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#i’m not bad at talking with people or even strangers i’m not even super shy i’m just bad at being a person
lilgynt · 2 months
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birthdays haven’t been too bad the last few years but with picking my dad up from rehab last year i’ve been getting antsy about it again and my work is gonna leave balloons and a note on my desk and i do work that day and i thought i had the saving grace of my brother doing a thing with me the DAY after but due to work things were now doin it on the day and it’s just looming closer and closer 😰
#personal#you have like 5 bad birthdays in a row and suddenly have an actual fear of ur bday#again it didn’t happen for a few years so i was fine but dad thing now is scared again 🙄#anyway i would have said no to the work thing but i wanted to be normal and encourage good will between my coworkers#i mean on my 45 day review perfect notes but my supervisor had to specify leadership when talking about communication bc i DONT be#talking to my coworkers#which totally fine doesn’t effect my work at all but.#idk i didn’t want to be like no when i already don’t talk to people#but did start a convo today!!!#i’m not bad at talking with people or even strangers i’m not even super shy i’m just bad at being a person#anyway so said yes even tho it does make me antsy thinking about#and i hate working on my birthday bc it feels like.#any event on my bday freaks me out or at least used to and does again#like ideal birthday stay home in bed and survive just don’t want to encourage chance or take any risks#i just want to stay still until it’s over and everyone’s okay#but now i’m working and people are gonna say happy birthday and there will be balloons and a note#and my brothers taking me out which yay love him love solo time gonna ask for sushi#but i’m also scared like what if something happens to him?#but it’s silly to live in fear and he’s only here for like a day#and even if my dad came home i also got my first birthday surprise with my friends lying#and saying they needed art supplies and gave me a cake and hannibal stuff and it was so sweet i cried :)))
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thatbadadvice · 8 months
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Dear Advisor,
I tend to be a very reserved and shy person so making friends is super hard. Recently I’ve been wanting to socialize more , but I genuinely don’t know how. Is there any advice that you have that can make me look more approachable and not be scared to talk to people. I’m so stressed about being alone and not having any friends, but I just find it so hard to go up to people and make a conversation. I tried once but it became super awkward. I just really need good advice from someone on how to approach a person and continue a conversation.
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Dear Awkward Anonymous,
It would be so easy to get into a whole deep let's-skeetshoot-therapy-on-the-internet session and try to help a total stranger unpack all of the GA-FUCKING-ZILLION ways in which social awkwardness shows up in a person's life. It seems easy, and it even seems meaningful and worthwhile, but to do so I would have to presume a bunch about your life, and make a bunch of assumptions about the ways in which my own experiences maybe/probably track with yours, and it would be a whole big wank-fest, and frankly ... it would be awkward. I'd be like you, standing there at the party, hoping that what I'm saying resonates or lands or even vaguely tracks with anything a stranger has ever known or experienced, presuming (probably rightly!) that it doesn't, and then flailing and blaming myself when I didn't emerge from the interaction with all the world's gold stars.
So here's what: stop talking to other people as a primary social occupation. Going up to people and just talking is fucking terrifying. The Bad Advisor says this as a Certified Extrovert™ who rarely shuts the fuck up.
Instead, find a thing to do with other people that involves some sort of task or goal or activity. Talk about the thing you're doing together, when you're doing it. If it feels okay, maybe introduce one or two of your own relatable-to-the-activity experiences in the process. See who picks up on it. Ask the people who pick up on it genuinely interested questions in response. This is what we awkward people call: engineering a conversation. It is the way, I am told, humans make connections with other humans. I have seen it work in my own life.
Depending on where you live and your ability level and skill set, I bet you have some options! You could seek out an open board game night, pub quiz session, knitting/quilting circle, or mutual aid meetup that's looking for volunteers. Especially look for social activities with strangers that involve a dedicated, pre-prescribed activity (such as a hiking or mall-walking group, stuffing envelopes for a political candidate or cause you care about, planting trees at your local park, or tasting tea/wine/beer/etc.). (Somebody is going to say join a ballroom dancing club or suchlike; I am personally terrified of this, but if you have a higher tolerance for strangers touching you and fewer than two left feet: it's literally an option. Line-dancing, on the other hand ... absofuckinglutely.)
Even if what's available in your area isn't your precise and specific interest, it might be worthwhile to check out something you are decidedly meh about -- you might not be the only meh person there. You can bond over shit that's boring or shitty with other people who find it boring or shitty! Some of my best friends, arguably my very best friends, came out of experiences we mutually loathed or found at least moderately and mutually miserable.
Consider especially finding an activity where you yourself are the manager of operations and/or have a designated task to take care of that is unique to your position! This doesn't have to be complicated or skill-dependent; can you become a voter registrar in your area? Well, bam! You've got paperwork people have to fill out and a good reason to jibber-jabber with folks who have to ask you the questions. Other ideas: join your local neighborhood association board, become a notary public, or see if your local pet rescue is looking for intake line volunteers. Do you have a trustworthy, especially outgoing friend who might agree to play "social glue" for you a couple of times at their activity-centric events? Make it explicit! Ask them if they'll play friendly wing-person for you at their D&D game, fantasy sports league, or some such.
Alternately: Do you have a unique and fun and shareable skillset you can share with others? Are you pretty good at drawing, programming? Simply a font of endless Merlin or NFL or Real Housewives knowledge? You might start a local Discord or other online social group to discuss and share your interests, then move it to the real world in a few weeks once folks get comfortable. You get the idea.
Most of all: Look for stuff that has more-than-just-talking opportunities available outside the designated group jam for you to maintain connections. Perhaps a group chat, a Discord, a Slack, what-have-you, where you can take more time to consider and draft your responses and posts? Connections with humans get made a thousand ways, and talking raw-dog with strangers is but one.
It takes a true social unicorn to be simply good at talking and only talking to other people. There are some of these one-horned wonders out there, to be sure — but let me assure you that the vast majority of folks want to be accepted and seen just as much as you do, and they're staring at the ceiling at night thinking just as much (more, probably) about all the weird, wonky shit they themselves threw at you than they are anything you ever said to them.
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filmofhybe · 6 months
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Could I request for Enhypen? Enha & their s/o shopping/on a date and someone comes up to flirt with their s/o in front of them. And the person is actively ignoring Enha lmao
shopping date interference
pairing : ot7! x reader genre : fluff warning : jealousy , arguing , disgusting comments towards reader , swearing. 1023 words
a/n : skl is tmr i have never wanted to skip so bad. But is okay I got jungwon’s lip balm that will get me going. I also wanna cry cuz aot has officially ended. I’m not ok.
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희 승 heeseung + 박종성 Park Jeongseong + 성훈 Sunghoon
the ones that seems like they won’t notice at the very beginning. But they knew it since the beginning. For example, they would be paying for the stuff you want while your just standing behind them. Than suddenly a guy walks towards you and start flirting with you. You absolutely ignoring him and just wish they finish paying FAST. They obviously know he’s there, eardropping all the disgusting flirtatious comments they are making towards you. Wants to punch them so hard and won’t hesitate even if they are in a store. Because you deserve to get treated with respect and love. Drags you out after threatening them.
“Babe I’ll pay for this, just stay close with me alright?” He said as he walked towards the cashier. You trailing behind him because he said to stay close to him.
Your thoughts was interrupted as a stranger approaches you. “Hey gorgeous how’s your day?”
silence.
“Aww don’t ignore me bubs. Your so cute bet you’re just shy.”
silence.
“don’t be shy around me I don’t bite.”
silence.
“That would be $456 sir.”
“Aww look at your little man paying for you! I can get you some stuff as well if you want.”
“I hope you shut that disgusting mouth of yours and leave my girlfriend alone.” He says as he grabs your hand, ready to leave.
“Wow calm down I was just offering her things!”
“Well she clearly doesn’t want the stuff your offering.”
“Why are you talking for her?”
“Maybe cause she’s scared of you? If you can’t stop talking, maybe we should take it somewhere else and it’s not gonna end well for you.”
He judged that disgusting man before taking you out of the store.
“Are you alright baby? I’m so sorry I didn’t step in faster I’m just so furious that people are talking to you like that.”
“Is okay love. I just don’t want to give him attention so that’s why I ignored him.”
“Such a good girl, that’s why you deserve everything I’m getting you today and my love forever.”
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にしむら りき Nishimura Riki +정원 jungwon
these two boys would be so confused what’s going on. Let’s just say they are jealous but they put their whole trust on you. They would 100% step in when it gets too far. But you would just drag them away because you think they are being super disrespectful, the way they are ignoring your boyfriend and the disgusting comments towards you. Nah they are basically disrespecting both of you. Clueless babies that just stares at you afterwards but acts all cuddly because they heard the stuff they said about you.
“Hey cutie how are you?” a random guy just came up to you. Catching you off guard. Your boyfriend was aware of the guy’s presence but he wants to know what he’s going to do before stepping in.
You never answer him because no man deserves your attention besides your boyfriend.
“Hey stop ignoring me. I just want to know you more!”
“Maybe a drink or something? Will that get me to know you more?”
“Maybe we can even go shop around that cute lingeri-”
“Are you blind or are you just going to ignore u have a boyfriend? You basically disrespecting both of us?”
“Babe I’m not? I’m just tryna chat you up. You boyfriend aren’t even-”
“Maybe just leave us alone? My girlfriend clearly doesn’t want to talk to you.”
“Fuck her she’s being a bit-”
Before he can even finish his sentence, you dragged your boyfriend away. Storming off while anger is building inside of you. No one is going to disrespect you while your just trying to have a chill and relaxed shopping date.
“I’m so sorry he’s being disrespectful towards you. He can clearly see I have a boyfriend. Ugh I hate man sometimes.”
“You hate man?”
“Well you get what I mean but it’s never going to be you love…”
“This is why I love you and I put so much trust in you.”
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선우 Sunoo + 심재윤 Sim Jaeyun
The ones that would make fun of him. Icl they would start making fun of him until it gets too far. They would go full on protective mode. And the fact they know he’s ignoring their presence makes his blood boil. Starts spitting out curse words at them making them take back everything they had said. Starts laughing again after you guys are out of his sight.
“Hey lovely you free?” Another day another man coming up to you. You were sick and tired of it atp because you clearly have a boyfriend, that your currently in his arms.
“Did he just came up to you wobbling and ask are you free?” Your boyfriend whispered into your ears making you chuckled before focusing on the guy that’s in front of you both. You clearly having a uninterested expression in.
“I hope that’s your brother beside you cuz your really cute, especially the skirt your wearing.” Okay that’s when he cross the line cuz why the hell is he looking at your skirt?
“That’s my boyfriend not my brother.”
“But is it okay if I get your number? Just as frien-”
“She just said im her boyfriend do you need your ears fucking checked? What the actual fuck is wrong with you..?”
“I actually don’t need a check up I just want her num-”
“Your clearly ignoring my boyfriend’s presence and I rejected your offer so no.”
Both of your blood was boiling as you walked pass him. Bumping into him as you both left him speechless and embarrassed.
“BABE STOP DID YOU SEE HIS FACE?”
“NAH WE CUSSED HIM OUT GOOD?!”
“This is why we are meant for each other.”
“Always love you know we do the funniest things together.”
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Peach blossoms and wolfsbane
Chapter 4
Tea roses
By Writer anon
So i messed up the timeline a bit this more colonial America era than Victorian my bad whoops. Also sorry for any mistakes or typos I type these out super duper fast haha.
The two women get to talking and the find themselves enamored with that one another have to say.”So judging by your accent you are not from around here?” Asked Spitzy “No miss I ain’t from these parts” answered Winona.”Where are you from then?” Asked Spitzy. “Southern Georgia.” Replied Winona. “Oh you from America?” Spitzy. Questioned. “Yes ma’am I am.” She said with a small grin. “I don’t suppose that changes your opinion of me” Winona asked. Spitzy shook her head “No It doesn’t though there isn’t much of an opinion to change since we barely know each other but I like what I do see and know though.” Spitzy stated Winona stood there for a second before breaking out into a big grin and lets out a little chuckle. “Is that so? Well I’m glad you like me.tell you what I’ll let you in on a little secret.” She leans in a bit close and whispers “I already like you too hun.” It’s at this point Spitzy notices Winona has some sharp chompers. And with that she goes red again ‘Oh God and here I thought she couldn’t be more attractive. She has fangs oh lord help me…’ she thought in her head. But then the woman spoke once more and what she said shook her to her core. “But I would like to get to know you more if you will have me milady.” With this Winona lent forward and gentle took Spitzy’s hand and kissed it. Spitzy at this point her cheeks now all sorts of rosy and red replied with a shy smile on her face “ I would love to.” Winona stood there in stunned silence for a second and then smiled “ Alright.” Replied Winona. “Hmm how about we play a game.” Said Spitzy. “Oh?” Inquired Winona. “What’s the game?” She asked. “ where we both ask each other questions and we answer them.” Answered Spitzy. “Sounds like it could be fun. Alrighty then what does the pretty lady wish to know?” Now spitzy obviously entertained the idea of unmasking her mystery person or even asking for a name but she thought it was too soon for either of those things’I don’t want this little game to end just yet.’ She thought. “So what exactly is your mask supposed to be? It’s sending mixed messages I can’t tell if its a dog or fox.” Asked Spitzy with a giggle she tried but failed to stifle with her hand. Winona slightly worn out by the question “It’s a coyote.” Winona said exasperatedly. Before she came to lay around in the corner of the room some folk did try to strike up a conversation and asked that very question… “Really? I would have never guessed.” Said Spitzy with a big laugh. Winona is no stranger to teasing and normally can’t stand it when Agatha teases her but for some reason she love its when this woman does it and is smiling like a fool. “So what is your supposed to be exactly then missy?” Asked Winona in a teasing tone with one brow raised. Spitzy paused in thought”you know I’m not sure I think it’s supposed to be a peacock?” Spitzy replied. They both turn to look at each other and snicker which then they both let out a laugh. Grinning at each other with something in both of their eyes that can’t quite make out just yet.
Night continues to burn away their little game kept going on with both parties wanting know more about one another. They both even shared some stories. Laughing and smiling all the way while the clock continues to tick the minutes away. While chatting they noticed that people were starting to dance around the ballroom. Winona thought to ask one last question. One that has been burning since about the moment they locked eyes. “I have one last question for you dear if you would be so kind.” Said Winona she looked a tad flushed and embarrassed looking away from Spitzy. Intrigued Spitzy raised a brow. the cowpoke recent shift in mood was noticed but she asked anyways “And what question would that be?” Winona was extremely nervous for once in her life this scared her for a multitude of reasons but she was hung up on one specific thing ‘I’ll just end up makin a fool of myself and of her if I ask her that’ Winona thought. “I was wondering if you would like to get outta here.”Winona said. ‘Coward’ Winona thought to herself. She chickened out but it was for the best she reasoned. Spitzy mouth opens up to let out a little quiet gasp. If her cheeks weren’t burning before they certainly were now. ‘Ah look what you did you fool.’ Thought Winona thinking once again that Spitzy Silence was a bad thing Spitzy finally snaps out of her thoughts and quickly said something that would make Winona’s heart soar “Yes.” Replied Spitzy a slightly frazzled but joyous expression. Winona tooth grin made an appearance again in that moment.
Winona held her arm out and leaned a little where Spitzy was standing “Shall we get outta here?” Winona asked. “Yes we shall.” Said Spitzy’s with a smile. As spitzy latched on her companion’s arm. Spitzy was pleasantly surprised that her coyote masked woman had some muscle to her. They both secretly dipped out the dance hall and headed towards the garden. “Could we stroll through the garden? It always looks lovely at night.”Spitzy asked. Winona simply nodded and they both headed into the garden. Winona didn’t recognize some of the plants except for one stood out to her the most. there in the distance she spots a peach tree. It only had a few full blossoms but it still a slight to behold. They stroll through the garden and enjoy each other company. “They are wonderful aren’t they.” Said Spitzy gesturing to the plants in the garden.” I hand picked themself. This place was just full of hedges and shrubs it was so boring.” She continued. “Yeah I like what you have done with the place. I’m seein all kinds of plants here like all these different colored tulips or these butterfly peas. I also see some Pheasant’s eyes...” Winona paused for a Moment due to Spitzy staring at her”Ah sorry didn’t mean to ramble there.” Winona said. “Ah no love you are quiet alright.” Said Spitzy. “I’m just surprised you know that is all. I think it’s smashing you know all of this.”Spitzy clarified. “Tell me what else do you know?”Asked Spitzy. Winona searched the back of her neck”Ah well I know each plant medicinal properties and even know flower language.” Answered Winona. “Flower language?” Spitzy questioned. Winona piped in and walked up to a bush of roses “it when each plant has a secret meaning like this tea rose it means always desire,always lovely and I will always remember. Some plants crane have multiple means which means you have to pair the right plant to Convey which meaning you want like you would want to pair a red rose with a tea rose if you want to say I’ll always desire you.”She said while holding the tea rose gently in her hand.” “And thats just the tip of the iceberg even the specific color the of the plant has a different meaning.’ Rambled Winona. She once again stops herself ‘But this stuff is probably borin ya to death.” Spitzy grabbed Winona’s hands and said “no not at all! I think it’s very interesting! I just never realized that plants can have meanings.” Explained Spitzy. Spitzy notices a purple flower hanging onto her mystery woman’s front pocket. “ what does this one mean?” Asked Spitzy. “Winona plucks the wolfsbane out of her pocket “this is wolfsbane it doesn’t have very pleasant meanings I’m afraid. It means mistrust,beware,and mistrust of people.” She said while looking at the wolfsbane in a somber tone how fitting that this was the plant stuck to her Winona thought.Then she noticed Spitzy’s Bellanona brooch and felt even more sadden ‘why wear such a sad plant is she unhappy?’
Spitzy noticing how somber the mood had gotten once again grabs both of her hands despite both parties wearing gloves.Dark leather gloves meets soft long fabric ones. This snaps Winona out of her thoughts and she gently squeezes back.Both of them realized how intimate this was and both recoiled a bit away from one another looking away and suddenly finding the ground more interesting to look at hands firmly at their sides. However the touch was not hated by both parties. They both look at each other again faces slightly pink and they both eventually give each other a small smile.
They continued to wonder around the garden talking and laughing all the way. Spitzy felt a small gust of wind and shivered her face slightly flush from the cold. Winona being the gentlewoman she is simply grabs her coat and gentle lay places her suit jacket on Spitzy’s shoulders. “wouldn’t want cha to catch your death out here.” Said Winona. Spitzy gently pulled the coat around herself now flushed for a different reason. ‘It smells nice and it’s warm.’ Thought Spitzy. She nestled even further in the coat enjoying its warmth and it’s scent of pine and fresh rain with a hint of citrus. They both eventually find a bench and decided to sit down for bit. Winona wants to put her hand on Spitzy’s but is one again hesitating. Spitzy noticed Winona’s hand moved towards hers but then it quickly moved back to resting on the bench. Spitzy couldn’t help but feel a tad disappointed. Winona noticing the slight shift in mood decided to hell with it and inched her hand next to Spitzy’s. Winona gently wrapped one her fingers around Spitzy’s,then Winona grasps another finger,andanother eventually they finally slide their hands into place. They are now holding hands. Spitzy happy with Winona’s small token of affection but not satisfied with it moved closer. She scooted close enough where they were shoulder to shoulder and Spitzy leaned on the cowpoke once again but this time on purpose. She nestled in near Winona’s neck. Meanwhile Winona’s face was a mixture of being stunned and of joy. She didn’t know either to have a gay panic attack or to be happy so she chose the second option. She had a small blush in her cheeks and moved her head so Spitzy had some room.Spitzy took advantage of the new space and nestled in. The two sat in silence looking up at the stars enjoying each other’s company. Spitzy tracing shapes on Winona’s chest and Winona gently doing the same but on Spitzy’s hand. They lovingly started at one another. The whole night the two spent together getting to know each other and spent such a wonderful evening Winona feeling content rests her head on top of Spitzy’s.
The clock chimed another hour has passed.Winona checked her pocket watch 11:20pm she remembered that there was supposed a final dance or something of the sort. Spitzy who was lightly dozing on Winona shoulder woke up with a start when she hear the clock chime 3 times. She was confused about her surroundings at first but quickly remembered that she was with the masked woman that she met at the ball. Then Spitzy realized ‘wait how much time had passed I had such a great evening that I lost track of time.’ She thought to herself “ wait what time is it?!” She said. Winona noticed she looked frazzled and calmly explained”it’s 11:20pm why? Do you got somewhere to be?” Winona asked. Spitzy frantic at this point said”Yes! I was supposed to dance with my fiancé for the final dance but if I’m late he’ll…” Spitzy tears up a little bit she holds crumbled to the ground and her head in the hands trying to keep calm. She hated her fiancé but she didn’t want to disciplined by him again. Seeing this reaction breaks Winona’s heart for several reasons but 3 reasons stick out the most. Reason one a woman like her feathered companion shouldn’t be crying,two she has a fiancé she sorta forgot that the woman she was talking to is taken,and three she was hurting and bit fearful just what exactly did this scum do to her to make her react this way i outta beat the livin shit out of him Winona thought. Winona kneeled down and gently moved her hands away and tilted her chin up to look at her. She held Spitzy’s cheek and wiped some of her tears away saying “it’s ok darlin.” Spitzy hugs her. Winona hesitated but reciprocated the hug. “I gotcha it’s gonna be alright.” She said soothingly. Winona eventually get up and wipe any dirt off of herself. “Sorry I just really don’t want to deal with my fiancé right now or ever really.” Spitzy said. Winona once again left her heart break and fill a little bit more anger to this woman’s fiancé. “Let me deal with him then if he tries to give you grief.” Said Winona.Winona held out her hand and had the most sincere smile and look that Spitzy had ever seen.Spitzy sniffled and gave a small smile and grabbed Winona’s hand. The southern woman not realizing her own strength hoisted her straight into her chest. Out of panic of accidentally falling over both of them latched on to each other Spitzy realized she is a bit pinned to the southern woman’s chest but didn’t mind because of how gorgeous the woman was and how strong she was. Granted Spitzy didn’t weigh that much nor was she tall but the woman effortlessly hoisted her up like she was a paper weight.Before Spitzy could enjoy the close proximity Winona let her go and asked if she was alright. Spitzy snapped out of her daze and simply nodded. Spitzy dusts herself off and Winona offers her arm once more and the pair slowly head back to the dance hall.
Once they are at the dance hall Winona notices Spitzy looks around and let’s out a huge sigh her fiancé is not here ‘probably busy being in another woman’s sheets.’ Spitzy thought to herself. Spitzy once again notices The coyote masked woman’s mood shift from watching everyone dance. Spitzy looks away trying to figure out what to say to break the silence. Winona was gonna try and say something when Suddenly Agatha who is a little drunk bumped into her and whispered “go get her tiger” while dancing with some small what looked like to a wet cat of a person. Winona once again almost falls into her feathered companion but instead of bumping into her she catches herself and is now standing closer to Spitzy. ‘Aw what the hell what do I got to lose she thought to herself. Winona inhales a big gulp of air and was about to speak .” Would you do me the honor of dancing with me?”This was the question she was afraid to ask however she wasn’t the one asking it was Spitzy. “I would love to but…” “but what?” Asked Spitzy “I can’t dance very well I wouldn’t want to embarrass you.” Said Winona. Spitzy wasn’t having it and so she yanked the southern woman down to her level using her suspenders and whispered “that’s alright love just follow my lead.” She said with a smile. Winona still hunched over gulped and nodded. “Good puppy.” Said Spitzy. They both make their way to dance floor.They both take a little curtsy bow to each other and Spitzy takes the lead. They danced and danced together it taking all Winona’s focus not to muck it up. Then from the railing the duke finally emerges from where he has been and seen his fiancée dancing with someone else?! He knew better than to make a scene besides it was just a dance he had “other” Important things to do. Those other things being the two women in his sheets.With that he slinked off to where he came from.The dance ends and the party is slowly winding down they both give a look to each other and Winona feeling a pair of eyes on them for second looked up to see what she thinks is the duke but his back is already turned to leave. She decided to have one more little moment with her companion before departing. She leans in asks”let’s get outta here again?” Spitzy giggled and yes once more.
They exit the dance hall and head to the garden where they were giggling at each other as they were walking. Spitzy hasn’t been this happy in ages she doesn’t want this night to end and she know her coyote masked woman doesn’t want it to end either. So Spitzy decided to ask one last question. “I would like to know who is under the mask would you be so kind?” Asked Spitzy. As she extends her hands to grab the mask. Winona panicked she couldn’t have her know at least not yet. But just before she could say anything. Pomni came running out she was out of breath and had what looked like a lipstick stains on her neck. “Pomni! What are you doing here also what is on your neck?” Spitzy asked. Pomni squeaks at that and covers her neck.”I’m so sorry to interrupt my lady but The duke is looking for you.” Said Pomni. Spitzy frowns at this ‘there goes my good mood what in the bloody hell does he want?’ She thought to herself. Before Winona could say anything Agatha appeared again behind Spitzy near the entrance of the garden motioning for her to wrap it up and to meet her at the front. Winona nods and says”looks like we both have to go…” Winona stated in a sad tone.Spitzy looked at her coyote companion and asked while holding her hands “ will I ever see you again?” Winona paused she didn’t want whatever this is to end she was in too deep”yes you will” Winona replied in her soothing voice. “Keep my coat it will be even more incentive for me to come back plus it’s cold out wouldn’t want cha to get sick now.” she said with a smile. That smile made Spitzy all fuzzy inside. “I was enchanting to meet you darlin.” Winona said while kissing Spitzy’s knuckle and then palm then Winona started walking towards the front of the manor. If Spitzy’s heart and face wasn’t set a blaze now it most certainly was she was s. While Winona walking away Spitzy shouted” I never caught your name!” Winona walked passed the tea rose bush and then let out a hardy laugh. She picked one of the tea roses and then turn around to face spitzy by using her heels. “I never threw it!” Said Winona. Then she tossed the rose at Spitzy who catches is it while her mouth is slightly a gape. Winona winked at her then turned around and walked away. Even pomni’s face was flushed with a hand over her mouth. Both of them eventually shake off the wonderstruck feeling off or at least Pomni does “Who was that?” Pomni asked with a light blush still present on her cheeks. Spitzy held the rose up and smiled” no,but hopefully I’ll find out soon.” Said Spitzy “Come on then my dunce of a fiancé will come stomping around looking for us and I have to stash this coat before he sees me with it. Would you be a dear and take it up for me.”Said Spitzy “Yes of course my lady” said pomni gently she took the coat of her shoulders and went back inside the manor. Spitzy stared up at the sky and then down at the rose and smiled. “Till we meet again puppy.” She thought to herself. She grinned all the way back inside the manor.
Winona wasn’t fairing much better she was grinning like mad and was happy as can be.’I have to thank Agatha for both the night off and for dragging me out here.” She couldn’t stop grinning for the rest of the night ‘Hopefully we we will meet again soon’ they both thought to themselves
End of chapter 4
Flowers meanings
Butterfly peas: Feminine power
Tulips:depending on the color they can have all kinds of meanings
Pheasant’s eye:painful memories,recollection of life pleasures
Tea rose: Always lovely,desire,I’ll remember you
Belladonna: falsehoods,hush,loneliness,silence,warning
Wolfsbane:beware,mistrust in people, protection,chivalry
Ok so I picked butterfly peas cuz they are very pretty and the scientific name was funny. Tulips are surprisingly very romantic plants and very once again just very pretty. Pheasant’s eye also known as Adonis was picked since I imagined the manor that Spitzy is stuck in is not very pleasant and doesn’t have great memories of being there. Lastly tea rose since once again romantic but also felt like this was the best flower looks wise and meaning wise to use for this chapter
Music inspo:Love song(for the night) by Rosie Cerquone,Florence soundtrack by Kevin Pekin, and Venus by Sleeping at Last
Author note: Hello! Hi! This honestly was one of my favorite chapters to write and chapter five is coming soon as always please let me know what you think Spitzy! also yes you do kiss southern anon by pulling her suspenders but thats for a later chapter *Wink* also also some fang stuff maybe???? Anyways I hope you enjoyed this one was a doozy! Thank you again for reading!
From,
Writer anon
GOOD PUPPY ????YGOD !!!THE AMOUNT OF FLIRTING POERR I HAVE IM ABOIT TO TOP THE FUCM OUT OF THID BITCH LESBIAN SEX GOR THE WIN !!!! i cannot ssit for that kisss ... sussenders kisd .. AND FANG STUFF ????EXCITED ... VRRYVERY EXVITED .... 10/10
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Hello~! I was wondering if I can ask for a romantic male matchup please?
I’m a 25 year old woman and my pronouns and she/her. I have big green eyes and wear glasses. I also have lots of piercings (nose and few ears) I also have wavy shoulder length burgundy colored dyed hair. My body type would be considered curvy/chubby…which I’m very insecure about.
Personality: I’m shy and awkward around strangers, but I’m much more outgoing, talkative, giggly, bubbly and friendly once I get to know you. I have a spicy, sarcastic, mischievous and moody side to me though 😅. I have a bit of a temper and it’s hard for me to bite my tongue at that time, so my spicy and sarcastic side comes out. But it doesn’t take me long to cool off and be back to my normal bubbly side. I suffer from anxiety, ptsd and depression, so I need someone who can be patient and understanding when it comes to that. I guess I have an aura that makes people feel that I’m trustworthy and reliable because so many people come to me and just spill everything to me. It could be my friends, family even people I hardly know. I’m often regarded as the “safe haven” friend when it comes to that. I’m very compassionate and loyal to my loved ones. I don’t like confrontation, but if I feel like it’s necessary I’ll speak up for myself. My friends would also describe me as being cute and sweet with a hint of spice lol. I’m super sensitive and will cry at least like three times a week lol. I also have a habit of zoning out, being in my own little world and being confused 90% of the time lmaooo. I would describe my sense of humor dry, dark and awkward…so most of the time I’m the only one laughing at my jokes 🫡.
Likes/dislikes and hobbies: I HATE spiders (arachnophobia), loud abrupt noises, crowds and being randomly touched especially by strangers. I also can’t stand rude people, injustices and seeing my loved ones cry/hurt. I LOVE animals (especially cats) and kids. I have two cats of my own named Jasper and Mochi! I’d also like to have kids sometime in the future. I have a weakness for anything cute, soft and fluffy. So I have a bad addiction with pillows, blankets and stuffed animals. I also enjoy traveling, singing, playing instruments, doing my makeup, shopping, gaming, banter, nature, going on walks/drives and napping! I can literally sleep for hours on end if I’m allowed to lol. And I LOVE anything spooky, especially going on ghost hunts and tarot card readings. I’m actually leaning to do tarot readings!
I enjoy cuddles and physical affection, but only from my s/o. Being touched by random people freaks me out and spikes my anxiety. I prefer to show my love through gifts and acts of service. But also through teasing lol. I’d like to have someone who can keep up with my spice/banter and not be annoyed with it lol. I can be super clingy and possessive in relationships as well.
Thank you so much and I hope you have a good day/night~! 😊
I match you with...
Zen!
You're not looking for a knight in shining armor, you're looking for someone who understands your place in life. You're looking for the partner who sees your pain and empathizes, extending a hand to you with a smile on their face as you navigate your partnership together for the better. Who better to do that than Zen? A man who knows the pain of not being understood by people because they only take you at face value. He knows where you're coming from and he wants to be there for you just like you want to be there for him.
Together, the two of you are a dynamic duo who stands strong as partners, side by side, smiling through whatever challenges come your way because you understand each other. You know what the other is going to do because you talked about it beforehand. You've got this down pat. You cry when you need to into his arms and he finally lets his guard down to show you his most vulnerable self on the nights were it's too much.
I also feel like it's worth saying that he out of anyone else understands what it feels like to be in a position where you have boundaries that haven't been respected. For the longest time, he's tried to pretend that it's okay when it's not, and if you've had to do the same thing, that's where the two of you find a sense of kinship. It's nice to know that you'll always have a safe haven in each other, turning to each other when you know your partner is there can make a world of difference. 
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therapy-ghost · 7 months
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Hello there! Thank you so much for letting me do a matchup exchange with you! now, 나 자신에 대해 말해줄게!
Fandoms: I’d like a romantic matchup for Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, Resident Evil, Obey Me, Twisted Wonderland, Genshin Impact, Danganronpa, Harry Potter, DC and Marvel (I just want male only for HB/HH please!!!)
My name is Joey but I also go by Himawari, Rin or Magtanggol too! I’m Transgender (ftm), Aromatic, Polyamory, Unlabled, & Bisexual, I’ve been diagnosed with Autism, ADHD, Schizophrenia, BPD & OCD, im (w)asian (east european and west-southeast asian) im polish, arab/middle eastern, flipino, russian and scottish.
personality traits (and notes): extroverted, at first awkward, shy and distant when meeting people, extremely independent, when comfortable I talk about a lot of stuff for hours, loud talker, emotions come off as sarcastic or silly (due to autism), confident, straightforward (I have a urge to correct someone of faulty information), uses “big” words, good sense of humor, playful, entertaining, optimistic, mischievous, curious(I’m nosy and I love gossip), i can be a rule breaker(sometimes I don’t mean to), dad/tharapist friend, when I go out I bring water bottles, first aid kit, chapstick(s) just in case, chill but some people would say I have some “repressed anger issues”, I get a realllyyy overractive Brain, I tend to get deep and philosophical when I’m left on my own for to long, I can be verbally aggressive when prevoked, I have a hard time taking everything seriously, when someone yells at me I’ll turn very cold and aggressive very fast.
things I love about myself: when someone is going through anything they will call me before anyone else, I have a ugly laugh so guaranteed that someone else will laugh too, how much I love and care for animals if I see a stray around my house I will adopt it immediately, if I see a stranger crying in public my eyes will not leave them alone until I get the courage to ask them what’s wrong, I am very confrontational I will always stand up for what’s right no matter what situation it may be, how greedy I am for money but when it’s someone I love I will spend the world on them, i get excited for little things when someone buys me a redbull/monster or just strawberries my day will not be ruined after that, how touched I’ll be when someone helps me in anyway it makes me feel really grateful, it, i never take epilepsy for granted, i pay attention to little things like my stuffed animals I’ll kiss each one every time I go to bed for the night, if I know someone is having a hard mental day I’ll clean for them and get them ice cream and be patient ill, without a fail a quiet person will always be loud with me, i am a type of person who just wants people to be happy in life and live to the fullest, i don’t say I love you until I mean it, i celebrate with people I love, I am very observant if I see that someone wants something I will get it for them, it will be my mission if I see a stranger having a bad day I will compliment them in hopes of making their day shine through the dark clouds, how I say I hate kids but I will protect them with my life and I’m so gentle and sweet with them, i am never ashamed for what I love such as anime, even if I don’t like a song that someone shows me (which is impossible btw) I will be hyper while listening to it so they don’t feel small and embarrassed around me, how soft I become when I’m given any psychical affection, i love hugging and when someone really needs it I will hug them as long as they like, I love how hardworking I am, I’m not super duper emotional but a sad movie will never make me fail to let out tears, if I love you… you’ll be seen.
hobbies: anime/manga, gaming, anthropology, pathology, zoology, music (I’m a vocaloid producer, i cover vocaloid songs with my own voice, i can rap like MILLI, i make odecore/breakcore/scenecore music and I make music like ATARASHII GAKKO, YOASOBI & Ado too), dancing, filmmaking, art (drawing, painting, pottery, digital art, etc), learning different instruments/languages, cosplaying, skateboarding, tabletop RPG’s, taking pictures of things that I think are pretty, collecting figurines/stuffed animals/stickers/music cds /puppetry & more, science/history, soccer/volleyball/basketball and swim, cooking/baking, art is definitely my main hobby I dedicate a lot of time to
likes: vocaloid/utau, k-pop/j-pop, vkei, watching documentaries/youtube, decorating my room, iced coffee, boba tea, bread, sharks, cats, cold weather, christmas, musicals, cleaning, rhythm games, being with my friends, shopping, partys, mint candles, sweet and spicy food, deserts.
I’m a ENTP, 4w3 and I’m a Aquarius ♒️
these are some of my top kins!!:  hiyori tomoe (enstars), yoosung kim (mystic messenger), jumin han (mystic messenger), hanako (tbhk), felix kranken (twf), albedo (genshin impact), shoya ishida (a silent voice), tom (eddsworld), eridan (homestuck), karkat (homestuck), miyamura izumi (horimiya), micheal afton (FNAF), lolbit (FNAF), mangle (FNAF), natsume sakasaki (enstars), sora harukawa (enstars), V (mystic messenger), hagumi kitazawa (bandori), matsubara kanon (bandori), shinji ikari (neon genesis evangelion), lain iwakura (serial experiments lain), hajime hinata (danganronpa) hua cheng (TGCF), ame-chan (needy streamer overdose), k-angel (needy streamer overdose), crona (soul eater), death the kid (soul eater), malleus draconia (twisted wonderland) and more....!
misc: I live in a mixed language house hold where I speak mostly polish and Arabic, and some Korean and Japanese, it world be nice if the person who I get can react to that lol, i know 6 languages (Japanese, Korean, Spanish, Arabic, Polish & French), prone to be a bit directionless in life, tries to find comfort and humor in hard times, tries not to take life to seriously, everytime I have a party there’s always dabke dancing and I take control of it all the time and it’s super fun!, i have two dogs named luna and gizmo both of them are super sweet and cuddly they will never hurt a soul, i play the electric/bass guitar, piano, cello and koto.
appearance /aesthetic: 5'6 / 167.64 cm, midsize, rectangular body shape, i have a masculine and feminine face (somehow), dimple on chin, hazel eyes, wears glasses, dyed black boy hair, lots of piercings, no tattoos(I need some), for style, i wear a lot suck as goth (trad goth, romantic goth, mall goth, cyber goth, and victorian goth), gyaru (hime gal, himekaji, agejo, rokku, manba, banba, kogal, tsuyome, and kigurumi), scenemo/emo, & vkei ouji and lolita, i wear streetwear clothes mostly at home/school/work, i wear fishnets and combat boats/converse, but I also wear Y2K and I also dress in alternative clothing a LOT, I wear a lot of harajuku fashion such as jiari kei, yamikawaii, decora kei(sometimes), cult party kei, but it’s mostly the ones I listed on top.
thanks for doing this with me, I hope you enjoy!!!
For Hazbin Hotel, I match you with Angel dust
Come on… come on! Tell me I’m wrong
you guys would be perfect; sarcastic, Angel would dig your vibe entirely, and you guys can do matching outfits
would happily help you with anything; like if you are overstimulated, he will help you, making art of any kind, gives you inspiration, filmmaking, he can give you plots for day (most will end up 18+… but some will end up fine)
Fat nugget is thy baby, and most likely sits in your lap while you are working
will gossip with you about everything, I tell you; he has tea for days.
For Helluva Boss, I match you with Fizzarolli
….he matches your energy… chaotic… loud… mischievous… plus you guys will have an even bigger Boyfriend(ASMODEUS!!!!)
will love to inspect your outfits and aesthetic and might steal a few things from you
he’s a preformer, dancing is what he does and he will do any kind with you.
please explain the big words for him, he gets really confused.
is your hype man, cheers you on for everything and will not stop.
For Resident Evil, I match you with Carlos Oliveira
bros confused with you at first, he is like… the heck is he wearing?
but eventually he warms up… might steal some rings or just unconsciously grab a bracelet and put it on for a weird reason
he enjoys watching what you make, wether it’s art or a film or a vocaloid cover
i feel like he also will like Boba after trying it, it’s the boba balls in specifics
will get a matching tattoo with you if you want to
For Obey me!, I match you with Asmodeus
likes to bring you snacks and share them with you as you two gossip about his brothers
professional pretty man here will help you style your clothing to suit everything you do
will love cosplaying with you so much
absolutely loves musicals, if you want to, he will belt out lines with you out randomly as you two listen to its sound track
wants you to teach him how to speak multiple languages, what’s to know how to communicate with all his fans all over the world
for twisted wonderland, I match you with Idia Shroud
boys rich… he will buy you anything(from the comfort of his bed)
he will go out once in a while with you if you really want to… but it won’t last long; so sometimes he will send Ortho with you
loves playing rythum games with you, gets very competitive about beating your score.
you get this man into the habit of cleaning his room since you enjoy cleaning; he make sure that everything is organized and perfect(cause that’s how he is)
For Genshin Impact, I match you with Arataki Itto
he is loud and energetic! Will run around with you everywhere.
he also loves being around his friends, sometimes, he will invite yours and his friends to join; but not all the time, cause he likes being with you as well.
got into crazy long documents because of you, and even if he is the first one to watch it… he still asked you question
he’s a Himbo with a very big heart for you
for Dc, I match you with Harley Quinn
girls partly nuts, but she’s loyal and very adventurous, so if you are willing to do something with her, she will do just about anything with you
love to dance anywhere with you; will go to massive parties and everyone will just stop and you guys are busting it down
super cuddly, likes being close to you when she can and will like to watch you work; she does act question give you suggestions if you don’t mind
please just keep her out of the kitchen if you are going to try and cook with her; or at least give her simple jobs she won’t burn the house down with
for Marvel, I match you with Matt Murdock
if you are in like trad goth or like any kind of fashion with rings and cool jewelry, he will end up playing with them while he holds your hand(which is rare because he is kinda busy with his whole daredevil matt Murdock switching)
buys you desserts and sweets cause he can and will, he gives small gifts as a way of saying ‘I love you’
will literally kill to hear that you are safe, he wants nothing to happen to you
its utterly confused at to what vocaloid is, like is extremely confused; almost like a dog hearing a recording of a dog barking and it’s just like “wtf?”
For Danganronpa, I matched you with Junko Enoshima(before despair)
gyaru, gyaru, gyaru! All day, loves the matching outfits; it makes a fashion statement!
loves gossiping with you; she is very trash talky about everyone minus you and will love specifically spilling the tea to you(she always makes sure it’s the juiciest most real tea ever)
she better be in some of those photos you take cause you will be missing an opportunity
you will always be the first to get her magazines and she will bring back some props from the sets she shot photos on
For Harry Potter, I match you with Luna Lovegood
the oblivious Ravenclaw is a major ‘head in the clouds’; she’s very easy going and likes doing anything really
gifts you small things like flowers and pins and pieces to add to out fits; would not mind having things in her hair(it’s the cottage core x goth for me)
gives you many strange things to think about in life and talks about anything you do in a very cryptic way
loves Vocaloid songs, doesn’t always understand the lyrics cause they end up sounding happy but they are mostly dark, but looks listening to you cover them
Thanks for doing this exchange with me!
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doriandistortion · 7 months
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“About me” type questions
(Except I probably over share??)
Feel free to dm for the template
Also I just wrote everything down because I don’t wanna crowd my page with questions 😭 + I’m mostly writing this for myself to look back on later lmfao
1. Who was the last person you held hands with? N/A
2. Are you loud, outgoing, or shy? I am definitely loud and outgoing around the right people. I don’t think I’m shy. I’ll talk about anything with anyone stranger or otherwise but I just don’t necessarily have much to say? And there’s a huge difference between being shy and being completely afraid.
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? I am always looking forward to seeing one friend of mine. They don’t really talk to me anymore and I never see them but I’m sure I’ll always feel this way.
4. Are you easy to get along with? I really hope so? I’m sure I can be disagreeable and I probably talk about myself a bit more frequently than people want to hear but I’ve never had anyone that I really didn’t get along with I don’t think
5. Have you ever given up on someone, but then gone back to them? In terms of dating I’m assuming? In that case no. I’ve never dated anyone to begin with
6. If you were sick would that person take care of you? N/A
7. Who is on your mind right now? That one friend I talked about on Q3
8. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? My sister, mom and grandparents about if time would exist without humans here to put a name to it.
9. What does your most recent text say? “Yayy!!!” From my dad :))
10. Is there a hot topic that you feel strongly about? ?
11. Do you like big crowds of people? It definitely depends on if I’m by myself in the crowd or with people I am comfortable with. If I am alone I absolutely HATE crowds but if I’m with people I like I’m cool with them. I like people watching.
12. Do you believe in luck/miracles? I don’t. I’m not sure when or why I started feeling this way but I also don’t believe in karma. It’s freeing. You should try it.
13. What good thing happened this summer? I can’t remember the summer already. :/ I used to write everything I did every day down in my notebooks without fail so I can look back and remember but I’ve been slacking recently.
14. Do you think there is life on other planets? I like to think that there is alien life somewhere out there although I’m sure that it would be something like little worms or fish. Even though this doesn’t seem as groundbreaking as the aliens most people picture I still think that life on other planets would be amazing
15. Do you like bubble baths? Yes
16. Do you like your neighbors? They’re fine. My sister is friends with our neighbors daughter. She’s nice.
17. What are your bad habits? It would be faster for me to write down my good habits.
18. Where would you like to travel? I would love to go back to Italy! I went with my family, immediate and extended as a big trip when I was in middle school.
19. Do you have trust issues? No. Although I haven’t had any bad experiences that could have kickstarted trust issues yet. Check back in in a couple years maybe?
20. Favorite part of your daily routine? I have absolutely no routine to my day
21. What do you do when you wake up? I lay there disappointed for an extra hour or two.
22. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? This is a weird ass question 💀
23. Who are you most comfortable around? See Q3 and 7
24. Do you ever want to get married? Maybe? I don’t know if that kind of situation would ever work out for me though. I don’t really love people like that? Like, if it wasn’t official and it was just something that we agreed on one day as a concept I would. I don’t think I would find anyone like the person I have in mind and they don’t really talk to me anymore and that’s the one thing that matters so what’s the point lol
25. Is your hair long enough for a ponytail? Yes and I’m super happy about it because all my life I thought my hair just stopped growing once it hit shoulder length but it turned out it was just really damaged lmao
26. Which of your favorite celebrities would you like to meet in real life? Probably none 🤭 it would be too embarrassing
27. Do you play any sports? Not really although I can throw DOWN in badminton
28. Would you rather live without IV or music? Am I an idiot?? What does this mean 💀💀
29. Have you ever liked someone/wanted to be their friend, but never told them? 100%
30. What do you say during awkward silences? I never really experience awkward silences. At least they aren’t awkward for me? I just don’t really care about that kind of thing
31. Do you think age matters in relationships/friendships? Definitely but I also think that people on the internet make certain situations out to be worse than they are. For example, a 19/yo and a 17/yo being friends. One is in high school and one isn’t which makes it seem like a huge difference but its not and not everything has to at all be sexual. I think that people tend to think they know everything about someone’s life in situations like these.
32. What are your favorite stores to shop at? Right now I’m on a Cider groove. I love their clothes and they aren’t expensive.
33. What do you want to do after high school? I graduated in 2022 and I hate my life and want to go back.
34. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? No. Certain people don’t at all
35. If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean? I’m short circuiting
36. Do you smile at strangers? Yes :)
37. Trip to outer space or the bottom of the sea? God, neither. But if I had to choose I’m going with the sea. I hate the idea of flying in a spaceship and I’m afraid of the sky
38. Do you want a roommate? I would love a roommate actually. The more the merrier.
39. What are you paranoid about? That I’m losing my mind
40. What was the meanest thing someone ever said to you? I couldn’t care enough to remember
41. The nicest thing? I wish I could remember but I promise that I care.
42. Have you ever done something that you hope no one finds out about? Yes but no one will
43. What language do you want to learn? German
44. What's your full name? Excuse me?
45. What are your three biggest fears?
1. The open sky 2. Going insane. 3. Seizures
46. What are three things you love? My family is a definite answer but I feel like I haven’t experienced life for long enough to answer the last two.
47. Who's your best friend? I don’t have one
48. How tall are you? 6’4
49. What do you miss? The 10th grade/2019, my friends, my old Apple Music playlists… the list could go on and on forever
50. What time were you born? Early in the morning I think
51. What's your favorite color? Red
52. What's your favorite quote? “The time is coming where you won’t feel like you do now” Woolworm - Indian Summer
53. What's your favorite place? I don’t think I have one yet
54. What's your favorite food? Pasta
55. Do you use sarcasm? I wanted to think of a witty joke to write down but I am incredibly unfunny so you’ll just have to live with a simple no
56. What are you listening to right now? Love Interruption by Jack White
57. What's the first thing you notice about a new person? Their eyes, facial expressions, clothes
58. What's your shoe size? N/A
59. What's your eye color? Brown
60. What's your hair color? Very dark brown
61. What's your favorite style of clothing? I don’t know. I’m weird about putting names to things like that
62. Have you ever played a prank on someone? Probably
63. What's the meaning of your username/URL? I’m Dorian. Dorian sounds strangely close to the word distortion. I think?
64. What's your favorite movie? Parasite always. Two close contenders are Nope and The Talented Mr. Ripley. I like a movie with a dramatic tone shift in the middle.
65. What's your favorite song? I think I’ll always love the song I Quit Girls by Japandroids
66. Your favorite bands? Maybe Million Dead? I wish they recorded more than two albums but I’ll take what I can get. Nirvana of course and The Dear Hunter. The Dear Hunter makes incredible songs. Like, my jaw is on the floor with every new one I listen to and they have so much music to go through. Also I LOVE when albums have a storyline that they follow but The Deer Hunter has a storyline that spans the length of 6 albums I believe. They have 10 full albums in total and they’re still together. God I could talk about that band forever.
67. How are you feeling right now? Maybe afraid? I’m not super in tune
68. Who's someone you love? Everyone in my family. I’m so glad that they are the ones I get to be related to. I love them so much and My old friend from Q3, 7 and 23.
69. How's your relationship with your parents? Great
70. What's your favorite holiday? It tends to change with every holiday that’s up next. Right now of course I’m biased towards Halloween because I’m in the mood and it’s around the corner.
71. Do you have/want any tattoos or piercings? If you want any, what do you want? I have a left side lip piercing, a septum piercing and 5 tattoos (not including the ones I have on my fingers) that I did myself. I think I want more but I would get them done professionally. I really want a Vegvisir tattoo and one that says “cursed be he who moves my body” like the quote on the bracelet in king tut’s tomb yk, the one that’s supposedly cursed so when I die it will stress EVERYONE out lmao
72. What was the last book you read? Crime and Punishment
73. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? Boring answer but it really just depends. I’m not very fast though
74. Where are you right now? In my bedroom
75. Do you like loud music or soft music? Both but I listen to louder music usually
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ithinkabouttzu · 1 year
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hey! I honestly can’t remember if I’ve already submitted a request for a BoB ship, so please ignore this if I have!!
But please could I request a ship if that’s okay?? No worries if not!!
So I’m blonde hair and blue eyed, with naturally pale skin which I love tanning because I loveee the sun and just being more sun kissed. I love wearing makeup and dressing girly (most times when I can be bothered) and having my skin care and hair dyed! I’m around 5”3 and quite petite but Id say I’ve got fairly decent curves despite being quite slender.
a lot of people would say I’m innocent and ‘cute’ but I really don’t see myself as that, I think because I’m very chatty and get giddy over small things people think this of me. But I’m super loyal to those I like and will stand up, even if I do get shit scared of confrontation!! Yeah I usually will cry if I’m in a big argument oops.
I’m an Aries and I’d say I’m very bubbly, I can get a little awkward/ shy around strangers but I just try fake it till you make it with my confidence and that has worked! Id say I can be quite flirty and I can read people pretty well, especially if it’s a guy, but if he flirts back I can get kinda shy. But I feel as though I’m good with bantering back and fourth with people and I can be kinda witty? Other times I act kinda dopy without meaning to which makes me a little conscious when people call me dumb or question my abilities lmao
I laugh in the worst situations and I love having a good sense of humour to make other people feel better!! Id say I’m a very happy person and small things can make my day. I’m a big empath however, so if somebody is upset I can sometimes feel the same emotion if I feel bad for them lmao.
I LOVE going out and shopping, partying and socialising- however I need to rest my social battery and have chill days to myself. I love all animals, mainly dogs, they make me cry because they’re so cute- dogs and babies, I’m super broody and like knowing everybody is looked after and feeling good around me.
hope that’s not too much info! Honestly you don’t have to use all of that, just thought I’d send whatever I could!! Thank you <3
Hiii and omg thank you so much for requesting!!
I ship you with…
George Luz!
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Song recommendation: Cupids Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes
- Okay okay here me out, you guys would be absolutely ADORABLE with eachother
- You’d be like walking into a bar or something, and he’d just be giggling and laughing with the other boys, probably telling some funny story, until he sees you, His jaw literally drops, the way you walked in with the prettiest smile that just made his heart into play-dough, even to where Toye notices it and he’s just like, 🤨 “You good man?”
- he absolutely swears it was love at first sight, he found you so gorgeous you put my man in a total TRANCE, you would probably notice his staring and you’d just be like, “Is he okay? 😭”
- After a little convincing from his friends, he finally comes up to you to introduce himself, and when he gets there he sees you having fun with your friends and completely just freezes up again (please help him omg)
- And that’s when you just grab him to dance with you, which he completely obliged, you guys would have fun all night, dancing, laughing, talking, it would be so sweet and romantic oh my gosh
- your vibe would match his so much and y’all’s first night hanging out y’all would just click so much with each other, yk?
- Even though this man is like fully in love with you, I think you guys would start out as bestfriends first.
- But that wouldn’t last long until you realize that you guys would be way better as a couple, everyone else could see that too, like your friends and his friends would both just be like 👀 when they see you guys totally flirting with eachother
- But you guys brighten almost every room you guys walk into, you guys are such a fun, friendly couple, the party starts when you guys walk in!
- this man never fails to tell you how adorable you are to him, you’re so much shorter than him and he loves it so much, he feels like he can just pick you up and put you in his pocket, Even though you sometimes can obviously get annoyed when he says things about your height or your “cuteness” He just thinks you’re so cute to him he really can’t help it
- And the one thing that he absolutely despises the most, is when someone takes you as “dumb” when you are really just coming off as cheerful, he knows how witty and smart you actually are and he hates it when people question it.
- He is SO ready to take you shopping or go shopping with you, he is honestly your biggest hype man too so whenever you go out and get a new set of nails, or a couple new outfits, even your hair a completely different color, he is going to be there looking at you like you’re the prettiest girl alive, “Doll, you look AMAZING”
- Also let me remind you that when you guys do go shopping, he’s gonna be your temporary stylist for SURE 😭 , “Babe look at this color, wouldn’t it look so good on you?” He’s so supportive and treats you like a full on runway model when you are trying on clothes
- And if something ever bad happens, like if you guys are somewhere serious where you guys need to focus, the others know not to sit you and him together because they know you guys will end up laughing about something stupid, making everyone hate you guys in that moment 🤣
- You guys are just so bubbly and happy with each other omg, like y’all never fail to make people laugh and y’all always kinda just steal the spotlight from everyone else when you guys are together ( when you guys are together, it’s really like dating your bestfriend 😭)
- FLIRTY BANTER that’s it, the literally definition you guys, even when y’all are dating and going full steady, because normal flirting is so much more boring than teasing each other in the process.
- The first big fight you guys had was something he didn’t forget, that was the first time he ever saw you cry, the first time he ever MADE you cry and completely regretted everything he said, it was for something stupid too, but he was so sorry and wasn’t even mad about what it was about in the first place, after that he spent the whole day telling you how sorry he was and how much he loves you, and that he didn’t mean one thing he said.
- one time, you guys thought it would be fun to go to a animal shelter, just to help out there and maybe even look for a cute doggie to take home, and while you guys are there, you see this sweet old dog who’s been at the shelter for almost forever, and your heart literally breaks into pieces
- You’re over there crying like you actually feel so bad for that pup, and George is just over there like, “What’s wrong with you?” and then he sees why you’re crying, and he usually just laughs at you when you cry over something small, but this time he actually feels bad 😭 and you guys ofc end up taking the pup home
- ugh he can’t wait to settle down with you and have a big family (only if you want one of course) like say you have some relatives with babies, and you guys are asked to babysit, and you are actually like a baby whisperer, and they ADORE you, and George is just over there with full on heart eyes, like he’s so ready for you guys to start having your own little babies
- he just falls in love all over again when he sees how gentle and caring you can be for others in general. When someone is down you are a total pick-me-up for them and he notices that when he’s with you. Like you just have this soft warming presence that he and so many people can’t get enough of
- Chill says are the BEST with George, like he’s very calm, unlike his usual personality, but just cuddling with him in the bed is arguably one of the best ways to spend time with him. 😫 (bc we just KNOW he gives the best snuggles)
- Speaking of cuddles, I think he would BEG at least once to be little spoon, and when he is, he absolutely LOVES it, like he’s just over there like this 😆 the whole time, but also, when you cuddle him, be ready to fall asleep in about .2 seconds, there’s not really a reason why, just that he’s so comfortable and once you lay on his chest, it’s game over for you.
- or just like watching movies on the couch while he makes the best snacks known to man-kind or you guys order some BOMB take out which is consumed in about 5 seconds, but either way, rest days are amazing with him
- But once again, I think you guys would be so cute for each other, like a match made in heaven almost, You guys can be besties but also lovers and that’s the best thing about y’all’s relationship. He loves you SOOO much and you love him even more, and this would be such a long lasting relationship omg
Hi hon I hope you like this 💗🤞🏼 Ahh i’m so glad I got a ship request from such a good BoB shipper like you! Thank you! 😭
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kimchokejin · 1 year
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music tag games 🎶
is it cheating to put them all in one post when everyone’s doing it?
thank you to everyone who tagged me i had a full day’s worth of music recs to listen to and bts songs to revisit happy hondadays to ME!
game #1: using your spotify top 100 playlist, shuffle 10 songs and tag 10 people.
thank you @cordiallyfuturedwight @wistfulocean and @seoksao​ for the tag! 💕
i will give the number they were on my list as well
99. Jackie Onassis by Sammy Rae & The Friends
51. Wild Roses by Jack Van Cleaf
73. Stick Season by Noah Kahan
92. New Shapes (feat. Christine and the Queens and Carolin Polachek) by Charli XCX
80. First Thing to Go by Hayley Williams
70. Mic Drop (Steve Aoki Remix) - Full Length Edition by BTS
88. religion (u can lay your hands on me) by Shura
63. No Blueberries by DPR IAN, DPR LIVE, CL
89. Lights by BTS
8. Vibez by ZAYN
game #2 (sponsored by kim taehyung): 💛 choose an artist you like and use the name of their songs to answer this as close to the truth as possible!
tagged by @cordiallyfuturedwight @jiminsproof @blueside-hobi @wistfulocean @seoksao​ thank you you guys are so creative these were so fun to read!
name of the artist: Halsey (it was working too well i had to go for it)
what is your gender: I am not a woman, I’m a god (“i’m god” - kim taehyung)
describe yourself: Ashley (you don’t need to be entertained. i’m entertaining myself)
how do you feel: Alone (but in a good way, an “i needed this” way 😌)
if you could go anywhere, where would it be: Roman Holiday
describe your best friend: Darling 🥰
your favourite time of day: 3am
if your life was a tv show, what would it be called: Still Learning
what is life to you: Hurricane, Heaven in Hiding
relationship status: Bad at Love 😬
what do you fear: Strangers (”i’m a little shy” - kim taehyung), Devil in Me (”i’m a bad boy” - kim taehyung)
game #3: share your top 5 current songs
tagged by @clutterbugs thank you emma!!! i feel like i get to use the free space in scrabble
1. Kiss in My Heart by Junk Fujiyama
i discovered this song a while back on a city pop playlist i think? and it’s been stuck in my head recently (even before indigo!) so i’ve been playing it. it’s just a fun happy song, it sounds like the artist is smiling as he’s singing it
2. ILLELLA by MAMAMOO
another super fun song and i didn’t think it was possible but i am gayer because of it. i have so many feelings about this i will have to hold myself back but i am v i b r a t i n g something’s about to break
3. girl like me by Blessing
this song is acoustic but i think also r&b influenced? i like how the lyrics are somewhat specific but the insecurity is she’s talking about is still super relatable to a lot of people and the singer’s voice is kind of unique
4. complex (demo) by Katie Gregson-MacLeod
this song is just kinda heartbreaking tbh at the end of the day it’s your typical woman trying to “save” a man who's too far gone to spare her a second thought story but the vocals really carry the emotion across in a way i don’t hear all the time so i think it’s worth a listen if you...want to feel sad
5. Ketchum, ID by Julien Baker, Phoebe Bridgers, Lucy Dacus
i have been in a folksy mood lately and i think a few julien baker/phoebe bridgers/lucy daucus songs came up in my listening and that reminded me about this album. this is my favorite song from it. i think the line “i am never anywhere anywhere i go, when i’m home i’m never there long enough to know” is just really hitting for me rn? i also can’t get over how this is the last song on the album they ended the whole album with
BONUS GAME! i wasn’t tagged in this but i wanted to share this while i’m here in case anyone was interested in doing this for themselves. if you have spotify this bot will judge you for your music taste. it’s like the anti-spotify wrapped. this is what they had to say about mine:
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i will tag @joon-rkive, @cheekyquokka, @mutedstring​, @jinsquishes​, @senor-hoberto​ and anyone who tagged me in one game but hasn’t been tagged in one of the others (does that make sense?). no pressure just if any of the games interest you 💕 feel free to ignore me!!!
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rogue-durin-16 · 1 year
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MATCHUP FOR
@littlelilbun
can I have male stranger things matchup please? i’m a girl, aries, enfp, my pronouns are she/her. i could be really shy sometimes due to my bad anxiety, but mostly i’m very sweet and bubbly person, i deeply care about my friends, and i’m super affectionate with people who i love. also, my love language is physical touch!!! i’m also very sensitive and emotional person, but i’m fully open with my feelings only with close people in my life. my height is 5’5, i have a petite figure, long brown hair and green eyes, i would describe my style as a hyperfeminine, but i also love to dress cozy! i’m polyglot and i speak 6 languages, and i’m studying linguistics in uni. my other passions are makeup, cinematography and music ofc! i’m obsessed with rabbits and bunnies and all the bunny-themed items! i love cute things, such as clothes, accessories, makeup, stuffies and etc. my ideal partner is someone tall and protective, who would take care of me and be attentive to me and my feelings! and also someone who would cuddle me a lot <3
From Stranger Things I Ship You With:
Eddie Munson
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Ship Dynamic:
Mutual Pining™
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«I'm still afraid to be there, among the hounds of love, and feel your arms surround me; I've always been a coward.»
When I started to read your description I was like "Eddie?" Because yes, Aries and ENFP? And then I was like yeah no but... You'd make a bomb couple.
I was tempted to ship you with Steve (he's being extra hard to match) but something about your vibe made me keep gravitating towards Eddie so here we are.
We're just gonna assume Steve would initially feel attracted to you, but Eddie fully falls hard like the touch-starved, lovesick puppy he is.
I feel like he would misjudge you at first because he tends to do that a lot. First it was a defense mechanism and now he's stuck with that.
I'm gonna put myself in Eddie's shoes and say he'd probably think you're just another airhead girly girl. Boy is he wrong.
He immediately realizes he's wrong too and goes from aloof to eager to know every bit of you.
You have in common just the right amount of things for this relationship to be tandem. A little more would make it boring, and a little less would make it way too explosive.
You're the one who confesses and Eddie loses his shit. He thinks he's so cynical and detached, and here you come wearing your heart on your sleeve and he just wants to run away.
But oh my god he's so in love so he can't.
I just KNOW he's a linguistics nerd (hello fellow Tolkienian), but school's learning methods are just not for him, so you would ALSO mistakenly judge him about this probably.
He asks you to teach him at least one language. It's actually super fun for him and he knows it's fun because of you.
No one, and I mean NO ONE, fucks with you when Eddie Munson is around.
I genuinely don't think he can fight (I literally went through this in one of my fics) but I DO think that he's one scary, obnoxious motherfucker with a bizarre reputation.
I also think he'd do crazy things for the people he loves so if he has to get full on protective he will.
I feel like you'd be super protective of him too in your own way.
He definitely got a pet bunny after learning about your love for rabbits just so you would spend more time at his place. He is THAT extra.
Constant cuddles. You two are so touchy with each other, it's kinda cute but also kinda weird.
I'm not talking about romantic or sexual touch, I'm talking about just touch. Holding hands, his arm over your shoulders, head on the other's lap, leaning on each other absentmindedly etc.
Eddie lets you put makeup on him before he goes out. I don't wanna hear anyone go against this statement because y'all just would be wrong.
He spends an embarrassing amount of money on buying you pretty things to the point where you literally have to scold him for doing so.
You'd see him every weekend even if you're in college and he's not, because he'd drive all the way to see you.
Oh my god you know that one Conan Gray lyric, "They met in class for metaphysical philosophy. He tells his friends, 'I like her 'cause she's so much smarter than me'. They're having talks about their futures until 4:00 a.m." GIRL THAT'S YOU TWO.
Okay okay I'm done, but you'd make a super cute ship just saying.
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🌼 🌸 🌹 🍁 ~ rebeccaselfships
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hey hey!! SURPRISE!! it’s me- Zack! I’m not in the main list and all, since I’ve been pretty busy with my own stuff, but I just wanted to have a shot at answerin some questions!!! so here’s a limited edition post from yours truly ;D
some of the others not on the main list this f/ovember may do this too, so keep an eye out!! anyway, let’s get to these questions!
🌼 - How would you describe your s/o’s personality?
the others talk about how alike we are- and in a way, I can see it :P! I’m a puppy, Cupid’s a puppy, so we’re both just bundles of energy!! he does have his more relaxed moments, but with me he just gets more energised. it’s super cute heh <333
hmm, what else.. he’s different around other people bcoz that’s just how he is, but you can tell when he’s comfortable around you!! he’s usually pretty quiet, but when he gets real talkative, that’s when you know ;D he can get real affectionate too, even when you’re just friends!! he’s the baby of his closest friend group, and it’s easy to see why- he can be a pretty clingy pup :P but he feels much better when other people take the first step- you gotta remember that if you wanna be friends with him.. but he’s been trying to move outside his comfort zone more, so he may come knocking at your door first instead!!
all in all, he’s really just a jittery puppy 🥰 or a bunny? he can be docile and independent like one, but he’s also energetic and clingy…. oh yeah! he’s been told before he’s 90% pup 10% bun, so there ya go! and 100% mine heh <333
🌸 - How did you meet your s/o?
I met him through Cloud!! they’re twin brothers, after all- it’s kinda funny how they’re complete opposites tho lol. I thought they were pretty similar when we first met though!! bcoz Cupid was shaking like a leaf n all and hiding behind Cloud- it was really cute, actually, but I also felt bad bcoz I thought I intimidated him :( Cloud thankfully told me that he’s just super shy around strangers, so I tried my best to get him to open up! honestly, I thought he was really cute from the moment I saw him- but I figured this time I shouldn’t go straight for flirting to make him comfortable hehehe…
🌹 - Tell us about a favorite date you’ve been on with your s/o.
oh, definitely our first date- we went to an arcade!! we were already best friends before we started dating, so it just felt really.. comfortable. of course, it was kinda awkward bcoz we still weren’t used to being each other’s boyfriends lol- but over time we realised that not much has really changed, other than the fact that we’re just a lot closer to each other ;P
ngl, I wanted to take him to somewhere fancy for our first date. yknow! somewhere nice in the city, with real good food and three kinds of forks and knives. but I guess we both knew by then that it was gonna drain our wallets and we’d feel outta place- so we just went to one of our favourite spots instead!!! we played games for practically the entire night. I won him a plush toy he still sleeps with (when I’m not home, of course), and we took photobooth pics that I keep with me on my phone case. it was definitely one of the best dates I’ve ever been on- being in love with your best friend is its own kinda special, yknow?? <3
🍁 - What’s your favorite outfit your s/o has worn?
Cupid wears the cutest outfits ever I swear to god my heart squeezes every time I look at him!! it’s unfair!!! >:T he likes to dress up and wear colourful clothes and I think it suits him and his personality perfectly <333 he loves wearing cute skirts and dresses too and he always looks so stunning ;;;;
but I also like it a lot when he wears my clothes- sweaters and hoodies that are too big on him and all. he’s pretty short ;D (he’s gonna whack me if he reads this lol) so seeing him drown in my clothes makes my heart do backflips <333
but yknow, I love anything he wears- Cupid really loves fashion, and he uses it to express himself and what he likes and who he is- so anything he wears looks stunning on him bcoz it’s true to who he is and how he sees himself!!! and he always looks beautiful <333333
WHOO!!! woah, I think I talked a lot, didn’t I :P I really just pour my heart out when it comes to Cupid, can’t help it lol <333 this was real fun, so thanks Rebecca!!! Have a great day, alright?? :D
Cupid’s first love, signing out!!! <333
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mysteriawrites · 5 months
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Since your soulmate match up is still open, I was hoping I could participate? Sorry if this is super long!
I’m a straight Bengali girl, who’s a little chubby and has a lot of acne scars (both of which I’m insecure about, though, I’ve been staring to like my acne scars lately). I wear glasses and without them, the world around me is very blurry. I’m pretty shy and nervous, so I sort of have trouble speaking to strangers or people I don’t know well. But once I’m comfortable around you and we mutually see each other as friends, I’m able to show you my chaotic side and feel comfortable saying some pretty wild things. I also make quite a few sexual jokes. Though I am more comfortable to speak freely with my friends, if I’m in a relatively big group that consists of my friends, I get really nervous speaking in front of all of them, so I opt to talk to individuals rather than the collective. I crave for physical affection but I never ask for it because I’ll feel bad if I get rejected of such, so I’ll wait til someone decide to give me affection. I’m a huge romantic fan and love reading romance stories or fanfic, and I love men who are completely obsessed with you. If I’m going to be honest, I feel more attracted to depressed or sad men rather than happy or cheerful men. I love eating food, but don’t really like eating in front of people much cause I always feel like I’m being judge for the way I eat even if that’s not actually the case. I can’t help it, so I prefer to eat alone. My favourite food is chicken curry and rice! I have trouble keeping eye contact so I usually look somewhere else while talking to people, but I do occasionally (while in the conversation) do make eye contact. There are times where it takes time for my brain to process some situations or dialogue, and I have an awfully memory. I also hate reading out load cause my brain takes time to process the words on the paper for me to read out load, so it makes me say the words out load slowly and almost choppy, you know? I love my friends very much and always love to hang out with them, even if we are simply in a room together only doing our own thing. I just like being in their presence. Though, once my social battery runs out, I’d like to be alone in my room (though, if I have a romantic partner, I wouldn’t mind them being with me). I’m always open to be their for my friends if they are down and listen to their problems, but not good at verbally comforting them, so I’m open for providing them physical comfort such as a hug or rubbing their back if that’s what they want. If I don’t anything embarrassing, I will constantly think about the moment for years and best myself over it and mentally redo that whole conversation or action in a way better way that I should have done to have not embarrassed myself earlier, you know? I very kind and often give people the benefit of the doubt, and I’m sort of a pushover, but I’m still able to say no to situations that make me uncomfortable.
I love reading, drawing, and creating ocs and world building. I’m such a mythology nerd, especially when it comes to Greek mythology (I have many books about these myths). I absolutely hate bugs and because of them, I hate being in forests and such cause I always get swarmed by them. I’m also afraid of the dark, so when I sleep, I leave my door open and the hallway light on.
If I have a crush anyone, I would constantly look for them in the crowd, think about them constantly, and want to be really affectionate towards them, but if I notice I’m getting to affection I distance myself more than I realize. I’m pretty insecure with myself so it’ll take a bit before I realize someone actually likes me romantically. Because of this, I’ll never confess.
Hey so I’m absolutely cool with doing this, but i need you to put the fandom for me please and thank you.
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Hii, how are you? I'm fine.
Your matchup thing looks super fun and was wondering if I could get one for myself? It's fine if it's not lol just ignore it.
FANDOM: Bungou Stray Dogs and Genshin Impact.
PRONOUNS: She/Her.
NAME: Jane.
SEXUALITY: Pansexual.
ZODIAC/MBTI: Leo, ISTP.
APPEARANCE: I'm pretty tall for a girl - 5'9/175 cm - and I'm pale. Have black curly hair and brown eyes. I use glasses and have a lot of tattoos and piercings. I always wear black clothes and follow rock-ish style.
PERSONALITY: I'm a introvert, so I'm inclined to keep quiet. Regardless of that, I'm not shy and actually super blunt and sincere.
My good traits are that I'm calm, laid back and carefree. I'm not afraid to follow my heart, I am loyal, confident and brave.
My bad traits are that I'm a bit antisocial, indifferent and awkward. It's difficult for me talk to strangers and I avoid contact at all costs.
LIKES: I love cats, food and cold weather.
DISLIKES: I hate loud noises and strict people. I also dislike hot weather and sour foods
HOBBIES: I like going out and doing whatever - going shopping, go to a festival - I like doing things outdoors and I'm down for anything. I also like reading mangas and novels.
EXTRA: I think I'd like to be with someone like me - fun loving and adventurous, but a bit more open and talkative. Someone who would be willing to join me on adventures and be my best friend.
Hi Jane! Thank you for your request! Sorry it took a while. I hope you like your matchups!
In Bungo Stray Dogs, I match you with...
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Ranpo matches your ideal partner pretty well. He’s fun loving and adventurous, as well as being talkative and open.
He would love going on little adventures with you. Whether that’s as simple as exploring the city or as complex as going on a city-wide treasure hunt, he just enjoys being in your company.
Since you don’t like sour foods, I’m guessing you don’t mind sweet food. If that’s the case, Ranpo’s sweet tooth is somehow getting even worse since he now has someone to share all those sweet treats with.
Loves reading with you. He doesn’t really mind what you’re reading. He’s as much of a fan of manga as he is of full length novels. He would like talking about what you’ve both been reading lately. It’s sort of like a mini book club.
I think Ranpo would also enjoy going shopping with you. He has an innate ability to sense which shops have good sales and which items of clothing would look best on you/match your style best.
In Genshin Impact, I match you with...
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If Ranpo matches your ideal partner, Amber is the very definition of your ideal partner! She’s adventurous, fun loving, talkative, and one of the most open people in Teyvat.
She can be a bit loud sometimes but since she knows you don’t like loud noises, she’ll do her best to be a bit quieter around you.
But that doesn’t mean she’s going to talk any less. She loves talking to you about everything and nothing.
Amber would love going on dates to The Cat’s Tail. Whether or not you drink, the atmosphere there is nice and there are plenty of cute cats to keep you both company.
She loves going on adventures with you and there will always be something fun to do with Amber around. She knows all the best places to explore around Mondstadt.
She also loves festivals! There’s so much happening and so much good energy, how could she not enjoy them. She especially likes walking around them with you. Any food you like the look of, she’s getting two of; one for you and one for herself!
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whenwillmisoraiwrite · 11 months
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fear to let fall a drop, and you will spill a lot
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After Gogobugi was attacked, Fang and Kaizo had to find other place to stay. So, Kira'na gets two new housemates.A collection of short stories about the relationship between Fang, Kaizo, and Kira'na.
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It's been exactly a week, Kaizo has already got his own room with his brother, Kira'na has been adapting well to new housemate…
…Yet Kaizo is still commenting the same thing everyday.
“I couldn't believe you and your father would let us live here just like that.”
Kira'na sighs.
His father has warned her. Be patient, he said, don't make him feel he's burdening you, he said.
Kaizo isn't burdening her. In fact, it's been quite fun to have someone to talk to after she comes home from the academy. His father usually busy burying himself in his work and the Guruhan Army until late night, so it's nice to have company, eventhough Kaizo's brother—Fang, she's heard Kaizo called him that—still doesn't want to be in the same room as Kira'na (“He's shy,” Kaizo explains, and Kira'na is too embarrassed to admit she's shy too).
Except, she's also tired of repeating “of course we'd let you live here!” “No, no, you're not a burden at all!” “Yes, you can eat whatever you want in the fridge!” “Don't be shy!”
All of those are true from her heart, but it is tiring to repeat it over and over and over again only to have her words not reach his ears. Her father always gives her a thumbs up when he hears her say that, but he isn't here now. She's free to say what she wants to say.
“How many times do I have to say it?” she says a bit more harsh than she intends to.
He flinches. She regrets it.
“Oh, I—”
“Sorry—”
They say it at the same time.
Kaizo frowns. “Why are you sorry?”
“I didn't mean to raise my voice.”
“Oh,” he says, “I guess it is tiring to answer the same thing everyday, huh?” So he does listen.
She can say that it's okay. She can say she doesn't mind. She can say he can ask the same thing for years and she still won't be tired (okay, that's an exaggeration).
But she doesn't want to lie. So, she settles to tell the truth. “Yeah. Honestly, it is,” she says. “I'm sorry that I raised my voice, but I'm not taking back what I said.”
“O-oh.” He nods, but his expression sours. “Okay. I won't ask anymore.”
“Um,” she plays with her fingers, “If I may ask, why are you so … surprised? You were a victim of … whatever happened, it's only natural people would help you, wouldn't it?”
“Yeah, maybe,” he responds casually.
She feels like he's making a huge wall between them. For the past week, he's been responsive to her, he also seems to enjoy talking to her—at least she hopes so—, but he never wants to talk about anything personal. She supposes she can understand that. She's just a stranger to him. It's too early to be open about personal things.
She wants to know which planet he originally lived on, but she doesn't know how to ask that without worrying he'd be sad. She doesn't know the condition, but she knows it must be severe enough if he has to leave the planet instead of trying to find help there. Perhaps it was bad enough to the point that no one can help them find shelter, and that's why he can't wrap his head on why a stranger—an alien, even!—would want to help him.
She tries another approach, instead of just ‘yes yes of course we'd accept you!’, she wants to try to make him understand.
“Do you know,” she says for their talk after dinner in the living room, “there was a time I woke up to at least ten people sleeping right in this small room?”
“Really?” he says. Kira'na doesn't know whether he's really interested or just being polite. Sometimes his tone is too flat for her to understand. “What happened?”
She grins at him. “My father once helped a homeless person by making him a house at the end of the street. News traveled super fast and then suddenly more poor people came to him, also asking for the same thing.”
“But they lived here instead?” He doesn't even hide the grimace on his face.
“Well, it took a long time to build everyone a house, and they needed a place to sleep. So he let them sleep here until it's done.”
“He built everyone a house?”
“Yup. Not a single one missed. Crazy, right?” She smiles at his gaping face. “But that's just who he is. Always ready to help someone in need.”
“That's why you were so quick to stop freaking out after seeing me in your bedroom.”
“Well, to be fair, he never asks them to enter my room. But yeah, I did assume you were one of the people my father helped. So I didn't panic.”
He doesn't respond to that. Instead, he looks like he's thinking hard. Kira'na tilts her head in to see him, a little curious at his thoughts.
“I bet they're just using your father's kindness,” he says bitterly.
She can't help but laugh. “Why are you so negative?”
“Because everyone's like that! Taking advantage of kind people with no resolve to repay the kindness.”
“Well, first of all, my father never asks for any kind of 'repay' or whatever,” she replies a bit defensively eventhough she's keeping her tone cheerful, “Second of all, you probably want to apologize to those people who build your room.”
His eyes widen. “They all are—?”
“Not every single one,” she says, “but most of them, yes. I do understand your point though, one or two people that my father helped were only using him and refused to be independent, but some of them do find a job, and most of them work for my father afterwards.”
He drops his head. “Oh.”
“The point is,” she continues, “My father is a generous man. He never hesitates to help anyone in need. Thankfully, he's also smart and strong, so even if someone's tricking him, he could easily chase them. It's something that I've been seeing since I opened my eyes for the first time. So you don't need to feel strange anymore that we let you live here.”
He doesn't say anything. Kira'na suspects he's still not convinced yet, but she knows she's done what she can.
“My father is…” he hesitantly starts, and she snaps her head up quickly and put all of her attention to him. This is the first time he ever talks about his life and she's not going to missed it for a millisecond. “Well, I don't want to talk bad about my father. But your father is so different from him. He's …”—he gulps before correcting himself with a shaky voice—“he was a great man, he used to teach me to not drop my guard when meeting someone new, especially someone who asks for help. Be nice, but be careful, and don't forget to find a way out just in case the worst thing happens.”
Well that's actually explaining a lot of his reactions, Kira'na thinks.
“But I guess even he, after everything he'd taught me, still failed to find a way out.”
“Is that what happened?” She expects it's okay to ask it now, since he's the one who initiated the topic. “Someone took advantage of your father and….”
“I don't know,” he cuts her, “I—I do know he … the, the perpetrator … wanted something my family had. But I really don't know what exactly happened. One second I was just coming home from school, the second after I was in the spaceship saving my life.”
“Okay,” she replies carefully. She wants to say she's sorry for what'd happened to him, she wants to say it's okay now, she wants to say anything that can make him feel better, but she doesn't know how. She doesn't think she has the right word to comfort him. She hopes being patient and listening to him whenever he feels ready is enough.
Admittedly, she's failed at being 'patient'. She makes a face at the thought of that.
A door creak sound makes both of them turn their head at the new, a bit awkwardly placed room—Kaizo and Fang's room. Kira'na sees a little face peeking shyly from the gap.
“Hello, Kaizo's brother!” she says with a forced cheerful tone. “You couldn't sleep? Do you—?”
The door's slammed.
“He hates me!” she whimpers, kicking the sofa's pillow childishly. “Did I do something wrong?”
“He doesn't. He's just shy, he's not used to having other people around,” he chuckles. “Maybe you can start with saying his name instead of addressing him as my bro—”
“Wouldn't he think it's suspicious that I know his name when I've never asked him?”
“Toddlers don't think that deeply. They actually think everyone must know their name.”
Kira'na raises her eyebrow. “That's super egocentric.”
He simply shrugs, then gets up from the sofa. “Though you might want to hear him say his name. He always pronounces it wrong.”
That certainly picks up her interest. “What? Really? How?”
It's the first time she ever sees him smile mischievously. Instead of acknowledging her question, he walks to his room and says, “Good night, Kira'na.”
“You're going to leave me wondering?” she exclaims. She can swear he snorts before closing the door.
She gapes at his abrupt development.
If that's how he's going to play, then oh, she's not going to lose.
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Came here to share my Bad Omens interaction… I met the guys last year during VIP for the Concrete Forever tour. It was an extremely fast interaction. Also, I 100% understand everyone who has said that they are intimidating because they 100000% are. ESPECIALLY Noah and Jolly but this is coming from someone who is 5’3 and when I stood in between Noah and Jolly for the photo it was like having two sky scrapers on either side of me. I was VERY nervous and I’m already a very introverted and socially awkward person as is. I definitely think that the guys and especially Noah could pick up on my nervousness because I didn’t even look any of them in the eye as we shook hands and I didn’t talk pretty much for almost the entire interaction because my anxiety was through the roof. But before going in to stand between Jolly and Noah, Noah had looked down at me and asked me what my name was and I took that as him trying to lighten the mood and help make me feel a bit more at ease. Nicholas & Folio didn’t really say much, they were pretty quiet for the whole thing which so was I lol. Noah & Jolly were the main two who did most of the talking during my interaction. But from the extremely short experience they all were very pleasant and nice. Definitely awkward but that is bound to happen when you put introverted, socially awkward, and nervous strangers into a room together lol. Noah and Jolly both thanked me for coming and as I was walking to grab my phone back from Alana Noah had told me that he hoped I enjoyed the show tonight. So, super brief and short but this is also their job & they had been doing the VIP for a few weeks before I met them so I’m sure they were exhausted and just trying to make the experience as professional as possible and keep it from extending over a long period of time. We were told for our VIP that we weren’t allowed to give hugs and that if we had gifts they had to be put in a box before meeting the guys so that also made things go a lot quicker. I will say they did breeze through VIP pretty quickly for my show. But, VIP was also pushed back for my show as well so I’m sure they were on a time crunch.
I did briefly talk with Steven after my VIP photo with the guys. He was super chill and nice and cracked a little joke while handing me my poster and mask. I told him that I hoped he had a great night and stayed safe and he wished the same. So all in all, from the experience that I’ve had with the members I’ve met… they’re all super professional and pleasant. I’m sure if I wasn’t as nervous and awkward then my experience might have been a bit better but that’s 100% on me and not the guys. I was just to worried to take up too much of their time or do anything that would make them uncomfortable like asking for a hug if they didn’t want to give hugs. Like I had mentioned, this is their job and I try to keep in the back of my mind my experiences when being at work and having to be clocked in and I don’t want to add any extra stress or pressure on them while they’re clocked in. Granted, they’re not in the “average every day” career but they’re still human beings and I try to respect the fact that they had been touring and doing VIP for weeks already and were probably hella exhausted so I just went in there and got out lmao. Which hopefully didn’t come across as rude or anything to them.
That sounded very sweet. Glad he kinda helped with asking your name and told you to enjoy the show. It’s definitely gotta be super awkward to stand there and meet a bunch of other shy people.
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lunarticxenia · 3 years
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The Sun Signs
Hi guys! So I decided to make a series. I’m going to do: each sign in each planet, each house placement for every planet, and the aspects for all the planets. This of course is going to be over the course of a month; it’s going to take a while to cover everything LMAO. I’m thinking of doing this and alternating between asteroids, “placements that make people ____”, and astrology observations. Without further ado, here’s my take on the sun signs based off of people I know: 
🪁 Aries: These people are go-getters and know what they want when they want it. I feel like a lot of people associate Aries with being extroverts because they’re a fire sign, but I know ALOT of Aries and 95% of them have been shy. It’s more of the Aries moons that I’ve noticed that have been more extroverted. However other aspects in your chart can determine this. They’re also extremely competitive and very hard workers. Every Aries I’ve ever met has worked their ass off, and they keep working their asses off until they perfect everything. Some negatives are that Aries people can be super dramatic as well, and don’t take other people’s advice. Even when they ask for it, if their mind is set on something, there’s no going back. 
🪁 Taurus: Boy oh boy, do these people just want to go on a 10 year vacation and not have to deal with anyone ever again. These people love the finer things in life; they most likely have a creative hobby or have a creative streak. They also love good food and they love a good nap. Now everyone says Tauruses are super chill, and honestly, it depends on other aspects in their chart. I’ve known super chill Tauruses and super chaotic Tauruses. I’ve noticed the chaotic Tauruses have a lot of Aries energy in their chart i.e. Aries Mercury and Aries Mars (no offense Aries). I’d say a downside of Tauruses is that they can be lazy because they love to relax (however this depends on other aspects) and they can be apathetic a lot. I’ve found that Tauruses can very much disconnect themselves from a situation when they have to, so they can keep calm and grounded. 
🪁 Gemini: These people are social and will talk for hours. I don’t mean this in a bad way. Even the more introverted Geminis, once you get to know them they will talk for days especially about things they’re passionate about. I think it’s a cute and endearing trait. A lot of people hate on Geminis, but I don’t get it. One of my best friends is a Gemini, and she’s the most genuine person I’ve ever met. In fact, most Geminis I’ve met have not been two-faced, at least from my experience. I think that Geminis are also very funny, every Gemini I’ve met has made me laugh my ass off. Every single one. They have a great sense of humor and a very engaging personality. You can see this with Gemini politicians, they’re very charismatic and know how to entertain a crowd. I’d say the more negative side of Gemini is that they can be very flighty about what they want and while they’re social, they’re not always the best communicators when it comes to interpersonal relationships. 
🪁 Cancer: I’ve found that Cancers are either extremely extroverted or extremely introverted; and this can change depending on their mood LMAO. I can speak from experience; I am a Cancer. Sometimes I feel like being social and talking; other times I hate people and I just don’t wanna deal with them. Cancers also always have a softness to them; even if they have a lot of fire energy. I don’t know how to describe it other than they just look like water itself. I’d say some obvious downsides of Cancer are that they can be extremely moody and they can be snippy. If you catch them in the wrong mood, they’ll snap at you. I’m guilty of this as well. 
🪁 Leo: Again, a lot of people don’t like Leos but I love them. The Leos I’ve met have not been self centered at all- in fact they’re the exact opposite. Perhaps it’s the underdeveloped Leo suns who are self-centered, but all the ones I’ve met have always put others before themselves. They’re not cocky at all. I’ve also found that Leos all have really nice hair; this is a stereotype that’s definitely true. I’ve never met a Leo with bad hair. I’ve also found that they’re super creative and even if they don’t have a creative hobby, they have a creative flair. They’re also REALLY funny. I feel like they’re definitely slept on in terms of funny placements. This is the sign that rules “performing” in a way, so of course they’re going to be entertaining. 
🪁 Virgo: My favorite sign. I love all the signs in their own way, but Virgo is my favorite. Every single Virgo I’ve met I’ve loved. I get along so well with them. Virgos are shit on for being critical but it’s because they know that the people in question can achieve so much. Virgos also save that critical energy for themselves and can tear themselves apart if they’re not perfect. These people are also always putting others before themselves and always try to help everyone. Remember the 6th house rules one’s sense of usefulness. They feel that if they’re not being useful in some way to people that they’re not good enough. I literally just want to hug every Virgo. Also they’re not boring at all. FOH. Virgos are literally so much fun. 
🪁 Libra: These people are just so likable. No matter what they do, you just tend to like them for some reason. They can adapt to any type of personality and they have a way of making everyone like them. This is why Libra suns tend to be popular; they’re very bubbly and sociable. Even if they’re not popular, they’re well-liked. However, this can be their downfall as well. They can be superficial and fake. They tend to flip flop in arguments alot, and they try to play on both sides which can create more tension between two people. Also, have you ever seen a Libra try to make a decision? LMAO. Love them though. 
🪁 Scorpio: Your eyes. Holy fuck. You can tell if someone is a Scorpio just by the gaze in their eyes. They stare into your fucking soul. Even if their eyes are a light color, there’s always a sense of mystery and darkness to them. Despite this sense of power they give off, once you get to know them they’re literally the biggest teddy bears. Literally just go up to one and talk to them, they’ll talk to you and be all nice and happy. I’ve noticed that Scorpios just don’t like to talk about their emotions or what goes on in their heads either. They like to look strong and they don’t show their vulnerable side to just anybody. This would be one of their downfalls. They have a hard time being vulnerable and letting people in. They look fierce, but they’re sweet and just want a hug. 
🪁 Sagittarius: The funniest people ever. I’ve never met a non-funny Sagittarius. I work with two of them and they have me in tears laughing. They’re also very smart and you can talk to them about anything. Even if they don’t get the best grades in school (which I rarely see, the Valedictorian and the Salutatorian were both Sagittariuses) they always have a base knowledge about everything. They’re also extremely chill and try not to take life too seriously. I’ve found that a downside of this placement is that they can be very flighty in love. They have a hard time settling down which can be difficult for someone who wants to date them. Sagittariuses crave independence and they’re usually not the relationship types. Also they have a hard time taking things seriously. 
🪁 Capricorns: My guilty pleasure. I’ve dated two of them and 75% of the people I’ve liked were Capricorn suns. I feel like people overlook the appeal of Capricorns. Scorpios are the “sexy” ones, but have you seen how attractive Capricorns can be? Remember, in Tarot, the Devil rules Capricorn, so they can be devilishly handsome or darkly beautiful. Even if they’re not the most attractive person in the room, they have an aura to them that’s intriguing. They speak softly and carry a big stick. They don’t have to impress anyone; they know that they’re powerful. I’d say some downsides to Capricorns are that they have a hard time expressing their emotions and they tend to shove them down; which can result in them exploding later on. They also have a tendency to be arrogant, and can dish it out, but they can’t take it. 
🪁 Aquariuses: My second guilty pleasure. I just love the Saturn energy, what can I say? Aquariuses are such lovable weirdos. I don’t know how else to describe them. Every single one I’ve met has been unique in some way and they don’t try to fit in either. They’re proud of being different. My boss is an Aquarius and I felt self conscious one day because I had a different color shirt on than everyone else and he told me “Why would you want to fit in when you could stand out?”. They’re those types of people. They’re also really funny as well, their minds just work so differently from everyone else. They’ll say the most outlandish things and you’ll die laughing. Some downsides? You could know them for years and you’ll just find out things about them. They don’t share things about themselves and it’s hard to get to know them. They also can be very emotionally cold. They don’t like emotions. 
🪁 Pisces: Softies. They’re literally soft teddy bears. No matter how big or tall or muscular they could get, you just look into their eyes and that softness is there. They’re really sweet and tend to be more introverted. They aren’t the types who go out of their way to talk to strangers at a party. They love comfort and they like to feel secure. They’re also very dreamy if that makes sense. They always look like they came out of a fantasy world. I’d say a major downside would be that they’re overly sensitive. They cannot take a joke. I remember I was telling my co worker who’s a Pisces about the negative traits of Pisces and one of them was lazy; and he got SO offended. He was like “I am NOT lazy.” LMAO. 
Also guys, as I’ve said, other things in your natal chart can affect these traits. For the next asteroid by the way, I’m between asteroid Bellona and Lilith. Which one would you guys want to see? I’ve been getting a lot of questions about those two. :) 
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