#i’m fucking poor already

[eddiemunsn]

my cat might have cancer

the little guy i rescued only a month ago who was abandoned by his owners who probably knew he had cancer and dumped him for that reason AND didn’t tell the shelter. i swear im not to be happy. i must’ve been the worst in my past life.

#$7k to hospitalize him and do testing #i’m fucking poor already #helena speaks

[the-eclectic-wonderer]

Yes, of course I have a thing for the rich lady that sets up elaborate games to hunt and eat people for sport. She’s British she’s posh she’s old she’s commanding and she’s morally revolting. How the hell am I supposed not to have a thing for her

#her name is LADY MOWBRAY for fuck’s sake. she ticks all my boxes!!!!! #like literally she’s got an enormous rifle and calls people ‘dearie’ what the hell am I supposed to do #i heard her voice and I was gone #jon sims really is the gift that keeps on giving. first gertrude and now this lady. I’m having the time of my life #thank god mr bonzo isn’t the OIAR’s only hitman lmao #im a bit late but this was a damn good episode! poor alice got extremely traumatised! #this was not a good one for her between the catastrophic flirting failure at the beginning and… that… at the end #and we got to meet luke! something terrible is gonna happen to him isn’t it #obsessed with the fact that gwen has apparently fully embraced her role. she’s got her customer service voice ready and everything #she offered the HUMAN HUNT LADY some REFRESHMENTS like girlie what are you doing #and what are the Cheshire Bouchards?????? you can’t just name-drop that and not elaborate??? #overall I feel like the one that comes out of this episode on top is celia. she’s got some serious guts! #standing up to the human hunt lady right after listening to a statement about said human hunt lady? holy shit celia #VERY very good episode overall. i had a blast and lady Mowbray was genuinely scary (I love her already agh) #the magnus protocol #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #tmagp 15 #lady mowbray

[okurrroye]

The wait for percabeth to finally happen is going to be excruciating and I might as well kill myself now because I can’t wait that long

#I think I’m just going to read the books but then it’s also going to ruin the show for me because I already know what happens #so what’s the point #just like with thirteen reasons why #like the real issue though is that everything would just be too fresh because I had previously planned to read the books after I heard of #the films because I didn’t know about either but then I couldn’t afford them at time because poor bitch problems which then turned into #me forgetting about it completely and now fuck #I wish I didn’t know in advance they were canon so I wouldn’t be in this predicament #I just want to skip to the best part ugh #i hate everything #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percabeth #p.s I just know they’re going to ruin their romance in the show though lol #also I’m royally pissed because Luke’s plot twist has been spoiled for me and (other stuff) #so now I’m just never going to interact with pjo side of tumblr again lol #pjo tv show

[cupophrogs]

I was listening to Djo and uh

Marionette Poppet upon thee

Some alt versions I liked and one without filters :]

#Poppet’s puppeteer has to use both hands lmao #one of the top half another for the bottom #they were not an easy puppet to move #hence why they didn’t appear in many episodes #but yes! this is sort of what they’d actually look like! #all limber and loose and rubbery goose #blah I promise I’m trying to draw more! #i fucked up my legs at a concert last Friday so my body has been sapped of energy trying to heal my poor calves #while I’m already sleep deprived #maybe I’ll do a white board #doodling like that might help #but yes! #here a simple piece that took maybe an hour #I am full of beef stroganoff #and blueberries #phrart #welcome home #welcome home oc #character design #art #welcome home poppet #poppet spring #bwah

[sailorsally]

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#since I talked in the tags a lil before #i also need to say that the political situation in Georgia has been a big pile of shit lately #that’s mostly why I don’t have the energy to engage with anything atm #everything is so hopeless #I just try to play video games these days to take my mind off stuff #but to explain it a bit #there is this one law the parliament already tried to pass last year but then didn’t because thousands came out to rally against it #the law is about ‘foreign agents’ and it’s directly copied from kremlin’s law in Russia #where the govt basically uses it to just cleanse the country from anyone they don’t like #So now this law is back and they have voted a yes two times #and will vote a yes third time #which is absolutely devastated news for anyone here #because if this law is instituted #basically say bye to foreign scholarships #to ngos financed from foreign countries that work to protect queer and trans peeps #rehabilitate refugees domestic violence victims etc #there will be no new roads in removed highland villages that rely mostly on international financial aid #no education opportunities for poor kids etc #this law literally equals death #and it will be heavily used to just cleanse Georgia of people who don’t think like Kremlin #and I am so fucking scared rn #There have been protests for 3 days #tens of thousands of people on the streets #but parliaments just keeps ignoring people #Or using police brutality against them #they are beating people up #jailing them for peaceful protests etc #it’s absolute nightmare #I’m just so tired of Russia #why won’t they die with everyone who supports them I wanna cry

[motokeith]

actually I will never complain about being a klancer at the end of v.tron because imagine the ending from an al/urancer’s perspective

#klance #allura’s death was hard enough #imagine being emotionally invested in a canon ship for like 2 episodes only for half of the pairing to die #on top of them being a character you already adore #and then the other half of the pairing just goes: no.. don’t go… #not Lance hitting the ‘without me? haha’ during her last moments #and then she walks away with the people who fucking obliterated her planet and the universe?? #WHAT are we doing #now I’m just ranting about the ending again but seriously poor al/urancers #your fight is not taken seriously enough #vld spoilers #just cause I’ve seen someone live-blogging their first watch #want to be extra careful

[m1d-45]

Heizou - decks creator

Creator - ah fuck. I can't believe you've done this

you. you get it.

#m1d : [chats] #nobody tempt me with memes or i’ll. idk make some poor decisions #anyone: *kills the creator again* #teyvat; already whipping up Fresh Hell: THIS IS WHY MOM DOESNT FUCKING LOVE YOU #celestia: *makes false god* #celestia: why would teyvat hurt our creator like this #are these funny no but i’m in school and Trying #teyvat finding out about the situation like ‘lip- lIPSTICK IN MY VALENTINO WHITE BAG?’ #debating actually posting these shit memes #whatever. i already regularly say live laugh love so. live laugh love.

[becauseplot]

slowly wading my way through writing the new little dagger au fic. finished what i think will be the first chapter, assuming i stick with the chapter formula. still not sure about the formatting. im praying the end result wont be too confusing to follow. ah well like the old adage goes: fuck it we ball. if it all comes crashing down then i think i could upload what i have as a oneshot for the series. have a little wip snippet r smthn idk lol (tw swearing, violence, and threats of violence!!)

“Fucking—hell—!”  He’s wrenched forward so sharply he almost winds up on his face, but still he fights them, flailing and hissing and spitting. Claws out, he swipes blindly with his one available hand, misses, sways. Then, a set of knuckles comes down hard on the back of his head. He gasps, vision spinning, and a fist closes around his ear and yanks him up by it. He yowls. A low, snarling voice breaks through the heartbeat roaring in his head, breath hot against the fur of his ear: “Cut. It. Out. Or I’ll wring your fucking neck out right where you're standing, you hear me?” 

#poor guy hes not having the best time :( #Little Dagger AU #dont mind me im just rambling #my writing #im always hesitant to post abt wips bc i never know if ill finish them but uhhh fuck it why not. i deserve the serotonin boost. #the 'first chapter' is 4.8k words already. btw. #i am incapable of writing ANYTHING short holy shit #also bc I’m a little gremlin: what’s currently the ending of the first chapter is a tiny little gut punch #dagger isn’t having a good time so neither should you smile :)

[ssreeder]

read the new chapter the second i got the email and oh my god im going insane (compliment)!!!

hakoda reunion was so cute

the zuko hug *chefs kiss* the talk™ with iroh

ZUKO DIDNT GET TO KILL ZHAO LET HIM HAVE THIS

bato crush bato crush bato crush!!!!!! (me too jee me too)

i cant wait to see what goes down in that meeting omg

more ara and kyoshi warriors content (plus her being around everyone else too)((also very interested in any possible interaction with katara 👀👀👀))

for realsies im glad youre taking your time with this i love and appreciate your writing (long chapter lover)

💜

Hahaha there are pros & cons to giving Zuko “a little murder as a treat” lol… but maybe we will let him have this one haha.

BATO CRUSH ABSOLUTELY LETS GOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Omgggg yes! Ara interacting with Sokka’s inner circle is amazing,,, for us to read not for Sokka to experience haha. Don’t worry! It’s coming…. >:)

Thanks for the ask!!

#I have some funny stuff planned #after Zuko gets through his little ‘I’m having a mental breakdown because everything is always about me’ #(jk I fucked that poor kid up we should let him cry it out) #but yeah after all THIIIISSSS I have some fun stuff planned #some interesting interactions #we also have to check in with MR JET #who is awake next chapter & not happy #(I already had his part written it just didn’t flow with the DILFS) #anywayyyyyy I think the vibe of last chapter was a firm jee/bato approval haha #thanks for the ask anon #leaving it all behind #LIAB #itf #ask

[piratespencil]

Veth helping Beau prepare for her date with Yasha was soo funny and so sweet. Whenever Beau and Veth have a bonding moment it’s always pure gold. I saw a post once about how Veth and Beau’s relationship doesn’t stand out as much as some other relationships in the M9 not because they aren’t friends but because they ARE friends. They’re just buddies and it’s lowkey but it’s great. Love them. :)

#ALSO this is almost immediately followed by jester and her cheap poor dead fiancé bit #ahdjkfkf PEAK jester moment #oh i am HEARTBROKEN my fiancé died at SEA how much can i get for this RING #jester is soo fucking funny i love her #the m9 girls have a chokehold on me basically is what i am saying #critical role #cr2 #c2e126 #i’m not even finished this ep yet and it’s already so good #domestic shopping eps always are #kk talks about stuff #kk watches cr2

[birdy-bird27]

TFW you are questioning your future because how much you fucking hate school and the workload associated with it

#just university things 🤪 #the only reason why I’m sticking to full time schedule is becuase of scholarships #that way I don’t have I pay for school #but god I want to drop to part time student so fucking bad #vent #rant #I’m doing good at least 8 hrs of hw every day #oh yes also work on top of that #just fuck me I guess #this is such a poor me issue I’m sorry #like wow I’m forced to attend university full time so I get to do classes for free poor me #I am just having such a hard time balancing my work load #I don’t even like business why tf am I getting a bachelors in it #I know why it’s becuase im already now 3 years invested into it and I get to do it with no cost to me #do I really want to be stuck in some soul sucking corporate job rest of my life? #is this my career? #what the fuck am I doing with my life #I don’t know anymore #I’m jdut trying to make it day by day #try not be crushed by overwhelming sadness of our current reality I guess #AGHHHH

[trashbaget]

tell me your failed/embarrassing flirting stories to make me feel better, i’ll go first: today i said “get out of my way” forgot to say “i’m kidding” then immediately said “bye”

#it is awful having feelings for someone you know and have an established friendship with #but crushing on someone i barely know is knew to me and i legit feel like an idiot every time i do something stupid like this #i can’t just. talk to the guy #if i say hey and he says sup i say ‘sup indeed’ like what the fuck is that #i can barely even say hello to him #don’t get me wrong i’ve DONE it but most days i’m like #ah fuck there he is #okay you can do it just say hi #just say what’s up #and then he’s already gone #also. like. the setting we’re in is soooo not good for talking or flirting realt because um. it’s work he’s my coworker.. so um. do i fuckin #ask him for his number?? or to hang out??? but like. he’s kind of a stranger to me what do i want to hang out for 🧍 #but like. ​i dont want to do that until i have at least one successful interaction #or like. an actual conversation. #which is gonna be really hard to manage because he doesn’t talk much at all to anyone and i really only talk if someone talks to me first or #i’ll say something absolutely idiotic and ridiculous (and honestly i do that no matter what) #anyway so um. i guess i’m just gonna keep making a fool of myself until i get it right and hopefully i don’t screw it up 🥴 #i lost all my confidence in the last year and i cant do anything chill or smooth anymore (i was never that good in the first place but at #least i could PRETEND i knew what i was doing. like i could sell it. the whole weird and lost bit.) #anyway. i felt better for like 5 minutes when some guy at the gas station flirt failed with me on the way home. but that’s partly my fault #too oops. in his defense he probably could not see that i had headphones on bc upon mirror inspection they were well blended with my hair #but i was waiting to cross the street and this guy tried to like nod and smile and i did not know it was to me until i got to the other side #where the gas station was and and like. tried again and i awkward half smiled and saw his face get all mushy and confused like mine FELT 20 #mins before when i’d flopped so hard trying to flirt and by the time i’d processed WAIT i think he was FLIRTING WITH ME i was already gone 🤡 #but at least it ended better than the poor 14yo who very confidently asked for my number #who. i shit you not. SCREECHED for a solid 44.5 seconds and bolted the other direction when i said sorry im 21 #his friends were standing there like wtf too and one was like i am so sorry about him 🤦 #cheers to being fools universe

[heroictoonz]

Some of you people are so fucking annoying when you post all the fuckin time about stuff you hate and talking trash about the people who enjoy that stuff like real human people you have never even met please for your own health and my sanity why don’t you start posting about things you love and enjoy? make some meaningful bonds with people who also love and enjoy those things? get some fucking whimsy in your life and for the love of fuck stop posting hate in the tags spread peace and love you absolute cowards

#I’m like so tired of ppl in the tags and on my dash constantly being full of spite and anger for [checks notes] a cartoon and it’s fans #this is not about one single fandom either so don’t start accusing me of dumb shit this is about like 80 fucking things #I’ve seen this shit at cartoons at books movies even individual characters in fucking ONE chapter of a video game #it’s so scary to see ppl spend they’re lives so full of malice like bro the world is already so cold and sad #why are you making ur life only colder and safer #please warm yourself up with love and joy #I’m BEGGING you #also an add on for the we piss on the poor crowd #what this post is NOT about: ppl who fairly and understandably criticize media #this post IS about: people who are rude and mean and vial for no fucking reason #please for the love of fuck just use the block button and shut the fuck up #toonz talks

[magpigment]

finally got to episode one season two of prime defenders! my thoughts so far ^^ :

dakota :(

mallard >:((

#dandy blogg #jrwi spoilers #jrwi prime defenders #god i hate mallard so muchhhhh it’s not even funny #and also the way grizz is playing dakota so far straight up made me cry my poor baby boy #they all deserve the world #dakota on the edge of a panic attack for like the entire first episode #the way william and vyncent didn’t question him about it that much and even reamed out a spirit of chaos for being too loud #and mostly just tried to support dakota even if they didn’t understand what was going on like. fuck dude #dnd podcast got hands #william has always given me mom friend vibes ngl #anyway i’m loving the atmosphere of season two so far and i love the tone it’s set with the first episode #and the difference between william now and william then feels palpable which is impressive so kudos to charlie #can’t wait for him to undergo even more trauma ^^ <- literally cried about the trauma he already has last night #that scene with dakota actually sharing his feelings candidly and very upfront for once even tho he clearly struggles with articulating #and processing his thoughts and feelings about stuff but wanting to try for his friends because honesty is important to him #the way they’re playing all their characters is absolutely devastating and i’m ONLY ON THE FIRST EPISODE #i think season two is going to crush me dude ngl. can’t wait lmao

[wikipediary]

Don’t wanna be ‘friends’ (using this term extremely loosely) with this one girl i’m in the same cohort/course with…her belief system + the way she perceives other people and the world is so…i cannot think of a better word so: SHUDDERING. but she’s friends with my circle of cohort/friends so she’ll always be in my circle…?

#she cheated with her ex when her ex already had a new girlfriend and she didn’t feel any remorse at all #she justified her cheating by saying sex is just sex w/her ex & that she wanted her ex’s gf (which she hasn’t even met or known) to feel the #(same things she did hurt; betrayed; cheated on) and i’m like. you’re a fucking cheater? that’s so horrible for you to do? #you don’t even know this girl? she came to be with ur ex in an appropriate way? wdym she deserves to be cheated on because you did… #BY ANOTHER MAN? not even this specific ex? #literally so insane. and she’s like: im going to therapy blah blah blah but clearly you lack the respect and consciousness #me and my friend who listened to her said that she should confess that they cheated with each other to the poor girl but she’s like… #‘not my business’ uhm the fuck it is? you were a third party. and saying that the boy should be the one confessing…uhm WHY NOT U BOTH? #and their relationship (ex and girl) CONTINUED even after the fact and they broke up only recently (early march) and idk if the girl knew #like. truly. i’ve never met someone so incredibly…vile? i guess? what’s a better word for it 😭 #and what’s also so inappropriate about her is that she has like a bf and she keeps droning on about her ex like rent free in her mind #keeps flirting w other men; looking at them and saying she has crushes and all that and want to make a move. like. YOU HAVE A BF? #i don’t wanna be near someone like that. and what’s unfortunate is my close friend is close with her so i’m a ‘friend’ BY association #and that friend of mine also can’t disentangle herself from her bec she’s her first ever friend in uni lmao. so there’s sentimentality there #& we talked abt this w each other; how disappointing it was for her to be like that. and how my friend feels she’s complacent in being okay #with cheating (but she’s not) and i’m like…ugh. #probably one of the worst people i’ve ever met i’m so sorry to say that genuinely. when i’m with her in a grp (i NEVER hang out w her alone) #i feel like my principles r being hijacked and violated and being engulfed by something i’ve kept myself away from lol

[ezraphobicsoup]

ok handels messiah is just as wonderfully dreadful as i remember it why does he write tenor lines like that. what the hell man

#the hallelujah line is just like incomprehensible #he just makes you fucking jump down an octave at one point i’m pretty sure??? #at least we’re singing this with another choir because otherwise it would just be me and this one other guy #and bless him he’s lovely but i think he’s gonna struggle with handel which i mean i don’t blame him #at least ive done three of the choruses already so i can help ? #it’s weird doing messiah again i can’t lie #cause we did it at school last last december meaning i was Experiencing The Motions at the time #meaning i associate it with like bojack horseman and persona 5 royal #like when it says wonderful counsellor in one of them i remember going ‘no way just like maruki except not’ #and being in the classroom and fuck i’m never gonna go in those classrooms again #oh that’s a weird feeling i hadn’t processed that bit yet that’s just gone forever. the poor music department i do miss it #but no i remember going in at lunchtime and only like 4 people showing up to do these extra compulsory rehearsals #and the music teacher lookin so concerned at my deteriorated sleep deprived state #and me realising that he wasn’t entirely completely mean and evil #man i hope i never have to do haydn’s creation again #not only did i sing soprano (what the fuck) i was going through it at the time #man that’s really how that all was huh #why’d i deal with evil guy for so long that’s surreal #anyway right music am i right #ezra’s real life rambles #ezra likes music