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skoulsons · 1 year

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I’ve ranted on the sniper part like three times and yet I want to continue to do so and repeat everything this whole fandom has already discussed. To sit on a cloud in the sky and take a fucking megaphone and just shout about it. How wordless it is. How their communication has already hit that point. HOW HE WAS SO. FUCKING. ZONED IN ON HER. ONLY ON HER. NOTHING ELSE WAS AROUND. IT WAS COMPLETE TUNNEL VISION ON HER AND HER ALONE. How he knows where she’s going and knows every infected to hit to keep her safe and clear her path. How he sits and waits and watches the van for any infected that would dare get close to her. How he started shaking when that clicker got in the van. How he was so full of debilitating fear over her life. His hands sweating, tense shoulders, the hitched and short breaths, and obviously a sky-rocketed heartbeat (and probably blood pressure). How he relaxes when he sees she got out of the van. How he never missed a single shot, despite what he tells her in episode 3- “happens more often than you think.” How he knows she’s going after Henry and Sam and he slightly nods and that’s her sign to move and how Joel takes out every infected in her path on her way there. How his breathing has steadied because he can see her now. He can protect her now. How it’s all just complete dad behavior and he’s still going to try and pull his stunt next episode 🤡 baby you’re in love already, please just accept it

#I’d keep going but I think I’d drive off a bridge if I did #I just #I love them so much #way way too much for my own good.#and it’s really eating me up inside.#mental stability said 📉📉📉#I cannot live laugh love in these conditions.#instead I’m dying crying and hating in them #the last of us hbo #tlou spoilers #joel miller #ellie williams

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iwritenarrativesandstuff · 1 year

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Obsessed with Fyodor’s as yet unknown backstory today. And not just in the ‘I need to know’ way but… idk there’s something about the way he seems to wholeheartedly believe that what he is doing will result in the removal of sin. Thinking about how he doesn’t have a god complex but is instead a follower of what he believes to be god’s will. Thinking about how he places himself as above others anyways by taking their free will from them. I think about how his ability didn’t attack him and instead seems to be working with him. The gem is in his hand, the hands he kills with, the righteous hand? I think about that gakuen profile that I can’t find anymore but I know I saw where his likes are generally good and selfless things like peace, and about how, if this is true, he’s been an extreme idealist all along. I think about how senseless violence, the people who can’t stop killing each other, seem to disgust him. That he wants to cleanse it. That he repeatedly uses the very thing he wants to cleanse as a weapon regardless. I think about him and Dazai being foils and wonder if his plan to remove the sin of ability users includes his own self-destruction. I wonder where his self-assurance in the necessity of his cruelty and the perfection of God’s intentions comes from. I wonder how old he actually is.

As funny as the idea is to me that he’s just like that… is it kind of weird that I hope whatever his deal is ends up being a gut-punch?

#to be clear I don’t want to cry over him or anything; I greatly enjoy him as a challenging antagonist #but after so long in the manga of not knowing anything about him I want at least part of it to gut me you know?#make the wait worth it #actually I suspect that we may find out little pieces of fyodor and dazai’s backstories at close to the same time #not that I think they’re necessarily connected (pretty sure they only met once before dead apple) but in the way #that it’d be good to see it back to back or side by side #they’re alike superficially but are very different people on the inside #it’d be neat to see the difference in circumstance too #anyways. I need to know more about fyodor. I’m going to lose it.#bsd #bsd fyodor #storyrambles

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fearofalling · 2 years

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hello????????? i took the perfect video during wttbp at boston2???????

#i’m crying????#sorry for the spam but im finally going through my videos and this is REDICULOUS!!!!!#my chemical romance #mcr #mcrboston2 #gerard way #ray toro #mikey way #frank iero #ohhhhh my goodness THEM!#1k

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frownyalfred · 11 months

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Nothing like spending hours doing html hover translation text boxes to share a canon conlang with readers that canon/fanon works ALL utilize only to be told it’s annoying.

HEY BUDDY. I’m not sharing your name but if you don’t like it! Don’t read it! Don’t even comment telling me how annoying it is! Just hit the big x button in the top right corner!

#this is a great example of how don’t like don’t read should have been implemented #why tell the author so much about how you don’t like the fic?#sigh #:(#brb gonna cry this was the only comment I woke up to this morning lmfao #I’m going insane trying to weave this language in (in a good way) and it takes hours #and some people are so fucking rude :(#rant #myfic #theresurrectionist

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kicktwine · 6 months

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the urge to just grab both twins’ heads and make absolutely sure they know how good they are they’re so good you’re so so good !! you’re such good kids!! you’re so good you’re so good!! is getting a little too strong to handle over here

#play game #they need to know. they should know this. removed from the context of eorzea and your responsibility you still chose to help !#in such an impactful way that people know you! They know you as little champions! you chose to help a swath of people who need it #who can’t help themselves who love you !! Wow!!!!!!! you’ve grown so much!!!!#if anything happens to them I’m going to CRY #I’m going to kill everyone in the room and then myself etc #oh my gosh I’m tearing up. That’s not good #not a good sign #I don’t have any fancy words I just need to pet them. ok? Ok. Good kid #ch’ari is funny to look at as a whole he’s like no friends >:( angry >:( and then like seven years later he’s holding a baby and crying

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scottie-draws-sometimes · 9 days

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OK K.O. is a really really really good show

#I’ve found yet another lovely show to make silly fanart of #okay ‘found’ isn’t the right word #I’m rewatching the series for the first time since I watched it as it came out #godddddd it’s so good #I’m on s3 already and I’m going to cry when I finish it #they should’ve allowed 1 fuck and thats in the first tko episode #I was debating putting frick instead because that would’ve been funnier and more in chatacter #but eh I already did it this way #and I’m rly happy w the expressions on rad n Enid for that one #ok ko #ok ko let's be heroes #ok ko fanart #ok ko ko #ok ko enid #ok ko rad #these three goofy guys gave me a shit ton of art motivation so #expect more I guess #Crab Doodles

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emry-stars-art · 8 months

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@anon-lemon with this ask and the resulting one shot: I also think freshwater merDrew is pretty hehe, the fish I based him off of is a peacock bass (maybe specifically royal peacock bass? With the more blue fin idk) but more dramatic. Like so:

(This is him in perfect nice lighting under shallow water probably but shh he’s beautiful)

Reference pictures I used under the cut

I love mixing and matching references. Idc what I heard growing up, life CAN be a buffet and I CAN a pick my favorite parts to mash together sometimes 😌

#sumii #if you draw smth for this #whether or not you use this as inspiration or to help #I might cry #I am a simple and fragile person #I see an art style I adore #learn the artist is also wonderful #and then get art made inspired by my stuff #and I’ll lose it in the best possible way #oh side note. the urge to make Andrew’s eyes all fisheye looking and blood red was. there #may have to digitally go back and try it bc that’d be freaky lol #but back on topic #this lil guy like 2-3 ft long swimming around the river hiding in the rocks #eating out of Neil’s hands #I’m gonna have to doodle him again specifically so I can give him m&ms #and also do a size scale #just out of curiosity lol #feels good to be very happy with my line work for once #im stopping while I’m ahead here #I definitely went for all look no substance in this design #don’t ask me any questions about where these fish live what they eat or what they do #I don’t know 💕#anway #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard #freshwater #mer au

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spicyicymeloncat · 6 months

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Where’s that Ninjago sin post I’ve come to accept that my Ninjago sin is wrath and it’s wrath over the flanderisation of Kai Ninjago seriously I cannot shut up abt him it is an issue

#I’m so sorry Ninjago fans who do this like y’all do what you want #but in my heart a rabid little dog wants to bite you #ehuagahjsjsk #anyways #Ninjago fans be like here’s kai and his 10 million smoking addictions #while canon kai becomes a fucking martial arts teacher bc he actually has healthier coping mechanisms and doesn’t live in gloom and doom #like people want him too #the people who ignore how he coped with Seabound because they think crying for a year is the only valid way to grieve #still gets me #I’m sure he was sad and yeah we could’ve seen more focus with him #but like man did not go on an angst arc he healed he tried to put good in the world and uphold his sisters memory #it was sweet to see and it showcases his character growth from his arc in s11 #doing what he can inspite of loss and doing it for the kids #WHY DO WE IGNORE THIS #AHHHH #ninjago

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dent-de-leon · 3 months

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The scene where Astarion meets Sebastian hurts my heart so bad. Thinking about how it mirrors the “sweet darling boy” that Astarion let go because he couldn’t bear to hurt him. Thinking about how Astarion can admit that if he’d met Tav/Durge back then, he would have killed them too—how agonized by guilt he is at the mere thought of it. Begs them not to speak of it.

Astarion having a weakness for partners who are sweet, kind, compassionate—Astarion telling Tav/Durge, “No one ever looked out for me. No one ever said a kind thing to me. Other people don’t have a heart like you. You’re…you. No one is like that.” Astarion clinging to these stolen moments of warmth, so starved for genuine affection and compassion.

Are there others Astarion still wishes he’d spared, even if it would cost him dearly—

#bg really said Astarion has a soft spot for kindhearted boys and I’m just supposed to not cry about it—#astarion who also wanted to marry a prince as a child #does #does astarion wish he could be like that #astarion telling the pc ‘no one has a heart like you. you’re…you’#thinking of durge asking themselves sadly ‘was I…sweet once?’#and how them and astarion are both grappling with this loss of innocence and wondering if they’ll ever be able to heal #the way Astarion can still see a kind heart in the dark urge and durge can still see good in Astarion in turn #anyway astar quest going good I definitely don’t want to cry

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juvellianthebee · 25 days

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