#im so glad i could get all this out. nature is healing
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I can pretty much envision what the bingos will look like, but the still/strength/sage forces? I forget the names of their avatars
hooo boy anon you asked for it
we'll start with dion/deon (unsure how you spell it) aka the still force. he was the still force, right? the green one? i have tried to colour code them for helpful reference for myself
he's the worst one. i hate everything about this man. i want to bite him but in a bad way. realistically i probably hate him the most cos he is the force that shows up the most, even after that plotline was over, so i project all my sheer fucking hatred onto him but GRRRR I AM SNARLING AND BARKING AND FIGHTING AGAINST MY CHOKE CHAIN TO GET TO HIM AND TEAR HIM TO PIECES. i also hate him cos he took iris away for like half a season so he could do magic on her or whatever. yeah he was "saving her life" apparently, i don't care, i blame him for everything that was wrong with her. i am so glad candice patton got to rest for a few eps but i HATE THIS MAN. to me he is the embodiment of everything i disliked about the last 3 seasons: bad writing, bad acting, and terrible cgi. and speaking of awful cgi...
the strength force: fuerza
i forget what the actual woman's name is, like who she is when she isn't a dollar store she-hulk. she's fine i guess. i have no strong feelings, as a person she is relatively inoffensive. but the weird rage monster she turns into? it's stupid, it looks bad. if there was a reverse version of the "solid design" square i would have filled out that because the design is genuinely EMBARRASSINGLy bad. and her whole thing is a cheap rehash of the killer frost plotline. "wahh i have a dark side i can't control!!" sorry i don't care, we did this 3 years ago. and then she's like "omg we're all a family! you two random men i've never met are my brothers <3 let's all go live in the magic fairy dreamhouse version of joe's house in the clouds and live happily ever after!!" like oh shut UP.
then we have the sage force, bashir, and this one is a plot twist cos i actually kinda like him lmao
if bashir was a one-off meta of the week and not one of the forces i'd actually really like him? he's a douche but in an enjoyable way, i genuinely think the part of his intro ep where he shows all the characters their greatest fears is really interesting (bar the part where iirc cisco's greatest fear is "working at star labs with the people he loves and cares about forever", like... okay. and then this was the catalyst for him leaving... nvm i hate bashir actually
nah jokes aside i genuinely kinda don't mind him as a character in his own right. again my memory is fuzzy but im pretty sure he had psychic mind control beef with cecile which was fun. he was also basically the only one of the forces who was like "this is fucking weird and i hate it", at least at first, so he has my respect for that. and again, im just gonna say it, he's hot, which makes his sins easier to forgive. remove him from the overarching concept and he's fine, he just had the misfortune of being part of the worst plotline in the show's history.
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that manga fucking rules so much i didnt even care the handwriting made me slowdown reading what the kanji was and i stared at it 15 minutes per character. i messed up my sleep schedule by reading this but its worth it theyre uploading it gradually but its about 14 out of 89 pages so im looking forward to the rest hehe
im too lazy to typeset so i will describe it instead~ It's your average yakudou comic with guda getting hurt. But its a perspective that i love so far...so i want to ramble about it
but of course it starts with a fight: "Everyday life" "Fighting, getting hurt, healing, and-" then theres a beast approaching her, "sometimes, death"
then it cuts to guda in the hospital bed, waking up 3 days later from her injuries with rider vinci on her bedside in the infirmary, checking her vitals. then da vinci casually drops onto ritsuka that if it wasnt for medea lily she would be alive bc, THE ENTRETY OF HER LEFT HALF OF HER BODY WAS TORN APART BY THE MONSTER and shed have died <3
then she says "anyways, im glad your right hand (command spells) wasn't damaged/taken and your wounds was deep but youre healed now. anyways, you good to go on the next mission?" then we cut to the flashbacks of guda in their moment of "death" at this point i was eating all of my fist... then guda just says "yeah lets go" with a smile
theres so many things wrong with that scene in a single instant but its a drug to me to see this kind of interaction where someone says "thank god your staff is safe but anyways 3/4ths of yourself got blown away but thats fixable <3"
then next was oberon's perspective where he describes her as a self sacrifical idiot, that theres no other word for her as she always comes back with scars and wound from fighting, and he doesnt know just what drives her to come back again and again until shes satisfied. then oberon sees artoria being worried she confesses to him about today's events where "ritsuka and i were walking in town to run some errands but just when i heard screams from ritsuka i was too late to notice"
and when castoria turned around all she could see was Ritsuka getting attacked by the enemy from behind, smiling peacefully as if saying "Ah- this is where i die" and castoria is so distressed and worried and shes crying a little and she talks about hers and oberon's love for ritsuka about protecting her and about her not knowing what to do bc she just wants ritsuka to smile my heart was going to give out for the three of them😭 i love them really much
but then next scene fucks me up even more with obecas visiting ritsuka again in the infirmary, then i find out castoria was also the reason why guda is alive. then da vinci says, "no matter what i'll heal ritsuka as best as i can" then oberon says, "Wow, aren't you so desperate about whether she lives or dies?"
Da Vinci, exasperated but now smiling: What are you saying?? It's just natural, after all...
THEN THIS SCENE KILLED ME LIKE IT KILLED GUDA HHH IM GOING TO DIE TOO
"She is our Master!"
Then Oberon pauses. Then internally he goes, "Our Master?"
...Because isnt that saying:
"Precisely because Fujimaru Ritsuka is a "Master" that she is worth healing."
then the comic ends im dying over here bc its 14 pages so far but i need more to stuff it inside my guts
#fgo#guda comic suffering is the best i love it im going to rughhgfkjhdgkfjdjkdfgnjkdnfbjnkbdfjknbdf#guda#fujimaru ritsuka#fate grand order#gudako#yakudou trio
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hello! i recently found your blog and adore your writing and was wondering if you could write ot8 reaction to you getting your nipples pierced 👀 if you’re not comfortable writing all of them specifically felix, han, and lee know 💕
hii! im so glad you adore my content! thank you for your request and for being patient. i hope this is what you wanted. this is my first ot8 reaction so please let me know your thoughts and opinions on this! 💭
skz reacts to you getting your nipples pierced •°. *࿐
➥ pairing: all x fem!reader
➥ genre: smut [suggestive themes] MDNI
➥ synopsis: you get / have your nipples pierced.
➥ warnings: piercings, implications of nipple and breast play, photo taking during intimate moments - if i missed any, lmk!
➥ words: 1.6k
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ʚ Bang Chan ɞ
He'd come with you to the piercing shop. He'd be holding your hand and watching with very beady eyes to make sure the piercer is going their job [ofc they are. chan is just very protective]
You'd be fine with it, the pain wasn't as bad as you thought however, Chan would be the one cringing, asking you countless times if you're okay
As you're healing, he would be very gentle and careful with you. He doesn't want to cause you any more discomfort. He'd be handing you painkillers and ice cold compress.
He'd want to help you clean up your fresh piercings so you would allow him to. Standing in the bathroom, you'd show him how to clean them. Chan would be hyper focused, watching you to make sure he gets it right
Nipple piercings take a while to heal so that means no touching. Chan wouldn't mind it at the beginning but as time goes on, he's dying for a touch. He just wants to play with your nipples, flick his tongue over the bars, just one little touch is all he wants.
ʚ Lee Know ɞ
You got it done whilst you was drunk (don't ever get a piercing whilst drunk, terrible idea btw) thinking it was a good idea
it was, until you got home and fell asleep. You awoke the next morning with a pain in your breasts. You rushed down to Minho and practically flashed him "Look!! I have my nipples pierced!"
The poor man wouldn't know where to look, blood rushing south in an instant. He's angry at you for doing something so reckless but at the same time, he cannot deny the fact that it looks so attractive to him
He knows not to touch whilst healing but he just wants to. So much so that he'd often find himself fantasizing about playing with your nipples
He's ecstatically to know that you're finally healed because that meant he can have a lot of fun with them.
ʚ Changbin ɞ
Changbin would be unsure about it. He cannot decide whether he loves them or not. He's supportive in whatever you do to your body (it is your body after all), he's just not sure
It's not that he's not a fan of body mods, it's just, he knows the dangers and how long it takes for nipples to heal – especially with his own knowledge about the human body due to training.
In his mind, he's looking out for you, which is sweet of him. You know Changbin isn't 100% sure but you went to get them pierced regardless.
You kept it a secret for some time, making excuses when you and Changbin would be intermit with each other. "It's been a long day." "I'm tired." "Maybe tomorrow, Binnie."
Being the sweetheart that he is, he'd understand however he cannot help but feel like you're hiding something for him. It wasn't until you was getting undressed and Changbin accidently walked in on you
His eyes naturally gazed down to you breasts, the metal bar between your nipples showing. His mind went blank. He always thought he wouldn't be too keen on nipple piercings, yet here he is, stood in front of you with a raging hard on.
You'd splutter, trying to hide your breasts because you're worried about what Changbin will think. You didn't want him to hate them, that's for sure so when he found out accidently, you was so sure he would freak out
He took you by surprise when he walked to you, cupping your breasts in his hands. His gaze fixated on the bar that was through your nipples. He would ask you whether it hurts or not and if you was healed.
He'd be hyper fixated on your breasts during intimate time. his hands never leaving you breasts, tongue contently flicking over your bud.
"I thought I wouldn't be so keen, yet here I am, unable to keep my hands off you."
ʚ Hyunjin ɞ
Hyunjin would love the idea of you getting your nipples pierced – he'd even get one himself if he was brave enough
We all know Hyunjin is super artistic so for the next month's, your breats/nipples are all he would draw. No one would that it's your breasts he is constantly drawing. There's just something artistic Hyunjin finds in you having your nipples pierced.
Sometimes, he would ask for you to pose for him. Dressing you in nothing but a sheer top so your nipples could be seen. You'd feel shy, posing for Hyunjin in such a lewd way, but you didn't hate it – you love that Hyunjin adores your decorated nipples.
During intimacy, Hyunjin would he quick to pull out his camera and snap a few photos (possibly videos) of you. He'd stash them away in a secret folder, to save for a rainy day.
ʚ Jisung ɞ
He'd be the one to suggest a nipple piercing, claiming it would look oh so attractive on you. (he most likely saw some anime girl that looked like you with her nipples pierced 🤷🏻♀️)
What he didn't bank on, is that in reality, it looked a thousand times better than what he thought.
The poor boy wouldn't know what to do or where to look. Having to wait for them to heal would be torture to him.
When they are healed, oh boy, it's like something deep within him has come out. we all know Jisung had some perverted tendencies to him so its not surprise he would request you to wear no bras, sheer / revealing clothing.
When in public, Jisung would a hundred percent have to drag you to the public restrooms, due to the fact that he cannot get your breasts out off his mind (and the fact your wearing little to no clothing underneath your coat)
Soon, your nipples would get sore and tender from Jisung playing with them too much. The poor boy just don't know when to stop. whilst your poor nipples are healing (once again), Jisung would result to taking photos, much like Hyunjin, saving them in his folder specifically named 'wank material'
He's so in love with your piercings that he would buy the majority of your nipple jewellery. It would range from pink bars, hearts, bats, explicit wording – you name it! If Jisung thinks it looks nice on you, he buys it. although, he does like the pink, glittery hearts, they give that 'innocent' affect on you and he loves it.
ʚ Felix ɞ
Felix loves your body, body mods or not. When you show him your piercings for the first time, he would be stunned
Like Changbin, he doesn't hate it but it takes some time to get use to. He liked that you had this innocent feel to him and now seeing you with nipple piercings stripped away that feel.
To Felix, your happiness is everything to him, so if you're happy, he is happy. He would be so delicate around your breast, scared of touching or playing with them in case he accidentally pulled one out
Months in and Felix was getting use to seeing metal in your nipples, although he was still very very careful around you. It wasn't until one intimate moment where Felix was so consumed by pleasure that he forgot
He flicked and rolled your nipples between his fingers. Your moans would be nothing like he has heard before. Your piercings left your nipples hyper sensitive – so sensitive you could cum just from them being played with
Felix loved that. His dom side showing straight away. He made it his goal to make you cum purely from playing with your sensitive nipples. He felt some type of accomplishment when he managed to do that "You see that? I did that to you, no one else but me. Don't you forget that."
Like Jisung, Felix would also like to buy you your jewellery, however, unlike Jisung who liked the 'innocent' look, Felix would buy you jewellery that would represent him. That way, he was always with you, no matter where or when. He liked that controlling aspect of it
ʚ Seungmin ɞ
i feel like Seungmin wouldn't really care. Of course he would have his opinions on it and that would be that it doesn't look that bad, however, I feel like Seungmin doesn't have much to say or feel about body mods in generally
he strikes me as the type of person to be like "It's your body, you go for it. As long as you're happy and safe, that's all that matters."
ʚ Jeongin / I.N ɞ
being the maknae, I feel like he doesn't have much experience when it comes to this type of things
How does he react? Feel? He would be so overwhelmed with his thoughts and feelings that he would lag, cheeks and ears flush red. He would act like a virgin, all shy and flustered
You'd find it adorable. That little sadistic side of you would tease him. You'd flash him randomly, grab his hand and place it on your breast so he could feel your piercing. You love his reaction, so much so that you would want to dom him in the bedroom department
and dominate you did. One look and he would be weak at the knees, flustered and shy. He would melt into your touch, his mind fuzzy with so many thoughts and possibilities.
He would be so gentle with you – maybe too gentle. You would have to ask him to be a bit rougher with you, claiming that it's okay when he would object. You love seeing his hands gripping your breasts. Your breasts would look so small in his hands (I mean, he does have big hands and long fingers, like, c'mon!) you adore it!
#– propertyoftoru#request#skz#stray kids#skz hard thoughts#skz hard hours#stray kids hard thoughts#stray kids hard hours#skz reactions#stray kids reactions#skz smut#stray kids smut#ot8#ot8 smut#skz scenarios#stray kids scenarios#ot8 reactions#ot8 scenarios#skz imagines#skz x you#skz x reader#stray kids x you#stray kids x reader#kpop
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Wedding Plan Ep 7 (Finale) Stray Thoughts
Last week, Lom finally managed to clear things up with Namnuea with the help of Yiwa and Marine. We learned that Lom also experienced The Knowing along with Yiwa when they were kids and have been loyal to each other for over a decade as a result. Nuea and Lom got it in a second time, and Nuea asked to help carry their secret, much Lom’s awe and surprise. Accepting Nuea’s decision, Nuea’s family declared that Lom is theirs now, should his own family turn on him. Meanwhile, Yiwa’s mom was absolutely cruel to Marine, and so Yiwa has decided to run off right before the wedding.
Where is your grace, Saichom? Why would you scream out the problem instead of solving it? This is why your kids haven’t told you who they are.
Oh, Lom, I wish she had warned you, too.
How quickly these two moms turned on each other after being aligned for over a decade.
Not this guest living for the drama and filming it! They’re throwing the staff around!
I really love the choice to mute other sounds and play music over it instead before cutting to the guests leaving.
Namnuea really is good at his job.
Lom is laughing about all of this! He can read between the lines when it comes to Yiwa.
I love that Lom was correct about Yiwa, and that she didn’t tell him to save him the difficulty of lying. Also relieved that these two have a plan to land on their feet in England.
Lom is having too much fun playing heartbroken.
Don’t worry, Saichom. Nuea and Lom going to do a lot of healing.
Oh, I need to hand out a clown aware for whoever guessed that Nuea was faking sad and drunk from the preview with the flask.
I’m glad these two are thriving.
Namnuea, I love you. Thank you for not letting Lom drunk drive.
I’m glad Lom’s plan involves coming out in a way that doesn’t involve Nuea in Yiwa’s decision to leave.
Very meaningful grabbing behind backs there, boys. Thank you for that.
These two are fun now that they’ve settled.
Yiwa and Marine got married!!
Okay, I love that Namnuea is out of vacation leave from when he ran off earlier. Im said, I got you, boo, but you also gotta get me!
Gays arguing over who gets to propose to whom. We eatin’ good today.
The couple photo of Lom and Nuea is fantastic, holy shit.
Okay, this was a good parent moment. “I might find it difficult to accept, but please don’t disappear,” is honestly so reasonable. I’m into it. Lom hasn’t come out formally yet, but they’re talking about it.
I love the bickering in this company. They’re so funny. Now they’re gossiping. I love it here.
Alright, I have a lot of big thoughts about Lom’s mom coming around and Lom reading between the lines on his mother to know that she gave her blessing as best she could.
Final Verdict: 9.5, Highly Recommended. I never expected to be earnestly recommending a MAME show this year, but here we are. The final resolution of this show reveals an understanding of the fundamental nature of the closet in a way I did not think MAME was capable of. Yiwa understood that the gender politics of their existences meant that she and Marine could not be happy in Thailand and so she decided to leave. I love that with all that Lom and she have given up for each other, I like her taking the opportunity to take on all the hate and derision for him. I love that it’s her choice and not one foisted upon her or expected of her. With this opportunity, Lom and Nuea are allowed to soft-launch their relationship. This is actually so beautiful to me because I like the queers collectively deciding when everyone else is allowed to know. I like that they have to create a narrative that the hets will accept for them to come out peacefully. It’s not fun to live a lie, but we’re not the ones demanding the lies of us. I’m absolutely floored by the earnest way this show faced all of these obstacles and took what felt like such a gross starting line to a fantastic finish. I’m only taking a point here because the kissing with the girls was bad, and their chemistry was a little weak. So, yeah, watch the MAME show about the wedding planner getting the groom.
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i made a pjo/psych crossover
thanks to @autism-criminal for enabling me
Shawn Spencer, son of Hecate
henry and hecate hooked up once; thinking maddie finds out and its part of the reason for the divorce
this means shawn has real psychic powers!! yay!!
because hes a child of a titan, not a god, less monsters came after him so he was doing good until 18, when he ran away
him and gus looked out for each other :] bc of course henry cant see the monsters (and didnt know abt camp halfblood)
Burton 'Gus' Guster, son of Apollo
because pharmaceuticals and the god of medicine
absolutely HATES snakes. worse than dead bodies
i think itd be really funny to give him both the natural healing and the plagues powers because that would give him such a crisis
gus tries to go to college, but without the additional protection its more dangerous so he doesnt finish before asking shawn for help
shawn tells him abt this camp he found and whoo! shawngus in new york! (ik santa barbara is The City on Psych but listen theyre in pjo now)
Carlton Lassiter, son of Ares
this is mostly because of his obsession with guns, landmines, and the civil war
basically the only ares kid who gets along with athena kids. probably wishes he was one
and of course he HATES magic because it doesnt make sense so bam instant rivalry with shawn
part of the reason he doesnt get along with his mother is because of being lied to about his parentage, cause his stepdad is a dick and he wouldve been glad to know they werent related
Juliet O'Hara, daughter of Athena
pissed off at her parentage. she loves athena but she hates knowing that shes related to frank and not her mom
gets along great w lassie cause he may be an ares kid but hes not incredibly stupid like most of them
hates spiders of course
she joined the camp rather early in her life, because frank knew about the camp and she wanted to get away from him. ironic huh
Chief Karen Vick, child of Athena
they left the camp when they could to become a police officer up to chief, then returned to help Chiron out as a co-camp director because Mr. D does absolutely nothing
this way them and juliet are half siblings :D
Woodrow Strode, unknown
kinda just showed up one day
no one knows if hes a demigod or like a sighted mortal but he is just there
lives in the woods
hangs around the hades cabin a lot because death. also the Vibes
Busby 'Buzz' McNab, son of Demeter
can you imagine him tending to the gardens?? all 6'7 of him??? yes
also because buzz. bees. plants. demeter
i have basically no notes on him sorry
anyway im so wise. take my word as law (joking. do not do that)
#psych#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#shawn spencer#burton guster#carlton lassiter#juliet o'hara#chief vick#woody strode#buzz mcnab#🍍
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I'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU KNOW
[ mastelist ] [ reblogs are v v v appreciated ]
hurt/comfort, romantic relationship, sasaki shūmei x male!reader
warning(s) : physical fight mention! wounds/bruises mention! sasaki's taking care of them tho <3
word count : 514 words
request : hi!! so i just happened upon ur account cos i ended up reading your sasaki hc’s . and oh my god im literally in love 😭 i just lovelovelove sasaki sm he means the world to me—i just recently finished watching the anime so im honestly just having a lot of brainrot !! this turned into a bit of a ramble, i apologize, but uhhm—i was wondering if you could maybe do a little one shot of protective sasaki x male reader ?? i dont really have much of a plot in mind but i do enjoy hurt/comfort and fluff quite a bit !! im sorry if this is a lot i tend to ramble when i get excited and i just . love sasaki to bits :’)) thank you so much if you got to the end of this i really enjoy your writing (i also read your bsd ones, and i rlly love bsd and your writing aaaa c’: <3) /pospospos
a/n : (if you saw this post before... no you didn't/j, i'm trying to fight the algorithm) hi !!! i'm glad you liked my works, it means a lot to me :) <3 and don't be sorry, i enjoy receiving asks, regardless of whether they are short or not !
sasaki isn't someone who understimates you - in fact, quite the opposite. he knows that you're perfectly capable to take care of yourself, he has no doubts about it; this being said, he can't help the part of him that wants to keep you safe at all costs, no matter the time nor place.
his protective nature has probably roots in his childhood, which has led him to be more mindful and thoughtful of his - and others' - actions. for example, if someone gets hurt, sasaki is the first to aid them and settle things down, in case they're in a dangerous situation.
so, to put it simple, he just wants his boyfriend, you, to be safe and sound - especially when you're out with him, meaning he can genuinely be of help, if needed.
this very day, something quite unexpected has happened: you were beyond happy to having finished your classes and were heading towards the exit of your school to meet shuumei when, well, you found yourself in the middle of a fight which didn't involve you at all — you just so happened to walk in two people arguing over each other, a punch accidentally landed on your face, you legitimately reacted and... the rest is history.
now you are in sasaki's house, specifically sitting on his bed while he gently cleans your wounds from the recent brawl. his warming touch is tender on your skin, making sure it doesn't cause any other discomfort in your body; your boyfriend's gaze is intently focused on his duty, as he'd call it, and you can't help but feeling grateful for his presence in your life.
“shuumei, i'm thankful for your help, really, but it isn't that serious,” you comment as he adds another layer of gauze pad on your elbow, his fingers are caressing your arm. “i'm completely fine- ahia!” you exclaim when you feel his index finger lightly pressing on another bruise on your leg.
“mh, i wouldn't be so sure,” sasaki replies earnestly, though he's suppressing a grin after you sigh in defeat. “just let me take care of you, 'kay?”
he's sitting in front of you, with crossed legs, on the other side of the bed; your knees are slightly rubbing each other while he moves to apply an ointment layer on your injuries spots, which aren't covered with gauze or bandaids yet. anyone could figure out how much great care he's using in regards of your well-being, how much he loves you just from the way shuumei is trying to heal your wounds.
the last, but not least painful, bruise is on your left cheek, where you were first punched on. at this point, sasaki grabs gently your jaw and leaves a kiss on the wounded skin, then one on your lips.
“how are you feeling now?”, he murmurs, kissing your chin.
you grin at him, taking his hand in yours. “definitely better. thank you, shuumei. i appreciate it”.
“good,” he kisses you again, wrapping his arms around your waist. “next time don't be so reckless, love, okay?”.
[ do not copy, translate, repost, etc. | by @ elf-osamu ]
#shuumei sasaki#sasaki shūmei#sasaki to miyano#sasaki shuumei#x male reader#x m!reader#male reader#m reader#hurt/comfort#sasaki shumei#sasakiandmiyano#sasaki#hirano to kagiura#m!reader#sasaki x you#sasaki shuumei x you#az.writes
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Wow, Im glad you liked the angel V1 idea! here are a few more thoughts I had about the concept.
V1's chassis that was originally built to insulate it's brain (now merged with the light) from the heat outside now works well enough to keep the light's fire contained leaving V1's body a toasty but not harmful temperature, perfect for falling asleep while cuddling (revenge for Gabe, for those times he was trapped as a ice pack) but it's wings could cause Gabe some contact pain, but not as severe as the light still has affinity for him, unlike the Ferryman's holy cloth.
Also I think that because of the light V1 could learn how to alliviate (albeit temporarily) some of the more painful aspects of being a demon as well as learn some angel tech. A flying, teleporting V1 is OP.
Also eye lasers, that would be fun.
(see this!)
YES LOVE ALL OF THIS.....especially thinking of how v1's angelic nature is entirely unique and tempered by it not only being gabriel's previous light but also its affection for him and so....unlike any other angel....it can help him with its power. i like to think that raphael has tried, being the most prominent healer in heaven, to assist in gabriel's pain but. it just doesn't work that well because god never wanted raphael healing the fallen, never condoned them finding any relief for what they had done. but v1 is finally able to give him a bit of comfort because the use of its power isn't regulated by god - he didn't even realize how used to pain he was until v1 can take a portion of it away for a time.
gabriel DOES absolutely need to help it regulate that power at first though - once it begins to understand all the new horizons open to it, it wants to do EVERYTHING all at once!!! it wants to fly, teleport, summon divine light, make a million weapons, computer mind iterating a thousand and one things it might try in a millisecond. and it. absolutely overheats itself dozens of times in the process. gabriel has to help it stick to its limits, which is no small task when v1 has very much retained its need to always be moving...ESPECIALLY if it gets something like an eye laser!!! young angels were easy to train in this regard, naturally obedient even if they sometimes tended to overdo things in the beginning, but it seems v1 didn't inherit that good behavior - gabriel's of course glad it didn't give way into that natural angelic submission, but it does make it hard to be sure it doesn't just KEEP burning itself out!!! needless to say, he's doing a lot of maintenance at first lol
#and yes YEA i so love the light not hurting him here nearly as much#it was once his after all and now that its v1's it still loves him ;o;#a bit of heavenly light that actually wants to help him#cake answers#v1#fallen gabriel#rise and fall au
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BARKBARK I LOVE TRANS HCS im not trans myself but when i see how happy they make my trans friends & my partner???? TOSSES THEM AROUND LIKE CANDY u get a trans hc! u get a trans hc! WE ALL GET TRANS HCS
also may i say. adhd/autistic phantoms ? good shit
also ur mention of how trans goro is more common than trans akiren makes me wanna pop off about infantilization in fandoms and how it ties into misogyny, trans-misogyny and nsfw content and its characterizations and just fjbvkfnb. im a social sciences major and i LOVE discussing infantilization in the context of sex and gender and disability i love that shit. anyway idk where i was going with this but tldr i love ur characterization of goro <3
OHHHHH ANON YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU JUST STARTED.....
prefacing this by saying: i have adhd. although i haven't been able to be properly diagnosed (with the things hooked up to my head etc etc) thanks to america's stunning healthcare, i am like.. 99.999999% sure i have it. my therapist, who i used to see regularly, agrees that i probably have it.
NOW. i'm sure we all know that futaba sakura our favorite gremlin girl ever exhibits some clear symptoms of autism. i don't need to get into it because there's a million and one analyses out there about her behavior, but i will say that i both love/hate how atlus depicted her. on one hand i love that the group just.. accepts her for who she is, i love that they don't try to change her, i love that they don't fall into the "ooh you're so smart though so your disability MUST be a superpower!" trap, and that they mold around her to suit her, and not the other way around.
THAT BEING SAID.....
i have SUCH a bone to pick with how they decided to go about her 'healing' arc. the phantom thieves give her a week--a WEEK--to readjust to society. and yeah i guess that while you could argue that she's just had her trauma supernaturally lobotomized out of her, it doesn't change the fact that she's... still gone through it, you know? just because she learned to stop hating herself for things out of her control doesn't mean her social anxiety disappears in a snap. she turns out alright by the end but the extremely pushy nature of the thieves to get her out of her shell ALWAYS rubbed me wrong. taking things slow and one step at a time is wonderful, and i'm glad they decided to go about that approach instead of just throwing her to the beach like they originally wanted, but they still should have taken it... slower. one week is HARDLY enough.
also, i fucking hate how they constantly talk about her while she's in the same room as them, as if she can't hear what they're saying. they said things like, "oh she's pretty normal, huh" and "she can hold a conversation just fine!" and while their behavior isn't one completely out of the ordinary for dumb teenagers to exhibit, it still really, really pisses me off that they do it wiht her in the SAME ROOM. im sure it wasn't meant to come off this way, but i always got the feeling that they attributed her 'quirkiness' to her not understanding how groups worked at all, which is why they were so open about discussing HER MENTAL HEALTH without including her in the conversation.
okay i'm done with futaba--quick hcs im throwing out there: ryuji has adhd, yusuke also has autism, mishima has autism, goro has ocd. boom bam bop, you've been hit by the 'tism beam.
PLEASE DO POP OFF ABOUT THE INFANTILISM it's honestly such a gross sight.... the amount of times ive seen goro depicted as some small, feminine twink is genuinely staggering, and it's always left such a bad taste in my mouth because i KNOW it's because his character, at least for the majority of the plot, is polite and soft spoken.
not to mention how incredibly fetishizing it feels. i won't get too into it, but the amount of shuakeshu ive seen where one is drawn/written as larger than life/confident/suave and the other is meek/skinny/easily embarrassed? ohhh my god. please. akiren isn't some smooth jerk who makes goro blush with a well-placed quip, and goro isn't a crazed yandere who shuts akiren away from the rest of the world. they're both fucking losers who don't know how to process their feelings for the other because of their very, very embarrassing rivalry. stop degrading one to fit your perfect mlm narrative.
sigh i didn't mean for this to become a social commentary or anything, but .. lo and behold... here we are. i'd love to hear your thoughts on my takes, anon, and i'd love to hear the thoughts for anyone who read thru this too! while i do have adhd/am trans i can't speak for those who fall under the autism spectrum or for cis gay men, so if you'd like to correct me in my thinking PLEASE go ahead and do so, i'd love to be educated on topics i don't fully understand. have a good one <3
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I've been following you for a coupla years now ever since your xicheng era. It's interesting to see whenever you get into new fixations, it introduces me to lesser animes or BLs or new ships that otherwise I would never think of and more often than not I got hooked to them thanks to you 😁 I'm very shy and awkward so mostly in fandoms I'm in im just a silent enjoyer and follower. I'm so happy when you started posting and reblogging jjk because it's a fandom I've been silently lurking for years and moreover because you like stsg and also chousou because they are one of my favorites too. I pretty much enjoy reading your posts and your reblog tags, they are funny! May you share how you got into that? Because you mention one time that you regret those who drew you into jjk 😅 is it something to do with big fandom?
Ps. I like your fic so much, it's like a healing session after chapter 236, I thought i'd let you know here because i'm too shy to comment directly on the fic
Omg this is so sweet of you, anon, thank you! I hope y'know your kind words just made my whole day <3. Wow if you've been following me that long then you shud go off anon so I wud know who you are ^^ but I get it! I enjoy being silent lurker and follower too from times to times.
Also wow I'm amazed you've put up with my everchanging fixations that long lol I know I'm annoying that whenever I'm into new fixation then I wudn't shut up abt it for a while and too lazy to ever make sideblogs. Anw, I don't really remember when I said that ahaha I'd most likely just joked or be sarcastic when I wrote that. I did feel so much pain knowing my otp is a doomed ship but it's nothing I didn't know before I even started jjk. Moreover it ended in a good note for me what with the latest chapters of them so it's all good now. The abundant loveable characters of jjk making it easy to explore other dynamics and ships too. Even dynamics I'd usually nvr entertain so it's been an eye opener experience! I don't regret a thing. Glad to know we share similar tastes :)
but yea I'm really not good with big fandoms overall and am usually content with the tiny corner of my own. My last experience with big fandoms, before I switched completely to obscure fandoms, were too unpleasant that I didn't wish to ever repeat it. But I'm more adept with curating what I wanna see now so I won't get put-off or get bored quickly. Tiny fandoms are nice and comfy but they were oftentimes unsustainable for me due to the lack of interactions. Still, I'm so happy to hear my shitposts could actually introduce you to new fixations!
Abt how I get into jjk. Well, unlike any other animes mangas I'm into, I actually have irl friends and coworkers that are fans of jjk. 3 of them are close to me (one of them is my spouse lol) and had literally pestered me to try it for long so they'd have someone to talk with. So I'd known about it since around 2 years ago when the movie came out. I was curious bcs it was such a hype around me even though they were all adults who usually didn't even watch anime so there must be sth different abt it. Yet I kept putting it off cz I was just not into supernatural fantasy shounen. I decided this year would be a good time to start since with season 2 the hype around me was too high that I just got swept in it, naturally. I cudn't tamp down my curiosity any longer plus I got time now during this break so why not, right? The thing is my irl friends arent into simping let alone shipping (at least not that I know in public, who knows what they might be doing in private) so I keep that side here ofc!
Awwwh thank you so much for letting me know you like my fic! Ch 236 was indeed devastating for a while tho it was still a HE in some aspects (for me). It's an outlet for me to pour my HCs for the characters that stuck with me. I hope you know that even if it's just excited emojis, a comment in the fic worths a lot for authors cz it let them know not just abt whether their fics are being read and liked, but how their works actually affect the readers, it's a potent drive for authors and feedbacks are helping authors so you don't need to be shy 😉
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I'm back I just got this thought of werewolf reader going feral and the idea for a request came to me so here goes
desire going to see werewolf reader but finds their house trashed and a window broken, desire goes out to find them and finds reader in full werewolf form but there's no sense of recognition in reader's eyes it's just full feral animal, reader tries to attack desire but they end up knocked out. Desire decided to bring them back to their realm until the full moon is over. Can be agnsty but if you want to add a fluffy ending that be fine too
Also are you planning on closing requests on sunday still? I still have one more request I'd like to send in if that's ok I know I've been sending in a lot I don't want to be a bother
hmm, my werewolf fics getting to you all I see *smirks* sure I'll do another one for you~
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Taming My Werewolf Lover
This was not good. Desire thought as they entered your apartment which was ruined and looked as if a personal war was happening in there. they looked around seeing no signs of life and you were not there either.
"Y/n where are you.." Desire heard screams and went towards the window looking up to see a full moon. "hm well this is a intersting this must be that time of you killing must be a lovely sight"
Desire was correct watching you kill dirty men from alleys or people that was being to loud Desire cared nothing for mortals much but becasue they was an endless they still have to help keep the natural order they suppose.
However they only stepped in when You was about to kill a mother and son and they couldn't have that so they did a loud whistle that caught your attention and you turned around growling.
Desire watched as you howl loudly into the air and suddenly ran towards them jumping and catching them. In hindsight, Desire should have thought this through. they could feel their claws sinking deep in their arms and they hissed before holding you close and moved you both to their Threshold.
It was a long night for Desire because the moment they made it their they was slammed into a wall and they grunted. they could feel your teeth seek into their shoulder but they kept a tight leash on you. literally having a collar appear on your neck and pinning you to the wall before moving away.
Desire knew their body would heal but it still sucked to get hurt and they was pouting leaning against the other wall watching you try to break free but Desire wouldnt allow it you was in their territory now.
they whistle once more and when you turned to look at them you felt the sudden feeling to sleep and you end up laying down and closing your eyes tiredly.
"ugh have to make a cage for you now you a big grumpy fluff ball" Desire complained before stripping their clothes and walking towards the bathroom to shower. after a long while they came back out and walked over to your sleeping form and taking the collar off before putting your werewolf head on top of their lap. their hair was wet and unkept it was a rare sight to see.
Desire was asleep at this point and you was back to normal you look up at see their hair unkept and slightly curled. and you blush lightly. but you also noticed Desire's arms was and shoulder had a still healing wound and you felt your heart sink.
you sat up and you wake them up slowly. "l-love im so sorry" you said once they opened their eyes and looked at you they smiled and held your hand. "im okay i heal very quickly and the pain is only for a moment im okay and im glad your calm now"
you look down your ears flatten on your head and you felt them pet you "shh baby im not mad in fact im glad your not hurt okay" you lean to their touch and kissed them softly when they came closer to you.
"you look rather sexy killing low life mortals though i must say i had certain unhinged thoughts but maybe ill tell you another time~" they giggle when you blush lightly and nod slowly tail wagging.
"come on love lets go eat something after you put on some clothes....as the matter of fact stay like that we can eat in" they grin suddenly their eyes filled with lust.
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Taglist: @justaproudslytherpuff , @sherazyjade , @the-masked-scorpio , @sugakookieswithacupoftae16 , @happilydangerousworld , @harlekin6
#unhinged desire simp#desire#desire headcanons#desire of the endless#the sandman desire headcanons#the sandman desire of the endless#the sandman desire#the sandman desire of the endless x reader#the sandman desire x reader#desire of the endless x reader#desire x reader#desire x you#desire x y/n#the sandman
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thinking about the quote from the end of Elvis, "
I’ll tell you what killed him. It was love. His love for all of you.
That voice rang out, and he sang with all his life."
and the reblogged ask about Taylor, and I know people don't want to hear this because we loved interacting with her and miss her, but I'm glad she has distance, im glad she's not killing herself for that love anymore.
i've touched on this a bit in comments with my friend @joons, who wrote really lovely meta about this here, and i'm going to quote her: "elvis, as a man, had such a generous spirit that no one—not his wife or manager or friends or fans—could stop him from digging deep and giving, even when it cost him everything. when his body was failing, his friends would ask him to postpone tours, to rest, to heal. and all he would do is gently smile and say, “it’ll be all right. don’t worry about it.” we may think the colonel is treating love lightly by bringing it up as a factor in elvis’ death, but this pivot in focus actually brings us the closest we ever get to knowing who elvis really was (something elvis himself promised he would reveal to his audience early in the film). his generosity is why he was so loved, and the colonel suggests it was his fatal flaw, that he cared so much about sharing his wealth, his talents, and himself with others that he did not care how much it hurt him. or rather, he did care, but he did not know how to stop sharing whatever he could to make other people happy, instead of attending to his own happiness. he gave people his trust and continued giving it long after they had stopped deserving it. and maybe wishing it had been different would be to wish elvis weren’t elvis."
the movie by default made me think about taylor quite a bit, despite the many clear differences, there are unavoidable similarities when it comes to the types of artists they are, who bare so much of themselves and are constantly giving and shimmering and trying and working to connect to their audiences. it's something taylor has addressed several times now, the rippling whisper of that anxiety and the clear slashed wound of it has been appearing in her work for years, and has crystallized further in her most recent music. i mentioned to chelsea how elvis made me think of dear reader (if it feels like a trap, you're already in one is so "suspicious minds" in the way it was utilized in the film, and never take advice from someone who's falling apart/so i wander through these nights, i prefer hiding in plain sight/my fourth drink in my hand/these desperate prayers of a cursed man/spilling out to you for free/but darling, darling, please/you wouldn't take my word for it if you knew who was talking viscerally made me think of him the first time i heard it after seeing the film). her fears about others seeing right through her, drunk as we watch her shattered edges glisten, that she doesn't do enough, that it's exhausting to root for her, that she desperately has tried her best and wanted to be loved (and make it seem effortless), that she shines so bright but that in itself is a kind of curse, that her desire to succeed is also an irredeemable quality, "your kindness is fake. your pain is manipulative,"...will you still want me when i'm nothing new?...it's splashed like a bloodstain all over her music and is such a sad, distressing facet of what she's gone through, but i also think there's an inherent quality in this that certain artists have - this wellspring of humanity, this boundless love that has nowhere else to go and springs forth from the music, the act of creating art, the euphoric feeling of performing, the intensity of love they feel from fans that, we have to acknowledge, can never be fully balanced or reciprocal because of the necessary and natural boundaries between us. i think taylor gave so much of herself when she was younger that it was corrosive to her person. she was struggling in such a way personally and still striving without end to be respected and embraced, and she gave a lot of that unfailingly to fans, maybe because she felt she had to as an extension of gratitude, maybe because she didn't feel loved and safe elsewhere, and also because she does feel a real sense of love in that way. but i think it was very hard on her too, and untenable. you can never reach everyone. you can never make everyone happy. you can never help everyone who needs help. you can never give all the love you wish you could give. it's a beautiful and admirable and even spiritual thing to share, but when does the line need to be drawn when you have to attend to your own needs and humanity first before collapsing under the weight of it?
all this said, i too am glad she's got a much healthier balance now, is very steadily loved in her daily life by a partner who gives her a sense of stability and quiet, and that she doesn't feel the need to give so much of herself away, outside of all the vulnerability within her art. it doesn't mean she doesn't care for us, i believe she means it whenever she thanks us, whenever she says she owes her career to us or she creates things for fun with us in mind (the easter eggs in the bejeweled video, as a recent example. she took a song about her feeling hurt and unappreciated, sadness became my whole sky, and wanting to sparkle again, and reinterpreted it visually to include her fans as a positive aspect), but i also think she's learned what she doesn't have to sacrifice.
there's an unerring empathy in the tragedy of elvis not knowing when to stop, how sincere that love he had was, how that itself was a type of defiance. "he loved and he gave, and he couldn’t do otherwise no matter how much people tried to stop him. and that simple truth is one last great gift." i do believe this endures and is a connective gift.
still, there's a strength in learning how to stopper that outpouring of oneself, one's heart and soul and love, too, and i do find that i'm thankful she's learned that, even when we miss her engaging as much, knowing she has a better sense of peace takes precedence. that love doesn't have to be fatal anymore. she's learned how to let it have its respite instead.
#anonymous#letterbox#it's like making parallels between she and marilyn too of which there are quite a few even though it's acting vs. musicianship#marilyn also suffered from never being able to turn her intense sensitivity and her love off and the burdens that brought with it#it's really fascinating to me bc it speaks to a certain kind of humanity and a certain need to connect that i think is really raw#anyway i could talk about the elvis comparisons here at length aksdflgk but yeah#i worried about her for so long and she very clearly saw tragedy unfolding ahead of her#she made a conscious decision not to drive off the cliff and that is its own act of bravery#thrown out speeches#taylor swift#elvis presley#i was a dreamer
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Terry CK X Reader
Context: Your heavily pregnant with Terry's baby, and your really struggling with the pain of carrying a baby. So Terry comes up with an idea 💚
You were sat on the sofa with some cream that you used to moisturize your pregnant belly. You didnt realise it would get this big and the pain in your back and lower body was really starting to get to you. You just wanted this baby to be out now, then you could finaly be comfortable and sleep better. You were rubbing the cream into your belly when Terry stopped in the living room doorway, just admiring how beautiful you were as the mother of his child. But, he could also see the discomfort you were experiencing.
"Sweetheart, are you alright?" "To be honest with you babe, not really" he takes a seat next to you as you continue. "My back is killing me and my legs and body feel so tender, I just want to have the baby already" "I know you do sweetheart, I cant imagine what it must be like growing and carrying our baby all the time. Are the massages I'm giving you not working?" "They do work Terry, just not for long. I honestly just wish that just for a few minutes, I could feel waitless. Like I weigh nothing and the pain leaves my body for a while. Thats all" He puts his arm around you and leaves a feather like kiss on your forehead.
"I have an idea that might help sweetheart, but I'm going to need you to get dressed for this to work" "Get dressed into what?" "Your maternity swimming costume, I'm talking you somewhere that you can relax" You do as he says and go upstairs to change into your swimming costume, then you grab a change of clothes and anything else you need and meet Terry at the front door. He takes all the stuff for you and puts it in the car, then he helps you sit in the passenger's seat and puts your seat belt on. He starts driving you out of town for about half an hour until he pulls up into a small and very quiet part of the beach.
"This part if the beach belongs to me, and this is where I'm talking you to relax" He helps you out of the car and grabs the things while you walk down towards the water. He puts the stuff down on a sunbed and holds you from behind while resting his hands on your belly and kissing your neck. "So? What do you think of this place?" "Its beautiful Terry, let's hope a bit of sunbathing helps" he chuckles then says "Ah ah sweetheart, I didnt bring you hear to sunbathe. Let's get you into the water. He pulls of his shirt and is now in just swimming shorts, yellow sun glasses with his hair down, and you pull off your summer dress that you wore over your swimming costume. He puts them both on the sunbed, then you hold eachothers hands as you enter the water.
It was so warm, it felt like walking into a natural bath, and once you were in deep enough to swim, it felt so good. "Oooh this is lovely Terry. The warm salt water makes me feel like im-" "Weightless? I knew it would, that's why I brought you hear. You are working so hard to help our baby grow, its only fair I do whatever I can to make you feel comfortable" He smiles warmly at you as he swims over to where you are, you put your arms around him and you share a sweet slow kiss. "I love you Terry, and thank you for bringing me hear, I don't think I have felt this comfortable in months" "I'm glad sweetheart, I love you too. I'll tell you what, your not due for another 6 weeks right? Why dont we do this every afternoon? I'm not working at the dojo and your on maternity leave, it makes sence right?"
"What a great idea Terry, you dont mind bringing me hear?" "Of course not sweetheart, I love you and will do anything to make you happy" You share another kiss before having a little swim around in the warm and healing sea. Enjoying eachothers company, swimming together and at points Terry will hold you while you float in the sea, almost like he is holding you in mid air. It was pure bliss, and you couldn't get enough of it. It was starting to get dark now, and Terry said "Right I think it's time to get you two home now and get some dinner on the go" "Aww do we have to Terry?" "I know you want to stay sweetheart, but you and the baby need to eat and sleep. But dont worry, we'll be back tomorow and we'll bring some more things like a packed lunch with us. And we can spend another day without pain. So come on sweetheart, let me take you home"
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This is late but i saw that anon you replied to who said they’re gen z but never got into IG or tiktok. I’m 22 and never had a facebook, twitter, instagram, and definitely will never have a tiktok. N tbh i truly am out of touch with people my age because of it, i fr do not relate to alot of women my age because they’re so into social media culture and are still in the dark depths of being super influenced to hate themselves and their natural bodies and to center men in their life, and I’m already at the better part of healing of all the self hatred and sexual objectification of myself, and i fully put that on me not being on these platforms like.. ever. I know for a fact i’d be the worst, most unhealthy me if i did what most women my age do on social media🤷♀️ but it’s a lot of pressure still, cause i feel extremely behind, and it’s isolating because i just don’t give a fuck to constantly talk about my appearance, tiktok beauty trends, dating and whatever else, it always seems to be the go to conversations when I’m in a group of women my age, it just drags me back to 16-17 year old me harming herself in many different ways to be “That Girl”. They talk how i did, it’s not a healthy setting or topics that should be constantly talked about for me or for anyone tbh, it’s too common for gen z women to bond over hating their bodies and the hyper sexualization of themselves. Imo it is a very different mindset between gen z women who are a part of social media culture and gen z women who are not. That’s just my personal experience and observation though!
yeah i hear you it's sad honestly...... TBH i dont separate myself from this because i'm also influenced by those types of social media platforms like a lot of women my age are, but just to a lesser extent. they're really built to shape your mind and have you reliant on them for a sense of validation and dopamine, literally like a drug lmfao. every other week there's a new trend on tiktok instilling insecurities directly into ppls heads and ppl even call it out for its ridiculousness but then will still internalise the message, it's exhausting.....anyway i get you. that's why i never got into insta really because i just couldn't fathom everything being so aesthetic and appearance-driven, all that performance and influencers dominating the space normalising extreme plastic surgery and face tune and tummy teas and whatever else - obviously you can curate your own feed, but it never felt fun at all. i think what you said about young women bonding over hating ourselves is extremely pertinent, so true. i see it all the time, in even the most casual of exchanges, and i think it'd be obtuse to say social media hasn't played a giant role in that! it upsets me bc i always wonder who we could all be and how we would all see ourselves if we hadn't been raised on this mental diet of bodies as a beauty trend and a commodity. im really glad you managed to circumvent this issue by building a healthy relationship with yourself and your own mind, without any sort of online pressure telling you who or what to be. i get that it can be isolating, though. hopefully in the future we'll see more ppl taking social media breaks and focusing on their mental health a little more, then it won't be so alienating. maybe that's wishful thinking on my part though, lmfao. ty for sharing <3
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I love my friends. I’ll start with that. But we ALL have restrictive EDs and are all aware of it. On one side I’m glad I’m not alone but on the other it’s always a secret competition & im so so sick of it. If I don’t surround myself with different people soon, things are just gonna get worse. On top of that we’d all been struggling on our own & were inching towards recovery but then we found out recently about our struggles & it’s made it a million times worse for each of us. And I go to a private school on scholarship in Europe where 99% of the school either struggles with eating so are skinny or are just naturally skinny. This shit is driving me insane. I want to recover and get away from ALL of it but the shame of “failing” makes me wanna diy death. I feel so stuck !! Any advice?
Oof. This can be really hard! It sounds like you're young, in high school or college, an age where people are deeply concerned about what their peers are doing and there's definitely a competitive edge around that feeling. Know that what you're going through is normal and it's going to be okay.
You may need to take a little space from this friend group, though. Of course their thinking impacts you. It's hard not to be impacted! Especially in your current social situation and age range. Perhaps you can seek out others who share hobbies or passions so that you can base a friendship off something other than body image? I'm not saying you have to abandon your current friend group, but maybe just put some mental boundaries in place about how much time you spend with them and what you're willing to absorb from them. It's okay to voice this out loud, kindly but firmly, so that your change in behavior makes sense to them. You could tell them you're not going to listen to restriction talk or continue to eat with them while they talk about restricting, for example. Make it clear you're in a place where you have to prioritize your own self care. If they don't like it, establish more boundaries and take more distance. Changing relationships are hard at this age, or any age, but you can survive it and find people who are better for you. Or maybe your friends will respect what you're doing! When you get scared of "losing" at weight loss, remind yourself that's not a game you're playing. You're playing "getting super healthy and well."
Spend time on your own, too, journaling or taking walks or creating art, anything to establish a sense of self away from your friends and reorient yourself to the understanding of what you need to do for yourself.
Also, I know it's morbid and I hope you stick around and heal and have a vibrant life, but the phrase "DIY death" gave me a morbid little chuckle. Please take care of yourself, though, anon. High school will end. It's not forever.
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i want to make it clear first this isn’t abt your work i just came across your asks and started thinking and rambling lol! promiseee <3
i think it’s important to note (in gen not just for will) and it’s fr my dream that people understand that will can be receiving and still be in control (and undo his partner pleasurably), i’d honestly argue that’s a more, better type of control and more healing for him in ways? or feels like natural progression when watching the show especially if it’s with mike at the start of their relationship (im speaking about works following canon here not au’s or other concepts haha).
and is not a jab at preferences ever i just get a feeling only s4 warped people’s perceptions (which i dont get because will is still gentler in s4. he just grew up yknow!) even in sfw content. i guess i just don’t see where people (not @ you <3) get the idea he needs to be aggresive to be in control when that isn’t who he is. aggressiveness is a trait they show us he conforms against and isnt the only way to approach control! but it’s like you said people have different things they like depending on daily moods, and growing up, that’s a real to life way to look at it! so duh he’d have friskier days, i understand that view of it
anyway sorry for word puking fandom thoughts! i really enjoy your moodboards, i’d be interested to check out ones of mike giving in there, i’m happy you enjoy writing multiple dynamics. have a good night!
Thinking and Rambling! Lol. Well, I'm glad the asks did that tbh!! <3
i think it’s important to note (in gen not just for will) and it’s fr my dream that people understand that will can be receiving and still be in control (and undo his partner pleasurably), i’d honestly argue that’s a more, better type of control and more healing for him in ways?
In my "real" headcanons for Will this is exactly what I'd like to see for him. Does that make sense? And I don't know if you misunderstood what I was trying to say, but I agree with you. I think that, and this is from talking to real survivors of SA, that this IS a perfect way to heal and build up his confidence in the fact that someone could give him pleasure and it not be something that's going to hurt him or take advantage of him. Receiving that kind of attention and have it be something completely positive---like think of the healing that could offer and that sort of joyous revelation? That's something that's so beautiful to me personally, and generally how I write Will in most of my stories.
However, I don't see anything less healing or beautiful about someone who's been beaten down taking initiative and feeling powerful in a real physical way. It truly is just how that particular person has responded to their regular life? Imo anyways.
Or....also....this can happen in a completely non-sexual way. Which I have written here. There are mulitple ways this could happen for a person like Will and I think they are all beautiful and worthy of exploration in fic.
or feels like natural progression when watching the show especially if it’s with mike at the start of their relationship (im speaking about works following canon here not au’s or other concepts haha).
Mike, in my opinion, in a canon sense.....is a giver. He seems to have an innate sense of caring for and wanting the people around him to be happy. if you delve past his sometimes prickly and sarcastic exterior, I think he's a person who deep down wants to be needed, wants to do a good job, and in turn would be a partner that would want to give whatever his partner desired. So whether it's them wanting him to take care of them sexually or for them to need other things that involve a different dynamic where he'd be on the receiving end--I think he'd be down for whatever honestly. Imo it makes him happy to please and he shows that with both El and Will in canon. So to me that's an easy one to say! 🙃 I think this generally resonates with readers going for the more dominant version of Mike in regards to Will, but I think there's a lot more to explore there if you sort of wanted to switch things up. I don't think either would really go against his character. And also, I guess----I think that top and bottom really gets misconstrued with dominant and submissive, and they frankly, are two separate things. You can be a top and have submissive tendencies, you can be a bottom and and choke your partner while you're doing it. I mean it's all complicated and so yeah I don't know---I just think that sometimes things get pigeonholed, especially with lgbtq characters. When really, there's just so much to unpack and it can all be good!
and is not a jab at preferences ever i just get a feeling only s4 warped people’s perceptions (which i dont get because will is still gentler in s4. he just grew up yknow!) even in sfw content. i guess i just don’t see where people (not @ you <3) get the idea he needs to be aggresive to be in control when that isn’t who he is. aggressiveness is a trait they show us he conforms against and isnt the only way to approach control! but it’s like you said people have different things they like depending on daily moods, and growing up, that’s a real to life way to look at it! so duh he’d have friskier days, i understand that view of it
No not at all! I mean, people are valid in all of their headcanons of their favorite characters. I personally think for people to have their final opinions of Will will have to wait until season 5 is concluded. BUT yes, I mean---in my personal opinion--Will is a gentler, quieter, and according to an 80s pov is effete in his tendencies. And there is absolutely nothing wrong with that and I do tend to disagree with people who have it in their minds that cause he grew muscle mass and shoulders in season 4 that that has somehow changed his personality????
He is very strong in his own quiet way, but yes, he seeks out comfort, he needs that extra love and attention. And that's what Mike offers him. And in turn, his need for that and the way he responds to it is what Mike needs to feel wanted and loved. It's very symbiotic, which is what I noticed starting in season 2 between them, solidified in season 3, and was something that couldn't be ignored in season 4. It's why I started shipping them in the first place! But yeah, of course, as they would grow up and be involved in a relationship with each other the dynamics can ebb and flow and as they get more comfortable with each other and mature they might want to explore new things that would go against their "self-assigned" roles.
Anyways thanks so much! And yeah exploring Mike in a different light and Will in a different light is really just a fun exercise in diving deeper into their psyche, and for me is rewarding as a writer! Of course I have my own personal ideas of canon!Will and canon!Mike but I think the fanfiction versions of these two can be whatever dynamic said writer finds interesting! And it doesn't mean one is less correct than the other.
So here I am word-vomiting right back to you. I hope this makes sense!
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okay i know she’s supposed to be evil and shit but JOY IS SO DAMN COOL AND HOT AND WOW. GODAMN
i love that she’s just straight up discovering weird ass new universes. rly don’t like the hot dogs for fingers tho everything on a bagel?? are you kidding me?
evil joy is too hot and that’s really not fair
the bagel cgi is cool too
poor this universe joy. yeah she’s not gonna be able to stab her is she
OMG YES RAPID JUMPS
WAIT THE GRANDAD IS NOW SENDING PEOPLE AFTER HER
juju chewbacca 😂
glad she’s having this convo with joy but shit
OMG THE BLIND JUMP AND THE SINGER FOR LUNG CAPACITY YES
GOD I LOVE HOW SHES COMBINING THESE RANDOM ASS SKILLS
WHAT THE FUCK WHY IS THIS LADY USING HER DOG AS A FUCKING BOLA?? not the right term but i cant remember it rn
is joy the key to defeating alpha joy?
god that would be so lovely if healing her relationship with joy in this horrible universe helped solve the problem
i love that her world saving skill in this case is thinking of weird ass random shit. i could probably do that. wouldn’t look as cute tho 😂
i hate this butt joke like. cant you take it out pls? for me personally cause it’s apparently a squick? thank you
NO NOT LIKE THAT
wait so they can only access the skills as long as they’re connected to that universe? how’d she combine them all with the shield fight then? or was it cause she fractured
oh no oh no she’s gonna kill alpha waymond fuck fuck FUCK
what is HAPPENING
is she stuck in another evelyn?
oh no the secondhand embarrassment of her messing up other universes
wait did she go back??
BRING ME BACK TO WUXIA UNIVERSE I LIKE THE OUTFITS
omg the creativity of putting them in her drawing??? HER MIND
oh it’s the weird white universe again
“the bagel will show you the true nature of things” GOD HOW DID SHE SAY THAT WITH A STRAIGHT FACE. ACTING
it’s probably a testament to the writing and acting that i actually kinda feel bad for hot dog Deirdre
also i know it’s bad that she’s fucking everything up but it’s such a cool sequence and joy’s face is fascinating to watch
okay now i wanna slow down that clip and see all the other universes!!!
if i was a rock would you still love me?
hmmm i’m a bit sad i didn’t hear their voices but i get the point
this is making me feel shrimp feelings. also i think i’m getting a headache. that’s probably just cause of not really having dinner and being on a plane 😂
YES YES WAYMOND IS GONNA BRING HER BACK I KNEW IT
oh no i forgot she stabbed him in the og universe fuck im gonna cry. and he’s still defending her
FUCK ITS NOT YOUR FAULT. YOURE THE ONE WHOS GONNA FIX IT
THIS WAYMOND BETTER SURVIVE OR ILL FUCKING RIOT
oh no she’s gonna kill waymond isn’t she. please don’t
WAIT WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED
why is the bagel here? and where did it go?
YES HUG DEIRDRE. ALL THE HUGS
god every moment i’m afraid of totally devastating tragedy. see what cdramas done to me??
YES PUT UR HUSBANDS GOOGLY EYE ON UR FOREHEAD DO IT
yess be the chaotic good to her chaotic evil!!
THERE ARE NO RULES. IM GONNA GET YOU. OMG THATS SO CUTE HELP
“i’m learning to fight like you” god now i’m gonna cry again
this is all so ridiculous i can’t. i love it. she’s finding these things from their lives- the things that make them who they are. what is in common in most if not all of the universes. this is really similar to my own concept of self god i love it i cant
oh god she’s racacoonie
don’t let her go
oh god it’s all between the three of them isn’t it. fuck
god the music is all so good and so eerie
holy SHIT THE ‘I AM YOUR MOTHER’ TIMED WITH THE SWITCHES AND MUSIC
wait WHAT. PLEASE TELL ME THE BAGEL LIKE SECRETLY UNDOES THE JUMP STUFF
god joy don’t cry i’ll just be crying with you and that won’t help my headache
god becky is so sweet help i cant. her smile!!!! fuck
oh god for some reason then hugging as two planets collide absolutely fucking ended me
yes yes yes. the other side of nothing matter is why not do the things that make your life and others lives better? why not be the one thing that matters to that person?
BECKY. IS. SO. FUCKING. PRECIOUS. as is waymond obvi
wait the end confused me. but i do like that she didn’t just pretend that she heard. oh like it’s gonna still be there in her metaphorical peripheral vision?
okay so watching prince of egypt wasn’t the best idea if i wanted not to cry again. time for my all time favorite- jupiter ascending
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