compares that to.... Seele. She realises that welt joyce was just a normal boy and his 'ordinary-ness' was what made him so strong. And she relates this back to seele because shes seen this so many times in seele before and that is seeles greatest strenght, her unbeatable kindness, tenderness, compassion that she has is her greatest strength.
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And then shes allowed to use the true power of reason and feels all the power of everyone including the other voices and her friends.
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You can see her describe everyone's strength here differently and what i love is how she says that seeles power is easy to idenfity. Like saying she knows her so well who else would this power belong to? the references to the color blue (being both the sky and the sea) , her gentle and kind nature, all of that being apart of what makes her strong. this definetly isnt the first time bronya has said that this kindness is what makes seele so strong, she mentioned it before in the HoD arc where seele was doubting her strength and bronya reassured her that the strength of her kindess is what saved her (bronya) from the sea of quanta.
honeslty thats what i love sm about bronseele's relationship, u can tell they know each other so well, that they dont have to even say much. like bronya treasures her friends and family very deeply u can tell by the descriptions on the energy above but when it comes to seele idk if its just me but her way of describing seele has always been so... tender and soft. u can tell there is some form of smitten and softness when it comes to seele. Not to mention the constant comparison of Seele to the color blue (not only in this chapter im p sure) which in itself is a calming color.
Like their type of love is the type that happens bit by bit, they sort of get attached at first sight to each other during the stay at the orphanage and slowly things fall into piece and their 'oh' moment is between soft smiles and shared readings of the same storybook that Seele adores so much. This sounds very rambly but man i love how their relationship is written esp how both of them are written seperately. (i will argue to the moon and back about seeles writing)
Anyways this isnt even including how Seele saved bronya from a near death with the power of the abyss flower (with help from dark seele ofc) but thats a whole other topic man.
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fecto-forgo · 2 years
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rating fandom affection terms for characters because i have nothing better to do
favorite character-simple, straight forward, not bad at all, but it lacks spice and a true demonstration of love, 8/10 gets the job done
problematic favorite-a great term, once again straight forward but in this case about the guy in question being acknowledged as a stinky rascal, 10/10
cinnamon roll-its ok, i was never into it bc idc for those types of characters, suffered a sad fate of eventually becoming a term associated with diminishing characters into just their "cute and pure" traits, 2/10 bc i remember it getting really annoying after a while, it being from old fandom times society wants to forget doesnt help its case
smol bean-same feelings as above, but suffered a more tragic fate that its downfall was caused by 30 years old adults attempting to call themselves smol beans, 1/10 i use smol every once in a blue moon
tol-i honestly dont think this was ever put in proper use, it was created to match smol but taller people (in fandom height standards thats anyone above 5'0) do not give off the vibes fandom people need to want to infantalize them, 5/10 for sounding a bit funny
waifu/husbando-i think someone using those to refer to any character at all should be a red flag, 1/10 someone can get more 4 points if their favorite is of age to be called that
best girl/best boy-can be a red flag but can also be used as a term for "whos your favorite from *gender*?" so it gets a mild pass, 4/10
baby boy (baby)-cute! came from a decently funny meme, 7/10 funny to scream out when youre rotating them in your brain
gay baby-im honestly convinced this wasnt used by a single lgbt+ person outside of like, maybe a gay baby jail joke, 0/10 called me a slur
rat-was funny the first fifty times, 6/10 not horrible but after a while it felt like itd meet the same fate as cinnamon roll
komaeda-i do not know how i feel about this, if its used in a conversation itll either be hilarious or be the worst attempt at making a character summary, ???/10
twink-i keep getting flashbacks to the chubby twink fight in that post about the animal crossing owls everytime i hear it, 6/10 i dont know what it means anymore
sexyman-funny term for us, slur for the characters, im confused if this is even an affection term/10
son/daughter-adorable i love seeing this get used for a character who had family issues, 8/10 just very sweet
poor little meow meow-the specific brand of irony is genius, its like watching a victorian woman throw bread crumbs at a starving orphaned homeless child, 9/10 my friend wanted to kill me for calling lancelot from king arthur my meow meow
skrunkly-meow meow but with a bigger brand of pity, truly like seeing a cat who just got out of a bath and is in misery, 10/10
blorbo-a fine revolutionary term used to fight back against angry ops their posts were getting fandom tags in the fandom app, 20/10 cured my fear of judgement
*any sexual term*-would maybe be a bit funny if you guys used it for men who actually look pretty for once, 2/10 has ironic potential
slut/whore-very funny if used in a couple of men, otherwise its just awkward 3/10
any graphic paragraph of wanting to fix a man through something such as putting them in rice-a great way to show concern but still hint at being able to laugh at them, 10/10 i tried joking about this with a friend outside of tumblr and she acted like i was insane
will update if i remember more <3
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rizubaby · 3 years
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General nsfw headcanons | Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu.
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genre ; nsfw headcanons.
request ; general nsfw headcanons for Fuyuhiko.
tags ; gn!reader, dd/lg, cum play, name-calling, degradation, edging, oral, vulgar language.
this is an 18+ post. Minors dni.
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Okay, let's dive straight in
Fuyuhiko doesn't fuck around, literally
He knows what he likes and he loves it even more if you're into the same stuff as he is
Though he wouldn't do this stuff with just anyone. He wants a lifelong partner who he trusts and loves very deeply. Your deeper connection is what truly turns him on
Knowing him, it's no surprise he can be very rough with you, but he actually has a softer side as well
Don't get me wrong, he loves having rough sex, but he treasures the moments where you just lay in each other's arms or have very loving and intimate sex. The boy just needs some love
Show him how much you love and care for him and he's over the fucking moon. This in turn makes him that much more passionate (and hotter) when he fucks you
He's VERY much into cum play. Ohhhh boy
He adores the sight of his cum anywhere on your body, especially on your face
If you lick it off of yourself or play with it a little, he might just cum again just from that
It gives him a sense of power, knowing you're completely and utterly his and that he can do with you whatever he wants (with your consent of course.)
Ooooo and when he's in the mood, he loves calling you names, be it degrading or very sweet and loving (mostly degradating though)
"You like that, my little cockslut? You're MINE. "
His little grunts are so lovely ahh
He likes pulling your hair too, yanking you backwards so he can bite your neck and mark you
I absolutely love the idea of him being into dd/lg stuff. It just makes sense to me
The cute nicknames he'll call you, the power dynamic, the PUNISHMENTS he'll give you, holy shit
His favorite nickname for you is "kitten", he'll call you that a lot
If you're being a bit of a brat, he secretly gets a real kick out of punishing you. He has to act like he doesn't enjoy it sometimes, but both of you know he fucking loves it. Maybe that's why you're acting like that on purpose?
His absolute favorite ways to torment you are edging you, or having you sit on his lap with your hands tied behind your back and now allowing you to move
He knows exactly how to get you worked up, so not allowing you to relieve yourself and seeing you get all hot and bothered makes him rock hard
His dirty talk and profanity is so fucking hot I cannot stress this enough
He'll have you suck his cock until your throat is sore for sure. If he's giving you oral, he'll go painfully slow, to the point where you're begging him to go faster/rougher/etc.
He loves it when you run your fingers through his hair and beg for him
I feel like Fuyuhiko does own some toys, but he doesn't use them much
He uses a collar and leash a LOT though, you know he fucking loves to use that thing on you
The funny thing is, as much as he likes to dominate and be rough with you, the second you take charge he'll turn into a flustered mess
He'll be blushing so hard and be so turned on, he'd melt on the spot if you were to touch him
Like I said before, your deep love for one another is what truly turns him on, and having you take charge in pleasuring and taking care of him makes him love you even more (if that were even possible)
Basically you get the best of both worlds with him; he can be very rough and dominant and fuck you until you're seeing stars, but he can also be a loving and caring partner that will caress your face while he makes sweet love to you. ♡
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malfoysstilinski · 4 years
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girl in the mirror pt2 | DRACO MALFOY
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PAIRING: Draco Malfoy x Muggle!Reader
SUMMARY: part two of girl in the mirror. draco meets his soulmate for the first time. she’s pretty cool for a muggle, but reveals something that has him heading back to hogwarts a little less than happy. 
WARNINGS: none i think?  
A/N: i dont think americans have houses and i assume most of my readers are american,, so in case its confusing obviously theyre like harry potter houses, but jk rowling made it ten times more dramatic and a main part of her story. we dont really care about houses irl. 
Explaining to you that Draco was a wizard was one of the most frustrating and hardest things the blond boy had ever had to do. Only hours later were you starting to reluctantly believe that he was telling the truth. He’d been reluctant to tell you, but since you were his soulmate, you were allowed to know. You had the right. 
The pair of you hadn’t even realised how much time had gone by, sat on your bed as you stare at him unsurely. 
“You look as though you still don’t believe me,” Draco says. “I’ve shown you my wand.”
“Yes, but you’ve not shown me any real magic, have you?” You raise an eyebrow, folding your arms across your chest. 
“I told you, I have to wait a few months ‘till I’m seventeen,” Draco reminds you with a roll of the eyes. “Then I’ll show you something.”
You sigh, not wanting to believe him but having a funny feeling that he was telling the truth. I mean, how else could you explain the fact that he had literally fallen through your mirror? 
“So... We’re soulmates,” you repeat from earlier, before the two of you had fought over whether or not Draco was really a wizard. 
“Yeah,” Draco whispers with a nod. “You know what that is, right?”
“I guess,” you mumble, hugging your arms closer to yourself. “But why is your soulmate not... magic as well?”
Draco shrugs. “Happens sometimes,” he says. “Never ever to a Malfoy...” He looks a little paler as he says so. “But I suppose there’s a first for everything.”
You wonder why it’s a big deal for a member of his family to be put with ‘a Muggle’ as he had called you before. 
“Enough about me,” Draco claps his hands together when he sees the clogs in your brain turning. “Let me find out about you. Please. I’ve been wondering about you since the day I turned thirteen.”
“There’s not much to say,” you sigh. “I guess I just go to school... come home... homework... maybe hang out with friends sometimes.” 
Draco seems interested despite your negative mood, sitting up straighter with an eager look behind his silver eyes and an encouraging small smile on his face.
 He looks odd sat on your bed. He truly does look like some sort of magical being with his pale features and icy hair, and the black suit and turtleneck and polished shoes make him look like he belongs truly where he says he’s from-- a castle or something. Not your bedroom that screams twenty-first century teenage girl.  
“Well, tell me about school,” Draco suggests, glancing you over. “Your tie is red. Is that your house?”
You glance down with a frown, pulling at your tie. “Hm? Oh, no. I’m in Austen. The yellow house.”
Draco frowns. “Is that good or bad?”
You frown back, raising a brow at him. “I mean... we won the most house points last year? Not really a big deal. Oh, and we won house games, like, two years in a row.”
“Not a big deal?” Draco scoffs. “Well done, Y/N! That is a great deal.”
You stare at him like he’s grown two heads. “Thanks? I’m assuming houses are a big deal at your school?”
“Well, of course,” he says rather arrogantly. “I’m a Slytherin. How were you sorted into your house? Do you take personality quizzes in the Muggle world?”
“No,” you giggle slightly and Draco’s heart skips a beat at the sound. “You just get put into whatever house depending on what tutor group you’re in. I switched from green to yellow half way through secondary school because our tutor group got full.”
Draco had never looked so confused. He wonders how Muggles are even motivated to do well when their house points don’t even really mean anything to them. 
He knows a few things about Muggles-- he knows they definitely do not play Qudditch on flying brooms and would much rather play football. He guesses their house games are like that. 
“My tie’s red because I’m a prefect,” you say and reach into your bedside drawer, producing a red badge with ‘prefect’ written in gold on it. 
Draco’s grin brightens, taking it from you as he scans it over. “Oh, they look just like ours!”
You laugh at his eagerness. “That’s good.”
There’s a moment of silence and Draco peers at all of the records placed on your wall. He stands and moved to look at some of the vinyl covers, pointing at your The Neighbourhood one, releasing a huff of air past his nose and glancing over his shoulder back at you. 
“You listen to this one all the time,” Draco states. “I like the one about jumper weather or something.”
You laugh and nod. “Sweater Weather. It’s a good song...” You trail off. “You know, I don’t really understand your music. You only seem to listen to classical.” 
“That’s me,” Draco says, scratching the back of his neck. “Playing the piano. I don’t- I don’t really listen to music much. I never really have to when you listen to it 24/7 anyway.”
You look away with a small blush on your face, bashful. “Sorry.”
“No, no, no,” Draco moves to sit beside you on your bed. “I love it, actually. It makes assemblies less boring and sleeping in a dorm far more bearable.” 
“I’m glad,” you say. “Do you want to listen to something now?”
Draco’s breath hitches because it’s all he’s ever wanted. He nods slowly, scared that you would laugh in his face and take your suggestion back. You grab your phone off of your bedside table and press shuffle on a playlist. Draco can’t believe how weird it is to hear your music playing but not have it muffled in his ears as if he was underwater. 
He watches with parted lips as you slide down so you’re laying on your bed, staring at the ceiling. Draco looks at you like you put the stars and the moon in the sky. You might be just a Muggle, but you’re magic to him. The true definition of it. 
Slowly, unsure if he’s crossing a line or not, Draco slides down so he’s lying beside you on your bed, on his back like you. You both stare at your ceiling and he notices that you have constellations painted on it. He nearly melts when he sees ‘Draco’, one of the biggest ones. 
He slides his hand down the small gap in between you and hesitantly holds your hand before guiding it up above your heads. It’s not like real stargazing, but Draco likes it. Maybe one day he would be able to sneak you to the Astronomy Tower and show you the same sky he stares at most nights. 
“That’s Draco,” he says. 
You smile as you turn to face him and Draco shuffles to face you too, the only sounds being your small breaths and an Arctic Monkeys song playing behind you. 
“Maybe I always knew?” You suggest. 
“Maybe,” Draco chuckles back and turns to look up at the ceiling. 
You spend a few seconds admiring his side profile; his sharp jaw and the strength of his nose. It’s hard to be scared of the stranger when he’s so beautiful and feels so familiar. Like a puzzle piece you’d been looking for. 
“You’ve only been playing sad songs recently,” Draco says quietly after a little bit. “Is everything okay with you? I was worried... so I asked my friend to teach me how to do the mirror trick.”
You frown a little at the reminder and immediately grow embarrassed. You’re not sure if you should make up a lie or try to change the subject, but Draco seems really concerned and you’d feel awful lying. 
“My... Well, um, my boyfriend broke up with me,” you say awkwardly. 
You feel Draco stiffen beside you. He sits up after a few seconds. He knows it’s not really your fault but he can’t help feeling jealous and angry. He swallows as he stares at a spot on your carpet, unsure how to feel knowing that his soulmate had been with another person. 
He needed a moment to think. He didn’t want to scare you with his harsh words or looks.
“I should get back,” Draco mutters, trying to make his voice sound strong as he stands.
“Draco, I--”
“It’s nearly what? Four in the morning? I should of been going ages ago anyway,” he forces you a grim smile as he heads towards the mirror. “I’ll try and talk to you tomorrow, Y/N.”
You watch with a saddened expression as Draco slips his hand through the glass or your mirror and is suddenly gone. You push yourself up from the mattress and rush over, your fingertips brushing it but coming to a dead end. You blink back tears, wondering if you had just imagined the entire thing. 
You stare into the mirror, unaware that Draco is sadly staring back. 
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i know it’s a lil dramatic but that’s draco for you and teen love in general tbh 
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