#iM IN TOO DEEEEEP

[brainworms-all-night-long]

I bring bad news everyone 😔😔

#DEHYA #DEYA WHEN I CANTCH YOU DEHYA DEHYA WHEN I CATCH YOU DEHYA #deep breaths deeeeep breaths #its ok im like one pull away lmao #im either 80 or 90 pitty rn its fine #ill get home school and back to the grind baybey 💪💪 #20 days its more than enough time Im getting her whether she likes it or not #ON HARD PITTY TOO DEHYAAAAAAAA

[cherrysnax]

there’s this weird loneliness I feel that’s kinda rotting me on the inside

#I have friends right #but like #I often feel #hm #mamified #n maybe it’s just cause I’m black and fat and a woman flavored lacroix #but I often feel like my job is to like #idk #words #nonblacks don’t act weird #but yeah #I guess im just. not built for close friends you know #I also think I’m used to being treated like shit (and treating others like shit I’m not innocent) #I’m more accepting to the idea that okay I’m being used #this isn’t like anyone’s fault I think I’m just way too guarded for my own hood #but like yknow expierences. and it’s not like this with everyone #I’m also just not prepared to have deeeeep connections with anyone right now #I don’t like talking to people until I does I like being alone mostly. I like talking in groups and not in 1-1s #I don’t like being bothered or talks that don’t make my brains go WHOOO #a lot of my friends… ok my main issue idk when I’m close enough to someone to call them my firmed #I got chevy and im raw dogging the rest of youse. well. I’m not but you get it #there’s also the fact that I have to be okah with annoying others/being annoyed by others and it being fine. BPD brain is like ‘if this #guy fees negative emotions about u once they want you dead’ and vice versa #and it’s noooot true #I’m very annoying and also very loved and I get annoyed by my loved ones all the time #it’s a love language. n I still love them :) #either way sometimes it feels like I’m drowning but I have to pull everyone to shore at the same time #and it’s no one’s fault i gotta learn to manage my emotions and learn how to assert boundaries #but also learn when boundaries are weird like that guy who was like ‘never ask ur friends to help u move’ like damn bro #heartbeat is slowing down to sleepy. probably was having a panic attack and it was making my pain worse

[pandorxxx]

Imagine: Lo'ak fucking you from behind, pulling your braids to keep you in place while pushing his dick roughly into you 💙

🔞mdni🔞

“Oh my- s-stay still, y/n! Fuck!” Lo’ak grunted, fucking into you from behind. You two were on the forth round of this, and its safe to say that he was beating you up. Your body couldn’t take the pleasure anymore.

“Lo’ak i-i cant! I-i feel like-“ you spoke breathily, eyes rolling in pleasure as your head started to slump forward. He pulled your braids, wrapping them around his forearm to keep your head up.

“No, no, no…you always do this. You’re not going to pass out, just stay fucking still! Take it!” He growled, angling his hips up to jam into your sweetspot with each deep thrust. Your eyes widened, feeling that familiar knot in your stomach. He continued to smash into your sweetspot with no mercy, no room to catch your breath. All you could do was take it.

“Shit! Too deep, too fucking deep!” You whined, bringing your hand to his lower abdomen, trying your best to slow him down at least. You soon realized that was a big mistake. He sent hard and continuous smacks to your ass, leaving purple-ish hand prints.

“Move your hand.” He spoke lowly in your ear, an intimidating growl bubbling in his chest. You kept your hands put, whimpering in response. He sent you one hard thrust, leaving it inside you for a moment. He’d been deeper than he’d ever been before, and it made your knees buckle.

“Move your fucking hand.” He spoke again, this time pulling your hair tightly. You gave in, moving your hands and placing them firmly on the table infront of you.

“Take This dick, and stop being so dramatic.” He growled in your ear, rutting into you roughly at the same time. You threw your head back on him, your moans rippling from his intense rhythm. You were so close, and you needed a break.

“Lo’ak- Im gonna c-cuuum!” You whimpered, legs becoming wobbly under him. He hissed, picking you up to place your knees on the table. He bent you all the way over until he could see your fluttering hole, clenching around nothing.

“Fuck cumming, im gonna make you cry. Make you fucking shake.” He growled, plunging back into you, immediately setting a merciless rhythm. A series of loud moans fell from your mouth, as you clawed at the table, trying to pull off of him.

“Lo’! Lo’! Lo’! Pleaseee! You’re so *thrust* fucking *thrust* deeeeep! *thrust*”’you whined, feeling his swollen tip hit your cervix.

“Hush! How many more times do I have to tell you to take this shit! Huh? Tell me!!” He spoke lowly, grabbing your hands to pin them behind your back.

“No more! No more!” You shake your head frantically, eyes swollen shut as your legs started to shake violently. He chuckled, smacking your bruised ass once more.

“Mhmm! That’s what I like to see baby. You’re almost there, I can feel you…” he spoke in his melodic tone, speeding up his pace if that was even possible at this point.

“I-I’m so fucking close, lo’ak! I’m sooo close!” You blabbered, tears welling in your eyes from the sensation of your orgasm building.

“Yeeeesss, baby. Cry for this dick! Let it all out.” He moaned, watching your sticky pelvises smack together. And those dirty words of his sent you over the edge. Tears flowed freely down your flushed face as your moans became pornographic, crying and whimpering as your whole body shook.

“Fuuck, you sound sooo sexy. Scream my name!” He moaned, his lower abdomen tightening. You obliged, chanting his name as if he was your God, your master. Before you knew it, your orgasm took over. You squirted, forcing him out of you until the tip probed at your entrance.

“FUCK! YES!” You screamed sharply, seizing ontop of the table. He smirked, watching the mess that he’d created out of you as he jerked his cock slowly.

“My little pornstar, huh? So fucking sexy when you let go like this.” He spoke lowly, pushing the tip back into you, making your body jolt uncontrollably. The way you were clenching around him was enough to make him lose it. he pushed the rest of his cock into you just to release his seed deep into your womb. The act immediately taming you. You let out a deep breath, panting as you felt your mates seed seep deep into your empty womb. You let out a low hum, eyes rolling to the back of your head.

“That’s right baby, calm down. Take all of it!” He reassured, rubbing your trembling back as he emptied his load Inside of you.

“Its s-sooo good, lo’ak.” You whined deliriously, heavy eyes fluttering shut as your body slowly collapsed on the table. He chuckled, shaking his head from side to side as he pulled out of you. His access seed tricking down your thighs. He picked you up, placing you on the cot gently, making sure not to wake you. He sent a small peck to your forehead.

“What am I gonna do with you…”

#avatar #avatar smut #avatar the way of water #avatar loak #loak headcanons #loak x reader #loak x y/n #loak smut #loak imagine #loak angst #loak fic #loak fanfiction #loak sully #loak #atwow loak #loak fluff

[buffyromanoff]

''Let it out''

Inspired by the Taylor Swift lyric ''you drew stars around my scars but now im bleeding'' submitted by anon and @wifeofnatasharomanoff.

Summary: After being gone on a months-long mission, Natasha needs your support...but she doesn't realize it till its too late.

Warnings: Ptsd related panic attack.

Genre: Slight angst, fluffy comfort

Word count: 1.3k

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‘‘Y/n, may I speak with you privately?’’ Nick Fury asked as you were about to leave after a meeting.

‘‘Uh, yes, of course, boss. What is it?’’ you replied.

‘Why don't you have a seat, Agent?’ Fury gestured towards a chair.

The look on his face gave it away. It was about Natasha.

‘Is she okay?’ Your voice trembled as you fought back your tears that were ready to come out.

‘Physically, she is fine, but... she's going to need you.’ Nick slid a leave document across the table. ‘I just need you to sign this, and then you're free to go home.’

‘Where is she? What the hell happened?!’ You demanded answers. Fury was always so secretive.

‘We'll be bringing her home to you as soon as you get there.’

And so you did. Hoping for the best but expecting the worst, you drove home and waited for them to bring your girlfriend back to you.

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The past few days had been bittersweet. You were thrilled to have Nat back home with you after her months-long mission with the rest of the team, but it weighed on you to see her suffering.

Natasha was a private person when it came to her trauma. It wasn't because she didn't trust you, but rather she didn't want to burden you with her struggles. Since her return, she had managed to hide it well. After that conversation with Fury, you expected her to be shattered and completely broken…except she wasn't, at least not for the first few days.

You could say Nat was an amazing actress, but you noticed her mask was starting to fade away.

‘Wow, that smells good,’ Nat said as she entered the kitchen.

‘It does, doesn't it? I hope it tastes as good as it smells, though,’ you giggled.

‘I'm sure it will, malyshka.’ She gave you a quick kiss on the cheek and sat on the counter with her book.

"We have perfectly good sofas and chairs in case you didn't know’’ you teased with sarcasm.

‘Meh, I prefer to sit here.’ Her cat, Liho, jumped on the counter with her. ‘Up here, I have a pretty good view of the sexy chef.’ She whispered teasingly, causing you to blush.

Liho started jumping around the kitchen counters, making a mess.

‘Nat, please control your cat before he jumps on the stove and burns his whiskers off.’

‘Hey, come here, little one,’ she called, but it was useless. Liho was in a playful mood and he was not taking orders from anyone.

The cat ran behind a pile of pots and pans, causing them to slide off the counter and crash onto the floor, creating a loud noise that made your heart skip a beat.

‘Jesus Christ, that scared me so bad, Liho, you little...’ You turned around, laughing, only to find your girlfriend standing in the corner, hyperventilating.

‘Nat?’ You reached out your arm, but she pushed you away.

‘Baby, it's me. It's okay, you're safe.’ Your voice shifted into a comforting tone, allowing her to keep her distance. She wasn't looking at you.

‘Try to take a deeeeep breath, baby.’

Natasha struggled to breathe, her hand clutching her chest. You took a deep breath yourself, hoping she would follow along. ‘And then you let it out slowly.’

Your girlfriend raised her eyes to you and tried to do as you said.

‘‘There you go, that's good, honey. Keep going.’’ Natasha's eyes were watering, but her breathing was starting to return to normal.

‘’Can I come closer?’’ You asked, and she nodded.

As soon as you got close, she grabbed your arm tightly.

‘I'm here, Natty. You're okay. You're having a panic attack.’ 

She couldn't speak yet, but you could see the relief in her eyes that you were there with her.

You held her close, gently rubbing circles on her back, feeling her body tremble less and less. ‘Do you recognize my perfume? It's the one you got me. I wear it every day.’

It was working. Making her focus on her senses was grounding her back to normal.

And then something happened: Natasha started sobbing in front of you for the first time.

Your heart sank as you held her even closer. She was falling apart, and you were the only thing she could rely on.

‘Don’t hold back, honey. Let it out.’ And she did until she ran out of tears.

Showers were her safe place. She always took her time with them, as the warm water usually helped her muscles relax after a battle. It was a calming and soothing experience for her.

You helped Nat undress, and what you saw broke your heart. Her body was covered in dark bruises and scratches. You had no idea how this woman was able to move around like nothing had happened while hiding both the physical and psychological pain. But that's Natasha, strong inside and out.

You sat on the toilet seat while she showered, until you heard the water turn off and she opened the shower curtain.

You wrapped her in a towel and gave her a soft kiss on her cheek.

‘Thank you, Y/n,’ she mumbled, giving you a sad smile.

Back in the bedroom, Natasha was feeling better. She sipped tea from her favorite mug, wearing your pink Hello Kitty pajama pants. She looked adorable. You sat on the bed next to her, playing with her hair and stealing little kisses whenever you could.

Suddenly, her stomach growled and you both looked at each other. She laughed.

‘Hungry, baby?’ You teased.

‘I wonder what gave it away…’’. Her sarcastic response made you sigh in relief. She was definitely feeling better.

You both ate the reheated dinner, and since it had gotten quite late for a movie, you went straight to bed.

Her head rested on your chest and you held her as close as possible.

‘Sorry about all this, malyshka,’ she said. ‘You shouldn't be dealing with this.’

‘Nat-’

‘I mean it,’ she interrupted. ‘I wish I wasn't so broken.’

‘You're not broken, Nat. You're just going through a rough patch’’ you replied.

‘Seems like my life has just been a long, messed-up road, then’’ She mumbled while snuggling closer to your chest.

‘Have you heard of kintsugi?’’. Your question caught her by surprise, and she responded with a vague ‘hmm?’.

‘It's a Japanese art form in which they repair broken pottery by filling the cracks with gold lacquer. They don't hide the cracks; they display them openly, creating something new and beautiful. It teaches us to embrace flaws and find beauty in the process of healing, you know?’

Natasha started giggling.

‘What's so funny?’ You asked, confused.

‘Nothing, I just didn't know I was dating such a poetic soul,’ she teased.

‘Oh, fuck off,’ you laughed and she stole a kiss from you.

‘You're magical, Y/n. Did you know that? I don't know what I would do without you,’ Nat said.

‘Guess you'll never find out because you're never going to get rid of me.’

‘Lucky me,’ Natasha said, wrapping her leg over your body.

‘But seriously, you don't have to hide your feelings from me. I love you with all my heart, Nat. I'm always going to be here for you, no matter how bad things get’’. You reassured her.

‘Thank you, my darling. I love you too.’

‘To the moon?’ You asked, raising your eyebrow.

And smiling, Nat replied. ‘‘And to Saturn,’

#natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanoff fanfic #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x fem #natasha romanoff x fem!reader #natasha romanoff x gender neutral reader #natasha romanoff x gender neutral #natasha romanoff angst #natasha romanoff fluff #black widow x fem!reader #black widow x reader #natasha romanoff imagine #scarlett johansson #marvel

[romeopoem]

just took 4 blinkers in 5 minutes and now my ass is begging to be stretched. hgggh i can’t stop thinking about my puffy red hole clenching and aching around a huge knot shoved deeeeep inside but right now im too out of it to get up and fuck myself so i just keep taking hits which just makes me hornier

all weed is slutweed if you’re freaky and the feeling of losing control turns you on etc etc

#getting high and stretching my hole has really become a nightly activity for me #not my fault it feels so good to have my puppy hole pounded #intox kink #trans nsft #nsft puppy #puppy sub #ftm nsft #ftm puppy #weed intox #an4l

[questforgalas]

Sibling moments in the Bad Batch that live rent free in my head

S1E3 "Replacements"

Omega as youngest smallest sibling and getting the floor to sleep on

The shove backwards to have a sibling meeting about a sibling

Wrecker's second youngest energy

"Yeah add it to the list" as Echo casually noms on his ration bar

Tech COMPLETELY ignoring Echo as he rattles off about the ship's state LITERALLY RIGHT NEXT TO HIM

"Repairs would go faster if I had some help" combined with pointed head tilt and glare. A+ passive sibling sass Echo

"I thought you said they were defective?" Echo loves to call out Tech

"Getting thrown out of hyperdrive. I'd say that's pretty critical Tech." "It's not affecting life support. We are fine." "Are you kidding me?" Siblings 101: maintain sass levels at all times even when crashing towards a planet

Hunter's glare at Tech

Hunter's glance at Echo for support

Wrecker and Hunter both making sure Omega's strapped in

"We're gonna die we're gonna die we're gonna....be fine! We're gonna be fine"

THEIR CRESTFALLEN LOOKS WHEN OMEGA TAKES OUT CROSSHAIR'S KIT 😭😭😭

Allow me to go feral over over analyze this scene because it's one of the best examples of siblings confused and betrayed but still sad

Tech's sigh and frown deepening, eyes never leaving the kit

Hunter's deeeeep sigh and the way his shoulders sag

Hunter's glance away and eyebrow furrow when he says "Crosshair"

Echo's careful observation of Tech and Hunter

Echo's sad glance down when Hunter finishes explaining

Omega's big sad eyes 😭😭

Literally none of them take their eyes off of his kit

"I'll say it. I kinda miss 'im" and Tech immediately glances back down at the kit

Hunter's eyes softening and the brief nod he gives

"He shot you, remember?" "Ha! I sure do! That hurt!" Wrecker may be confused and hurt by Crosshair but he is still so proud and impressed by his sibling I cannot with him

The hope in Wrecker's voice and the hopeful glances they all share talking about the inhibitor chip

Hunter going full big brother mode focusing on the task at hand

Love the rollercoaster of going from soft, confused siblings to Tarkin experimenting on my fave. I want to throw a rock at his head

"Careful, those capacitors hold a massive charge" at the literal experimented genius. Echo is the sibling who needs to explain everything

"I'm a little busy at the moment"

Echo and Hunter both have the same tone and drawl when they say "Tech" in an exasperated way and that's hilarious

"That would've been good to know beforehand, Tech" Echo is so done with and also loves Tech so much

FUCK THAT LAST ONE REALLY HURTS NOW

"I'm part of this squad too now, right?" followed by Echo's shoulder shrug at Hunter like "I don't fucking know what else do we do with her?" was literally my siblings every time they had to babysit me

Hunter's "what's the worst that could happen?" shrug at Tech

Now for the scene that whenever someone says "Hunter doesn't care about Crosshair he never shows any emotion towards him" I will shove their face in the screen and make them watch until their little brains comprehend it

Little Omega copying everything Hunter does down to the same knee bend and finger sifting of the dirt

Omega asking a question every 10 seconds while Hunter is trying to complete a mission

"Can I learn to track like you?" BABES 😭

Hunter's glance back at "Crosshair" and the deep sigh he follows it with

His eyes widening and then turning down with sadness and some anger

Hunter's shoulder sagging sigh at "He can't help it"

"I'm angry at myself. We don't leave our own behind" someone sedate me

Hunter's determined nod after Omega says they'll find a way to get Crosshair back

Cut to the toothpick committing war crimes. IT'S FINE it's fine, he's just going through some things *anxiously sweats in Crosshair fan*

"I tracked the dragon, like you did" Omega is so precious dear god

"Is that my blaster?!" A+ older brother slightly concerned and slightly proud

Crosshair standing to glance around their barracks (keep in mind, last time we saw him enter them, he just shoved his way in, not giving anything a second glance, and in this shot we follow his gaze go across Tech and Hunter's bunks that still have their markings on them)

THE GLANCE DOWN AND PAUSE AT THE MISSIONS BOARD SERIOUSLY SOMEBODY SEDATE ME

Obviously all of these are solo and not actually interaction with the Batch, but Crosshair's slow walk to his bunk to be followed by a deep sigh and obvious look of contemplation/thinking on his face is 10000% him thinking about his brothers you cannot tell me anything differently because you are wrong they set it up for exactly that and the lone shot of him on his bunk, shoulders slumped and clearly defeated wrecks me

"Yeah took you long enough" Wrecker your brothers literally just fixed an entire ship

Hunter's fond and proud look at Wrecker as he unveils the room to Omega 😭😭

Just, like, Hunter that whole scene

Echo's tap on Wrecker's shoulder and his and Tech's approving glances at him

#tay rewatches the bad batch #the bad batch #star wars #hunter #echo #tech #wrecker #crosshair #omega #divider by djarrex

[ask-serendipity-sky]

i think you got my ask wrong, im a jikooker myself. its just sad seeing the way jikookers talk latel, it’s very reminiscent of tkers.

the conspiracies, the delusions, ect…

Hello again,

So you are a jikooker too. I suppose the answer to my message still applies.

We are not the delulu police or Jikook police. There is no such thing as an absolute truth that we must all believe in, especially with Jikook. People should be able to express themselves without being judged for every single thing. I don't see anyone causing any harm and that's always the end goal.

I actually enjoy reading people's different takes on stuff (that includes conspiracies and delusions) because herd mentality is cult mentality.

If this stuff is making you sad, and I say this in the friendliest way possible, it might be beneficial to take a break from it. I did.

Back when I first started using tumblr, the Jikook observations here overwhelmed me. I had never used social media for this so reading here was a lot. I was in it deeeeep. I would watch BTS content and would run to the blogs to get validation. I would rewatch things and read the old posts on here to make sure the bloggers said Jikook was real. If the bloggers said it, then they were real, right? All day I thought about Jikook and it affected my emotions too.

Until I told myself to STOP.

So I took a break from tumblr and calmed down. I used twitter just for FACE things and to love Jimin. Once I adjusted my way of thinking, I came back and saw things differently.

Instead of relying on the opinion of others (which I didn't agree with), I made my own Jikook blog. So this way, if someone doesn't like my thinking they can just leave. I didn't start my blog to convince anyone, I started my blog so I could share my thoughts. I read what others say but don't absorb everything as the truth. I give my opinions and lose followers everyday because I don't pretend everything is sunshine and rainbows. Not in my lens.

So I feel these are your solutions. Start your own blog and get your opinion out there or take a break and adopt a idgaf mentality about what others are saying.

Otherwise, we will become a cult.

Thanks for stopping by!

#asks #jikook #kookmin #jimin #jungkook

[fairyhaos]

how did i JUST realize that your ask thing is the joshu smile emote,,, auhhhhh. anyway, hi ate yena ^^ i'm curious about a few things. time for a mini weissonnaire!

01 : zodiac sign + birthday? [asking for a friend (me)] 02 : do you have shows you like? would you take recs? 03 : would you watch 'the amazing digital circus'? 04 : drink water, not alcohol. now!!

hehehehedhahdkaufhdrfudhefr (that powerpoint isnt finishing itself, so) bye :3 have a good day/night!!

; 💫

yeaaaa it's the joshu nyorong smile hehe ^^ also oooh yes let's go

#1 : nov 17 and im a scorpio !

#2 : hmm im not sure tbh,,, depends what u mean by shows! i rlly liked wandavision and also im ngl 'return of superman' is always so so cute but also doom at your service ✨ so depends what typa shows you mean! american shows, reality shows, kdramas, animes? and ofc im always up for recs <3

#3 : IVE HEARD OF IT OML. one of my friends is deeeeep in a hyperfixation for it and they've been pestering me for days to watch it haha

#4 : im drinking tea rn, is that acceptable?

good luck w your ppt my love ^^ i hope you're having a good day too <3

#fairyhaos.answers #friends <3 #weiss.friends <3 #mesanthropi

[babygirlbdubs]

Have you ever seen Moulin Rouge? If so,

I can’t stop myself from drawing parallels between that musical/movie and your Resistance AU, it’s literally all I can think about sometimes

Like- ok. So

Bdubs and Satine

Etho and Christian

Ren and The Duke

Yknow??

TAKES A DEEEEEP BREATH HI ANON HELLO!!!! this has been sitting in my inbox for like a week bc i havent had time to properly answer but im free to be ILL now!!

so hi. moulin rouge is my favorite movie ever. i make all my friends watch it, i rewatch it when i dont feel good, like. it is the movie of all time for me. it gives me so many diseases /pos

AND YOUR PARALLELS ARE SOOO ACCURATE. in fact, @briseise and i brainrotted about this for ages in dms once and like. that’s also what we came up with bc maybe we listened to el tango de roxanne a few too many times. i like to think the argentinian is maybe either scar, or just etho’s inner voice trying to convince him that bdubs doesn’t love him.

i think the main difference tho is that, unlike the duke, ren does care for bdubs in a very genuine way. and bdubs does also care for ren in a very genuine way. its just uh… sometimes u get lost in the sauce (the sauce being power and riches and attention), y’know? i could write a whole essay on the rendubs dynamic in this au my special guys but that’s an entirely different thing.

moulin rouge parallels my beloved im now thinking about the scene with christian in the tower and being bitter and angry and. ugh everyone go watch moulin rouge right now with these parallels in mind you’ll go insane i promise <3

#spooky.asks #hc resistance au #ugh ive been made sick and ill by this ask thank u so much anon #also hi honey sorry for the tag but i have to appreciate that this is how we became friends #hermitshipping #ethubs #rendubs

[baylardo]

dumping my augmented!philippa arc thoughties :3 these are messy sorryyyyyyuuuuuuh mainly for myself haha

involves her getting her first ship as a captain hehe.

contextually this would be post-academy, post-amelia running away and philippa rescuing her, post-voyager 20 year reunion.

broad idea is that she gets assigned to a science vessel going out to retrieve/protect a lost and abandoned starfleet warship that was originally stolen by the augments and has over the years been upgraded with augment technology and the like. her captain ends up injecting her with augmented DNA that causes her to look more "human" for a time and she's obviously forced to take medical leave as the augmented DNA dissipates from her system.

what if the AGENDA part of experimenting on philippa specifically is that shes an hyperevolved human. idk what the specifics would be or what exactly theyre trying to achieve in working with hyperevolved/augmented dna, in my brain i was thinking like “temporary heightened senses/capabilities” but im not sure yeT. im thinking maybe that the person who ends up experimenting on her wouldn’t be romantically close with her but Positionally close on a starship? like im thinking either CMO like we said OOOOOR her captain WINK like maybe philippa's a lieutenant and then out of the blue this captain of a science vessel, heavily involved in apprehending escaped augments (this is how we eventually get her Legacy ship maybe) they have a very bright mind and are well-renowned within starfleet, and INSISTS they have philippa as her XO. (im imagining an intimidating old hot alien??? hybrid??? science lady omg LIKE shes cool and an idol to philippa) and its all a plot to get philippa close to her or something,,,, idk if itd just be her or some of her crew as well.

i bet kathryn would be SEETHING though to find out thats what happened after she gets her daughter back all violated and experimented on and stuff

like ed’s inacessible, liam’s a halfbreed, amelia’s AFK at home with a kid, kathryn’s inaccessible, so is tom. maybe this lady has been interested in them since Endgame with voyagers return home and has wanted to examine the children but wasnt granted access.

i can see her totally prying on philippas deeeeep need to look and be different. like shes painfully average in academics and she looks weird and this captain offers her an unconventional solution.

little devious artist me wanted to do a color scheme that was like purple-heavy and overall very mommy sorry in aura. was thinking shed be hybrid At Least so philippas like “cool shes so relatable to me" i like the andorian idea bc their antennae are expressive like barbels hehe :3 (whatever they call them lol silly head tubes) blue works too hehe. i just want her to look weird to human standards.

maybe shes wanting to recover and harness what the augments left behind? maybe the Vesuvius (or whatever the original ship ends up being called) is dead in the water (space lol) and abandoned and the captain's been wanting to get her hands on augment tech for decades. :3 like their mission was to go recover/protect the ship before anyone else can get their hands on it, the captain keeps them out there to explore this HUGE vessel that needs a freighter ship or something to transport it back to the federation for deconstruction and repairs

regarding what ends up HAPPENING to the captain after that, part of me thinks ESCAPE so philippas mission could be tracking her down, but maybe starfleet wouldnt want a victim of hers having that much involvement over her apprehension. maybe philippa sidetracks as a captain to go get her herself she always seems like a really disobedient and risky person to bet on in starfleet. gets in trouble a lot but her track record of succeeding impossible odd scenarios is like Insane haha

the captain's mother is an Andorian zhen (female presenting, the carrier of children type of female) with no bond. she misses her “reproductive window” and proceeds to self experiment. i know andorians like CELEBRATE having children but id be curious to see how theyd take a zhen girly going to such strange extremes to conceive. like i bet shed be an outcast, maybe for more than just that reason (maybe its why she isnt paired off in a bond) just a strange science girl. her daughter thinks she was a genius but maybe think she didnt harness or live up to her capabilities as a scientist idk. and if she has biological defects probably holds that against her as well.

i figure the captain has done a lot of good in the same field as her mother (probably xenobiology or something), obviously making captain and everything, but shes been biding her time. i bet she felt outcast by andorians because of her mother. i think theyd have a complicated relationship that on the surface was very loving and appreciative but underneath shes like All Of My Problems Originate With You

after philippa returns all augmented and stuff, kathryn steps in to lead whatever project it is they have going on with the augmented starfleet warship (Vesuvius maybe,,,,,) that they successfully recovered,,,,, philippa doesnt find out about her mothers involvement for a BIT but maybe theyd fight about kathryn keeping it from her while she's on medical leave. theyre both equally determined to bring pip's ex-captain to justice. and eventually when the reconstructed ship is finished thats how philippa gets assigned to captain it? (her mommy thinking shes ready for it hehehe)

maybe medical leave philippa keeps pestering Everyone to let her back in and resume her career or whatever and kathryn in particular is like “show me youre ready” and its all a cute little test during her recovery to show she can overcome the augment-pilling and also calm DOWN so she isnt raging chasing after her ex captain

#threshold au

[starhwart]

Heyyyy

im libra sun cap moon and aquarius rising and hes aquarius sun im unware of his big three but his venus is capricorn

I mean are we even compatible enougj for me to wait for him? We habe this entire thing going on and it just has me stuck in this limbo

hello, honey! you forgot the initials and the pronouns 😭😭 but its okay since its a astrology reading!

compatibility between you and him! (astrology)

keywords:

you:

libra sun: peace, harmony, friendly, sociable.

capricorn moon: emotionally reserved, sensitive to rejection, family centered, practicality, strong parental influence.

aquarius rising: friendly, good energy to be around.

him:

aquarius sun: original, independent, likes many people at once, attracted to the mysterious.

capricorn venus: insecure with feelings, loyal, devoted, emotionally distant.

reading:

WOW OK, this is an interesting combination, i would have to know your venus too but i can get a good idea of it all. you are someone different, unique and balanced, not so much and not little. you can get involved with people very easily, you probably have a lot of friendships. you attract a lot of people to you. tho your way of showing emotions is a little insecure, you manage to handle it well!! he already seems sociable but the kind of sociable that you only know a few things about him, to really know you have to get close! once liking someone he would focus deep on it, and i really mean deeeeep. he may seem a little cold or shy at times, but you seem to be the same in the way you deal with your feelings at times. i think you understand each other pretty well? also, air signs are very compatible with air signs itself!!

channeled song + message

i feel like you guys work well and can make this work, you understand each other. so, i did this reading listening to a specific song and i think that would be how the two of you handle those feelings? lemme know!

sending love🤍

please leave feedback!

xo, lili

#free love reading #free intuitive readings #free readings #intuitive readings #love reading

[stevethehairington]

4, 19 and 39 for weird writers ask 🫶

ty for sending this in friend!! <3

4. What’s a word that makes you go absolutely feral?

okay i know this is asking for specifics but here we have a category 5 "i've been asked to recall something so naturally my brain forgets everything its ever known" moment. soooo, i'm going to be pretty unspecific probably lol buuuut

any word that implies something tender is happening is my jaaaaam. i mean, tender itself is a word i love a lot. but yeah anything that implies something deeply vulnerable and intimate is so so good. i go coo coo for cocoa puffs about it.

i also fucking love space words - nebula, constellation, supernova, cosmic, celestial, anything to do with the stars, the moon, the sun. i eat that shit UP.

also same goes with words about water!!!

also shout out to my homies irrevocably (which i still associate with that one monologue from twilight but like it kind of went off using this words soooo sdflkds), petrichor (bc that's a fun word and i LOVE rain and the smell of rain so), and also freckles and dimples bc i fucking L O V E mentioning those in anything i write so they are favorites too <3

19. Tell me a story about your writing journey. When did you start? Why did you start? Were there bumps along the way? Where are you now and where are you going?

ooh so i started writing like officially the summer before my freshman year of college. i had been apart of fandom before that for a while and had definitely been reading fic for quite some time before, and i'd always sort of wanted to do some writing of my own, but i could never like fully commit to anything. which, in hindsight, i'm very glad i couldn't for that first fandom i was in lmfao. let's just say iykyk.

but then i watched skam and i totally and completely fell in love with that show, with that cast of characters, with the stories they were telling. and i wanted to add to it, i wanted to expand that universe, i wanted to put these characters in my own situations and shows how they'd respond! so i did! and i wrote and i wrote and i wrote. to this day it is still the fandom i have written the most fics for (tied with marvel also lmfao, and honestly stranger things is creeping up there, it's getting close and the brainrot has not died, not even close, so it just might pass it up. but the fact that it's stayed number one for like 6 years? crazy).

it absolutely helped that i found a server to join for fans of the show. that was literally the best thing ever. i made so many connections and so many dear friends and, aside from the brief bumps in the road that came with that server (lmaoo), it was such a good environment and it was SO creatively stimulating and SO motivating and SO inspirational. like i had so many people in my corner rooting me on to actually finish writing that first fic!! and i did!! and their support just kept coming and coming for everything after and that was SO integral to my success and my desire to keep writing. so yeah, shout out to skam international, yall were the real mvps and i wouldnt be where i am today if it werent for you all <3

where am i now and where am i going? well, right now im deeeeep in the st brainrot so im riding that wave as far as it will take me for as long as it will take me. and as for the future? i really have no idea! i have no clue what's going to sink it's claws into me next, but i'm excited to find out!

39. What keeps you writing when you feel like giving up?

really truly it's my friends. whenever i'm feeling down in the dumps about my writing they're always so kind and so nice and so encouraging with me, they know exactly what to say. and a lot of them are writers or artists themselves too so like they understand the feeling too, which makes it easier to like talk about it with them and to take a step back from that ledge.

i also like to look at how much i've done already, and how much i have left that i want to tell and that kind of just helps to put things in perspective. like wow i've done so much, i've made it through so much to get to this point - no way can i give up now.

weird questions for writers

#asks #kostaskostaskostas

[cyhaitham]

ok so basicy it atarts with pinkie walking jnto rhe caroseul bourique looking sad mane deflated qnd she plops flat onto the fooor on her stomach qnd sighs. and rarity is like oh pinkie my dear! is something the matter? and pinkie is like oh.. well.. and starts talkinf abt how she feels like nopony takes her seriously and that shes annoying etc and rarity is like oh pinkie and comforts her and talks abt her own issues with rsd like that qnd rari nuzzles her cheek and pinkies mane pops back and she leaps into rhe air and js like i jist realized sonething. I have to go and rarity is like oh pinkie wont you- oh. xe's gone. and then pinkie rushes to the castle of frienship banging on the door screaming for twilight before just going in and she SLAMS right into twi in the hallway who was carrying some papers qnd the collosion made her magic lose focus so she dropped all of them and shes like pinkie! and shes like oh oh sorry twi as twi starts picking it up and shes like sigh its fine what do u need and pinkies like I. UH. WELL. JUSY GATHER THE GIRLS HERE OK MINUS RARITY THERE IS NO TIMENTONDXPLAIN GET RAJNBOW AND FLUTTERSGY QND APPLEJACK QUICK qnd pinkie jist disappears again and twilight is like what and the next panel is them all in the cutie map room and twilight js like Ok. were here can u explain why and most importantly why rarity cant be here and pinkie takes a deeeeep breath qnd is like BCEYASE i love HERand everyones like o_o and pinkie exhales qnd goes back to normal volume qnd is like qnd i need your helpto plan a party where i xan tell her that and applejacks is like thags mighty sweet pinkie but why do we need a party for that cant ya just tell er that yourself and pinkies like well... im never good qt just saying those things but maybe ill be confident in a party setting we can tell rarity irs an qppreaction larty for her which i guess it sort of will be but itll also be a COVER too so i have the coursge to tell her my feelings and rd flies over and is like thisis cool pinkie but what if you do all this qnd she doesnt feel the same way qnd pinkies like HUH? I HADNT EVEN CONSID3RED THAT. and she starts hypervenitaling and then just starts running in circles so fast she becomes a blur and ajs like well now look what you went qnd did rwinbow now shes a pinkienado! and rds like whoops and aj asks twi for some rope and lassos pinkie and goes over to her qnd j forgot the speech she gave her. uhm she xalms pinkie down and they get to planning then it cuts to twi and pinkie in the town sqaure with the rest of rhe girls with the oarty being nesrly finished setting up and rd flies in and twis like rainbow! hows it going with raroty and shes like fine i guess r u guys qlmost done cause i cant handle any more girly fun! ive had two spa treatments and i think my coats so shiny it might blind someone and twi giggles qnd is like yeah we're done bring her down and rd flies off and everyone gets into position and then rd comes q a blindfolded rarity they surprise her they start partying etc then jt cuts to later in the party and twi walls over to pinkie n is like its almost time pinkie u ok and sbes like NO IM SO NERVOUS TWILIFHT WHAT DO I DO *SHAKES HER* and twi gices her a speech mthen pinkie goes on the stage and starts talking abt rarity then calls her up and bulls a bouqet of roses out of her mane and hands them to her and then confesses her feelimgs and asks if shed let her take her on a date and shell make sure irs thebgreatest most wondefful super duperest romantic romance date ever and raritys like oh my.. of xourse i will pinkie qnd then it cuts to twi for q second whise horn glows then goes back to twi and pinkie, pinkie js now wearing a suit and rarity a pretty dress and pi kies like well then may i have this dwnce and eztends her hoove and rarity takes it then pinkie takes one of the roses and tucks it behind raritys ear. Ok. Do u inderstabdm

[cakejerry]

Persona first batch of listens thoughts. Did not look at the lyrics for any of these btw.

1. The who am i skool luv affair intro SAMPLE is genuinely a banger. Glad they brought it back although it does seem kinda cheap to bring up your old albums like that when its not even like they're leeching off of their old fame, or promoting a song that they think deserved more, because they make it very clear they don't consider anything pre-2015 canon but... Sure. Sell the "we're proud of our roots" story. Namjoons flow actually brings to mind haruman, for some reason. Im sure someone out there was gagged at his improvement over the years. Him refusing to use coherent english is certainly a choice. Also the song is too long.

2. Same issue with the self-referencing. Several white woman related problems i mentioned earlier. Just confused and personalityless, which is ironic. Do you want to be korean or american???? Choose, greedy. Makes me feel nostalgic, which might just be because I'm pissed about the direction they're taking in general. "Modeunge geumgeumhae hajilte" "YOUR ONE YOUR TWO" Jungkook randomly glew up in the mv I will have to investigate this further....... Im mad asfk about how attractive I find him btw. Yoongi just doing whatever in his verse ohhh he hates white people. Mv is literally so confused with its concept, 2012 sm-level box sets, when they promoted themselves with this deeeeep jungian philosophy, please. Just funny and shameless.

3. I was actually expecting to be so gagged by souju especially since sakura said she loved it but its a SKIP. ITS A SKIPPER. ITS A SNOOZER FOLKS. A gift for the fans, was it? Why it's so beloved is beyond me. Literally a tear reject, sounding like magic shop. Sounding like the ost for a random webtoon actually but FROMIS_9 did that better with LOVE ME BACK so. Byeolbit part kinda catchy but not enough to not skip the song. "Shine dream smile" okayy i bring wind sunlight water. "Nanana" ohh bts you are on a downward spiral and you don't even know it

4. Am actually kinda GAGGED over the make it right sample/riff ngl! Gaslight potential. On loop for 8 hours while I look at spreadshees potential. It reminds me of something and i cant put my finger on it. Sounding like a girlgroup song probably im ngl. Was eddy boy on this one? He slayed so hard I almost forgave him for plagiarising April's snowman (cakejerry 2017 twitter reference, don't worry about it.) "I can make it better i can hold you tighter" okurrrr shawn mendes!!!!!!!!! I know jungkook was cheesing

5. Another tear reject, was it? Wasnt 'crazy for myself' an army meme or something, whatever. Rhyming rich and switch? Okayy inna up. Your love- I want that? Okurrrr ariana grande 7 rings!! Why that "naega" sounding a bit.... The houoououm part sounding like the average song that would be playing on mtv, oh bts you're so done

6. Jamais vu NOW OKAY THIS IS A REALL SNOOZER. And also another tear reject ctfuuu they really had a signature sound during this period didn't they. And it was TRASH. Sounding like an ending credits song for an episode of Grey's anatomy.

7. And the grandiose DISAPPOINTMENT. Dionysapppintment lol. Everyone gagging over this one i thought they were actually gonna serve rock realness when all they served was a seo taiji reject.... And again with the "haters"... Bts got more imaginary haters than itzy in 2019. Massyeo part kinda okay. Did jungkook just say he was feeling saucy???? FFFFFA- Wait hoseok just slayed omg okurrr onomatopoeia!!!! Is this supposed to be like the mic drop of the album?... Okay... Whateva that means. Brings to mind the injustice 6.5 faced but whatever. Wow you can actually almost hear an instrument here at the end. Bros think they rockstars 😭😭😭😭 okurrr opening song for a korean remake of a random flop japanese shonen anime from the 1990s!!

[notwxrriors]

baby boy. i need geoff saying that or i’m gonna explode. ANYWAYS. aws soooo blushy and cute and jawn texts the gc “you should see the other guy” mostly joking but geoff quickly responds “i’d love to 🩵” and well. jawn can’t say no to geoff.

im getting so many asks tn that i keep answering things too late and the blog has moved on so i am sorry for that BUT this was ab aws sending a pic to the ppj gc in his collar w bruises and scratches on him. ok. we all recall

geoff DOES say baby boy! just btw!!! anyway,,,,jawn does send a pic bc. yeah. geoff asks. its just of his neck bc aws wreaked fuckin havoc when he was there, deeeeep dark hickies on jawn's neck. like. they had to have HURT when aws was giving them. but it's so hot to see big dark bruises on jawn's skin,,,

"my handiwork 😃" aws texts, and geoff just says "holy shit" bc uhh yeah. holy shit.

#ppj

[gamersucklet]

i didnt immediately see a trans or bi icon of her to use so i closed it JVN HDFKMNBSJDFLOI;WERJIHWT4GOUEAPIFOKJGRK

#portal of truth #IM TOO SCARED TO LOOK TO DEEEEEP #EVERY FUCKING TIME ENDS IN SPOILERS AKJBDKLISDNSAD