#THINKING ABOUT ARMY OF THE DOOMSTAR IS GONNA MAKE ME CRY AGAIN

[fatheroffdensen]

ive got wicked murderface brainrot kicking in as we speak. of course i found him harsh at first but now i see him so tragically. everyone responds to their unique variety of trauma differently and he went the way of a stray dog, biting everyone who got close!! dont touch me i have rabies fuck you i'll stab you!!! but he also does have the loyalty and deep love of a dog too!!!! he verbally (or physically in a way) bites to keep distance so he doesn't get attached to anything or anyone but it's so obvious he craves so much love and validation but goes about it in the 'wrong' way which leads to him being ostracized more, affirming his own negative beliefs and putting him further into the spiral. i could be his therapist i could be his husband i could fix him

#there will be more #i'm severely sick so i've been doing nothing but writing for 4 days and it's got me in a mood. i could write paragraphs #THINKING ABOUT ARMY OF THE DOOMSTAR IS GONNA MAKE ME CRY AGAIN #HE DIDN'T GET HIS FIRST CONFIRMATION OF THE BAND REALLY LOVING HIM UNTIL THE MOVIES...FUCKGHKGJ #HE'S REACTIVE HE'S DEFENSIVE HE'S NOT BROKEN OR WRONG #HE'S HJST FUCKED UP AND I LOVE HIM A LOT OK MURDERFACE FOREVER #NOW IM CRYING FUCK #william murderface #blackfire