#it's hard not to feel super lucky...

[fly-sky-high-09]

Man today sure is something

#it's our slava (st George so yes I am low-key thinking of that silly post with st George and the dragon) #but one of our family members ended up in the emergency last night #he's okay now but he'll need a pacemaker just like mom #man that pandemic really fucked us all up #we aren't celebrating with guests this year because none of us felt too celebratory in general #we just wanted to chill and commemorte to nice food #especially since it all got so close to easter which was yesterday #and mom doesn't want to exert herself before the stupidly long way for her own pacemaker surgery #or rather defibrillator one #it's not like we invite a lot of folks every year anyways #it used to be so big to celebrate slava it was when everyone in family and their friends would gather #and our smaller apartment would be cramed with people and music and singing #but now everyone is too tired and broke and busy to leave work to celebrate #really we lost all social touches we used to have because of how work is now #no time for anything no will or energy #and considering everything going on in the world atm it's really hard to be happy about anything #it's hard not to feel super lucky...

[bardengarde]

What are three out of the ordinary things you want to do this year? They can be completely out there, seemingly impossible, and downright insane. Doesn't matter. Just answer.

I completely forgot to answer this but I'm still chinhandsing at it.

Okay.... I want to write and post a complete, multi chapter fic by the end of this year. (I want to publish any kind of fic at all before my birthday, but that's pushing it.)

I ..... want to learn to do cartwheels and a handstand

And uh.... I want to get at least one of two first edition books I own signed by their author

#shan i think you may think I'm more adventurous than i actually am #THIS WAS HARD #and these all feel kind of ordinary idk #the last one is legitimately impossible unless i get super lucky #a runner up would have been like to go on a date or have my first kiss but EW NO #GROSS

[buppypuppy]

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#vent post essay ahead lol #having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad. #the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like #i mean im talking abou t me here obviously. #being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like. #it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help. #i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to #like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m #i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s #i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's #it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus #i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li #i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like #ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!! #because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know #and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like . #i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad. #my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik #my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine #makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS #it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well. #i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum #fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri #you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though #so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do #and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode #and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate. #i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day. #jane mary cry one tear

[rosicheeks]

Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents… sometimes. But it’s uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasn’t caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..

I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. It’s wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.

I was texting my sister today about it and she said

“I 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesn’t realize it cause they’re still drinking the kool-aid.”

I ran out of tag room and didn’t want to delete any 😭 seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences

#I relate to all of this so much #and it’s so sad how many people truly have religious trauma #I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine #it’s really hard cause my parents still think I’m a Christian #honestly at this point I have no clue what i am #even if I end up still being a Christian that doesn’t help or heal all of the years of church trauma #but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents #growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold #cause I know that’s what my parents wanted and I didn’t want to disappoint them #but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there #their perfect angel fell from heaven #and I feel like ever since I haven’t been really their daughter…. I’ve just been living on the outside looking in to everything #it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith #it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally #the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church #when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with #wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was #YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for something…. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away #and the thing is I don’t necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone) #but honestly it’s just the environment they grew up in too… like I’m 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life #but won’t get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it #which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didn’t need to #^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop #sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma #yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse #sure I’ll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? it’s 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while I’m dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past #please don’t get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I don’t blame them - they did their best #it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didn’t grow up in the church or in a super religious family #I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help

[silverislander]

prof said congrats for writing up a proposal so early i am going to get a good grade in. well this is literally going to be graded. but yk the meme

#i really hope its decent proposals are really hard for me to write. i never really understand how much im supposed to say #also i dont plan stuff in advance! i hate drafts and proposals why cant i just jump in and run w my topic #i dont Know exactly what im going to cover just yet can i get back to you once ive covered it #levi.txt #i spent One page just opening the two page proposal so. i know it needs some cleaning up #but the last time i wrote one of these i only got a 75 (not a bad grade but i could do significantly better) bc. and i am not kidding. #i wrote a several page intro abt the themes of a story i was super pumped to write. and forgot the /plot characters and title/ #a 75 was honestly generous. that prof already liked me and knew my work so i got very lucky #also i just think the guy im working with for my essay is so cool and i want to impress him bfhshsk #ive taken 2 classes with him before he is so smart and so enthusiastic. i was 1 of only 3 who was there for every class both times #everyone whos helped me has been so cool and very nice to me i want to do a good job and prove that im as capable as they think #and also jesus fucking christ ive worked so hard for this degree PLEASE #if i dont get honours im walking into the forest laying down and letting the fae take me as they will #side note: i have 1.5 movies left (its late and im finishing army of the dead tomorrow + watching evil dead rise)!! thats so exciting #theyve (mostly) been really fun and i feel like i have a really good general idea of where im going w my essay now #the movie eras are starting to kind of organize themselves into coherent themes in my mind #i think its smth along the lines of racism/xenophobia -> social change -> satanic panic -> action and militarism -> prejudice/bias #and i actually think were in smth of a thematic reckoning w zombies rn as a culture that im excited to discuss!! #for so long weve accepted that zombies arent people but weve really been starting to interrogate that since abt the mid 2010s #w tropes like searching for a cure (not just a vaccine) or movies like warm bodies or evil dead where you can truly turn back #and im really excited to see where the future takes the zombie genre!!

[lily-on-the-fence]

Accidentally submitted an assignment like a day late cause the date on the submission page was unclear and sent an email to my teacher.

Not only did she say it absolutely wasn't a problem, she also asked if I'd gone to admin to get them to change my name and if anyone needed a little pressuring to get the job done <3

#my teachers have been pretty cool this year not gonna lie #like they're not all super great teachers #but not one has given me a hard time about my name or pronouns #even though I'm still pretty masculine presenting #feel pretty lucky about that tbh

[despairforme]

      He made pancakes and two of them didn’t burn.

#[ he eats the burnt ones at well he just drowns them in syrup ] #[ HELLO GUYS ] #[ i'm feeling super creative and inspiredddd today! ] #[ woke up and thought: what if i made a chibi sticker sheet with nnoitra ] #[ I CANT EVEN DRAW CHIBI STYLE BUT I CAN LEARN ] #[ i would loooove to have some nnoitra stickers ;-; ] #[ i also gotta draw some doflamingo fanart ] #[ for my portfolio ] #[ for when the applications to a doflamingo zine opens ] #[ one of my art goals for 2023 is to participate in a zine! gotta work hard!! ] #[ and also HELLO i want to write today!! ] #[ write for my spoon!! <5 ] #[ my best boi whom i love so muchhh ] #[ blessed by him every day of my life like how did i get this lucky ] #[ hope you're all doing good guys!! ] #despair for me. ╱ in character. #burn the city. ╱ main verse.

[shimp-heaven]

:3c

#being unemployed and insane is a fucking trip lol #i desperately want to be doing something but i cant go three days without having an episode #and my therapist isnt acknowledging most of my symptoms #im going through emdr for ptsd but like what about the psychosis what about the mood swings #ive talked about my horrible sensory issues and she says its just anxiety and im like what #i cant even get out of the house cause im not allowed to drive and everything within walking distance is fuvking expensive as hell #and ubers arent in the budget #thank god theres a sliding scale clinic where i get my meds for literal cents idk what i would do without it #im getting my teeth looked at wednesday im equal parts excited and terrible #depression and sensory issues have wrecked my teeth :( #idk bro #im thinking about selling some of my higher value plushes to get some money to do something fun #cause i have negative five dollars in my bank account lol #i would just go to the library or something but one i cant get there myself #and two when my gf gets off work shes usually dog tired so i feel so freaking guilty for asking her #i have an active disablility claim its about nine months in #so maybe ill get lucky and have it approved but i super doubt it #since my psych team refuses to diagnose me with anything #apparently its really hard to get approved for ptsd and thats like my biggest on paper issue thats actually listed #i talk about getting a job but i cant even be in a gas station for more then two minutes without freaking out #so idk how i think im gonna be able to handle a job #plus itll look really bad on my disability claim if i get a job #so im kinda damned if i do damned if i dont #ugh im just shaking myself by the shoulders and yelling BE NORMAL JUST BE NORMAL #but :3 i stay silly i guess #idk if youve actually read this i give you an internet cookie 🍪 #if you have any advice let me know i guess

[killerandhealerqueen]

I love being nice to people.  It’s seriously not that hard to be nice people and I don’t understand people who go out of their way to be dicks

#sass talks #so i spent my morning at a local starbucks to work on grad school work #and this particular starbucks has like half booths against the back wall #i'm always very lucky to get one whenever i go #but most times it's only like three big tables because people make the six actual tables into three big ones by pushing two tables together #no one needs that much table space unless you've got a fuckton of books and shit #so when i noticed that a girl needed a wall plug (because all the tables against the back wall have plugs on the booth) #i split my table into two and gave her half of my table #which was great #she was super grateful #and then when she moved to another table #she split that table into two so that another person could have said table #and i always opened the table next to me so that a person looking for a seat could have it #it's literally not that hard to be nice #and it makes you feel good for the rest of the day #small acts of kindness can make people's day #and it was nice to make people smile #literally do not feel bad about splitting up my table when all i had was my laptop #yeah i had my purse and my backpack but i could just shove those behind me #i would rather have less space then have someone go sit outside where it's cold

[dryad-trifles]

i hate falling into the capitalist trap of feeling uncute and buying clothes as a knee-jerk when it was capitalism in the first place that made me feel uncute

#and also how it's cheaper to dress like an office worker outside of work so you don't end up with two sets of clothes #and how if you're not from money it's hard not to feel like you need to dress the part to fit into the white collar workplace #which can be super necessary but #also perpetuates that culture #of classism and white supremacy #whilst also feeling lucky to have a partly remote office job #ugh #personal #my post #clothes #fashion #capitalism #consumerism

[coffeebanana]

gah. i don't mind my new job but being on my feet all day sucks away my energy to write and i don't want to write before work on days when i start later because the little "you start work in X hours" voice in my head won't let me focus, and even on days off i spend too much time just trying to relax/get in the mood/tidy up and there goes the energy again. today i ALMOST got into the groove of editing but then i got distracted and ugh. i just miss when writing was easier

#kayla rants #it's only been a month and i only just started full-time hours #so hopefully i'll get used to it and find a new groove #i know i've been super lucky the last couple years to have so much writing time and that having to balance that with work is NORMAL #and i chose to do this with my life #but it still sucks. #writing's feeling more draining than energising lately. #something's gotta give and it can't be my mental health so it might have to be writing for a while but i don't want to give that up?? #then it's also like...if i do take a break from writing what then? this is how i spent so much of the last couple years and i loved it #i guess it's just. hard to let go of something that helped so much even if it starts hurting you? idk

[espytalks]

for the most part, i'm pretty neutral on daylight savings time. i actually look forward to the extra hour of sleep i get back in the fall, tbh.

but also on the other hand, it got dark super early tonight, and that's really bumming me out. i didn't get to enjoy a sunset, and i feel like i have less time to enjoy my day, even though by all accounts this is the same time as normal.

i think i might just be a daytime kinda person now.

#espy talks #i used to be a night owl #but now i'm thinking it was just cause my sleep schedule was super fucked up #cause i like being up early and i like being up during the day #i get super depressed if i wake up too late in the day #and for most of my adult life i was waking up late and going to bed late #it doesn't help i was stressed and overworked and felt unloved and unappreciated #it's hard to break that cycle #especially when you just feel like there's no point. like it'll never get better so why bother #i'm really lucky #uh anyways i'm gonna go play my game i guess #don't feel like watchin dwagon baww with my brother today

[canwehavehextonite]

called out again today boys

#i tried to go in late and then i missed my fucking stop and had to walk like. several blocks and over a bridge to get to the station back #and then i just decided to go home ♡ bc i was feeling super sick and going 2 work wld make me sicker #i wld jst end up just as bad as i was 3 days ago if i went to work and i think thts fucked up #im lucky i hv my second job to back me up and the retail bosses r relatively understanding and fudge my occorunce numbers #they fudge the numbers when ppl r dealing w disability type shit..... ally 💪 #talkin #my head hurt so terrible but at least im not as nauseous anymore :p #bc the rhing is when i start feeling nauseous tht is my bodys sign to Stop everything immediately #thts the signal i am pushing too hard lol which is so funny /s

[quarterprioritymidnight]

what are your thoughts on the new twenty one pilots album?

oh i bloody love it thank you for asking anon. i didn't listen to anything else for like three days straight lol. honestly as soon as id heard it the first time i wanted to listen to it again straight away i just think its so impressive.

i also think they did really well with the singles kind of bridging the gap between the trenchy/blurryface sound to the new sound. backslide took a while to grow on me, but i think that single is a really good introductory into this albums sound and if i hadn't been drawn back in with overcompensate i might not have given it a chance so much?

i know i probably sound like im overdoing it, but honestly one of my favourite albums from them and i wish i could hear it again for the first time. that feeling of expectations not only being met but fully exceeding and going places i never thought they would brO. i am so so so excited for tour lol

#ask #anon #its super hard for me to be objective about their old music bc its linked to such a specific time in my life #but its so fun to feel like im actually super into what theyre doing atm #rather than just kind of listening cause i feel like i owe it to nostalgia lol #can you tell i havent had a chance to talk about it with anyone sorry for being so incoherent #most of the people ive seen who are dissapointed are people who thought itd literally be trench 2.0 #and idk trench never really clicked for me and in 2019 i was famously too busy being a doom days girlie #so maybe i never gave it a proper chance #but i also think the kind of synthy indie pop direction some of the clancy songs go in #is very in my wheelhouse anyway like i talked about lavish basically sounding like a joywave or dec song #so thats lucky and also v exciting because thats not a sound i necessarily thought id hear from top #anyway lavish navigating snap back is such an elite run of songs #i could go on forever

[moechies]

gojo nd geto dealing with a super twitchy nd sensitive girl :<

“hold still.” gojo grins from behind you, his pudgy cock head pressed directly onto your glossy hole.

“how cute.” geto mewls from in front of you, legs sprawled out right before you. his belittling words drag a hot heat to your cheeks, pouting at their teasing. “she’s so nervous, satoru. what have y’done to her?”

“not true! m-m not nervous !” you blurt in defense, a ‘threatening’ squeeze to geto’s thigh.

gojo laughs again, sliding his shaft in between your fat warm folds, gathering your slick. “haven’t done anything, she’s just sensitive. isn’t that right ?”

the sensation has you gasping for air, cunt twitching excessively. “hnn.. t-toru, no—“

“all she does is whine. touch her tits, she’ll whine, touch this little pussy ‘nd she’ll whine too. cute, no?” gojo gloats, exhaling before prodding his dick further into your squelchy cunt.

“sooo cute.” geto groans , reaching out his hand to grope at your tit. you squeal when the rough pads of his fingers come in contact with your nipples, squeezing hard at the sensitive buds. you proved him right.

he can’t help the guttural groan that falls upon his lips watching you squirm away from the sensation, just to accidently push yourself deeper onto his best friends cock. your spongy walls convulse around gojo’s cock, taking in every inch, every vein of his shaft inside you.

“t-toru !”

“y’did it to yourself cutie.” he giggles, supporting your body by the fat of your hips as it begins to melt against the sheets.

tears build against your lash line, and it doesn’t last long before they spill down your flushed cheeks. you watch through blurry lenses as geto’s hand comes down to relief his aching bulge, eyes boring into your irresistible expression.

“come put y’r mouth on it, doll.” you give geto a small nod, moving yourself slowly before your lips come in contact with his fat tip. you shiver at the pre that smears against your lips, tongue coming out to lick at the salty slick. your mewls and moans are uncontrollable, body thrusting back and forth from the man pounding your poor cunt from behind.

he doesn’t slow, no matter what you plan to do, feeling his balls slap over and over against your round butt. whispers of ‘shit, shit, shit,’ that fall from his lips every 5 seconds, although gojo would scold you for using such foul language all the time.

“that’s it.” geto praises as you finally wrap your swollen lips around his shaft, tongue swirling around his pulsing tip and pressing into it. he winces at the sensation, unable to control himself as you lower your heaty mouth onto his cock.

“s’good, satoru. y’r so lucky.” geto giggles, gentle fingers coming up to wipe at your tears.

gojo sighs at the sight of you mouthing his best friend, but not in a negative sense. more so in a way that he prefers this so much more.

“that’s right.”

#jjk #jjk smut #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen smut #gojo satoru x reader #gojo jjk #gojo smut #jjk gojo #gojo satoru smut #gojo x reader #gojou satoru x reader #gojo satoru #satoru gojo #gojo x you #gojo x y/n #suguru geto smut #getou x reader #jjk getou #getou suguru #geto smut #getou suguru x reader #geto suguru smut #geto x reader #jjk geto #geto suguru #jujutsu geto #geto x you #geto x y/n #drabbles ⋆⑅˚₊

[chaepink]

can u make headcannons on sub!yan’s tendencies in the relationship?

also can i be 🉑 or 🌝 anon?

dating sub!yandere boys hcs ♡

sub!yandere boys when they date you.

wc: 1.1k+ words | masterlist

dom!fem!reader, unhealthy relationship, mention of killing/murder, both sfw and nsfw!, mention of feminization, bondage

note: yes you can be 🌝 anon!

— your yandere would be possessive of you, even more compared to when you two were just friends

— well, you thought you two were just friends. he already assumed you two were together sometime earlier during his friendship with you

— he would do anything for you in order to make sure you're happy and safe

— a friend of yours is getting too touchy with you? well the next day that friend is ignoring you and when you confront them, they look at you scared and quickly scurry away from you. did your yandere do something to them? surely not

— a weird guy keeps following you around your neighborhood? well a couple of days later you see on the news that his body has been found near a river and weirdly enough, you havent seen your yandere on the days before the guy's death

— you complain to your yandere about how a teacher gave you a bad grade on something you worked so hard on? suddenly your grade changes to a A and that same exact teacher suddenly resigns from the school

— he'll try his best to know where you are most of the time and try to follow you back home to make sure you're safe (though its really obvious, you don't acknowledge him so he thinks he's actually doing something)

— but no matter how scary and possessive they are of you, they just want to be good for you, really

— its almost as if they're a puppy for you, always there for your beck and call

— give them a simple command and they'll do it immediately, no questions asked

— ask them to buy you a snack from the nearest store? he'll return back with a bagful of others that he thought you would like

— they're super clingy and always want to be near you

— somehow they manage to have the same exact classes that you have and at the same time. maybe you guys are just lucky? little do you know that your yandere hacked into the principal's computer to change his schedule to fit with yours

— if you're sick, they would immediately fetch you some medicine and make so many bowls of your favorite soup that you're not sure you could finish them all

— they would be so sad when you're sick cause that means they can't be as close as they usually are with you :(

— in bed, nothing changes at all. rather, he becomes even more infatuated with you

— they're still so good and obedient for you, always following your commands. its cute

— like what i said with him doing it with no hesitation, your yandere is eager to do what you say

— tell him to get on his knees? say less as he's already doing so, staring up at you with such innocent eyes

— tell him to open his mouth for you to stick your fingers inside? he opens wide and sticks out his tongue in such a sinful manner, hazy eyes absolutely begging you to make him choke on your fingers as drool drips down his chin

— order him to suck your strap and get it all wet? he's quick to get in between your legs and get his hands on the fake dick, his mouth going straight to bobbing it up and down and gagging as it hits the back of his throat. he'll try to subtly grind his hard on against your foot without you noticing but you do anyways but he's being a good boy so you allow it

— and oh my god is he so shameless in public

— no hesitation in telling you what he wants you to do to him when there are people around

— you'll be at brunch with some of your friends and suddenly you'll feel a hot breath on your ear, such sinful words coming soon after

"im wearing lingerie under my clothes, your favorite set too. wouldn't you like to just ruin me right here and now? make me cry and look so pretty while you show everyone im yours?"

— safe to say that you immediately dragged him to the family bathroom and fingered him until he was gripping onto you for dear life, begging and crying out for you to stop and take pity on him (he's lying about wanting you to stop)

— when you're out with errands or just at work, he'll take such sinful pictures of himself to send to you randomly

— the pictures would include his legs spread out, a obvious bulge in his underwear, and something adorning his body whether its lingerie, a maid outfit, or rope that's tied so tightly on him

— if he's feeling like teasing you even more, he'll send whimpering audios that beg you to come home and fuck him and if you listen close enough, you'll hear some wet noises that let you know that he's masturbating

"f-fuck, [name] come back s-soon, please? i-i miss you so much! i- ah! i-im wearing your favorite outfit right now! i'll be a g-good ngh boy waiting for you ♡"

— itll end up with you rushing home after you're finished to fuck him dumb in that outfit, making it stained with his tears and cum

— he knows you can't really get him pregnant but your yandere just loves those straps with cum in them that you can just shoot inside him whenever you're fucking him fast and rough

— that'll make his eyes roll back and head throw backwards as he lets out such a loud mewl at the feeling of your fake cum filling him up

— and afterwards he'll tease you by using his fingers to push the cum thats gushing out of his hole back in before licking his fingers

— although your yandere is a good boy for you most of the time, theres times where he's a brat

— he'll talk back to you whenever you command him to do something or cum without permission

— but just some long edging or overstimulation will break him and turn him into a sobbing mess

— tying his hands to the headboard and keeping his legs spread apart whilst a vibrator is inside him on the highest setting is his favorite punishment

— your yandere thinks you don't know that since you do it all the time but you actually do know it, you just love the way his face is stained with his drool and tears while his chest and the sheets underneath him is covered in his cum afterwards

— such a slut but we love him for it

ty for reading to the end! ❤ - chaepink

╰┈➤ masterlist | rules

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