#im also usually in a mood

[mage-witha-glock]

My personality is literally if you put Zorian and Taiven in a blender and put an emphasis on their worst qualities

This is not good

#for zorian: #i too strive to be a nicer person then immediately be a bitch afterwards #im antisocial #im also usually in a mood #i say what i mean and miss social cues #for taiven: #i get jealous of my friends abilities which is a really toxic trait im trying to break #i nickname my friends after animals. which can he read as insulting #this is. not good. #mother of learning #zorian kazinski #taiven mol

[napping-sapphic]

Picture this: we eat a truly absurd amount of mashed potatoes and then go to sleep

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #did this seduce anyone?? #or am i only seducing myself with this idea #god mashed potatoes are so good #very good right before SLEEPING #which is also so good #@ girls with good mashed potato recipes: pls fall in love with me pls fall in love with me pls fall in love with me pls— #person: yeah i usually don’t peel the potatoes so i get it if you don’t like my recipe #me: *already on one knee to propose* #what if we got married and ate potato forward dishes for every meal🥺👉👈 #im gay and i like sleeping #this is the kind of romantic post yall are following me for right?

[cali]

darkraiiiiii

#art #i was brewing up a complicated picture in my head too many factors intermingling and i put a requirement on myself that i would need to #feel a certain mood to create said picture cuz only then would it feel good and true but it was an impossible to achieve mood #and it made me miserable for a week i went to bed as soon as possible everyday to skip to the next one but today i woke up at 2am #and thought well maybe i should just draw something simple that i like it doesnt have to be high concept #so its just darkrai!!!! cuz its such a cooly! and its made out of shapes ive enjoyed drawing recently #smoking fire plumelike stuff u kno... #and i got to try out the spraypaint thing again cuz there was stuff i realized i coulda done better after the red 3 head hybrid pic #so i wanted to do it again. do u like these- with the spraypaint rendering? i will make more of them no matter what u say #but im about to go to bed now. i started the pic at 11am and finished at 8pm so 9hrs spent?! well the stenciling takes a long while in pain #i did the spraying in ms paint again and then composited it in paint net like usually. #also im typing much because the combination of coffee (which i try to make special and rare for me so it hits more cutely) #+ the euphoria that drawing gives me makes me talkative. but now.- ! im tired !! goodnight #pokemon #darkrai

[nocturnalnewsiestrash]

There are two types of Bottoms (2023) rewatches (for me at least)

Or

#lets play a game of guess which one i am in tonight 🥹 #spoiler its not the first one #isokay though im managing it well *well being a relative term for my usual amount of my panic attack management system #bottoms 2023 #bottoms movie #the amount of giggly smiling tricks my brain into thinking we're actually feeling happy and in a giggly mood #and the unhingedness gives my empathetic nervous system a chance to redirect its focus onto THEIR issues instead of #mine and then suddenly my brain has realized we're not in immediate danger #and boom we've got a perfect panic disorder management strategy for me #the other type of rewatch is also very fun. trust. Especially when I'm introducing it to my other sapphic friends. so much glee #and unintelligible thoughts. giggly unintelligible thoughts #anyhoo here you all go :))

[rileys-battlecats]

I’m real curious about this

So in the “Johnny” and “The Garden” videos it’s grey scale, is there a specific reason for that?

My interpretation of it is that since it’s from Mudpaw’s view it’s all bleak and dark reflecting his mental state, whereas “The accident” is from Possums view so it’s coloured

So “Tiresias”, “The omen” and “lullaby” are mainly focused on Mudpaw so they are also dark and colourless

I might be reaching with this but I thought it was a cool theory

Loving your interpretation!!

#ask #all this is true but also. ​im gonna be so real with you rn and tell you that i just Do Not Like Coloring #greyscale is really fun to work with for me haha. plus I like the feeling it lends to the videos!! like you said it makes them feel bleak #and that really helps with establishing the viewer's understanding of mudpaw's state of mind/mood #in addition to all this. I really like the continuity of the style? like. the more 'spin-off' type videos usually come in different styles #but the Main Mudpaw Story Videos are greyscale #also I meant to answer this hours ago BUT the new video started premiering and I got Distracted

[wikiangela]

tease tidbit tuesday💀

tagged by @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @daffi-990 @fortheloveofbuddie @disasterbuckdiaz @hoodie-buck 💖

hi! so, yesterday I randomly opened the doc with the buddie death cast au - which is a fic I started writing last summer on vacation and never got back to it but then made progress lol it's gonna be MCD, which i know is not everyone's thing so feel free to ignore this 🤣 it's basically buddie in the universe of the "they both die at the end"/"the first to die at the end" books so it's gonna be sad, sorry lol (I never even read mcd, idk why i'm writing this but this idea just wants to be written i guess haha) gotta put this weird mood I've been in lately to good use and finally write this 🤣 not sure if I'm happy with this snippet, but it all needs editing, the first two snippets were written on my phone and haven't been edited yet lol

I posted two snippets so far, gonna link them both snippet 1 | snippet 2

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“Is all of this clear, Eddie?” she asks in the end.

“Yeah, sure, whatever.” he says shortly. He should've just hung up immediately. Or cancel this stupid subscription after Shannon died. Sometimes he wonders if maybe people who get the calls and coincidentally get into accidents, for example, just give up and refuse to fight because they think it’s their time. Not like Shannon could do much, her injuries were too severe when they got there, but the point stands. Maybe they get more reckless, thinking it doesn’t matter anyway. 

There’s a short pause on the line, but then Jane speaks up again, her tone softer, more sympathy seeping through.

“I know it’s not easy to accept, if you’d like some help with that, on out website you can find therapists and grief counselors specializing in-”

“Listen.” Eddie interrupts. He’s spent enough time in therapy. He’s not doing it on his supposedly last day. “I know it’s all bullshit. I don’t care. You said what you had to say, I listened, for whatever reason.” he rolls his eyes. He really should’ve hung up, or not answered at all. “Is this conversation over yet?” he asks and is met with another moment of silence. She’s probably wondering what everyone else always is: why is he even spending money on this if he doesn’t believe. He has an answer ready to go, but that’s not what she asks.

“Can I ask you a question?” she says quieter, whispering, probably not allowed to go too much off-script. 

“Sure, why not.” he shrugs. He’s wide awake now, anyway, he’s not in a hurry. Not like he’s dying anytime soon.

“If it was your last day, how would you spend it? You don’t have to answer, just think about it.” she adds quickly, her tone much softer and gentler now. Eddie’s mind immediately supplies a picture of Christopher and Buck, just a casual hang-out, like usual, maybe going to the movies, or the aquarium, or the planetarium, something fun for his kid. And later a gathering with the rest of their family, maybe a barbecue at Bobby and Athena’s, with Maddie and Chim, and Hen and Karen, all their kids, just everyone having fun together. Yeah, that’d be a perfect day. “There’s no harm in spending today just like this, if possible. Just in case.” Jane adds, still whispering. He doesn’t tell her that’s more or less his plan, anyway, for the evening after his 12-hour shift. During which nothing will happen to him, because Death-Cast doesn’t know shit. “Well, lastly, Eddie,” Jane’s voice is back at normal-volume, tone strictly professional but sympathetic, as she recites the end of her script, “on behalf of everyone here at Death-Cast, we’re so sorry to lose you. Live this day to the fullest.”

Eddie hangs up without a word.

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#tease tidbit tuesday #death cast buddie au #buddie wip #buddie fic #buddie #wikiangela writes #my writing #fic snippet #my wips #angst #buddie angst #mcd #i don't know how yet but eddie will die in this one bc apparently ive been in the mood to break my own heart lmao #i wanted to say maybe i'd share smth happier tomorrow but i don't think i have any happy wips im actively working on rn??? #there are happy wips in general but im not really in the mood/inspired for those rn #ran out of happy when i finished the natalia fic i guess lol #who even am i lmao what's with all the angst and sad im usually all about fluff 🤣 #(gonna share some more of alive shannon tomorrow!) #btw if you haven't read the books and have questions hmu but also i'll try to make everything clear in the fic lol #but also SO recommend the books they're so good and so sad and I think about them like at least once a week (the prequel wrecked me)

[moonviewer]

"Let’s run away.”

(unrendered > rendered

doing an illustration study with mafuyu’s new look :) )

#mafuyu asahina #nightcord at 25:00 #25 ji nightcord de #asahina mafuyu #project sekai #my art #aaaaaaaaaaa im kinda proud of this one aaaaaaaaaa #i dont usually like to draw portraits bc they bore me a bit..... #but i had this rare good day where i found painting to be really fun and relaxing #so i painted this just bc it was fun #it also made me realize damn i usually draw like im doing a job and just wanna get it over with... #maybe its bc im getting more familiar with the method of drawing that works best for me so its becoming more enjoyable? #anyway i really liked the unrendered version!!!! the rendered one is the final but i wanted someone to see the unrendered too bc i really #like it #thank you if you looked at it :) #i made it too saturated and happy though LOL #the mood of this character was supposed to be er more depressive...so hence the rendered changes the entire feeling #i tried to capture a rain mood i quite love doing atmospheric moods #i think it came out kinda good! until i look at it tmr and think no i suck though LOL #anyway it was fun to practice colors and moods and all that #lol tumblr is becoming a place for me to just dump my artistic endeavors

[roseofthewind]

I really wish they had officially translated 共犯者 (kyouhansha) as "partner in crime" instead of "accomplice" because partner in crime sounds sooo much sexier and gayer

Just swap the words out in your head and then tell me I'm right:

#otherside picnic #we have to set the right mood #this is a joke BUT #dont take this seriously but also im so serious #also this is literally like chapter 1 i dont consider this to be spoilers #spoiler alert some people took me a little too seriously but thats okay #its impossible to read the fact that im usually joking on the internet

[socialbunny]

yeah, he's smitten 🙄

#chat #JUST FOR FUN. nothing seer aye us yk #usually i'd just dump this on my sideblog but im in a mood today u all have to look at my skipdarleenismsmsmsms #I WANT TO FINETUNE THIS EVENTUALLY i just have so many render ideas sometimes i get sidetrackedd #also i'll never stop doing this particular pose and framing i love it so much #skipleen

[dandelion-roots]

Hmm isn't this... kinda gay?

[ID: a digital drawing of Xie Lian sitting on Hua Cheng's chest and putting lipstick on him with a brush. Behind them are red curtains and under them are red sheets. They're lit up by a couple butterflies flying between their faces. End ID]

#tgcf #tgcf fanart #hualian #hualian fanart #tian guan ci fu #hob #hob fanart #heaven official's blessing #xie lian #hua cheng #took the pose from a photograph that reminded me of the lesbian meme pic #bcs i wanted to draw but today isn't composition day and i wasnt in the mood to do my regular memes #hence why they don't look how i usually draw them #i also wanted to make myself do some colours bcs i suck at doing colourss #i always say i need to do colour studies then never do lol #anywayyy if ure gonna look at anything here look at xl's hand #it came out amazing #ah to have to same knowledge of hand anatomy for other parts of the anatomy #but alas. i do not #i still havent finished that sequel smutty fic. but im not in a hurry #dan draws

[citizen-of-the-fandom]

I really do wish there was an asexual romance dialogue option for Tav in Baldur's Gate 3. Most other aspects of role-playing the game has really got down, impressively so.

And then it's like 'did you want to romance an NPC? the only option is SEX'

There should be an option to say "I like you but I don't want to sleep with you" and not have that lock you out of the rest of the romance.

Hell, I'd even take a demisexual "I don't want to sleep with you YET" cause most the time it happens so EARLY it doesn't make sense to me personally.

For everything else the game lets you do, it won't let me play an ace character, I have to play an allosexual character.

#like. it works mostly for me because im already attached to the characters #as a PLAYER #you have very little time to craft a relationship as a CHARACTER #also i think having those options in romance scenes would be good for everyone? #you're not always in the mood right? #eh. idk. #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #asexual #as a demi-leaning ace myself it's kinda.... #'oh there's so much representation!' #yeah but not for us. as usual. #u know?

[napping-sapphic]

If anyone ever wants to live out that romance trope where the love interest dramatically goes to comfort someone during a storm while they’re afraid please let me know as it has been storming for ten minutes and i have been crying for six of them

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #ughhhh #i hate this #i hate this a LOT #i was anxious all day yesterday in anticipation #then couldn’t sleep waiting for it #and now it’s HERE and it’s awful #i normally do a lot better but there are a lot of factors involved this time #promise im okay btw!! #a few tears (a lot of tears😓) but i’ll get through it lol #also ​sorry for all my storm posting lately #there’s been a lot lately and we don’t usually have to deal with them this early in the year #so im a bit more antsy about it than normal #im gay and i like sleeping

[prjctdiva]

blood in the water

#another experiment fucking around idk man. was kinda in a Mood and went from there #trying to do the pattern was fun though. I also don't usually detail all that much so im pretty proud #nik speaks #my art #digital art

[binghe-malewife-goals]

Don't wanna sound like a christian aunt but man it's so hard to find fics that don't include smut (which is very funny) and not in the "ew sex gross!! this is fetishist!!" way but in the "I know if I read this I'm going to be horny and I'm too tired to be horny right now"

#being horny... is a fulltime job... </3 #for reasons that is a joke #also i should say im not saying there shouldn't be smut fics #im just saying ive read every other fic all thats left is smut but im simply usually not in the mood for smut #this is a hell of my own creation </3 #nsft #“you can skip the smu-” BUT WHAT ABOUT THE LORE

[lesbienneanarchiste]

I went from barely writing in my journal at all for Jan-Apr and now May im writing like 4+ pages a day and it doesn't fucking help. People who say journaling is good for your mental health either don't have real problems or are selling something.

#thats a very inflammatory statement but im in an inflammatory mood #ive been keeping fairly consistent diaries for 3 years now and its literally never done me a whit of good and usually quite a bit of bad #anyway. mothers day would be a bad time to kms but it's also all i can think about soooo ..... #disgruntled octopus

[smoresbythefyresyde]

On one hand i love summer on the other hand i hate summer

#on one hand yay warm weather cuz im always cold #on the other hand ew humidity everything feels sticky #and also the violent ping-ponging between my usual constant-touch-starved-lee-moods and Ew-dont-touch-me-its-hot-as-balls #like yes i want a hug and yes i will punch you if you touch me #lee-leaning swytch