#i woke up to pee

[sixftmp3]

sometimes, a religious experiencs is sitting and waiting for the bathroom with a toddler

#me.txt #i woke up to pee #and also bcuz my niece was crying #i tried going back to sleep but couldnt bcuz of the Crying so i got up #and found her standing outside the bathroom door while my brother waa showering #so i just. sat down. and waited with her #neither of us were going to get into the bathroom anytime soon #snd she just like. stopped crying when i sat down #we both waited in silence #and she slowly calmed down and sat on the floor #just wanted to record this somewhere bcuz i dont have Many good moments w her #but that was very nice

[dottores]

i go 2 sleep happy tonight

#i woke up to pee #and woke up to the most pleasant surprise of #pat tagging me in a pantalone fic #pat is my fav guys 🥹 #i always trust pat to gimme good food for my favs 🙏🏼 #tomorrow i will eat well

[jerevision]

Bojan girlies (gn) how are y'all doing on this damn fine Saturday ungodly hour

#joker out #bojan cvjetićanin #i am hyperventilating #i woke up to pee and something told me to check my phone #posting this now as i have a whole day outdoors #looks like there's gonna be a series of these posts

[muckyschmuck]

ishould draw the dumb stupid jackal idiot dumbass ……

#so neglected #i like how u can tell what oc i’m peeing over at any given point #it Was johnny. #Was #my art #oc art #digital art #traditional art #doodlings #corner guy wants me to go play dnd w him and i’m like #fuck no baby let me CHILL OUT I JUST WOKE UP DUDE #ugh

[foldingfittedsheets]

Just turned on the light and thought, “How dare you,” at myself.

#ramblies #it’s early and I’m so tired #woke up at 5 to pee and couldn’t sleep more after traveling to Mordor (downstairs) to urinate #I just laid in bed for an hour and a half wishing to sleep more with an activated cardio system

[alyensmemoir]

I've heard somewhere that after we die, means when heart stops pumping blood through the veins and all our organs stop functioning, our brain will still be active for almost 7 minutes. in theory, in that 7 minutes the brain reminisce everything, every second that had happened in our life in a fast-forward mode. it's like living twice.

and the idea that stuck with me is, aren't we actually living that second life? like maybe we all died in a natural disaster or maybe a meteor hit our earth. maybe it's a death of a single person, mine. maybe we all were dead and reminiscing our life altogether. maybe our lives were just a memory of a dead body.

uh, how silly.

#i woke up to pee and stuck with this idea #dark academia #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #spilled words #spilled writing #chaotic academia #existentialism #existence #light academia #dark aesthetic #messed up thoughts #metaphor #perception #psychology #sigmund freud #intj #intj personality #mbti #intp #infj #infp #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark acadamia quotes #existential crisis #dream #lucid dreaming #nihilism #cynicism

[jaratedeguadalupe]

remus drawing i made half a year ago

#i woke up at 2am to take a piss and realized mid pee that i never posted my pfp #i don't even know why it's my pfp #an unsolvable mystery #i spun a wheel and randomly picked something from my art folder #it doesn't look that shitty from afar #which helps #idk what i would do if that icon was any bigger #it's not that bad #the shading is nice #until it's not #i'm not going to dissect my art in the tags #expect more biker remus though #gotta be one of my favorite genders #remus sanders #ts remus #sanders sides

[paellegere]

it's so significant to me that do you believe in miracles paralleled all hell breaks loose specifically. because ahbl is the first time dean violates sam's autonomy to bring him back to life. it shows the extreme lengths that dean will go to protect sam, and despite all the other times dean has ignored sam's personhood in his pursuit to keep him alive, this is the moment in the show that fully exemplifies just how codependent these two really are, because there's an entire season dedicated to the consequences of that codependency.

so for dybim to take that imagery and scenario and reverse the roles means that this is supposed to be just as indicative of their codependence. it's a threshold that will have major consequences because sam crossed over the point of no return. there's no going back from choosing unhealthy codependency with your brother, the show is signaling. dean is sam's ultimate decision—he doesn't choose himself, he doesn't choose independence, he chooses dean, and all that that entails. he probably only realizes that all of his posturing about autonomy was a lie at the very moment he says it out loud, but once he's finally honest with himself it's a done deal. just like dean can never go back from his deal for sam's life, sam can never return to any point before this moment. he's in this relationship for good, and he wants to be codependent with dean; that's his decision.

and this is why soul survivor hurts so bad. because dean, like sam in season 9, declares that they're not family, not brothers. the role reversal continues, and sam is now suffering all of the pains he unwittingly put dean through by trying to maintain boundaries between them. now that he's realized he can't handle having those boundaries, any distance between him and dean is too much. here sam is, violating dean's autonomy and saving him against his will, just like dean has done to him so many times before. here he is, listening to dean reject him over and over again, like a parody of all sam's attempts to extricate himself from dean. he's on the other side now, staring down his brother and seeing his past self within him.

9.23 to 10.03 is just a speedrun of the previous 8 seasons but in reverse, with sam enduring the suffering of being in dean's position. and how tragic is it for sam to finally commit to his codependent relationship with dean, only for dean to leave him the moment it happens? how must that feel, for him to finally return his brother's feelings in all their toxic and fucked up glory, only to lose him in the worst way? to have all of his own words shouted back at him with the cruel intent to hurt—jesus christ. how am i supposed to cope with this in any normal way?

#supernatural #wincest #this isn't even beginning to touch on the actual content of the 10.03 exchange. i could write another essay on the mention of john alone #seriously this role reversal shit has poisoned my brain. i'm NOT okay about this #if i could get a phd in the emotional plot of supernatural seasons 8-10 i would actually #this show IS so good at the big picture. it fucks up the small stuff so bad but the overarching meaning and plot is genuinely good #the parallels and reversals and mirroring in s8-10 are seriously evocative and poignant. and for what #it's 6am. my dogs woke me up at 4:30 to pee and i've been thinking about this nonstop ever since #how could they do this to me #the significance of dean being the one to throw away the family just when sam finally embraces it. jesus christ #and the fact that he has to be a demon to do that too #i'm so sick. nauseous over this. fuck #i'm going back to bed. good night #.txt #the winchester gospel #spn posting

[coochiekrab]

Barcode sticker residue on plastic cups and containers and other homeware are to capitalism as fossilized footprints are to dinosaurs

#its 3am and i just woke up to pee i hope this makes sense in 3 more hours

[silversoulstardust]

you know what I'd like to see more in steddie fics? feral steve. feral steve who'd cause a commotion at a a party and break a beer bottle to threaten people to stop harassing eddie and leave him alone. feral steve who isn't afraid to commit social suicide in that shitty little town by grabbing eddie's hand in a room full of people to take him away from bullies. feral steve who isn't afraid to toss away his old reputation to be associated with town freak who was accused for murder. feral steve, who once they are hidden away from prying eyes, would pull eddie close and press a fierce kiss on his forehead, and say things like "I'd rather die before I let anything bad happen to you, eds" or "I know you're a big boy and can protect yourself but I'm not scared to get my hands dirty to protect you eddie" because feral steve knows, eddie has gone through enough shit

#i know eddie isnt a helpless damsel in distress but fiercely protective steve is my jam #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #st headcanons #chrmz.txt #woke up to pee at 2am and now im writing this lol

[1eos]

it's interesting that cis het misogynists compare women getting married and having children to 'using services given by men'. in the comments of a tweet abt how birth rate is dropping as women decide that it's not worth having children with men who don't respect them under a government that doesn't respect them one idiot was like 'well if you don't need men (no one said that) don't ever hire a man to do a service since you can do it all'. it's unintentional bc that man is clearly an idiot but comparing buying goods and services to fucking motherhood just shows how misogynists don't see coming together to have children as like......a union of two sentient ppl for their own pleasure but rather just a service men are entitled to. it's crazy. you can not want to have kids and still go to pepboys idk the natural inclination to imply women who don't marry and procreate with a man (which women have been doing since forever and you don't need to have an agenda to just not get married) shouldn't be able to participate in society just blows my mind like you're really sitting here in our faces admitting how deep the misogyny runs.........

#ok gn #i really woke up to pee saw that and had to record my thoughts #it's all very interesting

[dejwrld]

dearest choso lover,

i need lore about how rockstar!choso manifested into life in your mind, because i cannot stop thinking about him and his almost nude album cover, that and i have an hc that he sneakily adds his grunting/moans into some of his songs in which everyone is literally oblivious to because its so well blended in 🥰 (shit im having a brainrot)

sincerely, me who added 'so' in my url in tribute to choso

choso gaggers not beating the obsessed with choso allegations when he connected to our tumblr usernames some how!!

but wait, bestie—you’re so right. mind you the nude photo as his album cover art was for his debut album and it nearly caused him getting dropped from his label due to how strict we know japan takes celebs image—but choso actually blew up in the western countries and worldwide, so his label decided to keep him. which led to him being on the most successful artists from the label. the woman he sent the nudes from and actually leaked them/sold them to a gossip website was nearly sued by choso’s label, but choso didn’t sue her cause hello he knows his dick big and it actually helped him in the long run.

heavy on him using his grunts/moans on his own tracks. rumor has it on a scrapped song he recorded after he and popstar!reader got together, he have one adlibs of reader moans. yes, sis knows about it but choso scrapped the song cause no one deserves to hear reader moans but him 🥰

#it’s 2 in the morning and i woke up to let ichigo pee and now i’m up answering asks that’s been in my inbox 😭 #this included anons before i turned them off! #⊹˳⁺ ♡ 𝓂𝓊𝓉𝓊𝒶𝓁𝓈

[buhuiai]

"do you not want me to start mewing? im gonna get a really large jawline" has the same energy as "why did you let me keep the emo fringe for so long?"

#i love the domestic energy #isnt it supposed to be sharp jawline? #i watched the video for the first time in my sleep #literally woke up to pee #watched the video #went back to sleep and im just know digesting what i saw #NOW** #dan and phil #dan and phil games

[pissheartmybeloved]

the "finding a friend who's into omo" to "being reliant on diapers in some situations" pipeline is real

#this post beought to you by diapers when drinking #i genuinely would be scared to sleep wothout one now when I've had a few #im just. sometimes i leak a little bit in the night #ans. diaper catches it all #im not sure i could hold it all in or make it to a potty if i woke up desperate yknow #omo #omorashi #piss kink #pee kink #diaper omo

[semiotomatics]

hey can everyone stop posting for a sec i gotta pee

#this has been an original post #personal spewage #seriously ive had to pee since i woke up like an hour ago and yet i keep getting sidetracked just scrumbling #always scrumbling

[ilonacho]

hey. did anyone else see this too

#inside job #inside job spoilers #i woke up and almost pissed my pants cuz i had to prove to myself i wasnt crazy before peeing #this is a pic of my tv. i watched several trailers online and this moment is replaced w/ that quick one of the pope #why? did anyone else see this on netflix?? #WHAT DOES IT MEAN???? #oh and also i didnt get a pic so ‘context’ rand holograms into ab #tamiko looks gorgeous in that dress #i need to get dressed but. charlie daying bitches