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#SLIT MY WRISTS EVEN THOUGH IT WONT DO SHIT. LAY ON A BLANKET AND LET THE COLD TAKE ME
angellurgy · 15 days
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#AAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKFUCKFUCK#CONDTANT UNENDING SILENT SCREAMING#NO WORDS BUT FORCED TO UNDERSTAND STILL UNESCAPABLE I CANT I CANT I CANT#ill never be anything ill never be anything ill never be anything at all to any of you#too fucking tired to go out of the house for so long no way to stop being tired its all wearing down on me like a fucking curse. too much#CANT CANT CANT take 10 more days of this waiting itll just go back to normal after#TRIED TO LIVE BUT WHAT IS THE POINT WHAT IS THERE EVEN FOR ME NO LOVE NO CARE NO IMPORTANCE NO PLACE#FADING MEMORY REMNANTS OF MY SOUL DRIPPING OUT OF MY HEAD LIKE A GUTTER. NO ONE WILL REMEMBER. EVEN I CANT.#AAAAAAAAAAA rotrotrotrotrotrotrotrotrot wish i just had a fucking dad to hold me wish i had a brother to show me the loving care noone will#please. llease. please. nothing left nothing left everyone wants me less with every single post but icant stop#cooped up inside. tumblrs knly good when you have a life outside of it. i cant fight it tho bc of this fucking EXHAUSTION#caused by the emotional pain and exclusion. eternal loop. let me.out#NOT LIKE IT MATTERS TO ANYONE BUT THE FEW WHO CANT HELP. THE FEW WHO CANT MAKE MY SITUATION BETTER. I JUST WANT A GROUP.#I KNOW COMMUNITY ISNT REAL BUT I FUCKING WANT SOMETHING. PLEASE#LET ME OUT. GIVE ME LIFE. INSTEAD OF THIS CONSTANT FUCKING VOID GROWING BLACK MOLD ON THE CREVICES OF MY SKULL#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nothing is giving me life right now i want sometbing i cant create anything i dont wanna die but i have no choice#FIGHT THROUGH THE TIREDNESS WALK INTO THE FOREST IN THE NIGHT AND ROT.#SLIT MY WRISTS EVEN THOUGH IT WONT DO SHIT. LAY ON A BLANKET AND LET THE COLD TAKE ME#WOULDNT BE THE FIRST TIME IVE BEEN CLOSE TO IT. LEAST I CAN GO ALL THE WAY. GOD WHY DO I TRY. I WANT TO TRY. I HAVE NOTHING TO TRY FOR.#NO OTHER CHOICE.
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raeswritings · 7 years
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About last night- The Dolan Twins *SMUT*
Author: raeswritings
Pairing: Ethan x Bestfriend!reader, Grayson x Bestfriend!Reader
Requested: Nope
Warnings: THREESOME!!!!!!! Over stimulation, oral sex. I think that’s it.
A/N: This is my first threesome smut I wrote. It took me five hours to write, so feedback is appreciated. Also thank you for those who sent in ideas and those who helped, you know who you are.
Part 2
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The sound of birds chirping combined with the sunlight hitting your face caused you to sir from your slumber. You slowly open your eyes and notice that you aren’t in your bedroom. Feeling something heavy on your side, you slowly turn your head to see your best friend, Ethan, laying peacefully asleep beside you with an arm wrapped around your waist. Looking around the room you see your bra on the lamp shade. Seeing clothes around thrown at random places in the room send you into panic mode.
Quickly picking up the blanket you see that both yours and Ethan’s bodies were bare. With wide eyes you slowly pick up Ethan’s arm from your waist and place it around a pillow that replaced your spot. A pounding headache starts to form at your temple as you stand. Groaning quietly you go fetch your bra, quickly putting it on. Trying to think of what exactly happened last night, you stumble into a body that was on the floor. The person stirs a bit but goes back to sleep.
Getting a closer look at the person you recognize them as your other best friend, Grayson. His body spread out kind of like a starfish. His legs slightly spread apart, one arm under his head acting like a pillow with the other arm covering his face. “Oh. My. God.” You whisper to yourself as you looked at Grayson. He was naked! The only thing covering him, more like covering his manhood was a shirt. Not just any shirt. It was your shirt.
“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.” You muttered as you started to remember the events the took place last night.
It started as a little get together at the twins house. Every Friday night you would all have a night in drinking, telling each other about what had happened during the week or what was going on in each others life at that moment. It started out innocently as Ethan told you and Grayson how he felt about a certain topic that’s been going around with their fans. It also started out as a game. Everyone would take a shot every time you, Ethan or Grayson would say a curse word. And let me tell you, there was a curse word in almost every few sentences that came out of your mouths.
Some how the conversation switched into more personal questions. As if you guys weren’t already close due to many years of friendship, you sure as hell got even closer that night. In more ways than one.
You were telling the boys about how a coworker told you that she never has had an orgasm before when Ethan cut you off. “Hey Y/N/N , have you ever had an orgasm?” he questioned. By this point you all were drunk, laughing at every little thing.
“Of course I have Ethan. What kind of question is that?” You roll your eyes, taking a swing of your drink. “Have you?” You joked pushing his arm playfully.
“Of course I have Y/N, what kind of question is that?” He mocked you.
“But have you had multiple orgasms though. That’s the real question.” Grayson says pointing his beer at you before drinking it.
You stay quiet for a minute thinking if you ever had multiple orgasms. “Not with a guy, no. Only when I do it myself.” Some how as you finished talking the air around the three of you shifted around you. The sexual tension so thick you could cut it with a knife.
Ethan and Grayson’s eyes are clouded with lust. Both of them thinking unholy thoughts of their best friend. Thoughts of you underneath them with your legs shaking, clawing down their back as you moan their name in pure ecstasy. 
One thing lead to the other, clothes where flying in all directions. Kisses were being shared, hands were everywhere. Grayson’s month on your neck leaving kisses every inch it could reach. Ethan’s month on your nipple sucking it softly while the other was massaging your other breast. The feeling of their months on the most sensitive parts of your body was a bit over powering in the best way possible. You could yourself become wetter by the second and they haven’t done anything yet.
Ethan ran kisses down your body while Grayson slowly lowered your body on the bed. Ethan kissed his way down to your core, spreading your legs wide enough so that he could fit between them. Ethan didn’t waste a second, immediately licking a stripe up your slit before diving his tongue inside you getting to work. As Ethan’s tongue dove in and out of your core, you didn’t leave Grayson out. Gently grasping his length in your hands, you began pumping your hand up and down his length. Moans coming from Grayson’s month as you took him in your month bobbing it up and down.
Ethan’s mouth moved to your clit, flicking his tongue in figure eights. As his tongue paid attention to your clit, he used this as the perfect time to slide two fingers into your core. The feeling of his tongue assaulting your clit and his fingers moving inside you felt amazing. Moaning onto Grayson’s length sent vibrations through his body making him moan and shiver in pleasure. You felt a coli in the pit of your stomach start to rise signaling your climax.
Clenching your thighs around Ethan’s head, you began to buck your hips to his mouth. Ethan held your hips down, his tongue and fingers going in an unhuman speed. Stopping your assault on Grayson, you scream out in pure ecstasy, climaxing on Ethan’s fingers. Once you were finished, Ethan came up from between your legs with a smirk. His lips glistening with your juices, he puts his fingers in his mouth moaning at the taste. “Mm, you taste so good babygirl.”
Switching positions with Ethan, Grayson turns you around and lifts you up so you are now on all fours with your ass in the air. Grayson slowly slides inside of you from behind, moaning at the feeling of your walls clenching around his length. “Fuck, you’re so tight.” Grayson said through clenched teeth. As Grayson finds a pleasurable pace for the both of you, you take Ethan’s length in your mouth. Ethan slowly thrusts his hips, fucking your mouth making you gag a little. “That’s right baby, take it all.” Ethan moans.
You could tell how different they were from each other. Grayson seemed to enjoy taking his time with slow and deep thrusts that prolonged your upcoming climax while Ethan’s thrusts were fast and rough as he month fucked you. One of Grayson’s hands came down to where your bodies both met, his thumb rubbing your clit in a fast motion bringing you closer and closer to your second climax of the night. Grayson pulled out going to lay down. “Ride my face.” He said.
“W-What?” You stuttered. You slightly cursed and thanked the twins stamina. You don’t know how or why they haven’t came yet but your weren’t the one to question it. This is the best sex you’ve ever had. “You heard me. Ride. My. Face.” Grayson demanded. Not wanting to displease him, you straddle his head. “That’s it baby. Now come down.” Grayson instructed you. HIs hands going to your hips, easing you onto his tongue. You jump and whimper due to being already so sensitive.
As Grayson works wonders on your sensitive core, you take Ethan into your month. One hand wrapped around what you couldn’t fit in your month, the other and going to his balls massaging them. Your wrist moving in weird motions. Moans came spilling out of Ethan’s month. His moans god like. You start grinding your hips on Grayson’s tongue as you take one of Ethan’s balls in your mouth, lightly sucking on it before kissing it and going back to paying attention to his length.
You stop your actions as your third climax of the night comes crashing down on you. Screaming from the pleasure you’re receiving. Grayson licking and sucking every drop. You get off of Grayson’s face falling down on the bed. “I can’t take anymore.” You Pant.
“We aren’t done yet baby girl. We haven’t came yet.” Grayson said looking at you expectantly.
“I guess I can go for one more round. But that’s it, I wont be able to take anymore.” You say before straddling Grayson and lowering yourself on his hard length. You both moan in sync. You moaning mostly because you’re very sensitive from your past climaxes. Grayson moaning at the feeling of your wet walls.
As you bounce on Grayson’s length, Ethan comes behind you and slides himself slowly inside you. You scream out in pleasure from them feeling you up. Both of them find different pleasurable speeds as you continue to be a moaning mess between them. Their names falling from your lips. It doesn’t take long before they moan your name loudly, spilling their seed inside you. Once you all come down from your high you and Ethan crash on the bed while Grayson goes to the restroom.
‘Ding! Ding!’ The sound of your phone brings you back to reality. “Holy shit.” You say to yourself as you recall what happened. Quickly finding your other clothes and putting them on you steal one of the twins shirts on before getting your phone and writing a quick note leaving the Dolan household. Hoping that they didn’t remember anything from the night before.
Hearing the door slam, the twins quickly jump awake. They both look startled once they see that they are both naked. They look at each other in complete shock, knowing full well what happened. “Shit!” they say in sync.
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