#it doesn't feel like it

[alittlemelted]

March 2024 bullet journal layout. Blue colour scheme, and since I like flowers that carried through.

#bulletjournal #bullet journalling #bullet journal #bulletjournalling #bujo #bujo spread #journal #journalling #blue #flowers #march #i wonder sometimes #if this actually counts as art? #compared to all the beautiful things people can make #it doesn't feel like it

[torra-and-the-toons]

In lieu of one of my favorite manga series, Noragami, finally coming to a close in January, I decided to redraw my chubby kitty drawings of them I did back in 2015.

#my art #noragami #nekogami #yato god #hiyori iki #yukine #that og post still stands as the most notes any of my art has ever gotten lol #I can't believe it's been 8 years since I drew that #it doesn't feel like it #I can't believe I've been FOLLOWING this SERIES for 8 years #and it's ending soon...

[a-dowryofblood]

I remember when Angelina Jolie first came out with her allegations this female "reporter" said that she should have kept her mouth shut because nobody was going to believe her, because Brad Pitt is likeable and Angelina was always the "crazy" and "wild" one. Now he's using that sentiment to sue her.

#is it a coincidence that Amber Heard Evan Rachel Wood and Angelina Jolie are all bisexual #it doesn't feel like it #amber heard #i stand with amber heard #i stand with rachel evan wood #i stand with angelina jolie #Angelina Jolie

[calmmyfears]

I made progress 😌

#it doesn't feel like it #but i took a very important step #in my #healing journey #if only my body could feel better now

[grotesquefreakk]

I've been fasting for 7 hours???

#it doesn't feel like it #ed not ed sheeran #trans ed #34t1ng d1s0rd3r #trans ana #tw ed diet #anatumblr #ftm ed #tw ana diary #tw ana rant

[pandora15]

it's kinda hit me recently that despite everything, I really do miss animated ahsoka.

and even though I really do wish tales of the jedi would focus on other jedi besides ahsoka, I know I'll be happy to see animated ahsoka again. so that's something to look forward to :)

#yeah like it's been over two years since we've seen animated ahsoka? it's wild #i can't believe it's been that long #it doesn't feel like it #ahsoka tano #pandora's ramblings

[the-illiterate-pirate]

So. I guess I'm officially at 1k followers

#it doesn't feel like it #jay's bullshit

[sorrowmarked]

with the way tumblr has played with the tags yet again i feel the need to remake the blog coming up.

#ask me about my shoujo manga recs || ooc #like are any of my tags even saved??? #it doesn't feel like it

[watchinglikeafangirl]

"It's been several months now."

MONTHS?! Not weeks, months? For how long did Itt and Day live like this? I thought maybe 5 weeks or something but several months...well that's painful to know. I'm kinda sorry for all the characters keeping up with this mess.

Day is lost, Itt is lost, I am lost honestly. This episode was so weird with Itt constantly saying "oh right, you don't remember" without bothering to explain. Day can't remember, it's unfair to hint at the unknown and then drop the topic!

But the "several months" thing would explain why they had sex because I was kinda confused if 1. Itt would let Day touch him like that since he doesn't remember and 2. if Day would be aroused by Itt's presence since he's basically a stranger. But okay, it's been several months, not weeks, it makes more sense.

The question is though, how many months? Day has been wearing a cast which usually takes 6 weeks, so episode 4 with the "cast off-party" would mark more or less these 6 weeks. If you subtract the time in hospital which I would say took 2-3 weeks since Day was in the ICU with a brain injury, they started living together in week 3. We're in episode 7 now...how long did it take for them to move from the cast off-party to now. They were already touchy at that party, so I wouldn't say much time has passed. So maybe in total (since the accident) we're in week 10...I think that makes sense. But then, why would they say "several months"? 10 weeks are only "more than two months" but then again, maybe they suddenly jumped 5 months without telling us.

#i don't know anything about medicine #i can't say how long you're in a hospital when you have a brain injury #feel free to correct me #but several months just confused me a lot #it doesn't feel like it #love syndrome #love syndrome the series #day x itt #i like day so much more than itt #sorry not sorry

[anti-marauders]

HEAR ME OUT-

James x Lily -> No they’re better friends bc James is actually a nice person kinda probably definitely

James x Regulus -> Sweet over-exited human being x Depressed only-nice-to-his-bf human being ?? Please 🥲

I'll be honest I don't ship James/Lily or James/Regulus

I can't really picture Lily being friends with James. She'd probably have a more profound friendship with Remus if anything. Least that's what I think.

Also I never have gotten into the whole Jegulus ship. If I had to ship James with one of the Black brothers then I'd ship him with Sirius.

#is this anti stuff? #I doubt it #it doesn't feel like it #I'll just tag the characters mentioned #lily evans #james potter #regulus black #remus lupin #sirius black #hp #ask #asks

[autistic-nihilistic]

Adulthood is so weird, like... I can have a Pap smear and a jello-shot fueled netflix binge all in the same day.

Wild.

#thoughts #adulthood #am i really an adult? #it doesn't feel like it

[ronanlynchbf]

tshirt that says NO LIVE ORGANISM CAN CONTINUE FOR LONG TO EXIST SANELY UNDER CONDITIONS OF ABSOLUTE REALITY

#i literally JUST finished hill house a few days ago and i already want to reread. Badly. it's sooo so so soo sooooooooo good <33333!!!!! #also completely enamored by shirley jackson's writing style i NEED to read everything she has written ever like right now.. #opening lines of ALL TIME btw 👆❗❗❗ #r.txt #the haunting of hill house #ALSO i've seen commentary videos on the tv show they made of hill house but from what i remember of it it's SO different from the book??? #i think they were all siblings in the show which is??????? like why would you change that part?? i love sibling relationships as much as the #next guy but i feel like the fact that none of them knew each other was such an essential part of the story like why would u change it.... #also eleanor was like. an entirely different character who was also already dead in the show i believe??? and dr. montague doesn't exist?? #hill house could've been really good as a show idk why they changed it up like that...like was the original story not interesting enough for #you or something?? WHO decided to make that change i just wanna talk 🤨

[inkskinned]

in internet posts it is easy to cut them out of your life. they are hurting you! they aren't listening to you!

they held your hair back. they lent you lipstick. they held your hand at the train station and got you home safe. they rounded on your bully, got loud, said get fucked, spitting-mad in your defense.

they also cut the hair off again. told you that you should really think twice before wearing something like that. took you for granted. took your insecurities and threw them in your face again.

you know logically it should be easy. all the internet advice comments always read it will feel better. like an equation - if a person is rotten, you just remove them. you pull the tooth that's hurting.

but it was never a big flare-up moment. you don't live in a sitcom. they never tried to take your boyfriend or steal from your apartment. they showed up to birthdays and they wrote songs about you and bring you water without you asking. once you found out they carry an emergency inhaler for you, even though you haven't had an asthma attack in years - just in case.

where is the line? people fuck up. sometimes they fuck up badly. sometimes people have raw personalities, like a powerline, and being around them is dangerous. addicting. sometimes they can't help themselves, but you know they're trying. sometimes they are just rough-around-the-edges. sometimes they don't even realize how they sounded when they said that. sometimes it's just - you've both loved each other for so long now, the way this thing hurts goes back to the root.

and that's the fucked up part. you have pushed your fingers against the sweetheart of memory. things these days are electric, tense, harrowing. they didn't used to be. there were a lot of good days in there. sometimes you want to just close your eyes and say can this be over yet? do we still need to be fighting?

doing that would give up any chance you get of getting an apology, but you don't always know that you need an apology, you love them. once they flaked on your birthday party. once they told you to get over it, people are always dying. they also let you crash on their couch for a week after the breakup, handfeeding you when you were so sad you couldn't eat. they are also judgmental about everything, occasionally react to banal statements with an attitude that is weird and fiery. they also love you like a lighthouse sometimes, so strong they cut the storm like lightning.

but the problem is that you might be storm. you might be the thing that needs breaking. what if you are two forces who are desperately, horribly drawn to each other, shaped by the other person's passions, and both good for each other and bad in equal measure.

what if you're both just people, and you're no saint neither.

just cut them off! swallowing the saltwater, you catch yourself in the mirror. you've been shaking more than usual. there's an ache in you that is oblique, loud, impossible to soothe. is this what it looks like? when life is "easier"?

your mouth will always have a hole, is the thing, if you remove the tooth.

#spilled ink #warm up #writeblr #this is about someone specific but feel free to blorbo on main. #tbh this is familial for me so that is an element but it's also about childhood best friends #and probably about ur enemies to lovers blorbo #(but i want to specifically say if ur partner is like this. not necessarily a good partnership lol.) #(the dynamics at play in familial/friend relationships feel equally important and in some ways are HARDER to escape. #bc we can see that this is a potentially toxic romantic foundation. #but in family ? ...... it's toxic and it doesn't stop u from loving them. bc u always have. #and i think that makes it harder. by a lot. which is what this is referencing). #but genuinely and really truly forever feel free to tag ur potentially toxic enemies to lovers on this and all my poetry #here i'll do one for u - adora & catra :x

[brw]

My least favourite type of internet person is the person who claims fanfic is over thousands of years old or whatever. I understand we like to joke but fanfiction is fundamentally tied to fandom culture and is a very specific way of engaging with media. Religious texts based off other religious texts is not fanfiction and it is worrying the only way you can justify your interest is by comparing the two. I promise you you don't have to reinvent the wheel to write fanfic you can just do that but we don't have to say "Shakespeare wrote fanfiction about Richard III", there was not a Richard III fandom in 1592, that was called the divine right of kings.

#brieuc.txt #I just dislike those kinds of comments #it feels like trying to justify and validate something that doesn't need it #the desire to prop fanfic up as just as much a serious text is strange? fanfic is more interesting in it's relationship to modern media #modern filmmaking modern storytelling #rather than bending over backwards to call dante's inferno fanfiction

[sunfoxfic]

We were so close to smoking not being cool anymore. We were so close. Then they flavored it mango and now it's taboo to criticize it anymore. People don't ask if they're allowed to vape indoors, they aren't considerate of people who may have health problems that are triggered by the chemicals or if it just bothers them, people don't care that they're supporting an industry built on corruption and greed, they can't see it draining their pockets and much less their health. We were so close to smoking not being cool anymore.

#i hate hate HATE nicotine after watching my parents smoke when i grew up #its gross and bad for your money and bad for your health #and i get it. theres SO MANY socioeconomic factors that make it a complicated issue. #you CANT blame smokers. #but it feels like people are just accepting the institution for what it is bc now it tastes good #bitch just chew gum jfc #it doesn't matter if its an industry issue. we have seen in the past that making it “uncool” hurts the industry #make nicotine uncool again PLEASE #grumbles

[loumands]

I feel like many people have a fundamental misconception of what unreliable narrator means. It's simply a narrative vehicle not a character flaw or a sign that the character is a bad person. There are also many different types of unreliable narrators in fiction. Being an unreliable narrator doesn't necessarily mean that the character is 'wrong', it definitely doesn't mean that they're wrong about everything even if some aspects in their story are inaccurate, and only some unreliable narrators actively and consciously lie. Stories that have unreliable narrators also tend to deal with perception and memory and they often don't even have one objective truth, just different versions. It reflects real life where we know human memory is highly unreliable and vague and people can interpret same events very differently

#the way some people (usually lestat fans lol) talk about louis being an unreliable narrator has frustrated me #i still insist louis' unreliableness is mostly subtle (passing quickly over things he doesn't want to think about #presenting things that factually happened in a way he can build a story that makes sense to him #not knowing what lestat is thinking and feeling so interpreting him differently than lestat himself probably would) #rather than he's telling something that didn't really happen or is under armand's mind control or something #like for example i think it's been made very clear all the abuse really happened they're not gonna suddenly pull the rug from under it #if anything i feel lestat is going to turn out to be even worse than louis perceived him when we hear people who are not in love w him lol #keanu.txt