#i worry for those kids sometimes

[apostate-in-an-alcove]

Seeing a little girl in white wedding attire going to her First Communion or Confirmation still manages to put a rock in my stomach.

#ex catholic #religious trauma #i see myself in them and i think thats the problem #i don't see what catholics see #they see a positive thing and all i can think of is how the church destroyed me and my innocence #i was only a child and adolescent and the church and catholics fucked me up #i know its possible to have a good upbringing in the church and be well mentally #but man #i worry for those kids sometimes

[little-pondhead]

Oops.

While learning to control his powers under the guidance of Clockwork, Danny accidentally curses his own bloodline with the Curse of Sentient Food several centuries in the past. Originally, a witch was supposed to curse his family. Oops. Well, the Fentons were always adapting, and technically, either way, he'd end up battling dino nuggets at three am in his underwear, no matter who the curse came from. So he shrugged and continued on.

Unfortunately, this also means that out of nowhere, the timeline shifted, and some of his very distant relatives are now battling their food into submission at every meal because Danny is ultimately way more powerful than some mortal witch from the 1600s. His version of the curse reached literally everyone he could ever be related to for the last few centuries. Even if they were adopted into the family!

So, returning to the present time after training, Danny is a little startled to see some news clips of people's dinners coming to life and beginning revolutions. Wow, John Fentonightingale really got around, didn't he? He felt a little uncomfortable that now all these random people had to deal with their share of Fenton luck, but from some of the interviews, everyone seemed to be handling it pretty well!

Especially his so-distant-they're-on-another-tree cousins, the Kents, who contacted his family directly, asking how best to prepare a zombie turkey. Their son was coming for Thanksgiving with his new wife and some coworkers, and they just refused to make the guests fight for their lives on a holiday!

They invited the Fentons to join them, of course.

#dpxdc #pondhead blurbs #sometimes i wonder where the fuck this stuff comes from #which snail is responsible for this #but if it wasn't clear danny curses his bloodline and fucks it up because of course he does #so literally every single relative he's ever had is now suffering directly from fenton luck and sentient food fights #ma and pa kent are the only ones who reach out for advice #how did they figure out the fentons were the source? like they'd tell you those are family secrets you nosey bitch #so now the fentons are invited to spend the holidays with their distant cousins in Kansas #and meet their adopted son clark! who was just married! :D #side note the timeline changed right as the cake was cut at clark's reception so that was interesting #they had to pay for so much dry cleaning #clark's coworkers (fellow jl members) are a little worried about the sentient food but so far it's not really a big issue? #they can definitely take time off for the holidays to relax! #and they totally won't get dragged on any interdimensional adventures with a dead teenage godling as their guide! #feel free to continue #idk how many kids bruce has when clark marries lois but feel free to just throw some in #like JL members and their kids #just toss them in and watch the kids go feral #fighting your food is enrichment <3

[fandomshatewomen]

What exactly is the problem with "queerphobia"? I prefer the word "cisheterosexism," personally, but that's just as vague. Why can't there be words for a more broad phenomenon which includes the more specific forms of oppression OP of that post is demanding be acknowledged?

Okey dokey so this is in regards to this post: https://www.tumblr.com/fandomshatewomen/749573906105614336?source=share

And I’ll say, speaking for myself, I’m actually pro-the-term-queerphobia. Because I think it very accurately describes the process that these people go through. They come across a person who does not act in the ways that they expect them to, but they’re not gonna go through the whole rigmarole of “I have interpreted this to be an X type of person therefore I expected them to act in Y types of ways, but they have not and this is upsetting to me but that’s okay because people are allowed to upset me” they’re just gonna jump straight from that confusion to disgust/revulsion/anger and displace their poor self-regulation onto you. Or me. Or whichever queer/non-“normal” person they happen to have interacted with that day.

That being said I’m just one of the mods on the fandomshate blogs, and there’s a whole bunch of you in this audience. Feel free to reblog and add your thoughts or send in messages and we can continue the conversation :)

• mod dyr

#a couple p.s. thoughts. first is i do understand that it can be hurtful to feel unseen by ‘general’ terms like queer #and sometimes specific terms like lesbophobia or transphobia are genuinely more appropriate. #ig i just feel like its rare that the specificity of those terms is necessary and ‘queerphobia’ is truly insufficient #i also worry that when we start to get too linguistically specific re queer terminology it’s papering over transphobia. and that sucks #but you have to understand that if you act in trans-exclusionary ways its reasonable for people to treat you accordingly #this world makes queer people vulnerable because of our queerness #and I’d argue queer people are much more similar than we are different #so rather than scatter to our acronym factions i would much prefer to seek out the joy and the power of queer unity #but who knows maybe thats just me (kidding)

[derpinette]

as soon as i want to relax i start thinking about how vulnerable my vitals are

#like when it is time for me to sleep or on the bus or just walking about outside #i always have my sides “hugged” sort of & i always worry about the back of my neck showing #( could entice someone into stabbing me there ) like on the bus or in class i keep thinking about how easily #someone behind me could just snap & stab me in the neck #i am a paranoid person like this in general in 2019 i was too scared to wear my hair in pigtails because i was paranoid some crazy person #with scissors would cut them off & run away ( sometimes i start thinking too much & it starts going into witchcraft territory ) #( like OMG i am så going to get cursed for a laugh or out of boredom using those !!!!! same with nail grooming i only file ) #anyway so when i try to sleep i keep thinking about how someone could just barge into my house & stab me in the kidneys & chest #& it feels so real so i have to curl up into a ball so the thought goes away #but then i think like any position is stabbable & nothing i do can protect me. no one say guns i am north african #maybe i need to start hiding weapons under my clothes again just to feel safer i used to hide blades in my bra when i was crazy in 2020 #i think i am getting back there lately but surely this is fine whatever. Who caare & i mean that genuinely i have already been there #butUGH I HATE feeling so vulnerable to The Killer like i know what wendy williams means but honestly the thought of not dying scares me moa #kind of like how the anticipation of a needle is scary only you get stabbed or attacked & bludgeoned in various ways #like anyone can do anything at any timeeven when i was a kid i would be walking places & think someone could so easily drop a bomb right no #or how gas cylinders can explode at any moment. & then i start visualizing & Feeling until my ears ring. anyway #sorry for my Sick & Twisted Dark & Sinister Mind #journaling. or like.something.

[imminent-danger-came]

Your lmk parallels post makes me so unwell there so many angst I can take dude

Though I am hoping for healing arcs in the specials I feel like we're leading up to that but that's just me

LOL I'M SO SORRY.

WE'LL GET OUR HEALING ARCS EVENTUALLY. JUST NOT YET (PROBABLY). This is the hurt comfort long con you feel me.

If it makes you feel better I make myself really unwell with my own posts

#i SWEAR i want Wuking and MK to work it out #Like I said someone can hurt you and cause hurt and you can still love them #It's complicated TM #WUKONG AND MK WILL BE FINE BY THE END. THEY'LL GET THERE #MK'S JUST GOTTA LET IT OUT FIRST #Like SWK is willing to do better and has. He is not who I'm worried about here I'll be real #He just makes mistakes sometimes. and those mistakes affect MK and it's fun for me to talk about #Realizing the Samadhi fire ''Don't you realize you're hurting the people who care about you the most?'' and the #''Or hurt the people I care about—the ones i have left'' parallel in 4x08 made me SO unwell #Like so unbelievably mentally unwell #the entire end of 4x08 was already a 3x10 parallel and then you had MK repeat what Mei said to Wukong? #Like fuck me jesus christ #it's so bad here #the writers are literally so mean #asks #lmk #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #imp tag

[wizardnuke]

tell me whyyyy I had to repeatedly assure these 13 and 11 yr olds that they were allowed to do whatever they wanted with my nails. any designs they've been wanting to try. "what if they look bad" it's paint!! on my fingernails!! I don't care!! it's fun!! "..can I use glitter" hell yes you can. "no one has wanted glitter" well I do!! let those kids be messy.. let em Have Fun with art. and self expression. my sister was like "are you sure? they're not gonna look good" In Front Of Them and I was like okay and so what!! these two r Thrilled at the idea of being given blanket permission to Do Whatever. they're 13 and 11 years old. let those kids be silly. anyway i love what they did they're so mismatched and messy and glitter bombed and they rock. I love those kids so much. let them have fun..

#clothes and makeup and nail polish r supposed to be Fun do what you Want be Silly and Express Yourself #I hate that they're so worried abt Being Pretty. youre prettiest when youre happy with how you look. my god #I did tell the 15 year old her foundation is way too orange for her but yknow. that's an assist. I'm taking her to state comp for french #horn in a few months <3 she started playing horn bc I played it. I love that kid. I love those fuckin kids. #the 17 yr old is pretty okay she's got eldest sibling syndrome bad. I still think she's gay and has Issues with it #bc. that family is megachurch suburban white christian all the fuckin way #swear to god I'm not just assuming she's a lesbian she has straight up told me she likes girls but that doesn't mean she's gay. hope she #figures that out one way or another. it is fuckinf suffocating in that household sometimes but. could be a lot worse #side note. 15 yr old is Literally a genius. shes so happy whenever I'm around bc I'm the only person who understands music like she does #but. she's better than me. perfect pitch. she can play anything by ear. but I've got her matched for horn skills at least #it's her biggest special interest . heehoo she always infodumps abt music to meee

[mydr3aminvi0let]

i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that

#like oh....you think im one of them...bestie no im freshly 23 and im happy i made it this far i dont wanna go back #sometimes i hate being 5'2 with a small frame you have to be very careful and kinda vet everyone you interact with #idk there's a complex discussion to be had. i am someone who has went through what they fetishize and i know a lot of girls in that #community have too. so i worry a lot if if my behaviors and preferences accidentally align with that community in ways i don't realize #bc trauma will always reveal itself. idfk. when i was 20 i got in a relationship with a man who was 30 because i misheard him and thought #he was 24. i thought he was okay until we were at this giftshop and he wanted to get me something but as giftshops are super expensive #i mentioned i could fit in childrens clothes and it saves me a lot of money ($60 shoes are $30 for kids) and tbh fit my frame better #so he was “prove it” so i did and mf said “THATS HOT” ??????????? BITCH #my style wasn't even feminine in the slightest at the time 😑 it feels like a curse to have this kind of trauma then never outgrow this body #believe me ik how trauma changes your brain but how #as a woman #can you ever be apart of that community? why do you allow this to continue and not persecute these men for existing? #you're inherently enabling it and saying its okay this happened to you and its okay that other adults can hurt other kids #when my rapist got put in prison i screamed i yelled i sang i danced my friends set off FIREWORKS for me #when he got out i cried more than i ever have. i moved STATES (not the sole rzn but nonetheless) not that i was in the one he was in prison #in anyways but i was so fucking petrified he'd find me again. its embarrassing but i started sleeping with a chastity belt again. #i made more phone calls i ever have in my life to people who have and will get their hands dirty #i understand the self hatred those girls have. i understand the girls who sleep with everyone to take some of their power back. #i even understand the girls who want to get raped if they got assaulted but it never felt like enough for the pain they're experiencing #but please stay the fuck away from me. as someone who has tried to heal and wants every man like that erased from earth. #do not give them an ounce of attention. ostracize them like they're meant to be. leave it to god for their karma they will be dealt with #reckon with your pain and make sure it never happens to anyone else. only the harmed can make the greatest teachers #tbh bro i am disgusted with myself at all that those are the kinda vibes i put out. #what are you supposed to do as a woman when feminity is equalized with infantilism? i think its tone deaf and misguided whem girls are like #i dress this way to contradict societies views!!! babes its a whole cultural issue that requires reviewing and reforming #you are not doing anything revolutionary by wearing frilly skirts and saying im not like them bc they see you and ur automatically boxed in #i dress how i want and say what i want but i know as a individual im not the beacon of a groundbreaking movement #singularily flipping society on its head. dress how you want but be aware of the connotations. you're living in this society here and now #there's consequences that may not be in your favor and youll be assumed to have values that dont align with you and it may break your heart

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#there should be a word for when youre talking around the tightness of tears #speaking against something that hurts #laughing specifically to undermine the seriousness of the statements youre voicing #the worst of both worlds. help me help me hahaha im not even joking hahaha but listen to the lies in my tone. dont focus on the words. #i want plausible deniability. but also i want u to understand my pain and give it a voice. speak it into existence because i cant say it #but if u do i might cry. that sounds hard that sounds like a lot. i kno i know. shut up. keep talking. do u think i dont feel it? i do #but if i split myself in two i can watch myself and suddenly it becomes funny. im not sure why. but i have a bad habbit of laughting at #inappropriate moments. because if its not funny then its just sad and what am i supposed to do with that? #i dunno. thats all to say my dad called bc i was looking at housing stuff and i was explaining some of the stuff im doing rn #and thats hard to talk abt without crying bc ive always been a cry bby but i didnt. and i love my parents theyre great #but they dont understand bc i havent told them all of it bc theres nothing they can do so y make them worry. and idk i also think they #think im less competent than i am. and part of that is just bc im their kid. part of that is bc there r things thst most ppl can do but i #struggle with. but its also not fun to hear: oh yeah i was surprised by how professional u sounded. or i think ur mom found u those #connections. when no. i did that. i made those things happen. i promise i can do things sometimes. but sometimes i cant. i dunno its just #it is what it is. whatever. decisions to b made. do i room with roommates for lower rent #or do i take an expensive place for a year for a single room? i dont want roommates but ill take them #i mean all the single places r like 950 at the very lowest without any utilities or anything but most r well over 1000 and like on a grad #student salary? i think not. not without losing money on net. i can deal with roommates. i have in the past. i wont b able to relax ever #but its fine. ya kno #just annoying. hah my dads sage advice was ah dont let it overwhelm u. go exercise. bc hes an endurance runner guy #and im like bro when i get home i have 1.5 hrs of daylight. but alas hes right. i do gotta run out my angers and its not enough #ugh. one more week. itll work out. and eventually ill walk into a counselors office like bro i just want u to tell me whether or not i have #0cd bc whatever the fuck it is that makes me do these things is absolutely destroying me. name the beast 0cd or 0cpd. tell me what box #i fit into. not that it matters but i feel like i cant complain until someone else rubber stamps me. actually then ill probably just obsess #abt how. actually. theyre wrong. ay fun times #i gotta shake shake shake my sillies out. and wiggle my waggles away. bc i never could let my kids songs go haha #unrelated

[aeide-thea]

disjointed thoughts abt like. various anti-'normalization' takes i've seen and how actually i think like. expanding the range of things people are aware of & comfortable with is in fact often a helpful step towards becoming less dependent on the concept of normality to determine acceptability, because once you understand that normal isn't in fact a narrowly fixed range but is subjective and can be widened, it becomes a much softer yardstick & less of a bludgeon

#this connects in general to like. pushback against stances that i know from personal experience to have been valuable stepping stones #in the process of broadening my thinking #like idk if some ppl really never knew what it was like to feel totally ruled by social pressure to be Normal or if they've just forgotten #but i think like. our efforts at radicalization have to contain room & compassion for ppl who are starting from very normie places #thinking also abt like. tiktok(?) shit like 'neurospicy' here which like. is WAY too twee for me personally #and i def get where ppl are coming from who feel like it's bc the kids are scared to claim words like disabled #but it's like. no shit the kids are scared to claim words like disabled???? i would have been too?? #having a stepping stone out of Normality that they can feel good about for themselves is like. good in those circs imo! #like there's just. SO much pressure to fit yourself into the Normal box if it's even halfway possible #where 'possible' VERY much includes 'shutting yr eyes to‚ or even cutting off‚ the bits that don't fit' #like. i thought i was a cishet teen! i had body worries i now think are incredibly stupid! Normal absolutely had power over me! #and it's just like. idk. if under that kind of crushing pressure ppl are coming up with cutesy little escape hatches? #seems defiant and resourceful to me tbh! #anyway this is 100% an off-the-cuff beta edition post and may have bugs #but i just kinda think the general concept of like. stepping stones. evolution. learning rather than always-already-knowing. #could use a little more love than it sometimes gets

[sapsolais]

!

#god. i love when parents are good with their kids #it makes me really happy shdjfhgjg #maybe that's a lil weird but like. i dunno. it's one of those things #i like when people sing a lil to themselves #or dance in place while waiting to cross the street #i'm a bit soft when it comes to kids tho n like #there's a dad in the cafe i'm at rn and he's talking to his baby and asking them silly questions while they wait for the mom apparently #sometimes i get a lil too caught up in my head and worried about my smaller problems n #it's just a nice lil tug like. hey. people are living out their lives all around you. you'll be fine #if that. makes sense #sap says

[the-starlight-papers]

I’m so tired of my physics lab group because it’s me and then a bunch of guys who went to the same Christian high school in the same town as my university and they just talk about guns all the time.

Today one guy was telling a story about his cousin who’s in Communications so the professors are more liberal so she has to deal with them “talking about pronouns and crap.” Same guy has a sticker on his phone that says “I support FREE SPEECH not ~POLITICAL CORRECTNESS~”

Of course they were all talking about the Citadel shooting in Nashville too and how the shooter was trans.

@the-starlight-papers

#idk if it’s better or worse than my engineering class with the professor who makes a decent number of off color jokes #and is constantly toeing the line of what would get him reported to administration #some guy in engineering class today literally said ‘I’m racist’ and even that professor was like 😬 #engineering ​professor also told some kid who was mouthing off that ‘you make me wish I wasn’t pro life’ #engineering professor then started joking that he was going to snap one day because of said kid and then asked us where we would run #I hate engineering sometimes because it’s majority male and majority white #so some people feel like they can just say anything #idk if I’ve mentioned this but I got to college in the south and my school has literally stopped naming residence halls after peopld #and also buildings #they’re all named after their geographic locations #ie Hilltop East and Hilltop West or South English Building #(those are all made up btw but the real ones are basically the same idea) #it also sucks sometimes because sometimes I’m in a student engineering team lab working on a project #and then the guy I’m in the lab working with alone is looking at a flyer for a transphobic speaker coming to campus #in the groupme for the organization that’s bringing him #and then I have to worry about is it safe for me to work on this project with this guy #and it’s been fine so far mostly because we either talk about the project or classes or nothing at all #and I don’t want to join the women in engineering clubs because I’m not a woman #and for my engineering team I’m worried I’ll be the token trans person and they’ll want to put me in their social media outreach or somethin #which maybe if we were back in my home state I’d agree #but here heck no #like I’m fine 95% of the time and then there’s the 5% of the time that makes me realize that what’s acceptable here is fucked up sometimes #and I should probably start standing up to some of these people and saying something #but also I have to keep working with these people and I want to make working with them as painless as possible #there’s been other things lately that have been fucked up too that are kinda specific to the point where I can’t share them here #but yeah #anyways psa to any NMS reading this #if you’re looking at going to a college that offers really generous full rides to all NMS #think about why they’re so desperate to get good student to come to their school

[girl-bateman]

Midlife crisis by proxy? Is that a thing ? My mom is turning 50 and I feel like crying hysterically everyday because time is slipping away so fast and we're all dying and what happened to the dreams she had ?? Will she still have time? Do I have time left for my dreams ? Is it already over? Do we die happy? Do we die alone?

#no ok but actually i have been very very very stressed and cry-y about it #i saw a pic of her from when i was a kid and she looked younger and now im worried shes gonna die and leave me alone in this world #thinking abt her death is the only thing that makes me insantly cry #i really think id be lost and alone #i love my family but shes the only one i know i can depend on #i know i act like a kid sometimes with her #have her phrase my emails or go over my spelling mistakes or what not #and i know i know i know sometimes i depend on her for things i shouldnt or dont have to #but i think in a way were both making up for lost time #me for the childhood i cant recall #and her for those long years i spent hating her #its nice to need each other i think #but it will break my heart when i dont have here there with me #and i know 50 isnt old old but its.. idk #and yes i did start crying writing this post bc like i said nothing triggers the waterworks like the thought of my mom dying

[litt1e-prince]

living in my own home away from my dad but he still waits up for me to get home

#i was panicking cause 'whos up at 2am. who can i call at 2am- no one will pick up the pho-- my dad. his phone is ALWAYS on loud.' #it rings twice and im like 'shit dad im so sorry to call you and wake you' and hes just there like 'oh dont worry. i was waiting for you.' #turns out: my mum was suppose to message me to tell me to call my dad when i got off the coach to walk home! she must've forgot tho #cause i was initially just gonna walk home ez - it wasnt until the guy cat called me and started following me again that i thought #nOPE NOT THE NIGHT NOT THE VICTIM I GOTTA CALL SOMEONE OR SMTH #so i thought i might have woken him but nope he was already waiting on me - kinda had a moment of !!!!!! #my dad miiight have grown to become my hero or smth pfshhh anyway #ALSO U KNOW I DID THAT THING AGAIN. random stranger starts talking loudly and i looked at him - u give them a glance and they take it ALL. #gotta learn to stop doing that for my own fuckin safety jfc. BUT I MADE IT HOME SAFE ANYWAY SO #me and my dad just talked about our days and mid way he was like 'are you okay? you sound like youre shivering? is it cold or-' #'OH YEA im just cold. its freezing.' 'Ha! trust me there is nothing better than being in the freezing cold and then getting into bed. #best feeling... i know you have your own life now but its good to make sure you get home safe.' #ITS LIKE ONE OF THOSE LIKE. ARHGHGH my dad loves me fuck the rest of yall- #this is for all those people who say i have daddy issues cause i make a father figure out of every character i like- #ur correct but- #ANYWAY SOmetimes forget my dad has unmedicated anxiety. my mans out here fighting for him life on a random saturday cause his kid #didnt get home until 2am. then he wakes up at 6am to help my brother - My guy doing It All. #my art #ted talk

[notveryshrugemoji]

THC drinks are truly a gift.

#i never get asked why I’m not drinking anymore #i don’t fuck up my midweek with a happy hour lol #the only problem is sometimes I forget I had one and I’m like *what is WRONG with me???* #but like have two of those and hook up with Craig? yes I will lol #maybe I will briefly discuss the topic and the discussion is that I have nothing to discuss #he makes me feel normal and calm #i can tell he considers me and he’s been working to understand what the fuck is up with me hahaha #I’m also working hard at communicating and working through my bs lol #it just feels good and normal #like I didn’t rly talk about losing weight here either #but like I lost 70 pounds last year hahahaha that’s crazy? and I feel like I did talk about it but not how I normally do #I’m not anxious or worried about it so I don’t have anything to say here is what im saying hahaha #the nice things are really nice but it’s cheesy as fuck so im not like discussing that lol #i like feeling happy and excited about someone that is showing up in the same way #it feels really good #oh and? he doesn’t want kids yall #doesn’t have any either #he’s just trying to understand and I don’t get a lot of that #i also haven’t really discussed therapy because it’s been ROUGH lol #I’m so painfully self aware hahahahaha like it’s awful #turns out I have a few panic attacks a day lol #and I like basically decided that symptoms of anxiety were really awful personality traits? if that makes sense? #hahaha like no girl you’re panicking #anyway I’m doing ok things with Craig are really positive and my mental health is fine but also dicey lol #Craig needs a tag #<will be the new tag for him lol

[muirneach]

do you guys want to hear my abbey road opinions. well you’re getting them anyways. i like maxwells silver hammer i like octopus’s garden i like mean mr mustard and i like polythene pam. idk how weird all of those opinions are but i’ve seen all those songs hated. and i hate come together and she came in through the window. my favourite songs are oh darling and because and the end. actually i think golden slumbers/carry that weight/the end is such a good grouping like they’re the same song to me. well i do like in general how the album flows together sooo well. it’s basic but i do love when songs bleed into each other it’s literally so good. also i like her majesty i think it’s fun. i hate the queen i hate the monarchy etc i just like the song

#i was raised on beatles but ONLY please please me and abbey road for some fucking reason #and yeah. theyre my fave beatles albums now #but i also got my hands on beatles 1 pretty early and i overplayed that cd SOOO much that now i hate half the songs on there #hence my come together hate. although i do think just in general its not as good as the rest of the songs on the album #anyways when i was a kid my stepmom played octopus’s garden a lot and also i was obsessed with maxwells silver hammer for some reason #i still dont know why. but i literally adoreddd that song. which was probably worrying to the adults in my life but im fine now i guess #anyways thats why i like both of those songs #okay and here comes the sun i mean theres nothing i can say about it that hasnt been said it’s wonderful its a delight i love it #sun king…. sorry george its not as good BUT its really fucking hard to live up to here comes the sun #its not awful i dont dislike it all that much #something absolutely slays though #music #the beatles #this was a fun post to write maybe i’ll post more of my beatles takes sometime

[chaos-has-theories]

My younger sibling who recently discovered Black asked me for a pair of black fingerless gloves for Christmas.

"To paint skeleton hands on", they told me.

"I think they actually sell those!" I said.

"Yeah, but those don't glow in the dark."

I love them so much I could CRY

#sweetheart those definitely exist #Not to worry I'll probably just get them both #after all they also want to paint the owl house light sigil #they just learned the word grunge in photography class #which means I got to try to explain the varying way of wearing black with Intent #I'm sorry sometimes I'm just bursting with love for those kids #chaos rambles #me? maudlin at the prospect of self discovery? #and then they went through mine and older sibling's old clothes and were so surprised at how much black was already in there #'you have a lace choker?' yeah I do :DD and now so do you