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myoddessy · 1 year

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hellooo congrats on 2k!! not sure how to phrase this request but some 🍰 please for harry/w2s. maybe about being seen in the backgrounds of his videos/features on other videos sometimes? or the things he mentions about you on camera if thats not too much trouble! congrats again! and if head cannons are easier thats great too

thank you so much! im a bit rusty when it comes to blurbs so i hope this is okay 💞

it was no secret that harry had found his forever in you, anyone who was anyone could see the shift in his smile or the glint in his eye when you caught his eye. be it a fleeting look of shyness on your instagram story or tiktok, a short clip of your face popping into the background of a video, or even a flash of your face in a pop-up add as he scrolled through social media.

it was as if the boldness and unabashed bravery of wroetoshaw melted away for a split second, and the world saw harry for who he truly was; a boy in love.

now, with a love that open and observed, privacy was a luxury you rarely found yourself in possession of. whether someone tweeted that you were on a date down a quiet city street, or the detectives of your fanbases debunked every picture, comment, and clip about either if you until you were certain they knew more about your relationship than you did. and as grateful as you were that there was such a wide reception of love for you and harry, the lack of secrecy lead to you cowering away from video cameos so that any moments you did managed to share stayed between you and you only.

that being said, you couldn't honestly say you hadn't fallen down a rabbit hole of your w2s and sidemen pop-ups before.

your favourite was during the sidemen become parents for 24 hours challenge, when harry was in a murderous state and little baby nathaniel would not stop screaming, ethan caught a glimpse of you walking down shop street and yelled for you just in time for harry to release the child from a chokehold.

with a confused smile and hands stuffed in the pockets of your northface puffer, you walked towards them, unaware to the cameras panning in on the softened eyes and uncontrollable smile of your boyfriend.

"well, lads. you alright?" you asked, voice trailing off to a higher pitch when you saw the screaming doll dangling from harry's grip, his hand wrapped loosely around its ankle.

"doing just fine, birthed a beautiful baby boy. bog couldn't be happier." ethan joked, hand clapping down on the younger man's shoulder. "he won't shut up." harry said, blowing out an exhausted sigh. "help us, please." you sucked in a harsh breath, toying with them. "dunno if i shouldn't, wouldn't that be breaking challenge rules?"

"i will literally pay you." harry shook the baby's leg in your face, emphasising his pain.

"just do the washing up for the rest of the week and we're sorted."

"deal."

"hand me over the child then."

ethan's focus bounced between you and harry like he was watching this unfold in wimbledon, unsure of who to look at throughout the exchange, before settling with staring at the camera, blinking slowly as harry handed you nathaniel. you bounced the doll in your arms, shushing him and swaying slowly, your hand running up and down his back as if it were real and second nature.

would never say it, nor did he think he even could, but a sense of urgency washed over him in that moment. like he wouldn't breathe until he saw it again, except real, with your child—his child. with a shake of his head, the thought dispelled before his cheeks got too red, but anyone could see the far-off look in his eye, and he worried that anyone who looked too close would see the reflection of domesticity behind it.

in the span of a minute, you'd gotten nathaniel to calm down, and with a laugh of good luck and a happy wave, you left before any other sidemen could approach and see them getting outside assistance.

over the years, the clip had been reposted, edited, referenced by the world as the love they yearned to see in their partner's eyes, and you loved every second of it. now, with two diamonds weighing your left hand down and a bump in your stomach, you sat before the camera once more, this time with purpose. this time to confirm to everyone that the dream harry held in his eyes three years ago was finally upon him.

his forever was set in stone.

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minminho0 · 1 year

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◈Forgotten◈

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-Angst ~ fluff?

Gender: Female

Summary: You were Kuni's childhood best friend but after the incident, he suddenly disappeared and you slowly forgot about him until you dont know what he looked and sound like.

Warnings: death, stalking, ghosted, fire, bad decision (thats all i think)

A/n: Feel free to correct my grammar!

Kunikuzushi>>>other versions of him

i hope you enjoy~!

"Oh! Im sorry!"

Someone said while lending me a hand.

"Huh?" I looked up and saw a cute little boy with a worried expression painted on his beautiful face. I held his hand and he helped me up. He was really adorable that you cant help but blush a little.

"Im really sorry!! I didn't know where i was going!"

"Oh no- dont apologize! I didn't look where i ws going to!" I said while scratching the back of my head.

"Oh! Let me help you pick that up" helping him pick up the boxes that fell down when you two bumped into eachother

When you two are done picking the box up and giving it to the customer, you asked him to be your friend.

You learned that he's name was Kunikuzushi

After that day you two became very close.

You two are practically attached to the hip!

He's really shy and kind of timid but its ok you can work with it! (>>>>>>>>>>>)

He's so amazing that you even formed a little crush on him.

"And they live happily ever after!"

"Kuni, when will we get our own happily ever after?"

"I dont know maybe when we grew old?"

"But what if we didn't"

"Then maybe in our next life?"

"Ehhhhh"

He helped you anyway he can and ofc you helped him too.

Your crush on him grew day by day that you feel like your heart is going to explode.

"Umm..Kuni i want to tell you something"

"Oh sure!"

You lead him somewhere noone can hear you two.

"Kuni..i really like you.."

"Me too! I really like you too! Youre a good friend!"

"Oh- no-"

Before i can correct him, someone called onto him and he suddenly left not before saying bye.

You felt your heart deflate.

You were so sad but you cant blame him since hes kind of dense.

One day you smell smoke coming from outside. You came out only to be greeted by Kuni's house burning.

You looked around and saw no signs of him.

You were about to go inside the burning house but your mother pulled you aside.

You really dont know what was going on but all you know is that Kuni is nowhere to be seen and Hes been gone for weeks now.

After the accident, you asked everyone in the village if they have seen Kuni around but no luck.

Its been a few months now and youre still searching for him.

Your heart yearned for him. You miss his voice, looks, and everything you miss him so much.

Years has passed since you last seen him.

You were slowly healing from his sudden lost of contact.

Its was a long journey, youve been trying to search for him for so long but all in vain.

You decided to just give up and move on with life.

Along the journey, you met someone Kazuha.

You learned that he likes to travel around and you decided to tag along since why not.

You slowly forget about Kuni along your journey and was slowly replaced by your new found crush, Kazuha.

You were walking around Inazuma when you suddenly felt like you were being watched, you turned around and saw people just minding their own business.

When you turned back around, you suddenly bumped into someone.

"Ah-! Im so sorry!!" You said while looking up

You saw that the young lad have a very familiar face, cute pair of eyes and beautiful indigo hair.

"Do i know you?" You mumbled.

"Tch. No and watch where your going next time."he said walking past me.

"Huh-" before you can say anything, he already dissapeard from your sight.

After that encounter you cant stop thinking about him, he just look so familiar.

"Y/N!"

"Huh-"

"Ah finally ive been calling you for the past minute. Is somethign bothering you?"

"Idk kazuha...I met someone a while ago that looks oddly familar.."

Ever since that day you feel like you were being watched. Every where you go, you cant get this feeling off. Even if you go to other lands you just keep feeling like you were being followed.

One night, you decided to go walk through the forest which is a very bad idea since you got attack by some treasure hoarders.

Before you could get hit, someone appeared Between you and the hoarder.

"Huh?" You looked up and saw that familar indigo hair facing his back at you.

He quickly deafeted all the treasure hoarders.

"H-hey! Thank you for saving me" you yelled.

"Tch." Then he dissapeard.

"Y/n! Where are you!?"

"Y/n! Are you ok!?"

"Huh kazuha? What are you doing here?"

"Thats not important right now are you ok!?"

"Ah ye.."

Years later

You and kazuha finally grew old.

Alot has happened since then.

You two sacrificed alot for the future that you two are experiencing now.

Kazuha finally retired fron travelling around.

You two got married after 5 years of dating.

The traveller have finally returned into their own world, it was sad but every journey has its end.

That feeling of being watched is still there tho youre finally used to it, so you dont really mind.

Even tho you grew old you were still protected by that same indigo hair guy.

You never saw his face nor did you hear him speak, you also dont know his name since he always dissapears when his job is done.

Here you are on your death bed.

You got a deadly disease that dosent have a cure.

Kazuha is holding your hand crying knowing that youll die any minute now.

You were tired.

You want to sleep.

Before you close your eyes forever, you told kazuha that youre thankful for him and wished that he wouldn't join you in the afterlife soon.

At the corner of your eye you saw him.

The same man who protected you all those years.

You finally saw his face.

His face is painted with sorrow and anger.

But not at you tho.

You looked at him and smiled and mouthed the word 'thank you'

As you took your last breath and closed your eyes, a single tear run down your face, smiling knowing that youve done everything you wanted to do.

Every journey has it end and you finally got yours.

When Kazuha finally left the room, Kuni approached you and gently kissed your forehead and mumbled

"Im sorry i left you that day maybe in another life we can have our own happily ever after." As he dissapeard.

*Masterlist*

Finally its done!😮‍💨

Took me a while since i didn't saved my work so i had to restart it over again.

I hope you enjoyed it~!

Happy valentines day every one!!

-February 14, 2023

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slavicprincess1966 · 7 months

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you ever just wonder, as far as you’ve gotten in life, and as much as there is to be proud of yourself for… you’ve just never seemed to be of a guy’s interest? like… not like you’ve ever yearned for ANY guy to want you, irl, but like, you just find it a little funny because you’re just a really beautiful girl and dk how a lad could resist ya? ive liked dudes but never been liked back. and dudes who r immature complain when no girl likes them, but when one does, they don’t care.

real life relationships in this day and age can seem hopeless, but ive learned how to completely disregard that!!!

that’s why i love to put forth all my energy into being mentally married to a famous man. i’m not @ any risk of sorts to get my heart broken because when you’re practically limited to daydreaming, you can pretty much have your daydreams consist of lovely beautiful fairytale things!! i can’t even see myself dating anyone irl for the time being bc having perfect stories unfold in my head without end is perfect. i don’t have to actually actively worry! no negative thought about love ever gets in the way of chores, school, or work, so it’s much less stressful. i’m just a silly teenage girl who hasn’t grown out of playing pretend just yet. :3

im gonna spend all my flippin energy dave-ing. im gonna spend all my money and time on depeche & dave related things when it comes to an actual love life. its just what makes me happy. <3

(p.s. and when you do actually get to know your celeb muse through all your hyperfixation driven research, it’s the littlest things you’ll study down about their life to the point where they describe 1 corinthians 13: 4-8 beautifully <3)

#ash posting #i feel like such a philosopher

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uni-writes-things · 7 months

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Whumptober Day 2! Prompt: “All the light’s going dark and my hope’s destroyed.” Animal trap | Captivity | “No one will find you.”

Legend was a bunny. He was in his bunny form. How though, he has no fucking idea. One minute he was in his bedroll, sound asleep (for the first time) and then the next his feet were paws and he was pink, sitting in the middle of a road. His initial thoughts were of course, panic, and how did this happen? The chain weren’t there, only the bunny and the crisp air. His ears twitched and picked up footsteps but when he checked his surroundings there was no sign of a living thing. An arrow slid into the ground beside him and he startled. A profound fear gripped him and wouldn’t let go no matter how many times the veteran had attempted to reassure himself. He was a hero of courage not a bunny goddess-damnit. A sweet smell caught his attention for no reason. Legend was trying so hard not to let his bunny side take over, but the smell was just so good.

He saw a fucking apple and then realized that was what his bunny side was yearning for. He tried to walk away, he really did, because it was blatantly obvious that it was a trap. But his bunny form had a mind of its own and he found himself leaping towards the fruit. The vet picked the apple up and resisted the urge to bite into it. What was he doing? Why was this apple so tempting? It’s just an apple. Suddenly there was a sharp pain in his back and he flopped to the ground, a red liquid pooling below him. Damnit Legend, what were you thinking?! “Heh heh, this ones quite th’ catch. Never seen a pink rabbit before, maybe it’ll sell fer a lot!” A gruff and cold voice chuckled deeply.

“I bet so. I betcha no one’s eva seen a pink one like dis!” Another voice sounded and clammy hands scooped him up.

Legend was horrified. No, no, no this couldn’t be happening! He hasn’t even figured out why he got into his bunny form, or where his brothers went, he had no time to get captured! He struggled weakly against his captors, trying to ignore the agony that was spreading through him. “Yer okay little bunny, we’re doing ya a favour, gettin’ ya a home!” The one that was holding him tried to assure.

The vet did NOT want a home. He was not a bunny! “This one’ll sell fer 1000 rupees, guaranteed!” The gruff voice cackled.

Black spots danced through his vision as he fell unconscious. His last thoughts were that he wasn’t going to make it back to his fellow heroes. He had failed.

-/-

“Andrew don’t be too hard on th’ little lad. We want ‘im ta live.” The gruff voice from earlier, was the first thing Legend heard when he awakened.

Looking around he was in a small cage, a very cramped one. Glancing through the bars he was able to see that he was in a room. “Yeah, yeah I know Charlie.” The one called Andrew responded.

“Oh he’s awake! We should git ‘im that apple. We want the creature to trust us, ay?” Charlie grinned.

“Yup, let’s show ‘im how kind we can be.” Andrew sighed, not really sounding sincere.

Legend wouldn’t deny it, he was anxious. He was powerless in his bunny form, he hadn’t kept the ability to talk, and he didn’t have the chain to help him. Last time he was a bunny, he had Sky and Twilight, and he is very grateful for them. But, now, he was in a dangerous situation without anyone but the jerks that took him. The veteran didn’t know Andrew or Charlie, but he just hoped they wouldn’t hurt him. If Legend was sold, then he might be able to run away and find Sky, get the Master Sword. But right now, he couldn’t do anything but listen to the men talk. “Here ya go little thing.” Charlie shoved a little slice of an apple through the cage.

The vet didn’t know if he trusted this apple to just be an apple. He warily sniffed at it, sensing some sort of thing injected into it. Of course. “C’mon lil guy! It’s food!” Andrew urged.

The veteran did not want to get poisoned, no thank you. He leaned as far away as he could from the apple slice, even though his bunny side was again yearning for an apple slice. “Does it not want ta eat?” Charlie frowned.

“Agh, just eat th’ damn thing already bunny!” Andrew shook the cage violently, frustration clear in his tone.

Anger issues. That caused the hoarder to slide down and his mouth slammed into the apple slice, making him inhale it. The veteran was chanting ‘no’ in his head, trying to stay awake as whatever was in the apple slice attempted to make him sleep. But eventually he had to give in, no strength left whatsoever. His vision was darkening, and he felt like he had no hope. If he was sold and managed to escape, he had no idea where the chain were. There was that voice in his head that kept nagging at him, saying that no one would want him anyway.

‘No one will find you’

-/-

When the veteran woke once more he was still in that cage, but the cage was moving in a wagon. Little bumps in the road rang through his ears and he felt nauseous. What was he—oh right. That food that he had unintentionally digested, put him to sleep. Why though? Was the question perturbing him. “Who wants ta see a pink bunny? He’s intelligent!” Charlie shouted, startling Legend.

Who would fall for that? What kind of business skills were those? Legend scowled, even a rock could sell stuff better than this man. But still there was a little girl that walked up with her mother. “Mommy look!” The little girl ran up and peered in the cage.

The mother looked extremely tired as she walked over. “Kassie, we don’t have time for this.”

“But Moooooom~” The little girl, presumably Kassie, whined.

“Are ya sure this ain’t worth yer time? This lil’ guy is pretty cheap.” Charlie grinned, slamming his fists on the cage for no real reason, making Legend flinch.

“Can I get him, please Mom? Pleeeeease?” Kassie begged.

The mother sighed. “How much is the bunny?”

“Well, 1000 rupees ‘f course! Ma buddy and I worked very hard ta get ‘im settled.” Charlie answered.

Legend wanted to growl, but it would likely come out as a squeak or something stupid like that. “That’s not cheap…” The mother scowled, rightfully upset at the mislead.

“Well ya won’t find anythin’ cheaper then this! Plus, it’s goin’ to a good cause, fer uh…findin’ animals homes!” Charlie shrugged.

“Kassie, how much rupees do you have?” The mother turned to the little girl.

“Uhmmmm…I think 15 green ones.” Kassie responded.

“Hmmmm…if we get this you will have to take care of the bunny, and do some extra chores. You hear me?” The mother considered.

“I will Mom, I will!” Kassie promised.

The mother sighed again and handed over the rupees, as Charlie nodded along. “Here ya are, he’s a lil’ feisty by the’ way.” Andrew picked up the cage, jostling the veteran a lot before deciding to hand it to Kassie.

The little girl opened the damned cage and Legend saw his chance. He leaped out and began running feeling his back sting a lot, but kept going. He ignored the shouts of Charlie as he heard footsteps behind him and ran even faster. But soon there were arms wrapping around him, and he wrestled with the arms that were restraining him, but his struggling was in vain. “Nice try bud, but we got 1000 rupees, we ain’t gonna let you run away.” Andrew’s voice thundered in his bunny ears.

He felt tears pricking at his eyes, so badly wanting to sob into one of his’s brother’s shoulders. He hated being trapped, and the veteran knew that little girl’s didn’t play nicely with things they used as toys. He was so terrified that this Kassie would hurt him. Andrew handed him off to the mother instead, where the hoarder desperately tried to worm his way out of the situation. He even tried biting the woman, but the mother held on tight and carried the pink bunny away. He slumped and took with a bitter understanding that he would be stuck as a bunny for the rest of his life, as a pet. He had no hope left as he closed his eyes shut.

#linked universe #lu legend #legend linked universe #bunny legend #linked universe fanfic #whumptober #whumptober 2023

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searidings · 2 years

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Bro, I am here again, at nine pm and it has been a rough day, so instead of my educational reading I indulged myself to read a fic, and everytime I get to this paragraph I weep incontrolable. It's so well written, and it contains a lot of emotions, that just make me ask myself if I hurt the person I love the most will they come back? Will I forgive myself? This has happened to me in the past, and I know how deeply the self hatred can be. But on the other hand, have myself I not came back countless times? Even when I'm deeply hurt.

Sorry for the vomit of feelings, I just wanted to say thank you for putting your work out there, it's amazing and I hope you keep writing. I promise I'll keep reading. You're amazing, bro, have a good one!

oh god oh jeez alright alright alright so im thinking about writing that line and them im thinking about how i also wrote this

and then im thinking about that post that’s like ‘we love enemies to lovers because the idea that someone could see the worst of us and still want us is so appealing’

and im thinking about that taylor jenkins reid quote “if you are intolerable, let me be the one to tolerate you”

and im thinking about how maybe when we say love me what we really mean is see me, see what even i can’t bear to look at, and then stay

#for the last anon who was asking about the most self indulgent thing i've ever written #well #fuck me. i think this might be it #this has been a truly eye opening moment for me my friend like wow #let me tell you. the experience of realising that through your fics you are consistently and vociferously yearning on main #for something you hadn't even put a name to within your conscious mind #but that nevertheless crops up repeatedly through both your own creations and other creations you enjoy #is a DOOZY #i am feeling extremely exposed on main lads #shocked and appalled by my own capacity to yearn #just full ass-out in front of god and everyone #this got a little too real a little to quickly for me like wow #im actually reeling #thank you so much for the honesty of this message #as you can see it's prompted quite the spiral in me as well #i see your vomit of feelings and raise you my own #god i think i have to go read some anne carson quotes and then maybe i'll calm down #hope you're having a wonderful day! thank you for utterly decimating me <3 #asks #arthx

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bnuuyrose · 3 years

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i spend many hours dreaming of simple things.

i dream of strong, warm arms holding me close when i need it most.

i dream of eyes focusing on me while i speak, while i perform, and ears that listen intently to every word i express.

i dream of hands that hold mine, especially when i'm out in crowds and my skin feels like it's trying to peel itself away from the bone.

i dream of legs tangled with my own while sweet piano chimes from a speaker on the other side of the room.

i dream of simple touch and affection, keeping me grounded and alive in a world that feels too overwhelming and too boring all at once.

but dreams are only dreams.

#wrosie writing #mlm yearning #yearning hours are open #mlm #gay #lovecore #touch starved #im feeling it this evening lads

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rubiatinctorum · 4 years

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sometimes i remember how simple and wholesome life felt last year when i only had one life consuming crush instead of two, and idk how to feel about all of this really because these are both people i have loved at different times for years and will probably never truly stop adoring, but i feel like, bad??? in a way for having my affections for both of them, and also neither of them are likely to date me anyway so im literally stressing over something that wont even become like a Certified Issue™

#rubia speaks #ah yes the messy side of bisexuality #my first lad crush and my first lass crush are both in my life this summer to some degree and i highkey feel feelings for both of them #every time i see them interact with me online like a message pop up from them im litcherally like 'it's my darling!!!!'#i am so fucking bi i cant deal #i could actually spend my life with either of them and be overjoyed #and the joke is that one of them is a straight gal with a bf already #and the other is someone i've discussed the whole 'not make the friendship weird' thing and iirc he does not want to do that #so like #if i could split myself into two and love each of them to my fullest capacity wouldnt that be nice #anyway i know being able to give lots of love is good but i stayed awake hours longer than i expected and im feeling the bisexual yearning #or biromantic?#does it literally matter if im just bi bi all around?#if God is kind to me he will not make me love three people at a time that is all i am saying bc two can be difficult enough #i cannot do it i cannot let myself emotionally even go there #i am such a fucking mess lmaooooo skdgjdlkfjgldjg

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transgenderenkidu · 5 years

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i keep thinking about the fact that there are songs i physically cannot listen to without crying or making my best dehydrated attempts at a sob

#and its good music too #stairway to heaven #american pie #nightswimming #iris #(the one by the googoodolls)#there are relationships that i have that are like ‘i don’t know his name but i cried into his suit jacket’#im yearning for cty again lads....#i wish i wasnt a nevermore #can i be thirteen again? back at the first place i felt truly welcome? can i try again?#can i be brave enough at fourteen to tell my hall that my name’s actually ash? could i have found that wholeness sooner?#can i be fifteen and return her letters? can i keep up contact?#i miss them all so much #some of them i dont even remember their names #they were so significant to my life and what do i do in turn? forget them?#who would i be without them #oh man im crying again #cty i love you #the state of the ash #don’t reblog

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whenpushkincomestoshove · 4 years

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What if I was an ex-mafia assassin turned rail conductor and you were a mute train hijacker 😳 and I proposed 😳 on top of the train 😳

#its 3am time to think about baccano lads #the next book has Chane in it so you KNOW we yearning #Don't we all just want a hot knife wife????#i have book no. 6 ready but im waiting on book 7 to come so i can read both halves together #cus the disappointment i felt at the bottom of book 2 when my girl was not even introduced yet was real #so now we only start arcs if we can finish them

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omegalomania · 3 years

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I think tumblr ate my ask or it just didn't sent but what are your favorite Bastille songs / what are some songs you recommend?

i did NOT get this ask im very sorry anon.

it's genuinely hard for me to narrow down cause bastille is pretty up there in terms of favorite artists. i love all their shit, but a special mention goes out to their second studio album wild world since it's the one that made me a Fan

uh so here's a primer i guess i spent too much time on this lmao.

if you wanna listen to their big hits:

flaws - their first single in the uk. if you ever listened to ship playlists on 8tracks in like 2013-2015 then you've probably heard this song or a variant on it at some point.

pompeii - this is the song that really put them on the map and you definitely know it. it dominated the charts all over the place.

happier - the marshmello song that you've definitely heard before too. i think bastille wrote this for justin bieber or some shit but then decided they liked it too much to give it to him? lmao. anyway if you're not digging the version you hear on the radio all the time i recommend trying the stripped down version

good grief - their big hit off their second album. big in the uk, didn't really make as many waves elsewhere, but it's a really solid song anyway. one of those "upbeat tunes that's actually really fucking sad" ones

things we lost in the fire - another one off their first album. if you live in a wildfire area this might not be one to turn to. or maybe you'll find it cathartic idk i certainly do!!

quarter past midnight - a song about escapism, as was fitting when it was released in 2018 and equally fitting now. running away for a night of fucking around with friends, craving any kind of brief departure from the chaos of the modern world

skulls - this one was not a hit or a single and is technically a bonus track but i'm including it because once again if you ever clicked on a ship playlist on 8tracks in like 2013-2015 you've heard this one. and you know what that was justified this one is also good

if you wanna feel existentially depressed:

their whole discography. i mean i kid but i also don't. that's just kind of how bastille does it. BUT IN ALL SERIOUSNESS ones that hit me in particular would beeee

two evils - kind of a grim, haunting one introspecting about morality of the self.

oblivion - musing about the afterlife, love, and how time changes all of us.

those nights - contemplating what it is we seek when we plunge into reckless escapism, and the inherent loneliness of it; how even when surrounded by people there's still the pressure of the world outside, continuously coming to pieces

the draw - this one was written about the pull of pursuing a career in music vs. staying home with family and friends. in a broader sense, it can apply to a lot of things. i always felt it resonated with feelings of paranoia and displacement

winter of our youth - discusses childhood, nostalgia, and regret. if it feels like everything's slipping away, is it easier to relive the past, especially if the past is tinted rose?

sleepsong - loneliness, desperation, and the cyclical, abyss-like nature of all it encapsulates

if you want discussion of serious topics:

final hour - a bonus track off their second album that also became a bonus track off their third album? anyway this song talks about climate change and gun control. happy stuff

doom days - this one talks about, uh, everything! doomscrolling, political divides, escalating national tensions, climate change again, etc.

the currents - a song centered on political rhetoric and the power that figureheads have over the masses, the way they can orchestrate hate. basically it's not so subtly aimed at donald trump lmao, dan's literally sung it as much in a few live settings

WHAT YOU GONNA DO??? - social media addiction and the way capitalism and corporate interests have annexed our online experiences, fighting desperately for our attention as they seek to monetize every available aspect of our lives

four walls (the ballad of perry smith) - well this one is about uh. perry smith. who was charged with the death penalty for killing 4 people in the late 50's. but it's less directly about him and more a discussion of the morality of the death penalty and capital punishment

snakes - burgeoning anxieties and the impulse to turn to easy outs, like ignorance or alcoholism, to escape the world's global problems

if you want some pop culture sprinkled on top:

icarus - greek mythology. i like this one because it addresses something that i feel isn't addressed enough in discussions of this myth, which is that icarus is a very young lad. less about the pride of the fall, and more about the inherent tragedy of that.

laura palmer - the whole song is a david lynch shoutout. i've never seen twin peaks myself but the song still slaps.

daniel in the den - christian mythology. discusses the biblical tale of daniel in the lion's den and links that up to themes of betrayal and family.

poet - this one's a double feature, referencing both william shakespeare's sonnet 18 and edmund spencer's sonnet 75. also one of my favorites.

send them off! - this is another one of my favorites of theirs. it's also been described by dan as "othello meets the exorcist" and it very much delivers there

if you want something uplifting:

joy - while bastille (understandably) has a bit of reputation as a band that makes sad music about sad things, they've definitely got some happier songs in their catalogue. pun intended cha ching. this one's one of their more straightforwardly happy tunes

survivin' - this was a song they wrote while they were touring and then felt weird about releasing once the panini hit because it felt a bit on the nose. they ended up releasing it anyway and i am so glad they did cause it's a mood

act of kindness - the "happy" part here is debatable but i'm gonna include it anyway. it’s when someone does something nice for you and that impulse Changes you way down deep you know???

warmth - one of those "the world's going to shit but at least we have each other" kinds of tunes

the anchor - one of those "the world's going to shit but you're the one fucking thing that's still keeping me here" kinds of tunes

give me the future - their latest single as of this writing and one of the more optimistic tracks in their catalogue imo! it's yearning, but it's also with a genuine hope for the future.

and LASTLY. because im going to take every chance i can to plug this band. im going to throw some collabs and covers at you because there's one thing this band does SUPER well and it's collabs and covers.

of the night - this is the big one. it mashes up rhythm of the night by corona and rhythm is a dancer by SNAP! and it's so good they still do this one live and it goes off every time.

no angels - a mashup of "no scrubs" by TLC and "angels" by the xx, poured into a strangely mournful tune with clips from the hitchcock movie psycho. doesn't sound like it should work but it does. kinda really does.

torn apart - with GRADES and lizzo no less!!! it's got two parts but they're both excellent listen to them both

weapon - collab with angel haze, dan priddy, and F*U*G*Z and one of my absolute favorites

remains - remix of their song "skulls" but featuring rag'n'bone man and skunk anansie that adds an entire new dimension to the song, really fucking excellent

old town road mashup - lil nas x's old town road meets lizzo's good as hell meets radiohead's talk show host meets talking heads' road to nowhere meets the osmond's crazy horse. "what the fuck that shouldn't work" i KNOW and yet here it is!! BLATANTLY BANGING!!!

we can't stop - one of the few times dan smith subtly changes the lyrics of the song he's covering (most of the time he opts to keep the original pronouns and the like, which is very nice to see). anyway this one mixes miley cyrus's we can't stop with eminem's lose yourself and billy ray cyrus's achy breaky heart. and also the lion king's i just can't wait to be king is there. yes i know it sounds batshit especially because the whole thing is surprisingly melodic and heartfelt and you know what it works.

anyone but me x nightmares - mashing up joy crookes' anyone but me with easy life's nightmares and absolutely one of my favorites.

bad guy mashup - how many songs can they include with the word "bad" in the title? we've got bad guy (billie eilish), bad decisions (bastille), bad romance (lady gaga), and bad blood (taylor swift). bastille even has a song called bad blood and they didnt use it. they used taylor swift's version. also the distinctive guitar riff from dick dale's misirlou is there.

somebody mashup - how many songs can they include with the word "some" in the title? someone like you (adele), somebody told me (the killers), somebody to love (queen), use somebody (kings of leon), and someone you loved (lewis capaldi). seriously these guys take mashups to a new level.

final song - this is a cover of MØ's final song. it also adds in craig david's 7 days and, impossibly enough, europe's final countdown. how does it work. how.

ALL RIGHT. THATS ALL IVE GOT IN ME. HOPE THIS HELPED ANON AND IM SORRY IF THIS IS TOO MUCH

#askin hours #anon #bastille #ill put this in the bastille tag why not #this is predominantly a fall out boy blog but if any bastille bloggers are out there....all like 20 of you....#i see the work u do in this fandom and i love u for it

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oasis-for3v3r · 3 years

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The Starr Experience-#

Ringo x Female Reader

Prompt/Request- Ringo being tired and stressed of always being pushed to the side. So the reader plans a (smutty)surprise for him.

Warnings- A lot lol, 18+ ONLY, slight dom Ringo, oral sex (f and m receiving), squirting, Sir Kink. Bad grammar

A/N- its a crime how little Ringo gifs there are. And I would like to dedicate this fic to @illfoandillfie for the wonderful advice for writing my first smut!

It always comes across his mind whenever there is an argument with the lads.

The thought was simple;

How did he Ritchie Starkey go from being to the best drummer in Liverpool, to being “the drummer” or worse “the one with the nose.” He was the oldest one, with the most experience! Why is it that he always gets pushed to the side while the others get all the attention and credit. Well George gets pushed to the side too but he gets by with his handsome looks. All of the girls that wanted him were either too old or too young and for the same reason: to baby Ringo Starr.

He should be grateful, at least his fans don’t pick on his nose like the press did. Oh how cruel they were! But he just laugh it off. And then came the actual work of being in the Beatles, whenever they changed songs, took breaks, or wanted to fool around with different songs during rehearsals: he was there. Planted like a tree. Providing the beat of the Beatles. But he never gets appreciated for it.

Until he met you. He’d usually smile at this thought but he was so stuck in a rut that he couldn’t.

Thats when you began to notice at dinner.

“Richie?” you asked, concerned

“Yes?” he responded in a monotone voice, normally people would think that he had an attitude, but you knew that was just his voice.

“Whats wrong, my beautiful”

“Nothing at all” he lied through his (wonderful) teeth.

“ Alright then, go to bed.” you ordered, to his shock

His eyebrows traveled to the top of his mop-top of a head and chuckled as he said “ Who are you, my mother?”

“As wonderful as Ms Starkey is, I am just a wife who has a surprise for her nosy lover but wont be able to show it because of your snooping.” You chided back.

“Alright fine” Ringo said simply, and went to your shared bedroom.

How odd.

(time skip because I suck at transitions)

Rays of sunlight woke up Ringo up, enough to know his surroundings but not enough to be snapped out his slumber.

You stood at the edge of the bed wearing a fuzzy hoodie, what was underneath it, however, was the surprise. You wore a two piece lingerie set, it was an iridescent baby pink, with dark pink little hearts on it. And if you turned in certain directions it was see-through. You wanted to cheer him up since he obviously wasn’t himself, you knew he was always pushed to the back to the side.

“Ritchieeee” you sing-songed.

“mmmmmmmm”

“Darling wake up I have a surprise for you” That made him sit up straight like a soldier.

“Are we gonna sleep the day away?” He said, with glee sparkling in his blue eyes.

“No” you playfully whispered while crawling into the bed with him.

“So..what are we...” he was cut off with the soft interruption of your lips on his. Kisses with Ritchie were usually stolen and hidden in public, puppy-love type kisses. However at home they were more passionate and yearning, like a teenagers first love. And although you were far from 16 every kiss with him felt as if your heart was tickling and gasping from the inside,

Your eyes were fully closed savoring the kiss, while Ringo’s were half-lidded with pleasure. Your tongue was smoothly tracing over his bottom lip making him gasp and have his hands tangle in your hair and the other squeeze around your hips. You were about to take off his boxers when he pushed you away to breathe.

“Lovie whats wrong?” you hoped that you haven’t gone to far.

“One, I need to catch my breath, Two, I want....” He said with a a smile that showed he was up to something.

“You want...”

“Can I be Dominate today? Not like slapping you or tying you up in chains, just have you listen to me and be pleasured.”

“Of course...Mr Starr” you said with a smile hanging on your lips.

With that his cheerful persona turned into a seductive one, his sky blue eyes somehow appearing darker and more vigilant. “Well then, take of that hoodie, and stand in front of the bed.” his voice still the same deep voice, sending shivers down your spine.

“Yes sir” you couldn’t hide the excitement in your voice.

He admired your body by tracing your curves with his fingertips, the rough callosed fingers from drumming making you even wetter. He (finally!) took off his boxers and angled his erect cock between your legs. He slid it up and down your slit, giving you soft yet sloppy kisses along your neck. He slid faster and faster giving your little bundle of nerves kisses “Perfect little slut, does everything she wants for me and only me, right?”

“Yes sir” you tried to say but was cut off between gasps as he thrusted against you.

“Tell me what you want my darling.” “ Please Mr Starr,I want it inside.” “No”

“pleasseeee sir” you whined

“ As cute as you look when you beg, I’d much prefer it if you did it with my cock in your mouth.”

He pushed you to your knees and slapped his cock on your tongue. “And maybe if your good I’ll reward you.” You stated to kitten lick his shaft, giving extra attention to his balls. His eyes were rolling in the back of his head. “Christ Y/N your mouth feels so fucking good.” You bobbed your head up and down trying to reach his base, so you just jerked the rest of with your hand. “Darling?” Ritchie said. “Mhmm?” You responded with doe eyes and a mouthful of his cock. He almost wanted to take a picture of his princess. “Can I face fuck you?”

“Of course Mr Starr.” Not even a second after he grabbed your ears and some of your hair (not to harsh) and began to face fuck your brains out. It felt so good, but it became messy trying to keep your jaw slack, with spit dribbling down your chin and titties.

He stopped and made you stand, while pushing you back to the bed.

“Not gonna cum in your throat, wanna eat you out as a reward.”

When he heard no graditude he yanked your chin up and looked you in the eye.

“And what do we say when we get rewards?’“

“Thank you, Mr Starr”

“Good girl.” He gave you a series of wet kisses going down your body. Then when he reached your soaking pussy, he spread your lips apart and began to lap at your folds and lick you open. It was the calm before the storm as he began to lick furiously at your clit. No matter how much your hips bucked or how you thrashed you the side, Ritchie’s mouth stayed firmly on your pulsating pussy. Shaking his head back and forth making you gasp every time and jerk your hips forward. Every jerk felt as if you were about to come. “Just like that, just like that” you said in quick breaths gasping for air. He was relentless giving your clit kisses with as if sucking off the tip of ice cream cone. Your ears were going red, and you came all over your loves face. Vision a bit blurry but muttered a “Thank you Mr.Starr”

“ Your welcome princess” he gave you a sweet kiss before the slow torture of teasing you.

Rings slapped his cock against your pussy. This felt more dirty than the act it self. Every time he did it it was like hypnosis. I can be his little whore forever, never get out of this bed and just let him use me. Fuck You almost felt pitiful when he stopped. He spat on your pussy before entering at a painfully slow pace.

“Mr Starrrrrrr, I need you to fuck me please, I want you so bad.” It was so cute that you didn’t have to be told to beg.

Taking your word he began fucking you at the perfect pace, the most steady pace then hitting all the spots you didn’t even know you had. His hands on your hips guiding his thrust, while your feet were around your ears. Eyes were rolling in the back of your head.

You felt a familiar pressure in the bottom of your belly, not one of cumming but of..

“Ritchie stop!” you said frantically.

“What’s wrong? Oh shit, did I hurt you?” He pulled out of you immediatly.

“It feels like Im going to ...piss” All you wanted to do was please Ritchie, and now you cant even control your bladder.

“ Darling look at me, your not going to piss your about to squirt.”

“oh sor-”

“Don’t say sorry, just let it happen and look at me.” He began thrusting in that same fucking speed as if he never stopped.

Your entire body began to shake and become hot as you came, clear liquid shooting out covering your thighs and his lower stomach.

“thank you so much Ritchie, I love you.”

“Thank you love, all I need is you”

And he was right...he always was.

#ringo starr #ringo starr x reader #smut #beatles x reader #the beatles #60s #new #hardcore smut

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Do you have a recommendation list of wlw books? Could be your favorites or the ones you thought were the best or just anything really. I'm always looking for more of them

of course my dude

lets get the big boys out of the way

this is how you lose the time war by amal el-mohtar and max gladstone. you've probably heard about. you've probably seen quotes from it. i myself was late to it (i read it the other month) but lord is the hype worth it (in my opinion). made me crazy.

the priory of the orange tree by samantha shannon. yes its big. im sorry but it is worth it. samantha the audacity to create sabran berethnet and let me read the book in a 24 period. the yearning of it all.

gideon the ninth/harrow the ninth by tamsyn muir. its aight. im not the person you should go to about gtn tbh but everyone else out there will tell you about it.

my personal favs

a memory called empire/a desolation called peace by arkady martine. yes i am talking about them again. these two books are the best thing ever written. how many hugos can one woman win. it is so intricate and layered and nobody says what they mean and the politics and the brain surgery and the sluttiness of former ambassadors. thinking about mahit dzmare's character makes me feral. three seagrass can be a teixcalaan so personal.

foundryside/shorefall by robert jackson bennett. me once again banging my one man drum about foundryside. please it is so good i dont care if the fantasy magic system isn't for you. there is a shit talking key. there is brain surgery. there are complex morals. there is a wlw romance just for the hell of it. where the plot goes in shorefall to this day makes me batshit insane. i have read shorefall at least half a dozen times in four months. can the third book come out now please mr bennett i am dying.

the long way to the small angry planet by becky chambers. becky chambers my beloved. i would die for you. i am so sorry i haven't read to be taught yet but i will buy everything you write. but about this actual book it is perfect. everything in this book was so good and soft and whenever i thought something would happen that would make me mad. nope. every single book in this series (there are four of them and all are beautiful to look at if you dont live in america) is outstanding. becky chambers and arkady martine duking it out for the hugo next year.

other books i wholeheartedly recommend

the rise of kyoshi/the shadow of kyoshi by fc lee. yes they are fantastic. if you like atla read them.

when the tiger came down the mountain by nghi vo. stunning novella but i recommend reading the first one the empress of salt and fortune first. also stunning but not as gay.

the jasmine throne by tasha suri. the start of a promising trilogy. the slow burn reeled me in lads. but in my honest opinion not as morally grey as what the people on goodreads said.

sweet and bitter magic by adrienne tooley. do you not mind ya? do you like every single trope imaginable shoved into a book? this is the book for you. the angst got to me ill admit it.

the atlas six by olivie blake. some kind of weird dark academia shit going on here. a plot relevant threesome. not wlw but theres lgbt rep throughout.

the library of the unwritten/the archive of the forgotten by aj hackwith. again not wlw but lgbt rep but i adore these books. third in the trilogy comes out the end of the year and i am stoked. cool library concepts is the best book plot and this are by far the coolest.

steel crow saga by paul krueger. a fun read overall. atla and pokemon vibes with some of that sweet sweet complex moral questions with a fun wlw couple.

jane unlimited by kristin cashore. i dont care it gets really weird in the end i adore this book. get weird kirstin you do you. fun chose your own adventure type thing. main character has romantic moments with two of the characters and its not romance heavy.

finna by nino cipri. novella about two exes trying to get through inter dimensional ikea. yes that is the plot. yes it is good

books that i haven't finished/read yet but have heard they are good

she who became the sun by shelley parker-chan. ive read the first couple chapters and was meh but everyone else ive seen that has read it loved it. is said to be mulan meets the song of achilles, which are two things i have not seen/read so.

one last stop by casey mcquiston. i have read 2/3s of this but ill be honest the sex kinda threw me out of the book. if you dont have this problem and liked rwrb you will also like this.

the liars dictionary by eley williams. if you like pretentious english kid speak. really neat idea for a book is you can get past that.

the councillor by ej beaton. ugh i wanted to read this one so bad but i found it at not a good reading time for me. sounds like it is fantastic though. politics heavy book.

unconquerable sun by kate elliot. if you like greek retellings and can stand tense changes (i cannot).

black sun by rebecca roanhorse. have heard nothing but good things and is hugo nominated and yet i have not finished. shame on me.

these feathered flames by alexandra overy. russian folklore inspired fantasy. dont know whether it is classified as ya but has ya vibes.

fireheart tiger by aliette de bodard. i haven't even started this one but its short and has politics, yearning, and yearning while doing politics.

#this has taken me like an hour so i will stop here.#nobody wanted all this book commentary yet i give #i dont know why all of a sudden im a gay book rec blog but im not mad #i read a lot of books. i have a lot of thoughts on books. i am happy to help #anon

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Hi! If we get a sequel one day, what little thing would you like to see in it, you know just like a detail on each character that tell us more about them? Am I clear ?? Because it is in my head but...

hmmmmmmm

andy: tbh id love to see her relationship w achilles acknowledged beyond the portrait nile spots in the cave. i feel like the addition of that relationship rlly kind of exemplifies how much andy has loved & lost over the years and how lonely she was before she found the other immortals, as well as drive home the point that... while seeking relationships w mortals is an option for the squad.... its really setting yourself up for heartbreak and is mayhaps a bad idea. it really intensifies their relationships with each other in that this is the only way they can really permanently interact with other people

additionally, with the romance nile’s prolly going to get in the sequel, id loooooooove to see andy telling nile about achilles in the context of romance, as a little mentor/student thing, maybe warning her off a little

nile: id love to see more of nile’s relationship w christianity and how that may change w/ immortality. thats kind of more of a broad thing but i find the whole religion + immortality thing fascinating. and along that vein,

joe: god i want to know what his necklace is

joenicky: tbh id really love to know if joe and nicky are married, and this is kind of a greg question more than something to be rlly addressed in the sequel, but personally i dont really see nicky and joe as viewing their relationship as anything like a marriage and i dont really see them having an desire to get married in the modern context of marriage. even if i do think ‘marriage’ is p much the closest concept we have to what joe and nicky are and its accurate for us to call it marriage, i dont think they view themselves as married. as much as I, Too, Gayly Yearn For Marriage, i just really like the idea of marriage, The Greatest Form Of Romantic Commitment Humanity Has, being this frivolous little pointless thing to them. like a couple thats been together for 60 years getting promise rings- maybe charming in its own right, but also kind of silly and pointless. im basically just talking about headcanons now, moving on.

nicky: idk man i just wanna see this bitch in a SWEATER

booker: im honestly rlly curious what his relationship with his wife was. when he talks about his Immortal Man Angst he brings up his Dead Sons rather than his Dead Wife (which i actually love) but im curious what his relationship with her was like.

(also ive said this before but id also like to see what booker and nicky’s relationship is like, bc the only stuff we really see from them is the baklava bet, which doesnt actually tell us much abt their relationship)

(additionally, ive also said this before but id also like to see what joe’s relationship w nile would look like)

the squad as a whole: mostly when we see the lads theyre either in Mission Mode or A Mission Just Went To Shit mode. id love to see what their usual day-to-day is like. how much time do they spend with eachother? how much time do they spend in abandoned safehouses? how much time do they spend on downtime? how do they spend their downtime? (besides going to college that is)

quynh: literally everything

#ik you said little things..... and these are mostly big things...#but what can i say i dream big #Anonymous

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filmsout · 3 years

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CONTENT CREATOR YEAR IN REVIEW ⬩

tagged by @jsuga, @jiminslight, @sweetsnight, @vjimin, & @yoongiandthebiaswreckers (thank u again 💞, and i’m sorry if i’ve missed out any, just know i appreciate you ily)

p.s. this will mostly just be about my gfx bc if i had to sing their praises you will all bear witness to it and also i made visual boards for all my gfx for this post bc i wanted to do anything but work so my brain was like hmm why not waste more of your time ! those visual boards were the result and i regret absolutely nothing

⬩ FIRST CREATION OF 2020: god. it’s this hobi x ego set i made and i rmb the third panel gave me approximately 5 mental breakdowns on one day

⬩ MOST RECENT CREATION: ah here we go my wistful jimin gfx that started out inspired by jimin’s comeback interview and turned into this bc i was looping blue & grey

⬩ ONE OF YOUR FAVOURITE CREATIONS:

the way this is my villain origin story

it’s my tae and jimin set inspired by friends 💘 i love bright colours so really the song just gave me more of an incentive to just go COLOOURSSS ! on every panel

⬩ A NEW STYLE I’M PROUD OF:

whatever is going on in this...[vague gestures]

it’s a lot of top-down perspective going on here and its not something i’ve tried until now i think. i mostly modelled this off of the lyric, ‘one day i’d wake up feeling more’, from sweet night💘 sometimes lads.,.,.,.,.its about the yearning

⬩ A CREATION THAT TOOK YOU FOREVER

SKSDAJ LISTEN. it is definitely my tae and jimin + mikrokosmos set bc this took my (on and off) about 6 months to finish up

tae’s panel was also a second draft bc ps just deadass annihilated my first draft (and it was a totally different ~vibe~ so when i lost it i had to come up with a new one again and what u see in the post was the final one!) also side note i just find it ironic how i planned out jimin’s composition and that took me 5 months to wrap up whereas for tae’s i did that in under 6 hours w no planning......my life is a joke

⬩ CREATION THAT HAD THE MOST NOTES + THAT I THINK DESERVED MORE NOTES

i personally don’t give much weight to the amount of notes i get im a parasite and ill leech off this website so long as i have a place to post my stuff woooooo but i’ll gently skip these questions 💕

p.s. i may sound like a broken record rn but at the end of the day i love & enjoy my creative process and being able to share them on here is an additional bonus, but i’d still like to say thank you for the words that you left in the tags, thats a lot of serotonin injected into my brain and im grateful for every single one of it 💘

⬩ NEW FANDOM YOU JOINED AND A CREATION YOU MADE FOR IT

ooo this isn’t necessarily a new fandom but i started reading again and i made these thats posted on my main here

also this bc i was going thru it and realised i hadn’t make anything for one of my fav characters (granted i read this series like idk 5 years ago? time is whack)

⬩ A CREATION YOU MADE THAT BREAKS YOUR HEART

ahh its my latest jimin gfx ofc~ the second panel specifically bc it resonated w me around the time i made it (that was 100% me projecting)

⬩ A ‘SIMPLE’ CREATION YOU LOVE

this isn’t really that simple but its without a doubt my vmin x mikrokosmos set 💝 i really love the process of figuring out how to combine 2+ diff pictures to make a complete set even though i struggled a lot whilst i was making this

+ also this was supposed to be divided into vocal line & rap line but i had to cut it down bc u know. creative burnout :( i really hope to finish it up soon/sometime in the future

⬩ SOME OF YOUR FAVOURITE CONTENT CREATORS

off the top of my head:

gfx

@jsuga, @magiquerie, @ofkimtaehyung, @thebtsprint, @sthrame, @yoonjeen, @taettoo, @slipped-away, @tanyoorine, @minjoun, @vhopego, @monoreel, @kassareo, @minyoongis, @taerr

gifs

@sweetsnight, @jiminfilter, @discodynamites, @foreverrains, @oncupid, @hobeah, @heybaetae, @flipthatjacketjiminie, @jimimon, @honsool, @ghostes

⬩ TAGGING:

i’m tagging everyone above who wants to do it! feel free to ignore if you’ve already done it or if this isn’t your thing <3

#i ramble a LOT #but i had fun so i still win<3 #tagged #tag games

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