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bnha-butterfly · 3 years
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So you’ve officially created your Tumblr blog. What now? In this post I’ll cover graphics and setting up your navigation! I’ll also mention what you should do before you start posting your own content or before you have content to post at the end!
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Graphics!
Icons
Your icon is how most people will recognize your blog on their dashboard. An easy way to do icons is to use a manga cap or an anime screenshot! Alternatively there are people who make icons that you can find it by searching Tumblr, but please check whether or not these people require you to re-blog the icons you use or give them credit in your description! If you’re using art, make sure that the artist either gives you explicit permission to use it or has stated publicly that it’s OK to use their art. (please note that if the artist is OK with repost of their art they are generally OK with you using their art in icons but make sure you credit them!) PicCrew is also another popular source to make icons but make sure you credit the artist/link the picCrew!
Headers/banners
As far as using an artists work the same rules that apply for icons apply here! Either get the explicit permission from the artist or make sure they’re OK with their work being used for these things/being re-posted. Generally I don’t use work from the artist and I just use manga caps (which you can find just by googling or searching on Pinterest for [insert character here] manga caps)
You can search Tumblr for headers because there are people who make headers and other graphics. Just make sure you pay attention to peoples rules!
If you want to try your hand at making your own banners or headers. You can use Canva to make gifs and plain banners/headers. I personally use PicsArt to make my post banners. Mainly just because I can do it on my phone and can work on it really easily. Generally any photo editing app should work. PicsArt just has a lot of stickers and effects that can really pull together a banner.
Dividers
Once again there are people who make dividers on Tumblr! But you can also use PicsArt again to do your own personal dividers so they’re more custom to your blogs theme. Although it’s important to note that you won’t be able to do those super thin line dividers on PicsArt because there is a minimum pixel width!
(If you’re iffy on the size of things I’d actually advise you to download somebody else’s banner/divider and use that as a template for sizing!)
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Setting up navigation!
Your navigation will be the place where the theme or aesthetic or color palette for your blog should really shine through!
(Edit: I forgot to mention this when I originally wrote this. But when I personally created my navigation I drafted everything in one very large Google Docs file. I recommend that you have everything with its links set up in a Google Docs file. Just because Tumblr has a habit of deleting posts and if you have it in a Google Docs file at the very least that auto saves and you have a back up.)
Your navigation should be broken into at least four parts! You’re about me, rules, master list, and tags (tags are optional technically but is a nice added touch). Remember this is not a Bible for what your navigation is supposed to look like, you can add and subtract to this general structure as you feel necessary!
About me!
Give as much information or as little information as you’re comfortable with. Generally you want to have your name or pen name, The pronouns you use and your time zone if you’re comfortable with it. Most people also have fun facts about them in there about me section. If you are a Black or Neurodiverse writer it’s good to have that also in your about me! A lot of people put their astrology stuff in there about me section, also the results of personality tests and things like that! This is also where you should put your BYF (before you follow) and DNI (Do not interact)
Rules
What do you put in your rules it’s really up to you. I’d advise you to look at a lot of other people’s rules to get a general idea of what you might wanna put in yours. The only thing you want to include in your rules is that you reserve your right to reject asks/request! Be sure to also include what characters you right for. Here are some things to consider in making your rules!
What demographics do you write for?
What demographics do you not write for?
Are you comfortable writing touchy subjects (things like eating disorders or self harm)?
Do you write NSFW content? Or do you cap it at mildly suggestive content?
How many characters will you limit per request?
Do you write Angst?
Do you write for ships or do you only write reader inserts?
Masterlist
Another portion of your navigation I would recommend you look at other peoples to get an idea for. There are tons of ways to organize a masterlist. The way you organize your master list will depend on the series you write for and the content you make. So look at the way people who run similar blogs to yours organize their masterlist.
Tags
So you do not need a tags portion for your navigation! The main reason people have a tags section in their masterlist is so people can blacklist tags related to anything they don’t want to see on the dashboard!
If you run both a NSFW and SFW blog (that you allow minors to follow you on) you need to tag your NSFW things so minors can block that tag. Your tags can be themed, but they don’t have to. The best way to create tags is to create things that you’re going to remember!
I stress that you create a writing tag that you put on every single piece you publish. You can also create character tags or series tags outside of the standard tags used in that fandom. (for example your character tags might be a nickname you have for a character instead of their actual name)
You can make tags for the asks you get sent and for your mutuals or named Anons! (if you get emoji anons it’s best to write out the name of the emoji instead of putting the actual emoji. Just so it’s easier to search because Tumblr does not recognize emoji‘s in it search!) you might also want to create a tag that you put on everything you re-blog for the people who only want to see your content, A tag you put on all your posts that aren’t writing (for example my “Morpho talks” tag), and a tag for the fics that you would recommend to your followers!
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What if I don’t have any of my own content to post?
So this is a pretty easy one. Re-blog stuff, I didn’t start posting my own content until a month after I started this blog and at that point I already had a few followers. Bye setting yourself up as a fandom blog you’re letting people who are interested in that fandom know what you’re going to post. Don’t be afraid to shitpost and don’t be afraid to do things that show your personality! This is also a good way to practice getting into the habit of using your tags!
Don’t only re-blog art but also re-blog fics with comments in the tags! i’ve literally made a handful of mutuals just by re-blogging their stuff and the things they write with comments in the tags! Writers do not get a lot of comments on this platform but comments really encourage writers to keep on writing!
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So this is a really long post. Please tell me if there’s anything else specifically you’d like me to talk about in this series!
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versdan · 4 years
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Priority (Spy!Carol Danvers x Reader)
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summary: Being a spy meant you need to detach from personal life and feelings to get your job done. But what happens when you see a familiar face and it throws the whole thing off?
a/n: this is for Mi’s, @littlecrazyfangirl-98 , writing challenge! congrats again!! This au was actually pretty fun to write and I actually am debating on making a series out of this ?? Maybe?? I’ll see 👀 Anywho! I hope you guys enjoy & sorry for any typos! Requests are open!
AU: Spy (I’m going to use SHIELD and PEGASUS as the company names but the characters don’t have any powers :) )
word count: 2.3k woop
please don’t plagerize or repost my work! x
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“You know, with (Y/N) looking that good in her dress, I’m sure the prime minister wouldn’t think twice about taking her upstairs.” Sam spoke softly into the comm, as he took a sip from his drink and looked towards Carol. She rolled her eyes, looking his way across for a quick second, giving him a death glare. 
“Watch it, Wilson” she spoke back, smiling at the guests who walked past her. Sam chuckled lightly at her reaction.
“Just thought you would agree with me, Captain” he mocked, turning away from Carol as she rolled her eyes again. She knew being sent on this mission with the new recruit it would be annoying.  But she had to focus on getting to the target, and that was you.
S.H.I.E.L.D. had set out a mission to track you down and get you to join the team because of your skill set. You would get to the targets before they would and would eventually leave Carol and the rest of the team with no leads or new information. At some point, you and the team had crossed paths on other missions but tonight was going to be the night that they got something before you were able to.
Carol had previous history with you, having trained together with another institution until it lead to a short relationship between the both of you. It didn’t last long because once you transferred to P.E.G.A.S.U.S. , it put a strain on your relationship and your schedules. Your feelings for each other were strong and there was no denying that, everyone could see it. But you and Carol had thought it would be better to end it instead of strain yourselves more.
S.H.I.E.L.D. had thought putting Carol on the mission would get you off track on your own mission so they could win for once. Carol was all in for the plan but another part of her just wanted to see you. Your case file photos didn’t do her justice because she physically missed seeing you, face to face.
You on the other hand, had no clue that Carol was going to be in the same place as you. P.E.G.A.S.U.S. had tipped you off that you might get caught up with other spies but you brushed it off, thinking it was going to be another round of spies that you can easily avoid. But you could sense that something would go sideways or catch you off guard about tonight.
Pushing the feeling away, thinking it’s just your normal nervousness, you sip slowly on your drink, looking at the Prime Minister enter the room surrounded by guards.
“Stay on mission, (Y/L/N). Can’t have anything going south” your co-worker, Jade, said into your earpiece. You let out a small chuckle, placing your drink on the table and looking down.
“Have I ever let you down, J? At least have a little faith” you said as you heard her sigh back in the ear piece as you picked up your clutch, watching as the prime minister sit down in the corner of the ballroom while the guards looked around. Other women started entering his area and that was your queue to go over.
As you began walking over, you felt someone watching you from across the room. Looking over, you didn’t see anyone specific until your eyes landed on Sam Wilson. Letting out a small grunt, you remember him from the last mission. He tried to take you down before you slipped out of the building with the hard drive that had all the information to expose an underground human trafficking ring. Stopping at the nearest table that was next to the dance floor, you were halfway to where the Prime Minister was but you had to make sure Wilson stayed out of your way.
Sam made his way over to you as Carol went the other way, out of your eyesight. Seeing you in your dress and how you looked, he was right. You did look good. You looked stunning and all she wanted to do was tell you that. You haven’t changed besides you hair grew a bit longer but Carol still admired how strongly you stood and how you only got more beautiful since the last time she saw you.
“Wilson, what a surprise!” You said sarcastically as he approached you, sipping on his drink while standing next to you at the small round table.
“Don’t get too excited now, I’m sure you’ll be seeing more of me” he winked at you, referring to the offer that stood with joining his cooporation before looking you up and down as you rolled your eyes.
“You know what I’m going to say, I’m not joining” you said, standing up straight and looking at him. He let out a chuckle before putting his glass down onto the table.
“Well if I can’t persuade you, maybe someone else you know can” he said, winking at you again before walking off. Giving him a confused look, you turn back to look at your target before letting out a small yelp.
Feeling someone grab your waist and turn you around, you let out a gasp when your body hit theirs. It didn’t help when you saw who had their arm around you. Carol stood there, swaying back and forth, letting a smile onto her face.
“We meet again, angel” she said, using the pet name she used to tell you all the time.
“Carol, what are you-“ you started but she shushed you by raising your arm and spinning you around before pulling you back in, your back against her chest.
“I’m here to do my job. Just like you” she said, as you spun out, extending both of your arms and going back into your beginning dancing position as Carol place her hand on your waist and intertwined the other hand with yours.
“I see you’re still cocky, but here’s the thing babe” you said, leaning in closer to her ear. “You’re wasting your time with me when the target is over there” you said, before pulling back, letting go of her hand and walking over to the prime ministers area. Carol watched you walk over, easily swaying the guards to let you through and sat down next to him, giving him a flirtatious smile.
Carol walked over to where Sam was standing and sighed. “Couldn’t sway your ex, Danvers?” He said, which caused him to get bumped in the shoulder as he let out a chuckle.
“You know for someone who is a big talker on how good they are at their job, you sure do a whole lot of standing around” Carol spoke to him, giving him a sly smile as now it was his turn to roll his eyes. They decided to watch your movements and if you left the room, they would follow suit.
You stood up and the Prime Minister followed, suit, looking you up and down while licking his lips softly. Your gagged inwardly, turning to walk past the guards as he whispered something to them before they nodded to them. You saw Carol and Sam watching you from a nearby table and you smirked at them, sending them a wink before walking over to the exit with the Prime Minister in suit.
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When you came up to the room, he had tried to get his hands all over you immediately. You pulled away, wagging your finger at him.
“How about a drink first” you suggested to which he nodded and immediately started taking his tie and jacket off. Going up to the table with alcohol on it, you grabbed two glasses and poured whiskey into both. Pulling out a small vile of white powder from your dress, you poured some into his glass before placing it back and swishing the drink around in the glass.
Turning around, you saw he was sitting on the bed as you sat next to him and gave him his glass. “Cheers” you said, clinking the glasses before taking a sip. He drank the whole drink before placing the glass on the floor before scooting closer to you, trying to kiss you when you moved your face away and grabbing his tie that was on the mattress.
“How about we try something” you suggested, motioning to the tie to which he turned to look and nodded eagerly, a smirk landing on his face as he scooted up to the headboard.
Tying his hands to the headboard, he let out a laugh as he watched you stand beside him, going through your clutch. “I see you like to play rough, don’t you?” He said, taking his shoes off with his feet as you chuckled.
“What can I say, I always get what I want” you said, looking at him over your shoulder before turning back around and bringing out a small cellphone copying device that you covered with a blinfold.
“Well I’ll give you whatever you want, baby” you turned towards him, smiling before putting the blindfold around his eyes. “But right now, you can dream of it” you said, finishing tying the blinfold.
“What do you- what did you do..to me” Mid-sentence, he knocked out and you rolled your eyes, putting your heels back on. Taking his phone from his pants pocket, you plugged it up to the copying machine and it took a few minutes to download the information.
“J, it’s downloading” you said, pressing softly onto the earpiece.
“Good. Once it’s done, get out of there. The guards are tipped off that someone has infiltrated them” she said back as you nodded softly to yourself, getting everything together for you to leave.
There was a knock to the door which made you stop in your footsteps.
“Sir? I’m sorry to interrupt but we have to go. We’ve been compromised” you heard a security guard say, as you turned towards the cell phone seeing it was only at ‘43%’.
“Shit” you muttered, looking over to the Prime Minister, passed out with his hands tied up. The guard knocked again, this time a bit harder before you heard a keycard being inserted and the door opening. Two guards walked in and stopped in their tracks looking at you and the Minister knocked out on the bed.
“Guess we had too much fun. Wanna join?” You smiled at them before you saw them reach for their guns and that’s where you took your cue, taking off your heel and throwing it at his head. He looked stunned for a second before pulling out the gun from his holster but you were quick to kick the gun from his grasp.
He was quick to throw a punch to which you blocked and then landed a punch to his face. Kicking his knees in, making him fall to the floor, it gave you better access to pull his arms behind him and pinch a pressure point on his shoulder that made someone immediately knock out.
The second guard came in charging towards you, swinging that you dodged the punch but his other arm came around and hit you square on the jaw, it made you land next to the guard on the ground. Looking over to his belt, you saw he had a stun gun. Taking the stun gun quickly, you aimed it to the second guard and pulled the trigger, causing him to stop in his tracks for a quick second before falling to the ground.
Letting out a breath, you stood up, putting back on your heel you had thrown and straightening out your dress. Grabbing the copying device and the Ministers phone, you saw it said 100% complete before unplugging the device and placing it in your clutch and walking out of the room, shutting the door behind you.
“You know, you could’ve just taken out your stun pen from your clutch” Jade said into your ear piece as you laughed, walking over to the elevator and pressing the button.
“But if I did that, then I wouldn’t have any fun” you said back smiling as she laughed. You heard footsteps running down the hallway coming your way. Turning towards the sound, you see Sam and Carol standing at the end of the hallway.
“Shit” you muttered, looking up seeing the elevator was only two floors below.
“(Y/N), give us the device” Sam said, slowly walking towards you as Carol followed him. She didn’t know what to do but she knew she didn’t want to pull her gun on you.
“Why should I? I got eye raped for the information so, I don’t think I will” you smiled politely at him, hearing the elevator come up.
“(Y/N), please, just give it up and join our team. We wouldn’t be in this competition if we were on the same team” Carol said, coming closer as you turned fully towards her.
“If you can’t handle the heat, get out the kitchen, babe” you winked as the elevator dinged and the doors opened to which you swiftly stepped onto, pressing the ground floor and the close door button.
Carol rushed to the doors, going to keep them open but something stopped her so she just stood on the outside of the doors staring at you.
You gave her a smirk, looking her up and down. A part of you missed her so seeing her infront of you gave you a bit of remedy for the longing feelings that you still had for this girl. But being on separate teams just made it more fun to chase each other and have a competition.
“We’ll meet again, Danvers” you winked as the elevator doors closed. Staring at the doors, Sam stood next to Carol looking at her, wondering why she didn’t stop you. Before he could say anything, they both heard guards running up the emergency exit stairs to which they took that as their cue to leave the floor.
Carol knew she’d see you again and hopefully next time, she would win and not you. “It’s on, (Y/L/N)” she muttered to herself as she ran with Sam our of that floor and out of the building.
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feedback is appreciated!
okay idk why I like this so much yet feel a bit conflicted oof
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therealcalicali · 5 years
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Syndrome
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Pairing: Dark Ivar x Reader (Modern)
Warning: Smut, DubCon and Strong Language 
Rating: 18 +
Synopsis: With the pressures of a judgmental family and nosey friends, you’ve been at your breaking point. But all that, coupled with a mean boyfriend finally sends you over the edge. In an effort to find peace, you finally take your dream trip to Iceland. However, you may be going from the frying pan to the fire.
READ PART II : HERE
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It was raining cat and dogs when you finally stumbled out of the small local airport. Despite arriving in your dream city of Tromso, Iceland, you were moody.
This was truly not your day. 
First of all, you had nearly missed your flight because your alarm didn’t go off. Then, your connection flight got delayed causing you to sit around bored for nearly four hours.
“I’m so sick of this shit.” You said aloud causing the man beside you to give you an odd look.
Glancing around, you tried to see if the ride service driver had arrived. However, you didn’t see anyone that  looked like they were waiting for someone. In fact, every car there was busily loading passengers or driving off.
“Great. By the time this douche gets here, I’ll be drenched.” .
You took your phone out and searched for the app you had downloaded prior to your departure.
 “Use the Stavanger app, it’s a great local company.” You said, mimicking your friend Amber’s voice. 
The arrival time stated that the vehicle was ten minutes away but stuck in traffic. Annoyed, you threw the phone back into your purse and dragged your suitcase to the vending machine.
As you eyed the items, a kindly old janitor walked by.
“Excuse, me sir? I can’t really read Icelandic.” You began. “Does this machine take American credit cards?”
“Talar þú íslensku.” (Do you speak Icelandic) The man replied with a confused expression.
Frustrated, you pulled out your phone and quickly typed into the translator. You then looked at the janitor again and butchered the words given to you.
“Ég vil kaupa mat með þessu?”You asked, knowing you sounded stupid.
He laughed, but understood you question despite the awful inflections. Taking the card, he inserted it the machine and pointed to a logo that you had missed.
“Oh, duh. The Visa sign is right there.” You said, mocking yourself. Then turning to the old man, you smiled. “Þakka þér fyrir.” (Thank you)
The janitor gave you a smile in kind before continuing his task of cleaning up. You couldn’t believe the amount of coffee cups and other items rude tourists had left behind.
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After the danish fell out of the machine, you grabbed it and took a seat underneath a covered bench. Thankful to be out of the rain, you set your purse beside you and began to nibble on the pastry. 
Bored, you decided to watch some YouTube videos while you waited. 
Thankfully, it wasn’t long before a black BMW SUV pulled up. Out stepped one of the handsomest guys you had ever seen in your life. He had long, dark-brown hair and was wearing a hoodie underneath a brightly colored jacket.
He walked closer and took a cigarette from his pocket. After placing it between his lips, he eyed you.
“Hey. Are you my driver?” You asked hopefully.
You then remembered that he might not speak English. After all, you had flown into a small airport in order to stay in the countryside. He stared as you hastily got your phone out and typed away..
“Ertu ökumaðurinn minn?” (Are you my driver?) You asked. “Stavanger?”
He smiled, and your heart melted. But suddenly he began laughing.
“Firstly, I am your driver.” He said between chuckles. “Secondly, your Icelandic needs allot of work. Like a whole lot.”
“Wait, you speak English?” You asked, embarrassed at how hard he was laughing at your expense. “Then why didn’t you answer when I spoke the first time?”
“Because I like to make people sweat. You tourists are the worst when it comes to languages.”
You rolled your eyes. After the day you had, you were in no mood for jokes. Not only were you jet-lagged but your clothes were wet and you needed a bath. Getting up, you put your purse over your shoulder. 
But when you went to grab your suitcase, the young man beat you to it.
“I’m Ivar by the way. What is your name?”
“It’s Y/N.” You replied before walking towards his car. “Or ignorant tourist, if you prefer.”
He smiled, at your words. 
Thinking you were quite the interesting person. Thoughtfully, Ivar pressed the button on his key-chain to allow you to enter the BMW. It was now raining even harder so you were relieved to finally feel some heat.
After placing your suitcase in the trunk, he got into the driver’s seat.
“You know you don’t have to ride up here. You can sit in the back and stretch out if you want. I have no other riders.”
"Are you sure?”
Ivar nodded as he adjusted the temperature settings. Not wanting to get out of the car in order to get into the back seat, you asked permission to crawl over.
“Sure. Make yourself at home.”
As you made your way from the front seat to the back, he watched you from the rear view mirror. When you finally settled in and stretched out, you felt like a million bucks.
“There is a neck pillow back there.” Ivar mentioned as he started the car.
“Thank you.” 
As you grabbed it and placed it under your head, he pulled out of the Airport and began down the road.
“By the way, can I tell you something?” Ivar asked.
“Sure.”
“Don’t get offended but you have a really nice ass.”
Your ears and neck went hot with embarrassment. But though it was somewhat mortifying, you actually liked his bold flirtatiousness. 
“You know where the Vor Gestahús is located, right?” You asked, ignoring his remark.
“Y/N, I’m a local. Between that and my GPS, how can we get lost?”
You cringed, knowing it was indeed a stupid question. But it wasn’t your fault. He just made you nervous for some reason. Perhaps it was all due to his striking appearance and magnetic personality. Whatever it was, he had you acting dumb.
Thinking it was best that you shut your mouth before you said more stupid things, you closed your eyes.
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“Y/N, wake up.” 
You felt someone shaking you by the foot. Eventually, your eyes fluttered open but you were quite disoriented. The doors of the car were open and Ivar was looking at you with some excitement.
As you sat up, you realized that it was still raining, but not as heavily. 
“Come, I want to show you something.” He said, the wind blowing his hair all around.
“Are we there already?” You asked, still half asleep.
As you got out of the back seat, your vision finally adjusted. It was then you noticed that you were in the middle of nowhere. It was scenic, however, you were very much in a secluded forest near a rushing river.
“Where are we?” You asked, rubbing your eyes.
Without looking in your direction, Ivar told you to grab your phone. 
He then made his way to the waters edge, staring over the distance. You were groggy but you did as he had asked. Making your way to his side, you glanced around the forest before asking why he had brought you there.
“This place is beautiful. Isn’t it?” Ivar asked. “I come here often.”
“It is very lovely but why are we here?” You asked before looking at the time.
Still looking out over the waters, Ivar instructed you to remove the battery from your phone. Naturally, you were confused.
“What?”
“Y/N, don’t make me repeat myself. Remove the battery and throw it into the water.”
Your heart began to race as he finally looked at you. His blue eyes practically boring into your soul. Just then, your phone vibrated. And there it was, a confirmation of your fears. 
A third message of cancellation from the driver service. When you pressed the screen to read the full details, it stated that you had been a no-show so the driver had left the location. 
You looked up at Ivar, your heart pounding in your ears. Despite what he had told you, he was definitely not from Stavanger.
“I’m uh...........I appreciate you bringing me here. But, I.........need to get to my----”
“Y/N, turn off your phone and take the battery out.” Ivar said calmly. Moving closer, he reached out and stroked your cheek with his thumb. “Please just do as I say, alright? I don’t want to hurt you.”
With trembling hands, you turned the phone off and removed the battery. Satisfied, Ivar then had you toss the battery into the rushing river, followed by the phone itself.
You could only stare as your only means of communication disappeared into the dark blue waters. Swept down stream to God knows where.
As you turned around to look at Ivar, a flash went off.
“Is he serious?” You thought.
Yes, Ivar was indeed taking photos of you with a very expensive digital camera. After the fifth one, he seemed satisfied. 
“Come on, it’s getting cold.” He said, opening the passenger side door for you. “I don’t want you to get sick.”
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The rest of the ride to wherever he was taking you was a tense one. Though you tried, you lost your composure. You burst into tears causing Ivar to turn on the radio to drown you out.
After many more miles, he eventually pulled off to the side of the desolate road and looked at you.
“Please don’t hurt me. I’ll stop.” You begged, thinking he had seen enough of your tears.
“Calm down, Y/N. I already told you. I won’t hurt you unless you give me a reason.” 
Reaching over, he opened the glove compartment and pulled out a black scarf. He then explained that he was going to cover your eyes. Adding that he expected you to not remove it or try anything funny.
“Don’t worry, you won’t have to wear it long. We’re almost home.” Ivar said reassuringly as he tied the blindfold over your eyes.
Satisfied with his work, he adjusted your seat so that you were reclined. You then heard him start the car again and enter the road again.
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It took another hour or so, but you finally felt the car come to a stop.
Gingerly, Ivar got out of the BMW and made his way to the passenger side, opening the door with a smile on his face.
“We’re here.” He announced before untying the blindfold.
He then took you by the hand and helped you out of the passenger seat. You just stood there, watching him remove your suitcase from the trunk. If you had to describe how you felt, you wouldn’t have been able to put them into words. 
You were simply terrified.
“Come on, let’s go into the house.”
With that, Ivar led you out of the garage into what was to be your prison for the foreseeable future.
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“Y/N, what’s wrong? Why aren’t you eating?” 
You didn’t know what to say. 
Sure, Ivar had allowed you take a bath and change clothes. He even unpacked your things and arranged them in his closet. Going so far as to place your undies and things in a drawer he had emptied for you. 
But you were still as terrified as you had been at the river. 
This man was crazy. He had kidnapped you and God only knew how many other times he had done so. Perhaps, he was even a serial killer.
“I..........just don’t feel well.” You replied, using the fork to push the steak around.
He scooted his chair closer, bridging the distance between you. The massive dining table was a bit formal for two people, but he had insisted on eating there.
“Do you want something else?” He asked. “Pizza or something like that?”
Though you didn't want anything from him, you were really hungry. You had not eaten anything since leaving your hometown airport. You didn't even get a chance to finish the danish you bought.
“I’ll have some pizza.........if that is alright with you.”
Ivar nodded and got to his feet. He then told you to grab your plate and follow him to the kitchen.
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Iva’r home was extremely nice. And that was putting it mildly.
The three-story, country cabin was far too lavish for anyone doing honest work to afford. Perhaps he had won the lottery, inherited a huge sum of money or something else along those lines. 
Whatever gave him the ability to live in such luxury, it wasn’t a basic job. That much you knew.
As you stood by the doorway, Ivar popped a frozen pizza into the chef’s oven. You may have been poor but even you knew what that was. After setting the timer, he walked over and pressed his forehead to yours.
“What are you thinking about?”
“Oh, just my.......” You began, but abruptly stopped yourself.
Ivar gave you a confused look before stating that he knew what you were going to say.
“Your family and friends. Right?”
You looked away, hoping it did not trigger some type of anger. He was your captive and you didn’t know what the boundaries were as of yet. Suddenly, you felt his arms slide about your waist and his lips press against your cheek.
“Don’t worry. Once I think I can trust you, I will let you call them”
He then kissed your cheek three times, before running the tip of his nose alongside your face.
“You smell so good. What is it?”
The answer you wanted to give was something along the lines of “fuck off”. However, you were too smart and had no death wish. So instead of tempting fate, you told him that it was just some body spray a friend had gifted you.
“Warm Vanilla Sugar, I think it’s called.”
“From where?”
“Bath and Body works. I don’t know if you have heard of it.” You said, trying your best to seem nice.
If he was really going to allow you call your family based on your behavior, you would do whatever it took to get the chance. If that meant acting your ass off and making him think you were chill, you would do just that.
That way, you could eventually be rescued.
“Come on, let’s watch something while the food is cooking.” Ivar suggested as he let go of you.
He then held out his hand. You stared at it for moment before sliding your finger between his.
“As soon as he falls asleep, I’ll knock him out with a lamp or something. Then.............I’ll steal his car and drive to the nearest town. ”
And that was the escape plan in your head. Hopefully, it would work out for you.
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The two of you were nearly done with an episode of the Twilight Zone, when the timer sounded. Ivar told you to remain seated and went to the kitchen. He returned to the sitting room a short time later with a large tray.
He had brought you a platter of pizza slices and four different beverages.
“I didn’t know what else you wanted besides water. So I figured I would just give you a selection.” He said as he placed the tray on the coffee table.
After he sat down, he began choosing the next episode while you served yourself. As you placed a slice of pizza on a paper plate, you could feel Ivar watching you. 
And this wasn’t the first time.
You hadn’t realized it then, but at the airport, he had been staring at you in the same way. Too bad you were so fixated on getting to your destination, you didn’t take notice. 
When you sat back down, Ivar pulled you closer.
“I don’t bite, Y/N.” He said, putting his arm over your shoulders. 
Though your nerves were frazzled and your emotions were all over the place, you ate your food and watched the shows with him. Cool as a cucumber, you figured that bedtime would present the chance you needed. 
Your chance to make a break for it.
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After you finished eating, you took the tray to the kitchen while Ivar was on his third episode of Black Mirror. As you washed the platter ,you looked out the small kitchen window.
“This place is so beautiful but so isolated. Why would someone live here alone? Unless it’s not his house at all and the owners are buried in the backyard.”
As your thoughts ran wild with all the crimes he might have committed, you felt Ivar’s arms around your waist. You just didn’t get this creep. Was he playing house or was this some kind of elaborate game of ‘cat and mouse’?
Maybe he was the type of killer that enjoyed teasing his victims. Making you think all was fine before brutally killing you for sport.
“Do you want to watch something else or do you want to go to bed?”
Feeling extremely jet-lagged you managed to tell him that though you were enjoying his favorite episodes, you did want to get some rest. 
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Ivar led you to a bedroom on the second floor before returning downstairs to set the house alarm. While he was gone, you managed to locate your pajamas in the dresser.
“Asshole. Going through me shit like he knows me!” You fumed to yourself before throwing the items on the bed. 
You removed your shorts and t-shirt. Just when you were in the process of slipping on the pajama bottoms, Ivar entered.
“Wha............what are you doing?” You nearly screamed.
Using the pajama bottoms to hide your breasts, you backed away.
“What do you mean?” He asked before sitting on the bed. “This is my room. Where else did you think I was going to sleep?”
“But there are so many rooms in this house. Why did you bring me here if it’s your bedroom?”
Ivar chuckled. He then confessed that he had brought you there so you could share his bed. 
Boy were you pissed!
Did he really expect you to get in bed with him? A total stranger? From the look on his face, the answer was a strong ‘yes’. For whatever reason, Ivar just didn’t see a problem with anything he was doing.
“I’m going to change in the bathroom.”
“Why? There is nothing to be ashamed of. Watch, I’ll prove it.”
He promptly stood up and began removing his clothes. 
When Ivar got down to his jeans, you protested. But he just kept going. You turned your head once you realized he was going to strip down completely.
“Y/N, you can look at me.” 
“No, thank you.”
“Why not?” He asked with a very amused tone. “Fine, if you won’t  turn around, I’ll just come to you.”
And that’s exactly what he did. Ivar walked over and stood in front of you. Grabbing hold of your wrists, he forced your hands away from your eyes.
“Y/N, stop being so weird. It’s just the human body.” He said with a laugh. “Or are you some kind of prude? Religious perhaps?”
You wanted to roll your eyes but you didn’t want to mock him to his face. He may have been hot as hell but so was Ted Bundy. Instead, you slowly backed away and ducked into the master bathroom. 
“Fucking psycho.”
Ironically, you were quite correct in your assessment. 
After you had finished putting your pj's on, an idea came to mind. You opened the medicine cabinet hoping to find pills to drug Ivar with. However, you were met with the sight of a shitload of prescription meds. 
Grabbing two of them, you read the labels.
“Clozapine? And what’s this one here? Olan.......Olanzapine?” You muttered, trying your best to pronounce the words. 
You put the bottles back and looked at a few more of the prescriptions. Despite being a total novice when it came to medication, you were able to decipher one fact. All of them had been prescribed by Physiologists and Psychiatrists. 
This meant Ivar definitely had some type of serious mental disorder.
“Damn. He must be really messed up to be on so many drugs.”
Just as you were closing the medicine cabinet, he opened the door and walked in. Strange, you were sure you had locked it.
“How did you get in here?”
“With my phone.” Ivar replied smugly. “Every lock in the house is attached to a security app.”
He then looked you over and asked why you felt the need to have clothes on. You had to force yourself not to look at him. He was just standing there, butt naked talking to you.
Ivar may have been crazy but God, was he a looker. His body was more  amazing than you had even imagined. Toned, muscular and tanned, just how you liked it.
“Jesus Christ what was I doing? Don’t stare. Just walk past him and-----”
Your thoughts were cut off by his hands grabbing you by the hips. Gently, he turned you around, gazing down at you with a strange expression.
“I want you to get in bed.”
“Um, I’m not tired just yet. I want to read or watch a movie.” You protested nervously.
“Really? I thought you said you had jet-lag?”
“I......I did. It’s just that suddenly, I feel like I have more energy.”
“No problem. I can still do what I want while you do those things.”
Instantly your brow furrowed in confusion.
“What he wants?”
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You sat on the bed, nervous as shit. Thankfully as promised, Ivar handed you the remote. After looking around, you realized that you didn’t see a television anywhere. Feeling sort of stupid, you finally had to ask where it was.
“Press this.” He said, pointing to a white button.
When you did as he had instructed, the wall in front of the bed slid aside and a large flat-screen was revealed. Despite your dire situation, you were quite impressed. You had only seen such things on reality shows.
As you flipped through the channels, Ivar suddenly knelt in front of you. Doing your best to ignore him, you kept your eyes on the television. Unfortunately, he refused to be ignored.
“Y/N, I want you to lay on your back.”
You tried to pretend as you you didn’t hear him but it only made him repeat himself.
“Why?”
“Just trust me.”  
“But, you said I could watch a movie.”
“Y/N, I won’t ask again.”
Your entire body was trembling with fear as you began to recline. Eventually, you ended up on your back. Staring at the ceiling, you prayed that he wasn’t about to pull out a knife or something and start hacking away.
Without warning, you felt your pajama bottoms being pulled down. You sat up  and asked Ivar, what he was doing.
“Shhhhh.” 
He said nothing else after that. When he had finished removing the bottoms, he tossed them aside. Focusing on the ceiling again, you tried to think pleasant thoughts. 
That was when you felt his head between your legs causing you to feel quite uneasy. This was too much! You may have been his captive, but you were now prepared to fight.
“What are you doing?”
“Y/N, I told you to lay down.” 
Instinctively, you tried to close your legs, but he grasped your thighs firmly, keeping them spread apart on his shoulders. Then without a word, he pressed his face to your mound, licking the outside of your panties.
Your back arched and your entire body coursed with adrenaline. But Ivar remained calm. He smirked at the sight of your bewildered eyes gazing at him.
“If you want to watch me, that’s fine too.”
After saying that, Ivar pulled your panties to the side, exposing your pussy ever so slightly. You should have slapped his face or shoved him away. But you didn’t.
You just sat there, looking as he stuck two of his fingers in his mouth, wetting them with saliva. He then began running them against your entrance. And God, did it feel so good. 
Despite all the alarms going off in your head, your body was liking how his fingers felt. When Ivar noticed your eyes close, he pushed you down. Now on your back again, you felt the stubble of his sideburns against your inner thighs. 
Withing seconds Ivar’s warm tongue met your flesh, grazing your sensitive clit with one slow lick. Your hands instantly grasped the bed-sheets as your hips bucked upward instinctively.
“Please..........stop.”
Ignoring your halfhearted plea, Ivar again dragged his tongue down your opening. Almost like one would do with ice cream. His strokes were excruciatingly slow and methodical. 
Almost as if he didn’t want to miss a spot.
“You have to stop.” You begged between a gasp.
After licking your clit, Ivar pressed his lips to your pussy,  kissing it tenderly. 
You just couldn’t take anymore. Your legs were shaking as you sat up again.
“I...........I don’t want to do this.” 
Annoyed, Ivar glared at you before pulling your panties back in place. 
“Y/N, why are you being so difficult? I asked you to do something and I expect you to listen.” He said. “Don’t interrupt me again!”
You couldn’t say anything.
Ivar stared at you for a long while before his expression eventually softened. Pulling your panties to the side again, he pressed his mouth to your pussy. Inserting is tongue ever so slightly in your opening first. He then returned to the licking strokes he had been doing earlier.
And did it ever feel so good. So good that you couldn’t resist anymore. 
Your hips began moving in rhythm with his tongue. With the television on mute, the only sound in the bedroom were that of Ivar’s tongue lapping your wetness.
And he wasn’t in a rush either. It was almost as if he was trying to prolong the experience.  
“Fuck.” You groaned, feeling him bury his face deeper between your legs.
Ivar must have liked what he heard because he suddenly raised his head.
“Babe, get in the middle of the bed and spread your legs for me.”
When you heard the command, you hesitated. You were torn. It was insane but you wanted more. However, you knew that by obeying him, you were placing yourself in a precarious situation. 
Before you could rationalize what to do next, Ivar was beside you. In an instant, he forcefully placed you in the center of the bed. He then hovered over you and pointed a finger to your face.
“What did I say, huh? Do you want me to slap you?”
When you remained silent and shook your head, he smiled. 
Ivar was relieved that you now understood that he was serious. Leaning closer, he brushed his lips against yours before giving you a quick peck. Suddenly, he got out of bed.
“I’ll be right back. Don’t move.”
With that, he left the room and went downstairs.
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When he returned, Ivar was carrying honey and whipped cream. Your heart raced as he set them beside you and then walked to the closet. Blocking him out, you went back to staring at the ceiling. Hoping to distract yourself from your own thoughts.
“Y/N, sit up a minute.”
When you did so, you saw that he was setting up his expensive camera on a tripod. At first, you wanted to ask what it was for, but it didn’t take a genius to figure it out.
“He’s going to record me?”
Ivar kept adjusting the camera settings and checking the monitor. Eventually, he seemed happy with the results.
“Perfect. I have everything in frame. You look amazing, by the way.” 
As you laid down again, he got back in the bed. 
Without allowing you to rest, Ivar asked that you to spread your legs. You swallowed but followed his command. But despite your best efforts, you were still worried about the camera.
“Are.........are you recording me?”
“Not yet. But don’t worry, I’ll let you know when I start.” 
With that, Ivar slid your panties to the side, loving how damp the fabric had become.
“You’re getting wet.” He said with a wicked smirk. “But not wet enough.”
Running his hand over his hair to push it away from his face, he flicked the tip of his tongue against your clit. All at once, your mind went blank. 
All your fears disappeared leaving nothing but lust behind. He curled his tongue along the outside of your pussy, before nibbling at the folds..
“Y/N. I want you to do something. Sit up and hold your panties for me.”
Your heart was beating hard as you took hold of the fabric. Like a tease, Ivar licked your fingers, dragging his tongue from them to your pussy and back again.
You had never experienced anything like this before. 
Typically, you didn’t even keep the lights on when you had sex. But you didn’t feel the need to shy away. You stared, watching his tongue work it’s magic. When you accidentally let go of the panties, Ivar smirked.
Without waiting for him to tell you what to do, you slid them aside for him.
“Good girl.” He whispered.
As you watched, Ivar allowed a large amount of saliva to fall onto your pussy. Between that and your own wetness, you mound was glistening.
“You taste so fucking good.” He said as his eyes met yours briefly. 
He then placed his mouth over your opening and began whirling his tongue in circular motions.
“Oh my fucking God.” You gasped, your grasp on the panties becoming weaker. “Shit!” 
Coming to a stop, Ivar looked at your pussy again. 
He then dragged his tongue over it one last time to ensure he got every bit of wetness. 
“Babe, pick between the honey and whipped cream.“
Ignoring all the voices of reason in your head, you grabbed the squeeze bottle of honey. 
“Pour it on your pussy for me.” 
Removing the top, you watched as the golden syrup trickled down and began coating your outer lips and mound. As for Ivar, he watched with great fascination, using his thumb to spread it around. 
When you thought you had poured enough, you stopped. 
Ivar wasted no time in burying his face between your legs. Within seconds, the grazing and sweeping motions of his tongue caused you to grab his head.
“Oh my god...............yes!” You moaned. “Yes!”
You threw caution to the wind, grinding your hips in unison with his efforts. Before long, your legs began to tremble as you felt the telltale throbbing sensation.
“Oh.......fuck!”
And just like that, your orgasm hit. 
But Ivar was relentless, he kept going, licking and nibbling so eagerly, he caused a second one to follow. As your rode his tongue for several minutes, you shut your eyes, losing yourself in the moment..
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Despite what you had expected, Ivar didn’t force you to do anything else. At least for now. 
After cleaning you up with a damp washcloth, he laid beside you. You were grateful for that. Quite exhausted from the euphoria of your two orgasms, you were nearly asleep when you felt him pull you closer. 
“What the hell am I doing?” You thought. “I have to get out of here!”
You had an entire life back home. 
Family and friends who would worry once the days passed without hearing from you. Not only that, but you had a boyfriend. A very nice one who would not understand you sexing a crazed stranger.
Your mind was made up. You would wait until Ivar fell into a deep slumber before making your move. Perhaps you could even use his car to leave. After all, you had seen where he kept the keys to the BMW.
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You managed to put on your jeans and Ivar’s sweatshirt despite the dimly lit room. Not that you had wanted to steal from him. You only took his sweatshirt because you didn’t want to risk opening the closet and waking him.
Cautiously, you made your way out of the bedroom and straight downstairs. 
The house was a rather enormous so it took a while to find the sitting room. Unfortunately when you opened the wooden box that you thought the car keys were in, it was empty.
“Fuck! He must have moved them.”
There was no point in searching since they could have been anywhere and you had not time to waste. You threw your purse over you shoulder and rushed to the front door.
Holding your breath, you unlocked it, praying that there was no audible alarm. Thankfully, there wasn’t. 
Without hesitation you stepped out into the cool evening air. Despite the trail of streetlights, it was rather dark and there was nothing as far as the eye could see. 
Nothing, but meadows and trees.
“It doesn’t matter. I will run into someone sooner or later.”
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Your last thoughts were rather prophetic. 
You had been right about potentially running into someone. Too bad that someone was none other than Ivar.
After walking for roughly twenty minutes, you finally saw headlights approaching from behind. At first, you thought it was a traveler you could wave down for help. 
But then, you recognized the BMW.
You panicked, unsure of what to do next. Should you run into the woods or continue walking along the roadside where it was safest? It didn’t matter. Ivar parked the car and turned on the hazard lights. 
Despite your best effort to run, he easily caught up with you. You kicked, you screamed and even tried to bite his arm. But you were no match for Ivar.
“No!” You screamed.
With no effort, he threw you over his shoulder. You tried hard to wriggle free but it was no use. Withing seconds, he tossed you into the car and slammed the door. 
When you tried to open it, you realized that the child-lock was on.
Ivar got into the the driver’s seat and punched the steering wheel. When he glared at you through the rear view mirror, you finally decided to shut up. His gaze was chilling and you didn’t want to push him over the edge.
Needless to say, you remained quiet the entire ride back to his house.
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“Why did you do that, Y/N?” Ivar asked as he paced the bedroom floor. “I gave you free reign in my home and look how you repay me! By taking off the moment I fall asleep.”
You felt so stupid. 
During your escape you didn’t know that Ivar had been watching the entire thing on his phone. But that was your own fault. You should have known a house like his would have security cameras everywhere.
As for the house alarm, it was a silent one. 
The company even called to make sure things were fine. Ever the calm one, Ivar informed them that it had been a false trigger.
Now that you knew everything, you realized just how dumb your plan was. But you were too exhausted to mope around. Without asking, you laid on your side and curled up in the fetal position.
Ivar eventually got in bed. After hesitating a while, he scooted closer and spooned you. 
“Y/N?”
“Yes?”
“Don’t do that again. Okay?”
Half asleep already, you nodded. You felt his lips brushing against your cheek as you drifted off.
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The following day, you woke up feeling so much better. As you rolled over, you realized that the bed was empty. 
“He must have woke up early.”
You sat up, rubbing your eyes before stretching. 
It was late afternoon for sure because the sun was shining brightly through the large bedroom windows. Feeling well rested, you decided you best freshen up. 
You were busily taking a warm shower when you heard the door to the bathroom open. Knowing it was Ivar, you sighed.
“I know I’m taking forever but I’m almost done.”
But he didn’t say anything.
Instead, he just watched you through the glass partition for a while. Embarrassed, you held the washcloth over your breasts in a feeble attempt at modesty. This of course was stupid, considering the previous night.
"Hurry up and come to the room.”
With one last gaze at your body, Ivar left.
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Though he allowed you to do your hair and even put on makeup, Ivar refused to let you get dressed. Insisting that you keep the towel on. So there you were, sat on the bed wondering what was about to happen.
Suddenly, he began fidgeting with the camera on the tripod.
“What are you doing?”
“Y/N, you have no right to ask me anything.” He replied bluntly. “You broke my trust. So until you earn it back, no more questions.”
You were startled but knew it was probably a good idea to keep your mouth shut. Gone was his jovial expression from before. In its place was a look of pure anger.
“Okay, it’s recording.” He announced. “First, let’s start with your full name.”
You didn’t know what Ivar was up to, but you didn’t feel like playing his game. But what choice did you have?
“My name is Y/N Y/L/N.”
He smirked as he observed you on the monitor. Continuing with the line of questioning, he covered various topics. Mostly, your preferences and childhood experiences.
All in all, the entire experience wasn’t too bad, despite him filming you by force.
“One last thing. Do you like dogs?”
You nodded, adding that you were fond of animals in general. Satisfied with how things went, Ivar made his way over and sat beside you.
“We’re done with the first part.”
“First part?” You repeated.
With a devious look in his eyes, he guided you onto his lap and pointed at the camera.
“We’re going to make our own sex tape.”
Your jaw tensed when you realized he was quite serious. 
Flabbergasted, you were about to protest when you felt his teeth on your neck. He playfully bit down before using his tongue to make you squirm. Though it felt incredible, you tried to fight the sensation.
You simply couldn’t allow a stranger to film you performing sex acts.
When you tried to push him away, Ivar grabbed you by the throat. He didn’t do it violently, but firmly enough to keep you still. After giving you a love bite, he asked you to stand up for a moment.
Doing as he had asked, you watched as he undressed himself. One thing was certain, this guy really enjoyed being naked.
“Lay on your side facing the camera.”
You hesitated but followed his instructions. The entire situation was insane. But if it was so bad, why were you not throwing a lamp at his head?
Exhaling, you cleared your thoughts - tired of the opposing inner dialogue.
That was when Ivar slid behind you and unraveled the towel. Right away, you cupped your breasts causing him to chuckle.
“Babe, relax.” He said, tossing it to the ground. “There’s no need to be so shy. You have amazing tits.”
Your cheeks were burning from embarrassment. Ivar was quite the enigma. Never in your life had you ever met someone so uninhibited and blunt. As you were busily wondering how he got that way, you felt him guide your hand to his shaft.
Ivar was fully erect but he stated that he wanted you to use his member to get yourself wet. 
“I..........I don’t understand.”
Despite giving you a weird look, he didn’t get mad. 
Instead, Ivar slid his cock between your legs, tapping it against your pussy a few times. You bit your lip as you stared at him. He was so focused as he began rubbing his erection against your folds.
“That’s it, Y/N” He hissed before looking at you. “You’re getting so wet for me.”
Pressing his nose to your cheek, he bit it playfully. 
“Alright, I think you know what to do now.” Ivar added.
After placing your hand on his shaft again, he continued nibbling on the length of your neck. 
Like an uncoordinated novice, you dragged his curved erection against your pussy. The sensation of his warm flesh against yours felt so good, you moaned.
“Don’t hold back. I fucking love the sounds you make.” He whispered.
You kept going. 
Gently rubbing his member against your entrance until eventually, you could feel your wetness. You were so turned on that your fingers and his erection were slick from it.
“Okay babe, that’s enough.” .
Though Ivar loved how your hand was feeling, it wasn’t what he wanted. He wanted to have sex with you. With his lips pressed to your cheek, he asked you to guide him in.
“But........you aren’t wearing a condom.”
Angered by your statement, he pushed your hand off. He then took hold of his erection himself and prodded against your entrance.
“Wait! We nee to-----” 
Your words caught in your throat. Without warning, Ivar slid the length of his cock into you with one thrust. He grunted, grabbing you by the throat. As he pushed his lips against your ear, your eyes shut tightly. 
“Fuck!” He groaned. “Its so hot.”
You were trembling from the sensation of him being inside you. It was unlike anything you had ever felt before. Not even with your boyfriend back home made you feel so.....turned on.
“I....Ivar?” 
“Shhhhh. It’s okay, Y/N.”
With his lips still pressed to your ear, he pushed his cock in as deeply as it could go. Your breathing hitched and you let out a whimper. Excited by the sound, Ivar moved his hand from your throat. After caressing your face, he kissed the corner of your mouth softly.
“Did I hurt you?”
You should have said ‘yes’ and asked him to stop. But instead of doing the smart thing, you shook your head. Taking it as a good sign, Ivar held you closer, your ass now pushed firmly against his pelvis.
“Move for me.” He whispered. “I want to watch.”
With your eyes still shut, you apprehensively began rotating your hips, riding the length of his cock. As you were doing so, he watched the motion of your body, his blue eyes hooded with lust.
“Keep going, babe.” He whispered, enjoying how unsure of your own movements you were.
After a minute or so, Ivar tapped your hip and asked you to stop. 
To your surprise, he pulled his erection out. At first, you thought you had turned him off, but that was the furthest thing from the truth. Without a word, he sat up and rolled you onto your back. 
He then reached into one of the night stands and produced a large knife. Your heart dropped. Why would he feel the need to bring out a weapon? You watched in fear as he hovered over you, dragging the the blade lightly across your breasts.
“Last night, you let me down.” Ivar said as he pressed tip of the blade to one of your nipples. “But I’m going to give you a chance to redeem yourself. A second test. Hopefully, you won’t disappoint me.”
His words terrified you. 
From what you had seen in his medicine cabinet, he was mentally unstable. If he wanted, he could kill you and get away with it. But as you were practically having a nervous breakdown, Ivar did something strange. 
He placed the knife in your hand. 
Sliding between your legs, he hovered over you, propping himself up on his forearms. His long hair grazed your shoulders as he pressed his forehead to yours.
“No matter what  you decide, I won’t stop you.”
After saying this, Ivar reached between you and probed your entrance. Slowly, he pushed the length of his cock in, his forehead still rested on your own. You gasped at the feeling of him sliding inside you again.
But here it was! Your chance at freedom. 
Even if you didn’t want to kill him, you had many options. You could use the knife to back him away or stab him to give yourself time to escape. But you simply froze.
Without anymore hesitation, Ivar began thrusting. He was pounding away so hard, your hold of the knife weakened. As he increased the pace even more, he raised his head and looked down at you affectionately.
“What are you waiting for?” He grunted.
Taking hold of your wrist, he brought the knife to his neck. You didn’t know what to do. Did he want you to kill him? 
Keeping his eyes on yours, Ivar continued thrusting. You stared at him, keeping the blade against his flesh. Eventually, a trickle of blood appeared from the pressure.
Without breaking his gaze, he took you by the hips, using them to shove his cock in deeper. Before long, the knife fell from your grasp, landing beside you. 
Taking notice of this, Ivar tossed it to the floor before blanketing you with his body. After sliding his hands under your ass, he buried his face in the crook of your neck. 
You hated yourself but all your resistance was gone. 
Wrapping your arms around his neck, you met each of his thrusts - the sound of his cock pounding your pussy filling the room.
“Oh,..................my God!” You squealed.
“Fuck.” He grunted. “Is it my pussy, babe?”
He asked you two more times before you managed to mutter a ‘yes’ in response.  
What a lover! 
Ivar plunged his cock into you like a man possessed making you to writhe underneath him. Within minutes, he was sweating so much, his hair became damp. Beads of perspiration trickled onto you causing your breasts and stomach to glisten.
“Cum for me, Y/N.”
“Wait.”
Ivar knew you were close. He could tell by the way your hips had slowed down. Relentlessly, he thrusted slow and deep. All the while whispering about how badly he wanted you to cum on his cock.
Suddenly, your pelvic area began pulsating and contracting with the longest orgasm of your life.
“Yes, Ivar! Yes!”
His lips crashed to yours, kissing you like a long lost lover. 
When he finally pulled away, he dragged his tongue against yours before biting your bottom lip. As you continued moaning, he pressed his lips to your neck.
“Fuck!” Ivar grunted as if gasping for air.
You felt him cumming inside you. The heat spreading as he muttered something in his native tongue. Ivar continued pounding into you with so much force, it caused you to scream out, your voice practically echoing in the bedroom. 
His had triggered an orgasm so intense, your legs began to shake like crazy and your eyes welled with tears.
“It’s okay, Y/N.  
Slowing his movements, Ivar allowed you to ride out the orgasm at your own pace, all the while biting on your neck. 
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The following afternoon, Ivar was in a great mood. 
He spent a few hours in his home office before asking you to accompany him on a nature hike. After packing some lunch, the two of you drove out to a beautiful field that was only a few miles from the house. 
There, Ivar spent time taking photos of the scenic surroundings. 
While he was busy with his photography, you picked some flowers, hoping to fashion them into a crown. Sadly, you were quite terrible at it. As you sat on the blanket, frustrated at your progress, Ivar took a seat across from you.
“What are you doing?” Ivar asked, looking at the jumbled mess.
“Um.....I don’t really want to say.”
“Why?”
When you stated that you didn’t want him to laugh at you, he promised that he wouldn’t. 
With a sigh, you told Ivar you were trying to make a flower crown like the ones you had seen in Scandinavian films.
Though he was trying his best, you could tell he wanted to laugh. Rolling your eyes, you decided to give up. Why bother? You were never the best at arts and crafts anyway.
Putting his camera down, Ivar beckoned you to sit between his legs. 
After you had done so, he began teaching you the proper way to make a crown. Taking his time to show you the technique.
“My mother made these all the time.” He said with his lips close to your earlobe. “She really had a thing for flowers and nature in general.” 
You were surprised that he had finally made mention of something personal. After all the questions he had asked of you, you had some for him as well.
“Your mother, does she live in Iceland?”
Ivar fell silent for a while before telling you that both his parents were dead. You felt so bad for bringing up the subject that you tried to apologize. However, he told you it wasn’t necessary.
“It’s not as if you would have known.” Ivar said. “Anyway, they died when I was like five years old. So you don’t worry about depressing me.”
He went on to mention that they had died when their private plane crashed. Afterward, he spent time living with relatives. All of them unwilling to care for him long enough for him to get adjusted.
“I guess I can’t really blame any of them. I was probably too much to handle. My problems and all.”
“What problems?” You cautiously asked.
You had seen the medications. However, you wanted to hear about his condition from his own lips.
“I’m Schizophrenic. But I was recently diagnosed with Obsessive-compulsive disorder as well.” Ivar said as he continued weaving the flowers. “I guess you’re definitely going to run away now.”
You didn’t know what to think.
On one hand, he was keeping you against your will. But on other hand, you kinda felt sorry for him. He was probably just lonely or going through an episode.
“Have you done this.....I mean.....”
“I have never kidnapped anyone in my life.” He interrupted. “To be quite honest with you, I was there to shoot up the airport. You know, go out in a hail of bullets. I had rifles in the trunk and everything. But just when I was about to smoke in order to ease my nerves, I saw you.”
You were utterly dumbfounded. So he had intended to do a ‘suicide by cop’? 
Before you could think of another question, Ivar added that when you spoke to him, it caused him to waver.
“I don’t know why but you made me rethink things. You looked so innocent and lost. Plus, your Icelandic was so bad, it actually brought a smile to my face.”
For some reason, the comment made you laugh. 
Still, it was strange to think that you mistaking him for your ride probably prevented a tragedy. With the flower crown now finished, Ivar placed it on your head. He then grabbed his camera and got to his feet.
“I’m not an evil person, Y/N. Despite how I feel, I know you have a life of your own.” He confessed. “But can you please do one thing for me?”
“What’s that?”
“There’s a family event in three weeks. If you accompany me and treat me nicely in front of everyone, I......................I won’t stop you from leaving afterward.”
His eyes were wet with tears, but you didn’t make mention of it. 
Instead, you nodded, promising to be his ‘date’ at the event. Pleased in a bittersweet way, Ivar took photos of you wearing his flower crown.
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The next few days were actually quite nice. 
Not only did Ivar take you to the nearby township to show you around, he bought you a prepaid phone. After making you promise not to say anything about your whereabouts, he allowed you to call home.
Though he did sit beside you whenever you chatted with anyone, it didn’t feel like he was being imposing.
As expected, your family members were relieved to finally hear from you. 
After being unable to reach you and getting no calls to confirm your arrival, they had been in a panic. But you eased their minds, stating that you had lost your phone at the airport. And since you had no money to buy a new one, you told them to reach you on the prepaid until you returned.
You could have told them that you were being held against your will, but you chose not to. Despite what Ivar had done, you didn’t want the police to get involved. 
Yes, it sounded stupid, but you just didn’t want him to get in trouble. 
Regardless of how things started, you felt a connection with Ivar. In fact, the two of you spent the time leading up to the event behaving like a real couple. And it wasn’t just allot of hot sex either. 
He told you all about his life and even confessed that he was basically a trust-fund kid. That explained the lavish house and his lack of a schedule. 
So with everything seemingly going well, you focused on enjoying the last bit of time the two of you had left.
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The big day had finally arrived!
Wracked with nerves, you spent the whole day wondering how his family members were going to treat you. Taking notice of your odd behavior, Ivar kept telling you to relax, but you couldn’t help feeling tense. 
You didn’t know why you felt anxious anyway. He had taken care of everything. In fact, Ivar spared no expense in helping you prepare for the party. He ordered six designer outfits for you with the help of an online shopper. And that wasn’t all. Knowing how particular women were, he had a stylist come to the house to do your hair and makeup. 
All-in-all, you felt like a Princess. 
Yes, you knew that you were living a lie but so what? Ivar treated way better than your boyfriend back home. 
And it wasn’t about the money. Jamie was just a mean-spirited guy at times. Not only did he mock your career goals, but he expected you to drop everything whenever he wanted to hang out. Those things wouldn’t have been so bad if he didn’t feel the need to tell you how to dress as well. 
If you had any guts at all, he would have been an Ex a long time ago. 
But what could you do? You just needed to get the night over with so you could return to your normal life. 
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As you stood beside Ivar in your strapless black Balmain gown, you shifted nervously. For whatever reason, you suddenly felt like throwing up. You hated large events in general but you hated family events even more. 
Everyone was always so judgmental at those things. And with how wealthy Ivar was, you assumed his relatives were probably going to be total dicks.
“Babe, why are you fidgeting so much?” He asked. “You look amazing.”
Ivar’s smile was so genuine, you almost regretted that it was your last night together. But what choice did you have?
“I’m not good at these types of gatherings.” You confessed.
“Stop worrying so much. They’re going to adore you as much as I do.”
Right on cue, the massive door swung open. 
There, wearing more makeup than should be on one person’s face, was a woman in her sixties. She looked good. But good in the “my plastic surgeon knows me well” kind of way.
“Ivar.” She exclaimed as if expecting someone else. “We didn’t think you would show.”
“Well, here I am.” 
She gave him a smile but you thought it looked very fake. Suddenly, she took notice of you and her face lit up.
“And who is this lovely woman? A friend of Christoff?”
Ivar’s smile faltered a second before he placed an arm around your waist.
“No Aunt Rose, this is my girlfriend. Y/N.”
The woman gave you a big smile and complemented your appearance. As she led you into the house, she added that she loved your purse.
“Chanel is my favorite at the moment too.” Aunt Rose said. “I had a thing for Vuitton but I had to drop it like a bad habit. It seems like every poverty-stricken nobody wears a knockoff these days. It cheapens the brand.”
You were slightly offended but Ivar did warn you about his family members during the car ride.
“Well, thank you for the compliment but I didn’t buy it. Ivar gifted it to me. I can’t afford such things.” 
Aunt Rose blew off your remark, stating that you looked good enough to be a trophy wife. She then added that beauty was far more valuable than money.
“I can’t wait for you to meet my sons. Especially Christoff.” She said as you all arrived in the backyard. She then looked at Ivar. “Don’t forget to introduce the two of them.”
“I won’t”
“Well, I need to mingle with the other guests...” She said looking straight at you. “but we will definitely chat again, my dear.”
With that, she walked into the crowd of attendees. You looked up at Ivar but before you could even say anything, he leaned over and kissed you.
“What was that for?”
“Do I need a reason?” He asked before embracing you.
As he was busily whispering dirty things in your ear, three women approached. They had champagne flutes in hand but looked like they had been pounding shots before the party started.
“Ivar! What a pleasant surprise!” The woman in blue exclaimed. “We did not think you would come after what happened last time.”
By the way his body tensed, you could tell that he didn’t like these people.
“Well, regardless, it’s good to see you.” The redhead said with a giggle. “So whose date are you molesting?”
Ivar’s jaw tensed, but thankfully, you were good at defusing awkward situations. 
Extending your hand, you introduced yourself as his girlfriend. They probably weren’t accustomed to him bringing anyone around because their jaws dropped.
All three women looked stunned as they shook your hand.
“Well it’s very nice to meet you Y/N. I’m Katrina, this is my sister Evelyn and that drunk bitch Sonya. We’re cousins but he hardly comes around us anymore.”
“Maybe you can help change that.” Sonya said thoughtfully. “Besides, you seem like someone we could have fun hanging out with.”
The three of them chatted with you for nearly fifteen minutes. Despite your initial perceptions, they were actually quite nice. They told you lots of things about their homeland and suggested places you should visit. 
The main one being the Blue Lagoon.
“Has Ivar taken you there yet?” Sonya asked.
“Uh, not yet.”
“I’m going to take her.” He said, following up your remark.
“Oh yeah? And when will that be?” Katrina asked with a scoff. “Everyone knows you hardly like leaving the countryside.”
“Whenever Y/N is ready for me to take her. I’ll make the time.”
“You can’t take her.” Evelyn protested. “She would have much more fun with us. Ivar, I know you don’t understand these things but she’s a girl. And everyone knows spas are more fun as a Girl’s Trip.”
Rolling his eyes, he whispered that he was going to go and speak to someone. However, he promised that it wouldn’t take long. After giving you kiss on the lips, Ivar walked off.
“Wow. I have never seen him like this before.” Katrina confessed as she watched him leave. “Do you know you’re the first  girl he’s ever brought to anything? Like ever?”
“She’s probably the first girl to be with him at all.” Sonya added with a giggle. She then grabbed a cocktail off a passing waiters tray.
You couldn’t believe your ears. They may have been treating you nicer than you had expected, but they were being very vicious behind Ivar’s back. 
“What kind of crap family is this?” You wondered.
“Excuse me, but do any of you know where the nearest restroom is?” You suddenly asked.
You didn’t really have to pee but you wanted to get away from them. 
Without being asked, Evelyn happily volunteered to show you the way. Taking you by the arm, she led you into the house. As the two of you walked the massive corridor, she introduced you to several people, leaving out the fact that you were Ivar’s girlfriend. 
Instead, she kept telling people that you were a good friend of hers. When you finally reached the restrooms, Evelyn asked if you wanted her to wait. 
“Oh, no. You can return to the festivities. I’ll find you.”
“Okay. We’ll save you some champagne.”
When she left, you exhaled out loud. Boy were these people strange. They may have had all the money in the world but they sure didn’t know how to be a family.
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After freshening your makeup, you chose to look at the various pieces of Art that lined the walls of the hallway. It wasn’t exciting, but it was much better than talking to any of the people you had met so far. 
As you were examining a still life painting, you heard a voice from behind you.
“That’s one of my favorites too.” 
When you turned to see who it was, there stood a gorgeous man in a tailored black suit. He had long dirty-blonde hair but it had been pulled into a man-bun for the occasion. 
With a twinkle in his blue eyes, he introduced himself as Christoff.
“Um...nice to meet you. I’m Y/N.”
“Oh.” He said. “My mother just told me all about you. You’re the one that arrived with my cousin, Ivar.”
That’s when his name clicked. 
Ivar’s Aunt Rose had mentioned that he was her son. She even made him promise to introduce the two of you. Well, there he was and boy, was he hot. Probably just as hot as Ivar. 
But something was off about him. However, you just couldn’t put your finger on it.
“So, I see you have an appreciation for the Arts. That’s not something I see these days. It’s quite refreshing.”
“Yeah. I like Art allot. I guess it’s because I’m not very good at it.” You said with a laugh. 
“You should take classes. We have amazing Art Schools for adults in Iceland. Most of them are free.”
As the two of you became engrossed in conversation, Ivar approached. Seeing you with Christoff soured his mood instantly. Not that he was upset with you. It all had to do with his cousin.
You see, Christoff was a bit of a bully. 
And whenever he was around, he had a way of making Ivar feel worthless. Not that he was the only one. Most of Ivar’s family members were very hard on him due to his “issues”.
“Y/N. I was looking for you. I thought you would like to try some of this French wine.”
After handing you the glass, Ivar looked at his cousin. If you didn’t know any better, you could have sworn they were having stare-down.
"So, where have you been hiding this amazing woman?” Christoff asked. “She’s a breath of fresh air.”
“We’re both busy.”
“Come off it, Ivar. Look, just because you’re antisocial, it doesn’t mean you have to keep the poor girl hidden away.”
“Agreed.” Sonya said, cosigning his remark.
You don’t know how the hell they found you, but all three of the girls approached with two men trialing them.
“Y/N, this is Marc and Dimitiri, our cousin’s from Sweden.”
As the two men shook your hand, you could see Ivar from the corner of your eye. He was not happy at all. In fact, you could tell that he was getting very stressed.
“Babe, this is really good.” You commented after taking a sip of the wine.
Ivar smiled at you, liking the way you had slid your hand into his. He intertwined your fingers before giving it a gentle squeeze.
"If you like this wine Y/N.....” Dimitiri began. “You have to visit our Great Uncle’s estate. His collection makes Aunt Rose’s selection look like cheap boxed punch.”
“Who gives a shit? Cheap or expensive, it doesn’t matter. As long as I can get shit-faced, I’m good.” Katrina announced before raising her glass of rum and coke.
Everyone laughed with the exception of Ivar. 
He just hated being around his family. They never acted like they wanted him around and now, they were trying to take you over. As the conversation went on, you eventually realized what they were doing.
They were totally ignoring Ivar. But they did keep making rude hints about his Psychiatric issues. 
Having enough of their shit, you put the wine glass down.
“Babe, I don’t feel too well. Can we go home?”
Ivar looked at you, almost unable to hide his relief. 
Despite everyone telling you that you could rest in any of the bedrooms, you insisted on leaving. As you led Ivar away, he turned around and waved goodbye to his cousins.
Except for Christoff of course. He knew for sure he had been hitting on you. So  Ivar gave him the middle finger.
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During the long drive back to the countryside, the two of you listened to old rock songs, singing and laughing the entire time. It just felt so good to get away from the oppressive atmosphere of his family.
When you arrived home, you kicked off your heels and made a beeline for the kitchen. Both of you were famished and had not eating anything since Brunch.
“What do you want to eat?” You asked as you opened the fridge.
“You.”
“Ivar, I’m serious.”
“So am I.”
When you glared at him, he laughed and shrugged his shoulders. After telling you to decide, Ivar went upstairs to change his clothes. Settling on the leftover lasagna, you began reheating things.
As you were plating the food, he returned, shirtless and wearing grey sweatpants. He had also taken his hair out of the man-bun and put on a pair of glasses.
“You know, you look really handsome. I should take a picture of you.”
“Yeah?”
He winked at you before thrusting his hips. With a raise of your brow you asked what he thought he was doing.
“I’m trying to tempt you.”
“By humping the air?” You asked with a smirk. “You look like a stripper.”
“I’ll be your stripper if you pay me in sex.”
Getting behind you, he began grinding his pelvis against your ass. You tried your best to ignore him but he kept going. Even when you started cutting the garlic bread.
“Ivar! I have a knife in my hand.”
“So? I’m trying to get you out of this dress.”
He then spun you around and asked how you could say ‘no’ to a man in glasses. 
After staring at him for a second, you burst into laughter. Ivar was just too cute for words. No one had ever made you laugh like he did. But then you remembered, tonight was your last night.
You were leaving for the airport first thing in the morning. Despite missing your return flight home because of your promise, the airline allowed you to re-book for a small fee. 
In less than twenty four hours, you would be back where you belonged.
As you were lost in thought, Ivar lifted you up, his hands underneath your ass. You wrapped your legs around him before pressing your forehead to his. Running your fingers through his hair, you wondered why you felt so torn about leaving.
You kept your end of the bargain and he was keeping his about letting you go. That meant you should have been happy. Right?
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Ivar carried you to the living room, and sat on the couch.
Now straddling him, you gazed into his eyes, wishing that you had a few more days. Without waiting for him to make a move, you pressed your lips to his. You wanted to savor all of him - his taste, his scent even the texture of his tongue.
Deepening the kiss, Ivar grabbed you by the back of the neck and pulled you in. His kiss was so hungry and needy, you moaned into his mouth. As you pulled away, he unzipped the back of your gown.
“Take this thing off.”
No longer as shy as you had been before meeting him, you stood up. Slowly, you allowed the gown to shimmy down your body. When it dropped to the floor, Ivar stared at you.
“Don’t take your bra and panties off, yet.” He said with a gleam in his eyes. “I just want you to lay across my lap. Ass up.”
Doing just as he had asked, you crawled on top of him. Once he positioned you the way he wanted, Ivar squeezed each cheek.
“Babe, I’m going to spank you. If it gets uncomfortable, tell me and I’ll stop.”
You nodded, trusting that he wasn’t going to do it hard enough to hurt you.
When the first smack landed, it really stung. Thankfully, Ivar caressed the spot, making it feel better right away. The second and third smacks were much harder though. 
Still, despite never thinking it was a kink you would try, you liked it. 
After spanking you a few more times, Ivar rolled you onto your back. As he gazed into your eyes, he slid his hand into the front of your panties. 
Your legs closed by instinct but you quickly relaxed them.
“Y/N, I want you to look at me.”
He then began moving his fingers against your pussy in circular motions, his blue eyes never leaving your face. Ivar watched you with fascination, loving all your little expressions and winces. 
With your wetness glistening on his fingers, he brought them to his lips. You watched as he licked each one clean before sliding them back into your panties again.
“That’s so good.” You mumbled.
Ivar gave you a little smirk as he continued rubbed your folds in small circles. Feeling aroused, your hips stuttered and you grabbed hold of his wrist with both hands. 
“Is it good, babe?” He asked as he watched your body writhe against his hand.
Your voice caught in your throat as Ivar grazed your clit with two fingers. As he applied pressure to it, he leaned forward and bit the length of your neck.
“Oh my God.” You hissed, holding his wrist tighter.
When he was satisfied with your wetness, Ivar made you straddle him. Pulling down the elastic of his sweatpants, he asked you to take his cock out. As he watched, you reached down into his boxer briefs. Grabbing hold of his erection, you gently freed it from the fabric. 
As you stroked his reddened cock, you felt Ivar’s hips buck upward.
“Y/N, I want you to ride me. Can you do that?”
Though your cheeks and neck burned from his blunt request, you nodded. 
“Should I remove my bra and panties first?”
“No.”
Ivar then added that he liked how pretty you looked in your jewelry and lingerie. Letting go of your ass, he pulled down the cups of your bra, exposing your breasts. 
The manner in which he did it caused the underwire to cup your tits, making them sit very high. Leaning forward, Ivar ran his tongue flatly over the right one first and then, the left.
As he pulled your nipple into his mouth, you caressed the side of his face. When Ivar began suckling, the pressure of his warm mouth caused a gasp to escape your lips.
Realizing that you were very sensitive, he kept sucking and nibbling, even grazing his teeth over your hardened nipple. When you tried to pull away, he wrapped his arms around your waist.
“Y/N, stop trying to run.”
“I’m not. It’s just that...well.....”
“It feels good so you’re scared.”
You gave him a weak smile, knowing he was right. 
Despite not being a virgin, you still had allot of hangups. You hated to admit it but it was probably because none of your boyfriends had ever worshiped your body or cared about your needs. 
But Ivar was so different. 
He was not only attentive and affectionate but he always made sure that you had at least one orgasm. 
“Can I ask you something?” You said as you wrapped your arms around his neck.
“Sure, babe. Ask me anything.”
“Did you really record me?”
Ivar chuckled before shaking his head. He confessed that despite what he had told you, he didn’t make the sex-tape. 
“I turned it off after you answered all my questions.”
“But, why did you tell me that the camera was on?”
“I shouldn’t have done that.” He confessed with a sad expression. “I just thought that if you believed there was a video of you having sex, you would be too scared to leave.”
“So there’s nothing?”
Ivar pulled you close and swore on his parents grave that he did not film the two of you. Believing him completely, you pressed your lips to his.
You kissed him tenderly, cupping his face as your tongue explored his mouth. As you ran your fingertips against the stubble of his sideburns, you tried to memorize the moment.
Excited by your show of affection, Ivar slid a hand between your legs. Pulling your panties aside, he told you to put his cock inside. After sitting up slightly, you positioned yourself over his curved erection.
As you felt the tip prodding at your opening, you dug your fingernails into his back. You took your time, but eventually, you managed to slide the tip inside you. 
“It’s so warm.” Ivar hissed.
Though he was eager to fuck you, he didn’t force you down or make any movements. 
Instead, Ivar kept his arms around your waist, allowing you to do as you pleased. Pushing yourself further down his shaft, you shut your eyes. The pain and pleasure overtaking your senses as Ivar’s cock stretched your tightness.
You let out a whimper before rubbing your cheek against his forehead. 
Seeing that you needed help, Ivar’s hands went to your ass. He cupped your cheeks, spreading them slightly in order to have better control of your body. Lifting you up slowly, he shut his eyes, enjoying the sensation of your pussy sliding on his cock.
Tensing his jaw, Ivar slid you down his shaft again.
“Yes.” You moaned, sinking your nails even deeper into his flesh.
After setting you down on his entire length, Ivar’s hips began thrusting upward. You felt him squeezing your ass tighter each time his balls met your opening. With your eyes still closed, you began rotating your hips in unison with his.
Before long Ivar changed pace, pounding your pussy while holding you perfectly still. Your thighs began to tremble uncomfortably as your walls contracted around his cock.
The start of your orgasm was so overwhelming, you had to rest your forehead on his.
“Fuck me Ivar! Fuck me!”
“Don’t move.” He grunted, still pounding into you. “I’m going to cum.”
Just as you felt his warm release spreading inside you, your orgasm arrived. You clung to Ivar for dear life, screaming his name as you climaxed together.
“Tell me it’s mine.” He grunted as he milked his cock into your pussy. “Come on, babe. Tell me.”
“It’s yours. 
“What’s mine?”
“My...................pu.........pussy.”
Cum began dripping down his cock as he continued thrusting - the sound of his wet cock hitting your pussy filling the room. After a few more minutes, both of you came off your high, sweaty and exhausted.
Carefully, Ivar laid you on the couch and lay beside you. As you relaxed, he caressed the small of your back in circular motions. You were so exhausted, you didn’t say anything. Instead you just laid there, listening to his heartbeat.
As for Ivar, he wasn’t as calm as he looked. 
Despite his promise, his heart was broken. And truth be told, he was tempted to make you stay. But he had decided against it. Sure he could tear up your plane ticket or tie you up, but that wasn’t love.
He may have had his issues but Ivar was a reasonable person. If he truly cared about you, he knew he couldn’t keep you as his hostage any longer.
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The following morning, you woke to the sound of the prepaid phone’s alarm. 
After taking a warm shower and getting dressed, you busied yourself with last minute details. Making sure you had packed everything, you sat on your suitcase and struggled to close it.
It would have closed easily like before, however, Ivar had insisted that you keep the designer things he had bought. Once you finally managed to zip and padlock the suitcase, you stood and looked around.
“Ivar?” You said, entering the kitchen.
It was strange. 
When you got up to take your shower, he was still asleep on the couch. But now, you couldn't find him anywhere. After making yourself a cup of coffee, you finally spotted him in the backyard.
He was seated on a white bench, still wearing his sweatpants from the night before. The only other piece of clothing he had on was a multicolored brown sweater.
“Isn’t he cold?” You wondered. 
After putting on your hoodie, you grabbed the coffee and exited the backdoor. Making your way to where Ivar was sitting, you called out. However, he didn’t turn around.
When you finally reached his side, he didn’t even bother to look at you. Instead, he lit a cigarette and ran a hand over his head.
“I........I’m done packing.”
“That’s good.”
Ivar said nothing else before taking a drag. 
As he blew the smoke through his nostrils, his gaze remained over the distance. You didn’t know what to do. With the driver only five minutes away, you were getting frustrated.
You wanted to tell Ivar that he was being very rude, but you didn’t want to start a fight.
Besides, you kind of knew why he was being so cold. Perhaps you shouldn’t have told him that you couldn’t stay in touch. You didn’t intend for it to sound so mean but you didn’t want to lie to him.
You didn’t hate Ivar or anything. In fact, you had already forgiven him for kidnapping you. However, you knew that he would complicate your life. He was a gorgeous guy with loads of money. And despite his physiological problems, somehow, you felt that he would eventually find someone special.
But that person couldn’t be you. 
Besides, even if you did stay, people would probably think you were using him.
As you were about to tell him that you were sorry about how things were ending, your phone beeped. When you read the message, it was from the transport service. They car was in the driveway.
“It seems that that my ride is--------”
“Y/N, you better go before you miss your flight.”
Despite knowing this was the last time you would see each other, Ivar still refused to look at you. 
He just kept smoking as you tried to figure out what to say. Since you couldn’t think of anything, you bent down and kissed the top of his head. After running your fingers through his dark locks, you gave him one last kiss on the cheek.
“Goodbye Ivar. Take good care of yourself.”
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“Not to bother you, Miss.” The driver said, looking at you through the rear view mirror. “But there’s a box of Kleenex in the compartment to your right.”
You had left Ivar’s house about twenty minutes earlier, and the entire time you had done nothing but bawl your eyes out. Since the two of you parted on bad terms, you couldn’t help wondering what he was doing.
Was he still sitting in the backyard? Or was he throwing away anything that reminded him of you? 
“I need to stop thinking about him.” You thought, chastising yourself.
But no matter what you did, you couldn’t. 
Even trying to distract yourself with Netflix and music didn’t help. After a few minutes had passed, you looked at the driver.
“How long until we reach the airport?” 
“About an hour and fifteen minutes. Of course that all depends on the traffic.”
You sighed and settled into the leather seat. 
Taking some Kleenex from the compartment, you wiped your face. As you stared out the window, you tried to enjoy the scenery. It worked for a while, but it didn’t take long before your mind wandered to Ivar again.
You really regretted not taking his number. 
He tried to give it to you several times, however you kept saying ‘no’. You knew that if you saved it, you would be tempted to call him. Now, you really wish you had not been so stubborn.
Returning your attention back to the scenic countryside, you tried to focus on things back home. Soon you would be back in your own apartment and with your own friends. And hopefully, if things went well, you would even snag a new job. 
You had quit your old one prior to coming to Iceland. 
In fact, the entire trip was a “clear my head” vacation. Not that it had worked. Ironically, you were now more confused than ever. After another five minutes of fighting with your thoughts, you leaned forward again.
“Excuse me? I have a question.”
“Yes, Miss.”
“I know this may sound strange, but could you go back? To the house you picked me up from........I mean.”
“Pardon?”
Your heart was racing and your palms were sweating, but you managed to tell him that you didn’t want to go to the airport. With a nod, the driver exited the highway and rerouted his GPS.
As you relaxed in the seat again, everything in your head was telling you that you were being impulsive. You family and friends would call you crazy. And what about your so-called boyfriend? What would he say to everyone?
“Who cares!” You thought.
For once, you were making a decision that actually made you happy.  
And it was about time too. You had spent so much of your life being everything for everyone, that you didn’t even know who you were anymore. 
But no more. This time, you would put yourself first.
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As soon as the car pulled into the driveway, you jumped out before it even came to a full stop. You gave the poor driver a scare, but he kept quiet as he put the gear in park.
Running up the steps, you rushed to the doorbell and pressed it several times. 
You had butterflies in your stomach. But despite the nerves about how Ivar was going to react, you couldn’t wait to see his face. You rang the doorbell some more but when he didn’t come to the door, you got worried.
Ivar should have answered already. 
After all, he had security cameras so he would have seen the car before you even got out. As you nervously paced, thinking he had gone somewhere, the front door suddenly swung open. 
Standing there, shirtless, was your sweet Ivar. When you noticed that his eyes were red from crying, your own welled with tears. Without waiting for you to say a word, he swept you into his arms. 
As you wrapped your legs around him, Ivar stared into your eyes as if in shock.
“I couldn’t leave.” You confessed as tears streamed down your cheeks. “I......I felt like I was dying.”
He didn’t say anything. Instead, Ivar  gave you soft peck, allowing his lips to linger against yours before looking at you again.
“So, you still want me?” You asked in a whisper.
“Y/N, I’m yours.” He said as a lone tear ran down his face.
“Always? ”
“Always, babe.”
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 THE END
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My Ultimate Top 10 Favorite Drag Race Queens
#10 - Kameron Michaels: NGL, Kameron is partially on this list because I would fuck her in a heartbeat. I actually plan on making a list later of queens I would sleep with in and/or out of drag and you will definitely find Miss Michaels high on there. I’ve seen her live on the Werq the World tour and I 100% regret not getting Meet and Greet though I probably would’ve just drooled on her and made a fool of myself so maybe it’s better that I didn’t. It’s a known fact that Kameron is an incredible lip syncer (if you haven’t watched season 10, please do so just to see her in action because honestly, she’s one of the few good things about that season) and she did NOT disappoint. Her dancing was only beat out by Vanjie who you may or may not see later on this list. Kameron if you’re out there reading this (LOL, we all know she isn’t) and you ever feel like experimenting with an actual biological woman, hit me up!
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#9 - Sharon Needles: And here we have another attractive man out of drag! Sharon was the OG underdog and while I’m not going to sit here and bash Phi Phi O’Hara because she’s actually talented AF (checkout her Harry Potter cosplay, it’s soooo good), Sharon definitely didn’t deserve all the shade thrown at her on season 4. Her drag aesthetic has always been equals parts spooky and equal parts fabulous, but she’s actually improved over the years and it’s made me love her even more. My favorite Sharon moment ever is during a “Queens Reading Mean Comments” video on WOWPresents’ Youtube channel where someone said they liked her old teeth better and she just goes, “Well my old teeth just looked ridiculous with my new lips!” Get ‘em, girl.
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#8 - Jinkx Monsoon: I want Jinkx to be my mom. There, I said it. Also, if you don’t get that reference, get your shit together and subscribe to WOW Presents on Youtube you fucking bumpkin. Jinkx was the loveable weirdo on her season and received a lot of hate from her fellow queens but I loved her from the start. I have since forgiven Roxxxy Andrews for her cattiness because of her rudemption on All Stars 2 (insert her Read U Wrote U verse here) but nothing was more satisfying than watching Jinkx go from the underdog to America’s Next Drag Superstar. I don’t know what’s more iconic; her tendency to fall asleep at inopportune times, her laugh, or all the jokes about her being a full blown swamp witch. Either way, it will always be Monsoon season in my eyes.
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#7 - Nina West: Hands down, the DEFINITION of Miss Congeniality! This choice was so obvious, I don’t even know why they took a vote. I think that even if they left it up to the fans, it would’ve been her. I fucking LOVE Nina. I’ve actually met her IRL and my first thoughts were 1: she’s HUGE (hello, she’s a six foot tall man in like 6 inch heels and I’m barely over five feet) and 2. she just radiates happiness! She is the only queen I’ve met that asked me my name (though shout out to Plastique Tiara for calling me gorgeous as if she’s not the most beautiful creature on the planet) and she didn’t make me feel like an idiot when I just stared at her adoringly and just word vomited “you’remyfavoriteiloveyousomuch”. Class act people!
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#6 - Bianca del Rio: Do I even need an explanation for this one? Hands down, the undisputed winner of season 6, and that’s coming from a die-hard ***** fan (see entry #2). Did she wear the same silhouette 10+ times? Yes. Can she kind of be a bitch sometimes? Definitely. But is she the funniest fucking person alive? Probably! My love for Bianca is infinite but I still wouldn’t want her to read me, at least not in person. Actually, scratch that, I’ve seen her Twitter feed and getting read online is almost worse. I fucking love Hurricane Bianca and the sequel even though it’s one of those so-bad-it’s-good type of film series. I sadly missed her last tour because it was the same night as Sasha Velour’s Smoke & Mirrors show and as amazing as Sasha was, my heart was broken that I couldn’t go to both. But you better believe the next time she’s in town, I’m forking out lots of $$ for VIP and I may or may not faint at Bianca’s feet #noregrets
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#5 - Vanessa Vanjie Matteo: Mother. Fucking. Vanjie. OKAY, I’ve met this bitch IRL and let me tell you, she is the cutest fucking thing. Like Nina, it shocked me how apparent it is that she’s a man (square jaw, hello?) but she can still paint for filth and look fishy AF even with her boyish features. Also, AMAZING performer! I waited 3 hours after the M&G for her to actually come on stage and perform only two songs (that’s a story for another day) but let me tell you, it was worth the fucking wait. I showered that bitch with Canadian monopoly money and I would’ve given her more if I wasn’t such a broke millennial. And to top the whole night off, I got woken up at 5 am to my friend screaming because Vanjie had reposted my photo in her story so I was essentially Instagram famous for all of like, a day. Thanks girl xo
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#4 - Bendelacreme: I love me some Dela. This queen proved in both her regular season and All Stars that she is a force to be reckoned with. Season 6 wouldn’t have been the same without her and did I want to yell at Darienne Lake for being a bitch to her? Absolutely! (Gia Gunn pun intended) And I honestly think that if she hadn’t eliminated herself, she would’ve won AS3 (though if you read my #1 entry, I am 100% satisfied with who did win). She completely deserved her Miss Congeniality title, and while I see where the others AS3 queens were coming from when they suspected she was trying a little too hard to keep up that image, I did appreciate her trying to play the game with some class, because we don’t see that often on Drag Race. I also love her friendship with Jinkx and it’s definitely on my bucket list to see one of their shows one day. You know what they say, the Creme always rises to the top!
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#3 - Brooke Lynn Hytes: Full disclosure, I’m Canadian but that’s not the only reason why I love Brooke (she is the Queen in the North though, and I’ll fight you if you say otherwise). This queen is fucking TALENTED! Season 11 would have failed without her, IMHO. She can design and sow a complete outfit, read people to filth, sort of sing (I still listen to Queens Everywhere daily, especially her verse), dance circles around ANYBODY, and lip sync like her mother fucking life depends on it. Did she, by the end of the season, forget that’s there’s more to a lip sync than being on pointe? Yes, absolutely. But that doesn’t change the fact that she is literal perfection and I think that’s why Ru gave Yvie the crown instead of her (though I love Yvie so don’t come for me). Brooke’s biggest downfall was the fact that she wasn’t relatable and I am 100% okay with that. Sometimes you just have to worship the unattainable. The only issue I have with Brooke is her and Vanjie not being officially together anymore because yes, I am one of those fans that ship queens together, especially queens that have actually dated. I will never get over #Branjie, just saying.
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#2 - Adore Delano: "I'm a fucking Libra!" As soon as these words left her mouth, I knew I was in love with Adore Delano. Season 6 is by far my favorite season (spoiler alert if I decide to make a Top 10 Best Seasons list) and if it weren't for my #1 pick, she would 100% have the top spot. Hell, before I discovered WOW Presents, she WAS my #1 pick (read my next entry to understand what I mean). Adore is simultaneously adorable (pun intended) and fierce AF. She's beautiful, hilarious, and did I mention beautiful?! She is the reason I say "party" at inappropriate times. She is the reason I wish I was a Libra instead of a fucking Scorpio. She is the reason I insist everybody start their first Drag Race binge with season 6 because I know they’ll fall in love with her as much as I have. Adore, if you’re reading this, I fucking adore you.
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#1 - Trixie Mattel & Katya Zamolodchikova: Of course these two are tied as my number one spot. Individually, these queens are fucking fierce and extremely talented (go download Trixie's country albums if you don't believe me), but together they are pure gold. If you've only ever watched their run on season 7, you probably don't understand why I love them so much, so do yourself a favor and go watch All Stars 2 & 3, as well as their web shows "UnHhhh", "The Trixie & Katya Show", and “Queens Who Like To Watch”. I can even give you a list of other stand alone videos of them to watch (ex. "Besties for Cash", "Fashion Photo Review", compilation videos of the pair in Palm Springs... I think you get the gist). Truth be told, I'm absolutely obsessed with these two, so much so that I may or may not have indulged in some online fan fiction about them from time to time...don’t judge me, okay?! I love a friends-turned-lovers love story, and I know I’m not the only one wishing #Trixya would happen IRL. I've also shelled out so much money to Trixie alone on her merch and makeup, and I'm waiting very impatiently for them to go on tour together so I can go full Futurama and just scream "take my money" as I buy the most VIP package they have. Trixie and Katya are the ultimate definition of All Stars and I'll fight anyone who says otherwise.
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pufflix · 6 years
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Pairing: Park Jimin x female reader
Genres: college!au, best friend!jimin, neighbor!jimin, fluff, comedy, angst, drama
Warnings: none yet
Summary: You and Jimin are bestfriends. One day he finds a girlfriend and everything is fine until you meet her. Will your relationship with Jimin survive this?
Notes: Here is a sneak peek of the mini serie I’m working on. The chapters will be longer. I still don’t know if there will be fake texts parts but I’ll let you know. Also, maybe there will be other members, who knows? Please tell me what you think about it! Enjoy xx
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“WAKE UP!” you shouted in the blonde haired boy’s ears. He quickly stood up with wide eyes.
“Wha– what’s wrong?!” he said, his waking voice filling the room.
“Shrek 5 comes out in 2020 and will be about Shrek’s backstory and how he came to be and I’m so excited, was he born an ogre? Was he cursed? Will we see baby Shrek? Angsty teen Shrek? I need answers,” you explained, making little jumps, while Jimin was silent, staring at you with his piercing eyes. When you finished talking, he exhaled heavily as he blinked.
“… Did you honestly break into my room in the middle of the night to discuss SHREK?!” he shouted quietly, ready to fight. You looked at him, now sitting comfortably on his bed, and shrugged.
“Yes, I needed to talk about it with someone,” you retorted.
“I really have to think about locking the window before going to sleep,” he whispered to himself. “You brat, it’s Friday night, care to let me go back to sleep? Also you can stay,” he offered, even if he knew you would stay anyway.
It wasn’t the first time you sneaked into his room in the middle of the night to talk to him. He also did it to you but clearly fewer times than you. Most of the time he was awake but it was your little pleasure to occasionally wake him up in a dramatic way.
You’ve been inseparable with Jimin since kindergarten. You often felt really lucky to have someone like him in your life. He was a sweetheart, always taking care of you, and you of him. Your friendship was quite special, there was a lot of things you did together that you couldn’t do with others. Like waking him up in the middle of the night [insert diabolical laughter here].
“I downloaded an app a few days ago,” Jimin whispered next to you. You were both on your back, looking at the ceiling.
“Yeah, you told me two minutes after doing it. To find a match, right?”
“Yes, and I’ve talked to a girl since.”
“Really? And you’re only telling me now?” you questioned as you got on your elbows. You looked at him and he followed you.
“I didn’t think it was this important. But I really like her.”
“That’s great! Who is she?” You were happy for him.
“Her name is Dahyun. She’s really sweet.”
“I know a Dahyun from my vacation camp, when I was younger. It’s been three years now since I haven’t put a foot there but she was nice.”
“Maybe it’s her?”
“What are the odds for this to be true?”
“I don’t know, but I’m meeting her next week. She told me she lives in Seoul too.”
“Cool, I hope I’ll be invited at your wedding,” you gently nudged him and winked.
Jimin chuckled and laid down again. You watched his cute eye smile and got back to sleep as well.
The next day, you woke up by a loud laugh coming from the room next door. You yawned and stretched, maybe a bit fast because you hit Jimin’s face with your forearm. You heard him groan and you burst into laughter.
“I’m sorry, I forgot for a moment that I wasn’t alone,” you tried to explain.
“Sure, alone in MY bedroom,” he replied, his hand mostly recovering his nose.
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