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#jj x yn
baestruly · 1 year
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your jj maybank x grumpy reader made me smile so hard!! i was wondering if you could write what jj would do if you were actually having a bad day and were more snappy with his constant attempts to get you smiling? how he’d comfort you??
i love your writing!!!
first of all, i wanna say tysm! this means a lot bc writing is a lot to me, and ty for requesting, ik it’s not rlly the exact same but it’s along the same lines! i love getting ideas from others so feel free for anyone to request anything from my masterlist that’s open
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( 𝗌𝗒𝗇𝗈𝗉𝗌𝗂𝗌 ⋫ 𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖔𝖘𝖘𝖎 )  jj maybank x fem!reader
⤷ IN WHICH, you arent in the mood to be talking to anyone, especially when jj makes an attempt to be his playful self
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 - pinch of angst??, fluff
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You’ve had constant bad days before but none like this one. This day for you was terrible, if that was the worst word to use.
It was as if a grey cloud had been covering over your head, the strong winds blowing your spark away again. Sometimes, you didn’t know why you felt like this ━━ an empty feeling in the pit of your stomach━━and it made you even more anxious.
This was one of those times.
You were walking home from summer work, keeping your head down as you quickly speed up when walking down the sidewalk to the chateau. You were almost dreading seeing your friends ━━ you don’t want to be mean! That’s not what this was. It was just━━you knew they would see right through you, and you didn’t want comfort, it was off the radar for you. You were never a clingy type of person, especially like JJ was. You didn’t mind it of course, but the thought of one of your friends looking into your dark eyes made you want to burst out crying all over again.
Finally reaching the chateau, you sigh heavily before opening the door. You expected to see Sarah, John B, Pope, Kiara, and JJ splattered around the small area like always or doing weird shit on the lawn, but to your surprise, they were nowhere to be found.
Well ━━ that’s until someone jumped at you from behind, tackling you onto the small sofa.
Your heart leaps into your throat. Holy━━you thought it stopped for a second! But that fear slowly started to fade once hearing JJ’s melodic laugh emit through your ears, then, you turned cold again.
“Get off me, JJ.” You pushed him off, not trying to hurt him. That psycho! He could've killed you!
The blonde boy laughed, raking his hand through his messy locks. “Oh━━oh my god━━you should've seen your face, oh, John B would have killed to see that.”
You scrunch your nose, turning around as your voice shakes. You weren't in the mood for his playful teasing. “Yeah, not before you kill me first?”
He laughed again, thinking you’re playing along, so you decide to kick off your dirty shoes that had mud covered all over them onto the mat, you would clean them afterwards. Then again, John B probably wouldn’t care.
“Okay,” JJ put his hands in the air with a smirk. “Alright, alright, I’m sorry.”
You could hear the smirk plastered on his face, was he━━?
Before you could realise what he was going to do, he tackled you to the couch again, wrapping his arms around you comfortingly to get what he would call ‘a good cuddle in’, as he buried his face in the nape of your neck, smelling your sweet aroma that melted him.
It wasn’t JJ at all, and you wanted to tell him, but you couldn’t as tears filled your eyes. You didn’t want to talk to anyone today, you just needed to be alone. “JJ, I said━━I said stop, okay?”
Your voice sliced through him once your voice cracks, as if it reached his heart, he stopped in place and winced, slowly untwining his arms from around your figure before slowly settling up and placing his thumb at the bottom of your head to turn it towards his.
His heart shatters when seeing tears roll down your face, redness already pouring into your face as panicked gulps heaved in and out of your chest.
Then, he started to panic.
“Holy fuck━━did I hurt you, baby? Oh m━━shit, I was just playing━━” He cupped your cheek, eyes blazing as his mangle breath intertwined with yours.
You tried to speak, but all you did was cover your face again, ashamed. You didn’t know why you were so ashamed when you had a bad day, but one thing you hated most was crying in front of other people because you knew you never deserved any comfort at all.
You just kept shaking your head, hoping that he knew he didn’t cause any of this, three shuddering breaths splurging through your chest. You couldn’t breathe.
JJ appeared to have relief wash over him for seconds before his eyes were back to darting all over your face, as if it could give him a clue to what was going on, but he found nothing.
But JJ was patient, wrapping his arms around you again━━which you didn’t push away this time━━until you stopped crying, and all you were left with was a nasty case of the hiccups, which were a pain in the ass even though nothing hurt more than your heart right now.
Deciding to look at this boy you loved so much, you pulled away, gazing into his blue eyes━━like the ocean, a beautiful sunset in the horizon full of beauty.
“I’m sorry.” You managed to choke out between hiccups, trying to breathe slowly. JJ was nodding along and rubbing your back. “I’m sorry, this wasn’t on you━━I was having a bad day and I just wanted to be alone but I snapped━━”
“Hey, hey, hey━━it’s okay, (Y/N). I didn’t take the hint, I should've left you alone in the first place.” He rubbed his thumb across your cheek. “I would never want to do anything to hurt you, you know that?”
You let out a choked laugh, feelings still caught up in it. “Yes, JJ.” You sniffed and wiped your eyes once more. “You’ve told me that many times.”
“Good.” The boy laughed along before a faint, but sad smiling taking over his features. “I won’t stay anymore, if that's what you want?”
Immediately you shook your head. An hour ago, all you could think about was how much you hated people━━not your friends━━but everyone else in the world. Everyone else who didn’t save you, when really, this boy who was sitting in front of you was your whole world, and you needed him more than you could've ever imagined, especially right now.
“No ━━ please, don’t go.” You pleaded, running your thumb across his hand, before tracing the yarn of his beaded bracelet. “I don’t want to push you away━━ever.”
“Even if you did━━” He chuckled teasingly, “I would wait around until you came back.”
Of course he would.
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greencways · 2 months
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Could you do a fic where JJ is nervous to tell the reader that she has a crush on them.
💌 i’m actually 100% certain that this is NOT what you meant but i hope you like it?
💌this fic is so long it’s like 3K lol
💌 extremely antsy, a little fluff if you squint
💌 trigger warnings include; gun violence, hostage situation, kidnapping, miscarriage, shouting and screaming, threatening
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It was your first day at the BAU, Unit Chief Aaron Hotchner was showing you around the BAU and introducing you to everyone "Jennifer Jareau is our Media Liaison, she'll be here soon" Aaron nodded as you profoundly thanked him for taking time out of his day to do that for you.
You were walking past the elevators when you heard someone come out in a rush, she accidentally bumped into you because she didn't look where she was going because of how stressed she was, you could tell she wanted to tell the team something you just weren't sure what it was "oh honey I'm so sorry" she said as you stumbled backwards a bit, managing to fall on the floor "here, let me" she held out her hand for you to take, you looked up at her and accepted her offer she was gorgeous, she was a tall blonde with these piercing blue eyes, she was wearing a white shirt and a matching plaid skirt and blazer with black heels.
"Some first impression, huh" the mysterious woman smiled "I'm JJ" she smiled, her hand still wrapped around yours, now gripping for a handshake.
"I'm Y/N Y/L/N, It's my first day" you mirrored the same smile "I'm sorry, are you Jennifer Jareau? The Media Liaison?" you questioned.
JJ smiled and threw her head back as she laughed and nodded "Aaron has already introduced you to everyone huh, that's normally my job"
"Afraid so" you laughed.
"Come on, don't wanna be late on your first day" JJ winked as you walked together in the bullpen.
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From that day on you knew you had a crush on JJ, you knew that she was unattainable but that didn't stop you from liking her, being around a bunch of profilers didn't help either, normally it was fine and you could handle your crush around everyone but Emily Prentiss could read you like an open book.
It started when she made two coffees, one for her and one for Emily but Emily already thanked her and she shrugged as she gave you one, you have the same order as Emily so you gladly accepted, as she gave you the coffee, her fingers ghosted yours slightly and they lingered more than they needed too, both of your flushed cheeks as you smiled the other "Thank you for the coffee Jay" you quickly hid your face and nodded again as a thank you.
"You're the only one that calls me that, you know" she nudged you playfully as she laughed and tucked one side of her hair behind her ears.
What really solidified your crush was one night at girl's night, around 6 or 7 months into working there, you were all playing a game of truth or dare when Penelope asked JJ if "she would kiss anyone on this team" and she quickly glanced at you and then glanced down, she was drunk and she definitely wouldn't remember this in the morning, in fact, none of them would, you were the designated driver and you weren't really much of a big drinker anyway so it worked out.
Emily saw you leaning on the bars looking over the bullpen, starting out at everyone, JJ being in your vision, she playfully teased you as she walked over to you, leaning in the same position next to you "she has a boyfriend, you know, Will Lamontange"
"The detective on the Jones case?" you recalled from around 2 years prior.
"Hmm" Emily affirmed as she nodded her head "the very same one" she put a hand on your shoulder as her way of saying sorry.
A week later when you got to the BAU, Hotch was about to call wheels up when JJ stopped you all.
"Guys..." she started.
"Is everything okay, JJ?" Emily turned around, you standing next to her doing the same too.
"I'm pregnant" JJ gulped and closed her eyes, unsure of how everyone would react "and Will proposed to me and I said yes"
"That's great Jay, Im so happy for you" you beamed as you walked over to her holding your arms out to indicate a hug.
"Thank you" she whispered in your ear.
Another chorus of cheers and celebrations came after the news, you were so happy that your friend was pregnant, you knew from the way she acted around children on cases that she would be the best mother anyone would wish for, but another part you longed that you were in Will's position, you wanted nothing more than to wake up to her every morning, make her coffee and kiss her goodbye on your days off and in the elevator when you got into work, you wanted to be the one she would come home to when you were cooking food and she was vent to you about her day, you wanted to do it all, you didn't hold it against Will though, through meeting him several times because of how close you and JJ were, he became a friend too.
"Excuse me" you smiled as you made your way into the bathroom, you knew that this was ridiculous, you were stupid to think you even had a chance with Jennifer Jareau in the first place, Emily picking up on your sadness straight away followed you into the bathroom.
"Y/N are you in here?" she called out.
"No" you muttered through sobs.
"Talk to me" Emily replied sternly.
"Are you here on your own? is anyone else with you?" Your spoke, a little louder this time.
"Just me honey" she took a deep breath.
"It's stupid" you laughed it off as you unlocked the bathroom door.
"Your feelings are never stupid Y/N.... what's up"'she walked over to you and hugged you.
"I was stupid for even thinking I had a chance with her in the first place"
"Y/N" Emily pushed.
You laughed at Emily's seriousness "I'm really happy for her though" you smiled sadly.
"I know you are" Emily returning the same smile.
So now, here you were almost 10 years later, on a case with JJ, attempting to chase down a kidnapping, you and JJ sprinting into the building where a man was holding 2 women hostage.
"Everybody out" you screamed, people running past you as JJ held the door.
"GO get out, FBI" JJ screamed at the same time the unsub was firing a gunshot.
"Put your weapons down. NOW" the unsub, who's name you both learned was Casey, screamed as he was choking a woman to stop her from escaping.
"That's not gonna happen" JJ said calmly, your eyes darted towards JJ and then back over at Casey.
"Melissa take it" he screamed at the other girl stuck in the building "take it, I'll kill your daughter you know I will, point it at them. NOW!" both of your guns trained on Melissa as she held a gun towards you with a shaky breath and shaky hands.
"Drop your guns now" he demanded, you looked over at JJ and she nodded slightly, you lowered your guns at the same time "Pick them up" your eyes looked from Melissa to your gun as she did just that.
"Please just let my daughter go" she begged, her hands still shaking.
"Melissa, we haven't finished our little game yet"
You looked at JJ and she looked just as confused as you, both guns are targeted at you, you couldn't do anything and you never felt more scared.
Melissa made you drop the floor and she tied your hands behind your back with duct tape "don't worry, it's gonna be okay" you smiled slightly, her doing the same.
"Hurry up" Casey groaned "get over here" reluctantly she walks over to him "You think you're so much better than me, but you're not" both of the guns trained on her, he jerked his head to JJ and smirked "shoot her" he said smugly handing Melissa a gun "or i'll kill your daughter"
You looked over at JJ but she shook her head to indicate that she'll be okay.
"Come on, she's got nothing to do with this, okay? just let her go" JJ begged.
"Shoot her" he screamed, the gun inching more toward Melissa's face.
"Casey, she's not a part of this, okay? you have no reason to hurt her, just let her go" JJ's begs came out more of a demand, you couldn't even look at her, your eyes focusing on everything except from the woman you had secretly loved who was about to die.
Casey ripped the gun out of Melissa's hands and walked over to JJ, the gun shoved into JJ's chest and he gripped her hair tightly to stop her from getting away, you leaned over slightly to heat the conversation better.
"I wasn't talking to you" Casey seethed, his hand still gripped onto her hair, he tugged again and let her go, he got up and made his way over to Melissa's daughter and pulled her up, flinging her over to the other side of the room as she landed on a mirror.
You leaned around the corner to see if she was okay, when you felt a gun press to the middle of your forehead "do not move"
Casey screamed at you, too afraid to say anything you nodded as tears streamed down your face "new deal" she walked backwards still keeping eye contact with you as he gripped onto Melissa's bicep and swung her around to face him "now you need to kill one of these two" you turned to JJ who had her eyes focused on the floor, her eyes glassy, as she turned to you for a split second to turn back away.
Melissa took a deep breath and scanned the room "who's it gonna be?" Casey asked, her gun already pointing at JJ.
"Please, I don't wanna do this" she begged
"Focus, Melissa" he demanded.
"Judge, you got to decide, that's what you do right?" her gun now pointing at you "decide, life or death, with the flick of your gavel"
She was about to shoot you when the phone rang, it scaring everyone "answer it, Casey answer it"
"Shut up" he rolled his eyes at you and focused his attention back onto Melissa "Pull the trigger" he demanded, the telephone still ringing, he ripped the telephone cord so it was cut off "focus Melissa" JJ glanced over towards you, it was evident now that JJ was scared, she looked terrified and you couldn't do anything about it "pull the trigger" Casey demanded once more.
"Casey" JJ quickly spoke up, you turned her head to face her "if Melissa won't play..."
she balanced on her knees and sat up "I will" she said slowly standing up, your eyes followed her as she was fully stood up "truth or dare, that's your game, right? I'll play" she shrugged.
"Melissa, the weapon. NOW" you knew that he wanted JJ dead and you also knew that neither you or JJ could do anything about it.
"Casey" you spoke softly as he quickly turned towards you with the gun in his hands" I know what it's like to be wrongly accused"
Casey walked next to JJ and circled around her "okay, agent..." he waited for JJ to introduce herself.
"Jareau" JJ finished.
"Agent Jareau... truth or dare" he smirks.
"Truth" she whispers and you roll your eyes and reached out for the broken glass to cut myself free from earlier.
"If I think you're lying or stretching out the truth, in the slightest, I'll kill her" his gun now pointed at me.
"yeah" she whispered.
"You ever shoot anybody before?" he asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Yes I have" JJ answered honestly, not being able to look him in the face.
"You enjoy it?" he smirked.
"No" JJ shook her head and closed her eyes in shame.
"LIAR" he screamed shooting at me, barely missing my arm slightly, as I screamed slightly.
JJ hid her face away from the gun and then turned to face me panicking to check if I didn't get hurt, her breath shaking "no no no, I'm not lying, ok I'm not lying, the people I shot I had no choice, but I did NOT enjoy it I didn't" she stammered "okay you asked and I told the truth, okay, I told you the truth" she said whilst I was still working through the duct tape with the glass "so now it's my turn, right?" she said sternly "that's how this game's played, we take turns." she stopped to take a breath "truth or dare?" her breath less shaky.
"Truth" he nodded his head in anticipation.
"What's it gonna take for all of us to walk out here alive, for this to end peacefully?" a hint on concern in her eyes.
"I ain't going back to prison" the gun still on her "my turn truth or dare?"
"Truth" JJ replied.
"I want you to say something you're afraid to say, that you'd never tell anybody and you better make it good, cause if it's not, it's gonna be the last thing you ever say, what's it gonna be?"
JJ's shoulders shook and she took a breath "there are only four people in trust in this world"
"Boring" he mocked as he shot Melissa's leg "NEXT!" he demanded to hear something better.
"Um... my.." she shook her head, it was evident that she hadn't really told anyone the story she was about to tell, she hadn't really told anyone that she trusted nevermind a complete stranger "my baby I lost. I um.. mmm" she grunted "I wanted to name her Maggie" tears came out slowly, her eyes focused on the floor as she was too afraid to look anywhere else.
"WRONG" he shouted in her face "come on, you can do better than that"
"Casey" you interfered.
"SHUT UP" his gun now on me.
"Okay okay okay" JJ said as he grabbed her shoulders and slammed her back down on her knees.
"Something you would never say aloud, not even to your partner here, your deepest darkest secrets, impress me or I kill her"
She looked over at me apologetically and I looked at her back with a furrowed brow.
"COME ON" Casey shouted.
"Y/N/N, um" you could tell she was holding back sobs "Ive always loved you" you scanned her face for a hint of deception but there wasn't any, the woman you had loved for 10 years just admitted to loving you, your head started to hurt "and I was just too scared to say it before" she carried on, she was crying, sobs echoing throughout the building "and now things are just really too complicated to say it now"'she was right, now with a husband and two children, even though you still loved her, you couldn't tell her to divorce Will and leave her children that would be way to idiotic.
Your lip quivered as this conversation was actually happening, you wanted this conversation but 10 years ago, it was far to late now.
"You" he turned to you with a gun "truth or dare?"
"Um.." your lip quivered and your hands shaking "dare"
"Kiss her" he laughed.
"What did you say?" you looked up at him, your mouth open.
"You heard me, kiss her" he laughed again.
You looked over at JJ who nodded, signaling that it was okay to do so, she shuffled towards you and you kissed her, it was everything you imagined but you knew that you weren't going to be the same after this.
"I'm sorry" she exhaled loudly "but you should know" you gave her a gentle smile, her sound the same.
"Hot damn, that's what I'm talking about, now those are some last words right there, but not good enough to save your life"
Too distracted by the gun, what he didn't see was you pulling out yours and you shouting him you and JJ watched in awe as his body fell between you.
JJ stood there, both of you in silence as you cut JJ free, she turned to you slowly "Y/N I'm so sorry, I should’ve told you sooner" she gave you a tearful look, hiding it behind a smile.
"Don't" you stopped her with a hug.
All of a sudden, agents bursts through the door, JJ turned around suddenly "we need an ambulance, ever got three down, three have been shot" you watched JJ walk over to Melissa, JJ bent down and started untying her "hang in there, okay? help is on its way" you smiled slightly, the thing that you loved most about JJ was her altruistic response to almost everything, she would always make sure that everyone else was okay and checked out and safe, before she would even check to see if she had any bruises.
When you were out and all both of you had a medical checkup, you walked over to JJ in the bullpen as she was setting down her briefcase "hey you" you walked over to her and sat on her desk.
"Hi honey" she smiled as she carried on unpacking her things.
"Did you mean it? what you said in there?" you stuttered, picking at your fingers, not wanting to hear the answer.
"Y/N" JJ looked up at you "I have a husband and kids, I have Will, I-" she started.
You looked up at her "but did you mean it?" you questioned.
JJ nodded slowly "yeah" she whispered.
"JJ if it's any consolation, I felt the same way" you smiled "pathetically for a long time" you shrugged at the latter of the sentence, you and JJ laughed slightly
"You did?" JJ said shockingly.
You nodded slowly "Since that girls night, where you said you would kiss someone at worked and looked at me" you laughed, JJ returned your answer with a puzzled expression "you were so drunk, I just assumed you didn't remember it the next day" you shrugged once more "never brought it up again" you smiled pushing yourself up to jump of JJ's desk.
"I've always loved you too JJ" you smiled and hugged her.
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jjmaybankswifeyx · 26 days
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ok but like ….
you walking in the chateau thinking nobody was there just to grab a few of your clothes from the guest bedroom but as you get close you start hearing someone moaning, cracking the door open slightly to see JJ an absolute sweaty mess mumbling out pantie dropping words like “yn please” and “keep going baby” falling from his lips while he’s panting and groaning until u trip over and he sees you yet carries on “wanna help me out gorgeous?” no shame about it.
*do not translate or copy my work!!*
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r1vrsefx · 7 months
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yourinstagram: fall in nc
user1: she’s the most aesthetically pleasing person tbh
hichasestokes: Just a boy n his camera
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user3: drew taking her picture 🥹
user4: I met them today!!! They are the sweetest people ever❤️❤️❤️
↳ user5: what did drew smell like
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↳ user6: IM SORRY WHAT???
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devilsjacket · 1 year
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Characters: Rafe Cameron, JJ Maybank, Ethan Landry, Charlie Walker
Them giving you a blowjob for the first time, it’s sloppy and uncomfortable at first but when they get the hang of it they really get into it. They’re trying their best to be good for you, taking you down their throat choking almost every time, moaning at the way you grip their hair creating a burning sensation to spread throughout their scalp like wildfire.
They love the way you talk them through it, praising them when they do well and lightly slapping their cheek when they use too much teeth, it was all a rollercoaster of sensations that caused them to yearn for more; tears would form in their eyes due to all the gagging, their face would redden at the mess they had made but you told them their was nothing to be embarrassed about.
“Don’t worry baby you did so well, felt so good”
They’d always ask to give you a blowjob after a while had passed from the first time, missing the taste of you on their tongue, craving it and feeling euphoric when they finally got what they ached for.
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Thank you so much for all the support y’all have been giving me it really helps keep me motivated!! I promise all asks will be written and finished soon I just need some time to plan them out! Love you guys and thank you for reading <3
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1-800-teax · 5 months
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POV: Y/n is the photographer of the pouges.
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arianaroman · 13 days
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Note - THIS IS MY DEBUT FANFIC- SO DONT BULLY ME 😭🥹🤍 hope y’all like it😭😭🫶
Summary - Rafe saves Y/N from a guy trying to take advantage on her
Warning - Mention of sa, Alcohol, Drugs, etc. lmk if i forgot something
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It’s been 3 years since Y/N rejected Rafe. Ever since she rejected him, he never talked to her again. Every time she approaches him or even say hi, he will just ignore her or give her an angry look.
Valentines day is approaching and y/n’s friend is hosting a valentines party at their house. Y/N is excited to attend the party and already bought outfits for the party.
~At the day of valentines~
Y/N arrived at the party looking flawlessly. Everyone is talking about her. Y/N approaches her friend and hugs her “Omg Alexa.. You look sooo good!!” Y/N compliments her. “Girl you look so divineeee!!” Alexa compliments her back.
Y/N sees Rafe talking to his friend Topper. Rafe sees her looking at him and rolled his eyes. “Oh wow, it’s been years and he’s still mad at me…”Y/N turns to Alexa. “Well, you were the love of his life and you just rejected him. I remember how he’ll always ask me if you were sick every time you weren’t at school” Alexa tells her.
“Anyways, i’m going to get some drinks.” Y/N leaves Alexa and goes to get some drinks. As she goes to the kitchen, she bumps to a guy and he accidentally spills drinks to her outfit. “OH NOO NOOO…” y/n screams as alcohol drips through her dress. “Sorry, I didn’t see you..” the guy tries to apologize but y/n just keeps screaming and crying. “Miss, calm down. It’s just a dress” he tries to calm her down. “Just a dress? ARE YOU INSANE???..” y/n screams at him. “Ok, Ok… look let’s get you cleaned up” he leads her to the bathroom and helps her clean her dress.
“UGH.. the stain won’t come off” y/n cries. “Well at least you’re not wet anymore. who cares about some little stain. It’s not even noticeable.” He tells her. Y/N rolls her eyes at his comment. “I’m Carter btw.” he reaches his hand for a handshake but y/n didn’t shake his hand. “Look i’m sorry.. i really am.. ok, i’m just gonna get you a drink to pay for what i did.. is that alright for you?” Carter asks y/n. “fine” y/n answers.
Rafe sees y/n with Carter and got jealous. Even though he's been ignoring y/n for years, he can't deny that he still has feelings for her.
Carter gets a drink in the kitchen while y/n waits and sits on the couch. Unbeknownst to y/n, Carter had spiked her drink. Carter gives y/n the drink and she immediately drinks it. Seconds later, y/n feels dizzy and everything around her starts spinning. Y/N stands up and almost fell but Carter catches her. “Are you ok?” Carter asks her. “I feel dizzy-“ Y/N falls again but Carter catches her. “Let’s take you upstairs, ok?” Carter guides her as they go upstairs to a room.
Carter lays y/n in the bed. Moments later, Carter goes on top of her and starts kissing her. “W - what are you doing-?“ y/n is confused and don’t know what to do. “Shh- just relax” Carter whispers to her. “Don’t you like it?” Carter is kissing her and cupping her breast. “Please- stop” y/n screams.
Rafe goes upstairs to get something his friend left. As he goes through the hallway he hears a familiar voice crying and screaming. Rafe immediately breaks in and punches Carter. Carter fell on the ground with a bloody face. “WTF, MAN?” Carter yells at him. “Get away from her, you pervert” Rafe grabs y/n and carries her outside.
Rafe brings y/n outdoor and gives her water to calm. “Are you feeling better?” Rafe asks her. “Thank you-“ y/n cries to him. “Hey, it’s ok im here for you” Rafe puts her head on his shoulder and kisses her forehead. “I don’t know what i would do without you” y/n tells him. “Me too..”
~to be continued-
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date - april 15 2024
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After reading every blurb, one shot etc. from @radiant-reid, I can't help but imagine Spencer and a bubbly and friendly s/o.
Like, maybe she and Hotchner knew each other from before, like they started off as partners in crime together( he probably surprise adopted her at ine point with Haley) and are best friends and one day he just comes like "We have new people coming. Come with me and greet them." like a very demanding father whose child is insisting to not talk to her. relatives when they visit.
But s/o is so glad she did because wow, all these gorgeous people will work with us?🤔🙃And I'm finally blessed with beauty, elegance in all forms? 🥰💞🤩
S/o just takes a hold of Aaron's shoulder dramatically, bending slightly which makes the others worry but he already knows what's coming.
"How did you find all these gorgeous people? Pretty... So pretty and handsome- oh look! She is wearing the pink tone I love and a parrot necklace!" *aggressively shows Penelope with heart eyes, makes the woman suddenly shy and bashful because she never got complimented*
"Stop flirting with people, Y/N."
"When I see someone pretty, I need to appreciate God's work, Aaron."
*Aaron being done with y/n but still watches with a soft smile as she hugs everyone and welcomes them warmly.*
*The team being surprised since they didn't expect it but soakes it all up since Y/N is being a cutie*
*Y/N almost crying, having a slight meltdown when she hugged JJ and Emily because "Wow, I'm hugging two pretty women... 😭"*
Y/N almost hugging Penelope so thight that she was about to combust because all she felt was warmth and softness
Derek hugging her and ruffling her hair because damn, she is like a sister to him already with her bubbly and kind self.
"I'm so glad there are other people Aaron can finally annoy apart from me! He and his wife is always nagging me-"
"It's because you don't eat, kid. And We don't 'nag' you."
"Says the man who almost made me run extra laps because I didn't eat what his wife-"
*Y/N seeing Reid who was looking around shyly, quite unsure but turning to her when he felt a stare on his face* Uhm... Hi... I'm Spencer Reid...
*Y/N looks at him with a dazed look, sweet smile and glistening eyes that Aaron knew too well* "Y/N, no..."
"Y/N, yes... I found my new bestie! Look at him! So cute! And finally someone close to my age!" *later hugging him thightly and him feeling both emotional and awkward because he never felt this and he is all like 🥺🥺*
*Everyone being confused because he is a lil nerd and you are loving every second of it, even more when Hotchner lets out a sigh* "There she goes, adopting a new one... Just watch her do her magic now. You will not let her get away ever again."
*the team being confused even more but laighs as you excitedly show their desks and insist Spencer sits next to you because unlike others, you think he is so cool since he knows so much and his little facts are always so interesting*
Spencer just flushing and blushing madly since you don't sound fake and are genuinely so kind and welcoming, accepting of him that the boi literally falls in love in less than an hour and being teased by others for it.
But then, all of them falls in love with you when you came in with heavy boxes and shopping bags a few weeks later. Obviously late for the meeting and they expected Hotch to be angry but... he was just smirking knowingly, watching as you bounced up and down excitedly and was about to steal their hearts.
"So, before any of you says how late I am, I'd like to say that I had to do my usual welcoming party but I wasn't expecting any of you that day so... Firstly, here is all of your favourite drinks, snacks and meals for later... And Derek, your choice is so picky that I had to drive to the other part of the city, which is the reason why I'm late!" *Everyone widens their eyes as they see the mouth-watering meals they love while you bring the bags inside and clear your throat*
"Okay, okay... Derek, you said you wanted go to that one boxing match but was unable to do so since all the tickets were sold. Coincidentally, I know someone that works there and I was able to get you one, oh! And here is your new holster for your gun!" *proceeds to give it to him with a tiny dragonfly for luck.*
"JJ, I saw that you love scrabble a lot and also wristlets too, so I made a little charm for you alongside with an one year worth coupon for a Chinese take-out restaurant at the corner since you always gush about how amazing they do it!"
"Emily, I seriously didn't know what to get you at first, because you seemed like you don't enjoy jewelries that much but then I saw you looking at charms and playing scrabbles all the time too so I also made one charm with your initials into a keychain for you to use and got you the Lord of The Rings triology you have been wanting to have!"
"Oh, oh Garcia! I heard you were complaining how all the women's clothing were so dull and not like your style at all, wanting to have your dream dress at one point in your life... And remember I asked you to draw it? Welp, here it is! There may be some mistakes since I hadn't honed my skills in sewing and my friend helped me but I hope you like it and remember me whenever you wear them! I also got you matching jewelries too, and they are all bright colors, just as you like it!"
*Tries to catch her breath after talking for 10 minutes straight without breathing*
*Hotchner looks up and down at them as the first wobble of their lips could be seen, smirks as Garcia and JJ are the first ones to jump on you with tears because damn, no one ever loved them too much to notice all these details about them yet alone buying and making them*
"Oh wow, look at the little profiler here~" *Derek ruffling your hair to hide his own emotional eyes as you giggle, parting from them* "I've been working for like 4 years now but yeah-"
"Hey, kid. Are you not gonna show what you got for Spencer too?" *Aaron points out as you flush, your eyes beaming happily while getting out towards your car as Spencer looks confused and a lil bit hurt*
"I don't think Agent Y/N got me anythi-"
"I'M SO GLAD YOU ASKED HOTCH BECAUSE-" *slams a huge box on her desk while other let out an audible wow* "I LOVE ALL THE THINGS I GOT HIM! I might as well go to a shopping now..."
*mumbles cutely as Reid's heart starts to beat harder and faster since... the box is huge and is that double chocolate and honey muffins he smells?*
"Firstly, here is your favourite coffee with lots of sweets just as you like it! And what coffee is good without some muffins next to it! I made two of your favourites, at least I think so since you always eat them, and just a heads up... I ate one because damn, did I do them so good!" *pushes them to his desk as he looks down at them with teary eyes because you spent your time doing something for him and up at you as you go on talking*
" Also here is one of the books you once mentioned reading, I think the historical one! That one was so hard to get and I had to follow you into the library you always go but I got distracted with how amazing it was... OH OH, AND I MADE YOU SOME CARDIGANS TOO! I noticed how you like wearing them and made them in your favourite colors! There are bow ties too! I had to hug you a lot of times to understand your body measures tho, I hope it was okay..."
"Then you mentioned you love pens of all kinds and I also bought some of the best ones I found and a notebook too... And the last is the best one!" *jumping in excitement*
"Hey Aaron, remember our hunt back in the national museum? And how the owner was so glad that he gave us free entrance for a year? NOW IT'S SPENCER'S, ISN'T THAT AMAZING! I expect you to bring me too since Aaron here or his wife doesn't enjoy me drowning them with sacred knowledge about the Ancient civilizations."
"Someone has a favourite, I see~" -Derek Morgan who is smiling like an idiot
"Oh please, since I kinda claimed him as my new best friend I had to do so. Besides, you are all my new friends too! Do you know how long I watched you..."
*Spencer slowly taking all of the items one by one as he looks at them, the cardigans being soft and comfy, his favourite muffins are still steaming and the pens... the pens were amazing!*
*Spencer looking at you as you wait for his approval with a smile, tilted head at him cutely and he does something he never did before: hugged you.*
"Thank you, Agent Y/L/N... You didn't have to..."
"Nonsense! You are my friend now, and you will feel it! And please call me Y/N!*gasps dramatically while turning to look at Hotch while still hugging Spencer who had a lovesick smile* "Can he sit next to me? Pleeeease!"
"Okay, okay he can...But you are not gonna sabotage his work- Who am I kidding?" *exasperated dad sighs as you pull him towards his new desk right next to you, excitedly telling him something*
"I bet my ass they are gonna get together in less than two weeks..."
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Baby-girl 1: So... Mom basically called dibs on dad?
Baby-girl 2: And he wore cardigans? I KNEW THAT LOVE CAME FROM HIM!
Baby-girl 3: I want to be like mom so much...
Baby-girl 1: You did almost the same with your boyfriend in highschool 🤔🤔
Baby-girl 3: Yeah, I know...
Baby-girl 4: *baby noises*
*all the girls giggling as they continue to look at the photo Auntie Penny took at the first day where their parents are already looking at each other with love*
P.S: God knows all of them need a soft moment and someone loving them unconditionally.
P.S: How cute it would be if they sticked together for 16 seasons tho-
P.S: Am I too invested? Yes. Am I gonna write this? Yes.
*slowly writes it down on the wip*
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yns-world · 1 year
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golden boy
part iii of the euphoria au!outer banks series
part i part ii part iv
title: golden boy
pairing: euphoria au!jj maybank x reader
word count: 1.3k
warnings: mentions of domestic abuse, toxic relationship, emotional cheating
a/n: this fic is kinda depressing so i had to use a slutty gif to balance things out 🙏🙏🙏 IN JJ WE TRUST 🙏🙏🙏
italics = rue narrating
fem reader, racially ambiguous, any size reader
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JJ Maybank. The sweet, Golden Retriever boy. Nothing but laughs, because if he stopped laughing, he’ll start crying. He’s had a hard life, hasn’t he? No mother, no real father— just some stupid asshole that he lives with. 
In a way, he’s a lot like Y/N. They both grew up with the worst kind of abuse, yet they turned into rays of sunlight— of course, that was before Y/N snapped. Speaking of which, why did she snap? She looked perfectly normal to us. 
She snapped because they all ignored her when she cried, begged, and pleaded to be saved. 
She became a monster in order to survive.
JJ remembers a time when Y/N used to be so cheerful, so full of light. But back then, they were still from two different worlds; and a sun doesn’t intrude on another sun’s galaxy. He would watch her from afar, taking her in glances, and he was content with that. 
But he wasn’t content when Rafe came in and sucked all that sunshine out of her. The change was so sudden that it gave people whiplash, but JJ most of all. You see, to him, Y/N was another beacon, a buoy, that made him feel sane. So to watch her change like that killed him. 
It hurt even more when he realized just how violent and aggressive she became; Y/N became a projection of all of Rafe’s insecurities, she became a mirror of all his flaws. 
Or that’s what JJ thought. 
Deep down, JJ knew that this was just a side of Y/N that Rafe had brought out— this ugly, bitter, revengeful side had always been there, buried deep inside her. And JJ had this exact same side inside him, always there, always hiding in the shadows. 
Because of this, JJ could never hate her. If anything, it only pushed him to want to reach out to her, to let her know that there is at least one person that cares, someone that understands her pain. 
It was lunch and Y/N had been standing outside in the courtyard for the past hour. The warning winds of winter surrounded the school but it didn’t come close to bitterness inside Y/N. The cold that nipped at her face and skin didn’t measure to the boiling rage she held. 
Y/N enjoyed the bitter cold because no one was stupid enough to join her outside and bother her. The cool, thinning air was able to clear her thoughts, it brought silence to her screaming mind. 
She was alone, truly alone, for the first time in days. The fresh air was whisking Rafe’s cologne off her, the wind was whipping at the 14 carat chains around her. She didn’t even feel the tears on her face until someone pointed them out. 
“Y/N? What’s wrong?”
JJ was walking past the courtyard, taking part in his friends’ meaningless conversation, when he saw a lone figure standing and looking straight at a tree. 
He could recognize that mink coat anywhere. But why was she alone? That’s what JJ couldn’t figure out. 
JJ isn’t one to get into people’s businesses, but his soul ached for her. His brain and heart both decided that he needed to see her. 
He didn’t feel his legs move, he didn’t remember how he got there, all he remembers were the silent tears on Y/N’s face— her stoic, unmoving, perfect face. 
But her eyes gave her away. They were swarming with so much agony and hate. If he didn’t know her, it would’ve scared JJ. 
“Y/N? What’s wrong?”
His voice broke her thoughts, bringing her back to the surface. He could see it in her eyes; how she blinked back into the presence; how that cold, hard anger melted as she realized that JJ stood directly in front of her. 
In a matter of seconds, her face contorted into the most emotion that JJ has ever seen from her— she looked like a child in misery, and she lunged into his arms, sobbing into his shoulder.
Instead of pushing her off, JJ just brought her closer, nearly crushing her to his chest, but that was all she wanted. 
She wanted somebody to care. She wanted somebody to see her as a real person and not just as some 2D antagonist.
That day in the courtyard bonded the two in ways that Rafe and Y/N never could. JJ was someone that Y/N could rely on, he was always in her corner. 
That same night, JJ went over to Y/N’s house.
They didn’t kiss, they didn’t fuck, they just laid side by side and JJ listened to Y/N spend the whole night talking about all the people (primarily men, but her mother gets a nice feature, too) that fucked her over. 
JJ listened to every word with his whole heart, and wrapped his arms around her when she began crying again. 
Unlike Rafe, JJ never left her that night— or any night that he was over. 
During the day, they would have to pretend that they never knew each other, but as soon as the school bell dismisses them, they go back to their soulmate-like relationship. 
Their relationship seemed complicated, but to them, it wasn’t. They didn’t put a label on what they had, but that didn’t stop the rumors from festering. 
People were quick to notice the mutual eye contact between JJ and Y/N. 
People noticed all the times that Y/N would acknowledge him in the halls, even while she had a rabid dog on her arms. 
People used to think that Y/N was cheating on Rafe with the dead football player, but she wasn't cheating at all. If anything, you could argue that she’s emotionally cheating with JJ, but could you blame her? 
It's not like Rafe was offering her any emotional support. The longer that Y/N went out with Rafe, the more she felt like a trophy for him to brag about. 
No, she was more like a doll for him to dress up in pretty clothes and expensive jewelry, but he would throw her to the side as soon as he saw snow. 
People mistake his possessiveness for love. Rafe was possessive of his toys, no one was able to play with them. But he wouldn’t play with his toys, either. He would just throw Y/N to the back of the closet to rot, making sure to lock the door so she could never escape.
JJ wasn’t like that at all. He saw her. He saw past the facade that Y/N so desperately tries to keep alive. He knows exactly where she’s coming from, he understands her and makes her feel normal. 
JJ makes her feel desired, he makes her feel seen and accepted. 
With JJ, she felt the most comfortable.
It’s been months since JJ started coming over to Y/N’s place. He’s always over when Rafe isn’t there. 
Like so many other countless times, Y/N was sitting in between JJ’s legs, his hands running up and down her arms as he listened to Y/N.
“Am I a monster?” Y/N choked out, tears stinging her eyes.
JJ turned her head so she could look at him. “You’re not a monster.” There was so much conviction in his voice that Y/N nearly believed him. “You’re just a product of your environment. Plus, a monster wouldn’t worry about being a monster.” He tried to lighten the mood with his last sentence, but Y/N didn’t care. His words were what she needed to hear.
His words calmed the storm inside her but fed another flame in her heart. 
Mere centimeters separated their faces and Y/N could feel his breath on her lips. 
“JJ…” Y/N whispered, but he didn’t let her finish. He pressed his lips against hers, attempting to suck all the pain from her. And she let him. She also let him fuck all the problems away. 
For a night, she was free. 
For a night, she felt loved for who she was. 
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jencthy · 1 year
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ㅤׄㅤִㅤ ୨୧ YOU’RE SO VAIN 🎧❤️‍🩹 nishimura riki smau
*:・゚౨ৎ in which riki nishimura thinks his ex is obsessed with him, even though he’s the one obsessed.
PARING : idol riki x idol reader
01. BIG BOOM
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ashes-writing · 11 months
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outer banks ● one girl two guys pt 10 ● j.maybank + t. thornton
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warnings
[ multi chapter ] reader is very insecure / has trust issues, complicated relationships - 4 to be exact, angst and lots of internal monologue, hooking up / feelings after the fact, extreme pda + a hint of b&e technically, story only loosely follows show canon tbh.
reader/you are a female with female parts. reader/you are also a pogue. reader/you also has a past/personality/style. this is self indulgent and i am not sorry.
word count + prev. part
part 9 <- can be read by clicking the bold.
2932 words exactly.
summary
"If you're about to tell me JJ is hurting right now, Pope.." you trail off, taking a drag. It's your first cigarette of the day so your head swims. You lean your head back against the wall. "I'm sorry. I know. I hate it but I can't just go back to the way it was. And he's the one who went silent on me for–" you go quiet and breathe in, breathe out. The two if you sit in silence for a few seconds. 
Then Pope speaks up.
"I'm more worried about you, actually. Topper is an asshole. And he could be using–" this time its you that silences Pope, shaking your head. "If he is then I'll learn a hard lesson. He's not like that with me, Pope."
taglist + shoutouts
-- taglist is here <- click to be taken to it.
@ellamae021 @writingreadinglurkingandsmirking - your comments always make my day omg ilysm and i enjoy talking to you it makes my day! @valentineshiftz - you are the sweetest i swear. i'm so glad you enjoy this you don't know how much it means to me! @stilesstilinskisgf - babes omg your comments make me smile omfg. thank you so much and i am so glad you're enjoying this so far. @fluffybunnyu - ahhhh i'm so glad you're enjoying this thank you sm it means the world to me babes! you're the sweetest omg. @tbmunson - you are bae and ilysm. you're amazing and idk what i'd do without you. really hope you like where this went because tbh it took me totally by surprise.
other links
masterlist ● jj's masterlist ● topper's masterlist ● about + rules
"There he is. You've been down at the cut so much lately I almost forgot what you look like, Thornton." Kelce grins, high fiving his best friend. Topper chuckles, picking up a club. When Kelce catches sight of hickies starting to fade, he lets out a low whistle. "Damn, dude."
Toppers face reddened and he flips Kelce off on teasing. "She got called in to cover a shift. Before you ask. I'm starting to think you like my girl more than me, buddy."
"Nah, man. Just glad all that mopey shits behind-" Kelce trails off and the hard gleam in his eyes has Topper turning around. And he finds himself confronted by a crying Sarah.
And until recently, he would have absolutely rushed to figure out what's wrong so he could fix it. But looking at her now, he just doesn't care. He doesn't feel like hearing anything she has to say because it's likely he's heard it all from her before, to a point where her words have zero meaning. "What do you want from me?"
"I just want to talk. Please just let me talk."
"I'm not stopping you." Toppers jaw clenches. 
"John and I got into it earlier. I..I can't be around him right now." Sarah fidgets, a sinking feeling grows in the pit of her stomach as she looks up at Topper. There’s something different. He looks so distant, his tone is so much colder than it was before. He almost feels like a stranger now and the realization has Sarah more than a little upset. Panicked because she’s gotten too comfortable, too used to him and she’s so afraid to lose him.
"Not my problem." Topper rolls his eyes. A part of him feels really bad for the way he’s acting towards her but then he stops and thinks about it, she’s the one who cheated on him. She’s the one who chose John B over him and set this all in motion. And she doesn’t get to do this now that he’s finally getting over her.
"He thinks I still love you. And I can't say he's wrong." Sarah’s words are shaky as they leave her mouth. And her stomach knots at the uncertainty she’s feeling right now. Everything about coming to find Topper feels wrong somehow and yet.. He’s a habit. She knows she needs to break free, she’s just too afraid because everything outside of the safety net he provides is scary.
,, but you’re about to learn to live with fear from the looks of it.” the thought comes, taunting as she stands there, shifty under his cold gaze. He feels even more like a stranger with each second this confrontation drags on, slow and painful. She’s tearing up all over again because she’s torn down the middle. ,, but you don’t really love him and you know it. Let go.”
Topper laughs. It's everything he would have died to hear last month -or anytime before that from her. And until his night with you maybe a small part of him held out just a sliver of hope but since his night with you, he's made up his mind. 
It all ends with him and you. Against whatever comes up. He's fully prepared to wait as long as he has to for you to be in a better place if it means he gets to be with you.
"That's your problem, Sare. Not mine." Topper starts to step around her but she reaches out for him. Around the time he snatches his wrist away, it hits her.
She's finally lost him.
"Doesn't that matter?" she calls out after him. He stops and turns around. "You got what you wanted, Sarah. It's over."
As he makes his way over to where Kelce is standing, Kelce high fives him. "You're doing the right thing here, man. She was making you miserable."
"Yeah." Topper takes a shaky breath. It hurts, but the pain is nowhere near what he thought it'd be.
CONTINUED
You've just gone outside for your smoke break when Pope wanders over, surprising you when he sits down on the ground beside you.
"If you're about to tell me JJ is hurting right now, Pope.." you trail off, taking a drag. It's your first cigarette of the day so your head swims. You lean your head back against the wall. "I'm sorry. I know. I hate it but I can't just go back to the way it was. And he's the one who went silent on me for–" you go quiet and breathe in, breathe out. The two if you sit in silence for a few seconds. 
Then Pope speaks up.
"I'm more worried about you, actually. Topper is an asshole. And he could be using–" this time its you that silences Pope, shaking your head. "If he is then I'll learn a hard lesson. He's not like that with me, Pope."
"Yet."
"At all. Even when we butt heads about things, he's not like that with me." you reassure him. Pope rubs his chin. "Okay, well what if Sarah wanted to go back to him? Because she's been acting weird with JB lately."
You shrug and sigh. "If it happens, it happens. Honestly?"
Pope nods. You laugh quietly. "Kind of at this place with everything in which I don't care anymore. And no," you exhale after a long drag,"it doesn't have everything to do with JJ." 
"You sure?" Pope asks, eyeing you in concern. "Because it kind of feels like it."
You thump your cigarette at the asphalt. "Absolutely sure."
Pope chuckles. " You're still my friend, __."
You smile and nod, "You're still my friend too. I'm sorry I haven't been around much lately. I'm gonna come hang soon, I promise."
Pope stands, offering his hand to you and you let him pull you up. "Don't let that prick hurt you, ___. If he does, you know where to find me."
You laugh and nod, giving him a thumbs up. Then you make your way back inside the Wreck. Kiara makes a beeline for you and you tense up, rolling your eyes as she pulls you right back out into the alley.
And as soon as the door swings shut, she's looking at you as if she's waiting on you to say something. Or like she wants to say something but she's not sure about it.
"What?"
" There's a date on Topper’s Instagram bio.."
"And?" you fold your arms. Waiting on her to get to the point. "Are you dating him now?"
You shrug. "We enjoy spending time together. Why's it matter, Kie?"
"It matters because Sarah and John B. got into it and she left the Chateau."
"And? If he wants her back, that's his decision. I'm tired of fighting so hard to make people stay or want me. I'm done." you go quiet after you say it. Sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach because you haven't met a guy yet who is capable of resisting Sarah Cameron. 
"Yeah, well.. I warned you."
"Thought you and Sarah were thisclose now? Why bother?" you ask the question and apologize after because you feel bad for constantly being a bitch.
In your defense, it's hard to watch the boy you loved be happy with someone else, knowing you weren't enough and you never are.
Your own father couldn't even get away fast enough and he certainly didn't keep the promise he made to come back for you.
"We are, but.. I wanted to warn you, especially after I saw the date in his bio last night."
"What is the date?" you ask, and you're at least half convinced it'll be leftover from when he was dating Sarah and she just didn't notice it before now. When she lists off the date of the first time you hooked up with Topper, your mind is blown.
" Wait..what was the date agin?"
She repeats it and then asks, "Well? Be honest..are you with him?"
"It's kind of like…complicated. I mean..do I want to be? Yes. Have we been spending a lot of time together lately? Also yes. Does that mean we are? Nope."
"Wait…did you two.."
Instead of answering, you walk back inside. But what she's warned you about, it's festering inside your brain and you just know by the time you get off work, you're going to be so deep in your own mind that it'll be pathetic. 
And you told yourself this wasn't going to happen again if you could help it.
,, there goes I'm never catching feelings again." the thought comes and you take a deep breath. 
CONTINUED
You've just clocked out and you're exhausted. All you want to do is go home and collapse and preferably, not think for a while because what Kiara warned you about earlier. 
Because in your mind, it's inevitable.
You're more than a little surprised to walk out of the restaurant and find Topper leaned against the lamppost nearby, one hand in his pocket. He spots you and he's smiling. Walking towards you.
"Hey pretty girl." he pulls you up against him and you breathe him in deep. 
But you're not saying anything because of course you're not, you're in your own head again.
And Topper picks right up on that.
"Something wrong?"
"No. I'm fine, it was just a really long and busy day."
"Uh huh. You wanna try that again, love?" he asks, gently gripping your jaw to make you look him in the eyes. You swallow hard. "I'm fine. I mean it."
"You're not though." Topper insists.
He's starting to get this bad feeling. And he doesn't like it, makes him feel like he's backed into a corner.
"How'd golfing go?" It's an honest attempt to steer the conversation off you. 
He totally surprises you with his answer though.
"I think Sarah knows it's finally over and I'm done for good. She uh..she came by while we were playing. I told her I didn't want to hear anything she wanted to say because you were right..she only wants me when John upsets her."
You need a second to process. You melt against him as the tension leaves your body. He picks up on that too but he doesn't say anything because he knows you're not quite there yet.
You haven't figured out how you feel and you're trying to work through a lot.
He's trying to show you that you can trust him and depend on him. So if that means waiting, leaving everything undefined, so be it.
For now.
"Sounds like you had a day too." You're finally pulled together enough to look up at him and you laugh quietly. "Kie was being nosy earlier. She told me Sarah and John B got into it and Sarah left his house." and you're doing what you think is your best to hide the way it rattled you even though you've been mentally preparing yourself for the end because you're positive that it's coming. 
He picks up on that too.
Again, he acts like he hasn't. He just nods and looks down at you in concern. "You're okay though, right?"
You nod and you're actually able to give him a weak but convincing smile. Then he's scooped you up, carrying you over to the spot he parked his Jeep. Placing you into the passenger seat and he leans in to steal a kiss that you willingly oblige him.
You laugh to yourself softly. Smile as he goes around to get in his own seat. As the Jeep heads away from the lights of town, you glance over at him and he chuckles.
"No, we're not going back to your house. It's a surprise, okay?"
"Okay." you finally can't resist a second longer, you need to touch him. In some way. So you slip your hand into his, cautious and hesitant at first but then he slides his fingers between yours, giving your hand an oh so gentle squeeze. You give him three little squeezes and he turns into a deserted parking lot. It's getting late so even the tourists aren't lingering on the beach. You drag your finger over his knuckles softly and he nods to the lighthouse across the water. 
You follow his gaze. "It's the old lighthouse." you laugh softly and shake your head. He looks over at you and you explain, "I always wanted to go over there. But when we were kids.." you trail off, frustrated because literally every part of your childhood features JJ Maybank and lately, it makes you bitter.
"Nevermind. It's dumb, anyway. I was scared of the place, I guess."
He gives your hand a reassuring squeeze. "You don't have t' do that, you know.."
"Do what?" you ask.
"Censor every happy thing just because the asshole who hurt you was a part of it." Topper answers, chuckling quietly when you immediately apologize and follow up with, "Trust me, you want me to. You guys hate each other and I'm not.. I'm not trying to make you feel like we're.. whatever this is, is less important, okay? Like..I don't want you to feel that way because I get the feeling she did it a lot.."
He nods, going quiet. "She never wanted t' come out there with me." he admits, laughing, "And its kind of the place I go when I want to.." he pauses, "when I need to get away."
The fact that he's now asking you is a huge deal for him. And you're not stupid, you know that. You're blown away that he wants to let you in on things, on a side of him that almost nobody else gets to see. And it means so much to you. 
,, you know what will happen if you fall too hard." it's there, lingering in the back of your mind but you shove it down because you just want to enjoy this while you have it.
" I wanna go. Will you take me, Topper?"
He chuckles and nods. "That was my plan,love."
CONTINUED
When he's tied the boat off, he turns to you and motions for you to turn away from him. You do what he wants, laughing softly. Topper ties a navy bandana over your eyes and you laugh. "What's this for?"
"If I tell you, it's not a surprise anymore."
"Okay, but stairs?"
"I'm going to carry you, love."
"You don't have to do that.."
He's nosed your hair away from your neck and his lips trail over the side. "I know I don't have to, love. I want to." and the way his minty breath tickles your ear has you shivering as you giggle. He nips at a fading love bite and you can't help the little moan that slips out when he does it. Before you realize it's happening, he's scooped you up bridal style and he's walking with you. You bury your face in his neck and he grips you just a little tighter when you do it.
He's made it to the steps, you can feel each one. "Can't you just give me a hint?"
He laughs. "Could...but I won't."
"Top." you whine against his neck and he bites back a groan because his mind immediately goes to all the other times he's made you whine lately. He swears under his breath as he works the padlock off the door leading to the big light at the top of the lighthouse. 
"Something wrong?"
"Not at all, love. Relax, alright?" Topper coaxes as the way he's picking the padlock finally works and the rusty lock falls to the floor of the landing with a thud. 
You tensing up just a little has him snickering about it. "Relax, love. Everything is fine. I totally do this all the time." -except he doesn't, actually. This is the first time he's come all the way to the lights atop the lighthouse. 
It's also the first time he's picked a lock. 
But he practiced earlier when he came out to set everything up. Now he just has to hope nobody gets nosey and comes to check on things. Hope he's hidden his boat well enough not to be seen by any late night swimmers or other boats.
He steps into the narrow windowed room and reluctantly, he stands you on your own feet. Then he removes the blindfold to reveal sleeping bags, pizza and the flowers he got you earlier and he watches as your face fills with a soft smile. You turn to him, throwing your arms around his neck as you melt into him.
Because no one has ever done this for you.
"I love it. You can see the whole island, almost." you’re in awe of the view through the ceiling to floor windows because Kildare is lit up and it’s so pretty. And peaceful. Being in the tower feels like being in your own little bubble with him and after the day you’ve been having, it’s needed.
 You've grabbed both of his hands in yours and he leans down into you, his forehead against your own. Nose to nose and body to body as the sun vanishes on the horizon and reds,pinks and oranges give way to purples and blues. The stars are starting to come out as the two of you settle in on the sleeping bags he snuck in up here earlier, cuddled up as close as you can both get to each other. 
For now, everything is peaceful. You can almost forget the constant war between your mind and your heart…
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baestruly · 1 year
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❝she’s so beautiful, and i tell her everyday.❞ bruno mars
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( 𝗌𝗒𝗇𝗈𝗉𝗌𝗂𝗌 ⋫ 𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖔𝖘𝖘𝖎 )  jj maybank x insecure!reader
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 - talks of insecurity and self doubt if thats a triggering topic for some
authors note - quick head canon
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✩  would constantly reassure you that you were the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen, even though you consistently say he only says that to be nice.
✩ he gets mad because of this because he wishes you could see yourself through his eyes. 
✩ would literally make a whole ass list one night if he was late home or something, and leave it on your bed saying all the things he loves about you.
✩ yeah i believe jj’s second love language is words of affirmation.
✩ lots of kisses.
✩ he would kiss all of your insecurities, as if his lips can make it all better and you appreciate him so much for it.
✩ by now, he knows when you’re over thinking because you always fidget with your fingers and pick at the skin around your thumbs when feeling anxious.
✩ whenever that happens he holds your hand. 
✩ literally can sense how overwhelmed you are, and he feels it even more because he hates how you feel like that. 
✩ once again, lots of reassuring and kisses.
✩ ❝what’s going on in that pretty head of yours, baby. tell me everything, let it out, i’m here.❞
✩ oh, and if he catches people making fun of you or your insecurities, he will fight.
✩ ❝jj! just calm down!❞
✩ ❝can’t believe them━━looking at you as if you aren’t the sexiest goddess ever, i’m gonna fuckin’ make them blind so they’ll never look at my pretty girl again, they don’t deserve to admire this.❞
✩ you think it’s so stupid, but you laugh it off with him. 
✩ he’s very touchy, as if you’re fragile. he just wants to make sure you know how much you’re worth.
✩ every time you look in the mirror and he sees you groan in frustration as you pick at the clothes on your body or tears form in your eyes on bad days, he comes up and wraps his arms around you from behind and reminds you how beautiful you are.
✩ he will do this literally right when you wake up.
✩ like, you could be waking up sweetly and suddenly, jj’s already in your face to tell you how beautiful you are and how much he loves and appreciates you.
✩ ❝morning, pretty girl.❞
✩ ❝you look so beautiful when you sleep, baby.❞
✩ more kisses.
✩ sometimes there are days when you feel good about yourself, and on those days jj does nothing but hype you up. he’s super encouraging.
✩ but he can also tell when you start to feel insecure again if your mood changes, and he will keep reminding you that you’re amazing and complement little things to hype you up like if he notices you’re wearing new brackets, necklaces, or trying a new hairstyle. 
✩ would definitely be the best photographer. 
✩ well━━maybe not.
✩ ❝oh my god, you look stunning, princess.❞
✩ ❝a dream━━❞
✩ ❝jj! are you even taking the goddamn photo!?❞
✩ ❝oh shit!❞
✩ and when he does, he’s too busy admiring you that the photos are terrible. they’re all blurry and uncentered.
✩ but he still agrees to keep them, unless you beg to delete them ofc🫶🫶
✩ if he’s taking photos on the polaroid camera, he’s totally making a banner of them when you get home.
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a/n: remember, every single one of you is beautiful. looking a certain way to be pretty is bullshit, we wouldn’t all look different if that was true. we are all pretty in our own ways and when you’re feeling down, remember there’s someone in the world who would kill to look like you, or have one of your insecurities that you hate that others think are beautiful.
embrace yourself for who you are bae<3 bc you’re hot asf
also request anything! 
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greencways · 7 months
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Fic name: Face off
Paring: Emily Prentiss x Reader
One shot or Multiple Chapter: One shot
Warnings: angst, fluff, miscommunication, gun shot, shooting, panic attack, anger
Content: JJ shouts at you for being immature on the field and Emily helps you through a tough time
A/N: I wasn’t sure whether I wanted this to be angst jj or emily fluff so you get both <33
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""I WIN" you shouted at Luke
"Again?" Derek sighed
"How is she so good at this?" Emily sighed in Awe
"A magician never reveals his secrets" you laughed.
"My office please" JJ called you over.
"Oooh someone's in trouble" Luke laughed, you glared at him hoping he would back down.
"Behave in there Y/L/N" Emily laughed, you gave her an eye roll.
"Is everything okay JJ?" you questioned as you stepped foot into her office.
"Close the door for me sweetie" she said rubbing her temples, you gave her a funny look and closed the door.
"Wha-" you truly didn't know why you were being called into her office.
"You messed up today" JJ sighed.
"I did?" you sighed.
"You did" she breathed "I told you not to run out there but you did"
"Look, I was doing it to save my team, if I didn't move when I did, he would've shot Emily" you argued.
"As opposed to shooting you? you could've died" the way JJ was talking to you was confusing, she wasn't mad at you, she wasn't happy at you either, she wanted you here.
"I'm Alive JJ" your eyes softened "I'm right here" as unprofessional as it was you grabbed your friends hand "I'm right here"
"But you were so close to dying" you could see JJ's eyes filling with tears.
At this point, you knew this wasn't about you being a bad team member it was about your friend looking out for you.
"I'm sorry JJ, I know I messed up, Im so sorry" you squeezed her hand once to let her know that you're okay.
"Everyone makes mistakes Y/N, trust me, in my first month I made plenty of mistakes too" You both smiled knowing she was on your side.
You thanked her and got up, your hand was on the door handle, it was quiet until you heard a quiet voice speak.
"I'm putting you on desk duty only for now"
"Come on JJ that's not fair" you spun around and pleaded.
"Until you can show me that you won't do it again, I can't do it" JJ sighed not even looking up at you and focusing on her paperwork only.
You walked over to her desk and slammed your hands down into her desk "How can I do that when you won't let me go into the field Jennifer?" you snapped.
"You do not get to speak to me like that" she stood up face to face with you.
You scoffed and shook your head and walked away.
Emily saw you in a hurry, she was about to say something but she saw you make your way to the bathroom, she only knew you would do this when you were about to have a panic attack, she followed you in there.
"Y/N can you come out and talk to me please" she knocked lightly as you hid in the bathroom stall on the floor.
"No go away" your chest became heavier and you could feel tears roll down your cheeks.
"I'm not going away Y/N you're upset please let me in." Emily pleaded.
"I'm on desk duty because of YOU" you shouted at Emily, slowly coming out of your panic attack.
You heard Emily sigh, you heard the click of her booted heels turn to leave "Emily wait" you hesitantly unlocked the door, Emily crouched down straight away taking your hands into her hers, you pulled her down into a hug as you sobbed into her shoulders "I'm sorry" you kept apologising and she kept telling you that it was alright.
Emily sat on the floor next to you after a while "Do you want to talk about what happened in her office?" Emily said as she tucked your hair behind your ears, hugging you at an awkward angle.
"Sure" you both laughed at this.
You took a deep breath "JJ said I'm not allowed on the field for a while because I was being immature" you scoffed "She said that because I put myself between you and the shooter I could've died and apparently that makes me not responsible enough and I have to do desk duty for a while"
"Thank you for telling me" Emily smiled down at you "I'm really glad you're okay you know” your lips curling into a smile
"Me too" you smiled at her.
"You're a pain the ass you know that" Emily giggled
"Me? I totally saved your life in there and you're calling me a pain the ass" you playfully shoved her.
"I'm really glad you're okay" Emily's eyes met yours "I think I love you Y/N Y/L/N"
You looked up at her, thankful she finally admitted it "I think I love you too Emily Prentiss"
"I wanna kiss you so badly right now" Emily said as your foreheads touched.
"Oh please do" You said as Emily's lips found yours.
"Come on" she said standing up, stretching her arms out for your hands to meet hers, she pulled you in for a hug "let's get back to work"
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t-h-i-n-g · 2 years
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Hii!! I was wondering if you could maybe do a JJ maybank x gf!reader where JJ introduces his girlfriend to his friends from work or something (not the pogues) and they act mean and teasing towards her since she is a bit shy and introvert. But JJ is sticking up for her.
Speak Up
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a/n: my first jj request! LETTTTTTTSSSSSSSGGGGOO!!11 ty ty for your request. just to let you know it was a bit difficult to make the other pogues look mean lol. but i hope i did you justice and i hope you enjoy!!
word count: 1.1k
summary: it's time for you to meet JJ's friends. but your quiet nature seems to be the only thing they can talk about.
warnings: a little bullying/teasing, slight suggestive comment from kiara, if i missed any let me know!!
obx - masterlist m.masterlist
"I'm sweating."
"It is 85 degrees out."
"Oh my god my fingernails. I didn't even realize I practically took them off."
"I think there's a nail polish to make them taste like ass so you don't bite them." 
"And my hands are literally shaking, J."
"Then just stop shaking them." 
"Quite it," you whined, hitting his arm softly. "You know meeting new people makes me nervous." 
"It's gonna be fine, Y/n. I told them you were coming. You know what to expect. They know what to expect. Everyone's excited to meet you," JJ attempted to comfort. You scoffed.
"Oh yeah, I'm so sure they're looking forward to meeting the 'pogue wannabee,'" you muttered, kicking a rock that was sitting helplessly on the sidewalk. JJ stopped in his place. His hand pulled you back to him when you continued walking. You grumbled but did as he asked, standing toe to toe with him. He tapped your chin with a finger gently. 
"Hey, look at me." You bit your lip, lightly. Peering at him through your lashes. "If they have a problem with you, which I highly doubt, then I'll tell 'em to cut their shit out. It's not like I'm going to let them use you like a verbal punching bag or anything. You don't have to worry your pretty little head about a thing. Everything's gonna be fine by the end of this." You give him a weak smile. 
"M'kay." He returned your smile. Giving you a quick kiss to your cheek and continuing on his way. Snagging your hand back in his hand in the process. Pulling along, while you tried to conceal your girly giggles.
"You're a dork," he mumbled. "The Chateau is just on the right." 
The atmosphere was rather awkward. You sat on a couch, stiff as a board. The pogues were all exchanging glances with one another. The messages they shared you couldn’t decipher. 
Introductions went fairly smooth. You shook hands as they told you their names and stated they’ve heard a lot about you. However soon after you were seated JJ left the room to get some drinks. So now here you were, picking at your nails and biting your lip anxiously as you tried to work up the courage to say something. You opened your mouth to speak but the one you know now as John B, beat you to it.
“Have you always lived in the Outer Banks?” He questioned. You nodded.
“Um, yeah. My parents moved here a year before they had me.” Kiara furrowed her brows.
“How come we haven’t seen you around before?” She asked. You bit harder on your lip.
“I don’t know. I don’t go out much but we do go to the same school.”
“We do?”
“Yeah, we had Chemistry and English together.”
“No way, you’re joking.” Pope slapped his hand on the table causing you to flinch.
“That’s what it was! You would always sit in the back corner. Every class I swear I never heard a peep out of you.” Both Kie’s and John B’s brows pulled together once more in thought. Their eyes however lit up in recognition.
“No, no but there was that one presentation in English that you totally bombed. Nobody could hear a word you said. My god, the second hand embarrassment was real,” Kiara stated, chuckling. You twiddle your thumbs, laughing along nervously.
“Yeah, I was never good at public speaking. I’m working on it though J-”
“How did you even meet JJ in the first place?” John B asked.
“I was out shopping at a market and he was picking up some groceries. I was at the check out and he approached me.”
“You probably didn’t even say a word,” Pope jokes.
“Based on that presentation I’d say you had to use a megaphone to have him actually hear you,” Kiara added.
“Well he was pretty persistent. I saw him a couple times after that.” John B huffed out a laugh.
“I’m shocked he even approached you in the first place.”
“Well like you guys he didn’t recognize me at first,” you mumbled.
“Sorry, what was that? I don’t think JJ’s helped you enough. Look at you, your words are all jumbled again.”
“Yeah, better speak up, Y/n. JJ likes his girls vocal.” Pope spat out his drink at Kiaras remark as John B. covered his mouth to hide his own amusement. You shifted uncomfortably before deciding to stand.
“Come on,Y/n. What did we just talk about? Gotta speak up,” John B teased, smiling into his drink. You let out a nervous chuckle wishing you could just shrink into the cushions of the couch.
“I’m gonna go find JJ if that's okay.”
“Too late I found you first,” JJ spoke through the screen door. Your shoulders visibly relaxed at the sight of him. Nudging the door open with his hip while his hands were full. He passed around the drinks before pulling you down next to him on the couch once more. “You good?” JJ whispered in your ear as he placed an arm around your shoulders. You nodded at him, smiling slightly uneasily while settling into his side.
“Sorry,” you whispered.
“Dude, what did he just say?” Kiara laughed.
“Kie, cut it out,” JJ snapped. She threw her hands up in surrender.
“It’s just a joke,” Pope stated, propping his feet up. 
“Yeah one that obviously didn’t land, knock that shit off,” JJ scoffed.
“She’s a big girl. She can stand up for herself,” John B chuckled. The boy next to you rolled his eyes, squeezing your arm reassuringly.
“Yeah, like how you stood up to Mr. Gray's cat down on Bloomington last week? You sure showed that thing whose boss by jumping on top of that trash can.” It was Kiara’s turn to try and stop her drink from spouting out of her mouth. 
“Awww, was whittle John scarwed of da pussy cat,” Pope taunted, wiggling a finger in the said man’s face. 
“I thought we said that would only be kept between us,” John B. said, annoyed. JJ shrugged.
‘It would have been if you didn’t pick on my girl. I told you to cut the shit out. You should’ve.” John B. looked at you meekly, apologizing.
“No no I’m glad he didn't, it's nice to know Gray’s cat is his weakness,” Kie stated getting up to head inside. Walking past you she patted your arm gently. “ 'M sorry too, Y/n. Was just a little teasing. Had to scope you out you know?” She smiled at you before continuing her way.
“Yeah, can’t let just anyone date out precious JJ,” Pope said patting said man’s cheek. You chuckled quietly to yourself. Finally feeling the tension leave your body as the others started a conversation to ease the mood. You looked up at JJ. He caught your eye. Smirking and giving you a wink before kissing your temple and turning back to the boys. You smiled, leaning onto his shoulder.
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devilsjacket · 1 year
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Just started watching Outer Banks and I can’t stop thinking about JJ……
Him and You with the rest of the pogues and he can’t stop trying to turn you on, whispering things like “cmon I’ve been waiting all day can’t we just fuck somewhere?” He sounds so serious as well, you deny his request saying that you guys weren’t animals and he’d have to wait but he wouldn’t give up, he’d subtly push himself against your front whenever you were behind him trying to get you riled up.
He’d pay for his actions later though don’t worry, especially if he embarrassed you a lot. He loves it when you’re rougher with him anyways.
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drghostwrite · 4 months
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A baby for Christmas
Pairing: Jennifer Jareau x reader & BAU x reader
Summary: this is part 2 to the story two hearts collide, long story short Will left a pregnant JJ who has had feelings for you and she falls for you hard. You make the relationship official, but will it stand another challenge when the time for the baby to be born comes around.
******************************************************** You moved around the kitchen hearing laughter fill the air with soft Christmas music in the background., colorful lights flickered outside the window.The warm lights blended with the smells of your cooking. You had invited the team over for a sort of nontraditional Christmas dinner, you had spent the days before prepping for the meal, you had invited the team over one time before and they loved your cooking and begged so here you were an array of dishes covering your large kitchen island.
You quickly ran upstairs to you and Jj’s shared bedroom, changing into something a little nicer than the leggings and Christmas t-shirt you were cooking in, swapping it for nice jeans with a red and white plaid flannel, you let your curls falls down around your shoulders doing one last mirror check before heading back to the kitchen. You made your way down the hallway towards the large staircase stopping at the nursery door that was cracked open, you slipped in opening the top drawer of the changing table and grabbing a red velvet ring box, JJ had gone into full blown nesting mode and completely redid everything but she started with the nursery so you thought it would be great to hide the ring and turns out it worked.
you tucked it in your pocket and returned to the kitchen, only to be met with your pregnant, soon to be fiancé, sneaking some bites.
“Baby what’re you doing?” You smiled at her as she was caught red handed.
“Sampling the chefs cooking making sure it’s suitable for the general public.”
“Mmhmm I see…” you said getting close and pulling her into a kiss her bump brushing up against you, you lingered there before feeling the baby kick, you ran a hand along her 9 month swollen bump.
“only a few more days and we meet the little one.” You said with a smile but she saw it was laced slightly with disdain though you didn’t mean it.
“Our baby, Y/N we meet our baby, as far as I’m concerned its as much you as it is me.” She traced the side of your face gently with her fingers tips, pulling you down to meet her lips.
“Awww, mistletoe kisses.” Garcia cooed at you.
“Mmhmm mama is getting a special present tonight.” Derek said and you watched as Garcia slapped him in the arm for his dirty mind though you did chuckle, as JJ went bright red and turned hiding in your shoulder.
“Okay well please before it gets cold.” You motioned for them to come closer and took a step back, Derek called to the rest of the team and they quickly filled the room plates being made.
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2 hours later and you found yourself putting dishes in the dishwasher and sliding leftover casserole dishes into the oven to keep them semi warm, the table had been cleaned and the team found themselves in your living room everyone helped themselves to the bar and had their respective drinks.
You finished drying your hands on the towel you were holding and made your way into the room. You watched as Garcia and Emily, laughed with JJ on the couch while the guys stood around the pool table, you heard Reid rambling about something while Hotch and Derek had a game going, Rossi was at your bar cart pouring a drink.
“Here love, this might help.” You heard Rossi next to you, extending his glass to you.
“Ahh no thanks.” You said as he just raised an eyebrow in protest but then proceeded to shrug and nurse it himself.
“you’re gonna do it tonight right?”
“yep, while we hand out gifts.”
“you ready?”
“As I’ll ever be.”
“take it from someone with three failed marriages, I’ve seen the way you both look at each other and the way you handle Henry, if I believe anyone can do it it’s you two.” You turned giving him a small smile, it meant something coming from him. “On that note though let’s get these gifts going.” He said chuckling before pulling everyone in around your big tree. You walked over and sat sideways behind JJ letting her lean her head back against your thigh, you ran fingers thoughtlessly through her blonde hair, you all watched as you opened various gifts from each other. A bottle of very expensive Italian wine from Rossi, along with some other things and baby items from the members, now it was your turn you handed out your gifts and then all eyes were on you as you knelt in front of JJ on the couch.
“Y/N, what’re you doing?”
“Well I figured everyone got amazing gifts but I already have the best that I could ask for and in turn I have a question for you…” you slipped the red velvet box from your pocket flipping it open, “Jennifer Jareau will you make me the happiest woman alive and marry me?”
“Y/N I-I… Yes omg yes!” She said leaning down to kiss you, you pulled apart and gently held her hand sliding the ring onto her finger, you stood up and Emily also stood to congratulate you as Garcia leaned over to your new fiancé.
“So how’s it feel Jayge?… your gonna be married to the boss?” He said and you punched your best friends arm as Emily hugged you.
“Oh my god…Oh my God…” she said with a gasp.
“Babe he was just…” you didn’t finish before you saw the look of confusion and fear on her face.
“Oh my God.” She said with a gasp, wincing slightly.
“JJ baby what’s wrong? What’s going on?” You said kneeling next to her.
“M-my water just broke… on the couch, Y/N my water just broke.”
“Okay it’s okay.” You said rubbing a soothing hand up her arm. The team started to scramble but thank God for Derek being your rock he quickly ran upstairs grabbing the bags you had packed and putting them in your car, he came back in and ushered everyone out aside from Garcia who offered to stay and help clean up, leaving you to focus on JJ who was starting to feel contractions.
“Y/N car is packed and started.”you nodded to him looking over her shoulder as a contraction started to come over her.
“Okay love we’re gonna have to get you to the car…” you said turning back to her and in your most soothing voice possible.
“You sure, it could be a false alarm?” She said.
“Yes love I’m sure, you’re in labor your water broke, it’s time to go.”
“Okay.” She said as you helped her up and guided her to the car, Derek and Penelope stood by the front door watching as you pulled the car out of the garage and waved as you quickly drove by.
Meanwhile…
Inside the car JJ had her knee pushed up against the dash a hand gripping tightly at the skin under her bump as she contracted. Her other hand was digging into your bicep. She let out a small moan as she focused on the contraction, for a moment it subsided but the next took her breath away stealing it and the only sound that replaced it was a strangled cry.
“Nnghhh… this hurts.”
“Okay baby breathe just try and take deep breaths.”
“Y/N I can’t do this.” Tears gently rolled down her face as she held onto your arm for dear life, her hand u see her bump trying to soothe the burning muscles.
“Yes you can, I’m right here with you.” You reassured.
“Ugh what did I even do to deserve you, you shouldn’t have to be here.”
“What does that mean?”
“I mean I got pregnant and he left, you stepped in without even missing a beat and now I’m going to marry you but our kids won’t be yours.”
“Jennifer baby that’s okay, we can have more kids and as far as I’m concerned they are my kids because I made a choice to love you everyday for the rest of our lives and that includes them so no matter who’s dna they have I will constantly choose them because I love them as much as you.”
“You’re too good to me Y/N Avery….Unghh, but please babe drive a little faster, this baby isn’t going to wait.”
21 hours later and you held the most beautiful baby girl in your arms, you cooed at her as you sat in the recliner and looked up as you heard JJ stir in her bed.
“Is that our baby?”
Mhmm you said a huge smile pulling across your face, you stood moving over to the bed, she scooted over and you climbed in next to her handing her the baby, “Meet your mommy baby girl.”
“Hi baby, I’m your mommy… well one of them that is because you have a mama who also loves you so much and she’s the strongest and bravest woman I know and I’m going to marry her.” She spoke but she was watching you watch your little girl as she said it, you looked over meeting her blue eyes. You pulled her into a kiss foreheads resting against each other before the baby started to coo up at you.
“Looks like someone approves,” you chuckled pulling them both closer to you letting JJ rest in your arms.
“I think she’s saying she wants another sibling, but next time we have one, you’re carrying.” She laughed nudging into your side.
“A deals a deal.” You both laughed watching as your baby girl fell asleep, this wasn’t how you’d imagined spending your Christmas but here you were holding your soon to be wife and newborn baby in your arms.
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