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cantsaythetword · 2 months

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Aaaaa social situations hard

#he speaks #im in a social NIGHTMARE lmao #its my gf's sisters bday #and this event was described as a “family dinner”#which im like oki cool dinner with gf's mum and two sisters #but them i found out it was not that #it was in fact not only with her mum's new boyfriend #it was being held AT THE BOYFRIENDS PARENTS HOUSE WITH THEM THERE #and just to make matters worse #her mum was running late to the thing so i was like nuh uh we waiting outside til the mum gets here #but apparently her mum called the boyfriends parents to TELL THEM we were outside #and so the parents WALKED DOWN THE STREET TO LOOK FOR US AND BRING US INSIDE WITHOUT ANYONE ELSE THERE #so i had to make awkward conversation with these people IVE NEVER MET #then they arrived #but halfway through food something happened and gfs mum had to go home to get something for the sister #and my gf was staying in the bedroom with her sister #LEAVING ME ONCE AGAIN ALONE WITH THE RANDOM PEOPLE #i am now sitting next to them on the couch on my phone while yheyre watching avatar 2 #i want to leave #but we cant until gfs mum comes back #which could take anywhere from 10 mins to another hour #depending on how long it takes to find the thing #fuck this is awful im stressing so much my anxiety is BAD #not bad enough for it to show on my face or anything #but still internally im SUFFERING

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thimbleb3rries · 4 months

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Scrolling through my drafted posts is so funny because most of them are just tiny text posts that I don't end up actually posting because I've convinced myself that no one wants to see them???

I'm literally so dumb like

It's my blog and I don't have to use it to serve an imaginary audience????

I don't have to be funny or impressive all of the time I can literally just post whatevers on my mind and I'll be fine

It's Tumblr 😭 of all places I'm allowed to have a wacky digital footprint here or be as myself as I want to be

I really need to get out of my own head sometimes

#silly me #idek why i bug out so much about things like this #it happens with interacting with people online too #like i have to quadruple check every message i write and end up changing the wording a billion times #im just so very afraid of having it misunderstood or having the tone misinterpreted #i never want to say anything wrong ever omg my worst nightmare #wait omg thats just social anxiety #being myself is hard lmao 😭#anyways 👀👀👀👀#my drafts? 👀👀👀👀👀#GIGGLESSSS

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imperaptorfuriosa · 1 year

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ive realized i just dont like many kinds and elements of traveling anywhere

#i just want to be at my home lmao #my house my cat my couch #roads i dont need a gps for and no worry about being judged for missing a certain social norm #im cool with being a faceless person in a group of travelers. i actually like that #but being Wrong or Making A Mistake that outs me as not from here #or messing up in tsa or something????#WORST NIGHTMARE #ruth talks

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the-nightmare-theater · 2 months

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remind me to not look too deeply into internet drama once i confirm the thing im looking into its fucking exhausting

#nightmare ramble #my head is killing me >_< i didnt even draw today i was so focused on this shit going on #just. fucking want all this shit to finally clear up please #im being reminded why i quit social media aside from discord for multiple years lmao fucking christ #anyways im gonna focus on queuing shit that isnt drama for a while because i need a fucking break #vent #selfish of me? yeah 100% but idc rn #like im not even directly involved and its tiring. my fucking heart goes out to the people who are because god #actually i might just straight up not use tumblr tomorrow and focus on other shit for a bit like drawing #yeah fuck it i straight up wont be on here tomorrow i think (i say as i probably will be knowing myself)#dies #edit important note since im not as worked up: im not about to start ignoring the situation and ignoring what trans women go through on-#-here.#im now going to pass out and hopefully keep my presence on here minimal tomorrow since again this is wearing on my own mental state

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dokyeomini · 1 year

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these elections are gonna kill me...... there's not one party u really want to vote for

#there's just .. less unacceptable options #the social democrats are probably gonna be it this time as well for me but... idek what their plan is it's so vague #at the same time they're not promising smth impossible #but then im thinking maybe i should vite for someone who has a bigger chance of pushing out all the right wing candidates....#a whole nightmare is when there's a party i agree with when it comes to economics but not anything else lmao #and they're popular as well #and the most politically acceptable and popular party is one i loathe bc of their economic ideas.....#i do feel like I'm betting on losing dogs every time...

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wonuwrites · 2 months

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Random things that turn seventeen on (doesn’t have to be sexy or smutty.)

Im curious 🤓

AHHHHH I'm SO excited for this. I absolutely love writing reaction posts like this. Hope it's first of many :D going to do them in a random order bc i'm feeling chaotic as hell rn and I'm not even sorry about it.

Warning: NSFW, Smut *Minors DNI*, also some might be so fluffy that they make your teeth rot.

listening to: (will add what songs I'm listening to while writing each of the guys parts <33)

example "Vernon" will be playing "Tell Me It's A Nightmare by Kim Petras"

Lee Chan || Dino: Seeing You Wear His Clothes.

It's not that he is possessive of you, but seeing you wear his clothes fills him up with so much pride. Especially if you had taken a selfie and posted it on social media. He'd just be a beaming ray of sunshine and just want to kiss you, hold you, fuck you, and maybe shop for some more clothes that you could potentially borrow.

Wen Junhui || Jun: Reading A Book

Jun knew what it was like to be lost in a good book, so when he saw you were so invested in a book he'd find it so adorable. Especially if you had not noticed him coming in. He'd find it so attractive and adorable. He wouldn't know if he should initiate something or just grab a book he had been reading.

Kwon Soonyoung || Hoshi: Watching You Dance To A Popular Kpop Dance

Soonyoung is one of the best male kpop dancers, if you disagree, argue with a wall and get your eyes checked. anywhore- Soonyoung would find it adorable if you were both just hanging out and you just broke out a dance move that was popular. He would automatically pull you into his arms and kiss your face while giggling. Bonus points if it was one of his songs and you were not one to dance often. He'd want you so bad.

Kim Mingyu || Mingyu: You Eating Food He Cooked For You

Mingyu is so husband material and cooking seems to be a love language of his. So of course, seeing his significant other enjoying what he put together would make him feel so fuzzy and warm inside. Especially if you were enjoying the meal and complimenting him while eating. Like if you were to say, "Oh Mingyu, what could I ever do to repay you for this delicious meal?" He'd take it sexual so quick and you'd be getting dessert a lot sooner than you thought.

Choi Seung Cheol || S. Coups: Seeing Your Competitive Side

This man should be named Choi Seung-competitive-cheol. He loves winning and a good competition. So when he see's you get competitive as well a switch inside him switches. If you are on same team, he will hype you up. However, if you were on opposing sides, he would get even more turned on and competitive. He'd come up to you and would be like "whoever wins is in charge tonight." asdfghjkl; idk im sorry lmao

Yoon Jeonghan || Jeonghan: Doing Dishes

This angel would be coming home from work and would see you doing dishes or whatever and his heart would just warm up. Seeing you do something so casual and domestic would turn him on and he honestly couldn't tell you why. He'd just smile while walking up to give you a back hug. He'd press a kiss behind your ear then giggle when he noticed a brush creep up across your cheeks.

Xu Minghao || The8: Watching You Be Creative

Minghao is such a creative person, so I imagine that if you were also someone who was creative he would really be into that. You could be in your art studio painting something you've been working on forever and his heart would swell up among something else. He just found you in your element so sexy. Might even make him play a more dominant role and ask if you wanted to be creative in another way... together.

Boo Seungkwan || Seungkwan: You Side-Eyeing One Of The Members

Seungkwan is infamous for side-eyeing his members. So when one of his members does a thing and he notices you are also side-eyeing them he would feel so much pride and just want to touch you because there was finally someone who understood what it was like. However, if you were to side eye him, that would be a different story.

Lee Jihoon || Woozi: Bringing Him Food At The Studio

Look, I get this is such a basic bitch answer but hear me out okay? Jihoon would find the gesture so kind and he'd just be so thankful that he would want to return a favor for you. He'd grab the food from you and just be so soft and give you a kiss. If you were both alone in the studio, he'd just lock the door and then spend some much needed and necessary time with you.

Jeon Wonwoo || Wonwoo: You Randomly Saying Something Smart lmao

Wonwoo gets clowned often for saying prestigious or smartass things by the guys but I mean, when you are smart, you are smart. Anyways, you would be hanging out with the guys and all of a sudden you would say something out of the ordinary and smart (not calling you dumb, you just don't use big words like Wonwoo often. ESPECIALLY not in front of him or the guys.) He'd just bite his lip and look at you with such admiration. He'd show you later just how impressed he was if you catch my drift.

Hansol Vernon Chwe || Vernon: TBH Quoting Shrek

First off lmao. Second off, you both would just be hanging out and something would come up that would make you think of the quote. You saying the quote randomly would fluster Vernon and honestly make him fall for you a little more. He always found you precious but this would make him just squish your cheeks and kiss you all over your face. He just was so happy you were his, and he was yours.

Lee Seokmin || DK/Dokyeom: You Animatedly Talking About Something You're Really Into.

It isn't a secret how precious Seokmin thinks you are. Anyone could see it. He wasn't slick. It was really obvious when you would talk about something you were really into. You would get into it and it would just make his already full heart even more full of love for you. Even though he was turned on, he'd wait until you were finished to initiate anything.

Hong Jisoo || Joshua: Your Hair Blowing In The Wind

Oh boy oh boy, Shua would be so embarrassed at how bad he was turned on by something so subtle and innocent. However, it wasn't his fault that you were just so damn hot. You looked like a model the way your hair blew in the wind. It was just so majestic. He just needed to have you as soon as possible.

sorry these were rough and took awhile. hopefully they don't suck too bad <333

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tangledinink · 10 months

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Ok! Ok! Just one more ask (for now-)!

Does big mama find out that the twins are bio girls? If she does, is she happy or upset? Is she upset they didn't tell her? Does she try to make this a profitable thing (take this how you will)? Is she supportive or not? Did she just not know or did she not care to confirm?

Also!! I just love the tail you gave donnie!! Does leo have a tail? Is it as long as Donnie's? Also which twin is older? Do they share a room? Or do they have their own rooms? If they have their own rooms, do they have like a floor of the hotel just to themselves? Are there plans for any love interest in this au? Are Mikey and Raph also girls? Or did draxum accidentally get two girl turtles? What are all the boys (and Cassandra)'s sexual and gender identity?

Thank you!!! Again sorry for the question spam

lmao sorry for the wait for some reason my brain said i could not possibly answer this until i completed the egg saga and therefore answered the first part of this question. but now im also gonna do an additional part showing donnie and mama's conversation, so it'll get even more answer...

tldr; she finds out about donnie, but still does not know about leo. she is upset and essentially forbids donnie from telling anyone about this-- (cause imagine the pr nightmare.) she wasn't previously aware that they were biologically female.

also!!! thank you!!! leo does also have a tail, but it's a lot shorter and stubbier than donnie's. he's privately a bit jealous of donnie's long, pretty, expressive tail. likewise, donnie is privately a bit jealous of leo's short, simple tail, which is never stepped on or caught in doors-- but neither of them would ever admit it and would in fact claim superiority of their own tail if asked.

donnie is the older twin.

they do not share a room, but they do share a floor of the hotel. they each have their own massive bedroom, complete with en suite bathrooms, balconies, and every other bell and whistle you could ever dream of, and are 'next door neighbors' so to speak. Mama occupies the top floor just above them, and everything below them is the actual hotel.

i don't currently have plans for any love interests!

all four of the brothers identify as male (at least right now, anyway,) and mikey and raph are both biologically male. draxum did not really care about the gender of the turtles he obtained for his experiments; he just needed strong, healthy specimens. (plus, turtles are, like, notoriously hard to sex, anyway.)

leo is pretty sure that he's gay, but hasn't breathed a word of this to anyone. he's well aware that being a prettyboy bachelor and making the girls swoon or whatever the fuck is a part of his 'brand' as a performer, and that messing with this would NOT be well received by his mother.

donnie is bisexual, but hasn't really noticed or processed this himself yet, because he doesn't spend very much time or energy considering what is or is not attractive to him. he has other things to worry about, thank you. (and he's not as...... easily impressed as leo is.) it's not like either of them are out socializing with people their age or going on dates or anything, anyway.

mikey isn't into labels u w u but also hasn't really ever put too much time or energy or thought into dating or anything like that. he's busy trying to eliminate humanity <3

raph, bless his soul, has never once in his life even considered thinking critically about his gender or sexuality or anything else. that's not even a little bit in his world sphere. he has no gotdamn idea.

cassandra is definitely a lesbian lol.

#asks #sokda lal ashes #gemini au asks #gemini au #long post #its okay i like answering questions! :D

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firstpooher · 7 days

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As i seen many people pointing this out and I’m really for it, as you said it could be nightmares because of Babe being scared - or it’s his thoughts - Way mentions their “date” - Babe didn’t show up and Tony telling him to work harder - he’s scared that he’s gonna be bad mama and he doesn’t want to let his child down, as well as he doesn’t want to let Charlie down… or it’s the baby. I mean baby development can trigger Babe’s anxiety or it’s connected to baby’s power and it can cause nightmares or visions or so. I know they’re now very much involved into their mama/papa agenda but why did Charlie choose this nickname, I can be delusional but it doesn’t seem like coincidence to me. And I’m also very much for mpreg next season. I think that they should see our engagement and get us the plot we want, I think Pavel will not let us down.

Additionally, I wanted to ask you about one thing. I might be delusional but hear me out. At the end of first season - I mean last episodes (after Charlie’s death) I’m sure that death of the person you live is traumatic but Babe fainting and later crying every occasion, he doesn’t seem to be hormonal for you? I mean I was thinking and amount of tears was hormonal?

yes, on the first point I agree with you, it could be babe scared that he won't be a good 'mama' or as u also said letting the child down, and actually just thinking about it. Their baby. Charlie and babe's baby will mostly be a special one, regardless of his second gender. So maybe babe is also very worried about sth happening to his baby like what happened to him. He is worried about his baby that the baby will be hunted by people like tony too and this appears in his nightmares the chasing the feeling of being caged in way's arms (I applaud Pavel for his acting in this scene and his raw fear and worry)

The baby will most likely be special. So yes, the baby will be powerful, and it can trigger babe's anxiety a lot, I agree with you. Also yes that specific word used did really confuse us all cuz of all times they said it as i recall starting in EP 6 the word "mama" it was either used as fluff word or a kink (lol we all know charlie fantasies about getting babe pregnant) [fluff charlie first attempt at using was for what?? yeah them having a baby. Running around and calling charlie papa and babe mama after this they used it as a kink lmao]

But this time it was babe waking up from a nightmare and a word like this can be used like a usual pet name? So charlie would causally address babe by it when he was trying to calm him down (the mere presence of charlie in that time did actually calm babe down, but the word was for assurance) and that it makes me wonder, this little word made my head spin with thoughts the moment I heard and I had to replay it a lot cuz were they trying to really imply he is preggo or those two were fooling around together, still lost in between.

i hope it will be mpreg too im so excited for it i hope Pavel hears us out, mu is all over the social media so I'm pretty sure he read this a lot lol

he wont disappoint, no.

To address your last question, let me begin by discussing the nature of babe's emotions and feelings from my perspective. He is an emotional alpha male, experiencing raw emotions like happiness, sadness, grief, pain, and anger. These emotions were evident right from the beginning. Personally, I believe he is someone who displays intense emotions when triggered. Therefore, it doesn't seem logical to me. The days when he witnessed the love of his life passing away, seeing their lifeless body, and feeling their absence was too much for him. It was a traumatic experience, and it wasn't the only one he had to endure.

Babe went through many unspoken challenges that we were unaware of. So, when he finally found someone who brought him comfort and peace, only to lose him within a few months, it didn't just break him; I believe it left him wounded, with every corner of his house reminding him of Charlie. It's natural for him to cry his eyes out. If you're considering the possibility of his reaction being influenced by pregnancy hormones, physical sickness could also manifest (depending on the person). However, I don't think his appearance in episode 11, looking pale, supports the pregnancy theory.

#pit babe the series #pit babe season 2

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evelili · 10 months

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I read your magnum opus. It was great, I loved all the mystery with Celestia and Twilight not knowing what was going on with Sunset/the magic and the sort of magical realism setting. As someone with social anxiety, Twilight in the first chapter was spot on. So I guess I just wanted to ask if you had social anxiety too?

ahhh im so glad you enjoyed it! and yea, i try not to talk abt my personal life too much online anymore, but i do have pretty severe anxiety (unfortunately covid was a big setback in my progress of Leaving My House More Than Once A Week lmao). thankfully modern medicine is incredible and im not as bad in certain aspects as i was in high school! just means now with the distance between that version of me i get to slap it all onto twilight sparkle instead lol

honestly, i think subconsciously i wrote the fic stemming from pinkie’s motto in chapter 8, which in turn was something i learned when i finished uni. anxiety wont ever go away completely, but you as a person will become so much more capable of managing your “nightmare” as you grow as a person. and i hope that if you havent already you can find that strength for yourself, the same as i eventually did.

thank u so much for reading again, it means the world to me that u gave it a shot!!

#smiling giggling kicking my feet as i get ready #what a wonderful way to start my day #lili talking #tte

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yazthebansheek · 1 month

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About me!

You can call me Yasmine, Yaz, Yazzy, Omni, OmniElle, Elle or Bansheek!

my tag for MY ART: #OmniElle

I’m a minor.

you can ask me, my creepypasta au, My Mandela catalogue au, and my SCP au anything!

I love creepypastas, SCPs, Granny, Mandela Catalogue, Little nightmares, Marble Hornets, BATIM, John Doe/house hunted, Eddsworld, FNAF, sally face, FPE, Slashers/horror movies, Japanese urban legends, Death note, TBHK, Trevor Henderson creatures, Cryptids, monster high, and more!

Yaz Creepypasta art April! (tag Yaz April Challenge!)

my wife is Slendrina 💅🩷 (Slendrina x OmniElle 😏😩)

I’m sapphic, She/They! (I think I’m Asexual)🖤🩶🤍💜❓

I love Entomology/Bugs!💚

I do digital art and Traditional art.

I was born on March 8, Making me a Pisces. ♓️

i love swimming, being outside, and swinging on swings.

Fuck with my friends (online or irl) I’m fuckin’ you….In the as-😇😁

my deviant art: https://www.deviantart.com/yazthebanshee

my Favorite colors are Teal and Light purple

Im an apatheist!

I have ADHD, Anxiety, SPD, and depression.

I can make a really realistic goose noise🪿

I am learning German. I learned a bit of Spanish as a kid, Hola mi amor.

I don’t really like heights, tube slides, rashes, wasps, or spiders being on me.

I have a really horrible fear of tampons from trauma lmao.

My favorite food is pretzels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am known as a banshee cause I can shriek hella loud

I love being outside in the cold!❄️

I loveeeeee flowers, especially Nerium Oleanders and Jasmine flowers.

I have seen a bunch of ghosts and I Believe my backyard is haunted no joke💀

I have a ghost named Elizabeth and she’s nice!

I have a doll that kind of looks like me named Nerium and I sleep with her every night.

I love music

I have sensory overloads from too much noise, too little noise, stress, and other things.

I’m allergic to a certain type of tree, and pain medicine. > I had gone into anaphylaxis recently and now I have a Epipen.<3

Melanie Martinez, CG5, and Skillet🩷🩷🩷

I know a lot about insects, dinosaurs, natural disasters, and creepypastas!

I like writing, drawing, and creating characters.

I have some creepypasta oc’s that need to be published desperately 💀😔

Perfect gal to vent to✅ (message me if you need 2 boo)

Mother/sister figure to a bunch of people whether online or irl.

Also known as D¡3, which was my old social media names.

I use procreate, ibisPaint x, and CapCut.

I have a YouTube channel which is OmniElle

I’m a shy person but when I feel comfortable around people I don’t stfu lmao.

Words to describe me: Shy, talkative, creative, protective, sweet, caring, odd, weird, hyper, annoying, funny, embarrassing, quiet, artistic, anxious.

I TAKE REQUESTS FOR ART!!! (I mostly do creepypasta art however)

My ocs: (that I use frequently)

Cynthia Ezelle

Darla the Spider / Mother Widow

Turbulence

Dead Mally

OmniElle (me)

Marley

Kannibal Katelyn

Raven Konnel

Mariah The Proxy (Mariah Katelyn)

BØB the demon

Egon the angel

Ellias the Eyeless Angel (Ellias Eyeless)

Marie M.

Melody Milestone (The Music Box of Melody Milestone)

Mr. X

Mr. Mantis

Sarah the Slasher

Annabelle Shar

Sophie Annalya

My Social medias: (Coming soon)

Roblox: Sad_wolf10Yaz

Youtube: OmniElle (YazTheBanshee)

DeviantArt: YazTheBanshee

Fandom.Com: Yxsm1neTheBanshe3

Picnic: N/A (Quit)

TikTok: N/A

Wattpad: YazTheBansheek

Ibispaint X: N/A

#about myself #creepypasta #artists on tumblr #lgbtq community #lgbt pride #lgbtq #lgbtqia #get to know me #stuff about me #digital artist #traditional artist #artist #sapphic #asexual #questioning #small artist #small youtuber #personal

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xylomilo · 10 months

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Ninja Headcannons

Cole

Any pronouns

Demiromantic Bisexual with male lean

Afro-Latino with a little bit of French from great-grandfather

NU Goth

Collects records

Short butterfly locs

Booba 🤲🤲🤲

Will eat anything and everything if it doesn’t leave his mouth

PTSD from the fall in March of the Oni 🥰

After DotD, the others (and him) kept forgetting Cole isn’t a ghost anymore so they kept hitting him and he kept bumping into walls for a while

His mother would make cake from him when younger, thus why he loves it so much

Releases stress by training, baking cakes, or listening to music

Likes to study the meaning behind song lyrics

Jay

Demi-Boy

He/They

Bisexual

3/4 Korean 1/4 White (Libber was half white half Korean)

Portable charger that never runs out

“BRO HIS HEART STOPPED BEATING” Jay: “Let me try” ELECTROCUTES HIM

Southern accent that faded away over time

Scene kid in high school

Mythology nerd

Everyone bullies him for being part white

Rise of the Brave Tangled Dragons fan

Refuses to download Twitter bc his fans scare the shit out of him

Audhd(?) (Autistic ADHD)

Kai

Trans

He/Him

Pansexual

Half Filipino Half Argentinian

Used to sacrifice a lot of things just to see Nya happy (cough cough Kenny McCormick cough cough)

Switched names with Nya one day and got hit by the transgender-fication ray

Constantly refers to Nya as “sis” because she used to be the only thing he had

Only good at forging magical weapons (the opposite of Karlof lmao)

Allergic to seafood but didn’t know until he was talking to the others like “yk it’s weird how fish makes my lips tingle” and they went 😟😟

Used to have nightmares the day his parents disappeared

Has accidentally made so many fires out the most random things

Every sea creature hates him

Dragons adore him and Oni loathe him

Lloyd

Trans, non-binary

He/They

Achillean AroAce spectrum

Vitiligo

Japanese with a bit of Chinese from grandma

AUTISTIC ADHD HAVER 🫵🫵🫵🫵

Has never seen any pictures of his grandmother, only heard vague stories

Lots of animals like him. Like a lot. Bro is followed by anything and everything when he goes to the park.

Seasonal allergies (FUCKING LOSER (im projecting))

Collector of books he will never read, physical and digital

Old dreamsmp fan- the others still make fun of him for it to this day

Sleeps in the most uncomfortable positions and places but is somehow fine

Lloyd wishes he had stayed in contact with Brad.

Had matching bracelets with Brad, but Lloyd doesn’t remember where he put it

Lloyd sometimes stalks Brad’s social media pages to see what he’s been up to, but is too scared to actually follow him back. When they do though, they find out Brad blocked them on everything the day after.

Post season 16, Lloyd became a pet sitter for a while. Imagine their surprise when the door opened and he was face-to-face with Brad. Lloyd quit the next day.

Nya

Trans

She/Her

Bisexual

Half Filipino Half Argentinian

Really observant

Knows what Kai did for her when they were younger and she feels awful about it

Can manipulate water in people but it’s hard to do

Couldn’t remember what her parents looked or sounded like until Season 7

Used to steal a lot when she was younger to help her brother

Every sea creature likes her

Dragons are terrified of her

Wakes up in a cold sweat when her older middle-child senses start tingling (Red Green Blue Ghost by beloved 🙏🙏)

Her and Morro got intense beef like fist fighting type (middle child stuff)

“Babe why is your mom hot” “Nya istfsm”

Zane

He/They/It

Pansexual

Vitiligo

African-American

AUTISTIC 🫵🫵

Used to overheat a lot pre season 4 but his ice powers cancelled it out

“Oh this media is nice” proceeds to research it for the next twelve hours (me)

JAZZ LIKER, GET HIS ASS

Gets treated like a brand new iPhone by Acronix 😭😭

Doesn’t need to charge, being near Jay Is enough 😭😭

Kenny McCormick by how many times he has died

“Don’t worry guys, I can fix this problem” pulls out gun

Wakes up in cold sweat “MY STUPID BITCH SENSES ARE TINGLING”

Their heart is made of ice, literally (their power core is made of blue crystal and chronosteel, which is how the old EM gave Zane their powers)

PIXAL

She/They/It

Unlabeled

African

Collects everything and anything

“Aw, this is too expensive!” … “Wait I’m rich.”

Only wears turtlenecks and plaid pants/skirts

Small rivalry with Nya because everything PIXAL creates, Nya has created before

A little bit insane

Zane: Would you still love me if I was a worm?

PIXAL: You already are

“Woah, they’re laser focused!” and PIXAL is listening to celebrity drama videos

Likes watching people argue on Samurai X’s gender/pronouns (thinks its funny)

Acts like schlatt sometimes

Has a habit of speaking in a monotone voice and is genuinely surprised when people think it’s being rude

Brutally honest 😭😭 Kai will say “does this make my ass look fat?” and PIXAL will respond with “the opposite, actually.”

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eddies-house · 7 months

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So, my social anxiety isn't nearly as bad as R's but that party still sounded horrendously busy 😬 get me back home in some skeleton pjs asap.

Jett. Just..bye. still don't like you. Not entirely sure why yet. If he turns out to be a genuine sweetheart I'm so sorry, I'll retract everything.

Haha Eddie's stomping off in his little jealous huff coz he's plastered 😍 my favourite part of this. The way he coos at her when he realises it's her he bumped into 🫠 and then her little 'hi' back 🫠🫠so normal about this. it's fine.

And then she helps him home! Love that they've turned into each other's designated drivers, and then when he looks at her expectantly after puking like a good little sub waiting for his orders 🫠 still so normal.

Then he opens up! Not just a cryptic comment, then nothing. She gets the full lowdown! Good for him. Hope he doesn't regret it when he's sober.

His Halloween 'costume' I'm not ok about this. Him being a complete simp for her, rolling over for belly scratches just like Donnie said he would, I can just about cope with. But then you added smudged eyeliner and tattoos of wings and I'm not normal about him anymore 🫠

ME GIGGLING TO MYSELF BECAUSE I LOVE TALKING ABOUT YOUR THOUGHTS AFTER EVERY CHAPTER 🥹

no but my social anxiety is as bad as readers if not worse and I just crafted up the most horrific scenario I could think of…literally showing up to a party along and being instantly met with a crowd of people like LIKE THATS MY PERSONAL NIGHTMARE AT LEAST LET ME EASE INTO IT

LMAO I love your beef with Jett 😭

I love me some jealous Eddie especially cause he can’t control it being plastered like that like his emotions are just on full display and he doesn’t even realize it 💀 OK BUT when he coos at her THATS WAS MY FAVORITE TOO LIKE HES JUST SHOWING HIS TRUE FEELINGS AND LIKE I SAID HE CANT HIDE HIS EMOTIONS WHILE WASTED IT BECOMES HIS WEAKNESS

I had to turn the situation around except to be fair, Eddie got puked on and reader only had to help him through throwing up in an appropriate spot so reader had it a lot easier lol…and subby Eddie who’s usually all dominant and grumpy LIKE GIVE ME MORE HES LIKE HER PUPPY AND SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW IT HES LITERALLY WRAPPED AROUND HER FINGER

(If you can’t tell I’m also being so normal about this)

no but it’s about time he speaks his truth like they haven’t known each other very long but the chemistry is just *chefs kiss* and she’s only given him every reason to trust her

UGH HIS EYELINER AND TATTOOS DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED IM SUCH A SIMP FOR THIS MAN

anyway….thank you so much for reading I love being normal about Eddie with you

#ILY💜💜💜💜#vics mail #asks #smoke signals #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson fic

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wyvernvoneldritch · 5 months

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So hi im not dead. Didnt post for a while cuz I was dealing with some shit within my social circle and on top of that I was physically unwell but at least I feel better physically lmao

Anywizzle take this WIP of my fav lil Symbiote OC Nightmare (who has gotten a MAJOR redraw along with her host and istg they dont look as fucking goofy as they do in my old posts although imma be honest i dont remember if i ever posted em here💀💀💀)

I finished both their redraws a while ago I just had no fuckin energy to post my girls lmao

If her face in the pic looks familiar its cuz I used an old pic and just redrew it but also added some extra stuff to her. I missed her so much.

⚠️ DO NOT use the art or characters without permission

⛔️ NO tracing, NO reposting

⛔️ NO shifting, NO role playing

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wyldblunt · 1 year

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I swear I like reading about your ocs a normal amount. I dunno what it is but you give life to the nightmare court and I am currently just vibrating reading stuff and looking at art.

Also telling myself I do not need a deadeye oc.

omg thank u!!!! i love scurrying around exploring a bunch of little made-up social pockets in the court so i'm glad it's enjoyable for other ppl to see too lmao. ALSO YOU DO NEED A DEADEYE OC. YOU DO. IM ENABLING YOU

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nowandthane · 10 months

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Snippet Sunday

it is still sunday somewhere in the world so. Was tagged by @daedrabait <3 thank you my dear. im normally too socially anxious to do these tag games but this one is pretty cool! so i will overcome the weird feelings.

gonna tag @mmmchimken @sillyliterature @ficbrish and anyone else who wants to do this! no pressure though <3

Rules: Revisit an old fic (or earlier chapters of your current WIP) and share a snip from:

Your first chapter

Your favorite chapter

Your most challenging chapter

Alternatively, if you don’t write longfic, feel free to share your one-shots. Provide as much or as little commentary as you want.

From Command Me to Love (i really wanted to do my current WIP but I don't really have enough chapters yet lmao)

First chapter (I'll be honest, I would there's so much I'd change about this cha[ter if I was rewriting. But I chose this bit because Aria's and Cassandra's friendship is pretty significant, but Aria never would've went near the Seeker if she hadn't been so desperate)

“Seeker, I have a request to make of you.

“What is it?” Cassandra asked.

“I have a son. He should be in Haven, or near to it, with his guardian Lara, an elven woman,” Aria told her. “Should anything happen to me, I need to know that they will be —” She inhaled sharply. “Will you see to it that they are conveyed safely to my parents in Ostwick?”

“I — yes, of course.” Cassandra considered her. “I apologise. I was not aware — did you not want to see them when we were in Haven?”

“I was not sure if you could be trusted with them then,” Aria said, shrugging. “But it seems you have honour, and I have little choice.”

Favourite chapter (chapter 42. yeah it's very near the end lmao but I remember the joy of writing this, the satisfaction of getting to this point, and how happy i was for the characters, so yeah)

“Mummy!” Aidan’s joyful shout rang out over the din of the crowd, which began to undulate, a wave of people turning to see what he had noticed. Cullen could feel Aidan buzzing with excitement. Unable to help his grin, unable to care about professionalism, he lifted the boy off his shoulders and handed Aidan over to Lara.

Cullen longed to join them as they bounded down the stairs hand-in-hand, the sea of people parting to allow them through, but he stayed standing with Aria’s other advisors. He watched as Aria noticed her family, how she sprinted towards them and the loving embrace the three of them ended in, the two women on their knees, on Aidan’s level. He so rarely saw Lara emotional, but even at this distance he could see the elf wipe away tears from her bright green eyes.

By the time the family relinquished their hold on each other, Aria’s companions had caught up to her. Cullen’s eyes tracked them, glad that none of them were hurt — though he’d had that report already, too. Solas was missing, as the messenger had also warned. The group of them made their way through the cheering people, Aidan in Aria’s arms, Lara beside her.

When they reached the bottom of the stairs, her companions all stopped, and Lara as well. With a roll of her amber eyes, Aria shifted Aidan to one arm and grabbed Lara’s hand, throwing a smile at her companions before leading her family up the stairs. Cullen, Josephine, and Leliana all bowed before her as she stood before them.

“I could not have done this without you,” she said. “Thank you.”

“Thank you, Inquisitor,” Josephine said. Leliana nudged Cullen forward with a soft push to his shoulder.

He approached Aria, part of him desperate to touch her, part of him terrified to try in case this was a dream… But she walked right to him, unafraid, pressing her face into the crook of his neck. Cullen wrapped his arms around her and Aidan, his heart threatening to burst out of his chest.

The roaring of the crowd was overwhelming, but he was grounded now. He had her, and she was safe. She was here. Not a dream, nor a nightmare, but Aria.

“I love you,” he murmured into her ear. She said something in reply that he couldn’t catch over the din, but he felt her body shake with laughter. Aria smiled up at him, bright and joyous, and he didn’t need her words.

Her love was in her eyes.

Most challenging chapter (chapter 22, when they were in the fade. This was so difficult to write, but I’m happy with how it turned out. Chose this snippet because the others are a bit too graphic)

Her feet failed her, tangled, and Aria threw up the contents of her stomach as she fell to her knees.

“Shit, Prickly!” Varric exclaimed. She felt his hand on her back. Why? He should hate her. She should have stayed behind instead of his best friend. That was her duty. Aria knew it was her duty, and she had tried, but she feared dying. She feared it so much she just stood dumbly there and Hawke had pushed her aside, crying out a battle roar as she engaged the Nightmare in battle.

She will know no fear of death, for the Maker shall be her beacon and her shield, her foundation and her sword.

And Aria had staggered out of the Fade, hating herself. She couldn’t die. She just couldn’t! Not without seeing Aidan one more time. She had been so fucking terrified at everything the Nightmare had made her witness, felt so much loathing for herself because she had to kill her family, her son — and she knew it wasn’t really them, but Maker forgive her, it had felt real. And she’d murdered them.

Aria shook with unshed tears, sobs barely contained. Solas grabbed her by the elbow and pulled her up.

“Not now, Inquisitor,” he said softly, leading her away. “You can’t break now.”

“Aidan…” Her voice was a barely audible rasp.

“I know. But people are watching,�� Solas said quietly.

“Limp,” Cassandra ordered, pulling one of Aria’s arms around her shoulders. Aria did as commanded. It wasn’t hard — her entire body hurt.

And so her friends pulled her away from what was left of Adamant Fortress, hiding her weakness.

The one who repents, who has faith, unshaken by the darkness of the world, she shall know true peace.

Maker, Andraste, forgive me. Forgive my weakness, forgive my doubt. Forgive me.

Hawke, I am so sorry.

#dragon age #dai #da fanfic #command me to love #cullevelyan #arianwen trevelyan #aidan trevelyan #cullen rutherford #cassandra pentaghast #varric tethras #solas #my fics #tag games

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magnoliamyrrh · 2 years

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hearing my professor say "sex workers" in class after and while literally and explicitely talking about nonwestern victims of sex trafficking using those terms like. im gonna eat my own tongue. im gonna scream so loudly and so silently it will burst my lungs. im going to become a black hole.

in general i find that term to be so fucking offensive bc it can only maybe apply to a very very small minority of well off economically privileged women who "choose" to do "sex work" (and even many of them talk abt feeling exploited - almost like prostitution is inherently expolitative wow) but. you know sometimes those "sex workers" are the only ones ppl rly picture, they dont picture street prostitution, hitckhiker hookers, sex trafficking, child sex trafficking, that the averege age of entering prostitution is 14, drug addiction, pimps, constant violence, etc

but. dear lord help me. in the context of literally taking explicitely about victims of "sex" trafficking in relation to poverty. to still have this postmodern god forsaken fucking nightmare so dug into your hear you say SeX WoRkErs;;; I ;;; I. Honestly im so offended. Its so fucking offensive. Like i almost wanna fucking cry. And she aint even white lmao shes indian like maam as a fellow immigrant please stop parroting the western bullshit i beg you. its so god damn fucking offensive and this bullshit is passed off as progressive and right and parroted by professors and taught as a given and preached and taught uncritically and then parroted by students and then. someone posts it online and some idiot reads it tells it to another idiot who tells it to another idiot. And then this insanity affects the whole westenrn "FeMinIsM" movement. And then, not only do I personally have to deal with a bunch of fucking idiots who have the gull to tell ME how the fuck I cant or can speak and how I should fucking feel when they dont got a single damn clue, BUT ALSO. this sort of cultural fucking idiocracy leads to real life impacts. Ala, western european states legalizing prostitution, thus the horrid rise of sex trafficking, child sex trafficking, child pornography, etc, of mainly balkan, roma, refugee, immigrant, poor, etc etc women. Ala, there was this article written by a Romanian prostitute in spain. She was complaining about how because of this sex work narrative now even more men come to prostitutes bc theyve bought this bullshit narrative of the "happy sex worker" so. now, they have to put all this extra fucking emotional effort into pretending like theyre enjoying what these men are doing to them and like they want it and all this shit. Which, let me tell you, its a whole lot easier to just dissociate when you get used to being regularly raped than it is to have to pretend like you fucking want it and enjoy it too. Something along the lines, these men want your soul not just your body, and this much worse...... And how, because of this, they also have to invest more in makeup and shit to look "well" which fuether just sinks them into the whole cycle which is quite hard to get out of. So. So.

As far as Im concerned. All the god forsaken postmodern nonsense that is propagated in western social sciences academica - has real life fucking effects. It has. The things written, the things discussed, the things professors say. Ive said before, that maybe postmodernism has some academic value (though we didnt need french people to be like, yo dude did you know multiple perspectives on life exist? inssne!). But. It doesnt fucking stay in academica. None of this bullshit stays in academica. And apart from this sort of bullshit not even being "feminism" and being inherently detrimental to the unity needed for social movements, inherently complacent, inherently antirevolutionary, inherently fucking REEKING of western individualism and selfishness up the fucking ass,,,,,,,,,it has real life fucking affects.

Westerners whove never fucking been through any of this shit sit in universities coming up with all these fucking theories but who pays the price. Who pays the god damn fucking price? Who? For their thought experiments? For these societal experiemnts? For these bullshit western ideas of freedom and progress and feminism? We do. My people do. We do. God fucking damn it

#Im gonna eat glass #Im not going to stay in academia but if i was. I think theyd kick me out of the anthropology department #before i got my phd #fuck this shit #Someone needs to fucking do something about it. Someone needs to fucking critique it form the inside #which i can actually say i did lmao because i <3 showed up at office hours <3 and uhh #said my peace.#which im sure she wasnt expecting but. im also genuinely glad she listened. i guess #its a big harder to just cancle someone or tell them to shut up #when they tell you frankly tat they were sex trafficked as a child and come from one of the sex trafficking #capitals of the world #like. <3 sorry lol i have more a right to speak then you! lovely! great!#i didnt direct it at her in particular lmao i went a roundabout way of critiquing what i called privileged western bullshit #but im sure she also got that I was biting back against the sex work thing while speaking abt fucking victims of sex trafficking #AND lmaoo i did go on a very short but well put together quip abt postmodernism being inherently individualistic #and detrimental to movements and literally funded by the CIA in class lmao SOmEONE NEEDS TO SAY SOMETHING #just enough to get people looking and curious and wanting answers and QUESTIONING THIS SHIT #i came back to this country after being back home having none of this shit dkdkd #............. how you can even be from india and admit you've seen the horrors of street prostitution and still propagate the sex work shit #in the same breath is beyond me #it really is #and how you can propagate these western narratives of individualistic ChOiCe #while also teaching abt nonwestern concepts which view equality and freedom in nonindivualistic terms #...... maaam...... how is the cognitive dissonance not hitting #...... this was some weeks ago but like. idk thinking back on it its like #again lmao. its so fucking offensive. its........ how fucking deep do you have to be to explicitely speak about sex trafficking victims #stricke by poverty and call them sex workers #.....................#...#like maam. maybe youve been in this country too long. maybe youve been in westenrn academica too long. its time to wake up a bit

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