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creepymutelilbugger · 11 months
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Tagged in this chain and going to restart it bc it's already really long and I honestly hurt you guys enough
(Tagged by @primordial-196er ILY!!!! 💜💜)
Today's questions are...
What's the last song you listened to?: Sabotage by the Beastie Boys. Fun fact: Beastie is actually an acronym (well, a backronym); it stood for Boys Entering Anarchistic States Toward Inner Excellence. :33
What are you watching right now?: F*ck, That's Delicious. I love food and I love rap, and the guys on the show have such adorable interactions, like, oh my god. Plus one of the guys, the Alchemist, has been my favorite producer since I was a kid
What are you reading right now?: The first Dune book. I understand why people criticize it but I'm honestly enjoying it. It's kinda meant to be heavy handed, and I knew that going in, so it doesn't bother me too much
What are you obsessed with right now?: Probably honestly F*ck, That's Delicious and the guys on the show. I absolutely love their dynamic, and the layer in the show you go, the cuter it gets. You dont have to watch the previous episodes to know what's going on & they're taking it off Hulu in a little over a week, go watch it!! (if you like food/travel shows)
You're supposed to tag 9 people for this so let's gooo
@emo-56 @good-fwiend-in-wome @wizardchicken @twinkenjoyer @phroge777 @reparadordp @temmies-world @ivydoesstuff @aquar-io
sorry not sorry you all get a kiss on the forehead or hand whichever you prefer
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adi-apocalypse · 2 years
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About me:
I'm pretty new to Tumblr and still figuring things out, I think an intro is a good place to start?
My main interests are alternative culture (mainly fashion and music) and fashion dolls (mostly Monster High)
Fashion:
I am especially interested in Mallgoth fashion and just gothic fashion from the 2000s in general. Some brands I adore are; Tripp NYC, Living Dead Souls, Skelanimals, Emily The Strange, Phaze, Dead Threads, Lip Service, Jeannie Nitro and many more. I own some items from a few of these bands and would love to collect more. My favourite store would definitely have to be Underworld Realm in Brisbane, they stock a wide variety of clothes from all of my favourite brands (with a hefty price tag :( ) and the music there is amazing! I've only been there once but I'm pretty sure it's my favourite place in the world.
Music:
My taste in music is always changing and evolving, I am currently enjoying NuMetal, Darkwave and a touch of Emo. I only really started listening to music in 2017, while my music taste has definitely changed since then one of the things that haven't changed is my favourite band, My Chemical Romance. MCR is one of the few bands I've held into through the years, some others include Peirce the Veil, Sleeping With Sirens, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco and The Used. My top artists this month (according to Spotify) are; Slipknot, Static-X, The Birthday Massacre, Otep, Powerman 5000, Insane Clown Posse, Opeth, Kidneytheives, Deftones and Angelspit.
Dolls:
As for dolls, my main interests include Bleeding Edge Goths and Monster High, I have managed to keep a decent chunk of my childhood collection and even have a couple of dolls still in box. I think my favourite Monster High doll would have to be Sweet Screams Draculaura, some other highlights of my collection include the 2010 Cleo and Duce two-pack (out of the box but in perfect condition), Zomby Gaga new in box and C.A Cupid - who has seen better days. I hope to add the new Booriginal Creeproductions to my collection when they're finally available in Australia. I currently own a small collection of BeGoths that I hope to grow in the future, this consists of 5 figures in box, one doll in box and one doll out of the box but still in the packaging.
If you made it this far ily <33
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75yearsintime · 2 years
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headcanon that barbatos wears eyeliner. the early 2000s emo eyeliner
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sakuraoora · 2 years
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i miss you...
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synopsis: xiao hasn't seen you in so long. he yearns to feel your touch... maybe just one last time.
pairings: xiao x dead!gn!reader
warnings: dead reader, angst, mentions of blood.
notes: HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO ILY SM MY BEST EMO BOY <33333!!! also, based off of this year's birthday letter from xiao <33
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xiao hasn't seen you in years. not since he failed to come when you called his name. not when he failed to keep his promise and protect you. your calm face was already cold and lifeless by the time he arrived... and he still blames himself for arriving too late. he cast away feeling anything, claiming that emotions were a hindrance and weren't necessary. he still cries at night holding a blanket to fill the spot that you left. he also sweeps your grave every time he has a chance to
and since then, a day hasn't passed without him thinking about you. when he went out to a sandy beach, he was reminded of the time you and him walked there, together. your voice in his memories was all he needed to hear, cheerfully collecting starconches and giving one to him.
he still had that starconch. he brought it everywhere, scared to lose it, but also scared to leave it behind as he purged the evil, one after the other. the karmic debt that resided within him was no longer held down by your soft smile when you gave him almond tofu to eat.
he missed you so much. the warm cuddles you gave, the soft kisses you'd put on his nose that'd make him red all over. the little stories you'd tell your warm hands. but most of all, he'd miss your comforting arms that held him so close, treating him for once not as a revered adeptus, but a fragile human with feelings.
but you were gone.
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cleumz-moved · 2 years
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𖤐 KAEYA HCS !! (modern au n also not)
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𖤐 characters included - kaeya alberich
𖤐 warnings - mentions of alcohol n drinking
𖤐 note - i am the most srry for my total n utter lack of posting
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- he's actually pretty warm, although if he had been recently using his vision—whether to end a few enemies, or simply cool his drink—frost begins to form on his fingers
- dog person dog person!! he likes how they're described as loyal
- he writes poetry in his spare time! rhyming is one of his favorite things to do!! (sometimes when he n venti get super drunk they talk to each other only rhyming n laugh themselves silly)
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𖤐 MODERN AU !!!
- he has a buncha piercings n tattoos, why? bc he can :/
- he listens to ayesha erotica, his fave song is emo boy <33
- actually on that note he had an emo phase, but it wasn't as cringey yk? i mean diluc's emo phase sure as hell was he said shit like 'my soul is cold n empty', but kaeya looks good n skinny jeans lmao
- lets rosaria paint his nails and he paints hers!! rosaria is a little messier w it bc she just doesn't rlly care, but kaeya is so fuckin meticulous, rosaria's nails end up absolutely stunning <33
- rlly bad at math, like needs a calculator for 4 + 7 (if ur stupid like me i'll save u the trouble, it's 11)
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requests for genshin r currently open 𖤐
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neo-shitty · 2 years
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hi i heard it was bias loving hours and even though you know that i bias yoshinori and that i scream about him everyday and whatnot, it's still bias loving hours and so im here to rant about him again </3
gosh where do i even start oml my favourite thing about yoshi is his heart ;-; or soul ;-; he is just so kind and softhearted and so so just so kind have i mentioned how kind he is?? ;-; he has such a safe and comforting aura around him in everything he does ;-; the way he talks, the way he smiles, the way he interacts with the people around him, the way he— MY POINT IS!! he just radiates safety ;-; to me at least he does like?? i have never seen someone who's like him?? he seems like such a wonderful and nice person and ;-;-;-;-;-; he is just so kind oml his kindness is like,, one of my absolute favourite things about him ;-; he is just very precious to me :')
the first time i saw him, i ADORED him ;-; it was his verse in i love you and the talent??? the way he jumped right in after ruto?? legend? things istg i was so mindblown and felt so drawn to him oml then i started to watch t-map and watched treasure box ;-; seeing his character and personality just made me fall so damn in love with his existence?? like, normally i like idk grow tiny crushes on my biases but yoshi just feels entirely different ;-; i just want to see him happy, healthy, loved, and thriving ;-; like i just want him to live a nice life ;-; and like, feel as happy and content as he makes me feel ;-; fr i discovered treasure and yoshi when i was struggling with my mental health and??? i cannot believe he kept me afloat like that oml i just adore him as a person so much ;-;
ok anyways moving onto my favourite looks!!
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his silver hair was ICONIC but i also adore him in that short brown mullet but also the legendary strawberry look??? also that mama suit oml also i think about black foldneck/turtleneck yoshi a lot more than i should </3 i just like him in all sorts of styles!! my favourites are however when he is more casual hehe i just can't pick ;-;
MY FAVOURITE VERSE IS A TIE BETWEEN ILY AND MMM 😭😭 i know all of his raps by heart body mind and soul and all of them are xjcjjf BUT.! those two ;-;
i really wish that he'll lead a life where he can be so so proud of himself and his accomplishments and feel satisfied with his work :(( also i hope he knows just how appreciative lots and lots of people are of him and that he is adored for not just his looks or art, but also for him as a person ;-; one day he can do some solo work and create an album entirely of his own making just like bobby does/did!! i want to hear him and see him perform to his heart's content honestly ;-; AND HOLD AN ART EXHIBITION!! AND BE A RENOWN FASHIONISTA!! AND SEE HIS FAMILY A LOT!!
i'd be way too shy and nervous to meet him in person but i also want to desperately tell him that i really really really love him :( maybe one day i'll get to go to one of their concerts or fanmeets or like, get chosen for a fancall and then i can like, pour my heart out for him ;-; until then, i gotta practice my korean smh :')
oml this got a bit long bye i will take my leave i think you got my point🚶🚶
sorry i answered a little late! i forgot i had a worksheet to submit and it was due today e.e anyway AAAA i didn't expect you to send an ask omg BUT YES <33
i do agree! his overall aura or vibe is smth i would associate to marshmallows and just overall a warm comfortable day. and those are just my favorites :(( not to devastate you even more but yoshi gives off first life vibes ;n; the term safety is making me EMO JDLKJLFAJ i'm so glad that you found a safe space in him somehow (especially during such a rough time!!) i can't believe i was there to witness the start of this road to yoshinori ult-ing HAHA you just know you're down bad when you want them to be happy and healthy and loved and thriving. damn vienna !! yoshi despite being the softest looking mallow surely can slay a rather bad boy-ish vibe x.x HIS DUALITY. i have this deal with ppl wearing contacts but he. somehow. slays. it. everytime !! (it's ok with not being able to pick, just shows how whipped you are <33)
HELP I HAD TO LISTEN TO MMM BC I COULDNT RMB HIS VERSE T_T (just me spacing out, i just realized it's the whole 2nd verse BYE) 'i know all of his raps by heart body mind and soul' as i said earlier, whipped. i do agree that he raps well! i feel that it's different from the yg rapping i'm used to (which hyunsuk has) but it's a GREAT addition to their mix. for me its his jikjin rap has me on chokehold e.e i think i mainly listen to it for that, it makes me feel cool B)
awwww :(( this is getting so wholesome for me :(( i'm sure he's vaguely aware of how ppl appreciate him but i feel like he would 10/10 be shy abt the idea of being showered with appreciation (WHICH HE DESERVES 100%) i think treasure being under yg would be given that creative freedom (?) especially when they self-produce. so hopefully, some time in the future, we'll be able to see him have solos!! (and i hope we're still moots by then! wouldn't want to miss out on you screaming abt it in the dash T_T) I KEEP FORGETTING THAT HE'S ALSO AN ARTIST OMG this talented ass man. all of these are within his reach tbh. i'm hoping that the freaking company wouldn't be holding him back!
IFY with feeling shy and nervous OML HJSHDK it's ok!! prepare a script if it ever comes to. i hope you'll get to go to their concerts and/or fanmeets someday! it's still pretty early in their career so possibilities are quite endless. wishing you luck with practicing korean so that you could pour your heart out then!
this whole ask was just so wholesome :(( <33 atp if i ever (somehow) come across yoshi like somewhere the first thing i'm saying is a summary of this. i'm getting this shit across no matter what. >:( <3
bias loving hours!
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yojeongin · 5 years
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sleepless | m.list [HIATUS]
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pairings: ug rapper!yoongi x coworker!reader
genre: sex shop au, sm au, crack humor, angst, fluff, and smut
summary: Yoongi who his whole adult life has struggled to get where he wants, works two part time jobs a day. In the afternoons he’ll work at the manga shop by the school, at night he can be seen working at the hidden downtown sex shop later to finish his nights at the shed club where he performs his songs. Despite how shitty it’s all going, he looks forward to sharing his experience with his best friend Namjoon who follows the same path as him, Hobi who’s the light in the darkness, and y/n who despite giving her his uncaring responses, he adores being around due to how calming and lovely being with her is. Even when she’s bickering with Eunwoo out of boredom and spite.
warnings: it’s a mature au since most scenes take place at a sex shop meaning there will be mentions of ‘foul’ artefacts and actions, cursing (ig), eventual smut, touches on hardships and mental health, very mild tsundere (ツンデレ) from both yoongi and eunwoo when it comes to y/n, highly inspired by agust D and sleepless in_____ by epik high, etc…
a/n: please I luff this one already dndkd :)
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introduction key point 01
part 1: pipi juice key point 02
part 2: later, baby
part 3: eat everyone
part 4: lil guppy
part 5: puta
part 6: friends vlog
part 7: so sad, so sad
part 8: i**
part 9: he jealous
part 10: i’m sorry…
part 11: ain’t he cute?!
part 12: I mf love you
part 13: romance is dead
part 14: who I want with me
part 15: I’m sorry, ily
part 16: I’m an idiot
part 17: are you always… sleepless?
part 18: cemetery drive
part 19: stupid kiss
part 20: good luck
part 21: sleepless
part 22: namjoon’s birfday
part 23: anime best friend
part 24: am I a joke?
part 25: golden corral
part 26: struggles
part 27: fuck 12
part 28: ilym bro
part 29: jk, unless
part 30: pretty boy
part 31: blocked
part 32: we luff you
part 33: he was emo
part 34: wednesday
part 35: thursday
part 36: friday
part 37: night
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julictcapulet · 5 years
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So if you don’t know, Rosh Hashanah (the Jewish New Year) has come upon us, and after a not so great year, I have been lucky enough to still have a group of friends I can turn to when I’m in need, both irl and on this site. Everything is already so long, so I won’t ramble more at the beginning, but all I can say is even if we don’t talk as often, or even if you don’t think you’ve had an impact, just know that I had a very tough year that took a massive toll on me and even if you reblogged something about our ship or replied to one of my posts, that’s enough to give me a bit of happiness. I’m very excited about this, I really am.
part i. to my partners
I’m lucky enough that I have quite a few plots, all of them with partners who I adore and admire and am in awe of, and believe me when I say it wasn’t hard at all to write my own personal letter for each of you <3
@abernathywrites​ - I don’t think there’s a word to describe your writing other than wonderful? I’ve fallen in love with Sebastian and Bella, my depraved and corrupt murder couple, and I’m so pleased to say I get to write with you knowing just how talented you are. You’ve got a way with words that I just hope to meet halfway, which is one of the reasons it takes me approximately seven thousand years to get a reply, but I enjoy our plot so much knowing how many layers there are to it.
@aguswrites​ - oh KAY we have two plots together now and I am so invested in both of them like our minds…..are so iconic. I swear, we kinda just yell stuff at each other that don’t make sense or connect and then twenty minutes later, we’ve got this sprawling plot with intricate relationships and amazing muses and I’m so in love with it all. I really didn’t expect it to spiral into the absolute mess that it is—when we were first plotting, I was hoping I’d be lucky to plot with someone who didn’t mind darker plots and oh my gosh, I wasn’t disappointed. You’re one of the funniest people I’ve plotted with but you still write so exceptionally well in a darker setting and I love it so much?? I cannot even begin to explain how much I love our murderous near-sociopathic isolated and tragic children, and our badass criminal would-die-for-each-other-without-question squad. I truly just enjoy chatting with you and sharing memes and writing with someone who has the same kind of excitement as I do, it’s such a wonderful feeling and I hope you know the excitement is reciprocated <3
@arisaint​ - We’ve literally just started our ship and I am already so excited about it. The time period, the differing personalities, the sCaNdAl…I’m game for it all and what we’ve got so far is just so great, I’m so happy I’ve got such a talented writer to plot with and someone who’s so sweet and nice to talk to about whatever we feel like <3
@bvckywrites​ - OH BOY can I just say? How much I love our ship?? I think, at this point, we’ve taken the brand Homoerotic Sexual Tension and Subtle Animosity and made it our own. I’ve had so much fun with Sage and Val over the past few months, one of my favorite dynamics I’ve written so far. Every ask meme I write for them kills me more and more with each one I get sent but it’s so effortless to write for them, and that’s one of my favorite things to find and I’m so happy I did :)
@billeypiper​ - Ah yes, how could I forget the person who gives me literally every single ask meme I want? I love Madelaine and Milena so much, they’re such different muses and that’s why I love our ship. It’s ridiculous how long it takes for me to write one (1) sentence but my interest/love for our girls has never wavered, and I hope you know that <33
@danascullyrps​ - I’m absolutely so behind on our plots it’s a tragedy wow I promise to get my shit together asap because everything to do with pirates is like…gold for me and I love where we’re going with this.
@grcvitywrites​ - No, we haven’t yet started our plot, but does that mean I’m any less excited? Absolutely not??? I’m the type of person who’ll get most of their muse from messaging about headcanons and talking about our muse’s backstories and it’s so much fun to do with you :)
@meghvnmvrkles​ - I owe replies and I’m mad about it because I’ve been so excited about these guys for a while now lmao. Anything to do with secrets being exposed and gossip girl and terrible people doing terrible things to each other is right up my alley and I am so ready to really get into this plot because it’s gonna be such a great time I can’t wait to finally finish them okay ily <3
@of-marauders​ - I love our ship dynamic so much wow it’s so interesting and heartbreaking and sad and I’m so excited to get to the next bit!! Something with so much worldbuilding and background information is something I’ve never really had before in a plot and it’s a shame because I’m the type of person who likes to know everything about the environment I’m writing in. And that’s why it’s so great that we’ve got a plot going because I’m wholly invested and can’t wait to continue.
@pcralta​ - My lesbian victorian vampire ex-girlfriends will be the death of me and no, I’m not upset about it at all what do you mean? All the angst and pining that’s going to come with our plot is exactly my cup of tea and even though we’ve, like, just barely started, I already know your writing is great and so is Aurora and so are you <3
@princessflowerwrites​ - HEY THERE I LOVE YOU AND YOUR WRITING AND YOUR ENTHUSIASM FOR LITERALLY EVERYTHING EVER?? You’ve got this infectious kind of happiness when we message that it’s practically impossible not to catch it, especially when you start sending inspo and headcanons for our ships and it’s so nice to have a partner who’s so into our plots I love it so much. You’re just genuinely a great person who likes to send some good inspo posts and really, that’s something everyone should have on this website because it’s a great thing :’)
@rosecolore-d​ - I MIGHT CRY WRITING THIS??? Listen. I’ve been through a few different ways of writing this out, but I hope you like what you get because that’s pretty much how I get all my replies out to you lmao. When we first started writing together, I just kept hoping that our ships wouldn’t die out because of how much I loved our plots, our muses, the way our writing styles worked together because they can be so different from one another in one reply and then so similar in another. You’ve evolved my taste in music through your playlists, I’ve both laughed out loud and teared up reading some of your messages and headcanons, I’ve stayed up until 5am sometimes talking back and forth with you and it’s one of my favorite things that have ever come out of this website. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: We stan our couples who sin or we stan no one at all. Aaron, my Soft and Emo songwriter with the biggest inferiority complex I’ve ever seen, and Camille, my manipulative, won’t-have-sex-unless-she-might-die-in-the-middle, evil bitch, are now two of my absolute favorite muses to write. Yeah, it may take me six months to finish an ask meme but it’s literally only because I’m trying to figure out the best way to make you feel the angst and pining as much as I do. I cherish our ships and our friendship okay ily <33
@vii-writes​ - The first time you ever messaged me was to compliment my writing and honestly, I don’t know if you’ll ever grasp how much that meant to me. I’ve started ships with people through liking their posts or getting the courage to message them first or reaching out after seeing a plot we were both interested in, but I had never had someone reach out to me after they’d read some of my meme responses and wanted to write with me because they liked them. I am so in love with our kids, I’ll go down with Celia and Anthony. I am so happy we started talking and every time I see I have a message from you is a great time <3
part ii. to the ones i admire from afar
If you’re on this list, take this is my formal invitation to come talk/plot with me because I admire you all from afar <3
@fablehaven​ @ofaphroditea​ @sidneyyprescott​ @shutuprhian​ @chvrliehunnam​ @maraswrites​ @faithwritess​ @stardustmsings​ @cass1x1​ @gothgf-writes​ @kaylasmuse​ @slytherin-writes​ @gortlys​ @asteriasrp​ @starswrites​ @malfoire​ @sanktas​ @astral-projects​ @lanacondorwrites​
happy new year.
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gratiasancti · 5 years
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100 PERSONAL QUESTIONS
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because @ineffablequestion​ decided to really put my patience to the test today . not that i mind , ily .
1. What is your middle name ?
maria 
2. How old are you ?
23 as of right now !
3. When is your birthday?
oct. 19th
4. What is your zodiac sign?
libra waddup
5. What is your favorite color?
i don’t really have one ? muted colours probably
6. What’s your lucky number?
again, can’t say i have one but maybe 29
7. Do you have any pets?
a dod and a horse
8. Where are you from?
finland / uk
9. How tall are you?
174 cm
10. What shoe size are you?
eu 39-40
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
like seven, if you don’t count my collection of riding shoes and boots. oxfords, brogues, wellies, trainers, and the rest are probably heels. as for riding boots, a lot.
12. What was your last dream about?
that i was late from work and got thrown in a tar pit because of it. and then i sold my old history teacher 500€ worth of alcohol and lottery tickets.
13. What talents do you have?
none?? unlimited sarcasm, idk
14. Are you psychic in any way?
i’m not sure if i believe in this stuff
15. Favorite song?
honestly, anything from hippo campus or glass animals.
16. Favorite movie?
the grand budapest hotel
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
someone who counteracts some of my anxiety and excitedness with a calm and, when needed, firm character but is still funny and can be themselves. preferably someone who i feel is my intellectual equal, and we can share everything with each other. maybe a bit older than myself, but not by much. other than that, i really don’t care.
18. Do you want children?
currently, i can’t see myself ever having kids. just doesn’t seem like my thing. especially babies. maybe adopting or fostering could be an option, but only if i was sure i could give the child a good home.
19. Do you want a church wedding?
i don’t think i want to get married
20. Are you religious?
not particularly
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
maaaaaaany times. multiple riding accidents, broken bones, a car crash. then just being an idiot in general. and chronic back problems.
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
apart from once forgetting to pay for the underground and getting an 80€ fine, no.
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
i’ve met and had dinner with two different finnish presidents and some other ‘upper class’ people but other than that, no. 
24. Baths or showers?
one of those rain shower things
25. What color socks are you wearing?
i have no socks !!!
26. Have you ever been famous?
uhhhh not in the literal sense of the word but i’ve been infamous at school when i was like 15. made a meme of one of our teachers that went low key viral in our city.
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
definitely not in the hollywood sense of things. 
28. What type of music do you like?
a lot of things. anything, really, depending on the time of day and if i’m feeling particularly emo.
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
that’s like the only type of swimming finnish people partake in. naked in the sauna, naked in the lake/ocean. so yes, multiple times a year jhdsnhb
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
currently like five
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
either on my back or on my stomach. depends on what place hurts that day lmao.
32. How big is your house?
closer to 400 m^2 . i still live with my parents but will move into my own flat in six months, once it’s ready. that’s going to be appx 70 m^2.
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
i know its a bad habit but i often dont have breakfast. if i do it's usually fruit and yoghurt or some toast.
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
yes
35. Have you ever tried archery?
yes. fun fact; my cousin has won the european championchip ( in some form of archery idk ) like twice , i think. 
36. Favorite clean word?
defenestrate
37. Favorite swear word?
fuck. i use it Too Much™
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?
can’t remember the exact amount of hours but we were sailing and our shifts got messed up to the point where i had either not slept at all or slept so little in like four days i was genuinely hallucinating. almost jumped into the sea because i thought i dropped my life vest,,, which i was wearing.
39. Do you have any scars?
a few. dumbest one probably when i rode in my shorts but used a saddle and rubbed the skin off of my calf. also from hay work, those little dots that look almost like moles.
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
not that i know of
41. Are you a good liar?
yes, unfortunately. it’s a bad habit in the sense that i tell a lot of white lies when i could genuinely tell the truth with no consequence. like, it would be the one and the same.
42. Are you a good judge of character?
also yes. i’ve seen some shit. also i have surprisingly good people skills.
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
i can speak english in my normal accent which is kind of queen’s english (?) upper class idk, then in world’s english ( so basically no accent / neutral ) and then in finnish (rally) english .  i can also speak swedish with a rikssvenska (standard swedish ???) accent and then finlandssvenska which is finnish swedish (and an actual thing lmao). also i can butcher a norwegian or danish accent in swedish if i really try. my finnish is very neutral, but it does vary a bit depending on what city i’m in.
oh, and also a shitty southern american accent. 
44. Do you have a strong accent?
if i let it shine through, yes, but i tend toward world english because anything else scares finns. but when i speak finnish (which is most of the time) i don’t really have an accent. maybe you can hear that i’m not 100% finnish but that’s about it.
45. What is your favorite accent?
i don’t really have one ! all accents are really fascinating.
46. What is your personality type?
entj-a
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
i have a few expensive dresses, and then of course my riding clothes which cost ridiculous amounts of money because fuck everyone who likes horses, i guess. like excuse me but why is it normalised that you pay over 1000€ for a helmet??? anything less and you’re a peasant.
48. Can you curl your tongue?
mmmmyeah. 
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
innie!
50. Left or right handed?
pretty much ambidextrous, though i prefer to write with my left but do everything else mostly with my right. my handwriting doesn’t differ too much from left to write.
51. Are you scared of spiders?
yes. ew. and we’re lucky to only have tiny ones in finland !
52. Favorite food?
ummmmm. currently carelian pie maybe?? idk such a good snack.
53. Favorite foreign food?
squints??? sushi????
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
depends. often too lazy to clean but incredibly stressed and uncomfortable when its messy. meticulous about all the wrong things.
55. Most used phrase?
either some form of keysmash or “FUCK”. also in finnish either “voi jumalauta” or “voi saatana” which both basically translate to “jesus fucking christ”.
56. Most used word?
also fuck. this really must say something about me smdh.
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
really depends. sometimes 10 minutes, sometimes two hours. on a normal day w/ shower and moderate make up, 15-25 minutes.
58. Do you have much of an ego?
depends really. i hope i don’t!
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
whomst the FUCK bites lollipops ?!?!?!
60. Do you talk to yourself?
i’ve only recently started. it’s terrifying.
61. Do you sing to yourself?
when driving if i’m listening to music, yeah
62. Are you a good singer?
honestly, no clue. i don’t really sing in front of people so i haven’t gotten opinions.
63. Biggest Fear?
failure.
64. Are you a gossip?
not about my friends, ever. but i will definitely listen to any tea you want to spill.
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?
idk does kingsman count as dramatic?? the first one was hilarious.
66. Do you like long or short hair?
both have their perks!
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
LMAO i can name like 3 if i really try.
68. Favorite school subject?
history, english lang & lit, economics.
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
extrovert but i get tired easily
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
yes ! we go to the maldives once in a while, because finland doesn’t offer much in terms of diving sites.
71. What makes you nervous?
not a lot of things? i guess some responsibilities. things left for me to do even if someone else was supposed to do them.
72. Are you scared of the dark?
a dark room ? no. a dark forest at midnight ? hell yess. finnish winter darkness is terrifying simply because its so depressing. seasonal depression is real yall.
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
depends. if it’s a trivial mistake and they haven’t asked to be corrected, no. if it makes me or someone else feel bad or just makes any situation worse, then yes. but never unkindly.
74. Are you ticklish?
YES. ugh
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
no. i can’t recall doing so, at least. but i have participated in spreading them.
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
yes. at work a couple of times simply out of necessity and also when i took part in MEP. was committee president twice and president of the general assembly once. though idk if that counts since i was like 17 and its all p much play pretend.
oh! and also when i captain our boat. but again, idk if that counts.
77. Have you ever drank underage?
yeah, ever since i was like 16 :/
78. Have you ever done drugs?
no, and never will. not my thing !!
79. Who was your first real crush?
probably a boy from class. i can’t remember, really. i’ve never been too  ‘romantically inclined’ i  suppose.
80. How many piercings do you have?
just my ears, once.
81. Can you roll your Rs?
almost every r in the finnish language is technically rolled so yeah. i feel bad for those finnish people who cant !! makes everything so hard.
82. How fast can you type?
according to this thing 75 words per minute on my first try, so idk how accurate that is.
83. How fast can you run?
not fast. i  hate running, and am very out of practice. 
84. What color is your hair?
idk ? like, light brown ?
85. What color are your eyes?
again, idk. blue/green/grey
86. What are you allergic to?
dogs, cats, birch, and almost anything that flowers in the spring jshbdsjh
87. Do you keep a journal?
not a journal per se but i have a ‘little black book’ which i keep rather meticulously about my thoughts on the day, important things i need to remember, my expenses etc. a habit inherited from my dad. i’ve gone through like six of these in the past few years.
88. What do your parents do?
my mum is a mayor and my dad is a ceo
89. Do you like your age?
yeah !
90. What makes you angry?
injustice.
91. Do you like your own name?
yes !
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
ksjdsjhb no. at this rate i’d end up naming a child crowley or sum shit
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
i don’t want kids but if i did gender would be a non issue
94. What are you strengths?
lmao i have good people skills, work well under pressure, get along with everyone, am determined and ?? a good leader??? idk
95. What are your weaknesses?
i take on too much responsibility, i have anxiety and depression, i get frustrated at my own failures, i’m very self-critical and unforgiving. also no self-control when it comes to rp.
96. How did you get your name?
i think somewhere from my dad’s side, not entirely sure.
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
possibly? not sure. but fun fact! a great great grandmother (? or something of the sorts) from my mother’s side actually survived the sinking of the titanic.
98. Do you have any scars?
wasn’t this asked already?
99. Color of your bedspread?
this blue mandala like pattern idk
100. Color of your room?
white and a very mellow blue
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babyyyyy 😫 thank you for staying strong for gon and loving him the way he deserves 😭 they finally made it, can you believe it 🥺 i’m still very overwhelmed (i already screamed enough with the 7483828 posts i made jfjfkdk) but !! if you haven’t already, please watch gon’s solo stage at the debut showcase, he sang ‘too beautiful’ :’( he did it for you baby!! ILY 🦋
 ur the complete love of my LIFE,, u know that right?!? i was about to send u an ask about how emo and happy i am that this day is finally here!!! and how im so happy i could share this experience with u:’-))))!!! i genuinely cannot believe that gonhun (omg.. our BABIES) are finally on stage and living the way they were always meant to be
AND GON PERFORMING TOO BEAUTIFUL🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LITERALLY WATCHED THE PERFORMANCE IN COMPLETE SHOCK????????? I WAS NOT AT ALL EXPECTING IT AND YET
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b00bconnoisseur · 5 years
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60 questions for @not-my-brain
1. selfie.......Ugghhhh ok. Imma take one rn
Ok here u go (yes thats a bmth shirt)
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2. what would you name your future kids?.....Ooo hmmm well when i was a kid i really liked the names disney, and mesiah. I didn't know at the time that mesiah was another name for god i think lol. I liked it cause of handlers mesiah. I still do. Ooo and maybe Tj too
3. do you miss anyone?......Yeah. My friends on Pinterest from a year ago. My friend lucas. Stan lee. Bob ross. My cousin who died from cancer some years ago. Snape. Sirius. Lupin. Tonks. Dobby. *continues to name every unfortunate death in hp*
4. what are you looking forward to?.......SE-YA next month!! Its the south eastern young adult festival at this college. You can have meet n greets with authors and alot of stuff its the besstttt
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?......DEFINATELY. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @sammchenry my friend lucas and @septembersbloom. ^^
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?..... What like...romantically? Or like a death? If romantically uhhh idk it took over a couple weeks but im ok now. Ive never had another relationship so idk. If death oof yeah idk maybe. Ig it depends on how much i knew them idk. Like when my nanny (great grandma) died i was sad for days (is that alot?)
7. what was your life like last year?.....Sucky af. Still is. But the highlights of my life last year was getting and making friends on tumblr, going to the tøp concert and going to warped tour, volunteering at the library, going to seya and meeting some of my favorite authors, reading, changing and improving my art, listening to all the bands i listen to now, getting into more fandoms, going to a friends house for the first time
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?.......Yes lol. Some years ago when i couldn't find smtn id be so annoyed and pissed id start crying. I dont now but still lol
9. who did you last see in person?.......Hm ig family doesn't count....? Wait do u mean a friend? If so uhh my friends rebekah, anika, and Judah at a TAB meeting at the library sometime last month.
10. are you good at hiding your feelings?......I think so? Like i mean I can hide whenever i get my....time of the month from my mom (talking abt stuff like that with her makes me uncomfortable) and i hid a breakup. And other p big stuff too. So imma say yeah
11. are you listening to music right now?........*pops on earbuds after reading this* yee im listening to bitch lasagna by pewdiepie xD (do i have the best spotify playlist or what?)
12. what is something you want right now?.......To hug @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye but SOMEONE has to live so far away
13. how do you feel right now?........Happy that my earbud still works cause they got washed in the wash yesterday....oops. Its not my fault. I told my dad to remind me to take it out of my jacket pocket before they threw it in but noooooo he forgot
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?.......Uhhhhh fuck idk it was probably from my lil 4 yr old bro sometime last week. Other than him (hes my favorite sibling) i dont let them hug me too much
15. personality description.......Nerdy. Fangirl. "Emo". Tomboy. Hotsause obsessed. Book lover. Music lover. Black. Blue. Harry potter. Introvert. Fall. Sports. Values friendship. Loyal. Uhhhh i cant think of much lol
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?.......*sigh* yes. Yes yes yes. Theres some things abt me, or my life really, that i havent told anyone on here or my irl friends that i sooooo want to so bad but i haven't cause i feel like they'd feel bad and pity me and i don't want that
17. opinion on insecurities........I dont really understand this one. Everyones insecure abt something. Is this askin like if i think its ok or not? I say its ok. Im insecure about literally everything about me. My face. My personality. My socialness. My art. What i do. What i say. Basically my whole body. The things i feel good abt are my books, music taste, and my friends (ily fuckers)
18. do you miss how things were a year ago?.........Hmm this time around a year ago....idk its sorta the same but all the stuff i mentioned abt my year from last year didn't happen yet so nah tho my life sucks rn its better than this time last year
19. have you ever been to New York?........Nooo but i want too soo baddd i wanna visit @septembersbloom !! Im coming for ya soon gramps *does the eye watching thing* my dads been to nyc before tho cause he does construction and he had a concrete job to do there. It was a 23 hr drive for him
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?........Uhhh idk!!! So hard! Maybe.....the whole thats the spirit album by bmth ;)
21. age and birthday?.....15 yrs of age and September 27th 2003 (whats yours brainy? I'll put it on my calendar)
22. description of crush......Its weird idk im not sure if its a genuine crush or not but uh....They like hp :).Thats all u get
23. fear(s).......Losing my best friend @dirtysocke and my other friends. Death. Failure. Momo chasing after me then killing me slowly keeping my eyes open to look her dead in the eyes while i die
24. height......5'6 call me short and I'll fuck u up with THIS *pulls out trusty potato peeler named now steve* dont test me boi
25. role model......Hhhhhhhh so many! But uh gosh one of them is @superraedizzle (youtuberrrr) and vexx and bob ross and da vinci and aaaaaaa so many
26. idol(s)......First person that immediately comes to mind is @sammchenry cause he's super cool and he's really nice and his art's reallyyy good (if u havent seen it w-w-what are u even doin with your life?) And he has a great sense of humor and *continues to ramble about why samms the best*
27. things i hate.......Dabs. Transphobes. Homophobic ppl. Basically any hate on the lgbtq+ community. Bullies. The ship starker. Umbridge. Snape haters
28. i’ll love you if….....U you'll eat pizza, draw, and rp harry potter with mee
29. favourite film(s)......Fantastic beasts. Every hp film. Twilight. The maze runner 1-2. The hunger games. Spiderman homecoming. Kingsman: secret service. Into the spideyverse tho i havent seen it yet
30. favourite tv show(s)......Inkmasterrrrr. B99. The mick. The middle. Uhhh idk mostly ink master xD
31. 3 random facts........Ive never had shrimp. I had a beta fish for over a year once. Im eating pizza crust rn
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?.......G i r l s. I have all girl friends irl and one boy. And on tumblr it seems like i just meet girls? Likei agree with @cristal-kyd1280 its like alot more gals then dudes here. But i do have some guy friends on here too. But mostly girls
33. something you want to learn.......TO DRAW ANATOMY DAMMIT
34. most embarrassing moment........Every moment of my lifes an embarrassing moment. Idk of i can pick a "most" embarrassing one. But one time i i sent my crush (now ex bf) a hey fuckface and like some hearts or whatever for an ask game that meant like "i have a crush on u" "youre adorable" etc and said Hewo but i did it all anonymously. But he confronted me askin if i sent it cause im the only person he knows that actually says hewo lol. Then later on i finally admitted i really liked him and well y'all know the story after i think. Unless you're new
35. favourite subject.......A R TTTT OFC
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?........meet my friends on tumblr. Get into mtsu (college i wanna go to) and study art. And go skydiving
37. favourite actor/actress........favorite actor uhhhhhh probably thomas brodie sangster or tom felton and my favorite actress? Hmmm idk maybe evanna lynch (luna lovegood)
38. favourite comedian(s).......probably kevin hart lol he's p funny
39. favourite sport(s)........basketballllllll and football
40. favourite memory........uhhhhh idk?? One oh my favorite memories was when we went to see tøp in concert
41. relationship status.....single as a pringle
42. favourite book(s)......harry potter and the order of the pheonix. Harry potter and the half blood prince. Simon vs the homo sapiens agenda. Divergent. Maze runner. Twilight. Fangirl. Fallen. Red queen
43. favourite song ever.......TOO HARD DONT MAKE ME CHOOSEEEEEE
44. age you get mistaken for.........16 and 17 sometimes lol
45. how you found out about your idol........i was watching someone on yt and superraedizzle always poped up in my feed and my mom turned on one of her vids cause she always saw her vids too now ive seen most of em i love her. Id heard of vexx but never watched him and i was watching a collab from anthony miller art and shrimpy and i checked out shrimpys channel and was lookin at comments and alot of ppl said his art is like vexxs so i checked out vexx. At first i was like eh ok. Now i cant click fast enough when he posts a vid. And i actually fpund out about bob ross from my grandpa on jan 20 2017 when trump was getting sworn in or whatever. We turned on pbs and my grampa told me to look and bob ross was on and i was IN. I loved it. I even started watching full episodes on YouTube of the joy of painting after that. Wonderful man. My first painting i ever did i think was when i followed one of his tutorials xD (i didnt know it was popular at the time)
46. what my last text message says......."ok your turn"
47. turn ons.....uhh nerds ig idk um book lovers, music lovers, art lovers, potterheads, idk and nice ppl
48. turn offs......jerks. Homophobia. Idk ig whatever i said in things i hate
49. where i want to be right now......uhhhh idk wait didn't i already answer this? Ok this ones different ig so uhh with my friend lucas
50. favourite picture of your idol.....oh shit...favorite? Idk xD i have a fave of vexx but not of rae or bob. But heres pics of them any way
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51. starsign......a libraaaaa boiii
52. something i’m talented at......drawing and speed reading. Thats about it lol. Oh and procrastina
53. 5 things that make me happy.......ooooo art, my friends here on tumblr, books, harry potter, and music ^^
54. something thats worrying me at the moment.....if my friend thinks im being annoying
55. tumblr friends......hhhhh so manyyyyyy. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @chinesewaffles2 @kingantlion @queen-baelin @sammchenry @septembersbloom and more
56. favourite food(s)......green beans, pepperoni pizza, and vanilla madelines
57. favourite animal(s).......basically any reptile. Puppies. Cats. Any animal really but my #1 are snakes
58. description of my best friend.....well she's a tiny bean (5 feet) and she has dark hair, she wears glasses, she doesnt take shit, she's in love with Josh dun, she's awesome, funny, nice (YES youre nice jackie) and shes the best friend ive ever had. Oh. And she has a weird obsession with spaghetti
59. why i joined tumblr.......well i heard abt it on Pinterest over a year ago but didnt want it. Then @mrfastbass-deactivated20181231 on DeviantArt said he got tumblr so i made one then followed him and figured id just post art and that's it cause i thought tumblr was boring as hell when i first got it. Now im p much obsessed with it
60. ask me anything you want.......go ahead brainy shoot. Give me smtn good
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moonlight-yuyu · 2 years
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hii how are you love ?? i’m sure your job will be great no matter what, and good luck for the new job !! <3 oh and happy new years ! may this year be your year (and of glory) + wishing u the best for 2022 because 2021 is tough for some people T_T ily !! ♡
alsooo aw!! omg thank u so much for the astrology ship !!' i love how you ship me with literally the ppl i'm in love 😮‍💨 true love i say ;) and i’d like to request another one if you don’t mind ! the personal ship one sounds soooo cute and i’d looove to know who do u think i’m most compatible with !! here’s a lil (not rlly i’m actually putting a lot, SORRY) ab me ^_^
appearance:
165 cm, asian (but people say i look more western tho my sister say i look like isa sometimes !!)
average sized but very curvy too ;)
see through bangs with wolfcut, not much below my shoulder. my hair’s kinda like IU
brown eyes, dimples on both cheeks (right is more visible), + seonghwa brows + wooyoung lips
beauty mark below my right eye !
round face
i don’t rlly have a style,, i wear what i’m comfortable with but my clothes are REALLY different like i could wear emo stuff yesterday and today i’d wear something so colorful it could hurt your eyes
that’s it !
traits:
she/her, entp / enfp, 7w8, chaotic good, slytherin
i LOVE anime + mangas + books
adhd LOLLLL
adventurous, sucker for new things
used to play basketball and attend ballet class
sucker for late night drives with music
night owl
god complex T_T sadly
BIG social butterfly. i’m friends with everyone !
play lots of instruments but main in bass / guitar
i have a DOG :3
prefers adventurous dates than fancy dates
likes to cook (not good at it)
main 3 love language to people: gift giving, quality time, + act of service
multilingual :>
loves b99 + modern family SOOO much
my favorite musicians (according to spotify) are the neighbourhood, lana del rey, fall out boy, waterparks, + tame impala !! (non kpop)
RLLY nice and caring. like super nice & empathetic & that’s my FLEX <333
ppl say i’m charming + influence ppl easily
outgoing, creative, + original
LOVES pda
very confident AND impulsive
“looks like she could kill you, and would” irl
quick to act, very logical
very humorous but i’m good at reading the room
i lowkey like my personality a lot
i hold grudges :/
i bottle up feelings
i’m sarcastic and TOO dark sometimes
loves attention more than i should
i am MOODY
i have a hard time saying no to people
that’s it !! sorry if it’s too long T_T
groups that i would love to be shipped with !
(1) stray kids (2) ateez (3) p1harmony (5) nct (all) (6) txt
thank u sm before!! >^< once again, good luck for the new job, hope it went so so well, and i’m so sorry if i’m annoyING or is in ur inbox a LOT T_T ily!!🤍🤍🤍
thank you so much for requesting I hope you’ll like it!  and take good care of yourself !☀️✨ of course you can here you go hun <33 I hope you’ll like it and feel free to request again 🦋💙 happy new year!!
SKZ
Changbin
Ateez
Wooyoung
P1H
Keeho
NCT 127
Johnny
NCT Dream
Jaemin
WayV
Hendery
TXT
Yeonjun
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jungkookio · 6 years
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20 questions tag
i was tagged by @jungshiii​ to do this, thank you ily <33
how tall are you? 5′9 or 176cm what color are your eyes? i actually have central heterochromia so brown and blue do you wear contacts and/or glasses? i wear reading glasses do you wear braces? no but i wish i had what is your fashion style? its a mess ahgdvhgb, its usually slouchy gay or overgrown emo  when were you born? 4th september 99 how old are you? 18 do you have any siblings? a younger sister and an older brother what are your favorite subjects? psychology, i liked art but it was too time consuming so i dropped the course what are your favorite movies? howls moving castle, kingsman, the social network, hotfuzz, despicable me, spideyman, the harry potters what are your favorite pastimes? drawing, casual hanging out with friends, bioshock from time to time do you have any regrets? hooooooo boy what is your dream job? im working towards being a CIA, but if i could do anything i would be an illustrator would you like to get married? i dont plan to but who knows do you want kids? how many? probably, but im not carrying the babies how many countries have you visited? i think 10? a lot of it was when i was a child so im not entirely sure what was your scariest dream? i used to get nightmares all the time as a child but now the scariest dreams i have are just like... all my teeth falling out  do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other? im like, perpetually single put your playlist on shuffle and without skipping list the first 15 songs: 
fire - don broco
particles - nothing but thieves
shangri la - vixx
blue moon - monsta x
born singer - bts (okay fuck you @my phone, im still emo)
twin skeletons - fall out boy
notion - kings of leon
hannah hunt - vampire weekend
chill - exo
trouble - bts (... for fucks sake)
left hand free - alt j
palette - iu
the sound - the 1975
epilogue: young forever - bts
mansae - seventeen
im tagging @mnet-anti @jiminyoongs @mnynki @boughsofhobi @kawsofhobi @taetaes @9yoong @junqkooq @taekookiesandcream @tanktoptiger @43hy if you want to !!
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nickireadstfc · 7 years
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The Raven King, Chapter 13 – The Birth of Responsible Neil Josten
In which our favourite angsty runaway finally starts being useful, Andreil engage in some hot ab-touching, Wymack Knows™ things and I sense yet more Hufflepuffs dawning on the horizon.
Sounds good? Then it’s time for Nicki to read The Raven King.
The enw chapter starts and already we have to witness shit that I am decidedly not liking:
Nicky being super fucking miserable.
           “We shouldn’t have come here,” Nicky said, sounding as wretched as he looked. (…) “What have I done?”
NOOOOOOOOO MY SUNSHINE SON
On the long, long list of why I fucking hate Drake’s guts, “He made Nicky sad” is one point I am especially angry about having to add.
You know, apart from all the obvious fuckery.
Thankfully, I can trust my man Josten to stop Nicky from sinking down further into the Guilt Depression Pit:
           “You didn’t do anything,” Neil said. (…) “You didn’t know this was going to happen. None of us did. If we’d known, we wouldn’t have come.”
That’s what I was bloody saying. Thank you, Sir Runaway Angst Lord, for finally agreeing with me on something.
Also where’s this sudden rush of being the voice of reason coming from?
           “It doesn’t make sense that Drake would come here. Higgins was here a month ago. Why wait so long, and why risk it? The police can track a cross-country plane ticket easily.”
That’s……. actually a very good point I had not considered before.
Why was Drake there? To “””make amends””” with his “””little brother””” (my toenails are rolling just typing that word), sure – but why now?
There’s more to this. WHAT IS IT.
No time to deal with this now – for now, we are dealing with Andrew getting sent on a nice lil vacation to Fun Anti-Mania Rehab.
           Kevin fixed Betsy with a stunned look. “It’s too early. What do you think you’re doing?”
           “The right thing,” Betsy said.
HELL YEAH SHE IS.
Bless Betsy Dobson for turning cliché action movie lines into lines that make me actually emotional.
           “Who will take care of Kevin if I’m gone? I can’t trust him wandering around here by himself, and Coach can’t be with him all the time. Kevin’s kind of a full-time job.” (…)
           “I’ll watch him,” Neil said.
BITCH WHAT.
           “What do you think you are saying? What are you trying to do?”
           “Take responsibility,” Neil said in German.
BITCH WHAT.
“VERANTWORTUNG ÜBERNEHMEN”, DIGGAH WAS.
I did not know you vocabulary even included that word.
Our boy??? Is finally starting to be responsible, adult and useful??? WHAT IS THIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT I AM WITNESSING.
           “If I was going to leave I would have done so at the banquet when Riko called me by my name,” Neil said. “I won’t lie and say I didn’t think about it, but I decided to stay. I trusted you more than I was scared of him. So trust me now if you can. I’m not going anywhere. I’ll take care of Kevin until you return.”
Cause of death: This.
Responsible Neil, where did you suddenly come from?? And most importantly, how can we make sure you don’t transform back into Angsty and Dramatic Neil??
           “You lie, and lie, and lie, and you think I’ll trust you with his life?”
           “Then don’t tust ‘Neil’”, Neil said. “Trust me.”
           “Oh, but who are you? Do you have a name?”
           “If you need one, call me Abram.”
Oh my goooood.
Neil giving out his birth name (or parts of it) to Andrew just adds a whole ‘nother level of intimacy, rawness and seriousness to this exchange.
It also adds another level of I can’t fucking deal with this.
           With so many people watching them Neil couldn’t life his shirt. He did the next best thing and dragged one of Andrew’s hands under the hem. He pressed Andrew’s palm to the ugly scarring across his abdomen.
Touching!!!!!!!!! On his scars!!!!! Which no one has ever even seen!!!!! And Andrew gets to motherfucking touch them!!!! TOUCHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Andreil heart is having a fucking rave, you guys.
           “Do you understand?” Neil asked. “Nothing Riko does will make me leave him. We will both be here when you get back.”
IM FUCKNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Remember when I had huge Kevandreil feels way back in the beginning/middle of the first book? Remember that?? REMEMBER????
I’m still not set on whether I ship it romantically, sexually or just hardcore-platonically (although I’m leaning to the latter), but just – THE DYNAMICS, YOU GUYS.
You can always sign me the fuck up for a good triumvirate.
And of course, not even Andrew can say no to an offer when it comes in the form of some good ab-touching, and just like that, he leaves for rehab.
Godspeed, my manic murder kitten – please come back happier, healthier, yet hopefully just as full of sass. <3
There’s a little thing at the end of this exchange, though, that is quickly glossed over but that caught my attention, and that is Wymack being a perceptive bastard:
           “Hopefully hearing about all of this (…) will get [Aaron] moving, but who knows when it comes to those two? Speaking of unpredictable assholes, when did that happen?”
           “When did what?” Neil asked.
           Wymack eyes him. “Forget it.”
Is he……….. already hinting at Neil and Andrew having A Thing………….. Wymack Knows™.
Did I mention I love that guy recently? #dicksoutforperceptivebastards
           “What about the season?” Kevin asked. “What about Riko?”
           “What about Andrew? Attempt to think about someone and something else for just a moment there.”
DID I MENTION I LOVE THAT GUY RECENTLY. #dicksoutforcaringaboutandrew
           “Look,” Wymack said. “I know I’ve always told you all to take your personal problems up with Betsy or Abby. I’ve said it’s not my place to get into anything outside the court. I hope you’ve figured out by now that I’m just blowing hot air.”
Grumpy Fox Dad ily <33
Guess who’s back now – Aaron, fresh outta custody.
Guess who’s really emo and angry about the Andrew Situation – Aaron, back to being bitter and broody as per usual.
Guess who’s finally done taking his shit and starts dishing out some reason and sensibility in this mess – RESPONSIBLE NEIL FUCKING JOSTEN.
           “Are you at all sorry?” Neil asked. “You took his family away from him. (…) Do you think Cass will ever forgive Andrew?”
Fair point – I’m all for Drake being Not A Thing anymore, of course (although imo prison would have done the job better than, you know, murder), but there is no denying that Aaron made sure the only woman that ever came close to a mum for Andrew now hates him till forever, probably.
           “I don’t care about Cass or Drake or anyone. What Drake did – no. If I could bring him back from the dead and kill him again I would.”
           “Good,” Neil said quietly. “So now you understand why Andrew killed your mother.”
HOLY SHIT.
Holy shit he’s fucking RIGHT oh my god. I did not see this coming at all (and neither did Aaron) and I am SHITTING MYSELF.
           “You don’t know anything,” Aaron said.
           “I know you’ve got a couple weeks to think about it,” Neil said. “When Andrew comes back sober you’ll have to talk about this. You won’t get anywhere if you start with Drake, so you might as well start with your mother.”
Neil, I am just honestly so, so impressed with you right now.
Just – this. This exchange right there so, so fucking important. I can already see that this will help the twins greatly in finally becoming real siblings, and Neil was the one who made that happen.
It’s been said time and time again how Neil will be the one bringing the Foxes together, and every time I see it actually happening now I leap out of my skin in happiness.
And the key to all of that happening is the birth of Responsible Neil we are witnessing right now.
I want you guys to really, really get how amazing I find this new development. One thing that, in hindsight, really annoyed me about Neil in the first book was how fucking Dramatic, Angsty and Extra™ he was – and I know this made for some good jokes, but it honestly also annoyed me a lot. He was just so whiny. And I know it’s for good reason, but still – I just kept hoping he would one day pull his head out of his ass.
Breaking news: Our boy Neil’s head has now left his ass.
This scene, all these scenes are so amazing because: TFC-Neil wouldn’t have done this. TFC-Neil would have stood there uncomfortably, saying nothing and staring, dramatically contemplating his own angst and his own trauma and why he should run away now and how oh so fucking tragic his own life is.
TRK-Neil does not. TRK-Neil deals with problems other than his own, starts taking responsibility and gets out of his own fucking head for once.
TLDR: FUCK. YEAH.
The monsters (minus one) and the Fox Parents get back to Palmetto, where they’re all reunited with the rest of the team – which is not as uncomfortable as I thought it would be, since apparently the story is all over the news and no dramatic retellings are in order.
Also, apparently Matt’s mom bailed Aaron out of jail, as a ‘thank you’ for him helping Matt get clean. Neat!
           “We’re all Foxes. We are a team. What happens to one of us happens to all of us, and we’re going to get each other through this.” (…)
           If it wasn’t so terrible, it’d be brilliant. This was what Dan and Matt had been waiting for all semester: a catalyst to finally unite the team.
Have I mentioned how much I’m feels-nutting every time the Foxy Team Spirit gains some bonus points? Have I?? HAVE I????????
However, it’s not all fun and games (not that it ever was fun and games), as there is Serious Exy Trouble resulting from Andrew being gone:
           “If the ERC decides Andrew isn’t part of our line-up anymore, we’re beneath size regulations. They’ll strike us from the roster and our year is over. (…) Kevin is afraid.”
Dun dun dun duuuuuuuun. That’s a pretty shit situation you got there, mate.
           Neil fixed Kevin with a stony look. “Maybe if you’d stuck around a moment longer you’d understand why I don’t care anymore. When you came upstairs, did you hear mim laughing, Kevin? (…) So yes, even I would give up on this season. And after everything he’s done and every risk he’s taken for you, you’d better feel the same.”
MIKE FUCKING DROP.
With Neil gone, Kevin currently takes the top spot on the List of People Who Need To get Their Heads Out Of Their Own Angsty Ass.
           “Rhemann has taken our side. He offered to speak on our behalf if need be, and he’s helped reach out to the others.”
James Rhemann, apparently, is the coach for the USC Trojans – a team that is so fair and kind they never, ever got a single red card in their entire existence.
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I am DELIGHTED. When do we meet those USC cinnamon puffs, give them to me NOW.
           “As of this morning, the vote across the Class I teams is almost unanimous,” Wymack said. “They want us to finish the season.”
HELL FUCKIN YEAH.
           “I want one lap for every time you’ve ever said the NCAA’s never had your back.”
           “Oh, Jesus,” Nicky said. “We’ll be running all day.”
BAHAHAHAHA. I actually had to laugh so hard at that. Possibly because it’s the first time there is a reason for laughter in, like, three chapters.
But also possibly because it’s just unexpectedly really funny.
In summary: The Foxes get to play on, Andrew finally gets the help he needs and deserves, and Neil’s head gets a serious applause from me for being finally free of his ass.
If you like what I do here and you want to help me continue writing, please consider buying me a coffee! Thank you so much <3 
 One last note: New update will be out on Monday instead of Sunday because I’m gone all weekend – I’ll be at a cheerleading event with my friends! I can already hear myself going “That’s Katelyn” at every single cheerleader wearing orange. Wheee!
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piscessmoonn · 7 years
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0-44!
0: Height
5′3″ !
1: Age
16
2: Shoe size
idk it kinda varies like 8 tho i think
3: Do you smoke?
no
4: Do you drink?
n o p e
5: Do you take drugs?
no !
6: Age you get mistaken for
18 ish?
7: Have tattoos?
not yet
8: Want any tattoos?
yea i want a lot of tattoos lmao
9: Got any piercings?
yea just like normal ear piercings
10: Want any piercings?
i want more ear piercings and also a septum
11: Best friend?
some people who aren’t on tumblr 
12: Relationship status
single but crushing v vvvv hard
13: Biggest turn ons
idk
14: Biggest turn offs
also idk
15: Favorite movie
Dead Poets Society
16: I’ll love you if…
you also love me
17: Someone you miss
@dancing-robot-john​ ,,,ily 
also @ussblastoise i hope ur having fun in college emo cult misses u 
18: Most traumatic experience
i’m not really sure honestly
19: A fact about your personality
I’m quiet but i can be obnoxious and loud around certain people
20: What I hate most about myself
my lack of motivation to do anything well
21: What I love most about myself
how my laziness has gotten me to be really good at finding easy solutions
22: What I want to be when I get older
i have n o i d e a 
23: My relationship with my sibling(s)
good
24: My relationship with my parent(s)
also good
25: My idea of a perfect date
art museum! then we’d get milkshakes somewhere!! then we’d drive around for a while to nowhere in particular and take really naturey/aesthetic instagram pictures! then we’d go to the beach and watch the sunset!! 
26: My biggest pet peeves
wet car door handles???? i just? hate them????
27: A description of the girl/boy I like
short orange hair, blue eyes, freckles, probably a goddess, skater aesthetic 
28: A description of the person I dislike the most
current president of the united states + all his followers
29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend
for a surprise
30: What I hate the most about work/school
waking up early, having homework, tests, anxiety, stress, everything 
31: What my last text message says
“LIT”
32: What words upset me the most
racist ones, hateful ones
33: What words make me feel the best about myself
basically anyone complimenting me
34: What I find attractive in women
everything? women are perfect
35: What I find attractive in men
guys w long hair are like yes 
36: Where I would like to live
a big city, probably near the beach
37: One of my insecurities
my body
38: My childhood career choice
singer
39: My favorite ice cream flavor
cotton candy
40: Who I wish I could be
i guess just like the ideal version of myself
41: Where I want to be right now
the beach
42: The last thing I ate
chocolate
43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately
Lauren Jauregui
44: A random fact about anything
toast is good.
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smilingdonghun · 7 years
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10 Songs You’re Jamming To
seI was tagged by the ever so lovely @boptokpop​ to do the top 10 songs ive been listening to recently!!!! ahhh thank u!! ily <33 and i know i was tagged to do this in the past by somebody but like i lost that post so here it is!!
Dinosaur by Akdong Musician i may have had this song on repeat so much that it became my most played song.......shhh
Jelly by Hotshot this song is always stuck in my head ahdhag
Here I Am by Halo I'm so proud of them
Rain by KNK I LOVE THIS COMEBACK SO MUCH
Amazing by Myteen they finALLY DEBUTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THE WHOLE ALBUM SO MUCH ESP MR. MYSTERY BUT LIKE SO GOOD
That Girl by Jung Younghwa from Cnblue what a bop i heard it first on a music show and just feel in love adgjghva
Broken by Nell they never cease to amaze me with their musicality and just i love this song so much and i love them
Swimming by Hyunsik ITS JUST SUCH A GOOD CHILL SONG IM SO PROUD OF HIM and can be also put That Girl by Peniel because 10 isn’t enough ;; this is gonna sound weird but it’s a song that makes me feel like i’m listening to it underwater and i really like that
Newton by Monsta X hyuNGWON STARTS THE SONG THAT IS ALL I EVER WANTED and MINHYUKS LINES IT’S JUST SO GOOD
Fly High by Dreamcatcher horror concept? check. Awesome choreo? check. I love them so much
Good Day by Mxm ITS SUCH A CUTE SONG AND THEYRE SO ADORABLE I CRI
the.the.the by yongguk/longguo and sihyun THE WHOLE ALBUM IS BEAUTIFUL I LOVE THEM SO MUCH it has such a nice chill vibe
Hello by Shannon my girl shannon can sing so well and the album is so wonderful and amber features on love don’t hurt and i cri a lil tbqh it’s just so good she’s so good ajhdjfa
Tomorrow, Today by JJ Project what a summer bop that like has such a summer feel i love it so much i love the whole album omg it’s just all so good and they composed it and i’m so proud of them
Only You by Laboum aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i love them and this song is so poppy and just bless
Hot Sugar by Turbo it has this old kpop feel while being very summery and i just love it so much bless
If you by Nu’est W not to be the emo mess that i am but i love them and the whole concept of gnu’s w and the song is so nice and i cri my sons have worked so hard and i can’t to see them back as a whole with minhyun ;;
get by p.o.p okay i really like that initial melody you hear at the beginning of the song and it just is so good and they just are so great and tHIS IS JUST THEIR DEBUT
my go to sad songs lately have been The Love by Buzz  and If Only by Kim Nayoung
Calling You by Jung Jinhyeong MY BOY JUNG JINHYEONG’S SOLO DROPPED AND IM CRYING and the mv is so aesthetically pleasing
Home by Jang Hyunseung is such a nice song omg and the whistle bit i cry
Wiped by Kyung Park watching his solos always gives me life
Rainbow by Planet Shiver ft Crush not only is the mv beautiful but the song is wonderful as well and i know it’s an older song and i rlly tried to be recent but like agdfhfagha THIS SONG 
i tag @daehdream​ @be-the-piano @cha-lalala @cha-inyeon @boptokpop @impy96 @sangdoldol @jongup-is-an-enigma @jion-a @roses-for-jongup (i’m a mess) if u guys don’t wanna do it pls don’t feel pressured to do it!!!
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