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lucidlivi · 10 months

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Chosen For Pleasure (XIII)

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a little filthier than my previous chapters, you're welcome! but also this chapter is mostly just sex so enjoy smut lovers!

"then kiss me."

I was shocked at his request.

"I want you to kiss me." Jensen said putting a hand on my cheek.

I noticed his breathing become heavier as I glanced up at him through my eyelashes.

"let me know if you want me to stop." I whispered.

Jensen nodded his head, exhaling a deep breath. I could tell he was nervous, but wanted me to continue.

I stood up on my tippy toes, touching our noses. Jensen fluttered his eyes closed as I let my lips gently brush his. I parted my lips gently connecting his with mine. Jensen was still momentarily but started to timidly move his lips in sync with my own. He was more than willing to let me lead the kiss. I caressed his cheek as our lips moved against each other.

I felt a warmth spread from my lips, throughout my entire body. It was just as simple as our lips touching, but it was enough to set my soul on fire. It was the kind of kiss that inspires stars to climb into the sky and light up the world.

I could tell Jensen was still a little apprehensive. I grabbed his hand, putting it under my chin. Jensen grabbed my chin pushing his lip farther in to mine. I pulled back a little, letting Jensen lead the kiss now.

He was surprisingly great at it for someone who hasn't kissed anyone in years. I could feel myself getting lightheaded from the lack of oxygen but I was finding that breath is of little consequence compared to this feeling. Jensen was the first to pull away, allowing us both to take a much needed deep breath.

I was about to say something, but Jensen crashed his lips back on my own. Every ounce of timidness was now gone, his lips dominating mine. I parted my lips allowing Jensen to slip his tongue in. It took him a minute to get a good rhythm but I didn't mind. Our tongues wrestled for dominance as we poured every single feeling we had in to our kiss.

Jensen pulled away again taking a deep breath.

"do you want to stop?" I asked, wanting to make sure he was comfortable.

He was quiet a moment, just staring deep in my eyes.

"J?"

"I want you kiss me again, kiss me until I'm sick of it." Jensen whispered.

"as you wish."

I wrapped my arms around his neck, bringing his lips down to meet mine once again. Jensen lifted me up, laying me on the hood of the car, not once pulling his lips away from mine. His hands found their way under my dress slowly lifting it up. I hardly felt the chill of the night air, Jensen's kisses making my entire body feel as if it was engulfed in flames.

I moaned in to the kiss as Jensen slid his hand up my leg, stopping just short of my aching core. He moved his lips from mine, sucking in a sharp breath.

"I want to give you everything, all of me." Jensen whispered.

I gasped as he ripped my panties to the side, plunging two fingers inside where I needed him the most. I had no way of stopping the heavy pants that rolled off my lips as Jensen delicately worked his fingers in and out. Jensen slid my dress up some more, so my entire bottom half was at his disposal.

I had an empty feeling as Jensen removed his fingers, hastily undoing his belt so he could free his erection from his tight dress pants. I moaned as I saw his length spring free. In no time at all, Jensen buried himself deep inside of me. He roughly grabbed my chin smashing his lips on my own as he thrusted needfully in to me.

It was as if our lips were molded to perfectly fit each others. It brought a whole new sense of intimacy to our pleasure. Jensen moved his hand down, lightly resting it on my throat as he thrusted harder and faster. I threw my head back with a moan, hitting the hard metal of the hood.

"fuck (y/n), I fucking love you so much." Jensen moaned slamming himself in to me at this point.

I leaned up grabbing his neck pulling his lips back on my own. It was as if everything was falling into place with each brush of our lips. I felt as if I was suddenly a dam ready to burst. Jensen put a little pressure on my throat as he kissed me deeper.

"J, I'm gonna." I moaned.

"I know baby me too."

I let out a moan loud enough to shake the trees as the dam burst, sending shockwaves of pleasure to every single nerve in my body. I could hear my name spilling from Jensen's perfect lips as his entire body shook with his orgasm. Jensen thrusted a few more times before pulling out and collapsing his body on top of my own.

He raised his head, staring at my figure. I was still struggling to catch my breath. He reached a hand up caressing my cheek gently, wiping his thumb over my no doubt swollen lips.

"I love you too Jensen."

Jensen stood up after a moment, tucking himself back in his dress pants, letting my dress fall back down to my ankles. I sat up slowly as my muscles screamed at me with ache. Jensen must've noticed my struggle, for I was held in his arms in no time. He walked over to the wooden cabin steps, taking a seat and placing me in his lap.

I took a moment to admire the view. It was breathtaking.

"it's so beautiful up here." I whispered, as Jensen wrapped his arms around me tighter.

"it was one of my moms favorite places to come, she said she always did her best thinking up here."

"what ever happened to her?" I asked turning my head so I could look at him.

I could see his jaw clench as I knew my words brought up an unpleasant memory. I went to take them back, but Jensen spoke before I could.

"she overdosed, sat dead in her room for at least a week before anyone found her."

I found myself choking back tears at his words.

"thank you for telling me that, I know how hard this is for you." I said placing a kiss to his cheek.

He was quiet as we stared at the view. I could feel a night breeze blowing through my hair as we relaxed against each other. It was another minute before Jensen spoke up again.

"when they found her body, with it, they found a letter she wrote me, she was asking for my forgiveness, but I've never been able to give it to her. I was so mad at her, I was just mad all the time. I pushed people away because I was constantly angry at the world, but then I met you, and I realized I didn't want to be angry anymore." Jensen said, his eyes gazing in to my own.

Jensen leaned down, slowly connecting his lips with mine. It was a short passionate kiss, but he said more in that kiss, than he could ever say with words.

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I woke up to Jensen's frantic voice filling my ears.

"what do you mean you didn't find her Cole?"

I was chilled to the bone as I listened to his words.

"I don't see how she keeps escaping us, how is she always one step ahead?" Jensen growled, tugging at his hair in frustration.

I felt bad for Jensen. I could see how stressed this was making him, and for now I was more concerned with him being okay than myself.

"and you're positive the perimeter is clear and safe? I can't risk her safety Cole, I won't."

He breathed a noticeable sigh of relief, I'm assuming because Cole calmed whatever anxiety he was having about returning.

"I'll be back soon, but I want extra security with us at all times, until Riley is caught, I'm not letting her get anywhere close to my girl again."

I pulled the comforter tighter against my body as I heard Jensen's footsteps coming back towards the room.

"I didn't realize you were up." He spoke looking at me as if I was going to spontaneously combust any minute.

"I uh heard you talking." I spoke before biting my lip.

Jensen sat on the bed, wrapping his arms around my body, pulling me on to his lap.

"I mean it (y/n), she got past me once, it won't happen again. I won't let anything happen to you." Jensen said leaning his head against my own.

I nodded my head believing the words that fell from his lips. He placed a soft kiss on my forehead.

"you missed." I spoke leaning my head back.

Jensen smirked as he brought his lips down, slowly connecting them with mine. I turned around so I was now straddling him, making it easier to move my lips against his. Jensen slid his hands up under my sleep shirt, running them up and down my bare back. I ground my hips on his, feeling his erection grow with each movement. Jensen pulled away from the kiss, gripping my hips to still my movement.

"as much as I want to take you right here on this bed, we really should be heading out, everyone is waiting for us." Jensen groaned as I ran my fingers through his hair.

"they can wait a little longer can't they?" I whispered, removing my shirt.

Jensen groaned, bringing his lips down to run across my bare chest.

I knew I had him hooked now.

I moaned tugging his hair as he took my nipple in his mouth, swirling his tongue around it. He released my hips, allowing me to continue to grind on him. I could feel him fully erect now.

"you're gonna get me in trouble." Jensen growled flipping us over so he was hovering above me.

"don't you know life's no fun without a bit of trouble." I smirked, my fingers dancing over his chest, down his stomach towards his crotch.

I licked my lips as I inserted my hand in his sweatpants, stroking him through his boxers.

"you have no idea the things you do to me." Jensen growled.

I quickly removed my hand and grabbed Jensen's shoulders, pushing him over so I could climb on top of him. He groaned as I kissed over his chest, trailing my tongue down his toned ab muscles.

"I see exactly what I do to you." I purred.

I grabbed the waist band of his sweatpants and boxers, pulling them down his legs. I licked my lips as his full length sprung free from its confines. I gazed in his eyes as I parted my lips, gently taking him in to my mouth. Immediately Jensen threw his head back with a groan. I sunk down on him lower, taking more of him in to my mouth.

"fuck don't stop." Jensen moaned entangling a hand in my hair.

I bobbed my head up and down at a steady pace, taking as much of Jensen in my mouth as I could. He bucked his hips up sending his length deeper down my throat. He pulled my hair gently as he thrusted in to my mouth.

"baby stop, I can't make it much longer." Jensen moaned as he pulled me off of him by my hair.

I immediately sunk back down as soon as he released my hair. I wanted to taste him.

A string of curse words left his lips as my mouth worked over him, adding my hand now to increase his pleasure. It wasn't long until I felt hot liquid filling my mouth, running down my throat. I pulled off of him, wiping a bit of his arousal that had managed to leak out. I stared at Jensen as I brought my finger to my lips, licking it seductively, tasting more of his sweetness.

"get up here." Jensen growled, grabbing my hair and pulling me up so I was once again straddling.

Jensen grabbed my jaw bringing my lips down to his in a heated kiss.

"move your panties to the side."

I panted following his order. Jensen grabbed my hips, sinking me down on his once again fully erect member. I instantly bounced up and down on his hips throwing my head back in pleasure.

"I didn't think you could get any hotter." Jensen moaned, as he watched me ride him.

I brought my head back down, my lips instantly going for his neck. I sucked on his skin roughly, no doubt leaving a mark. I could feel Jensen tug my hair as he brought my lips to meet his own. I moaned in to his mouth as he bounced his hips in sync with mine.

"fuck J, so good." I cried out, feeling the knot in my stomach start to unravel.

"that's it baby girl, come undone for me." Jensen moaned, his hands going to my ass, squeezing it roughly.

I slammed my body down on his a few more times before I was spilling my arousal all over him. I moaned, biting his shoulder gently as I rode out my high on him.

I slowed down my thrusts, but Jensen wasn't finished yet. He flipped us over before slamming himself in to me. I felt as if my entire body was on overload. I was tingling from my orgasm as Jensen was thrusting at a hurried pace.

"J, too much pleasure." I all but screamed.

"almost there baby." He groaned.

I noticed his thrusts become sloppy and his pace slow down. A few more snaps of his hips had Jensen coming undone for the second time. He slowed his thrust, extending his orgasm for as long as he could. He pulled out before collapsing beside me.

I laughed as his ringtone echoed through the room.

"someone's in trouble now." I smirked biting my lips.

Jensen got up quickly answering his cell.

"yeah sorry Cole, we're on our way now, somebody got us a little distracted." Jensen spoke as he gave me a look.

I went to the bathroom to freshen up before we drove back to Jensen's. I came out shortly after, not immediately seeing Jensen. I glanced out the window seeing him standing on the deck looking at the view. I walked out the door, wrapping my arms around him from behind. I left kisses on his bare back as he stared at the view.

"I just wanted to say, I forgive you mom." Jensen said to the open wilderness.

I walked to the front of him wrapping him in my arms. He instantly wrapped his arms around me, and we stood there in each others embrace. I looked up at him with concern to see he was already staring down at me.

"I'm not angry anymore." Jensen whispered placing a sweet kiss to my lips.

I looked out at the view one last time before we left. I felt that this beautiful cabin sitting atop this rocky cliff was a metaphor for our relationship. It's said that the best views always come after the hardest climbs.

and this was one beautiful view.

however we weren't quite done climbing yet......

Author Note:

I apologize that it took me so long to update! I hope I made it up to you with this beautifully smutty chapter! I am not finished yet! Return for part fourteen, coming soon!

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Part (XIV)

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talesmaniac89 · 1 year

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Limelight 18 - Putting the “lousy” in jealousy

Limelight Masterlist

A Dean x Reader Social Media AU

Pairing: CEO!Dean x Journalist!Reader

Summary: The workaholic and media shy CEO of Winchester Inc, Dean Winchester, is forced to try online dating by his friends. What will happen when he swipes right on (Y/N), who is working on a series on online dating for her magazine?

Warnings: Red dating flags, Exes, frustration and misunderstandings

Y/N = Your Name

Start Here - Last - Next (Coming soon)

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daydreamtofiction · 2 years

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The Feature X // Benedict Cumberbatch x Reader

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Chapter Summary: Ben wants to make it up you. But after a night of pure pleasure comes a stark, unwelcome morning.

Chapter Word Count: 5K

Chapter Warnings: Morally-grey reader, strong language, explicit sexual descriptions, smut: unprotected/protected sex, oral sex, fingering, praise, multiples/overstimulation(?). Readers must be 18+

A/N: With the descriptions of ‘unprotected’ sex and some of the discussions had by the characters in this chapter, I feel it necessary to reiterate the fact that this is a deeply, passionately pro-choice space. Abortion is a right not a privilege; for anyone, for any reason.

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Ben took you by the hand and led you out of the study. You felt your breath shallowing as you walked with him towards the stairs, your stomach fluttering with nerves, as if your neck wasn't already decorated with the aftermath of his kisses, your thighs not already marked by his fingertips.

The first time had been quick; an explosion of pent up frustration against the front door you'd barely made it through. There had been no time to think it over, no time to consider what either of your intentions were; what it meant or what would come after. Only now were those thoughts beginning to seep in. Not in doubt, but in an uncharacteristic shyness.

You stopped at the bottom of the stairs and turned to face him, taking a moment to ground yourself by pulling him into a deep, yearning kiss. You could taste the burn of alcohol on his tongue, feel his need as he hummed in approval and slid his hands around your waist to hold you close. It was enough to melt your reserve; leaving you a pool of impulse and desire in his arms.

His enthusiasm began to intensify, his body pressing against yours and encouraging you to move back onto the staircase. You followed his lead, trusting his hands to keep you steady as they roamed your lower back. The first step almost brought you to his height, allowing you to wrap your arms around his neck with more ease, pressing your chest flush against his.

You let out a gentle gasp as his hands moved to your hips, gripping them firmly as he began to guide you backwards up the stairs. You kept your arms wrapped around him as he pushed you up each step, his hold on you strong, like he was practically carrying you. He moaned softly as he began to trail hot, impatient kisses over your neck, revelling in the taste of your skin. You couldn't remember another time when you'd felt so desired.

You were almost at the top of the stairs, and though it couldn't have been more than thirty seconds since you began your ascent, the eagerness in your belly made it feel like forever. You wanted to hurry up and get there, to have him fulfil his promise of making it up to you; 'next time, the time after that, however many times you want.'

"Not to ruin the mood, Ben," you said breathlessly. "But there's old people out there with stairlifts quicker than this."

The laughter came out of him like he hadn't felt it coming; escaping through his nose with a snort and distracting him just long enough to make him lose his footing. He fell forward, toppling onto you as you landed with your back against the steps.

There was a look of fear on his face, but it slowly melted away once he saw you were laughing, legs wrapped around his waist, hands gripping the spindles of the banister. He laughed too, resting his forehead against yours.

"That was your fault," he said.

"Yeah?" you giggled, tilting your head up and catching his lips in a kiss.

'"Yeah." He kissed you back. "That mouth of yours. Lethal."

"Mm, you're not the first person to tell me that."

He raised an eyebrow.

"Ooh, was that a speck of jealousy?" you teased.

"Why would I be jealous? I'm the one between your legs."

Touché, you thought, welcoming another kiss - a harder, hungrier kiss that made you remember exactly why you'd been heading upstairs in the first place.

You could feel his desire. Not just in the way he kissed you, but in the rigid length beneath his trousers. You arched up against it, a deep groan pouring from his mouth into yours. He swept one of his large hands up your thigh beneath your dress, his elegant fingers leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake. You whimpered softly against his lips as his hand travelled further inwards, journeying to the place that still craved him.

"Up," he said sternly. "I want to actually make it to the bedroom this time."

He pulled you to your feet impatiently, almost growling the command. You liked it, wished you could save the sound and play it on a loop.

His hands never broke contact with your body, his chest against your back, lips on the back of your shoulder, teeth nipping at your neck as you rushed along the landing to his room. You fumbled clumsily with the door handle, and though it was just for a moment, you could feel the impatience growing between you, certain that if he hadn't instructed you to get up, you would have never made it off the stairs.

The door swung open and you turned to face him, stumbling back through the dark room towards the bed as his mouth found yours again, kissing you as he brought a hand to the side of your neck, his thumb caressing the pulse beneath your skin.

"I just have one small request," he whispered against your lips.

"Depends what it is."

He rolled his eyes, pausing as he slid down the straps of your dress, pressing fresh kisses to the bruises he'd already left along your collarbone.

"I need you to not be too loud," he finally said.

A breathy laugh escaped the corner of your mouth. "Bit presumptuous of you, isn't it? What makes you think you'll be getting any noise from me at all?"

"Because I'm going to fuck you," he said bluntly, matter-of-factly, as he pushed you back onto the bed. "Properly this time."

You kept your eyes on him, the sarcastic smirk wiped clean from your face as you leaned back on your elbows, watching him unbuttoning his shirt.

"None of that rushed, nervous mess like downstairs." He threw the shirt to the ground and moved on to his trousers. "This time, I plan to leave you so thoroughly fucked that you lose the ability to talk back to me."

Your throat suddenly felt dry, your breath becoming uneven. "That's ambitious..."

He dropped his head and let out a quiet chuckle as he removed his shoes and socks, letting his trousers and underwear fall to the ground and kicking them aside.

You took a moment to admire the sight before you; the tanned, freckled skin that sat taut over his broad chest, the defined arms and surprisingly muscled torso. It made you wonder how you'd spent so many years ignoring this man's existence. How whenever you saw him on screen or in the pages of magazines, you had somehow managed to avoid the allure that so many others around the world fell victim to.

He knelt at the foot of the bed between your legs, leaning forward to kiss you as one of his hands slowly moved up your thigh, taking your dress with it until it was bunched up near your hips.

"Do I actually need to be careful taking this off?" he asked.

"No," you replied with a breathy laugh, confounded by the charm in his consideration.

"Good."

He tugged at it impatiently. You arched your back and raised your arms above your head, allowing him to remove the dress from you in one swift motion, turning it inside out as he peeled it from your body. There was a slight chill in the room you hadn't noticed until now. It danced over your skin as you lay beneath him; exposed, unguarded, the softest and most intimate parts of yourself laid bare for him to seize.

You gasped softly as his warm hands made contact with your cold skin, the contrast so stark that you were sure his palms could sear brandings into your flesh.

"So perfect," he whispered, his fingers ghosting over the curve of your hips.

You slid your arms around his back and pulled him down, welcoming his full weight on top of you as you pressed your lips to his ear, nipping the lobe between your teeth before soothing the sting with a kiss. The sound that poured out of him was delicious; deep and throaty, travelling straight to your core and resonating there.

His mouth returned to you swiftly, leaving licks and kisses over your goose-bumped skin as he travelled south, taking detours on his journey to explore the planes of your body. His hands gripped the soft flesh of your breasts as he drew their firm peaks into his mouth one-by-one, sucking gently until you hissed in pleasure, your hands taking root his hair and tugging on whatever your fingers could attach themselves to. He groaned in response and pushed himself roughly against you, only your thin, lace underwear separating you from the thick, hard length he'd vowed to fuck you with.

He continued his descent towards your aching centre, dragging his tongue down your stomach, your skin tingling as the cool air made contact with the hot trail his mouth left behind.

"Can I tell you something?" His voice murmured against your hip.

"Mhm," you hummed.

"The second I met you, I wanted to do this."

You felt his weight shift on the bed, his hands gently parting your legs.

"I don't mean the sex," he continued, pausing every few moments to lay kisses on your inner thighs as he dragged down your underwear. "I mean this, specifically. I wanted to taste you."

His voice sent a ripple through your stomach, spreading to every part of you and forcing a yearning sigh from your lungs. You opened your mouth to speak, but he didn't give you a chance. Instead he buried his face between your thighs, lapping you up with no hesitation.

You threw your head back at the feeling of his tongue circling your clit, letting out a heavy, unexpected moan. You reached down instinctively and ran a hand through his hair, guiding his head deeper between your legs until they began to shake.

"Oh, fucking hell," you groaned.

This man had captivated the world with his tongue; the precision with which he spoke, the rich tones of his voice, the screen kisses that left viewers weak and blushing. This tongue already had the world at his mercy. If only that world knew the extent of what he could do with it, you thought, you were sure he'd be able to conquer it completely.

You felt the familiar rush of electricity, the swell rising through your stomach and dancing along every nerve as he pressed and stroked, swirled and sucked, completely devouring you like he'd been created just for you - to do nothing else but this - and you understood now why he'd asked you not to be too loud.

You were panting and moaning, swear words falling from your mouth in whimpers and cries as he continued to coax the climax from your core like he was stealing it from you. Your hips were writhing with pleasure, your fingers moving out of his hair to the bedding beneath you, clutching it desperately.

"Oh my god," you cried out. "Fuck!"

He pulled away just as you felt yourself approaching the edge, and for a moment you thought he was going to leave you there, hanging on just like the last time, begging him to push you over. But then you heard him; shushing you softly, like he was soothing you, coddling you. Like he knew exactly what he was doing to you, and he was encouraging you to take every last bit of it.

He pressed a lazy kiss against your clit before sliding two long fingers into you, curling and stroking the exact spot that instantly turned you into a squirming, quivering mess. You cried out and arched your back. He wrapped an arm over your stomach in response, pinning you back down against the bed as he worked his fingers at a relentless pace and returned his mouth to your centre.

You glanced down at the arm keeping you still, the hand still adorned with a shining, golden wedding band. You couldn't help but run your thumb over it, turning it slightly on his finger. He stopped what he was doing, pulling back to speak.

"Shit, sorry, I'll take it off."

"No," you replied quickly. "Keep it on."

He furrowed his brow.

"It's sexy..."

"The ring, or what it represents?"

You rolled your eyes. "So the reminder that you're married might turn me on a bit. I'm a terrible person, alright, you already knew that."

"You're not a terrible person," he said quietly, pressing his lips to your inner thigh and biting the sensitive skin there. "You are trouble, though."

He slid his fingers back into you and you almost came from the sensation, fluttering on the edge of an orgasm before he'd even begun to move them.

"Mm, I felt that," he growled. "You're close."

You let your head fall back as you felt his mouth on you again, eating you out so perfectly as he worked his fingers in and out of your body. He hummed in approval and you began to see stars in the periphery of your vision.

"Fuck," you cried.

You had never been so loud, so vocal. You'd even laughed at him when he asked you to stay quiet. Yet now, your voice was betraying you.

"Oh god, so close," you whimpered. "So close, so close, so- Fuck, Ben!"

He growled at the sound of his name, pushing his mouth deeper, harder against your soaking centre, curling his fingers against the place that made the air vanish from your lungs.

It didn't take much longer for you to fall apart around him, moaning and whimpering as you writhed your hips, riding out the intense, electric waves of your climax. You didn't realise you were still mewling until you felt one of his hands reach up and grip your throat, stifling the noise as he shushed you again.

He crawled up your body, bringing you face to face. "Remember when I asked you not to be too loud?" he purred. "That's because I have very nosy neighbours, who probably just heard that entire thing."

"Sorry," you replied in a breathless whisper. "Sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry-"

A smile curled the corner of his mouth as he looked down at you. "Have I broken you already?"

You quickly regained some composure, stubbornness setting back in as you took his face in your hands and kissed him, tasting yourself on his lips before drawing the bottom one into your mouth and biting on it. He winced, pulling away from you with a deep, guttural groan, the softest fleck of amusement in the corner of his mouth.

You leant up to kiss his neck, revelling in the sounds escaping him as you began to suck on the smooth, delicious skin near his throat.

He pulled away quickly. "If I'm seen with a love bite, I'm finished."

"What about a hidden one?" you mumbled as you began to press hot, gentle kisses down his chest.

"Don't you dare."

He was rocking his hips as he lay between your legs, his hard, unsheathed cock rubbing against your sensitive clit. He was teasing you, relishing the breathy, needy whimpers escaping your lips with every lazy stroke. The sensation was irresistible, the head of his cock hot and heavy as it swept back and forth along your slick folds. You bucked your hips, accidentally catching him at an angle that allowed his length to slip inside you.

You both gasped in a mixture of shock and pleasure; the feeling of him, raw and uncovered within you, undeniably exquisite.

"Shit," he hissed, lowering his forehead to your shoulder and stilling himself for a moment.

You expected him to pull out. But instead he lifted his head to look at you, breathing heavily before sinking himself further into you, deep and slow, until he was bottomed out inside you; the feeling so intense you could barely breathe.

"I told you you were dangerous," he said in a low, gritty voice.

"Hurricanes usually are," you replied.

His eyes seemed to change, as if the storm existed within them. He drew his hips back and snapped them forward, sending a shockwave through your belly, your eyelids fluttering with the threat of another orgasm.

He repeated the action, over and over again until he was pounding the living daylights out of you, keeping his promise to steal your ability to answer back, inadvertently stealing your ability to say anything at all. You were a mumbling, whimpering mess, your fingers clawing at his back, thighs aching from being spread apart beneath him.

"Fuck, Quinn," he growled through gritted teeth.

And you knew he could feel your walls tightening around him, pulsating with the swell of another approaching climax.

"So tight," he continued, letting the words gush into the crook of your neck. "You feel- So. Fucking. Good."

You clamped a hand over your mouth as your orgasm ripped through you, pulling you apart with an overwhelming heat. Ben groaned at the feeling of you coming undone, throbbing around his cock as he continued to move, drawing every last drop of pleasure from your body. He gave a garbled moan, his rhythm faltering until he finally pulled out and came between your thighs, the warmth of his release spilling down your throbbing centre onto the sheets below.

You were spent; breathless and aching, no longer bothered by the cool air of the bedroom. Ben collapsed at your side, the pair of you lying in the middle of the bed staring up at the ceiling. It was quiet for a while, the only sound coming from your laboured breaths as they slowly began to even out.

"That was really stupid of us, wasn't it," he said.

"Hm, don't know." You turned your head to look up at him and shrugged. "I mean, I hear the pull-out method's like... sometimes effective."

Even through the darkness, you could tell he was looking at you in fear.

You pursed your lips, but eventually began to laugh. "I'm joking!"

He didn't seem convinced.

"I swear. Honestly I'm joking. I have the implant, look." You sat up and took his hand, pressing two of his fingers to the inside of your upper arm, letting him feel the small bar beneath your skin. "And I'm clean too, obviously. I mean, I don't have proof of that but I'm sure I could get you my medical records if you really needed me to..."

He rolled his eyes with a smile. "Don't be stupid, I trust you."

You stared down at him.

"What?"

"Nothing." You shook your head. "It's just... After everything that's happened, it's nice to hear you say those words."

He smiled, pulling you down to rest your head on his chest. "I'm clean too, by the way."

"Phew," you replied sarcastically.

It fell silent again, comfortable, relaxing, as he drew swirls with his fingers over your back, his leg tangled between yours.

"Let me feel it again," he said, reaching for your arm.

You let him press his fingers to the inside of your arm again. He grimaced, making you giggle and swat his hand away gently.

"Do you want children?" he asked.

"Fucking hell, Ben. Your whole life flashed before your eyes two seconds ago, and now you're trying to get me pregnant."

"No," he laughed. "I'm not, of course I'm not. It just made me wonder if that's something you'd ever thought about." He looked down at you. "It's called 'getting to know you', Quinn. It's what people do."

You rolled your eyes. "I don't know. It's never really crossed my mind."

"Never?"

You shrugged. "Well I can't say I've ever met someone and thought 'god, I'd just love to mix our DNA together and bake it in my womb for nine months.'"

He laughed. "That mouth again. Such a way with words."

"Speaking of words.... I still have those questions."

"Go on, hit me."

"Well, the first one was how do you feel about... moving on. What does the future of dating and romance looks like for Benedict Cumberbatch."

You both smiled at the irony of the question, laughing quietly together.

He sat up slowly, turning his body to face you. "My future looks... interesting."

"I need more than that."

He smirked, thinking for a moment. "How I feel about moving on is... scared, uncertain, but ultimately optimistic. Of course I have goals for where I want to be personally in, say, five years. But I'm not going to force myself to hit them."

"Why?"

"Because life has a very interesting way of throwing curveballs."

"Hurricanes," you smirked.

He laughed deep in his throat. "Can I ask you a question?"

"You always do."

"When you look at me, do you see me? Or do you see Benedict the famous person?"

You pondered for a moment. "I see you. But then... every now and again, I'll get hit with this sudden realisation of who you are, and then nothing feels real for a while."

"Does this feel real?"

You nodded softly, but you were unsure if you actually believed yourself.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

He convinced you stay, pulling you back into bed whenever you tried to get up and leave. You didn't really want to leave, secretly glad whenever you'd feel his reluctance to let you go. You showered in his ensuite bathroom, though the act proved entirely futile when you returned to find him ready and waiting to have you again.

You slept soundly after that; exhausted, bruised and thoroughly satiated. You would wake throughout the night, forgetting for a split second where you were before feeling him beside you, letting out a sigh and nuzzling in close to him, listening to the breath rumbling in his chest.

You began to stir to the sounds of birds outside, dawn seeping in through the window with a golden glow. You felt Ben turn, his arms wrapping around you, his body pressed against your back. He was grumbling in his sleep, a gentle, rhythmic wheeze escaping his nose. You smiled and nestled your head back against him, laying your arms over his.

He began to wake slowly, kissing the back of your shoulder. You turned your head and he shifted slightly, kissing your jaw, your cheek and squeezing you tight in his arms.

"How did you sleep?" he croaked.

"Good."

You could feel his arousal in your lower back. You were still aching from last night, but somehow the feeling of him made you crave more. He leaned over to kiss you but you turned your head to avoid it.

"Ugh don't kiss me. Morning breath."

He laughed sleepily. "I don't care."

He placed a hand on your face and pulled you towards him to kiss you. You turned onto your back, wrapping your arms around the back of his neck and parting your legs for him to lie between them. He rolled on top of you and pulled the duvet up over his back, shielding you both from the morning chill as he kissed your neck, reaching down and guiding his cock into you as if he belonged there.

You moaned languidly and he sighed against your neck as he began to move in slow, sleepy thrusts; not chasing an orgasm or satisfying an impulse, just connecting with you, waking up with you in the most delicious, intimate way.

The duvet slid down and you ran your hands over his bare back, feeling the goosebumps as they began to rise on his skin. You parted your thighs wider, bringing your knees up to allow him to sink deeper, making you both groan at the same time. He took your hands off his back and weaved his fingers through yours, pinning them gently above your head, holding them there as he stroked into you, forehead resting against yours.

There was a shuffling followed by a creak, the bedroom door opening suddenly across the room. You stopped immediately, your heart almost jumping out of your chest in fright as Ben glanced over his shoulder to see his ex wife standing in the doorway. She looked stunned.

So did he.

He pulled out of you and jumped up quickly. So quickly, you weren't sure you'd ever seen another human being move so fast.

"Jesus, Faye! You can't just stroll in here like that-"

"Wow." She breathed, tongue pressed to the inside of her cheek. "You move on quick."

You rolled your eyes, pulling the duvet up to cover your chest.

"What are you doing here!?" he shouted, scrambling to pull on a pair of trousers.

"I needed to go over some things with you and you gave me a key, so-"

"Yeah, so you could come and check on the house for me when I wasn't here, not to let yourself in whenever you please!"

"Well now I know why," said Faye, nodding towards you.

You couldn't help but laugh to yourself; at the feigned outrage, the performance of a woman scorned. You slipped out of bed and grabbed your dress, turning your back to her and pulling it quickly over your head.

Faye scoffed at you. "I'm not sure what's so funny about me walking in on my husband with another woman before our divorce is even finalised…"

You giggled and turned to Ben. "Ever thought about getting her into acting?"

He pressed his lips together, trying not to laugh.

"Excuse me?" she said.

"Faye, it's okay," Ben sighed. "She knows. About this, about us, she knows."

"What?"

"It's fine," you said, pulling your dress down over your hips and turning towards her. "It's cool, honestly, I'm not going to say anything-"

"Yeah, too right you're not going to fucking say anything." She marched towards you, teeth gritted angrily.

"Whoa," said Ben. "Faye!"

Her narrowed eyes began to widen as she regarded your dress; her gaze trailing up from your body to your face, her back straightening in realisation as she stopped approaching you.

"You're the journalist who spilled my drink," she finally said, almost whispering. "Last night… You-"

"Yeah that was me," you sighed. "But there's more to this than-"

"Are you stupid, Ben!?" She turned to him, pushing him in the chest. "There's an NDA in that contract for a reason! It's not even been two weeks and you've already blabbed to the first slut who let you stick your dick in her!"

"Hey!" you shouted.

"And not just a slut but a fucking journalist!" She shook her head at you before looking back at Ben, tears welling in her eyes. "You just couldn't wait, could you."

He sighed. "Faye, I wouldn't have told her if I didn't trust her-"

"You know that's not what I'm talking about."

You furrowed your brow as you saw her eyes flit to the messy bed, the genuine hurt in her face.

"Look, I'll call you later, okay?" said Ben.

"You're kicking me out…?"

He pushed his fingers into his eyes. "No, I'm not- just- this obviously isn't a good time."

"Obviously."

"I can go…" you said.

"No," he said quickly. "You stay here. Faye, come on I'll walk you out."

He led her out of the room and you exhaled slowly, surprised by the quiver in your breath. You sat on the bed, listening to their footsteps as they descended the stairs, the hum of their voices through the floor. After a few minutes, he returned; flustered, shaking his head in disbelief.

"I'm so sorry," he said, sitting down next to you.

"I thought you said your relationship was just business?"

"It was…"

"Really? Because that woman is very clearly in love with you."

"What? No." He shook his head dismissively. "Faye and I, we really are friends. We care about each other a lot. It doesn't mean she's in love with me."

"Did you not see her face?"

"I think anyone'd be mortified walking in on that."

You shook your head. "That wasn't the face of someone who felt embarrassed. That was the face of someone who just walked in on the love of their life balls deep in another woman."

He rolled his eyes. "Your use of the English language never ceases to amaze me."

"She was devastated, Ben."

He huffed, as if he still didn't believe you.

"Tell me, who was the first one to actually suggest divorce?"

"Me."

"And let me guess, when you did suggest it, her response was something along the lines of 'yeah, I've totally been thinking the same thing'," you said in a mockingly sweet voice. "I bet through this entire process it's felt like she's been dragging her feet, hasn't it? And when you began legal proceedings, it was always your team reaching out to hers, waiting to hear back, having to chase up responses…"

He stared at you.

"I'd put money on her coming here today hoping to make you reconsider."

"That's ridiculous." He scoffed. "We were in almost constant contact for two years and she never ever eluded to having feelings for me."

"Didn't she? Or did you just not notice?"

"She told me to my face she wanted to move on, meet someone, have babies-"

"Yeah. She doesn't just want babies, Ben, she wants your babies."

He thought for a moment before letting out a groan and pinching the bridge of his nose between his finger and thumb. "Well it doesn't matter either way. She knew where we stood when we got into this."

"And then you slept with her…"

He glared at you, dropping his gaze after a moment and sighing.

"And if the night you spent with her was anything like last night, I'm not surprised she fell in love you."

He laughed softly to himself. "Are you falling in love with me, Quinn?" he teased.

You rolled your eyes with a smile. "I don't do love, Benny."

You stood up, wandering around the room in search of your underwear.

"And I have to go," you continued. "My deadline's today."

"Do you want me to drive you to work? I can take you home first to get changed."

"No don't worry, clearly you have a lot of… shit to deal with." You walked up to him, standing between his parted legs and placing your hands on his shoulders.

You leant down to give him a peck, but instead he pulled you into a deep, hot kiss.

"So…" he whispered against your lips. "I'm flying out to LA tonight."

You didn't reply.

"And I'll be there for two weeks…"

Your heart sank, but you pretended it didn't bother you. "Well I hope you have a nice time."

You turned to walk away but he pulled you back against him with a laugh, his hands on your backside.

"Can I see you when I get back?" he asked.

"Hm, I don't know. Two weeks is a long time and I get bored easily, remember?"

He squeezed your bum and growled playfully.

You laughed and gave a small huff. "Yes. I'll be... anxiously awaiting your call."

He smirked and let you go, watching as you continued to pace the room. "Quinn…"

"Yes?"

"Your knickers are over here under the bed."

#benedict cumberbatch #benedict cumberbatch fanfic #benedict cumberbatch smut #benedict cumberbatch imagine #benedict x reader #benedict cumberbatch x you #benedict cumberbatch x reader #smut #smut fanfiction #fanfiction #fanfic series #lemon #Benedict Cumberbatch x OC #the feature

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jawritter · 1 year

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Tag List Updates: I’m scrubbing my tag list in three days!!!

Disclaimer: This post will be a lengthy one. (Also this post as NOTHING to do with series tag list, just my Forever tags, and Jensen and Dean’s Babes tag list:)

Also, if you want to remain on my tag list, read the rules below! Thanks for reading guys! Your support means the world to me!

As most of you know, I’ve been having a time with my tag list. The bottom line is, there are simply to many people on it. Some have probably changed their handle without notifying people they have tagging them in fics, some may have even just gone dormant, and due to real life stuff, they’re just not able to be active anymore. Either way, it’s time to clean it up a bit.

That being said, I’m going to start being picky about who I allow on my tag list from now on. Not trying to be mean in any way, I love each and every one of my readers, but tagging people in post take time, and they don’t always work. I’m not going to tag people in any longer that are silent followers. If you are a silent follower, and like to read my work, I don’t appreciate you any less, don’t get me wrong, but If I don’t know you’re getting your tags, or if they’re working for you, I’m not going to take up space tagging blank blogs.

1.So, here are some rules for being on my tag list.

2.You must be an ACTIVE follower: (No blank blogs.)

3.You must be 18 years of age at least! (This is a no minor zone! If you are following me under the age of 18, and I find out, you will be blocked)

4.You must be a responsive follower, (Meaning, you must at least like the fic you are tagged in, or reblog it so that I know you are getting your tag. I don’t feel like this is too much to ask as a creator, seeing as we’re taking the time to tag you guys in these fics we create, you guys could at the very least let us know you’re getting your tags. Tumblr tags aren’t always reliable ones, and sometimes take a few days to appear in notifications if at all, so it would be nice to know that you’re getting the work, and this is the fastest way to do that.)

5.Most importantly, YOUR BLOG MUST BE TAGGABLE!!! IF I TRY TO TAG YOU MORE THAN TWICE, AND YOUR BLOG DOES NOT RECIEVE TAGS, I’M REMOVING YOU FROM THE TAG LIST!!

6. If you want to be on any tag list below, YOU MUST SEND THE REQUEST IN THE FORM OF AN ASK!! Do not request to be on a tag list in the comments of a fic, and or a reblog, it’s easier for me to keep up with request in ask form!

There are going to be two tag list, seeing as I only really write for Jensen and Dean anyway. (Also whatever character Jensen might play is up for a fic too, you just never know with me.) If you do not find yourself in this tag list, after reading all of the above, and want to be on the tag list, send an ask stating which one you want to be on, and if you are taggable, then I will add you to the tag list.

These tag list are my

Forever Tags: (Which right now consist of...)

@jessjad

sacriceria

@demongirl1996

@as-lost-as-sams-shoe

@spnwoman

@stoneyggirl2

@fullwattpadmusictree

@whiskey-infused-dreams

@supernatural79impala

@deandreamernp

@slamminmine

@i-love-superhero-movies

@magssteenkamp

@lemondropirwin

@squirrelnotsam

@hobby27

@spnbaby-67

@mrsjenniferwinchester

@idksupernatural

@lyarr24

@dean-winchesters-gardian-angel

@flamencodiva

@thoughts-and-funnies

@hearteyes-j2

@peaches007

@vulgar-library

@writercole

@sexyvixen7

@spngi

@b3autyfuldisast3r

@donnaintx

@maliburenee

@the-family-business67

@agirlwithdemonblood

@captainsoldiergirl

@twinkleinadiamondsky

@akshi8278

@perpetualabsurdity

@my-proof-is-you

Jensen and Dean’s Babes: (Which right now consist of...)

@justrealizedimmascifygurl

@mimi-luvzyu

@123passwort

@britnwinchester

@deanwithscissors

@fortheloveof-jackles

@jamerlynn

@britnwinchester

@unabashed-lover-of-fictional-men

@deans-baby-momma

@impalaslytherin

@msmarvelouswinchester

@love-jackles

@pink-sparkly-witch

@deans-spinster-witchs-favorites

@herstarburststories

@deanwinchesterswitch

@charred-angelwings

@pascal-rascal424

@myloversgone

@fortheloveof-jackles

@eevvvaa

@bts-spnlvr12

@samsgirl93

@shawnie74

@kaz11283

@mlovesstories

@iprobablyshipit91

#tag list updates #jawritter #jen

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deanwritings · 8 months

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@deans-spinster-witch @jamerlynn @tristanrosspada-ackles You shall all be added!

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roonyxx · 10 months

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Tags yes more raven? Lol I love it so far keep uo the awesome work and I hope to read part 7 soon ;)

Hi! @jamerlynn

Of course you can be tagged! :D

Welcome to the club. I try to post a chapter each week so 7 is planned for next week!

The Raven

#roonyxx #The Raven #dean winchester #supernatural #dean x reader #spn fanfic #ask #taglist the raven

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negans-lucille-tblr · 2 months

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just wanted to say i love your writing keep up the amazing work ;)

Thank you ❤️

#bee answers #jamerlynn

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winchest09 · 2 years

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Just read the chapters for lights out im hooked can I please be added to the tag list?

Hey there sweetheart,

Aww thank you so much! I'm so happy that you're enjoying it - there's a long road ahead! Aahaha.

Of course you can! Not a problem at all, thank you so much for reading. Have a wonderful day <3

Lights out

#jamerlynn #winchest09 answers #thank you so much

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druigprotectionsquad · 2 years

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||TO THE HILT|| Dark! Thor Odinson x Reader DARK AVENGERS SERIES PART 2

Thor x F reader PART 2 DARK AVENGERS SERIES

A/N THIS IS A NONCON SERIES. NOTHING IN THIS STORY IS REAL IT IS ALL FICTION. IF THIS WILL / DOES TRIGGER YOU PLEASE EXERCISE SELF CARE AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. I am not your mother and I cannot stop you from reading this but if you choose to discard my warnings and CHOOSE to read this then I am not responsible for the harm it may cause you. If you don’t like this just move along

@jamerlynn (tagged as per request <3)

Summary- you betrayed The Avengers and sold them out to HYDRA in return for immunity and protection, however, your ex fling Tony Stark decided to give you a taste of your own medicine in a twisted revenge. He kidnapped you, keeping you in a basement in Avengers Tower...where every avenger is waiting to have their turn with you. secrets come out about the avengers, dark secrets

Warnings- Noncon, Mjolnir being used as a sex toy, electric shocks, choking if you squint, ankle cuffs, bondage, blindfolds, masturbation, Oral (fem receiving), reader sucks off Mjolnir, crying, spit, not a lot of dialogue, Thor being pretty quiet

When you woke up you found yourself lying in a bed, in the same room Tony had carried out your assault a few nights before. You where still naked, but jumped out in defense, wrapping the covers around you before you did.

You weren’t expecting to see the man sitting across the room on a velvet red chair, your former best friend and team mate, Thor Odinson.

“Thor thank God you found me! I’m so sorry for everything I did but please I need your help!” You shrieked out, tears flooding out with relief that someone found you.

But he stayed stoic, fiddling about with the strap of Mjolnir with his muscular legs slightly spread apart.

“Is it true? what Tony said” Thor said in a deep monotone voice

You didn’t realize how stoic he was, he wasn’t surprised to find you naked and abused in the tower which he lived. Then it dawned on you. He knew you were here

“Thor please listen to me, I had to get out, I, I was desperate!” You stuttered out a pathetic excuse in hopes that your friend would forgive you. He said nothing in return, he only stood from his chair and stalked towards you.

“Thor please I need you to help me! Tony is keeping me down here this isn’t right!” You scream and scream trying one last attempt to get Thor on your side but it doesn’t work. He has you pressed against the wall.

“Get on your knees (Y/N)”

Feeble tears rush out in terror and fear. You drop to your knees whimpering, feeling betrayed by your team mates, though I imagine they feel the same. But why would they do this! you start to wonder, do you deserve this? you hurt your friends so much that it drove them to this.

Thor reached out and grabbed your chin with force to pull your head up. With a tight grip on your face you were now staring up at him, tears streaming down your face, just the way he liked. He let go to pull the sheet from your body, you shouted and scrambled to hide yourself as he did, until you were shocked as his palm collided with your face. You had never felt such a sharp pain as you struggled to stop yourself screaming. He still had not spoke a word.

You sat in silence, terrified to make another sound as you watched him stare at the sheet in his hand, thinking of what to do with it. You made a stupid mistake, while he was distracted you lifted your leg to deliver a swift kick to his dick and slipped past him. You rattled the door and screamed for help until your throat was raw, now you were the one distracted.

Thor came up behind you and wrapped the sheet around your neck, doubling it around for a tighter grip. You gasped and clawed at the fabric as he yanked you back down to the ground and dragged you over to the closet full of sex toys Tony had previously showed you. He wrapped the remaining fabric around your hands tightly to prevent you from pulling anymore tricks. He pushed youe head down so that your face was against the cool tiles, and your ass in the air. Pulling you up slightly by your hair he whispered into your ear

“You are aware how thrilling a God finds a chase right? All you have done my dear is make me more excited” He laughed as he slammed your head back into the floor. You groaned and rolled to the side to see him walk over to a cabinet full of chains, he pulled out a small pair of cuffs and walked back over to your half bound form. He placed the cuffs around your ankles and flipped you on your back. He laughed at your whimpers as he used the key to poke your sensitive clit, he then threw it to an unknown corner in the room.

“Hmmm you look just ravishing my dear, tied up like that, ready to be stuffed. Ready for the real punishment?”

Your eyes widened in confusion, this wasn’t the real punishment? He picked you and and threw you back on to the bed.

“Now, if you hadn’t pulled that stunt we would be finsihed by now I’m sure, so now I’m gonna ask you one more time, get on your knees, slut”

You have never heard such words from Thor before, he was always such a gentle giant, and he treated women like they were royalty, worshiping the ground they walked on and the air they breathed. You wobbled on the bed as you got on your knees, still staying absolutely silent. He smirked, pleased at your surprising obedience. He untied a small apart of the sheet to wrap around your eyes, and you could no longer stay quiet.

“Thor I’m begging you!-”

“-You will be begging me, Mortal. Now be a good girl and suck”

He pulled your head right down and you squeezed your eyes shut, and when your throat was stuffed to the hilt, you thought your lips would be wrapped around his dick, but instead your eyes opened as your mouth was filled with cool metal and leather. You were sucking off his hammer, Mjolnir.

He pushed your head down further until your teeth were almost scraping the head of the hammer, you should feel the leather strap down your throat, threatening to choke you at any moment. You gagged but he never let go of the back of your head. Drool was spilling from your lips down the hammer and Thor could feel his dick constrict in his pants.

“Come on be a good girl, suck it like your sucking my cock”

He released his grip slightly as you bobbed your head on the shaft of the hammer, licking a long strip up as he finally pulled you off the hammer, He held you by your hair and assessed the image in front of him. His hammer slicked up covered in saliva, then he looks at your gasping form- Red swollen lips, chin also dripping with spit that had fallen onto your heaving breasts.

“See that wasn’t that hard now was it? I think we’re ready for what’s coming next.” After Thor finished his sentence he forcefully pushed you onto your back, arms and legs still bound behind you.

You felt a tinge of shame for being aroused at the abuse. After one drunken night with the team you all played rounds of different sexual truth or dares, and in that drunken haze you admitted to the team of your fantasies- being fucked by tony’s suits, and by Mjolnir, you also admitted to wanting to be dominated by your female team mates. This was all coming to bite you in the ass, they were using that night against you to turn your biggest fantasies into the biggest nightmares.

Thor’s finger on your clit brought you back from your thoughts. You were terrified of what was going to come, Thor had been almost silent this entire time and it scared you. With your eyes blind folded, and the sheet still around your neck you were tense.

You felt the cool leather against your cunt, you knew what was coming. Your biggest fantasy and now biggest fear. Thor pushed the handle of Mjolnir into you with no hesitation, he practically shoved it inside. You let out a painful gasp

“Take it baby. That’s right take my hammer” he chucked at your pain. The cool head of the was hammer resting at your ass. You felt so full. You clenched around the shaft, pussy pulsating as your wetness dripped on to the bed. You jolted up as he pulled it out half way and back in only to find that you couldn’t move. With Mjolnir seated comfortably inside you, you were unable to lift your hips. Panic sets in as Thor walks away from your writhing body leaving you to thrash around in an attempt to move from the spot you’re forced to stay in

“Now listen to me (Y/N), you have crossed the wrong people” While he spoke he raised his arm slightly, you couldn’t see the flicks of lighting circle his arms and sparked out his eyes with each blink. It was’t until you felt a cool jolt of electricity spike your clit, the feeling was a mix of pleasure and pain and you yelped. The electrical current got stronger and stronger, but it wasn’t enough to cause real damage. The blue sparks of lightning traveled through the handle of the hammer and deep inside your core.

“T-Thor pleas-fuck-please s-stop” You struggled to get a coherent sentence out your mouth, the sensation of being so full and the jolts of electricity was starting to bring you to the edge of an orgasm. Wanton moans spilled out of your mouth against your will. Suddenly you felt the hammer move slightly inside you and you froze, it shifted again. Then your hips were pulled up with the hammer still fully inside, Thor was controlling the hammer. It started slow, pulling in and out at a steady pace, until he decided it was time to be rough. With the flick of his hand Mjolnir was fucking you at a brutal pace.

Thor had sat back in his chair, one hand controlling Mjolnir, the other hand wrapped around the thick base of his cock, stroking at a fast pace. You could hear him grunting and you were embarrassed to admit it was spurring you on. A he threw his head back the thrusts got faster and deeper, electrical sparks were surging through your whole pussy, you were dripping down the handle, making a mess of the whole bed, screaming a chain of moans and profanities as one last thrust pushed you over the edge.

You screamed and bucked your hips as you came over the hammer, you were so wrapped up in pleasure too notice Thor had moved from his seat and the hammer stilled. His hands were suddenly around the hammer and it was pulled out. You whimpered at the loss and you clenched around the air to feel some sort of friction.

“You’re lucky I let you live after this (Y/N). If it was up to me I would’ve left Mjolnir in you so you were unable to move for the rest of your feeble live. Now Open.”

More tears soaked the make shift blindfold as his words set in. You didn’t know how long you would be stuck down here? would they kill you? would they use you until they grew bored?. You opened your mouth at Thor’s request. He was standing above you stroking himself, bringing himself to an orgasm. You lay still with an open mouth in silence listening to the sound of his own pleasure. He grabbed your mouth with his other hand to make sure your mouth was wide enough. After a few more strokes he came with a loud groan, allowing it to fall into your mouth. He remained almost silent, simply tucking himself back into his boxers and walking to retrieve the key from before. He flashed an evil smile and placed it beside you before grabbing his hammer and heading for the door. As he opened it he turned his head.

“Untie yourself slut, if you can’t then you’ll be stuck like that until I say” And that was it before the door shut behind him and the lights turned off.

You lay in the bed Tony provided for you. Not crying, not whimpering, just feeling totally numb. You roll and sit up to stick your middle finger up at one of the security cameras fixated on your form, while the other one is facing the door to alert the team of any unwanted intruders. You lay there for hours, not even knowing if it’s day or night... when suddenly both security cameras drop and the green blinking lights turn off. You stand up ready to fight but instead of the team coming to abuse you once more, you here the soft voice of Doctor Bruce Banner coming through a set of speaking you didn’t know where there

“(Y/N)? (Y/N) are you there, can you hear me!” Bruce shouts in a loud whisper, he sounds panicked

“Bruce?!” You shout out in confused anger, was this a taunt? was he trying to trick you into getting your hopes up of being saved.

“(Y/N) listen I don’t have much time. The team have went off the rails”

Went off the rails?

“I’m sorry I should’ve seen this coming. The Avengers are not the people you think they are, who the public think they are. They are criminals, abusers, they are the worst beings I have met”

“I have temporarily hacked the control system but I can’t open the doors. I can’t stop what else is coming to you but please believe me, help is coming. We are going to save you- I Prom-”

The speakers glitched and cut out, Bruce’s voice no longer present, leaving you in the silence, thinking...

We? who is we?

Bruce is hiding in plain sight to avoid the punishment the others might give them, he’s pretending to be like them. But who else on the team is doing the same? and who is compromised?...

#thor x reader #thor #marvel cinematic universe #marvelxreader #dark avengers #smut #smutfic #avengers x reader

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lucidlivi · 10 months

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Chosen For Pleasure (VII)

Series Masterlist/Warnings

I’m making this part extra long as appreciation for all the love you’ve shown me and this story, (over 100 followers already, over 100 reblogs.. that’s crazy!) it will also help move the story along…I’m so sorry for this…. ya’ll ain’t ready!

“call me as soon as you land so I know you made it safely.” Stella says giving me one last hug.

“I will.” I said squeezing her.

I was boarding my flight to California to see my mom. I thought that Jensen would have at least said goodbye, but he was really busy and I understood that. It wasn’t a terribly long flight to Santa Cruz, I kept my mind occupied with a book. As soon as I got off the plane I saw a familiar face waiting for me. I smiled dropping my bag and ran to hug my mother.

“look at you, you look so different.” my mom said placing a hand to my cheek.

“mom it hasn’t been that long.” I laughed.

“I know, I just mean you look happier, you’re glowing different.” she smiles.

I returned her grin grabbing my stuff and following her to the car.

“Richard is so excited to meet you.”

“you look happier too mom.”

I pulled out my phone to text Stella as I had promised. I furrowed my eyebrows seeing I had a missed called from Jensen. I quickly dialed him.

“thought you forgot about me for some surfer dude already.” He joked as he answered.

“a surfer dude? nah that’s not really my type, I prefer the uptight actors turned businessmen.” I shot back.

“woah woah I am not uptight.”

“just a little.”

“not at all.” He defended.

“whatever you say Ackles.”

there was a moment of silence.

“I uh wanted to tell you to have a good time with your mom, I meant to call but I’ve been trying to negotiate this deal for a new property but uh she’s not biting.”

“she?” I said hesitantly.

“the seller, she’s kind of stubborn, reminds me of someone else I know.”

“I am not stubborn.” I defended quickly.

“just a little.” He laughs mocking me from just seconds earlier.

“okay maybe a little.” I laughed.

His laughter grew too.

“but I can admit my flaws.” I huffed.

“yeah I think I’ll save that conversation for another time, but hey I gotta go, meeting in five minutes.”

“Jensen?”

“Yeah?”

“Thanks”

“Say hi to your mom for me.” He said before hanging up the phone.

I could feel the smile on my face get just a bit bigger. He was trying.

Before I knew it we were pulling in to the driveway of my mom’s house. A man stood there waving at me. I watched my mom hop out wrapping her arms around Richard. He leaned down kissing her lips. I was really happy for her. I got out of the car walking to him.

“I’m so happy to meet you, I’ve heard so much about you, I’m Richard.” He said pulling me in for a hug.

I was nine when my father passed, I remembered him fondly. He was warm and kind. Richard kind of reminds me of him. I could tell I was going to like him. Once I got settled we had dinner, my mom and Richard were telling me the story of how they met. They looked so happy. So in love.

I thought back to Jensen. I wasn’t sure where we stood, we’re we dating, we’re we truly just friends with benefits?I was trying to be patient like Jared said but it was really hard when I felt like he was holding a lot back. I found the more I was with him, the harder it was getting to stay away. I was falling in love with him, and that scared the hell out of me.

Nightfall had come quickly. I said goodnight to my mom and Richard, settling down for the night. I couldn’t stop thinking about Jensen. I pulled out my phone sending him a text.

:california is boring without you… but lately everywhere is boring with you.

I bit my lip waiting for a reply. When it didn’t come right away I started to overthink. Was I getting too close? Was that too clingy? I saw the chat bubbles pop up as he typed a reply.

:having dinner with the seller tonight, hoping to finish deal.

:oh, like just you and her?

:don’t worry about it.

I sighed setting my phone on the night stand. Once again he pushes away when I try to get close. My phone buzzed on the side table prompting me to pick it up. I saw it was Jensen calling. I didn’t bother to answer. He told me not to worry, so I wasn’t.

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I awoke to the warm California sun shining in to my eyes. I checked my phone seeing three missed calls from Jensen. I sighed about to redial him when my mom burst in to the room.

“get dressed, we’re going to the country club for breakfast, they have the best mimosas you’ve ever tasted!”

I laughed at her antics.

Jensen could wait. I needed a drink.

I threw on a simple sundress meeting my mom in the car. I took in the beautiful sights as she drove. I had never been to a country club before, but this place was pretty nice. We sat down ordering two mimosas.

“so, tell me about this guy.” my mom smiled sipping her drink.

Of course she wanted to talk about Jensen.

“what do you want to know?” I asked taking large gulps of mine.

Damn these were good.

“I don’t know, everything.”

I scoffed choking back a laugh. So would I.

“Uh there’s not much to know, he’s kind of closed off.” I said before chewing my bottom lip.

“what do you mean darling?”

“I mean, it’s complicated mama, one minute everything’s great and the next he shuts down. It’s like he’s afraid of me getting too close, so he pushes me away.”

I sighed chugging the rest of my drink. I definitely needed this.

“maybe he is, did I ever tell you that your dad was engaged when I met him?”

“no, what happened!?”

“long story short she ended up cheating on him, he was broken, he couldn’t trust anyone, not even me. It took awhile to break down his walls, but I knew your dad was special, so I kept trying. If you think this Jensen is worth it keep trying.”

I was quiet as I took in her words.

“I think I’m going to need another one of these.” I laughed holding up my empty glass.

A waiter brought me another mimosa. I took a big sip pulling out my phone to call Jensen back. Suddenly a text came through making me choke on my drink.

:might want to go easy on those mimosas, don’t want a repeat of last time you drank.

“holy shit.”

“what’s a matter honey?”

“It’s Jensen, he’s here.” I choked.

At my words Jensen walked up in his usual suit and tie attire.

“what? how?” I asked sitting my drink down.

I could see my mom smirk as she looked up at him.

“Ma’am it’s a pleasure to meet you, Jensen Ackles.” he said shaking my mother’s hand.

“nice to meet you.” she said.

she looked between me and Jensen.

“I’ll give you a minute.”

I watched her walk away before turning to him.

“what are you doing here?” I asked picking up my drink again sipping it.

“you didn’t answer my calls, I thought something happened to you.”

“no Jensen that was called me ignoring you.” I said rolling my eyes.

“okay I deserved that.”

“how was your dinner?” I sassed.

“very productive and professional, I closed the deal.” He said laughing at my jealousy.

“well then congratulations I guess.”

“and I’m here to take you out to celebrate.”

“wait what?”

“just come with me, I promise you won’t regret it.” He said offering his hand.

“where too?”

“It’s a surprise.” He laughed.

“I think I met my quota on surprises. Plus I can’t just leave my mom.” I spoke.

“of course you can…” she said popping up out of nowhere.

“of course you can.” Jensen repeated once again extending his hand.

I looked between him and my mother heaving a sigh as I grabbed his hand.

“I promise to have her back before dinner.” Jensen said winking at my mom.

He led me out to a rental car, I was surprised to see Cole waiting with the door open.

“you brought Cole too?” I asked giving Cole a smile.

“Ms. (L/N).” He said nodding his head as I climbed in the backseat.

“I mean he does work for me.” Jensen laughed.

“Poor Cole.” I smirked as Jensen rolled his eyes at my teasing.

Cole started to drive. It was quiet as Jensen rested a hand on my knee. I can’t believe he came all this way to see me.

“Jensen why did you come here?” I asked biting my lip.

“Ouch you’re not happy to see me? Is it the surfer dude? It is isn’t it?” He jokes turning towards me.

“you know I’m always happy to see you, I’m just surprised is all.”

“I told you to celebrate.” He said not meeting my eyes.

“you came all this way to celebrate.?” I asked not believing him.

“yeah, a good thing happened to me and I wanted to share that with you.” He said simply.

I thought my heart was going to burst out of my chest.

“I think that’s the nicest thing you’ve ever told me.” I said smiling.

“Yeah well don’t get used to it.” He smirked.

I playfully slapped his chest. I looked out the window as the car stopped.

“a dock?” I questioned.

“come on.” He smiled pulling me out of the car.

I saw a big yacht docked in the water.

“we’re going on that?” I asked smiling.

“yep.” He said pulling me onboard.

He pulled me on deck letting me look around. I had never been on a boat before so this was a new experience for me. Jensen disappeared down in the cabin, trading his suit and tie for just a pair of board shorts.

I swallowed looking at his toned chest. I had seen him naked already but somehow it still always got me flustered. He smirked at me before going to the wheel.

“wait you’re sailing this thing? I laughed coming to stand beside him.

“yep, and you’re going to help me.” He smiled starting to depart from the dock.

“I don’t think you want me to help, I mean do you want to crash?” I joked.

“It’s okay, it’s a private bay, can’t crash into the water.” He said.

The boat picked up speed as he sailed further and further into the bay. I felt so at peace as the wind blew through my hair. I couldn’t fight the smile that I donned. I noticed Jensen watching me intently.

“come on, you’re taking the wheel.” Jensen said pulling me in front of him.

“no I can’t.” I laughed nervously.

“I got you don’t worry.” He said placing a soft kiss to my neck.

He put his hands on top of mine, showing me how to sail the ship.

“Jensen don’t let go.” I laughed.

“I have too, you’ll be fine.”

Jensen moved his hands settling them around my waist as he held me against him.

“Oh my gosh I’m doing it!”

He laughed pecking my cheek. He took the wheel again slowing the boat to a stop. I walked to the edge looking at the beautifully calm water. Jensen came to my side, climbing over the railing and standing over the edge.

“what are you doing?”

“swimming.” He said jumping off in to the water below.

He submerged only for a second before popping back up.

“well what are you waiting for?” He asked calling up to me.

“you’re crazy.” I yelled.

“please for me?” He called smiling.

I bit my lip, finally letting my secret slip.

“don’t laugh, but I can’t swim.” I said my cheeks heating up with embarrassment.

He didn’t laugh.

“Don’t worry I got you.” He said for the second time today.

I sighed shaking my head before pulling my sundress over my head so I was just in my bra and underwear. I nervously looked at the water.

Was I really doing this?

I closed my eyes jumping in feet first. In an instant my body was engulfed in the cool water. I panicked momentarily before I felt warm hands go to my waist. Jensen smiled as he pulled me towards him. I wrapped my legs around his waist as we floated in the water.

“see you’re okay.” He said holding me up.

“you’re crazy.” I laughed my hands gripping his broad shoulders.

“Me? You’re the one jumping in to the ocean when you don’t know how to swim.” He joked giving me a wink.

“I find that my logic usually goes out the window with you Mr. Ackles.” I whispered.

“is this more?” He asked bringing a hand up to cup my cheek.

“huh?”

“At Jared’s you told me that you needed more, is this more?” He furrowed his eyebrows like he was really concerned what my answer would be.

I thought back to that day. I didn’t think he was really listening to me, but it turns out I was very wrong.

“so much more.” I smiled wrapping my arms around him and hugging him.

I pulled back to see him staring at me.

“what is it?” I asked feeling a blush come to my cheeks.

“I just like seeing you smile.” He whispered looking in my eyes.

I swallowed nervously as his gaze shifted between my eyes and my lips. He leaned in resting his forehead against mine. I could hear his breathing become shaky. He gulped as he moved his lips a little closer. I parted mine waiting and desperate for the contact but he quickly pulled away looking embarrassed.

“I’m sorry I can’t, just not right now.” He said turning his face away from me.

I grabbed his chin quickly making him face me again.

“It’s okay, you don’t have to apologize.” I said running a hand across the back of his neck.

I could see behind his eyes that someone really hurt him, it killed me to not know.

“what was her name?” I asked hesitantly.

He didn’t answer just swallowed nervously.

“who did this to you? who made you feel like this?” I asked getting emotional.

“It’s in the past now. Come on it’s getting late, we should start heading back. He said swimming over to the ladder at the side of the boat.

He helped me on, pushing me up so I could pull myself out of the water. He pulled himself up with ease going back to the wheel. I sighed pulling my sundress back on. Jensen was silent as he sailed us back to the dock. I walked up behind him, wrapping my arms around him, leaving a trail of kisses on his back up to his neck. Once we docked the boat Jensen turned around in my arms pulling me in to a bone crushing hug.

We stood there a minute in each others embrace.

“thank you for this, and for not making fun of my inability to swim.” I said offering him a smile.

He chuckled a little. He opened his mouth to reply but his phone ringing caught him off guard. He quickly answered, eyebrows furrowing with worry at whoever was talking.

“yeah, okay I’ll be right there.” He spoke before hanging up.

“everything okay?” I asked concerned.

“yeah just something came up at work.” He said grabbing my hand.

“come on Cole can drop you back at your moms house.”

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“are you sure you can’t stay one more day sweetheart?” my mom asked as she hugged me for what seemed like the millionth time.

“I wish I could mama.” I said giving her a kiss on her cheek.

I pulled away wrapping my arms around Richard.

“take care of her for me won’t you?” I whispered in his ear.

“of course darling.”

I gave my mother one last hug before boarding my plane. It was another quiet plane ride. I was exhausted and just ready to be home. I was surprised to find Cole standing in the airport holding a sign with my name on it.

“did you think I wouldn’t recognize you Cole?” I asked laughing.

“Mr. Ackles requests your presence at his estate.” Cole said taking my bag from me and leading me out to his car.

“Is everything okay, what’s going on?” I asked nervously.

“I’m afraid I can’t discuss anything Ms. (L/N).”

“Is Jensen okay?” I panicked.

“He’s a little preoccupied I’m afraid.”

I got sick with nerves as we drove to his house. Everything seemed fine when he left. I jumped out of the car before Cole could bring it to a complete stop, running inside.

“Jensen?” I called.

I was relieved to see him sitting on the stairs, hunched over with something in his lap. I walked over closer to him.

“Jensen?” I said placing a hand on his arm.

He quickly shrugged it off, standing up and glaring at me.

“what’s going on?”

“you tell me.” He growled dropping a newspaper at my feet.

I picked it up, shocked to see Jensen and I on the front page. We were standing on the yacht wrapped up in each other. It wasn’t just that but under the picture was my name printed clearly.

“so the paparazzi caught us..?” I asked trying to understand the situation.

“It was a private bay they shouldn’t have been able to, unless of course someone tipped them off.” He said glaring at me.

Did he seriously think I would do something like that?

“Jensen you can’t be serious, I didn’t even know where we were going how could I have possibly done that?” I asked crossing my arms over my chest.

“I don’t know (y/n) how did they get all that information in the paper huh? How did they know I introduced you to the cast? How did they know I won’t kiss you huh? How did they know about our arrangement? HOW DID THEY KNOW?” He yelled in my face.

I shrunk back as he raised his voice. I never did well with people raising their voice at me, but when he did it, it felt like knives going into my chest.

“I don’t know but I didn’t say anything Jensen I swear.” I pleaded, tears running down my cheeks.

“God I’m so stupid. You’re just like her. Fuck.” Jensen growls grabbing a vase of flowers angrily hurling it against the wall.

The vase shatters on impact making me jump.

“Jensen please you have to believe me.” I begged reaching my hand out but he stopped me.

“you’re just like her.” He said the hurt evident in his eyes.

“Jensen I have no clue what you’re talking about because you don’t tell me ANYTHING. I’ve tried to be understanding but this is crazy. I would never sell you out to some sleazy journalist.” I yelled feeling my emotions on overload.

“I think you should leave.” He said sitting back on the stairs and putting his head in his hands.

I could feel my heart breaking.

“I’m falling in love with you.” I whispered desperately wiping some tears that fell.

He glances up at me quickly before glancing back down.

“well you shouldn’t, this was never a relationship.” He huffed.

“If I walk out that door I’m not coming back.” I said taking a shaky breath, the tears flowing like a waterfall.

He didn’t respond, just continued to stare at the floor. So I did the last thing I wanted to do.

I left.

I left without another word, without looking back.

I left.

Author Note:

I’m so sorry for breaking your heart! Butttt we’re getting a glance in to why Jensen is the way he is! We ain’t done yet so please stick around for more! And as always if you’re enjoying please let me know with a heart, reblog, comment or a follow!

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Part (VIII)

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Chosen For Pleasure (XIV)

Series Masterlist/Warnings

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"is this really necessary?" I asked Jensen, my eyes befalling the large man in a suit standing next to him.

"yes, until they catch Riley, I'm not risking your safety... besides Mark's a professional, he knows how to be discreet, you won't even know he's around." Jensen said kissing my cheek.

I highly doubt that.

A big burley security man following my every movement.... yeah they'll never see him coming.

I sighed deeply, knowing I'd never be able to talk Jensen out of it.

I stood on my tippy toes connecting his lips with mine. It was a short brief kiss, but it was all I needed to get my heart racing.

"I should go, don't want to be late for my first day as Chief Editor." I said leaning in to Jensen's warm embrace.

"I'll pick you up after work, we have some things to discuss."

"things to discuss, what sort of things?"

"you never answered my question." Jensen smirks knowingly before departing.

It's been a hectic few days, my mind has been on overload. I'm lucky I even remembered to put pants on today. Of course I haven't been able to think about Jensen's proposition of moving in with him yet. I definitely needed to talk to Stella first.

"Mark." I said nodding my head at the tall man.

Mark starts to follow me in to the building quietly.

"who's the big dude?" Stella says as soon as we get inside.

I let out a sigh, so much for being discreet.

I roll my eyes as my coworkers glance at Mark, who's right on my tail.

"Mark.." I answer shrugging my shoulders.

I walked past everyone, going to my new office. I was surprised to see it was completely different than the last time I had been in here.

"I uh redecorated, I thought it would help ya know, so you didn't think about it." Stella said from the doorway.

I looked around the spacious office, every trace of Gray had been erased.

"I love you Stell." I said, a tear in my eye.

I engulfed my best friend in a hug. We stood in each other’s embrace, smiling.

"Sooo do I have to call you Ms. (L/N) now?"

"Oh god please don’t!" I laughed.

I took a deep breath, a comfortable silence fell between us.

"this is crazy right, I mean your life has done a complete three sixty."

I let Stella's words sink in, she was completely right. A few months ago if you'd told me this would be my life, I would've laughed in your face.

"it totally has... sometimes I don't even know how to keep up." I admitted glancing at Mark who stood outside my office like a soldier.

"okay what's up with Mark?" Stella giggled looking at the large man.

"I'm afraid Jensen insists, just until they catch Riley."

"ah yes, the crazy."

"Stella, she's not crazy, she's mentally ill."

I could see Stella noticeably roll her eyes.

"why are you defending her, she literally wants to hurt you (y/n/n)!"

I chewed on my bottom lip nervously as her words sunk in.

I didn't know what Riley's intentions were, but from the damage done to my car, I gathered that we wouldn't be talking over a cup of coffee anytime soon.

"I’m sorry, I know things have been crazy for you, and I just want you to know that I'm here, to listen, to talk, to eat our feelings away with chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream... whatever you need." Stella said giving me a warm smile.

"Jensen asked me to move in with him." I blurted out, the thought weighing heavily on my mind.

"oh my gosh, that's great!" Stella squealed.

"it is?" I question, surprised by her reaction.

"it is if that's what you want?" Stella questions.

I look at the pretty brunette sitting in front of me. I didn't know what I did to deserve her friendship some days.

"I really love him Stella." I whispered.

"then you should do it."

"but I'll miss you.."

"please, you can't get rid of me that easily.."

I engulfed my friend in another hug, squeezing her tightly.

"am I interrupting something?"

I let go of Stella to see David, the owner of the magazine standing in the doorway.

"no, I’m sorry sir." I said smiling.

"just wanted to see how you were settling in, and ask if you made any progress on finding me some new voices?"

I smiled widely at Stella.

"yes sir, in fact this is one right here! Stella is the best journalist we have." I said pushing Stella forward.

Stella nervously smiled at him.

"Stella is it, well why don't we go have a talk then?" David said reaching out a hand for her to shake.

I beamed with pride as I watched them leave the office to settle in the conference room.

I could never repay Stella for how much she does for me, but this was a start.

I heard the office phone start to ring, snapping me out of my daze.

"Ms. (L/N)" I answered.

I heard Jensen chuckle on the other end.

"Ms. (L/N), sounds incredibly sexy when you say it." Jensen purred.

"oh please, I thought I was going to come undone, the first day you said my name." I shot back.

"I was just calling to see how your first day as chief editor is going?"

I felt the smile grace my face.

"good actually, it's kind of making me nervous.." I said picking my nails.

"why is it making you nervous?"

"have you ever heard the term regression to the mean?"

"no.." Jensen said sounding confused.

“It means that life can’t ever be all bad or all good. You know, eventually, things have to come back to the middle.”

"I'm not understanding baby."

"I mean that everything's been okay lately, you know, we're okay, the jobs okay, Stella and I are okay.. the middle."

"so you mean things are about to get really good.." Jensen started

"or really bad." I finished cutting him off.

"sweetheart I think this whole Riley thing has you worked up, everything will be fine, okay, nothing is going to happen." Jensen reassured.

He was probably right. I mean this whole Riley situation did have me pretty worked up.

I just felt it was something more though, like there was something looming over us and I just couldn't figure out what it was.

It could've been my conversation with Elle too. I couldn't get her words out of my head... I just want to know who my competition is.

What did that even mean?

Was she going to try to steal Jensen away from me?

I guess it would be steal Jensen back, considering she had him first.

I didn't realize how quiet I was until I heard Jensen's smooth voice through the speaker.

"baby talk to me, what's going through your mind?"

"I think you're right, I'm just a little overwhelmed, I guess Mark wasn't such a bad thing." I said staring at the man who hasn't moved from the entrance of my office.

"see I told you..." Jensen said in a teasing tone.

"I don't have to take him everywhere do I? He's not coming home with me!"

I heard Jensen's hearty laugh boom through the speaker.

"he's definitely NOT going home with you.. he's just for when I can't be with you to protect you."

"my hero.." I swooned.

Jensen laughed again.

"I miss you already." I whispered.

"oh god I sound so needy." I added quickly.

"I miss you too.."

"so I uh talked to Stella about your proposition." I said biting my thumb nail.

"oh yeah? and how did that go?"

"good.." I answered being vague in my answer purposely.

"and do you have an answer for me?"

"yeah..." I whispered not being able to fight the smile on my face.

"well get on with it then, c'mon woman you're killing me here." Jensen whined.

"I mean, I'll have to get some things from the apartment." I said.

"so that's a yes?"

"yes Jensen, I'll move in with you."

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"Are you going home? I'm going to grab some things and stay at Jensen's tonight." I told Stella as we gathered our things, the end of our day approaching.

"No, Matt's taking me out to dinner to celebrate my new promotion, thanks for that by the way! I can't believe I'm the new lead journalist!" Stella squealed making me smile.

"I didn't do anything, that was all you."

"Still, I couldn't have gotten it without you putting in a word to David for me."

"It's the least I could do, you do so much for me."

Stella wrapped her arms around me squeezing me tightly for the third time this day.

I've been so caught up in all things Jensen that I realized I really missed my friend, and I was so lucky to have her in my corner.

"woah, that's my woman."

Stella let go, throwing a look to Jensen who now stood in the doorway to my office. I didn’t see Mark anymore, Jensen must have dismissed him.

"nice office..." Jensen admired.

"I redecorated, thank you very much." Stella piped up.

"so when I need any redecorating done, I'll know who to call." Jensen smirked.

Stella glanced at her phone quickly before meeting my eyes again.

"I think Matt's here, I'll see you soon.." Stella said squeezing my hand before going over to Jensen.

"Jensen, take care of her... if you don't I'll chop your dick off." Stella threatened.

"Stella!" I exclaimed mortified.

Jensen just laughed in response.

"You have my word Stella, I mean I would kind of like to keep my dick." Jensen said making me roll my eyes at the pair.

"see you tomorrow." Stella said with a final wave.

Jensen smiled at her shaking his head. He came over to me wrapping me in a hug.

“she’s something..” Jensen laughed.

“you have no idea… are you ready to go home?” I asked cocking my eyebrow.

“as long as I’m with you I am home.” Jensen said.

I rolled my eyes at his line.

“that was incredibly cheesy.” I laughed.

“I thought it was romantic… even a little bit?” Jensen pouted.

“okay just a little bit.”

Jensen smiled, leaning down to pull me in for a kiss. I took a shaky breath as he connected our lips. I felt electricity pulsating through my skin as his lips moved on mine.

“I love you.” He said as he pulled away.

“I love you more.” I whispered.

Jensen gave me another quick peck.

“Impossible.”

Jensen grabbed my bag with one hand, grasping mine with other, as he led us out of the office. Cole stood by the car waiting with an open door.

“Ms. (L/N).” Cole nodded as I slid in.

“You really need to give him a break..” I said laughing at Jensen.

“Cole doesn’t need a break, do ya Cole?”

“no Mr. Ackles.”

“Cole you can be honest I know this one’s a lot to deal with.” I said smacking Jensen’s chest playfully.

“between you and me ma’am.” Cole started giving Jensen a smirk.

I laughed at Jensen’s flustered expression.

Cole pulled up to our apartment, quickly getting out so he could open my door. Jensen shuffled out after me. As soon as we stepped out of the car, his phone started ringing. He pulled it out checking the caller ID.

“It’s Jared.”

“you can take it.. I’m just going to grab some toiletries and a couple outfits, I’ll be right back.” I said kissing his cheek.

Jensen offered me a grateful smile as he answered his phone.

I unlocked the door, before grabbing our mail and going inside. I would have to remember to reroute my mail to the new address. I threw the mail on the counter, wanting to pack my things before I went through it.

I grabbed my overnight bag throwing articles of clothing in it before going to our bathroom. I made sure to grab my toothbrush, hairbrush and the other essentials. I glanced at my reflection in the mirror breathing a deep sigh.

I was really doing this.

I threw the rest of my stuff in my bag, zipping it up and walking back in to the kitchen. I set my bag down grabbing the mail to sift through it.

I turned around, feeling my blood run cold.

It was her.

Riley.

I gasped at the sight of her dropping the mail.

I didn’t know how she got in, the door was still locked.

I could see from the look on her face that she was distressed. I was afraid, but I wouldn’t let her see. I needed to remain calm.

“Riley… uh Jensen’s right outside, we could go see him.” I hesitantly said, holding my hands out so she could see I meant her no harm.

I shuddered as she pulled a gun from her pocket.

“I came to see you.”

I shivered, her voice was haunting, like she was in grave pain. I didn’t take my eyes off the gun she held to her side.

“okay..” I breathed.

“Jensen told me what happened Riley, I know you’re in a lot of pain, and I’m so sorry.. Jensen talks about you still, he cares about you.” I said trying to diffuse the situation.

I flinched as a warning shot rang out. I could feel the breath getting caught in my chest as I feared for my life.

“DON’T LIE!” Riley yelled, bringing the gun up so it was now pointed directly at me.

“just tell me what you have that I don’t.” she cried.

“nothing Riley, I’m nothing.” I pleaded.

“but he kisses you, and sleeps in your bed.” Riley said.

I felt the color drain from my face.

“how do you know that?”

“I saw you, I watched you… I know you love him but I do too.” Riley said eerily calm.

I thought back to the night when Jensen slept over. I thought I had seen someone but chalked it up to my imagination playing tricks on me… but now I know it was her watching us.

“Riley why don’t you put the gun down.” I begged trying to maintain my composure.

“you don’t even know him, what he likes, you don’t give him what he wants, he’s just pretending with you and he’ll get tired of pretending!” Riley growled.

Suddenly Jensen burst in the door followed by Cole.

Riley didn’t move the gun from me.

I could see the fear in Jensen’s eyes as he glanced at me.

“Riley..”

Jensen pointed at himself, asking Riley to turn the gun on him. Riley glanced between me and Jensen before turning the gun his way.

“Jensen don’t.” I cried, letting a few tears slip out.

Jensen held his hand out quieting me.

“I know you don’t want to hurt me Riley.” Jensen said, taking a step closer to her.

Riley breathed a heavy sigh as Jensen reached out wrapping his hand around the barrel of the gun. He yanked it out of her hands, switching the safety on, and putting it in his pocket.

“come here.” Jensen said reaching his arms out.

Riley collapsed in his arms crying. Jensen held her stroking her hair.

“Cole get (y/n) out of here, take her back home.” Jensen said.

Cole took a step towards me, but I took a step back.

“I’m not going anywhere.” I said not wanting to leave Jensen alone.

“(y/n) for once just do what I ask!” Jensen snapped.

I felt the tears roll down my cheeks as I grabbed Cole’s hand allowing him to lead me outside to the car. He opened the door gesturing for me to get in.

I dropped his hand stepping away from the car. I gave Cole a look, and started to walk down the street.

“Ms. (L/N) please.”

“stop it Cole.” I growled walking away.

I didn’t know where I was going, I just had to get away. I felt the tears staining my cheeks as I walked.

It was too much.

It was all too much.

for once just do what I ask..

he’s just pretending with you, and he’ll get tired of pretending..

I covered my ears trying to drown out the loud voices that were screaming at me.

I collapsed on the sidewalk, bringing my knees to my chest and sobbing.

this is what I meant.

regression to the mean..

Author Note:

I’m sorry for breaking your hearts again! Part fifteen will reveal a lot, so make sure you stick around to find out! If you liked this part please indicate so with a heart, comment, reblog, or a follow! It really is motivating! I appreciate you all!

xoxoxo

Liv

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Chosen For Pleasure (VIII)

Series Masterlist/Warnings

switching point of view, I will indicate the switch with italics

just a little fyi the secret of who leaked the information won’t be revealed yet so don’t come for me lol but to make up for it, Jensen’s story will be revealed…

Also I don’t know if I have to explain it but I will anyways my little ******* line indicates a time jump, I’m just too lazy to write up to that time…oops!

Anyhoo I’ll be quiet now, here’s the content you came for…

Jensen

I brought the bottle to my lips, chugging.

I was working on my seventh bottle of whiskey this week.

I don’t know why I care this much.

She isn’t the first girl I’ve ended things with.

Why did it feel so crappy this time?

“If I walk out this door I’m not coming back.”

Her words replayed in my head, cutting in to me like knives.

And she didn’t.

Not that I expected her too.

I messed up.

Again.

I brought the bottle back to my lips, collapsing on the couch. I heard the door open, but I didn’t care enough to check who it was. It’s probably Cole checking on me for the hundredth time this week.

“I want to be left alone Cole.” I growled taking a swig of whiskey.

“well too damn bad.”

I sat up meeting eyes with my towering best friend.

“how’d you know?”

“Genevieve, uh they talk, and then I saw the stuff online.” Jared said rubbing his neck.

“why didn’t you tell me?” He added, hurt crossing his features.

“I didn’t think I would feel this bad about it. Why do I feel this bad?” I asked setting down the whiskey bottle.

“it’s called heartbreak J, there’s about a million songs written about it… perhaps you cared a little more than you thought you did.” Jared said sitting down next to me, picking up the bottle of whiskey and taking a sip.

I huffed grabbing the bottle from him.

Jared grabbed the bottle back immediately before I could take a sip.

“Jensen we’ve been friends for years so I feel like I can tell you this. You need to stop living in the past, okay? Not every girl is going to be Elle. You’ve got to stop self-sabotaging. I’m sorry that the women in your life have consistently let you down, and that fucking sucks, but dude you have to move on from it. I can’t stand to see you lose a good thing in your life. Dude that girl was perfect for you. She was crazy about you, you could see it in her eyes. I don’t know if she leaked anything, but if she did I know sure as shit it wasn’t to intentionally hurt you. God damn Jensen the only one hurting you, is you, and I’m sorry but if you keep this up you’re going to end up miserable and all alone. ” Jared said taking the whiskey and dumping it in the sink.

Elle.

Hearing her name made me tense.

That’s why I don’t say it. Don’t talk about it.

miserable and all alone.

Exactly how I was feeling now.

God he was right. I was just miserable and all alone.

I sighed.

She’s not Elle, she was the furthest thing from Elle.

And I ruined it all.

“It doesn’t even matter now, I fucked up Jar, and I don’t think you can talk my way out of it this time.” I said putting my head in my hands.

“No I can’t. But maybe you can.” He said moving my hands away from my head.

“I doubt she’d even listen to anything I’d have to say. I wouldn’t even know where to start.”

“how about two words you’ve never said to anyone… I’m sorry.”

“and then tell her how you feel, how you actually feel.” He added.

“I feel like I’m falling in love with her, and it scares me.” I said feeling the tears brim my eyes.

“Jensen love is scary, god I was so scared to talk to Gen at first, don’t you remember? But I knew that she was my future, everything I had ever wanted, so I swallowed my fear and I went for it.”

“and what if she doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore?”

“then at least you can say you tried.”

It was silent for a moment as I mulled over his words in my head.

“ also I just might happen to know where she’s going to be tonight.” Jared smirked.

I stood up smiling at Jared.

I’m going to get my girl back.

Reader

I don’t know what happened.

Ok I do.

I just don’t know how.

Stella was there to catch me as I collapsed.

She held me as I sobbed. Once I caught my breath, the words poured from my lips.

“I’ll kill him.” Stella said standing up.

I grabbed her hand pulling her back down to the couch. I needed her right now.

His words replayed in my head in a continuous loop.

this was never a relationship

It felt like one to me. I see now just how one sided that was.

I would never leak his information. I signed a non-disclosure. I wouldn’t be that stupid to go against it. Stella is the only other person who knew.

“you never talked to anyone about me and Jensen did you?” I asked hesitantly.

“you know I would never do that.”

I knew she was telling the truth. She would never do that to me.

“look we’ll find out who did this, but in the meantime…” she said escaping from the living room quickly.

She came back seconds later pulling out a carton of ice cream and two spoons.

“I’m not going to eat my feelings Stella.” I smiled just a little bit.

“Even if they’re chocolate chip cookie dough flavored?”

I sighed taking a spoon. Her smile grew as she opened the carton. We sat eating the entire carton, as I cried silently.

If I thought that was bad, work the next day was hell.

As soon as Stella and I walked in all eyes were on us… well me.

I could hear the murmurs of gossip about my love life. I could feel my breath becoming shallow and quick. Everyone was staring at me.

I turned around to run out but crashed right into Gray.

“hey what’s the matter?” He asked grabbing my hand to pull me up.

I couldn’t control my erratic breathing. I was feeling a panic attack coming on.

He pulled me in to his office offering me a glass of water. I silently thanked him sipping it while trying to regain a normal breathing rhythm.

“I’m assuming this is about the paper.” Gray asked tossing thee paper on his desk.

Oh great of course he’s seen it too.

Unease filled me staring at the picture of Jensen and I on the front.

“Gray.. I” I started to defend myself but he cut me off.

“It’s okay, you don’t have to explain it to me, so you’re having a fling with him, who cares what other people think right?”

“I’m uh not, not anymore.” I said biting my lip to stop the tears.

“Follow me.” Gray said grabbing my hand and pulling me back out of his office.

He stood in the middle of the office, I went over and cowered behind Stella.

“Excuse me, it has come to my attention that there has been some unprofessional conduct in this office, if I hear anyone talking about certain situations, you will be reprimanded. Thank you.” Gray said offering me a small smile.

I think that just made it worse.

I rested my head on my desk debating on banging it off it a few thousand times.

Fuck my life.

“don’t worry, it’ll die down in a day or two, look I’m sure Taylor Swift will do something new and exciting and people won’t even think about you.” Stella said.

I raised my head sending her a glare.

“right not helping.” She said.

Stella was right.

By day two it had died down.

By day three it was a few murmurs.

Day four it completely disappeared.

Now a week later I was back to being a nobody.

Except to Gray.

It was strange. He brought me coffee every morning, checking in on my well being. Today was no different.

“how are you this morning?” Gray asked handing me a mug of coffee.

“better thank you.” I said smiling.

It was true.

Each day that passed it was getting better.

I realized I didn’t deserve any of that.

Jensen had some deeply rooted issues and that wasn’t my fault, yet I was the one paying for them. It wasn’t fair.

Stella and I weren’t any closer to finding out who leaked the information either, so that was incredibly frustrating.

“I have a surprise for you, follow me.” Gray said laughing.

I glanced at Stella before following Gray in to his office.

“close your eyes.”

I sighed hesitantly shutting my eyes. I felt something being placed in my hands.

“okay open them.”

I opened them seeing a ticket in my hand.

“uh it’s for an auction, I uh offered up two of your landscape photos, you’re incredibly talented and I think other people should see it too, who knows they might go for a lot of money.” Gray said smiling.

Wow.

This is what I had always wanted. My pictures to be seen by more people. I smiled and before I realized what I was doing I wrapped my arms around Gray giving him a hug. He was caught off guard at first but immediately hugged back.

“Uh thanks Gray, you have no idea how much I appreciate this.” I said pulling back.

“No problem, I’ll uh see you there.” He smiled.

Wait what was this?

Did I just accidentally agree to a date with my boss?

He must’ve of noticed my confusion.

“I’m uh one of the organizers.” He added with a laugh.

“Oh right of course.” I said embarrassed.

“Not that I wouldn’t like a date with you.” He said moving a little closer.

I felt the air getting caught in my throat. He was my boss. It felt wrong.

“I should um get back to work, thanks for this again, I’ll uh see you tonight.” I said rushing out of his office.

It was weird wasn’t it?

Why was he being this nice to me? I know it certainly wasn’t because Jensen dumped me. I was hesitant to go tonight.

What’s the worst that could happen though?

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I stood off to the side sipping on a glass of red wine. A little black dress hugged my body as I looked around at the people in expensive suits and even more expensive gowns.

I was totally out of place.

I took a seat as the auction began. There were a lot of art pieces and photographs being auctioned off.

I looked at the pictures Gray chose. It was true they were some of my best, but I definitely didn’t think they should be up there, compared to the other pieces. Especially since the last piece just sold for 25,000 dollars. I was zoning out when Gray’s voice snapped me out of my trance.

“Our next two pieces come as a set. These beautiful photographs were taking by the beautiful (F/N) (L/N). I’ll start the bidding at 1,000.”

“1,000.” a man said holding up his paddle.

Holy shit. Someone wants to pay one thousand dollars for my photographs!

“5,000.” A feminine voice called.

Someone pinch me!

“10,000.”

Oh my god. I’m hyperventilating.

“15,000.”

If anyone bids any higher they’re going to have to pick me up from this floor.

“40,000.”

My entire world came to a pause at that moment.

I know that voice.

“40,000 going once, 40,000 going twice. Sold to Mr. Ackles for 40,000.” Gray grumbled.

I stood up quickly fleeing for the exit. I kept my head down, not wanting to see him. Of course as fate would have it, he caught up to me.

“(y/n) please stop.” Jensen said grabbing my hand.

I quickly rip my hand out of his grasp.

I finally look up meeting his eyes.

Woah.

He looks like he hasn’t slept in days, big dark circles lay under his eyes making them look lifeless. I felt kind of bad.

Hold up.

Why should I feel bad?

He didn’t feel bad as he screamed at me and kicked me out of his house.

“What are you doing here Jensen? Are you here to scream at me some more? Want to accuse me of anything else?”

I felt the venom dripping off of each word. He looked as if I slapped him in the face.

“I just uh, I want to talk.” He said fumbling over his words.

“Oh now you wanna have a conversation? Jensen you really hurt me.. you don’t get to do things just when it’s convenient for you.”

“I know I hurt you and I’m…. I’m sorry.”

Woah.

In the time that we were together, even when we fought before, I’m sorry has never left Jensen’s lips.

“You’re sorry?”

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry for yelling at you. I’m sorry for scaring you. I’m sorry for accusing you. I’m sorry for all of it. God I know I’m probably the worst person in the world and the last thing you want to do is talk to me but all I’m asking for all I’m begging for is one conversation. Please just come to dinner with me and let’s talk.” He pleaded.

Woah.

I sighed looking at him.

He looked like hell.

“Fine… I’ll go to dinner with you. But only because I’m hungry.” I huffed crossing my arms.

He smiled, putting his hand on the small of my back to lead me out. I quickly pulled away from him.

“oh no Ackles, you don’t have that privilege.” I said.

He holds his hands up in surrender, giving me a flirty smile. He opened the door for us to step out.

“(y/n) wait!”

I turned around to see Gray running towards us. As he got close, I didn’t miss the glare he sent Jensen. He stood in between me and Jensen blocking him from me.

“are you okay?” He asked grabbing my hand.

“yeah you know what I think I got it from here.” Jensen growled placing a hand on Grays shoulder to move him.

Gray shoved his hand off turning around to stare him down. They were the same height and their builds matched up pretty well too. This could be bad.

“I wasn’t asking you.” Gray spit.

“(y/n) come on let’s go.” Jensen said grabbing my arm and pulling me to him.

“don’t tell her what to do.” Gray shot back grabbing my other arm.

“STOP BOTH OF YOU! I’m not some possession to be won.” I yelled ripping my arms away from both men.

“I’m sorry.” Jensen quickly spoke up.

“I’m fine Gray, let’s just go.” I said nodding at Jensen.

Jensen glared at Gray one more time before leading me out. I once again pulled my hand away from him. I was furious!

“I can’t believe you talked to him that way… he’s my boss, you’re going to get me fired.” I growled stopping in the middle of the parking lot.

“yeah well he wants whats mine.”

“ha, whats yours? last time I checked you were the one that said this was never a relationship.” I sneered pointing between us.

“well I was wrong, I want to try again… for real this time… because I’m uh I’m falling in love you, and I never cared about any of this stuff until I met you. Fuck I just want to be with you.” Jensen said.

It was as if the walls he built were crumbling down.

“I want to believe you.. I do but, Jensen I can’t keep waiting around for you to let me in. It’s not fair how you get to shut down and push me away. You said some really hurtful things and now you want to pretend like it didn’t happen.”

He was silent as he stared at me.

Of course, shutting down like always.

I sighed and turned to walk away when his voice caught me off guard.

“there were two names.”

I quickly pivoted back around giving him a confused look.

“you asked me what was her name, the one that did this to me… there were two. Elle and my mother.” He spilled.

“come on Jensen not here.” I said pulling him to the car.

I pulled open the door to the back seat, sliding in with Jensen following me. I sat quietly hoping he would continue.

“Uh ok when I was young my dad decided he didn’t want to be a dad anymore and he left. I thought that it was all my fault. It really hurt my mother. Instead of coping with it, she turned to drugs, heroin for one. I didn’t know about it at first but then she started missing baseball games and picking me up from school. Dinner started to come from a box every night and it got to the point where I had to make my own. I fell down at baseball and broke my arm. I cried for my mom but she was too busy getting high that she didn’t notice. My baseball coach took me to the ER and when they couldn’t get in touch with my mom they sent police to my house. They found her with a needle in her arm. I was immediately taken from her custody, and placed with my aunt. I thought that once Mom got clean, she’d come for me… but she never did. Turns out she blamed me too. When I needed her the most, she wasn’t there. I desperately just wanted her attention and never got it. I guess that’s why I looked for that attention elsewhere. That’s when I met Elle. She made me feel like I mattered, like I meant something. I fell in love with her quickly, shared all of my firsts with her. I was so in love with her, I even proposed. I thought I was going to share my life with this girl. Now supernatural was just getting popular at this time. All of a sudden horrible things started coming out about me. I didn’t know where the tabloids were getting this information but none of it was true. It got so bad that they thought about recasting me in the show. One day I noticed Elle left her phone on the stand. I went through it and saw that she had been selling stories about me to the tabloids for money. She was also seeing someone else behind my back. She never loved me. She just pretended. I was heart broken. I felt like I lost everything. I swore from that day forward I’d never give a woman that power over me again, and that’s why I don’t kiss anyone cause then that means it’s real. And I’ve stuck to my word….up until now.”

I let Jensen’s words sink in.

No wonder he was the way he was. He’d been hurt badly by two women who were supposed to love and take care of him.

I didn’t noticed how long I sat there in silence until he spoke up.

“say something to me please.” He pleaded.

I looked in his eyes and saw they were misty with tears.

I didn’t say anything.

Instead I pulled his head to my chest, wrapping my arms around him in a hug. He quickly wrapped his arms around me as silent sobs escaped his lips.

We sat there in silence for a moment while we both collected ourselves.

“thank you for telling me that.. I’m sorry that people made you feel like that. I’m sorry that the person who was supposed to love you and support you didn’t, but Jensen not everyone is going to be that way. I know getting close to people is scary. I’m scared too.” I admitted.

Jensen picked his head up looking me in the eyes.

“I’m falling in love with you (F/N) (L/N).” Jensen whispered, leaning his forehead against mine.

“I’m falling in love with you too, Jensen Ackles.” I whispered back.

“can we please try again? I promise to be more open, I promise to work on my intimacy issues. I promise I will never hurt you that way again.” He pleaded.

“okay but one condition.”

“what’s that?”

“we take it slow.”

Author Note:

Awwe poor boy! who do you think leaked the information if not Stella? What’s going on with Gray? Hmm guess you’ll just have to come back for more!

Part (IX)

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Chosen For Pleasure (X)

Series Masterlist/Warnings

**Attempted sexual assault at the end of chapter, please don't read if it is triggering for you! Also I am available if anyone EVER needs to talk! I love you all!**

“you know what fuck slow”

In less than a second I attached my lips to Jensen’s neck kissing and sucking gently. He wasted no time moving his hands under my shirt, his hands exploring to my silk bra covered breasts.

“are you sure this is what you want?” Jensen asked with a groan.

I removed my lips from his neck, looking in his eyes.

“you don’t?”

“no, god no of course I want this, I just want to make sure you’re comfortable.” He said sincerely.

I gave him a smile before bringing my shirt over my head.

“do you want to keep talking, or do you want to take the rest of my clothes off?" I whispered seductively.

"I want to take the rest of your clothes off." Jensen groaned, reaching me with one quick stride.

His hands flew up to my bra, pulling it away from my body. I moaned as his lips attached to my neck, kissing and licking down to my now exposed breasts. I threw my head back as his lips wrapped around my nipple lightly nipping it.

I grabbed his shirt to tug it over his head, he detached from my nipple and pulled it the rest of the way off. I let my hands explore his toned chest as his hand fumbled with the hem of my pants.

"Jensen I want you."

He picked me up, stumbling towards my bedroom. He laid me down on the bed gently. In a swift motion, he had my pants down around my ankles.

"Fuck." He groaned taking in the sight of my red lace thong.

He pulled it to the side, attacking my core with his lips. I gasped at the sudden sensation. I brought my hands up, grabbing fistfuls of his hair to bring him closer. I could hear the groans slip out of his mouth as I tugged on his hair.

"I want to please you." I moaned.

"believe me, you already are." Jensen groaned.

He stood up, stripping out of his khakis. He gazed at me lustfully.

"you're so fucking beautiful." He said licking his lips.

He threw his boxers down around his ankles stepping out of them quickly. I could feel my breath quicken as he ran a hand over his length. In one quick movement, he was buried deep inside me. I groaned at the sensation forgetting how big he was.

"I forgot how good you feel." Jensen groaned as he pulled out before burying himself back inside.

"Jensen it feels so good." I moaned.

I brought my hips up to meet his thrusts. He was taking his time, savoring the feeling. It was the most sensual it's ever been between us. I moaned getting needy. I needed more friction. Jensen took that as a sign and sped up his thrusts, each one harder than the last.

"not going to last much longer sweetheart." He groaned.

I moaned in response. I was about to come undone. Jensen grabbed on to my waist, his fingers digging in to my hip bones.

"J." I moaned as I came undone, a withering mess beneath him.

I clenched around him, causing his release as well. He rode out his high before collapsing beside me. I took a moment to catch my breath before laying my head on his chest. His arm snaked around me pulling me closer.

"I missed that." I said with a slight laugh.

"me too." He smiled.

I looked up at his handsome face. He really was flawless. His jaw was the perfect shape, sharp, but not too defined. His eyes glowed a certain way. Freckles peppered over his nose, giving him a youthful look. His eyes met mine as we silently stared at each other. I could see his eyes focusing on my lips. It was like he wanted to kiss me but was fighting an internal battle.

"it's okay." I whispered bringing a hand up to cup his cheek.

He gave me a look that said he knew exactly what I was talking about.

"I'm trying." He said with a shaky breath.

"I know you are, and it's okay, you do it when you're ready." I smiled rubbing a thumb over his defined cheek bone.

It was quiet, as we lay wrapped around each other. I've never felt more content than in this moment. I really was falling in love with this man, and it scared me how fast it happened.

"why do you think you waited to have sex?" Jensen asked running his hand up and down my side.

"I don't know, it just never felt right, I guess I was looking for something exceptional.."

I bit my lip raising my head to gaze in his eyes again.

"and then I met you." I whispered.

Jensen smirked before flipping me over so he was hovering over me.

"do you know how hot it is that I'm the only guy that's ever been inside you?" He murmured, his fingers dancing over my thighs.

I rolled my eyes with a scoff.

"I'm trying to be sweet right now and you're distracting me with your fuckery."

"my fuckery?"

"yeah your fuckery." I laughed.

"hmm so I guess you don't want any of my fuckery." He whispered, running a finger over my folds.

I gasped, throwing my head back against the pillow. He teased my entrance with his fingers.

"definitely don't want any of your fuckery." I tried to choke out but the underlying moan in my voice gave me away.

He smirked as he entered two fingers, pumping them in and out at an even pace. I bit back a moan. He inserted another finger, quickening his pace. It was a euphoric feeling.

I was a mess of moans as he worked me with his fingers. He worked them faster and faster until I could no longer take the sensation.

"that's it angel let go." Jensen groaned huskily, triggering my release.

He removed his fingers, bringing them up to his lips to taste me.

I don't think I'll ever get this sight out of my head. It was the sexiest thing ever.

He laughed as he fell back down beside me. He pulled me to his chest again, and we laid there in silence just enjoying being in each others presence. It was awhile before Jensen spoke up.

"did you turn the stove off?" He asked inhaling.

I inhaled too, smelling the faint smell of smoke. I quickly jumped up throwing on my panties and a t-shirt before running out to see our steak completely burned.

"so I'm thinking take out." He joked standing in the doorway now in his boxers and a t-shirt.

"take out would be good." I laugh tossing the burnt steak in the trash.

It was a calm rest of the night. We ordered chinese food, and split a bottle of wine. It was relaxing to see him unwind. It was late now, Stella texted to say she was spending the night at Matt's and she'd see me before work tomorrow. We were chatting while working on the remainder of the wine.

"so I have something better for you to do this weekend." Jensen spoke up before sipping on his glass.

"oh yeah what's that?" I asked sipping my own.

"go to a ball, with me."

"a ball?"

"yeah, it uh benefits Jared's charity, I really want you to come with me."

"I would love to go to a ball with you, though I don't think I even have anything worthy to wear to a ball." I laughed at how fancy this sounded.

"well lucky for you, your boyfriend is a billionaire." He smirked.

I felt my heart rate increase, hearing him call himself my boyfriend was a feeling indescribable.

"and.." I joked knowing what he meant.

"and, tomorrow after work, we'll go get you something worthy of wearing to a ball." He said placing a kiss on my cheek.

I rolled my eyes, not even bothering to protest because I knew I would lose.

"well I can get it myself considering I now have 40,000." I said giving him a look.

He held up his hands in surrender giving me a laugh.

"how in the hell did you get my bank account details?" I questioned.

"I knew you would never accept my check, so I had my guys look in to it."

"your guys?" I asked cocking an eyebrow.

"well mainly Cole."

"you really better give Cole a break, or a raise." I joked.

Jensen laughed for a moment too, before the silence fell between us.

"I uh should go, it's late." He said looking at the clock.

I bit my lip shaking my head slowly. I didn't want him to go.

"or you could stay." I whispered, mustering up the courage.

Jensen smiled, leaning down to kiss my forehead.

"I thought you'd never ask."

He picked me up bridal style, walking me to my bedroom. He set me on the bed, climbing in next to me. I instinctively cuddled in to his chest as his arms enveloped me. I fell asleep with a smile on my face, the sound of Jensen's soft snores filling my ears.

It was hours later that I awoke with a startle, hearing something. My vision was blurry as I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes, but for a second, it looked like a woman was standing at the foot of my bed, staring at me and Jensen. I blinked again, sitting up, but no one was there.

I sighed glancing at Jensen's sleeping form. He always looks the most at peace when he's sleeping. I took a deep breath cuddling back in to his chest. I closed my eyes hoping for uninterrupted blissful sleep, next to the man I was crazy about.

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I awoke to my alarm tone, blaring in my ears. I let out a groan, reaching a hand out to turn it off. I tried to roll over but Jensen had me trapped in his arms. I couldn't fight the smile as I shook him slowly. He fluttered his eyes open, giving me a peck on the cheek.

"now this is something I could get used to." I said smiling.

"me too." He said.

"me three."

I looked in the doorway seeing Stella standing there with her hands on her hips.

"but next time, try not to burn down our kitchen." she said with a scowl.

I laughed at her, as she left to get ready for work.

"ugh, I don't want to get up, I just want to lay in your arms." I said placing an arm over my eyes to block out the sunlight.

I heard Jensen chuckle before he removed my arm from my face.

"I would love nothing more than that, but believe me, they wouldn't survive in the office without me, also you have to tell your boss you aren't going to New York this weekend."

Fuck.

I completely forgot about that. Gray was going to be pissed, but in my defense, I didn't know about it in advance.

"yeah I do." I sighed sitting up.

"but I'll be around after to pick you up." He smiled sitting up also.

I gave him a confused look.

"to go dress shopping." He laughed.

"right, for the ball." I said in a posh fancy accent.

"alright, I should get going." He said standing up, pulling his pants on.

He leaned over placing a kiss on my cheek.

"see you later."

"see you later." I whispered.

I watched him walk away, a beaming smile on my face. Stella passed him with a wave before she appeared in the doorway of my bedroom.

"so are we going to talk about all this."

"mhmm probably not." I joked wrapping the blanket around me before sauntering into the bathroom.

I could hear her protest as I shut the door turning on the shower. I quickly stripped, stepping in to the warm stream of water. I let my thoughts run wild as I washed my hair and body.

I had no idea what to say to Gray. I don't think it'll matter what I say. He's going to be pissed either way. I just hope he didn't fire me over this. It was all a big misunderstanding. I let the water wash over my naked body rinsing the soap away before stepping out to dry off. I moved at a sluggish pace, getting more anxious by the minute.

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At this point, I didn't care anymore if my coworkers stared or gossiped about me, it just meant they were jealous. I was more focused on the conversation I would have to have with Gray.

"relax, everything will be fine." Stella assured.

I explained the situation to her in the car, she agreed that it probably wouldn't be a good idea to go with him to New York.

"something about him just seems off."

Stella didn't know how right she was.

I didn't see him when we walked in, he was already holed up in his office working on a project. I sat down chewing on my lip while starting up my laptop. I spent the morning waiting for Gray to come out but he hasn't. I guess it was one of those days where we wouldn't see a lot of him, which meant I was going to have to go to him. I was trying to work up the nerve, but I ended up psyching myself out every time. It got to closing time, and I still haven't worked up the courage, however I knew I needed to do it today or else I never would. I was so lost in thought I didn't see that everyone was packing up for the day.

"hello earth to (y/n)." Stella said waving a hand in front of my face.

"sorry Stell." I said turning my attention towards her.

"I asked if you needed anything before I left." She said giving me a smile.

"uh yeah if you could slam my head off the desk so I wouldn't have to talk to Gray that'd be great." I joked.

"you're overthinking this, just go talk to him and then go pick out a pretty dress with your boyfriend." She said giving me a hug before gathering her stuff and heading towards the door.

She was right, I just needed to suck it up and do it. I sighed heavily before walking to his office. I lightly rapped my knuckles on the door, grabbing his attention. He smiled waving me in. I took a shaky breath as I entered, standing awkwardly in his doorway.

"I've been meaning to come talk to you, I just got so busy, did you find a room yet for New York?" He asked.

"about that, I uh didn't know I was supposed to attend and I kind of already made plans that I can't get out of." I whispered with a shaky voice.

It wasn't a total lie.

I could see his eyebrows furrow in anger.

"have a seat." He said gesturing to his plush chairs.

I slowly sat, gazing up to meet his eyes. He came around his desk to stand in front of me.

"I'm concerned about you, do you want this job?"

"of course I want my job, I love my job." I defended.

"anyone else would be jumping at this opportunity, so why aren't you?"

"I'm sorry Gray it was just a misunderstanding."

"a misunderstanding really? or was it that boyfriend of yours? I think he's distracting you from your work." Gray growled.

"no that's not it at all."

"why don't I believe you?" Gray asked getting closer.

He placed a hand on my knee making me tense up.

"you know if you're going to fuck your way to the top, you should at least do it with someone who can actually get you somewhere in this business." Gray whispered running his hand up to my thigh.

I quickly stood up causing his hand to fall.

"what are you doing?" I said disgusted.

"showing you what you're missing."

I felt my heart beat skip as I headed for the door. Gray was faster though. He grabbed the handle holding it shut so I couldn't get out. Fear ran through me, tears stinging my eyes. He turned me around, pinning me against the door with his body.

"why are you doing this?" I cried.

"he's not right for you, don't you see that I could give you everything?" Gray said.

He roughly grabbed my chin, kissing my lips. I shoved him off as best as I could.

"stop." I growled, as his lips moved to my neck.

I wiggled underneath his grip, as the tears rolled down my cheeks.

"I bet I can make you scream in ways he never could." Gray whispered, his fingers traveling up under my skirt.

"NO." I yelled mustering all my strength to shove him off.

I quickly took my knee ramming it into his balls. He doubled over in pain with a growl. I quickly opened the door, fleeing as fast as I could.

"you're going to regret this." Gray screamed after me.

I ran out the door, tears clouding my vision. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw Jensen standing with Cole. His face immediately fell as he saw my teary eyes. I ran in to his arms as the tears flowed freely.

"what happened?" Jensen asked holding me upright to keep from collapsing.

"Gray he... he tried to.... touch me." I managed to get out between sobs.

"I'm going to fucking kill him." Jensen growled.

"no, please don't leave me." I sobbed grasping on to his shirt.

Jensen held me tighter, running a hand through my hair.

"I'm here baby." He said kissing my hair.

"I'm here."

Author Note:

I'm happy to be back! I'm sorry if this chapter was triggering in any way to anyone. If you need to talk I'm always available. I was almost sexually assaulted at a party when I was 15 (I am healed now, though it took a couple years of therapy). It's a scary world we live in ladies. Stay Safe. I love you all!

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Did ya miss me?

“can we please try again? I promise to be more open, I promise to work on my intimacy issues. I promise I will never hurt you that way again.” He pleaded.

“okay but one condition.”

“what’s that?”

“we take it slow.”

“I don’t know if I know how to take anything slow.” Jensen laughed rubbing a hand along his neck.

I leaned in close so we were just centimeters apart. Jensen swallowed, looking from my lips to my eyes.

“you’ll learn.” I whispered.

I smirked as I pulled away from him. Jensen sighed rolling his eyes before offering me a smile.

“besides you have some making up to do, didn’t think you were going to get off that easy did you?”I laughed getting out of the backseat.

“okay that’s fair, how about I pick you up after work tomorrow and we go to dinner?” He countered getting out too.

“hmmm intriguing, but I have a better idea, how about you pick me up after work and we make dinner at my place?”

“sounds like a date.” He smiles.

Jensen and I stood in silence, taking in each other’s presence.

“I um should get going, cause I really want to rip that little black dress off of you.” Jensen says licking his lips.

I felt the heat pool between my legs.

“down boy.” I laughed causing him to chuckle as well.

“I’ll see you tomorrow though, right?” He asked as if he were unsure I still wanted to see him.

“yes sir.” I tease with a smile.

Jensen leans in placing a tender kiss on my cheek. As he’s about to walk away his name is being called.

“Mr. Ackles wait up!”

A girl runs over with two frames in her hand.

“here are your pictures sir, I can see you already met the photographer, so you can just pay her directly then.”

I watch as the girl walks away looking frazzled. I turn back around to see Jensen with his checkbook out.

“what are you doing?”

“paying for my pictures, you heard the girl.” He said filling out a check.

“Jensen I don’t want your money.” I argue.

“please I make this kind of money every hour.” He shrugs like it’s no big deal.

He smiles at me before ripping one of the checks out and handing it to me.

Sure enough it’s a check for $40,000.

I give him a look before ripping the check to shreds.

“I don’t want your money.” I said more sternly this time.

He rolls his eyes annoyed by my antics.

“but they’re such good pictures.” He says holding them up and looking at them.

something tells me this was the first time he was actually seeing them.

“yeah they are, wonder who took them?” I joked.

“oh just this perfect woman that I’m falling in love with.” Jensen shrugs.

A blush instantly formed on my cheeks.

“hmm she sounds like a keeper, better not mess this up.” I whispered before biting my bottom lip.

Jensen leaned in close, lips near my ear.

“I don’t plan on it sweetheart.”

Jensen gave me one last peck on the cheek before sauntering away. I couldn’t help but to watch him in awestruck.

“I’m falling in love with you.”

His words replayed like an echo in my head. I couldn’t believe he was really falling in love with me. It was all too surreal.

I got an alert on my phone snapping me back to reality. It was a notice from my bank.

a deposit in the amount of $40,000 has been made to your account.

Jensen.

How?

I growled shaking my head, I would definitely have to talk to him about this tomorrow.

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I felt extremely awkward going in to work the next day.

I had no clue why Gray was acting the way he was, but I felt like I owed him an apology, at least for Jensen’s behavior.

Stella was shocked when I told her what went down between the two men.

“oh my god they’re battling for your affection.”

“don’t be ridiculous Stella.”

I sighed getting out of the car slowly. I caught sight of Gray as he was walking in to the office.

“hey Gray, you got a second?”

He snapped his head up giving me a glare.

“make it quick I’m busy.” He snapped.

“doing what, you just got here?” I sassed back.

He rolled his eyes and continued to walk towards the office. I took a deep breath chasing after him. He made it so hard to be nice to him.

“I wanted to apologize for Jensen’s behavior.” I called while running to catch up with his quick strides.

At my words he stopped dead in his tracks forcing my body to collide with his. I fell back, my butt hitting the pavement.

“why would you need to apologize for him.” Gray asked crossing his arms across his chest.

I stood up dusting myself off trying to formulate a response.

“for how he talked to you, he just has a lot going on and we’re sort of back together so I feel that it’s my responsibility to..” I started to ramble but Gray cut me off.

“I think you’re making a mistake.”

“what?”

“being with him, you’re making a mistake.”

I stood silent in shock.

He rolled his eyes before walking in to the office

I couldn’t help but feel bad as I made my way in too.

I sometimes wandered if I was making a mistake too. Jensen came with a lot of baggage, sometimes I didn’t know if I was equipped to handle all of it.

As soon as I walked in all sets of eyes flickered in my direction.

Oh god.

What now?

I glanced back at Stella to see her nervously looking at her computer. I sped through the cubicles to reach her desk.

“how bad is it?” I asked biting my nails.

It was a nervous habit.

“well unless you don’t mind being called a gold digger, not too terrible.” she said turning her computer around.

It was another article, this time it was a picture of me and Jensen from the auction last night. It was when we were standing in the hallway, and I was yelling at him.

Ackles pays $40,000 for pictures from rumored girlfriend. Is she only after his money?

“do these people have anything better to do?” I growled slamming the laptop shut.

“how do they find out this information so quick I mean it literally happened yesterday?”

A realization washed over me making me sick to my stomach.

“Gray, it has to be.” I said racking my brain.

Gray was one of the organizers of the event last night. I mean it doesn’t explain the first leak to the press but it has to be him.

“but how, he didn’t know any of the other information.”

I knew she was probably right, maybe I just wanted someone to blame.

“I don’t know Stell, but it has to be him.”

“I guess we’ll just have to prove it then.”

I slumped in my seat sighing.

Even when I was winning it felt like I was losing.

It was silent between us until Stella spoke up.

“soooo $40,000 huh?”

I rolled my eyes looking at her.

“right not the time.”

I couldn’t help but start laughing at my best friend. She always knew how to make light of every situation.

I ignored the glances from my nosy coworkers and tried to be productive. It made the day go by faster. It was close to the end of the day when Gray approached our desks.

“may I have a word with you?” He asked standing in front of me.

I slowly nodded standing up to follow him.

“get some dirt.” Stella mouthed to me making me roll my eyes in response.

I walked in to his office sitting down on one of the plush chairs.

“is this about the article?” I hesitantly pried.

“did you book our rooms for the convention in New York this weekend?” He asked completely ignoring my question.

“uh our rooms?”

“did you or didn’t you?” He asked annoyed.

“I mean, yeah I booked your room, I didn’t know I was supposed to book one for me to.”

“It’s expected that my senior editor be in attendance as well.”

“I’m sorry sir, I didn’t know.”

“well now you do, so go book yourself a room.” He said opening the door to dismiss me.

I walked out seeing most of the people leaving for the day. I sat down at my desk pulling up hotels in New York. I didn’t really want to spend a weekend in New York, especially with Gray, but I didn’t want to lose my job either.

“Matt is here, you going to be okay?” Stella asked squeezing my shoulders.

“yeah I’ll be fine, Jensen should be here any minute.” I said placing a hand on top of hers.

Stella gave me a smile before walking off. I quickly gathered my things shoving them in my bag.

I didn’t want to be left alone with Gray, something about being alone with him made me feel nauseous.

I hurried to the door. As I rushed out, I almost ran in to a young woman standing in front of the office.

“I’m sorry.” I immediately apologized offering her a smile.

“(y/n)?”

“uh yeah do I know you?” I asked looking at the girl.

she had a sad distant look in her eyes.

“no, you don’t.” she said quickly shaking her head.

I was about to respond when I heard Gray calling my name. I glanced back towards the building to see him coming my way. I turned my head back to where the girl had just stood but she was gone.

where did she go?

how did she know my name?

I guess a lot of people knew my name now that the press leaked my information, it made a chill run down my spine.

“everything okay?” Gray asked as he got closer.

“yeah, there was just a girl.” I said staring at where the mysterious woman could’ve gone.

“did you find a room yet?” He asked completely ignoring what I just said.

“uh no not yet.” I said nervously.

Gray was about to respond when Jensen pulled up in his bright red ferrari. He opened the door sending a warning glare towards Gray.

“I should go.” I said not wanting there to be another confrontation.

“yeah, wouldn’t want to keep your billionaire boyfriend waiting.” Gray seethed before walking back in to the office.

Jensen got out, opening the passenger door so I could slip in.

“what was that about?” Jensen asked.

I could see the jealousy rolling off of him in waves.

“uh I have to go to New York this weekend.” I murmured.

“with him?”

“for work.”

“absolutely not.” Jensen growled gripping the wheel tightly.

“Jensen, if this relationship is going to work, you can’t control me.”

“I’m not trying to control you, I just don’t want you to go to New York with him.” Jensen said looking at me sincerely.

“Jensen it’s a work trip.”

“to you, it may be a little more to him. if you want to go to New York, I’ll take you there myself. just please don’t go with him.” He pleaded.

I sighed looking at his face. He looked really uneasy.

“okay.” I agreed.

Relief flooded his features, I can’t deny feeling a bit of relief myself.

“good, I hate it when we fight.” He said starting up the car and taking off towards my apartment.

“that wasn’t a fight, that was called a conversation with compromise.” I laughed grabbing his hand.

It was quiet the rest of the way to my apartment. I opened the door throwing my bag down on the sofa.

“so what are we making?” Jensen asked taking off his jacket.

“fajitas, want to start cutting the peppers?” I asked handing him a knife and the bell peppers.

“uh sure.”

“you do know how to cut peppers don’t you?” I joked

“I’m not completely helpless.” Jensen said

I laughed as he started to dice the bell peppers. I got out the steak, starting to prepare it.

“excuse me sir.” I said leaning over him to grab the seasoning.

Jensen growled as my breasts brushed over his arm. I smirked returning to the steak.

“pardon me.” I smirked reaching around him to grab the onions.

I made sure to drop my hand lower, rubbing it against his toned abs and down towards his crotch area. I could hear his breathing quicken.

“sorry, my hand slipped.” I said innocently.

Jensen chuckled before returning to dicing the peppers.

“one more thing.” I said leaning over.

Jensen was quick to catch my hands, pinning my body against the counter with his.

“you’re asking for trouble.” Jensen said licking his lips.

“I have no idea what you’re referring too.” I teased.

Jensen leaned down, his lips brushing against my neck.

“we’re supposed to be taking it slow.” I whispered, cocking my head to the side so he had better access.

“okay.” Jensen shrugged pulling away and returning to his peppers.

I sucked in a sharp breath as I watched him work. He smirked as I stared at him.

Fuck.

I didn’t realize how much I missed the feeling of being with him.

“you know what fuck slow.”

Author Note:

I must love you guys a lot because I wrote this entirely on my phone (which I hate doing) butttt I wanted to get something out to you! I return tomorrow! So sorry this was so short/suckish and I left you with ANOTHER cliffhanger! I hope you’ll return for more!

xoxoxo

Liv

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I walked back down the dirt path towards Jared's house, a few stray tears slipping from my eyes. I quickly wiped them away.

I wouldn't give Jensen the satisfaction of seeing me cry.

It's not like he would anyways.

He was already practically at the door, taking larger strides than me. I noticed him stop, his hand on the handle, his shoulders slumped over. I thought he was going to turn around and apologize but instead he sulked inside the house with a huff.

I sat down on Jared's porch steps, taking a minute to collect myself. It wasn't like I could just leave, we were almost three hours away from Laredo, and I came here with Jensen.

Fuck.

Why did he have to make this so difficult?

I was trying really hard to understand him, but I won't fight for something if he won't even meet me halfway.

I heard the door open slowly a body slipping out.

"can you please just give me a minute Jensen.." I started but was cut off.

"It's Jared."

Jared sat down beside me placing a comforting hand on my shoulder.

"sorry, I just uh needed a minute." I said playing with my hands.

Jared nodded his head as I took a shaky breath.

"he's kind of a asshole sometimes." Jared spoke making me smile.

I thought asshole was putting it mildly but I wouldn't say that.

"just a little." I spoke biting my lip.

"look it’s really not my place, but he's been through some really bad shit, and so for him it's just easier to push people away then deal with his feelings which is why he acts like an ass." Jared explained.

I was silent, fighting the tears that threatened to fall any minute.

"but I can honestly say, him bringing you here, him grabbing your hand in front of the guys, that's him trying, something he doesn't do very often." he added.

"why can't he tell me this himself?" I asked placing my head in my hands.

Jared didn't say anything as he rubbed a hand down my back in comfort.

"he makes it so incredibly hard to get close to him." I spoke finally picking my head back up.

“I’ve watched Jensen push away many good things in his life, but I don't want to sit by and watch him lose this too. I think you're good for him, whether he'll admit it or not. you...you push his buttons, and you don't allow him to get away with his bullshit. that's exactly what he needs. I guess what I'm trying to say is to give him some time, he'll come around, and when he's ready, he'll let you in."

I chewed on my bottom lip contemplating his words.

"Jared, what did Jensen whisper to you the day I first met you, when you came to his house?" I asked nervously, turning my body so it was fully facing Jared.

Jared beamed with a smile looking in my eyes.

"he said you were definitely not like the other girls who've been there."

I couldn't fight the smile that appeared on my face. I guess if I really wanted Jensen, I'd have to take him flaws and all. I was just hoping that Jared was right, if I just gave it time, he'd finally let me in.

"thanks Jared." I smiled giving him a hug.

"of course, now you have to come in and try Gen's dessert, it's to die for." Jared smiled helping me up.

As he opened the door for us to go in, Jensen stood on the other side, like he was coming out.

"I'll uh, give you guys a minute." Jared said smiling at me and stepping to the side so Jensen can come out.

I stood in silence, my arms folded across my chest.

"what did he uh say to you?" Jensen asked hesitantly.

"don't worry, he didn't spill any of your secrets... said you were an asshole though." I smirked satisfied with my jab.

"I am." Jensen said.

It hurt me to hear him talk badly about himself. Even though he totally deserved it.

"he also told me that you were trying, and that you push people away because it's easier for you." I said uncrossing my arms.

Jensen looked slightly relieved at my words.

"I am trying, god (y/n) I've never had to try this much with a woman before, I slept with you in my bed, I.. I threatened a douche bag at the bar for you, I even went looking for a stupid sd card…” he rambled but I cut him off.

“you went looking for my sd card?”

“yeah, I mean I needed some excuse to see you again, so I went looking for it.” He said rubbing his neck nervously.

I felt my heart rate increase, the butterflies in my stomach erupting.

He does care.

“I’m trying and it's driving me crazy, you're driving me crazy." He murmured, his large hand cupping my cheek.

"Jensen I'm not trying to drive you crazy" I said laughing.

"you're driving me crazy because you're changing me."

I felt the breath get caught in my throat. I bit my lip looking up at him. I could tell this wasn’t him acting, he was being real and raw right now.

"how about this I won't push you about your past as long as you promise me you'll at least try to meet me halfway?" I offered him with a smile.

"I promise I'll try." Jensen said bringing his lips down kissing my forehead while pulling me to his chest.

I wrapped my arms around him, squeezing him tightly. He removed his arms, but settled one around my waist as he led me back inside.

"oh there they are, thought you two were screwing somewhere on the property." Jeff laughed, a shot glass in his hand filled with what appeared to be whiskey.

"I think he's drunk." Jensen whispered in my ear.

"no we uh save the screwing for his house." I joked with Jeff sending Jensen a wink.

I could see his eyes go dark with lust.

I walked in to the kitchen, wanting to apologize to Genevieve for my leaving. Jared was on his way out with a bottle of rum. He quickly caught my elbow.

"everything okay with you guys?"

"thanks in part to you." I said offering him a smile.

"yeah well, like I said he needs someone to keep him in check." Jared laughed.

It was a rather uneventful rest of the night. All the guys sat around a small fire pit on Jared's deck swapping stories while sipping on some rum from Jensen's business.

Well with the exception of Jeff who was chugging it, and was clearly wasted.

I sat beside Jensen listening intently to them talk, laughing at their antics. Jensen's hand stayed at rest on my thigh, stroking his fingers gently making me flinch every time he did so. Everyone started to say their goodbyes. I gave Genevieve a big hug.

"please come around again, it's nice to have another female here." she said smiling.

I gave a hug to Misha and Jared, and a handshake to both Mark's and Richard, not having the time to connect with them as much as Misha and Jared. Jeff gave me a big hug that lasted a little too long, forcing Jensen to pry me away as I laughed.

"ah come on don't be such a party pooper Ackles." Jeff slurred with a smirk.

He wasn't serious, it was all just in good fun.

“get your own Jeff.” Jensen laughed.

Jensen led me back out to the ferrari opening the door for me. Once he was in he looked my way with a smile.

“I think they liked you, some of them a little too much.” He said.

“I liked them too… especially Jeff.” I shot back biting my bottom lip.

He was an asshole tonight, so I was going to push his buttons, I mean it was only fair after all.

“oh is that right?”

“uh huh, he’s my favorite character from the show.” I smirked.

I could see Jensen’s jaw tense as I continued to tease.

“In fact I always found him kind of sexy.” I pushed further.

“sexy huh?”

“sexiest on the show.”

Jensen growled. He kept one hand on the wheel while the other rested on my leg running up my thigh. He continued upwards until he was rubbing his fingers over my lace thong.

“how sexy is he now?” Jensen asked rubbing his thumb over my sensitive spot.

I bit my lip not wanting to moan at his touch.

He wasn’t winning this one that easily. I put my hand on his thigh starting to massage it. He groaned as I let my hand linger over his crotch. He was already hard.

He pulled my panties to the side, easily inserting his two fingers, and rubbing up and down my slit. I panted heavily, it was getting harder to choke back the moans that wished to escape.

okay then, two can play your game. I reached over undoing the button on his pants and palmed him through his boxers.

“you better stop that if you don’t want me to crash this car.” He groaned.

“stop what?” I asked innocently.

I slipped my hand into the waistband of his boxers, gently running my fingers over his length He removed his fingers gripping the wheel tightly with both hands.

“fuck.” He groaned throwing his head back.

I rubbed up and down his length with my hand, his hips instinctively bucking up to meet my palm.

“fuck, you gotta stop, can’t focus on driving.”Jensen panted.

I slowly pulled my hand out of his boxers making sure my fingers danced over him one last time.

“oops” I smirked.

Jensen looked over at me, his pupils dilated with pleasure.

“take your panties off.” Jensen ordered.

“hm what for?”

“cause as soon as we get out of this car I’m fucking you senseless… or I could always rip them off, up to you.” He growled.

I leaned over peppering light kisses to his neck.

“I think I’ll go with option two..” I whispered seductively in his ear.

“as you wish angel.” Jensen growled.

I felt the car speed up, making me clutch the door handle for stability. I laughed as Jensen ran a stop sign trying his quickest to get back to his house.

“okay easy there race car driver, we can’t fuck if we don’t make it back in one piece.” I said as Jensen increased his speed a little more.

I gasped as he did a burn out in to his driveway. Once the car was stopped he grabbed me pulling me over to straddle his lap. His lips went to my neck kissing up and down it feverishly. I could feel him throbbing through his jeans. I ground my hips down on to his causing a throaty moan to escape his lips.

His hand traveled to my panties. The sound of ripping fabric filled the car.

“Jensen please fuck me.” I whined.

I’m not sure how he did it, but he somehow got out of the car with me still straddling him. My lips sucked on his neck, kissing his bearded jaw. He fumbled with his keys, trying to unlock the door.

Fuck he was taking too long.

He finally got the door unlocked. He walked me over to his dining room table laying me down gently. He quickly disposed of his shirt, before pulling his pants and boxers down to his ankles. I yelped as he pulled me by my legs down the table until my butt was dangling off the edge. He wrapped my legs around him, lining himself up with my entrance.

I let out a breathy moan as he thrust in to me.

“fuck you feel so good.” Jensen groaned.

He worked at a quick pace thrusting in and out of me. Jensen worked my dress over my head leaving only just my bra.

“better take that off, or I’m gonna rip it too.” He groaned thrusting deeper.

I quickly unclasped my bra, sliding it off and throwing it to the floor. Jensen’s lips came down to my breast, his sweet lips wrapping around my hardened nipple.

“fuck Jensen.” I moaned as my hands came up to his hair tugging it.

“that’s right angel moan my name.” He growled, his thrusts becoming noticeably sloppy.

“Jensen.” I moaned again feeling my high approach.

Jensen snapped his hips harder and faster.

“I’m not making it much longer sweetheart.” He moaned.

“that’s fine me either.” I panted.

Another snap of his hips had Jensen spilling out, a string of curse words leaving his lips. Just that sight alone was enough to make me reach my high. His name leaving my lips as I orgasmed.

My body went limp as he pulled out.

Fuck.

I don’t think I’d ever get tired of that.

Jensen picked me up bridal style bringing me over to his sectional, laying us down so I was on top of him. My head lay on his chest as his hands rubbed up and down my back.

“do you really have to go to California this weekend?” He asked hands now playing with my hair.

“yeah I do… I have to meet Richard.”

“but you already met Richard?” Jensen said confusion in his voice.

“not that Richard you doofus.. my moms new boyfriend.” I laughed.

“Oh and how do you feel about that?” He asked in concern.

“I feel that she deserves to be happy, and if this guy really makes her happy then I’ll be fine… she was really hurt when daddy died, she told me she’d never find another love like that, and she did… so maybe that means there’s hope for the rest of us.” I said biting my lip.

I noticed Jensen was quiet again. Oh no, he wasn’t shutting down again was he?

“Jensen? I didn’t say something that upset you did I?” I hesitantly asked.

“maybe some of us are just hopeless.” He whispered.

I quickly picked my head up to look in his eyes but he was glancing at the floor.

“Jensen look at me.” I said placing a hand on his cheek and forcing him to look in my eyes.

“you are not hopeless.” I spoke sternly.

“how can you say that, I’ve been nothing but an asshole to you?” He said.

that wasn’t entirely true.

“yeah well I guess I have a soft spot for you Ackles, I mean you did go through all that trouble to find my sd card.” I said smiling.

“do you know how hard that little thing was to find in the dark?” He asked laughing.

“oh I’m sure it was.”

“I spent over an hour looking for that thing, had Cole and a couple other guys helping me.” He said laughing still.

I felt the heat rush to my cheeks. I leaned down pressing a soft kiss to his cheek.

“and who said you didn’t have a heart?”

“I guess I let it come out every now and then.” He murmured licking his lips.

“well I really like when it does.” I whisper brushing my fingers across his cheek.

He cuddled me closer to his body. I laid my head back on his chest wishing we could just live in this moment forever.

however that wasn’t reality….

and reality sucked.

Author Note:

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