#it literally hurts my heart

[brokendoor16]

Okay. So I was comfort-re-watching good omens (as per fucking usual) and ofc now I feel the need to rant about the particular scene that broke my heart into tiny little pieces THIS time round.

So. First up. We all know that Crowley hates Jimbriel, right? Like absolutely fucking despises him to the point where everything he does irritates him (same tbh). Like. He tells him to jump out a window. He REALLY hates this guy.

BUT. When Jimbriel asks him that question about gravity, he puts away his annoyance. He does his best to explain it to him, and eventually ADMITS THAT HE DOESN'T KNOW THE ANSWER. And this is probably all self-explanatory, but it's just hit me why that hurts so much (positively).

In season 2, Crowley is in a position of power over Jimbriel. He could literally just choose to throw him out and let him fend for himself against heaven and hell. He's in a position that's ODDLY REMINISCENT of how Crowley fell; mostly powerless, dependant on someone else, and asking questions.

And Crowley clearly sees that, because he makes a conscious effort to do the exact opposite of what God did to him. He ignores his hatred for Jimbriel, he accepts that it's a valid question. He does his best to answer it, and (here's the big one) HE ADMITS HE DOESN'T KNOW.

And that scene just hits SO HARD because despite the situation he's in, and his history with Gabriel, he stays true to what he believes heaven should've done. He listens, and he does his best, and, unlike God:

Crowley would never punish someone for asking questions.

#good omens #anthony j crowley #good omens 2 #jimbriel #character analysis #I'm just rambling tbh #i am unhinged about this show #It literally hurts my heart #But yk #That's fine #Because they're fucking INEFFABLE

[grey-has-rusted]

^me when i am a sensitive person

#ramblings #i hate feeling lonely #it literally hurts my heart #i have such a hard time forming connections both irl and online #idk how many times ive cried just this past month bc i felt lonely #and even when i am included in things im always an after thought #its been months but im still thinking about stupid christmas #i know the whole point isn't to get gifts #but i got one present. while i spent hundreds of dollars getting my family gifts #they even asked me what i wanted too #helped my cousin decorate for her christmas party and last minute i found out it was a secret santa #i got invited but was the only one not included in that #so yeah.... #i dont have anyone to celebrate holidays with #my birthday was sad #i cried then too #not looking forward to tomorrow either #and i try to make friends and talk to people #but i feel as though i always initiate #and nobody seems interested in talking to me #which... i dont expect everyone to like me #but it really does hurt and it makes wonder what's wrong with me #also why cant my brain focus on something else #like doing something productive #its been ages since ive drawn anything #ive just been sad. that's the whole post. #bye now

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i saw them in the cookbook pages and Immediately thought of this meme:

#barnaby: this is so nice. just me and my buddy whipping up a tasty treat #wally: *having six simultaneous crises* #anyway. huh? #this was a pain to scribble and i Dont Know Why #i had to redraw barnaby's face literally five times #but im trying to Expand my skillset by attempting more backgrounds #or background adjacent things... Props! #im very proud of the counter & flower vase off to the side! #and uh. Filters! those as well. i wanted to make this look somewhat like its aged... #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #man. these two. squeezes them #halloween update made me love them all the more #name a better pair of best friendsssss you canttttttt #they are Top Tier and i hope they get torn apart one way or another #you see i live for the drama the pain the agony the devastation #i see my favorites and i want them to Hurt. #anyway thinking about them baking together melts my stony heart #theyre bonding 🥺 #oh man why is that emoji So Fucking Detailed on my laptop. its scaring me. kill it kill it kill it

[lotus-pear]

regret

#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk #bc skk copium :') #the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died #he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!'' #and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao #this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh #deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet #bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close #the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him #and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison #we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs #enough to make fyodor believe he's dead #in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead #knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side #like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human #dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter #and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell #this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :( #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #skk #soukoku #lotus draws

[candyje11yfish]

IM SO UPSET THIS PART WASNT IN THE ANIME??? What was the point of removing that?? why??? trigger keeps taking out parts that make them so found family....

#mari.txt #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #Besides this im REALLY looking forward to the next episodes... you anime-only fans are in for a wild ride 😈😈 #GUHHHH NOOO IM ACTUALLY REALLY DISTRAUGHT THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVE MOMENTS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #studio trigger is so perfect for the anime but pleeeeassee stop removing cute parts... #i know its small but things like this make the series charming..... #in the past i praised the anime for being so close to the manga but whyyyy did u have to remove this part!!!! AUAUUGHHHHH #MY HEART HURTS #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #chilchuck dunmeshi #dunmeshi chilchuck #he and izutsumi are my faves :> #literally same w the misc monster tales. that BETTER get something #those are the best they have some of my fave moments in the entire series

[ninjigma]

QuinObi Week Part 2/5 - First / Next

Day 2: Knighthood/Raising Padawans Track: 'How Bad We Need Each Other' - Marc Scibilia (Spotify / YouTube)

"I'll grab the bags." "And I will grab the Padawans." "But they're already-" The sound of excited squealing from Aayla and Anakin echoed throughout the halls, Obi-Wan unable to stop his own laughter from joining in and Quinlan smiling broadly at seeing the joy return to his friends face.

Kind of just a fun moment for the group, one of their first missions all together, pretty early on in Anakin's journey to become a Jedi. I have a whole little fic thought up for this that I am so sad I didn't get the chance to write but it is the one I am most tempted to work on and publish later anyhow, because it is just an all around bit of fun for the little family XD

Enjoy!

@quinobiweek

#Knighthood/Raising Padawans #literally eating away at a part of my heart here #don't think I will be able to not write it even if I didn't want to so badly it near hurts #because I love them your honor #apparently this is one of those click for resolution moments too #silly tumblr #QuinObi Week #obi wan kenobi #quinlan vos #aayla secura #anakin skywalker #quinobi #voswan #obi wan x quinlan #star wars #fanart #my art

[deoidesign]

I've been told my comic feels like it was written by AI.

I suppose I'm not trying to be groundbreaking. I'm not interested in pioneering genres. I'm not writing for the purpose of literary analysis.

But written by AI...?

I'm already someone who has my humanity questioned. My identity erased. My existence disrespected. It could be worse. Anything could be worse.

But AI?

I spend weeks writing single scenes, toiling over the implications of single lines. I have goals. My writing has intent.

If you cared to read deeper, perhaps you'd see the themes. Maybe then you'd see the value. If you tried to analyze it maybe you'd see something there.

Maybe you'd see me.

Someone told me my comic seemed like it was written by AI.

And my humanity was denied one step further in that my voice was not seen in the work I've poured years of my life into.

#this is a comment that has bothered me for... a long time. #it really sat with me. #its insulting of course... #but i get insults all the time #thats not what bothered me. #there was something more to it #something more to how this hurt my feelings and why it lingered so long in my mind #and i think its because of this. #it removes me. it removes my humanity. #in a world where i already feel so invisible and invalidated #where i express myself. my love. through my work #to be told it seems like something a literal robot coild make #a conglomeration of marketable ideas #god. jts so insulting on a completely other level. #its straight up dehumanizing #so. watch the things you say seem like ai #when its actually made by an artist #especially if you know that it was made bh someone #they have a heart an theyre trying to show it to you #i know its not that deep or whatever. #but isnt it? #isnt the point of our art to connect to others? to love them? to spend time with them?? #im being dramatic #but i also care #and sometimes a little extra drama is what gets my ideas across. #i would know #im a writer

[taikanyohou]

"I never noticed until now that he feels this way towards me. I thought I was worthless. I shut my ears to it. What's this? My heart hurts. I can't breathe."

MY PERSONAL WEATHERMAN (2023). Episode 8.

#my personal weatherman #asianlgbtqdramas #asiandramasource #asiandramanet #dailyasiandramas #jdramasource #mlmsource #* #faiza gifs #yoh's gaze ...................... i cant look at it for too long otherwise ill lose that last bit of sanity in me ......................... #god oh my GOD. #my heart hurts. i cant breathe. TOUCHE. DITTO. LITERALLY EXACTLY YOH. WE ALL FEEL YOU.

[chrisbangs]

#chan #bang chan #stray kids #skz #createskz #cb97net #*gifs #*m #flashing tw #ik its so much flashing but #I COULDNT CONTROL MYSELF :(((((((((((( #LOOK AT BABU.. #LOOK AT HIM??? #LOOK AT HOW PERFECT AND CUTE AND WONDERFUL #my heart is his #ive literally come to the conclusion that my heart just belongs to him #im so sad #i love him so fuckin g much #it hurts oh my god im gonna cry

[inkykeiji]

please these two are killing me!!!

the way they turn away together!!! it has me thinking about you just begging them to do something with you—something they know you’ll enjoy, something they know they’ll fucking hate, something they know will be worth all of the suffering and embarrassment and annoyance, just to see your sweet smile, to feel your shimmering eyes on their skin and your eager fingers cuffing their wrists, to hear your euphonious giggles as you drag them along, as you get exactly what you want.

fucking brat.

it’s something that they just cannot say a definite no to regardless of how hard they try, something where their rebuffs simply mean try harder, their joint resolves easily, quickly, pathetically chipped away at/eroded by your incessant pleading and pouting—so pretty, so precious, so fucking pernicious, perilous—and something they begrudgingly and ultimately grit their teeth to get through just for you, only for you ♡

#dabi x reader #dabi x you #dabi x y/n #tomura x reader #tomura x you #tomura x y/n #shigaraki x reader #shigaraki x you #shigaraki tomura x reader #shigaraki tomura x you #todoroki touya x reader #todoroki touya x you #dabi headcanons #dabi drabble #shigaraki headcanons #shigaraki drabble #bnha x reader #bnha x you #also is that not tomura in my literal favourite outfit on him #is that not the tomura that directly inspired bmb tomu????? #ugh #my heart hurts ._. #inky.dabi #inky.tomura #very bmb coded tbh #VERY bmb coded

[jackshiccup]

whatever you do, do not think about the layers behind jack saying, “we’re good friends, the wind and i.” the implication that jack and hiccup were meant to cross paths, to find one another at all points in their lifetime even if they weren’t aware of who they were to each other yet. that their first and second lives are inextricably linked— hiccup, as a spirit, drawn to jack when he was still human while jack, as jack frost thrown back in time, drawn to hiccup in his present. that their love and friendship is a circle, in a way that they’ll keep meeting in the middle over and over and over again. in a way that it’s infinite and transcends time as long as there’s proof of memory. in a way that there is no telling where their story really begins or ends, only that it exists, that it's continuous. in a way that it’s inevitable, fated, like every moment that passes, whether they spend it together or apart, are all puzzle pieces that connect. that their love is constant, always in motion, in a way that’s tried and true.

whatever you do, do not think about how they both waited 300 years (and some more) until they could experience what it was like to have a companion again. i repeat, do not think about, “you were always there. weren’t you? you’re the wind.”

#of the northmost winds and skies #otnwas #in this essay i will— #u guys my stomach hurts i love them so much... #falling to my knees my eye is twitching my hands are shaking my heart is swelling my soul is being undone.. #(shakes u aggressively by the shoulders) #don't u ppl get it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i'm literally on my lunch break at work rn uhmm #renny be normal challenge 😐 #hijack #jackshiccup text

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

thinking abt these two again. i need to be sedated

knight!sugu who sacrifices you to save the world thinking he has no other choice. who instantly becomes enveloped by a guilt so heavy it crushes him.

prince!gojo who sacrifices the world to save you with a smile on his face. who tells you to find him in your next life as he watches the stars go out one by one.

#i prefer sugu <3 #moss and mickey ruined my life w knight!sugu and prince!gojo….. T_T they haunt my every waking thought #i think my version of prince!gojo is just. a more selfish gojo (and maybe just a bit more twisted) im still figuring him out tho!! #hes a little sick in the head but hes a kind man at heart :3 and we love him. hes a good ruler who cares abt fairness and equality !! #but he would probably also ruin literally everyone who ever hurt u if u let him #meanwhile knight!sugu is just . destined for tragedy No Matter What psjdjdj #the idea of suguru choosing his duty over love…. and being so crushed by that decision that it warps his identity……. yeah. #hes so doomed by the narrative i need to save him #geto x reader #gojo x reader

[pup-pee]

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havnt drawn in a little

#I 4GOT CISSIES EARRIGG BG S #HITS TVSLE AAAAAAAAAA IM 2 LAZY 2 GO BACK IM SRRY GORLIE :((( #just a kint of konbart as a treat 4 me ig #4every piercing kon has; the more pronouns she attains #if i explained my thought process whenever i draw kon it would just be hehehehehehheehheheheheehe #heart glasseess!!!! i need 2 find more fun glasses shapes 2 draw her in tbh tbh #i did light shading & my head starts hurting godAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i havent been on ib like a while & theres sm posts omg yummy im looking @ all my moots & kickin my feet omgg tehe #i need 2 try 2 sleep get rid of this headache b4 i continue 2 stare @ my screen tho….. i prolly wont i wanna talk im tired of bing sad LMAO #more kart 2 day ((literally prolly tmr)) #ive been thinking about aus sm this is so its so woahhhh #kon el #kart #puppee art #GAAAAHHHHHH I WANNA EXPLAIN MY STUPID HCS 4 Y I DRAW KON LIKE THISSS #i dont bc im 80% sure ill b ripped apart but like i love talking about them i love talking about kon sm #@ least i do 2 my doggie

[oldworldwidgets]

look, in all my time on fo4 tumblr and on the fo4 subreddit where hatred runs rampant, ive still only seen two valid criticisms of the railroad as a faction. ever.

(im putting aside the whole entire slavery allegory for the purposes of this post)

these two criticisms are:

if you (yes, you. the player) fundamentally disagree with the notion that synths are sentient people, the organization makes no sense and is useless. i cant change your bedrock beliefs on what constitutes a person, so this criticism stands

the mind wipes might border on unethical. the idea is good and well-intentioned, but it kinda sucks in practice. synths can choose not to have the procedure, but the railroad's catastrophizing about what will happen if they dont feels coercive sometimes. i could probably be convinced otherwise, but i think this is a pretty good point

thats it. there are no more. im absolutely open to (and would love, actually) yall trying to change my mind but just know that if your criticisms are:

they're short-sighted; the organization will eventually dissolve because there will be no more synths left to help

they have no plan nor reason to help synths post-institute; the moment the institute explodes, so does the railroad

they're too narrow-minded; they should be helping people too, not just synths

by destroying the institute, they're stopping the production of synths; this nullifies their efforts in saving synths and is even, dare i say, hypocritical

their password being railroad is far too simple and the freedom trail is too easy to follow; theyre just asking for another switchboard

[insert member of the railroad, usually desdemona] is mean; the organization is full of assholes

then ur efforts will be wasted on me. all of these criticisms are bad <3

#and i would be very happy to tell you why #i really love the railroad so much and it hurts my fragile little heart that so many people shit all over them bc they just dont understand #those clickbaity youtube 'essays' about how the railroad sucks can pound sand #i'd love to talk about this with literally anyone. give me ur railroad criticisms #i will gobble them up and return with a full essay and a works cited page #anyway #fallout 4 #deacon #the railroad #fallout 4 railroad #deacon joseph railroad #synths #oldworld.txt

[fairyofshampgyu]

Happy bday to the prettiest pixie dream boy himself <3🌷🪷

#literally adore beomgyu so much :( it hurts my heart #I hope he’s always happy !! #I LOVE HIMMMMMMMMMM #beomgyu <3

[romeavethinker]

laurance is a man who seems to follow his heart wherever it leads him, but has an incredibly sharp and rational mind

garroth is a man who seems to be collected and logical, but is ruled by his emotions in almost every decision he makes

#i have a post in my drafts abt how dante and laurance are both foils to garroth in different ways #but this is a dichotomy ive been thinking about a lot lately #like who is always the one taking on responsibilities when nobody else can? laurance #who is the one talking aphmau down and analysing both their allies and their enemies? laurance #nobody ever talks abt how smart laurance is #meanwhile garroth faked his death and ran away from home to avoid being forced into a life he didnt want #he has the chance to strike zenix down when he attacks phoenix drop and doesnt. because he cares too much #when he thinks laurance and aphmau are together behind his back his feelings are so hurt hes literally bedridden from heartbreak #that man wears his heart On His Sleeve sewn tight #aphmau #mcd #minecraft diaries #aphblr #aphverse #garroth ro'meave #laurance zvahl #garroth #laurance #rewatch livethoughts