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#but . yeah hes got a thing for emo girls who wear doc martens and look like they want to murder men etc
myownprivatcidaho · 2 years
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all these instances of dudes hitting from the back imagining their gf is someone else got me feeling rlly bad :/
#i mean.#like it seems like theyve been somewhat on and off and idk how much Commitment there actually is#and idk if theyve been going together this long its like obviously yeah theyre into each other#but just the realization tgat over all these months the probability hes imagined it was me at least once. :|||||||#i dont wike it.#that one crush situation lol#minors dni#see a lot of me wants to like . guess shes a 100% innocent party here but idk#they might be just taking it slow but idk how much SHES played around at least in the esrly stages. much less him#and atp im not even Too mad about the fact that early on he wasnt great being committal bc. few college students are but it seems like he#was at least TRYING. im just mad that hes dragged me along for the greater part of a year now with no accountability.#like thats just fucking cruel.#but idk whats going on with those two. he has a thing for Maneater types so idk what earlier stages looked like for them#or what shes even LIKE as a person and to be clear im not acting like i do#jus thinkin out loud here#but . yeah hes got a thing for emo girls who wear doc martens and look like they want to murder men etc#paraphrasing a rt. lol#part of me feels :/ cause like. what if i just seem kinda BORING cause ive just stopped acting like im not Tired#like i dont play around im just to the point and responsible like a boring 40something lmao#also like. after i left him the voicemail he acted even MORE Friendly™ and it PISSED me off like what do u WANT#and then my sisters gf suggested maybe he just liked that i seemed respectful and mature and like i take ppls feelings seriously#idk man. idk ehats going in in his ginger ass noggin#its just been a while since ive dumped out ALL my thots and feelings abt him on here so. yeah this is juts a periodical Vent ignore lol#probably wont have another for a while. tho j may have just jinxed it :/
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leossmoonn · 4 years
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Polar Opposites [Spencer Reid]
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pairing - spencer reid x fem!alt!reader
type - fluff
note - hey, guys! this was a request! hope you enjoy it!
summary - spencer takes you out to meet his friends and they learn how different you are from him.
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I looked at myself in the mirror, trying to decide if I liked this outfit better, or the one I had just tried on. Tonight my boyfriend, Spencer, was taking me out clubbing to meet his friends. And right now, I was looking for an outfit.
The one I had on right now was a long t-shirt that I sewed together to be a romper. Fishnet tights, a belt that went along my waist with chains hanging from the sides, a necklace Spencer had given me, and Doc Martens. The other outfit I put together consisted of red and black plaid pants, a regular belt that I put a chain through, a black cami top that had a rose on it, and a black jean jacket.
My style was... different to say the least. A lot more alternative than what a usual adult wears. But, I loved it. I was able to express myself better this way.
I heard Spencer and I’s apartment door open. Spencer called my name and I told him I was in the bedroom. He walked in and his eyes widened.
“Woah, who told you you could look that good?” He smirked.
I smiled and walked over to him. “I did.”
I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him in for a kiss. He put his hands on my back, pulling me closer. I pulled away after a few moments, wanting to catch my breath.
“Is that your final outfit decision?” He asked. I smiled as he knew that I probably picked a out bunch of outfits before this.
“Hm, I’m not sure. You like it?” I asked and twirled around.
“I love it!” He exclaimed and eyed my body and the curves that the belt accentuated. My cheeks burned slightly and I led him to the bedroom to see the other outfit.
“Well, if we are gonna dance you might get too hot in the jacket and pants. But other than that, it’s your choice,” he shrugged.
I thought for a moment. “You’re right. I’ll stick with this.”
“Sounds good! I’m gonna go get ready,” he said.
I nodded and he turned his head before he left to the bathroom.
“Have I told you you looked good yet?” He asked.
“Hm... not in those exact words, no,” I chuckled. He laughed, “Well, you look ravishing.”
“Thank you, lover boy,” I winked. He chuckled again and then left to go to the bathroom.
I sighed happily and sat down on our bed. I truly felt like the luckiest girl in the world to be dating Dr. Spencer Reid. Us two were so different and due to that, a lot of people wouldn’t picture us together. But we ran into each other on the street - five months ago - , me accidentally spilling my coffee on him. I apologized profusely, but he said it was his fault and offered to buy me a cup sometime. I, of course, said yes and the rest was history.
I think what made us work was, well, I found him incredibly attractive. His fluffy hair, soft eyes, inncocent nature, and intelligent mind. We also shared a similar childhood it seemed. I was bullied for being different and knowing every word to My Chemical Romance and Linkin Park songs. And Spencer was bullied for being a child prodigy. But in my eyes, I didn’t understand who would bully him. He was a true gentleman, best friend, and incredibly sexy fact-spitter.
While thinking, Spencer’s hands wrapped around me. I smiled and turned to kiss his cheek.
“Ready to go?” He asked.
“Mhm,” I hummed. We both got up and I took a look at him.
His hair fell around his eyes and his lips held his perfect smile. He was wearing a dark-purple dress shirt and black pants.
“You look handsome,” I smiled.
“Thanks, babe,” he said and entertwined his hand with mine. Butterflies flew around my stomach and my knees went weak. Even after being together for almost half a year, he still had the same affects on me as he did from the beginning.
He grabbed his car keys and we went to the car. As we drove to the bar, I sang along to my MCR CD. Even though Spencer didn’t like this type of music, I still found him mouthing the lyrics.
We arrived at the bar and my palms started to get sweaty. Spencer opened the door for me and I thanked him and slowly started walking to the door. A wave of anxiety washed over me as I saw his friends sitting and talking at the bar.
“Hey, they’ll love you,” Spencer said, reading my mind.
“I hope so,” I said and took a deep breath.
Spencer led me over, saying hi first.
“Hey, guys! This is my girlfriend, Y/n,” Spencer smiled.
They all looked at you with friendly smiles and wide eyes.
“Hi, it’s so nice to meet you!” I smiled. “You must be Emily, Derek, Penelope, and JJ?” I guessed.
“Spot on! I see Spencer has talked a lot about us,” Emily smiled.
“Yeah,” I laughed. “I wanted to be prepared.”
She nodded and then Penelope went to speak.
“I love your outfit and style!” She exclaimed.
I smiled and felt myself relax slightly. “Thank you! I’ve always been one for being different.”
“Oh, me too. Hence all the bright colors and green eyeshadow,” she giggled.
“Oh, awesome! And the eyeshadow looks great!”
“Why thank you. I think we are gonna be great friends.”
“Me, too,” I giggled.
“So, Y/n,” JJ started. “How did you two meet?”
“Oh, I spilled my coffee all over him and he offered to buy me another sometime,” I explained.
Derek smiled and clapped him on the back. “My man! You know, pretty boy here used to be all books, but now he has some game!”
Spencer blushed and muttered a ‘thanks’.
“Really? He’s always had game,” I chuckled.
“If you knew me a couple years ago, you wouldn’t have thought so,” Spencer chuckled.
“Well I would’ve loved you either way,” I smiled and kissed his cheek.
“Oh you guys are adorable!” Penelope gushed.
“Thank you,” I smiled.
“Do you want some drinks?” Emily asked.
“Yeah, sure!” I smiled.
“Great, what would you like?”
“Um, a Manhattan,” I answered.
“Sounds good. And an Old Fashioned for you, Spence?” Emily asked.
Spencer nodded. I got out my credit card but they stopped me.
“We invited you out. It’s on us,” JJ smiled.
“Oh, uh... you sure? We can split the bill,” I suggested.
“Yeah, we’re sure. Next time you can pay for all of us,” Emily winked.
I laughed, “Okay, deal.”
“Let’s go find a seat,” JJ said. We all nodded and followed Derek and JJ while Emily and Penelope ordered our drinks.
“So, what’re your interests?” JJ asked.
“Oh, I’m interested in art. I’m actually an Art Gallery Dealer, and I paint and draw, too. I love music, that’s also another big part of my life. I’m kind of in a band, too,” I answered.
“Oh, really? You any good?” Derek asked.
“Eh,” I shrugged. Spencer rolled his eyes and smiled. “She’s being modest. She’s the lead singer and guitarist. She’s amazing.”
I blushed and held Spencer’s hand under the table.
“Wow, mind if we see you sometime?” JJ asked.
“Not at all,” I shook my head.
“Great!”
Emily and Penleope came over with all of our drinks.
“So, what did we miss?” Emily asked.
“Y/n, here, is in a band!” JJ exclaimed.
“Oh, really? That’s fun,” Emily smiled and took a sip of her beer.
“What kind of music do you play?” Penelope asked.
“Alternative Rock,” I said. “Ah, I should’ve known,” Penelope laughed.
“So have you ever liked the alternative style?” Derek asked.
“Ever since middle school. I guess you could call it emo, too. But it’s a fun way to express myself. I was bullied, but I always knew that it’s good to be different,” I explained.
They all smiled.
“Wow, that really cool,” Emily said.
“Thanks,” I chuckled.
“Hey, there’s karaoke here! I know your band isn’t here, but we’d love to hear you,” JJ smiled, changing the subject.
I laughed nervously and Spencer squeezed my hand for support.
“Sure,” I said. I downed my drink and stood up.
“You’ll do great!” Spencer said and gave me thunbs up. I laughed and went up to the DJ.
“Hey, are you doing karaoke right now?” I asked.
“Yeah! Wanna be the first contestant?” She asked.
“Yeah, sure,” I smiled.
“What song, sweetie?”
“Helena by My Chemical Romance,” I said.
“You got it. Here’s the mic, good luck!”
I thanked her and grabbed the mic. I went on the stage and immediately looked for Spencer. My eyes locked with his and he gave me another thumbs up. I smiled at his support.
The intro started and I took a deep breath and put my hand on my stomach.
“Long ago, just like the Hearse you die to get in again. we are so far from you, burning on.” I sang.
As I went on, people came in front of the stage, crowding around. Spencer and his friends came up. Penelope and Emily were singing along even.
“Well I've been holding on tonight. What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay. So long and goodnight. So long and goodnight,” I sang and loosened up. I moved my head and body with the music.
As I sang onto the next verse, almost the whole club was jumping around and singing the lyrics. I smiled and I felt my confidence build up.
“Can you hear me? Are you near me? Can we pretend to leave and then. We'll meet again. When both our cars collide,” I sang into the mic, getting louder with each word.
“What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay. So long and goodnight. So long and goodnight!” I jumped around. “And if you carry on this way. Things are better if I stay. So long and goodnight. So long and goodnight!”
I finsihed the song and inhaled loudly, catching my breath. Everyone clapped. Derek, Emily, and Spencer whistled. I smiled and went off the stage. The group met me back at our table.
“Wow! You are talented!” Emiy laughed.
“Thank you. I took voice lessons for 12 years,” I chuckled.
“It payed off,” Derek smiled.
The rest of the night consisted of dancing and talking more. I felt myself grow tired and decided to go home with Spencer.
“Well, it was nice meeting you, Y/n,” JJ smiled.
“You, too,” I said and returned the smile.
“See you at work, guys,” Spencer said.
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The Next Day *2nd POV*
“So, you met Reid’s girlfriend?” Rossi asked.
Emily nodded and sat down. “They are like polar opposites, but she’s so sweet.”
“How so?” Hotch asked. “She’s more alternative,” JJ explained.
“Hm... wait, is that her over there?” Hotch asked and pointed to the conference room’s window.
The team saw you giving Spencer his lunch. You were dressed in a blue bad black plaid skirt, crop top, with tights and your boots.
“Wow, she is different,” Rossi said.
“But he looks happy,” Hotch grinned slightly.
“He deserves it,” JJ smiled.
They all looked at the two of you, smiling fondly.
“I’m glad he found her,” Emily said.
“Me, too, Em,” Derek smiled.
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