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[lucidlivi]

I love ya’ll so much! I have to temporarily close requests so I can do all the ones I’ve gotten so far! thanks for all the support and love! ❤️

500 followers Prompt List Requests!

Guyssss we’ve officially gone over 500 followers which is crazy! Sooooo as a treat I am currently taking requests! I have two to complete but I am opening up for more! I will be continuing my two series but sometimes you have to change it up!

with that being saidddddd if you want to request please send me an ask with the number prompt you want to use, who you want it to be with (I will write for people other than Jensen and Dean) and most importantly if you want it rated r, angsty, happy, etc.

1. “to my defense, I didn’t know I was going to get so invested when we started this.”

2. “they keep calling me special, but what’s so special about me?”

3. “when is enough, enough?”

4. “what do you want if not me?”

5. “I can’t believe I ever wanted you.”

6. “I want you, and me, I want the front porch, I want it all.”

7. “if you wanted to have sex with me all you had to do was ask.”

8. “I would rather violently claw my eyes out than kiss you.”

9. “do I need to show you how it’s done?”

10. “just say the word and I’m yours.”

11. “say please and maybe I’ll consider.”

12. “look it could be worse, you could be the one bleeding out.”

13. “just don’t get too attached to me, okay?”

14. “why does the idea of someone genuinely loving you scare you so much?”

15. “what I did, you’re the one with literal blood on your hands!”

16. “I think we could make an exception.”

17. “listen to me very carefully, and this is as clear as I can make it. I. don’t. give. a. fuck.”

18. “nothing happened the way I wanted, now every corner of this house is haunted.”

19. “it’s like he never left, I feel him all around.”

20. “and then there was one.”

21. “I’ve been numb for as long as I can remember, but then you kissed me and for a second I thought I felt something again.”

22. “if you truly mean that, look me in the eyes and tell me.”

23. “come over here and make me.”

24. “is there a reason you’re laying naked in my bed?”

25. “just because I murdered someone doesn’t make me a bad guy.” “but it does make you a murderer!”

26. “your methods of seduction would be a lot more successful if I were even the least bit attracted to you.”

27. “maybe, you should use that mouth for something other than talking shit."

28. "do you want to take this off, or should I?"

29. "can't you feel how much I want you?"

30. "I could do this all day, definitely all night."

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500 followers Prompt List Requests!

Guyssss we’ve officially gone over 500 followers which is crazy! Sooooo as a treat I am currently taking requests! I have two to complete but I am opening up for more! I will be continuing my two series but sometimes you have to change it up!

with that being saidddddd if you want to request please send me an ask with the number prompt you want to use, who you want it to be with (I will write for people other than Jensen and Dean) and most importantly if you want it rated r, angsty, happy, etc.

1. “to my defense, I didn’t know I was going to get so invested when we started this.”

2. “they keep calling me special, but what’s so special about me?”

3. “when is enough, enough?”

4. “what do you want if not me?”

5. “I can’t believe I ever wanted you.”

6. “I want you, and me, I want the front porch, I want it all.”

7. “if you wanted to have sex with me all you had to do was ask.”

8. “I would rather violently claw my eyes out than kiss you.”

9. “do I need to show you how it’s done?”

10. “just say the word and I’m yours.”

11. “say please and maybe I’ll consider.”

12. “look it could be worse, you could be the one bleeding out.”

13. “just don’t get too attached to me, okay?”

14. “why does the idea of someone genuinely loving you scare you so much?”

15. “what I did, you’re the one with literal blood on your hands!”

16. “I think we could make an exception.”

17. “listen to me very carefully, and this is as clear as I can make it. I. don’t. give. a. fuck.”

18. “nothing happened the way I wanted, now every corner of this house is haunted.”

19. “it’s like he never left, I feel him all around.”

20. “and then there was one.”

21. “I’ve been numb for as long as I can remember, but then you kissed me and for a second I thought I felt something again.”

22. “if you truly mean that, look me in the eyes and tell me.”

23. “come over here and make me.”

24. “is there a reason you’re laying naked in my bed?”

25. “just because I murdered someone doesn’t make me a bad guy.” “but it does make you a murderer!”

26. “your methods of seduction would be a lot more successful if I were even the least bit attracted to you.”

27. “maybe, you should use that mouth for something other than talking shit."

28. "do you want to take this off, or should I?"

29. "can't you feel how much I want you?"

30. "I could do this all day, definitely all night."

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[lucidlivi]

A Rival Rendezvous

Warning: Rated R (tis a spicy one..oops), You’s a Cheater, Marital Affair, Mentions of Violence, Mentions of Drugs

It wasn’t easy being the wife of one of the most notorious gangsters and drug kingpins.

I was constantly in danger from people who wanted my husband dead.

I even most recently got shot but thankfully I am still alive to tell the tale.

I felt as if my life had no purpose other than to serve my husband.

He was used to taking everything he wanted with force, even me. It was like violence was ingrained in him and he couldn’t separate who he was anymore as the mob boss and who he was as my husband.

It hurt me because he was once so gentle, so understanding.

I didn’t know when I started falling out of love with him, but I was and I guess that was how I got to where I am now, sat with his mortal enemy running my hands through the sand.

Jensen.

I almost had an affair with him until I found out he was lying about his intentions. He was a gangster too and sought to bring down my husband. We only kissed, but I couldn’t help but be disappointed it didn’t lead to more.

I wanted to stop thinking about him.

I tried.

I couldn’t.

It was as if lately I was just sitting in the wallows of myself.

It made me feel dirty, that every time my husband went down on me lately I fantasized about his plump pink lips attacking me instead.

He said he wanted to talk, to explain, and I knew I shouldn’t have come but I couldn’t stay away. My husband was away on business, and here I was having a rendezvous with his rival.

“I shouldn’t have come here Jensen.” I said glancing at the large man beside me.

He fluttered his green eyes as if he were looking for the right words to say.

I bit my lip watching him flex his jaw. I thought about kissing it, trailing my tongue down his neck.

It was as if suddenly all my self control went out the window when he was near.

“then why did you, come I mean?” He asked softly as he turned his body towards me.

“I don’t know.” I said maybe a little too quickly.

“I think you do, I think you know exactly why you showed up.” Jensen said scooting closer.

“Jensen please.” I whispered.

“are you asking me to stop, or to begin?” He whispered seductively, his breath on my neck making me shiver.

“you.. you lied to me.” I stuttered.

Jensen placed his lips to my neck giving it a slow kiss. I bit my lip to stop the moan that viciously wished to escape my lips.

“I lied about who I was, I lied about why I met you in the first place, but I never lied about my feelings toward you.” Jensen said in between kisses.

Fuck.

He was making this that much harder.

I quickly turned my head away from him to stop the tears from escaping my eyes.

It was hard because I had feelings for him.

I was falling in love with him, a man that was not my husband.

“you know everything was perfect until you showed up.” I murmured biting my lip as I reluctantly turned my head back towards Jensen.

But was it really?

Was I really happy with where my life was before?

It was surrounded by hate and sadness, Jensen was the opposite of that.

“yeah well I think perfect is pretty fucking overrated.” Jensen said placing a hand on my cheek.

I finally let a tear cascade down my cheek but he was quick to wipe it away with his thumb. It was as if the desire I felt for him was burning me alive.

“I can give you everything.” Jensen whispered resting his forehead on mine.

I swallowed roughly finally giving in to the desire, and swinging my leg over so I was now straddling him. Jensen didn’t move, daring me to make the move. I bit my lip before crashing my lips on his.

Fuck this feels as good as I remember.

Jensen was quick to put his hands under my dress bringing it over my head.

“tell me to stop.” Jensen said.

But I didn’t want him to.

I wanted him to continue.

I wanted to feel him fill me.

I placed my lips back on his hungry for more. I quickly disposed of his shirt. I felt my nipples harden as my bare breasts made contact with his sculpted chest. Jensen gently flipped us over so now I was at his disposal. He kissed from my neck down to my clothed core. I choked back a moan as he kissed my thighs tenderly. He looked in my eyes for reassurance before sliding my panties down painfully slow. He put his hands on my knees forcing my legs apart.

“I will love you.” Jensen said before spitting right on to my burning core.

“I will protect you.” He added licking his spit, finally making my vivid dreams come true.

I put an arm over my mouth to conceal the screams I felt like releasing at that moment.

“I. will. never. hurt. you.” He said, kissing my core with every word spoke.

“Jensen fuck.” I moaned, my hands finding there way to his hair.

I thrusted my core into his waiting lips. He expertly licked and sucked, making me feel like I was experiencing getting eaten out for the first time all over again.

“Jensen.” I moaned again breathlessly.

I didn’t want to come undone just yet. I needed to feel him.

All of him.

I pulled his head up, urging him to free himself from the confines of his dress pants. I bit my lip as he did, finally seeing the size of him. He kissed me passionately, ever so softly thrusting his length in to me.

I look at him, and my body reacts in a way that it never has before. I look at him, and I start aching so deep inside it takes all I can to think, to breathe, to speak.

He thrusts in to me slowly, savoring the moment.

At this moment I wasn’t thinking about anything.

I wasn’t thinking about the danger.

I wasn’t thinking about how wrong this was.

I wasn’t thinking about the consequences of getting mixed up with another gangster.

I certainly wasn’t thinking about my husband.

Jensen pulled me up so I was sitting on his lap. I brought my hips up slamming them back down on to him. He bit my shoulder as our bodies rocked together in a passionate frenzy. I threw my head back moaning in to the night air, not caring who heard or watched.

Jensen let out a tortured moan, making me tingle with pleasure. It was sexy and intimate and I didn’t want it to end. Jensen flipped me over, pressing my chest in to the sand as he hit it from behind. I arched my back as he grabbed my hips allowing him to go deeper.

“Jensen don’t stop.” I whined nearing the height of my orgasm.

He did the opposite, he sped up his thrusts until they started to become noticeably sloppier. I gave one last tortuous moan before spilling my arousal all over him. I heard him let out a pained cry before feeling warmth spread throughout my body.

I struggled to catch my breath as Jensen pulled himself out, leaving me feeling empty. He collapsed beside me on the sand, quickly pulling me so I was laying on his chest.

I bit my lip as the tears slid from my eyes down my cheeks.

It was wrong.

I know that.

I was better with him though.

So tell me why did better feel so much worse?

“I meant what I said.” Jensen whispered kissing my forehead.

I know he did.

“I would give you whatever you want from me.”

I bit my lip as I cried harder.

I didn’t even know what to feel anymore.

I didn’t know what I wanted or more importantly who I wanted.

I don’t know how long we laid on the beach wrapped up in each others embrace, the silence engulfing us as neither dared to talk about the sinful occurrence that just happened.

I could see the sun starting to rise, I realized I needed to go back, people would start to question where I was.

I was silent as Jensen drove me back to my empty mansion. He let a hand linger on my thigh, giving it squeeze every now and then. I closed my eyes as he brought the car to halt, just down the street from the mansion.

“you’re worried, talk to me .” he said shutting off the engine.

I was worried.

I was out too long.

“my husband is for sure mad he’s not been able to track me.” I said biting my nail.

“you know you don’t have to go back to him.” Jensen reminded me.

“it would be the easiest thing, for me, for you..” I started but Jensen quickly cut me off.

“well I’m not him, okay I don’t want my happiness at the cost of your suffering,I want you to want me, not because you don’t have another choice. I want you to choose life with me.” He said sincerely.

I sighed as another tear fell down my cheek.

“and I will wait for you, until you’re ready for me.” Jensen said kissing my forehead.

I silently got out of the car giving him a pained look before walking away.

I didn’t want to.

It was as if my heart wanted to stay but my brain told me we would never be allowed to be together, my husband would never allow it. He would either kill me or worse kill Jensen.

I gave a smile to the maid as I made my way in the door, smoothing out the wrinkles of my dress. I was shocked to find my husband back early sitting at his desk waiting for me menacingly.

“where have you been?” he asked with a dark undertone.

“I went for a walk, to think.” I lied not even convincing myself.

“a walk huh? to think?” he growled standing up and making his way over to stand in front of me.

I looked up, his eyes were filled with rage.

“you’re a filthy liar.” he screamed.

“Matteo please, I’m seconds away from divorcing you.” I snapped.

I didn’t know where this courage came from but I liked it.

“divorcing me?”

I needed to get away from him. I started to walk up the stairs but he quickly chased after me.

“where is this coming from?” He called.

I ignored him and kept walking.

“hey hey hey I’m talking to you.” He growled roughly grabbing my arm and turning me around. 

“I was trying to save our marriage Matteo, but you, you were sitting in your dark wallows that I was not allowed to enter, and now i’m in my own wallows and I want to be alone there.” I said pulling my arm free from his grasp and walking further away from him

“can you stop?” He growled following me once again.

I quickly turned around facing him.

“look at you, look at me, there isn’t any us anymore.”

I could see the hurt flash across his face.

“I’m going to sleep in the guest house tonight, and tomorrow I will fly out to see my parents. I expect you to give me the time and space that I need and don’t think about following me.” I said walking away once more.

But this time he didn’t follow.

I heard the curse words leave his lips and the sounds of shattering glass.

I walked to the guest house. As soon as I got in I headed for the shower. I scrubbed myself raw as if that would wash the sins away. I knew the sound of the running water was blocking out the sounds of my sobs and for that I was thankful.

I felt like a horrible person.

I had a husband, a life and here I was consumed by another man.

I wished my chest wasn’t so hollow.

I wished I could go back.

I wished I could find the Matteo I fell in love with.

I wished my mind wasn’t plagued with thoughts of Jensen.

I sank down bringing my knees to my chest as I sobbed more.

I eventually picked myself up throwing a robe over my body. I sulked in the bed, the men plaguing my mind.

I heard a knock at the door breaking me from my trance. It was my friend Yael, the only one who knew what my husbands real job was.

She was also the only one who currently knows about my affair with Jensen.

“have you lost your mind? you’re going crazy for some man you hardly know just because he makes you wet! what now are you going to break up your marriage for him?”

“spare me the bullshit of loyalty, what am I supposed to do wait for Matteo to deal with his shit and remember I am his wife? please leave me alone.. I need to figure out what I really want.” I snapped turning away from her.

She sighed before coming to take a seat next to me.

“you’re right, I didn’t think about how you were feeling, or what you wanted. I love you and I want you to be happy. I will support you in whatever you decide, I’m just worried about you.” She said hugging me.

I snuggled in to her as we both cried.

“If you want I can kill them both and find you a nice village guy?” She said lightening the mood making me smile a bit.

“If only it were that easy.”

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Just as I said, the next day I flew out to my parents house. It was nice to spend some time with them, especially my father.

He showed me how a real man was supposed to love.

I wanted that.

I didn’t intend to tell them what was going on but it slipped out.

I thought they would think bad of me but they didn’t.

“honey if you weren’t married to Matteo, which one would you choose?” my mom asked me one night over tea.

I said I didn’t know.

But I did.

I would chose Jensen.

I didn’t want to.

But I would.

“remember a woman who lives only for her man will always be unhappy but if you live for you, you will find happiness my darling.”

I mulled over her words for the next couple of days.

I was in the middle of eating dinner with them when my phone kept ringing vigorously. I rolled my eyes finally picking it up seeing it was Yael.

“thank god you answered I’m about to have a heart attack.”

“relax Yael what’s up?”

“what’s up? what’s up? Matteo he knows about everything. He knows about the affair. He’s going to kill you and then Jensen and then he’s going to kill me.” She said in a panic.

I felt my heart drop.

“He told you that?”

“No I heard him on the phone with Marco.”

“I guess it’s time to come home then.” I said knowing I would have to face the consequences one way or another.

“are you insane, he knows! no telling what he’s going to do.” she cried.

“relax Yael there must be a reason he hasn’t done anything about it yet.”

“Matteo won’t forgive cheating.”

“I’m not afraid of my own husband.. I won’t hide from him anymore.” I said.

I didn’t want to tell my parents goodbye but I knew it was time.

I caught a flight the next day and called a taxi at the airport.

I was surprised when I saw Jensen in the airport parking lot waiting for me.

“You know by coming here, I’m risking my life, my business, everything. I made a deal with Matteo that I wouldn’t enter his territory… but I guess I don’t give a fuck because I needed to see you.” Jensen said.

I went to walk away from him but he caught my arm.

“please hear me out and then do what you want.” Jensen said.

I took a deep breath giving him the go ahead to drive.

“I think you know the address.” I said biting my lip.

It was silent at first.

“I think you wanted to tell me something?” I pushed staring at the way his muscles flexed as he gripped the steering wheel.

“I need to be honest with you… since meeting you I now know what it means to truly be in love. I didn’t fall in love with you at first sight, but I fell in love with the way you get angry, the way you crinkle your nose when you laugh, the way you’re so stubborn. I love looking at you. I want to experience it all with you. I want to take you new places, see new things. I want to try new foods and get drunk with you. I know this seems silly but you became my world.. and I can’t help it I can’t live without this world and I don’t want to. I don’t know how more to convince you but I’m ready to give you everything.” Jensen confessed leaving me stunned.

I didn’t know what to say at first.

“I know it wasn’t easy for you to tell me that. I need to speak with Matteo though. I need to get out of that situation. I just need more time.” I said willing the tears not to fall.

It was silent for a moment.

“I’ll wait for you.”

“I can’t ask you to do that.”

“you’re not asking.” Jensen said as he pulled up to the place I was dreading going.

It was silent for a moment before Jensen spoke up again.

“uh I’ll be staying in town for a couple days, you’ll know where to find me.”

Jensen turned around placing a tender kiss on my cheek.

Yael met me in the driveway looking just as frantic as she sounded on the phone.

“I didn’t know you were in yet, I would’ve called you a car.” she said engulfing me in a hug.

“It’s okay the driver was nice.” I whispered looking at the car that hasn’t pulled away just yet.

Yael noticed who was sitting in the drivers seat. 

“are you crazy!? why don’t you just invite him in!” she spiraled.

I gave Jensen a nod letting him know I was okay. He peeled out of the driveway glancing back one more time before disappearing.

“where’s Matteo?”

“out back in the garden.”

I went to walk there when Yael grabbed my hand making me stop.

“It’s okay. I’m okay.”

I gave her hand a reassuring squeeze before making my way out back. I saw Matteo standing with his back to me looking at the roses. He planted them because I said they were my favorite.

“Matteo, we need to talk.” I whispered getting his attention.

“I’ll go first.” He said turning around to face me.

“Matteo..”

“I know.. but after everything happened with you getting shot, I shut down and left you alone to deal with the aftermath and that wasn’t right. I pushed you in to the arms of another man.”

“so if you’ve known about Jensen why haven’t you done anything about it.”

Matteo sighed before turning back around.

“when I was a young boy my mother always read me stories, there was a quote that I never understood it said “you will never have to force anything that is meant to be.” I understand that now.” Matteo said taking a deep breath.

I couldn’t formulate the words that I wanted to say.

“so I won’t force.. I want you to choose me or him.” Matteo said.

I bit my lip looking deep in his eyes.

“I choose……..me.” I said confidently.

and with that I left him standing there.

I walked away because sometimes letting go is the least painful option.

I walked away because sometimes you must choose yourself.

I didn’t know where I was going to go…

and I was okay with that.

I knew Jensen would be waiting when I was ready, but for now I was content with just me.

Eek woman power amiright!? I think we might need a part two to this! What do you guys think? I hope you liked it!

xoxo

Liv

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[lucidlivi]

I’m feral 😳🥵

THIS MAN NEED TO BE ILLEGAL CAUSE THIS RIGHT HERE IS GOING TO HAVE ME BREAKING SOME LAWS 🥵🥵🥵

Thanks to the person on Twitter who posted this 😁😁 you made my freaking day

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oh and that’s just the start of the emotional turmoil 😩

I simply cannot handle the emotional turmoil that supernatural causes me like the fact that Dean knows John is possessed because John was being nice to him!!!!! John was being supportive and understanding and that was an immediate red flag!!!! bc he never would’ve treated Dean with that level of empathy!!!! I’m going to throw up!!!

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please choke me daddy love me tenderly🥵

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Y/N: Why can't you see things from my perspective?!

Sam: *sits on the floor*

Y/N: Okay, listen here you little shit-

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"it's unhealthy to read fanfiction"

well i'm doing my 20 minutes of daily reading so...

[lucidlivi]

I'm new to this haha, but could you do an imagine with Jensen based on Taylor's song illicit Affairs?

I can try, I’ve never listened to the song before but I’ll listen to it and see if I can come up with an idea!

[lucidlivi]

I have updated, part 15 out now ❤️

Chosen For Pleasure Masterlist

Series Warnings: Strong Language, Mature Themes, Angst, Alcohol, Attempted Sexual Assault, Mentions of Drugs/Heavy Drug Use, Neglect, Feelings of Hopelessness

Part (I)

Part (II)

Part (III)

Part (IV)

Part(V)

Part (VI)

Part (VII)

Part (VIII)

Part (IX)

Part (X)

Part (XI)

Part (XII)

Part (XIII)

Part (XIV)

Part (XV)

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Chosen For Pleasure (XV)

Series Masterlist/Warnings

I apologize about the tag list, it’s just so hard for me to keep up with. I also apologize for making you wait for this, I hope you still love the series as much as I do!

Recap

he’s just pretending with you, and he’ll get tired of pretending..

I collapsed on the sidewalk, bringing my knees to my chest and sobbing.

I don’t know how long I sat on that sidewalk for.

It seemed as if lately time was just passing by and I was still stuck in yesterday.

I got up wiping the tears from my eyes. I walked back to my apartment slowly. I could hear Jensen’s voice talking on the phone.

“she kept saying he paid her.. I want him found now.” Jensen growled.

I slowly opened the door slipping inside.

Jensen turned around a furious look in his eyes.

“where the fuck have you been? do you know how worried you made me?” He growled.

“I’m so sorry Jensen that I don’t do everything I’m told, maybe you just really need someone who obeys your every command.” I sassed.

“Don’t be ridiculous (y/n).”

“I saw how she was with you, how you were with her.”

“for fucks sake she had a gun to you, I would’ve done anything to subdue her.” Jensen growled standing over me.

“where is she now, is she still here?” I asked curiously.

“no of course not, she’s in the psych ward getting the help she needs.”

It was quiet for a minute, Jensen and I both taking a deep breath.

“I’m so sorry I know she scared you.” Jensen said running a hand through his hair, a bit calmer now.

“Yeah she did, but you scared me more. I’m never going to be able to be exactly who you need me to be.” I said fighting back tears.

“(y/n).” Jensen said taking a step closer to me.

“don’t crowd me, please I need space.” I said rising from my spot on the arm of the sofa and walking away from him.

“please don’t do this, don’t give up on me.” Jensen said following close behind.

“Jensen I just need to think.”

“don’t leave me.” Jensen said grabbing my arm to keep me from walking further away.

“Jensen I’m scared. You say I’m enough and that this is enough for you but what if one day it’s not.” I whispered biting my lip.

“Not enough?” Jensen asked confused.

Jensen gripped my face forcing me to look deep in his eyes.

“Haven’t I showed you how enough you are? I’m not the same man I was when I met you. I.. I kissed you. I told you things about me I’ve never told anyone else. You are enough and then some. My entire life has changed since I met you. God if anyone should be scared it’s me. I can’t be without you, you’ve already proven that.” Jensen said tears lacing his eyes.

I looked at him feeling guilty.

He was right.

He had completely changed his ways and everything he once believed in. He jumped off the deep end with me and I never realized just how deep he went until now.

I was letting insecurities win.

I was letting them win.

“this is me, all of me, and I’m all yours.” Jensen finished grabbing my hand and running my thumb over his plump lips.

I stared at him, tears rolling down my cheeks.

God I loved this man with every fiber of my being.

I stood on my tippy toes connecting my lips with his in a passionate hungry kiss. Jensen picked me up wrapping my legs around his waist not breaking the kiss.

He ascended the staircase, kicking open the door to my door. He gently placed me on the bed, removing his shirt from over his head.

I bit my lip looking at him.

It was a sight I don’t think anyone could ever get used too.

I quickly peeled my shirt over my head and discarded my bra. I didn’t want to waste anymore time.

Jensen tugged off his jeans before once again kissing me passionately.

I would never get tired of this either.

It was as if I were an addict and his lips were the medication.

Jensen kissed down my neck making me moan. He grabbed my pants practically ripping them off my legs. His lips trailed down my body, his fingers followed sending shivers throughout my body. He stopped when he got to my pulsing core. It was enflamed, aching to be touched. Jensen licked his lips and looked at me from under his long lashes.

“did I ever tell you, you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.” Jensen purred kissing my thighs.

I moaned as he delicately slid my panties down. I gasped as he worked his mouth on me. A mixture of moans and expletives left my lips as he sucked and kissed my core. I was about to burst when the sensation stopped.

Jensen stood up freeing himself from his boxer shorts. I stood up gripping his length in my small palm. His head fell back as I sunk to my knees. I kissed his thighs teasing him a bit as he had done. I took him in my mouth, massaging what wouldn’t fit. I looked up at him as I work my tongue. His moans were gruff, sexy, and loud.

Jensen pulled me up by my chin. As soon as I was up he kissed my lips gently pushing me up against the wall. I jumped in his arms allowing him to enter inside me. Jensen thrusted pushing me up against the wall harder with each thrust. He put a hand beside my head trying to steady us.

I felt myself slipping in to a euphoric coma as I neared my release. I cried with pleasure as the floodgates opened sending my arousal all over Jensen. He groaned meeting his orgasm as well. I was completely out of breath when Jensen pulled out laying me on the bed once again before crawling in beside me. I laid my head on his chest, his hand instinctively went to my back tracing small circles.

“I love you so much it’s scary.” Jensen said gazing down at me with those hazel eyes that I’ve grown to admire.

I gazed in his eyes, they looked tired. I know this whole ordeal has taken a lot out of him.

“I love you too, and I’m not going anywhere.” I said kissing his lips with a peck.

I snuggled back in to him. It wasn’t long before his soft snores filled the room. Once I was sure he was out, I carefully got out of bed without jostling him. I needed some air.

I grabbed his shirt throwing it over my body before stepping out on to the balcony. I shivered as the night air hit me.

I bit my lip looking at the stars.

How in the world did we get here?

I can’t believe that in this short time I’ve fallen in love with a man I could only have dreamed about.

What was even crazier was he was in love with me too.

So in love with me it scared him to lose me.

It was a feeling I’d always hoped I would find.

I glanced back at the large man in my bed.

I knew that no matter what from this day forward I couldn’t be without him.

He was everything.

Jensen’s troubled voice shook me from my thoughts. I ran inside crouching down beside him. His eyebrows were furrowed and sweat cascaded down his forehead.

“no, please no.” He cried in his sleep, the nightmare overtaking him.

“Jensen.” I whisper putting a hand on his cheek.

He jolted awake, his heartbeat rising.

“Jensen I’m here, I’m right here.” I said stroking his cheek.

He expertly wrapped his arms around me, pulling me back in the bed.

I couldn’t have been prepared for the next words that left his lips.

“marry me.” He simply said looking deep in my eyes.

“what.” I breathed in shock.

“I want you to marry me.” He said his eyes fluttering.

“Jensen I think you’re still dreaming.” I said biting my lip and stroking his cheek.

He pulled me closer, burying his face in my hair, his snores once again filled the room.

I felt like my heart was beating so fast that at any moment it might burst right out of my chest.

I don’t know how, but somehow I managed to fall asleep, his words dancing in my head like a melody.

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I woke up, the sun blinding me. I reached over feeling the space beside me empty. I could hear a faint rock song playing. I walked downstairs seeing Jensen shirtless, doing push-ups in the living room.

I leaned against the door frame admiring the view. I clenched my thighs each time his back muscles clenched. He was so incredibly sexy.

“are you just going to stand there and gawk.” Jensen smirked mid push-up.

“that’s exactly what I’m going to do.” I said before biting my lip.

Jensen laughed doing a couple more sets. Finally he hopped up wiping the sweat off his forehead.

“good morning, how’d you sleep?” he asked grabbing his water bottle before meeting me in the doorway with a kiss.

“good, and you?” I questioned wondering if he had any recollection of last night.

“good, was out all night.” he said before taking a sip.

“you didn’t have any weird dreams, or like wake up at all did you?” I pushed.

“no, none that I can think of.” He shrugged.

“hmm.”

“I mean there was that little thing of asking you to marry me, aside from that I can’t think of anything else.” Jensen smirked.

I feel the air getting caught in throat. He remembered, which could only mean he was serious. I heaved a sigh of relief pushing his shoulder.

“come on don’t mess with me like that.”

He smirked some more.

“how should I mess with you then huh? like this?” He asked before tickling my side.

“Jensen stop.” I laughed pushing his hands away.

Jensen picked me up, my legs instantly making their way around his waist, my arms gripping his shoulders. I brought my lips down capturing his with a passionate kiss.

Jensen stared at me intensely.

“I meant it you know, I want to marry you.” Jensen spoke.

“why?” I asked still in shock that he would want to marry me.

“because I want to spend every second of the rest of my life with you.” He was quick to answer.

I took a deep breath. Nobody has ever loved me this intensely before.

“I don’t expect you to say yes right away, I know that I can be complicated and intense.” Jensen said .

“just.. just a little bit.” I joked finally finding my voice.

Jensen put his lips back on mine kissing me passionately.

I think I could get used to this the rest of my life.

I hope this lived up to everything you guys were hoping for! I’ll be back with part 16 but don’t worry I won’t take five years to update I promise!

xoxo

Liv

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[lucidlivi]

hey! just wondering how you’re doing and if chosen for pleasure is gonna be updated soon

writing a new chapter now 😊

[lucidlivi]

annnnddd we have started writing it!

Hi All!

soo we’ve recently had some life changes when I said I was going to update buttttt I’m currently re-reading through chosen for pleasure so I can update for you! I however will not be putting the tag list because there’s so many people and I just completely lost track so big apologies there but stay tuned and if you like the story follow me so you can get the update! so sorry I suck but I’m loving reading it again! ❤️

[lucidlivi]

Hi All!

soo we’ve recently had some life changes when I said I was going to update buttttt I’m currently re-reading through chosen for pleasure so I can update for you! I however will not be putting the tag list because there’s so many people and I just completely lost track so big apologies there but stay tuned and if you like the story follow me so you can get the update! so sorry I suck but I’m loving reading it again! ❤️

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[lucidlivi]

i had a jensen imagine in mind, maybe reader is seeing someone but jensens kind of into her so when she asks for advice he talks with her but in the end says something like “i just don’t think he’s good for you” and they fight a lil but then make up and jensen confesses his feelings to her and in the end some smut? sorry if the text doesn’t make sense just came home from a party and still very drunk 😂

I could totally do something with this! Lol no worries you’re good!

[lucidlivi]

Hi! I absolutely love the Chosen for Pleasure series. I've read it 2 or 3 times now haha. I was just wondering if we can expect new chapters soon?👀👀 no rush, just would love to see more 🫶

to be honest I never expected that to take off the way it did and now that I’ve been inactive I can see just how much people go crazy for it, I think I can pump some more chapters out for you guys so you aren’t left on a cliffhanger ❤️ I’ll try to do one within the next couple of days!

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