#like thats just fucking cruel.

[myownprivatcidaho]

all these instances of dudes hitting from the back imagining their gf is someone else got me feeling rlly bad :/

#i mean. #like it seems like theyve been somewhat on and off and idk how much Commitment there actually is #and idk if theyve been going together this long its like obviously yeah theyre into each other #but just the realization tgat over all these months the probability hes imagined it was me at least once. :||||||| #i dont wike it. #that one crush situation lol #minors dni #see a lot of me wants to like . guess shes a 100% innocent party here but idk #they might be just taking it slow but idk how much SHES played around at least in the esrly stages. much less him #and atp im not even Too mad about the fact that early on he wasnt great being committal bc. few college students are but it seems like he #was at least TRYING. im just mad that hes dragged me along for the greater part of a year now with no accountability. #like thats just fucking cruel. #but idk whats going on with those two. he has a thing for Maneater types so idk what earlier stages looked like for them #or what shes even LIKE as a person and to be clear im not acting like i do #jus thinkin out loud here #but . yeah hes got a thing for emo girls who wear doc martens and look like they want to murder men etc #paraphrasing a rt. lol #part of me feels :/ cause like. what if i just seem kinda BORING cause ive just stopped acting like im not Tired #like i dont play around im just to the point and responsible like a boring 40something lmao #also like. after i left him the voicemail he acted even MORE Friendly™ and it PISSED me off like what do u WANT #and then my sisters gf suggested maybe he just liked that i seemed respectful and mature and like i take ppls feelings seriously #idk man. idk ehats going in in his ginger ass noggin #its just been a while since ive dumped out ALL my thots and feelings abt him on here so. yeah this is juts a periodical Vent ignore lol #probably wont have another for a while. tho j may have just jinxed it :/

[oodlesodoodles]

I couldnt finish. Got too sad.

#Disco elysium #So at first i didnt have an idea for an end panel that was kinda cheesey looking and so i was just going to leave it #But then i was like what even is this? Is it a declaration of despair? Is it some kind of masturbation? Is it fake doom tourism? #So i wasnt going to post it. It just felt cruel and inappropriate #But then i was like if even a fictional bombing serves a purpose at all its to radicalize the youth #Thats annette at the end btw. Besides the lorry drivers shes probably the only one not there at the time #Its a declaration of despair btw #Im so sad #Oh fuck i forgot to tag #Hanging #Death #Flashbacks

[bananonbinary]

as a certified Diagnosed Autist(TM) i cannot stress enough that i am not only pro- self-diagnosis, but also pretty anti- legal medical diagnosis. it is, at best, a cruel hoop we have to jump through so privileged people will deign to give us what we need. don't fucking do that shit unless you have to, it was disgustingly expensive, fucking humiliating, infantilizing, and dehumanizing, and would probably actively cause problems in my life if i didn't have some really good allistic (-passing) people in my corner and also wasn't so fucking disabled that it mostly doesn't matter.

literally get that diagnosis if you need it for job/school accessibility shit or SSI or whatever, and otherwise dont tell the government SHIT about yourself. there is zero good reason for them to want that information. that's between you and the people you want in your life.

#as a side note: this goes for gender too #dont fucking get a special marker on your passport or whatever #trying to get ssi has made me realize how deeply cruel the system is #never reveal any vulnerability you have unless it's absolutely necessary #do not do this stuff for validation the government is not your friend and you should seek emotional fulfillment elsewhere #hm this post turned out a lot angrier than i meant #guess i'm still mad about how awful the process was #it wasnt even long it was just. so *impersonal.* #this woman talked to me for two hours. went down a fairly bigoted checklist. #didnt ask me my own opinion on much of anything. and then declared a bunch of her impressions as if they hold weight just bc shes allistic #like how i have 'identity issues' (am trans and dont want a romantic partner) #and thats just. my permanent record of diagnosis! this two hour conversation with a stranger! she doesnt fucking know me #we paid like $500 for that

[vitamin-zeeth]

Currently watching Hey Melissa from the nerdy Prudes must Livestream and I'm ngl. What the fuck. Like I tend to come away from darker media wishing they'd made it just a little more fucked up cause I really enjoy super weird out there horror stuff and yeah fucking hell this goes there. I love it don't get me wrong but holy fucking shit its so fucked who came up with this. Anyway haha they made jon meow

#I LOVE FINDING SHIT THAT IS ACTUALLY AS WEIRD AND FUCKED UP AS I ALWAYS WANT IT TOBE #CRUEL AND UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT>>>>>>> #the ideal reaction to a bit of media is 'what the actual fuck did i just watch' #it only works if its weird disturbing tho like just upsetting disturbing i dont like much it just makes me sad yk #but i loveit when its just the weirdest shit youve ever hesrd of like who came up with this strange nightmare fever dream #i wanna feel like ive just watched a scary movie while severely ill with the flu :) #anyway thats my rant over i really fucking like nightmare time thank youuu #wet floor sign #nightmare time #hatchetverse #tgwdlm #hatchetfield #paul matthews #hey melissa

[ineffable-hubbiewubbies]

hc that once todd gets comfortable with the other poets, he just bullies the shit out of knox. at first its actually pretty genuine bc he sees knox being a creep and is like “oh fuck that shit” but by the time knox starts growing and being a way better person, the dynamic is already established, sooo….. he doesnt wanna tell knox he’s proud of him bc like itd be weird to be like “hey congrats on doing the bare minimum!” but he decides to just tell him he’s doing well and continue on bullying him <3 slightly less aggressively <3

#anyways todd and knox friendship <3 #and obv the bullying is never based on appearance bc thats just cruel and todd isnt cruel #he just tells knox hes ‘a fucking weirdo’ and shit like that #the other poets have taken a more gentle approach but todd is like nah lemme just bully this man out of his misogynist phase #dead poets society #dps #headcanons #todd anderson #knox overstreet

[bunnihearted]

5 million male chicks per year are brutally murdered right after birth bc they're "worthless" to the egg industry yet im supposed to believe that humans arent inherently evil lmao shut the fuck up

#5 million only in sweden #imagine the number in the entire world #imagine all the other animals that are being slaughtered #god i wanna throw up humanity is so so so evil #we play god #we think we have the right to first make sure animals get raped (breeding at an unnatural rate is rape) #then have these animals in HORRIBLE 'living' conditions (ppl liken their conditions to actual hell!!) #and not only that the human workers more often than not sadistically torture nd abuse them before slaughtering them #on top of that... humans are so fucking useless they throw away most of meat and animal products #they like buy a package of meat then theyre too braindead to cook w it so it goes bad nd they throw it out #i dont know #all of this is unnatural and unholy. none of this is how its suplosed to be #we didnt get life just to put ourselves on top and then abuse and torture every other living being like this #no humanity is a sickness. humans are a cancer. a parasite. the more i think abt it the more im cemented in that belief #ppl act like 1% of 'goodness' weighs up for the profound harm and cruelty humans have set loose on this earth. thats a fucking joke! #god what the fuck is wrong with humanity. it's like everything went wrong .. well from the start rlly #humans (mostly men if we're being honest. women dont have nor act on such depraved desires) been fucking insane #animals arent cruel or sadistic. they follow their nature. the eating and killing isnt more than that #sure some animals like cats have sadistic behaviors. but that is nowhere near the scale humans act on it #like cats dont lock mice in a facility nd force them to breed nd then torture them in insane amounts nd so on so forth #humans are wrong. im certain that we were never meant to live like this. it's all insanity. the worst part it. 99.99% of ppl are part of it #it's so hard to find anyone who's intelligent enough to comprehend this. theyre all braindead megalomaniac sheep w a superiority complex #i cant connect w anyone bc of it #i just get so disappointed when i realize someone's just as braindead as everyone else nd then i stop caring abt them. everyone r this way. #idk how to live with these humans. theyre all fucking insane

[6-2-aestheticsofhate]

i keep forgetting hell is supposed to be evil. like i KNOW it is but also it just wants to play toys. but the only toys available are people who they're making kill each other for its entertainment

#hell is like if you took a kid who plays with barbies and makes elaborate fucked up plots and then put it in an immortal long lived super #organism built to house the damned and see their torture for who knows how many years #hell is building a roller coaster in rollar coaster tycoon that kills people #hell is quick saving and then killing everyone in a fallout game and then reloading #its like an ignorant socially stunted adult thats still very child like and has a near childish cruelty to them #literally just started teleporting husks into human bases just to see what happens #once again reiterating that its just like calib- (gunshot) (gunshot) (gunshot) #actually a disturbing amount of characters from that webcomic are hell like. to me. #but caliborn sticks out the most because his only exposure to people was the internet and gamzee trying to turn him into an evil #universe destroying being. of course hes a socially stunted person who is cruel and callous and grows up to be LE #.. also lets face it like caliborn hell would probably start drawing yaoi of two guys they know of- #sorry that was unprompted #anyways hell was basically on the same emotionally stunted child to emotionally stunted evil adult pipeline caliborn is. to me. #and is now an adult with a very twisted mindset

[craycraybluejay]

strange how you claim trans men see you as nothing but a fuckable piece of meat. idk ab other guys but i do not have so little self respect as to want to have sex with someone who actively and proudly looks down on me and discriminates against me. it'd be like fucking an evangelical or some shit. you are so severely unfuckable i pity the dumbasses who try to go for it.

and wanting to have sex with someone ≠ fetishization ≠ wanting to have sex with everyone similar to them in some aspect.

like just bc i wont fuck some transphobic ahole doesnt mean i just dont like men at all. or vice versa just bc i like girls doesnt mean i want to fuck This One In Particular.

sex doesn't always have to be political but since we're making it that way; being a total asshole and bigoted makes you severely unfuckable to a pretty large number of people.

#'the boy trannys r sexualizing me' and 'why wont the boy trannys go out with me thats misogyny' #because. i cant stress this enough. you are a tar pit #no one who isnt exactly like you and respects themselves wants you even if they think youre really pretty #why? #because you are just fucking mean and cruel to whole entire minority groups for no reason #other than you feel hurt so you want to hurt someone easy to hurt #and that kind of misplaced vindictiveness and hate is so deeply unsexy #look if no one outside your insular bubble wants to be friends with you or fuck you maybe just maybe you are the problem #like im a pretty opinionated person and even i have made friends w ppl very diff from me #as long as theyre respectful yk #but if your ideology pushes you to beliefs that further isolate you while in a bad place #it is a bad ideology and you legitimately need to 'Go Outside' and try to hang around people not like you without attacking them #'how dare you think youre oppressed' #because even someone as Miserable and Hateful as you feels safe to harass people like me #even someone so Winner Of The Oppression Olympics knows perfectly well who they can target without pushback #if your activism hinges on the concept that other people needing equity and a space to talk about their issues is oppressing you #then you have failed. and also fallen into extremism

[sheryl-lee]

yellowjackets rant time :)

people whining that natalie’s death was “shitty writing” makes me want to bang my head against the wall. like are you seriously shocked that the show about tragedy and murder has tragedy and murder in it. are you seriously shocked that the show about fucked up people has fucked up people in it.

#same with people who hate van and lottie and tai and shauna and misty and ben and whoever the fuck else for being 'bad people' #'i can't root for these characters!!!!' like lmao way to miss the point of the entire show janet #they're all traumatized people (many of whom experienced that trauma as CHILDREN) and have done awful things and will do awful things again #INCLUDING nat like im sorry you believed that she was the moral compass when the show never explicitly told you that #she's just as fucked up as the rest of them. and thats what makes her interesting #that's also what makes her death compelling and. sorry. WELL WRITTEN #it's tragic and cruel and preventable. and that is the point. #sometimes characters die in media. lmao. and sometimes it isn't well executed #but this was. and it has been set up for a long time if you go back and watch the prior episodes #i understand disliking the finale or the season or whatever. not mad about that. #what i am mad about is equating a personal opinion as an irrefutable fact and proof that the writing is shitty #and sending literal death threats to the writers and creators of a show that have put a lot of work into it #like at the end of the day it's a tv show for entertainment. and you can and should be able to love a character #while ALSO understanding when said character's death is emotionally necessary in a story. #i love nat. but i also understand that her death fits the story. that doesn't make it bad writing by any means #okay im done now #sameera.txt #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers

[fightaers]

i just read a TERRIBLE sakura slander i have to actually sit down oh my god

#did we....... read the same manga??????? #the way people said s.akura mistreat nrt and ino and thats smth they have in common #WHAT #maybe thats smth that was perpetuated further with anime additions but ????? #as solely manga reader i cannot fucking remember one time sakura was ever purposely cruel #or even being petty about her feelings #maybe when she was 12 years old before shit went down??????? WHICH??? UMMMM???? #HELLO?????? SHE WAS A CHILD ???????? #everything ABOUT what she's doing after shes 12 and ssk defected and how shes responding was a DIRECT response to the circumstances #she was enduring #i cant remember ONE time she was EVER mean to any of her comrades #she was always so overly caring. so fucking READY to help them #my best example was how she was with sai. like my girl PUNCHED him when he badmouthed ssk #and still she was also the FIRST to genuinely ask sai abt his questions and hobby etc #shes both loyal AND curious / open enough to new friendships and bonds #i try not to divulge so much into the fanon lens of sakura #but if u think she's just this one-dimensional petty and jealous bitch to satisfy ur own narration of an event ...... IJBOL #take care of urself fr cause idk how it is at ur side but where i am? i'm fine and replenished #and sakura is still much more than the girl who couldn't succeed her teammates. #gen: out of character.

[lightnersdream]

ive changed my mind since i wrote that post if Swatch got their hands on that email freak they would rip his arms off and personally drown him

#mostly joking. but also *eyes bloodshot #ive seen some . portrayals #dib noise #and interpretations #when i wrote that i didnt mean it in a ship way #they could hate eachothers guts for all of time and i don't think Swatch would do something as extreme as the acid 'theory' implies #like i cannot stress this enough. if you treat acid theory like an actual theory about the events of the game #and not just alternate universe/fanfiction shit #it implies Swatch and Queen are the most unnecessarily cruel antagonists in the game ??? #like. id hesitate to call either of them really truly evil because thats the point #and if they really did do something that cruel even to an actual villain type character #with the way the game is written it would just be weird as fuck and bad writing if it was canon??? #its less popular than it used to be when the chapter was new which is nice but i still see it kick around #or be one of the only reasons someone mentions Swatch

[the-good-luck-anomaly]

#good tweet anomaly #poetry #THIS IS POETRY TO ME.so at work.at my stupid gay job. i spend alot of time standing infront of tvs. just all over the place. #SO ALOT OF ADVERTIZMENTS ARE CONSTANTLY GETTING BEAMED INTO MY BRAIN.and honestly. i prefer TV ads over computer or mobile ads. #theyre still like. catching up if that makes sense. still feeling jsut a bit more human. i remember looking at the behind the scenes for ad #and thinking WOW!! they put soap in the glass for beer ads to make it foam up more!! they make food out of wax to make it look appealing! #they have to make such SPECIFIC MACHINES to rotate cameras JUST RIGHT for the PERFECT SHOT #THATS BEAUTIFUL!!! ISNT THAT COOL??just to say 'buy our stupif fucking thing' they bring together so many ppl #to do what humans do BEST!! THEY WORK TOGETHER AND CREATE!! THEY MAKE UP PROBLEMS TO SOLVE!! #scienceprojects in highschool were so cool sometimes. i remember working w other people to build towers out of marshmellows&spagheti sticks #these ppl werent exactly my friends. but it was still fun bc we were all really trying. bouncing ideas off eachother. working together. #i like thinking about how things are made. i LOVE looking behind the curtain and breaking the magicians code. #LIVING HAPPY MEANS FINDING BEAUTY IN ALL THINGS.so i will find the silver within the screen constantly blaring into my head. #so it cool to see ads that look like they took alot of effort and creative knowledge to make.could you imagine if it was all suddenly gone? #im on the side of robots. and its thegreedy n lazy n cruel people that want to bend a machine to their will. bc it cant yell and fight back #A COMPUTER MADE THIS BASED OFF WHAT IT WAS SPOONFED.its an amazing advancement of technology!but so was fire. #it WILL be used as a weapon.which is unfortunate.but we will adapt.we WILL adapt.in ways we may not expect. #got distracted n lost my train of thought. TILL NEXT TIME!!!!

[deus-and-the-machina]

ngl the worst thing about the xenoblade fandom (which I think is the root cause of a lot of other issues) is that it’s mostly on twitter. I have to subject myself to twitter for any real consistent fan talk or content. legit there's always some new stupid topic of argument ive noticed in the past few weeks on there and its all very silly and frustrating and what im saying is everyone should move to Tumblr. please. for me. 

#siren says #the other root problem in the fandom is that as of 2 there's just a lot of fans who are clearly there for sexy anime lady reasons. and that #in turn bleeds into certain peoples perception of those characters as mostly sex symbols and attracts a lot of...certain kinds of #individuals. specifically ones who dont really understand what fandoms basic principals are. the amount of times ive seen someone going "um #but thats not canon or some comment along those lines is so stupidly high. and I thought it was just homophobia and certainly part of it is #but I also saw it on a fucking glimmer/nikol art??? like. neither of them have any other love interests and its a perfectly cute if cliche #pairing and you STILL have people being contrarian? I think a lot of these gamer bro types just dont understand basic fandom guidelines ngl #and idk I also feel kind of alienated from other queer fans bc I kind of like some of the ships most of them hate and I felt like if I ever #tried to reach out it would just be awkward idk. at least the people I see on tw who I think are very cool writers or artists or whatever #xenoblade really should be bigger on here Tumblr goes on and on about the romanticization of cannibalism and weird divine imagery #and machines that are also alive and maybe even angels and im like. BOY HOWDY DO I HAVE A SERIES FOR YOU #including saga and gears btw ESPECIALLY them actually. tumblr would love A's gender fuckery I just know it but A is stuck to mostly being #known by twitter a cruel fate for an enby if I ever saw one. free A :((((( #actually I just need to get a bunch of Aros into xenoblade they'd understand me then :3 understand me and my nontraditional relationship hcs #xenoblade #putting this in the main tags o7 pray for me

[hauntingblue]

Why do they say dragon is luffy's father but doesn't look much like him... I mean it is true but why point it out... in that way he doesn't look like garp either

#i thot we were gonna get baby luffy but no.... old man luffy..... #also the opening is so intense 'dreams save all of us' and the arc starts with luffys dream i might throw up #zoro and brook staying behind to protect them from the government.... yeah.... VEGAPUNK AND DRAGON??? ACTUALLY FLABBERGASTED #maybe vegapunk is part of the rev army but then he modified kuma on the behalf of the gov??? thats so cruel..... #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1094 #the fucking opening..... dream save all of us like okay damn it goes hard #incredible how they just take the hit from the laser.... minor injuries that's all... seraphim jinbe has mr pink's power??? #how come sanji hasnt immediately jumped on the seraphim like god. and nami not being able to hurt children yeaaahhhh ROBIN GO OFF!!! #zoro conveniently being the only one who doesnt see the seraphim..... come on.... #york what an icon i wish thay were my job too. eat shit sleep amazing #900 YEARS AGO???? EMPTY CENTURY TIME!!!!!!!! LETSGOOOOO D LORE D LORE D LORE #episode 1095 #and that is IT for today. yesterday i watched like 5 today we are measured. #<- this is when you find out i stack episodes on my posts even if i dont watch them one after the other... #i am sensitive rn and the preview has ohara and robin crying i am not making it out of this one folks #YEAH YEHA THE KINGDOM (OF THE D I AM SURE) VS THE WORLD GOV usopp hitting his head against the floor akdjka #clover and noland have to be related the flora on head has to be genetic or smth #also now they showed lulusiq being obliterated we can assume imu was responsible for destroying this advanced kingdom right #THE BOOKS FROM OHARA MADE IT????!!!!! DRAGON IN OHARA??? THEY HAVE THEM??? BUT THEIR BASE BURNED???? #luffy calling the robot robo ace. should i end it all rn be honest. and the robot turned on. nvm someone was in there #vegapunk meeting with luffy knowing dragon oof also ohara was in the west blue???? wow #episode 1096 #that giant was the one in dressrosa??? hierjudin??? omg dragon without his tattoo... 33?? damn he is 55 now... #OMG JAGUAR D SAUL GIANT FROM ELBAF????? VEGAPUNK DIDNT JOIN THE REVILUTIONARIES??? SELL OUT!!! #dragon pacifist???? god this lore. sanji didnt know about ivasan??? the books are in elbaf... with saul.... omg.....robin ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #jinbes face reacting to vegapunks fruit ajdjsjs did vegapunk cut off his head? is he stupid?? -luffy #vegapunk wants to make wikipedia.... omg lucci already too... the robot attacked marie geoise ✍️✍️✍️ #episode 1097

[bbqhooligan]

im an arrogant piece of shit and also a dyke but honest to god question: what good could fucking come from being friends with a guy who has feels for you that you dont want. girl abort that thang

#mypost #yes like all my recent posts this too is about twilight #everything bad about jake as a character is smeyers fault of course. he is fiction. so its not jake bashing at all #just like. WHAT was bella expecting staying friends with a dude who asks 'do it jiggle' 4 times a day #especially since she was NOT having any luck moving on from edward at fucking all? #''edward understand please hes my only friend'' girl im so sorry......he isnt your friend.......... #shes starved of affection of course its an established part of bella and it needs to be Really strong to satisfy her #therefore the platonic affections of jessica angela or even thr romantic attention of mike or eric or tyler doesnt help #shes only comforted by jake BECAUSE hes in live with her but thats so fuckedd uuuuuupp #girl thats so fucked up and selfish and stupid in so mqny ways. she absolutely refuses friendship of her classmates #from one guy in love with her to another. girl please!!!!! let some girl solidarity in!!! #its cruel to jake and disrespectful to herself. its ABSOLUTELY cruel to edward as it continues after his return #its all so stupiddddd #i need a twilight oc who is only there to play therapist to bella and edward from time to time

[crowshoots]

man. sometimes i think about the end of soc and about the possibility of jesper leaving. but because he wanted to see this through, because he wanted to right things, because he wanted to see inej again and know she was safe, because he wanted to show his father that perhaps he wasn’t entirely a failure who only did reckless things, because he wanted something more for his friends. he went on

#i think. once inej was saved there really was this sentiment of #do i want to be here. Is this what i want because on god #the end of soc jesper got shown that he was shoved to the bottom of the list in terms of trust and that hurt #sometimes i think about the fact that kaz not only kept the wylan-kuwei thing quiet from jesper but also LET EVERYONE ELSE IN #ON IT #besides jesper. And let jesper go through the emotions of thinking that wylan and nina were dead on that ship. just to punish jesper. #for several cruel moments. He wanted jesper to hurt #like. Imagine ur jesper. and you learn that the guy youve led your life beside #decides to keep you in the dark over a mistake (that you see is a mistake and know is one) but then yknow who he decides to tell #the guy you broke out of prison 2 weeks ago who nearly choked out one of your friends and perhaps a month earlier would have no issue #with hunting you and putting you on trial to burn for something you cant control #its more complex than that but in the heat of the moment. Thats what jesper would be thinking about #if i were jesper!!!!! holy shit i’d be so fucking upset!!!! I’D LEAVE #oughthth lads the soc brainrot is so back