#is this a vent post? it doesnt feel like one but maybe?

[aesrot]

shout out to people who's family isnt entirely bad or entirely good, but something in between and you dont know how to feel about them. you feel angry but you also feel guilty, because you know they genuinely love and care about you, but sometimes they show it in a way you know its not okay. your feelings are valid, your anger and sadness and grief are valid, and you dont have to prove this to no one. bigger shout out to those with memory issues who know something isnt right but can't recall all of the bad events, only the feelings, which only increases the guilt.

#lua talks #this is actually for myself #its easy to feel like i've been overreacting. specially when i cant remember why im upset with them #is this a vent post? it doesnt feel like one but maybe?

[mishapen-dear]

I read that same fic earlier and I just straight up muted the person so their works don't show up for me anymore lmao

there was also another one like that posted yesterday because the person was mad at something qBad did a couple of days ago while not at all in his right mind and amnesiac, it was odd (not shitting on the person just confused and slightly concerned)

yeah there’s. a lot of misconceptions around qbad rn lmao. It’s one of the reasons Im so obnoxious about him, tbh, so that it’s not JUST the negativity that gets spread. He’s a really good target for the hate rn, because he has a smaller fanbase and his pvp playstyle + lore lead him to all that antagonizing during purgatory, and that gets vented out into fics.

It’s genuinely really interesting, the dichotomy that seems to exist between tumblr and twitter regarding him. Ive heard nothing but slander about bbh from twitter (again, he is not faking his illness, that is a lie), but he’s got a solid enough foothold on tumblr that ive seen more hate towards the fans that the cc, here. which makes sense, given how we take over the tag almost ever day when he logs on. genuine o7 to people who find that obnoxious but thats one of the reasons i overtag so much, for blocking purposes.

anyway i think all the bbh mischaracterization means that we just need to write about him more >:D please this is a call for more bbh centric fics from people who do not hate him/know a little bit about his lore. blease he’s such a fun pov to write i promise

#mishapen answers #discourse #<- discussion of it anyway #idk maybe people are spreading lies over here too but i block anyone who doesnt filter their neg/go out of their way to make bad faith #arguments. #i think ita REALLY interesting how seeing all the hate towards bad had me finding myself saltier towards other fans/creators too #so i can understand why these vent fics are being put out yknow sometimes its just really fun to hate a guy #but that’s what neg tags and bashing [character] tags on ao3 are for #on tw/itter where a lot of this gets spread you dont really. Have that #dont mind me ive just been ruminating on this a bunch the past two weeks #ive never been so active in a fandom where discourse had the opportunity to actually reach me #its been p interesting to observe how thats effected the way i say and clarify things #<- rhats the main point of my other post ig because if my gifter is someone who has been seeing nothing but bbh neg after bbh neg comes her #*here and sees me swooning about bbh’s ‘only egg protector’ and ‘no one helps him’ complexes Getting Worse during the end of purgatory #then they dont have the context that im doing so strictly for fun and not putting it on other characters/blaming them for not also swooning #we have media literacy in this house i promise #i would like more characters to have flaws and feel alone and commit incredible sins #anyway. excusez-moi im verbose when im tired and procrastinating #anonymous

[starheirxero]

RDHRSFG

XERO, HELP- THE NEW LAES EPISODE HAS ME SO CONFLICTED-

ON ONE HAND IT'S LIKE- HELL YEAH, GEMINI IS HERE!! WE EVEN GET LUMINI MOMENTS-

ON THE OTHER HAND- THEY WERE SO HARSH???

Don't get me wrong, I understand they're angry, they have every right to be! Lunar caused them a lot of stress, and quite a few problems!

BUT LIKE- THEY WENT SO OUT OF LINE!! This wasn't just blunt, this was downright mean, and rather cruel as well!

In their eyes, Lunar isn't trying hard enough, and yet they've been watching.

Lunar lost someone they loved, and still kept it together.

They talked to the cause of it, and didn't lash out.

Hell, they talked to Eclipse of all people, trying to make amence, and came out of that positively!

They've been trying so hard!

Now, I agree, that there needs to be more progress. But they just started, and are honestly handling it very well, and very fast!

Yes, people need to be more blunt with Lunar, and yes, no one was before. But as Lunar said, there's a line between being blunt, and being rude! This was just rude, and a lot of it felt…unnecessary, almost? I don't know, I'm conflicted-

Now, on the other hand…BY GOD, THE ENDING-

It was so sweet?? I still don't agree with what they did, but after letting out frustration, it seems all that's left is worry!

The entire ending section had me running up my walls!!! It was so tender, it was so soft!

The way they tried to make Lunar understand, they do things out of worry…and in a way, they want Lunar to get to know them better, see the real, true them!

The way Lunar asked, if they were okay with being so close, only to get a soft agreement as answer- AH, I CAN'T- Also, Lunar implying Gemini is in their dreams a lot👀

That all being said, I really don't like this whole "no powers" rule. With the Creator being after them, this might have consequences later on…

-Stardust

I KNOWWWW RIGHTTTT?????

LIKE. I can never tell if it's just a me thing or not but like u said Gemini just had NO MERCY FER A MINUTE THERE. Like, Lunar said so too, that there's a threshold for bluntness that crosses over into just Being Mean but then they were both like "but that line hasn't been crossed yet" LIKE. I FEEL LIKE IT WAS BUT IDK. idk!!!

like on one hand yea sometimes a wake-up call like that is needed. but also DAMN??? Handshaking u on feeling so conflicted abt it all bc MAN HFJDHCJK

AND THE ENDING..... HONESTLY THE ENDING WAS SUCH A RELIEF TO ME AHAJANA LIKE. It was just insanely reassuring to me to see that Gemini does still care, the fondness they had for Lunar before hasn't rotted away, it's just quiet right now because of the whole [vague hand motions] everything.

AND AOAUAGHH YEA LUNAR CHECKING THEIR BOUNDARIES AND THEM SAYING IT WAS OKAY MADE ME SO EMOTIONAL AHJSBSJD like [roommates vine voice] oh my god they're sitting close to each other....

BUT THE NO POWERS RULE,,, YEA. I had a similar thought that this is going to backfire on them horribly in some way. Like, it'll either be "Lunar has to use their powers and pisses off the astrals" or "Lunar doesn't use their powers when they should have and gets kidnapped or hurt by the creator/some other danger." Both options only lead to more trouble and its just so aoauaghghh

#asks #anon #stardust anon #yk. after this episode i think i'm actually starting to get one of my friend's astral body thoughts more #bc theyve talked abt gemini basically having no idea how to identify or express their own emotions #bc... iirc its just not something the astral council rlly needed to do. or maybe even discouraged #smth along those lines and so when they feel all these messy emotions in regard to lunar #they just bottle it up to such an extent they're basically Phsyically ill #but i guess in canon. its more like that bottle just sort of explodes. yk? #they have no other opportunity to vent bc theyre busy making sure lunar doesnt Die #so when they're face-to-face with them. they just kinda explode bc they havent had the chance to any other time #or... or something GDJABDJD #idk i dont fully remember their rambles so i might be botching this. shrug HDJSHDJ #lunar and earth show #the lunar and earth show #tlaes #laes gemini #laes lunar #laes spoilers #tlaes spoilers #long post

[toastsnaffler]

every morning I'm like wow.. birdsong and sunshine.....hm.. u know what. maybe there is hope in the world. and everything will be ok :3 and every evening I'm like I Hope A Meteorite Crashes Through My Window While I Sleep Hitting Me On The Head And Killing Me Instantly. and I switch between these multiple times throughout the day and alsosometimes they happen the other way round and theres no sense or reason or order or pattern just the labyrinth forever. yeah I'm good why do u ask

#girls will play videogames to chill out and then 10 minutes later will be hysterically crying in the bathroom brushing their teeth #i dont know whats wrong with me anymore i give up trying to figure it out. thats a lie i wish i could give up but my brain will never- #exit the ouroboros spiral of trying to figure it out bc SOMEone broke the switch for reptile brain pattern seeking activation #i dont even know how i feel right now im either fine or im going to start sobbing again #does anyone know when this ends its not fun anymore and i need to go to sleep :-( #vent post one million and one.......... im fine guys i just like to fantasise that someone i care about reads these and thinks yikes! #and doesnt even acknowledge it irl or do anything except put on performative sympathy when talking abt me to other ppl #bc theres nothing anyone can do and at its not their problem and thats ok i dont begrudge them for it ill keep ventposting forever anyway #but at least maybe a real person HAS read it. so how i feel does actually exist in a witnessable form somewhere. anyway goodnight #dont send me asks this is a VENT POST sorry and thank you okay bye #.vent

[raksh-writes]

Tfw I have so much to do, and so much I want to do, but my body hits me with the "is it a migraine? Or am I actually getting sick?" episode of the miserable sunday variation.

Fun :)

#personal #vent #Raksh posts #first I thought im getting sick #because Ive been sneezing and blowing up a storm and my nose has been bothering me the whole night #so I thought the headache and hurting eyes and the whole of my face feelinb weird was that #but then it got worse when I went outside into the sun and my ears starting feeling like they're gonna bleed #so I guess its another migraine yay #as if the friday one that rendered me useless and stole the whole day away from wasnt enough :) #love not being able to even exsist as a person when having a migraine :) #Im trying to soldier through today tho #I wanna at least type up the AU I have jotted down in my notebook #have something done for Myself for once #then maybe I'll day down for a bit if I have time #because later I gotta get a mask on my head and wash my hair and prep food and stuff for the long day tomorrow #Ive darkened my room as much as I can so hopefully that'll be alright #Ive also taken an ibuprofen and tho it doesnt always help maybe it will this time 😪 #I'll see I guess...

[haeroniel-doliet]

God that mood where you both need to do stuff and want to do stuff but both needs are vague and have too many options so you just. Do nothing you want or need to do and realize all the time you had is disappearing. A good time!!!

#haeroniel talks #forget the tag oh well #but for real. had 4 days off work and a ton of real life stuff i both have to get done and have been meaning to get done for a long time #ive pretty much only played video games and called my friends. genuinely not time wasted and i love when i get to do that #and like rn i would love to play more games and spend time with my friends like if one offers you know i never say no #but its also already getting dark and i have to go back to work tomorrow and ive not done everything i promised to have done yknow? #time doesnt feel real and i dont wanna get up even if the anxiety slowly builds to hopefully productive panic #but in the mean time im like ugghh i wanna stop laying around just playing sudoku and watching lame youtube. i wanna play something #(unclear what it is i actually wanna play too many options i kinda wanna play all of them and none huehheh) #im also very sad i havent drawn in ages and any attempt just feels shit. like maybe if i read enough fanfic thatll respark the love. #id love to post something before christmas to get me excited to draw again over the break but who the hell knows if i'll manage #and yeah still have the annoying job related/driving school related/therapy applying/other life admin that really really should be done #im just being grouchy and stuck and need to vent hi tumblr love you all kiss kiss i wish i could function better #i think maybe perhaps. ill concede that driving school and therapy arent priority (important but ive wasted ages on them already) #i think i can do work related things bc theyre sort of fun. i can use my parents help to whack through the life admin and then #maybe i can let myself spend the rest of the evening guilt free either calling my friends and/or playing or if im going totally w drawin

[sprouting-sunflowers]

I dont post my own stuff often, i guess i just dont like sharing that way, but i dont know what else i can do about this. Theres this guy im hung up despite the fact that we havnt spoken in years. I loved him, and im battling with the fact that i probably will for a long time. I wish i didnt. I wish i could live a day without him on my mind anymore. I want to be free of this daily agony caused by my own memories.

Please let me go.

#him ofc #i want to be free from my own mind #for just one day #vent post #maybe someday i will experience a day where he doesnt come up #i talk about him in therapy a lot #and i cry a lot over this topic #its just hard to feel like i was building for a future and he broke up with me the day before move out 2nd year #living with him after that was so difficult #he moved on. i made mistake after mistake after mistake. i just wish i could be free of this

[waywardsalt]

mmmmm

#thinking abt… post ph… linebeck having rough days and the others helping… #like the others have rough days too (except bellum he feels little to no guilt or regret) its just like. linebecks tends to directly impact #his ability to function; one of them coaxes him out of bed and helps him get breakfast he helps whoever is mopping the deck for the morning #with damien its just. jokey talk n liiight flirting. he mostly just vents at bellum and they discuss his issues. he n link talk abt anythin #bellum and damien help him with food and link is the best at doing little things like puzzles and card games with him #its. not depression. know that whenever i write him i never intend to give him depressions. this is more him adjusting to like #no longer being perpetually in survival mode. and also adjusting to having his trauma processed. big life shift #in a weird way post-ph is a linebeck coming of age atory. works out hes p young in post-ph n all that #link is the best for getting his mind off of things- to a degree link gets him and despite damien knowing him the longest #and bellum knowing him more intimately link is the one who got close to him as he is now so they do have that bond. also link saved his lif #on those days he can generally operate as captain just with some trouble stringing thoughts together + fatigue and overall anxiety #sex is a no go bc on bad days hes more easily triggered so thats avoided no back hugs no dogs but maybe a lil exposure to the latter two #when his and links bad days overlap they just decide to anchor at the nearest island and check it out. get out there go do stuff #link writes letters to familyn friends and keeps busy and linebeck gets more talkative to air out his issues n identify why he feels bad #bellum helps him with his eating issues bc he kinda just knows to chill next to him n talk with him abt it. he doesnt get as openly worried #linebeck gets bad days usually after nightmares or after having several brushes with stuff that reminds him of his trauma #he has midday periods of Bad Feeling but its usually just an anxiety attack or smth #cats are always good on these days. if they find cats for him to chill with he usually cries. he cries more on bad days and its a good thin

[buxombirdie]

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#vent tw #no one read this i'm just getting feelings out #i wish i felt like people cared about the things i say or that i could say things without feeling guilty or that im weird #the amount of times ive wanted to say something but just end up deleting it is sort of ridiculous #thats also why i never make original posts #or why i sound overly polite when speaking to someone (especially at the beginning) #ive only ever been talked over or ignored or told to be quiet #no one took the time to listen to me #its also probably why i have like *maybe* 2 friends #if even that #my partners too ofc but thats obviously different #idk it doesnt matter tho ive accepted my fate

[snekdood]

anyways if nick fartez and any of his skeevy fans are spying on me online I needja to know this: no one will ever love you or like you or fuck you and its all your fault bc your a nazi. the only way you'll ever get anything is if you rape someone and you and I both know that doesnt mean shit except how desperate you are to stick your dick in someone and how much you're willing to violate people who actively dislike you and would never be around you if it was their choice. it didn't hafta be this way but you decided being a ugly skeevy nazi was more important than anything, which is sad. honestly jump off a cliff, save yourself the time.

#posting this bc idk where I saw the clip maybe a vaush video or keffals or some shit but he mentions his 'jewish bully' which he says in a #way thats obvious he doesnt actually have one but seems like a direct reference to me and how I would vent about having a bully who was #jewish also. but the whole point I was making in the first place is that her being jewish has nothing to do with her being a bully. its #whatever trauma that made her so shitty bc otherwise her sister was really nice to me and we got along and were friends #just thought I should post this to remind them since they probably hate watch me and try to see me as a lolcow to compensate #for their own shitty fuckless lives. #hey at least I can get some lmao. #really makes me wonder though. who exactly is reporting to him about me? I WONDER if its the same person I keep kinda #coming to the conclusion about that theyre secretly a alt righter which is why they desperately try to paint me as one. #i mean hey bud! why were you writing lyrics to a song about hitler on your kupika? #im sure you're so so happy that that website is taken down. too bad I have screenshots and video evidence of it huh 😢 #+everything else about you and your history ik about and the shit you cover up like. it kinda seems like its compiling into one thing. #innit ya channer? hey at least I thought those conspiracy theories were about something else entirely. you prolly know exactly what #theyre referencing. which is probably why when I started talking about them not knowing what they really meant you instead #saw it as an opportunity to take down a trans person. and also why you somehow knew about the “bohemian grove” and were the #first person to tell me about it. but whatever no ones gonna believe me... for now. #cant wait for the day your ass gets exposed for the shitty skeevy fuck you really are xoxoxo #though who knows. maybe nick and his fuckless followers picked up on me from vaush's chat. but honestly I feel like i'm such a nobody ass #person on there that idk why they would. so kinda think its someone else. someone who might've been following me for longer....... #and was the first person to tell me about the bohemian grove and also enabled and egged on the conspircy theory beliefs 🤔🤔🤔🤔

[jankwritten]

feels like i'm heading into another gender/identity breakdown just based on the fact that I keep forgetting that I'm a human being that other people perceive and not just like. a faceless floating entity. like people SEE ME. i have a FACE. that's fucked up and shouldn't be allowed. I don't want peple to LOOK AT ME i want to just be an invisible GHOST i just want to be a BOX that is FLOATING GAH.

this could also be because i'm either way over or under stimulated rn and feel WAY TOO FUCKING ENERGISED but in a bad way. i can't believe that I'm a human and that the things I'm saying and doing are like. actual things that are happening. LIke I am REAL. that's fucking weird as shit to me.

#vent post #i guess???? #i'm not really venting i'm just confused about my perception rn #game night with my cousins is going to be interesting for sure #and also i feel like i wouldn't feel like this is I knew that people were perceiving me as male #but I know for a fact that my dad still uses she/her pronouns for me and calls me a girl when I'm not around #(he claims that they/them is just so hard to get used to because it's not the way he was RAISED. he's known for over 2 years now so) #so maybe it's just the fact that it's HIM who's around rn that makes me antsy and not want to be perceived because i know he's not #seeing me the way i want to be seen #he is also the one who triggered my last crisis like a week ago because I have a sticker that says 'trans off the binary' in NB pride color #and he looked at it and said 'actually that's impossible you can never escape the binary' and it's pissing me off just fucking remembering #i love him so much and he means so much to me but sometimes he does and says shit that makes me wish i wasn't related to him #okay now it's turned into a proper vent post lads oaiudoaisudoaisud #it's ironic considering how much of his 'it's hard for me' stuff is about how he doesnt want to lose his supposedly perfect family #A son a daughter and a wife #when he literally divorced my mother mid-pandemic and moved all the way across the county (i'm not mad about that and it's all amicable) #BUT FUCKING STILL #LIKE BROTHER. YOU KNOW HOW YOU'RE **MORE** LIKELY TO LOSE YOUR CHILD???? BY BEING A DICKHEAD ABOUT YOUR CHILD!!!!! #fucking christ #SORRY THIS DEVOLVED iN THE TAGS YO

[catboyolli]

✨

#vent post #i dont know. things have been just so fucking awful lately #every day i wake up and there's a void in the middle of my chest #i feel like i want to cry at any given hour of the day #and it gets worse while im at work #a few months back i took the tasks from someone from other team and brought them to mine #some things were not explained so clearly to me and many things were missing or just simply not explained at all #so these last monts have been just... fucking around and finding out #and yeah some things are maybe not done correctly but it's because that was not on the manual #it doesnt matter how many times i get told that i did a great job with the task transition #every mistake or miscommunication sets me back and makes me anxious and makes me want to cry and cry and cry #i mean you learn from mistakes sure but :( #i just hate making mistakes or errors. even when it's because none of us on the team knows how to do it #i cant help but feel like an idiot when i make a mistake and for fucks sake im not an idiot #and sometimes it's not even my fault but someone else's! like bad data being sent our way #but yeah im the one being asked 'why was this done this way when we also needed this other thing' and that is something i didnt know about #i dont know i just needed to be a bitch and get things out of my chest #the void remains and i dont know why. something's going on that it makes me so anxious and i wish i knew what it was #i mean i think i know what it is. i just dont wanna face it because... what can i do about it? nothing #and if i face it it becomes a real issue and i'd rather keep it in my mind and pretend it doesnt exist at all #but it's draining me and not letting me enjoy the things that im supposed to be excited for #welp 🙃

[littlemissayu]

Wht Songs Would Play in Your Rom-Com? Pt2

A/N: Hey Loves!! I'm posting pt2, surprisingly I actually posted on the day I scheduled myself to post so that's great!! I hope you enjoy pt2 and it is as good as pt1. And PLEASE leave some feedback it is very helpful!!

pt1

Parings: Pomefiore, Idia Shorud, Diasomnia x reader(seperate/romantic)

Love Grows(Where My Rosemary Goes) by Edison Lighthouse

If you read the lyrics or have listened to the song this is obviously the song that plays as he slowly falls for you. This also most likely opposites attract kind of trope. Js imagine how cute it would be to see Vil fall hard for someone who is almost nothing like him and as much as some of the things you do he may prefer to stay far away from, still he’ll think it's cute because it’s you.

Sincerely Yours by Zenglen

If you have seen some of my prior content you might recognize this song as the inspiration for on of my post. Now part of this may be my haitian culture influencing my opinion but cmon, you can’t see Rook and his love dancing in the living room, yk like that first time moving in kinda of dance when you two are just super sickly in love.(that or Until I Found You by Stephen Sanchez)

Late Night Talking by Harry Styles

I might be reaching but just think about the possibility of you guys having your “thing” be just staying up late talking to each other despite how sleepy you are. And maybe you two work out your conflict by one of you coming over at night to talk out your problem together js like all the other times you guys have random conversations to the point its js a normal thin gyou teo do.

Video Game Lover by Narraws Music

Now this feels a bit{a lot} on the nose BUT your telling me you don’t wanna see Idia’s rom-com becoming good friends with you through a common game you two play but rarely talk to each other irl, not even knowing who the person is behind the screen. You guys just vent to each other through the chat an you guys are just binding til you say something ridiculously familiar and so he recognizes you from that and he’s too nervous to approach you irl, how the issue is solved is all up to you my loves. 

Can’t Help Falling In Love by Elivs Presely

This is obviously a human-fae love between you two. Are you kidding me, that title is “Cant help falling in love” hinting at the complexity of your relationship as a human lifespan is considerably shorter than a fae’s so he’ll have to live a large chunk of his life without you. Not to mention that Malleus is bound to be king of Briar Valley which the faeries of Briar Valley may not be too overjoyed at the fact their king is with a human.

But you two just cant help but fall for each other and this song plays as you two are out dancing together in the dark, relishing the relationship that you two might not be able to have for long.

Viva La Vida by Coldplay

Despite this not being a love song it is pretty similar to Lilia’s story and so just imagine this playing during like your first truly swoon worthy kiss. But not only during the kiss, the instrumental can lightly play in the background in either the learning of his backstory OR during that first moment you meet. Maybe even when he first falls in love with you.

Bam Bam by Camilla Cabello and Ed Sheeran

Fell first(you) and fell harder(Silver). You fell first obviously bc he’s constantly asleep so it’d make more sense for you to fall first. And when you fall for him you begin to do things to help him out, some are smaller things like adjusting his head so his neck doesn’t hurt or bigger things like putting a pillow beneath his head(wheter thats one of your body parts or an actually pillow is up to you). Those little things add up and he notices and slowly you creep into his thoughts and dreams and now one of the only things he sees in his sleep is you. Convinced that its one of those tropes where you say you love him while you think he’s asleep and you think he doesn’t hear and he doesnt like you back, but he just hasn’t been able to find a way to tell you as their are many plot thrown in issues that get in his way.

That’s How You Know by Amy Adams

I’m very well aware this is another Disney song BUT, think about Sebek with a stereotypical Disney Princess who just belts into song whenever, and she’s not really singing to him but giving other guys advice on how to treat their loves and he just ends up finding himself admiring the fact your giving these random guys advice all the while not realizing that the seeds of his love for you were being sewed.

A/N: Well I finally got pt2 out!! Lmk your thought and opinions not only on this post(+the last one) but some other things that are similar(other ideas for post). Ik i haven’t responded to anything in my inbox in a while but i promise I’ll do my best to get to them I js have many other things on my plate as well

Pomefiore Masterlist

Ignihyde Masterlist

Diasomnia Masterlist

TWST Masterlist

Grand Masterlist

#twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #fluff #vil schoenheit x reader #rook hunt x reader #epel felmier x reader #idia shroud x reader #malleus draconia x reader #lilia vanrouge x reader #silver x reader #sebek zigvolt x reader

[blee-bleep]

wifefail.

hi, my wrist hurts, but i missed drawing so much, esp these two

so im in college... believe or not. and ive been feeling very guilty over my past habits and hobbies, but nothing ever replaces the feeling of creating for something i know, somewhere, at the very least, one person will love.

im in the middle of a transitional haze, since a lot has changed, my location, my time sched, my sleeping habits... and it got me depressed a lot. i left like 90% of my art materials here at home and without having them at my supposed 'new' place got me feeling antsy and just crying a lot like a baby lol.

so probably as my "last" full-drawn piece of diakko, it'd be one of akko, who i so idolized as this happy-go-lucky girl with a heart of gold, who after a whole year of agonizing trauma left and right, finally got to fly off.

i failed in a LOT of things lately, and just venting it out here. i will never quit art, even if the course i picked doesnt allow it. maybe i'll post some doodles here, left and right, but it'd probably be scarce. but drawing has helped me at my worst and reminded me that even if i fail at absolutely everything, i'll at least have this as a silver lining.

#lwa #diakko #little witch academia #dianakko #diana cavendish #atsuko kagari #bleeart

[the-s1lly-corner]

I did see that you're getting a bit tired of TADC asks, so feel free to put this on the back burner or ignore it entirely. That said, the TADC cast w/ a reader who has anger issues. (The reader isn't mean or a jerk, they just have emotions that are difficult to control so they can be prone to lashing out.)

TADC cast x reader who has anger issues!

uuhuhuh! this post is mostly just a lot of the characters and the reader communicating and all that because we love a thriving relationship in this house!! so apologies if some of the segments come off as.... repeating.. written as neither romantic or platonic, up to you really

CAINE:

very good at taking you away from the situation thats making you angry; i mean the dude can teleport, so getting you away from somewhere is not an issue for him... however, if you would rather he make up some excuse so its less.. embarrassing..? (this goes for other instances of intense emotion/overstimulation! bro is a king!) he will make up a scenario where youre needed elsewhere so it naturally look like you.... have to be needed... you know? basically a "mom can you say no to this so i can say you said no because i dont want to do this social thing with someone?" energy. or maybe im weird... probably defends himself if you lash out at him, but he wont lash out back. just pushing that hes not the reason youre upset (of course if this is a scenario where hes innocent) he cares about you a lot and he doesnt like seeing you this way, so its likely that hes going to power through it and help you calm down and find a solution... though if you need alone time, youre going to have to tell him as he might not be able to pick up on your body language and hints

POMNI:

probably a little intimated when you get heated about something. should stress that shes not scared of you but you can get a little intense. tries to make a list of things to help you with regulating your emotions... though given that pomni seems to be more of an anxious person rather than an angry on, some of her stuff may not work... maybe? breathing exercises definitely work, as well as detaching yourself from the scene... actually, i think pomni might be pretty solid with calming you down. as for lashing out, i dont think she would be able to stop herself from getting at least a little bit offended, especially if shes just trying to help. please be sure to apologize to her and make it up to her, lashing out at innocent parties isnt okay. hell, lashing out at guilty parties isnt okay too sometimes (this is more of a case by case thing, obviously)

RAGATHA:

very patient but i dont think she would stand for you lashing out at her when shes trying to help. very careful about not pissing you off and stresses communication between the two of you and is able to read when you need some alone time. to the lashing out thing, if you (verbally) attack her for no reason its definitely going to hurt but she knows better than to respond with anger... maybe... really depends on how shes doing and what you said. will either anger you further or make you see youre kind of being an ass to an innocent party, you know?

thinks... pretty good if you need someone to rant or vent to, very open and always offers an ear to you. tries to come up with solutions so you can avoid situations where you become angry, as well as coming up with stress relieving activities to calm you down. 10/10 love ragatha

JAX:

honestly between all the characters hes going to be the one whos going to be pushing your buttons the most. sure he cares about you, but youre not totally immune to his bullshit, you know? like yeah hes less annoying when it comes to you, but he still acts like a douchebag most of the time and pranks you every now and then. i think thats an issue for another post, though, soooooo.... so basically you getting irritated and eventually totally pissed off with jax isnt that rare of an occurrence and since jax isnt the most emotionally mature hes probably going to make a joke of it until he kind of. realizes hes actually causing issues. then he finally drops it and leaves you be. smart enough to know that you need some time to cool off, will at least make an attempt to apologize or make it up to you. probably the worst out of the bunch to have as a partner since he hardly takes shit seriously or with care... this is all coming from someone who enjoys jax, buuuuuuuuuut yk?

KINGER:

honestly the king of comfort, and i think this still applies to non-sadness/anxiety emotions. would be taken aback when you lash out at him? yes, but he will try not to be offended. bros mind is clear when he notices youre so much as slightly upset and hes working on trying to find a solution. takes you to his pillow fort. i dont think he would ask for an apology if you lash out at him unless you say something truly horrible; feels as though you were vulnerable and werent in the right frame of mind... honestly really understanding about it because he cares about you a lot, you know? not much else to be said; tries to dethatch you from the thing thats setting you off, tries to calm you down, and takes verbal lashings with grace.. though i do think some of his patience may chip if its a constant thing. but i think thats a side thing because anyones patience and understanding can only go so far, and ultimately this is an issue the reader themselves is going to have to work on

ZOOBLE:

the most likely to argue back with you if you needlessly lash out at them. zooble takes no bullshit, and if theyre trying to help you and you get onto them for trying to be a good partner/friend then they arent going to be nice about it. like i think they would say some stuff back, before sulking off. this one is definitely going to need to take a lot of time. its not so much that zooble does bad with conflict in the case of "they shut down" its more a "they can possibly instigate it due to them getting caught in their own emotions" soooooo.... you BOTH are going to need to talk about this and smooth it over if you want the relationship to last. communication and shit is key, guys. obviously this can get very heated and drawn out if zooble was innocent and just trying to help, even more so than if zooble was actually the problem. because in that case, then zooble can understand that they did something wrong and at least deserved it a little... but if they actually did nothing and were just trying to help you? no, thats not going to slide with them...

GANGLE:

okay now gangle is the "freezes up and perhaps even flees" when there is conflict, so if you lash out at her shes probably going to get really upset (like sad and feel guilty) even if she knows that she has done nothing wrong and youre upset at something else. not so much as she SUCKS at offering a distraction or means of calming you down, but she.... isnt the best at calming down a really ticked off person.... might just wait for you to cool down... if you said something mean to her please remember to apologize because knowing gangle, shes not going to ask for one out of fear that she might be pushing, or she might outright believe she doesnt deserve one. though i think that might be self projection WHOOPSIE

#tadc x reader #the amazing digital circus x reader #digital circus x reader #caine x reader #pomni x reader #ragatha x reader #jax x reader #kinger x reader #zooble x reader #gangle x reader

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The Evans (includes evan, kyle, james, tate, and kai) What they would do if they or you were crying

Evan: if he was crying he'd definitely come to you for comfort. either it was stress or just something that randomly upset him, you would always be the first person to come to <3 now if you were crying, he would BABY you for the rest of the day/night. he'd bring you snacks and drinks. let you vent to him. cuddle and hold you and definitely reassure you its ok to feel sad.

Post death kyle: he doesnt really understand the complete logic of sadness but one thing he does know is that it isnt good. if he was crying either because he didnt understand something or did something wrong he would sob in your arms most DEFINITELY. he wouldnt leave your side for the rest of the day. and would cry a lot throughout the day, from being reminded of what made him sad, thus restarting his cycle. if you were sad. he would let you hold him and talk to him about your feelings. he'd do anything to see a smile on your face again, if its either him staying by your side even after you feel better or its even a tad bit of sex, hes there no matter what

james: its james. he doesnt cry. if you were though he'd ask about it then comfort you with hugs and kisses, while laying in bed. he'd have ms evers bring you a nice drink of red wine or go down and get it himself (very rare btw). he'd make you change into your silk nightgown and relax for the rest of the day while he "worked"

tate: if he was crying it'd be because of trauma or something else. he would vent to you A LOT and then smoke a bit with you (if you do). he'd lie on your lap as you brushed through his blonde hair. if you were crying, he would most likely cry with you too. but if he wasnt, he'd ask whats wrong then comfort you with a hug and hold you while you sobbed.

Kai: if kai was crying it would definitely be about his family. he would cry into your shoulder for a minute or two then just get up and leave like nothing ever happened. if you were crying he would brush it off and tell you its not a big deal, but if it was a big deal (say you had a miscarriage) he would pet your head, he would kiss you and hold you in his arms so tight. maybe spew out a couple of lies to "make you feel better" he doesnt know how to comfort in a situation like this but he would try-ish. but nothing more than that.

#american horror story #kai anderson #kyle spencer #james patrick march #tate langdon #the evans #evan peters #these may suck ass but idgaf