#if I get sick now I will cry

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

My throat: *starts to feel achey n bad when I swallow*

Me, with an exam in two days, which I must take in person: please… babygirl don’t do this to me

#blue chatter #I swear to golly I’ve had such a good streak of not getting sick #I haven’t been sick since September! it’s February! it’s been almost six months!!!!! #if I get sick now I will cry #esp if it means I have to miss birthday celebrations T-T #don’t worry I’m being responsible and wearing a KN95 everywhere #if my symptoms still persist tomorrow I’ll take a COVID test. I’m only waiting to make sure the results are accurate. #I’m not coughing or sneezing at all yet and I’m washing my hands and everything #all the precautions are being taken #I just absolutely cannot miss class atm without a *very* good reason #bc I have. so many exams in the next few weeks. and so much homework. #but if I get worse I will #get a doctor’s note and all that jazz

[deerspherestudios]

I'm way late but better late than never 😭! For this March event by lazerinth ❤️

#mushroom oasis vn #doodles #mushroom oasis march #been sick for 3 days straight it was so awful ghghn #but im happy i get to start these now #sticking to a simple artstyle so i can keep up #im gonna post these as i go #ALSO IMAGINE MY SURPRISE TO SEE SO MANY PEOPLE PARTICIPATE TOO BTW??? #YALL GONNA MAKE ME CRY OWEUGHEH #love seeing the entries theyre all amazing <3

[superbellsubways]

are you guys seeing this. rn hello can angone help me hey.helo uuuuuwhw wbwjalwnwbwk ahwbwj hello Tumblr

#im actually so sick #bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I hate this guy so much im glad hes not real 🙄 #lie #😭 #if we dont get concept art i will kill myself #JOKEJOEKJOEL joey. #his design is so good but its also so ugly im crying LMAOOOO perfect for lil ol me 😊 #i literally paced around thinking about this pilot im so fucking mad #ok ill shut up now #Hi guys

[iangallagherisadeadman]

honestly the character to have the worst, saddest ending in shameless is definitely Karen! I mean, her whole character makes me wants to cry.

She comes from this dysfunctional home, with negligent parents, a sick mom she has to look out for and that doesn't parent her and an absent father, starts her sexual life at like 11yo?, suffers with nymphomaniac, is abandoned by her father, has some rape porn around, gets married with a 30yo something while still a teenager, gets pregnant and has a baby which she didn't want anything with but her mom goes against her wish and expects her to raise him, said mom fucks her now ex husband, goes out of city and theoricly gets all of her money stolen and is almost sex trafficked, comes back and gets run over by a car, got in coma, got raped while in coma by her much older ex husband who's now in a relationship with her mother, wakes up with several brain damage and ends up with a life she could never wish for or be happy living: back with her ex husband, with the baby she didn't wanted, moving to a state she doesn't know and have no one there for her.

I mean what the fuck she became a prisoner in her own body, she didn't had the power to decide for her destiny, sooo fucked up.

Like this? Stfu people acting like Lips some nice guy and not a condescending misogynist pig. Karen is just some girl she's not murdering nobody how is she the devil?

#genuinely makes me want to cry #feeling so sick right now #i swear if someone comes to me with “oh you forgot about that” ill crumble ill get such a psychological damage ill never recover #her life is such a nightmare honestly #like mandy? fucked totally hands down but she can at least make something of her life from here on #the fact the best person in her life was LIP GALLAGHER omg this is so sad and fucked up #like the bar is on the fucking floor #karen jackson #shameless #shameless us #og. #s3

[shiresome]

COUGHING UP BLOOD. LISTEN TO ME

#i am so sick. i am so sick #i yearn for this flu (?? thing) to pass #ANYWAY LISTEN TO ME!!! if you love me you know of my harley/havik friendship agenda. and you will abide #SET LOBO LOOSE IN MK ALSO #i got up and drew these trembling and coughing all over my laptop and mouse the least nrs can do is honor my legacy when i die #youre getting sick just reading these tags. like in all ways but physical i am crying onto you right now #mortal kombat #dc #havik #tanya #harley quinn #lobo #rain #< PUUUSHING IT WITH THAT ONE #but i like seeing mentions of characters i like so. thats what im going by #fanart #shire art

[okkottsus]

kaneshiro really wants the readers to understand how madly in love with each other nagi and reo are and its honestly suicide inducing im being completely serious. IF THEY WOULD JUST TALK!!!! (i know they eventually did but at what cost).....

also, we finally know what reo wanted to say but didnt (bc he thought nagi wouldnt come back to him) when nagi declared he was going ahead on his own and its the most romantic, yet encouraging thing ever nobody touch me

#blue lock #nagireo #reonagi #episode nagi leaks #blue lock leaks #episode nagi spoilers #blue lock spoilers #why do they always do this when im studying #i saw this at around 7pm and its now 1am and im still frozen. #crying reo is real im gonna be sick #OFC WE KNOW NAGI IS DOING IT ALL FOR HIM BUT HE DOESNT HES NOT A MIND READER HES SO HURT HES CRYING NAGI SEISHIRO WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON U #i cant say i want to kms on twt freely so im gonna have to say it on tumblr #god if it wasnt for ch 207 and the voice guide i would be considering ending it all rn fr #im not gonna talk abt the bachisagi reonagi parallels again cause i made a separate post months ago..it feels good to have media literacy

[wikoymi]

25 september 2023 sick

#komahina #hikoma #nagito komaeda #hajime hinata #sdr2 #danganronpa #danganronpa fanart #fanart #art #ship art #finished #wikoart #im sick right now so they get to be sick too #crying #also i got this pou plushie at comic con for 20$ and it was th ebest purchase of my life hes so fucking ugly

[chalkrub]

Pixie had to be put down yesterday and it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever experienced, she was such a special gentle little girl and I’m going to miss her so fucking much it’s hard to really comprehend right now. I’m so thankful I got to spend 20 years of my life with her, which is basically as far back as I can really remember – love her more than I can say

not sure if i'll post more or less art over the next while, depends on how i cope with it but heads up either way.

much love, give your pets a kiss for me

#not art #i never really talk about this stuff here but the last few weeks have been so hard for multiple reasons #it was so fucking rough seeing her decline over time. she went blind when we were on holiday in august and never really recovered #been literally sick with grief since yesterday and have headaches from crying so much it's horrible #i just can't believe she's gone and i'll never see her again or hug her or get kissed by her or anything. she's just gone #and the house is so full of her right now like all her things it's so hard #animal death//

[kil9]

everyone agrees that the patriarchy teaches men to hide their emotions, and that this is a bad thing, so why is it that when men actually show an emotion everyone jumps to call him an abuser or manipulator or whatever :\

#99.txt #im so sick of this #you all have no faith in people. you just see the word boyfriend or he pronouns and go !!ABUSER!! DUMP HIM! and dont see how there could be #any negative reprocusions of that................ #i still cant forget that ANONYMOUS message where someones boyfriend was worried they were cheating. & the person who got the ask was like #''wow HE'S definitely the one cheating.'' #on an ANONYMOUS message ????? how could you possibly say that with confidence with ZERO information ? #some guy was worried and thats what you have to say ????? and you act like you have no hand in men supressing themselves ? #someone who might have had mental health problems or have been cheated on before and been hurt. like. #whoa call me a red flag or whatever for saying this but. no one would say that if it was a woman ! no one ! #we all have a hand in society and we all have a hand in the patriarchy and if you dont get your head out of your ass and wise up #then ur just gona get more people hurt #i know circumstances are different sometimes but you actually DO need to consider how you would feel if the tables were turned !!!! #if you still feel the same thats fine ! it was a good thought exercise !!! #but you need to consider these things even if they are uncomfortable to you 🤨 in order to challenge your mind #this is how we get those bullshit ''crying is a manipulation tactic 🥺'' takes #im SICK OF IT !!!!!! everyone use your brain NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #stop assuming everyone is the worst person NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[honeyinapot]

I just saw a clip of the in person Rafayel event of him peeling away the tape on his picture to show a girls blank outline…and it made me think of all of rafayels pictures are just places he wants MC to remember

Like he just dedicates his life in her memory

And he works so hard to get the colors right because maybe, just maybe MC will remember the same memories if he paints it the way he saw it that day with her in front of him enjoying the views

I feel ill

#love and deepspace #rafayel #love in deepspace #Rafayel makes me sick in a good way but now I’m crying #my love #:/ i CANT take this after getting spoilers for the myth card #qi yu

[fatheroffdensen]

ive got wicked murderface brainrot kicking in as we speak. of course i found him harsh at first but now i see him so tragically. everyone responds to their unique variety of trauma differently and he went the way of a stray dog, biting everyone who got close!! dont touch me i have rabies fuck you i'll stab you!!! but he also does have the loyalty and deep love of a dog too!!!! he verbally (or physically in a way) bites to keep distance so he doesn't get attached to anything or anyone but it's so obvious he craves so much love and validation but goes about it in the 'wrong' way which leads to him being ostracized more, affirming his own negative beliefs and putting him further into the spiral. i could be his therapist i could be his husband i could fix him

#there will be more #i'm severely sick so i've been doing nothing but writing for 4 days and it's got me in a mood. i could write paragraphs #THINKING ABOUT ARMY OF THE DOOMSTAR IS GONNA MAKE ME CRY AGAIN #HE DIDN'T GET HIS FIRST CONFIRMATION OF THE BAND REALLY LOVING HIM UNTIL THE MOVIES...FUCKGHKGJ #HE'S REACTIVE HE'S DEFENSIVE HE'S NOT BROKEN OR WRONG #HE'S HJST FUCKED UP AND I LOVE HIM A LOT OK MURDERFACE FOREVER #NOW IM CRYING FUCK #william murderface #blackfire

[httpiastri]

“it could be cool to be a race engineer, but… you really need to be clever, and… 😅”

#pls he has no faith in them..... not that paul argued against it though #when it’s about social media and driving trucks: “hell yeah we would be poggers” #when it’s about anything else: “…..😶” #fave f3 duo <33 #if they get separated in the future i will cry #oh ive forgotten to say this but dino actually spoke in sweden’s leading sports newspaper the other week and was like #“i want to drive f2 next year. i’ve told my manager to make that happen.” #love the dedication 🤭 finish off this season strong and you might have a chance buddy #he also spoke about how his fda apartment in italy was molding?? and it made him really sick??? wth #he moved into a new one now though (with his girlfriend 🥰) and it’s a lot better #alsO my paul fic is already 6k words i think 😶 how did that happen #i'm not really near done either #writing it purely for my enjoyment though hskfhdkfd i love him #dino beganovic #paul aron #prema racing #f3 #formula 3 #formula three #f2

[blackbackedjackal]

I love how there was 0 reading comprehension with that ask.

I spent nearly $7000 ($6300 for the ER and $500 for his GP) for a /diagnosis/ only to find out Lobo has cancer that can't be treated without putting him through uneciassiary stress. I won't be pursuing any further treatments other than things to make him more comfortable while he's going through this (fluid removal, special diet, and medication).

I had saved up around 5k in our collective emergency medical fund for me AND him. That's what that money was saved for (over the course of like 12-18 months working my irl job). I still have to pay the remaining balance.

I know a lot of people have grown attached to him through seeing him on my blog, and I wanted to provide an option in case anyone wanted to donate to him. All the money that has been sent has gone directly into the fund to pay off the rest of his bills or buying him some food and treats that he likes. It's helped so much and I really don't even know how to express how grateful I am, not only for the donations, but any advice to help with his care and the time and space some of you all have provided to allow me to vent and make sense of everything. Not to mention all the kind and compassionate messages. Nothing has gone unnoticed on my end, I'm just so overwhelmed that I haven't had the energy to respond to everyone. However I will absolutely remember your kindness in turn if any of you all end up in a similar situation (which I hope no one ever does cause this hurts so much).

Anyway, again, messages like that don't bother me as it comes with such a lack of empathy and perspective that I can't relate. I easily brush off things like that as "wow someone's gonna have a bad wakeup call in the future and regret being an ass about this". But still it's like, the brazenness of it all is what gets me. Like "why didn't you use your personal medical funds to help other people in need?" Like why don't you be a more productive person and donate to those causes your damn self than sending stupid shit on tumblr?

Because I DO donate my time, resources, and finances to others in need. I don't make a huge ass deal about it, especially online, because it's something I've always done out of habit. If you wanna do good, just fucking do it. Because I truly believe the more good you put out in the world the more good comes back your way, and this whole situation is very much proving that theory.

#jackal's journal #I'm exhausted from crying #i spent an hour with him earlier massaging his legs and rubbing his belly and telling him I love him so much #only to get that mesaage a while later like #I love Lobo so much #I've always done my best to care for him and provide the best quality of life I could give him #and I feel so helpless now cause there's little more I can do now then love him and care for him #he's such a special dog and I'm not ready to say goodbye #and what's worse is I don't know when that will be now that he's sick #i just want him to be happy and comfortable until the end #and apparently I'm evil for doing so according to clown ass anon

[kohakhearts]

theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :( #anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

[money-and-dandellions]

continuation to this post:

Meg who unintentionally and absolutely illogically gets worried when Lester gets sick after the ghoul incident and he doesn't really understand why would she do that

until he does

#meg will fidget with literally anything and stare at him non stop #and ask him so much questions which is strange (why would she ask so much questions; why she asks him to make a stop; why she stares at hi #as if he will disappear; why she frowns so much at him? he is fine?) #so she asks him questions OR doesn't ask them at all just looking at him because he is tired and sick and how for the fuck he i— #—what if he will die? she can't lose him not again he almost died je was so pale she can't lose him again its going to he her fault— #and lester doesn't really understand why she seems so unnerved but tries so hard not to show it until he stops to yk stretch or smthng and #and practically blanks out and all he can hear is his little sister's voice why it is so small why it sounds so scared is she crying why— #why would she cry he is fine why is his cheeks wet ow that hurts and then he gets conscious and realises after a pause what had happened an #and sees meg that is so so scared and oh gods im sorry i didn't mean to scare you whats wrong why are you crying— #oh #and lester will get it after some time and try to make sure that she is okay that my dear meg is not your fault i am fine just a #a little tired and its okay shhhh #i am a sucker for when lester is sick af #the author is also sick with harsh flu is had fever (39°C) for 2 days straight but now is getting better #toa #lester papadopoulos #meg mccaffrey #sunflower siblings #love them #and they love each other #platonically

[eir-parade]

it's the way ena and mafuyus lines never intertwine

it's the way mizukis line is so further back

oh this 2dmv is making me sick

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #nightcord at 25:00 #n25 #niigo #25ji #NIIGO MAKE ME SICK #IM GOING TO GET SOOOO VIOLENT ABOUT THIS 2DMV #I NESRLY CRIED WATCHING IT ON THE BUS #I CANT STAAAAAAAND THESE MFERS #also to add on its the way ena and mafuyus lines started so far apart but theyve gotten close however theyve never intertwinced #ena just hasnt reach mafuyu yet maybe #im going to start crying i cant take this #edit: on my pc now and uploaded a hopefully more hq photo