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engagemythrusters · 10 months

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HEAVILY intrigued by these holos from Thrawn's collection.

#the way hera's markings accidentally coincide with lothal's patterns.#and were those the natives of lothal? before the humans?#CURIOUS #i want to know MORE #i want to know EVERYTHING about lothal #it SCREAMS with living force #and im dying to know it all #lothal #star wars: rebels

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courtofterrasen · 29 days

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Just watched the latest episode of Bad Batch. And LO AND BEHOLD Phee showed up and ruined the WHOLE FUCKING EPISODE. Literally THE EXACT MOMENT SHE SHOWED UP she ruined a really important and vulnerable moment with the boys AND THEN the FIRST WORDS out of her mouth were her completely bashing Crosshair. And she dared to do it while talking about Tech as though he didn’t hate having to be around her.

Honestly. Honestly. How. The. Fuck. Do people. Like her.

She’s so fucking toxic for them and clearly doesn’t give a shit about any of them. She’s not cool or hot or interesting. She’s an asshole to them. She’s reckless and a narcissist and she ruins the entire episode the moment she shows her face. Fuck Phee. She doesn’t deserve to be anywhere near 99 because of how awful she is to every single one of them. The sooner she leaves them the fuck alone, the better.

Edit: I know a lot of people are going to think this is about race or sex, and I want to make it very clear that it’s not. It’s not because she’s black and it’s not because she’s a woman. It’s because she treats everyone aside from herself with so little regard. She had every chance in the world to be a great character, and they squandered it the moment she began to pick on Tech. And as someone who has been on the receiving end of it like him, both as someone who is autistic as well as having to deal with narcissists my entire life, it’s not fun. Those who see it understand and those who don’t obviously have not experienced what that’s like; or are at least not aware of how poorly they or others were being treated. Don’t waste the energy getting pressed about the wrong things

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inkskinned · 2 years

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i hate how commodity and capitalism has ruined so much storytelling . i hate how sequels and prequels and whatever else all ring like merch sales; i hate that i as an author have to include any social media following i have as a marketable trait; i hate that everything feels like a xerox of a copy of a dream of a memory.

i hate that my nostalgia has been turned into profit. i hate that companies fear consumer backlash so no real commentary may be made; i hate that companies care more about quantity over quality. i hate that so many artists and creators are being overworked to the point of complete collapse rather than being allowed to tell the story their way. i hate that every point of representation has to be fought for. i hate it i want us all to go back to living in a cave .

when you sit with friends over a bonfire and the night is getting long and people start telling this slow, almost hypnotic story - in this quiet voice, like they don't expect you to listen while they say the most fucked up shit you've ever heard - that is storytelling. who cares if the punchline is car hand hook door. storytelling has always been about community, about us all sitting in the dark, choosing to fill the silence while the last embers are dying. we forgot that storytelling is spellwork. hallucinating together, our breaths held, waiting for the ending we already knew was coming.

#this is specifically due to my rage and undying hatred of megacorporation #disney.#and specifically bc i think there COULD have been a really good series of new #dinosaur island t rex movies #if they had just fucking gone the distance #stopped with the fucking bad CGI #and made the whole thing about late-stage capitalism #do you wanna know what would ACTUALLY sell and work on the big screen more than a trex screaming in front of a volcano #(u absolute jerkweeds)?#so they've rebuilt the island and the park. but the narrative is 100%#that nobody wants to fucking work there and it feels AT BEST cult-like and insular. nobody is paid well for this #at EVERY possible place they are cutting corners. the dinosaurs might have higher walls #but the handlers are paid 5.34 an hour due to island laws. the corporation has RFID tags in their costumes which they are forced to wear #the employees are not allowed to drink water in 120 degree heat bc it would be upsetting to guests #u know real things i experienced working for disney #(but it was 8.90)#anyway it turns out the park CEO knew the risks and just didnt care bc bottom line BAYBEE.#it would be so much more sobering and fucking GOOD if it was like. scientists being like ''i am an environmental scientist''#''after the epa was slashed this is literally the only job i could find. i literally HAD to take it or i couldn't feed my family.''#''i hate what i do. i am disgusted by it. i literally CANNOT STOP because the company also charges us 400 dollars a week to live here''#the dinosaurs escape EARLY in my movie. like minute 45. and then... 1 week later #the park reopens.#half the staff are missing. they're just fucking gone. it doesn't matter tho the company tells everyone to work 2x as hard #that those people weren't loyal enough or they are tragic heroes bc they died doing what they love #and the movie isn't like ''wow dinosaurs scary!!!'' it's...#that in a global fucking pandemic disney kept sacrificing employees.#but it'll be disguised bc the pandemic will be dinosaurs.#this my beloved is what we call an ALLEGORY but unfortunately certain companies have never heard of them #allegories require critical thinking and that doesn't test well with audiences

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heartslobbf · 2 years

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people will be like ‘yeah it’s really relevant that utena is an orphan haha’ and then not even recognise how utena being a character without living blood relatives is hugely significant in a show where almost all of the most atrocious relationships are ones that have been spurred on by the notion of familial/blood obligation. and utena herself clings so tightly to what is essentially a romantic ideal of ‘the family’, ‘the blood relative’, telling anthy she’s jealous of her relationship with akio, insisting to nanami that she should persevere with her relationship with touga because you’re still siblings. in ohtori, family is something you can only be born into. in ohtori, family is the way you gain power. i mean for the love of god it’s right there, revolutionary girl utena is a family abolitionist masterpiece and it makes me claw at the walls!!!!!!!!! read the palace perspective!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! engage more with these aspects of the show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kill any and all people who go ‘why are there so many weird sibling dynamics i only came for the lesbians’ her NAME is kiryuu nanami and she does both!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#is this even coherent im feeling deranged #i love you rgu i LOVE what you said about family it was so crazy fr fr #it’s just like. gestures wildly at the entire show. and i was like aaaaaaaaaa #who wants to hear all my thoughts about the kiryuu siblings and utena and anthy and akio hanahahahahahaha #and monarchies and sacrifice and obligation and guilt and resentment etc etc etc #the we should live to help each other of it all. throwing up and screaming #why should you live to help each other? because you’re siblings????? like. like. utena says ‘because i love you. because i love you’#and she actually does. and that’s not a manufactured love she’s been told she should feel #it’s in fact the opposite bc it’s queer #‘everyone loves their siblings because you’re siblings and that’s how it works tee hee’ vs queer love as a destructive force #god anyway im normal (lie)#rgu #revolutionary girl utena #shut up daisy

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veganymph · 10 months

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“I’m not vegan because of the cruel conditions of agricultural workers” and what about the slaughter workers who are struggling with ptsd? or the people in their household dealing with the violence they bring home? or the workers who go home and attempt to end their literal lives because of the graphic violence they enact daily? you don’t support amazon because of it’s cruel working conditions, yet slaughterhouse workers experience the exact same, if not far worse. you don’t go vegan because of the poor treatment towards people picking vegetables or growing quinoa, yet you don’t solely live off of meat and dairy and are buying unethically sourced vegetables anyways? why would you cause harm to both slaughterhouse workers and vegetable agriculture workers when you could reduce one of them to 0?

#my post #and they’re still forced to kill literal living beings daily #i think us as vegans should support slaughterhouse workers far more than we currently do. so many of them are mentally ill and/or broke #they’re forced to hear their poor screams and do such terrible things to them #vegan #veganism #go vegan #vegan alternatives #tw domestic violence #tw suicide #tw depression

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voltfruits · 1 year

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hmm. thinking about how when the party goes into Aubrey's bedroom on One Day Left and she finally apologizes, Kel's immediate reaction is to apologize to her in return. and also thinking about how Aubrey always targets Kel in physical combat but also in her verbal accusations (Aubrey's dialogue upon winning in the church fight is "serves you right, Kel" and she doesn't seem nearly as mad at Sunny despite him actually slashing her with a knife). i know the common fandom perception is that Kel and Aubrey simply drifted apart after Mari died, but... i think it's very likely that something actively bad happened between them, but neither one of them wants to bring it up again. and i definitely feel like Kel secretly blamed himself for Aubrey's downward spiral.

#this is all headcanon ofc but my personal theory is #that after mari was buried aubrey would visit her grave ever day and try to get kel to come to #and eventually kel was like ''are you gonna do anything besides sit by her grave all day? when are you gonna move on and live your life?''#and aubrey (justifiably) took that REALLY badly and then there was a screaming match #i think kel is generally well intentioned and he always wants people to look on the bright side of life #but he doesn't yet realize that it's not appropriate to force positivity on people all the time #idk. he's always forcing himself to fake happiness so i feel like he could force it upon others too #TLDR what if kel and aubrey had a fight like kel and hero except things didn't get better afterwards. are you crying yet #omori #aubrey omori #kel omori #omori headcanons #volt.txt #kelbrey #not romantic ofc but i know kelbrey nation will eat up this angst so. take it #oops there are hella spelling errors in these tags. whatever. L taken

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theforgottengreatpoem · 9 months

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"I'm sorry Jim. But you've done awfully well. Have a rest now."

Bonus:

#good omens #gos2 spoilers #crowley was raphael #ineffable husbands #gabriel #but also jim #now op you may ask #why does this show that crowley was raphael #to that I say #listen again do you hear that little miracle noise? I don't think a regular demon could force the “supreme archangel” gabriel to remember #and that's the tea on that #willow safe #scenes that made my bestie scream #crowley #everyday jim lives #aziraphale #and ALSO he's too vicious about telling him to remember #gotta be personal experience #mine

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shummthechumm · 10 months

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yellowfang genuinely believing that because brokenstar was "cursed" and that her (being manipulated into) giving him up...her loosing her daughters at birth...and that this meant she was incapable of birthing and raising a cat like firestar....ooooo...

then later projecting herself onto leafpool having the three...which, as old as their prophecy is, i would imagine causing some unrest in starclan....her children having a "pre-determined" destiny, being born against the same rules that brokenstar was...

both leaf and yellow and their similar powers...its all too much really

#rewrite tag #shummy screaming into the void #wc #just the fact that she was forced to give up her kids and being gaslighted into believing that she bought a cursed life into the world for #reason that she was foolish enough to go against the code and fall in love #with a shitty partner #in her eyes if she had just followed the code many lives couldve been saved #she is constantly reminded even in death of her sins #and now leafpool is in an extremely similar situation??? with a prophecy/omen that predates even yellowfangs life???#trauma resurfacing babey!!!#hollyleaf going haywire would only reinforce this in her eyes #we can also go with the angle that her manipulation of squilf leaf and jay was a direct result of her feeling the need to overcompensate fo #her own 'mistakes' and yadda yadda #i didnt even mention her potential relationship with goosefeather #aka the first chronological super powered cat in the series #not just clairvoyant i mean full on power overload

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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why is job hunting.

that's it that's the post

#this is both radicalizing me even more & absolutely harshing my mellow #why. do i need. to communicate with a 'virtual assistant'. to apply at hot fucking topic #you know? maybe i Dont need to apply there. who wants em #everywhere is like you need This This and This #oh look an entry level job! aaaand i need a thousand certifications #Excuse Me Where Do People Who Have Done Nothing With Their Life Thus Far Apply???#why do jobs exist. why cant we all just vibe huh #each application feels like a new death sentence #cant wait to work myself into the ground for a company that views me as nothing but an easily replaceable part! yeehaw!#cant wait to sacrifice my personal time / hobbies / wellbeing for a nine-to-five 5 days a week job i hate!#absolutely unprompted #this world we live in is miserable and infuriating and i want to SHAKE PEOPLE #fucking!! look outside!!! value yourself!! the company is not your family!! they are not worth dying for!! we are all worth so much more!!#gonna go out in the middle of a field and SCREAM #humans are made for art and kindness and for enjoying the short life we're forced into #why make an already doomed existence even worse huh.#why subject ourselves to that. we deserve better. our pasts deserve better. our futures deserve better.#sorry sorry im just. ARGH. this world!!! this life!!! could be so good!!!#but late stage capitalism rampant corruption among Many Other Issues said noooooooo #happiness is illeeegallllll #what if i BITE you. huh. what then. die #every time i sit down to apply i have to actively Not Think About It or i'll delete all my tabs and stop before i start #we as humans are not built for this life... we did not evolve proclivity for kindness and art just to stress ourselves to death #over silly jobs that do Not require the level of dedication we are forced to apply #abolish the 5 day 40+ hour work week... decrease the horrifying amount of funding given to cops and the military... etc...#i think i need to go lie down for a minute im feeling Too Much Anger at the absolute state of things #so happy to be an american. (sarcasm sarcasm sarcasm)

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ceaseless-rambler · 1 year

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Podcasts stop rewiring my brain chemistry challenge

#just started s2 of #malevolent #and john's whole thing about finding meaning. screaming crying #the penumbra podcast #tpp #junoverse #also did this with juno's monologue about choosing to live #second citadel #especially with something human in your eyes/something monstrous in yours #and of course #tma #the magnus archives #which rewired my brain in a hundred different ways and forced me to engage in self reflection

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merry-andrews · 11 months

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Boxer!Bradley AU;

Bradley fights big matches and wins big prizes. He's one of famous ones. one night at a bar he meets Jake. He's a run-away kid looking for finding a job in this big town and a new start and it's supposed to be a casual one-night stand but morning after when Jake walks around Bradley's small kitchen, wearing Bradley's shirt and sitting on Brad when he's doing his push-ups, Bradley just gets too fond of him that he suggests Jake to stay with him until he finds his own place to live.

he's set for a big match for next couple of months and his competitor is also a good boxer with good reputation too so it's a real challenge if he can beat him. Talking about moneys and bets here which he can make a whole new life someplace else (with Jake💗 Brad's planning on to purpose him) something that he doesn't know, Jake's his competitor's lover.. and all this was a plan from start to get under Bradley's skin to get to convince him losing the match without polluting his own name. So Brad finds out somehow and they break up and while Jake truly has feelings for him, but he doesn't say a word or begs him.. he just leaves..

Brad wins the prize (Jake's heart was beating so fast he was so scared, on the edge of tears whenever Brad got hit. At the end Bradley's locking eyes with Jake while they raise his hand to announce winner) and at that same night Jake comes knocking on a moping Bradley's door, tears in his eyes when Brad pulls him in a kiss, says he's in love with Bradley and he put bets on Bradley instead of his ex-lover💗

#hangster #sereshaw #jake hangman seresin #bradley rooster bradshaw #top gun maverick #Bleed For This fusion #hmm and let me steal that version of Glen from Scream Queens #so yeah they're gonna go live someplace sunny and buy a house and a car and a dog and adopt kids together💗#Brad will open a gym of course #and they lived happily ever after #💕💕💕💕💕💕💕#thank you @redfurrycat all your aus posts encouraged me to make my own one💖💖💖#I'm proud of this post!! I am!!#also you bet. Brad indeed put LOTS of forces in his fists cus 'NO ONE GETS TO TOUCH AND OWN JAKE EXCEPT ME!'#its why he won? hmm maybe!!#also sitting on your husband while he's doing push ups sit ups is really really cute ok #and I just need to see this scene when Jake kisses Brad's bruises pushes his sweaty curls out of his face after the match💗#and Brad wraps him in his arms hhhnn #this ship is so cute🥺💕💕💕#au post #au posting

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mrschwartz · 2 years

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alex's presence on stage is so strong. i know there's a whole band beside him but it's impossible to take your eyes off him, everything he does demands your full concentration. he's magnetic without being showy, i don't even know how he does it. he never openly talks to the crowd or demands our participation but everyone is always there for him for every moment, he's so compelling it's crazy. his sheer Being There is very reverential, i guess is what i mean

#i Knew it bc i have seen them live before but it was a powerful reminder last night #interpol was amazing bc they're great musicians but their contrast with the monkeys is so stark #paul banks stays with his guitar by his mic stand and that's it #alex walks around dances fiddles with things on stage goes near the front drinks a bit #and every little movement he does or word he speaks warrants guttural screams from the crowd #but it's never like forced or showy like some extroverted artists are. you guys know right #it's just so njfnjgnbgj he's a special little guy i love him so much #alex turner

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elegyofthemoon · 3 months

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ok im running this on a different blog as well but been thinking about streaming again, but not off youtube the way i did before. just like a little discord server stream or something

also if youre a mutual!! youre welcome to add my discord regardless

#im gonna slightly test stream maybe for some pulls in star rail some time this week just to see how itd go @ _ @#ive streamed with my friend before over discord when i was pulling dhil but i wanted to see if i could stream for other stuff alskdjaf #but!! im not super entertaining i just thought itd be a fun way to hang out with folks askjdfahl #i think this week test stream is just me streaming pulls wahoo #im also f2p so no spending we just live and die by choices #but if it winds up ok id love to try and stream genshin (force me back into genshin bc im a stubborn brat who is fighting for his life)#im not streaming penacony bc i want Me time while im playing #besides i dont think anyone needs to see me screaming my head off while playing LKJADSHLFKJHA #its already enough that ive been raving over it for a week now haha #im so exciteddd #snowpolls

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matchandelure · 6 days

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binge read all of kaiju no 8 a couple days ago :::) and im all caught up w the anime now too i am hooked holy