#just need your help to chose

[vahineri]

Need a poll for some drawing I need to finish but I don’t know which one (My brain is on a Hotchgan and it’s one of my only source of inspiration)

I got some ficlet that need to turn into illustration/comics for each of them. Just I want to do all but university started again, with my job and other life stuff and I just want to focus really well into one of them.

Btw if you want some information you can ask

#aaron hotchner #derek morgan #hotchgan #criminal minds #just need your help to chose #futur art if I can chose for the life of me #Vahineri’s_talk #Silly AU

[kicktwine]

the urge to just grab both twins’ heads and make absolutely sure they know how good they are they’re so good you’re so so good !! you’re such good kids!! you’re so good you’re so good!! is getting a little too strong to handle over here

#play game #they need to know. they should know this. removed from the context of eorzea and your responsibility you still chose to help ! #in such an impactful way that people know you! They know you as little champions! you chose to help a swath of people who need it #who can’t help themselves who love you !! Wow!!!!!!! you’ve grown so much!!!! #if anything happens to them I’m going to CRY #I’m going to kill everyone in the room and then myself etc #oh my gosh I’m tearing up. That’s not good #not a good sign #I don’t have any fancy words I just need to pet them. ok? Ok. Good kid #ch’ari is funny to look at as a whole he’s like no friends >:( angry >:( and then like seven years later he’s holding a baby and crying

[simplydnp]

Dan talking abt how tiktok is “the downfall of humanity” gave very millennial😭. Girl don’t act like you weren’t on tumblr in its peak years and don’t scroll on twitter every day (arguably worse). It’s just a pet peeve of mine when people say that because thats literally what gen x/boomers said about everything on the internet. MySpace was the true start of the downfall of humanity imo. Everything else just followed along! 👺

well he is a millenial 😔

i think he's trying to be conscious of everything that comes along with tiktok--safety concerns, privacy concerns, as well as the erasure of the creator and the platforming of The Algorithm.

he doesn't deny there's good content there, he even says in the video if his fyp gave him this content continually, he would use it. but he's all too aware of the advertising and prevalence of the algorithm. and, he's concerned about the amount of time people (cough, phil, cough) put into it.

i think they're valid concerns. i think having good-faith criticism about the things you choose to spend your time on are important. not that having guilt all the time is good, but something doesn't have to be 'perfect' in order for you to interact with it. (see youtube, twitter, and even here with tumblr)

i'll be honest, i'm a gen z who doesn't use tiktok. there's good tiktoks out there, but i prefer a different type of slop (everything is slop don't lie to yourself).

like if it really bothers you that much i suggest you sit with that discomfort and figure out why.

a lot of people older than gen z shit on tiktok because they think it's turning the frogs gay--it's just a title of something they can blame their hatred of everything different from them on, and their disgust for the youth who dare to not live by their morals. it's not about tiktok itself. whereas dan is seeing the flaws and faults of the app and the culture. you don't have to agree with him, but his opinion on it shouldn't ruin your day. he's just a guy.

#idk hes not attacking you for using it. theres bigger things yknow. like your feelings are valid. but if its that big of a deal consider why #fuck other peoples opinions! do what makes you happy! (as long as you arent hurting people) #like tiktok good tiktok bad is just not realistic. its all fucking grey okay. you gotta get used to living in ambiguity. fuck purity culture #idk why you chose me specifically but clearly you needed to vent about it. i hope this helps you process it anon. #dnp #c.text #answered

[randomly--accessed--memories]

Sir Pentious has... complicated feelings about his relationship with Vox. He used to idolize him– Pen tended to idolize all overlords, but Vox in particular was one of his favorites due to the tech empire he built for himself and how he seemed amenable to partnerships. Hearing he'd died was... disappointing, but this is Hell after all and maybe Vox being gone would leave an opening for him to finally begin his career as an overlord (it did not).

When he got the call from the Vees, recruiting him for a secret mission to rescue Vox from the Radio Demon himself, Pen was astounded. Vox was alive? And he'd seen him at the hotel but had either not recognized him or been too focused on Alastor to register his presence? The Vees gave him a vague idea of the state Vox was in, but he was shocked once he finally met him (literally: Vox zapped Pentious by mistake while shaking his hand). He didn't know Vox any more than any of his former customers would, but it was still jarring to see a man who'd always presented to the public as so powerful and in control act in such a high-strung, disorganized way.

Pentious managed to keep his cool around Vox and not instantly give the game away. It was weird, living at the hotel, slowly figuring out the finer details of the situation that the Vees had left out. Pen found himself surprisingly grateful that Alastor never took him even remotely seriously as a rival if this is what he does to people who do get his attention. Vox now followed Alastor around like a lost puppy and just could not stop breaking things. Pentious found himself being called upon to attempt to fix technology outside of his area of expertise more and more frequently. Vox was always frantic to fix his mistakes (when he could remember that he made them), so the two of them worked together; Vox explained how the technology functioned and Pen did the physical work of repairing the item, as well as the mental work of trying to make sense of Vox's rather disjointed explanations.

They talked while they worked. In group settings, Vox found Pen entertaining– he was dramatic and bombastic and could hold Vox's attention fairly easily as a result. Despite the circumstances of the situation, Pentious couldn't help but receive a bit of an ego boost from such a formerly powerful overlord treating him like he was someone worth paying attention to. But when they were alone– working to repair whatever new household appliance Vox had fried that day– was when Pen found himself actually getting attached to Vox. He could see glimpses of the intelligent, diligent, ambitious man trapped beneath all the noise. Vox still had actual, meaningful things to say, they just tended to go unnoticed in the rush of constant speech. Vox would occasionally become incredibly frustrated, feeling as though no one around him took him seriously or wanted to listen to his input on things. Pentious could relate to that.

Pen would listen though. He'd adjust the dial and try to tune into what Vox was actually trying to communicate. This wasn’t some stupid Egg Boi, after all; it was one of the most influential people in the whole Pride Ring, even if that part of his life was clearly, permanently over. Pentious was surprised at how patient he was capable of being and how much of a difference it made. Other than Niffty, most of the hotel residents had learned to sort of tune out most of Vox's chatter (either intentionally or unintentionally) and only tune back in when he said or did something that was obviously important or completely un-ignorable. It was so gratifying for Vox to finally have someone who was paying full attention to everything he was saying, as well as making a concerted effort to understand which parts were an attempt at a point and which parts were just absentminded rambling.

Once Vox and Pen felt as though they (mostly) understood each other, they were able to make progress. Vox started getting a better hold on his electricity and Pentious learned which strategies for keeping Vox on-task worked best. Instead of constantly fixing stuff, they started building things together. It was surprising for Pen to realize that he no longer only cared about Vox as a former overlord, but as a friend. They had fun together, both with and without the other hotel residents.

On some level, Pentious knew that if Vox weren't in the mental state that he was, he never would've given Pen a second glance. That thought made him uncomfortable; he couldn't help but feel like he was taking advantage in some way. But on the other hand, Pentious recognized that he was helping Vox (and Niffty too, eventually). Where did that leave him, morally? He mostly tried to tune those thoughts out though and just enjoy the present moment. It became very easy for him to forget why he was at the hotel in the first place, especially as he grew closer with the other residents too.

Eventually, approximately four months into his stay, Pentious was on a call with the Vees, reporting back about whatever was going on that week. Val casually mentioned how he and Velvette were going to kill everyone in the hotel once they got Vox back; they all needed to be punished for their complicity in this situation, not just Alastor. Pentious was shocked, especially when Velvette confirmed that, yes, that had been the plan all along, obviously. Pen had grown deeply attached to his life at the hotel and his new village of friends; he couldn't let them all die for something that wasn't even their fault. It was a hard choice, but as soon as he got off the call, he went straight to Charlie and came clean about how he'd been sent by the Vees to spy on the hotel and get Vox back. He didn't tell her the truth about Vox's situation though. Pen was desperate to preserve what he had at the hotel and he knew that if he revealed why the Vees wanted Vox back, everything would come crashing down (and that Alastor would probably kill him in retaliation almost instantly). Charlie forgave Pen, of course, and he was free to continue with the life and friendships he'd come to treasure at the hotel. Pentious wasn't sure if that was the right thing to do, morally. But he did it anyway.

#me; i need to develop vox's relationship with pentious more #me 24 hours later; *writes a thousand word essay about pentious' character arc in RAM* #but yeah #no good options in this au #everyone's just gotta pick the better of two bad ones #pentious is lucky he was in heaven by the time the truth came out #since he was the only one who actively chose to keep vox's situation secret from charlie and vaggie (well. other than alastor) #sir pentious (ram) #vox (ram) #neutral #long posts #randomly accessed memories #i feel like i could've written more (insanely enough) but this is already way too long and i kinda lost my mojo after going to class #but yeah; in one world you tell a man to kill himself #in another he's your tech bestie who helps keep you out of trouble

[pickled-flowers]

Saw some of the grossest parenting today in the bus

#this dad was on his phone the whole bus ride ok #and his two kids were screaming arguing #at most he would periodically tell them to lower their voice while still on his phone #one time he told them to stop the one sitting next to him hit him 😭 and he went back to look at his phone with no reaction #my guy something is seriously wrong with you #your kids are screaming at each other doesn't even matter all that much that we are in the bus rn #theyre not just being loud kids you need to do smt!!!!!! its too early for this!!! i could hear them even with my noise cancelling headphone #anyways #ive never seen smt like this #and i work in a mall i see lots of parents and kids #idk smt really disgusting about a parent just not even interested in engaging with their kids #dude no wonder they're loud they probably want ur attention #also this one lady once who came in wjth a big stroller #and the store where i work has little moving rooms between the aisle so this woman decided TO LEAVE THE STROLLER WITH A KID INSIDE AT THE #FRONT OF THE STORE #the kids started crying and his hrother (toddler not in the stroller but not following the mom for some reason) started exploring and i #i had to watch them until the mom came back but like the woman just left them there??? #i just stepped in but what if i hadnt??? lady????????? #i see lots of cute interactions of course #like this little girl who came with who i think is her grandpa and he asked me to help her chose her next manga read 😭💖 #i basically work in a book/toy store #theres a lot of candy as well the kids love it #idk i like seeing kids being happy ok it is healing #like all the kids sitting on the floors deep in their books while the parents shop 😭😭😭 makes me smile every time top tier behavior

[frogspawned]

anyone who has ever had to re-home a pet. you chose to look at your circumstances, or your pet's needs, and you chose to make sure they went somewhere right for them. you did good. i love you

#that's responsible care babey!! #you chose to look at your circumstances or the pet's need and you chose to make sure they went somewhere right for them #choking down the urge to throw down with ppl in the comments of my local adoption pages #you're not HELPING you're just being smug! #nobody knows when or how their situation may change and maybe you could have a think #on the fact that they're actively taking steps in their beloved animal's best interests. like bro. not to sound like local churchlady eda #but spare a little grace #frog croaks

[science-lings]

I have a scene in my head and thoughts but idk if I'll ever be able to fit it in a fic so I'm just going to ramble a bit here. I love that Phoenix is canonically so selfless and he struggles with how reliant he is on the people around him. He hates asking for help but he's so good at getting help, especially from people he doesn't always get along with.

I just think it makes sense for Phoenix to be a bit insecure about his own abilities when he always has someone there to save him and one of the few times he doesn't, he trusts someone and gets disbarred. I can see him admitting to Maya about how he feels useless on his own, He relied on Mia and Miles and Maya herself (etc), for so much of his success that I feel like it would be so easy to convince himself that his own contributions aren't that substantial.

Maya has to give him the metaphorical slap in the face of 'Guess what dumbass, we want to help you, we like helping you, you don't have to do things alone to be worthy of the help you deserve to receive', Phoenix has the ability to get people to want to help him, the second time he met Edgeworth in court he managed to convince him to kind of sabotage his own argument without even trying. His mentor defies the laws of death to tell him to believe in himself. He uses his big puppy eyes and the people who hated his guts like a week ago go 'sure, I'll go to the ends of the earth for you' and if you hate him you go to hell not matter what.

#he gets involved with the most impossible cases and gets confused when he needs a little help to solve it #behind every successful spikey lawyer is several women and at least one gay man who wants to kiss him so bad #Godot tell Phoenix that he can't do anything without a pretty lady helping him along and we know he's just jealous #one of those ladies is his dead girlfriend he's so jealous #'your gf chose to haunt me instead of you because I'm her favorite little guy so fuck you' #this is just me rambling lmao

[sin-content]

:^.. Becouse of the recent problems I cant make content for you guys and still cant. But I can draw on my notebook and works I guess!! So...

#I HAVENT DECIDED YET #:3 Just chose one #No need to like or reblog! #I mean rebloging would help so I know what people want- #but hum!!! #just pick what you think youd like and at the end of the week Ill see what you all chose ^^ #SO HUM.. HELLO TAG READER!! I HOPE YOURE HAVING A GREAT DAY :D #BUT IF YOURE NOT! THEN I WISH YOU A FANTASTIC DAY TOMORROW ^^!! #Oh yeah soul is new btw #but youll see her in Note's story anyway!! #well not her design though :P #HUM YEAH... UNDER..? IS A WHOLE AU.. NOT JUST A THING X) #tumblr polls #my polls #character poll #:p polls am i right?

[fly-away-flynn]

My Emotional Breakdown is over people somehow not understanding that I want them to stop talking about what happened to me as if they have any right to talk about the situation.

#Vague posting about it isn’t helpful. Putting it on websites where I don’t have accounts isn’t helpful #Let. It. Die. #You do not know me nor do you know what happened to me and what I chose to talk about online #I see posts about the situation everywhere that have either blamed me or said that they do not want to take my side which I dont care about #But I am tired of seeing things about it months after I was finally given the freedom to talk about it #Does it not compute to you that It was not an internet friend who I talked to once in a while? I saw this man face to face every day #It was a real man in my actual life who gave me actual PTSD So stop talking about it like I said months ago. #I’m tired and I want to lay this to rest #Just leave me alone I don’t need posts on your sideblogs mentioning what happened to me or how it was addressed #I hate having to plead for a Fandom to just leave me alone because why don’t you get it? Why do you think you can give your opinion on this #I sincerely apologize for this post but I am worn down I am tired and I am in an awful place and there is nothing more that I want than for #-People to understand that I want them to stop #I don’t know how many times this Fandom will not listen to me

[crunchycrystals]

hsmtmts you couldve been such a good show..........

#crunchyposts #hsmtmts #genuinely mourning how good it couldve been but they just got hit with so many scheduling conflicts like #covid and actors being unavailable etc etc horrible circumstances and then also just chose to make it bad after that lol #ive genuinely read fic of the show better than season 1 which is my favorite season and is still flawed #rini slowburn throughout the entire show........ we (ie me a rini fan) couldve had it all #ashlyn realizing shes bi without needing to break up with her boyfriend and same for big red but i know what happens in s4 #without even seeing it i heard what fucking happened and im pissed #ricky couldve developed better coping skills w/o needing to immediately break him and nini up again #either dont make them get together after s1 or stretch it out for longer so its not so jarring #i wanna rewatch s1 now :(((( and i wanna reread i bet theres other reasons i warm your heart #btw this post is from a rini fan pov but i do realize that with the way ricky was written it wouldve been best if they didnt end up togethe #i just liked them. and like to believe that they couldve worked it out at some point while also helping ricky get better #maybe instead of. immediately in s1 going for nini he works out his issues which gives him confidence to ask her out again pleaseeeeee #also coming at this from a slow burn childhood friends to lovers fan pov so obviously i am biased and its just what i wouldve liked most #not necessarily what would be objectively best for the show

[kaikree]

something that isn't talked about much when it comes to healing yourself is that it might end up killing relationships (both romantic and platonic)

and i don't mean that in a way that should dissuade anyone from trying to heal. i mean you are where you are, on a path to try and get better, to do right by yourself and take care of the child inside you and nurture the things that have been hurt and sometimes you look around and realize that the people that you used to stand beside are a half-mile back on the track, so far that you can barely see them

and you want them to be with you still. you know that if they can get themselves up this hill with you that they'll feel better. things can get better and it's hard but you're up here climbing a hill, you know that it's possible and they can do it too! they can climb the hill with you and look out at this great view

but

you can't move their legs for them. and no matter how you wave or cajole or promise that it's not as hard once you get into it, they will not move from where they are. and you can sit there and try to talk to them from afar, but the healthier you get the harder it is to yell back to where they're standing.

sometimes there comes a point that you have to turn around completely because the path they want to stay on will only leash you back to a lower point. and that's... not actually your fault.

and yeah that can get so very frustrating. there have been times in my life where while talking to friends who were in bad spirals i would get frustrated b/c no matter what i said or did it seemed like they were hellbent on staying exactly where they were no matter how much they hated it or how much it hurt them. i could sit down and walk with them through resources and venting sessions and so many ways to to get out of the place they were in and it just... repeated. in a cycle. at some point i had to come to terms with the fact that you can't help someone who refuses to take the first step to help themselves and sometimes sticking around someone like that is only going to keep you tethered to that mental state.

#chinhands #sometimes i wonder if you'd actually communicated with me that we'd still been able to be friends #this whole metaphor makes sense in my head but idk if it translates #and then the awkward sense of feeling like the other person resents you for not being as miserable as they are #or that they resent your successes when they happen #tbh i wish i could say that i chose to end that relationship but i wasn't the one to cut the tie #i just realized that when i finally #finally #told them that they'd done something that was hurtful #that it rebounded and became about how me being hurt was actually hurtful to them #i'd made so many excuses about not telling them when they were out of line or wrong b/c i could handle it #excuses of 'theyre going through things and im privileged so i can take it' #'but if i tell them that this isn't okay then i'll be responsible for what they do to themselves after' #which in hindsight yeah that. probably. should have been indicative of something. #it wasn't something they threatened or anything like that #it was 100% my own fear and knowing that if they spiraled i was thousands of miles away #with no way of contacting anyone near them or getting help if something did happen #relationships can go bad even when everyone has good intentions #they probably think i hate them but tbh i just wish they'd get whatever they need to pull them out of the hell in their own head #they're a good and kind person just stuck in the shittiest kinds of place

[the-trans-dragon]

I need a doctor who has the patience, experience, humor, and directness to listen to whatever new treatment ideas I've concocted, and then either say "Alex, that's a stupid fucking idea, let me explain why," or "The risks are acceptable in my professional opinion. Let's go over pros and cons and then you can think about it and decide what to do."

I just think it would be fun. For me. And I wish I could find a doctor who would also find that fun. I already came up with one fun Treatment for an Illness and have been successfully using it to treat The Illness for almost a YEAR, and all the side effects are awesome so like...I am certainly full of hubris at this point.

#i dont wanna say what i take or what im treating bc its like...well...zero doctors recommended it lol. and two doctors said “that might work #but uhhhhh i dont think im the right doctor for that.“ wait. three doctors said that. but i asked the third doctor ”pwease. youre the third #doctor to tell me to go to a different doctor. i need help.“ (i was fucking desperate. i was missing so many days of work that i basically #lost an entire paycheck's worth of money in two months and like. i had also SPENT that much on the doctors who inevitably ran out of their #own ideas and then recommended i go elsewwhwre to try my idea WHICH IS FAIR but also all 3 doctors did agree it was worth a shot so like.... #i kinda needed ONE of them to actually. try it. it just took 6 months for the first one to run out of ideas and then another two or three #months to get in to see my genderal physician and then see a doctor he recommended who then recommended i go elsewhere and thats the doctor #who i was like “youre the third doctor to say that...i dont know who else to try.” goodness im glad she helped. my medicine is like $15 a #month (it was $10 when i had insurance) and i am in love with every single “side effect” and!!!! yea it has given me a large sum of hubris. #anyways.) i wanna do that again but with my other Significantly Disabling Illness. like why not lol. im already on 3 medicines that are #recommended to *not* take together (none of which are the medicine i chose to take aldjskds) so like.............seems like we #are at a “just try shit out and see what happens” stage. doctors should send me resumes and ill pick the one that looks most fun and then #we will do fun science together on my nerves system :) itll be fine lol. am i serious or kidding? i have no idea. #sorenhoots

[eats-the-stars]

other ppl love having extra hands on deck to help them out but i prefer to have the whole big machine floor just to me. me doing all the work. yes all the steps from picking to final packaging. sorry but i am picky about the way i do things and unless you do it just the way i like it will rub me wrong and if it is legit wrong i will have to redo it anyway.

#work venting #some of my coworkers are great #9/10 you can work the machine floor with me. your trays are lovely everything is centered colors all correct #but some coworkers...i can only tolerate garbage trays if i'm the one who made it #because it's one thing if i chose to do that to myself. but if someone else is like 'here i made this it's trash :) for you' #then....mmmm. don't like. if u make a garbage tray the rule is u should have to run it yourself #sometimes i just put one in the machine and instead of finessing it i just let it destroy the tray #and then i go 'oh no :( i will have to redo that now. so sad. so terrible to replace that with a good tray now' #also like to do the quality control and the prep to go #because some coworkers have clumsy hands and their detail work just destroys the final products #and then i have to redo them :) #so i think i will just do the cleaning touches okay? if i'm busy maybe at least let me do the ones that took a long time? #because if u burn the shit out of something that took me 27 minutes to make...i will not be happy #also do not like it when a coworker who doesn't normally do my role hits a slow bit and decides to 'help me out' #and then proceeds to fumble the shit out of my machines and just like... #clumsily pull 4 threads out of alignment while trying to re-thread a fifth line that did not need to be re-threaded #because the error message on the machine indicated a loose screw on the tray :) #or making me a tray....except everything is off-center and i have to redo it #or that time i couldn't figure out why a machine wasn't working #and it turns out they put a part in with the magnet facing out instead of in #and i don't usually check for that because i don't make that mistake. i simply do not #please just let me work the machine floor alone if u don't know what ur doing #if u are one of my rare coworkers who knows their shit and doesn't have bad habits like chronically making garbage trays to 'save resources' #then u can stay but ur on thin ice #i would rather be doing five jobs at once #than have to be doing constant damage control

[k0kichiimagines]

its so insane to me when i see certain women say that period leave is somehow offensive i am begging you stfu i would kill for period leave dont ruin it for the rest of us because you dont want it 😭😭

#i have endo but i think it'd easier if i could get even only a few days off automatically rather then having to get like special time off #and otherwise we have to use sick leave and then we cant use it when we're actually sick :( #so insane though fr i saw someone say 'its offensive because you're saying women are weaker '😭😭????? #people who r afab are like usually weaker then people who r amab why do u think cis men r so scary #its not offensive to say that #if you chose to turn that into 'people who r afab are therefore useless and dumb' thats your fault for seeing a difference to mean one has #2 be useless because of it #if you have periods then yes you'll be tired and weaker then often getting a lot of pain #i think its more offensive to say that we need to just pretend we're the same as people who r amab and just push through #how come we're always expected to behave the same as cis men?? like if there's any difference it's always that we need to change it to fit #in with cis men? #its so annoying #like even without conditions periods can b so draining #pls help me to understand why its offensive to give people who suffer from them a break??? #i do not understand #because amab people dont need it it's offensive and demeaning to give it to afab people in ur eyes?? #so like fuck pregnant people then? #like how far are you going to go with this #its not equal sure but being exactly equal isnt always fair. #it's like when i say i dont fast during my period and they say its offensive like personally it gives me the benefit of being able to have #water and medicine and keep my energy up #everyone is different #and its not bad to say everyone is different #different doesnt mean one side is stupid or deserves unjust treatment #(dont take that out of context for like serial killers or something ok i beg) #its your fault if different automatically means that to you i think #i specify cis men because i personally never see transwomen act this way if anything theyre the opposite and always really kind ab periods #idk if i worded that well u probably know what i mean

[bloodyke]

i was gonna post a side by side of barefaced 2018-2019 me vs 2022 me to show how ive managed to get my skincare routine perfect but i think i deleted all the old pictures 💀💀💀

#zenith.txt #it makes sense i was very insecure #i went on birth control in 2018 and it completely fucked up my face like i had very very bad acne #full face of it and it wouldn't go away no matter what i tried and even after i went off birth control 6 months later #which btw was not bc of the acne it was bc it was causing me to grow ovarian cysts anyways my skin barrier was fucked up for like #two years afterward and only this year have i gotten it under control again! im really digging my routine its so simple its like 4 things #i still get hormonal acne which is irritating but its so much better now and also less painful tbh #you'll just have to take my and my moms word on how bad it was for me #but yeah cerave resurfacing retinol serum ($16) skin proud gentle foaming cleanser ($10) stridex salicylic acid ($5) & elf moisturizer ($8) #plus seuolceuticals snail mucin amd tumeric mask ($20) & various sheet masks (usually under $20) of your chosing when needed #does wonders for my very very sensitive VERY dry acne prone skin #aslo do NOT use the retinol and acid in the same routine you'll Completely Ruin your skins health #i personally do a retinol retional rest day rest day salicylic acid rotation #also benzoyl peroxide can help clear acne but i dont need that level of strength anymore so i stopped using it #ANYWAYS all this to say birth control fucked up my hormone levels and health for YEARS even tho i only took it for 6 months #and now im finally getting back to normal #and by normal i mean my hormone levels are back to normal acne is a normal part of human skin and shouldn't be looked down upon

[fagsex]

a little ranty sorry but re: that last post like. if being kind and good is not second nature to you and if it takes you concious effort to be a kind and good human being and you make that effort or attempt to make that effort, you are a good and kind person. the extension of effort makes you that. even it you fail you're a good person for trying.

if you realize that you're not perfect at being good or kind and you make no sort of effort and wallow in being miserable and rude and bitter and a cunt to everyone around you whether they deserve it or not, that is a whole other story. you do need to treat your fellow man with kindness, and if you need to do it on purpose, so be it, you are still kind. no it isn't fair that you have to put more effort in than everyone else, you're right. sucks. you never know the effort the person you're talking to is giving. you never know if they have the same problem. there is no reason to put zero effort into being a good person. none.

and dont pull that bullshit like "oh so you're saying i should be nice to abusers and racists and bullies and and and" because you know that's not what im saying. im saying to be a cunt or an asshole to a stranger for literally no reason, even if you have to put in effort to not so such. if you try to be a good and kind person, you are, and if you don't, you aren't and you need to man the fuck up and get to it. plain and simple. do you understand

#emergency broadcast system #do u guys get me like if you have low empathy and problems connecting to people and problems being naturally kind or good #thats not your fault or mine. how you chose to extend yourself in the world is your problem and not mine. just like how i extend myself #is my problem and not yours #think of it this way. im 5'0. if i need to reach something high up i guess its not fair that i need to use tools bc some ppl are 6'0 #but i need to do it. i need to reach it. it takes me effort to reach it but i do with the tools at my side even if its hard #instead of stomping around blaming others for myself and not even asking for help. bc i am allowed to ask for help if i dont have the tools #you get it ?